ThestudentdidnotknowthattheBaroness’thoughtshadbeenwandering;thatshewaseventhenexpectingaletterfromdeMarsay,oneofthoselettersthatbringaboutarupturethatrendsthesoul;so,happyinhisdelusion,EugenewentwiththeVicomtessetotheperistyle,wherepeoplewerewaitingtilltheircarriageswereannounced。
“Thatcousinofyoursishardlyrecognizableforthesameman。”
saidthePortugueselaughinglytotheVicomtesse,whenEugenehadtakenleaveofthem。“Hewillbreakthebank。Heisassuppleasaneel;hewillgoalongway,ofthatIamsure。Whoelsecouldhavepickedoutawomanforhim,asyoudid,justwhensheneededconsolation?“
“Butitisnotcertainthatshedoesnotstilllovethefaithlesslover。”saidMme。deBeauseant。
ThestudentmeanwhilewalkedbackfromtheTheatre-ItalientotheRueNeuve-Sainte-Genevieve,makingthemostdelightfulplansashewent。HehadnoticedhowcloselyMme。deRestaudhadscrutinizedhimwhenhesatbesideMme。deNucingen,andinferredthattheCountess’doorswouldnotbeclosedinthefuture。Fourimportanthouseswerenowopentohim——forhemeanttostandwellwiththeMarechale;hehadfoursupportersintheinmostcircleofsocietyinParis。Evennowitwascleartohimthat,onceinvolvedinthisintricatesocialmachinery,hemustattachhimselftoaspokeofthewheelthatwastoturnandraisehisfortunes;hewouldnotexaminehimselftoocuriouslyastothemethods,buthewascertainoftheend,andconsciousofthepowertogainandkeephishold。
“IfMme。deNucingentakesaninterestinme,Iwillteachherhowtomanageherhusband。Thathusbandofhersisagreatspeculator;hemightputmeinthewayofmakingafortunebyasinglestroke。”
Hedidnotsaythisbluntlyinsomanywords;asyet,indeed,hewasnotsufficientofadiplomatisttosumupasituation,toseeitspossibilitiesataglance,andcalculatethechancesinhisfavor。Thesewerenothingbuthazyideasthatfloatedoverhismentalhorizon;theywerelesscynicalthanVautrin’snotions;
butiftheyhadbeentriedinthecrucibleofconscience,noverypureresultwouldhaveissuedfromthetest。Itisbyasuccessionofsuchliketransactionsthatmensinkatlasttotheleveloftherelaxedmoralityofthisepoch,whentherehaveneverbeensofewofthosewhosquaretheircourseswiththeirtheories,sofewofthosenoblecharacterswhodonotyieldtotemptation,forwhomtheslightestdeviationfromthelineofrectitudeisacrime。TothesemagnificenttypesofuncompromisingRightweowetwomasterpieces——theAlcesteofMoliere,and,inourownday,thecharactersofJeanieDeansandherfatherinSirWalterScott’snovel。Perhapsaworkwhichshouldchronicletheoppositecourse,whichshouldtraceoutallthedeviouscoursesthroughwhichamanoftheworld,amanofambitions,dragshisconscience,juststeeringclearofcrimethathemaygainhisendandyetsaveappearances,suchachroniclewouldbenolessedifyingandnolessdramatic。
Rastignacwenthome。HewasfascinatedbyMme。deNucingen;heseemedtoseeherbeforehim,slenderandgracefulasaswallow。
Herecalledtheintoxicatingsweetnessofhereyes,herfairhair,thedelicatesilkentissueoftheskin,beneathwhichitalmostseemedtohimthathecouldseethebloodcoursing;thetonesofhervoicestillexertedaspelloverhim;hehadforgottennothing;hiswalkperhapsheatedhisimaginationbysendingaglowofwarmththroughhisveins。HeknockedunceremoniouslyatGoriot’sdoor。
“IhaveseenMme。Delphine,neighbor。”saidhe。
“Where?“
“AttheItaliens。”
“Didsheenjoyit?……Justcomeinside。”andtheoldmanlefthisbed,unlockedthedoor,andpromptlyreturnedagain。
ItwasthefirsttimethatEugenehadbeeninFatherGoriot’sroom,andhecouldnotcontrolhisfeelingofamazementatthecontrastbetweenthedeninwhichthefatherlivedandthecostumeofthedaughterwhomhehadjustbeheld。Thewindowwascurtainless,thewallsweredamp,inplacesthevarnishedwall-
paperhadcomeawayandgaveglimpsesofthegrimyyellowplasterbeneath。Thewretchedbedonwhichtheoldmanlayboastedbutonethinblanket,andawaddedquiltmadeoutoflargepiecesofMme。Vauquer’solddresses。Thefloorwasdampandgritty。
Oppositethewindowstoodachestofdrawersmadeofrosewood,oneoftheold-fashionedkindwithacurvingfrontandbrasshandles,shapedlikeringsoftwistedvinestemscoveredwithflowersandleaves。Onavenerablepieceoffurniturewithawoodenshelfstoodaewerandbasinandshavingapparatus。Apairofshoesstoodinonecorner;anight-tablebythebedhadneitheradoornormarbleslab。Therewasnotatraceofafireintheemptygrate;thesquarewalnuttablewiththecrossbaragainstwhichFatherGoriothadcrushedandtwistedhisposset-
dishstoodnearthehearth。Theoldman’shatwaslyingonabroken-downbureau。Anarmchairstuffedwithstrawandacoupleofchairscompletedthelistoframshacklefurniture。Fromthetesterofthebed,tiedtotheceilingbyapieceofrag,hungastripofsomecheapmaterialinlargeredandblackchecks。NopoordrudgeinagarretcouldbeworselodgedthanFatherGoriotinMme。Vauquer’slodging-house。Themeresightoftheroomsentachillthroughyouandasenseofoppression;itwasliketheworstcellinaprison。Luckily,GoriotcouldnotseetheeffectthathissurroundingsproducedonEugeneasthelatterdepositedhiscandleonthenight-table。Theoldmanturnedround,keepingthebedclotheshuddleduptohischin。
“Well。”hesaid,“andwhichdoyoulikethebest,Mme。deRestaudorMme。deNucingen?“
“IlikeMme。Delphinethebest。”saidthelawstudent,“becauseshelovesyouthebest。”
Atthewordssoheartilyspokentheoldman’shandslippedoutfromunderthebedclothesandgraspedEugene’s。
“Thankyou,thankyou。”hesaid,gratefully。“Thenwhatdidshesayaboutme?“
ThestudentrepeatedtheBaroness’remarkswithsomeembellishmentsofhisown,theoldmanlisteningthewhileasthoughheheardavoicefromHeaven。
“Dearchild!“hesaid。“Yes,yes,sheisveryfondofme。ButyoumustnotbelieveallthatshetellsyouaboutAnastasie。Thetwosistersarejealousofeachother,yousee,anotherproofoftheiraffection。Mme。deRestaudisveryfondofmetoo。Iknowsheis。AfatherseeshischildrenasGodseesallofus;helooksintotheverydepthsoftheirhearts;heknowstheirintentions;andbothofthemaresoloving。Oh!ifIonlyhadgoodsons-in-law,Ishouldbetoohappy,andIdaresaythereisnoperfecthappinessherebelow。IfImightlivewiththem——
simplyheartheirvoices,knowthattheyarethere,seethemgoandcomeasIusedtodoathomewhentheywerestillwithme;
why,myheartboundsatthethought……Weretheynicelydressed?“
“Yes。”saidEugene。“But,M。Goriot,howisitthatyourdaughtershavesuchfinehouses,whileyouliveinsuchadenasthis?“
“Dearme,whyshouldIwantanythingbetter?“hereplied,withseemingcarelessness。“Ican’tquiteexplaintoyouhowitis;I
amnotusedtostringingwordstogetherproperly,butitallliesthere——“hesaid,tappinghisheart。“Myreallifeisinmytwogirls,yousee;andsolongastheyarehappy,andsmartlydressed,andhavesoftcarpetsundertheirfeet,whatdoesitmatterwhatclothesIwearorwhereIliedownofanight?I
shallneverfeelcoldsolongastheyarewarm;Ishallneverfeeldulliftheyarelaughing。Ihavenotroublesbuttheirs。
Whenyou,too,areafather,andyouhearyourchildren’slittlevoices,youwillsaytoyourself,’Thathasallcomefromme。’
Youwillfeelthatthoselittleonesareakintoeverydropinyourveins,thattheyaretheveryflowerofyourlifeandwhatelsearethey?;youwillcleavesocloselytothemthatyouseemtofeeleverymovementthattheymake。EverywhereIheartheirvoicessoundinginmyears。Iftheyaresad,thelookintheireyesfreezesmyblood。Somedayyouwillfindoutthatthereisfarmorehappinessinanother’shappinessthaninyourown。ItissomethingthatIcannotexplain,somethingwithinthatsendsaglowofwarmthallthroughyou。Inshort,Ilivemylifethreetimesover。ShallItellyousomethingfunny?Well,then,sinceI
havebeenafather,IhavecometounderstandGod。Heiseverywhereintheworld,becausethewholeworldcomesfromHim。
Anditisjustthesamewithmychildren,monsieur。Only,IlovemydaughtersbetterthanGodlovestheworld,fortheworldisnotsobeautifulasGodHimselfis,butmychildrenaremorebeautifulthanIam。TheirlivesaresoboundupwithminethatI
feltsomehowthatyouwouldseethemthisevening。GreatHeaven!
IfanymanwouldmakemylittleDelphineashappyasawifeiswhensheisloved,Iwouldblackhisbootsandrunonhiserrands。ThatmiserableM。deMarsayisacur;Iknowallabouthimfromhermaid。Alongingtowringhisneckcomesovermenowandthen。Hedoesnotloveher!doesnotloveapearlofawoman,withavoicelikeanightingaleandshapedlikeamodel。WherecanhereyeshavebeenwhenshemarriedthatgreatlumpofanAlsatian?Theyoughtbothofthemtohavemarriedyoungmen,good-lookingandgood-tempered——but,afterall,theyhadtheirownway。”
FatherGoriotwassublime。Eugenehadneveryetseenhisfacelightupasitdidnowwiththepassionatefervorofafather’slove。Itisworthyofremarkthatstrongfeelinghasaverysubtleandpervasivepower;theroughestnature,intheendeavortoexpressadeepandsincereaffection,communicatestootherstheinfluencethathasputresonanceintothevoice,andeloquenceintoeverygesture,wroughtachangeintheveryfeaturesofthespeaker;forundertheinspirationofpassionthestupidesthumanbeingattainstothehighesteloquenceofideas,ifnotoflanguage,andseemstomoveinsomesphereoflight。Intheoldman’stonesandgesturetherewassomethingjustthenofthesamespellthatagreatactorexertsoverhisaudience。Butdoesnotthepoetinusfindexpressioninouraffections?
“Well。”saidEugene,“perhapsyouwillnotbesorrytohearthatsheisprettysuretobreakwithdeMarsaybeforelong。ThatsprigoffashionhasleftherforthePrincesseGalathionne。Formypart,IfellinlovewithMme。Delphinethisevening。”
“Stuff!“saidFatherGoriot。
“Ididindeed,andshedidnotregardmewithaversion。Forawholehourwetalkedoflove,andIamtogotocallonheronSaturday,thedayafterto-morrow。”
“Oh!howIshouldloveyou,ifsheshouldlikeyou。Youarekind-
hearted;youwouldnevermakehermiserable。Ifyouweretoforsakeher,Iwouldcutyourthroatatonce。Awomandoesnotlovetwice,yousee!Goodheavens!whatnonsenseIamtalking,M。
Eugene!Itiscold;yououghtnottostayhere。MONDIEU!soyouhaveheardherspeak?Whatmessagedidshegiveyouforme?“
“Noneatall。”saidEugenetohimself;aloudheanswered,“Shetoldmetotellyouthatyourdaughtersendsyouagoodkiss。”
“Good-night,neighbor!Sleepwell,andpleasantdreamstoyou!I
haveminealreadymadeformebythatmessagefromher。MayGodgrantyouallyourdesires!Youhavecomeinlikeagoodangelonmeto-night,andbroughtwithyoutheairthatmydaughterbreathes。”
“Pooroldfellow!“saidEugeneashelaydown。“Itisenoughtomeltaheartofstone。HisdaughternomorethoughtofhimthanoftheGrandTurk。”
EverafterthisconferenceGoriotlookeduponhisneighborasafriend,aconfidantsuchashehadneverhopedtofind;andtherewasestablishedbetweenthetwotheonlyrelationshipthatcouldattachthisoldmantoanotherman。Thepassionsnevermiscalculate。FatherGoriotfeltthatthisfriendshipbroughthimclosertohisdaughterDelphine;hethoughtthatheshouldfindawarmerwelcomeforhimselfiftheBaronessshouldcareforEugene。Moreover,hehadconfidedoneofhistroublestotheyoungerman。Mme。deNucingen,forwhosehappinessheprayedathousandtimesdaily,hadneverknownthejoysoflove。Eugenewascertainlytomakeuseofhisownexpressiononeofthenicestyoungmenthathehadeverseen,andsomepropheticinstinctseemedtotellhimthatEugenewastogiveherthehappinesswhichhadnotbeenhers。Thesewerethebeginningsofafriendshipthatgrewupbetweentheoldmanandhisneighbor;butforthisfriendshipthecatastropheofthedramamusthaveremainedamystery。
TheaffectionwithwhichFatherGoriotregardedEugene,bywhomheseatedhimselfatbreakfast,thechangeinGoriot’sface,whichasarule,lookedasexpressionlessasaplastercast,andafewwordsthatpassedbetweenthetwo,surprisedtheotherlodgers。Vautrin,whosawEugeneforthefirsttimesincetheirinterview,seemedasifhewouldfainreadthestudent’sverysoul。DuringthenightEugenehadhadsometimeinwhichtoscanthevastfieldwhichlaybeforehim;andnow,asherememberedyesterday’sproposal,thethoughtofMlle。Taillefer’sdowrycame,ofcourse,tohismind,andhecouldnothelpthinkingofVictorineasthemostexemplaryyouthmaythinkofanheiress。Itchancedthattheireyesmet。ThepoorgirldidnotfailtoseethatEugenelookedveryhandsomeinhisnewclothes。Somuchwassaidintheglance,thusexchanged,thatEugenecouldnotdoubtbutthathewasassociatedinhermindwiththevaguehopesthatliedormantinagirl’sheartandgatherroundthefirstattractivenewcomer。“Eighthundredthousandfrancs!“avoicecriedinhisears,butsuddenlyhetookrefugeinthememoriesofyesterdayevening,thinkingthathisextemporizedpassionforMme。deNucingenwasatalismanthatwouldpreservehimfromthistemptation。
“TheygaveRossini’sBarberofSevilleattheItaliensyesterdayevening。”heremarked。“Ineverheardsuchdeliciousmusic。Goodgracious!howluckypeoplearetohaveaboxattheItaliens!“
FatherGoriotdrankineverywordthatEugeneletfall,andwatchedhimasadogwatcheshismaster’sslightestmovement。
“Youmenarelikefightingcocks。”saidMme。Vauquer;“youdowhatyoulike。”
“Howdidyougetback?“inquiredVautrin。
“Iwalked。”answeredEugene。
“Formyownpart。”remarkedthetempter,“Idonotcareaboutdoingthingsbyhalves。IfIwanttoenjoymyselfthatway,I
shouldprefertogoinmycarriage,sitinmyownbox,anddothethingcomfortably。Everythingornothing;thatismymotto。”
“Andagoodone,too。”commentedMme。Vauquer。
“PerhapsyouwillseeMme。deNucingento-day。”saidEugene,addressingGoriotinanundertone。“Shewillwelcomeyouwithopenarms,Iamsure;shewouldwanttoaskyouforallsortsoflittledetailsaboutme。IhavefoundoutthatshewilldoanythingintheworldtobeknownbymycousinMme。deBeauseant;
don’tforgettotellherthatIlovehertoowellnottothinkoftryingtoarrangethis。”
RastignacwentatoncetotheEcoledeDroit。Hehadnomindtostayamomentlongerthanwasnecessaryinthatodioushouse。Hewastedhistimethatday;hehadfallenavictimtothatfeverofthebrainthataccompaniesthetoovividhopesofyouth。
Vautrin’sargumentshadsethimmeditatingonsociallife,andhewasdeepinthesereflectionswhenhehappenedonhisfriendBianchonintheJardinduLuxembourg。
“Whatmakesyoulooksosolemn?“saidthemedicalstudent,puttinganarmthroughEugene’sastheywenttowardsthePalais。
“Iamtormentedbytemptations。”
“Whatkind?Thereisacurefortemptation。”
“What?“
“Yieldingtoit。”
“Youlaugh,butyoudon’tknowwhatitisallabout。HaveyoureadRousseau?“
“Yes。”
“DoyourememberthatheasksthereadersomewherewhathewoulddoifhecouldmakeafortunebykillinganoldmandarinsomewhereinChinabymereforceofwishingit,andwithoutstirringfromParis?“
“Yes。”
“Well,then?“
“Pshaw!Iamatmythirty-thirdmandarin。”
“Seriously,though。Lookhere,supposeyouweresurethatyoucoulddoit,andhadonlytogiveanod。Wouldyoudoit?“
“Ishewellstrickeninyears,thismandarinofyours?Pshaw!
afterall,youngorold,paralytic,orwellandsound,mywordforit……Well,then。Hangit,no!“
“Youareagoodfellow,Bianchon。Butsupposeyoulovedawomanwellenoughtoloseyoursoulinhellforher,andthatshewantedmoneyfordressesandacarriage,andallherwhims,infact?“
“Why,hereyouaretakingawaymyreason,andwantmetoreason!“
“Well,then,Bianchon,Iammad;bringmetomysenses。Ihavetwosistersasbeautifulandinnocentasangels,andIwantthemtobehappy。HowamItofindtwohundredthousandfrancsapiecefortheminthenextfiveyears?Nowandtheninlife,yousee,youmustplayforheavystakes,anditisnousewastingyourluckonlowplay。”
“Butyouareonlystatingtheproblemthatliesbeforeeveryoneattheoutsetofhislife,andyouwanttocuttheGordianknotwithasword。Ifthatisthewayofit,dearboy,youmustbeanAlexander,ortothehulksyougo。Formyownpart,IamquitecontentedwiththelittlelotImeantomakeformyselfsomewhereinthecountry,whenImeantostepintomyfather’sshoesandplodalong。Aman’saffectionsarejustasfullysatisfiedbythesmallestcircleastheycanbebyavastcircumference。Napoleonhimselfcouldonlydineonce,andhecouldnothavemoremistressesthanahousestudentattheCapuchins。Happiness,oldman,dependsonwhatliesbetweenthesoleofyourfootandthecrownofyourhead;andwhetheritcostsamillionorahundredlouis,theactualamountofpleasurethatyoureceiverestsentirelywithyou,andisjustexactlythesameinanycase。IamforlettingthatChinamanlive。”
“Thankyou,Bianchon;youhavedonemegood。Wewillalwaysbefriends。”
“Isay。”remarkedthemedicalstudent,astheycametotheendofabroadwalkintheJardindesPlantes,“IsawtheMichonneauandPoiretafewminutesagoonabenchchattingwithagentlemanwhomIusedtoseeinlastyear’stroubleshangingabouttheChamberofDeputies;heseemstome,infact,tobeadetectivedresseduplikeadecentretiredtradesman。Letuskeepaneyeonthatcouple;Iwilltellyouwhysometime。Good-bye;itisnearlyfouro’clock,andImustbeintoanswertomyname。”
WhenEugenereachedthelodging-house,hefoundFatherGoriotwaitingforhim。
“Here。”criedtheoldman,“hereisaletterfromher。Prettyhandwriting,eh?“
Eugenebrokethesealandread:——
“Sir,——IhaveheardfrommyfatherthatyouarefondofItalianmusic。Ishallbedelightedifyouwilldomethepleasureofacceptingaseatinmybox。LaFodorandPellegriniwillsingonSaturday,soIamsurethatyouwillnotrefuseme。M。deNucingenandIshallbepleasedifyouwilldinewithus;weshallbequitebyourselves。Ifyouwillcomeandbemyescort,myhusbandwillbegladtoberelievedfromhisconjugalduties。
Donotanswer,butsimplycome——Yourssincerely,D。DEN。”
“Letmeseeit。”saidFatherGoriot,whenEugenehadreadtheletter。“Youaregoing,aren’tyou?“headded,whenhehadsmelledthewriting-paper。“Howniceitsmells!Herfingershavetouchedit,thatiscertain。”
“Awomandoesnotflingherselfataman’sheadinthisway。”thestudentwasthinking。“ShewantstousemetobringbackdeMarsay;nothingbutpiquemakesawomandoathinglikethis。”
“Well。”saidFatherGoriot,“whatareyouthinkingabout?“
Eugenedidnotknowthefeverorvanitythatpossessedsomewomeninthosedays;howshouldheimaginethattoopenadoorintheFaubourgSaint-Germainabanker’swifewouldgotoalmostanylength。ForthecoterieoftheFaubourgSaint-Germainwasacharmedcircle,andthewomenwhomovedinitwereatthattimethequeensofsociety;andamongthegreatestoftheseDamesduPetit-Chateau,astheywerecalled,wereMme。deBeauseantandherfriendstheDuchessedeLangeaisandtheDuchessedeMaufrigneause。RastignacwasaloneinhisignoranceofthefranticeffortsmadebywomenwholivedintheChausee-d’Antintoenterthisseventhheavenandshineamongthebrightestconstellationsoftheirsex。Buthiscautiousdispositionstoodhimingoodstead,andkepthisjudgmentcool,andthenotaltogetherenviablepowerofimposinginsteadofacceptingconditions。
“Yes,Iamgoing。”hereplied。
SoitwascuriositythatdrewhimtoMme。deNucingen;while,ifshehadtreatedhimdisdainfully,passionperhapsmighthavebroughthimtoherfeet。Stillhewaitedalmostimpatientlyforto-morrow,andthehourwhenhecouldgotoher。Thereisalmostasmuchcharmforayoungmaninafirstflirtationasthereisinfirstlove。Thecertaintyofsuccessisasourceofhappinesstowhichmendonotconfess,andallthecharmofcertainwomenliesinthis。Thedesireofconquestspringsnolessfromtheeasinessthanfromthedifficultyoftriumph,andeverypassionisexcitedorsustainedbyoneortheotherofthesetwomotiveswhichdividetheempireoflove。Perhapsthisdivisionisoneresultofthegreatquestionoftemperaments;which,afterall,dominatessociallife。Themelancholictemperamentmaystandinneedofthetonicofcoquetry,whilethoseofnervousorsanguinecomplexionwithdrawiftheymeetwithatoostubbornresistance。
Inotherwords,thelymphatictemperamentisessentiallydespondent,andtherhapsodicisbilious。
Eugenelingeredoverhistoilettewithanenjoymentofallitslittledetailsthatisgratefultoayoungman’sself-love,thoughhewillnotowntoitforfearofbeinglaughedat。Hethought,ashearrangedhishair,thataprettywoman’sglanceswouldwanderthroughthedarkcurls。Heindulgedinchildishtrickslikeanyyounggirldressingforadance,andgazedcomplacentlyathisgracefulfigurewhilehesmoothedoutthecreasesofhiscoat。
“Thereareworsefigures,thatiscertain。”hesaidtohimself。
Thenhewentdownstairs,justastherestofthehouseholdweresittingdowntodinner,andtookwithgoodhumortheboisterousapplauseexcitedbyhiselegantappearance。Theamazementwithwhichanyattentiontodressisregardedinalodging-houseisaverycharacteristictrait。Noonecanputonanewcoatbuteveryoneelsemustsayhissayaboutit。
“Clk!clk!clk!“criedBianchon,makingthesoundwithhistongueagainsttheroofofhismouth,likeadriverurgingonahorse。
“HeholdshimselflikeadukeandapeerofFrance。”saidMme。
Vauquer。
“Areyougoinga-courting?“inquiredMlle。Michonneau。
“Cock-a-doodle-doo!“criedtheartist。
“Mycomplimentstomyladyyourwife。”fromtheemployeattheMuseum。
“Yourwife;haveyouawife?“askedPoiret。
“Yes,incompartments,water-tightandfloats,guaranteedfastcolor,allpricesfromtwenty-fivetofortysous,neatcheckpatternsinthelatestfashionandbesttaste,willwash,half-
linen,half-cotton,half-wool;acertaincurefortoothacheandothercomplaintsunderthepatronageoftheRoyalCollegeofPhysicians!childrenlikeit!aremedyforheadache,indigestion,andallotherdiseasesaffectingthethroat,eyes,andears!“
criedVautrin,withacomicalimitationofthevolubilityofaquackatafair。“Andhowmuchshallwesayforthismarvel,gentlemen?Twopence?No。Nothingofthesort。AllthatisleftinstockaftersupplyingtheGreatMogul。AllthecrownedheadsofEurope,includingtheGr-r-randDukeofBaden,havebeenanxioustogetasightofit。Walkup!walkup!gentlemen!Payatthedeskasyougoin!Strikeupthemusicthere!Brooum,la,la,trinn!la,la,boum!boum!MisterClarinette,thereyouareoutoftune!“headdedgruffly;“Iwillrapyourknucklesforyou!“
“Goodness!whatanamusingman!“saidMme。VauquertoMme。
Couture;“Ishouldneverfeeldullwithhiminthehouse。”
ThisburlesqueofVautrin’swasthesignalforanoutburstofmerriment,andundercoverofjokesandlaughterEugenecaughtaglancefromMlle。Taillefer;shehadleanedovertosayafewwordsinMme。Couture’sear。
“Thecabisatthedoor。”announcedSylvie。
“Butwhereishegoingtodine?“askedBianchon。
“WithMadamelaBaronnedeNucingen。”
“M。Goriot’sdaughter。”saidthelawstudent。
Atthis,alleyesturnedtotheoldvermicellimaker;hewasgazingatEugenewithsomethinglikeenvyinhiseyes。
RastignacreachedthehouseintheRueSaint-Lazare,oneofthosemany-windowedhouseswithamean-lookingporticoandslendercolumns,whichareconsideredthethinginParis,atypicalbanker’shouse,decoratedinthemostostentatiousfashion;thewallslinedwithstucco,thelandingsofmarblemosaic。Mme。deNucingenwassittinginalittledrawing-room;theroomwaspaintedintheItalianfashion,anddecoratedlikearestaurant。
TheBaronessseemeddepressed。TheeffortthatshemadetohideherfeelingsarousedEugene’sinterest;itwasplainthatshewasnotplayingapart。Hehadexpectedalittleflutterofexcitementathiscoming,andhefoundherdispiritedandsad。
Thedisappointmentpiquedhisvanity。
“Myclaimtoyourconfidenceisverysmall,madame。”hesaid,afterrallyingheronherabstractedmood;“butifIamintheway,pleasetellmesofrankly;Icountonyourgoodfaith。”
“No,staywithme。”shesaid;“Ishallbeallaloneifyougo。
Nucingenisdiningintown,andIdonotwanttobealone;Iwanttobetakenoutofmyself。”
“Butwhatisthematter?“
“YouaretheverylastpersonwhomIshouldtell。”sheexclaimed。
“ThenIamconnectedinsomewayinthissecret。Iwonderwhatitis?“
“Perhaps。Yet,no。”shewenton;“itisadomesticquarrel,whichoughttobeburiedinthedepthsoftheheart。Iamveryunhappy;
didInottellyousothedaybeforeyesterday?Goldenchainsaretheheaviestofallfetters。”
Whenawomantellsayoungmanthatsheisveryunhappy,andwhentheyoungmanisclever,andwelldressed,andhasfifteenhundredfrancslyingidleinhispocket,heissuretothinkasEugenesaid,andhebecomesacoxcomb。
“Whatcanyouhavelefttowishfor?“heanswered。“Youareyoung,beautiful,beloved,andrich。”
“Donotletustalkofmyaffairs。”shesaidshakingherheadmournfully。“Wewilldinetogethertete-a-tete,andafterwardswewillgotohearthemostexquisitemusic。AmItoyourtaste?“
shewenton,risinganddisplayinghergownofwhitecashmere,coveredwithPersiandesignsinthemostsuperbtaste。
“Iwishthatyouwerealtogethermine。”saidEugene;“youarecharming。”
“Youwouldhaveaforlornpieceofproperty。”shesaid,smilingbitterly。“Thereisnothingaboutmethatbetraysmywretchedness;andyet,inspiteofappearances,Iamindespair。
Icannotsleep;mytroubleshavebrokenmynight’srest;Ishallgrowugly。”
“Oh!thatisimpossible。”criedthelawstudent;“butIamcurioustoknowwhatthesetroublescanbethatadevotedlovecannotefface。”
“Ah!ifIweretotellyouaboutthem,youwouldshunme。”shesaid。“Yourloveformeisasyetonlytheconventionalgallantrythatmenusetomasqueradein;and,ifyoureallylovedme,youwouldbedriventodespair。Imustkeepsilence,yousee。Letustalkofsomethingelse,forpity’ssake。”sheadded。“Letmeshowyoumyrooms。”
“No;letusstayhere。”answeredEugene;hesatdownonthesofabeforethefire,andboldlytookMme。deNucingen’shandinhis。
Shesurrenderedittohim;heevenfeltthepressureofherfingersinoneofthespasmodicclutchesthatbetrayterribleagitation。
“Listen。”saidRastignac;“ifyouareintrouble,yououghttotellmeaboutit。IwanttoprovetoyouthatIloveyouforyourselfalone。Youmustspeaktomefranklyaboutyourtroubles,sothatIcanputanendtothem,evenifIhavetokillhalf-a-
dozenmen;orIshallgo,nevertoreturn。”
“Verywell。”shecried,puttingherhandtoherforeheadinanagonyofdespair,“Iwillputyoutotheproof,andthisverymoment。Yes。”shesaidtoherself,“Ihavenootherresourceleft。”
Sherangthebell。
“Arethehorsesputinforthemaster?“sheaskedoftheservant。
“Yes,madame。”
“Ishalltakehiscarriagemyself。Hecanhavemineandmyhorses。Servedinneratseveno’clock。”
“Now,comewithme。”shesaidtoEugene,whothoughtashesatinthebanker’scarriagebesideMme。deNucingenthathemustsurelybedreaming。
“TothePalais-Royal。”shesaidtothecoachman;“stopneartheTheatre-Francais。”
SheseemedtobetootroubledandexcitedtoanswertheinnumerablequestionsthatEugeneputtoher。Hewasatalosswhattothinkofhermuteresistance,herobstinatesilence。
“Anothermomentandshewillescapeme。”hesaidtohimself。
Whenthecarriagestoppedatlast,theBaronessgavethelawstudentaglancethatsilencedhiswildwords,forhewasalmostbesidehimself。
“Isittruethatyouloveme?“sheasked。
“Yes。”heanswered,andinhismannerandtonetherewasnotraceoftheuneasinessthathefelt。
“Youwillnotthinkillofme,willyou,whateverImayaskofyou?“
“No。”
“Areyoureadytodomybidding?“
“Blindly。”
“Haveyoueverbeentoagaming-house?“sheaskedinatremulousvoice。
“Never。”
“Ah!nowIcanbreathe。Youwillhaveluck。Hereismypurse。”
shesaid。“Takeit!thereareahundredfrancsinit,allthatsuchafortunatewomanasIcancallherown。Goupintooneofthegaming-houses——Idonotknowwheretheyare,buttherearesomenearthePalais-Royal。Tryyourluckwiththehundredfrancsatagametheycallroulette;loseitallorbringmebacksixthousandfrancs。Iwilltellyouaboutmytroubleswhenyoucomeback。”
“Deviltakeme,I’msure,ifIhaveaglimmerofanotionofwhatIamabout,butIwillobeyyou。”headded,withinwardexultation,ashethought,“Shehasgonetoofartodrawback——
shecanrefusemenothingnow!“
Eugenetookthedaintylittlepurse,inquiredthewayofasecond-handclothes-dealer,andhurriedtonumber9,whichhappenedtobethenearestgaming-house。Hemountedthestaircase,surrenderedhishat,andaskedthewaytotheroulette-table,whithertheattendanttookhim,notalittletotheastonishmentoftheregularcomers。AlleyeswerefixedonEugeneasheasked,withoutbashfulness,wherehewastodeposithisstakes。
“Ifyouputalouisononeonlyofthosethirty-sixnumbers,anditturnsup,youwillwinthirty-sixlouis。”saidarespectable-
looking,white-hairedoldmaninanswertohisinquiry。
Eugenestakedthewholeofhismoneyonthenumber21hisownage。Therewasacryofsurprise;beforeheknewwhathehaddone,hehadwon。
“Takeyourmoneyoff,sir。”saidtheoldgentleman;“youdon’toftenwintwicerunningbythatsystem。”
Eugenetooktherakethattheoldmanhandedtohim,anddrewinhisthreethousandsixhundredfrancs,and,stillperfectlyignorantofwhathewasabout,stakedagainonthered。Thebystanderswatchedhimenviouslyastheysawhimcontinuetoplay。Thediscturned,andagainhewon;thebankerthrewhimthreethousandsixhundredfrancsoncemore。
“Youhaveseventhousand,twohundredfrancsofyourown。”theoldgentlemansaidinhisear。“Takemyadviceandgoawaywithyourwinnings;redhasturnedupeighttimesalready。Ifyouarecharitable,youwillshowyourgratitudeforsoundcounselbygivingatrifletoanoldprefectofNapoleonwhoisdownonhisluck。”
Rastignac’sheadwasswimming;hesawtenofhislouispassintothewhite-hairedman’spossession,andwentdown-stairswithhisseventhousandfrancs;hewasstillignorantofthegame,andstupefiedbyhisluck。
“So,thatisover;andnowwherewillyoutakeme?“heasked,assoonasthedoorwasclosed,andheshowedtheseventhousandfrancstoMme。deNucingen。
Delphineflungherarmsabouthim,buttherewasnopassioninthatwildembrace。
“Youhavesavedme!“shecried,andtearsofjoyflowedfast。
“Iwilltellyoueverything,myfriend。Foryouwillbemyfriend,willyounot?Iamrich,youthink,veryrich;IhaveeverythingIwant,orIseemasifIhadeverything。Verywell,youmustknowthatM。deNucingendoesnotallowmethecontrolofasinglepenny;hepaysallthebillsforthehouseexpenses;
hepaysformycarriagesandoperabox;hedoesnotgivemeenoughtopayformydress,andhereducesmetopovertyinsecretonpurpose。Iamtooproudtobegfromhim。IshouldbethevilestofwomenifIcouldtakehismoneyatthepriceatwhichheoffersit。DoyouaskhowI,withsevenhundredthousandfrancsofmyown,couldletmyselfberobbed?ItisbecauseIwasproud,andscornedtospeak。Wearesoyoung,soartlesswhenourmarriedlifebegins!Inevercouldbringmyselftoaskmyhusbandformoney;thewordswouldhavemademylipsbleed,Ididnotdaretoask;Ispentmysavingsfirst,andthenthemoneythatmypoorfathergaveme,thenIranintodebt。Marriageformeisahideousfarce;Icannottalkaboutit,letitsufficetosaythatNucingenandIhaveseparaterooms,andthatIwouldflingmyselfoutofthewindowsoonerthanconsenttoanyothermanneroflife。IsufferedagonieswhenIhadtoconfesstomygirlishextravagance,mydebtsforjewelryandtriflesforourpoorfatherhadneverrefusedusanything,andspoiledus,butatlastIfoundcouragetotellhimaboutthem。Afterall,Ihadafortuneofmyown。Nucingenflewintoarage;hesaidthatI
shouldbetheruinofhim,andusedfrightfullanguage!Iwishedmyselfahundredfeetdownintheearth。Hehadmydowry,sohepaidmydebts,buthestipulatedatthesametimethatmyexpensesinfuturemustnotexceedacertainfixedsum,andI
gavewayforthesakeofpeace。Andthen。”shewenton,“Iwantedtogratifytheself-loveofsomeonewhomyouknow。Hemayhavedeceivedme,butIshoulddohimthejusticetosaythattherewasnothingpettyinhischaracter。But,afterall,hethrewmeoverdisgracefully。If,atawoman’sutmostneed,SOMEBODYheapsgolduponher,heoughtnevertoforsakeher;thatloveshouldlastforever!Butyou,atone-and-twenty,you,thesoulofhonor,withtheunsulliedconscienceofyouth,willaskmehowawomancanbringherselftoacceptmoneyinsuchaway?MONDIEU!
isitnotnaturaltoshareeverythingwiththeonetowhomweoweourhappiness?Whenallhasbeengiven,whyshouldwepauseandhesitateoverapart?Moneyisasnothingbetweenusuntilthemomentwhenthesentimentthatboundustogetherceasestoexist。
Werewenotboundtoeachotherforlife?Whothatbelievesinloveforeseessuchanendtolove?Yousweartoloveuseternally;how,then,canourinterestsbeseparate?
“YoudonotknowhowIsufferedto-daywhenNucingenrefusedtogivemesixthousandfrancs;hespendsasmuchasthateverymonthonhismistress,anoperadancer!Ithoughtofkillingmyself。Thewildestthoughtscameintomyhead。TherehavebeenmomentsinmylifewhenIhaveenviedmyservants,andwouldhavechangedplaceswithmymaid。Itwasmadnesstothinkofgoingtoourfather,AnastasieandIhavebledhimdry;ourpoorfatherwouldhavesoldhimselfifhecouldhaveraisedsixthousandfrancsthatway。Ishouldhavedrivenhimfrantictonopurpose。
Youhavesavedmefromshameanddeath;Iwasbesidemyselfwithanguish。Ah!monsieur,Iowedyouthisexplanationaftermymadravings。Whenyouleftmejustnow,assoonasyouwereoutofsight,Ilongedtoescape,torunaway……where,Ididnotknow。HalfthewomeninParisleadsuchlivesasmine;theyliveinapparentluxury,andintheirsoulsaretormentedbyanxiety。
IknowofpoorcreaturesevenmoremiserablethanI;therearewomenwhoaredriventoasktheirtradespeopletomakeoutfalsebills,womenwhorobtheirhusbands。SomemenbelievethatanIndianshawlworthathousandlouisonlycostfivehundredfrancs,othersthatashawlcostingfivehundredfrancsisworthahundredlouis。Therearewomen,too,withnarrowincomes,whoscrapeandsaveandstarvetheirchildrentopayforadress。I
aminnocentofthesebasemeannesses。Butthisisthelastextremityofmytorture。Somewomenwillsellthemselvestotheirhusbands,andsoobtaintheirway,butI,atanyrate,amfree。
IfIchose,Nucingenwouldcovermewithgold,butIwouldratherweeponthebreastofamanwhomIcanrespect。Ah!tonight,M。
deMarsaywillnolongerhavearighttothinkofmeasawomanwhomhehaspaid。”Shetriedtoconcealhertearsfromhim,hidingherfaceinherhands;Eugenedrewthemawayandlookedather;sheseemedtohimsublimeatthatmoment。
“Itishideous,isitnot。”shecried,“tospeakinabreathofmoneyandaffection。Youcannotlovemeafterthis。”sheadded。
Theincongruitybetweentheideasofhonorwhichmakewomensogreat,andtheerrorsinconductwhichareforceduponthembytheconstitutionofsociety,hadthrownEugene’sthoughtsintoconfusion;heutteredsoothingandconsolingwords,andwonderedatthebeautifulwomanbeforehim,andattheartlessimprudenceofhercryofpain。
“Youwillnotrememberthisagainstme?“sheasked;“promisemethatyouwillnot。”
“Ah!madame,Iamincapableofdoingso。”hesaid。Shetookhishandandheldittoherheart,amovementfullofgracethatexpressedherdeepgratitude。
“Iamfreeandhappyoncemore,thankstoyou。”shesaid。“Oh!I
havefeltlatelyasifIwereinthegraspofanironhand。ButafterthisImeantolivesimplyandtospendnothing。Youwillthinkmejustaspretty,willyounot,myfriend?Keepthis。”shewenton,asshetookonlysixofthebanknotes。“InconscienceI
oweyouathousandcrowns,forIreallyoughttogohalveswithyou。”
Eugene’smaidenconscienceresisted;butwhentheBaronesssaid,“Iamboundtolookonyouasanaccompliceorasanenemy。”hetookthemoney。
“Itshallbealaststakeinreserve。”hesaid,“incaseofmisfortune。”
“ThatwaswhatIwasdreadingtohear。”shecried,turningpale。
“Oh,ifyouwouldthatIshouldbeanythingtoyou,sweartomethatyouwillneverre-enteragaming-house。GreatHeaven!thatI
shouldcorruptyou!Ishoulddieofsorrow!“
TheyhadreachedtheRueSaint-Lazarebythistime。Thecontrastbetweentheostentationofwealthinthehouse,andthewretchedconditionofitsmistress,dazedthestudent;andVautrin’scynicalwordsbegantoringinhisears。
“Seatyourselfthere。”saidtheBaroness,pointingtoalowchairbesidethefire。“Ihaveadifficultlettertowrite。”sheadded。
“Tellmewhattosay。”
“Saynothing。”Eugeneansweredher。“Putthebillsinanenvelope,directit,andsenditbyyourmaid。”
“Why,youarealoveofaman。”shesaid。“Ah!seewhatitistohavebeenwellbroughtup。ThatistheBeauseantthroughandthrough。”shewenton,smilingathim。
“Sheischarming。”thoughtEugene,moreandmoreinlove。Helookedroundhimattheroom;therewasanostentatiouscharacterabouttheluxury,ameretricioustasteinthesplendor。
“Doyoulikeit?“sheasked,assherangforthemaid。
“Therese,takethistoM。deMarsay,andgiveitintohishandsyourself。Ifheisnotathome,bringtheletterbacktome。”
Theresewent,butnotbeforeshehadgivenEugeneaspitefulglance。
Dinnerwasannounced。RastignacgavehisarmtoMme。deNucingen,sheledthewayintoaprettydining-room,andagainhesawtheluxuryofthetablewhichhehadadmiredinhiscousin’shouse。
“Comeanddinewithmeonoperaevenings,andwewillgototheItaliensafterwards。”shesaid。
“Ishouldsoongrowusedtothepleasantlifeifitcouldlast,butIamapoorstudent,andIhavemywaytomake。”
“Oh!youwillsucceed。”shesaidlaughing。“Youwillsee。Allthatyouwishwillcometopass。_I_didnotexpecttobesohappy。”
Itisthewontofwomentoprovetheimpossiblebythepossible,andtoannihilatefactsbypresentiments。WhenMme。deNucingenandRastignactooktheirplacesinherboxattheBouffons,herfaceworealookofhappinessthatmadehersolovelythateveryoneindulgedinthosesmallslandersagainstwhichwomenaredefenceless;forthescandalthatisutteredlightlyisoftenseriouslybelieved。ThosewhoknowParis,believenothingthatissaid,andsaynothingofwhatisdonethere。
EugenetooktheBaroness’handinhis,andbysomelightpressureofthefingers,oraclosergraspofthehand,theyfoundalanguageinwhichtoexpressthesensationswhichthemusicgavethem。Itwasaneveningofintoxicatingdelightforboth;andwhenitended,andtheywentouttogether,Mme。deNucingeninsistedontakingEugenewithherasfarasthePontNeuf,hedisputingwithherthewholeofthewayforasinglekissafterallthosethatshehadshowereduponhimsopassionatelyatthePalais-Royal;Eugenereproachedherwithinconsistency。
“Thatwasgratitude。”shesaid,“fordevotionthatIdidnotdaretohopefor,butnowitwouldbeapromise。”
“Andwillyougivemenopromise,ingrate?“
Hegrewvexed。Then,withoneofthoseimpatientgesturesthatfillaloverwithecstasy,shegavehimherhandtokiss,andhetookitwithadiscontentedairthatdelightedher。
“IshallseeyouattheballonMonday。”shesaid。
AsEugenewenthomeinthemoonlight,hefelltoseriousreflections。Hewassatisfied,andyetdissatisfied。Hewaspleasedwithanadventurewhichwouldprobablygivehimhisdesire,forintheendoneoftheprettiestandbest-dressedwomeninPariswouldbehis;but,asaset-off,hesawhishopesoffortunebroughttonothing;andassoonasherealizedthisfact,thevaguethoughtsofyesterdayeveningbegantotakeamoredecidedshapeinhismind。Acheckissuretorevealtousthestrengthofourhopes。ThemoreEugenelearnedofthepleasuresoflifeinParis,themoreimpatienthefeltofpovertyandobscurity。Hecrumpledthebanknoteinhispocket,andfoundanyquantityofplausibleexcusesforappropriatingit。
HereachedtheRueNeuve-Sainte-Genevieveatlast,andfromthestairheadhesawalightinGoriot’sroom;theoldmanhadlightedacandle,andsetthedoorajar,lestthestudentshouldpasshimby,andgotohisroomwithout“tellinghimallabouthisdaughter。”tousehisownexpression。Eugene,accordingly,toldhimeverythingwithoutreserve。
“ThentheythinkthatIamruined!“criedFatherGoriot,inanagonyofjealousyanddesperation。“Why,Ihavestillthirteenhundredlivresayear!MONDIEU!Poorlittlegirl!whydidshenotcometome?Iwouldhavesoldmyrentes;sheshouldhavehadsomeoftheprincipal,andIwouldhaveboughtalife-annuitywiththerest。Mygoodneighbor,whydidnotYOUcometotellmeofherdifficulty?Howhadyouthehearttogoandriskherpoorlittlehundredfrancsatplay?Thisisheart-breakingwork。Youseewhatitistohavesons-in-law。Oh!ifIhadholdofthem,I
wouldwringtheirnecks。MONDIEU!CRYING!Didyousayshewascrying?“
“Withherheadonmywaistcoat。”saidEugene。
“Oh!giveittome。”saidFatherGoriot。“What!mydaughter’stearshavefallenthere——mydarlingDelphine,whoneverusedtocrywhenshewasalittlegirl!Oh!Iwillbuyyouanother;donotwearitagain;letmehaveit。Bythetermsofhermarriage-
contract,sheoughttohavetheuseofherproperty。To-morrowmorningIwillgoandseeDerville;heisanattorney。Iwilldemandthathermoneyshouldbeinvestedinherownname。Iknowthelaw。Iamanoldwolf,Iwillshowmyteeth。”
“Here,father;thisisabanknoteforathousandfrancsthatshewantedmetokeepoutofourwinnings。Keepthemforher,inthepocketofthewaistcoat。”
GoriotlookedhardatEugene,reachedoutandtookthelawstudent’shand,andEugenefeltatearfallonit。
“Youwillsucceed。”theoldmansaid。“Godisjust,yousee。I
knowanhonestmanwhenIseehim,andIcantellyou,therearenotmanymenlikeyou。Iamtohaveanotherdearchildinyou,amI?There,gotosleep;youcansleep;youarenotyetafather。
Shewascrying!andIhavetobetoldaboutit!——andIwasquietlyeatingmydinner,likeanidiot,allthetime——I,whowouldselltheFather,SonandHolyGhosttosaveoneteartoeitherofthem。”
“Anhonestman!“saidEugenetohimselfashelaydown。“Uponmyword,IthinkIwillbeanhonestmanallmylife;itissopleasanttoobeythevoiceofconscience。”PerhapsnonebutbelieversinGoddogoodinsecret;andEugenebelievedinaGod。
ThenextdayRastignacwentattheappointedtimetoMme。deBeauseant,whotookhimwithhertotheDuchessedeCarigliano’sball。TheMarechalereceivedEugenemostgraciously。Mme。deNucingenwasthere。Delphine’sdressseemedtosuggestthatshewishedfortheadmirationofothers,sothatshemightshinethemoreinEugene’seyes;shewaseagerlyexpectingaglancefromhim,hiding,asshethought,thiseagernessfromallbeholders。
Thismomentisfullofcharmforonewhocanguessallthatpassesinawoman’smind。Whohasnotrefrainedfromgivinghisopinion,toprolonghersuspense,concealinghispleasurefromadesiretotantalize,seekingaconfessionofloveinheruneasiness,enjoyingthefearsthathecandissipatebyasmile?
Inthecourseoftheeveningthelawstudentsuddenlycomprehendedhisposition;hesawthat,asthecousinofMme。deBeauseant,hewasapersonageinthisworld。HewasalreadycreditedwiththeconquestofMme。deNucingen,andforthisreasonwasaconspicuousfigure;hecaughttheenviousglancesofotheryoungmen,andexperiencedtheearliestpleasuresofcoxcombry。Peoplewonderedathisluck,andscrapsoftheseconversationscametohisearsashewentfromroomtoroom;allthewomenprophesiedhissuccess;andDelphine,inherdreadoflosinghim,promisedthatthiseveningshewouldnotrefusethekissthatallhisentreatiescouldscarcelywinyesterday。
Rastignacreceivedseveralinvitations。Hiscousinpresentedhimtootherwomenwhowerepresent;womenwhocouldclaimtobeofthehighestfashion;whosehouseswerelookeduponaspleasant;
andthiswastheloftiestandmostfashionablesocietyinParisintowhichhewaslaunched。Sothiseveninghadallthecharmofabrilliantdebut;itwasaneveningthathewastoremembereveninoldage,asawomanlooksbackuponherfirstballandthememoriesofhergirlishtriumphs。
Thenextmorning,atbreakfast,herelatedthestoryofhissuccessforthebenefitofFatherGoriotandthelodgers。Vautrinbegantosmileinadiabolicalfashion。
“Anddoyousuppose。”criedthatcold-bloodedlogician,“thatayoungmanoffashioncanlivehereintheRueNeuve-Sainte-
Genevieve,intheMaisonVauquer——anexceedinglyrespectableboarding-houseineveryway,Igrantyou,butanestablishmentthat,nonetheless,fallsshortofbeingfashionable?Thehouseiscomfortable,itislordlyinitsabundance;itisproudtobethetemporaryabodeofaRastignac;but,afterall,itisintheRueNeuve-Sainte-Genevieve,andluxurywouldbeoutofplacehere,whereweonlyaimatthepurelypatriarchalorama。IfyoumeantocutafigureinParis,myyoungfriend。”Vautrincontinued,withhalf-paternaljocularity,“youmusthavethreehorses,atilburyforthemornings,andaclosedcarriagefortheevening;youshouldspendaltogetheraboutninethousandfrancsonyourstables。Youwouldshowyourselfunworthyofyourdestinyifyouspentnomorethanthreethousandfrancswithyourtailor,sixhundredinperfumery,ahundredcrownstoyourshoemaker,andahundredmoretoyourhatter。Asforyourlaundress,theregoesanotherthousandfrancs;ayoungmanoffashionmustofnecessitymakeagreatpointofhislinen;ifyourlinencomesuptotherequiredstandard,peopleoftendonotlookanyfurther。LoveandtheChurchdemandafairaltar-cloth。Thatisfourteenthousandfrancs。Iamsayingnothingoflossesatplay,bets,andpresents;itisimpossibletoallowlessthantwothousandfrancsforpocketmoney。Ihaveledthatsortoflife,andIknowallabouttheseexpenses。Addthecostofnecessariesnext;threehundredlouisforprovender,athousandfrancsforaplacetoroostin。Well,myboy,foralltheselittlewantsofourswehadneedtohavetwenty-fivethousandfrancseveryyearinourpurse,orweshallfindourselvesinthekennel,andpeoplelaughingatus,andourcareeriscutshort,good-byetosuccess,andgood-
byetoyourmistress!Iamforgettingyourvaletandyourgroom!
IsChristophegoingtocarryyourbillets-douxforyou?Doyoumeantoemploythestationeryyouuseatpresent?Suicidalpolicy!Hearkentothewisdomofyourelders!“hewenton,hisbassvoicegrowinglouderateachsyllable。“Eithertakeupyourquartersinagarret,livevirtuously,andwedyourwork,orsetaboutthethinginadifferentway。”
VautrinwinkedandleeredinthedirectionofMlle。Taillefertoenforcehisremarksbyalookwhichrecalledthelatetemptingproposalsbywhichhehadsoughttocorruptthestudent’smind。
Severaldayswentby,andRastignaclivedinawhirlofgaiety。
HedinedalmosteverydaywithMme。deNucingen,andwentwherevershewent,onlyreturningtotheRueNeuve-Sainte-
Genevieveinthesmallhours。Heroseatmid-day,anddressedtogointotheBoiswithDelphineifthedaywasfine,squanderinginthiswaytimethatwasworthfarmorethanheknew。Heturnedaseagerlytolearnthelessonsofluxury,andwasasquicktofeelitsfascination,astheflowersofthedatepalmtoreceivethefertilizingpollen。Heplayedhigh,lostandwonlargesumsofmoney,andatlastbecameaccustomedtotheextravagantlifethatyoungmenleadinParis。Hesentfifteenhundredfrancsoutofhisfirstwinningstohismotherandsisters,sendinghandsomepresentsaswellasthemoney。HehadgivenoutthathemeanttoleavetheMaisonVauquer;butJanuarycameandwent,andhewasstillthere,stillunpreparedtogo。
Oneruleholdsgoodofmostyoungmen——whetherrichorpoor。Theyneverhavemoneyforthenecessariesoflife,buttheyhavealwaysmoneytosparefortheircaprices——ananomalywhichfindsitsexplanationintheiryouthandinthealmostfranticeagernesswithwhichyouthgraspsatpleasure。Theyarerecklesswithanythingobtainedoncredit,whileeverythingforwhichtheymustpayinreadymoneyismadetolastaslongaspossible;iftheycannothaveallthattheywant,theymakeupforit,itwouldseem,bysquanderingwhattheyhave。Tostatethemattersimply——astudentisfarmorecarefulofhishatthanofhiscoat,becausethelatterbeingacomparativelycostlyarticleofdress,itisinthenatureofthingsthatatailorshouldbeacreditor;butitisotherwisewiththehatter;thesumsofmoneyspentwithhimaresomodest,thatheisthemostindependentandunmanageableofhistribe,anditisalmostimpossibletobringhimtoterms。Theyoungmaninthebalconyofatheatrewhodisplaysagorgeouswaistcoatforthebenefitofthefairownersofoperaglasses,hasveryprobablynosocksinhiswardrobe,forthehosierisanotherofthegenusofweevilsthatnibbleatthepurse。ThiswasRastignac’scondition。HispursewasalwaysemptyforMme。Vauquer,alwaysfullatthedemandofvanity;therewasaperiodicalebbandflowinhisfortunes,whichwasseldomfavorabletothepaymentofjustdebts。Ifhewastoleavethatunsavoryandmeanabode,wherefromtimetotimehispretensionsmetwithhumiliation,thefirststepwastopayhishostessforamonth’sboardandlodging,andthesecondtopurchasefurnitureworthyofthenewlodgingshemusttakeinhisqualityofdandy,acoursethatremainedimpossible。Rastignac,outofhiswinningsatcards,wouldpayhisjewelerexorbitantpricesforgoldwatchesandchains,andthen,tomeettheexigenciesofplay,wouldcarrythemtothepawnbroker,thatdiscreetandforbidding-
lookingfriendofyouth;butwhenitwasaquestionofpayingforboardorlodging,orforthenecessaryimplementsforthecultivationofhisElysianfields,hisimaginationandpluckalikedesertedhim。Therewasnoinspirationtobefoundinvulgarnecessity,indebtscontractedforpastrequirements。Likemostofthosewhotrusttotheirluck,heputofftillthelastmomentthepaymentofdebtsthatamongthebourgeoisieareregardedassacredengagements,actingontheplanofMirabeau,whoneversettledhisbaker’sbilluntilitunderwentaformidabletransformationintoabillofexchange。
ItwasaboutthistimewhenRastignacwasdownonhisluckandfellintodebt,thatitbecamecleartothelawstudent’smindthathemusthavesomemorecertainsourceofincomeifhemeanttoliveashehadbeendoing。Butwhilehegroanedoverthethornyproblemsofhisprecarioussituation,hefeltthathecouldnotbringhimselftorenouncethepleasuresofthisextravagantlife,anddecidedthathemustcontinueitatallcosts。Hisdreamsofobtainingafortuneappearedmoreandmorechimerical,andtherealobstaclesgrewmoreformidable。HisinitiationintothesecretsoftheNucingenhouseholdhadrevealedtohimthatifheweretoattempttousethisloveaffairasameansofmendinghisfortunes,hemustswallowdownallsenseofdecency,andrenounceallthegenerousideaswhichredeemthesinsofyouth。Hehadchosenthislifeofapparentsplendor,butsecretlygnawedbythecankerwormofremorse,alifeoffleetingpleasuredearlypaidforbypersistentpain;
likeLeDistraitofLaBruyere,hehaddescendedsofarastomakehisbedinaditch;butalsolikeLeDistraithehimselfwasuncontaminatedasyetbythemirethatstainedhisgarments。
“Sowehavekilledourmandarin,havewe?“saidBianchononedayastheyleftthedinnertable。
“Notyet。”heanswered,“butheisathislastgasp。”
Themedicalstudenttookthisforajoke,butitwasnotajest。
Eugenehaddinedinthehousethatnightforthefirsttimeforalongwhile,andhadlookedthoughtfulduringthemeal。HehadtakenhisplacebesideMlle。Taillefer,andstayedthroughthedessert,givinghisneighboranexpressiveglancefromtimetotime。Afewoftheboardersdiscussedthewalnutsatthetable,andotherswalkedabouttheroom,stilltakingpartintheconversationwhichhadbegunamongthem。Peopleusuallywentwhentheychose;theamountoftimethattheylingeredbeingdeterminedbytheamountofinterestthattheconversationpossessedforthem,orbythedifficultyoftheprocessofdigestion。Inwinter-timetheroomwasseldomemptybeforeeighto’clock,whenthefourwomenhaditalltothemselves,andmadeupforthesilencepreviouslyimposeduponthembythepreponderatingmasculineelement。ThiseveningVautrinhadnoticedEugene’sabstractedness,andstayedintheroom,thoughhehadseemedtobeinahurrytofinishhisdinnerandgo。Allthroughthetalkafterwardshehadkeptoutofthesightofthelawstudent,whoquitebelievedthatVautrinhadlefttheroom。
Henowtookuphispositioncunninglyinthesitting-roominsteadofgoingwhenthelastboarderswent。Hehadfathomedtheyoungman’sthoughts,andfeltthatacrisiswasathand。Rastignacwas,infact,inadilemma,whichmanyanotheryoungmanmusthaveknown。
Mme。deNucingenmightlovehim,ormightmerelybeplayingwithhim,butineithercaseRastignachadbeenmadetoexperienceallthealternationsofhopeanddespairofgenuinepassion,andallthediplomaticartsofaParisiennehadbeenemployedonhim。
AftercompromisingherselfbycontinuallyappearinginpublicwithMme。deBeauseant’scousinshestillhesitated,andwouldnotgivehimthelover’sprivilegeswhichheappearedtoenjoy。
Forawholemonthshehadsowroughtonhissenses,thatatlastshehadmadeanimpressiononhisheart。Ifintheearliestdaysthestudenthadfanciedhimselftobemaster,Mme。deNucingenhadsincebecomethestrongerofthetwo,forshehadskilfullyrousedandplayeduponeveryinstinct,goodorbad,inthetwoorthreemencomprisedinayoungstudentinParis。Thiswasnottheresultofdeepdesignonherpart,norwassheplayingapart,forwomenareinamannertruetothemselveseventhroughtheirgrossestdeceit,becausetheiractionsarepromptedbyanaturalimpulse。ItmayhavebeenthatDelphine,whohadallowedthisyoungmantogainsuchanascendencyoverher,consciousthatshehadbeentoodemonstrative,wasobeyingasentimentofdignity,andeitherrepentedofherconcessions,oritpleasedhertosuspendthem。ItissonaturaltoaParisienne,evenwhenpassionhasalmostmasteredher,tohesitateandpausebeforetakingtheplunge;toprobetheheartofhimtowhomsheintrustsherfuture。AndoncealreadyMme。deNucingen’shopeshadbeenbetrayed,andherloyaltytoaselfishyoungloverhadbeendespised。Shehadgoodreasontobesuspicious。OritmayhavebeenthatsomethinginEugene’smannerforhisrapidsuccesswasmakingacoxcombofhimhadwarnedherthatthegrotesquenatureoftheirpositionhadloweredhersomewhatinhiseyes。Shedoubtlesswishedtoassertherdignity;hewasyoung,andshewouldbegreatinhiseyes;fortheloverwhohadforsakenherhadheldhersocheapthatshewasdeterminedthatEugeneshouldnotthinkheraneasyconquest,andforthisveryreason——heknewthatdeMarsayhadbeenhispredecessor。Finally,afterthedegradationofsubmissiontothepleasureofaheartlessyoungrake,itwassosweettohertowanderintheflower-strewnrealmsoflove,thatitwasnotwonderfulthatsheshouldwishtodwellawhileontheprospect,totremblewiththevibrationsoflove,tofeelthefreshnessofthebreathofitsdawn。Thetrueloverwassufferingforthesinsofthefalse。Thisinconsistencyisunfortunatelyonlytobeexpectedsolongasmendonotknowhowmanyflowersaremowndowninayoungwoman’ssoulbythefirststrokeoftreachery。
Whateverherreasonsmayhavebeen,DelphinewasplayingwithRastignac,andtookpleasureinplayingwithhim,doubtlessbecauseshefeltsureofhislove,andconfidentthatshecouldputanendtothetortureassoonasitwasherroyalpleasuretodoso。Eugene’sself-lovewasengaged;hecouldnotsufferhisfirstpassageoflovetoendinadefeat,andpersistedinhissuitlikeasportsmandeterminedtobringdownatleastonepartridgetocelebratehisfirstFeastofSaint-Hubert。Thepressureofanxiety,hiswoundedself-love,hisdespair,realorfeigned,drewhimnearerandnearertothiswoman。AllPariscreditedhimwiththisconquest,andyethewasconsciousthathehadmadenoprogresssincethedaywhenhesawMme。deNucingenforthefirsttime。Hedidnotknowasyetthatawoman’scoquetryissometimesmoredelightfulthanthepleasureofsecurepossessionofherlove,andwaspossessedwithhelplessrage。If,atthistime,whileshedeniedherselftolove,Eugenegatheredthespringtidespoilsofhislife,thefruit,somewhatsharpandgreen,anddearlybought,wasnolessdelicioustothetaste。
Thereweremomentswhenhehadnotasouinhispockets,andatsuchtimeshethoughtinspiteofhisconscienceofVautrin’sofferandthepossibilityoffortunebyamarriagewithMlle。
Taillefer。Povertywouldclamorsoloudlythatmorethanoncehewasonthepointofyieldingtothecunningtemptationsoftheterriblesphinx,whoseglancehadsooftenexertedastrangespelloverhim。
PoiretandMlle。Michonneauwentuptotheirrooms;andRastignac,thinkingthathewasalonewiththewomeninthedining-room,satbetweenMme。VauquerandMme。Couture,whowasnoddingoverthewoolencuffsthatshewasknittingbythestove,andlookedatMlle。Taillefersotenderlythatsheloweredhereyes。
“Canyoubeintrouble,M。Eugene?“Victorinesaidafterapause。
“Whohasnothistroubles?“answeredRastignac。“Ifwemenweresureofbeingloved,sureofadevotionwhichwouldbeourrewardforthesacrificeswhichwearealwaysreadytomake,thenperhapsweshouldhavenotroubles。”
ForanswerMlle。Tailleferonlygavehimaglancebutitwasimpossibletomistakeitsmeaning。
“You,forinstance,mademoiselle;youfeelsureofyourheartto-
day,butareyousurethatitwillneverchange?“
Asmileflittedoverthepoorgirl’slips;itseemedasifarayoflightfromhersoulhadlightedupherface。Eugenewasdismayedatthesuddenexplosionoffeelingcausedbyhiswords。
“Ah!butsuppose。”hesaid,“thatyoushouldberichandhappyto-morrow,supposethatavastfortunedroppeddownfromthecloudsforyou,wouldyoustilllovethemanwhomyoulovedinyourdaysofpoverty?“
Acharmingmovementoftheheadwasheronlyanswer。
“Evenifhewereverypoor?“
Againthesamemuteanswer。
“Whatnonsenseareyoutalking,youtwo?“exclaimedMme。Vauquer。
“Nevermind。”answeredEugene;“weunderstandeachother。”
“SothereistobeanengagementofmarriagebetweenM。leChevalierEugenedeRastignacandMlle。VictorineTaillefer,isthere?“ThewordswereutteredinVautrin’sdeepvoice,andVautrinappearedatthedoorashespoke。
“Oh!howyoustartledme!“Mme。CoutureandMme。Vauquerexclaimedtogether。
“Imightmakeaworsechoice。”saidRastignac,laughing。
Vautrin’svoicehadthrownhimintothemostpainfulagitationthathehadyetknown。
“Nobadjokes,gentlemen!“saidMme。Couture。“Mydear,letusgoupstairs。”
Mme。Vauquerfollowedthetwoladies,meaningtopasstheeveningintheirroom,anarrangementthateconomizedfireandcandlelight。EugeneandVautrinwereleftalone。
“Ifeltsureyouwouldcomeroundtoit。”saidtheeldermanwiththecoolnessthatnothingseemedtoshake。“Butstayamoment!I
haveasmuchdelicacyasanybodyelse。Don’tmakeupyourmindonthespurofthemoment;youarealittlethrownoffyourbalancejustnow。Youareindebt,andIwantyoutocomeovertomywayofthinkingaftersoberreflection,andnotinafitofpassionordesperation。Perhapsyouwantathousandcrowns。There,youcanhavethemifyoulike。”
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