Hekepthisunrequitedattachmentbyhimasmenkeepawell-smokedpipe——forcomfort’ssake,andbecauseithadgrowndearintheusingItbroughthimhappilythroughtheSimlaseason。
HannasydewasnotlovelyTherewasacrudityinhismanners,andaroughnessinthewayinwhichhehelpedaladyontoherhorse,thatdidnotattracttheothersextohimEvenifhehadcastaboutfortheirfavor,whichhedidnotHekepthiswoundedheartalltohimselfforawhile。
ThentroublecametohimAllwhogotoSimla,knowtheslopefromtheTelegraphtothePublicWorksOfficeHannasydewasloafingupthehill,oneSeptembermorningbetweencallinghours,whena’rickshawcamedowninahurry,andinthe’rickshawsattheliving,breathingimageofthegirlwhohadmadehimsohappilyunhappy。
HannasydeleanedagainsttherailingandgaspedHewantedtorundownhillafterthe’rickshaw,butthatwasimpossible;sohewentforwardwithmostofhisbloodinhistemplesItwasimpossible,formanyreasons,thatthewomaninthe’rickshawcouldbethegirlhehadknownShewas,hediscoveredlater,thewifeofamanfromDindigul,orCoimbatore,orsomeout-of-the-wayplace,andshehadcomeuptoSimlaearlyintheseasonforthegoodofherhealth。
ShewasgoingbacktoDindigul,orwhereveritwas,attheendoftheseason;andinalllikelihoodwouldneverreturntoSimlaagain,herproperHill-stationbeingOotacamundThatnight,Hannasyde,rawandsavagefromtherakingupofalloldfeelings,tookcounselwithhimselfforonemeasuredhourWhathedecideduponwasthis;
andyoumustdecideforyourselfhowmuchgenuineaffectionfortheoldlove,andhowmuchaverynaturalinclinationtogoabroadandenjoyhimself,affectedthedecisionMrsLandys-HaggertwouldneverinallhumanlikelihoodcrosshispathagainSowhateverhediddidn’tmuchmatterShewasmarvellouslylikethegirlwho“tookadeepinterest“andtherestoftheformulaAllthingsconsidered,itwouldbepleasanttomaketheacquaintanceofMrs。
Landys-Haggert,andforalittletime——onlyaverylittletime——tomakebelievethathewaswithAliceChisaneagainEveryoneismoreorlessmadononepointHannasyde’sparticularmonomaniawashisoldlove,AliceChisane。
HemadeithisbusinesstogetintroducedtoMrsHaggert,andtheintroductionprosperedHealsomadeithisbusinesstoseeasmuchashecouldofthatladyWhenamanisinearnestastointerviews,thefacilitieswhichSimlaoffersarestartlingTherearegarden-parties,andtennis-parties,andpicnics,andluncheonsatAnnandale,andrifle-matches,anddinnersandballs;besidesridesandwalks,whicharemattersofprivatearrangement。
Hannasydehadstartedwiththeintentionofseeingalikeness,andheendedbydoingmuchmoreHewantedtobedeceived,hemeanttobedeceived,andhedeceivedhimselfverythoroughlyNotonlywerethefaceandfigure,thefaceandfigureofAliceChisane,butthevoiceandlowertoneswereexactlythesame,andsoweretheturnsofspeech;andthelittlemannerisms,thateverywomanhas,ofgaitandgesticulation,wereabsolutelyandidenticallythesameTheturnoftheheadwasthesame;thetiredlookintheeyesattheendofalongwalkwasthesame;thesloopandwrenchoverthesaddletoholdinapullinghorsewasthesame;andonce,mostmarvellousofall,MrsLandys-Haggertsingingtoherselfinthenextroom,whileHannasydewaswaitingtotakeherforaride,hummed,notefornote,withathroatyquiverofthevoiceinthesecondline:——“PoorWanderingOne!”exactlyasAliceChisanehadhummeditforHannasydeintheduskofanEnglishdrawing-roomIntheactualwomanherself——inthesoulofher——therewasnottheleastlikeness;sheandAliceChisanebeingcastindifferentmouldsButallthatHannasydewantedtoknowandseeandthinkabout,wasthismaddeningandperplexinglikenessoffaceandvoiceandmannerHewasbentonmakingafoolofhimselfthatway;andhewasinnosortdisappointed。
Openandobviousdevotionfromanysortofmanisalwayspleasanttoanysortofwoman;butMrsLandys-Haggert,beingawomanoftheworld,couldmakenothingofHannasyde’sadmiration。
Hewouldtakeanyamountoftrouble——hewasaselfishmanhabitually——tomeetandforestall,ifpossible,herwishes。
Anythingshetoldhimtodowaslaw;andhewas,therecouldbenodoubtingit,fondofhercompanysolongasshetalkedtohim,andkeptontalkingabouttrivialitiesButwhenshelaunchedintoexpressionofherpersonalviewsandherwrongs,thosesmal...完整阅读请扫描二维码下载丁香书院APP免费看: