首页 >出版文学> The Well at the World’s End>第25章
  thenterrorseizedonmyheart,butIsteppedoverthethreshold,andasthedoorofthechamberwasopen,Ilookedasideandsawthereinthewomansittingstarknakedonthefloorwithagreatopenbookbeforeher,anditwasfromhermouththatthesongwascoming:
  grimshelooked,andawful,forshewasabigwoman,black-hairedandsternofaspectinherdailywont,speakingtomeasfewwordsasmightbe,andthoseharshenough,yeaharsherthanwhenIwasbutlittle。
  Istoodforonemomentafraidbeyondmeasure,thoughthewomandidnotlookatme,andIhopedshehadnotseenme;thenIranbackintothestorm,thoughitwasnowwilderthanever,andranandhidmyselfinthethicketofthewood,half-deadwithfear,andwonderingwhatwouldbecomeofme。
  Butfindingthatnoonefollowedafterme,Igrewcalmer,andthestormalsodrewoff,andthesunshoneoutalittlebeforehissetting:
  soIsatandspun,withfearinmyheart,tillIhadfinishedmytaleofthread,andwhenduskcame,stolebackagaintothehouse,thoughmylegswouldscarcebearmeoverthethresholdintothechamber。
  “Theresatthewomaninherrichattirenootherwisethanherwont,nordidshesayaughttome;butlookedattheyarnthatIhadspun,toseethatIhaddonemytask,andnoddedsternlytomeasherwontwas,andlwenttobedamongstmygoatsasIwasusedtodo,butsleptnottilltowardsmorning,andthenimagesofdreadfulthings,andofmiseriesthatImaynottelltheeof,mingledwithmysleepforlong。
  “SoIawokeandatemymeatanddrankofthegoats’milkwithaheavyheart,andthenwentintothehouse;andwhenIcameintothechamberthewomanlookedatme,andcontrarytoherwontspoketome,andI
  shookwithterrorathervoice;thoughshesaidnaughtbutthis:
  ’Gofetchthywhitegoatandcomebacktometherewith。’
  Ididso,andfollowedafterher,sickwithfear;andsheledmethroughthewoodintoalawnwhichIknewwell,roundwhichwasawall,asitwere,ofgreatyewtrees,andamidst,atableofstone,madeoffouruprightsandagreatstoneplankonthetopofthem;
  andthiswastheonlythinginallthewoodwhereinIwasusedtowanderwhichwasofman’shandiwork,saveandexceptourhouse,andtheshedsandfencesaboutit。
  “Thewomanstayedandleanedagainstthisstoneworkandsaidtome:
  ’Goaboutnowandgatherdrysticksforafire。’Idurstdonaughtelse,andsaidtomyselfthatIshouldbewhippedifI
  weretardy,though,forsooth,Ithoughtshewasgoingtokillme;
  andIbroughtherabundle,andshesaid,’Fetchmore。’
  AndwhenIhadbroughthersevenbundles,shesaid:’Itisenough:
  standoveragainstmeandhearken。’SoIstoodtherequaking;
  formyfear,whichhadsomewhatabatedwhileIwenttoandfroafterthewood,nowcamebackuponmetenfold。
  “Shesaid:’ItwerethyduethatIshouldslaytheehereandnow,asthouslayestthepartridgeswhichthoutakestinthyspringes:
  butforcertaincausesIwillnotslaythee。Again,itwerenomorethanthyearningswereItotormenttheetillthoushouldstcryoutfordeathtodelivertheefromtheanguish;
  andifthouwertawomangrown,evensowouldIdealwiththee。
  Butthouartyetbutachild,thereforeIwillkeeptheetoseewhatshallbefallbetwixtus。YetmustIdosomewhattogrievethee,andmoreoversomethingmustbeslainandoffereduphereonthisaltar,lestallcometonaught,boththouandI,andthatwhichwehavetodo。
  Holdthywhitegoatnow,whichthoulovestmorethanaughtelse,thatImayreddentheeandmeandthisaltarwiththebloodthereof。’
  “Idurstdonaughtbutobeyher,andIheldthepoorbeast,thatlickedmyhandsandbleatedforloveofme:
  andnowsincemyterrorandthefearofdeathwaslessenedatherwords,Iweptsoreformydearfriend。
  “Butthewomandrewastrongsharpknifefromhergirdleandcutthebeast’sthroat,anddippedherfingersinthebloodandreddenedbothherselfandmeonthebreast,andthehands,andthefeet;andthensheturnedtothealtarandsmotebloodupontheuprights,andthefaceofthestoneplank。
  Thenshebademehelpher,andwelaidthesevenfaggotsonthealter,andlaidthecarcaseofthegoatuponthem:
  andshemadefire,butIsawnothow,andsetittothewood,andwhenitbegantoblazeshestoodbeforeitwithherarmsoutspread,andsangloudandhoarsetoastrangetune;
  andthoughIknewnotthewordsofhersong,itfilledmewithdread,sothatIcastmyselfdownonthegroundandhidmyfaceinthegrass。
  “Soshewentontillthebeastwasallburnedupandthefirebecamenaughtbutredembers,andthensheceasedhersongandsankdownuponthegrass,andlaidherheadbackandsofellasleep;
  butIdurstnotmovefromtheplace,butcoweredinthegrassthere,Iknownothowlong,tillshearoseandcametome,andsmotemewithherfootandcried:’Riseup,fool!whatharmhastthou?
  Gomilkthygoatsandleadthemtopasture。’Andtherewithshestrodeawayhome,notheedingme。
  “Asforme,Iaroseanddealtwithmygoatsasshebademe;
  andpresentlyIwasgladthatIhadnotbeenslain,yetthenceforthwasthejoyofmylifethatIhadhadamongstmygoatsmarredwithfear,andthesoundsofthewoodlandcametomemingledwithterror;andIwassoreafraidwhenIenteredthehouseinthemorningandtheevening,andwhenIlookedonthefaceofthewoman;thoughshewasnohardertomethanheretofore,butmaybesomewhatsofter。
  “Soworetheautumn,andwintercame,andIfaredasI
  waswont,settingspringesforfowlandsmall-deer。Andforalltheroughnessoftheseason,atthattimeitpleasedmebetterthantheleafydays,becauseIhadlessmemorythenofthesharpnessofmyfearonthatdayofthealtar。
  NowonedayasIwentunderthesnow-ladentrees,Isawsomethingbrightandbiglyingontheground,anddrawingnearerIsawthatitwassomechildofman:soIstoppedandcriedout,’Awakeandarise,lestdeathcomeontheeinthisbittercold,’
  Butitstirrednot;soIpluckedupheartandcameuptoit,andlo!awomancladinfairraimentofscarletandfur,andIkneltdownbyhertoseeifImighthelpher;
  butwhenItouchedherIfoundhercoldandstiff,anddead,thoughshehadnotbeendeadlong,fornosnowhadfallenonher。
  Itstillwantedmorethananhouroftwilight,andIbynomeansdurstgohometillnightfall;soIsatonthereandwatchedher,andputthehoodfromherfaceandtheglovesfromherhands,andIdeemedheragoodlyandlovelything,andwassorrythatshewasnotalive,andIweptforher,andformyselfalso,thatIhadlostherfellowship。
  SowhenIcamebacktothehouseatdarkwiththevenison,Iknewnotwhethertotellmymistressandtyrantconcerningthismatter;butshelookedonmeandsaidatonce:
  ’Wertthougoingtotellmeofsomethingthatthouhastseen?’
  SoItoldherall,evenasitwas,andshesaidtome:
  ’Hastthoutakenaughtfromthecorpse?’’Nay,’saidI。’ThenmustIhasten,’shesaid,’andbebeforethewolves。’
  Therewithshetookabrandfromthefire,andbademebearonealsoandleadher:sodidIeasilyenough,forthemoonwasup,andwhatwithmoonandsnow,itwaswellnighasbrightastheday。
  Sowhenwecametothedeadwoman,mymistresskneeleddownbyherandundidthecollarofhercloak,whichIhadnottouched,andtooksomethingfromherneckswiftly,andyetI,whowasholdingthetorch,sawthatitwasanecklaceofbluestonesandgreen,withgoldbetween——Yea,dearChampion,likeuntothineasonepeascodistoanother。”quothshe。
  AndtherewiththedistressfulnessofherfacewhichhadwornRalph’sheartwhileshehadbeentellinghertalechanged,andshecame,asitwere,intohernewlifeandtheloveofhimagain,andshekissedhimandlaidhercheektohisandhekissedhermouth。
  Andthenshefetchedasigh,andbeganwithherstoryagain。
  “Mymistresstookthenecklaceandputitinherpouch,andsaidastoherself:’Here,then,isanotherseekerwhohathnotfound,unlessoneshoulddigapitforherherewhenthethawcomes,andcallittheWellattheWorld’sEnd:
  belikeitwillbeforherashelpfulastherealone。’
  Thensheturnedtomeandsaid:’Dothouwiththerestwhatthouwilt,’andtherewithshewentbackhastilytothehouse。
  Butasforme,Iwentbackalso,andfoundapickandamattockinthegoat-house,andcamebackinthemoonlightandscrapedthesnowaway,anddugapit,andburiedthepoordamseltherewithallhergear。
  “WorethewinterthencewithnaughtthatIneedtellof,onlyIthoughtmuchofthewordsthatmymistresshadspoken。
  Springcameandwent,andsummeralso,wellnightidingless。
  ButonedayasIdravethegoatsfromourhousetherecamefromthewoodfourmen,a-horsebackandweaponed,butsocoveredwiththeirarmourthatImightseelittleoftheirfaces。
  Theyrodepastmetoourhouse,andspakenottome,thoughtheylookedhardatme;butastheywentpastIheardonesay:
  ’IfshemightbutbeourguidetotheWellattheWorld’sEnd!’
  Idurstnottarrytospeakwiththem,butasIlookedovermyshoulderIsawthemtalkingtomymistressinthedoor;
  butmeseemedshewascladbutinpoorhomespunclothinsteadofherrichapparel,andIamfar-sightedandclear-sighted。Afterthistheautumnandwinterthatfolloweditpassedawaytidingless。
  CHAPTER4
  TheLadyTellsofHerDeliverance“NowIhadoutgrownmyoldfear,andnotmuchbefelltoquickenit:
  andeverIwasasmuchoutofthehouseasIcouldbe。
  Butaboutthistimemymistress,frombeingkindertomethanbefore,begantogrowharder,andofttimesusedmecruelly:butofherdeedstome,myfriend,thoushaltaskmenomorethanItellthee。
  OnadayofMay-tideIfaredabroadwithmygoats,andwentfarwiththem,furtherfromthehousethanIhadbeenasyet。
  Thedaywasthefairestoftheyear,andIrejoicedinit,andfeltasifsomeexceedinggreatgoodwereabouttobefallme;
  andtheburdenoffearsseemedtohavefallenfromme。
  SoIwenttillIcametoalittleflowerydell,besetwithblossomingwhitethornsandwithafairstreamrunningthroughit;
  aplacesomewhatliketothis,savethatthestreamtherewasbigger。
  Andthesunwashotaboutnoontide,soIdidoffmyraiment,whichwasroughandpoor,andmoremeetforwinterthanMay-tide,andIenteredapooloftheclearwater,andbathedmeandsportedtherein,smellingthesweetscentofthewhitethornsandhearkeningtothesongofthemanybirds;andwhenIcameforthfromthewater,theairwassosoftandsweettome,andtheflowerygrasssokindtomyfeet,andtheMay-bloomsfelluponmyshoulders,thatIwaslothtodoonmyroughraimenthastily,andwithalIlookedtoseenochildofmaninthatwilderness:
  soIsportedmyselftherealongwhile,andmilkedagoatanddrankofthemilk,andcrownedmyselfwithwhite-thornandhare-bells;
  andheldtheblossomsinmyhand,andfeltthatIalsohadsomemightinme,andthatIshouldnotbeathrallofthatsorceressforever。
  Andthatday,myfriend,belikewasthespring-tideofthelifeandthelovethatthouholdestinthykindarms。
  “ButasIabodethusinthatfairplace,andhadjusttakenmyrockandspindleinhandthatImightgoonwithmytaskandgiveaslittleoccasionasImightformymistresstochastiseme,Ilookedupandsawachildofmancomingdownthesideofthelittledaletowardsme,soIsprangup,andrantomyraimentandcastthemonmehastily,forIwasashamed;andwhenIsawthatitwasawoman,Ithoughtatfirstthatitwasmymistresscomingtoseekme;
  andIthoughtwithinmyselfthatifshesmotemeIwouldbearitnomore,butletitbeseenwhichofthetwainwasthemightier。
  ButIlookedagainandsawthatitwasnotshebutawomansmallerandolder。SoIstoodwhereIwasandabodehercoming,smilingandunafraid,andhalf-clad。
  “ShedrewnearandIsawthatitwasanoldwomangreyhaired,uncomelyofraiment,butwithshiningbrighteyesinherwrinkledface。
  Andshemadeanobeisancetomeandsaid:’IwaspassingthroughthislonelywildernessandIlookeddownintothelittlevalleyandsawthesegoatsthereandthelovelyladylyingnakedamongstthem,andIsaidIamtoooldtobeafraidofaught;forifshebeagoddesscomebackagainfromyoreagone,shecanbutmakeanendofapooroldcarline,agangrelbody,whohathnojoyofherlifenow。
  Andifshebeofthedaughtersofmen,shewillbelikemethinkherofhermother,andbekindtomeforhersake,andgivemeapieceofbreadandadraughtofhergoats’milk。’