notabigwoman,butwellfashionedofbody,andlookingasifshehadoncebeenexceedingdaintyandtrim。Shespake,andagainI
seemedtohaveheardhervoicebefore:’Hail,Queen,’shesaid,’itdoesmyheartgoodtoseetheethusinthygloriousestate。’
SoItookhergreeting;butthosetalesofmybeingbutasendingoftheDevilfortheruinofthatlandcameintomymind,andI
sentawaythefolkwhoweretherebybeforeIsaidmoretoher。
Thenshespakeagain:’EvensoIguesseditwouldbethatthouwouldstgrowgreatamongstwomen。’
“ButIsaid,’Whatisthis?andwhenhaveIknowntheebefore-time?’
Shesmiledandsaidnaught;andmymindwentbacktothoseolddays,andItrembled,andthefleshcreptuponmybones,lestthisshouldbethecomingbackinanewshapeofmymistresswhomIhadslain。
Butthewomanlaughed,andsaid,asifsheknewmythoughts:
’Nay,itisnotso:thedeadaredead;fearnot:buthastthouforgottentheDaleofLore?’
“’Nay,’saidI,’never;andartthouthenthecarlinethatlearnedmelore?
Butifthedeadcomenotback,howdotheoldgrowyoungagain?for’tisascoreofyearssincewetwosatintheDale,andIlongedformanythings。’
“Saidthewoman:’ThedeadmaynotdrinkoftheWellattheWorld’sEnd;
yetthelivingmay,eveniftheybeold;andthatblessedwatergiveththemnewmightandchangeththeirblood,andtheyareasyoungfolkforalongwhileagainaftertheyhavedrunken。’
’Andhastthoudrunken?’saidI。
“’Yea,’shesaid;’butIammindedforanotherdraught。’Isaid:
’Andwhereforehastthoucometome,andwhatshallIgivetothee?’
Shesaid,’Iwilltakenogiftoftheeasnow,forIneeditnot,thoughhereafterImayaskagiftofthee。ButIamtoaskthisofthee,ifthouwiltbemyfellow-farerontheroadthither?’
’Yea?’saidI,’andleavemyloveandmylord,andmykingshipwhichhehathgivenme?forthisIwilltellthee,thatallthathereisdone,isdonebyme。’
“’GreatisthyKingship,Lady,’saidthewoman,andsmiledwithal。
Thenshesatsilentalittle,andsaid:’Whensixmonthsareworn,itwillbespringtide;Iwillcometotheeinthespringdays,andknowwhatthymindisthen。ButnowImustdepart。’
QuothI:’GladshallIbetotalkwiththeeagain;
forthoughthouhastlearnedmemuchofwisdom,yetmuchmoreIneed;yea,asmuchasthefolkheredeemIhavealready。’
’Thoushalthavenoless,’saidthewoman。Thenshekissedmyhandsandwentherways,andIsatmusingstillforalongwhile:
becauseforallmygains,andmylovethatIhadbeenlovedwithal,andthegreatnessthatIhadgotten,therewasasitwereaveilofunhappinesswrappedroundaboutmyheart。
“Soworethemonths,anderethewinterhadcomebefellanevilthing,formylord,whohadlovedmeso,andtakenmeoutofthewilderness,died,andwasgatheredtothefathers,andtherewasIleftalone;
fortherewasnofruitofmywombbyhimalive。Myfirst-bornhadbeenslainbythosewretches,andasecondsonthatIborehaddiedofapestilencethatwarandfaminehadbroughtupontheland。
Iwillnotwearthysoulwithwordsaboutmygriefandsorrow:
butitistobetoldthatIsatnowinaperilousplace,andyetI
mightnotstepdownfromitandabideinthatland,forthenitwasasurething,thatsomeofmyfoeswouldhavelaidhandonmeandbroughtmetojudgmentforbeingbutmyself,andIshouldhaveendedmiserably。
SoIgattomeallthestrengththatImight,andwhereasthereweremanywholovedmestill,someformyownsake,andsomeforthesakeofmylordthatwas,Ienduredingoodhopethatallmydayswerenotdone。
YetIlongedforthecomingoftheTeacherofLore;fornowImadeupmymindthatIwouldgowithher,andseektotheWellattheWorld’sEndforwealandwoe。
“ShecamewhileAprilwasyetyoung:andIneedmakenolongtaleofhowwegatusaway:forwhereasshewaswiseinhiddenlore,itwasnohardmatterforhertogivemeanothersemblancethanmineown,sothatImighthavewalkedaboutthestreetsofourcityfromendtoend,andnonehadknownme。
SoIvanishedawayfrommythroneandmykingdom,andthatnameandfameofawitch-wifeclovetomeonceandforall,andspreadwideaboutthecitiesoffolkandthekingdoms,andmanyarethetalesthathavearisenconcerningme,andbelikesomeofthesethouhastheardtold。”
Ralphreddenedandsaid:“Mysoulhasbeenvexedbysomeinklingofthem;
butnowitisatrestfromthemforever。”
“Mayitbeso!”shesaid:“andnowmytaleiswearingthinforthepresenttime。
“Backagainwentmyfeetoverthewaystheyhadtroddenbefore,thoughtheTeachershortenedtheroadmuchforusbyherwisdom。
Onceagainwhatneedtotelltheeofthesewayswhenthineowneyesshallbeholdthemasthouwendestthembesideme?
BeitenoughtosaythatonceagainIcametothatlittlehouseintheuttermostwilderness,andthereoncemorewasthegarthandthegoat-house,andthetreesoftheforestbeyondit,andthewood-lawnsandthestreamsandalltheplacesandthingsthaterstIdeemedImustdwellamongstforever。”
SaidRalph:“Anddidthecarlinekeeptrothwiththee?
Wasshenotbutluringtheethithertobeherthrall?
OrdidthebookthatIreadintheCastleofAbundancebutlieconcerningthee?”
“Sheheldhertrothtomeinallwise。”saidtheLady,“andIwasnothrallofhers,butasasister,oritmaybeevenasadaughter;
forevertomyeyeswasshetheoldcarlinewholearnedmeloreintheDaleofthewildwood。
“Butnowalongwhile,yearslong,weabodeinthatHouseoftheSorceresserewedurstseekfurthertotheWellattheWorld’sEnd。
Andyetmeseemsthoughtheyearswore,theyworemenoolder;
nay,inthefirstdaysatleastIwaxedstrongerofbodyandfairerthanI
hadbeenintheKing’sPalaceintheLandoftheTower,asthoughsomeforetasteoftheWellwasthereforusinthelonelinessofthedesert;
althoughforsooththeabidingthereamidstthescantinessoflivelihood,andthenakedness,andthetoil,andthetormentofwindandweatherwereasapenanceforthedaysanddeedsofourpastlives。
Whatmoreistosayconcerningourliveshere,savingthis,thatinthosedaysIlearnedyetmorewisdomoftheTeacherofLore,andamidstthatwisdomwasmuchofthatwhichyecallsorcery:
astheforeseeingofthingstocome,andthesendingofdreamsorvisions,andcertainothermatters。AndImaytelltheethattheholymanwhocametouslasteven,Isenthimthedreamwhichcametohimdrowsing,andbadehimcometothehelpingofWaltertheBlack:forIknewthatI
shouldtakethyhandandfleewiththeethismorninge’enasIhavedone:
andIwouldfainhaveagoodleechtoWalterlestheshoulddie,althoughIowehimhatredratherthanlove。Now,myfriend,tellme,isthisanevildeed,anddostthoushrinkfromtheSorceress?”
Hestrainedhertohisbosomandkissedhermouth,andthenhesaid:“Yetthouhastneversentadreamtome。”
Shelaughedandsaid:“What!hastthouneverdreamedofmesincewemetatthewant-wayoftheWoodPerilous?”
“Never。”saidhe。Shestrokedhischeekfondly,andsaid:
“Youngartthou,sweetfriend,andsleepestwella-nights。Itwasenoughthatthouthoughtestofmeinthywakinghours。”
Thenshewentonwithhertale。
TheLadyMakethanEndofHerTale“Well,myfriend,afterwehadlivedthusalongtime,wesetoutonedaytoseektotheWellattheWorld’sEnd,eachofussignedandmarkedoutforthequestbybearingsuch-likebeadsasthouandIbothbearuponourneckstoday。
OnceagainofallthatbefellusonthatquestIwilltelltheenaughtasnow:becausetothatWellhaveItobringthee:
thoughmyself,belike,Ineednotitswatersagain。”
QuothRalph:“Andmustthouleadmethyveryself,mayestthounotabideinsomesafeplacemygoingandreturning?
Somanyandsoreasthetoilsandperilsofthewaymaybe。”
“What!”shesaid,“andhowshallIbesunderedfromtheenowI
havefoundthee?Yea,andwhoshallleadthee,thoulovelyboy?
Shallitbeamantobewraythee,orawomantobewrayme?
Yetneedwenotgotomorrow,mybeloved,norformanydays:
sosweetaswearetoeachother。
“Butinthosepastdaysitwasneedsmustwebeginourquestbeforetheburdenofyearswasoverheavyuponus。
Shortlytosayit,wefoundtheWell,anddrankofitswatersafterabundanttoilandperil,asthoumaystwelldeem。
Thenthelifeandthesoulcamebacktous,andthepastyearswereasnaughttous,andmyyouthwasrenewedinme,andIbecameasthouseestmeto-day。Butmyfellowwasasawomanoffortysummersagain,strongandfairasIhadseenherwhenshecameintothegardeninthedaysofmyQueenhood,andthuswereturnedtotheHouseoftheSorceress,andrestedthereforalittlefromourtravelandourjoy。
“Atlast,andthatwasbutsomefiveyearsago,theTeachersaidtome:
’Sister,Ihavelearnedtheeallthatthineheartcantakeofme,andthouartstronginwisdom,andmoreoveragainshallitbewiththee,asItoldoftheelongago,thatnomanshalllookontheethatshallnotlovethee。NowIwillnotseektoseethylifethatiscoming,norwhatthineendshallbe,forthatshouldbelikebegrievoustobothofus;butthisIseeofthee,thatthouwiltnowguidethylifenotasIwill,butasthouwilt;andsincemywayisnotthyway,andthatIseethoushaltnotlongabidealone,nowshallwesunder;
forIammindedtogotothemostancientpartsoftheworld,andseekalltheinnermostofwisdomwhilesIyetlive;butwithkingsandchampionsandthecitiesoffolkwillIhavenomoretodo:
whilethoushaltnotbeabletorefrainfromthese。SonowI
bidtheefarewell。’
“Iweptatherwords,butgainsaidthemnaught,forIwottedthatshespakebutthetruth;soIkissedher,andweparted;
shewentherwaysthroughthewildwood,andIabodeattheHouseoftheSorceress,andwaitedonthewearingofthedays。
“Butscarceamonthafterherdeparture,asIstoodbythethresholdonemorningamidstofthegoats,Isawmencomeridingfromoutthewood;soI
abodethem,andtheycametothegateofthegarthandtherelighteddownfromtheirhorses,andtheywerethreeincompany;andnooneofthemwasyoung,andonewasold,withwhitelocksflowingdownfromunderhishelm:
fortheywereallarmedinknightlyfashion,buttheyhadnaughtbutwhitegaberdinesovertheirhauberks,withnocoat-armourortokenuponthem。
Sotheycamethroughthegarth-gateandIgreetedthemandaskedthemwhattheywould;thentheoldmankneltdownonthegrassbeforemeandsaid:
’IfIwereasyoungasIamoldmyheartwouldfailmeinbeholdingthybeauty:butnowIwillasktheesomewhat:farawaybeyondtheforestweheardrumoursofawomandwellingintheuttermostdesert,whohaddrunkoftheWellattheWorld’sEnd,andwaswisebeyondmeasure。
Nowwehavesetourselvestoseekthatwoman,andifthoubeshe,wewouldaskaquestionofthywisdom。’
“IansweredthatIwasevensuchastheyhadheardof,andbadethemask。
“Saidtheoldman:
“’Fiftyyearsago,whenIwasyetbutayoungman,therewasafairwomanwhowasQueenoftheLandoftheTowerandwhomwelovedsorelybecausewehaddwelttogetherwithheramidsttribulationinthedesertandthewildwood:andwearenotofherpeople,butafellowshipoffreemenandchampionshighttheMenoftheDryTree:andwehopedthatshewouldonedaycomebackanddwellwithusandbeourLadyandQueen:
andindeedtroubleseemeddrawinganighher,sothatwemighthelpherandshemightbecomeourfellowagain,whenlo!shevanishedawayfromthefolkandnoneknewwhereshewasgone。
ThereforeabandofusoftheDryTreesworeanoathtogethertoseekhertillwefoundher,thatwemightliveanddietogether:
butofthatbandofonescoreandone,amIthelastoneleftthatseeketh;fortherestaredead,orsick,ordeparted:
andindeedIwastheyoungestofthem。Butforthesetwomen,theyaremysonswhomIhavebredintheknowledgeofthesethingsandinthehopeoffindingtidingsofourLadyandQueen,ifitwerebuttheplacewhereherbodylieth。Thouartwise: