UptothistimeTheobald’smannerhadbeenstudiouslycalm,andhiswordshadbeenutteredslowly,butherehesuddenlyquickenedandflungoffthemaskasheaddedthewords,“orsomesuchcockandbullstory,whichyourmotherandIweretootruthfultodisbelieve。
Youcanguesswhatmustbeourfeelingsnow。”
Ernestfeltthatthislasthome-thrustwasjust。Inhislessanxiousmomentshehadthoughthispapaandmamma“green“forthereadinesswithwhichtheybelievedhim,buthecouldnotdenythattheircredulitywasaproofoftheirhabitualtruthfulnessofmind。
Incommonjusticehemustownthatitwasverydreadfulfortwosuchtruthfulpeopletohaveasonasuntruthfulasheknewhimselftobe。
“BelievingthatasonofyourmotherandmyselfwouldbeincapableoffalsehoodIatonceassumedthatsometramphadpickedthewatchupandwasnowtryingtodisposeofit。”
Thistothebestofmybeliefwasnotaccurate。Theobald’sfirstassumptionhadbeenthatitwasErnestwhowastryingtosellthewatch,anditwasaninspirationofthemomenttosaythathismagnanimousmindhadatonceconceivedtheideaofatramp。
“YoumayimaginehowshockedIwaswhenIdiscoveredthatthewatchhadbeenbroughtforsalebythatmiserablewomanEllen“——hereErnest’shearthardenedalittle,andhefeltasnearanapproachtoaninstincttoturnasonesodefencelesscouldbeexpectedtofeel;
hisfatherquicklyperceivedthisandcontinued,“whowasturnedoutofthishouseincircumstanceswhichIwillnotpolluteyourearsbymoreparticularlydescribing。
“Iputasidethehorridconvictionwhichwasbeginningtodawnuponme,andassumedthatintheintervalbetweenherdismissalandherleavingthishouse,shehadaddedthefttoherothersin,andhavingfoundyourwatchinyourbedroomhadpurloinedit。Itevenoccurredtomethatyoumighthavemissedyourwatchafterthewomanwasgone,and,suspectingwhohadtakenit,hadrunafterthecarriageinordertorecoverit;butwhenItoldtheshopmanofmysuspicionsheassuredmethatthepersonwholeftitwithhimhaddeclaredmostsolemnlythatithadbeengivenherbyhermaster’sson,whosepropertyitwas,andwhohadaperfectrighttodisposeofit。
“Hetoldmefurtherthat,thinkingthecircumstancesinwhichthewatchwasofferedforsalesomewhatsuspicious,hehadinsisteduponthewoman’stellinghimthewholestoryofhowshecamebyit,beforehewouldconsenttobuyitofher。
“Hesaidthatatfirst——aswomenofthatstampinvariablydo——shetriedprevarication,butonbeingthreatenedthatsheshouldatoncebegivenintocustodyifshedidnottellthewholetruth,shedescribedthewayinwhichyouhadrunafterthecarriage,tillasshesaidyouwereblackintheface,andinsistedongivingherallyourpocketmoney,yourknifeandyourwatch。SheaddedthatmycoachmanJohn——whomIshallinstantlydischarge——waswitnesstothewholetransaction。Now,Ernest,bepleasedtotellmewhetherthisappallingstoryistrueorfalse?”
ItneveroccurredtoErnesttoaskhisfatherwhyhedidnothitamanhisownsize,ortostophimmidwayinthestorywitharemonstranceagainstbeingkickedwhenhewasdown。Theboywastoomuchshockedandshakentobeinventive;hecouldonlydriftandstammeroutthatthetalewastrue。
“SoIfeared。”saidTheobald,“andnow,Ernest,begoodenoughtoringthebell。”
Whenthebellhadbeenanswered,TheobalddesiredthatJohnshouldbesentfor,andwhenJohncameTheobaldcalculatedthewagesduetohimanddesiredhimatoncetoleavethehouse。
John’smannerwasquietandrespectful。Hetookhisdismissalasamatterofcourse,forTheobaldhadhintedenoughtomakehimunderstandwhyhewasbeingdischarged,butwhenhesawErnestsittingpaleandawe-struckontheedgeofhischairagainstthedining-roomwall,asuddenthoughtseemedtostrikehim,andturningtoTheobaldhesaidinabroadnorthernaccentwhichIwillnotattempttoreproduce:
“Lookhere,master,Icanguesswhatallthisisabout——nowbeforeI
goesIwanttohaveawordwithyou。”
“Ernest。”saidTheobald,“leavetheroom。”
“No,MasterErnest,youshan’t。”saidJohn,plantinghimselfagainstthedoor。“Now,master。”hecontinued,“youmaydoasyoupleaseaboutme。I’vebeenagoodservanttoyou,andIdon’tmeantosayasyou’vebeenabadmastertome,butIdosaythatifyoubearhardlyonMasterErnesthereIhavethoseinthevillageas’llhearon’tandletmeknow;andifIdohearon’tI’llcomebackandbreakeveryboneinyourskin,sothere!”
John’sbreathcameandwentquickly,asthoughhewouldhavebeenwellenoughpleasedtobeginthebone-breakingbusinessatonce。
Theobaldturnedofanashencolour——not,asheexplainedafterwards,attheidlethreatsofadetectedandangryruffian,butatsuchatrociousinsolencefromoneofhisownservants。
“IshallleaveMasterErnest,John。”herejoinedproudly,“tothereproachesofhisownconscience。”“ThankGodandthankJohn。”
thoughtErnest。“Asforyourself,Iadmitthatyouhavebeenanexcellentservantuntilthisunfortunatebusinesscameon,andI
shallhavemuchpleasureingivingyouacharacterifyouwantone。
Haveyouanythingmoretosay?”
“NomorenorwhatIhavesaid。”saidJohnsullenly,“butwhatI’vesaidImeansandI’llstickto——characterornocharacter。”
“Oh,youneednotbeafraidaboutyourcharacter,John。”saidTheobaldkindly,“andasitisgettinglate,therecanbenooccasionforyoutoleavethehousebeforeto-morrowmorning。”
TothistherewasnoreplyfromJohn,whoretired,packeduphisthings,andleftthehouseatonce。
WhenChristinaheardwhathadhappenedshesaidshecouldcondoneallexceptthatTheobaldshouldhavebeensubjectedtosuchinsolencefromoneofhisownservantsthroughthemisconductofhisson。Theobaldwasthebravestmaninthewholeworld,andcouldeasilyhavecollaredthewretchandturnedhimoutoftheroom,buthowfarmoredignified,howfarnoblerhadbeenhisreply!Howitwouldtellinanoveloruponthestage,forthoughthestageasawholewasimmoral,yetthereweredoubtlesssomeplayswhichwereimprovingspectacles。ShecouldfancythewholehousehushedwithexcitementathearingJohn’smenace,andhardlybreathingbyreasonoftheirinterestandexpectationofthecominganswer。Thentheactor——probablythegreatandgoodMrMacready——wouldsay,“IshallleaveMasterErnest,John,tothereproachesofhisownconscience。”
Oh,itwassublime!Whataroarofapplausemustfollow!Thensheshouldenterherself,andflingherarmsaboutherhusband’sneck,andcallhimherlion-heartedhusband。Whenthecurtaindropped,itwouldbebuzzedaboutthehousethatthescenejustwitnessedhadbeendrawnfromreallife,andhadactuallyoccurredinthehouseholdoftheRev。TheobaldPontifex,whohadmarriedaMissAllaby,etc。,etc。
AsregardsErnestthesuspicionswhichhadalreadycrossedhermindweredeepened,butshethoughtitbettertoleavethematterwhereitwas。Atpresentshewasinaverystrongposition。Ernest’sofficialpuritywasfirmlyestablished,butatthesametimehehadshownhimselfsosusceptiblethatshewasabletofusetwocontradictoryimpressionsconcerninghimintoasingleidea,andconsiderhimasakindofJosephandDonJuaninone。Thiswaswhatshehadwantedallalong,buthervanitybeinggratifiedbythepossessionofsuchason,therewasanendofit;thesonhimselfwasnaught。
NodoubtifJohnhadnotinterfered,Ernestwouldhavehadtoexpiatehisoffencewithache,penuryandimprisonment。Asitwastheboywas“toconsiderhimself“asundergoingthesepunishments,andassufferingpangsofunavailingremorseinflictedonhimbyhisconscienceintothebargain;butbeyondthefactthatTheobaldkepthimmorecloselytohisholidaytask,andthecontinuedcoldnessofhisparents,noostensiblepunishmentwasmetedouttohim。Ernest,however,tellsmethathelooksbackuponthisasthetimewhenhebegantoknowthathehadacordialandactivedislikeforbothhisparents,whichIsupposemeansthathewasnowbeginningtobeawarethathewasreachingman’sestate。
Aboutaweekbeforehewentbacktoschoolhisfatheragainsentforhimintothedining-room,andtoldhimthatheshouldrestorehimhiswatch,butthatheshoulddeductthesumhehadpaidforit——forhehadthoughtitbettertopayafewshillingsratherthandisputetheownershipofthewatch,seeingthatErnesthadundoubtedlygivenittoEllen——fromhispocketmoney,inpaymentswhichshouldextendovertwohalfyears。HewouldthereforehavetogobacktoRoughboroughthishalfyearwithonlyfiveshillings’pocketmoney。
Ifhewantedmorehemustearnmoremeritmoney。
Ernestwasnotsocarefulaboutmoneyasapatternboyshouldbe。
Hedidnotsaytohimself,“NowIhavegotasovereignwhichmustlastmefifteenweeks,thereforeImayspendexactlyoneshillingandfourpenceineachweek“——andspendexactlyoneandfourpenceineachweekaccordingly。Heranthroughhismoneyataboutthesamerateasotherboysdid,beingprettywellcleanedoutafewdaysafterhehadgotbacktoschool。Whenhehadnomoremoney,hegotalittleintodebt,andwhenasfarindebtashecouldseehiswaytorepaying,hewentwithoutluxuries。Immediatelyhegotanymoneyhewouldpayhisdebts;iftherewasanyoverhewouldspendit;iftherewasnot——andthereseldomwas——hewouldbegintogoontickagain。
Hisfinancewasalwaysbaseduponthesuppositionthatheshouldgobacktoschoolwith1poundsinhispocket——ofwhichheowedsayamatteroffifteenshillings。Therewouldbefiveshillingsforsundryschoolsubscriptions——butwhenthesewerepaidtheweeklyallowanceofsixpencegiventoeachboyinhall,hismeritmoneywhichthishalfhewasresolvedshouldcometoagoodsumandrenewedcredit,wouldcarryhimthroughthehalf。
Thesuddenfailureof15/-wasdisastroustomyhero’sschemeoffinance。HisfacebetrayedhisemotionssoclearlythatTheobaldsaidhewasdetermined“tolearnthetruthatonce,andTHISTIME
withoutdaysanddaysoffalsehood“beforehereachedit。Themelancholyfactwasnotlongincomingout,namely,thatthewretchedErnestaddeddebttothevicesofidleness,falsehoodandpossibly——foritwasnotimpossible——immorality。
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