首页 >出版文学> The Well at the World’s End>第19章
  Orhastthouperchanceheardanyeviltalesconcerningher?”
  NowRalphwasconfusedathisword,andknewnotwhattosay;forthoughinhismindhehadbeenpiecingtogetherallthathehadheardoftheladybothforgoodandforevil,hehadnocleartaletotelleventohimself:
  soheanswerednothing。
  Butthepriestwenton:“Son,IshalltelltheethatsuchtalesIhaveheard,butfromwhosemouthforsooth?Iwilltellthee;
  fromasortofidlejades,youngwomenwhowouldbethoughtfairerthantheybe,whoareafraidofeverythingsaveanakedman,andwhocanlieeasierthantheycansaytheirpaternoster:
  fromsuchasthesecomethestories;orfromoldcroneswholiveinsourangerwiththemselvesandallelse,becausetheyhavelivednogoodlylifeintheiryouth,andhavenotlearnedthelovelinessofholychurch。Now,son,shallthetalesofsuchwomen,oldandyoung,weighinthymindbesidethewordItelltheeofwhatI
  haveseenandknowconcerningthismostexcellentofladies?
  Itrownot。AndformypartItellthee,thatthoughsheisverilyasfairasVenusGodsaveusyetissheaschasteasAgnes,aswiseasKatherine,andashumbleandmeekasDorothy。
  Shebestowethhergoodsplentifullytothechurch,andismercifultopoormentherewith;andsofarasoccasionmayservehersheisconstantattheHolyOffice;neitherdothshesparetoconfesshersins,andtodoallpenancewhichisbiddenher,yeaandmore。
  ForthoughIcannotsaytomyknowledgethatshewearethahair;
  yetonceandagainhaveIseenherwendingthiswoodlandtowardthechapelofherfriendSt。Anthonybynightandcloud,sothatfewmightseeher,obedienttotheScripturewhichsayeth,’Letnotthyrighthandknowwhatthylefthanddoeth,’andshebarefootinhersmockamidsttheruggedwood,andsoarrayedfairerthananyqueeninagoldengown。Yea,asfairasthewoodwivesoftheancientheathen。”
  Therewiththeprieststayedhiswords,andseemedasifhewerefallenintoadream;andhesighedheavily。
  ButRalphwalkedonbyhisbridle-reindreamynoless;
  forthewordsthathehadheardheheedednot,saveastheymadepicturesforhimofthewaysofthatwomanoftheforest。
  Sotheywentonsoberlytillthepriestlifteduphisheadandlookedaboutlikeonecomeoutofslumber,andsaidinafirmvoice:
  “Itellthee,myson,thatthoumayestsetthyloveuponherwithoutsin。”Andtherewithsuddenlyhefella-weeping;
  andRalphwasillateaseofhisweeping,andwentalongbyhimsayingnought;tillthepriestpluckedupheartagain,andsaid,turningtoRalph,butnotmeetinghiseye:
  “Myson,Iweepbecausemenandwomenaresoevil,andmis-sayeachothersosorely,evenastheydobythisholywoman。”
  Ashespakehistearsbrakeoutagain,andRalphstrodeonfast,soastooutgohim,thinkingitunmannerlytoseemasifhenotednothissorrow;yetwithalunabletosayaughttohimthereof。
  Moreoveritirkedhimtohearagrownmanweepingforgrief,eventhoughitwerebutapriest。
  Withinawhilethepriestcaughtupwithhim,histearsallstaunched,andfelltotalkwithhimcheerfullyconcerningthewood,andtheLittleLandandthedwellersthereinandtheconditionsofthem,andhepraisedthemmuch,savethewomen。
  Ralphansweredhimwithgoodcheerinlikewise;andthustheycametothecotoftheoldwoman,andbothsheandthemaidenwerewithoutthehouse,theoldcarlinehitheringandthitheringonsomeerrand,themaidenleaningagainstatreeasifponderingsomematter。
  Astheypassedby,thepriestblessedtheminwords,buthiseyesscowledonthem,whereatthecarlinegrinned,butthedamselheededhimnot,butlookedwistfullyonRalph。
  Thepriestmutteredsomewhatashepassed,whichRalphcaughtnotthemeaningof,andfellmoodyagain;
  andwhenhewasalittlepastthefordhedrewreinandsaid:
  “Now,son,Imusttomycellhardbythechurchyonder:
  butyetIwillsayonewordtotheeerewesunder;towit,thattomymindtheHolyLadywilllovenoonebutthesaintsofheaven,saveitbesomemanwithwhomallwomenareinlove。”
  Therewithheturnedawaysuddenly,androdesmartlytowardshischurch;andRalphdeemedthathewasweepingoncemore。
  AsforRalph,hewentquietlyhometowardthecastle,forthesunwassettingnow,andashewentheponderedallthesethingsinhisheart。
  RalphWearethAwayThreeDaysUneasilyHereadagaininthebookthatnight,tillhehadgottenthewholetaleintohishead,andhespeciallynotedthisofit,thatittoldnotwhencethatLadycame,norwhatshewas,noraughtelsesavethatthereshewasinthewoodbyherself,andwasfoundthereinbytheking’sson:
  neithertoldthetaleinwhatyearoftheworldshewasfoundthere,thoughittoldconcerningallthewarandmiserieswhichshehadbred,andwhichlongendured。Again,hecouldnotgatherfromthatbookwhyshehadgonebacktotheloneplaceinthewoods,whereasshemighthaveweddedoneofthosewarringbaronswhosorelydesiredher:
  norwhyshehadyieldedherselftothewitchofthatplaceandenduredwithpatienceherthralldom,withstripesandtormentsofherbody,liketheworstofthethrallsoftheancientheathenmen。
  Lastly,hemightnotlearnfromthebookwhereintheworldwasthatloneplace,oraughtoftheroadtotheWellattheWorld’sEnd。
  Butamidstallhisthinkinghisheartcamebacktothis:
  “WhenImeether,shewilltellmeofitall;Ineedbenowiserthantolearnhowtomeetherandtomakeherloveme;thenshallsheshowmethewaytotheWellattheWorld’sEnd,andIshalldrinkthereofandnevergrowold,evenassheendurethinyouth,andsheshalllovemeforever,andIherforever。”
  Sohethought;butyetamidstthesehappythoughtscameinthisevilone,thatwhereasallthemen-folkspokewellofherandworshippedher,thewomen-folkfearedherorhatedher;eventothelecherousoldwomanwhohadpraisedthebeautyofherbodyforhistorment。
  Sohethoughttillhisheadgrewheavy,andhewentandlaydowninhisbedandslept,anddreamedofthedaysofUpmead;
  andthingsforgotteninhiswakingtimecamebetweenhimandanymemoriesofhispresentlongingandthedaysthereof。
  Heawokeandarosebetimesinthemorning,andwhenhehadbreakfastedhebadethecarlinebringhimhisweapons。“Wiltthouagaintothewood?”saidshe。
  “Didstthounotbidmefarethitheryesterday?”saidhe。“Yea。”shesaid;
  “butto-dayIfearlestthoudepartandcomenotback。”Helaughedandsaid:
  “Seestthounot,mother,thatIgoafoot,andIinhauberkandhelm?
  Icannotrunfarorfastfromthee。Also“andherehebrokeoffhisspeechalittle“whereshouldIbebuthere?”
  “Ah。”shesaid,“butwhoknowswhatmayhappen?”Neverthelessshewentandfetchedhiswar-gearandlookedathimfondlyashediditon,andwenthiswaysfromthehall。
  Nowheenteredthewoodmoretothesouththanhehaddoneyesterday,andwentsoftlyasbefore,andstillwasheturningoverinhismindthethoughtsoflastnight,andevertheycameback。“MightIbutseeher!
  Wouldshebutloveme!OforadraughtoftheWellattheWorld’sEnd,thatthelovemightlastlongandlong!”
  Sohewentonawhilebetwixtthetreesandthethickets,tillitwasalittlepastnoon。Butallonasuddenapanicfeartookhim,lestsheshouldindeedcometothecastlewhilehewasaway,andnotfindinghim,departagain,whoknowswhither;andwhenthisthoughtcameuponhim,hecriedaloud,andhastenedathisswiftestbackagaintothecastle,andcametherebreathlessandwearied,andrantotheoldwoman,andcriedouttoher;“Isshecome?isshecome?”
  Thecarlinelaughedandsaid,“Nay,sheisnot,butthouartcome:
  praisebetothesaints!Butwhataileththee?Nay,fearnot,sheshallcomeatlast。”
  ThengrewRalphshamefacedandturnedawayfromher,andmiscalledhimselfforafoolandadastardthatcouldnotabidethepleasureofhisladyattheveryplacewheretoshehadletleadhim。
  Soheworethroughtheremnantofthedayhowsohemight,withoutgoingout-adoorsagain;andthecarlinecameandspakewithhim;butwhateverheaskedheraboutthelady,shewouldnottellaughtofanyimport,soherefrainedhimfromthattalk,andmadeashowofhearkeningwhenshespakeofothermatters;
  astalesconcerningthefolkoftheland,andtheFathersoftheThorn,andsoforth。
  Onthenextmorninghearoseandsaidtohimself,thatwhateverbetid,hewouldbideinthecastleandthePlainofAbundancetilltheladycame;
  andhewentamongstthehaymakingfolkinthemorningandatehisdinnerwiththem,andstrovetobeofgoodcheer,andbelikethecarlesandqueensthoughthimmerrycompany;buthewasnowwearyinghisheartwithlonging,andmightnotabideanygreatwhileinoneplace;sowhen,dinnerover,theyturnedtotheirworkagain,hewentbacktotheCastle,andreadinthatbook,andlookedatthepicturesthereof,andkeptturninghiswonderandhopeandfearoverandoveragaininhismind,andmakingtohimselfstoriesofhowheshouldmeettheLadyandwhatshewouldsaytohim,andhowheshouldanswerher,tillatlastthenightcame,andhewenttohisbed,andsleptfortheverywearinessofhislonging。
  Whenthenewdaycamehearoseandwentintothehall,andfoundthecarlinethere,whosaidtohim,“Fairsir,willthoutothewoodagainto-day?”“Nay。”saidRalph,“Imustnot,Idarenot。”
  “Well。”shesaid,“thoumayestifthouwilt;whyshouldstthounotgo?”
  SaidRalph,reddeningandstammering:“BecauseIfearto;
  thricehaveIbeenawaylongfromthecastleandallhasgonewell;
  butthefourthtimeshewillcomeandfindmegone。”
  Thecarlinelaughed:“Well。”shesaid,“Ishallbehereifthougoest;
  forIpromisetheenottostiroutofthehousewhilesthouartaway。”
  SaidRalph:“Nay,Iwillabidehere。”“Yea。”shesaid,“Isee:
  thoutrustestmenot。Well,nomatter;andto-dayitwillbehandyifthouabidest。ForIhaveanerrandtomybrotherintheflesh,whoisoneofthebrethrenoftheThornoveryonder。Ifthouwiltgivemeleave,itwillbetomypleasureandgain。”
  Ralphwasgladwhenheheardthis,deemingthatifshelefthimalonethere,hewouldbethelesstemptedtostrayintothewoodagain。
  Besides,hedeemedthattheLadymightcomethatdaywhenhewasaloneintheCastle,andthathimseemedwouldmakethemeetingsweeteryet。
  Soheyea-saidthecarline’saskingjoyously,andinanhour’stimeshewentherwaysandlefthimalonethere。
  Ralphsaidtohimself,whenhesawherdepart,thathewouldhavethemorejoyinthecastleofhisLadyifhewerealone,andwouldwearawaythedayinbetterpatiencetherefor。
  Butinsooththehoursofthatdaywereworsetowearthananydaytherehadyetbeen。Hewentnotwithoutthehouseatallthatday,forhedeemedthatthefolkabroadwouldnoteofhimthathewassochangedandrestless。
  Whileshereadinthatbook,orturnedtheleavesover,notreadingit;whileshewentintotheChamberofEstate,andporedoverthewovenpicturestherewhereintheLadywasfigured。
  Whileshewanderedfromchambertochamber,notknowingwhattodo。
  Atlast,alittleafterdark,backcomesthecarlineagain,andhemetheratthedoorofthehall,forhewaswearyofhisowncompany,andtheceaselessturningoverandoverofthesamethoughts。
  Asforher,shewassojoyousofhimthatshefairlythrewherarmsabouthimandkissedandclippedhim,asthoughshehadbeenhisverymother。
  Whereofhehadsomeshame,butnotmuch,forhedeemedthathergoodwilltohimwasabundant,whichindeeditwas。
  Nowshelooksonhimandsays:“Trulyitdoesmyheartgoodtoseethee:
  butthoupoorboy,thouartwearingthyselfwiththylonging,andthydoubting,andifthouwiltdoaftermyrede,thouwiltcertainlygointothewoodto-morrowandseewhatmaybefall;
  andindeedandinsooththouwiltleavebehindtheeatrustyfriend。”
  Helookedonherkindly,andsmiled,andsaid,“Insooth,mother,Ideemthouartbutright;thoughitbehardformetoleavethishouse,towhichinawaymyLadyhathbiddenme。
  YetIwilldothybiddingherein。”Shethankedhim,andhewenttohisbedandslept;fornowthathehadmadeuphismindtogo,hewassomewhatmoreatrest。