ShehadnothingtodowithNumberEighteenintheBraccioNuovooftheVatican,betweenVisconti’sCeresandtheGodoftheNile。
ShewaspurelyanIndiandeity——anAnglo-Indiandeity,thatistosay——
andwecalledherTHEVenusAnnodomini,todistinguishherfromotherAnnodominisofthesameeverlastingorderTherewasalegendamongtheHillsthatshehadoncebeenyoung;butnolivingmanwaspreparedtocomeforwardandsayboldlythatthelegendwastrue。
MenrodeuptoSimla,andstayed,andwentawayandmadetheirnameanddidtheirlife’swork,andreturnedagaintofindtheVenusAnnodominiexactlyastheyhadleftherShewasasimmutableastheHillsButnotquitesogreenAllthatagirlofeighteencoulddointhewayofriding,walking,dancing,picnickingandover-exertiongenerally,theVenusAnnodominidid,andshowednosignoffatigueortraceofwearinessBesidesperpetualyouth,shehaddiscovered,mensaid,thesecretofperpetualhealth;andherfamespreadaboutthelandFromamerewoman,shegrewtobeanInstitution,insomuchthatnoyoungmancouldbesaidtobeproperlyformed,whohadnot,atsometimeoranother,worshippedattheshrineoftheVenusAnnodominiTherewasnoonelikeher,thoughthereweremanyimitationsSixyearsinhereyeswerenomorethansixmonthstoordinarywomen;andtenmadelessvisibleimpressiononherthandoesaweek’sfeveronanordinarywomanEveryoneadoredher,andinreturnshewaspleasantandcourteoustonearlyeveryoneYouthhadbeenahabitofhersforsolong,thatshecouldnotpartwithit——neverrealized,infact,thenecessityofpartingwithit——andtookforhermorechosenassociatesyoungpeople。
AmongtheworshippersoftheVenusAnnodominiwasyoungGayerson。
“VeryYoung“Gayerson,hewascalledtodistinguishhimfromhisfather“Young“Gayerson,aBengalCivilian,whoaffectedthecustoms——ashehadtheheart——ofyouth“VeryYoung“Gayersonwasnotcontenttoworshipplacidlyandforform’ssake,astheotheryoungmendid,ortoacceptarideoradance,oratalkfromtheVenusAnnodominiinaproperlyhumbleandthankfulspiritHewasexacting,and,therefore,theVenusAnnodominirepressedhim。
Heworriedhimselfnearlysickinafutilesortofwayoverher;andhisdevotionandearnestnessmadehimappeareithershyorboisterousorrude,ashismoodmightvary,bythesideoftheoldermenwho,withhim,bowedbeforetheVenusAnnodominiShewassorryforhimHeremindedherofaladwho,three-and-twentyyearsago,hadprofessedaboundlessdevotionforher,andforwhominreturnshehadfeltsomethingmorethanaweek’sweaknessButthatladhadfallenawayandmarriedanotherwomanlessthanayearafterhehadworshippedher;andtheVenusAnnodominihadalmost——notquite——
forgottenhisname“VeryYoung“GayersonhadthesamebigblueeyesandthesamewayofpoutinghisunderlipwhenhewasexcitedortroubledButtheVenusAnnodominicheckedhimsternlynonethelessToomuchzealwasathingthatshedidnotapproveof;
preferringinstead,atemperedandsobertenderness。
“VeryYoung“Gayersonwasmiserable,andtooknotroubletoconcealhiswretchednessHewasintheArmy——aLineregimentIthink,butamnotcertain——and,sincehisfacewasalooking-glassandhisforeheadanopenbook,byreasonofhisinnocence,hisbrothersinarmsmadehislifeaburdentohimandembitteredhisnaturallysweetdispositionNooneexcept“VeryYoung“Gayerson,andhenevertoldhisviews,knewhowold“VeryYoung“GayersonbelievedtheVenusAnnodominitobePerhapshethoughtherfiveandtwenty,orperhapsshetoldhimthatshewasthisage“VeryYoung“
GayersonwouldhavefordedtheGuggerinfloodtocarryherlightestword,andhadimplicitfaithinherEveryonelikedhim,andeveryonewassorrywhentheysawhimsoboundaslaveoftheVenusAnnodominiEveryone,too,admittedthatitwasnotherfault;fortheVenusAnnodominidifferedfromMrsHauksbeeandMrs。
Reiverinthisparticular——shenevermovedafingertoattractanyone;but,likeNinondel’Enclos,allmenwereattractedtoherOnecouldadmireandrespectMrsHauksbee,despiseandavoidMrsReiver,butonewasforcedtoadoretheVenusAnnodomini。
“VeryYoung“Gayerson’spapaheldaDivisionoraCollectorateorsomethingadministrativeinaparticularlyunpleasantpartofBengal——fullofBabuswhoeditednewspapersprovingthat“Young“
Gayersonwasa“Nero“anda“Scylla“anda“Charybdis“;and,inadditiontotheBabus,therewasagooddealofdysenteryandcholeraabroadforninemonthsoftheyear“Young“Gayerson——hewa...完整阅读请扫描二维码下载丁香书院APP免费看: