首页 >出版文学> Anne’s House of Dreams>第8章
  MissCorneliasighed。GilberthadgonedownandLeslie,whohadbeencrooningoverthesmallJamesMatthewinthedormerwindow,laidhimasleepinhisbasketandwentherway。Assoonasshewassafelyoutofearshot,MissCorneliabentforwardandsaidinaconspirator’swhisper:
  "Anne,dearie,I’daletterfromOwenFordyesterday。
  He’sinVancouverjustnow,buthewantstoknowifI
  canboardhimforamonthlateron。YOUknowwhatthatmeans。Well,Ihopewe’redoingright。"
  "We’venothingtodowithit——wecouldn’tpreventhimfromcomingtoFourWindsifhewantedto,"saidAnnequickly。Shedidnotlikethefeelingofmatch-makingMissCornelia’swhispersgaveher;andthensheweaklysuccumbedherself。
  "Don’tletLeslieknowheiscominguntilheishere,"
  shesaid。"IfshefoundoutIfeelsureshewouldgoawayatonce。Sheintendstogointhefallanyhow——shetoldmesotheotherday。SheisgoingtoMontrealtotakeupnursingandmakewhatshecanofherlife。"
  "Oh,well,Anne,dearie,"saidMissCornelia,noddingsagely"thatisallasitmaybe。YouandIhavedoneourpartandwemustleavetheresttoHigherHands。"
  CHAPTER35
  POLITICSATFOURWINDS
  Whenannecamedownstairsagain,theIsland,aswellasallCanada,wasinthethroesofacampaignprecedingageneralelection。Gilbert,whowasanardentConservative,foundhimselfcaughtinthevortex,beingmuchindemandforspeech-makingatthevariouscountyrallies。MissCorneliadidnotapproveofhismixingupinpoliticsandtoldAnneso。
  "Dr。Daveneverdidit。Dr。Blythewillfindheismakingamistake,believeME。Politicsissomethingnodecentmanshouldmeddlewith。"
  "Isthegovernmentofthecountrytobeleftsolelytotheroguesthen?"askedAnne。
  "Yes——solongasit’sConservativerogues,"saidMissCornelia,marchingoffwiththehonorsofwar。"Menandpoliticiansarealltarredwiththesamebrush。
  TheGritshaveitlaidonthickerthantheConservatives,that’sall——CONSIDERABLYthicker。ButGritorTory,myadvicetoDr。Blytheistosteerclearofpolitics。Firstthingyouknow,he’llberunninganelectionhimself,andgoingofftoOttawaforhalftheyearandleavinghispracticetogotothedogs。"
  "Ah,well,let’snotborrowtrouble,"saidAnne。"Therateofinterestistoohigh。Instead,let’slookatLittleJem。ItshouldbespelledwithaG。Isn’theperfectlybeautiful?Justseethedimplesinhiselbows。We’llbringhimuptobeagoodConservative,youandI,MissCornelia。"
  "Bringhimuptobeagoodman,"saidMissCornelia。
  "They’rescarceandvaluable;though,mindyou,I
  wouldn’tliketoseehimaGrit。Asfortheelection,youandImaybethankfulwedon’tliveoverharbor。
  Theairthereisbluethesedays。EveryElliottandCrawfordandMacAllisterisonthewarpath,loadedforbear。Thissideispeacefulandcalm,seeingthere’ssofewmen。CaptainJim’saGrit,butit’smyopinionhe’sashamedofit,forhenevertalkspolitics。Thereisn’tanyearthlydoubtthattheConservativeswillbereturnedwithabigmajorityagain。"
  MissCorneliawasmistaken。OnthemorningaftertheelectionCaptainJimdroppedinatthelittlehousetotellthenews。Sovirulentisthemicrobeofpartypolitics,eveninapeaceableoldman,thatCaptainJim’scheekswereflushedandhiseyeswereflashingwithallhisold-timefire。
  "MistressBlythe,theLiberalsareinwithasweepingmajority。AftereighteenyearsofTorymismanagementthisdown-troddencountryisgoingtohaveachanceatlast。"
  "Ineverheardyoumakesuchabitterpartisanspeechbefore,CaptainJim。Ididn’tthinkyouhadsomuchpoliticalvenominyou,"laughedAnne,whowasnotmuchexcitedoverthetidings。LittleJemhadsaid"Wow-ga"thatmorning。Whatwereprincipalitiesandpowers,theriseandfallofdynasties,theoverthrowofGritorTory,comparedwiththatmiraculousoccurrence?
  "It’sbeenaccumulatingforalongwhile,"saidCaptainJim,withadeprecatingsmile。"IthoughtI
  wasonlyamoderateGrit,butwhenthenewscamethatwewereinIfoundouthowGrittyIreallywas。"
  "YouknowthedoctorandIareConservatives。"
  "Ah,well,it’stheonlybadthingIknowofeitherofyou,MistressBlythe。CorneliaisaTory,too。I
  calledinonmywayfromtheGlentotellherthenews。"
  "Didn’tyouknowyoutookyourlifeinyourhands?"
  "Yes,butIcouldn’tresistthetemptation。"
  "Howdidshetakeit?"
  "Comparativelycalm,MistressBlythe,comparativelycalm。Shesays,saysshe,`Well,Providencesendsseasonsofhumiliationtoacountry,sameastoindividuals。YouGritshavebeencoldandhungryformanyayear。Makehastetogetwarmedandfed,foryouwon’tbeinlong。’`Well,nowCornelia,’Isays,`mebbeProvidencethinksCanadaneedsareallongspellofhumiliation。’Ah,Susan,haveYOUheardthenews?
  TheLiberalsarein。"
  Susanhadjustcomeinfromthekitchen,attendedbytheodorofdelectabledisheswhichalwaysseemedtohoveraroundher。
  "Now,arethey?"shesaid,withbeautifulunconcern。
  "Well,InevercouldseebutthatmybreadrosejustaslightwhenGritswereinaswhentheywerenot。Andifanyparty,Mrs。Doctor,dear,willmakeitrainbeforetheweekisout,andsaveourkitchengardenfromentireruination,thatisthepartySusanwillvotefor。Inthemeantime,willyoujuststepoutandgivemeyouropiniononthemeatfordinner?Iamfearingthatitisverytough,andIthinkthatwehadbetterchangeourbutcheraswellasourgovernment。"
  Oneevening,aweeklater,AnnewalkeddowntothePoint,toseeifshecouldgetsomefreshfishfromCaptainJim,leavingLittleJemforthefirsttime。Itwasquiteatragedy。Supposehecried?SupposeSusandidnotknowjustexactlywhattodoforhim?Susanwascalmandserene。
  "Ihavehadasmuchexperiencewithhimasyou,Mrs。
  Doctor,dear,haveInot?"
  "Yes,withhim——butnotwithotherbabies。Why,I
  lookedafterthreepairsoftwins,whenIwasachild,Susan。Whentheycried,Igavethempeppermintorcastoroilquitecoolly。It’squitecuriousnowtorecallhowlightlyItookallthosebabiesandtheirwoes。"
  "Oh,well,ifLittleJemcries,Iwilljustclapahotwaterbagonhislittlestomach,"saidSusan。
  "Nottoohot,youknow,"saidAnneanxiously。Oh,wasitreallywisetogo?
  "Donotyoufret,Mrs。Doctor,dear。Susanisnotthewomantoburnaweeman。Blesshim,hehasnonotionofcrying。"
  AnnetoreherselfawayfinallyandenjoyedherwalktothePointafterall,throughthelongshadowsofthesun-setting。CaptainJimwasnotinthelivingroomofthelighthouse,butanothermanwas——ahandsome,middle-agedman,withastrong,clean-shavenchin,whowasunknowntoAnne。Nevertheless,whenshesatdown,hebegantotalktoherwithalltheassuranceofanoldacquaintance。Therewasnothingamissinwhathesaidorthewayhesaidit,butAnneratherresentedsuchacooltaking-for-grantedinacompletestranger。
  Herreplieswerefrosty,andasfewasdecencyrequired。Nothingdaunted,hercompaniontalkedonforseveralminutes,thenexcusedhimselfandwentaway。
  Annecouldhavesworntherewasatwinkleinhiseyeanditannoyedher。Whowasthecreature?Therewassomethingvaguelyfamiliarabouthimbutshewascertainshehadneverseenhimbefore。
  "CaptainJim,whowasthatwhojustwentout?"sheasked,asCaptainJimcamein。
  "MarshallElliott,"answeredthecaptain。
  "MarshallElliott!"criedAnne。"Oh,CaptainJim——itwasn’t——yes,itWAShisvoice——oh,CaptainJim,I
  didn’tknowhim——andIwasquiteinsultingtohim!WHY
  didn’thetellme?HemusthaveseenIdidn’tknowhim。"
  "Hewouldn’tsayawordaboutit——he’djustenjoythejoke。Don’tworryoversnubbinghim——he’llthinkitfun。Yes,Marshall’sshavedoffhisbeardatlastandcuthishair。Hispartyisin,youknow。Ididn’tknowhimmyselffirsttimeIsawhim。HewasupinCarterFlagg’sstoreattheGlenthenightafterelectionday,alongwithacrowdofothers,waitingforthenews。Abouttwelvethe’phonecamethrough——theLiberalswerein。Marshalljustgotupandwalkedout——hedidn’tcheerorshout——helefttheotherstodothat,andtheynearlyliftedtheroofoffCarter’sstore,Ireckon。Ofcourse,alltheTorieswereoverinRaymondRussell’sstore。NotmuchcheeringTHERE。
  MarshallwentstraightdownthestreettothesidedoorofAugustusPalmer’sbarbershop。Augustuswasinbedasleep,butMarhallhammeredonthedooruntilhegotupandcomedown,wantingtoknowwhatalltheracketwasabout。
  "Comeintoyourshopanddothebestjobyoueverdidinyourlife,Gus,’saidMarshall。`TheLiberalsareinandyou’regoingtobarberagoodGritbeforethesunrises。’
  "Guswasmadashops——partlybecausehe’dbeendraggedoutofbed,butmorebecausehe’saTory。Hevowedhewouldn’tshaveanymanaftertwelveatnight。
  "`You’lldowhatIwantyoutodo,sonny,’saidMarshall,`orI’lljestturnyouovermykneeandgiveyouoneofthosespankingsyourmotherforgot。’
  "He’dhavedoneit,too,andGusknewit,forMarshallisasstrongasanoxandGusisonlyamidgetofaman。SohegaveinandtowedMarshallintotheshopandwenttowork。`Now,’sayshe,`I’llbarberyouup,butifyousayonewordtomeabouttheGritsgettinginwhileI’mdoingitI’llcutyourthroatwiththisrazor,’sayshe。Youwouldn’thavethoughtmildlittleGuscouldbesobloodthirsty,wouldyou?Showswhatpartypoliticswilldoforaman。Marshallkeptquietandgothishairandbearddisposedofandwenthome。
  Whenhisoldhousekeeperheardhimcomeupstairsshepeekedoutofherbedroomdoortoseewhether’twashimorthehiredboy。Andwhenshesawastrangemanstridingdownthehallwithacandleinhishandshescreamedbluemurderandfainteddeadaway。Theyhadtosendforthedoctorbeforetheycouldbringherto,anditwasseveraldaysbeforeshecouldlookatMarshallwithoutshakingallover。"
  CaptainJimhadnofish。Heseldomwentoutinhisboatthatsummer,andhislongtrampingexpeditionswereover。Hespentagreatdealofhistimesittingbyhisseawardwindow,lookingoutoverthegulf,withhisswiftly-whiteningheadleaningonhishand。Hesattheretonightformanysilentminutes,keepingsometrystwiththepastwhichAnnewouldnotdisturb。
  PresentlyhepointedtotheirisoftheWest:
  "That’sbeautiful,isn’t,it,MistressBlythe?ButI
  wishyoucouldhaveseenthesunrisethismorning。Itwasawonderfulthing——wonderful。I’veseenallkindsofsunrisescomeoverthatgulf。I’vebeenallovertheworld,MistressBlythe,andtakeitallinall,I’veneverseenafinersightthanasummersunriseoverthegulf。Amancan’tpickhistimefordying,MistressBlythe——jestgottogowhentheGreatCaptaingivesHissailingorders。ButifIcouldI’dgooutwhenthemorningcomesacrossthatwater。I’vewatcheditmanyatimeandthoughtwhatathingitwouldbetopassoutthroughthatgreatwhiteglorytowhateverwaswaitingbeyant,onaseathatain’tmappedoutonanyairthlychart。Ithink,MistressBlythe,thatI’dfindlostMargaretthere。"
  CaptainJimhadoftentalkedtoAnneoflostMargaretsincehehadtoldhertheoldstory。Hisloveforhertrembledineverytone——thatlovethathadnevergrownfaintorforgetful。
  "Anyway,IhopewhenmytimecomesI’llgoquickandeasy。Idon’tthinkI’macoward,MistressBlythe——I’velookedanuglydeathinthefacemorethanoncewithoutblenching。Butthethoughtofalingeringdeathdoesgivemeaqueer,sickfeelingofhorror。"
  "Don’ttalkaboutleavingus,dear,DEARCaptain,Jim,"pleadedAnne,inachokedvoice,pattingtheoldbrownhand,oncesostrong,butnowgrownveryfeeble。
  "Whatwouldwedowithoutyou?"
  CaptainJimsmiledbeautifully。
  "Oh,you’dgetalongnicely——nicely——butyouwouldn’tforgettheoldmanaltogether,MistressBlythe——no,I
  don’tthinkyou’lleverquiteforgethim。TheraceofJosephalwaysremembersoneanother。Butit’llbeamemorythatwon’thurt——Iliketothinkthatmymemorywon’thurtmyfriends——it’llalwaysbekindofpleasanttothem,Ihopeandbelieve。Itwon’tbeverylongnowbeforelostMargaretcallsme,forthelasttime。I’llbeallreadytoanswer。Ijestspokeofthisbecausethere’salittlefavorIwanttoaskyou。Here’sthispooroldMateyofmine"——CaptainJimreachedoutahandandpokedthebig,warm,velvety,goldenballonthesofa。TheFirstMateuncoiledhimselflikeaspringwithanice,throaty,comfortablesound,halfpurr,halfmeow,stretchedhispawsinair,turnedoverandcoiledhimselfupagain。"HE’llmissmewhenI
  startontheV’yage。Ican’tbeartothinkofleavingthepoorcrittertostarve,likehewasleftbefore。
  IfanythinghappenstomewillyougiveMateyabiteandacorner,MistressBlythe?"
  "IndeedIwill。"
  "ThenthatisallIhadonmymind。YourLittleJemistohavethefewcuriousthingsIpickedup——I’veseentothat。AndnowIdon’tliketoseetearsinthoseprettyeyes,MistressBlythe。I’llmebbehangonforquiteaspellyet。Iheardyoureadingapieceofpoetryonedaylastwinter——oneofTennyson’spieces。
  I’dsorterliketohearitagain,ifyoucouldreciteitforme。"
  Softlyandclearly,whiletheseawindblewinonthem,AnnerepeatedthebeautifullinesofTennyson’swonderfulswansong——"CrossingtheBar。"Theoldcaptainkepttimegentlywithhissinewyhand。
  "Yes,yes,MistressBlythe,"hesaid,whenshehadfinished,"that’sit,that’sit。Hewasn’tasailor,youtellme——Idunnohowhecouldhaveputanoldsailor’sfeelingsintowordslikethat,ifhewasn’tone。Hedidn’twantany`sadnesso’farewells’andneitherdoI,MistressBlythe——forallwillbewellwithmeandminebeyantthebar。"
  CHAPTER36
  BEAUTYFORASHES
  "AnynewsfromGreenGables,Anne?"
  "Nothingveryespecial,"repliedAnne,foldingupMarilla’sletter。"JakeDonnellhasbeenthereshinglingtheroof。Heisafull-fledgedcarpenternow,soitseemshehashadhisownwayinregardtothechoiceofalife-work。Yourememberhismotherwantedhimtobeacollegeprofessor。IshallneverforgetthedayshecametotheschoolandratedmeforfailingtocallhimSt。Clair。"
  "Doesanyoneevercallhimthatnow?"
  "Evidentlynot。Itseemsthathehascompletelyliveditdown。Evenhismotherhassuccumbed。IalwaysthoughtthataboywithJake’schinandmouthwouldgethisownwayintheend。DianawritesmethatDorahasabeau。Justthinkofit——thatchild!"
  "Doraisseventeen,"saidGilbert。"CharlieSloaneandIwerebothmadaboutyouwhenyouwereseventeen,Anne。"
  "Really,Gilbert,wemustbegettingoninyears,"
  saidAnne,withahalf-ruefulsmile,"whenchildrenwhoweresixwhenwethoughtourselvesgrownupareoldenoughnowtohavebeaux。Dora’sisRalphAndrews——Jane’sbrother。Irememberhimasalittle,round,fat,white-headedfellowwhowasalwaysatthefootofhisclass。ButIunderstandheisquiteafine-lookingyoungmannow。"
  "Dorawillprobablymarryyoung。She’softhesametypeasCharlottatheFourth——she’llnevermissherfirstchanceforfearshemightnotgetanother。"
  "Well;ifshemarriesRalphIhopehewillbealittlemoreup-and-comingthanhisbrotherBilly,"musedAnne。
  "Forinstance,"saidGilbert,laughing,"letushopehewillbeabletoproposeonhisownaccount。Anne,wouldyouhavemarriedBillyifhehadaskedyouhimself,insteadofgettingJanetodoitforhim?"
  "Imighthave。"Annewentoffintoashriekoflaughterovertherecollectionofherfirstproposal。
  "Theshockofthewholethingmighthavehypnotizedmeintosomesuchrashandfoolishact。Letusbethankfulhediditbyproxy。"
  "IhadaletterfromGeorgeMooreyesterday,"saidLeslie,fromthecornerwhereshewasreading。
  "Oh,howishe?"askedAnneinterestedly,yetwithanunrealfeelingthatshewasinquiringaboutsomeonewhomshedidnotknow。
  "Heiswell,buthefindsitveryhardtoadapthimselftoallthechangesinhisoldhomeandfriends。Heisgoingtoseaagaininthespring。It’sinhisblood,hesays,andhelongsforit。Buthetoldmesomethingthatmademegladforhim,poorfellow。BeforehesailedontheFourSistershewasengagedtoagirlathome。HedidnottellmeanythingaboutherinMontreal,becausehesaidhesupposedshewouldhaveforgottenhimandmarriedsomeoneelselongago,andwithhim,yousee,hisengagementandlovewasstillathingofthepresent。Itwasprettyhardonhim,butwhenhegothomehefoundshehadnevermarriedandstillcaredforhim。Theyaretobemarriedthisfall。
  I’mgoingtoaskhimtobringheroverhereforalittletrip;hesayshewantstocomeandseetheplacewherehelivedsomanyyearswithoutknowingit。"
  "Whatanicelittleromance,"saidAnne,whoselovefortheromanticwasimmortal。"Andtothink,"sheaddedwithasighofself-reproach,"thatifIhadhadmywayGeorgeMoorewouldneverhavecomeupfromthegraveinwhichhisidentitywasburied。HowIdidfightagainstGilbert’ssuggestion!Well,Iampunished:IshallneverbeabletohaveadifferentopinionfromGilbert’sagain!IfItrytohave,hewillsquelchmebycastingGeorgeMoore’scaseuptome!"
  "Asifeventhatwouldsquelchawoman!"mockedGilbert。"Atleastdonotbecomemyecho,Anne。A
  littleoppositiongivesspicetolife。IdonotwantawifelikeJohnMacAllister’sovertheharbor。Nomatterwhathesays,sheatonceremarksinthatdrab,lifelesslittlevoiceofhers,`Thatisverytrue,John,dearme!’"
  AnneandLeslielaughed。Anne’slaughterwassilverandLeslie’sgolden,andthecombinationofthetwowasassatisfactoryasaperfectchordinmusic。
  Susan,cominginontheheelsofthelaughter,echoeditwitharesoundingsigh。
  "Why,Susan,whatisthematter?"askedGilbert。
  "There’snothingwrongwithlittleJem,isthere,Susan?"criedAnne,startingupinalarm。
  "No,no,calmyourself,Mrs。Doctor,dear。Somethinghashappened,though。Dearme,everythinghasgonecatawampuswithmethisweek。Ispoiledthebread,asyouknowtoowell——andIscorchedthedoctor’sbestshirtbosom——andIbrokeyourbigplatter。Andnow,onthetopofallthis,comeswordthatmysisterMatildahasbrokenherlegandwantsmetogoandstaywithherforaspell。"
  "Oh,I’mverysorry——sorrythatyoursisterhasmetwithsuchanaccident,Imean,"exclaimedAnne。
  "Ah,well,manwasmadetomourn,Mrs。Doctor,dear。
  ThatsoundsasifitoughttobeintheBible,buttheytellmeapersonnamedBurnswroteit。Andthereisnodoubtthatweareborntotroubleasthesparksflyupward。AsforMatilda,Idonotknowwhattothinkofher。Noneofourfamilyeverbroketheirlegsbefore。
  Butwhatevershehasdonesheisstillmysister,andI
  feelthatitismydutytogoandwaitonher,ifyoucansparemeforafewweeks,Mrs。Doctor,dear。"
  "Ofcourse,Susan,ofcourse。Icangetsomeonetohelpmewhileyouaregone。"
  "IfyoucannotIwillnotgo,Mrs。Doctor,dear,Matilda’slegtothecontrarynotwithstanding。Iwillnothaveyouworried,andthatblessedchildupsetinconsequence,foranynumberoflegs。"
  "Oh,youmustgotoyoursisteratonce,Susan。Icangetagirlfromthecove,whowilldoforatime。"
  "Anne,willyouletmecomeandstaywithyouwhileSusanisaway?"exclaimedLeslie。"Do!I’dloveto——anditwouldbeanactofcharityonyourpart。
  I’msohorriblylonelyoverthereinthatbigbarnofahouse。There’ssolittletodo——andatnightI’mworsethanlonely——I’mfrightenedandnervousinspiteoflockeddoors。Therewasatramparoundtwodaysago。"
  Annejoyfullyagreed,andnextdayLesliewasinstalledasaninmateofthelittlehouseofdreams。MissCorneliawarmlyapprovedofthearrangement。
  "ItseemsProvidential,"shetoldAnneinconfidence。
  "I’msorryforMatildaClow,butsinceshehadtobreakherlegitcouldn’thavehappenedatabettertime。
  LesliewillbeherewhileOwenFordisinFourWinds,andthoseoldcatsupattheGlenwon’tgetthechancetomeow,astheywouldifshewaslivingovertherealoneandOwengoingtoseeher。Theyaredoingenoughofitasitis,becauseshedoesn’tputonmourning。I
  saidtooneofthem,`IfyoumeansheshouldputonmourningforGeorgeMoore,itseemstomemorelikehisresurrectionthanhisfuneral;andifit’sDickyoumean,Iconfess_I_can’tseetheproprietyofgoingintoweedsforamanwhodiedthirteenyearsagoandgoodriddancethen!’AndwhenoldLouisaBaldwinremarkedtomethatshethoughtitverystrangethatLeslieshouldneverhavesuspecteditwasn’therownhusband_I_said,`YOUneversuspecteditwasn’tDickMoore,andyouwerenext-doorneighbortohimallhislife,andbynatureyou’retentimesassuspiciousasLeslie。’Butyoucan’tstopsomepeople’stongues,Anne,dearie,andI’mrealthankfulLesliewillbeunderyourroofwhileOweniscourtingher。"
  OwenFordcametothelittlehouseoneAugusteveningwhenLeslieandAnnewereabsorbedinworshippingthebaby。Hepausedattheopendoorofthelivingroom,unseenbythetwowithin,gazingwithgreedyeyesatthebeautifulpicture。Lesliesatonthefloorwiththebabyinherlap,makingecstaticdabsathisfatlittlehandsasheflutteredthemintheair。
  "Oh,youdear,beautiful,belovedbaby,"shemumbled,catchingoneweehandandcoveringitwithkisses。
  "Isn’thimzedarlingestittysing,"croonedAnne,hangingoverthearmofherchairadoringly。"Demittyweepadsarezeverytweetesthandiesinzewholebigworld,isn’tdey,youdarlingittyman。"
  Anne,inthemonthsbeforeLittleJem’scoming,hadporeddiligentlyoverseveralwisevolumes,andpinnedherfaithtooneinespecial,"SirOracleontheCareandTrainingofChildren。"SirOracleimploredparentsbyalltheyheldsacrednevertotalk"babytalk"totheirchildren。Infantsshouldinvariablybeaddressedinclassicallanguagefromthemomentoftheirbirth。SoshouldtheylearntospeakEnglishundefiledfromtheirearliestutterance。"How,"
  demandedSirOracle,"canamotherreasonablyexpectherchildtolearncorrectspeech,whenshecontinuallyaccustomsitsimpressionablegraymattertosuchabsurdexpressionsanddistortionsofournobletongueasthoughtlessmothersinflicteverydayonthehelplesscreaturescommittedtotheircare?Canachildwhoisconstantlycalled`tweetittyweesingie’everattaintoanyproperconceptionofhisownbeingandpossibilitiesanddestiny?"
  Annewasvastlyimpressedwiththis,andinformedGilbertthatshemeanttomakeitaninflexiblerulenever,underanycircumstances,totalk"babytalk"toherchildren。Gilbertagreedwithher,andtheymadeasolemncompactonthesubject——acompactwhichAnneshamelesslyviolatedtheveryfirstmomentLittleJemwaslaidinherarms。"Oh,thedarlingittyweesing!"shehadexclaimed。Andshehadcontinuedtoviolateiteversince。WhenGilbertteasedhershelaughedSirOracletoscorn。
  "Heneverhadanychildrenofhisown,Gilbert——Iampositivehehadn’torhewouldneverhavewrittensuchrubbish。Youjustcan’thelptalkingbabytalktoababy。Itcomesnatural——andit’sRIGHT。Itwouldbeinhumantotalktothosetiny,soft,velvetylittlecreaturesaswedotogreatbigboysandgirls。Babieswantloveandcuddlingandallthesweetbabytalktheycanget,andLittleJemisgoingtohaveit,blesshisdearittyheartums。"
  "Butyou’retheworstIeverheard,Anne,"protestedGilbert,who,notbeingamotherbutonlyafather,wasnotwhollyconvincedyetthatSirOraclewaswrong。"I
  neverheardanythinglikethewayyoutalktothatchild。"
  "Verylikelyyouneverdid。Goaway——goaway。Didn’tIbringupthreepairsofHammondtwinsbeforeIwaseleven?YouandSirOraclearenothingbutcold-bloodedtheorists。Gilbert,JUSTlookathim!
  He’ssmilingatme——heknowswhatwe’retalkingabout。
  Andoodestagweeswifevywordmuzzersays,don’too,angel-lover?"
  Gilbertputhisarmaboutthem。"Ohyoumothers!"hesaid。"Youmothers!GodknewwhatHewasaboutwhenHemadeyou。"
  SoLittleJemwastalkedtoandlovedandcuddled;andhethroveasbecameachildofthehouseofdreams。
  LesliewasquiteasfoolishoverhimasAnnewas。WhentheirworkwasdoneandGilbertwasoutoftheway,theygavethemselvesovertoshamelessorgiesoflove-makingandecstasiesofadoration,suchasthatinwhichOwenFordhadsurprisedthem。
  Lesliewasthefirsttobecomeawareofhim。EveninthetwilightAnnecouldseethesuddenwhitenessthatsweptoverherbeautifulface,blottingoutthecrimsonoflipandcheeks。
  Owencameforward,eagerly,blindforamomenttoAnne。
  "Leslie!"hesaid,holdingouthishand。Itwasthefirsttimehehadevercalledherbyhername;butthehandLesliegavehimwascold;andshewasveryquietalltheevening,whileAnneandGilbertandOwenlaughedandtalkedtogether。Beforehiscallendedsheexcusedherselfandwentupstairs。Owen’sgayspiritsflaggedandhewentawaysoonafterwithadowncastair。
  GilbertlookedatAnne。
  "Anne,whatareyouupto?There’ssomethinggoingonthatIdon’tunderstand。Thewholeairheretonighthasbeenchargedwithelectricity。Lesliesitslikethemuseoftragedy;OwenFordjokesandlaughsonthesurface,andwatchesLesliewiththeeyesofhissoul。
  Youseemallthetimetobeburstingwithsomesuppressedexcitement。Ownup。Whatsecrethaveyoubeenkeepingfromyourdeceivedhusband?"
  "Don’tbeagoose,Gilbert,"wasAnne’sconjugalreply。"AsforLeslie,sheisabsurdandI’mgoinguptotellherso。"
  AnnefoundLeslieatthedormerwindowofherroom。
  Thelittleplacewasfilledwiththerhythmicthunderofthesea。Lesliesatwithlockedhandsinthemistymoonshine——abeautiful,accusingpresence。
  "Anne,"shesaidinalow,reproachfulvoice,"didyouknowOwenFordwascomingtoFourWinds?"
  "Idid,"saidAnnebrazenly。
  "Oh,youshouldhavetoldme,Anne,"Lesliecriedpassionately。"IfIhadknownIwouldhavegoneaway——Iwouldn’thavestayedheretomeethim。Youshouldhavetoldme。Itwasn’tfairofyou,Anne——oh,itwasn’tfair!"
  Leslie’slipsweretremblingandherwholeformwastensewithemotion。ButAnnelaughedheartlessly。ShebentoverandkissedLeslie’supturnedreproachfulface。
  "Leslie,youareanadorablegoose。OwenForddidn’trushfromthePacifictotheAtlanticfromaburningdesiretoseeME。NeitherdoIbelievethathewasinspiredbyanywildandfrenziedpassionforMissCornelia。Takeoffyourtragicairs,mydearfriend,andfoldthemupandputthemawayinlavender。You’llneverneedthemagain。Therearesomepeoplewhocanseethroughagrindstonewhenthereisaholeinit,evenifyoucannot。Iamnotaprophetess,butIshallventureonaprediction。Thebitternessoflifeisoverforyou。Afterthisyouaregoingtohavethejoysandhopes——andIdaresaythesorrows,too——ofahappywoman。TheomenoftheshadowofVenusdidcometrueforyou,Leslie。Theyearinwhichyousawitbroughtyourlife’sbestgiftforyou——yourloveforOwenFord。Now,gorighttobedandhaveagoodsleep。"
  Leslieobeyedordersinsofarthatshewenttobed:
  butitmaybequestionedifshesleptmuch。Idonotthinkshedaredtodreamwakingly;lifehadbeensohardforthispoorLeslie,thepathonwhichshehadhadtowalkhadbeensostrait,thatshecouldnotwhispertoherownheartthehopesthatmightwaitonthefuture。Butshewatchedthegreatrevolvinglightbestarringtheshorthoursofthesummernight,andhereyesgrewsoftandbrightandyoungoncemore。Nor,whenOwenFordcamenextday,toaskhertogowithhimtotheshore,didshesayhimnay。
  CHAPTER37
  MISSCORNELIAMAKESASTARTLINGANNOUNCEMENT
  MissCorneliasaileddowntothelittlehouseonedrowsyafternoon,whenthegulfwasthefaint,bleachedblueoftheAugustseas,andtheorangeliliesatthegateofAnne’sgardenhelduptheirimperialcupstobefilledwiththemoltengoldofAugustsunshine。NotthatMissCorneliaconcernedherselfwithpaintedoceansorsun-thirstylilies。Shesatinherfavoriterockerinunusualidleness。Shesewednot,neitherdidshespin。Nordidshesayasinglederogatorywordconcerninganyportionofmankind。Inshort,MissCornelia’sconversationwassingularlydevoidofspicethatday,andGilbert,whohadstayedhometolistentoher,insteadofgoinga-fishing,ashehadintended,felthimselfaggrieved。WhathadcomeoverMissCornelia?Shedidnotlookcastdownorworried。Onthecontrary,therewasacertainairofnervousexultationabouther。
  "WhereisLeslie?"sheasked——notasifitmatteredmucheither。
  "Owenandshewentraspberryinginthewoodsbackofherfarm,"answeredAnne。"Theywon’tbebackbeforesuppertime——ifthen。"
  "Theydon’tseemtohaveanyideathatthereissuchathingasaclock,"saidGilbert。"Ican’tgettothebottomofthataffair。I’mcertainyouwomenpulledstrings。ButAnne,undutifulwife,won’ttellme。
  Willyou,MissCornelia?"
  "No,Ishallnot。But,"saidMissCornelia,withtheairofonedeterminedtotaketheplungeandhaveitover,"Iwilltellyousomethingelse。Icametodayonpurposetotellit。Iamgoingtobemarried。"
  AnneandGilbertweresilent。IfMissCorneliahadannouncedherintentionofgoingouttothechannelanddrowningherselfthethingmighthavebeenbelievable。
  Thiswasnot。Sotheywaited。OfcourseMissCorneliahadmadeamistake。
  "Well,youbothlooksortofkerflummexed,"saidMissCornelia,withatwinkleinhereyes。Nowthattheawkwardmomentofrevelationwasover,MissCorneliawasherownwomanagain。"DoyouthinkI’mtooyoungandinexperiencedformatrimony?"
  "Youknow——itISratherstaggering,"saidGilbert,tryingtogatherhiswitstogether。"I’veheardyousayascoreoftimesthatyouwouldn’tmarrythebestmanintheworld。"
  "I’mnotgoingtomarrythebestmanintheworld,"
  retortedMissCornelia。"MarshallElliottisalongwayfrombeingthebest。"
  "AreyougoingtomarryMarshallElliott?"exclaimedAnne,recoveringherpowerofspeechunderthissecondshock。
  "Yes。IcouldhavehadhimanytimethesetwentyyearsifI’dliftedmyfinger。ButdoyousupposeIwasgoingtowalkintochurchbesideaperambulatinghaystacklikethat?"
  "Iamsureweareveryglad——andwewishyouallpossiblehappiness,"saidAnne,veryflatlyandinadequately,asshefelt。Shewasnotpreparedforsuchanoccasion。ShehadneverimaginedherselfofferingbetrothalfelicitationstoMissCornelia。
  "Thanks,Iknewyouwould,"saidMissCornelia。"Youarethefirstofmyfriendstoknowit。"
  "Weshallbesosorrytoloseyou,though,dearMissCornelia,"saidAnne,beginningtobealittlesadandsentimental。
  "Oh,youwon’tloseme,"saidMissCorneliaunsentimentally。"Youdon’tsupposeIwouldliveoverharborwithallthoseMacAllistersandElliottsandCrawfords,doyou?`FromtheconceitoftheElliotts,theprideoftheMacAllistersandthevain-gloryoftheCrawfords,goodLorddeliverus。’Marshalliscomingtoliveatmyplace。I’msickandtiredofhiredmen。
  ThatJimHastingsI’vegotthissummerispositivelytheworstofthespecies。Hewoulddriveanyonetogettingmarried。Whatdoyouthink?Heupsetthechurnyesterdayandspilledabigchurningofcreamovertheyard。Andnotonewhitconcernedaboutitwashe!Justgaveafoolishlaughandsaidcreamwasgoodfortheland。Wasn’tthatlikeaman?ItoldhimI
  wasn’tinthehabitoffertilisingmybackyardwithcream。"
  "Well,Iwishyouallmannerofhappinesstoo,MissCornelia,"saidGilbert,solemnly;"but,"headded,unabletoresistthetemptationtoteaseMissCornelia,despiteAnne’simploringeyes,"Ifearyourdayofindependenceisdone。Asyouknow,MarshallElliottisaverydeterminedman。"
  "Ilikeamanwhocansticktoathing,"retortedMissCornelia。"AmosGrant,whousedtobeaftermelongago,couldn’t。Youneversawsuchaweather-vane。Hejumpedintothepondtodrownhimselfonceandthenchangedhismindandswumoutagain。Wasn’tthatlikeaman?Marshallwouldhavestucktoitanddrowned。"
  "Andhehasabitofatemper,theytellme,"
  persistedGilbert。
  "Hewouldn’tbeanElliottifhehadn’t。I’mthankfulhehas。Itwillberealfuntomakehimmad。Andyoucangenerallydosomethingwithatemperymanwhenitcomestorepentingtime。Butyoucan’tdoanythingwithamanwhojustkeepsplacidandaggravating。"
  "Youknowhe’saGrit,MissCornelia。"
  "Yes,heIS,"admittedMissCorneliarathersadly。
  "AndofcoursethereisnohopeofmakingaConservativeofhim。ButatleastheisaPresbyterian。SoIsupposeIshallhavetobesatisfiedwiththat。"
  "WouldyoumarryhimifhewereaMethodist,MissCornelia?"
  "No,Iwouldnot。Politicsisforthisworld,butreligionisforboth。"
  "Andyoumaybea`relict’afterall,MissCornelia。"
  "NotI。Marshallwilllivemeout。TheElliottsarelong-lived,andtheBryantsarenot。"
  "Whenareyoutobemarried?"askedAnne。
  "Inaboutamonth’stime。Myweddingdressistobenavybluesilk。AndIwanttoaskyou,Anne,dearie,ifyouthinkitwouldbeallrighttowearaveilwithanavybluedress。I’vealwaysthoughtI’dliketowearaveilifIevergotmarried。MarshallsaystohaveitifIwantto。Isn’tthatlikeaman?"
  "Whyshouldn’tyouwearitifyouwantto?"askedAnne。
  "Well,onedoesn’twanttobedifferentfromotherpeople,"saidMissCornelia,whowasnotnoticeablylikeanyoneelseonthefaceoftheearth。"AsIsay,Idofancyaveil。Butmaybeitshouldn’tbewornwithanydressbutawhiteone。Pleasetellme,Anne,dearie,whatyoureallythink。I’llgobyyouradvice。"
  "Idon’tthinkveilsareusuallywornwithanybutwhitedresses,"admittedAnne,"butthatismerelyaconvention;andIamlikeMr。Elliott,MissCornelia。
  Idon’tseeanygoodreasonwhyyoushouldn’thaveaveilifyouwantone。"
  ButMissCornelia,whomadehercallsincalicowrappers,shookherhead。
  "Ifitisn’ttheproperthingIwon’twearit,"shesaid,withasighofregretforalostdream。
  "Sinceyouaredeterminedtobemarried,MissCornelia,"saidGilbertsolemnly,"Ishallgiveyoutheexcellentrulesforthemanagementofahusbandwhichmygrandmothergavemymotherwhenshemarriedmyfather。"
  "Well,IreckonIcanmanageMarshallElliott,"saidMissCorneliaplacidly。"Butletushearyourrules。"
  "Thefirstoneis,catchhim。"
  "He’scaught。Goon。"
  "Thesecondoneis,feedhimwell。"
  "Withenoughpie。Whatnext?"
  "Thethirdandfourthare——keepyoureyeonhim。"
  "Ibelieveyou,"saidMissCorneliaemphatically。
  CHAPTER38
  REDROSES
  ThegardenofthelittlehousewasahauntbelovedofbeesandreddenedbylaterosesthatAugust。Thelittlehousefolklivedmuchinit,andweregiventotakingpicnicsuppersinthegrassycornerbeyondthebrookandsittingaboutinitthroughthetwilightswhengreatnightmothssailedathwartthevelvetgloom。
  OneeveningOwenFordfoundLesliealoneinit。AnneandGilbertwereaway,andSusan,whowasexpectedbackthatnight,hadnotyetreturned。
  Thenorthernskywasamberandpalegreenoverthefirtops。Theairwascool,forAugustwasnearingSeptember,andLeslieworeacrimsonscarfoverherwhitedress。Togethertheywanderedthroughthelittle,friendly,flower-crowdedpathsinsilence。
  Owenmustgosoon。Hisholidaywasnearlyover。
  Lesliefoundherheartbeatingwildly。Sheknewthatthisbelovedgardenwastobethesceneofthebindingwordsthatmustsealtheirasyetunwordedunderstanding。
  "Someeveningsastrangeodorblowsdowntheairofthisgarden,likeaphantomperfume,"saidOwen。"I
  haveneverbeenabletodiscoverfromjustwhatfloweritcomes。Itiselusiveandhauntingandwonderfullysweet。IliketofancyitisthesoulofGrandmotherSelwynpassingonalittlevisittotheoldspotshelovedsowell。Thereshouldbealotoffriendlyghostsaboutthislittleoldhouse。"
  "Ihavelivedunderitsroofonlyamonth,"saidLeslie,"butIloveitasIneverlovedthehouseovertherewhereIhavelivedallmylife。"
  "Thishousewasbuildedandconsecratedbylove,"saidOwen。"Suchhouses,MUSTexertaninfluenceoverthosewholiveinthem。Andthisgarden——itisoversixtyyearsoldandthehistoryofathousandhopesandjoysiswritteninitsblossoms。Someofthoseflowerswereactuallysetoutbytheschoolmaster’sbride,andshehasbeendeadforthirtyyears。Yettheybloomoneverysummer。Lookatthoseredroses,Leslie——howtheyqueenitovereverythingelse!"
  "Ilovetheredroses,"saidLeslie。"Annelikesthepinkonesbest,andGilbertlikesthewhite。ButI
  wantthecrimsonones。Theysatisfysomecravinginmeasnootherflowerdoes。"
  "Theserosesareverylate——theybloomafteralltheothershavegone——andtheyholdallthewarmthandsoulofthesummercometofruition,"saidOwen,pluckingsomeoftheglowing,half-openedbuds。
  "Theroseisthefloweroflove——theworldhasacclaimeditsoforcenturies。Thepinkrosesarelovehopefulandexpectant——thewhiterosesarelovedeadorforsaken——buttheredroses——ah,Leslie,whataretheredroses?"
  "Lovetriumphant,"saidLeslieinalowvoice。
  "Yes——lovetriumphantandperfect。Leslie,youknow——youunderstand。Ihavelovedyoufromthefirst。AndIKNOWyouloveme——Idon’tneedtoaskyou。ButIwanttohearyousayit——mydarling——mydarling!"
  Lesliesaidsomethinginaverylowandtremulousvoice。Theirhandsandlipsmet;itwaslife’ssuprememomentforthemandastheystoodthereintheoldgarden,withitsmanyyearsofloveanddelightandsorrowandglory,hecrownedhershininghairwiththered,redroseofalovetriumphant。
  AnneandGilbertreturnedpresently,accompaniedbyCaptainJim。Annelightedafewsticksofdriftwoodinthefireplace,forloveofthepixyflames,andtheysatarounditforanhourofgoodfellowship。
  "WhenIsitlookingatadriftwoodfireit’seasytobelieveI’myoungagain,"saidCaptainJim。
  "Canyoureadfuturesinthefire,CaptainJim?"askedOwen。
  CaptainJimlookedatthemallaffectionatelyandthenbackagainatLeslie’svividfaceandglowingeyes。
  "Idon’tneedthefiretoreadyourfutures,"hesaid。
  "Iseehappinessforallofyou——allofyou——forLeslieandMr。Ford——andthedoctorhereandMistressBlythe——andLittleJem——andchildrenthatain’tbornyetbutwillbe。Happinessforyouall——though,mindyou,Ireckonyou’llhaveyourtroublesandworriesandsorrows,too。They’reboundtocome——andnohouse,whetherit’sapalaceoralittlehouseofdreams,canbar’emout。Buttheywon’tgetthebetterofyouifyouface’emTOGETHERwithloveandtrust。Youcanweatheranystormwiththemtwoforcompassandpilot。"
  TheoldmanrosesuddenlyandplacedonehandonLeslie’sheadandoneonAnne’s。
  "Twogood,sweetwomen,"hesaid。"Trueandfaithfulandtobedependedon。Yourhusbandswillhavehonorinthegatesbecauseofyou——yourchildrenwillriseupandcallyoublessedintheyearstocome。"
  Therewasastrangesolemnityaboutthelittlescene。
  AnneandLesliebowedasthosereceivingabenediction。Gilbertsuddenlybrushedhishandoverhiseyes;OwenFordwasraptasonewhocanseevisions。Allweresilentforaspace。Thelittlehouseofdreamsaddedanotherpoignantandunforgettablemomenttoitsstoreofmemories。
  "Imustbegoingnow,"saidCaptainJimslowlyatlast。Hetookuphishatandlookedlingeringlyabouttheroom。
  "Goodnight,allofyou,"hesaid,ashewentout。
  Anne,piercedbytheunusualwistfulnessofhisfarewell,rantothedoorafterhim。
  "Comebacksoon,CaptainJim,"shecalled,ashepassedthroughthelittlegatehungbetweenthefirs。
  "Ay,ay,"hecalledcheerilybacktoher。ButCaptainJimhadsatbytheoldfiresideofthehouseofdreamsforthelasttime。
  Annewentslowlybacktotheothers。
  "It’sso——sopitifultothinkofhimgoingallalonedowntothatlonelyPoint,"shesaid。"Andthereisnoonetowelcomehimthere。"
  "CaptainJimissuchgoodcompanyforothersthatonecan’timaginehimbeinganythingbutgoodcompanyforhimself,"saidOwen。"Buthemustoftenbelonely。
  Therewasatouchoftheseerabouthimtonight——hespokeasonetowhomithadbeengiventospeak。Well,Imustbegoing,too。"
  AnneandGilbertdiscreetlymeltedaway;butwhenOwenhadgoneAnnereturned,tofindLesliestandingbythehearth。
  "Oh,Leslie——Iknow——andI’msoglad,dear,"shesaid,puttingherarmsabouther。
  "Anne,myhappinessfrightensme,"whisperedLeslie。
  "Itseemstoogreattobereal——I’mafraidtospeakofit——tothinkofit。ItseemstomethatitmustjustbeanotherdreamofthishouseofdreamsanditwillvanishwhenIleavehere。"
  "Well,youarenotgoingtoleavehere——untilOwentakesyou。Youaregoingtostaywithmeuntilthattimescomes。DoyouthinkI’dletyougoovertothatlonely,sadplaceagain?"
  "Thankyou,dear。ImeanttoaskyouifImightstaywithyou。Ididn’twanttogobackthere——itwouldseemlikegoingbackintothechillanddrearinessoftheoldlifeagain。Anne,Anne,whatafriendyou’vebeentome——`agood,sweetwoman——trueandfaithfulandtobedependedon’——CaptainJimsummedyouup。"
  "Hesaid`women,’not`woman,’"smiledAnne。"PerhapsCaptainJimseesusboththroughtherose-coloredspectaclesofhisloveforus。Butwecantrytoliveuptohisbeliefinus,atleast。"
  "Doyouremember,Anne,"saidLeslieslowly,"thatI
  oncesaid——thatnightwemetontheshore——thatIhatedmygoodlooks?Idid——then。ItalwaysseemedtomethatifIhadbeenhomelyDickwouldneverhavethoughtofme。Ihatedmybeautybecauseithadattractedhim,butnow——oh,I’mgladthatIhaveit。It’sallIhavetoofferOwen,——hisartistsouldelightsinit。IfeelasifIdonotcometohimquiteempty-handed。"
  "Owenlovesyourbeauty,Leslie。Whowouldnot?Butit’sfoolishofyoutosayorthinkthatthatisallyoubringhim。HEwilltellyouthat——Ineedn’t。AndnowImustlockup。IexpectedSusanbacktonight,butshehasnotcome。"
  "Oh,yes,hereIam,Mrs。Doctor,dear,"saidSusan,enteringunexpectedlyfromthekitchen,"andpuffinglikeahendrawingrailsatthat!It’squiteawalkfromtheGlendownhere。"
  "I’mgladtoseeyouback,Susan。Howisyoursister?"
  "Sheisabletositup,butofcourseshecannotwalkyet。However,sheisverywellabletogetonwithoutmenow,forherdaughterhascomehomeforhervacation。AndIamthankfultobeback,Mrs。Doctor,dear。Matilda’slegwasbrokenandnomistake,buthertonguewasnot。Shewouldtalkthelegsoffanironpot,thatshewould,Mrs。Doctor,dear,thoughIgrievetosayitofmyownsister。Shewasalwaysagreattalkerandyetshewasthefirstofourfamilytogetmarried。ShereallydidnotcaremuchaboutmarryingJamesClow,butshecouldnotbeartodisobligehim。
  NotbutwhatJamesisagoodman——theonlyfaultIhavetofindwithhimisthathealwaysstartsintosaygracewithsuchanunearthlygroan,Mrs。Doctor,dear。
  Italwaysfrightensmyappetiteclearaway。Andspeakingofgettingmarried,Mrs。Doctor,dear,isittruethatCorneliaBryantisgoingtobemarriedtoMarshallElliott?"
  "Yes,quitetrue,Susan。"
  "Well,Mrs。Doctor,dear,itdoesNOTseemtomefair。
  Hereisme,whoneversaidawordagainstthemen,andIcannotgetmarriednohow。AndthereisCorneliaBryant,whoisneverdoneabusingthem,andallshehastodoistoreachoutherhandandpickoneup,asitwere。Itisaverystrangeworld,Mrs。Doctor,dear。"
  "There’sanotherworld,youknow,Susan。"
  "Yes,"saidSusanwithaheavysigh,"but,Mrs。
  Doctor,dear,thereisneithermarryingnorgivinginmarriagethere。"
  CHAPTER39
  CAPTAINJIMCROSSESTHEBAR
  OnedayinlateSeptemberOwenFord’sbookcameatlast。CaptainJimhadgonefaithfullytotheGlenpostofficeeverydayforamonth,expectingit。Thisdayhehadnotgone,andLesliebroughthiscopyhomewithhersandAnne’s。
  "We’lltakeitdowntohimthisevening,"saidAnne,excitedasaschoolgirl。
  ThelongwalktothePointonthatclear,beguilingeveningalongtheredharborroadwasverypleasant。
  Thenthesundroppeddownbehindthewesternhillsintosomevalleythatmusthavebeenfulloflostsunsets,andatthesameinstantthebiglightflashedoutonthewhitetowerofthepoint。
  "CaptainJimisneverlatebythefractionofasecond,"saidLeslie。
  NeitherAnnenorLeslieeverforgotCaptainJim’sfacewhentheygavehimthebook——HISbook,transfiguredandglorified。Thecheeksthathadbeenblanchedoflatesuddenlyflamedwiththecolorofboyhood;hiseyesglowedwithallthefireofyouth;buthishandstrembledasheopenedit。
  ItwascalledsimplyTheLife-BookofCaptainJim,andonthetitlepagethenamesofOwenFordandJamesBoydwereprintedascollaborators。ThefrontispiecewasaphotographofCaptainJimhimself,standingatthedoorofthelighthouse,lookingacrossthegulf。OwenFordhad"snapped"himonedaywhilethebookwasbeingwritten。CaptainJimhadknownthis,buthehadnotknownthatthepicturewastobeinthebook。
  "Justthinkofit,"hesaid,"theoldsailorrightthereinarealprintedbook。Thisistheproudestdayofmylife。I’mliketobust,girls。There’llbenosleepformetonight。I’llreadmybookcleanthroughbeforesun-up。"
  "We’llgorightawayandleaveyoufreetobeginit,"
  saidAnne。
  CaptainJimhadbeenhandlingthebookinakindofreverentrapture。Nowhedecidedlycloseditandlaiditaside。
  "No,no,you’renotgoingawaybeforeyoutakeacupofteawiththeoldman,"heprotested。"Icouldn’theartothat——couldyou,Matey?Thelife-bookwillkeep,I
  reckon。I’vewaitedforitthismanyayear。IcanwaitalittlelongerwhileI’menjoyingmyfriends。"
  CaptainJimmovedaboutgettinghiskettleontoboil,andsettingouthisbreadandbutter。Despitehisexcitementhedidnotmovewithhisoldbriskness。Hismovementswereslowandhalting。Butthegirlsdidnotoffertohelphim。Theyknewitwouldhurthisfeelings。
  "Youjustpickedtherighteveningtovisitme,"hesaid,producingacakefromhiscupboard。"LeetleJoe’smothersentmedownabigbasketfullofcakesandpiestoday。Ablessingonallgoodcooks,saysI。
  Lookatthispurtycake,allfrostingandnuts。
  ’Tain’toftenIcanentertaininsuchstyle。Setin,girls,setin!We’ll`takacupo’kindnessyetforauldlangsyne。’"
  Thegirls"setin"rightmerrily。TheteawasuptoCaptainJim’sbestbrewing。LittleJoe’smother’scakewasthelastwordincakes;CaptainJimwastheprinceofgracioushosts,neverevenpermittinghiseyestowandertothecornerwherethelife-booklay,inallitsbraveryofgreenandgold。ButwhenhisdoorfinallyclosedbehindAnneandLeslietheyknewthathewentstraighttoit,andastheywalkedhometheypicturedthedelightoftheoldmanporingovertheprintedpageswhereinhisownlifewasportrayedwithallthecharmandcolorofrealityitself。
  "Iwonderhowhewillliketheending——theendingI
  suggested,"saidLeslie。
  Shewasnevertoknow。EarlythenextmorningAnneawakenedtofindGilbertbendingoverher,fullydressed,andwithanexpressionofanxietyonhisface。
  "Areyoucalledout?"sheaskeddrowsily。
  "No。Anne,I’mafraidthere’ssomethingwrongatthePoint。It’sanhouraftersunrisenow,andthelightisstillburning。YouknowithasalwaysbeenamatterofpridewithCaptainJimtostartthelightthemomentthesunsets,andputitoutthemomentitrises。"
  Annesatupindismay。Throughherwindowshesawthelightblinkingpalelyagainsttheblueskiesofdawn。
  "Perhapshehasfallenasleepoverhislife-book,"shesaidanxiously,"orbecomesoabsorbedinitthathehasforgottenthelight。"
  Gilbertshookhishead。
  "Thatwouldn’tbelikeCaptainJim。Anyway,I’mgoingdowntosee。"
  "WaitaminuteandI’llgowithyou,"exclaimedAnne。
  "Oh,yes,Imust——LittleJemwillsleepforanhouryet,andI’llcallSusan。Youmayneedawoman’shelpifCaptainJimisill。"
  Itwasanexquisitemorning,fulloftintsandsoundsatonceripeanddelicate。Theharborwassparklinganddimplinglikeagirl;whitegullsweresoaringoverthedunes;beyondthebarwasashining,wonderfulsea。
  Thelongfieldsbytheshoreweredewyandfreshinthatfirstfine,purely-tintedlight。Thewindcamedancingandwhistlingupthechanneltoreplacethebeautifulsilencewithamusicmorebeautifulstill。
  HaditnotbeenforthebalefulstaronthewhitetowerthatearlywalkwouldhavebeenadelighttoAnneandGilbert。Buttheywentsoftlywithfear。
  Theirknockwasnotrespondedto。Gilbertopenedthedoorandtheywentin。
  Theoldroomwasveryquiet。Onthetableweretheremnantsofthelittleeveningfeast。Thelampstillburnedonthecornerstand。TheFirstMatewasasleepinasquareofsunshinebythesofa。
  CaptainJimlayonthesofa,withhishandsclaspedoverthelife-book,openatthelastpage,lyingonhisbreast。Hiseyeswereclosedandonhisfacewasalookofthemostperfectpeaceandhappiness——thelookofonewhohaslongsoughtandfoundatlast。
  "Heisasleep?"whisperedAnnetremulously。
  Gilbertwenttothesofaandbentoverhimforafewmoments。Thenhestraightenedup。
  "Yes,hesleeps——well,"headdedquietly。"Anne,CaptainJimhascrossedthebar。"
  Theycouldnotknowpreciselyatwhathourhehaddied,butAnnealwaysbelievedthathehadhadhiswish,andwentoutwhenthemorningcameacrossthegulf。Outonthatshiningtidehisspiritdrifted,overthesunriseseaofpearlandsilver,tothehavenwherelostMargaretwaited,beyondthestormsandcalms。
  CHAPTER40
  FAREWELLTOTHEHOUSEOFDREAMS
  CaptainJimwasburiedinthelittleover-harborgraveyard,veryneartothespotwheretheweewhiteladyslept。Hisrelativesputupaveryexpensive,veryugly"monument"——amonumentatwhichhewouldhavepokedslyfunhadheseenitinlife。Buthisrealmonumentwasintheheartsofthosewhoknewhim,andinthebookthatwastoliveforgenerations。
  LesliemournedthatCaptainJimhadnotlivedtoseetheamazingsuccessofit。
  "Howhewouldhavedelightedinthereviews——theyarealmostallsokindly。Andtohaveseenhislife-bookheadingthelistsofthebestsellers——oh,ifhecouldjusthavelivedtoseeit,Anne!"
  ButAnne,despitehergrief,waswiser。
  "Itwasthebookitselfhecaredfor,Leslie——notwhatmightbesaidofit——andhehadit。Hehadreaditallthrough。Thatlastnightmusthavebeenoneofthegreatesthappinessforhim——withthequick,painlessendinghehadhopedforinthemorning。IamgladforOwen’ssakeandyoursthatthebookissuchasuccess——butCaptainJimwassatisfied——IKNOW。"
  Thelighthousestarstillkeptanightlyvigil;asubstitutekeeperhadbeensenttothePoint,untilsuchtimeasanall-wisegovernmentcoulddecidewhichofmanyapplicantswasbestfittedfortheplace——orhadthestrongestpull。TheFirstMatewasathomeinthelittlehouse,belovedbyAnneandGilbertandLeslie,andtoleratedbyaSusanwhohadsmalllikingforcats。
  "IcanputupwithhimforthesakeofCaptainJim,Mrs。Doctor,dear,forIlikedtheoldman。AndIwillseethathegetsbiteandsup,andeverymousethetrapsaccountfor。Butdonotaskmetodomorethanthat,Mrs。Doctor,dear。Catsiscats,andtakemywordforit,theywillneverbeanythingelse。Andatleast,Mrs。Doctor,dear,dokeephimawayfromtheblessedweeman。Picturetoyourselfhowawfulitwouldbeifhewastosuckthedarling’sbreath。"
  "ThatmightbefitlycalledaCAT-astrophe,"saidGilbert。
  "Oh,youmaylaugh,doctor,dear,butitwouldbenolaughingmatter。"
  "Catsneversuckbabies’breaths,"saidGilbert。
  "Thatisonlyanoldsuperstition,Susan。"
  "Oh,well,itmaybeasuperstitionoritmaynot,doctor,dear。AllthatIknowis,ithashappened。Mysister’shusband’snephew’swife’scatsuckedtheirbaby’sbreath,andthepoorinnocentwasallbutgonewhentheyfoundit。Andsuperstitionornot,ifIfindthatyellowbeastlurkingnearourbabyIwillwhackhimwiththepoker,Mrs。Doctor,dear。"
  Mr。andMrs。MarshallElliottwerelivingcomfortablyandharmoniouslyinthegreenhouse。Lesliewasbusywithsewing,forsheandOwenweretobemarriedatChristmas。AnnewonderedwhatshewoulddowhenLesliewasgone。
  "Changescomeallthetime。Justassoonasthingsgetreallynicetheychange,"shesaidwithasigh。
  "TheoldMorganplaceupattheGlenisforsale,"
  saidGilbert,aproposofnothinginespecial。
  "Isit?"askedAnneindifferently。
  "Yes。NowthatMr。Morganhasgone,Mrs。MorganwantstogotolivewithherchildreninVancouver。Shewillsellcheaply,forabigplacelikethatinasmallvillageliketheGlenwillnotbeveryeasytodisposeof。"
  "Well,it’scertainlyabeautifulplace,soitislikelyshewillfindapurchaser,"saidAnne,absently,wonderingwhethersheshouldhemstitchorfeather-stitchlittleJem’s"short"dresses。Hewastobeshortenedthenextweek,andAnnefeltreadytocryatthethoughtofit。
  "Supposewebuyit,Anne?"remarkedGilbertquietly。
  Annedroppedhersewingandstaredathim。
  "You’renotinearnest,Gilbert?"
  "IndeedIam,dear。"
  "Andleavethisdarlingspot——ourhouseofdreams?"
  saidAnneincredulously。"Oh,Gilbert,it’s——it’sunthinkable!"
  "Listenpatientlytome,dear。Iknowjusthowyoufeelaboutit。Ifeelthesame。Butwe’vealwaysknownwewouldhavetomovesomeday。"
  "Oh,butnotsosoon,Gilbert——notjustyet。"
  "Wemaynevergetsuchachanceagain。Ifwedon’tbuytheMorganplacesomeoneelsewill——andthereisnootherhouseintheGlenwewouldcaretohave,andnootherreallygoodsiteonwhichtobuild。Thislittlehouseis——well,itisandhasbeenwhatnootherhousecaneverbetous,Iadmit,butyouknowitisout-of-the-waydownhereforadoctor。Wehavefelttheinconvenience,thoughwe’vemadethebestofit。
  Andit’satightfitforusnow。Perhaps,inafewyears,whenJemwantsaroomofhisown,itwillbeentirelytoosmall。"
  "Oh,Iknow——Iknow,"saidAnne,tearsfillinghereyes。"Iknowallthatcanbesaidagainstit,butI
  loveitso——andit’ssobeautifulhere。"
  "YouwouldfinditverylonelyhereafterLesliegoes——andCaptainJimhasgonetoo。TheMorganplaceisbeautiful,andintimewewouldloveit。Youknowyouhavealwaysadmiredit,Anne。"
  "Oh,yes,but——but——thishasallseemedtocomeupsosuddenly,Gilbert。I’mdizzy。TenminutesagoIhadnothoughtofleavingthisdearspot。IwasplanningwhatImeanttodoforitinthespring——whatImeanttodointhegarden。Andifweleavethisplacewhowillgetit?ItISout-of-the-way,soit’slikelysomepoor,shiftless,wanderingfamilywillrentit——andover-runit——andoh,thatwouldbedesecration。Itwouldhurtmehorribly。"
  "Iknow。Butwecannotsacrificeourownintereststosuchconsiderations,Anne-girl。TheMorganplacewillsuitusineveryessentialparticular——wereallycan’taffordtomisssuchachance。Thinkofthatbiglawnwiththosemagnificentoldtrees;andofthatsplendidhardwoodgrovebehindit——twelveacresofit。Whataplayplaceforourchildren!There’safineorchard,too,andyou’vealwaysadmiredthathighbrickwallaroundthegardenwiththedoorinit——you’vethoughtitwassolikeastory-bookgarden。AndthereisalmostasfineaviewoftheharborandthedunesfromtheMorganplaceasfromhere。"
  "Youcan’tseethelighthousestarfromit。"
  "Yes,Youcanseeitfromtheatticwindow。THERE’S
  anotheradvantage,Anne-girl——youlovebiggarrets。"
  "There’snobrookinthegarden。"
  "Well,no,butthereisonerunningthroughthemaplegroveintotheGlenpond。Andtheponditselfisn’tfaraway。You’llbeabletofancyyouhaveyourownLakeofShiningWatersagain。"
  "Well,don’tsayanythingmoreaboutitjustnow,Gilbert。Givemetimetothink——togetusedtotheidea。"
  "Allright。Thereisnogreathurry,ofcourse。
  Only——ifwedecidetobuy,itwouldbewelltobemovedinandsettledbeforewinter。"
  Gilbertwentout,andAnneputawayLittleJem’sshortdresseswithtremblinghands。Shecouldnotsewanymorethatday。Withtear-weteyesshewanderedoverthelittledomainwhereshehadreignedsohappyaqueen。TheMorganplacewasallthatGilbertclaimed。
  Thegroundswerebeautiful,thehouseoldenoughtohavedignityandreposeandtraditions,andnewenoughtobecomfortableandup-to-date。Annehadalwaysadmiredit;butadmiringisnotloving;andshelovedthishouseofdreamssomuch。ShelovedEVERYTHING
  aboutit——thegardenshehadtended,andwhichsomanywomenhadtendedbeforeher——thegleamandsparkleofthelittlebrookthatcreptsoroguishlyacrossthecorner——thegatebetweenthecreakingfirtrees——theoldredsandstonestep——thestatelyLombardies——thetwotinyquaintglasscupboardsoverthechimney-pieceintheliving-room——thecrookedpantrydoorinthekitchen——thetwofunnydormerwindowsupstairs——thelittlejoginthestaircase——why,thesethingswereapartofher!Howcouldsheleavethem?
  Andhowthislittlehouse,consecratedaforetimebyloveandjoy,hadbeenre-consecratedforherbyherhappinessandsorrow!Hereshehadspentherbridalmoon;hereweeJoycehadlivedheronebriefday;herethesweetnessofmotherhoodhadcomeagainwithLittleJem;hereshehadheardtheexquisitemusicofherbaby’scooinglaughter;herebelovedfriendshadsatbyherfireside。Joyandgrief,birthanddeath,hadmadesacredforeverthislittlehouseofdreams。
  Andnowshemustleaveit。Sheknewthat,evenwhileshehadcontendedagainsttheideatoGilbert。Thelittlehousewasoutgrown。Gilbert’sinterestsmadethechangenecessary;hiswork,successfulthoughithadbeen,washamperedbyhislocation。Annerealisedthattheendoftheirlifeinthisdearplacedrewnigh,andthatshemustfacethefactbravely。Buthowherheartached!
  "Itwillbejustliketearingsomethingoutofmylife,"shesobbed。"Andoh,ifIcouldhopethatsomenicefolkwouldcomehereinourplace——oreventhatitwouldbeleftvacant。Thatitselfwouldbebetterthanhavingitoverrunwithsomehordewhoknownothingofthegeographyofdreamland,andnothingofthehistorythathasgiventhishouseitssoulanditsidentity。
  Andifsuchatribecomeheretheplacewillgotorackandruininnotime——anoldplacegoesdownsoquicklyifitisnotcarefullyattendedto。They’lltearupmygarden——andlettheLombardiesgetragged——andthepalingwillcometolooklikeamouthwithhalftheteethmissing——andtheroofwillleak——andtheplasterfall——andthey’llstuffpillowsandragsinbrokenwindowpanes——andeverythingwillbeout-at-elbows。"
  Anne’simaginationpicturedforthsovividlythecomingdegenerationofherdearlittlehousethatithurtherasseverelyasifithadalreadybeenanaccomplishedfact。Shesatdownonthestairsandhadalong,bittercry。Susanfoundherthereandenquiredwithmuchconcernwhatthetroublewas。
  "Youhavenotquarrelledwiththedoctor,haveyounow,Mrs。Doctor,dear?Butifyouhave,donotworry。Itisathingquitelikelytohappentomarriedcouples,I
  amtold,althoughIhavehadnoexperiencethatwaymyself。Hewillbesorry,andyoucansoonmakeitup。"
  "No,no,Susan,wehaven’tquarrelled。It’sonly——GilbertisgoingtobuytheMorganplace,andwe’llhavetogoandliveattheGlen。Anditwillbreakmyheart。"
  SusandidnotenterintoAnne’sfeelingsatall。Shewas,indeed,quiterejoicedovertheprospectoflivingattheGlen。Heronegrievanceagainstherplaceinthelittlehousewasitslonesomelocation。
  "Why,Mrs。Doctor,dear,itwillbesplendid。TheMorganhouseissuchafine,bigone。"
  "Ihatebighouses,"sobbedAnne。
  "Oh,well,youwillnothatethembythetimeyouhavehalfadozenchildren,"remarkedSusancalmly。"Andthishouseistoosmallalreadyforus。Wehavenospareroom,sinceMrs。Mooreishere,andthatpantryisthemostaggravatingplaceIevertriedtoworkin。
  Thereisacornereverywayyouturn。Besides,itisout-of-the-worlddownhere。Thereisreallynothingatallbutscenery。"
  "Outofyourworldperhaps,Susan——butnotoutofmine,"saidAnnewithafaintsmile。
  "Idonotquiteunderstandyou,Mrs。Doctor,dear,butofcourseIamnotwelleducated。ButifDr。BlythebuystheMorganplacehewillmakenomistake,andthatyoumaytieto。Theyhavewaterinit,andthepantriesandclosetsarebeautiful,andthereisnotanothersuchcellarinP。E。Island,soIhavebeentold。Why,thecellarhere,Mrs。Doctor,dear,hasbeenaheart-breaktome,aswellyouknow。"
  "Oh,goaway,Susan,goaway,"saidAnneforlornly。
  "Cellarsandpantriesandclosetsdon’tmakeaHOME。
  Whydon’tyouweepwiththosewhoweep?"
  "Well,Ineverwasmuchhandforweeping,Mrs。Doctor,dear。Iwouldratherfalltoandcheerpeopleupthanweepwiththem。Now,donotyoucryandspoilyourprettyeyes。Thishouseisverywellandhasservedyourturn,butitishightimeyouhadabetter。"
  Susan’spointofviewseemedtobethatofmostpeople。
  LesliewastheonlyonewhosympathisedunderstandinglywithAnne。Shehadagoodcry,too,whensheheardthenews。Thentheybothdriedtheirtearsandwenttoworkatthepreparationsformoving。
  "Sincewemustgoletusgoassoonaswecanandhaveitover,"saidpoorAnnewithbitterresignation。
  "YouknowyouwilllikethatlovelyoldplaceattheGlenafteryouhavelivedinitlongenoughtohavedearmemorieswovenaboutit,"saidLeslie。"Friendswillcomethere,astheyhavecomehere——happinesswillglorifyitforyou。Now,it’sjustahousetoyou——buttheyearswillmakeitahome。"
  AnneandLesliehadanothercrythenextweekwhentheyshortenedLittleJem。Annefeltthetragedyofituntileveningwheninhislongnightieshefoundherowndearbabyagain。
  "Butitwillberompersnext——andthentrousers——andinnotimehewillbegrown-up,"shesighed。
  "Well,youwouldnotwanthimtostayababyalways,Mrs。Doctor,dear,wouldyou?"saidSusan。"Blesshisinnocentheart,helookstoosweetforanythinginhislittleshortdresses,withhisdearfeetstickingout。
  Andthinkofthesaveintheironing,Mrs。Doctor,dear。"
  "Anne,IhavejusthadaletterfromOwen,"saidLeslie,enteringwithabrightface。"And,oh!Ihavesuchgoodnews。Hewritesmethatheisgoingtobuythisplacefromthechurchtrusteesandkeepittospendoursummervacationsin。Anne,areyounotglad?"
  "Oh,Leslie,`glad’isn’tthewordforit!Itseemsalmosttoogoodtobetrue。Isha’n’tfeelhalfsobadlynowthatIknowthisdearspotwillneverbedesecratedbyavandaltribe,orlefttotumbledownindecay。Why,it’slovely!It’slovely!"
  OneOctobermorningAnnewakenedtotherealisationthatshehadsleptforthelasttimeundertheroofofherlittlehouse。Thedaywastoobusytoindulgeregretandwheneveningcamethehousewasstrippedandbare。AnneandGilbertwerealoneinittosayfarewell。LeslieandSusanandLittleJemhadgonetotheGlenwiththelastloadoffurniture。Thesunsetlightstreamedinthroughthecurtainlesswindows。
  "Ithasallsuchaheart-broken,reproachfullook,hasn’tit?"saidAnne。"Oh,IshallbesohomesickattheGlentonight!"
  "Wehavebeenveryhappyhere,haven’twe,Anne-girl?"
  saidGilbert,hisvoicefulloffeeling。
  Annechoked,unabletoanswer。Gilbertwaitedforheratthefir-treegate,whileshewentoverthehouseandsaidfarewelltoeveryroom。Shewasgoingaway;buttheoldhousewouldstillbethere,lookingseawardthroughitsquaintwindows。Theautumnwindswouldblowarounditmournfully,andthegrayrainwouldbeatuponitandthewhitemistswouldcomeinfromtheseatoenfoldit;andthemoonlightwouldfalloveritandlightuptheoldpathswheretheschoolmasterandhisbridehadwalked。Thereonthatoldharborshorethecharmofstorywouldlinger;thewindwouldstillwhistlealluringlyoverthesilversand-dunes;thewaveswouldstillcallfromtheredrock-coves。
  "Butwewillbegone,"saidAnnethroughhertears。
  Shewentout,closingandlockingthedoorbehindher。
  Gilbertwaswaitingforherwithasmile。Thelighthousestarwasgleamingnorthward。Thelittlegarden,whereonlymarigoldsstillbloomed,wasalreadyhoodingitselfinshadows。
  Annekneltdownandkissedthewornoldstepwhichshehadcrossedasabride。
  "Good-bye,dearlittlehouseofdreams,"shesaid。
  End