MissCorneliasighed。GilberthadgonedownandLeslie,whohadbeencrooningoverthesmallJamesMatthewinthedormerwindow,laidhimasleepinhisbasketandwentherway。Assoonasshewassafelyoutofearshot,MissCorneliabentforwardandsaidinaconspirator’swhisper:
"Anne,dearie,I’daletterfromOwenFordyesterday。
He’sinVancouverjustnow,buthewantstoknowifI
canboardhimforamonthlateron。YOUknowwhatthatmeans。Well,Ihopewe’redoingright。"
"We’venothingtodowithit——wecouldn’tpreventhimfromcomingtoFourWindsifhewantedto,"saidAnnequickly。Shedidnotlikethefeelingofmatch-makingMissCornelia’swhispersgaveher;andthensheweaklysuccumbedherself。
"Don’tletLeslieknowheiscominguntilheishere,"
shesaid。"IfshefoundoutIfeelsureshewouldgoawayatonce。Sheintendstogointhefallanyhow——shetoldmesotheotherday。SheisgoingtoMontrealtotakeupnursingandmakewhatshecanofherlife。"
"Oh,well,Anne,dearie,"saidMissCornelia,noddingsagely"thatisallasitmaybe。YouandIhavedoneourpartandwemustleavetheresttoHigherHands。"
CHAPTER35
POLITICSATFOURWINDS
Whenannecamedownstairsagain,theIsland,aswellasallCanada,wasinthethroesofacampaignprecedingageneralelection。Gilbert,whowasanardentConservative,foundhimselfcaughtinthevortex,beingmuchindemandforspeech-makingatthevariouscountyrallies。MissCorneliadidnotapproveofhismixingupinpoliticsandtoldAnneso。
"Dr。Daveneverdidit。Dr。Blythewillfindheismakingamistake,believeME。Politicsissomethingnodecentmanshouldmeddlewith。"
"Isthegovernmentofthecountrytobeleftsolelytotheroguesthen?"askedAnne。
"Yes——solongasit’sConservativerogues,"saidMissCornelia,marchingoffwiththehonorsofwar。"Menandpoliticiansarealltarredwiththesamebrush。
TheGritshaveitlaidonthickerthantheConservatives,that’sall——CONSIDERABLYthicker。ButGritorTory,myadvicetoDr。Blytheistosteerclearofpolitics。Firstthingyouknow,he’llberunninganelectionhimself,andgoingofftoOttawaforhalftheyearandleavinghispracticetogotothedogs。"
"Ah,well,let’snotborrowtrouble,"saidAnne。"Therateofinterestistoohigh。Instead,let’slookatLittleJem。ItshouldbespelledwithaG。Isn’theperfectlybeautiful?Justseethedimplesinhiselbows。We’llbringhimuptobeagoodConservative,youandI,MissCornelia。"
"Bringhimuptobeagoodman,"saidMissCornelia。
"They’rescarceandvaluable;though,mindyou,I
wouldn’tliketoseehimaGrit。Asfortheelection,youandImaybethankfulwedon’tliveoverharbor。
Theairthereisbluethesedays。EveryElliottandCrawfordandMacAllisterisonthewarpath,loadedforbear。Thissideispeacefulandcalm,seeingthere’ssofewmen。CaptainJim’saGrit,butit’smyopinionhe’sashamedofit,forhenevertalkspolitics。Thereisn’tanyearthlydoubtthattheConservativeswillbereturnedwithabigmajorityagain。"
MissCorneliawasmistaken。OnthemorningaftertheelectionCaptainJimdroppedinatthelittlehousetotellthenews。Sovirulentisthemicrobeofpartypolitics,eveninapeaceableoldman,thatCaptainJim’scheekswereflushedandhiseyeswereflashingwithallhisold-timefire。
"MistressBlythe,theLiberalsareinwithasweepingmajority。AftereighteenyearsofTorymismanagementthisdown-troddencountryisgoingtohaveachanceatlast。"
"Ineverheardyoumakesuchabitterpartisanspeechbefore,CaptainJim。Ididn’tthinkyouhadsomuchpoliticalvenominyou,"laughedAnne,whowasnotmuchexcitedoverthetidings。LittleJemhadsaid"Wow-ga"thatmorning。Whatwereprincipalitiesandpowers,theriseandfallofdynasties,theoverthrowofGritorTory,comparedwiththatmiraculousoccurrence?
"It’sbeenaccumulatingforalongwhile,"saidCaptainJim,withadeprecatingsmile。"IthoughtI
wasonlyamoderateGrit,butwhenthenewscamethatwewereinIfoundouthowGrittyIreallywas。"
"YouknowthedoctorandIareConservatives。"
"Ah,well,it’stheonlybadthingIknowofeitherofyou,MistressBlythe。CorneliaisaTory,too。I
calledinonmywayfromtheGlentotellherthenews。"
"Didn’tyouknowyoutookyourlifeinyourhands?"
"Yes,butIcouldn’tresistthetemptation。"
"Howdidshetakeit?"
"Comparativelycalm,MistressBlythe,comparativelycalm。Shesays,saysshe,`Well,Providencesendsseasonsofhumiliationtoacountry,sameastoindividuals。YouGritshavebeencoldandhungryformanyayear。Makehastetogetwarmedandfed,foryouwon’tbeinlong。’`Well,nowCornelia,’Isays,`mebbeProvidencethinksCanadaneedsareallongspellofhumiliation。’Ah,Susan,haveYOUheardthenews?
TheLiberalsarein。"
Susanhadjustcomeinfromthekitchen,attendedbytheodorofdelectabledisheswhichalwaysseemedtohoveraroundher。
"Now,arethey?"shesaid,withbeautifulunconcern。
"Well,InevercouldseebutthatmybreadrosejustaslightwhenGritswereinaswhentheywerenot。Andifanyparty,Mrs。Doctor,dear,willmakeitrainbeforetheweekisout,andsaveourkitchengardenfromentireruination,thatisthepartySusanwillvotefor。Inthemeantime,willyoujuststepoutandgivemeyouropiniononthemeatfordinner?Iamfearingthatitisverytough,andIthinkthatwehadbetterchangeourbutcheraswellasourgovernment。"
Oneevening,aweeklater,AnnewalkeddowntothePoint,toseeifshecouldgetsomefreshfishfromCaptainJim,leavingLittleJemforthefirsttime。Itwasquiteatragedy。Supposehecried?SupposeSusandidnotknowjustexactlywhattodoforhim?Susanwascalmandserene。
"Ihavehadasmuchexperiencewithhimasyou,Mrs。
Doctor,dear,haveInot?"
"Yes,withhim——butnotwithotherbabies。Why,I
lookedafterthreepairsoftwins,whenIwasachild,Susan。Whentheycried,Igavethempeppermintorcastoroilquitecoolly。It’squitecuriousnowtorecallhowlightlyItookallthosebabiesandtheirwoes。"
"Oh,well,ifLittleJemcries,Iwilljustclapahotwaterbagonhislittlestomach,"saidSusan。
"Nottoohot,youknow,"saidAnneanxiously。Oh,wasitreallywisetogo?
"Donotyoufret,Mrs。Doctor,dear。Susanisnotthewomantoburnaweeman。Blesshim,hehasnonotionofcrying。"
AnnetoreherselfawayfinallyandenjoyedherwalktothePointafterall,throughthelongshadowsofthesun-setting。CaptainJimwasnotinthelivingroomofthelighthouse,butanothermanwas——ahandsome,middle-agedman,withastrong,clean-shavenchin,whowasunknowntoAnne。Nevertheless,whenshesatdown,hebegantotalktoherwithalltheassuranceofanoldacquaintance。Therewasnothingamissinwhathesaidorthewayhesaidit,butAnneratherresentedsuchacooltaking-for-grantedinacompletestranger。
Herreplieswerefrosty,andasfewasdecencyrequired。Nothingdaunted,hercompaniontalkedonforseveralminutes,thenexcusedhimselfandwentaway。
Annecouldhavesworntherewasatwinkleinhiseyeanditannoyedher。Whowasthecreature?Therewassomethingvaguelyfamiliarabouthimbutshewascertainshehadneverseenhimbefore。
"CaptainJim,whowasthatwhojustwentout?"sheasked,asCaptainJimcamein。
"MarshallElliott,"answeredthecaptain。
"MarshallElliott!"criedAnne。"Oh,CaptainJim——itwasn’t——yes,itWAShisvoice——oh,CaptainJim,I
didn’tknowhim——andIwasquiteinsultingtohim!WHY
didn’thetellme?HemusthaveseenIdidn’tknowhim。"
"Hewouldn’tsayawordaboutit——he’djustenjoythejoke。Don’tworryoversnubbinghim——he’llthinkitfun。Yes,Marshall’sshavedoffhisbeardatlastandcuthishair。Hispartyisin,youknow。Ididn’tknowhimmyselffirsttimeIsawhim。HewasupinCarterFlagg’sstoreattheGlenthenightafterelectionday,alongwithacrowdofothers,waitingforthenews。Abouttwelvethe’phonecamethrough——theLiberalswerein。Marshalljustgotupandwalkedout——hedidn’tcheerorshout——helefttheotherstodothat,andtheynearlyliftedtheroofoffCarter’sstore,Ireckon。Ofcourse,alltheTorieswereoverinRaymondRussell’sstore。NotmuchcheeringTHERE。
MarshallwentstraightdownthestreettothesidedoorofAugustusPalmer’sbarbershop。Augustuswasinbedasleep,butMarhallhammeredonthedooruntilhegotupandcomedown,wantingtoknowwhatalltheracketwasabout。
"Comeintoyourshopanddothebestjobyoueverdidinyourlife,Gus,’saidMarshall。`TheLiberalsareinandyou’regoingtobarberagoodGritbeforethesunrises。’
"Guswasmadashops——partlybecausehe’dbeendraggedoutofbed,butmorebecausehe’saTory。Hevowedhewouldn’tshaveanymanaftertwelveatnight。
"`You’lldowhatIwantyoutodo,sonny,’saidMarshall,`orI’lljestturnyouovermykneeandgiveyouoneofthosespankingsyourmotherforgot。’
"He’dhavedoneit,too,andGusknewit,forMarshallisasstrongasanoxandGusisonlyamidgetofaman。SohegaveinandtowedMarshallintotheshopandwenttowork。`Now,’sayshe,`I’llbarberyouup,butifyousayonewordtomeabouttheGritsgettinginwhileI’mdoingitI’llcutyourthroatwiththisrazor,’sayshe。Youwouldn’thavethoughtmildlittleGuscouldbesobloodthirsty,wouldyou?Showswhatpartypoliticswilldoforaman。Marshallkeptquietandgothishairandbearddisposedofandwenthome。
Whenhisoldhousekeeperheardhimcomeupstairsshepeekedoutofherbedroomdoortoseewhether’twashimorthehiredboy。Andwhenshesawastrangemanstridingdownthehallwithacandleinhishandshescreamedbluemurderandfainteddeadaway。Theyhadtosendforthedoctorbeforetheycouldbringherto,anditwasseveraldaysbeforeshecouldlookatMarshallwithoutshakingallover。"
CaptainJimhadnofish。Heseldomwentoutinhisboatthatsummer,andhislongtrampingexpeditionswereover。Hespentagreatdealofhistimesittingbyhisseawardwindow,lookingoutoverthegulf,withhisswiftly-whiteningheadleaningonhishand。Hesattheretonightformanysilentminutes,keepingsometrystwiththepastwhichAnnewouldnotdisturb。
PresentlyhepointedtotheirisoftheWest:
"That’sbeautiful,isn’t,it,MistressBlythe?ButI
wishyoucouldhaveseenthesunrisethismorning。Itwasawonderfulthing——wonderful。I’veseenallkindsofsunrisescomeoverthatgulf。I’vebeenallovertheworld,MistressBlythe,andtakeitallinall,I’veneverseenafinersightthanasummersunriseoverthegulf。Amancan’tpickhistimefordying,MistressBlythe——jestgottogowhentheGreatCaptaingivesHissailingorders。ButifIcouldI’dgooutwhenthemorningcomesacrossthatwater。I’vewatcheditmanyatimeandthoughtwhatathingitwouldbetopassoutthroughthatgreatwhiteglorytowhateverwaswaitingbeyant,onaseathatain’tmappedoutonanyairthlychart。Ithink,MistressBlythe,thatI’dfindlostMargaretthere。"
CaptainJimhadoftentalkedtoAnneoflostMargaretsincehehadtoldhertheoldstory。Hisloveforhertrembledineverytone——thatlovethathadnevergrownfaintorforgetful。
"Anyway,IhopewhenmytimecomesI’llgoquickandeasy。Idon’tthinkI’macoward,MistressBlythe——I’velookedanuglydeathinthefacemorethanoncewithoutblenching。Butthethoughtofalingeringdeathdoesgivemeaqueer,sickfeelingofhorror。"
"Don’ttalkaboutleavingus,dear,DEARCaptain,Jim,"pleadedAnne,inachokedvoice,pattingtheoldbrownhand,oncesostrong,butnowgrownveryfeeble。
"Whatwouldwedowithoutyou?"
CaptainJimsmiledbeautifully。
"Oh,you’dgetalongnicely——nicely——butyouwouldn’tforgettheoldmanaltogether,MistressBlythe——no,I
don’tthinkyou’lleverquiteforgethim。TheraceofJosephalwaysremembersoneanother。Butit’llbeamemorythatwon’thurt——Iliketothinkthatmymemorywon’thurtmyfriends——it’llalwaysbekindofpleasanttothem,Ihopeandbelieve。Itwon’tbeverylongnowbeforelostMargaretcallsme,forthelasttime。I’llbeallreadytoanswer。Ijestspokeofthisbecausethere’salittlefavorIwanttoaskyou。Here’sthispooroldMateyofmine"——CaptainJimreachedoutahandandpokedthebig,warm,velvety,goldenballonthesofa。TheFirstMateuncoiledhimselflikeaspringwithanice,throaty,comfortablesound,halfpurr,halfmeow,stretchedhispawsinair,turnedoverandcoiledhimselfupagain。"HE’llmissmewhenI
startontheV’yage。Ican’tbeartothinkofleavingthepoorcrittertostarve,likehewasleftbefore。
IfanythinghappenstomewillyougiveMateyabiteandacorner,MistressBlythe?"
"IndeedIwill。"
"ThenthatisallIhadonmymind。YourLittleJemistohavethefewcuriousthingsIpickedup——I’veseentothat。AndnowIdon’tliketoseetearsinthoseprettyeyes,MistressBlythe。I’llmebbehangonforquiteaspellyet。Iheardyoureadingapieceofpoetryonedaylastwinter——oneofTennyson’spieces。
I’dsorterliketohearitagain,ifyoucouldreciteitforme。"
Softlyandclearly,whiletheseawindblewinonthem,AnnerepeatedthebeautifullinesofTennyson’swonderfulswansong——"CrossingtheBar。"Theoldcaptainkepttimegentlywithhissinewyhand。
"Yes,yes,MistressBlythe,"hesaid,whenshehadfinished,"that’sit,that’sit。Hewasn’tasailor,youtellme——Idunnohowhecouldhaveputanoldsailor’sfeelingsintowordslikethat,ifhewasn’tone。Hedidn’twantany`sadnesso’farewells’andneitherdoI,MistressBlythe——forallwillbewellwithmeandminebeyantthebar。"
CHAPTER36
BEAUTYFORASHES
"AnynewsfromGreenGables,Anne?"
"Nothingveryespecial,"repliedAnne,foldingupMarilla’sletter。"JakeDonnellhasbeenthereshinglingtheroof。Heisafull-fledgedcarpenternow,soitseemshehashadhisownwayinregardtothechoiceofalife-work。Yourememberhismotherwantedhimtobeacollegeprofessor。IshallneverforgetthedayshecametotheschoolandratedmeforfailingtocallhimSt。Clair。"
"Doesanyoneevercallhimthatnow?"
"Evidentlynot。Itseemsthathehascompletelyliveditdown。Evenhismotherhassuccumbed。IalwaysthoughtthataboywithJake’schinandmouthwouldgethisownwayintheend。DianawritesmethatDorahasabeau。Justthinkofit——thatchild!"
"Doraisseventeen,"saidGilbert。"CharlieSloaneandIwerebothmadaboutyouwhenyouwereseventeen,Anne。"
"Really,Gilbert,wemustbegettingoninyears,"
saidAnne,withahalf-ruefulsmile,"whenchildrenwhoweresixwhenwethoughtourselvesgrownupareoldenoughnowtohavebeaux。Dora’sisRalphAndrews——Jane’sbrother。Irememberhimasalittle,round,fat,white-headedfellowwhowasalwaysatthefootofhisclass。ButIunderstandheisquiteafine-lookingyoungmannow。"
"Dorawillprobablymarryyoung。She’softhesametypeasCharlottatheFourth——she’llnevermissherfirstchanceforfearshemightnotgetanother。"
"Well;ifshemarriesRalphIhopehewillbealittlemoreup-and-comingthanhisbrotherBilly,"musedAnne。
"Forinstance,"saidGilbert,laughing,"letushopehewillbeabletoproposeonhisownaccount。Anne,wouldyouhavemarriedBillyifhehadaskedyouhimself,insteadofgettingJanetodoitforhim?"
"Imighthave。"Annewentoffintoashriekoflaughterovertherecollectionofherfirstproposal。
"Theshockofthewholethingmighthavehypnotizedmeintosomesuchrashandfoolishact。Letusbethankfulhediditbyproxy。"
"IhadaletterfromGeorgeMooreyesterday,"saidLeslie,fromthecornerwhereshewasreading。
"Oh,howishe?"askedAnneinterestedly,yetwithanunrealfeelingthatshewasinquiringaboutsomeonewhomshedidnotknow。
"Heiswell,buthefindsitveryhardtoadapthimselftoallthechangesinhisoldhomeandfriends。Heisgoingtoseaagaininthespring。It’sinhisblood,hesays,andhelongsforit。Buthetoldmesomethingthatmademegladforhim,poorfellow。BeforehesailedontheFourSistershewasengagedtoagirlathome。HedidnottellmeanythingaboutherinMontreal,becausehesaidhesupposedshewouldhaveforgottenhimandmarriedsomeoneelselongago,andwithhim,yousee,hisengagementandlovewasstillathingofthepresent。Itwasprettyhardonhim,butwhenhegothomehefoundshehadnevermarriedandstillcaredforhim。Theyaretobemarriedthisfall。
I’mgoingtoaskhimtobringheroverhereforalittletrip;hesayshewantstocomeandseetheplacewherehelivedsomanyyearswithoutknowingit。"
"Whatanicelittleromance,"saidAnne,whoselovefortheromanticwasimmortal。"Andtothink,"sheaddedwithasighofself-reproach,"thatifIhadhadmywayGeorgeMoorewouldneverhavecomeupfromthegraveinwhichhisidentitywasburied。HowIdidfightagainstGilbert’ssuggestion!Well,Iampunished:IshallneverbeabletohaveadifferentopinionfromGilbert’sagain!IfItrytohave,hewillsquelchmebycastingGeorgeMoore’scaseuptome!"
"Asifeventhatwouldsquelchawoman!"mockedGilbert。"Atleastdonotbecomemyecho,Anne。A
littleoppositiongivesspicetolife。IdonotwantawifelikeJohnMacAllister’sovertheharbor。Nomatterwhathesays,sheatonceremarksinthatdrab,lifelesslittlevoiceofhers,`Thatisverytrue,John,dearme!’"
AnneandLeslielaughed。Anne’slaughterwassilverandLeslie’sgolden,andthecombinationofthetwowasassatisfactoryasaperfectchordinmusic。
Susan,cominginontheheelsofthelaughter,echoeditwitharesoundingsigh。
"Why,Susan,whatisthematter?"askedGilbert。
"There’snothingwrongwithlittleJem,isthere,Susan?"criedAnne,startingupinalarm。
"No,no,calmyourself,Mrs。Doctor,dear。Somethinghashappened,though。Dearme,everythinghasgonecatawampuswithmethisweek。Ispoiledthebread,asyouknowtoowell——andIscorchedthedoctor’sbestshirtbosom——andIbrokeyourbigplatter。Andnow,onthetopofallthis,comeswordthatmysisterMatildahasbrokenherlegandwantsmetogoandstaywithherforaspell。"
"Oh,I’mverysorry——sorrythatyoursisterhasmetwithsuchanaccident,Imean,"exclaimedAnne。
"Ah,well,manwasmadetomourn,Mrs。Doctor,dear。
ThatsoundsasifitoughttobeintheBible,buttheytellmeapersonnamedBurnswroteit。Andthereisnodoubtthatweareborntotroubleasthesparksflyupward。AsforMatilda,Idonotknowwhattothinkofher。Noneofourfamilyeverbroketheirlegsbefore。
Butwhatevershehasdonesheisstillmysister,andI
feelthatitismydutytogoandwaitonher,ifyoucansparemeforafewweeks,Mrs。Doctor,dear。"
"Ofcourse,Susan,ofcourse。Icangetsomeonetohelpmewhileyouaregone。"
"IfyoucannotIwillnotgo,Mrs。Doctor,dear,Matilda’slegtothecontrarynotwithstanding。Iwillnothaveyouworried,andthatblessedchildupsetinconsequence,foranynumberoflegs。"
"Oh,youmustgotoyoursisteratonce,Susan。Icangetagirlfromthecove,whowilldoforatime。"
"Anne,willyouletmecomeandstaywithyouwhileSusanisaway?"exclaimedLeslie。"Do!I’dloveto——anditwouldbeanactofcharityonyourpart。
I’msohorriblylonelyoverthereinthatbigbarnofahouse。There’ssolittletodo——andatnightI’mworsethanlonely——I’mfrightenedandnervousinspiteoflockeddoors。Therewasatramparoundtwodaysago。"
Annejoyfullyagreed,andnextdayLesliewasinstalledasaninmateofthelittlehouseofdreams。MissCorneliawarmlyapprovedofthearrangement。
"ItseemsProvidential,"shetoldAnneinconfidence。
"I’msorryforMatildaClow,butsinceshehadtobreakherlegitcouldn’thavehappenedatabettertime。
LesliewillbeherewhileOwenFordisinFourWinds,andthoseoldcatsupattheGlenwon’tgetthechancetomeow,astheywouldifshewaslivingovertherealoneandOwengoingtoseeher。Theyaredoingenoughofitasitis,becauseshedoesn’tputonmourning。I
saidtooneofthem,`IfyoumeansheshouldputonmourningforGeorgeMoore,itseemstomemorelikehisresurrectionthanhisfuneral;andifit’sDickyoumean,Iconfess_I_can’tseetheproprietyofgoingintoweedsforamanwhodiedthirteenyearsagoandgoodriddancethen!’AndwhenoldLouisaBaldwinremarkedtomethatshethoughtitverystrangethatLeslieshouldneverhavesuspecteditwasn’therownhusband_I_said,`YOUneversuspecteditwasn’tDickMoore,andyouwerenext-doorneighbortohimallhislife,andbynatureyou’retentimesassuspiciousasLeslie。’Butyoucan’tstopsomepeople’stongues,Anne,dearie,andI’mrealthankfulLesliewillbeunderyourroofwhileOweniscourtingher。"
OwenFordcametothelittlehouseoneAugusteveningwhenLeslieandAnnewereabsorbedinworshippingthebaby。Hepausedattheopendoorofthelivingroom,unseenbythetwowithin,gazingwithgreedyeyesatthebeautifulpicture。Lesliesatonthefloorwiththebabyinherlap,makingecstaticdabsathisfatlittlehandsasheflutteredthemintheair。
"Oh,youdear,beautiful,belovedbaby,"shemumbled,catchingoneweehandandcoveringitwithkisses。
"Isn’thimzedarlingestittysing,"croonedAnne,hangingoverthearmofherchairadoringly。"Demittyweepadsarezeverytweetesthandiesinzewholebigworld,isn’tdey,youdarlingittyman。"
Anne,inthemonthsbeforeLittleJem’scoming,hadporeddiligentlyoverseveralwisevolumes,andpinnedherfaithtooneinespecial,"SirOracleontheCareandTrainingofChildren。"SirOracleimploredparentsbyalltheyheldsacrednevertotalk"babytalk"totheirchildren。Infantsshouldinvariablybeaddressedinclassicallanguagefromthemomentoftheirbirth。SoshouldtheylearntospeakEnglishundefiledfromtheirearliestutterance。"How,"
demandedSirOracle,"canamotherreasonablyexpectherchildtolearncorrectspeech,whenshecontinuallyaccustomsitsimpressionablegraymattertosuchabsurdexpressionsanddistortionsofournobletongueasthoughtlessmothersinflicteverydayonthehelplesscreaturescommittedtotheircare?Canachildwhoisconstantlycalled`tweetittyweesingie’everattaintoanyproperconceptionofhisownbeingandpossibilitiesanddestiny?"
Annewasvastlyimpressedwiththis,andinformedGilbertthatshemeanttomakeitaninflexiblerulenever,underanycircumstances,totalk"babytalk"toherchildren。Gilbertagreedwithher,andtheymadeasolemncompactonthesubject——acompactwhichAnneshamelesslyviolatedtheveryfirstmomentLittleJemwaslaidinherarms。"Oh,thedarlingittyweesing!"shehadexclaimed。Andshehadcontinuedtoviolateiteversince。WhenGilbertteasedhershelaughedSirOracletoscorn。
"Heneverhadanychildrenofhisown,Gilbert——Iampositivehehadn’torhewouldneverhavewrittensuchrubbish。Youjustcan’thelptalkingbabytalktoababy。Itcomesnatural——andit’sRIGHT。Itwouldbeinhumantotalktothosetiny,soft,velvetylittlecreaturesaswedotogreatbigboysandgirls。Babieswantloveandcuddlingandallthesweetbabytalktheycanget,andLittleJemisgoingtohaveit,blesshisdearittyheartums。"
"Butyou’retheworstIeverheard,Anne,"protestedGilbert,who,notbeingamotherbutonlyafather,wasnotwhollyconvincedyetthatSirOraclewaswrong。"I
neverheardanythinglikethewayyoutalktothatchild。"
"Verylikelyyouneverdid。Goaway——goaway。Didn’tIbringupthreepairsofHammondtwinsbeforeIwaseleven?YouandSirOraclearenothingbutcold-bloodedtheorists。Gilbert,JUSTlookathim!
He’ssmilingatme——heknowswhatwe’retalkingabout。
Andoodestagweeswifevywordmuzzersays,don’too,angel-lover?"
Gilbertputhisarmaboutthem。"Ohyoumothers!"hesaid。"Youmothers!GodknewwhatHewasaboutwhenHemadeyou。"
SoLittleJemwastalkedtoandlovedandcuddled;andhethroveasbecameachildofthehouseofdreams。
LesliewasquiteasfoolishoverhimasAnnewas。WhentheirworkwasdoneandGilbertwasoutoftheway,theygavethemselvesovertoshamelessorgiesoflove-makingandecstasiesofadoration,suchasthatinwhichOwenFordhadsurprisedthem。
Lesliewasthefirsttobecomeawareofhim。EveninthetwilightAnnecouldseethesuddenwhitenessthatsweptoverherbeautifulface,blottingoutthecrimsonoflipandcheeks。
Owencameforward,eagerly,blindforamomenttoAnne。
"Leslie!"hesaid,holdingouthishand。Itwasthefirsttimehehadevercalledherbyhername;butthehandLesliegavehimwascold;andshewasveryquietalltheevening,whileAnneandGilbertandOwenlaughedandtalkedtogether。Beforehiscallendedsheexcusedherselfandwentupstairs。Owen’sgayspiritsflaggedandhewentawaysoonafterwithadowncastair。
GilbertlookedatAnne。
"Anne,whatareyouupto?There’ssomethinggoingonthatIdon’tunderstand。Thewholeairheretonighthasbeenchargedwithelectricity。Lesliesitslikethemuseoftragedy;OwenFordjokesandlaughsonthesurface,andwatchesLesliewiththeeyesofhissoul。
Youseemallthetimetobeburstingwithsomesuppressedexcitement。Ownup。Whatsecrethaveyoubeenkeepingfromyourdeceivedhusband?"
"Don’tbeagoose,Gilbert,"wasAnne’sconjugalreply。"AsforLeslie,sheisabsurdandI’mgoinguptotellherso。"
AnnefoundLeslieatthedormerwindowofherroom。
Thelittleplacewasfilledwiththerhythmicthunderofthesea。Lesliesatwithlockedhandsinthemistymoonshine——abeautiful,accusingpresence。
"Anne,"shesaidinalow,reproachfulvoice,"didyouknowOwenFordwascomingtoFourWinds?"
"Idid,"saidAnnebrazenly。
"Oh,youshouldhavetoldme,Anne,"Lesliecriedpassionately。"IfIhadknownIwouldhavegoneaway——Iwouldn’thavestayedheretomeethim。Youshouldhavetoldme。Itwasn’tfairofyou,Anne——oh,itwasn’tfair!"
Leslie’slipsweretremblingandherwholeformwastensewithemotion。ButAnnelaughedheartlessly。ShebentoverandkissedLeslie’supturnedreproachfulface。
"Leslie,youareanadorablegoose。OwenForddidn’trushfromthePacifictotheAtlanticfromaburningdesiretoseeME。NeitherdoIbelievethathewasinspiredbyanywildandfrenziedpassionforMissCornelia。Takeoffyourtragicairs,mydearfriend,andfoldthemupandputthemawayinlavender。You’llneverneedthemagain。Therearesomepeoplewhocanseethroughagrindstonewhenthereisaholeinit,evenifyoucannot。Iamnotaprophetess,butIshallventureonaprediction。Thebitternessoflifeisoverforyou。Afterthisyouaregoingtohavethejoysandhopes——andIdaresaythesorrows,too——ofahappywoman。TheomenoftheshadowofVenusdidcometrueforyou,Leslie。Theyearinwhichyousawitbroughtyourlife’sbestgiftforyou——yourloveforOwenFord。Now,gorighttobedandhaveagoodsleep。"
Leslieobeyedordersinsofarthatshewenttobed:
butitmaybequestionedifshesleptmuch。Idonotthinkshedaredtodreamwakingly;lifehadbeensohardforthispoorLeslie,thepathonwhichshehadhadtowalkhadbeensostrait,thatshecouldnotwhispertoherownheartthehopesthatmightwaitonthefuture。Butshewatchedthegreatrevolvinglightbestarringtheshorthoursofthesummernight,andhereyesgrewsoftandbrightandyoungoncemore。Nor,whenOwenFordcamenextday,toaskhertogowithhimtotheshore,didshesayhimnay。
CHAPTER37
MISSCORNELIAMAKESASTARTLINGANNOUNCEMENT
MissCorneliasaileddowntothelittlehouseonedrowsyafternoon,whenthegulfwasthefaint,bleachedblueoftheAugustseas,andtheorangeliliesatthegateofAnne’sgardenhelduptheirimperialcupstobefilledwiththemoltengoldofAugustsunshine。NotthatMissCorneliaconcernedherselfwithpaintedoceansorsun-thirstylilies。Shesatinherfavoriterockerinunusualidleness。Shesewednot,neitherdidshespin。Nordidshesayasinglederogatorywordconcerninganyportionofmankind。Inshort,MissCornelia’sconversationwassingularlydevoidofspicethatday,andGilbert,whohadstayedhometolistentoher,insteadofgoinga-fishing,ashehadintended,felthimselfaggrieved。WhathadcomeoverMissCornelia?Shedidnotlookcastdownorworried。Onthecontrary,therewasacertainairofnervousexultationabouther。
"WhereisLeslie?"sheasked——notasifitmatteredmucheither。
"Owenandshewentraspberryinginthewoodsbackofherfarm,"answeredAnne。"Theywon’tbebackbeforesuppertime——ifthen。"
"Theydon’tseemtohaveanyideathatthereissuchathingasaclock,"saidGilbert。"Ican’tgettothebottomofthataffair。I’mcertainyouwomenpulledstrings。ButAnne,undutifulwife,won’ttellme。
Willyou,MissCornelia?"
"No,Ishallnot。But,"saidMissCornelia,withtheairofonedeterminedtotaketheplungeandhaveitover,"Iwilltellyousomethingelse。Icametodayonpurposetotellit。Iamgoingtobemarried。"
AnneandGilbertweresilent。IfMissCorneliahadannouncedherintentionofgoingouttothechannelanddrowningherselfthethingmighthavebeenbelievable。
Thiswasnot。Sotheywaited。OfcourseMissCorneliahadmadeamistake。
"Well,youbothlooksortofkerflummexed,"saidMissCornelia,withatwinkleinhereyes。Nowthattheawkwardmomentofrevelationwasover,MissCorneliawasherownwomanagain。"DoyouthinkI’mtooyoungandinexperiencedformatrimony?"
"Youknow——itISratherstaggering,"saidGilbert,tryingtogatherhiswitstogether。"I’veheardyousayascoreoftimesthatyouwouldn’tmarrythebestmanintheworld。"
"I’mnotgoingtomarrythebestmanintheworld,"
retortedMissCornelia。"MarshallElliottisalongwayfrombeingthebest。"
"AreyougoingtomarryMarshallElliott?"exclaimedAnne,recoveringherpowerofspeechunderthissecondshock。
"Yes。IcouldhavehadhimanytimethesetwentyyearsifI’dliftedmyfinger。ButdoyousupposeIwasgoingtowalkintochurchbesideaperambulatinghaystacklikethat?"
"Iamsureweareveryglad——andwewishyouallpossiblehappiness,"saidAnne,veryflatlyandinadequately,asshefelt。Shewasnotpreparedforsuchanoccasion。ShehadneverimaginedherselfofferingbetrothalfelicitationstoMissCornelia。
"Thanks,Iknewyouwould,"saidMissCornelia。"Youarethefirstofmyfriendstoknowit。"
"Weshallbesosorrytoloseyou,though,dearMissCornelia,"saidAnne,beginningtobealittlesadandsentimental。
"Oh,youwon’tloseme,"saidMissCorneliaunsentimentally。"Youdon’tsupposeIwouldliveoverharborwithallthoseMacAllistersandElliottsandCrawfords,doyou?`FromtheconceitoftheElliotts,theprideoftheMacAllistersandthevain-gloryoftheCrawfords,goodLorddeliverus。’Marshalliscomingtoliveatmyplace。I’msickandtiredofhiredmen。
ThatJimHastingsI’vegotthissummerispositivelytheworstofthespecies。Hewoulddriveanyonetogettingmarried。Whatdoyouthink?Heupsetthechurnyesterdayandspilledabigchurningofcreamovertheyard。Andnotonewhitconcernedaboutitwashe!Justgaveafoolishlaughandsaidcreamwasgoodfortheland。Wasn’tthatlikeaman?ItoldhimI
wasn’tinthehabitoffertilisingmybackyardwithcream。"
"Well,Iwishyouallmannerofhappinesstoo,MissCornelia,"saidGilbert,solemnly;"but,"headded,unabletoresistthetemptationtoteaseMissCornelia,despiteAnne’simploringeyes,"Ifearyourdayofindependenceisdone。Asyouknow,MarshallElliottisaverydeterminedman。"
"Ilikeamanwhocansticktoathing,"retortedMissCornelia。"AmosGrant,whousedtobeaftermelongago,couldn’t。Youneversawsuchaweather-vane。Hejumpedintothepondtodrownhimselfonceandthenchangedhismindandswumoutagain。Wasn’tthatlikeaman?Marshallwouldhavestucktoitanddrowned。"
"Andhehasabitofatemper,theytellme,"
persistedGilbert。
"Hewouldn’tbeanElliottifhehadn’t。I’mthankfulhehas。Itwillberealfuntomakehimmad。Andyoucangenerallydosomethingwithatemperymanwhenitcomestorepentingtime。Butyoucan’tdoanythingwithamanwhojustkeepsplacidandaggravating。"
"Youknowhe’saGrit,MissCornelia。"
"Yes,heIS,"admittedMissCorneliarathersadly。
"AndofcoursethereisnohopeofmakingaConservativeofhim。ButatleastheisaPresbyterian。SoIsupposeIshallhavetobesatisfiedwiththat。"
"WouldyoumarryhimifhewereaMethodist,MissCornelia?"
"No,Iwouldnot。Politicsisforthisworld,butreligionisforboth。"
"Andyoumaybea`relict’afterall,MissCornelia。"
"NotI。Marshallwilllivemeout。TheElliottsarelong-lived,andtheBryantsarenot。"
"Whenareyoutobemarried?"askedAnne。
"Inaboutamonth’stime。Myweddingdressistobenavybluesilk。AndIwanttoaskyou,Anne,dearie,ifyouthinkitwouldbeallrighttowearaveilwithanavybluedress。I’vealwaysthoughtI’dliketowearaveilifIevergotmarried。MarshallsaystohaveitifIwantto。Isn’tthatlikeaman?"
"Whyshouldn’tyouwearitifyouwantto?"askedAnne。
"Well,onedoesn’twanttobedifferentfromotherpeople,"saidMissCornelia,whowasnotnoticeablylikeanyoneelseonthefaceoftheearth。"AsIsay,Idofancyaveil。Butmaybeitshouldn’tbewornwithanydressbutawhiteone。Pleasetellme,Anne,dearie,whatyoureallythink。I’llgobyyouradvice。"
"Idon’tthinkveilsareusuallywornwithanybutwhitedresses,"admittedAnne,"butthatismerelyaconvention;andIamlikeMr。Elliott,MissCornelia。
Idon’tseeanygoodreasonwhyyoushouldn’thaveaveilifyouwantone。"
ButMissCornelia,whomadehercallsincalicowrappers,shookherhead。
"Ifitisn’ttheproperthingIwon’twearit,"shesaid,withasighofregretforalostdream。
"Sinceyouaredeterminedtobemarried,MissCornelia,"saidGilbertsolemnly,"Ishallgiveyoutheexcellentrulesforthemanagementofahusbandwhichmygrandmothergavemymotherwhenshemarriedmyfather。"
"Well,IreckonIcanmanageMarshallElliott,"saidMissCorneliaplacidly。"Butletushearyourrules。"
"Thefirstoneis,catchhim。"
"He’scaught。Goon。"
"Thesecondoneis,feedhimwell。"
"Withenoughpie。Whatnext?"
"Thethirdandfourthare——keepyoureyeonhim。"
"Ibelieveyou,"saidMissCorneliaemphatically。
CHAPTER38
REDROSES
ThegardenofthelittlehousewasahauntbelovedofbeesandreddenedbylaterosesthatAugust。Thelittlehousefolklivedmuchinit,andweregiventotakingpicnicsuppersinthegrassycornerbeyondthebrookandsittingaboutinitthroughthetwilightswhengreatnightmothssailedathwartthevelvetgloom。
OneeveningOwenFordfoundLesliealoneinit。AnneandGilbertwereaway,andSusan,whowasexpectedbackthatnight,hadnotyetreturned。
Thenorthernskywasamberandpalegreenoverthefirtops。Theairwascool,forAugustwasnearingSeptember,andLeslieworeacrimsonscarfoverherwhitedress。Togethertheywanderedthroughthelittle,friendly,flower-crowdedpathsinsilence。
Owenmustgosoon。Hisholidaywasnearlyover。
Lesliefoundherheartbeatingwildly。Sheknewthatthisbelovedgardenwastobethesceneofthebindingwordsthatmustsealtheirasyetunwordedunderstanding。
"Someeveningsastrangeodorblowsdowntheairofthisgarden,likeaphantomperfume,"saidOwen。"I
haveneverbeenabletodiscoverfromjustwhatfloweritcomes。Itiselusiveandhauntingandwonderfullysweet。IliketofancyitisthesoulofGrandmotherSelwynpassingonalittlevisittotheoldspotshelovedsowell。Thereshouldbealotoffriendlyghostsaboutthislittleoldhouse。"
"Ihavelivedunderitsroofonlyamonth,"saidLeslie,"butIloveitasIneverlovedthehouseovertherewhereIhavelivedallmylife。"
"Thishousewasbuildedandconsecratedbylove,"saidOwen。"Suchhouses,MUSTexertaninfluenceoverthosewholiveinthem。Andthisgarden——itisoversixtyyearsoldandthehistoryofathousandhopesandjoysiswritteninitsblossoms。Someofthoseflowerswereactuallysetoutbytheschoolmaster’sbride,andshehasbeendeadforthirtyyears。Yettheybloomoneverysummer。Lookatthoseredroses,Leslie——howtheyqueenitovereverythingelse!"
"Ilovetheredroses,"saidLeslie。"Annelikesthepinkonesbest,andGilbertlikesthewhite。ButI
wantthecrimsonones。Theysatisfysomecravinginmeasnootherflowerdoes。"
"Theserosesareverylate——theybloomafteralltheothershavegone——andtheyholdallthewarmthandsoulofthesummercometofruition,"saidOwen,pluckingsomeoftheglowing,half-openedbuds。
"Theroseisthefloweroflove——theworldhasacclaimeditsoforcenturies。Thepinkrosesarelovehopefulandexpectant——thewhiterosesarelovedeadorforsaken——buttheredroses——ah,Leslie,whataretheredroses?"
"Lovetriumphant,"saidLeslieinalowvoice。
"Yes——lovetriumphantandperfect。Leslie,youknow——youunderstand。Ihavelovedyoufromthefirst。AndIKNOWyouloveme——Idon’tneedtoaskyou。ButIwanttohearyousayit——mydarling——mydarling!"
Lesliesaidsomethinginaverylowandtremulousvoice。Theirhandsandlipsmet;itwaslife’ssuprememomentforthemandastheystoodthereintheoldgarden,withitsmanyyearsofloveanddelightandsorrowandglory,hecrownedhershininghairwiththered,redroseofalovetriumphant。
AnneandGilbertreturnedpresently,accompaniedbyCaptainJim。Annelightedafewsticksofdriftwoodinthefireplace,forloveofthepixyflames,andtheysatarounditforanhourofgoodfellowship。
"WhenIsitlookingatadriftwoodfireit’seasytobelieveI’myoungagain,"saidCaptainJim。
"Canyoureadfuturesinthefire,CaptainJim?"askedOwen。
CaptainJimlookedatthemallaffectionatelyandthenbackagainatLeslie’svividfaceandglowingeyes。
"Idon’tneedthefiretoreadyourfutures,"hesaid。
"Iseehappinessforallofyou——allofyou——forLeslieandMr。Ford——andthedoctorhereandMistressBlythe——andLittleJem——andchildrenthatain’tbornyetbutwillbe。Happinessforyouall——though,mindyou,Ireckonyou’llhaveyourtroublesandworriesandsorrows,too。They’reboundtocome——andnohouse,whetherit’sapalaceoralittlehouseofdreams,canbar’emout。Buttheywon’tgetthebetterofyouifyouface’emTOGETHERwithloveandtrust。Youcanweatheranystormwiththemtwoforcompassandpilot。"
TheoldmanrosesuddenlyandplacedonehandonLeslie’sheadandoneonAnne’s。
"Twogood,sweetwomen,"hesaid。"Trueandfaithfulandtobedependedon。Yourhusbandswillhavehonorinthegatesbecauseofyou——yourchildrenwillriseupandcallyoublessedintheyearstocome。"
Therewasastrangesolemnityaboutthelittlescene。
AnneandLesliebowedasthosereceivingabenediction。Gilbertsuddenlybrushedhishandoverhiseyes;OwenFordwasraptasonewhocanseevisions。Allweresilentforaspace。Thelittlehouseofdreamsaddedanotherpoignantandunforgettablemomenttoitsstoreofmemories。
"Imustbegoingnow,"saidCaptainJimslowlyatlast。Hetookuphishatandlookedlingeringlyabouttheroom。
"Goodnight,allofyou,"hesaid,ashewentout。
Anne,piercedbytheunusualwistfulnessofhisfarewell,rantothedoorafterhim。
"Comebacksoon,CaptainJim,"shecalled,ashepassedthroughthelittlegatehungbetweenthefirs。
"Ay,ay,"hecalledcheerilybacktoher。ButCaptainJimhadsatbytheoldfiresideofthehouseofdreamsforthelasttime。
Annewentslowlybacktotheothers。
"It’sso——sopitifultothinkofhimgoingallalonedowntothatlonelyPoint,"shesaid。"Andthereisnoonetowelcomehimthere。"
"CaptainJimissuchgoodcompanyforothersthatonecan’timaginehimbeinganythingbutgoodcompanyforhimself,"saidOwen。"Buthemustoftenbelonely。
Therewasatouchoftheseerabouthimtonight——hespokeasonetowhomithadbeengiventospeak。Well,Imustbegoing,too。"
AnneandGilbertdiscreetlymeltedaway;butwhenOwenhadgoneAnnereturned,tofindLesliestandingbythehearth。
"Oh,Leslie——Iknow——andI’msoglad,dear,"shesaid,puttingherarmsabouther。
"Anne,myhappinessfrightensme,"whisperedLeslie。
"Itseemstoogreattobereal——I’mafraidtospeakofit——tothinkofit。ItseemstomethatitmustjustbeanotherdreamofthishouseofdreamsanditwillvanishwhenIleavehere。"
"Well,youarenotgoingtoleavehere——untilOwentakesyou。Youaregoingtostaywithmeuntilthattimescomes。DoyouthinkI’dletyougoovertothatlonely,sadplaceagain?"
"Thankyou,dear。ImeanttoaskyouifImightstaywithyou。Ididn’twanttogobackthere——itwouldseemlikegoingbackintothechillanddrearinessoftheoldlifeagain。Anne,Anne,whatafriendyou’vebeentome——`agood,sweetwoman——trueandfaithfulandtobedependedon’——CaptainJimsummedyouup。"
"Hesaid`women,’not`woman,’"smiledAnne。"PerhapsCaptainJimseesusboththroughtherose-coloredspectaclesofhisloveforus。Butwecantrytoliveuptohisbeliefinus,atleast。"
"Doyouremember,Anne,"saidLeslieslowly,"thatI
oncesaid——thatnightwemetontheshore——thatIhatedmygoodlooks?Idid——then。ItalwaysseemedtomethatifIhadbeenhomelyDickwouldneverhavethoughtofme。Ihatedmybeautybecauseithadattractedhim,butnow——oh,I’mgladthatIhaveit。It’sallIhavetoofferOwen,——hisartistsouldelightsinit。IfeelasifIdonotcometohimquiteempty-handed。"
"Owenlovesyourbeauty,Leslie。Whowouldnot?Butit’sfoolishofyoutosayorthinkthatthatisallyoubringhim。HEwilltellyouthat——Ineedn’t。AndnowImustlockup。IexpectedSusanbacktonight,butshehasnotcome。"
"Oh,yes,hereIam,Mrs。Doctor,dear,"saidSusan,enteringunexpectedlyfromthekitchen,"andpuffinglikeahendrawingrailsatthat!It’squiteawalkfromtheGlendownhere。"
"I’mgladtoseeyouback,Susan。Howisyoursister?"
"Sheisabletositup,butofcourseshecannotwalkyet。However,sheisverywellabletogetonwithoutmenow,forherdaughterhascomehomeforhervacation。AndIamthankfultobeback,Mrs。Doctor,dear。Matilda’slegwasbrokenandnomistake,buthertonguewasnot。Shewouldtalkthelegsoffanironpot,thatshewould,Mrs。Doctor,dear,thoughIgrievetosayitofmyownsister。Shewasalwaysagreattalkerandyetshewasthefirstofourfamilytogetmarried。ShereallydidnotcaremuchaboutmarryingJamesClow,butshecouldnotbeartodisobligehim。
NotbutwhatJamesisagoodman——theonlyfaultIhavetofindwithhimisthathealwaysstartsintosaygracewithsuchanunearthlygroan,Mrs。Doctor,dear。
Italwaysfrightensmyappetiteclearaway。Andspeakingofgettingmarried,Mrs。Doctor,dear,isittruethatCorneliaBryantisgoingtobemarriedtoMarshallElliott?"
"Yes,quitetrue,Susan。"
"Well,Mrs。Doctor,dear,itdoesNOTseemtomefair。
Hereisme,whoneversaidawordagainstthemen,andIcannotgetmarriednohow。AndthereisCorneliaBryant,whoisneverdoneabusingthem,andallshehastodoistoreachoutherhandandpickoneup,asitwere。Itisaverystrangeworld,Mrs。Doctor,dear。"
"There’sanotherworld,youknow,Susan。"
"Yes,"saidSusanwithaheavysigh,"but,Mrs。
Doctor,dear,thereisneithermarryingnorgivinginmarriagethere。"
CHAPTER39
CAPTAINJIMCROSSESTHEBAR
OnedayinlateSeptemberOwenFord’sbookcameatlast。CaptainJimhadgonefaithfullytotheGlenpostofficeeverydayforamonth,expectingit。Thisdayhehadnotgone,andLesliebroughthiscopyhomewithhersandAnne’s。
"We’lltakeitdowntohimthisevening,"saidAnne,excitedasaschoolgirl。
ThelongwalktothePointonthatclear,beguilingeveningalongtheredharborroadwasverypleasant。
Thenthesundroppeddownbehindthewesternhillsintosomevalleythatmusthavebeenfulloflostsunsets,andatthesameinstantthebiglightflashedoutonthewhitetowerofthepoint。
"CaptainJimisneverlatebythefractionofasecond,"saidLeslie。
NeitherAnnenorLeslieeverforgotCaptainJim’sfacewhentheygavehimthebook——HISbook,transfiguredandglorified。Thecheeksthathadbeenblanchedoflatesuddenlyflamedwiththecolorofboyhood;hiseyesglowedwithallthefireofyouth;buthishandstrembledasheopenedit。
ItwascalledsimplyTheLife-BookofCaptainJim,andonthetitlepagethenamesofOwenFordandJamesBoydwereprintedascollaborators。ThefrontispiecewasaphotographofCaptainJimhimself,standingatthedoorofthelighthouse,lookingacrossthegulf。OwenFordhad"snapped"himonedaywhilethebookwasbeingwritten。CaptainJimhadknownthis,buthehadnotknownthatthepicturewastobeinthebook。
"Justthinkofit,"hesaid,"theoldsailorrightthereinarealprintedbook。Thisistheproudestdayofmylife。I’mliketobust,girls。There’llbenosleepformetonight。I’llreadmybookcleanthroughbeforesun-up。"
"We’llgorightawayandleaveyoufreetobeginit,"
saidAnne。
CaptainJimhadbeenhandlingthebookinakindofreverentrapture。Nowhedecidedlycloseditandlaiditaside。
"No,no,you’renotgoingawaybeforeyoutakeacupofteawiththeoldman,"heprotested。"Icouldn’theartothat——couldyou,Matey?Thelife-bookwillkeep,I
reckon。I’vewaitedforitthismanyayear。IcanwaitalittlelongerwhileI’menjoyingmyfriends。"
CaptainJimmovedaboutgettinghiskettleontoboil,andsettingouthisbreadandbutter。Despitehisexcitementhedidnotmovewithhisoldbriskness。Hismovementswereslowandhalting。Butthegirlsdidnotoffertohelphim。Theyknewitwouldhurthisfeelings。
"Youjustpickedtherighteveningtovisitme,"hesaid,producingacakefromhiscupboard。"LeetleJoe’smothersentmedownabigbasketfullofcakesandpiestoday。Ablessingonallgoodcooks,saysI。
Lookatthispurtycake,allfrostingandnuts。
’Tain’toftenIcanentertaininsuchstyle。Setin,girls,setin!We’ll`takacupo’kindnessyetforauldlangsyne。’"
Thegirls"setin"rightmerrily。TheteawasuptoCaptainJim’sbestbrewing。LittleJoe’smother’scakewasthelastwordincakes;CaptainJimwastheprinceofgracioushosts,neverevenpermittinghiseyestowandertothecornerwherethelife-booklay,inallitsbraveryofgreenandgold。ButwhenhisdoorfinallyclosedbehindAnneandLeslietheyknewthathewentstraighttoit,andastheywalkedhometheypicturedthedelightoftheoldmanporingovertheprintedpageswhereinhisownlifewasportrayedwithallthecharmandcolorofrealityitself。
"Iwonderhowhewillliketheending——theendingI
suggested,"saidLeslie。
Shewasnevertoknow。EarlythenextmorningAnneawakenedtofindGilbertbendingoverher,fullydressed,andwithanexpressionofanxietyonhisface。
"Areyoucalledout?"sheaskeddrowsily。
"No。Anne,I’mafraidthere’ssomethingwrongatthePoint。It’sanhouraftersunrisenow,andthelightisstillburning。YouknowithasalwaysbeenamatterofpridewithCaptainJimtostartthelightthemomentthesunsets,andputitoutthemomentitrises。"
Annesatupindismay。Throughherwindowshesawthelightblinkingpalelyagainsttheblueskiesofdawn。
"Perhapshehasfallenasleepoverhislife-book,"shesaidanxiously,"orbecomesoabsorbedinitthathehasforgottenthelight。"
Gilbertshookhishead。
"Thatwouldn’tbelikeCaptainJim。Anyway,I’mgoingdowntosee。"
"WaitaminuteandI’llgowithyou,"exclaimedAnne。
"Oh,yes,Imust——LittleJemwillsleepforanhouryet,andI’llcallSusan。Youmayneedawoman’shelpifCaptainJimisill。"
Itwasanexquisitemorning,fulloftintsandsoundsatonceripeanddelicate。Theharborwassparklinganddimplinglikeagirl;whitegullsweresoaringoverthedunes;beyondthebarwasashining,wonderfulsea。
Thelongfieldsbytheshoreweredewyandfreshinthatfirstfine,purely-tintedlight。Thewindcamedancingandwhistlingupthechanneltoreplacethebeautifulsilencewithamusicmorebeautifulstill。
HaditnotbeenforthebalefulstaronthewhitetowerthatearlywalkwouldhavebeenadelighttoAnneandGilbert。Buttheywentsoftlywithfear。
Theirknockwasnotrespondedto。Gilbertopenedthedoorandtheywentin。
Theoldroomwasveryquiet。Onthetableweretheremnantsofthelittleeveningfeast。Thelampstillburnedonthecornerstand。TheFirstMatewasasleepinasquareofsunshinebythesofa。
CaptainJimlayonthesofa,withhishandsclaspedoverthelife-book,openatthelastpage,lyingonhisbreast。Hiseyeswereclosedandonhisfacewasalookofthemostperfectpeaceandhappiness——thelookofonewhohaslongsoughtandfoundatlast。
"Heisasleep?"whisperedAnnetremulously。
Gilbertwenttothesofaandbentoverhimforafewmoments。Thenhestraightenedup。
"Yes,hesleeps——well,"headdedquietly。"Anne,CaptainJimhascrossedthebar。"
Theycouldnotknowpreciselyatwhathourhehaddied,butAnnealwaysbelievedthathehadhadhiswish,andwentoutwhenthemorningcameacrossthegulf。Outonthatshiningtidehisspiritdrifted,overthesunriseseaofpearlandsilver,tothehavenwherelostMargaretwaited,beyondthestormsandcalms。
CHAPTER40
FAREWELLTOTHEHOUSEOFDREAMS
CaptainJimwasburiedinthelittleover-harborgraveyard,veryneartothespotwheretheweewhiteladyslept。Hisrelativesputupaveryexpensive,veryugly"monument"——amonumentatwhichhewouldhavepokedslyfunhadheseenitinlife。Buthisrealmonumentwasintheheartsofthosewhoknewhim,andinthebookthatwastoliveforgenerations。
LesliemournedthatCaptainJimhadnotlivedtoseetheamazingsuccessofit。
"Howhewouldhavedelightedinthereviews——theyarealmostallsokindly。Andtohaveseenhislife-bookheadingthelistsofthebestsellers——oh,ifhecouldjusthavelivedtoseeit,Anne!"
ButAnne,despitehergrief,waswiser。
"Itwasthebookitselfhecaredfor,Leslie——notwhatmightbesaidofit——andhehadit。Hehadreaditallthrough。Thatlastnightmusthavebeenoneofthegreatesthappinessforhim——withthequick,painlessendinghehadhopedforinthemorning。IamgladforOwen’ssakeandyoursthatthebookissuchasuccess——butCaptainJimwassatisfied——IKNOW。"
Thelighthousestarstillkeptanightlyvigil;asubstitutekeeperhadbeensenttothePoint,untilsuchtimeasanall-wisegovernmentcoulddecidewhichofmanyapplicantswasbestfittedfortheplace——orhadthestrongestpull。TheFirstMatewasathomeinthelittlehouse,belovedbyAnneandGilbertandLeslie,andtoleratedbyaSusanwhohadsmalllikingforcats。
"IcanputupwithhimforthesakeofCaptainJim,Mrs。Doctor,dear,forIlikedtheoldman。AndIwillseethathegetsbiteandsup,andeverymousethetrapsaccountfor。Butdonotaskmetodomorethanthat,Mrs。Doctor,dear。Catsiscats,andtakemywordforit,theywillneverbeanythingelse。Andatleast,Mrs。Doctor,dear,dokeephimawayfromtheblessedweeman。Picturetoyourselfhowawfulitwouldbeifhewastosuckthedarling’sbreath。"
"ThatmightbefitlycalledaCAT-astrophe,"saidGilbert。
"Oh,youmaylaugh,doctor,dear,butitwouldbenolaughingmatter。"
"Catsneversuckbabies’breaths,"saidGilbert。
"Thatisonlyanoldsuperstition,Susan。"
"Oh,well,itmaybeasuperstitionoritmaynot,doctor,dear。AllthatIknowis,ithashappened。Mysister’shusband’snephew’swife’scatsuckedtheirbaby’sbreath,andthepoorinnocentwasallbutgonewhentheyfoundit。Andsuperstitionornot,ifIfindthatyellowbeastlurkingnearourbabyIwillwhackhimwiththepoker,Mrs。Doctor,dear。"
Mr。andMrs。MarshallElliottwerelivingcomfortablyandharmoniouslyinthegreenhouse。Lesliewasbusywithsewing,forsheandOwenweretobemarriedatChristmas。AnnewonderedwhatshewoulddowhenLesliewasgone。
"Changescomeallthetime。Justassoonasthingsgetreallynicetheychange,"shesaidwithasigh。
"TheoldMorganplaceupattheGlenisforsale,"
saidGilbert,aproposofnothinginespecial。
"Isit?"askedAnneindifferently。
"Yes。NowthatMr。Morganhasgone,Mrs。MorganwantstogotolivewithherchildreninVancouver。Shewillsellcheaply,forabigplacelikethatinasmallvillageliketheGlenwillnotbeveryeasytodisposeof。"
"Well,it’scertainlyabeautifulplace,soitislikelyshewillfindapurchaser,"saidAnne,absently,wonderingwhethersheshouldhemstitchorfeather-stitchlittleJem’s"short"dresses。Hewastobeshortenedthenextweek,andAnnefeltreadytocryatthethoughtofit。
"Supposewebuyit,Anne?"remarkedGilbertquietly。
Annedroppedhersewingandstaredathim。
"You’renotinearnest,Gilbert?"
"IndeedIam,dear。"
"Andleavethisdarlingspot——ourhouseofdreams?"
saidAnneincredulously。"Oh,Gilbert,it’s——it’sunthinkable!"
"Listenpatientlytome,dear。Iknowjusthowyoufeelaboutit。Ifeelthesame。Butwe’vealwaysknownwewouldhavetomovesomeday。"
"Oh,butnotsosoon,Gilbert——notjustyet。"
"Wemaynevergetsuchachanceagain。Ifwedon’tbuytheMorganplacesomeoneelsewill——andthereisnootherhouseintheGlenwewouldcaretohave,andnootherreallygoodsiteonwhichtobuild。Thislittlehouseis——well,itisandhasbeenwhatnootherhousecaneverbetous,Iadmit,butyouknowitisout-of-the-waydownhereforadoctor。Wehavefelttheinconvenience,thoughwe’vemadethebestofit。
Andit’satightfitforusnow。Perhaps,inafewyears,whenJemwantsaroomofhisown,itwillbeentirelytoosmall。"
"Oh,Iknow——Iknow,"saidAnne,tearsfillinghereyes。"Iknowallthatcanbesaidagainstit,butI
loveitso——andit’ssobeautifulhere。"
"YouwouldfinditverylonelyhereafterLesliegoes——andCaptainJimhasgonetoo。TheMorganplaceisbeautiful,andintimewewouldloveit。Youknowyouhavealwaysadmiredit,Anne。"
"Oh,yes,but——but——thishasallseemedtocomeupsosuddenly,Gilbert。I’mdizzy。TenminutesagoIhadnothoughtofleavingthisdearspot。IwasplanningwhatImeanttodoforitinthespring——whatImeanttodointhegarden。Andifweleavethisplacewhowillgetit?ItISout-of-the-way,soit’slikelysomepoor,shiftless,wanderingfamilywillrentit——andover-runit——andoh,thatwouldbedesecration。Itwouldhurtmehorribly。"
"Iknow。Butwecannotsacrificeourownintereststosuchconsiderations,Anne-girl。TheMorganplacewillsuitusineveryessentialparticular——wereallycan’taffordtomisssuchachance。Thinkofthatbiglawnwiththosemagnificentoldtrees;andofthatsplendidhardwoodgrovebehindit——twelveacresofit。Whataplayplaceforourchildren!There’safineorchard,too,andyou’vealwaysadmiredthathighbrickwallaroundthegardenwiththedoorinit——you’vethoughtitwassolikeastory-bookgarden。AndthereisalmostasfineaviewoftheharborandthedunesfromtheMorganplaceasfromhere。"
"Youcan’tseethelighthousestarfromit。"
"Yes,Youcanseeitfromtheatticwindow。THERE’S
anotheradvantage,Anne-girl——youlovebiggarrets。"
"There’snobrookinthegarden。"
"Well,no,butthereisonerunningthroughthemaplegroveintotheGlenpond。Andtheponditselfisn’tfaraway。You’llbeabletofancyyouhaveyourownLakeofShiningWatersagain。"
"Well,don’tsayanythingmoreaboutitjustnow,Gilbert。Givemetimetothink——togetusedtotheidea。"
"Allright。Thereisnogreathurry,ofcourse。
Only——ifwedecidetobuy,itwouldbewelltobemovedinandsettledbeforewinter。"
Gilbertwentout,andAnneputawayLittleJem’sshortdresseswithtremblinghands。Shecouldnotsewanymorethatday。Withtear-weteyesshewanderedoverthelittledomainwhereshehadreignedsohappyaqueen。TheMorganplacewasallthatGilbertclaimed。
Thegroundswerebeautiful,thehouseoldenoughtohavedignityandreposeandtraditions,andnewenoughtobecomfortableandup-to-date。Annehadalwaysadmiredit;butadmiringisnotloving;andshelovedthishouseofdreamssomuch。ShelovedEVERYTHING
aboutit——thegardenshehadtended,andwhichsomanywomenhadtendedbeforeher——thegleamandsparkleofthelittlebrookthatcreptsoroguishlyacrossthecorner——thegatebetweenthecreakingfirtrees——theoldredsandstonestep——thestatelyLombardies——thetwotinyquaintglasscupboardsoverthechimney-pieceintheliving-room——thecrookedpantrydoorinthekitchen——thetwofunnydormerwindowsupstairs——thelittlejoginthestaircase——why,thesethingswereapartofher!Howcouldsheleavethem?
Andhowthislittlehouse,consecratedaforetimebyloveandjoy,hadbeenre-consecratedforherbyherhappinessandsorrow!Hereshehadspentherbridalmoon;hereweeJoycehadlivedheronebriefday;herethesweetnessofmotherhoodhadcomeagainwithLittleJem;hereshehadheardtheexquisitemusicofherbaby’scooinglaughter;herebelovedfriendshadsatbyherfireside。Joyandgrief,birthanddeath,hadmadesacredforeverthislittlehouseofdreams。
Andnowshemustleaveit。Sheknewthat,evenwhileshehadcontendedagainsttheideatoGilbert。Thelittlehousewasoutgrown。Gilbert’sinterestsmadethechangenecessary;hiswork,successfulthoughithadbeen,washamperedbyhislocation。Annerealisedthattheendoftheirlifeinthisdearplacedrewnigh,andthatshemustfacethefactbravely。Buthowherheartached!
"Itwillbejustliketearingsomethingoutofmylife,"shesobbed。"Andoh,ifIcouldhopethatsomenicefolkwouldcomehereinourplace——oreventhatitwouldbeleftvacant。Thatitselfwouldbebetterthanhavingitoverrunwithsomehordewhoknownothingofthegeographyofdreamland,andnothingofthehistorythathasgiventhishouseitssoulanditsidentity。
Andifsuchatribecomeheretheplacewillgotorackandruininnotime——anoldplacegoesdownsoquicklyifitisnotcarefullyattendedto。They’lltearupmygarden——andlettheLombardiesgetragged——andthepalingwillcometolooklikeamouthwithhalftheteethmissing——andtheroofwillleak——andtheplasterfall——andthey’llstuffpillowsandragsinbrokenwindowpanes——andeverythingwillbeout-at-elbows。"
Anne’simaginationpicturedforthsovividlythecomingdegenerationofherdearlittlehousethatithurtherasseverelyasifithadalreadybeenanaccomplishedfact。Shesatdownonthestairsandhadalong,bittercry。Susanfoundherthereandenquiredwithmuchconcernwhatthetroublewas。
"Youhavenotquarrelledwiththedoctor,haveyounow,Mrs。Doctor,dear?Butifyouhave,donotworry。Itisathingquitelikelytohappentomarriedcouples,I
amtold,althoughIhavehadnoexperiencethatwaymyself。Hewillbesorry,andyoucansoonmakeitup。"
"No,no,Susan,wehaven’tquarrelled。It’sonly——GilbertisgoingtobuytheMorganplace,andwe’llhavetogoandliveattheGlen。Anditwillbreakmyheart。"
SusandidnotenterintoAnne’sfeelingsatall。Shewas,indeed,quiterejoicedovertheprospectoflivingattheGlen。Heronegrievanceagainstherplaceinthelittlehousewasitslonesomelocation。
"Why,Mrs。Doctor,dear,itwillbesplendid。TheMorganhouseissuchafine,bigone。"
"Ihatebighouses,"sobbedAnne。
"Oh,well,youwillnothatethembythetimeyouhavehalfadozenchildren,"remarkedSusancalmly。"Andthishouseistoosmallalreadyforus。Wehavenospareroom,sinceMrs。Mooreishere,andthatpantryisthemostaggravatingplaceIevertriedtoworkin。
Thereisacornereverywayyouturn。Besides,itisout-of-the-worlddownhere。Thereisreallynothingatallbutscenery。"
"Outofyourworldperhaps,Susan——butnotoutofmine,"saidAnnewithafaintsmile。
"Idonotquiteunderstandyou,Mrs。Doctor,dear,butofcourseIamnotwelleducated。ButifDr。BlythebuystheMorganplacehewillmakenomistake,andthatyoumaytieto。Theyhavewaterinit,andthepantriesandclosetsarebeautiful,andthereisnotanothersuchcellarinP。E。Island,soIhavebeentold。Why,thecellarhere,Mrs。Doctor,dear,hasbeenaheart-breaktome,aswellyouknow。"
"Oh,goaway,Susan,goaway,"saidAnneforlornly。
"Cellarsandpantriesandclosetsdon’tmakeaHOME。
Whydon’tyouweepwiththosewhoweep?"
"Well,Ineverwasmuchhandforweeping,Mrs。Doctor,dear。Iwouldratherfalltoandcheerpeopleupthanweepwiththem。Now,donotyoucryandspoilyourprettyeyes。Thishouseisverywellandhasservedyourturn,butitishightimeyouhadabetter。"
Susan’spointofviewseemedtobethatofmostpeople。
LesliewastheonlyonewhosympathisedunderstandinglywithAnne。Shehadagoodcry,too,whensheheardthenews。Thentheybothdriedtheirtearsandwenttoworkatthepreparationsformoving。
"Sincewemustgoletusgoassoonaswecanandhaveitover,"saidpoorAnnewithbitterresignation。
"YouknowyouwilllikethatlovelyoldplaceattheGlenafteryouhavelivedinitlongenoughtohavedearmemorieswovenaboutit,"saidLeslie。"Friendswillcomethere,astheyhavecomehere——happinesswillglorifyitforyou。Now,it’sjustahousetoyou——buttheyearswillmakeitahome。"
AnneandLesliehadanothercrythenextweekwhentheyshortenedLittleJem。Annefeltthetragedyofituntileveningwheninhislongnightieshefoundherowndearbabyagain。
"Butitwillberompersnext——andthentrousers——andinnotimehewillbegrown-up,"shesighed。
"Well,youwouldnotwanthimtostayababyalways,Mrs。Doctor,dear,wouldyou?"saidSusan。"Blesshisinnocentheart,helookstoosweetforanythinginhislittleshortdresses,withhisdearfeetstickingout。
Andthinkofthesaveintheironing,Mrs。Doctor,dear。"
"Anne,IhavejusthadaletterfromOwen,"saidLeslie,enteringwithabrightface。"And,oh!Ihavesuchgoodnews。Hewritesmethatheisgoingtobuythisplacefromthechurchtrusteesandkeepittospendoursummervacationsin。Anne,areyounotglad?"
"Oh,Leslie,`glad’isn’tthewordforit!Itseemsalmosttoogoodtobetrue。Isha’n’tfeelhalfsobadlynowthatIknowthisdearspotwillneverbedesecratedbyavandaltribe,orlefttotumbledownindecay。Why,it’slovely!It’slovely!"
OneOctobermorningAnnewakenedtotherealisationthatshehadsleptforthelasttimeundertheroofofherlittlehouse。Thedaywastoobusytoindulgeregretandwheneveningcamethehousewasstrippedandbare。AnneandGilbertwerealoneinittosayfarewell。LeslieandSusanandLittleJemhadgonetotheGlenwiththelastloadoffurniture。Thesunsetlightstreamedinthroughthecurtainlesswindows。
"Ithasallsuchaheart-broken,reproachfullook,hasn’tit?"saidAnne。"Oh,IshallbesohomesickattheGlentonight!"
"Wehavebeenveryhappyhere,haven’twe,Anne-girl?"
saidGilbert,hisvoicefulloffeeling。
Annechoked,unabletoanswer。Gilbertwaitedforheratthefir-treegate,whileshewentoverthehouseandsaidfarewelltoeveryroom。Shewasgoingaway;buttheoldhousewouldstillbethere,lookingseawardthroughitsquaintwindows。Theautumnwindswouldblowarounditmournfully,andthegrayrainwouldbeatuponitandthewhitemistswouldcomeinfromtheseatoenfoldit;andthemoonlightwouldfalloveritandlightuptheoldpathswheretheschoolmasterandhisbridehadwalked。Thereonthatoldharborshorethecharmofstorywouldlinger;thewindwouldstillwhistlealluringlyoverthesilversand-dunes;thewaveswouldstillcallfromtheredrock-coves。
"Butwewillbegone,"saidAnnethroughhertears。
Shewentout,closingandlockingthedoorbehindher。
Gilbertwaswaitingforherwithasmile。Thelighthousestarwasgleamingnorthward。Thelittlegarden,whereonlymarigoldsstillbloomed,wasalreadyhoodingitselfinshadows。
Annekneltdownandkissedthewornoldstepwhichshehadcrossedasabride。
"Good-bye,dearlittlehouseofdreams,"shesaid。
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