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第17章

  sheetunderthecompellingspellofwizardPinkerton。DollarsofmineweretackingofftheshoresofMexico,inperilofthedeepandtheguarda-costas;theyrangonsaloon-countersinthecityofTombstone,Arizona;theyshoneinfaro-tentsamongthemountaindiggings;theimaginationflaggedinfollowingthem,sowideweretheydiffused,sobrisklytheyspantotheturningofthewizard’scrank。Buthere,there,oreverywhereIcouldstilltellmyselfitwasallmine,andwhatwasmoreconvincing,drawsubstantialdividends。Myfortune,Icalledit;anditrepresented,whenexpressedindollars,orevenBritishpounds,anhonestpotofmoney;whenextendedintofrancs,averitablefortune。PerhapsIhaveletthecatoutofthebag;perhapsyouseealreadywheremyhopeswerepointing,andbegintoblamemyinconsistency。ButImustfirsttellyoumyexcuse,andthechangethathadbefallenPinkerton。
  AboutaweekafterthepicnictowhichheescortedMamie,Pinkertonavowedthestateofhisaffections。FromwhatIhadobservedonboardthesteamer,wheremethoughtMamiewaitedonhimwithherlimpideyes,Iencouragedthebashfullovertoproceed;andtheverynexteveninghewascarryingmetocallonhisaffianced。
  “Youmustbefriendher,Loudon,asyouhavealwaysbefriendedme。”hesaid,pathetically。
  “Bysayingdisagreeablethings?Idoubtifthatbethewaytoayounglady’sfavour。”Ireplied;“andsincethispicnickingI
  begintobeamanofsomeexperience。”
  “Yes,youdonoblythere;Ican’tdescribehowIadmireyou。”hecried。“Notthatshewilleverneedit;shehashadeveryadvantage。GodknowswhatIhavedonetodeserveher。O
  man,whataresponsibilitythisisforaroughfellowandnotalwaystruthful!”
  “Braceup,oldman,braceup!”saidI。
  ButwhenwereachedMamie’sboarding-house,itwasalmostwithtearsthathepresentedme。“HereisLoudon,Mamie。”
  werehiswords。“Iwantyoutolovehim;hehasagrandnature。”
  “Youarecertainlynostrangertome,Mr。Dodd。”washergraciousexpression。“Jamesisneverwearyofdescantingonyourgoodness。”
  “Mydearlady。”saidI,“whenyouknowourfriendalittlebetter,youwillmakealargeallowanceforhiswarmheart。Mygoodnesshasconsistedinallowinghimtofeedandclotheandtoilformewhenhecouldillaffordit。IfIamnowalive,itistohimIoweit;nomanhadakinderfriend。Youmusttakegoodcareofhim。”Iadded,layingmyhandonhisshoulder,“andkeephimingoodorder,forheneedsit。”
  Pinkertonwasmuchaffectedbythisspeech,andso,Ifear,wasMamie。Iadmititwasatactlessperformance。“Whenyouknowourfriendalittlebetter。”wasnothappilysaid;andeven“keephimingoodorder,forheneedsit“mightbeconstruedintomatterofoffence;butIlayitbeforeyouinallconfidenceofyouracquittal:wasthegeneraltoneofit“patronising“?Evenifsuchwastheverdictofthelady,Icannotbutsupposetheblamewasneitherwhollyhersnorwhollymine;IcannotbutsupposethatPinkertonhadalreadysickenedthepoorwomanofmyveryname;sothatifIhadcomewiththesongsofApollo,shemuststillhavebeendisgusted。
  Here,however,weretwofinger-poststoParis。Jimwasgoingtobemarried,andsohadthelessneedofmysociety。Ihadnotpleasedhisbride,andsowas,perhaps,betterabsent。LateoneeveningIbroachedtheideatomyfriend。Ithadbeenagreatdayforme;Ihadjustbankedmyfivethousandcatamountaindollars;andasJimhadrefusedtolayafingeronthestock,riskandprofitwerebothwhollymine,andIwascelebratingtheeventwithstoutandcrackers。Ibeganbytellinghimthatifitcausedhimanypainoranyanxietyabouthisaffairs,hehadbuttosaytheword,andheshouldhearnomoreofmyproposal。
  HewasthetruestandbestfriendIeverhadorwaseverliketohave;anditwouldbeastrangethingifIrefusedhimanyfavourhewassurehewanted。AtthesametimeIwishedhimtobesure;formylifewaswastinginmyhands。Iwaslikeonefromhome;allmytrueinterestssummonedmeaway。Imustremindhim,besides,thathewasnowabouttomarryandassumenewinterests,andthatourextremefamiliaritymightbeevenpainfultohiswife——“Ono,Loudon;Ifeelyouarewrongthere。”heinterjectedwarmly;“sheDOESappreciateyournature。”——Somuchthebetter,then,Icontinued;andwentontopointoutthatourseparationneednotbeforlong;that,inthewayaffairsweregoing,hemightjoinmeintwoyearswithafortune,small,indeed,fortheStates,butinFrancealmostconspicuous;thatwemightuniteourresources,andhaveonehouseinParisforthewinterandasecondnearFontainebleauforsummer,wherewecouldbeashappyasthedaywaslong,andbringuplittlePinkertonsaspracticalartisticworkmen,farfromthemoney-hungeroftheWest。“Letmegothen。”I
  concluded;“notasadeserter,butasthevanguard,toleadthemarchofthePinkertonmen。”
  SoIarguedandpleaded,notwithoutemotion;myfriendsittingopposite,restinghischinuponhishandandbutforthatsingleinterjectionsilent。“Ihavebeenlookingforthis,Loudon。”saidhe,whenIhaddone。“Itdoespainme,andthat’sthefact——I’msomiserablyselfish。AndIbelieveit’sadeathblowtothepicnics;forit’sidletodenythatyouweretheheartandsoulofthemwithyourwandandyourgallantbearing,andwitandhumourandchivalry,andthrowingthatkindofsocietyatmosphereaboutthething。Butforallthat,you’reright,andyououghttogo。Youmaycountonfortydollarsaweek;andifDepewCity——oneofnature’scentresforthisState——panouttheleastasIexpect,itmaybedouble。Butit’sfortydollarsanyway;andtothinkthattwoyearsagoyouwerealmostreducedtobeggary!”
  “IWASreducedtoit。”saidI。
  “Well,thebrutesgaveyounothing,andI’mgladofitnow!”
  criedJim。“It’sthetriumphantreturnIgloryin!Thinkofthemaster,andthatcold-bloodedMynertoo!Yes,justlettheDepewCityboomgetonitslegs,andyoushallgo;andtwoyearslater,dayforday,I’llshakehandswithyouinParis,withMamieonmyarm,Godblessher!”
  Wetalkedinthisveinfarintothenight。Iwasmyselfsoexultantinmynew-foundliberty,andPinkertonsoproudofmytriumph,sohappyinmyhappiness,insowarmaglowaboutthegallantlittlewomanofhischoice,andtheveryroomsofilledwithcastlesintheairandcottagesatFontainebleau,thatitwaslittlewonderifsleepfledoureyelids,andthreehadfollowedtwoupontheofficeclockbeforePinkertonunfoldedthemechanismofhispatentsofa。
  Itisverymuchthecustomtoviewlifeasifitwereexactlyruledintwo,likesleepandwaking;theprovincesofplayandbusinessstandingseparate。ThebusinesssideofmycareerinSanFranciscohasbeennowdisposedof;Iapproachthechapterofdiversion;anditwillbefoundtheyhadaboutanequalshareinbuildingupthestoryoftheWrecker——agentlemanwhoseappearancemaybepresentlyexpected。
  Withallmyoccupations,somesixafternoonsandtwoorthreeoddeveningsremainedatmydisposaleveryweek:acircumstancethemoreagreeableasIwasastrangerinacitysingularlypicturesque。FromwhatIhadoncecalledmyself,TheAmateurParisian,Igrewordeclinedintoawatersideprowler,alingereronwharves,afrequenterofshyneighbourhoods,ascraperofacquaintancewitheccentriccharacters。IvisitedChineseandMexicangambling-hells,Germansecretsocieties,sailors’boarding-houses,and“dives“
  ofeverycomplexionofthedisreputableanddangerous。IhaveseengreasyMexicanhandspinnedtothetablewithaknifeforcheating,seamenwhenblood-moneyranhighknockeddownuponthepublicstreetandcarriedinsensibleonboardshort-
  handedships,shotsexchanged,andthesmokeandthecompanydispersingfromthedoorsofthesaloon。Ihaveheardcold-mindedPolacksdebateuponthereadiestmethodofburningSanFranciscototheground,hot-headedworkingmenandwomenbawlandswearinthetribuneattheSandlot,andKearneyhimselfopenhissubscriptionforagallows,namethemanufacturerswhoweretograceitwiththeirdanglingbodies,andreadaloudtothedelightedmultitudeatelegramofadhesionfromamemberoftheStatelegislature:allwhichpreparationsofproletarianwarwereinamomentbreatheduponandabolishedbythemerenameandfameofMr。
  Coleman。ThatlionoftheVigilanteshadbuttorousehimselfandshakehisears,andthewholebrawlingmobwassilenced。
  Icouldnotbutreflectwhatastrangemannerofmanthiswas,tobelivingunremarkedthereasaprivatemerchant,andtobesofearedbyawholecity;andifIwasdisappointed,inmycharacteroflooker-on,tohavethematterendingloriouslywithoutthefiringofashotorthehangingofasinglemillionnaire,philosophytriedtotellmethatthissightwastrulythemorepicturesque。InathousandtownsanddifferentepochsImighthavehadoccasiontobeholdthecowardiceandcarnageofstreetfighting;whereelse,butonlythereandthen,couldIhaveenjoyedaviewofColemantheintermittentdespotwalkingmeditativelyuphillinaquietpartoftown,withaveryrollinggait,andslappinggentlyhisgreatthigh?
  MinoraCanamus。ThishistoricfigurestalkssilentlythroughacorneroftheSanFranciscoofmymemory:therestisbric-a-
  brac,thereminiscencesofavagrantsketcher。Mydelightwasmuchinslums。LittleItalywasahauntofmine;thereIwouldlookinatthewindowsofsmalleating-shops,transportedbodilyfromGenoaorNaples,withtheirmacaroni,andchiantiflasks,andportraitsofGaribaldi,andcolouredpoliticalcaricatures;orenteringinholdhighdebatewithsomeear-ringedfisherofthebayastothedesignsof“Mr。Owstria“
  and“Mr。Rooshia。”Iwasoftentobeobservedhadtherebeenanytoobservemeinthatdis-peopled,hill-sidesolitudeofLittleMexico,withitscrazywoodenhouses,endlesscrazywoodenstairs,andperilousmountaingoat-pathsinthesand。
  Chinatownbyathousandeccentricitiesdrewandheldme;I
  couldneverhaveenoughofitsambiguous,interracialatmosphere,asofavitalisedmuseum;neverwonderenoughatitsoutlandish,necromantic-lookingvegetablessetforthtosellincommonplaceAmericanshop-windows,itstempledoorsopenandthescentofthejoss-stickstreamingforthontheAmericanair,itskitesofOrientalfashionhangingfouledinWesterntelegraph-wires,itsflightsofpaperprayerswhichthetrade-windhuntsanddissipatesalongWesterngutters。IwasafrequentwandereronNorthBeach,gazingatthestraits,andthehugeCape-Hornerscreepingouttosea,andimminentTamalpais。Thence,onmyhomewardway,Imightvisitthatstrangeandfilthyshed,earth-pavedandwalledwiththecagesofwildanimalsandbirds,whereataramshacklecounter,amidtheyellsofmonkeys,andapoignantatmosphereofmenagerie,forty-rodwhiskeywasadministeredbyaproprietorasdirtyashisbeasts。NordidIevenneglectNobHill,whichisitselfakindofslum,beingthehabitatofthemeremillionnaire。Theretheydwelluponthehill-top,highraisedaboveman’sclamour,andthetrade-windblowsbetweentheirpalacesaboutdesertedstreets。
  ButSanFranciscoisnotherselfonly。SheisnotonlythemostinterestingcityintheUnion,andthehugestsmelting-potofracesandthepreciousmetals。Shekeeps,besides,thedoorsofthePacific,andistheportofentrytoanotherworldandanearlierepochinman’shistory。NowhereelseshallyouobserveintheancientphrasesomanytallshipsashereconvenefromroundtheHorn,fromChina,fromSydney,andtheIndies;butscarceremarkedamidthatcrowdofdeep-seagiants,anotherclassofcraft,theIslandschooner,circulates:lowinthewater,withloftysparsanddaintylines,riggedandfashionedlikeayacht,mannedwithbrown-skinned,soft-spoken,sweet-eyednativesailors,andequippedwiththeirgreatdouble-enderboatsthattellataleofboisteroussea-beaches。Thesestealoutandinagain,unnotedbytheworldoreventhenewspaperpress,saveforthelineintheclearingcolumn,“SchoonerSo-and-soforYapandSouthSeaIslands“——stealoutwithnondescriptcargoesoftinnedsalmon,gin,boltsofgaudycottonstuff,women’shats,andWaterburywatches,toreturn,afterayear,piledashighastotheeavesofthehousewithcopra,orwallowingdeepwiththeshellsofthetortoiseorthepearloyster。Tome,inmycharacteroftheAmateurParisian,thisislandtraffic,andeventheislandworld,werebeyondtheboundsofcuriosity,andhowmuchmoreofknowledge。IstoodthereontheextremeshoreoftheWestandofto-day。Seventeenhundredyearsago,andseventhousandmilestotheeast,alegionarystood,perhaps,uponthewallofAntoninus,andlookednorthwardtowardthemountainsofthePicts。Foralltheintervaloftimeandspace,I,whenIlookedfromthecliff-houseonthebroadPacific,wasthatman’sheirandanalogue:eachofusstandingonthevergeoftheRomanEmpireor,aswenowcallit,Westerncivilization,eachofusgazingonwardintozonesunromanised。
  ButIwasdull。Ilookedratherbackward,keepingakindeyeonParis;anditrequiredaseriesofconvergingincidentstochangemyattitudeofnonchalanceforoneofinterest,andevenlonging,whichIlittledreamedthatIshouldlivetogratify。