Wehadnoroom,ofcourse,foranythingexceptafewpositivelynecessaryinstruments,someprovisions,andtheclothesuponourbacks。Noonehadthoughtofevenattemptingtosaveanythingmore。
Whatmusthavebeentheastonishmentofall,then,whenhavingproceededafewfathomsfromtheship,Mr。Wyattstoodupinthestern-sheets,andcoollydemandedofCaptainHardythattheboatshouldbeputbackforthepurposeoftakinginhisoblongbox!
“Sitdown,Mr。Wyatt。”repliedthecaptain,somewhatsternly,“youwillcapsizeusifyoudonotsitquitestill。Ourgunwhaleisalmostinthewaternow。”
“Thebox!”vociferatedMr。Wyatt,stillstanding“thebox,Isay!
CaptainHardy,youcannot,youwillnotrefuseme。Itsweightwillbebutatrifleitisnothing-merenothing。BythemotherwhoboreyoufortheloveofHeavenbyyourhopeofsalvation,Iimploreyoutoputbackforthebox!”
Thecaptain,foramoment,seemedtouchedbytheearnestappealoftheartist,butheregainedhissterncomposure,andmerelysaid:
“Mr。Wyatt,youaremad。Icannotlistentoyou。Sitdown,Isay,oryouwillswamptheboat。Stayholdhimseizehim!heisabouttospringoverboard!ThereIknewitheisover!”
Asthecaptainsaidthis,Mr。Wyatt,infact,sprangfromtheboat,and,aswewereyetintheleeofthewreck,succeeded,byalmostsuperhumanexertion,ingettingholdofaropewhichhungfromthefore-chains。Inanothermomenthewasonboard,andrushingfranticallydownintothecabin。
Inthemeantime,wehadbeensweptasternoftheship,andbeingquiteoutofherlee,wereatthemercyofthetremendousseawhichwasstillrunning。Wemadeadeterminedefforttoputback,butourlittleboatwaslikeafeatherinthebreathofthetempest。Wesawataglancethatthedoomoftheunfortunateartistwassealed。
Asourdistancefromthewreckrapidlyincreased,themadmanforassuchonlycouldweregardhimwasseentoemergefromthecompanionway,upwhichbydintofstrengththatappearedgigantic,hedragged,bodily,theoblongbox。Whilewegazedintheextremityofastonishment,hepassed,rapidly,severalturnsofathree-inchrope,firstaroundtheboxandthenaroundhisbody。Inanotherinstantbothbodyandboxwereintheseadisappearingsuddenly,atonceandforever。
Welingeredawhilesadlyuponouroars,withoureyesriveteduponthespot。Atlengthwepulledaway。Thesilenceremainedunbrokenforanhour。Finally,Ihazardedaremark。
“Didyouobserve,captain,howsuddenlytheysank?Wasnotthatanexceedinglysingularthing?IconfessthatIentertainedsomefeeblehopeofhisfinaldeliverance,whenIsawhimlashhimselftothebox,andcommithimselftothesea。”
“Theysankasamatterofcourse。”repliedthecaptain,“andthatlikeashot。Theywillsoonriseagain,howeverbutnottillthesaltmelts。”
“Thesalt!”Iejaculated。
“Hush!”saidthecaptain,pointingtothewifeandsistersofthedeceased。“Wemusttalkofthesethingsatsomemoreappropriatetime。”
Wesufferedmuch,andmadeanarrowescape,butfortunebefriendedus,aswellasourmatesinthelong-boat。Welanded,infine,moredeadthanalive,afterfourdaysofintensedistress,uponthebeachoppositeRoanokeIsland。Weremainedhereaweek,werenotill-treatedbythewreckers,andatlengthobtainedapassagetoNewYork。
Aboutamonthafterthelossofthe“Independence。”IhappenedtomeetCaptainHardyinBroadway。Ourconversationturned,naturally,uponthedisaster,andespeciallyuponthesadfateofpoorWyatt。I
thuslearnedthefollowingparticulars。
Theartisthadengagedpassageforhimself,wife,twosistersandaservant。Hiswifewas,indeed,asshehadbeenrepresented,amostlovely,andmostaccomplishedwoman。OnthemorningofthefourteenthofJunethedayinwhichIfirstvisitedtheship,theladysuddenlysickenedanddied。TheyounghusbandwasfranticwithgriefbutcircumstancesimperativelyforbadethedeferringhisvoyagetoNewYork。Itwasnecessarytotaketohermotherthecorpseofhisadoredwife,and,ontheotherhand,theuniversalprejudicewhichwouldpreventhisdoingsoopenlywaswellknown。Nine-tenthsofthepassengerswouldhaveabandonedtheshipratherthantakepassagewithadeadbody。
Inthisdilemma,CaptainHardyarrangedthatthecorpse,beingfirstpartiallyembalmed,andpacked,withalargequantityofsalt,inaboxofsuitabledimensions,shouldbeconveyedonboardasmerchandise。Nothingwastobesaidofthelady’sdecease;and,asitwaswellunderstoodthatMr。Wyatthadengagedpassageforhiswife,itbecamenecessarythatsomepersonshouldpersonateherduringthevoyage。Thisthedeceasedlady’s-maidwaseasilyprevailedontodo。
Theextrastate-room,originallyengagedforthisgirlduringhermistress’life,wasnowmerelyretained。Inthisstate-roomthepseudo-wife,slept,ofcourse,everynight。Inthedaytimesheperformed,tothebestofherability,thepartofhermistress
whoseperson,ithadbeencarefullyascertained,wasunknowntoanyofthepassengersonboard。
Myownmistakearose,naturallyenough,throughtoocareless,tooinquisitive,andtooimpulsiveatemperament。Butoflate,itisararethingthatIsleepsoundlyatnight。Thereisacountenancewhichhauntsme,turnasIwill。Thereisanhystericallaughwhichwillforeverringwithinmyears。
OBreathenot,etc。Moore’sMelodiesTHEMOSTnotoriousill-fortunemustintheendyieldtotheuntiringcourageofphilosophyasthemoststubborncitytotheceaselessvigilanceofanenemy。Shalmanezer,aswehaveitinholywritings,laythreeyearsbeforeSamaria;yetitfell。SardanapalusseeDiodorusmaintainedhimselfseveninNineveh;buttonopurpose。
Troyexpiredatthecloseofthesecondlustrum;andAzoth,asAristaeusdeclaresuponhishonourasagentleman,openedatlasthergatestoPsammetichus,afterhavingbarredthemforthefifthpartofacentury……
“Thouwretch!thouvixen!thoushrew!”saidItomywifeonthemorningafterourwedding;“thouwitch!thouhag!thouwhippersnapperthousinkofiniquity!thoufiery-facedquintessenceofallthatisabominable!thouthou-“herestandingupontiptoe,seizingherbythethroat,andplacingmymouthclosetoherear,Iwaspreparingtolaunchforthanewandmoredecidedepithetofopprobrium,whichshouldnotfail,ifejaculated,toconvinceherofherinsignificance,whentomyextremehorrorandastonishmentIdiscoveredthatIhadlostmybreath。
Thephrases“Iamoutofbreath。”“Ihavelostmybreath。”etc。,areoftenenoughrepeatedincommonconversation;butithadneveroccurredtomethattheterribleaccidentofwhichIspeakcouldbonafideandactuallyhappen!Imaginethatisifyouhaveafancifulturnimagine,Isay,mywondermyconsternationmydespair!
Thereisagoodgenius,however,whichhasneverentirelydesertedme。InmymostungovernablemoodsIstillretainasenseofpropriety,etlechemindespassionsmeconduitasLordEdouardinthe“Julie“saysitdidhimalaphilosophieveritable。
AlthoughIcouldnotatfirstpreciselyascertaintowhatdegreetheoccurencehadaffectedme,Ideterminedatalleventstoconcealthematterfrommywife,untilfurtherexperienceshoulddiscovertometheextentofthismyunheardofcalamity。Alteringmycountenance,therefore,inamoment,fromitsbepuffedanddistortedappearance,toanexpressionofarchandcoquettishbenignity,Igavemyladyapatontheonecheek,andakissontheother,andwithoutsayingonesyllableFuries!Icouldnot,leftherastonishedatmydrollery,asIpirouettedoutoftheroominaPasdeZephyr。
Beholdmethensafelyensconcedinmyprivateboudoir,afearfulinstanceoftheillconsequencesattendinguponirascibility
alive,withthequalificationsofthedeaddead,withthepropensitiesofthelivingananomalyonthefaceoftheearth
beingverycalm,yetbreathless。
Yes!breathless。Iamseriousinassertingthatmybreathwasentirelygone。Icouldnothavestirredwithitafeatherifmylifehadbeenatissue,orsulliedeventhedelicacyofamirror。Hardfate!yettherewassomealleviationtothefirstoverwhelmingparoxysmofmysorrow。Ifound,upontrial,thatthepowersofutterancewhich,uponmyinabilitytoproceedintheconversationwithmywife,Ithenconcludedtobetotallydestroyed,wereinfactonlypartiallyimpeded,andIdiscoveredthathadI,atthatinterestingcrisis,droppedmyvoicetoasingularlydeepguttural,I
mightstillhavecontinuedtoherthecommunicationofmysentiments;
thispitchofvoicethegutturaldepending,Ifind,notuponthecurrentofthebreath,butuponacertainspasmodicactionofthemusclesofthethroat。
Throwingmyselfuponachair,Iremainedforsometimeabsorbedinmeditation。Myreflections,besure,wereofnoconsolatorykind。A
thousandvagueandlachrymatoryfanciestookpossesionofmysoul
andeventheideaofsuicideflittedacrossmybrain;butitisatraitintheperversityofhumannaturetorejecttheobviousandtheready,forthefar-distantandequivocal。ThusIshudderedatself-murderasthemostdecidedofatrocitieswhilethetabbycatpurredstrenuouslyupontherug,andtheverywaterdogwheezedassiduouslyunderthetable,eachtakingtoitselfmuchmeritforthestrengthofitslungs,andallobviouslydoneinderisionofmyownpulmonaryincapacity。
Oppressedwithatumultofvaguehopesandfears,Iatlengthheardthefootstepsofmywifedescendingthestaircase。Beingnowassuredofherabsence,Ireturnedwithapalpitatinghearttothesceneofmydisaster。
Carefullylockingthedoorontheinside,Icommencedavigoroussearch。Itwaspossible,Ithought,that,concealedinsomeobscurecorner,orlurkinginsomeclosetordrawer,mightbefoundthelostobjectofmyinquiry。Itmighthaveavaporyitmightevenhaveatangibleform。Mostphilosophers,uponmanypointsofphilosophy,arestillveryunphilosophical。WilliamGodwin,however,saysinhis“Mandeville。”that“invisiblethingsaretheonlyrealities。”andthis,allwillallow,isacaseinpoint。Iwouldhavethejudiciousreaderpausebeforeaccusingsuchasseverationsofanunduequantumofabsurdity。Anaxagoras,itwillberemembered,maintainedthatsnowisblack,andthisIhavesincefoundtobethecase。
LongandearnestlydidIcontinuetheinvestigation:butthecontemptiblerewardofmyindustryandperseveranceprovedtobeonlyasetoffalseteeth,twopairofhips,aneye,andabundleofbillets-douxfromMr。Windenoughtomywife。Imightaswellhereobservethatthisconfirmationofmylady’spartialityforMr。W。
occasionedmelittleuneasiness。ThatMrs。Lackobreathshouldadmireanythingsodissimilartomyselfwasanaturalandnecessaryevil。I
am,itiswellknown,ofarobustandcorpulentappearance,andatthesametimesomewhatdiminutiveinstature。Whatwonder,then,thatthelath-liketenuityofmyacquaintance,andhisaltitude,whichhasgrownintoaproverb,shouldhavemetwithalldueestimationintheeyesofMrs。Lackobreath。Buttoreturn。
Myexertions,asIhavebeforesaid,provedfruitless。Closetafterclosetdrawerafterdrawercorneraftercornerwerescrutinizedtonopurpose。Atonetime,however,Ithoughtmyselfsureofmyprize,having,inrummagingadressing-case,accidentallydemolishedabottleofGrandjean’sOilofArchangelswhich,asanagreeableperfume,Iheretakethelibertyofrecommending。
WithaheavyheartIreturnedtomyboudoirtheretoponderuponsomemethodofeludingmywife’spenetration,untilIcouldmakearrangementspriortomyleavingthecountry,fortothisIhadalreadymadeupmymind。Inaforeignclimate,beingunknown,I
might,withsomeprobabilityofsuccess,endeavortoconcealmyunhappycalamityacalamitycalculated,evenmorethanbeggary,toestrangetheaffectionsofthemultitude,andtodrawdownuponthewretchthewell-meritedindignationofthevirtuousandthehappy。I
wasnotlonginhesitation。Beingnaturallyquick,Icommittedtomemorytheentiretragedyof“Metamora。”Ihadthegoodfortunetorecollectthatintheaccentuationofthisdrama,oratleastofsuchportionofitasisallottedtothehero,thetonesofvoiceinwhichIfoundmyselfdeficientwerealtogetherunnecessary,andthedeepgutturalwasexpectedtoreignmonotonouslythroughout。