首页 >出版文学> The Well at the World’s End>第27章
  “Shehadbuttwiceorthricespokentomesomanywordstogetherasthis;
  butlansweredneveraword,butstoodwatchingherwarily。
  Andofasuddenshegaveforthadreadfulscreamingroar,wherewithallthewoodrangagain,andrushedatme;
  butmyhandcamefrombehindmyback,andhowitwasIknownot,butshetouchedmenottillthebladehadsunkintoherbreast,andshefellacrossmyfeet,herrighthandclutchingmyraiment。
  SoIloosedherfingersfromthecloth,shudderingwithhorrorthewhile,anddrewmyselfawayfromherandstoodalittlealoof,wonderingwhatshouldhappennext。AndindeedIscarcebelievedbutshewouldpresentlyriseupfromthegroundandclutchmeinherhands,andbeginthetormentingofme。Butshemovednomore,andthegrassallaboutherwasreddenedwithherblood;
  andatlastIgatheredhearttokneeldownbesideher,andfoundthatshenomorebreathedthanoneofthoseconiesorpartridgeswhichIhadbeenusedtoslayforher。
  “ThenIstoodandconsideredwhatIshoulddo,andindeedI
  hadbeenponderingthisallthewayfromtheDalethereto,incaseIshouldescapemymistress。SoIsoonmadeupmymindthatIwouldnotdwellinthathouseevenforonenight;
  lestmymistressshouldcometomethoughdead,andtormentme。
  Iwentintothehousewhileitwasyetlight,andlookedaboutthechamber,andsawthreegreatbookstherelaidonthelectern,butdurstnothavetakenthemevenhadIbeenabletocarrythem;
  nordurstIeventolookintothem,forfearthatsomespellmightgettoworkinthemiftheywereopened;butIfoundaryeloafwhereofIhadeatensomewhatinthemorning,andanotheruntouched,andhangingtoahornofthelecternIfoundthenecklacewhichmymistresshadtakenfromthedeadwoman。
  TheseIputintomyscrip,andastothenecklace,lwilltelltheehowIbestoweditlateron。ThenIsteppedoutintothetwilightwhichwasfairandgolden,andfullfainIwasofit。
  ThenIdrovethegoatsoutoftheirhouseandwentmywaytowardstheDaleofLore,andsaidtomyselfthatthecarlinewouldteachmewhatfurthertodo,andIcametherebeforethesummerdarkhadquiteprevailed,andsleptsweetlyandsoftlyamongstmygoatsafterIhadtetheredtheminthebestofthepasture。
  YetMoreoftheLady’sStory“Lothou,beloved。”shesaid,“thouhastseenmeinthewildwoodwithlittlegoodquickenedinme:dothnotthineheartsinkatthethoughtofthyloveandthylifegivenovertothekeepingofsuchanone?”Hesmiledinherface,andsaid:
  “Belikethouhastdoneworsethanallthouhasttoldme:
  andthesedayspastIhavewonderedoftenwhattherewasinthestorieswhichtheyoftheBurghadagainstthee:
  yetsoothtosay,theytoldlittleofwhatthouhastdone:
  nomorebelikethanbeingtheirfoe。”Shesighedandsaid:
  “Well,hearken;yetshallInottelltheeeverydeedthatI
  havebeenpartakerin。
  “IsatintheDalethatnextdayandwashappy,thoughIlongedtoseethatfairmanagain:soothtosay,sincemymistresswasdead,everythingseemedfairertome,yeaevenmineownface,asIsawitinthepoolsofthestream,thoughwhilesIwonderedwhenIshouldhaveanothermistress,andhowshewoulddealwithme;
  andeverIsaidIwouldaskthecarlinewhenshecameagaintome。
  Butallthatdayshecamenot:nordidImarvelthereat。
  Butwhensevendayspassedandstillshecamenot,IfelltowonderingwhatIshoulddo:formybreadwasallgone,andIdurstnotgobacktothehousetofetchmeal;thoughtherewasstoreofitthere。Howbeit,Idrankofthemilkofthegoats,andmadecurdsthereofwiththewoodlandroots,andateofthewood-berrieslikeasthouhastdone,friend,e’ennow。
  Anditwaseasierformetofindalivelihoodinthewoodsthanithadbeenformostfolk,sowellasIknewthem。
  Soworethedays,andshecamenot,andIbegantothinkthatI
  shouldseethewisecarlinenomore,asindeedfelloutatthattime;
  andthedaysbegantohangheavyonmyhands,andIfelltothinkingofthatwaytothewestandthepeopledparts,whereofthecarlinehadtoldme;andwhilesIwentoutoftheDaleandwentawayhitherandthitherthroughthewoods,andsofar,thatthriceIsleptawayoutoftheDale:
  butIknewthatthepeopledpartswouldbestrangetomeandI
  fearedtofacethemallalone。
  “ThusworethedaystillJulywasonthewane,andonamorningearlyIawokewithunwontedsoundsinmineears;andwhenmyeyeswerefairlyopenIsawamanstandingovermeandawhitehorsecroppingthegrasshardby。Andmyheartwasfullandfain,andIsprangtomyfeetandshowedhimasmilinghappyface,forIsawatoncethatitwasthatfairmancomebackagain。
  Butlo!hisfacewaspaleandworn,thoughhelookedkindlyonme,andhesaid:’Omybeloved,Ihavefoundthee,butIamfaintwithhungerandcanspeakbutlittle。’
  Andeventherewithhesankdownonthegrass。ButIbestirredmyself,andgavehimmilkofmygoats,andcurdsandberries,andthelifecameintohimagain,andIsatdownbyhimandlaidhisheadinmylap,andhesleptalongwhile;andwhenheawokeanditwastowardssunsethekissedmyhandsandmyarms,andsaidtome:’Fairchild,perhapsthouwiltcomewithmenow;
  andevenifthouartathrallthoumayestfleewithme;
  formyhorseisstrongandfat,thoughIamweak,forhecanmakehisdinneronthegrass。’
  “ThenhelaughedandInoless;butIfedhimwithmypoorvictualagain,andasheateIsaid:’Iamnomistress’sthrallnow;fortheeveningofthedaywhereonIsawtheeIslewher,elsehadsheslainme。’
  ’Thesaintsbepraised,’saidhe:’Thouwiltcomewithme,then?’
  ’Oyea,’saidI。ThenIfeltshamefacedandIreddened;butIsaid:
  ’Ihaveabidedheremanydaysforawisewomanwhohathtaughtmemanythings;
  butwithallhopedthatthouwouldstcomealso。’
  “Thenheputhisarmsaboutmyshouldersandlovedmemuch;
  butatlasthesaid:“YetisitnowanotherthingthanthatwhichIlookedfor,whenItalkedofsettingtheebymeonthegoldenthrone。FornowamIabeatenman;IhavefailedofthatIsought,andsufferedshameandhungerandmanyills。
  YeteverIthoughtthatImightfindtheehereorhereby。’
  Thenathoughtcameintomymind,andIsaid:’Elsemaybethouhadstfoundwhatthousoughtest,andovercometheevilthings。’
  ’Maybe,’hesaid;’itisnowbutalittlematter。’“
  “Asforme,Icouldhavenoguessatwhatwerethebetterthingshehadmeantforme,andmyheartwasfullofjoy,andallseemedbetterthanwell。Andwetalkedtogetherlongtillthedaywasgone。
  ThenwekissedandembracedeachotherintheDaleofLore,andthedarknessofsummerseemedbutshortforourdelight。”
  TheLadyTellsSomewhatofHerDoingsAfterSheLefttheWildernessRalphstayedherspeechnow,andsaid:“WhenIaskedoftheeintheLandofAbundance,thereweresomewhoseemedtosaythatthouhastletmoremenlovetheethanone:
  anditwasatormenttometothinkthatevensoitmightbe。
  Butnowwhenthineownmouthtellethmeofoneofthemitirksmelittle。Dostthouthinkitlittle-heartedinme?”
  “Ofriend。”shesaid,“Iseethatsoitiswiththeethatthouwouldstfindduecauseforlovingme,whateverthoufoundesttrueofme。
  OrdostthoudeemthatIwasanotherwomaninthosedays?Nay,Iwasnot:
  IcanseemyselfstillmyselfallalongthewayIhavegone。”
  Shewassilentalittle,andthenshesaid:“Fearnot,Iwillgivetheemuchcausetoloveme。ButnowIknowthymindthebetter,IshalltelltheelessofwhatbefellmeafterIleftthewilderness;
  forwhateverIdidandwhateverIendured,stillitwasalwaysImyselfthatwasthere,anditismethatthoulovest。Moreover,mylifeinthewildernessisastrangerthingtotelltheeofthanmydealingswiththefolk,andwithKingsandBaronsandKnights。
  Butthereafterthoushalthearofmewhattalesthouwiltofthesematters,asthedaysandtheyearspassoverourheads。
  “Nowonthemorrowwewouldnotdepartatonce,becausetherewehadsomevictual,andtheking’ssonwasnotyetsowellfedasheshouldbe;soweabodeinthatfairplaceanotherday,andthenwewentourwayswestward,accordingtotheredeofthecarline;
  anditwasmanydaysbeforewegatusoutofthewilderness,andwewereoftenhardputtoitforvictual;whilesIsatbehindmyknighta-horseback,whilesheledthebeastwhileIrodealone,andnotseldomIwentafoot,andthatnowiseslowly,whileherodethewhitehorse,forIwasaslight-footthenasnow。
  “AndofthewaywewentIwilltelltheenoughtasnow,becausesureitisthatifwebothlive,thouandIshalltreadthatroadtogether,butwithourfacesturnedtheotherway;
  foritistheroadfromtheWellattheWorld’sEnd,whereI
  myselfhavebeen,orelseneverhadthineeyesfallenonme。”
  Ralphsaid,“EvensomuchIdeemedbyreadinginthebook;
  yetitwasnottoldclearlythatthouhadstbeenthere。”
  “Yea。”shesaid,becausethesaidbookwasmadenotbymyfriendsbutmyfoes,andtheywouldhavemendeemthatmylengthofdaysandtheenduranceofmybeautyandnever-dyingyouthofmyheartcamefromevilanddevilishsources;
  andifthouwilttrustmyworditisnotso,forintheWellattheWorld’sEndisnoevil,butonlytheQuenchingofSorrow,andClearingoftheEyesthattheymaybehold。
  Andhowgooditisthattheylookontheenow。Andmoreover,thehistoryofthatbookispartlyfalseofintentionandill-will,andpartlyaconfusedmedleyoftrueandfalse,whichhascomeofmerechance-hap。
  “Hearkennow。”shesaid,“tillItelltheeinfewwordwhatbefellmebeforeIcametodrinktheWateroftheWell。
  Afterwehadpassedlongdesertsofwoodandheath,andgonethroughlandsexceedingevilandperilous,anddespairedoflifeforthehorrorofthoseplaces,andseennomen,wecameatlastamongstasimplefolkwhodealtkindlywithus,yea,andmore。
  Thesefolkseemedtomehappyandofgoodwealth,thoughtomylordtheyseemedpoorandlackingofthegoodsoftheworld。Forsooth,bythattimewelackedmorethanthey,forwewerewornwithcoldandhunger,andhardlife:
  thoughforme,indeed,happyhadbeenthedaysofmywayfaring,butmylordrememberedthedaysofhisrichesandthekingdomofhisfather,andtheworshipofmightymen,andallthathehadpromisedmeonthehappydaywhenIfirstbeheldhim:
  sobelikehewasscarcesohappyasIwas。
  “Itwasspringtimewhenwecametothatfolk;forwehadwornthroughtheautumnandwinteringettingclearofthewilderness。
  Notthatthewaywaslong,asIfoundoutafterwards,butthatwewentastrayinthewoodland,andatlastcameoutofitintoadreadfulstonywastewhichwestrovetocrossthrice,andthriceweredrivenbackintothegreenwoodbythirstandhunger;butthefourthtime,havinggottenusstoreofvictualbymywoodcraft,weoverpasseditandreachedthepeopledcountry。
  “Yea,springwasontheearth,aswe,mylordandI,camedownfromthedesolatestonyheaths,andwenthandandhandacrosstheplain,wheremenandwomenofthatfolkwerefeastingroundaboutthesimpleroofsandwoodlandhallswhichtheyhadraisedthere。Thentheylefttheirgamesandsportsandrantous,andwewalkedonquietly,thoughweknewnotwhetherthemeetingwastobefordeathorlife。