首页 >出版文学> The Works of Edgar Allan Poe>第185章
  O,shewasworthyofalllove!
  Love-asininfancywasmine-
  ’TwassuchasangelmindsaboveMightenvy;heryounghearttheshrineOnwhichmyev’ryhopeandthoughtWereincense-thenagoodlygift,Fortheywerechildish-andupright-
  Pureasheryoungexampletaught:
  WhydidIleaveit,and,adrift,Trusttothefirewithin,forlight?
  Wegrewinage-andlove-together,Roamingtheforest,andthewild;
  Mybreasthershieldinwintryweather-
  And,whenthefriendlysunshinesmil’d,Andshewouldmarktheopeningskies,_I_sawnoHeaven-butinhereyes。
  YoungLove’sfirstlessonistheheart:
  For’midthatsunshine,andthosesmiles,When,fromourlittlecaresapart,Andlaughingathergirlishwiles,I’dthrowmeonherthrobbingbreast,Andpourmyspiritoutintears-
  Therewasnoneedtospeaktherest-
  NoneedtoquietanyfearsOfher-whoask’dnoreasonwhy,Butturn’donmeherquieteye!
  Yet_more_thanworthyoftheloveMyspiritstruggledwith,andstrove,When,onthemountainpeak,alone,Ambitionlentitanewtone-
  Ihadnobeing-butinthee:
  Theworld,andallitdidcontainIntheearth-theair-thesea-
  Itsjoy-itslittlelotofpainThatwasnewpleasuretheideal,Dim,vanitiesofdreamsbynight-
  Anddimmernothingswhichwerereal-
  Shadows-andamoreshadowylight!
  Partedupontheirmistywings,And,so,confusedly,becameThineimage,and-aname-aname!
  Twoseparate-yetmostintimatethings。
  Iwasambitious-haveyouknownThepassion,father?Youhavenot:
  Acottager,Imark’dathroneOfhalftheworldasallmyown,Andmurmur’datsuchlowlylot-
  But,justlikeanyotherdream,UponthevapourofthedewMyownhadpast,didnotthebeamOfbeautywhichdidwhileitthro’
  Theminute-thehour-theday-oppressMymindwithdoubleloveliness。
  Wewalk’dtogetheronthecrownOfahighmountainwhichlook’ddownAfarfromitsproudnaturaltowersOfrockandforest,onthehills-
  Thedwindledhills!begirtwithbowersAndshoutingwithathousandrills。
  Ispoketoherofpowerandpride,Butmystically-insuchguiseThatshemightdeemitnoughtbesideThemoment’sconverse;inhereyesIread,perhapstoocarelessly-
  Amingledfeelingwithmyown-
  Theflushonherbrightcheek,tomeSeem’dtobecomeaqueenlythroneToowellthatIshouldletitbeLightinthewildernessalone。
  Iwrapp’dmyselfingrandeurthen,Anddonn’davisionarycrown
  YetitwasnotthatFantasyHadthrownhermantleoverme-
  Butthat,amongtherabble-men,Lionambitionischain’ddown-
  Andcrouchestoakeeper’shand-
  NotsoindesertswherethegrandThewild-theterribleconspireWiththeirownbreathtofanhisfire。
  Look’roundtheenowonSamarcand!-
  IsnotshequeenofEarth?herprideAboveallcities?inherhandTheirdestinies?inallbesideOfglorywhichtheworldhathknownStandsshenotnoblyandalone?
  Falling-herverieststepping-stoneShallformthepedestalofathrone-
  Andwhohersovereign?Timour-heWhomtheastonishedpeoplesawStridingo’erempireshaughtilyAdiadem’doutlaw-
  O!humanlove!thouspiritgiven,OnEarth,ofallwehopeinHeaven!
  Whichfall’stintothesoullikerainUpontheSirocwither’dplain,AndfailinginthypowertoblessButleav’sttheheartawilderness!
  Idea!whichbindestlifearoundWithmusicofsostrangeasoundAndbeautyofsowildabirth-
  Farewell!forIhavewontheEarth!
  WhenHope,theeaglethattower’d,couldseeNocliffbeyondhiminthesky,Hispinionswerebentdroopingly-
  Andhomewardturn’dhissoften’deye。
  ’Twassunset:whenthesunwillpartTherecomesasullennessofheartTohimwhostillwouldlookuponThegloryofthesummersun。
  Thatsoulwillhatetheev’ningmist,Sooftenlovely,andwilllistTothesoundofthecomingdarknessknownTothosewhosespiritshearkenasoneWho,inadreamofnight,_would_flyBut_cannot_fromadangernigh。
  Whattho’themoon-thewhitemoonShedallthesplendourofhernoon,Hersmileischilly-andherbeam,Inthattimeofdreariness,willseemSolikeyougatherinyourbreath
  Aportraittakenafterdeath。
  AndboyhoodisasummersunWhosewaningisthedreariestone
  Forallwelivetoknowisknown,Andallweseektokeephathflown-
  Letlife,then,astheday-flower,fallWiththenoon-daybeauty-whichisall。
  Ireach’dmyhome-myhomenomore-
  Forallhadflownwhomadeitso-
  Ipass’dfromoutitsmossydoor,And,tho’mytreadwassoftandlow,AvoicecamefromthethresholdstoneOfonewhomIhadearlierknown-
  O!Idefythee,Hell,toshowOnbedsoffirethatburnbelow,Ahumblerheart-adeeperwo-
  Father,Ifirmlydobelieve-
  I_know_-forDeath,whocomesformeFromregionsoftheblestafar,Wherethereisnothingtodeceive,Hathlefthisirongateajar,AndraysoftruthyoucannotseeAreflashingthro’Eternity
  IdobelievethatEblishathAsnareinev’ryhumanpath-
  Elsehow,whenintheholygroveIwanderedoftheidol,Love,WhodailyscentshissnowywingsWithincenseofburntofferingsFromthemostunpollutedthings,WhosepleasantbowersareyetsorivenAbovewithtrellicedraysfromHeavenNomotemayshun-notiniestflyThelight’ningofhiseagleeye-
  HowwasitthatAmbitioncrept,Unseen,amidtherevelsthere,Tillgrowingbold,helaughedandleaptInthetanglesofLove’sveryhair?
  HELEN,thybeautyistomeLikethoseNiceanbarksofyore,Thatgently,o’eraperfumedsea,Thewearyway-wornwandererboreTohisownnativeshore。
  Ondesperateseaslongwonttoroam,Thyhyacinthhair,thyclassicface,ThyNaiadairshavebroughtmehomeTotheglorythatwasGreece,AndthegrandeurthatwasRome。
  Lo!inyonbrilliantwindow-nicheHowstatue-likeImetheestand,Theagatelampwithinthyhand!
  Ah,Psyche,fromtheregionswhichAreHoly-land!
  _Once_itsmiledasilentdellWherethepeopledidnotdwell;
  Theyhadgoneuntothewars,Trustingtothemild-eyedstars,Nightly,fromtheirazuretowers,Tokeepwatchabovetheflowers,InthemidstofwhichalldayTheredsun-lightlazilylay。
  _Now_eachvisitershallconfessThesadvalley’srestlessness。
  Nothingthereismotionless-
  NothingsavetheairsthatbroodOverthemagicsolitude。
  Ah,bynowindarestirredthosetreesThatpalpitatelikethechillseasAroundthemistyHebrides!
  Ah,bynowindthosecloudsaredrivenThatrustlethroughtheunquietHeavenUneasily,frommorntilleven,OverthevioletstherethatlieInmyriadtypesofthehumaneye-
  OvertheliliestherethatwaveAndweepaboveanamelessgrave!
  Theywave:-fromouttheirfragranttopsEternaldewscomedownindrops。
  Theyweep:-fromofftheirdelicatestemsPerennialtearsdescendingems。
  INHeavenaspiritdothdwell“Whoseheart-stringsarealute;“
  NonesingsowildlywellAstheangelIsrafel,Andthegiddystarssolegendstell
  Ceasingtheirhymns,attendthespellOfhisvoice,allmute。
  TotteringaboveInherhighestnoonTheenamouredmoonBlusheswithlove,While,tolisten,theredlevinWiththerapidPleiads,even,Whichwereseven,
  PausesinHeavenAndtheysaythestarrychoirAndallthelisteningthings
  ThatIsrafeli’sfireIsowingtothatlyreBywhichhesitsandsings-
  ThetremblinglivingwireOfthoseunusualstrings。
  *AndtheangelIsrafel,whoseheart-stringsarealut,andwhohasthesweetestvoiceofallGod’screatures-KORAN。
  Buttheskiesthatangeltrod,Wheredeepthoughtsareaduty-
  WhereLove’sagrownupGod-
  WheretheHouriglancesareImbuedwithallthebeautyWhichweworshipinastar。
  Therefore,thouartnotwrong,Israfeli,whodespisestAnunimpassion’dsong:
  TotheethelaurelsbelongBestbard,becausethewisest!
  Merrilylive,andlong!
  TheextaciesaboveWiththyburningmeasuressuit-
  Thygrief,thyjoy,thyhate,thylove,Withthefervorofthylute-
  Wellmaythestarsbemute!
  Yes,Heavenisthine;butthisIsaworldofsweetsandsours;
  Ourflowersaremerely-flowers,AndtheshadowofthyperfectblissIsthesunshineofours。
  IfIcoulddwellWhereIsrafelHathdwelt,andhewhereI,HemightnotsingsowildlywellAmortalmelody,WhileaboldernotethanthismightswellFrommylyrewithinthesky。
  Thebowerswhereat,indreams,IseeThewantonestsingingbirdsArelips-andallthymelodyOflip-begottenwords-
  Thineeyes,inHeavenofheartenshrin’dThendesolatelyfall,O!God!onmyfunerealmindLikestarlightonapall-
  Thyheart-_thy_heart!-Iwakeandsigh,AndsleeptodreamtilldayOftruththatgoldcanneverbuy-
  Ofthetriflesthatitmay。
  IHEEDnotthatmyearthlylotHath-littleofEarthinit
  ThatyearsoflovehavebeenforgotInthehatredofaminute:
  ImournnotthatthedesolateArehappier,sweet,thanI,ButthatyousorrowformyfateWhoamapasser-by。
  FAIRriver!inthybright,clearflowOfcrystal,wanderingwater,ThouartanemblemoftheglowOfbeauty-theunhiddenheart-
  TheplayfulmazinessofartInoldAlberto’sdaughter;
  Butwhenwithinthywaveshelooks-
  Whichglistensthen,andtrembles-
  Why,then,theprettiestofbrooksHerworshipperresembles;
  Forinmyheart,asinthystream,Herimagedeeplylies-
  HisheartwhichtremblesatthebeamOfhersoul-searchingeyes。
  ISAWtheeonthybridalday-
  Whenaburningblushcameo’erthee,Thoughhappinessaroundtheelay,Theworldalllovebeforethee:
  AndinthineeyeakindlinglightWhateveritmightbe
  WasallonEarthmyachingsightOfLovelinesscouldsee。
  Thatblush,perhaps,wasmaidenshame-
  Assuchitwellmaypass-
  ThoughitsglowhathraisedafiercerflameInthebreastofhim,alas!
  Whosawtheeonthatbridalday,Whenthatdeepblush_would_comeo’erthee,Thoughhappinessaroundtheelay,Theworldalllovebeforethee。
  Thysoulshallfinditselfalone’Middarkthoughtsofthegreytomb-stone-
  Notone,ofallthecrowd,topryIntothinehourofsecrecy:
  BesilentinthatsolitudeWhichisnotloneliness-forthenThespiritsofthedeadwhostoodInlifebeforetheeareagainIndeatharoundthee-andtheirwillShallthenovershadowthee:bestill。
  Forthenight-tho’clear-shallfrown-
  Andthestarsshalllooknotdown,FromtheirhighthronesintheHeaven,WithlightlikeHopetomortalsgiven-
  Buttheirredorbs,withoutbeam,TothywearinessshallseemAsaburningandafeverWhichwouldclingtotheeforever:
  Nowarethoughtsthoushaltnotbanish-
  Nowarevisionsne’ertovanish-
  FromthyspiritshalltheypassNomore-likedew-dropfromthegrass:
  Thebreeze-thebreathofGod-isstill-
  AndthemistuponthehillShadowy-shadowy-yetunbroken,Isasymbolandatoken-
  Howithangsuponthetrees,Amysteryofmysteries!-
  InvisionsofthedarknightIhavedreamedofjoydeparted
  ButawakingdreamsoflifeandlightHathleftmebroken-hearted。
  Ah!whatisnotadreambydayTohimwhoseeyesarecastOnthingsaroundhimwitharayTurnedbackuponthepast?
  Thatholydreamthatholydream,Whilealltheworldwerechiding,HathcheeredmeasalovelybeamAlonelyspiritguiding。
  Whatthoughthatlight,thro’stormandnight,Sotrembledfromafar-
  WhatcouldtherebemorepurelybrightInTruthsday-star?
  ROMANCE,wholovestonodandsing,Withdrowsyheadandfoldedwing,AmongthegreenleavesastheyshakeFardownwithinsomeshadowylake,TomeapaintedparoquetHathbeen-amostfamiliarbird-
  Taughtmemyalphabettosay-
  TolispmyveryearliestwordWhileinthewildwoodIdidlie,Achild-withamostknowingeye。
  Oflate,eternalCondoryearsSoshaketheveryHeavenonhighWithtumultastheythunderby,IhavenotimeforidlecaresThroughgazingontheunquietsky。
  AndwhenanhourwithcalmerwingsItsdownuponthyspiritflings-
  ThatlittletimewithlyreandrhymeTowhileaway-forbiddenthings!
  MyheartwouldfeeltobeacrimeUnlessittrembledwiththestrings。
  DIMvales-andshadowyfloods-
  Andcloudy-lookingwoods,Whoseformswecan’tdiscoverForthetearsthatdripalloverHugemoonstherewaxandwane-
  Again-again-again-
  Everymomentofthenight-
  Foreverchangingplaces-