首页 >出版文学> THE WOMAN IN WHITE>第24章
  `No,no,’shesaid,earnestlyandkindly,`leaveuslikeafriend——
  breakbreadwithusoncemore。Stayhereanddine,stayhereandhelpustospendourlasteveningwithyouashappily,aslikeourfirstevenings,aswecan。Itismyinvitation——MrsVesey’sinvitation——’shehesitatedalittle,andthenadded,`Laura’sinvitationaswell。’
  Ipromisedtoremain。GodknowsIhadnowishtoleaveeventheshadowofasorrowfulimpressionwithanyofthem。
  Myownroomwasthebestplaceformetillthedinnerbellrang。Iwaitedtheretillitwastimetogodownstairs。
  IhadnotspokentoMissFairlie——Ihadnotevenseenher——allthatday。Thefirstmeetingwithher,whenIenteredthedrawing-room,wasahardtrialtoherself-controlandtomine。She,too,haddoneherbesttomakeourlasteveningrenewthegoldenbygonetime——thetimethatcouldnevercomeagain。ShehadputonthedresswhichIusedtoadmiremorethananyotherthatshepossessed——adarkbluesilk,trimmedquaintlyandprettilywithold-fashionedlace;shecameforwardtomeetmewithherformerreadiness——shegavemeherhandwiththefrank,innocentgood-willofhappierdays。Thecoldfingersthattrembledroundmine——thepalecheekswithabrightredspotburninginthemidstofthem——thefaintsmilethatstruggledtoliveonherlipsanddiedawayfromthemwhileIlookedatit,toldmeatwhatsacrificeofherselfheroutwardcomposurewasmaintained。Myheartcouldtakehernoclosertome,orIshouldhavelovedherthenasIhadneverlovedheryet。
  MrGilmorewasagreatassistancetous。Hewasinhighgood-humour,andheledtheconversationwithunflaggingspirit。MissHalcombesecondedhimresolutely,andIdidallIcouldtofollowherexample。Thekindblueeyes,whoseslightestchangesofexpressionIhadlearnttointerpretsowell,lookedatmeappealinglywhenwefirstsatdowntotable。Helpmysister——thesweetanxiousfaceseemedtosay——helpmysister,andyouwillhelpme。
  Wegotthroughthedinner,toalloutwardappearanceatleast,happilyenough。Whentheladieshadrisenfromtable,andMrGilmoreandIwereleftaloneinthedining-room,anewinterestpresenteditselftooccupyourattention,andtogivemeanopportunityofquietingmyselfbyafewminutesofneedfulandwelcomesilence。TheservantwhohadbeendespatchedtotraceAnneCatherickandMrsClementsreturnedwithhisreport,andwasshownintothedining-roomimmediately。
  `Well,’saidMrGilmore,`whathaveyoufoundout?’
  `Ihavefoundout,sir,’answeredtheman,`thatboththewomentookticketsatourstationhereforCarlisle。’
  `YouwenttoCarlisle,ofcourse,whenyouheardthat?’
  `ldid,sir,butIamsorrytosayIcouldfindnofurthertraceofthem。’
  `Youinquiredattherailway?’
  `Yes,sir。’
  `Andatthedifferentinns?’
  `Yes,sir。’
  `AndyouleftthestatementIwroteforyouatthePolicestation?’
  `Idid,sir。’。
  `Well,myfriend,youhavedoneallyoucould,andIhavedoneallI
  could,andtherethemattermustresttillfurthernotice。Wehaveplayedourtrumpcards,MrHartright,’continuedtheoldgentlemanwhentheservanthadwithdrawn。`Forthepresent,atleast,thewomenhaveoutmanoeuvredus,andouronlyresourcenowistowaittillSirpercivalGlydecomeshereonMondaynext。Won’tyoufillyourglassagain?Goodbottleofport,that——sound,substantial,oldwine。Ihavegotbetterinmyowncellar,though。’
  Wereturnedtothedrawing-room——theroominwhichthehappiesteveningsofmylifehadbeenpassed——theroomwhich,afterthislastnight,I
  wasnevertoseeagain。Itsaspectwasalteredsincethedayshadshortenedandtheweatherhadgrowncold。Theglassdoorsontheterracesidewereclosed,andhiddenbythickcurtains。Insteadofthesofttwilightobscurity,inwhichweused-cosit,thebrightradiantglowoflamplightnowdazzledmyeyes。Allwaschanged-in-doorsandoutallwaschanged。
  MissHalcombeandMrGilmoresatdowntogetheratthecard-table——
  MrsVeseytookhercustomarychair。Therewasnorestraintonthedisposaloftheirevening,andIfelttherestraintonthedisposalofmineallthemorepainfullyfromobservingit。lsawMissFairlielingeringnearthemusic-stand。ThetimehadbeenwhenImighthavejoinedherthere。
  Iwaitedirresolutely——Iknewneitherwheretogonorwhattodonext。
  Shecastonequickglanceatme,tookapieceofmusicsuddenlyfromthestand,andcametowardsmeofherownaccord。
  `ShallIplaysomeofthoselittlemelodiesofMozart’swhichyouusedtolikesomuch?’sheasked,openingthemusicnervously,andlookingdownatitwhileshespoke。
  BeforeIcouldthankhershehastenedtothepiano。Thechairnearit,whichIhadalwaysbeenaccustomedtooccupy,stoodempty。Shestruckafewchords——thenglancedroundatme——thenlookedbackagainathermusic。
  `Won’tyoutakeyouroldplace?’shesaid,speakingveryabruptlyandinverylowtones。
  `Imaytakeitonthelastnight,’Ianswered。
  Shedidnotreply——shekeptherattentionrivetedonthemusic——
  musicwhichsheknewbymemory,whichshehadplayedoverandoveragain,informertimes,withoutthebook。Ionlyknewthatshehadheardme,I
  onlyknewthatshewasawareofmybeingclosetoher,byseeingtheredspotonthecheekthatwasnearesttomefadeout,andthefacegrowpaleallover。
  `Iamverysorryyouaregoing,’shesaid,hervoicealmostsinkingtoawhisper,hereyeslookingmoreandmoreintentlyatthemusic,herfingersflyingoverthekeysofthepianowithastrangefeverishenergywhichIhadnevernoticedinherbefore。
  `Ishallrememberthosekindwords,MissFairlie,longaftertomorrowhascomeandgone。’
  Thepalenessgrewwhiteronherface,andsheturneditfartherawayfromme。
  `Don’tspeakoftomorrow,’shesaid。`Letthemusicspeaktousoftonight,inahappierlanguagethanours。’
  Herlipstrembled——afaintsighflutteredfromthem,whichshetriedvainlytosuppress。Herfingerswaveredonthepiano——shestruckafalsenote,confusedherselfintryingtosetitright,anddroppedherhandsangrilyonherlap。MissHalcombeandMrGilmorelookedupinastonishmentfromthecard-tableatwhichtheywereplaying。EvenMrsVesey,dozinginherchair,wokeatthesuddencessationofthemusic,andinquiredwhathadhappened。
  `Youplayatwhist,MrHartright?’askedMissHalcombe,withhereyesdirectedsignificantlyattheplaceIoccupied。
  Iknewwhatshemeant——Iknewshewasright,andIroseatoncetogotothecard-table。AsIleftthepianoMissFairlieturnedapageofthemusic,andtouchedthekeysagainwithasurerhand。
  `Iwillplayit,’shesaid,strikingthenotesalmostpassionately。
  `Iwillplayitonthelastnight。’
  `Come,MrsVesey,’saidMissHalcombe,`MrGilmoreandIaretiredofé;carté;——comeandbeMrHartright’spartneratwhist。’
  Theoldlawyersmiledsatirically。Hishadbeenthewinninghand,andhehadjustturnedupaking。HeevidentlyattributedMissHalcombe’sabruptchangeinthecard-tablearrangementstoalady’sinabilitytoplaythelosinggame。
  Therestoftheeveningpassedwithoutawordoralookfromher。Shekeptherplaceatthepiano,andIkeptmineatthecard-table。Sheplayedunintermittingly——playedasifthemusicwasheronlyrefugefromherself。
  Sometimesherfingerstouchedthenoteswithalingeringfondness——asoft,plaintive,dyingtenderness,unutterablybeautifulandmournfultohear;sometimestheyfalteredandfailedher,orhurriedovertheinstrumentmechanically,asiftheirtaskwasaburdentothem。Butstill,changeandwaverastheymightintheexpressiontheyimpartedtothemusic,theirresolutiontoplayneverfaltered。SheonlyrosefromthepianowhenweallrosetosayGood-night。
  MrsVeseywasthenearesttothedoor,andthefirsttoshakehandswithme。
  `Ishallnotseeyouagain,MrHartright,’saidtheoldlady。`Iamtrulysorryyouaregoingaway。Youhavebeenverykindandattentive,andanoldwomanlikemefeelskindnessandattention。Iwishyouhappy,sir——Iwishyouakindgood-bye。’
  MrGilmorecamenext。
  `Ihopeweshallhaveafutureopportunityofbetteringouracquaintance,MrHartright。Youquiteunderstandaboutthatlittlematterofbusinessbeingsafeinmyhands?Yes,yes,ofcourse。Blessme,howcolditis!
  Don’tletmekeepyouatthedoor。Bonvoyage,mydearsir——bonvoyage,astheFrenchsay。’
  Icouldaddnomore。Myvoicefaltered,myeyesmoistenedinspiteofme。
  Shecaughtmebybothhands——shepressedthemwiththestrong,steadygraspofaman——herdarkeyesglittered——herbrowncomplexionflusheddeep——theforceandenergyofherfaceglowedandgrewbeautifulwiththepureinnerlightofhergenerosityandherpity。
  `Iwilltrustyou——ifeverthetimecomesIwilltrustyouasmyfriendandherfriend,asmaybrotherandherbrother。’Shestopped,drewmenearertoher——thefearless,noblecreature——touchedmyforehead,sister-like,withherlips,andcalledmebymyChristianname。`Godblessyou,Walter!’shesaid。`Waitherealoneandcomposeyourself——Ihadbetternotstayforbothoursakes——Ihadbetterseeyougofromthebalconyupstairs。’