thenterrorseizedonmyheart,butIsteppedoverthethreshold,andasthedoorofthechamberwasopen,Ilookedasideandsawthereinthewomansittingstarknakedonthefloorwithagreatopenbookbeforeher,anditwasfromhermouththatthesongwascoming:
grimshelooked,andawful,forshewasabigwoman,black-hairedandsternofaspectinherdailywont,speakingtomeasfewwordsasmightbe,andthoseharshenough,yeaharsherthanwhenIwasbutlittle。
Istoodforonemomentafraidbeyondmeasure,thoughthewomandidnotlookatme,andIhopedshehadnotseenme;thenIranbackintothestorm,thoughitwasnowwilderthanever,andranandhidmyselfinthethicketofthewood,half-deadwithfear,andwonderingwhatwouldbecomeofme。
Butfindingthatnoonefollowedafterme,Igrewcalmer,andthestormalsodrewoff,andthesunshoneoutalittlebeforehissetting:
soIsatandspun,withfearinmyheart,tillIhadfinishedmytaleofthread,andwhenduskcame,stolebackagaintothehouse,thoughmylegswouldscarcebearmeoverthethresholdintothechamber。
“Theresatthewomaninherrichattirenootherwisethanherwont,nordidshesayaughttome;butlookedattheyarnthatIhadspun,toseethatIhaddonemytask,andnoddedsternlytomeasherwontwas,andlwenttobedamongstmygoatsasIwasusedtodo,butsleptnottilltowardsmorning,andthenimagesofdreadfulthings,andofmiseriesthatImaynottelltheeof,mingledwithmysleepforlong。
“SoIawokeandatemymeatanddrankofthegoats’milkwithaheavyheart,andthenwentintothehouse;andwhenIcameintothechamberthewomanlookedatme,andcontrarytoherwontspoketome,andI
shookwithterrorathervoice;thoughshesaidnaughtbutthis:
’Gofetchthywhitegoatandcomebacktometherewith。’
Ididso,andfollowedafterher,sickwithfear;andsheledmethroughthewoodintoalawnwhichIknewwell,roundwhichwasawall,asitwere,ofgreatyewtrees,andamidst,atableofstone,madeoffouruprightsandagreatstoneplankonthetopofthem;
andthiswastheonlythinginallthewoodwhereinIwasusedtowanderwhichwasofman’shandiwork,saveandexceptourhouse,andtheshedsandfencesaboutit。
“Thewomanstayedandleanedagainstthisstoneworkandsaidtome:
’Goaboutnowandgatherdrysticksforafire。’Idurstdonaughtelse,andsaidtomyselfthatIshouldbewhippedifI
weretardy,though,forsooth,Ithoughtshewasgoingtokillme;
andIbroughtherabundle,andshesaid,’Fetchmore。’
AndwhenIhadbroughthersevenbundles,shesaid:’Itisenough:
standoveragainstmeandhearken。’SoIstoodtherequaking;
formyfear,whichhadsomewhatabatedwhileIwenttoandfroafterthewood,nowcamebackuponmetenfold。
“Shesaid:’ItwerethyduethatIshouldslaytheehereandnow,asthouslayestthepartridgeswhichthoutakestinthyspringes:
butforcertaincausesIwillnotslaythee。Again,itwerenomorethanthyearningswereItotormenttheetillthoushouldstcryoutfordeathtodelivertheefromtheanguish;
andifthouwertawomangrown,evensowouldIdealwiththee。
Butthouartyetbutachild,thereforeIwillkeeptheetoseewhatshallbefallbetwixtus。YetmustIdosomewhattogrievethee,andmoreoversomethingmustbeslainandoffereduphereonthisaltar,lestallcometonaught,boththouandI,andthatwhichwehavetodo。
Holdthywhitegoatnow,whichthoulovestmorethanaughtelse,thatImayreddentheeandmeandthisaltarwiththebloodthereof。’
“Idurstdonaughtbutobeyher,andIheldthepoorbeast,thatlickedmyhandsandbleatedforloveofme:
andnowsincemyterrorandthefearofdeathwaslessenedatherwords,Iweptsoreformydearfriend。
“Butthewomandrewastrongsharpknifefromhergirdleandcutthebeast’sthroat,anddippedherfingersinthebloodandreddenedbothherselfandmeonthebreast,andthehands,andthefeet;andthensheturnedtothealtarandsmotebloodupontheuprights,andthefaceofthestoneplank。
Thenshebademehelpher,andwelaidthesevenfaggotsonthealter,andlaidthecarcaseofthegoatuponthem:
andshemadefire,butIsawnothow,andsetittothewood,andwhenitbegantoblazeshestoodbeforeitwithherarmsoutspread,andsangloudandhoarsetoastrangetune;
andthoughIknewnotthewordsofhersong,itfilledmewithdread,sothatIcastmyselfdownonthegroundandhidmyfaceinthegrass。
“Soshewentontillthebeastwasallburnedupandthefirebecamenaughtbutredembers,andthensheceasedhersongandsankdownuponthegrass,andlaidherheadbackandsofellasleep;
butIdurstnotmovefromtheplace,butcoweredinthegrassthere,Iknownothowlong,tillshearoseandcametome,andsmotemewithherfootandcried:’Riseup,fool!whatharmhastthou?
Gomilkthygoatsandleadthemtopasture。’Andtherewithshestrodeawayhome,notheedingme。
“Asforme,Iaroseanddealtwithmygoatsasshebademe;
andpresentlyIwasgladthatIhadnotbeenslain,yetthenceforthwasthejoyofmylifethatIhadhadamongstmygoatsmarredwithfear,andthesoundsofthewoodlandcametomemingledwithterror;andIwassoreafraidwhenIenteredthehouseinthemorningandtheevening,andwhenIlookedonthefaceofthewoman;thoughshewasnohardertomethanheretofore,butmaybesomewhatsofter。
“Soworetheautumn,andwintercame,andIfaredasI
waswont,settingspringesforfowlandsmall-deer。Andforalltheroughnessoftheseason,atthattimeitpleasedmebetterthantheleafydays,becauseIhadlessmemorythenofthesharpnessofmyfearonthatdayofthealtar。
NowonedayasIwentunderthesnow-ladentrees,Isawsomethingbrightandbiglyingontheground,anddrawingnearerIsawthatitwassomechildofman:soIstoppedandcriedout,’Awakeandarise,lestdeathcomeontheeinthisbittercold,’
Butitstirrednot;soIpluckedupheartandcameuptoit,andlo!awomancladinfairraimentofscarletandfur,andIkneltdownbyhertoseeifImighthelpher;
butwhenItouchedherIfoundhercoldandstiff,anddead,thoughshehadnotbeendeadlong,fornosnowhadfallenonher。
Itstillwantedmorethananhouroftwilight,andIbynomeansdurstgohometillnightfall;soIsatonthereandwatchedher,andputthehoodfromherfaceandtheglovesfromherhands,andIdeemedheragoodlyandlovelything,andwassorrythatshewasnotalive,andIweptforher,andformyselfalso,thatIhadlostherfellowship。
SowhenIcamebacktothehouseatdarkwiththevenison,Iknewnotwhethertotellmymistressandtyrantconcerningthismatter;butshelookedonmeandsaidatonce:
’Wertthougoingtotellmeofsomethingthatthouhastseen?’
SoItoldherall,evenasitwas,andshesaidtome:
’Hastthoutakenaughtfromthecorpse?’’Nay,’saidI。’ThenmustIhasten,’shesaid,’andbebeforethewolves。’
Therewithshetookabrandfromthefire,andbademebearonealsoandleadher:sodidIeasilyenough,forthemoonwasup,andwhatwithmoonandsnow,itwaswellnighasbrightastheday。
Sowhenwecametothedeadwoman,mymistresskneeleddownbyherandundidthecollarofhercloak,whichIhadnottouched,andtooksomethingfromherneckswiftly,andyetI,whowasholdingthetorch,sawthatitwasanecklaceofbluestonesandgreen,withgoldbetween——Yea,dearChampion,likeuntothineasonepeascodistoanother。”quothshe。
AndtherewiththedistressfulnessofherfacewhichhadwornRalph’sheartwhileshehadbeentellinghertalechanged,andshecame,asitwere,intohernewlifeandtheloveofhimagain,andshekissedhimandlaidhercheektohisandhekissedhermouth。
Andthenshefetchedasigh,andbeganwithherstoryagain。
“Mymistresstookthenecklaceandputitinherpouch,andsaidastoherself:’Here,then,isanotherseekerwhohathnotfound,unlessoneshoulddigapitforherherewhenthethawcomes,andcallittheWellattheWorld’sEnd:
belikeitwillbeforherashelpfulastherealone。’
Thensheturnedtomeandsaid:’Dothouwiththerestwhatthouwilt,’andtherewithshewentbackhastilytothehouse。
Butasforme,Iwentbackalso,andfoundapickandamattockinthegoat-house,andcamebackinthemoonlightandscrapedthesnowaway,anddugapit,andburiedthepoordamseltherewithallhergear。
“WorethewinterthencewithnaughtthatIneedtellof,onlyIthoughtmuchofthewordsthatmymistresshadspoken。
Springcameandwent,andsummeralso,wellnightidingless。
ButonedayasIdravethegoatsfromourhousetherecamefromthewoodfourmen,a-horsebackandweaponed,butsocoveredwiththeirarmourthatImightseelittleoftheirfaces。
Theyrodepastmetoourhouse,andspakenottome,thoughtheylookedhardatme;butastheywentpastIheardonesay:
’IfshemightbutbeourguidetotheWellattheWorld’sEnd!’
Idurstnottarrytospeakwiththem,butasIlookedovermyshoulderIsawthemtalkingtomymistressinthedoor;
butmeseemedshewascladbutinpoorhomespunclothinsteadofherrichapparel,andIamfar-sightedandclear-sighted。Afterthistheautumnandwinterthatfolloweditpassedawaytidingless。
CHAPTER4
TheLadyTellsofHerDeliverance“NowIhadoutgrownmyoldfear,andnotmuchbefelltoquickenit:
andeverIwasasmuchoutofthehouseasIcouldbe。
Butaboutthistimemymistress,frombeingkindertomethanbefore,begantogrowharder,andofttimesusedmecruelly:butofherdeedstome,myfriend,thoushaltaskmenomorethanItellthee。
OnadayofMay-tideIfaredabroadwithmygoats,andwentfarwiththem,furtherfromthehousethanIhadbeenasyet。
Thedaywasthefairestoftheyear,andIrejoicedinit,andfeltasifsomeexceedinggreatgoodwereabouttobefallme;
andtheburdenoffearsseemedtohavefallenfromme。
SoIwenttillIcametoalittleflowerydell,besetwithblossomingwhitethornsandwithafairstreamrunningthroughit;
aplacesomewhatliketothis,savethatthestreamtherewasbigger。
Andthesunwashotaboutnoontide,soIdidoffmyraiment,whichwasroughandpoor,andmoremeetforwinterthanMay-tide,andIenteredapooloftheclearwater,andbathedmeandsportedtherein,smellingthesweetscentofthewhitethornsandhearkeningtothesongofthemanybirds;andwhenIcameforthfromthewater,theairwassosoftandsweettome,andtheflowerygrasssokindtomyfeet,andtheMay-bloomsfelluponmyshoulders,thatIwaslothtodoonmyroughraimenthastily,andwithalIlookedtoseenochildofmaninthatwilderness:
soIsportedmyselftherealongwhile,andmilkedagoatanddrankofthemilk,andcrownedmyselfwithwhite-thornandhare-bells;
andheldtheblossomsinmyhand,andfeltthatIalsohadsomemightinme,andthatIshouldnotbeathrallofthatsorceressforever。
Andthatday,myfriend,belikewasthespring-tideofthelifeandthelovethatthouholdestinthykindarms。
“ButasIabodethusinthatfairplace,andhadjusttakenmyrockandspindleinhandthatImightgoonwithmytaskandgiveaslittleoccasionasImightformymistresstochastiseme,Ilookedupandsawachildofmancomingdownthesideofthelittledaletowardsme,soIsprangup,andrantomyraimentandcastthemonmehastily,forIwasashamed;andwhenIsawthatitwasawoman,Ithoughtatfirstthatitwasmymistresscomingtoseekme;
andIthoughtwithinmyselfthatifshesmotemeIwouldbearitnomore,butletitbeseenwhichofthetwainwasthemightier。
ButIlookedagainandsawthatitwasnotshebutawomansmallerandolder。SoIstoodwhereIwasandabodehercoming,smilingandunafraid,andhalf-clad。
“ShedrewnearandIsawthatitwasanoldwomangreyhaired,uncomelyofraiment,butwithshiningbrighteyesinherwrinkledface。
Andshemadeanobeisancetomeandsaid:’IwaspassingthroughthislonelywildernessandIlookeddownintothelittlevalleyandsawthesegoatsthereandthelovelyladylyingnakedamongstthem,andIsaidIamtoooldtobeafraidofaught;forifshebeagoddesscomebackagainfromyoreagone,shecanbutmakeanendofapooroldcarline,agangrelbody,whohathnojoyofherlifenow。
Andifshebeofthedaughtersofmen,shewillbelikemethinkherofhermother,andbekindtomeforhersake,andgivemeapieceofbreadandadraughtofhergoats’milk。’