AfterthePreachingINlessthananhourfromthattime,SethBedewaswalkingbyDinah’ssidealongthehedgerow-paththatskirtedthepasturesandgreencorn-fieldswhichlaybetweenthevillageandtheHallFarm。
DinahhadtakenoffherlittleQuakerbonnetagain,andwasholdingitinherhandsthatshemighthaveafreerenjoymentofthecooleveningtwilight,andSethcouldseetheexpressionofherfacequiteclearlyashewalkedbyherside,timidlyrevolvingsomethinghewantedtosaytoher。Itwasanexpressionofunconsciousplacidgravity——ofabsorptioninthoughtsthathadnoconnectionwiththepresentmomentorwithherownpersonality——anexpressionthatismostofalldiscouragingtoalover。Herverywalkwasdiscouraging:ithadthatquietelasticitythatasksfornosupport。Sethfeltthisdimly;hesaidtohimself,"She’stoogoodandholyforanyman,letaloneme,"andthewordshehadbeensummoningrushedbackagainbeforetheyhadreachedhislips。
Butanotherthoughtgavehimcourage:"There’snomancouldloveherbetterandleaveherfreertofollowtheLord’swork。"Theyhadbeensilentformanyminutesnow,sincetheyhaddonetalkingaboutBessyCranage;DinahseemedalmosttohaveforgottenSeth’spresence,andherpacewasbecomingsomuchquickerthatthesenseoftheirbeingonlyafewminutes’walkfromtheyard-gatesoftheHallFarmatlastgaveSethcouragetospeak。
"You’vequitemadeupyourmindtogobacktoSnowfieldo’
Saturday,Dinah?"
"Yes,"saidDinah,quietly。"I’mcalledthere。ItwasborneinuponmymindwhileIwasmeditatingonSundaynight,asSisterAllen,who’sinadecline,isinneedofme。Isawherasplainasweseethatbitofthinwhitecloud,liftingupherpoorthinhandandbeckoningtome。AndthismorningwhenIopenedtheBiblefordirection,thefirstwordsmyeyesfellonwere,’Andafterwehadseenthevision,immediatelyweendeavouredtogointoMacedonia。’Ifitwasn’tforthatclearshowingoftheLord’swill,Ishouldbeloathtogo,formyheartyearnsovermyauntandherlittleones,andthatpoorwanderinglambHettySorrel。I’vebeenmuchdrawnoutinprayerforheroflate,andI
lookonitasatokenthattheremaybemercyinstoreforher。"
"Godgrantit,"saidSeth。"ForIdoubtAdam’sheartissosetonher,he’llneverturntoanybodyelse;andyetit’udgotomyheartifhewastomarryher,forIcannathinkasshe’dmakehimhappy。It’sadeepmystery——thewaytheheartofmanturnstoonewomanoutofalltheresthe’sseeni’theworld,andmakesiteasierforhimtoworksevenyearforHER,likeJacobdidforRachel,soonerthanhaveanyotherwomanforth’asking。Ioftenthinkofthemwords,’AndJacobservedsevenyearsforRachel;andtheyseemedtohimbutafewdaysforthelovehehadtoher。’I
knowthosewords’udcometruewithme,Dinah,ifsobeyou’dgivemehopeasImightwinyouaftersevenyearswasover。Iknowyouthinkahusband’udbetakinguptoomucho’yourthoughts,becauseSt。Paulsays,’Shethat’smarriedcarethforthethingsoftheworldhowshemaypleaseherhusband’;andmayhappenyou’llthinkmeoverboldtospeaktoyouaboutitagain,afterwhatyoutoldmeo’yourmindlastSaturday。ButI’vebeenthinkingitoveragainbynightandbyday,andI’veprayednottobeblindedbymyowndesires,tothinkwhat’sonlygoodformemustbegoodforyoutoo。Anditseemstomethere’smoretextsforyourmarryingthaneveryoucanfindagainstit。ForSt。Paulsaysasplainascanbeinanotherplace,’Iwillthattheyoungerwomenmarry,bearchildren,guidethehouse,givenoneoccasiontotheadversarytospeakreproachfully’;andthen’twoarebetterthanone’;andthatholdsgoodwithmarriageaswellaswithotherthings。Forweshouldbeo’oneheartando’onemind,Dinah。WebothservethesameMaster,andarestrivingafterthesamegifts;
andI’dneverbethehusbandtomakeaclaimonyouascouldinterferewithyourdoingtheworkGodhasfittedyoufor。I’dmakeashift,andfendindoorandout,togiveyoumoreliberty——
morethanyoucanhavenow,foryou’vegottogetyourownlivingnow,andI’mstrongenoughtoworkforusboth。"
WhenSethhadoncebeguntourgehissuit,hewentonearnestlyandalmosthurriedly,lestDinahshouldspeaksomedecisivewordbeforehehadpouredforthalltheargumentshehadprepared。Hischeeksbecameflushedashewentonhismildgreyeyesfilledwithtears,andhisvoicetrembledashespokethelastsentence。Theyhadreachedoneofthoseverynarrowpassesbetweentwotallstones,whichperformedtheofficeofastileinLoamshire,andDinahpausedassheturnedtowardsSethandsaid,inhertenderbutcalmtreblenotes,"SethBede,Ithankyouforyourlovetowardsme,andifIcouldthinkofanymanasmorethanaChristianbrother,Ithinkitwouldbeyou。Butmyheartisnotfreetomarry。Thatisgoodforotherwomen,anditisagreatandablessedthingtobeawifeandmother;but’asGodhasdistributedtoeveryman,astheLordhathcalledeveryman,solethimwalk。’Godhascalledmetoministertoothers,nottohaveanyjoysorsorrowsofmyown,buttorejoicewiththemthatdorejoice,andtoweepwiththosethatweep。Hehascalledmetospeakhisword,andhehasgreatlyownedmywork。ItcouldonlybeonaveryclearshowingthatIcouldleavethebrethrenandsistersatSnowfield,whoarefavouredwithverylittleofthisworld’sgood;wherethetreesarefew,sothatachildmightcountthem,andthere’sveryhardlivingforthepoorinthewinter。Ithasbeengivenmetohelp,tocomfort,andstrengthenthelittleflockthereandtocallinmanywanderers;andmysoulisfilledwiththesethingsfrommyrisinguptillmylyingdown。Mylifeistooshort,andGod’sworkistoogreatformetothinkofmakingahomeformyselfinthisworld。I’venotturnedadeafeartoyourwords,Seth,forwhenIsawasyourlovewasgiventome,IthoughtitmightbealeadingofProvidenceformetochangemywayoflife,andthatweshouldbefellow-helpers;andIspreadthematterbeforetheLord。ButwheneverItriedtofixmymindonmarriage,andourlivingtogether,otherthoughtsalwayscamein——thetimeswhenI’veprayedbythesickanddying,andthehappyhoursI’vehadpreaching,whenmyheartwasfilledwithlove,andtheWordwasgiventomeabundantly。AndwhenI’veopenedtheBiblefordirection,I’vealwayslightedonsomeclearwordtotellmewheremyworklay。Ibelievewhatyousay,Seth,thatyouwouldtrytobeahelpandnotahindrancetomywork;
butIseethatourmarriageisnotGod’swill——Hedrawsmyheartanotherway。Idesiretoliveanddiewithouthusbandorchildren。Iseemtohavenoroominmysoulforwantsandfearsofmyown,ithaspleasedGodtofillmyheartsofullwiththewantsandsufferingsofhispoorpeople。"
Sethwasunabletoreply,andtheywalkedoninsilence。Atlast,astheywerenearlyattheyard-gate,hesaid,"Well,Dinah,I
mustseekforstrengthtobearit,andtoendureasseeingHimwhoisinvisible。ButIfeelnowhowweakmyfaithis。Itseemsasif,whenyouaregone,Icouldneverjoyinanythinganymore。I
thinkit’ssomethingpassingtheloveofwomenasIfeelforyou,forIcouldbecontentwithoutyourmarryingmeifIcouldgoandliveatSnowfieldandbenearyou。ItrustedasthestrongloveGodhasgivenmetowardsyouwasaleadingforusboth;butitseemsitwasonlymeantformytrial。PerhapsIfeelmoreforyouthanIoughttofeelforanycreature,forIoftencan’thelpsayingofyouwhatthehymnsays——
Indarkestshadesifsheappear,Mydawningisbegun;
Sheismysoul’sbrightmorning-star,Andshemyrisingsun。
Thatmaybewrong,andIamtobetaughtbetter。Butyouwouldn’tbedispleasedwithmeifthingsturnedoutsoasIcouldleavethiscountryandgotoliveatSnowfield?"
"No,Seth;butIcounselyoutowaitpatiently,andnotlightlytoleaveyourowncountryandkindred。DonothingwithouttheLord’sclearbidding。It’sableakandbarrencountrythere,notlikethislandofGoshenyou’vebeenusedto。Wemustn’tbeinahurrytofixandchooseourownlot;wemustwaittobeguided。"
"Butyou’dletmewriteyoualetter,Dinah,iftherewasanythingIwantedtotellyou?"
"Yes,sure;letmeknowifyou’reinanytrouble。You’llbecontinuallyinmyprayers。"
Theyhadnowreachedtheyard-gate,andSethsaid,"Iwon’tgoin,Dinah,sofarewell。"Hepausedandhesitatedaftershehadgivenhimherhand,andthensaid,"There’snoknowingbutwhatyoumayseethingsdifferentafterawhile。Theremaybeanewleading。"
"Letusleavethat,Seth。It’sgoodtoliveonlyamomentatatime,asI’vereadinoneofMr。Wesley’sbooks。Itisn’tforyouandmetolayplans;we’venothingtodobuttoobeyandtotrust。
Farewell。"
Dinahpressedhishandwithratherasadlookinherlovingeyes,andthenpassedthroughthegate,whileSethturnedawaytowalklingeringlyhome。Butinsteadoftakingthedirectroad,hechosetoturnbackalongthefieldsthroughwhichheandDinahhadalreadypassed;andIthinkhisbluelinenhandkerchiefwasverywetwithtearslongbeforehehadmadeuphismindthatitwastimeforhimtosethisfacesteadilyhomewards。Hewasbutthree-and-twenty,andhadonlyjustlearnedwhatitistolove——tolovewiththatadorationwhichayoungmangivestoawomanwhomhefeelstobegreaterandbetterthanhimself。Loveofthissortishardlydistinguishablefromreligiousfeeling。Whatdeepandworthyloveisso,whetherofwomanorchild,orartormusic。
Ourcaresses,ourtenderwords,ourstillraptureundertheinfluenceofautumnsunsets,orpillaredvistas,orcalmmajesticstatues,orBeethovensymphoniesallbringwiththemtheconsciousnessthattheyaremerewavesandripplesinanunfathomableoceanofloveandbeauty;ouremotioninitskeenestmomentpassesfromexpressionintosilence,ourloveatitshighestfloodrushesbeyonditsobjectandlosesitselfinthesenseofdivinemystery。AndthisblessedgiftofveneratinglovehasbeengiventotoomanyhumblecraftsmensincetheworldbeganforustofeelanysurprisethatitshouldhaveexistedinthesoulofaMethodistcarpenterhalfacenturyago,whiletherewasyetalingeringafter-glowfromthetimewhenWesleyandhisfellow-labourerfedonthehipsandhawsoftheCornwallhedges,afterexhaustinglimbsandlungsincarryingadivinemessagetothepoor。
Thatafterglowhaslongfadedaway;andthepictureweareapttomakeofMethodisminourimaginationisnotanamphitheatreofgreenhills,orthedeepshadeofbroad-leavedsycamores,whereacrowdofroughmenandweary-heartedwomendrankinafaithwhichwasarudimentaryculture,whichlinkedtheirthoughtswiththepast,liftedtheirimaginationabovethesordiddetailsoftheirownnarrowlives,andsuffusedtheirsoulswiththesenseofapitying,loving,infinitePresence,sweetassummertothehouselessneedy。ItistoopossiblethattosomeofmyreadersMethodismmaymeannothingmorethanlow-pitchedgablesupdingystreets,sleekgrocers,spongingpreachers,andhypocriticaljargon——elementswhichareregardedasanexhaustiveanalysisofMethodisminmanyfashionablequarters。
Thatwouldbeapity;forIcannotpretendthatSethandDinahwereanythingelsethanMethodists——notindeedofthatmoderntypewhichreadsquarterlyreviewsandattendsinchapelswithpillaredporticoes,butofaveryold-fashionedkind。Theybelievedinpresentmiracles,ininstantaneousconversions,inrevelationsbydreamsandvisions;theydrewlots,andsoughtforDivineguidancebyopeningtheBibleathazard;havingaliteralwayofinterpretingtheScriptures,whichisnotatallsanctionedbyapprovedcommentators;anditisimpossibieformetorepresenttheirdictionascorrect,ortheirinstructionasliberal。Still——
ifIhavereadreligioushistoryaright——faith,hope,andcharityhavenotalwaysbeenfoundinadirectratiowithasensibilitytothethreeconcords,anditispossible——thankHeaven!——tohaveveryerroneoustheoriesandverysublimefeelings。TherawbaconwhichclumsyMollysparesfromherownscantystorethatshemaycarryittoherneighbour’schildto"stopthefits,"maybeapiteouslyinefficaciousremedy;butthegenerousstirringofneighbourlykindnessthatpromptedthedeedhasabeneficentradiationthatisnotlost。
Consideringthesethings,wecanhardlythinkDinahandSethbeneathoursympathy,accustomedaswemaybetoweepovertheloftiersorrowsofheroinesinsatinbootsandcrinoline,andofheroesridingfieryhorses,themselvesriddenbystillmorefierypassions。
PoorSeth!Hewasneveronhorsebackinhislifeexceptonce,whenhewasalittlelad,andMr。JonathanBurgetookhimupbebind,tellinghimto"holdontight";andinsteadofburstingoutintowildaccusingapostrophestoGodanddestiny,heisresolving,ashenowwalkshomewardsunderthesolemnstarlight,torepresshissadness,tobelessbentonhavinghisownwill,andtolivemoreforothers,asDinahdoes。
ChapterIV
HomeandItsSorrowsAGREENvalleywithabrookrunningthroughit,fullalmosttooverflowingwiththelaterains,overhungbylowstoopingwillows。
Acrossthisbrookaplankisthrown,andoverthisplankAdamBedeispassingwithhisundoubtingstep,followedclosebyGypwiththebasket;evidentlymakinghiswaytothethatchedhouse,withastackoftimberbythesideofit,abouttwentyyardsuptheoppositeslope。
Thedoorofthehouseisopen,andanelderlywomanislookingout;butsheisnotplacidlycontemplatingtheeveningsunshine;
shehasbeenwatchingwithdimeyesthegraduallyenlargingspeckwhichforthelastfewminutesshehasbeenquitesureisherdarlingsonAdam。LisbethBedeloveshersonwiththeloveofawomantowhomherfirst-bornhascomelateinlife。Sheisananxious,spare,yetvigorousoldwoman,cleanasasnowdrop。Hergreyhairisturnedneatlybackunderapurelinencapwithablackbandroundit;herbroadchestiscoveredwithabuffneckerchief,andbelowthisyouseeasortofshortbedgownmadeofblue-checkeredlinen,tiedroundthewaistanddescendingtothehips,fromwhencethereisaconsiderablelengthoflinsey-
woolseypetticoat。ForLisbethistall,andinotherpointstoothereisastronglikenessbetweenherandhersonAdam。Herdarkeyesaresomewhatdimnow——perhapsfromtoomuchcrying——butherbroadlymarkedeyebrowsarestillblack,herteetharesound,andasshestandsknittingrapidlyandunconsciouslywithherwork-
hardenedhands,shehasasfirmlyuprightanattitudeaswhensheiscarryingapailofwateronherheadfromthespring。Thereisthesametypeofframeandthesamekeenactivityoftemperamentinmotherandson,butitwasnotfromherthatAdamgothiswell-
filledbrowandhisexpressionoflarge-heartedintelligence。
Familylikenesshasoftenadeepsadnessinit。Nature,thatgreattragicdramatist,knitsustogetherbyboneandmuscle,anddividesusbythesubtlerwebofourbrains;blendsyearningandrepulsion;andtiesusbyourheart-stringstothebeingsthatjarusateverymovement。Wehearavoicewiththeverycadenceofourownutteringthethoughtswedespise;weseeeyes——ah,solikeourmother’s!——avertedfromusincoldalienation;andourlastdarlingchildstartlesuswiththeairandgesturesofthesisterwepartedfrominbitternesslongyearsago。Thefathertowhomweoweourbestheritage——themechanicalinstinct,thekeensensibilitytoharmony,theunconsciousskillofthemodellinghand——gallsusandputsustoshamebyhisdailyerrors;thelong-
lostmother,whosefacewebegintoseeintheglassasourownwrinklescome,oncefrettedouryoungsoulswithheranxioushumoursandirrationalpersistence。
Itissuchafondanxiousmother’svoicethatyouhear,asLisbethsays,"Well,mylad,it’sgonesevenbyth’clock。Thee’tallaysstaytillthelastchild’sborn。Theewantsthysupper,I’llwarrand。Where’sSeth?Goneartersomeo’schapellin’,I
reckon?"
"Aye,aye,Seth’satnoharm,mother,theemaystbesure。
Butwhere’sfather?"saidAdamquickly,asheenteredthehouseandglancedintotheroomonthelefthand,whichwasusedasaworkshop。"Hasn’thedonethecoffinforTholer?There’sthestuffstandingjustasIleftitthismorning。"
"Donethecoffin?"saidLisbeth,followinghim,andknittinguninterruptedly,thoughshelookedathersonveryanxiously。
"Eh,mylad,hewentafftoTreddles’onthisforenoon,an’snivercomeback。Idoubthe’sgottoth’’WagginOverthrow’again。"
AdeepflushofangerpassedrapidlyoverAdam’sface。Hesaidnothing,butthrewoffhisjacketandbegantorolluphisshirt-
sleevesagain。
"Whatartgoin’todo,Adam?"saidthemother,withatoneandlookofalarm。"Theewouldstnagotoworkagain,wi’outha’inthybito’supper?"
Adam,tooangrytospeak,walkedintotheworkshop。Buthismotherthrewdownherknitting,and,hurryingafterhim,tookholdofhisarm,andsaid,inatoneofplaintiveremonstrance,"Nay,mylad,mylad,theemunnagowi’outthysupper;there’sthetaterswi’thegravyin’em,justastheelik’st’em。Isaved’emo’purposeforthee。Comean’ha’thysupper,come。"
"Letbe!"saidAdamimpetuously,shakingheroffandseizingoneoftheplanksthatstoodagainstthewall。"It’sfinetalkingabouthavingsupperwhenhere’sacoffinpromisedtobereadyatBrox’onbyseveno’clockto-morrowmorning,andoughttoha’beentherenow,andnotanailstruckyet。Mythroat’stoofulltoswallowvictuals。"
"Why,theecanstnagetthecoffinready,"saidLisbeth。"Thee’tworkthyselftodeath。It’udtaketheeallnighttodo’t。"
"Whatsignifieshowlongittakesme?Isn’tthecoffinpromised?
Cantheyburythemanwithoutacoffin?I’dworkmyrighthandoffsoonerthandeceivepeoplewithliesi’thatway。Itmakesmemadtothinkon’t。Ishalloverrunthesedoingsbeforelong。
I’vestoodenoughof’em。"
PoorLisbethdidnothearthisthreatforthefirsttime,andifshehadbeenwiseshewouldhavegoneawayquietlyandsaidnothingforthenexthour。Butoneofthelessonsawomanmostrarelylearnsisnevertotalktoanangryoradrunkenman。
Lisbethsatdownonthechoppingbenchandbegantocry,andbythetimeshehadcriedenoughtomakehervoiceverypiteous,sheburstoutintowords。
"Nay,mylad,mylad,theewouldstnagoawayan’breakthymother’sheart,an’leavethyfeythertoruin。Theewouldstnaha’
’emcarrymetoth’churchyard,an’theenottofollowme。I
shannaresti’mygraveifIdonnaseetheeatth’last;an’how’stheytolettheeknowasI’ma-dyin’,ifthee’tgonea-workin’i’
distantparts,an’Sethbelikegonearterthee,andthyfeythernotabletoholdapenfor’shandshakin’,besidesnotknowin’
wheretheeart?Theemunforgiethyfeyther——theemunnabesobitteragain’him。Hewaragoodfeythertotheeaforehetooktoth’drink。He’sacleverworkman,an’taughttheethytrade,remember,an’snivergenmeablownorsomuchasanillword——no,notevenin’sdrink。Theewouldstnaha’’mgototheworkhus——
thyownfeyther——an’himaswasafine-growedmanan’handyateverythin’amostastheeartthysen,five-an’-twenty’earago,whentheewastababyatthebreast。"
Lisbeth’svoicebecamelouder,andchokedwithsobs——asortofwail,themostirritatingofallsoundswhererealsorrowsaretobeborneandrealworktobedone。Adambrokeinimpatiently。
"Now,Mother,don’tcryandtalkso。Haven’tIgotenoughtovexmewithoutthat?What’sth’useo’tellingmethingsasIonlythinktoomuchoneveryday?IfIdidnathinkon’em,whyshouldIdoasIdo,forthesakeo’keepingthingstogetherhere?ButI
hatetobetalkingwhereit’snouse:Iliketokeepmybreathfordoingi’steado’talking。"
"Iknowtheedostthingsasnobodyelse’uddo,mylad。Butthee’tallayssohardupo’thyfeyther,Adam。Theethink’stnothingtoomuchtodoforSeth:theesnapp’stmeupifiverI
findfautwi’th’lad。Butthee’tsoangeredwi’thyfeyther,morenorwi’anybodyelse。"
"That’sbetterthanspeakingsoftandlettingthingsgothewrongway,Ireckon,isn’tit?IfIwasn’tsharpwithhimhe’dselleverybito’stuffi’th’yardandspenditondrink。Iknowthere’sadutytobedonebymyfather,butitisn’tmydutytoencouragehiminrunningheadlongtoruin。AndwhathasSethgottodowithit?TheladdoesnoharmasIknowof。Butleavemealone,Mother,andletmegetonwiththework。"
Lisbethdarednotsayanymore;butshegotupandcalledGyp,thinkingtoconsoleherselfsomewhatforAdam’srefusalofthesuppershehadspreadoutinthelovingexpectationoflookingathimwhileheateit,byfeedingAdam’sdogwithextraliberality。
ButGypwaswatchinghismasterwithwrinkledbrowandearserect,puzzledatthisunusualcourseofthings;andthoughheglancedatLisbethwhenshecalledhim,andmovedhisfore-pawsuneasily,wellknowingthatshewasinvitinghimtosupper,hewasinadividedstateofmind,andremainedseatedonhishaunches,againfixinghiseyesanxiouslyonhismaster。AdamnoticedGyp’smentalconflict,andthoughhisangerhadmadehimlesstenderthanusualtohismother,itdidnotpreventhimfromcaringasmuchasusualforhisdog。Weareapttobekindertothebrutesthatloveusthantothewomenthatloveus。Isitbecausethebrutesaredumb?
"Go,Gyp;go,lad!"Adamsaid,inatoneofencouragingcommand;
andGyp,apparentlysatisfiedthatdutyandpleasurewereone,followedLisbethintothehouse-place。
Butnosoonerhadhelickeduphissupperthanhewentbacktohismaster,whileLisbethsatdownalonetocryoverherknitting。
Womenwhoareneverbitterandresentfulareoftenthemostquerulous;andifSolomonwasaswiseasheisreputedtobe,I
feelsurethatwhenhecomparedacontentiouswomantoacontinualdroppingonaveryrainyday,hehadnotavixeninhiseye——afurywithlongnails,acridandselfish。Dependuponit,hemeantagoodcreature,whohadnojoybutinthehappinessofthelovedoneswhomshecontributedtomakeuncomfortable,puttingbyallthetid-bitsforthemandspendingnothingonherself。SuchawomanasLisbeth,forexample——atoncepatientandcomplaining,self-renouncingandexacting,broodingthelivelongdayoverwhathappenedyesterdayandwhatislikelytohappento-morrow,andcryingveryreadilybothatthegoodandtheevil。ButacertainawemingleditselfwithheridolatrousloveofAdam,andwhenhesaid,"Leavemealone,"shewasalwayssilenced。
Sothehourspassed,totheloudtickingoftheoldday-clockandthesoundofAdam’stools。Atlasthecalledforalightandadraughtofwaterbeerwasathingonlytobedrunkonholidays,andLisbethventuredtosayasshetookitin,"Thysupperstan’sreadyforthee,whentheelik’st。"
"Donnatheesitup,mother,"saidAdam,inagentletone。Hehadworkedoffhisangernow,andwheneverhewishedtobeespeciallykindtohismother,hefellintohisstrongestnativeaccentanddialect,withwhichatothertimeshisspeechwaslessdeeplytinged。"I’llseetoFatherwhenhecomeshome;maybehewonnacomeatallto-night。Ishallbeeasierifthee’ti’bed。"
"Nay,I’llbidetillSethcomes。Hewonnabelongnow,Ireckon。"
Itwasthenpastninebytheclock,whichwasalwaysinadvanceofthedays,andbeforeithadstrucktenthelatchwasliftedandSethentered。Hehadheardthesoundofthetoolsashewasapproaching。
"Why,Mother,"hesaid,"howisitasFather’sworkingsolate?"
"It’snoneo’thyfeytherasisa-workin’——theemightknowthatwellanoofifthyheadwarnafullo’chapellin’——it’sthybrotherasdoesiverything,forthere’snivernobodyelsei’th’waytodonothin’。"
Lisbethwasgoingon,forshewasnotatallafraidofSeth,andusuallypouredintohisearsallthequerulousnesswhichwasrepressedbyheraweofAdam。Sethhadneverinhislifespokenaharshwordtohismother,andtimidpeoplealwayswreaktheirpeevishnessonthegentle。ButSeth,withananxiouslook,hadpassedintotheworkshopandsaid,"Addy,how’sthis?What!
Father’sforgotthecoffin?"
"Aye,lad,th’oldtale;butIshallgetitdone,"saidAdam,lookingupandcastingoneofhisbrightkeenglancesathisbrother。"Why,what’sthematterwiththee?Thee’tintrouble。"
Seth’seyeswerered,andtherewasalookofdeepdepressiononhismildface。
"Yes,Addy,butit’swhatmustbeborne,andcan’tbehelped。
Why,thee’stneverbeentotheschool,then?"
"School?No,thatscrewcanwait,"saidAdam,hammeringawayagain。
"Letmetakemyturnnow,anddotheegotobed,"saidSeth。
"No,lad,I’drathergoon,nowI’minharness。Thee’thelpmetocarryittoBrox’onwhenit’sdone。I’llcalltheeupatsunrise。
Goandeatthysupper,andshutthedoorsoasImayn’thearMother’stalk。"
SethknewthatAdamalwaysmeantwhathesaid,andwasnottobepersuadedintomeaninganythingelse。Soheturned,withratheraheavyheart,intothehouse-place。
"Adam’snivertouchedabito’victualsin’homehe’scome,"saidLisbeth。"Ireckonthee’sthedthysupperatsomeo’thyMethodyfolks。"
"Nay,Mother,"saidSeth,"I’vehadnosupperyet。"
"Come,then,"saidLisbeth,"butdonnatheeatethetaters,forAdam’ullhappenate’emifIleave’emstannin’。Helovesabito’tatersan’gravy。Buthe’sbeensosorean’angered,hewouldn’tate’em,forallI’dputten’embyo’purposeforhim。
An’he’sbeena-threatenin’togoawayagain,"shewenton,whimpering,"an’I’mfastsurehe’llgosomedawnin’aforeI’mup,an’niverletmeknowaforehand,an’he’llnivercomebackagainwhenoncehe’sgone。An’I’dbetterniverha’hadason,asislikenootherbody’ssonforthedeftnessan’th’handiness,an’
solookedonbyth’gritfolks,an’tallan’uprightlikeapoplar-tree,an’metobepartedfromhiman’niversee’mnomore。"
"Come,Mother,donnagrievethyselfinvain,"saidSeth,inasoothingvoice。"Thee’stnothalfsogoodreasontothinkasAdam’ullgoawayastothinkhe’llstaywiththee。Hemaysaysuchathingwhenhe’sinwrath——andhe’sgotexcuseforbeingwrathfulsometimes——buthisheart’udneverlethimgo。Thinkhowhe’sstoodbyusallwhenit’sbeennonesoeasy——payinghissavingstofreemefromgoingforasoldier,an’turnin’hisearnin’sintowoodforfather,whenhe’sgotplentyo’usesforhismoney,andmanyayoungmanlikehim’udha’beenmarriedandsettledbeforenow。He’llneverturnroundandknockdownhisownwork,andforsakethemasit’sbeenthelabourofhislifetostandby。"
"Donnatalktomeabout’smarr’in’,"saidLisbeth,cryingafresh。
"He’sset’sheartonthatHettySorrel,as’ullniversaveapenny,an’’ulltossupherheadat’soldmother。An’tothinkashemightha’MaryBurge,an’betookpartners,an’beabigmanwi’workmenunderhim,likeMesterBurge——Dolly’stoldmesoo’erando’eragain——ifitwarnaashe’sset’sheartonthatbitofawench,asiso’nomoreusenorthegillyfloweronthewall。An’
hesowiseatbookin’an’figurin’,an’nottoknownobetternorthat!"
"But,Mother,theeknow’stwecannalovejustwhereotherfolks’udhaveus。There’snobodybutGodcancontroltheheartofman。
Icouldha’wishedmyselfasAdamcouldha’madeanotherchoice,butIwouldn’treproachhimforwhathecan’thelp。AndI’mnotsurebutwhathetriestoo’ercomeit。Butit’samatterashedoesn’tliketobespoketoabout,andIcanonlypraytotheLordtoblessanddirecthim。"
"Aye,thee’tallaysreadyenoughatprayin’,butIdonnaseeastheegetsmuchwi’thyprayin’。Theewotnagetdoubleearnin’so’
thissideYule。Th’Methodies’llnivermaketheehalfthemanthybrotheris,forallthey’rea-makin’apreacheronthee。"
"It’spartlytruththeespeak’stthere,Mother,"saidSeth,mildly;"Adam’sfarbeforeme,an’sdonemoreformethanIcaneverdoforhim。GoddistributestalentstoeverymanaccordingasHeseesgood。Buttheemustnaundervallyprayer。Prayermaynabringmoney,butitbringsuswhatnomoneycanbuy——apowertokeepfromsinandbecontentwithGod’swill,whateverHemaypleasetosend。IftheewouldstpraytoGodtohelpthee,andtrustinHisgoodness,theewouldstnabesouneasyaboutthings。"
"Unaisy?I’mi’th’righton’ttobeunaisy。It’swellseenonTHEEwhatitisnivertobeunaisy。Thee’tgi’awayallthyearnin’s,an’niverbeunaisyasthee’stnothin’laidupagain’arainyday。IfAdamhadbeenasaisyasthee,he’dniverha’hadnomoneytopayforthee。Takenothoughtforthemorrow——takenothought——that’swhatthee’tallayssayin’;an’whatcomeson’t?
Why,asAdamhastotakethoughtforthee。"
"Thosearethewordso’theBible,Mother,"saidSeth。"Theydon’tmeanasweshouldbeidle。Theymeanweshouldn’tbeoveranxiousandworretingourselvesaboutwhat’llhappento-
morrow,butdoourdutyandleavetheresttoGod’swill。"
"Aye,aye,that’sthewaywi’thee:theeallaysmakesapecko’
thyownwordsouto’apinto’theBible’s。Idonnaseehowthee’ttoknowas’takenothoughtforthemorrow’meansallthat。
An’whentheBible’ssuchabigbook,an’theecanstreadallthro’t,an’ha’thepicko’thetexes,Icannathinkwhytheedostnapickbetterwordsasdonnameansomuchmorenortheysay。
Adamdoesnapickathat’n;Icanunderstan’thetexashe’sallaysa-sayin’,’Godhelpsthemashelpstheirsens。’"
"Nay,Mother,"saidSeth,"that’snotexto’theBible。ItcomesoutofabookasAdampickedupatthestallatTreddles’on。Itwaswrotebyaknowingman,butoverworldly,Idoubt。However,thatsaying’spartlytrue;fortheBibletellsuswemustbeworkerstogetherwithGod。"
"Well,how’mItoknow?Itsoundslikeatex。Butwhat’sth’
matterwi’th’lad?Thee’thardlyatin’abito’supper。Dostnameantoha’nomorenorthatbito’oat-cake?An’theelookstaswhiteasaflicko’newbacon。What’sth’matterwi’thee?"
"Nothingtomindabout,Mother;I’mnothungry。I’lljustlookinatAdamagain,andseeifhe’llletmegoonwiththecoffin。"
"Ha’adropo’warmbroth?"saidLisbeth,whosemotherlyfeelingnowgotthebetterofher"nattering"habit。"I’llsettwo-threesticksa-lightinaminute。"
"Nay,Mother,thankthee;thee’tverygood,"saidSeth,gratefully;andencouragedbythistouchoftenderness,hewenton:"LetmeprayabitwiththeeforFather,andAdam,andallofus——it’llcomfortthee,happen,morethantheethinkst。"
"Well,I’venothin’tosayagain’it。"
Lisbeth,thoughdisposedalwaystotakethenegativesideinherconversationswithSeth,hadavaguesensethattherewassomecomfortandsafetyinthefactofhispiety,andthatitsomehowrelievedherfromthetroubleofanyspiritualtransactionsonherownbehalf。
Sothemotherandsonkneltdowntogether,andSethprayedforthepoorwanderingfatherandforthosewhoweresorrowingforhimathome。AndwhenhecametothepetitionthatAdammightneverbecalledtosetuphistentinafarcountry,butthathismothermightbecheeredandcomfortedbyhispresenceallthedaysofherpilgrimage,Lisbeth’sreadytearsflowedagain,andsheweptaloud。
Whentheyrosefromtheirknees,SethwenttoAdamagainandsaid,"Wiltonlyliedownforanhourortwo,andletmegoonthewhile?"
"No,Seth,no。MakeMothergotobed,andgothyself。"
MeantimeLisbethhaddriedhereyes,andnowfollowedSeth,holdingsomethinginherhands。Itwasthebrown-and-yellowplattercontainingthebakedpotatoeswiththegravyinthemandbitsofmeatwhichshehadcutandmixedamongthem。Thoseweredeartimes,whenwheatenbreadandfreshmeatweredelicaciestoworkingpeople。ShesetthedishdownrathertimidlyonthebenchbyAdam’ssideandsaid,"Theecanstpickabitwhilethee’tworkin’。I’llbringtheeanotherdropo’water。"
"Aye,Mother,do,"saidAdam,kindly;"I’mgettingverythirsty。"
Inhalfanhourallwasquiet;nosoundwastobeheardinthehousebuttheloudtickingoftheoldday-clockandtheringingofAdam’stools。Thenightwasverystill:whenAdamopenedthedoortolookoutattwelveo’clock,theonlymotionseemedtobeintheglowing,twinklingstars;everybladeofgrasswasasleep。
Bodilyhasteandexertionusuallyleaveourthoughtsverymuchatthemercyofourfeelingsandimagination;anditwassoto-nightwithAdam。Whilehismuscleswereworkinglustily,hismindseemedaspassiveasaspectatoratadiorama:scenesofthesadpast,andprobablysadfuture,floatingbeforehimandgivingplaceonetotheotherinswiftsucession。
Hesawhowitwouldbeto-morrowmorning,whenhehadcarriedthecoffintoBroxtonandwasathomeagain,havinghisbreakfast:hisfatherperhapswouldcomeinashamedtomeethisson’sglance——
wouldsitdown,lookingolderandmoretotteringthanhehaddonethemorningbefore,andhangdownhishead,examiningthefloor-
quarries;whileLisbethwouldaskhimhowhesupposedthecoffinhadbeengotready,thathehadslinkedoffandleftundone——forLisbethwasalwaysthefirsttoutterthewordofreproach,althoughshecriedatAdam’sseveritytowardshisfather。
"Soitwillgoon,worseningandworsening,"thoughtAdam;
"there’snoslippinguphillagain,andnostandingstillwhenonceyouvebeguntoslipdown。"Andthenthedaycamebacktohimwhenhewasalittlefellowandusedtorunbyhisfather’sside,proudtobetakenouttowork,andprouderstilltohearhisfatherboastingtohisfellow-workmenhow"thelittlechaphadanuncommonnotiono’carpentering。"Whatafineactivefellowhisfatherwasthen!WhenpeopleaskedAdamwhoselittleladhewas,hehadasenseofdistinctionasheanswered,"I’mThiasBede’slad。"HewasquitesureeverybodyknewThiasBede——didn’themakethewonderfulpigeon-houseatBroxtonparsonage?Thosewerehappydays,especiallywhenSeth,whowasthreeyearstheyounger,begantogooutworkingtoo,andAdambegantobeateacheraswellasalearner。Butthencamethedaysofsadness,whenAdamwassomewayoninhisteens,andThiasbegantoloiteratthepublic-houses,andLisbethbegantocryathome,andtopourforthherplaintsinthehearingofhersons。Adamrememberedwellthenightofshameandanguishwhenhefirstsawhisfatherquitewildandfoolish,shoutingasongoutfitfullyamonghisdrunkencompanionsatthe"WaggonOverthrown。"Hehadrunawayoncewhenhewasonlyeighteen,makinghisescapeinthemorningtwilightwithalittlebluebundleoverhisshoulder,andhis"mensurationbook"inhispocket,andsayingtohimselfverydecidedlythathecouldbearthevexationsofhomenolonger——hewouldgoandseekhisfortune,settinguphisstickatthecrosswaysandbendinghisstepsthewayitfell。ButbythetimehegottoStoniton,thethoughtofhismotherandSeth,leftbehindtoendureeverythingwithouthim,becametooimportunate,andhisresolutionfailedhim。Hecamebackthenextday,butthemiseryandterrorhismotherhadgonethroughinthosetwodayshadhauntedhereversince。
"No!"Adamsaidtohimselfto-night,"thatmustneverhappenagain。It’udmakeapoorbalancewhenmydoingsarecastupatthelast,ifmypooroldmotherstoodo’thewrongside。Myback’sbroadenoughandstrongenough;Ishouldbenobetterthanacowardtogoawayandleavethetroublestobebornebythemasaren’thalfsoable。’Theythatarestrongoughttobeartheinfirmitiesofthosethatareweak,andnottopleasethemselves。’
There’satextwantsnocandletoshow’t;itshinesbyitsownlight。It’splainenoughyougetintothewrongroadi’thislifeifyourunafterthisandthatonlyforthesakeo’makingthingseasyandpleasanttoyourself。Apigmaypokehisnoseintothetroughandthinko’nothingoutsideit;butifyou’vegotaman’sheartandsoulinyou,youcan’tbeeasya-makingyourownbedan’
leavingtheresttolieonthestones。Nay,nay,I’llneverslipmyneckouto’theyoke,andleavetheloadtobedrawnbytheweakuns。Father’sasorecrosstome,an’slikelytobeformanyalongyeartocome。Whatthen?I’vegotth’health,andthelimbs,andthesperrittobearit。"
Atthismomentasmartrap,asifwithawillowwand,wasgivenatthehousedoor,andGyp,insteadofbarking,asmighthavebeenexpected,gavealoudhowl。Adam,verymuchstartled,wentatoncetothedoorandopenedit。Nothingwasthere;allwasstill,aswhenheopeneditanhourbefore;theleavesweremotionless,andthelightofthestarsshowedtheplacidfieldsonbothsidesofthebrookquiteemptyofvisiblelife。Adamwalkedroundthehouse,andstillsawnothingexceptaratwhichdartedintothewoodshedashepassed。Hewentinagain,wondering;thesoundwassopeculiarthatthemomentheheardititcalleduptheimageofthewillowwandstrikingthedoor。Hecouldnothelpalittleshudder,asherememberedhowoftenhismotherhadtoldhimofjustsuchasoundcomingasasignwhensomeonewasdying。Adamwasnotamantobegratuitouslysuperstitious,buthehadthebloodofthepeasantinhimaswellasoftheartisan,andapeasantcannomorehelpbelievinginatraditionalsuperstitionthanahorsecanhelptremblingwhenheseesacamel。Besides,hehadthatmentalcombinationwhichisatoncehumbleintheregionofmysteryandkeenintheregionofknowledge:itwasthedepthofhisreverencequiteasmuchashishardcommonsensewhichgavehimhisdisinclinationtodoctrinalreligion,andheoftencheckedSeth’sargumentativespiritualismbysaying,"Eh,it’sabigmystery;theeknow’stbutlittleaboutit。"AndsoithappenedthatAdamwasatoncepenetratingandcredulous。Ifanewbuildinghadfallendownandhehadbeentoldthatthiswasadivinejudgment,hewouldhavesaid,"Maybe;butthebearingo’
theroofandwallswasn’tright,elseitwouldn’tha’comedown";
yethebelievedindreamsandprognostics,andtohisdyingdayhebatedhisbreathalittlewhenhetoldthestoryofthestrokewiththewillowwand。Itellitashetoldit,notattemptingtoreduceittoitsnaturalelements——inoureagernesstoexplainimpressions,weoftenloseourholdofthesympathythatcomprehendsthem。
Buthehadthebestantidoteagainstimaginativedreadinthenecessityforgettingonwiththecoffin,andforthenexttenminuteshishammerwasringingsouninterruptedly,thatothersounds,iftherewereany,mightwellbeoverpowered。Apausecame,however,whenhehadtotakeuphisruler,andnowagaincamethestrangerap,andagainGyphowled。Adamwasatthedoorwithoutthelossofamoment;butagainallwasstill,andthestarlightshowedtherewasnothingbutthedew-ladengrassinfrontofthecottage。
Adamforamomentthoughtuncomfortablyabouthisfather;butoflateyearshehadnevercomehomeatdarkhoursfromTreddleston,andtherewaseveryreasonforbelievingthathewasthensleepingoffhisdrunkennessatthe"WaggonOverthrown。"Besides,toAdam,theconceptionofthefuturewassoinseparablefromthepainfulimageofhisfatherthatthefearofanyfatalaccidenttohimwasexcludedbythedeeplyinfixedfearofhiscontinualdegradation。
Thenextthoughtthatoccurredtohimwasonethatmadehimslipoffhisshoesandtreadlightlyupstairs,tolistenatthebedroomdoors。ButbothSethandhismotherwerebreathingregularly。
Adamcamedownandsettoworkagain,sayingtohimself,"Iwon’topenthedooragain。It’snousestaringabouttocatchsightofasound。Maybethere’saworldaboutusaswecan’tsee,butth’
ear’squickerthantheeyeandcatchesasoundfrom’tnowandthen。Somepeoplethinktheygetasighton’ttoo,butthey’remostlyfolkswhoseeyesarenotmuchuseto’ematanythingelse。
Formypart,Ithinkit’sbettertoseewhenyourperpendicular’struethantoseeaghost。"
Suchthoughtsastheseareapttogrowstrongerandstrongerasdaylightquenchesthecandlesandthebirdsbegintosing。Bythetimetheredsunlightshoneonthebrassnailsthatformedtheinitialsonthelidofthecoffin,anylingeringforebodingfromthesoundofthewillowwandwasmergedinsatisfactionthattheworkwasdoneandthepromiseredeemed。TherewasnoneedtocallSeth,forhewasalreadymovingoverhead,andpresentlycamedownstairs。
"Now,lad,"saidAdam,asSethmadehisappearance,"thecoffin’sdone,andwecantakeitovertoBrox’on,andbebackagainbeforehalfaftersix。I’lltakeamouthfulo’oat-cake,andthenwe’llbeoff。"
Thecoffinwassoonproppedonthetallshouldersofthetwobrothers,andtheyweremakingtheirway,followedclosebyGyp,outofthelittlewoodyardintothelaneatthebackofthehouse。
ItwasbutaboutamileandahalftoBroxtonovertheoppositeslope,andtheirroadwoundverypleasantlyalonglanesandacrossfields,wherethepalewoodbinesandthedog-roseswerescentingthehedgerows,andthebirdsweretwitteringandtrillinginthetallleafyboughsofoakandelm。Itwasastrangelymingledpicture——thefreshyouthofthesummermorning,withitsEdenlikepeaceandloveliness,thestalwartstrengthofthetwobrothersintheirrustyworkingclothes,andthelongcoffinontheirshoulders。TheypausedforthelasttimebeforeasmallfarmhouseoutsidethevillageofBroxton。Bysixo’clockthetaskwasdonethecoffinnaileddown,andAdamandSethwereontheirwayhome。
Theychoseashorterwayhomewards,whichwouldtakethemacrossthefieldsandthebrookinfrontofthehouse。AdamhadnotmentionedtoSethwhathadhappenedinthenight,buthestillretainedsufficientimpressionfromithimselftosay,"Seth,lad,ifFatherisn’tcomehomebythetimewe’vehadourbreakfast,I
thinkit’llbeaswellfortheetogoovertoTreddles’onandlookafterhim,andtheecanstgetmethebrasswireIwant。Nevermindaboutlosinganhouratthywork;wecanmakethatup。Whatdostsay?"
"I’mwilling,"saidSeth。"Butseewhatcloudshavegatheredsincewesetout。I’mthinkingweshallhavemorerain。It’llbeasoretimeforth’haymakingifthemeadowsarefloodedagain。
Thebrook’sfineandfullnow:anotherday’srain’udcovertheplank,andweshouldhavetogoroundbytheroad。"
Theywerecomingacrossthevalleynow,andhadenteredthepasturethroughwhichthebrookran。
"Why,what’sthatstickingagainstthewillow?"continuedSeth,beginningtowalkfaster。Adam’sheartrosetohismouth:thevagueanxietyabouthisfatherwaschangedintoagreatdread。HemadenoanswertoSeth,butranforwardprecededbyGyp,whobegantobarkuneasily;andintwomomentshewasatthebridge。
Thiswaswhattheomenmeant,then!Andthegrey-hairedfather,ofwhomhehadthoughtwithasortofhardnessafewhoursago,ascertaintolivetobeathorninhissidewasperhapseventhenstrugglingwiththatwaterydeath!ThiswasthefirstthoughtthatflashedthroughAdam’sconscience,beforehehadtimetoseizethecoatanddragoutthetallheavybody。Sethwasalreadybyhisside,helpinghim,andwhentheyhaditonthebank,thetwosonsinthefirstmomentkneltandlookedwithmuteaweattheglazedeyes,forgettingthattherewasneedforaction——forgettingeverythingbutthattheirfatherlaydeadbeforethem。Adamwasthefirsttospeak。
"I’llruntoMother,"hesaid,inaloudwhisper。"I’llbebacktotheeinaminute。"
PoorLisbethwasbusypreparinghersons’breakfast,andtheirporridgewasalreadysteamingonthefire。Herkitchenalwayslookedthepinkofcleanliness,butthismorningshewasmorethanusuallybentonmakingherhearthandbreakfast-tablelookcomfortableandinviting。
"Thelads’ullbefinean’hungry,"shesaid,half-aloud,asshestirredtheporridge。"It’sagoodsteptoBrox’on,an’it’shungryairo’erthehill——wi’thatheavycoffintoo。Eh!It’sheaviernow,wi’poorBobTholerin’t。Howiver,I’vemadeadrapmoreporridgenorcommonthismornin’。Thefeyther’ullhappencomeinarterabit。Notashe’llatemuchporridge。Heswallerssixpenn’ortho’ale,an’savesahap’ortho’por-ridge——that’shiswayo’layin’bymoney,asI’vetoldhimmanyatime,an’amlikelytotellhimagainaforetheday’sout。Eh,poormon,hetakesitquietenough;there’snodenyin’that。"
ButnowLisbethheardtheheavy"thud"ofarunningfootstepontheturf,and,turningquicklytowardsthedoor,shesawAdamenter,lookingsopaleandoverwhelmedthatshescreamedaloudandrushedtowardshimbeforehehadtimetospeak。
"Hush,Mother,"Adamsaid,ratherhoarsely,"don’tbefrightened。
Father’stumbledintothewater。Belikewemaybringhimroundagain。Sethandmearegoingtocarryhimin。Getablanketandmakeithotasthefire。"
InrealityAdamwasconvincedthathisfatherwasdeadbutheknewtherewasnootherwayofrepressinghismother’simpetuouswailinggriefthanbyoccupyingherwithsomeactivetaskwhichhadhopeinit。
HeranbacktoSeth,andthetwosonsliftedthesadburdeninheart-strickensilence。Thewide-openglazedeyesweregrey,likeSeth’s,andhadoncelookedwithmildprideontheboysbeforewhomThiashadlivedtohanghisheadinshame。Seth’schieffeelingwasaweanddistressatthissuddensnatchingawayofhisfather’ssoul;butAdam’smindrushedbackoverthepastinafloodofrelentingandpity。Whendeath,thegreatReconciler,hascome,itisneverourtendernessthatwerepentof,butourseverity。
TheRectorBEFOREtwelveo’clocktherehadbeensomeheavystormsofrain,andthewaterlayindeepguttersonthesidesofthegravelwalksinthegardenofBroxtonParsonage;thegreatProvenceroseshadbeencruellytossedbythewindandbeatenbytherain,andallthedelicate-stemmedborderflowershadbeendasheddownandstainedwiththewetsoil。Amelancholymorning——becauseitwasnearlytimehay-harvestshouldbegin,andinsteadofthatthemeadowswerelikelytobeflooded。
Butpeoplewhohavepleasanthomesgetindoorenjoymentsthattheywouldneverthinkofbutfortherain。Ifithadnotbeenawetmorning,Mr。Irwinewouldnothavebeeninthedining-roomplayingatchesswithhismother,andhelovesbothhismotherandchessquitewellenoughtopasssomecloudyhoursveryeasilybytheirhelp。Letmetakeyouintothatdining-roomandshowyoutheRev。
AdolphusIrwine,RectorofBroxton,VicarofHayslope,andVicarofBlythe,apluralistatwhomtheseverestChurchreformerwouldhavefounditdifficulttolooksour。Wewillenterverysoftlyandstandstillintheopendoorway,withoutawakingtheglossy-
brownsetterwhoisstretchedacrossthehearth,withhertwopuppiesbesideher;orthepug,whoisdozing,withhisblackmuzzlealoft,likeasleepypresident。
Theroomisalargeandloftyone,withanamplemullionedorielwindowatoneend;thewalls,yousee,arenew,andnotyetpainted;butthefurniture,thoughoriginallyofanexpensivesort,isoldandscanty,andthereisnodraperyaboutthewindow。
Thecrimsonclothoverthelargedining-tableisverythreadbare,thoughitcontrastspleasantlyenoughwiththedeadhueoftheplasteronthewalls;butonthiscloththereisamassivesilverwaiterwithadecanterofwateronit,ofthesamepatternastwolargeronesthatareproppeduponthesideboardwithacoatofarmsconspicuousintheircentre。Yoususpectatoncethattheinhabitantsofthisroomhaveinheritedmorebloodthanwealth,andwouldnotbesurprisedtofindthatMr。Irwinehadafinelycutnostrilandupperlip;butatpresentwecanonlyseethathehasabroadflatbackandanabundanceofpowderedhair,allthrownbackwardandtiedbehindwithablackribbon——abitofconservatismincostumewhichtellsyouthatheisnotayoungman。Hewillperhapsturnroundbyandby,andinthemeantimewecanlookatthatstatelyoldlady,hismother,abeautifulagedbrunette,whoserich-tonedcomplexioniswellsetoffbythecomplexwrappingsofpurewhitecambricandlaceaboutherheadandneck。SheisaserectinhercomelyembonpointasastatueofCeres;andherdarkface,withitsdelicateaquilinenose,firmproudmouth,andsmall,intense,blackeye,issokeenandsarcasticinitsexpressionthatyouinstinctivelysubstituteapackofcardsforthechess-menandimaginehertellingyourfortune。Thesmallbrownhandwithwhichsheisliftingherqueenisladenwithpearls,diamonds,andturquoises;andalargeblackveilisverycarefullyadjustedoverthecrownofhercap,andfallsinsharpcontrastonthewhitefoldsaboutherneck。Itmusttakealongtimetodressthatoldladyinthemorning!Butitseemsalawofnaturethatsheshouldbedressedso:sheisclearlyoneofthosechildrenofroyaltywhohaveneverdoubtedtheirrightdivineandnevermetwithanyonesoabsurdastoquestionit。
"There,Dauphin,tellmewhatthatis!"saysthismagnificentoldlady,asshedepositsherqueenveryquietlyandfoldsherarms。
"Ishouldbesorrytoutteraworddisagreeabletoyourfeelings。"
"Ah,youwitch-mother,yousorceress!HowisaChristianmantowinagameoffyou?Ishouldhavesprinkledtheboardwithholywaterbeforewebegan。You’venotwonthatgamebyfairmeans,now,sodon’tpretendit。"
"Yes,yes,that’swhatthebeatenhavealwayssaidofgreatconquerors。Butsee,there’sthesunshinefallingontheboard,toshowyoumoreclearlywhatafoolishmoveyoumadewiththatpawn。Come,shallIgiveyouanotherchance?"
"No,Mother,Ishallleaveyoutoyourownconscience,nowit’sclearingup。Wemustgoandplashupthemudalittle,mus’n’twe,Juno?"Thiswasaddressedtothebrownsetter,whohadjumpedupatthesoundofthevoicesandlaidhernoseinaninsinuatingwayonhermaster’sleg。"ButImustgoupstairsfirstandseeAnne。IwascalledawaytoTholer’sfuneraljustwhenIwasgoingbefore。"
"It’sofnouse,child;shecan’tspeaktoyou。Katesaysshehasoneofherworstheadachesthismorning。"
"Oh,shelikesmetogoandseeherjustthesame;she’snevertooilltocareaboutthat。"
Ifyouknowhowmuchofhumanspeechismerepurposelessimpulseorhabit,youwillnotwonderwhenItellyouthatthisidenticalobjectionhadbeenmade,andhadreceivedthesamekindofanswer,manyhundredtimesinthecourseofthefifteenyearsthatMr。
Irwine’ssisterAnnehadbeenaninvalid。Splendidoldladies,whotakealongtimetodressinthemorning,haveoftenslightsympathywithsicklydaughters。
ButwhileMr。Irwinewasstillseated,leaningbackinhischairandstrokingJuno’shead,theservantcametothedoorandsaid,"Ifyouplease,sir,JoshuaRannwishestospeakwithyou,ifyouareatliberty。"
"Lethimbeshowninhere,"saidMrs。Irwine,takingupherknitting。"IalwaysliketohearwhatMr。Rannhasgottosay。
Hisshoeswillbedirty,butseethathewipesthemCarroll。"
IntwominutesMr。Rannappearedatthedoorwithverydeferentialbows,which,however,werefarfromconciliatingPug,whogaveasharpbarkandranacrosstheroomtoreconnoitrethestranger’slegs;whilethetwopuppies,regardingMr。Rann’sprominentcalfandribbedworstedstockingsfromamoresensuouspointofview,plungedandgrowledoverthemingreatenjoyment。Meantime,Mr。
Irwineturnedroundhischairandsaid,"Well,Joshua,anythingthematteratHayslope,thatyou’vecomeoverthisdampmorning?
Sitdown,sitdown。Nevermindthedogs;givethemafriendlykick。Here,Pug,yourascal!"
Itisverypleasanttoseesomementurnround;pleasantasasuddenrushofwarmairinwinter,ortheflashoffirelightinthechilldusk。Mr。Irwinewasoneofthosemen。Heborethesamesortofresemblancetohismotherthatourlovingmemoryofafriend’sfaceoftenbearstothefaceitself:thelineswereallmoregenerous,thesmilebrighter,theexpressionheartier。Iftheoutlinehadbeenlessfinelycut,hisfacemighthavebeencalledjolly;butthatwasnottherightwordforitsmixtureofbonhomieanddistinction。
"ThankYourReverence,"answeredMr。Rann,endeavouringtolookunconcernedabouthislegs,butshakingthemalternatelytokeepoffthepuppies;"I’llstand,ifyouplease,asmorebecoming。I
hopeIseeyouan’Mrs。Irwinewell,an’MissIrwine——an’MissAnne,Ihope’saswellasusual。"
"Yes,Joshua,thankyou。Youseehowbloomingmymotherlooks。
Shebeatsusyoungerpeoplehollow。Butwhat’sthematter?"
"Why,sir,IhadtocometoBrox’ontodeliversomework,andI
thoughtitbutrighttocallandletyouknowthegoins-onasthere’sbeeni’thevillage,suchasIhannaseeni’mytime,andI’velivedinitmanandboysixtyyearcomeSt。Thomas,andcollectedth’EasterduesforMr。BlickbeforeYourReverencecomeintotheparish,andbeenattheringin’o’everybell,andthediggin’o’everygrave,andsungi’thechoirlongaforeBartleMasseycomefromnobodyknowswhere,wi’hiscounter-singin’andfineanthems,asputseverybodyoutbuthimself——onetakin’itupafteranotherlikesheepa-bleatin’i’th’fold。Iknowwhatbelongstobein’aparishclerk,andIknowasIshouldbewantin’
i’respecttoYourReverence,an’church,an’king,ifIwast’
allowsuchgoins-onwi’outspeakin’。Iwastookbysurprise,an’
knowednothin’onitbeforehand,an’Iwassoflustered,IwascleanasifI’dlostmytools。Ihannaslep’morenorfourhourthisnightasispastan’gone;an’thenitwasnothin’butnightmare,astiredmeworsenorwakin’。"
"Why,whatintheworldisthematter,Joshua?Havethethievesbeenatthechurchleadagain?"
"Thieves!No,sir——an’yet,asImaysay,itisthieves,an’a-
thievin’thechurch,too。It’stheMethodissesasisliketogetth’upperhandi’th’parish,ifYourReverencean’HisHonour,SquireDonnithorne,doesnathinkwelltosaythewordan’forbidit。NotasI’ma-dictatin’toyou,sir;I’mnotforgettin’myselfsofarastobewiseabovemybetters。Howiver,whetherI’mwiseorno,that’sneitherherenorthere,butwhatI’vegottosayI
say——astheyoungMethodiswomanasisatMesterPoyser’swasa-
preachin’an’a-prayin’ontheGreenlastnight,assureasI’ma-
stannin’aforeYourReverencenow。"
"PreachingontheGreen!"saidMr。Irwine,lookingsurprisedbutquiteserene。"What,thatpaleprettyyoungwomanI’veseenatPoyser’s?IsawshewasaMethodist,orQuaker,orsomethingofthatsort,byherdress,butIdidn’tknowshewasapreacher。"
"It’satruewordasIsay,sir,"rejoinedMr。Rann,compressinghismouthintoasemicircularformandpausinglongenoughtoindicatethreenotesofexclamation。"ShepreachedontheGreenlastnight;an’she’slaidholdofChad’sBess,asthegirl’sbeeni’fitswellyiversin’。"
"Well,BessyCranageisahearty-lookinglass;Idaresayshe’llcomeroundagain,Joshua。Didanybodyelsegointofits?"
"No,sir,Icannasayastheydid。Butthere’snoknowin’what’llcome,ifwe’ret’havesuchpreachin’sasthata-goin’oniveryweek——there’llbenolivin’i’th’village。ForthemMethodissesmakefolksbelieveasiftheytakeamugo’drinkextry,an’maketheirselvesabitcomfortable,they’llhavetogotohellfor’tassureasthey’reborn。I’mnotatipplin’mannoradrunkard
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