首页 >出版文学> THE WOMAN IN WHITE>第73章
  Louislookedquiteshocked。Hesurprisedmeinexpressiblybydeclaringthatmysister’sforeignhusbandwasdressedsuperbly,andlookedthepictureofprosperity。Underthesecircumstancesmyfirstimpressionalteredtoacertainextent。InowtookitforgrantedthattheCounthadmatrimonialdifficultiesofhisowntocontendwith,andthathehadcome,liketherestofthefamily,tocastthemallonmyshoulders。
  `Didhementionhisbusiness?’Iasked。
  `CountFoscosaidhehadcomehere,sir,becauseMissHalcombewasunabletoleaveBlackwaterPark。’
  Freshtroubles,apparently。Notexactlyhisown,asIhadsupposed,butdearMarian’s。Troubles,anyway。Ohdear!
  `Showhimin,’Isaidresignedly。
  TheCount’sfirstappearancereallystartledme。HewassuchanalarminglylargepersonthatIquitetrembled-Ifeltcertainthathewouldshakethefloorandknockdownmyart-treasures。Hedidneithertheonenortheother。Hewasrefreshinglydressedinsummercostume——hismannerwasdelightfullyself-possessedandquiet——hehadacharmingsmile。Myfirstimpressionofhimwashighlyfavourable。Itisnotcreditabletomypenetration——asthesequelwillshow——toacknowledgethis,butIamanaturallycandidman,andIdoacknowledgeitnotwithstanding。
  `Allowmetopresentmyself,MrFairlie,’hesaid。`IcomefromBlackwaterPark,andIhavethehonourandthehappinessofbeingMadameFosco’shusband。
  Letmetakemyfirstandlastadvantageofthatcircumstancebyentreatingyounottomakeastrangerofme。Ibegyouwillnotdisturbyourself——
  Ibegyouwillnotmove。’
  `Youareverygood,’Ireplied。`IwishIwasstrongenoughtogetup。
  CharmedtoseeyouatLimmeridge。Pleasetakeachair。’
  `Iamafraidyouaresufferingtoday,’saidtheCount。
  `Asusual,’Isaid。`Iamnothingbutabundleofnervesdresseduptolooklikeaman。’
  `Ihavestudiedmanysubjectsinmytime,’remarkedthissympatheticperson。`Amongotherstheinexhaustiblesubjectofnerves。MayImakeasuggestion,atoncethesimplestandthemostprofound?Willyouletmealterthelightinyourroom?’
  `Certainly——ifyouwillbesoverykindasnottoletanyofitinonme。’
  Hewalkedtothewindow。SuchacontrasttodearMarian!soextremelyconsiderateinallhismovements!
  `Light,’hesaid,inthatdelightfulconfidentialtonewhichissosoothingtoaninvalid,`isthefirstessential。Lightstimulates。nourishes,preserves。
  Youcannomoredowithoutit,MrFairlie,thanifyouwereaflower。Observe。
  Here,whereyousit,Iclosetheshutterstocomposeyou。There,whereyoudonotsit,Idrawuptheblindandletintheinvigoratingsun。Admitthelightintoyourroomifyoucannotbearitonyourself。
  Light,sir,isthegranddecreeofProvidence。YouacceptProvidencewithyourownrestrictions。Acceptlightonthesameterms。’
  Ithoughtthisveryconvincingandattentive。Hehadtakenmeinuptothatpointaboutthelight,hehadcertainlytakenmein。
  `Youseemeconfused,’hesaid。returningtohisplace——`onmywordofhonour,MrFairlie,youseemeconfusedinyourpresence。’
  `Shockedtohearit,Iamsure。MayIinquirewhy?’
  `Sir,canIenterthisroomwhereyousitasufferer,andseeyousurroundedbytheseadmirableobjectsofArt,withoutdiscoveringthatyouareamanwhosefeelingsareacutelyimpressionable,whosesympathiesareperpetuallyalive?Tellme,canIdothis?’
  IfIhadbeenstrongenoughtositupinmychairIshould,ofcourse,havebowed。Notbeingstrongenough,Ismiledmyacknowledgmentsinstead。
  Itdidjustaswell,webothunderstoodoneanother。
  `Prayfollowmytrainofthought,’continuedtheCount。`Isithere,amanofrefinedsympathiesmyself,inthepresenceofanothermanofrefinedsympathiesalso。Iamconsciousofaterriblenecessityforlaceratingthosesympathiesbyreferringtodomesticeventsofaverymelancholykind。
  Whatistheinevitableconsequence?Ihavedonemyselfthehonourofpointingitouttoyoualready。Isitconfused。’
  WasitatthispointthatIbegantosuspecthewasgoingtoboreme?
  Iratherthinkitwas。
  `Isitabsolutelynecessarytorefertotheseunpleasantmatters?’I
  inquired。`InourhomelyEnglishphrase,CountFosco,won’ttheykeep?’
  TheCount,withthemostalarmingsolemnity,sighedandshookhishead。
  `MustIreallyhearthem?’
  Heshruggedhisshouldersitwasthefirstforeignthinghehaddonesincehehadbeenintheroom,andlookedatmeinanunpleasantlypenetratingmanner。MyinstinctstoldmethatIhadbetterclosemyeyes。Iobeyedmyinstincts。
  `Pleasebreakitgently,’Ipleaded。`Anybodydead?’
  `Dead!’criedtheCount,withunnecessaryforeignfierceness。`MrFairlie,yournationalcomposureterrifiesme。InthenameofHeaven,whathaveIsaidordonetomakeyouthinkmethemessengerofdeath?’
  `Prayacceptmyapologies,’Ianswered。`Youhavesaidanddonenothing。
  Imakeitaruleinthesedistressingcasesalwaystoanticipatetheworst-
  Itbreakstheblowbymeetingithalf-way,andsoon。Inexpressiblyrelieved,Iamsure,tohearthatnobodyisdead。Anybodyill?’
  Iopenedmyeyesandlookedathim。Washeveryyellowwhenhecamein,orhadheturnedveryyellowinthelastminuteortwo?Ireallycan’tsay,andIcan’taskLouis,becausehewasnotintheroomatthetime。
  `Anybodyill?’Irepeated,observingthatmynationalcomposurestillappearedtoaffecthim。
  `Thatispartofmybadnews,MrFairlie。Yes。Somebodyisill。’
  `Grieved,Iamsure。Whichofthemisit?’
  `Tomyprofoundsorrow,MissHalcombe。Perhapsyouwereinsomedegreepreparedtohearthis?PerhapswhenyoufoundthatMissHalcombedidnotcomeherebyherself,asyouproposed,anddidnotwriteasecondtime,youraffectionateanxietymayhavemadeyoufearthatshewasill?’
  Ihavenodoubtmyaffectionateanxietyhadledtothatmelancholyapprehensionatsometimeorother,butatthemomentmywretchedmemoryentirelyfailedtoremindmeofthecircumstance。However,Isaidyes,injusticetomyself。
  Iwasmuchshocked。ItwassoveryuncharacteristicofsucharobustpersonasdearMariantobeill,thatIcouldonlysupposeshehadmetwithanaccident。Ahorse,orafalsesteponthestairs,orsomethingofthatsort。
  `Isitserious?’Iasked。
  `Serious——beyondadoubt,’hereplied。`Dangerous——Ihopeandtrustnot。MissHalcombeunhappilyexposedherselftobewettedthroughbyaheavyrain。Thecoldthatfollowedwasofanaggravatedkind,andithasnowbroughtwithittheworstconsequences——fever。’
  WhenIheardthewordfever,andwhenIrememberedatthesamemomentthattheunscrupulouspersonwhowasnowaddressingmehadjustcomefromBlackwaterPark,IthoughtIshouldhavefaintedonthespot。
  `GoodGod!’Isaid。`Isitinfectious?’
  `Notatpresent,’heanswered,withdetestablecomposure。`Itmayturntoinfection——butnosuchdeplorablecomplicationhadtakenplacewhenIleftBlackwaterPark。Ihavefeltthedeepestinterestinthecase,MrFairlie——Ihaveendeavouredtoassisttheregularmedicalattendantinwatchingit——acceptmypersonalassurancesoftheuninfectiousnatureofthefeverwhenIlastsawit。’
  Accepthisassurances!Ineverwasfartherfromacceptinganythinginmylife。Iwouldnothavebelievedhimonhisoath。Hewastooyellowtobebelieved。Helookedlikeawalking-West-Indian-epidemic。Hewasbigenoughtocarrytyphusbytheton,andtodyetheverycarpethewalkedonwithscarletfever。Incertainemergenciesmymindisremarkablysoonmadeup。Iinstantlydeterminedtogetridofhim。
  `Youwillkindlyexcuseaninvalid,’Isaid——`butlongconferencesofanykindinvariablyupsetme。MayIbegtoknowexactlywhattheobjectistowhichIamindebtedforthehonourofyourvisit?’
  Iferventlyhopedthatthisremarkablybroadhintwouldthrowhimoffhisbalance——confusehim——reducehimtopoliteapologies——inshort,gethimoutoftheroom。Onthecontrary,itonlysettledhiminhischair。
  Hebecameadditionallysolemn,anddignified,andconfidential。Hehelduptwoofhishorridfingersandgavemeanotherofhisunpleasantlypenetratinglooks。WhatwasItodo?Iwasnotstrongenoughtoquarrelwithhim。Conceivemysituation,ifyouplease。Islanguageadequatetodescribeit?Ithinknot。
  `Theobjectsofmyvisit,’hewenton,quiteirrepressibly,`arenumberedonmyfingers。Theyaretwo。First,Icometobearmytestimony,withprofoundsorrow,tothelamentabledisagreementsbetweenSirPercivalandLadyGlyde。
  IamSirPercival’soldestfriend——IamrelatedtoLadyGlydebymarriage——Iamaneye-witnessofallthathashappenedatBlackwaterPark。InthosethreecapacitiesIspeakwithauthority,withconfidence,withhonourableregret。Sir,Iinformyou,astheheadofladyGlyde’sfamily,thatMissHalcombehasexaggeratednothingintheletterwhichshewrotetoyouraddress。Iaffirmthattheremedywhichthatadmirableladyhasproposedistheonlyremedythatwillspareyouthehorrorsofpublicscandal。A