首页 >出版文学> The Well at the World’s End>第30章
  notabigwoman,butwellfashionedofbody,andlookingasifshehadoncebeenexceedingdaintyandtrim。Shespake,andagainI
  seemedtohaveheardhervoicebefore:’Hail,Queen,’shesaid,’itdoesmyheartgoodtoseetheethusinthygloriousestate。’
  SoItookhergreeting;butthosetalesofmybeingbutasendingoftheDevilfortheruinofthatlandcameintomymind,andI
  sentawaythefolkwhoweretherebybeforeIsaidmoretoher。
  Thenshespakeagain:’EvensoIguesseditwouldbethatthouwouldstgrowgreatamongstwomen。’
  “ButIsaid,’Whatisthis?andwhenhaveIknowntheebefore-time?’
  Shesmiledandsaidnaught;andmymindwentbacktothoseolddays,andItrembled,andthefleshcreptuponmybones,lestthisshouldbethecomingbackinanewshapeofmymistresswhomIhadslain。
  Butthewomanlaughed,andsaid,asifsheknewmythoughts:
  ’Nay,itisnotso:thedeadaredead;fearnot:buthastthouforgottentheDaleofLore?’
  “’Nay,’saidI,’never;andartthouthenthecarlinethatlearnedmelore?
  Butifthedeadcomenotback,howdotheoldgrowyoungagain?for’tisascoreofyearssincewetwosatintheDale,andIlongedformanythings。’
  “Saidthewoman:’ThedeadmaynotdrinkoftheWellattheWorld’sEnd;
  yetthelivingmay,eveniftheybeold;andthatblessedwatergiveththemnewmightandchangeththeirblood,andtheyareasyoungfolkforalongwhileagainaftertheyhavedrunken。’
  ’Andhastthoudrunken?’saidI。
  “’Yea,’shesaid;’butIammindedforanotherdraught。’Isaid:
  ’Andwhereforehastthoucometome,andwhatshallIgivetothee?’
  Shesaid,’Iwilltakenogiftoftheeasnow,forIneeditnot,thoughhereafterImayaskagiftofthee。ButIamtoaskthisofthee,ifthouwiltbemyfellow-farerontheroadthither?’
  ’Yea?’saidI,’andleavemyloveandmylord,andmykingshipwhichhehathgivenme?forthisIwilltellthee,thatallthathereisdone,isdonebyme。’
  “’GreatisthyKingship,Lady,’saidthewoman,andsmiledwithal。
  Thenshesatsilentalittle,andsaid:’Whensixmonthsareworn,itwillbespringtide;Iwillcometotheeinthespringdays,andknowwhatthymindisthen。ButnowImustdepart。’
  QuothI:’GladshallIbetotalkwiththeeagain;
  forthoughthouhastlearnedmemuchofwisdom,yetmuchmoreIneed;yea,asmuchasthefolkheredeemIhavealready。’
  ’Thoushalthavenoless,’saidthewoman。Thenshekissedmyhandsandwentherways,andIsatmusingstillforalongwhile:
  becauseforallmygains,andmylovethatIhadbeenlovedwithal,andthegreatnessthatIhadgotten,therewasasitwereaveilofunhappinesswrappedroundaboutmyheart。
  “Soworethemonths,anderethewinterhadcomebefellanevilthing,formylord,whohadlovedmeso,andtakenmeoutofthewilderness,died,andwasgatheredtothefathers,andtherewasIleftalone;
  fortherewasnofruitofmywombbyhimalive。Myfirst-bornhadbeenslainbythosewretches,andasecondsonthatIborehaddiedofapestilencethatwarandfaminehadbroughtupontheland。
  Iwillnotwearthysoulwithwordsaboutmygriefandsorrow:
  butitistobetoldthatIsatnowinaperilousplace,andyetI
  mightnotstepdownfromitandabideinthatland,forthenitwasasurething,thatsomeofmyfoeswouldhavelaidhandonmeandbroughtmetojudgmentforbeingbutmyself,andIshouldhaveendedmiserably。
  SoIgattomeallthestrengththatImight,andwhereasthereweremanywholovedmestill,someformyownsake,andsomeforthesakeofmylordthatwas,Ienduredingoodhopethatallmydayswerenotdone。
  YetIlongedforthecomingoftheTeacherofLore;fornowImadeupmymindthatIwouldgowithher,andseektotheWellattheWorld’sEndforwealandwoe。
  “ShecamewhileAprilwasyetyoung:andIneedmakenolongtaleofhowwegatusaway:forwhereasshewaswiseinhiddenlore,itwasnohardmatterforhertogivemeanothersemblancethanmineown,sothatImighthavewalkedaboutthestreetsofourcityfromendtoend,andnonehadknownme。
  SoIvanishedawayfrommythroneandmykingdom,andthatnameandfameofawitch-wifeclovetomeonceandforall,andspreadwideaboutthecitiesoffolkandthekingdoms,andmanyarethetalesthathavearisenconcerningme,andbelikesomeofthesethouhastheardtold。”
  Ralphreddenedandsaid:“Mysoulhasbeenvexedbysomeinklingofthem;
  butnowitisatrestfromthemforever。”
  “Mayitbeso!”shesaid:“andnowmytaleiswearingthinforthepresenttime。
  “Backagainwentmyfeetoverthewaystheyhadtroddenbefore,thoughtheTeachershortenedtheroadmuchforusbyherwisdom。
  Onceagainwhatneedtotelltheeofthesewayswhenthineowneyesshallbeholdthemasthouwendestthembesideme?
  BeitenoughtosaythatonceagainIcametothatlittlehouseintheuttermostwilderness,andthereoncemorewasthegarthandthegoat-house,andthetreesoftheforestbeyondit,andthewood-lawnsandthestreamsandalltheplacesandthingsthaterstIdeemedImustdwellamongstforever。”
  SaidRalph:“Anddidthecarlinekeeptrothwiththee?
  Wasshenotbutluringtheethithertobeherthrall?
  OrdidthebookthatIreadintheCastleofAbundancebutlieconcerningthee?”
  “Sheheldhertrothtomeinallwise。”saidtheLady,“andIwasnothrallofhers,butasasister,oritmaybeevenasadaughter;
  forevertomyeyeswasshetheoldcarlinewholearnedmeloreintheDaleofthewildwood。
  “Butnowalongwhile,yearslong,weabodeinthatHouseoftheSorceresserewedurstseekfurthertotheWellattheWorld’sEnd。
  Andyetmeseemsthoughtheyearswore,theyworemenoolder;
  nay,inthefirstdaysatleastIwaxedstrongerofbodyandfairerthanI
  hadbeenintheKing’sPalaceintheLandoftheTower,asthoughsomeforetasteoftheWellwasthereforusinthelonelinessofthedesert;
  althoughforsooththeabidingthereamidstthescantinessoflivelihood,andthenakedness,andthetoil,andthetormentofwindandweatherwereasapenanceforthedaysanddeedsofourpastlives。
  Whatmoreistosayconcerningourliveshere,savingthis,thatinthosedaysIlearnedyetmorewisdomoftheTeacherofLore,andamidstthatwisdomwasmuchofthatwhichyecallsorcery:
  astheforeseeingofthingstocome,andthesendingofdreamsorvisions,andcertainothermatters。AndImaytelltheethattheholymanwhocametouslasteven,Isenthimthedreamwhichcametohimdrowsing,andbadehimcometothehelpingofWaltertheBlack:forIknewthatI
  shouldtakethyhandandfleewiththeethismorninge’enasIhavedone:
  andIwouldfainhaveagoodleechtoWalterlestheshoulddie,althoughIowehimhatredratherthanlove。Now,myfriend,tellme,isthisanevildeed,anddostthoushrinkfromtheSorceress?”
  Hestrainedhertohisbosomandkissedhermouth,andthenhesaid:“Yetthouhastneversentadreamtome。”
  Shelaughedandsaid:“What!hastthouneverdreamedofmesincewemetatthewant-wayoftheWoodPerilous?”
  “Never。”saidhe。Shestrokedhischeekfondly,andsaid:
  “Youngartthou,sweetfriend,andsleepestwella-nights。Itwasenoughthatthouthoughtestofmeinthywakinghours。”
  Thenshewentonwithhertale。
  TheLadyMakethanEndofHerTale“Well,myfriend,afterwehadlivedthusalongtime,wesetoutonedaytoseektotheWellattheWorld’sEnd,eachofussignedandmarkedoutforthequestbybearingsuch-likebeadsasthouandIbothbearuponourneckstoday。
  OnceagainofallthatbefellusonthatquestIwilltelltheenaughtasnow:becausetothatWellhaveItobringthee:
  thoughmyself,belike,Ineednotitswatersagain。”
  QuothRalph:“Andmustthouleadmethyveryself,mayestthounotabideinsomesafeplacemygoingandreturning?
  Somanyandsoreasthetoilsandperilsofthewaymaybe。”
  “What!”shesaid,“andhowshallIbesunderedfromtheenowI
  havefoundthee?Yea,andwhoshallleadthee,thoulovelyboy?
  Shallitbeamantobewraythee,orawomantobewrayme?
  Yetneedwenotgotomorrow,mybeloved,norformanydays:
  sosweetaswearetoeachother。
  “Butinthosepastdaysitwasneedsmustwebeginourquestbeforetheburdenofyearswasoverheavyuponus。
  Shortlytosayit,wefoundtheWell,anddrankofitswatersafterabundanttoilandperil,asthoumaystwelldeem。
  Thenthelifeandthesoulcamebacktous,andthepastyearswereasnaughttous,andmyyouthwasrenewedinme,andIbecameasthouseestmeto-day。Butmyfellowwasasawomanoffortysummersagain,strongandfairasIhadseenherwhenshecameintothegardeninthedaysofmyQueenhood,andthuswereturnedtotheHouseoftheSorceress,andrestedthereforalittlefromourtravelandourjoy。
  “Atlast,andthatwasbutsomefiveyearsago,theTeachersaidtome:
  ’Sister,Ihavelearnedtheeallthatthineheartcantakeofme,andthouartstronginwisdom,andmoreoveragainshallitbewiththee,asItoldoftheelongago,thatnomanshalllookontheethatshallnotlovethee。NowIwillnotseektoseethylifethatiscoming,norwhatthineendshallbe,forthatshouldbelikebegrievoustobothofus;butthisIseeofthee,thatthouwiltnowguidethylifenotasIwill,butasthouwilt;andsincemywayisnotthyway,andthatIseethoushaltnotlongabidealone,nowshallwesunder;
  forIammindedtogotothemostancientpartsoftheworld,andseekalltheinnermostofwisdomwhilesIyetlive;butwithkingsandchampionsandthecitiesoffolkwillIhavenomoretodo:
  whilethoushaltnotbeabletorefrainfromthese。SonowI
  bidtheefarewell。’
  “Iweptatherwords,butgainsaidthemnaught,forIwottedthatshespakebutthetruth;soIkissedher,andweparted;
  shewentherwaysthroughthewildwood,andIabodeattheHouseoftheSorceress,andwaitedonthewearingofthedays。
  “Butscarceamonthafterherdeparture,asIstoodbythethresholdonemorningamidstofthegoats,Isawmencomeridingfromoutthewood;soI
  abodethem,andtheycametothegateofthegarthandtherelighteddownfromtheirhorses,andtheywerethreeincompany;andnooneofthemwasyoung,andonewasold,withwhitelocksflowingdownfromunderhishelm:
  fortheywereallarmedinknightlyfashion,buttheyhadnaughtbutwhitegaberdinesovertheirhauberks,withnocoat-armourortokenuponthem。
  Sotheycamethroughthegarth-gateandIgreetedthemandaskedthemwhattheywould;thentheoldmankneltdownonthegrassbeforemeandsaid:
  ’IfIwereasyoungasIamoldmyheartwouldfailmeinbeholdingthybeauty:butnowIwillasktheesomewhat:farawaybeyondtheforestweheardrumoursofawomandwellingintheuttermostdesert,whohaddrunkoftheWellattheWorld’sEnd,andwaswisebeyondmeasure。
  Nowwehavesetourselvestoseekthatwoman,andifthoubeshe,wewouldaskaquestionofthywisdom。’
  “IansweredthatIwasevensuchastheyhadheardof,andbadethemask。
  “Saidtheoldman:
  “’Fiftyyearsago,whenIwasyetbutayoungman,therewasafairwomanwhowasQueenoftheLandoftheTowerandwhomwelovedsorelybecausewehaddwelttogetherwithheramidsttribulationinthedesertandthewildwood:andwearenotofherpeople,butafellowshipoffreemenandchampionshighttheMenoftheDryTree:andwehopedthatshewouldonedaycomebackanddwellwithusandbeourLadyandQueen:
  andindeedtroubleseemeddrawinganighher,sothatwemighthelpherandshemightbecomeourfellowagain,whenlo!shevanishedawayfromthefolkandnoneknewwhereshewasgone。
  ThereforeabandofusoftheDryTreesworeanoathtogethertoseekhertillwefoundher,thatwemightliveanddietogether:
  butofthatbandofonescoreandone,amIthelastoneleftthatseeketh;fortherestaredead,orsick,ordeparted:
  andindeedIwastheyoungestofthem。Butforthesetwomen,theyaremysonswhomIhavebredintheknowledgeofthesethingsandinthehopeoffindingtidingsofourLadyandQueen,ifitwerebuttheplacewhereherbodylieth。Thouartwise: