Annerousedherselffromherreveriewithahappysigh。
"Iwasthinkingoutmystory,Diana。"
"Oh,haveyoureallybegunit?"criedDiana,allalightwitheagerinterestinamoment。
"Yes,Ihaveonlyafewpageswritten,butIhaveitallprettywellthoughtout。I’vehadsuchatimetogetasuitableplot。
NoneoftheplotsthatsuggestedthemselvessuitedagirlnamedAVERIL。"
"Couldn’tyouhavechangedhername?"
"No,thethingwasimpossible。Itriedto,butIcouldn’tdoit,anymorethanIcouldchangeyours。AVERILwassorealtomethatnomatterwhatothernameItriedtogiveherIjustthoughtofherasAVERILbehinditall。ButfinallyIgotaplotthatmatchedher。Thencametheexcitementofchoosingnamesforallmycharacters。Youhavenoideahowfascinatingthatis。
I’velainawakeforhoursthinkingoverthosenames。Thehero’snameisPERCEVALDALRYMPLE。"
"HaveyounamedALLthecharacters?"askedDianawistfully。"Ifyouhadn’tIwasgoingtoaskyoutoletmenameone——justsomeunimportantperson。I’dfeelasifIhadashareinthestorythen。"
"YoumaynamethelittlehiredboywholivedwiththeLESTERS,"
concededAnne。"Heisnotveryimportant,butheistheonlyoneleftunnamed。"
"CallhimRAYMONDFITZOSBORNE,"suggestedDiana,whohadastoreofsuchnameslaidawayinhermemory,relicsoftheold"StoryClub,"whichsheandAnneandJaneAndrewsandRubyGillishadhadintheirschooldays。
Anneshookherheaddoubtfully。
"I’mafraidthatistooaristocraticanameforachoreboy,Diana。Icouldn’timagineaFitzosbornefeedingpigsandpickingupchips,couldyou?"
Dianadidn’tseewhy,ifyouhadanimaginationatall,youcouldn’tstretchittothatextent;butprobablyAnneknewbest,andthechoreboywasfinallychristenedROBERTRAY,tobecalledBOBBYshouldoccasionrequire。
"Howmuchdoyousupposeyou’llgetforit?"askedDiana。
ButAnnehadnotthoughtaboutthisatall。Shewasinpursuitoffame,notfilthylucre,andherliterarydreamswereasyetuntaintedbymercenaryconsiderations。
"You’llletmereadit,won’tyou?"pleadedDiana。
"WhenitisfinishedI’llreadittoyouandMr。Harrison,andI
shallwantyoutocriticizeitSEVERELY。Nooneelseshallseeituntilitispublished。"
"Howareyougoingtoendit——happilyorunhappily?"
"I’mnotsure。I’dlikeittoendunhappily,becausethatwouldbesomuchmoreromantic。ButIunderstandeditorshaveaprejudiceagainstsadendings。IheardProfessorHamiltonsayoncethatnobodybutageniusshouldtrytowriteanunhappyending。
And,"concludedAnnemodestly,"I’manythingbutagenius。"
"OhIlikehappyendingsbest。You’dbetterlethimmarryher,"
saidDiana,who,especiallysinceherengagementtoFred,thoughtthiswashoweverystoryshouldend。
"Butyouliketocryoverstories?"
"Oh,yes,inthemiddleofthem。ButIlikeeverythingtocomerightatlast。"
"Imusthaveonepatheticsceneinit,"saidAnnethoughtfully。
"ImightletROBERTRAYbeinjuredinanaccidentandhaveadeathscene。"
"No,youmustn’tkillBOBBYoff,"declaredDiana,laughing。
"HebelongstomeandIwanthimtoliveandflourish。Killsomebodyelseifyouhaveto。"
ForthenextfortnightAnnewrithedorreveled,accordingtomood,inherliterarypursuits。Nowshewouldbejubilantoverabrilliantidea,nowdespairingbecausesomecontrarycharacterwouldNOTbehaveproperly。Dianacouldnotunderstandthis。
"MAKEthemdoasyouwantthemto,"shesaid。
"Ican’t,"mournedAnne。"Averilissuchanunmanageableheroine。
SheWILLdoandsaythingsInevermeantherto。ThenthatspoilseverythingthatwentbeforeandIhavetowriteitalloveragain。"
Finally,however,thestorywasfinished,andAnnereadittoDianaintheseclusionoftheporchgable。Shehadachievedher"patheticscene"withoutsacrificingROBERTRAY,andshekeptawatchfuleyeonDianaasshereadit。Dianarosetotheoccasionandcriedproperly;but,whentheendcame,shelookedalittledisappointed。
"WhydidyoukillMAURICELENNOX?"sheaskedreproachfully。
"Hewasthevillain,"protestedAnne。"Hehadtobepunished。"
"Ilikehimbestofthemall,"saidunreasonableDiana。
"Well,he’sdead,andhe’llhavetostaydead,"saidAnne,ratherresentfully。"IfIhadlethimlivehe’dhavegoneonpersecutingAVERILandPERCEVAL。"
"Yes——unlessyouhadreformedhim。"
"Thatwouldn’thavebeenromantic,and,besides,itwouldhavemadethestorytoolong。"
"Well,anyway,it’saperfectlyelegantstory,Anne,andwillmakeyoufamous,ofthatI’msure。Haveyougotatitleforit?"
"Oh,Idecidedonthetitlelongago。IcallitAVERIL’S
ATONEMENT。Doesn’tthatsoundniceandalliterative?Now,Diana,tellmecandidly,doyouseeanyfaultsinmystory?"
"Well,"hesitatedDiana,"thatpartwhereAVERILmakesthecakedoesn’tseemtomequiteromanticenoughtomatchtherest。It’sjustwhatanybodymightdo。Heroinesshouldn’tdocooking,_I_think。"
"Why,thatiswherethehumorcomesin,andit’soneofthebestpartsofthewholestory,"saidAnne。Anditmaybestatedthatinthisshewasquiteright。
Dianaprudentlyrefrainedfromanyfurthercriticism,butMr。Harrisonwasmuchhardertoplease。Firsthetoldhertherewasentirelytoomuchdescriptioninthestory。
"Cutoutallthoseflowerypassages,"hesaidunfeelingly。
AnnehadanuncomfortableconvictionthatMr。Harrisonwasright,andsheforcedherselftoexpungemostofherbeloveddescriptions,thoughittookthreere-writingsbeforethestorycouldbepruneddowntopleasethefastidiousMr。Harrison。
"I’veleftoutALLthedescriptionsbutthesunset,"shesaidatlast。
"IsimplyCOULDN’Tletitgo。Itwasthebestofthemall。"
"Ithasn’tanythingtodowiththestory,"saidMr。Harrison,"andyoushouldn’thavelaidthesceneamongrichcitypeople。
Whatdoyouknowofthem?Whydidn’tyoulayitrighthereinAvonlea——changingthename,ofcourse,orelseMrs。RachelLyndewouldprobablythinkshewastheheroine。"
"Oh,thatwouldneverhavedone,"protestedAnne。"Avonleaisthedearestplaceintheworld,butitisn’tquiteromanticenoughforthesceneofastory。"
"Idaresaythere’sbeenmanyaromanceinAvonlea——andmanyatragedy,too,"saidMr。Harrisondrily。"Butyourfolksain’tlikerealfolksanywhere。Theytalktoomuchandusetoohigh-flownlanguage。There’soneplacewherethatDALRYMPLEchaptalksevenonfortwopages,andneverletsthegirlgetawordinedgewise。Ifhe’ddonethatinreallifeshe’dhavepitchedhim。"
"Idon’tbelieveit,"saidAnneflatly。Inhersecretsoulshethoughtthatthebeautiful,poeticalthingssaidtoAVERILwouldwinanygirl’sheartcompletely。Besides,itwasgruesometohearofAVERIL,thestately,queen-likeAVERIL,"pitching"anyone。
AVERIL"declinedhersuitors。"
"Anyhow,"resumedthemercilessMr。Harrison,"Idon’tseewhyMAURICELENNOXdidn’tgether。Hewastwicethemantheotheris。
Hedidbadthings,buthedidthem。Percevalhadn’ttimeforanythingbutmooning。"
"Mooning。"Thatwasevenworsethan"pitching!"
"MAURICELENNOXwasthevillain,"saidAnneindignantly。
"Idon’tseewhyeveryonelikeshimbetterthanPERCEVAL。"
"Percevalistoogood。He’saggravating。Nexttimeyouwriteaboutaheroputalittlespiceofhumannatureinhim。"
"AVERILcouldn’thavemarriedMAURICE。Hewasbad。"
"She’dhavereformedhim。Youcanreformaman;youcan’treformajelly-fish,ofcourse。Yourstoryisn’tbad——it’skindofinteresting,I’lladmit。Butyou’retooyoungtowriteastorythatwouldbeworthwhile。Waittenyears。"
Annemadeuphermindthatthenexttimeshewroteastoryshewouldn’taskanybodytocriticizeit。Itwastoodiscouraging。
ShewouldnotreadthestorytoGilbert,althoughshetoldhimaboutit。
"Ifitisasuccessyou’llseeitwhenitispublished,Gilbert,butifitisafailurenobodyshalleverseeit。"
Marillaknewnothingabouttheventure。InimaginationAnnesawherselfreadingastoryoutofamagazinetoMarilla,entrappingherintopraiseofit——forinimaginationallthingsarepossible——andthentriumphantlyannouncingherselftheauthor。
OnedayAnnetooktothePostOfficealong,bulkyenvelope,addressed,withthedelightfulconfidenceofyouthandinexperience,totheverybiggestofthe"big"magazines。
DianawasasexcitedoveritasAnneherself。
"Howlongdoyousupposeitwillbebeforeyouhearfromit?"
sheasked。
"Itshouldn’tbelongerthanafortnight。Oh,howhappyandproudIshallbeifitisaccepted!"
"Ofcourseitwillbeaccepted,andtheywilllikelyaskyoutosendthemmore。YoumaybeasfamousasMrs。Morgansomeday,Anne,andthenhowproudI’llbeofknowingyou,"saidDiana,whopossessed,atleast,thestrikingmeritofanunselfishadmirationofthegiftsandgracesofherfriends。
Aweekofdelightfuldreamingfollowed,andthencameabitterawakening。
OneeveningDianafoundAnneintheporchgable,withsuspicious-lookingeyes。Onthetablelayalongenvelopeandacrumpledmanuscript。
"Anne,yourstoryhasn’tcomeback?"criedDianaincredulously。
"Yes,ithas,"saidAnneshortly。
"Well,thateditormustbecrazy。Whatreasondidhegive?"
"Noreasonatall。Thereisjustaprintedslipsayingthatitwasn’tfoundacceptable。"
"Ineverthoughtmuchofthatmagazine,anyway,"saidDianahotly。
"ThestoriesinitarenothalfasinterestingasthoseintheCanadianWoman,althoughitcostssomuchmore。Isupposetheeditorisprejudicedagainstanyonewhoisn’taYankee。
Don’tbediscouraged,Anne。RememberhowMrs。Morgan’sstoriescameback。SendyourstotheCanadianWoman。"
"IbelieveIwill,"saidAnne,pluckingupheart。"AndifitispublishedI’llsendthatAmericaneditoramarkedcopy。ButI’llcutthesunsetout。IbelieveMr。Harrisonwasright。"
Outcamethesunset;butinspiteofthisheroicmutilationtheeditoroftheCanadianWomansentAveril’sAtonementbacksopromptlythattheindignantDianadeclaredthatitcouldn’thavebeenreadatall,andvowedshewasgoingtostophersubscriptionimmediately。Annetookthissecondrejectionwiththecalmnessofdespair。ShelockedthestoryawayinthegarrettrunkwheretheoldStoryClubtalesreposed;butfirstsheyieldedtoDiana’sentreatiesandgaveheracopy。
"Thisistheendofmyliteraryambitions,"shesaidbitterly。
ShenevermentionedthemattertoMr。Harrison,butoneeveningheaskedherbluntlyifherstoryhadbeenaccepted。
"No,theeditorwouldn’ttakeit,"sheansweredbriefly。
Mr。Harrisonlookedsidewiseattheflushed,delicateprofile。
"Well,Isupposeyou’llkeeponwritingthem,"hesaidencouragingly。
"No,Ishallnevertrytowriteastoryagain,"declaredAnne,withthehopelessfinalityofnineteenwhenadoorisshutinitsface。
"Iwouldn’tgiveupaltogether,"saidMr。Harrisonreflectively。"I’dwriteastoryonceinawhile,butIwouldn’tpestereditorswithit。
I’dwriteofpeopleandplaceslikeIknew,andI’dmakemycharacterstalkeverydayEnglish;andI’dletthesunriseandsetintheusualquietwaywithoutmuchfussoverthefact。IfIhadtohavevillainsatall,I’dgivethemachance,Anne——I’dgivethemachance。
Therearesometerriblebadmenintheworld,Isuppose,butyou’dhavetogoalongpiecetofindthem——thoughMrs。Lyndebelieveswe’reallbad。Butmostofushavegotalittledecencysomewhereinus。
Keeponwriting,Anne。"
"No。Itwasveryfoolishofmetoattemptit。WhenI’mthroughRedmondI’llsticktoteaching。Icanteach。Ican’twritestories。"
"It’llbetimeforyoutobegettingahusbandwhenyou’rethroughRedmond,"saidMr。Harrison。"Idon’tbelieveinputtingmarryingofftoolong——likeIdid。"
Annegotupandmarchedhome。ThereweretimeswhenMr。Harrisonwasreallyintolerable。"Pitching,""mooning,"and"gettingahusband。"Ow!!
ChapterXIII
TheWayofTransgressorsDavyandDorawerereadyforSundaySchool。Theyweregoingalone,whichdidnotoftenhappen,forMrs。LyndealwaysattendedSundaySchool。
ButMrs。Lyndehadtwistedherankleandwaslame,soshewasstayinghomethismorning。Thetwinswerealsotorepresentthefamilyatchurch,forAnnehadgoneawaytheeveningbeforetospendSundaywithfriendsinCarmody,andMarillahadoneofherheadaches。
Davycamedownstairsslowly。Dorawaswaitinginthehallforhim,havingbeenmadereadybyMrs。Lynde。Davyhadattendedtohisownpreparations。
HehadacentinhispocketfortheSundaySchoolcollection,andafive-centpieceforthechurchcollection;hecarriedhisBibleinonehandandhisSundaySchoolquarterlyintheother;heknewhislessonandhisGoldenTextandhiscatechismquestionperfectly。Hadhenotstudiedthem——perforce——inMrs。Lynde’skitchen,alllastSundayafternoon?Davy,therefore,shouldhavebeeninaplacidframeofmind。Asamatteroffact,despitetextandcatechism,hewasinwardlyasaraveningwolf。
Mrs。LyndelimpedoutofherkitchenashejoinedDora。
"Areyouclean?"shedemandedseverely。
"Yes——allofmethatshows,"Davyansweredwithadefiantscowl。
Mrs。Rachelsighed。ShehadhersuspicionsaboutDavy’sneckandears。ButsheknewthatifsheattemptedtomakeapersonalexaminationDavywouldlikelytaketohisheelsandshecouldnotpursuehimtoday。
"Well,besureyoubehaveyourselves,"shewarnedthem。"Don’twalkinthedust。Don’tstopintheporchtotalktotheotherchildren。
Don’tsquirmorwriggleinyourplaces。Don’tforgettheGoldenText。
Don’tloseyourcollectionorforgettoputitin。Don’twhisperatprayertime,anddon’tforgettopayattentiontothesermon。"
Davydeignednoresponse。Hemarchedawaydownthelane,followedbythemeekDora。Buthissoulseethedwithin。
Davyhadsuffered,orthoughthehadsuffered,manythingsatthehandsandtongueofMrs。RachelLyndesinceshehadcometoGreenGables,forMrs。Lyndecouldnotlivewithanybody,whethertheywerenineorninety,withouttryingtobringthemupproperly。
AnditwasonlytheprecedingafternoonthatshehadinterferedtoinfluenceMarillaagainstallowingDavytogofishingwiththeTimothyCottons。Davywasstillboilingoverthis。
AssoonashewasoutofthelaneDavystoppedandtwistedhiscountenanceintosuchanunearthlyandterrificcontortionthatDora,althoughsheknewhisgiftsinthatrespect,washonestlyalarmedlestheshouldneverintheworldbeabletogetitstraightenedoutagain。
"Darnher,"explodedDavy。
"Oh,Davy,don’tswear,"gaspedDoraindismay。
"`Darn’isn’tswearing——notrealswearing。AndIdon’tcareifitis,"retortedDavyrecklessly。
"Well,ifyouMUSTsaydreadfulwordsdon’tsaythemonSunday,"pleadedDora。
Davywasasyetfarfromrepentance,butinhissecretsoulhefeltthat,perhaps,hehadgonealittletoofar。
"I’mgoingtoinventaswearwordofmyown,"hedeclared。
"Godwillpunishyouifyoudo,"saidDorasolemnly。
"ThenIthinkGodisameanoldscamp,"retortedDavy。"Doesn’tHeknowafellowmusthavesomewayof’spressinghisfeelings?"
"Davy!!!"saidDora。SheexpectedthatDavywouldbestruckdowndeadonthespot。Butnothinghappened。
"Anyway,Iain’tgoingtostandanymoreofMrs。Lynde’sbossing,"
splutteredDavy。"AnneandMarillamayhavetherighttobossme,butSHEhasn’t。I’mgoingtodoeverysinglethingshetoldmenottodo。
Youwatchme。"
Ingrim,deliberatesilence,whileDorawatchedhimwiththefascinationofhorror,Davysteppedoffthegreengrassoftheroadside,ankledeepintothefinedustwhichfourweeksofrainlessweatherhadmadeontheroad,andmarchedalonginit,shufflinghisfeetviciouslyuntilhewasenvelopedinahazycloud。
"That’sthebeginning,"heannouncedtriumphantly。"AndI’mgoingtostopintheporchandtalkaslongasthere’sanybodytheretotalkto。I’mgoingtosquirmandwriggleandwhisper,andI’mgoingtosayIdon’tknowtheGoldenText。AndI’mgoingtothrowawaybothofmycollectionsRIGHTNOW。"
AndDavyhurledcentandnickeloverMr。Barry’sfencewithfiercedelight。
"Satanmadeyoudothat,"saidDorareproachfully。
"Hedidn’t,"criedDavyindignantly。"Ijustthoughtitoutformyself。
AndI’vethoughtofsomethingelse。I’mnotgoingtoSundaySchoolorchurchatall。I’mgoinguptoplaywiththeCottons。Theytoldmeyesterdaytheyweren’tgoingtoSundaySchooltoday,’causetheirmotherwasawayandtherewasnobodytomakethem。Comealong,Dora,we’llhaveagreattime。"
"Idon’twanttogo,"protestedDora。
"You’vegotto,"saidDavy。"Ifyoudon’tcomeI’lltellMarillathatFrankBellkissedyouinschoollastMonday。"
"Icouldn’thelpit。Ididn’tknowhewasgoingto,"criedDora,blushingscarlet。
"Well,youdidn’tslaphimorseemabitcross,"retortedDavy。
"I’lltellherTHAT,too,ifyoudon’tcome。We’lltaketheshortcutupthisfield。"
"I’mafraidofthosecows,"protestedpoorDora,seeingaprospectofescape。
"Theveryideaofyourbeingscaredofthosecows,"scoffedDavy。
"Why,they’rebothyoungerthanyou。"
"They’rebigger,"saidDora。
"Theywon’thurtyou。Comealong,now。Thisisgreat。WhenI
growupIain’tgoingtobothergoingtochurchatall。I
believeIcangettoheavenbymyself。"
"You’llgototheotherplaceifyoubreaktheSabbathday,"
saidunhappyDora,followinghimsorelyagainstherwill。
ButDavywasnotscared——yet。Hellwasveryfaroff,andthedelightsofafishingexpeditionwiththeCottonswereverynear。
HewishedDorahadmorespunk。Shekeptlookingbackasifsheweregoingtocryeveryminute,andthatspoiledafellow’sfun。
Hanggirls,anyway。Davydidnotsay"darn"thistime,eveninthought。
Hewasnotsorry——yet——thathehadsaiditonce,butitmightbeaswellnottotempttheUnknownPowerstoofarononeday。
ThesmallCottonswereplayingintheirbackyard,andhailedDavy’sappearancewithwhoopsofdelight。Pete,Tommy,Adolphus,andMirabelCottonwereallalone。Theirmotherandoldersisterswereaway。DorawasthankfulMirabelwasthere,atleast。
Shehadbeenafraidshewouldbealoneinacrowdofboys。Mirabelwasalmostasbadasaboy——shewassonoisyandsunburnedandreckless。
Butatleastsheworedresses。
"We’vecometogofishing,"announcedDavy。
"Whoop,"yelledtheCottons。Theyrushedawaytodigwormsatonce,Mirabelleadingthevanwithatincan。Doracouldhavesatdownandcried。Oh,ifonlythathatefulFrankBellhadneverkissedher!
ThenshecouldhavedefiedDavy,andgonetoherbelovedSundaySchool。
Theydarednot,ofcourse,gofishingonthepond,wheretheywouldbeseenbypeoplegoingtochurch。TheyhadtoresorttothebrookinthewoodsbehindtheCottonhouse。Butitwasfulloftrout,andtheyhadaglorioustimethatmorning——atleasttheCottonscertainlyhad,andDavyseemedtohaveit。Notbeingentirelybereftofprudence,hehaddiscardedbootsandstockingsandborrowedTommyCotton’soveralls。Thusaccoutered,bogandmarshandundergrowthhadnoterrorsforhim。Dorawasfranklyandmanifestlymiserable。Shefollowedtheothersintheirperegrinationsfrompooltopool,claspingherBibleandquarterlytightlyandthinkingwithbitternessofsoulofherbelovedclasswheresheshouldbesittingthatverymoment,beforeateachersheadored。Instead,hereshewasroamingthewoodswiththosehalf-wildCottons,tryingtokeepherbootscleanandherprettywhitedressfreefromrentsandstains。MirabelhadofferedtheloanofanapronbutDorahadscornfullyrefused。
ThetroutbitastheyalwaysdoonSundays。Inanhourthetransgressorshadallthefishtheywanted,sotheyreturnedtothehouse,muchtoDora’srelief。Shesatprimlyonahencoopintheyardwhiletheothersplayedanuproariousgameoftag;andthentheyallclimbedtothetopofthepig-houseroofandcuttheirinitialsonthesaddleboard。Theflat-roofedhenhouseandapileofstrawbeneathgaveDavyanotherinspiration。Theyspentasplendidhalfhourclimbingontheroofanddivingoffintothestrawwithwhoopsandyells。
Butevenunlawfulpleasuresmustcometoanend。WhentherumbleofwheelsoverthepondbridgetoldthatpeopleweregoinghomefromchurchDavyknewtheymustgo。HediscardedTommy’soveralls,resumedhisownrightfulattire,andturnedawayfromhisstringoftroutwithasigh。Nousetothinkoftakingthemhome。
"Well,hadn’tweasplendidtime?"hedemandeddefiantly,astheywentdownthehillfield。
"Ihadn’t,"saidDoraflatly。"AndIdon’tbelieveyouhad——
really——either,"sheadded,withaflashofinsightthatwasnottobeexpectedofher。
"Ihadso,"criedDavy,butinthevoiceofonewhodothprotesttoomuch。
"Nowonderyouhadn’t——justsittingtherelikea——likeamule。"
"Iain’tgoingto,’sociatewiththeCottons,"saidDoraloftily。
"TheCottonsareallright,"retortedDavy。"Andtheyhavefarbettertimesthanwehave。Theydojustastheypleaseandsayjustwhattheylikebeforeeverybody。_I_’mgoingtodothat,too,afterthis。"
"Therearelotsofthingsyouwouldn’tdaresaybeforeeverybody,"
averredDora。
"No,thereisn’t。"
"Thereis,too。Wouldyou,"demandedDoragravely,"wouldyousay`tomcat’beforetheminister?"
Thiswasastaggerer。Davywasnotpreparedforsuchaconcreteexampleofthefreedomofspeech。ButonedidnothavetobeconsistentwithDora。
"Ofcoursenot,"headmittedsulkily。
"`Tomcat’isn’taholyword。Iwouldn’tmentionsuchananimalbeforeaministeratall。"
"Butifyouhadto?"persistedDora。
"I’dcallitaThomaspussy,"saidDavy。
"_I_think`gentlemancat’wouldbemorepolite,"reflectedDora。
"YOUthinking!"retortedDavywithwitheringscorn。
Davywasnotfeelingcomfortable,thoughhewouldhavediedbeforeheadmittedittoDora。Nowthattheexhilarationoftruantdelightshaddiedaway,hisconsciencewasbeginningtogivehimsalutarytwinges。Afterall,perhapsitwouldhavebeenbettertohavegonetoSundaySchoolandchurch。Mrs。Lyndemightbebossy;buttherewasalwaysaboxofcookiesinherkitchencupboardandshewasnotstingy。AtthisinconvenientmomentDavyrememberedthatwhenhehadtornhisnewschoolpantstheweekbefore,Mrs。LyndehadmendedthembeautifullyandneversaidawordtoMarillaaboutthem。
ButDavy’scupofiniquitywasnotyetfull。Hewastodiscoverthatonesindemandsanothertocoverit。TheyhaddinnerwithMrs。Lyndethatday,andthefirstthingsheaskedDavywas,"WereallyourclassinSundaySchooltoday?"
"Yes’m,"saidDavywithagulp。"Allwerethere——’ceptone。"
"DidyousayyourGoldenTextandcatechism?"
"Yes’m。"
"Didyouputyourcollectionin?"
"Yes’m。"
"WasMrs。MalcolmMacPhersoninchurch?"
"Idon’tknow。"This,atleast,wasthetruth,thoughtwretchedDavy。
"WastheLadies’Aidannouncedfornextweek?"
"Yes’m"——quakingly。
"Wasprayer-meeting?"
"I——Idon’tknow。"
"YOUshouldknow。Youshouldlistenmoreattentivelytotheannouncements。
WhatwasMr。Harvey’stext?"
Davytookafranticgulpofwaterandswalloweditandthelastprotestofconsciencetogether。HegliblyrecitedanoldGoldenTextlearnedseveralweeksago。FortunatelyMrs。Lyndenowstoppedquestioninghim;butDavydidnotenjoyhisdinner。
Hecouldonlyeatonehelpingofpudding。
"What’sthematterwithyou?"demandedjustlyastonishedMrs。Lynde。
"Areyousick?"
"No,"mutteredDavy。
"Youlookpale。You’dbetterkeepoutofthesunthisafternoon,"
admonishedMrs。Lynde。
"DoyouknowhowmanyliesyoutoldMrs。Lynde?"askedDorareproachfully,assoonastheywerealoneafterdinner。
Davy,goadedtodesperation,turnedfiercely。
"Idon’tknowandIdon’tcare,"hesaid。"Youjustshutup,DoraKeith。"
ThenpoorDavybetookhimselftoasecludedretreatbehindthewoodpiletothinkoverthewayoftransgressors。
GreenGableswaswrappedindarknessandsilencewhenAnnereachedhome。Shelostnotimegoingtobed,forshewasverytiredandsleepy。TherehadbeenseveralAvonleajollificationstheprecedingweek,involvingratherlatehours。Anne’sheadwashardlyonherpillowbeforeshewashalfasleep;butjustthenherdoorwassoftlyopenedandapleadingvoicesaid,"Anne。"
Annesatupdrowsily。
"Davy,isthatyou?Whatisthematter?"
Awhite-cladfigureflungitselfacrossthefloorandontothebed。
"Anne,"sobbedDavy,gettinghisarmsaboutherneck。"I’mawfulgladyou’rehome。Icouldn’tgotosleeptillI’dtoldsomebody。"
"Toldsomebodywhat?"
"Howmis’rubulIam。"
"Whyareyoumiserable,dear?"
"’CauseIwassobadtoday,Anne。Oh,Iwasawfulbad——
badder’nI’veeverbeenyet。"
"Whatdidyoudo?"
"Oh,I’mafraidtotellyou。You’llneverlikemeagain,Anne。
Icouldn’tsaymyprayerstonight。Icouldn’ttellGodwhatI’ddone。Iwas’shamedtohaveHimknow。"
"ButHeknewanyway,Davy。"
"That’swhatDorasaid。ButIthoughtp’rapsHemightn’thavenoticedjustatthetime。Anyway,I’drathertellyoufirst。"
"WHATisityoudid?"
Outitallcameinarush。
"IrunawayfromSundaySchool——andwentfishingwiththeCottons——andItoldeversomanywhopperstoMrs。Lynde——oh!
’mosthalfadozen——and——and——I——Isaidaswearword,Anne——aprettynearswearword,anyhow——andIcalledGodnames。"
Therewassilence。Davydidn’tknowwhattomakeofit。WasAnnesoshockedthatsheneverwouldspeaktohimagain?
"Anne,whatareyougoingtodotome?"hewhispered。
"Nothing,dear。You’vebeenpunishedalready,Ithink。"
"No,Ihaven’t。Nothing’sbeendonetome。"
"You’vebeenveryunhappyeversinceyoudidwrong,haven’tyou?"
"Youbet!"saidDavyemphatically。
"Thatwasyourconsciencepunishingyou,Davy。"
"What’smyconscience?Iwanttoknow。"
"It’ssomethinginyou,Davy,thatalwaystellsyouwhenyouaredoingwrongandmakesyouunhappyifyoupersistindoingit。
Haven’tyounoticedthat?"
"Yes,butIdidn’tknowwhatitwas。IwishIdidn’thaveit。
I’dhavelotsmorefun。Whereismyconscience,Anne?Iwanttoknow。
Isitinmystomach?"
"No,it’sinyoursoul,"answeredAnne,thankfulforthedarkness,sincegravitymustbepreservedinseriousmatters。
"Is’poseIcan’tgetclearofitthen,"saidDavywithasigh。
"AreyougoingtotellMarillaandMrs。Lyndeonme,Anne?"
"No,dear,I’mnotgoingtotellanyone。Youaresorryyouwerenaughty,aren’tyou?"
"Youbet!"
"Andyou’llneverbebadlikethatagain。"
"No,but——"addedDavycautiously,"Imightbebadsomeotherway。"
"Youwon’tsaynaughtywords,orrunawayonSundays,ortellfalsehoodstocoverupyoursins?"
"No。Itdoesn’tpay,"saidDavy。
"Well,Davy,justtellGodyouaresorryandaskHimtoforgiveyou。"
"HaveYOUforgivenme,Anne?"
"Yes,dear。"
"Then,"saidDavyjoyously,"Idon’tcaremuchwhetherGoddoesornot。"
"Davy!"
"Oh——I’llaskHim——I’llaskHim,"saidDavyquickly,scramblingoffthebed,convincedbyAnne’stonethathemusthavesaidsomethingdreadful。"Idon’tmindaskingHim,Anne——
Please,God,I’mawfulsorryIbehavedbadtodayandI’lltrytobegoodonSundaysalwaysandpleaseforgiveme——
Therenow,Anne。"
"Well,now,runofftobedlikeagoodboy。"
"Allright。Say,Idon’tfeelmis’rubulanymore。Ifeelfine。
Goodnight。"
"Goodnight。"
Anneslippeddownonherpillowswithasighofrelief。Oh——
howsleepy——shewas!Inanothersecond——
"Anne!"Davywasbackagainbyherbed。Annedraggedhereyesopen。
"Whatisitnow,dear?"sheasked,tryingtokeepanoteofimpatienceoutofhervoice。
"Anne,haveyouevernoticedhowMr。Harrisonspits?Doyous’pose,ifIpracticehard,Icanlearntospitjustlikehim?"
Annesatup。
"DavyKeith,"shesaid,"gostraighttoyourbedanddon’tletmecatchyououtofitagaintonight!Go,now!"
Davywent,andstoodnotupontheorderofhisgoing。
ChapterXIV
TheSummonsAnnewassittingwithRubyGillisintheGillis’gardenafterthedayhadcreptlingeringlythroughitandwasgone。Ithadbeenawarm,smokysummerafternoon。Theworldwasinasplendorofout-flowering。
Theidlevalleyswerefullofhazes。Thewoodwayswereprankedwithshadowsandthefieldswiththepurpleoftheasters。
AnnehadgivenupamoonlightdrivetotheWhiteSandsbeachthatshemightspendtheeveningwithRuby。Shehadsospentmanyeveningsthatsummer,althoughsheoftenwonderedwhatgooditdidanyone,andsometimeswenthomedecidingthatshecouldnotgoagain。
Rubygrewpalerasthesummerwaned;theWhiteSandsschoolwasgivenup——"herfatherthoughtitbetterthatsheshouldn’tteachtillNewYear’s"——andthefancyworkshelovedoftenerandoftenerfellfromhandsgrowntoowearyforit。Butshewasalwaysgay,alwayshopeful,alwayschatteringandwhisperingofherbeaux,andtheirrivalriesanddespairs。ItwasthisthatmadeAnne’svisitshardforher。Whathadoncebeensillyoramusingwasgruesome,now;itwasdeathpeeringthroughawilfulmaskoflife。YetRubyseemedtoclingtoher,andneverlethergountilshehadpromisedtocomeagainsoon。Mrs。LyndegrumbledaboutAnne’sfrequentvisits,anddeclaredshewouldcatchconsumption;evenMarillawasdubious。
"EverytimeyougotoseeRubyyoucomehomelookingtiredout,"
shesaid。
"It’ssoverysadanddreadful,"saidAnneinalowtone。"Rubydoesn’tseemtorealizeherconditionintheleast。AndyetI
somehowfeelsheneedshelp——cravesit——andIwanttogiveittoherandcan’t。AllthetimeI’mwithherIfeelasifIwerewatchingherstrugglewithaninvisiblefoe——tryingtopushitbackwithsuchfeebleresistanceasshehas。ThatiswhyIcomehometired。"
ButtonightAnnedidnotfeelthissokeenly。Rubywasstrangelyquiet。Shesaidnotawordaboutpartiesanddrivesanddressesand"fellows。"Shelayinthehammock,withheruntouchedworkbesideher,andawhiteshawlwrappedaboutherthinshoulders。
Herlongyellowbraidsofhair——howAnnehadenviedthosebeautifulbraidsinoldschooldays!——layoneithersideofher。
Shehadtakenthepinsout——theymadeherheadache,shesaid。
Thehecticflushwasgoneforthetime,leavingherpaleandchildlike。
Themoonroseinthesilverysky,empearlingthecloudsaroundher。Below,thepondshimmeredinitshazyradiance。
JustbeyondtheGillishomesteadwasthechurch,withtheoldgraveyardbesideit。Themoonlightshoneonthewhitestones,bringingthemoutinclear-cutreliefagainstthedarktreesbehind。
"Howstrangethegraveyardlooksbymoonlight!"saidRubysuddenly。
"Howghostly!"sheshuddered。"Anne,itwon’tbelongnowbeforeI’llbelyingoverthere。YouandDianaandalltherestwillbegoingabout,fulloflife——andI’llbethere——intheoldgraveyard——dead!"
ThesurpriseofitbewilderedAnne。Forafewmomentsshecouldnotspeak。
"Youknowit’sso,don’tyou?"saidRubyinsistently。
"Yes,Iknow,"answeredAnneinalowtone。"DearRuby,Iknow。"
"Everybodyknowsit,"saidRubybitterly。"Iknowit——I’veknownitallsummer,thoughIwouldn’tgivein。And,oh,Anne"——
shereachedoutandcaughtAnne’shandpleadingly,impulsively——"Idon’twanttodie。I’mAFRAIDtodie。"
"Whyshouldyoubeafraid,Ruby?"askedAnnequietly。
"Because——because——oh,I’mnotafraidbutthatI’llgotoheaven,Anne。I’machurchmember。But——it’llbeallsodifferent。Ithink——andthink——andIgetsofrightened——
and——and——homesick。Heavenmustbeverybeautiful,ofcourse,theBiblesaysso——but,Anne,ITWON’TBEWHATI’VEBEENUSEDTO。"
ThroughAnne’sminddriftedanintrusiverecollectionofafunnystoryshehadheardPhilippaGordontell——thestoryofsomeoldmanwhohadsaidverymuchthesamethingabouttheworldtocome。
Ithadsoundedfunnythen——sherememberedhowsheandPriscillahadlaughedoverit。Butitdidnotseemintheleasthumorousnow,comingfromRuby’spale,tremblinglips。
Itwassad,tragic——andtrue!HeavencouldnotbewhatRubyhadbeenusedto。Therehadbeennothinginhergay,frivolouslife,hershallowidealsandaspirations,tofitherforthatgreatchange,ormakethelifetocomeseemtoheranythingbutalienandunrealandundesirable。Annewonderedhelplesslywhatshecouldsaythatwouldhelpher。Couldshesayanything?"Ithink,Ruby,"
shebeganhesitatingly——foritwasdifficultforAnnetospeaktoanyoneofthedeepestthoughtsofherheart,orthenewideasthathadvaguelybeguntoshapethemselvesinhermind,concerningthegreatmysteriesoflifehereandhereafter,supersedingheroldchildishconceptions,anditwashardestofalltospeakofthemtosuchasRubyGillis——"Ithink,perhaps,wehaveverymistakenideasaboutheaven——whatitisandwhatitholdsforus。Idon’tthinkitcanbesoverydifferentfromlifehereasmostpeopleseemtothink。Ibelievewe’lljustgoonliving,agooddealaswelivehere——andbeOURSELVESjustthesame——onlyitwillbeeasiertobegoodandto——followthehighest。Allthehindrancesandperplexitieswillbetakenaway,andweshallseeclearly。Don’tbeafraid,Ruby。"
"Ican’thelpit,"saidRubypitifully。"Evenifwhatyousayaboutheavenistrue——andyoucan’tbesure——itmaybeonlythatimaginationofyours——itwon’tbeJUSTthesame。ItCAN’Tbe。
IwanttogoonlivingHERE。I’msoyoung,Anne。Ihaven’thadmylife。I’vefoughtsohardtolive——anditisn’tanyuse——Ihavetodie——andleaveEVERYTHINGIcarefor。"Annesatinapainthatwasalmostintolerable。Shecouldnottellcomfortingfalsehoods;andallthatRubysaidwassohorriblytrue。SheWASleavingeverythingshecaredfor。Shehadlaiduphertreasuresonearthonly;shehadlivedsolelyforthelittlethingsoflife——thethingsthatpass——forgettingthegreatthingsthatgoonwardintoeternity,bridgingthegulfbetweenthetwolivesandmakingofdeathamerepassingfromonedwellingtotheother——fromtwilighttouncloudedday。Godwouldtakecareofherthere——Annebelieved——shewouldlearn——butnowitwasnowonderhersoulclung,inblindhelplessness,totheonlythingssheknewandloved。
Rubyraisedherselfonherarmandliftedupherbright,beautifulblueeyestothemoonlitskies。
"Iwanttolive,"shesaid,inatremblingvoice。"Iwanttolivelikeothergirls。I——Iwanttobemarried,Anne——and——
and——havelittlechildren。YouknowIalwayslovedbabies,Anne。
Icouldn’tsaythistoanyonebutyou。Iknowyouunderstand。
AndthenpoorHerb——he——helovesmeandIlovehim,Anne。
Theothersmeantnothingtome,butHEdoes——andifIcouldliveIwouldbehiswifeandbesohappy。Oh,Anne,it’shard。"
Rubysankbackonherpillowsandsobbedconvulsively。Annepressedherhandinanagonyofsympathy——silentsympathy,whichperhapshelpedRubymorethanbroken,imperfectwordscouldhavedone;forpresentlyshegrewcalmerandhersobsceased。
"I’mgladI’vetoldyouthis,Anne,"shewhispered。"Ithashelpedmejusttosayitallout。I’vewantedtoallsummer——
everytimeyoucame。Iwantedtotalkitoverwithyou——butICOULDN’T。ItseemedasifitwouldmakedeathsoSUREifI
SAIDIwasgoingtodie,orifanyoneelsesaiditorhintedit。
Iwouldn’tsayit,oreventhinkit。Inthedaytime,whenpeoplewerearoundmeandeverythingwascheerful,itwasn’tsohardtokeepfromthinkingofit。Butinthenight,whenIcouldn’tsleep——itwassodreadful,Anne。Icouldn’tgetawayfromitthen。
Deathjustcameandstaredmeintheface,untilIgotsofrightenedIcouldhavescreamed。
"Butyouwon’tbefrightenedanymore,Ruby,willyou?You’llbebrave,andbelievethatallisgoingtobewellwithyou。"
"I’lltry。I’llthinkoverwhatyouhavesaid,andtrytobelieveit。
Andyou’llcomeupasoftenasyoucan,won’tyou,Anne?"
"Yes,dear。"
"It——itwon’tbeverylongnow,Anne。Ifeelsureofthat。
AndI’dratherhaveyouthananyoneelse。IalwayslikedyoubestofallthegirlsIwenttoschoolwith。Youwereneverjealous,ormean,likesomeofthemwere。PoorEmWhitewasuptoseemeyesterday。YourememberEmandIweresuchchumsforthreeyearswhenwewenttoschool?Andthenwequarrelledthetimeoftheschoolconcert。We’veneverspokentoeachothersince。Wasn’titsilly?AnythinglikethatseemssillyNOW。
ButEmandImadeuptheoldquarrelyesterday。Shesaidshe’dhavespokenyearsago,onlyshethoughtIwouldn’t。AndIneverspoketoherbecauseIwassureshewouldn’tspeaktome。Isn’titstrangehowpeoplemisunderstandeachother,Anne?"
"Mostofthetroubleinlifecomesfrommisunderstanding,Ithink,"
saidAnne。"Imustgonow,Ruby。It’sgettinglate——andyoushouldn’tbeoutinthedamp。"
"You’llcomeupsoonagain。"
"Yes,verysoon。Andifthere’sanythingIcandotohelpyouI’llbesoglad。"
"Iknow。YouHAVEhelpedmealready。Nothingseemsquitesodreadfulnow。Goodnight,Anne。"
"Goodnight,dear。"
Annewalkedhomeveryslowlyinthemoonlight。Theeveninghadchangedsomethingforher。Lifeheldadifferentmeaning,adeeperpurpose。Onthesurfaceitwouldgoonjustthesame;butthedeepshadbeenstirred。ItmustnotbewithheraswithpoorbutterflyRuby。Whenshecametotheendofonelifeitmustnotbetofacethenextwiththeshrinkingterrorofsomethingwhollydifferent——somethingforwhichaccustomedthoughtandidealandaspirationhadunfittedher。Thelittlethingsoflife,sweetandexcellentintheirplace,mustnotbethethingslivedfor;
thehighestmustbesoughtandfollowed;thelifeofheavenmustbebegunhereonearth。
Thatgoodnightinthegardenwasforalltime。AnneneversawRubyinlifeagain。ThenextnighttheA。V。I。S。gaveafarewellpartytoJaneAndrewsbeforeherdeparturefortheWest。And,whilelightfeetdancedandbrighteyeslaughedandmerrytongueschattered,therecameasummonstoasoulinAvonleathatmightnotbedisregardedorevaded。ThenextmorningthewordwentfromhousetohousethatRubyGilliswasdead。Shehaddiedinhersleep,painlesslyandcalmly,andonherfacewasasmile——
asif,afterall,deathhadcomeasakindlyfriendtoleadheroverthethreshold,insteadofthegrislyphantomshehaddreaded。
Mrs。RachelLyndesaidemphaticallyafterthefuneralthatRubyGilliswasthehandsomestcorpsesheeverlaideyeson。Herloveliness,asshelay,white-clad,amongthedelicateflowersthatAnnehadplacedabouther,wasrememberedandtalkedofforyearsinAvonlea。Rubyhadalwaysbeenbeautiful;butherbeautyhadbeenoftheearth,earthy;ithadhadacertaininsolentqualityinit,asifitflaunteditselfinthebeholder’seye;
spirithadnevershonethroughit,intellecthadneverrefinedit。
Butdeathhadtoucheditandconsecratedit,bringingoutdelicatemodelingsandpurityofoutlineneverseenbefore——doingwhatlifeandloveandgreatsorrowanddeepwomanhoodjoysmighthavedoneforRuby。Anne,lookingdownthroughamistoftears,atheroldplayfellow,thoughtshesawthefaceGodhadmeantRubytohave,andremembereditsoalways。
Mrs。GilliscalledAnneasideintoavacantroombeforethefuneralprocessionleftthehouse,andgaveherasmallpacket。
"Iwantyoutohavethis,"shesobbed。"Rubywouldhavelikedyoutohaveit。It’stheembroideredcenterpieceshewasworkingat。
Itisn’tquitefinished——theneedleisstickinginitjustwhereherpoorlittlefingersputitthelasttimeshelaiditdown,theafternoonbeforeshedied。"
"There’salwaysapieceofunfinishedworkleft,"saidMrs。Lynde,withtearsinhereyes。"ButIsupposethere’salwayssomeonetofinishit。"
"Howdifficultitistorealizethatonewehavealwaysknowncanreallybedead,"saidAnne,assheandDianawalkedhome。
"Rubyisthefirstofourschoolmatestogo。Onebyone,soonerorlater,alltherestofusmustfollow。"
"Yes,Isupposeso,"saidDianauncomfortably。Shedidnotwanttotalkofthat。Shewouldhavepreferredtohavediscussedthedetailsofthefuneral——thesplendidwhitevelvetcasketMr。GillishadinsistedonhavingforRuby——"theGillisesmustalwaysmakeasplurge,evenatfunerals,"quothMrs。RachelLynde——HerbSpencer’ssadface,theuncontrolled,hystericgriefofoneofRuby’ssisters——butAnnewouldnottalkofthesethings。
SheseemedwrappedinareverieinwhichDianafeltlonesomelythatshehadneitherlotnorpart。
"RubyGilliswasagreatgirltolaugh,"saidDavysuddenly。
"WillshelaughasmuchinheavenasshedidinAvonlea,Anne?
Iwanttoknow。"
"Yes,Ithinkshewill,"saidAnne。
"Oh,Anne,"protestedDiana,witharathershockedsmile。
"Well,whynot,Diana?"askedAnneseriously。"Doyouthinkwe’llneverlaughinheaven?"
"Oh——I——Idon’tknow"flounderedDiana。"Itdoesn’tseemjustright,somehow。Youknowit’sratherdreadfultolaughinchurch。"
"Butheavenwon’tbelikechurch——allthetime,"saidAnne。
"Ihopeitain’t,"saidDavyemphatically。"IfitisIdon’twanttogo。Churchisawfuldull。Anyway,Idon’tmeantogoforeversolong。Imeantolivetobeahundredyearsold,likeMr。ThomasBlewettofWhiteSands。Hesayshe’slivedsolong’causehealwayssmokedtobaccoanditkilledallthegerms。
CanIsmoketobaccoprettysoon,Anne?"
"No,Davy,Ihopeyou’llneverusetobacco,"saidAnneabsently。
"What’llyoufeellikeifthegermskillmethen?"demandedDavy。
ChapterXV
ADreamTurnedUpsideDown"JustonemoreweekandwegobacktoRedmond,"saidAnne。
Shewashappyatthethoughtofreturningtowork,classesandRedmondfriends。PleasingvisionswerealsobeingwovenaroundPatty’sPlace。Therewasawarmpleasantsenseofhomeinthethoughtofit,eventhoughshehadneverlivedthere。
Butthesummerhadbeenaveryhappyone,too——atimeofgladlivingwithsummersunsandskies,atimeofkeendelightinwholesomethings;
atimeofrenewinganddeepeningofoldfriendships;atimeinwhichshehadlearnedtolivemorenobly,toworkmorepatiently,toplaymoreheartily。
"Alllifelessonsarenotlearnedatcollege,"shethought。
"Lifeteachesthemeverywhere。"
Butalas,thefinalweekofthatpleasantvacationwasspoiledforAnne,byoneofthoseimpishhappeningswhicharelikeadreamturnedupsidedown。
"Beenwritinganymorestorieslately?"inquiredMr。HarrisongeniallyoneeveningwhenAnnewastakingteawithhimandMrs。Harrison。
"No,"answeredAnne,rathercrisply。
"Well,nooffensemeant。Mrs。HiramSloanetoldmetheotherdaythatabigenvelopeaddressedtotheRollingsReliableBakingPowderCompanyofMontrealhadbeendroppedintothepostofficeboxamonthago,andshesuspicionedthatsomebodywastryingfortheprizethey’dofferedforthebeststorythatintroducedthenameoftheirbakingpowder。Shesaiditwasn’taddressedinyourwriting,butIthoughtmaybeitwasyou。"
"Indeed,no!Isawtheprizeoffer,butI’dneverdreamofcompetingforit。Ithinkitwouldbeperfectlydisgracefultowriteastorytoadvertiseabakingpowder。ItwouldbealmostasbadasJudsonParker’spatentmedicinefence。"
SospakeAnneloftily,littledreamingofthevalleyofhumiliationawaitingher。ThatveryeveningDianapoppedintotheporchgable,bright-eyedandrosycheeked,carryingaletter。
"Oh,Anne,here’saletterforyou。Iwasattheoffice,soI
thoughtI’dbringitalong。Doopenitquick。IfitiswhatI
believeitisIshalljustbewildwithdelight。"Anne,puzzled,openedtheletterandglancedoverthetypewrittencontents。
MissAnneShirley,GreenGables,Avonlea,P。E。Island。
"DEARMADAM:Wehavemuchpleasureininformingyouthatyourcharmingstory`Averil’sAtonement’haswontheprizeoftwenty-fivedollarsofferedinourrecentcompetition。
Weenclosethecheckherewith。WearearrangingforthepublicationofthestoryinseveralprominentCanadiannewspapers,andwealsointendtohaveitprintedinpamphletformfordistributionamongourpatrons。
Thankingyoufortheinterestyouhaveshowninourenterprise,weremain,Yoursverytruly,THEROLLINGSRELIABLE
BAKINGPOWDERCo。"
"Idon’tunderstand,"saidAnne,blankly。
Dianaclappedherhands。
"Oh,IKNEWitwouldwintheprize——Iwassureofit。
_I_sentyourstoryintothecompetition,Anne。"
"Diana——Barry!"
"Yes,Idid,"saidDianagleefully,perchingherselfonthebed。
"WhenIsawtheofferIthoughtofyourstoryinaminute,andatfirstIthoughtI’daskyoutosenditin。ButthenIwasafraidyouwouldn’t——youhadsolittlefaithleftinit。SoIjustdecidedI’dsendthecopyyougaveme,andsaynothingaboutit。
Then,ifitdidn’twintheprize,you’dneverknowandyouwouldn’tfeelbadlyoverit,becausethestoriesthatfailedwerenottobereturned,andifitdidyou’dhavesuchadelightfulsurprise。"