Charliehadneverfalleninlove,butwasanxioustodosoonthefirstopportunity;hebelievedinallthingsgoodandallthingshonorable,but,atthesametime,wascuriouslycarefultoletmeseethatheknewhiswayabouttheworldasbefittedabankclerkontwenty-fiveshillingsaweekHerhymed“dove“with“love“
and“moon“with“June。”anddevoutlybelievedthattheyhadneversobeenrhymedbeforeThelonglamegapsinhisplayshefilledupwithhastywordsofapologyanddescriptionandswepton,seeingallthatheintendedtodosoclearlythatheesteemeditalreadydone,andturnedtomeforapplause。
Ifancythathismotherdidnotencouragehisaspirations,andI
knowthathiswriting-tableathomewastheedgeofhiswashstand。
Thishetoldmealmostattheoutsetofouracquaintance;whenhewasravagingmybookshelves,andalittlebeforeIwasimploredtospeakthetruthastohischancesof“writingsomethingreallygreat,youknow。”MaybeIencouragedhimtoomuch,for,onenight,hecalledonme,hiseyesflamingwithexcitement,andsaidbreathlessly:
“Doyoumind-canyouletmestayhereandwriteallthisevening?
Iwon’tinterruptyou,Iwon’treallyThere’snoplaceformetowriteinatmymother’s。”
“What’sthetrouble?”Isaid,knowingwellwhatthattroublewas。
“I’veanotioninmyheadthatwouldmakethemostsplendidstorythatwaseverwrittenDoletmewriteitouthereIt’ssuckanotion!”
TherewasnoresistingtheappealIsethimatable;hehardlythankedme,butplungedintotheworkatonceForhalfanhourthepenscratchedwithoutstoppingThenCharliesighedandtuggedhishairThescratchinggrewslower,thereweremoreerasures,andatlastceasedThefineststoryintheworldwouldnotcomeforth。
“Itlookssuchawfulrotnow“hesaid,mournfully“AndyetitseemedsogoodwhenIwasthinkingaboutit~~hat’swrong?”
IcouldnotdisheartenhimbysayingthetruthSoIanswered:
“Perhapsyoudon’tfeelinthemoodforwriting。”
“YesIdo-exceptwhenIlookatthisstuffUgh!”
“Readmewhatyou’vedone。”IsaidHeread,anditwaswondrousbadandhepausedatallthespeciallyturgidsentences,expectingalittleapproval;forhewasproudofthosesentences,asIknewhewouldbe。
“Itneedscompression。”Isuggested,cautiously。
“IhatecuttingmythingsdownIdon’tthinkyoucouldalterawordherewithoutspoilingthesenseItreadsbetteraloudthanwhenIwaswritingit。”
“Charlie,you’resufferingfromanalarmingdiseaseafflictinganumerousclassPutthethingby,andtackleitagaininaweek。”
“IwanttodoitatonceWhatdoyouthinkofit?”
“HowcanIjudgefromahalf-writtentale?Tellmethestoryasitliesinyourhead。”
Charlietold,andinthetellingtherewaseverythingthathisignorancehadsocarefullypreventedfromescapingintothewrittenwordIlookedathim,andwonderingwhetheritwerepossible,thathedidnotknowtheoriginality,thepowerofthenotionthathadcomeinhisway?ItwasdistinctlyaNotionamongnotionsMenhadbeenpuffedupwithpridebynotionsnotatitheasexcellentandpracticableButCharliebabbledonserenely,interruptingthecurrentofpurefancywithsamplesofhorriblesentencesthathepurposedtouseIheardhimouttotheendItwouldbefollytoallowhisideatoremaininhisowninepthands,whenIcoulddosomuchwithitNotallthatcouldbedoneindeed;but,ohsomuch!
“Whatdoyouthink?”hesaid,atlast“IfancyIshallcallit’TheStoryofaShip。’“
“Ithinktheidea’sprettygood;butyouwon’theabletohandleitforeversolongNowI“-“Woulditbeofanyusetoyou?
Wouldyoucaretotakeit?Ishouldbeproud。”saidCharlie,promptly。
Therearefewthingssweeterinthisworldthantheguileless,hot-headed,intemperate,openadmirationofajuniorEvenawomaninherblindestdevotiondoesnotfallintothegaitofthemansheadores,tiltherbonnettotheangleatwhichhewearshishat,orinterlardherspeechwithhispetoathsAndCharliedidallthesethingsStillitwasnecessarytosalvemyconsciencebeforeI
possessedmyselfofCharlie’sthoughts。
“Let’smakeabargainI’llgiveyouafiverforthenotion。”Isaid。
Charliebecameabank-clerkatonce。
“Oh,that’simpossibleBetweentwopals,youknow,ifImaycallyouso,andspeakingasamanoftheworld,Icouldn’tTakethenotionifit’sanyusetoyouI’veheapsmore。”
Hehad-noneknewthisbetterthanI-
buttheywerethenotionsofothermen。
“Lookatitasamatterofbusiness-betweenmenoftheworld。”I
returned“Fivepoundswillbuyyouanynumberofpoetry-books。
Businessisbusiness,andyoumaybesureIshouldn’tgivethatpriceunless“-“Oh,ifyouputitthatway。”saidCharlie,visiblymovedbythethoughtofthebooksThebargainwasclinchedwithanagreementthatheshouldatun>statedintervalscometomewithallthenotionsthathepossessed,shouldhaveatableofhisowntowriteat,andunquestionedrighttoinflictuponmeallhispoemsandfragmentsofpoemsThenIsaid,“Nowtellmehowyoucamebythisidea。”
“Itcamebyitself。”Charlie’seyesopenedalittle。
“Yes,butyoutoldmeagreatdealabouttheherothatyoumusthavereadbeforesomewhere。”
“Ihaven’tanytimeforreading,exceptwhenyouletmesithere,andonSundaysI’monmybicycleordowntheriverallday。
There’snothingwrongaboutthehero,isthere?”
“TellmeagainandIshallunderstandclearlyYousaythatyourherowentpiratingHowdidhelive?”
“Hewasonthelowerdeckofthisship-thingthatIwastellingyouabout。”
“Whatsortofship?”
“Itwasthekindrowedwithoars,andtheseaspurtsthroughtheoar-holesandthemenrowsittinguptotheirkneesinwaterThenthere’sabenchrunningdownbetweenthetwolinesofoarsandanoverseerwithawhipwalksupanddownthebenchtomakethemenwork。”
“Howdoyouknowthat?”
“It’sinthetableThere’saroperunningoverhead,loopedtotheupperdeck,fortheoverseertocatchholdofwhentheshiprolls。
Whentheoverseermissestheropeonceandfallsamongtherowers,remembertheherolaughsathimandgetslickedforit。
He’schainedtohisoarofcourse-thehero。”
’~Howishechained?”
“Withanironbandroundhiswaistfixedtothebenchhesitson,andasortofhandcuffonhisleftwristchaininghimtotheoar。
He’sonthelowerdeckwheretheworstmenareent,andtheonlylightcomesfromthehatchwaysandthroughtheoar-holesCan’tyouimaginethesunlightjustsqueezingthroughbetweenthehandleandtheholeandwobblingaboutastheshipmoves?”
“Ican,butIcan’timagineyourimaginingit。”
“Howcoulditbeanyotherway?NowyoulistentomeThelongoarsontheupperdeckaremanagedbyfourmentoeachbench,theloweronesbythree,andthelowestofallbytwoRememberit’squitedarkonthelowestdeckandallthementheregomad。
Whenamandiesathisoaronthatdeckheisn’tthrownoverboard,butcutupinhischainsandstuffedthroughtheoar-holeinlittlepieces。”
“Why?”Idemanded,amazed,notsomuchattheinformationasthetoneofcommandinwhichitwasflungout。
“TosavetroubleandtofrightentheothersItneedstwooverseerstodragaman’sbodyuptothetopdeck;andifthemenatthelowerdeckoarswereleftalone,ofcoursethey’dstoprowingandtrytopullupthebenchesbyallstandinguptogetherintheirchains。”
“You’veamostprovidentimaginationWherehaveyoubeenreadingaboutgalleysandgalley-slaves?”
“NowherethatIrememberIrowalittlewhenIgetthechance。
But,perhaps,ifyousayso,Imayhavereadsomething。”
Hewentawayshortlyafterwardtodealwithbooksellers,andI
wonderedhowabankclerkagedtwentycouldputintomyhandswithaprofligateabundanceofdetail,allgivenwithabsoluteassurance,thestoryofextravagantandbloodthirstyadventure,riot,piracy,anddeathinunnamedseasHehadledhisheroadesperatedancethroughrevoltagainsttheoverseas,tocommandofashipofhisown,andultimateestablishmentofakingdomonanisland“somewhereinthesea,youknow“;and,delightedwithmypaltryfivepounds,hadgoneouttobuythenotionsofothermen,thatthesemightteachhimhowtowriteIhadtheconsolationofknowingthatthisnotionwasminebyrightofpurchase,andIthoughtthatIcouldmakesomethingofit。
Whennexthecametomehewasdrunk-royallydrunkonmanypoetsforthefirsttimerevealedtohimHispupilsweredilated,hiswordstumbledovereachother,andhewrappedhimselfinquotationsMostofallwashedrunkwithLongfellow。
“Isn’titsplendid?Isn’titsuperb?”hecried,afterhastygreetings。
“Listentothis-
“’Would~tthou,’sothehelmsmananswered,’Knowthesecretofthesea?
OnlythosewhobraveitsdangersComprehenditsmystery。’
Bygum!
“’OnlythosewhobraveitsdangersComprehenditsmystery。’“
berepeatedtwentytimes,walkingupanddowntheroomandforgettingme“ButIcanunderstandittoo。”hesaidtohimself“I
don’tknowhowtothankyouforthatfiverAndthis;listen-
“’IremembertheblackwharvesandtheshipsAndthesea-tidestossingfree,AndtheSpanishsailorswithbeardedlips,Andthebeautyandmysteryoftheships,Andthemagicofthesea。’
Ihaven’tbravedanydangers,butIfeelasifIknewallaboutit。”
“YoucertainlyseemtohaveagripoftheseaHaveyoueverseenit?”
“WhenIwasalittlechapIwenttoBrightononce;weusedtoliveinCoventry,though,beforewecametoLondonIneversawit,’WhendescendsontheAtlanticThegiganticStorm-windoftheEquinox。’“
Heshookmebytheshouldertomakemeunderstandthepassionthatwasshakinghimself。
“Whenthatstormcomes。”hecontinued,“IthinkthatalltheoarsintheshipthatIwastalkingaboutgetbroken,andtherowershavetheirchestssmashedinbythebuckingoar-headsBytheway,haveyoudoneanythingwiththatnotionofmineyet?”
“NoIwaswaitingtohearmoreofitfromyouTellmehowintheworldyouresocertainaboutthefittingsoftheshipYouknownothingofships。”
“Idon’tknowIt’sasrealasanythingtomeuntilItrytowriteitdownIwasthinkingaboutitonlylastnightinbed,afteryouhadloanedme’TreasureIsland’;andImadeupaawholelotofnewthingstogointothestory。”
“Whatsortofthings?”
“Aboutthefoodthemenate;rottenfigsandblackbeansandwineinaskinbag,passedfrombenchtobench。”
“Wastheshipbuiltsolongagoasthat?”
“Aswhat?Idon’tknowwhetheritwaslongagoornotIt’sonlyanotion,butsometimesitseemsjustasrealasifitwastrueDoI
botheryouwithtalkingaboutit?”
“NotintheleastDidyoumakeupanythingelse?”
“Yes,butit’snonsense。”Charlieflushedalittle。
“Nevermind;let’shearaboutit。”
“Well,Iwasthinkingoverthestory,andafterawhileIgotoutofbedandwrotedownonapieceofpaperthesortofstuffthemenmightbesupposedtoscratchontheiroarswiththeedgesoftheirhandcuffsItseemedtomakethethingmorelifelikeItissorealtome,y’know。”
“Haveyouthepaperonyou?”