`Haveyounoothersecuritytoborrowupon?’
`Notashred。’
`Whathaveyouactuallygotwithyourwifeatthepresentmoment?’
`Nothingbuttheinterestofhertwentythousandpounds——barelyenoughtopayourdailyexpenses。’
`Whatdoyouexpectfromyourwife?’
`Threethousandayearwhenheruncledies。’
`Afinefortune,Percival。Whatsortofamanisthisuncle?Old?’
`No——neitheroldnoryoung。’
`Agood-tempered,freely-livingman?Married?No——Ithinkmywifetoldme,notmarried。’
`Ofcoursenot。Ifhewasmarried,andhadason,LadyGlydewouldnotbenextheirtotheproperty。I’lltellyouwhatheis。He’samaudlin,twaddling,selfishfool,andboreseverybodywhocomesnearhimaboutthestateofhishealth。’
`Menofthatsort,Percival,livelong,andmarrymalevolentlywhenyouleastexpectit。Idon’tgiveyoumuch,myfriend,foryourchanceofthethreethousandayear。Istherenothingmorethatcomestoyoufromyourwife?’
`Nothing。’
`Absolutelynothing?’
`Absolutelynothing——exceptincaseofherdeath。’
`Aha!inthecaseofherdeath。’
Therewasanotherpause。TheCountmovedfromtheverandahtothegravelwalkoutside。Iknewthathehadmovedbyhisvoice。`Therainhascomeatlast,’Iheardhimsay。Ithadcome。Thestateofmycloakshowedthatithadbeenfallingthicklyforsomelittletime。
TheCountwentbackundertheverandah——Iheardthechaircreakbeneathhisweightashesatdowninitagain,`Well,Percival,’hesaid,`andinthecaseofLadyGlyde’sdeath,whatdoyougetthen?’
`Ifsheleavesnochildren——’
`Whichsheislikelytodo?’
`Whichsheisnotintheleastlikelytodo——’
`Yes?’
`Why,thenIgethertwentythousandpounds。’
`Paiddown?’
`Paiddown。’
Theyweresilentoncemore。AstheirvoicesceasedMadameFosco’sshadowdarkenedtheblindagain。Insteadofpassingthistime,itremained,foramoment,quitestill。Isawherfingersstealroundthecorneroftheblind,anddrawitononeside。Thedimwhiteoutlineofherface,lookingoutstraightoverme,appearedbehindthewindow。Ikeptstill,shroudedfromheadtofootinmyblackcloak。Therain,whichwasfastwettingme,drippedovertheglass,blurredit,andpreventedherfromseeinganything。
`Morerain!’Iheardhersaytoherself。Shedroppedtheblind,andIbreathedagainfreely。
Thetalkwentonbelowme,theCountresumingitthistime。
`Percival!doyoucareaboutyourwife?’
`Fosco!that’sratheradownrightquestion。’
`IamadownrightmanandIrepeatit。’
`Whythedevildoyoulookatmeinthatway?’
`Youwon’tanswerme?Well,then,letussayyourwifediesbeforethesummerisout——’
`Dropit,Fosco!’
`Letussayyourwifedies——’
`Dropit,Itellyou!’
`Inthatcase,youwouldgaintwentythousandpounds,andyouwouldlose——’
`Ishouldlosethechanceofthreethousandayear。’
`Theremotechance,Percival——theremotechanceonly。Andyouwantmoney,atonce。Inyourpositionthegainiscertain——thelossdoubtful。’
`Speakforyourselfaswellasforme。SomeofthemoneyIwanthasbeenborrowedforyou。Andifyoucometogain,mywife’sdeathwouldbetenthousandpoundsinyourwife’spocket。Sharpasyouare,youseemtohaveconvenientlyforgottenMadameFosco’slegacy。Don’tlookatmeinthatway!Iwon’thaveit!Whatwithyourlooksandyourquestions,uponmysoul,youmakemyfleshcreep!’
`Yourflesh?DoesfleshmeanconscienceinEnglish?Ispeakofyourwife’sdeathasIspeakofapossibility。Whynot?Therespectablelawyerswhoscribble-scrabbleyourdeedsandyourwillslookthedeathsoflivingpeopleintheface。Dolawyersmakeyourfleshcreep?Whyshouldl?Itismybusinesstonighttoclearupyourpositionbeyondthepossibilityofamistake,andIhavenowdoneit。Hereisyourposition。Ifyourwifelives,youpaythosebillswithhersignaturetotheparchment。Ifyourwifedies,youpaythemwithherdeath。’
AshespokethelightinMadameFosco’sroomwasextinguished,andthewholesecondfloorofthehousewasnowsunkindarkness。
`Talk!talk!’grumbledSirPercival。`Onewouldthink,tohearyou,thatmywife’ssignaturetothedeedwasgotalready。’
`Youhaveleftthematterinmyhands,’retortedtheCount,`andIhavemorethantwomonthsbeforemetoturnroundin。Saynomoreaboutit,ifyouplease,forthepresent。Whenthebillsaredue,youwillseeforyourselfifmy``talk!talk!’’isworthsomething,orifitisnot。Andnow,Percival,havingdonewiththemoneymattersfortonight,Icanplacemyattentionatyourdisposal,ifyouwishtoconsultmeonthatseconddifficultywhichhasmixeditselfupwithourlittleembarrassments,andwhichhassoalteredyoufortheworse,thatIhardlyknowyouagain。Speak,myfriend——andpardonmeifIshockyourfierynationaltastesbymixingmyselfasecondglassofsugar-and-water。’
`It’sverywelltosayspeak,’repliedSirPercival,inafarmorequietandmorepolitetonethanhehadyetadopted,`butit’snotsoeasytoknowhowtobegin。’
`ShallIhelpyou?’suggestedtheCount。`ShallIgivethisprivatedifficultyofyoursaname?WhatifIcallit——AnneCatherick?’
`Lookhere,Fosco,youandIhaveknowneachotherforalongtime,andifyouhavehelpedmeoutofoneortwoscrapesbeforethis,IhavedonethebestIcouldtohelpyouinreturn,asfarasmoneywouldgo。
Wehavemadeasmanyfriendlysacrifices,onbothsides,asmencould,butwehavehadoursecretsfromeachother,ofcourse——haven’twe?’
`Youhavehadasecretfromme,Percival。ThereisaskeletoninyourcupboardhereatBlackwaterParkthathaspeepedoutintheselastfewdaysatotherpeoplebesidesyourself。’
`Well,supposeithas。Ifitdoesn’tconcernyou,youneedn’tbecuriousaboutit,needyou?’
`DoIlookcuriousaboutit?’
Yes,youdo。’
`So!so!myfacespeaksthetruth,then?Whatanimmensefoundationofgoodtheremustbeinthenatureofamanwhoarrivesatmyage,andwhosefacehasnotyetlostthehabitofspeakingthetruth!——Come,Glyde!
letusbecandidonewiththeother。Thissecretofyourshassoughtme:Ihavenotsoughtit。LetussayIamcurious——doyouaskme,asyouroldfriend,torespectyoursecret,andtoleaveit,onceforall,inyourownkeeping?’
`Yes——that’sjustwhatIdoask。’
`Thenmycuriosityisatanend。Itdiesinmefromthismoment。’
`Doyoureallymeanthat?’
`Whatmakesyoudoubtme?’
`Ihavehadsomeexperience,Fosco,ofyourroundaboutways,andIamnotsosurethatyouwon’twormitoutofmeafterall。’
Thechairbelowsuddenlycreakedagain——Ifeltthetrellisworkpillarundermeshakefromtoptobottom。TheCounthadstartedtohisfeet,andhadstruckitwithhishandinindignation。
`Percival!Percival!’hecriedpassionately,`doyouknowmenobetterthanthat?Hasallyourexperienceshownyounothingofmycharacteryet?
Iamamanoftheantiquetype!Iamcapableofthemostexaltedactsofvirtue——whenIhavethechanceofperformingthem。IthasbeenthemisfortuneofmylifethatIhavehadfewchances。MyconceptionoffriendshipissublimeIIsitmyfaultthatyourskeletonhaspeepedoutatme?WhydoIconfessmycuriosity?YoupoorsuperficialEnglishman,itistomagnifymyownself-control。Icoulddrawyoursecretoutofyou,ifIliked,asIdrawthisfingeroutofthepalmofmyhand——youknowIcould!Butyouhaveappealedtomyfriendship,andthedutiesoffriendshiparesacredtome。See!Itramplemybasecuriosityundermyfeet。Myexaltedsentimentsliftmeaboveit。Recognisethem,Percival!imitatethem,Percival!Shakehands——Iforgiveyou。’
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