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第2章

  AfterthePreachingINlessthananhourfromthattime,SethBedewaswalkingbyDinah’ssidealongthehedgerow-paththatskirtedthepasturesandgreencorn-fieldswhichlaybetweenthevillageandtheHallFarm。
  DinahhadtakenoffherlittleQuakerbonnetagain,andwasholdingitinherhandsthatshemighthaveafreerenjoymentofthecooleveningtwilight,andSethcouldseetheexpressionofherfacequiteclearlyashewalkedbyherside,timidlyrevolvingsomethinghewantedtosaytoher。Itwasanexpressionofunconsciousplacidgravity——ofabsorptioninthoughtsthathadnoconnectionwiththepresentmomentorwithherownpersonality——anexpressionthatismostofalldiscouragingtoalover。Herverywalkwasdiscouraging:ithadthatquietelasticitythatasksfornosupport。Sethfeltthisdimly;hesaidtohimself,"She’stoogoodandholyforanyman,letaloneme,"andthewordshehadbeensummoningrushedbackagainbeforetheyhadreachedhislips。
  Butanotherthoughtgavehimcourage:"There’snomancouldloveherbetterandleaveherfreertofollowtheLord’swork。"Theyhadbeensilentformanyminutesnow,sincetheyhaddonetalkingaboutBessyCranage;DinahseemedalmosttohaveforgottenSeth’spresence,andherpacewasbecomingsomuchquickerthatthesenseoftheirbeingonlyafewminutes’walkfromtheyard-gatesoftheHallFarmatlastgaveSethcouragetospeak。
  "You’vequitemadeupyourmindtogobacktoSnowfieldo’
  Saturday,Dinah?"
  "Yes,"saidDinah,quietly。"I’mcalledthere。ItwasborneinuponmymindwhileIwasmeditatingonSundaynight,asSisterAllen,who’sinadecline,isinneedofme。Isawherasplainasweseethatbitofthinwhitecloud,liftingupherpoorthinhandandbeckoningtome。AndthismorningwhenIopenedtheBiblefordirection,thefirstwordsmyeyesfellonwere,’Andafterwehadseenthevision,immediatelyweendeavouredtogointoMacedonia。’Ifitwasn’tforthatclearshowingoftheLord’swill,Ishouldbeloathtogo,formyheartyearnsovermyauntandherlittleones,andthatpoorwanderinglambHettySorrel。I’vebeenmuchdrawnoutinprayerforheroflate,andI
  lookonitasatokenthattheremaybemercyinstoreforher。"
  "Godgrantit,"saidSeth。"ForIdoubtAdam’sheartissosetonher,he’llneverturntoanybodyelse;andyetit’udgotomyheartifhewastomarryher,forIcannathinkasshe’dmakehimhappy。It’sadeepmystery——thewaytheheartofmanturnstoonewomanoutofalltheresthe’sseeni’theworld,andmakesiteasierforhimtoworksevenyearforHER,likeJacobdidforRachel,soonerthanhaveanyotherwomanforth’asking。Ioftenthinkofthemwords,’AndJacobservedsevenyearsforRachel;andtheyseemedtohimbutafewdaysforthelovehehadtoher。’I
  knowthosewords’udcometruewithme,Dinah,ifsobeyou’dgivemehopeasImightwinyouaftersevenyearswasover。Iknowyouthinkahusband’udbetakinguptoomucho’yourthoughts,becauseSt。Paulsays,’Shethat’smarriedcarethforthethingsoftheworldhowshemaypleaseherhusband’;andmayhappenyou’llthinkmeoverboldtospeaktoyouaboutitagain,afterwhatyoutoldmeo’yourmindlastSaturday。ButI’vebeenthinkingitoveragainbynightandbyday,andI’veprayednottobeblindedbymyowndesires,tothinkwhat’sonlygoodformemustbegoodforyoutoo。Anditseemstomethere’smoretextsforyourmarryingthaneveryoucanfindagainstit。ForSt。Paulsaysasplainascanbeinanotherplace,’Iwillthattheyoungerwomenmarry,bearchildren,guidethehouse,givenoneoccasiontotheadversarytospeakreproachfully’;andthen’twoarebetterthanone’;andthatholdsgoodwithmarriageaswellaswithotherthings。Forweshouldbeo’oneheartando’onemind,Dinah。WebothservethesameMaster,andarestrivingafterthesamegifts;
  andI’dneverbethehusbandtomakeaclaimonyouascouldinterferewithyourdoingtheworkGodhasfittedyoufor。I’dmakeashift,andfendindoorandout,togiveyoumoreliberty——
  morethanyoucanhavenow,foryou’vegottogetyourownlivingnow,andI’mstrongenoughtoworkforusboth。"
  WhenSethhadoncebeguntourgehissuit,hewentonearnestlyandalmosthurriedly,lestDinahshouldspeaksomedecisivewordbeforehehadpouredforthalltheargumentshehadprepared。Hischeeksbecameflushedashewentonhismildgreyeyesfilledwithtears,andhisvoicetrembledashespokethelastsentence。Theyhadreachedoneofthoseverynarrowpassesbetweentwotallstones,whichperformedtheofficeofastileinLoamshire,andDinahpausedassheturnedtowardsSethandsaid,inhertenderbutcalmtreblenotes,"SethBede,Ithankyouforyourlovetowardsme,andifIcouldthinkofanymanasmorethanaChristianbrother,Ithinkitwouldbeyou。Butmyheartisnotfreetomarry。Thatisgoodforotherwomen,anditisagreatandablessedthingtobeawifeandmother;but’asGodhasdistributedtoeveryman,astheLordhathcalledeveryman,solethimwalk。’Godhascalledmetoministertoothers,nottohaveanyjoysorsorrowsofmyown,buttorejoicewiththemthatdorejoice,andtoweepwiththosethatweep。Hehascalledmetospeakhisword,andhehasgreatlyownedmywork。ItcouldonlybeonaveryclearshowingthatIcouldleavethebrethrenandsistersatSnowfield,whoarefavouredwithverylittleofthisworld’sgood;wherethetreesarefew,sothatachildmightcountthem,andthere’sveryhardlivingforthepoorinthewinter。Ithasbeengivenmetohelp,tocomfort,andstrengthenthelittleflockthereandtocallinmanywanderers;andmysoulisfilledwiththesethingsfrommyrisinguptillmylyingdown。Mylifeistooshort,andGod’sworkistoogreatformetothinkofmakingahomeformyselfinthisworld。I’venotturnedadeafeartoyourwords,Seth,forwhenIsawasyourlovewasgiventome,IthoughtitmightbealeadingofProvidenceformetochangemywayoflife,andthatweshouldbefellow-helpers;andIspreadthematterbeforetheLord。ButwheneverItriedtofixmymindonmarriage,andourlivingtogether,otherthoughtsalwayscamein——thetimeswhenI’veprayedbythesickanddying,andthehappyhoursI’vehadpreaching,whenmyheartwasfilledwithlove,andtheWordwasgiventomeabundantly。AndwhenI’veopenedtheBiblefordirection,I’vealwayslightedonsomeclearwordtotellmewheremyworklay。Ibelievewhatyousay,Seth,thatyouwouldtrytobeahelpandnotahindrancetomywork;
  butIseethatourmarriageisnotGod’swill——Hedrawsmyheartanotherway。Idesiretoliveanddiewithouthusbandorchildren。Iseemtohavenoroominmysoulforwantsandfearsofmyown,ithaspleasedGodtofillmyheartsofullwiththewantsandsufferingsofhispoorpeople。"
  Sethwasunabletoreply,andtheywalkedoninsilence。Atlast,astheywerenearlyattheyard-gate,hesaid,"Well,Dinah,I
  mustseekforstrengthtobearit,andtoendureasseeingHimwhoisinvisible。ButIfeelnowhowweakmyfaithis。Itseemsasif,whenyouaregone,Icouldneverjoyinanythinganymore。I
  thinkit’ssomethingpassingtheloveofwomenasIfeelforyou,forIcouldbecontentwithoutyourmarryingmeifIcouldgoandliveatSnowfieldandbenearyou。ItrustedasthestrongloveGodhasgivenmetowardsyouwasaleadingforusboth;butitseemsitwasonlymeantformytrial。PerhapsIfeelmoreforyouthanIoughttofeelforanycreature,forIoftencan’thelpsayingofyouwhatthehymnsays——
  Indarkestshadesifsheappear,Mydawningisbegun;
  Sheismysoul’sbrightmorning-star,Andshemyrisingsun。
  Thatmaybewrong,andIamtobetaughtbetter。Butyouwouldn’tbedispleasedwithmeifthingsturnedoutsoasIcouldleavethiscountryandgotoliveatSnowfield?"
  "No,Seth;butIcounselyoutowaitpatiently,andnotlightlytoleaveyourowncountryandkindred。DonothingwithouttheLord’sclearbidding。It’sableakandbarrencountrythere,notlikethislandofGoshenyou’vebeenusedto。Wemustn’tbeinahurrytofixandchooseourownlot;wemustwaittobeguided。"
  "Butyou’dletmewriteyoualetter,Dinah,iftherewasanythingIwantedtotellyou?"
  "Yes,sure;letmeknowifyou’reinanytrouble。You’llbecontinuallyinmyprayers。"
  Theyhadnowreachedtheyard-gate,andSethsaid,"Iwon’tgoin,Dinah,sofarewell。"Hepausedandhesitatedaftershehadgivenhimherhand,andthensaid,"There’snoknowingbutwhatyoumayseethingsdifferentafterawhile。Theremaybeanewleading。"
  "Letusleavethat,Seth。It’sgoodtoliveonlyamomentatatime,asI’vereadinoneofMr。Wesley’sbooks。Itisn’tforyouandmetolayplans;we’venothingtodobuttoobeyandtotrust。
  Farewell。"
  Dinahpressedhishandwithratherasadlookinherlovingeyes,andthenpassedthroughthegate,whileSethturnedawaytowalklingeringlyhome。Butinsteadoftakingthedirectroad,hechosetoturnbackalongthefieldsthroughwhichheandDinahhadalreadypassed;andIthinkhisbluelinenhandkerchiefwasverywetwithtearslongbeforehehadmadeuphismindthatitwastimeforhimtosethisfacesteadilyhomewards。Hewasbutthree-and-twenty,andhadonlyjustlearnedwhatitistolove——tolovewiththatadorationwhichayoungmangivestoawomanwhomhefeelstobegreaterandbetterthanhimself。Loveofthissortishardlydistinguishablefromreligiousfeeling。Whatdeepandworthyloveisso,whetherofwomanorchild,orartormusic。
  Ourcaresses,ourtenderwords,ourstillraptureundertheinfluenceofautumnsunsets,orpillaredvistas,orcalmmajesticstatues,orBeethovensymphoniesallbringwiththemtheconsciousnessthattheyaremerewavesandripplesinanunfathomableoceanofloveandbeauty;ouremotioninitskeenestmomentpassesfromexpressionintosilence,ourloveatitshighestfloodrushesbeyonditsobjectandlosesitselfinthesenseofdivinemystery。AndthisblessedgiftofveneratinglovehasbeengiventotoomanyhumblecraftsmensincetheworldbeganforustofeelanysurprisethatitshouldhaveexistedinthesoulofaMethodistcarpenterhalfacenturyago,whiletherewasyetalingeringafter-glowfromthetimewhenWesleyandhisfellow-labourerfedonthehipsandhawsoftheCornwallhedges,afterexhaustinglimbsandlungsincarryingadivinemessagetothepoor。
  Thatafterglowhaslongfadedaway;andthepictureweareapttomakeofMethodisminourimaginationisnotanamphitheatreofgreenhills,orthedeepshadeofbroad-leavedsycamores,whereacrowdofroughmenandweary-heartedwomendrankinafaithwhichwasarudimentaryculture,whichlinkedtheirthoughtswiththepast,liftedtheirimaginationabovethesordiddetailsoftheirownnarrowlives,andsuffusedtheirsoulswiththesenseofapitying,loving,infinitePresence,sweetassummertothehouselessneedy。ItistoopossiblethattosomeofmyreadersMethodismmaymeannothingmorethanlow-pitchedgablesupdingystreets,sleekgrocers,spongingpreachers,andhypocriticaljargon——elementswhichareregardedasanexhaustiveanalysisofMethodisminmanyfashionablequarters。
  Thatwouldbeapity;forIcannotpretendthatSethandDinahwereanythingelsethanMethodists——notindeedofthatmoderntypewhichreadsquarterlyreviewsandattendsinchapelswithpillaredporticoes,butofaveryold-fashionedkind。Theybelievedinpresentmiracles,ininstantaneousconversions,inrevelationsbydreamsandvisions;theydrewlots,andsoughtforDivineguidancebyopeningtheBibleathazard;havingaliteralwayofinterpretingtheScriptures,whichisnotatallsanctionedbyapprovedcommentators;anditisimpossibieformetorepresenttheirdictionascorrect,ortheirinstructionasliberal。Still——
  ifIhavereadreligioushistoryaright——faith,hope,andcharityhavenotalwaysbeenfoundinadirectratiowithasensibilitytothethreeconcords,anditispossible——thankHeaven!——tohaveveryerroneoustheoriesandverysublimefeelings。TherawbaconwhichclumsyMollysparesfromherownscantystorethatshemaycarryittoherneighbour’schildto"stopthefits,"maybeapiteouslyinefficaciousremedy;butthegenerousstirringofneighbourlykindnessthatpromptedthedeedhasabeneficentradiationthatisnotlost。
  Consideringthesethings,wecanhardlythinkDinahandSethbeneathoursympathy,accustomedaswemaybetoweepovertheloftiersorrowsofheroinesinsatinbootsandcrinoline,andofheroesridingfieryhorses,themselvesriddenbystillmorefierypassions。
  PoorSeth!Hewasneveronhorsebackinhislifeexceptonce,whenhewasalittlelad,andMr。JonathanBurgetookhimupbebind,tellinghimto"holdontight";andinsteadofburstingoutintowildaccusingapostrophestoGodanddestiny,heisresolving,ashenowwalkshomewardsunderthesolemnstarlight,torepresshissadness,tobelessbentonhavinghisownwill,andtolivemoreforothers,asDinahdoes。
  ChapterIV
  HomeandItsSorrowsAGREENvalleywithabrookrunningthroughit,fullalmosttooverflowingwiththelaterains,overhungbylowstoopingwillows。
  Acrossthisbrookaplankisthrown,andoverthisplankAdamBedeispassingwithhisundoubtingstep,followedclosebyGypwiththebasket;evidentlymakinghiswaytothethatchedhouse,withastackoftimberbythesideofit,abouttwentyyardsuptheoppositeslope。
  Thedoorofthehouseisopen,andanelderlywomanislookingout;butsheisnotplacidlycontemplatingtheeveningsunshine;
  shehasbeenwatchingwithdimeyesthegraduallyenlargingspeckwhichforthelastfewminutesshehasbeenquitesureisherdarlingsonAdam。LisbethBedeloveshersonwiththeloveofawomantowhomherfirst-bornhascomelateinlife。Sheisananxious,spare,yetvigorousoldwoman,cleanasasnowdrop。Hergreyhairisturnedneatlybackunderapurelinencapwithablackbandroundit;herbroadchestiscoveredwithabuffneckerchief,andbelowthisyouseeasortofshortbedgownmadeofblue-checkeredlinen,tiedroundthewaistanddescendingtothehips,fromwhencethereisaconsiderablelengthoflinsey-
  woolseypetticoat。ForLisbethistall,andinotherpointstoothereisastronglikenessbetweenherandhersonAdam。Herdarkeyesaresomewhatdimnow——perhapsfromtoomuchcrying——butherbroadlymarkedeyebrowsarestillblack,herteetharesound,andasshestandsknittingrapidlyandunconsciouslywithherwork-
  hardenedhands,shehasasfirmlyuprightanattitudeaswhensheiscarryingapailofwateronherheadfromthespring。Thereisthesametypeofframeandthesamekeenactivityoftemperamentinmotherandson,butitwasnotfromherthatAdamgothiswell-
  filledbrowandhisexpressionoflarge-heartedintelligence。
  Familylikenesshasoftenadeepsadnessinit。Nature,thatgreattragicdramatist,knitsustogetherbyboneandmuscle,anddividesusbythesubtlerwebofourbrains;blendsyearningandrepulsion;andtiesusbyourheart-stringstothebeingsthatjarusateverymovement。Wehearavoicewiththeverycadenceofourownutteringthethoughtswedespise;weseeeyes——ah,solikeourmother’s!——avertedfromusincoldalienation;andourlastdarlingchildstartlesuswiththeairandgesturesofthesisterwepartedfrominbitternesslongyearsago。Thefathertowhomweoweourbestheritage——themechanicalinstinct,thekeensensibilitytoharmony,theunconsciousskillofthemodellinghand——gallsusandputsustoshamebyhisdailyerrors;thelong-
  lostmother,whosefacewebegintoseeintheglassasourownwrinklescome,oncefrettedouryoungsoulswithheranxioushumoursandirrationalpersistence。
  Itissuchafondanxiousmother’svoicethatyouhear,asLisbethsays,"Well,mylad,it’sgonesevenbyth’clock。Thee’tallaysstaytillthelastchild’sborn。Theewantsthysupper,I’llwarrand。Where’sSeth?Goneartersomeo’schapellin’,I
  reckon?"
  "Aye,aye,Seth’satnoharm,mother,theemaystbesure。
  Butwhere’sfather?"saidAdamquickly,asheenteredthehouseandglancedintotheroomonthelefthand,whichwasusedasaworkshop。"Hasn’thedonethecoffinforTholer?There’sthestuffstandingjustasIleftitthismorning。"
  "Donethecoffin?"saidLisbeth,followinghim,andknittinguninterruptedly,thoughshelookedathersonveryanxiously。
  "Eh,mylad,hewentafftoTreddles’onthisforenoon,an’snivercomeback。Idoubthe’sgottoth’’WagginOverthrow’again。"
  AdeepflushofangerpassedrapidlyoverAdam’sface。Hesaidnothing,butthrewoffhisjacketandbegantorolluphisshirt-
  sleevesagain。
  "Whatartgoin’todo,Adam?"saidthemother,withatoneandlookofalarm。"Theewouldstnagotoworkagain,wi’outha’inthybito’supper?"
  Adam,tooangrytospeak,walkedintotheworkshop。Buthismotherthrewdownherknitting,and,hurryingafterhim,tookholdofhisarm,andsaid,inatoneofplaintiveremonstrance,"Nay,mylad,mylad,theemunnagowi’outthysupper;there’sthetaterswi’thegravyin’em,justastheelik’st’em。Isaved’emo’purposeforthee。Comean’ha’thysupper,come。"
  "Letbe!"saidAdamimpetuously,shakingheroffandseizingoneoftheplanksthatstoodagainstthewall。"It’sfinetalkingabouthavingsupperwhenhere’sacoffinpromisedtobereadyatBrox’onbyseveno’clockto-morrowmorning,andoughttoha’beentherenow,andnotanailstruckyet。Mythroat’stoofulltoswallowvictuals。"
  "Why,theecanstnagetthecoffinready,"saidLisbeth。"Thee’tworkthyselftodeath。It’udtaketheeallnighttodo’t。"
  "Whatsignifieshowlongittakesme?Isn’tthecoffinpromised?
  Cantheyburythemanwithoutacoffin?I’dworkmyrighthandoffsoonerthandeceivepeoplewithliesi’thatway。Itmakesmemadtothinkon’t。Ishalloverrunthesedoingsbeforelong。
  I’vestoodenoughof’em。"
  PoorLisbethdidnothearthisthreatforthefirsttime,andifshehadbeenwiseshewouldhavegoneawayquietlyandsaidnothingforthenexthour。Butoneofthelessonsawomanmostrarelylearnsisnevertotalktoanangryoradrunkenman。
  Lisbethsatdownonthechoppingbenchandbegantocry,andbythetimeshehadcriedenoughtomakehervoiceverypiteous,sheburstoutintowords。
  "Nay,mylad,mylad,theewouldstnagoawayan’breakthymother’sheart,an’leavethyfeythertoruin。Theewouldstnaha’
  ’emcarrymetoth’churchyard,an’theenottofollowme。I
  shannaresti’mygraveifIdonnaseetheeatth’last;an’how’stheytolettheeknowasI’ma-dyin’,ifthee’tgonea-workin’i’
  distantparts,an’Sethbelikegonearterthee,andthyfeythernotabletoholdapenfor’shandshakin’,besidesnotknowin’
  wheretheeart?Theemunforgiethyfeyther——theemunnabesobitteragain’him。Hewaragoodfeythertotheeaforehetooktoth’drink。He’sacleverworkman,an’taughttheethytrade,remember,an’snivergenmeablownorsomuchasanillword——no,notevenin’sdrink。Theewouldstnaha’’mgototheworkhus——
  thyownfeyther——an’himaswasafine-growedmanan’handyateverythin’amostastheeartthysen,five-an’-twenty’earago,whentheewastababyatthebreast。"
  Lisbeth’svoicebecamelouder,andchokedwithsobs——asortofwail,themostirritatingofallsoundswhererealsorrowsaretobeborneandrealworktobedone。Adambrokeinimpatiently。
  "Now,Mother,don’tcryandtalkso。Haven’tIgotenoughtovexmewithoutthat?What’sth’useo’tellingmethingsasIonlythinktoomuchoneveryday?IfIdidnathinkon’em,whyshouldIdoasIdo,forthesakeo’keepingthingstogetherhere?ButI
  hatetobetalkingwhereit’snouse:Iliketokeepmybreathfordoingi’steado’talking。"
  "Iknowtheedostthingsasnobodyelse’uddo,mylad。Butthee’tallayssohardupo’thyfeyther,Adam。Theethink’stnothingtoomuchtodoforSeth:theesnapp’stmeupifiverI
  findfautwi’th’lad。Butthee’tsoangeredwi’thyfeyther,morenorwi’anybodyelse。"
  "That’sbetterthanspeakingsoftandlettingthingsgothewrongway,Ireckon,isn’tit?IfIwasn’tsharpwithhimhe’dselleverybito’stuffi’th’yardandspenditondrink。Iknowthere’sadutytobedonebymyfather,butitisn’tmydutytoencouragehiminrunningheadlongtoruin。AndwhathasSethgottodowithit?TheladdoesnoharmasIknowof。Butleavemealone,Mother,andletmegetonwiththework。"
  Lisbethdarednotsayanymore;butshegotupandcalledGyp,thinkingtoconsoleherselfsomewhatforAdam’srefusalofthesuppershehadspreadoutinthelovingexpectationoflookingathimwhileheateit,byfeedingAdam’sdogwithextraliberality。
  ButGypwaswatchinghismasterwithwrinkledbrowandearserect,puzzledatthisunusualcourseofthings;andthoughheglancedatLisbethwhenshecalledhim,andmovedhisfore-pawsuneasily,wellknowingthatshewasinvitinghimtosupper,hewasinadividedstateofmind,andremainedseatedonhishaunches,againfixinghiseyesanxiouslyonhismaster。AdamnoticedGyp’smentalconflict,andthoughhisangerhadmadehimlesstenderthanusualtohismother,itdidnotpreventhimfromcaringasmuchasusualforhisdog。Weareapttobekindertothebrutesthatloveusthantothewomenthatloveus。Isitbecausethebrutesaredumb?
  "Go,Gyp;go,lad!"Adamsaid,inatoneofencouragingcommand;
  andGyp,apparentlysatisfiedthatdutyandpleasurewereone,followedLisbethintothehouse-place。
  Butnosoonerhadhelickeduphissupperthanhewentbacktohismaster,whileLisbethsatdownalonetocryoverherknitting。
  Womenwhoareneverbitterandresentfulareoftenthemostquerulous;andifSolomonwasaswiseasheisreputedtobe,I
  feelsurethatwhenhecomparedacontentiouswomantoacontinualdroppingonaveryrainyday,hehadnotavixeninhiseye——afurywithlongnails,acridandselfish。Dependuponit,hemeantagoodcreature,whohadnojoybutinthehappinessofthelovedoneswhomshecontributedtomakeuncomfortable,puttingbyallthetid-bitsforthemandspendingnothingonherself。SuchawomanasLisbeth,forexample——atoncepatientandcomplaining,self-renouncingandexacting,broodingthelivelongdayoverwhathappenedyesterdayandwhatislikelytohappento-morrow,andcryingveryreadilybothatthegoodandtheevil。ButacertainawemingleditselfwithheridolatrousloveofAdam,andwhenhesaid,"Leavemealone,"shewasalwayssilenced。
  Sothehourspassed,totheloudtickingoftheoldday-clockandthesoundofAdam’stools。Atlasthecalledforalightandadraughtofwaterbeerwasathingonlytobedrunkonholidays,andLisbethventuredtosayasshetookitin,"Thysupperstan’sreadyforthee,whentheelik’st。"
  "Donnatheesitup,mother,"saidAdam,inagentletone。Hehadworkedoffhisangernow,andwheneverhewishedtobeespeciallykindtohismother,hefellintohisstrongestnativeaccentanddialect,withwhichatothertimeshisspeechwaslessdeeplytinged。"I’llseetoFatherwhenhecomeshome;maybehewonnacomeatallto-night。Ishallbeeasierifthee’ti’bed。"
  "Nay,I’llbidetillSethcomes。Hewonnabelongnow,Ireckon。"
  Itwasthenpastninebytheclock,whichwasalwaysinadvanceofthedays,andbeforeithadstrucktenthelatchwasliftedandSethentered。Hehadheardthesoundofthetoolsashewasapproaching。
  "Why,Mother,"hesaid,"howisitasFather’sworkingsolate?"
  "It’snoneo’thyfeytherasisa-workin’——theemightknowthatwellanoofifthyheadwarnafullo’chapellin’——it’sthybrotherasdoesiverything,forthere’snivernobodyelsei’th’waytodonothin’。"
  Lisbethwasgoingon,forshewasnotatallafraidofSeth,andusuallypouredintohisearsallthequerulousnesswhichwasrepressedbyheraweofAdam。Sethhadneverinhislifespokenaharshwordtohismother,andtimidpeoplealwayswreaktheirpeevishnessonthegentle。ButSeth,withananxiouslook,hadpassedintotheworkshopandsaid,"Addy,how’sthis?What!
  Father’sforgotthecoffin?"
  "Aye,lad,th’oldtale;butIshallgetitdone,"saidAdam,lookingupandcastingoneofhisbrightkeenglancesathisbrother。"Why,what’sthematterwiththee?Thee’tintrouble。"
  Seth’seyeswerered,andtherewasalookofdeepdepressiononhismildface。
  "Yes,Addy,butit’swhatmustbeborne,andcan’tbehelped。
  Why,thee’stneverbeentotheschool,then?"
  "School?No,thatscrewcanwait,"saidAdam,hammeringawayagain。
  "Letmetakemyturnnow,anddotheegotobed,"saidSeth。
  "No,lad,I’drathergoon,nowI’minharness。Thee’thelpmetocarryittoBrox’onwhenit’sdone。I’llcalltheeupatsunrise。
  Goandeatthysupper,andshutthedoorsoasImayn’thearMother’stalk。"
  SethknewthatAdamalwaysmeantwhathesaid,andwasnottobepersuadedintomeaninganythingelse。Soheturned,withratheraheavyheart,intothehouse-place。
  "Adam’snivertouchedabito’victualsin’homehe’scome,"saidLisbeth。"Ireckonthee’sthedthysupperatsomeo’thyMethodyfolks。"
  "Nay,Mother,"saidSeth,"I’vehadnosupperyet。"
  "Come,then,"saidLisbeth,"butdonnatheeatethetaters,forAdam’ullhappenate’emifIleave’emstannin’。Helovesabito’tatersan’gravy。Buthe’sbeensosorean’angered,hewouldn’tate’em,forallI’dputten’embyo’purposeforhim。
  An’he’sbeena-threatenin’togoawayagain,"shewenton,whimpering,"an’I’mfastsurehe’llgosomedawnin’aforeI’mup,an’niverletmeknowaforehand,an’he’llnivercomebackagainwhenoncehe’sgone。An’I’dbetterniverha’hadason,asislikenootherbody’ssonforthedeftnessan’th’handiness,an’
  solookedonbyth’gritfolks,an’tallan’uprightlikeapoplar-tree,an’metobepartedfromhiman’niversee’mnomore。"
  "Come,Mother,donnagrievethyselfinvain,"saidSeth,inasoothingvoice。"Thee’stnothalfsogoodreasontothinkasAdam’ullgoawayastothinkhe’llstaywiththee。Hemaysaysuchathingwhenhe’sinwrath——andhe’sgotexcuseforbeingwrathfulsometimes——buthisheart’udneverlethimgo。Thinkhowhe’sstoodbyusallwhenit’sbeennonesoeasy——payinghissavingstofreemefromgoingforasoldier,an’turnin’hisearnin’sintowoodforfather,whenhe’sgotplentyo’usesforhismoney,andmanyayoungmanlikehim’udha’beenmarriedandsettledbeforenow。He’llneverturnroundandknockdownhisownwork,andforsakethemasit’sbeenthelabourofhislifetostandby。"
  "Donnatalktomeabout’smarr’in’,"saidLisbeth,cryingafresh。
  "He’sset’sheartonthatHettySorrel,as’ullniversaveapenny,an’’ulltossupherheadat’soldmother。An’tothinkashemightha’MaryBurge,an’betookpartners,an’beabigmanwi’workmenunderhim,likeMesterBurge——Dolly’stoldmesoo’erando’eragain——ifitwarnaashe’sset’sheartonthatbitofawench,asiso’nomoreusenorthegillyfloweronthewall。An’
  hesowiseatbookin’an’figurin’,an’nottoknownobetternorthat!"
  "But,Mother,theeknow’stwecannalovejustwhereotherfolks’udhaveus。There’snobodybutGodcancontroltheheartofman。
  Icouldha’wishedmyselfasAdamcouldha’madeanotherchoice,butIwouldn’treproachhimforwhathecan’thelp。AndI’mnotsurebutwhathetriestoo’ercomeit。Butit’samatterashedoesn’tliketobespoketoabout,andIcanonlypraytotheLordtoblessanddirecthim。"
  "Aye,thee’tallaysreadyenoughatprayin’,butIdonnaseeastheegetsmuchwi’thyprayin’。Theewotnagetdoubleearnin’so’
  thissideYule。Th’Methodies’llnivermaketheehalfthemanthybrotheris,forallthey’rea-makin’apreacheronthee。"
  "It’spartlytruththeespeak’stthere,Mother,"saidSeth,mildly;"Adam’sfarbeforeme,an’sdonemoreformethanIcaneverdoforhim。GoddistributestalentstoeverymanaccordingasHeseesgood。Buttheemustnaundervallyprayer。Prayermaynabringmoney,butitbringsuswhatnomoneycanbuy——apowertokeepfromsinandbecontentwithGod’swill,whateverHemaypleasetosend。IftheewouldstpraytoGodtohelpthee,andtrustinHisgoodness,theewouldstnabesouneasyaboutthings。"
  "Unaisy?I’mi’th’righton’ttobeunaisy。It’swellseenonTHEEwhatitisnivertobeunaisy。Thee’tgi’awayallthyearnin’s,an’niverbeunaisyasthee’stnothin’laidupagain’arainyday。IfAdamhadbeenasaisyasthee,he’dniverha’hadnomoneytopayforthee。Takenothoughtforthemorrow——takenothought——that’swhatthee’tallayssayin’;an’whatcomeson’t?
  Why,asAdamhastotakethoughtforthee。"
  "Thosearethewordso’theBible,Mother,"saidSeth。"Theydon’tmeanasweshouldbeidle。Theymeanweshouldn’tbeoveranxiousandworretingourselvesaboutwhat’llhappento-
  morrow,butdoourdutyandleavetheresttoGod’swill。"
  "Aye,aye,that’sthewaywi’thee:theeallaysmakesapecko’
  thyownwordsouto’apinto’theBible’s。Idonnaseehowthee’ttoknowas’takenothoughtforthemorrow’meansallthat。
  An’whentheBible’ssuchabigbook,an’theecanstreadallthro’t,an’ha’thepicko’thetexes,Icannathinkwhytheedostnapickbetterwordsasdonnameansomuchmorenortheysay。
  Adamdoesnapickathat’n;Icanunderstan’thetexashe’sallaysa-sayin’,’Godhelpsthemashelpstheirsens。’"
  "Nay,Mother,"saidSeth,"that’snotexto’theBible。ItcomesoutofabookasAdampickedupatthestallatTreddles’on。Itwaswrotebyaknowingman,butoverworldly,Idoubt。However,thatsaying’spartlytrue;fortheBibletellsuswemustbeworkerstogetherwithGod。"
  "Well,how’mItoknow?Itsoundslikeatex。Butwhat’sth’
  matterwi’th’lad?Thee’thardlyatin’abito’supper。Dostnameantoha’nomorenorthatbito’oat-cake?An’theelookstaswhiteasaflicko’newbacon。What’sth’matterwi’thee?"
  "Nothingtomindabout,Mother;I’mnothungry。I’lljustlookinatAdamagain,andseeifhe’llletmegoonwiththecoffin。"
  "Ha’adropo’warmbroth?"saidLisbeth,whosemotherlyfeelingnowgotthebetterofher"nattering"habit。"I’llsettwo-threesticksa-lightinaminute。"
  "Nay,Mother,thankthee;thee’tverygood,"saidSeth,gratefully;andencouragedbythistouchoftenderness,hewenton:"LetmeprayabitwiththeeforFather,andAdam,andallofus——it’llcomfortthee,happen,morethantheethinkst。"
  "Well,I’venothin’tosayagain’it。"
  Lisbeth,thoughdisposedalwaystotakethenegativesideinherconversationswithSeth,hadavaguesensethattherewassomecomfortandsafetyinthefactofhispiety,andthatitsomehowrelievedherfromthetroubleofanyspiritualtransactionsonherownbehalf。
  Sothemotherandsonkneltdowntogether,andSethprayedforthepoorwanderingfatherandforthosewhoweresorrowingforhimathome。AndwhenhecametothepetitionthatAdammightneverbecalledtosetuphistentinafarcountry,butthathismothermightbecheeredandcomfortedbyhispresenceallthedaysofherpilgrimage,Lisbeth’sreadytearsflowedagain,andsheweptaloud。
  Whentheyrosefromtheirknees,SethwenttoAdamagainandsaid,"Wiltonlyliedownforanhourortwo,andletmegoonthewhile?"
  "No,Seth,no。MakeMothergotobed,andgothyself。"
  MeantimeLisbethhaddriedhereyes,andnowfollowedSeth,holdingsomethinginherhands。Itwasthebrown-and-yellowplattercontainingthebakedpotatoeswiththegravyinthemandbitsofmeatwhichshehadcutandmixedamongthem。Thoseweredeartimes,whenwheatenbreadandfreshmeatweredelicaciestoworkingpeople。ShesetthedishdownrathertimidlyonthebenchbyAdam’ssideandsaid,"Theecanstpickabitwhilethee’tworkin’。I’llbringtheeanotherdropo’water。"
  "Aye,Mother,do,"saidAdam,kindly;"I’mgettingverythirsty。"
  Inhalfanhourallwasquiet;nosoundwastobeheardinthehousebuttheloudtickingoftheoldday-clockandtheringingofAdam’stools。Thenightwasverystill:whenAdamopenedthedoortolookoutattwelveo’clock,theonlymotionseemedtobeintheglowing,twinklingstars;everybladeofgrasswasasleep。
  Bodilyhasteandexertionusuallyleaveourthoughtsverymuchatthemercyofourfeelingsandimagination;anditwassoto-nightwithAdam。Whilehismuscleswereworkinglustily,hismindseemedaspassiveasaspectatoratadiorama:scenesofthesadpast,andprobablysadfuture,floatingbeforehimandgivingplaceonetotheotherinswiftsucession。
  Hesawhowitwouldbeto-morrowmorning,whenhehadcarriedthecoffintoBroxtonandwasathomeagain,havinghisbreakfast:hisfatherperhapswouldcomeinashamedtomeethisson’sglance——
  wouldsitdown,lookingolderandmoretotteringthanhehaddonethemorningbefore,andhangdownhishead,examiningthefloor-
  quarries;whileLisbethwouldaskhimhowhesupposedthecoffinhadbeengotready,thathehadslinkedoffandleftundone——forLisbethwasalwaysthefirsttoutterthewordofreproach,althoughshecriedatAdam’sseveritytowardshisfather。
  "Soitwillgoon,worseningandworsening,"thoughtAdam;
  "there’snoslippinguphillagain,andnostandingstillwhenonceyouvebeguntoslipdown。"Andthenthedaycamebacktohimwhenhewasalittlefellowandusedtorunbyhisfather’sside,proudtobetakenouttowork,andprouderstilltohearhisfatherboastingtohisfellow-workmenhow"thelittlechaphadanuncommonnotiono’carpentering。"Whatafineactivefellowhisfatherwasthen!WhenpeopleaskedAdamwhoselittleladhewas,hehadasenseofdistinctionasheanswered,"I’mThiasBede’slad。"HewasquitesureeverybodyknewThiasBede——didn’themakethewonderfulpigeon-houseatBroxtonparsonage?Thosewerehappydays,especiallywhenSeth,whowasthreeyearstheyounger,begantogooutworkingtoo,andAdambegantobeateacheraswellasalearner。Butthencamethedaysofsadness,whenAdamwassomewayoninhisteens,andThiasbegantoloiteratthepublic-houses,andLisbethbegantocryathome,andtopourforthherplaintsinthehearingofhersons。Adamrememberedwellthenightofshameandanguishwhenhefirstsawhisfatherquitewildandfoolish,shoutingasongoutfitfullyamonghisdrunkencompanionsatthe"WaggonOverthrown。"Hehadrunawayoncewhenhewasonlyeighteen,makinghisescapeinthemorningtwilightwithalittlebluebundleoverhisshoulder,andhis"mensurationbook"inhispocket,andsayingtohimselfverydecidedlythathecouldbearthevexationsofhomenolonger——hewouldgoandseekhisfortune,settinguphisstickatthecrosswaysandbendinghisstepsthewayitfell。ButbythetimehegottoStoniton,thethoughtofhismotherandSeth,leftbehindtoendureeverythingwithouthim,becametooimportunate,andhisresolutionfailedhim。Hecamebackthenextday,butthemiseryandterrorhismotherhadgonethroughinthosetwodayshadhauntedhereversince。
  "No!"Adamsaidtohimselfto-night,"thatmustneverhappenagain。It’udmakeapoorbalancewhenmydoingsarecastupatthelast,ifmypooroldmotherstoodo’thewrongside。Myback’sbroadenoughandstrongenough;Ishouldbenobetterthanacowardtogoawayandleavethetroublestobebornebythemasaren’thalfsoable。’Theythatarestrongoughttobeartheinfirmitiesofthosethatareweak,andnottopleasethemselves。’
  There’satextwantsnocandletoshow’t;itshinesbyitsownlight。It’splainenoughyougetintothewrongroadi’thislifeifyourunafterthisandthatonlyforthesakeo’makingthingseasyandpleasanttoyourself。Apigmaypokehisnoseintothetroughandthinko’nothingoutsideit;butifyou’vegotaman’sheartandsoulinyou,youcan’tbeeasya-makingyourownbedan’
  leavingtheresttolieonthestones。Nay,nay,I’llneverslipmyneckouto’theyoke,andleavetheloadtobedrawnbytheweakuns。Father’sasorecrosstome,an’slikelytobeformanyalongyeartocome。Whatthen?I’vegotth’health,andthelimbs,andthesperrittobearit。"
  Atthismomentasmartrap,asifwithawillowwand,wasgivenatthehousedoor,andGyp,insteadofbarking,asmighthavebeenexpected,gavealoudhowl。Adam,verymuchstartled,wentatoncetothedoorandopenedit。Nothingwasthere;allwasstill,aswhenheopeneditanhourbefore;theleavesweremotionless,andthelightofthestarsshowedtheplacidfieldsonbothsidesofthebrookquiteemptyofvisiblelife。Adamwalkedroundthehouse,andstillsawnothingexceptaratwhichdartedintothewoodshedashepassed。Hewentinagain,wondering;thesoundwassopeculiarthatthemomentheheardititcalleduptheimageofthewillowwandstrikingthedoor。Hecouldnothelpalittleshudder,asherememberedhowoftenhismotherhadtoldhimofjustsuchasoundcomingasasignwhensomeonewasdying。Adamwasnotamantobegratuitouslysuperstitious,buthehadthebloodofthepeasantinhimaswellasoftheartisan,andapeasantcannomorehelpbelievinginatraditionalsuperstitionthanahorsecanhelptremblingwhenheseesacamel。Besides,hehadthatmentalcombinationwhichisatoncehumbleintheregionofmysteryandkeenintheregionofknowledge:itwasthedepthofhisreverencequiteasmuchashishardcommonsensewhichgavehimhisdisinclinationtodoctrinalreligion,andheoftencheckedSeth’sargumentativespiritualismbysaying,"Eh,it’sabigmystery;theeknow’stbutlittleaboutit。"AndsoithappenedthatAdamwasatoncepenetratingandcredulous。Ifanewbuildinghadfallendownandhehadbeentoldthatthiswasadivinejudgment,hewouldhavesaid,"Maybe;butthebearingo’
  theroofandwallswasn’tright,elseitwouldn’tha’comedown";
  yethebelievedindreamsandprognostics,andtohisdyingdayhebatedhisbreathalittlewhenhetoldthestoryofthestrokewiththewillowwand。Itellitashetoldit,notattemptingtoreduceittoitsnaturalelements——inoureagernesstoexplainimpressions,weoftenloseourholdofthesympathythatcomprehendsthem。
  Buthehadthebestantidoteagainstimaginativedreadinthenecessityforgettingonwiththecoffin,andforthenexttenminuteshishammerwasringingsouninterruptedly,thatothersounds,iftherewereany,mightwellbeoverpowered。Apausecame,however,whenhehadtotakeuphisruler,andnowagaincamethestrangerap,andagainGyphowled。Adamwasatthedoorwithoutthelossofamoment;butagainallwasstill,andthestarlightshowedtherewasnothingbutthedew-ladengrassinfrontofthecottage。
  Adamforamomentthoughtuncomfortablyabouthisfather;butoflateyearshehadnevercomehomeatdarkhoursfromTreddleston,andtherewaseveryreasonforbelievingthathewasthensleepingoffhisdrunkennessatthe"WaggonOverthrown。"Besides,toAdam,theconceptionofthefuturewassoinseparablefromthepainfulimageofhisfatherthatthefearofanyfatalaccidenttohimwasexcludedbythedeeplyinfixedfearofhiscontinualdegradation。
  Thenextthoughtthatoccurredtohimwasonethatmadehimslipoffhisshoesandtreadlightlyupstairs,tolistenatthebedroomdoors。ButbothSethandhismotherwerebreathingregularly。
  Adamcamedownandsettoworkagain,sayingtohimself,"Iwon’topenthedooragain。It’snousestaringabouttocatchsightofasound。Maybethere’saworldaboutusaswecan’tsee,butth’
  ear’squickerthantheeyeandcatchesasoundfrom’tnowandthen。Somepeoplethinktheygetasighton’ttoo,butthey’remostlyfolkswhoseeyesarenotmuchuseto’ematanythingelse。
  Formypart,Ithinkit’sbettertoseewhenyourperpendicular’struethantoseeaghost。"
  Suchthoughtsastheseareapttogrowstrongerandstrongerasdaylightquenchesthecandlesandthebirdsbegintosing。Bythetimetheredsunlightshoneonthebrassnailsthatformedtheinitialsonthelidofthecoffin,anylingeringforebodingfromthesoundofthewillowwandwasmergedinsatisfactionthattheworkwasdoneandthepromiseredeemed。TherewasnoneedtocallSeth,forhewasalreadymovingoverhead,andpresentlycamedownstairs。
  "Now,lad,"saidAdam,asSethmadehisappearance,"thecoffin’sdone,andwecantakeitovertoBrox’on,andbebackagainbeforehalfaftersix。I’lltakeamouthfulo’oat-cake,andthenwe’llbeoff。"
  Thecoffinwassoonproppedonthetallshouldersofthetwobrothers,andtheyweremakingtheirway,followedclosebyGyp,outofthelittlewoodyardintothelaneatthebackofthehouse。
  ItwasbutaboutamileandahalftoBroxtonovertheoppositeslope,andtheirroadwoundverypleasantlyalonglanesandacrossfields,wherethepalewoodbinesandthedog-roseswerescentingthehedgerows,andthebirdsweretwitteringandtrillinginthetallleafyboughsofoakandelm。Itwasastrangelymingledpicture——thefreshyouthofthesummermorning,withitsEdenlikepeaceandloveliness,thestalwartstrengthofthetwobrothersintheirrustyworkingclothes,andthelongcoffinontheirshoulders。TheypausedforthelasttimebeforeasmallfarmhouseoutsidethevillageofBroxton。Bysixo’clockthetaskwasdonethecoffinnaileddown,andAdamandSethwereontheirwayhome。
  Theychoseashorterwayhomewards,whichwouldtakethemacrossthefieldsandthebrookinfrontofthehouse。AdamhadnotmentionedtoSethwhathadhappenedinthenight,buthestillretainedsufficientimpressionfromithimselftosay,"Seth,lad,ifFatherisn’tcomehomebythetimewe’vehadourbreakfast,I
  thinkit’llbeaswellfortheetogoovertoTreddles’onandlookafterhim,andtheecanstgetmethebrasswireIwant。Nevermindaboutlosinganhouratthywork;wecanmakethatup。Whatdostsay?"
  "I’mwilling,"saidSeth。"Butseewhatcloudshavegatheredsincewesetout。I’mthinkingweshallhavemorerain。It’llbeasoretimeforth’haymakingifthemeadowsarefloodedagain。
  Thebrook’sfineandfullnow:anotherday’srain’udcovertheplank,andweshouldhavetogoroundbytheroad。"
  Theywerecomingacrossthevalleynow,andhadenteredthepasturethroughwhichthebrookran。
  "Why,what’sthatstickingagainstthewillow?"continuedSeth,beginningtowalkfaster。Adam’sheartrosetohismouth:thevagueanxietyabouthisfatherwaschangedintoagreatdread。HemadenoanswertoSeth,butranforwardprecededbyGyp,whobegantobarkuneasily;andintwomomentshewasatthebridge。
  Thiswaswhattheomenmeant,then!Andthegrey-hairedfather,ofwhomhehadthoughtwithasortofhardnessafewhoursago,ascertaintolivetobeathorninhissidewasperhapseventhenstrugglingwiththatwaterydeath!ThiswasthefirstthoughtthatflashedthroughAdam’sconscience,beforehehadtimetoseizethecoatanddragoutthetallheavybody。Sethwasalreadybyhisside,helpinghim,andwhentheyhaditonthebank,thetwosonsinthefirstmomentkneltandlookedwithmuteaweattheglazedeyes,forgettingthattherewasneedforaction——forgettingeverythingbutthattheirfatherlaydeadbeforethem。Adamwasthefirsttospeak。
  "I’llruntoMother,"hesaid,inaloudwhisper。"I’llbebacktotheeinaminute。"
  PoorLisbethwasbusypreparinghersons’breakfast,andtheirporridgewasalreadysteamingonthefire。Herkitchenalwayslookedthepinkofcleanliness,butthismorningshewasmorethanusuallybentonmakingherhearthandbreakfast-tablelookcomfortableandinviting。
  "Thelads’ullbefinean’hungry,"shesaid,half-aloud,asshestirredtheporridge。"It’sagoodsteptoBrox’on,an’it’shungryairo’erthehill——wi’thatheavycoffintoo。Eh!It’sheaviernow,wi’poorBobTholerin’t。Howiver,I’vemadeadrapmoreporridgenorcommonthismornin’。Thefeyther’ullhappencomeinarterabit。Notashe’llatemuchporridge。Heswallerssixpenn’ortho’ale,an’savesahap’ortho’por-ridge——that’shiswayo’layin’bymoney,asI’vetoldhimmanyatime,an’amlikelytotellhimagainaforetheday’sout。Eh,poormon,hetakesitquietenough;there’snodenyin’that。"
  ButnowLisbethheardtheheavy"thud"ofarunningfootstepontheturf,and,turningquicklytowardsthedoor,shesawAdamenter,lookingsopaleandoverwhelmedthatshescreamedaloudandrushedtowardshimbeforehehadtimetospeak。
  "Hush,Mother,"Adamsaid,ratherhoarsely,"don’tbefrightened。
  Father’stumbledintothewater。Belikewemaybringhimroundagain。Sethandmearegoingtocarryhimin。Getablanketandmakeithotasthefire。"
  InrealityAdamwasconvincedthathisfatherwasdeadbutheknewtherewasnootherwayofrepressinghismother’simpetuouswailinggriefthanbyoccupyingherwithsomeactivetaskwhichhadhopeinit。
  HeranbacktoSeth,andthetwosonsliftedthesadburdeninheart-strickensilence。Thewide-openglazedeyesweregrey,likeSeth’s,andhadoncelookedwithmildprideontheboysbeforewhomThiashadlivedtohanghisheadinshame。Seth’schieffeelingwasaweanddistressatthissuddensnatchingawayofhisfather’ssoul;butAdam’smindrushedbackoverthepastinafloodofrelentingandpity。Whendeath,thegreatReconciler,hascome,itisneverourtendernessthatwerepentof,butourseverity。
  TheRectorBEFOREtwelveo’clocktherehadbeensomeheavystormsofrain,andthewaterlayindeepguttersonthesidesofthegravelwalksinthegardenofBroxtonParsonage;thegreatProvenceroseshadbeencruellytossedbythewindandbeatenbytherain,andallthedelicate-stemmedborderflowershadbeendasheddownandstainedwiththewetsoil。Amelancholymorning——becauseitwasnearlytimehay-harvestshouldbegin,andinsteadofthatthemeadowswerelikelytobeflooded。
  Butpeoplewhohavepleasanthomesgetindoorenjoymentsthattheywouldneverthinkofbutfortherain。Ifithadnotbeenawetmorning,Mr。Irwinewouldnothavebeeninthedining-roomplayingatchesswithhismother,andhelovesbothhismotherandchessquitewellenoughtopasssomecloudyhoursveryeasilybytheirhelp。Letmetakeyouintothatdining-roomandshowyoutheRev。
  AdolphusIrwine,RectorofBroxton,VicarofHayslope,andVicarofBlythe,apluralistatwhomtheseverestChurchreformerwouldhavefounditdifficulttolooksour。Wewillenterverysoftlyandstandstillintheopendoorway,withoutawakingtheglossy-
  brownsetterwhoisstretchedacrossthehearth,withhertwopuppiesbesideher;orthepug,whoisdozing,withhisblackmuzzlealoft,likeasleepypresident。
  Theroomisalargeandloftyone,withanamplemullionedorielwindowatoneend;thewalls,yousee,arenew,andnotyetpainted;butthefurniture,thoughoriginallyofanexpensivesort,isoldandscanty,andthereisnodraperyaboutthewindow。
  Thecrimsonclothoverthelargedining-tableisverythreadbare,thoughitcontrastspleasantlyenoughwiththedeadhueoftheplasteronthewalls;butonthiscloththereisamassivesilverwaiterwithadecanterofwateronit,ofthesamepatternastwolargeronesthatareproppeduponthesideboardwithacoatofarmsconspicuousintheircentre。Yoususpectatoncethattheinhabitantsofthisroomhaveinheritedmorebloodthanwealth,andwouldnotbesurprisedtofindthatMr。Irwinehadafinelycutnostrilandupperlip;butatpresentwecanonlyseethathehasabroadflatbackandanabundanceofpowderedhair,allthrownbackwardandtiedbehindwithablackribbon——abitofconservatismincostumewhichtellsyouthatheisnotayoungman。Hewillperhapsturnroundbyandby,andinthemeantimewecanlookatthatstatelyoldlady,hismother,abeautifulagedbrunette,whoserich-tonedcomplexioniswellsetoffbythecomplexwrappingsofpurewhitecambricandlaceaboutherheadandneck。SheisaserectinhercomelyembonpointasastatueofCeres;andherdarkface,withitsdelicateaquilinenose,firmproudmouth,andsmall,intense,blackeye,issokeenandsarcasticinitsexpressionthatyouinstinctivelysubstituteapackofcardsforthechess-menandimaginehertellingyourfortune。Thesmallbrownhandwithwhichsheisliftingherqueenisladenwithpearls,diamonds,andturquoises;andalargeblackveilisverycarefullyadjustedoverthecrownofhercap,andfallsinsharpcontrastonthewhitefoldsaboutherneck。Itmusttakealongtimetodressthatoldladyinthemorning!Butitseemsalawofnaturethatsheshouldbedressedso:sheisclearlyoneofthosechildrenofroyaltywhohaveneverdoubtedtheirrightdivineandnevermetwithanyonesoabsurdastoquestionit。
  "There,Dauphin,tellmewhatthatis!"saysthismagnificentoldlady,asshedepositsherqueenveryquietlyandfoldsherarms。
  "Ishouldbesorrytoutteraworddisagreeabletoyourfeelings。"
  "Ah,youwitch-mother,yousorceress!HowisaChristianmantowinagameoffyou?Ishouldhavesprinkledtheboardwithholywaterbeforewebegan。You’venotwonthatgamebyfairmeans,now,sodon’tpretendit。"
  "Yes,yes,that’swhatthebeatenhavealwayssaidofgreatconquerors。Butsee,there’sthesunshinefallingontheboard,toshowyoumoreclearlywhatafoolishmoveyoumadewiththatpawn。Come,shallIgiveyouanotherchance?"
  "No,Mother,Ishallleaveyoutoyourownconscience,nowit’sclearingup。Wemustgoandplashupthemudalittle,mus’n’twe,Juno?"Thiswasaddressedtothebrownsetter,whohadjumpedupatthesoundofthevoicesandlaidhernoseinaninsinuatingwayonhermaster’sleg。"ButImustgoupstairsfirstandseeAnne。IwascalledawaytoTholer’sfuneraljustwhenIwasgoingbefore。"
  "It’sofnouse,child;shecan’tspeaktoyou。Katesaysshehasoneofherworstheadachesthismorning。"
  "Oh,shelikesmetogoandseeherjustthesame;she’snevertooilltocareaboutthat。"
  Ifyouknowhowmuchofhumanspeechismerepurposelessimpulseorhabit,youwillnotwonderwhenItellyouthatthisidenticalobjectionhadbeenmade,andhadreceivedthesamekindofanswer,manyhundredtimesinthecourseofthefifteenyearsthatMr。
  Irwine’ssisterAnnehadbeenaninvalid。Splendidoldladies,whotakealongtimetodressinthemorning,haveoftenslightsympathywithsicklydaughters。
  ButwhileMr。Irwinewasstillseated,leaningbackinhischairandstrokingJuno’shead,theservantcametothedoorandsaid,"Ifyouplease,sir,JoshuaRannwishestospeakwithyou,ifyouareatliberty。"
  "Lethimbeshowninhere,"saidMrs。Irwine,takingupherknitting。"IalwaysliketohearwhatMr。Rannhasgottosay。
  Hisshoeswillbedirty,butseethathewipesthemCarroll。"
  IntwominutesMr。Rannappearedatthedoorwithverydeferentialbows,which,however,werefarfromconciliatingPug,whogaveasharpbarkandranacrosstheroomtoreconnoitrethestranger’slegs;whilethetwopuppies,regardingMr。Rann’sprominentcalfandribbedworstedstockingsfromamoresensuouspointofview,plungedandgrowledoverthemingreatenjoyment。Meantime,Mr。
  Irwineturnedroundhischairandsaid,"Well,Joshua,anythingthematteratHayslope,thatyou’vecomeoverthisdampmorning?
  Sitdown,sitdown。Nevermindthedogs;givethemafriendlykick。Here,Pug,yourascal!"
  Itisverypleasanttoseesomementurnround;pleasantasasuddenrushofwarmairinwinter,ortheflashoffirelightinthechilldusk。Mr。Irwinewasoneofthosemen。Heborethesamesortofresemblancetohismotherthatourlovingmemoryofafriend’sfaceoftenbearstothefaceitself:thelineswereallmoregenerous,thesmilebrighter,theexpressionheartier。Iftheoutlinehadbeenlessfinelycut,hisfacemighthavebeencalledjolly;butthatwasnottherightwordforitsmixtureofbonhomieanddistinction。
  "ThankYourReverence,"answeredMr。Rann,endeavouringtolookunconcernedabouthislegs,butshakingthemalternatelytokeepoffthepuppies;"I’llstand,ifyouplease,asmorebecoming。I
  hopeIseeyouan’Mrs。Irwinewell,an’MissIrwine——an’MissAnne,Ihope’saswellasusual。"
  "Yes,Joshua,thankyou。Youseehowbloomingmymotherlooks。
  Shebeatsusyoungerpeoplehollow。Butwhat’sthematter?"
  "Why,sir,IhadtocometoBrox’ontodeliversomework,andI
  thoughtitbutrighttocallandletyouknowthegoins-onasthere’sbeeni’thevillage,suchasIhannaseeni’mytime,andI’velivedinitmanandboysixtyyearcomeSt。Thomas,andcollectedth’EasterduesforMr。BlickbeforeYourReverencecomeintotheparish,andbeenattheringin’o’everybell,andthediggin’o’everygrave,andsungi’thechoirlongaforeBartleMasseycomefromnobodyknowswhere,wi’hiscounter-singin’andfineanthems,asputseverybodyoutbuthimself——onetakin’itupafteranotherlikesheepa-bleatin’i’th’fold。Iknowwhatbelongstobein’aparishclerk,andIknowasIshouldbewantin’
  i’respecttoYourReverence,an’church,an’king,ifIwast’
  allowsuchgoins-onwi’outspeakin’。Iwastookbysurprise,an’
  knowednothin’onitbeforehand,an’Iwassoflustered,IwascleanasifI’dlostmytools。Ihannaslep’morenorfourhourthisnightasispastan’gone;an’thenitwasnothin’butnightmare,astiredmeworsenorwakin’。"
  "Why,whatintheworldisthematter,Joshua?Havethethievesbeenatthechurchleadagain?"
  "Thieves!No,sir——an’yet,asImaysay,itisthieves,an’a-
  thievin’thechurch,too。It’stheMethodissesasisliketogetth’upperhandi’th’parish,ifYourReverencean’HisHonour,SquireDonnithorne,doesnathinkwelltosaythewordan’forbidit。NotasI’ma-dictatin’toyou,sir;I’mnotforgettin’myselfsofarastobewiseabovemybetters。Howiver,whetherI’mwiseorno,that’sneitherherenorthere,butwhatI’vegottosayI
  say——astheyoungMethodiswomanasisatMesterPoyser’swasa-
  preachin’an’a-prayin’ontheGreenlastnight,assureasI’ma-
  stannin’aforeYourReverencenow。"
  "PreachingontheGreen!"saidMr。Irwine,lookingsurprisedbutquiteserene。"What,thatpaleprettyyoungwomanI’veseenatPoyser’s?IsawshewasaMethodist,orQuaker,orsomethingofthatsort,byherdress,butIdidn’tknowshewasapreacher。"
  "It’satruewordasIsay,sir,"rejoinedMr。Rann,compressinghismouthintoasemicircularformandpausinglongenoughtoindicatethreenotesofexclamation。"ShepreachedontheGreenlastnight;an’she’slaidholdofChad’sBess,asthegirl’sbeeni’fitswellyiversin’。"
  "Well,BessyCranageisahearty-lookinglass;Idaresayshe’llcomeroundagain,Joshua。Didanybodyelsegointofits?"
  "No,sir,Icannasayastheydid。Butthere’snoknowin’what’llcome,ifwe’ret’havesuchpreachin’sasthata-goin’oniveryweek——there’llbenolivin’i’th’village。ForthemMethodissesmakefolksbelieveasiftheytakeamugo’drinkextry,an’maketheirselvesabitcomfortable,they’llhavetogotohellfor’tassureasthey’reborn。I’mnotatipplin’mannoradrunkard