Butthesewerealldeartous,fortheymarkedhertruthtowhatweknew。
Oneandallwefeltthattheholycalmthatlaylikesunshineoverthewastedfaceandformwasonlyanearthlytokenandsymbolofthecalmthatwastoreignforever。
VanHelsingcameandlaidhishandonArthur'sshoulder,andsaidtohim,“Andnow,Arthurmyfriend,dearlad,amInotforgiven?”
Thereactionoftheterriblestraincameashetooktheoldman'shandinhis,andraisingittohislips,pressedit,andsaid,“Forgiven!
Godblessyouthatyouhavegivenmydearonehersoulagain,andmepeace。“
HeputhishandsontheProfessor'sshoulder,andlayinghisheadonhisbreast,criedforawhilesilently,whilstwestoodunmoving。
WhenheraisedhisheadVanHelsingsaidtohim,“Andnow,mychild,youmaykissher。Kissherdeadlipsifyouwill,asshewouldhaveyouto,ifforhertochoose。
Forsheisnotagrinningdevilnow,notanymoreafoulThingforalleternity。Nolongersheisthedevil'sUnDead。
SheisGod'struedead,whosesouliswithHim!”
Arthurbentandkissedher,andthenwesenthimandQuinceyoutofthetomb。
TheProfessorandIsawedthetopoffthestake,leavingthepointofitinthebody。Thenwecutofftheheadandfilledthemouthwithgarlic。
Wesoldereduptheleadencoffin,screwedonthecoffinlid,andgatheringupourbelongings,cameaway。WhentheProfessorlockedthedoorhegavethekeytoArthur。
Outsidetheairwassweet,thesunshone,andthebirdssang,anditseemedasifallnatureweretunedtoadifferentpitch。
Therewasgladnessandmirthandpeaceeverywhere,forwewereatrestourselvesononeaccount,andwewereglad,thoughitwaswithatemperedjoy。
BeforewemovedawayVanHelsingsaid,“Now,myfriends,onesteporourworkisdone,onethemostharrowingtoourselves。
Butthereremainsagreatertask,tofindouttheauthorofallthisorsorrowandtostamphimout。Ihaveclueswhichwecanfollow,butitisalongtask,andadifficultone,andthereisdangerinit,andpain。Shallyounotallhelpme?
Wehavelearnedtobelieve,allofus,isitnotso?
Andsinceso,dowenotseeourduty?Yes!Anddowenotpromisetogoontothebitterend?”
Eachinturn,wetookhishand,andthepromisewasmade。
ThensaidtheProfessoraswemovedoff,“TwonightshenceyoushallmeetwithmeanddinetogetheratsevenoftheclockwithfriendJohn。Ishallentreattwoothers,twothatyouknownotasyet,andIshallbereadytoallourworkshowandourplansunfold。FriendJohn,youcomewithmehome,forIhavemuchtoconsultyouabout,andyoucanhelpme。
TonightIleaveforAmsterdam,butshallreturntomorrownight。
Andthenbeginsourgreatquest。ButfirstIshallhavemuchtosay,sothatyoumayknowwhattodoandtodread。
Thenourpromiseshallbemadetoeachotheranew。
Forthereisaterribletaskbeforeus,andonceourfeetareontheploughsharewemustnotdrawback。“
CHAPTER17
DR。SEWARD'SDIARY-cont。
WhenwearrivedattheBerkelyHotel,VanHelsingfoundatelegramwaitingforhim。
“Amcomingupbytrain。JonathanatWhitby。Importantnews。
MinaHarker。“
TheProfessorwasdelighted。“Ah,thatwonderfulMadamMina,“
hesaid,“pearlamongwomen!Shearrive,butIcannotstay。
Shemustgotoyourhouse,friendJohn。Youmustmeetheratthestation。
Telegraphherenroutesothatshemaybeprepared。“
Whenthewirewasdispatchedhehadacupoftea。
OverithetoldmeofadiarykeptbyJonathanHarkerwhenabroad,andgavemeatypewrittencopyofit,asalsoofMrs。Harker'sdiaryatWhitby。“Takethese,“hesaid,“andstudythemwell。
WhenIhavereturnedyouwillbemasterofallthefacts,andwecanthenbetterenteronourinquisition。
Keepthemsafe,forthereisinthemmuchoftreasure。
Youwillneedallyourfaith,evenyouwhohavehadsuchanexperienceasthatoftoday。Whatisheretold,“helaidhishandheavilyandgravelyonthepacketofpapersashespoke,“maybethebeginningoftheendtoyouandmeandmanyanother,oritmaysoundtheknelloftheUnDeadwhowalktheearth。
Readall,Iprayyou,withtheopenmind,andifyoucanaddinanywaytothestoryheretolddoso,foritisallimportant。
Youhavekeptadiaryofallthesesostrangethings,isitnotso?Yes!Thenweshallgothroughallthesetogetherwhenwemeet。“HethenmadereadyforhisdepartureandshortlydroveofftoLiverpoolStreet。ItookmywaytoPaddington,whereIarrivedaboutfifteenminutesbeforethetraincamein。
Thecrowdmeltedaway,afterthebustlingfashioncommontoarrivalplatforms,andIwasbeginningtofeeluneasy,lestImightmissmyguest,whenasweet-faced,daintylookinggirlsteppeduptome,andafteraquickglancesaid,“Dr。Seward,isitnot?”
“AndyouareMrs。Harker!”Iansweredatonce,whereuponsheheldoutherhand。
“IknewyoufromthedescriptionofpoordearLucy,but……“Shestoppedsuddenly,andaquickblushoverspreadherface。
Theblushthatrosetomyowncheekssomehowsetusbothatease,foritwasatacitanswertoherown。Igotherluggage,whichincludedatypewriter,andwetooktheUndergroundtoFenchurchStreet,afterIhadsentawiretomyhousekeepertohaveasittingroomandabedroompreparedatonceforMrs。Harker。
Induetimewearrived。Sheknew,ofcourse,thattheplacewasalunaticasylum,butIcouldseethatshewasunabletorepressashudderwhenweentered。
Shetoldmethat,ifshemight,shewouldcomepresentlytomystudy,asshehadmuchtosay。SohereIamfinishingmyentryinmyphonographdiarywhilstIawaither。
AsyetIhavenothadthechanceoflookingatthepaperswhichVanHelsingleftwithme,thoughtheylieopenbeforeme。
Imustgetherinterestedinsomething,sothatImayhaveanopportunityofreadingthem。Shedoesnotknowhowprecioustimeis,orwhatataskwehaveinhand。
Imustbecarefulnottofrightenher。Heresheis!
MINAHARKER'SJOURNAL
29September——AfterIhadtidiedmyself,IwentdowntoDr。Seward'sstudy。
AtthedoorIpausedamoment,forIthoughtIheardhimtalkingwithsomeone。As,however,hehadpressedmetobequick,Iknockedatthedoor,andonhiscallingout,“Comein,“Ientered。
Tomyintensesurprise,therewasnoonewithhim。
Hewasquitealone,andonthetableoppositehimwaswhatI
knewatoncefromthedescriptiontobeaphonograph。
Ihadneverseenone,andwasmuchinterested。
“IhopeIdidnotkeepyouwaiting,“Isaid,“butIstayedatthedoorasIheardyoutalking,andthoughttherewassomeonewithyou。“
“Oh,“herepliedwithasmile,“Iwasonlyenteringmydiary。“
“Yourdiary?”Iaskedhiminsurprise。
“Yes,“heanswered。“Ikeepitinthis。“Ashespokehelaidhishandonthephonograph。Ifeltquiteexcitedoverit,andblurtedout,“Why,thisbeatsevenshorthand!
MayIhearitsaysomething?”
“Certainly,“herepliedwithalacrity,andstooduptoputitintrainforspeaking。Thenhepaused,andatroubledlookoverspreadhisface。
“Thefactis,“hebeganawkwardly。“Ionlykeepmydiaryinit,andasitisentirely,almostentirely,aboutmycasesitmaybeawkward,thatis,Imean……“Hestopped,andItriedtohelphimoutofhisembarrassment。
“YouhelpedtoattenddearLucyattheend。Letmehearhowshedied,forallthatIknowofher,Ishallbeverygrateful。
Shewasvery,verydeartome。“
Tomysurprise,heanswered,withahorrorstrucklookinhisface,“Tellyouofherdeath?Notforthewideworld!”
“Whynot?”Iasked,forsomegrave,terriblefeelingwascomingoverme。
Againhepaused,andIcouldseethathewastryingtoinventanexcuse。
Atlength,hestammeredout,“Yousee,Idonotknowhowtopickoutanyparticularpartofthediary。“
Evenwhilehewasspeakinganideadawneduponhim,andhesaidwithunconscioussimplicity,inadifferentvoice,andwiththenaiveteofachild,“that'squitetrue,uponmyhonor。HonestIndian!”
Icouldnotbutsmile,atwhichhegrimaced。“Igavemyselfawaythattime!”hesaid。“Butdoyouknowthat,althoughI
havekeptthediaryformonthspast,itneveroncestruckmehowIwasgoingtofindanyparticularpartofitincaseI
wantedtolookitup?”
BythistimemymindwasmadeupthatthediaryofadoctorwhoattendedLucymighthavesomethingtoaddtothesumofourknowledgeofthatterribleBeing,andIsaidboldly,“Then,Dr。Seward,youhadbetterletmecopyitoutforyouonmytypewriter。“
Hegrewtoapositivelydeathlypallorashesaid,“No!No!No!Foralltheworld。Iwouldn'tletyouknowthatterriblestory。!”
Thenitwasterrible。Myintuitionwasright!Foramoment,Ithought,andasmyeyesrangedtheroom,unconsciouslylookingforsomethingorsomeopportunitytoaidme,theylitonagreatbatchoftypewritingonthetable。Hiseyescaughtthelookinmine,andwithouthisthinking,followedtheirdirection。
Astheysawtheparcelherealizedmymeaning。
“Youdonotknowme,“Isaid。“Whenyouhavereadthosepapers,myowndiaryandmyhusband'salso,whichIhavetyped,youwillknowmebetter。
Ihavenotfalteredingivingeverythoughtofmyownheartinthiscause。
But,ofcourse,youdonotknowme,yet,andImustnotexpectyoutotrustmesofar。“
Heiscertainlyamanofnoblenature。PoordearLucywasrightabouthim。
Hestoodupandopenedalargedrawer,inwhichwerearrangedinorderanumberofhollowcylindersofmetalcoveredwithdarkwax,andsaid,“Youarequiteright。IdidnottrustyoubecauseIdidnotknowyou。ButIknowyounow,andletmesaythatIshouldhaveknownyoulongago。IknowthatLucytoldyouofme。
Shetoldmeofyoutoo。MayImaketheonlyatonementinmypower?
Takethecylindersandhearthem。Thefirsthalf-dozenofthemarepersonaltome,andtheywillnothorrifyyou。
Thenyouwillknowmebetter。Dinnerwillbythenbeready。
InthemeantimeIshallreadoversomeofthesedocuments,andshallbebetterabletounderstandcertainthings。“
Hecarriedthephonographhimselfuptomysittingroomandadjusteditforme。NowIshalllearnsomethingpleasant,Iamsure。
ForitwilltellmetheothersideofatrueloveepisodeofwhichI
knowonesidealready。
DR。SEWARD'SDIARY
29September——IwassoabsorbedinthatwonderfuldiaryofJonathanHarkerandthatotherofhiswifethatIletthetimerunonwithoutthinking。Mrs。Harkerwasnotdownwhenthemaidcametoannouncedinner,soIsaid,“Sheispossiblytired。
Letdinnerwaitanhour,“andIwentonwithmywork。
IhadjustfinishedMrs。Harker'sdiary,whenshecamein。
Shelookedsweetlypretty,butverysad,andhereyeswereflushedwithcrying。Thissomehowmovedmemuch。
OflateIhavehadcausefortears,Godknows!Butthereliefofthemwasdeniedme,andnowthesightofthosesweeteyes,brightenedbyrecenttears,wentstraighttomyheart。
SoIsaidasgentlyasIcould,“IgreatlyfearI
havedistressedyou。“
“Oh,no,notdistressedme,“shereplied。“ButI
havebeenmoretouchedthanIcansaybyyourgrief。
Thatisawonderfulmachine,butitiscruellytrue。
Ittoldme,initsverytones,theanguishofyourheart。
ItwaslikeasoulcryingouttoAlmightyGod。Noonemusthearthemspokeneveragain!See,Ihavetriedtobeuseful。
Ihavecopiedoutthewordsonmytypewriter,andnoneotherneednowhearyourheartbeat,asIdid。“
“Nooneneedeverknow,shalleverknow,“Isaidinalowvoice。
Shelaidherhandonmineandsaidverygravely,“Ah,buttheymust!”
“Must!butwhy?”Iasked。
“Becauseitisapartoftheterriblestory,apartofpoorLucy'sdeathandallthatledtoit。Becauseinthestrugglewhichwehavebeforeustoridtheearthofthisterriblemonsterwemusthavealltheknowledgeandallthehelpwhichwecanget。
Ithinkthatthecylinderswhichyougavemecontainedmorethanyouintendedmetoknow。ButIcanseethatthereareinyourrecordmanylightstothisdarkmystery。Youwillletmehelp,willyounot?
Iknowalluptoacertainpoint,andIseealready,thoughyourdiaryonlytookmeto7September,howpoorLucywasbeset,andhowherterribledoomwasbeingwroughtout。JonathanandI
havebeenworkingdayandnightsinceProfessorVanHelsingsawus。
HeisgonetoWhitbytogetmoreinformation,andhewillbeheretomorrowtohelpus。Weneedhavenosecretsamongstus。
Workingtogetherandwithabsolutetrust,wecansurelybestrongerthanifsomeofuswereinthedark。“
Shelookedatmesoappealingly,andatthesametimemanifestedsuchcourageandresolutioninherbearing,thatIgaveinatoncetoherwishes。“Youshall,“Isaid,“doasyoulikeinthematter。
GodforgivemeifIdowrong!Thereareterriblethingsyettolearnof。
ButifyouhavesofartraveledontheroadtopoorLucy'sdeath,youwillnotbecontent,Iknow,toremaininthedark。Nay,theend,theveryend,maygiveyouagleamofpeace。Come,thereisdinner。
Wemustkeeponeanotherstrongforwhatisbeforeus。Wehaveacruelanddreadfultask。Whenyouhaveeatenyoushalllearntherest,andIshallansweranyquestionsyouask,iftherebeanythingwhichyoudonotunderstand,thoughitwasapparenttouswhowerepresent。“
MINAHARKER'SJOURNAL
29September——AfterdinnerIcamewithDr。Sewardtohisstudy。
Hebroughtbackthephonographfrommyroom,andItookachair,andarrangedthephonographsothatIcouldtouchitwithoutgettingup,andshowedmehowtostopitincaseIshouldwanttopause。
Thenheverythoughtfullytookachair,withhisbacktome,sothatImightbeasfreeaspossible,andbegantoread。
Iputtheforkedmetaltomyearsandlistened。
WhentheterriblestoryofLucy'sdeath,andallthatfollowed,wasdone,Ilaybackinmychairpowerless。FortunatelyIamnotofafaintingdisposition。WhenDr。Sewardsawmehejumpedupwithahorrifiedexclamation,andhurriedlytakingacasebottlefromthecupboard,gavemesomebrandy,whichinafewminutessomewhatrestoredme。Mybrainwasallinawhirl,andonlythattherecamethroughallthemultitudeofhorrors,theholyrayoflightthatmydearLucywasatlastatpeace,IdonotthinkIcouldhaveborneitwithoutmakingascene。
Itisallsowildandmysterious,andstrangethatifI
hadnotknownJonathan'sexperienceinTransylvaniaIcouldnothavebelieved。Asitwas,Ididn'tknowwhattobelieve,andsogotoutofmydifficultybyattendingtosomethingelse。
Itookthecoveroffmytypewriter,andsaidtoDr。Seward,“Letmewritethisalloutnow。WemustbereadyforDr。VanHelsingwhenhecomes。IhavesentatelegramtoJonathantocomeonherewhenhearrivesinLondonfromWhitby。
Inthismatterdatesareeverything,andIthinkthatifwegetallofourmaterialready,andhaveeveryitemputinchronologicalorder,weshallhavedonemuch。
“YoutellmethatLordGodalmingandMr。Morrisarecomingtoo。
Letusbeabletotellthemwhentheycome。“
Heaccordinglysetthephonographataslowpace,andIbegantotypewritefromthebeginningoftheseventeenthcylinder。Iusedmanifold,andsotookthreecopiesofthediary,justasIhaddonewiththerest。
ItwaslatewhenIgotthrough,butDr。Sewardwentabouthisworkofgoinghisroundofthepatients。Whenhehadfinishedhecamebackandsatnearme,reading,sothatIdidnotfeeltoolonelywhilstIworked。
Howgoodandthoughtfulheis。Theworldseemsfullofgoodmen,eveniftherearemonstersinit。
BeforeIlefthimIrememberedwhatJonathanputinhisdiaryoftheProfessor'sperturbationatreadingsomethinginaneveningpaperatthestationatExeter,so,seeingthatDr。Sewardkeepshisnewspapers,Iborrowedthefilesof`TheWestminsterGazette'
and`ThePallMallGazette'andtookthemtomyroom。
Irememberhowmuchthe`Dailygraph'and`TheWhitbyGazette',ofwhichIhadmadecuttings,hadhelpedustounderstandtheterribleeventsatWhitbywhenCountDraculalanded,soIshalllookthroughtheeveningpaperssincethen,andperhapsIshallgetsomenewlight。Iamnotsleepy,andtheworkwillhelptokeepmequiet。
DR。SEWARD'SDIARY
30September——Mr。Harkerarrivedatnineo'clock。Hegothiswife'swirejustbeforestarting。Heisuncommonlyclever,ifonecanjudgefromhisface,andfullofenergy。Ifthisjournalbetrue,andjudgingbyone'sownwonderfulexperiences,itmustbe,heisalsoamanofgreatnerve。
Thatgoingdowntothevaultasecondtimewasaremarkablepieceofdaring。
AfterreadinghisaccountofitIwaspreparedtomeetagoodspecimenofmanhood,buthardlythequiet,businesslikegentlemanwhocameheretoday。
LATER——AfterlunchHarkerandhiswifewentbacktotheirownroom,andasIpassedawhileagoIheardtheclickofthetypewriter。
Theyarehardatit。Mrs。Harkersaysthatknittingtogetherinchronologicalordereveryscrapofevidencetheyhave。
HarkerhasgotthelettersbetweentheconsigneeoftheboxesatWhitbyandthecarriersinLondonwhotookchargeofthem。
Heisnowreadinghiswife'stranscriptofmydiary。
Iwonderwhattheymakeoutofit。Hereitis……
StrangethatitneverstruckmethattheverynexthousemightbetheCount'shidingplace!GoodnessknowsthatwehadenoughcluesfromtheconductofthepatientRenfield!
Thebundleoflettersrelatingtothepurchaseofthehousewerewiththetranscript。Oh,ifwehadonlyhadthemearlierwemighthavesavedpoorLucy!Stop!Thatwaymadnesslies!
Harkerhasgoneback,andisagaincollectingmaterial。
Hesaysthatbydinnertimetheywillbeabletoshowawholeconnectednarrative。HethinksthatinthemeantimeIshouldseeRenfield,ashithertohehasbeenasortofindextothecomingandgoingoftheCount。Ihardlyseethisyet,butwhenIgetatthedatesIsupposeIshall。
WhatagoodthingthatMrs。Harkerputmycylindersintotype!
Wenevercouldhavefoundthedatesotherwise。
IfoundRenfieldsittingplacidlyinhisroomwithhishandsfolded,smilingbenignly。AtthemomentheseemedassaneasanyoneIeversaw。
Isatdownandtalkedwithhimonalotofsubjects,allofwhichhetreatednaturally。Hethen,ofhisownaccord,spokeofgoinghome,asubjecthehasnevermentionedtomyknowledgeduringhissojournhere。
Infact,hespokequiteconfidentlyofgettinghisdischargeatonce。
Ibelievethat,hadInothadthechatwithHarkerandreadthelettersandthedatesofhisoutbursts,Ishouldhavebeenpreparedtosignforhimafterabrieftimeofobservation。Asitis,Iamdarklysuspicious。
Allthoseout-breakswereinsomewaylinkedwiththeproximityoftheCount。
Whatthendoesthisabsolutecontentmean?Canitbethathisinstinctissatisfiedastothevampire'sultimatetriumph?Stay。Heishimselfzoophagous,andinhiswildravingsoutsidethechapeldoorofthedesertedhousehealwaysspokeof`master'。Thisallseemsconfirmationofouridea。However,afterawhileIcameaway。
Myfriendisjustalittletoosaneatpresenttomakeitsafetoprobehimtoodeepwithquestions。Hemightbegintothink,andthen……SoIcameaway。Imistrustthesequietmoodsofofhis,soIhavegiventheattendantahinttolookcloselyafterhim,andtohaveastraitwaistcoatreadyincaseofneed。
JOHNATHANHARKER'SJOURNAL
29September,intraintoLondon——WhenIreceivedMr。Billington'scourteousmessagethathewouldgivemeanyinformationinhispowerIthoughtitbesttogodowntoWhitbyandmake,onthespot,suchinquiriesasIwanted。
ItwasnowmyobjecttotracethathorridcargooftheCount'stoitsplaceinLondon。Later,wemaybeabletodealwithit。
Billingtonjunior,anicelad,metmeatthestation,andbroughtmetohisfather'shouse,wheretheyhaddecidedthatImustspendthenight。Theyarehospitable,withtrueYorkshirehospitality,giveaguesteverythingandleavehimtodoashelikes。
TheyallknewthatIwasbusy,andthatmystaywasshort,andMr。Billingtonhadreadyinhisofficeallthepapersconcerningtheconsignmentofboxes。ItgavemealmostaturntoseeagainoneoftheletterswhichIhadseenontheCount'stablebeforeIknewofhisdiabolicalplans。Everythinghadbeencarefullythoughtout,anddonesystematicallyandwithprecision。
Heseemedtohavebeenpreparedforeveryobstaclewhichmightbeplacedbyaccidentinthewayofhisintentionsbeingcarriedout。TouseandAmericanism,hehad`takennochances',andtheabsoluteaccuracywithwhichhisinstructionswerefulfilledwassimplythelogicalresultofhiscare。
Isawtheinvoice,andtooknoteofit。`Fiftycasesofcommonearth,tobeusedforexperimentalpurposes'。AlsothecopyofthelettertoCarterPaterson,andtheirreply。
OfboththeseIgotcopies。ThiswasalltheinformationMr。Billingtoncouldgiveme,soIwentdowntotheportandsawthecoastguards,theCustomsOfficersandtheharbormaster,whokindlyputmeincommunicationwiththemenwhohadactuallyreceivedtheboxes。Theirtallywasexactwiththelist,andtheyhadnothingtoaddtothesimpledescription`fiftycasesofcommonearth',exceptthattheboxeswere`mainandmortalheavy',andthatshiftingthemwasdrywork。
Oneofthemaddedthatitwashardlinesthattherewasn'tanygentleman`suchlikeaslikeyourself,squire',toshowsomesortofappreciationoftheireffortsinaliquidform。
Anotherputinariderthatthethirstthengeneratedwassuchthateventhetimewhichhadelapsedhadnotcompletelyallayedit。
Needlesstoadd,Itookcarebeforeleavingtolift,foreverandadequately,thissourceofreproach。
30September——ThestationmasterwasgoodenoughtogivemealinetohisoldcompanionthestationmasteratKing'sCross,sothatwhenIarrivedthereinthemorningIwasabletoaskhimaboutthearrivaloftheboxes。
He,tooputmeatonceincommunicationwiththeproperofficials,andIsawthattheirtallywascorrectwiththeoriginalinvoice。
Theopportunitiesofacquiringanabnormalthirsthadbeenherelimited。
Anobleuseofthemhad,however,beenmade,andagainIwascompelledtodealwiththeresultinexpostfactomanner。
FromthenceIwenttoCarterPaterson'scentraloffice,whereImetwiththeutmostcourtesy。Theylookedupthetransactionintheirdaybookandletterbook,andatoncetelephonedtotheirKing'sCrossofficeformoredetails。
Bygoodfortune,themenwhodidtheteamingwerewaitingforwork,andtheofficialatoncesentthemover,sendingalsobyoneofthemtheway-billandallthepapersconnectedwiththedeliveryoftheboxesatCarfax。
HereagainIfoundthetallyagreeingexactly。Thecarriers'
menwereabletosupplementthepaucityofthewrittenwordswithafewmoredetails。Thesewere,Ishortlyfound,connectedalmostsolelywiththedustynatureofthejob,andtheconsequentthirstengenderedintheoperators。
Onmyaffordinganopportunity,throughthemediumofthecurrencyoftherealm,oftheallaying,atalaterperiod,thisbeneficialevil,oneofthemenremarked,“That`ere`ouse,guv'nor,istherummiestIeverwasin。Blyme!Butitain'tbeentouchedsenceahundredyears。
Therewasdustthatthickintheplacethatyoumighthaveslep'
onitwithout`urtin'ofyerbones。An'theplacewasthatneglectedthatyermight`avesmelledoleJerusaleminit。
Buttheoldchapel,thattookthecike,thatdid!
Meandmymate,wethortwewouldn'tnevergitoutquickenough。
Lor',Iwouldn'ttakelessnoraquidamomenttostaytherearterdark。“
Havingbeeninthehouse,Icouldwellbelievehim,butifheknewwhatIknow,hewould,Ithinkhaveraisedhisterms。
OfonethingIamnowsatisfied。ThatallthoseboxeswhicharrivedatWhitbyfromVarnaintheDemeterweresafelydepositedintheoldchapelatCarfax。
Thereshouldbefiftyofthemthere,unlessanyhavesincebeenremoved,asfromDr。Seward'sdiaryIfear。
Later——MinaandIhaveworkedallday,andwehaveputallthepapersintoorder。
MINAHARKER'SJOURNAL
30September——IamsogladthatIhardlyknowhowtocontainmyself。
Itis,Isuppose,thereactionfromthehauntingfearwhichIhavehad,thatthisterribleaffairandthereopeningofhisoldwoundmightactdetrimentallyonJonathan。IsawhimleaveforWhitbywithasbraveafaceascould,butIwassickwithapprehension。
Theefforthas,however,donehimgood。Hewasneversoresolute,neversostrong,neversofullofvolcanicenergy,asatpresent。
Itisjustasthatdear,goodProfessorVanHelsingsaid,heistruegrit,andheimprovesunderstrainthatwouldkillaweakernature。Hecamebackfulloflifeandhopeanddetermination。Wehavegoteverythinginorderfortonight。Ifeelmyselfquitewildwithexcitement。
IsupposeoneoughttopityanythingsohuntedastheCount。
Thatisjustit。Thisthingisnothuman,notevenabeast。
ToreadDr。Seward'saccountofpoorLucy'sdeath,andwhatfollowed,isenoughtodryupthespringsofpityinone'sheart。
Later——LordGodalmingandMr。Morrisarrivedearlierthanweexpected。
Dr。Sewardwasoutonbusiness,andhadtakenJonathanwithhim,soIhadtoseethem。Itwastomeapainfulmeeting,foritbroughtbackallpoordearLucy'shopesofonlyafewmonthsago。
OfcoursetheyhadheardLucyspeakofme,anditseemedthatDr。VanHelsing,too,hadbeenquite`blowingmytrumpet',asMr。Morrisexpressedit。Poorfellows,neitherofthemisawarethatIknowallabouttheproposalstheymadetoLucy。Theydidnotquiteknowwhattosayordo,astheywereignorantoftheamountofmyknowledge。
Sotheyhadtokeeponneutralsubjects。However,Ithoughtthematterover,andcametotheconclusionthatthebestthingIcoulddowouldbetopostthemonaffairsrightuptodate。
IknewfromDr。Seward'sdiarythattheyhadbeenatLucy'sdeath,herrealdeath,andthatIneednotfeartobetrayanysecretbeforethetime。SoItoldthem,aswellasIcould,thatI
hadreadallthepapersanddiaries,andthatmyhusbandandI,havingtypewrittenthem,hadjustfinishedputtingtheminorder。
Igavethemeachacopytoreadinthelibrary。WhenLordGodalminggothisandturneditover,itdoesmakeaprettygoodpile,hesaid,“Didyouwriteallthis,Mrs。Harker?”
Inodded,andhewenton。
“Idon'tquiteseethedriftofit,butyoupeopleareallsogoodandkind,andhavebeenworkingsoearnestlyandsoenergetically,thatallIcandoistoacceptyourideasblindfoldandtrytohelpyou。
Ihavehadonelessonalreadyinacceptingfactsthatshouldmakeamanhumbletothelasthourofhislife。Besides,IknowyoulovedmyLucy……“
Hereheturnedawayandcoveredhisfacewithhishands。
Icouldhearthetearsinhisvoice。Mr。Morris,withinstinctivedelicacy,justlaidahandforamomentonhisshoulder,andthenwalkedquietlyoutoftheroom。
Isupposethereissomethinginawoman'snaturethatmakesamanfreetobreakdownbeforeherandexpresshisfeelingsonthetenderoremotionalsidewithoutfeelingitderogatorytohismanhood。ForwhenLordGodalmingfoundhimselfalonewithmehesatdownonthesofaandgavewayutterlyandopenly。
Isatdownbesidehimandtookhishand。Ihopehedidn'tthinkitforwardofme,andthatifhereverthinksofitafterwardsheneverwillhavesuchathought。ThereIwronghim。
Iknowheneverwill。Heistootrueagentleman。
Isaidtohim,forIcouldseethathisheartwasbreaking,“IloveddearLucy,andIknowwhatshewastoyou,andwhatyouweretoher。SheandIwerelikesisters,andnowsheisgone,willyounotletmebelikeasistertoyouinyourtrouble?
Iknowwhatsorrowsyouhavehad,thoughIcannotmeasurethedepthofthem。Ifsympathyandpitycanhelpinyouraffliction,won'tyouletmebeofsomelittleservice,forLucy'ssake?”
Inaninstantthepoordearfellowwasoverwhelmedwithgrief。
Itseemedtomethatallthathehadoflatebeensufferinginsilencefoundaventatonce。Hegrewquitehysterical,andraisinghisopenhands,beathispalmstogetherinaperfectagonyofgrief。
Hestoodupandthensatdownagain,andthetearsraineddownhischeeks。
Ifeltaninfinitepityforhim,andopenedmyarmsunthinkingly。
Withasobhelaidhisheadonmyshoulderandcriedlikeaweariedchild,whilstheshookwithemotion。
Wewomenhavesomethingofthemotherinusthatmakesusriseabovesmallermatterswhenthemotherspiritisinvoked。
Ifeltthisbigsorrowingman'sheadrestingonme,asthoughitwerethatofababythatsomedaymaylieonmybosom,andIstrokedhishairasthoughheweremyownchild。
Ineverthoughtatthetimehowstrangeitallwas。
Afteralittlebithissobsceased,andheraisedhimselfwithanapology,thoughhemadenodisguiseofhisemotion。Hetoldmethatfordaysandnightspast,wearydaysandsleeplessnights,hehadbeenunabletospeakwithanyone,asamanmustspeakinhistimeofsorrow。
Therewasnowomanwhosesympathycouldbegiventohim,orwithwhom,owingtotheterriblecircumstancewithwhichhissorrowwassurrounded,hecouldspeakfreely。
“IknownowhowIsuffered,“hesaid,ashedriedhiseyes,“butIdonotknowevenyet,andnoneothercaneverknow,howmuchyoursweetsympathyhasbeentometoday。
Ishallknowbetterintime,andbelievemethat,thoughIamnotungratefulnow,mygratitudewillgrowwithmyunderstanding。
Youwillletmebelikeabrother,willyounot,forallourlives,fordearLucy'ssake?”
“FordearLucy'ssake,“Isaidasweclaspedhands。“Ay,andforyourownsake,“headded,“forifaman'sesteemandgratitudeareeverworththewinning,youhavewonminetoday。
Ifeverthefutureshouldbringtoyouatimewhenyouneedaman'shelp,believeme,youwillnotcallinvain。
Godgrantthatnosuchtimemayevercometoyoutobreakthesunshineofyourlife,butifitshouldevercome,promisemethatyouwillletmeknow。“
Hewassoearnest,andhissorrowwassofresh,thatIfeltitwouldcomforthim,soIsaid,“Ipromise。“
AsIcamealongthecorridorIsayMr。Morrislookingoutofawindow。
Heturnedasheheardmyfootsteps。“HowisArt?”hesaid。Thennoticingmyredeyes,hewenton,“Ah,Iseeyouhavebeencomfortinghim。
Pooroldfellow!Heneedsit。Noonebutawomancanhelpamanwhenheisintroubleoftheheart,andhehadnoonetocomforthim。“
Heborehisowntroublesobravelythatmyheartbledforhim。
Isawthemanuscriptinhishand,andIknewthatwhenhereadithewouldrealizehowmuchIknew,soIsaidtohim,“IwishI
couldcomfortallwhosufferfromtheheart。Willyouletmebeyourfriend,andwillyoucometomeforcomfortifyouneedit?
YouwillknowlaterwhyIspeak。“
HesawthatIwasinearnest,andstooping,tookmyhand,andraisingittohislips,kissedit。Itseemedbutpoorcomforttosobraveandunselfishasoul,andimpulsivelyIbentoverandkissedhim。
Thetearsroseinhiseyes,andtherewasamomentarychokinginhisthroat。Hesaidquitecalmly,“Littlegirl,youwillneverforgetthattrueheartedkindness,solongaseveryoulive!”
Thenhewentintothestudytohisfriend。
“Littlegirl!”TheverywordshehadusedtoLucy,and,oh,butheprovedhimselfafriend。
CHAPTER18
DR。SEWARD'SDIARY
30September——Igothomeatfiveo'clock,andfoundthatGodalmingandMorrishadnotonlyarrived,buthadalreadystudiedthetranscriptofthevariousdiariesandletterswhichHarkerhadnotyetreturnedfromhisvisittothecarriers'men,ofwhomDr。Hennesseyhadwrittentome。
Mrs。Harkergaveusacupoftea,andIcanhonestlysaythat,forthefirsttimesinceIhavelivedinit,thisoldhouseseemedlikehome。
Whenwehadfinished,Mrs。Harkersaid,“Dr。Seward,mayIaskafavor?Iwanttoseeyourpatient,Mr。Renfield。
Doletmeseehim。Whatyouhavesaidofhiminyourdiaryinterestsmesomuch!”
ShelookedsoappealingandsoprettythatIcouldnotrefuseher,andtherewasnopossiblereasonwhyIshould,soItookherwithme。
WhenIwentintotheroom,Itoldthemanthataladywouldliketoseehim,towhichhesimplyanswered,“Why?”
“Sheisgoingthroughthehouse,andwantstoseeeveryoneinit,“Ianswered。
“Oh,verywell,“hesaid,“lethercomein,byallmeans,butjustwaitaminutetillItidyuptheplace。“
Hismethodoftidyingwaspeculiar,hesimplyswallowedallthefliesandspidersintheboxesbeforeIcouldstophim。
Itwasquiteevidentthathefeared,orwasjealousof,someinterference。Whenhehadgotthroughhisdisgustingtask,hesaidcheerfully,“Lettheladycomein,“andsatdownontheedgeofhisbedwithhisheaddown,butwithhiseyelidsraisedsothathecouldseeherassheentered。
ForamomentIthoughtthathemighthavesomehomicidalintent。
Irememberedhowquiethehadbeenjustbeforeheattackedmeinmyownstudy,andItookcaretostandwhereIcouldseizehimatonceifheattemptedtomakeaspringather。
Shecameintotheroomwithaneasygracefulnesswhichwouldatoncecommandtherespectofanylunatic,foreasinessisoneofthequalitiesmadpeoplemostrespect。Shewalkedovertohim,smilingpleasantly,andheldoutherhand。
“Goodevening,Mr。Renfield,“saidshe。“Yousee,Iknowyou,forDr。Sewardhastoldmeofyou。“Hemadenoimmediatereply,buteyedheralloverintentlywithasetfrownonhisface。
Thislookgavewaytooneofwonder,whichmergedindoubt,thentomyintenseastonishmenthesaid,“You'renotthegirlthedoctorwantedtomarry,areyou?Youcan'tbe,youknow,forshe'sdead。“
Mrs。Harkersmiledsweetlyasshereplied,“Ohno!Ihaveahusbandofmyown,towhomIwasmarriedbeforeIeversawDr。Seward,orheme。
IamMrs。Harker。“
“Thenwhatareyoudoinghere?”
“MyhusbandandIarestayingonavisitwithDr。Seward。“
“Thendon'tstay。“
“Butwhynot?”
IthoughtthatthisstyleofconversationmightnotbepleasanttoMrs。Harker,anymorethanitwastome,soIjoinedin,“HowdidyouknowIwantedtomarryanyone?”
Hisreplywassimplycontemptuous,giveninapauseinwhichheturnedhiseyesfromMrs。Harkertome,instantlyturningthembackagain,“Whatanasininequestion!”
“Idon'tseethatatall,Mr。Renfield,“saidMrs。Harker,atoncechampioningme。
Herepliedtoherwithasmuchcourtesyandrespectashehadshowncontempttome,“Youwill,ofcourse,understand,Mrs。Harker,thatwhenamanissolovedandhonoredasourhostis,everythingregardinghimisofinterestinourlittlecommunity。
Dr。Sewardislovednotonlybyhishouseholdandhisfriends,butevenbyhispatients,who,beingsomeofthemhardlyinmentalequilibrium,areapttodistortcausesandeffects。
SinceImyselfhavebeenaninmateofalunaticasylum,Icannotbutnoticethatthesophistictendenciesofsomeofitsinmatesleantowardstheerrorsofnoncausaandignoratioelenche。“
Ipositivelyopenedmyeyesatthisnewdevelopment。
Herewasmyownpetlunatic,themostpronouncedofhistypethatIhadevermetwith,talkingelementalphilosophy,andwiththemannerofapolishedgentleman。IwonderifitwasMrs。Harker'spresencewhichhadtouchedsomechordinhismemory。
Ifthisnewphasewasspontaneous,orinanywayduetoherunconsciousinfluence,shemusthavesomeraregiftorpower。
Wecontinuedtotalkforsometime,andseeingthathewasseeminglyquitereasonable,sheventured,lookingatmequestioninglyasshebegan,toleadhimtohisfavoritetopic。Iwasagainastonished,forheaddressedhimselftothequestionwiththeimpartialityofthecompletestsanity。
Heeventookhimselfasanexamplewhenhementionedcertainthings。
“Why,Imyselfamaninstanceofamanwhohadastrangebelief。
Indeed,itwasnowonderthatmyfriendswerealarmed,andinsistedonmybeingputundercontrol。Iusedtofancythatlifewasapositiveandperpetualentity,andthatbyconsumingamultitudeoflivethings,nomatterhowlowinthescaleofcreation,onemightindefinitelyprolonglife。
AttimesIheldthebeliefsostronglythatIactuallytriedtotakehumanlife。ThedoctorherewillbearmeoutthatononeoccasionItriedtokillhimforthepurposeofstrengtheningmyvitalpowersbytheassimilationwithmyownbodyofhislifethroughthemediumofhisblood,relyingofcourse,upontheScripturalphrase,`Forthebloodisthelife。'Though,indeed,thevendorofacertainnostrumhasvulgarizedthetruismtotheverypointofcontempt。
Isn'tthattrue,doctor?”
Inoddedassent,forIwassoamazedthatIhardlyknewwhattoeitherthinkorsay,itwashardtoimaginethatIhadseenhimeatuphisspidersandfliesnotfiveminutesbefore。
Lookingatmywatch,IsawthatIshouldgotothestationtomeetVanHelsing,soItoldMrs。Harkerthatitwastimetoleave。
Shecameatonce,aftersayingpleasantlytoMr。Renfield,“Goodbye,andIhopeImayseeyouoften,underauspicespleasantertoyourself。“
Towhich,tomyastonishment,hereplied,“Goodbye,mydear。
IprayGodImayneverseeyoursweetfaceagain。
MayHeblessandkeepyou!”
WhenIwenttothestationtomeetVanHelsingIlefttheboysbehindme。
PoorArtseemedmorecheerfulthanhehasbeensinceLucyfirsttookill,andQuinceyismorelikehisownbrightselfthanhehasbeenformanyalongday。
VanHelsingsteppedfromthecarriagewiththeeagernimblenessofaboy。
Hesawmeatonce,andrusheduptome,saying,“Ah,friendJohn,howgoesall?Well?So!Ihavebeenbusy,forIcomeheretostayifneedbe。Allaffairsaresettledwithme,andIhavemuchtotell。
MadamMinaiswithyou?Yes。Andhersofinehusband?AndArthurandmyfriendQuincey,theyarewithyou,too?Good!”
AsIdrovetothehouseItoldhimofwhathadpassed,andofhowmyowndiaryhadcometobeofsomeusethroughMrs。Harker'ssuggestion,atwhichtheProfessorinterruptedme。
“Ah,thatwonderfulMadamMina!Shehasman'sbrain,abrainthatamanshouldhavewerehemuchgifted,andawoman'sheart。
ThegoodGodfashionedherforapurpose,believeme,whenHemadethatsogoodcombination。FriendJohn,uptonowfortunehasmadethatwomanofhelptous,aftertonightshemustnothavetodowiththissoterribleaffair。Itisnotgoodthatsherunarisksogreat。
Wemenaredetermined,nay,arewenotpledged,todestroythismonster?
Butitisnopartforawoman。Evenifshebenotharmed,herheartmayfailherinsomuchandsomanyhorrorsandhereaftershemaysuffer,bothinwaking,fromhernerves,andinsleep,fromherdreams。
And,besides,sheisyoungwomanandnotsolongmarried,theremaybeotherthingstothinkofsometime,ifnotnow。
Youtellmeshehaswroteall,thenshemustconsultwithus,buttomorrowshesaygoodbyetothiswork,andwegoalone。“
Iagreedheartilywithhim,andthenItoldhimwhatwehadfoundinhisabsence,thatthehousewhichDraculahadboughtwastheverynextonetomyown。Hewasamazed,andagreatconcernseemedtocomeonhim。
“Ohthatwehadknownitbefore!”hesaid,“forthenwemighthavereachedhimintimetosavepoorLucy。However,`themilkthatisspiltcriesnotoutafterwards,'asyousay。Weshallnotthinkofthat,butgoonourwaytotheend。“Thenhefellintoasilencethatlastedtillweenteredmyowngateway。
BeforewewenttopreparefordinnerhesaidtoMrs。Harker,“Iamtold,MadamMina,bymyfriendJohnthatyouandyourhusbandhaveputupinexactorderallthingsthathavebeen,uptothismoment。“
“Notuptothismoment,Professor,“shesaidimpulsively,“butuptothismorning。“
“Butwhynotuptonow?Wehaveseenhithertohowgoodlightallthelittlethingshavemade。Wehavetoldoursecrets,andyetnoonewhohastoldistheworseforit。“
Mrs。Harkerbegantoblush,andtakingapaperfromherpockets,shesaid,“Dr。VanHelsing,willyoureadthis,andtellmeifitmustgoin。Itismyrecordoftoday。
Itoohaveseentheneedofputtingdownatpresenteverything,howevertrivial,butthereislittleinthisexceptwhatispersonal。
Mustitgoin?”
TheProfessorreaditovergravely,andhandeditback,saying,“Itneednotgoinifyoudonotwishit,butIpraythatitmay。
Itcanbutmakeyourhusbandloveyouthemore,andallus,yourfriends,morehonoryou,aswellasmoreesteemandlove。“
Shetookitbackwithanotherblushandabrightsmile。
Andsonow,uptothisveryhour,alltherecordswehavearecompleteandinorder。TheProfessortookawayonecopytostudyafterdinner,andbeforeourmeeting,whichisfixedfornineo'clock。Therestofushavealreadyreadeverything,sowhenwemeetinthestudyweshallallbeinformedastofacts,andcanarrangeourplanofbattlewiththisterribleandmysteriousenemy。
MINAHARKER'SJOURNAL
30September——WhenwemetinDr。Seward'sstudytwohoursafterdinner,whichhadbeenatsixo'clock,weunconsciouslyformedasortofboardorcommittee。ProfessorVanHelsingtooktheheadofthetable,towhichDr。Sewardmotionedhimashecameintotheroom。
Hemademesitnexttohimonhisright,andaskedmetoactassecretary。
Jonathansatnexttome。OppositeuswereLordGodalming,Dr。Seward,andMr。Morris,LordGodalmingbeingnexttheProfessor,andDr。Sewardinthecenter。
TheProfessorsaid,“Imay,Isuppose,takeitthatweareallacquaintedwiththefactsthatareinthesepapers。“
Weallexpressedassent,andhewenton,“Thenitwere,Ithink,goodthatItellyousomethingofthekindofenemywithwhichwehavetodeal。Ishallthenmakeknowntoyousomethingofthehistoryofthisman,whichhasbeenascertainedforme。
Sowethencandiscusshowweshallact,andcantakeourmeasureaccording。
“Therearesuchbeingsasvampires,someofushaveevidencethattheyexist。Evenhadwenottheproofofourownunhappyexperience,theteachingsandtherecordsofthepastgiveproofenoughforsanepeoples。IadmitthatatthefirstIwassceptic。
WereitnotthatthroughlongyearsIhavetrainedmyselftokeepanopenmind,Icouldnothavebelieveduntilsuchtimeasthatfactthunderonmyear。`See!See!
Iprove,Iprove。'Alas!HadIknownatfirstwhatnowIknow,nay,hadIevenguessathim,onesopreciouslifehadbeensparedtomanyofuswhodidloveher。
Butthatisgone,andwemustsowork,thatotherpoorsoulsperishnot,whilstwecansave。Thenosferatudonotdielikethebeewhenhestingonce。Heisonlystronger,andbeingstronger,haveyetmorepowertoworkevil。
Thisvampirewhichisamongstusisofhimselfsostronginpersonastwentymen,heisofcunningmorethanmortal,forhiscunningbethegrowthofages,hehavestilltheaidsofnecromancy,whichis,ashisetymologyimply,thedivinationbythedead,andallthedeadthathecancomenightoareforhimatcommand,heisbrute,andmorethanbrute,heisdevilincallous,andtheheartofhimisnot,hecan,withinhisrange,directtheelements,thestorm,thefog,thethunder,hecancommandallthemeanerthings,therat,andtheowl,andthebat,themoth,andthefox,andthewolf,hecangrowandbecomesmall,andhecanattimesvanishandcomeunknown。
Howthenarewetobeginourstriketodestroyhim?Howshallwefindhiswhere,andhavingfoundit,howcanwedestroy?
Myfriends,thisismuch,itisaterribletaskthatweundertake,andtheremaybeconsequencetomakethebraveshudder。
Forifwefailinthisourfighthemustsurelywin,andthenwhereendwe?Lifeisnothings,Iheedhimnot。
Buttofailhere,isnotmerelifeordeath。Itisthatwebecomeashim,thatwehenceforwardbecomefoulthingsofthenightlikehim,withoutheartorconscience,preyingonthebodiesandthesoulsofthosewelovebest。Tousforeverarethegatesofheavenshut,forwhoshallopenthemtousagain?
Wegoonforalltimeabhorredbyall,ablotonthefaceofGod'ssunshine,anarrowinthesideofHimwhodiedforman。
Butwearefacetofacewithduty,andinsuchcasemustweshrink?Forme,Isayno,butthenIamold,andlife,withhissunshine,hisfairplaces,hissongofbirds,hismusicandhislove,liefarbehind。Youothersareyoung。
Somehaveseensorrow,buttherearefairdaysyetinstore。
Whatsayyou?”
Whilsthewasspeaking,Jonathanhadtakenmyhand。Ifeared,ohsomuch,thattheappallingnatureofourdangerwasovercominghimwhenIsawhishandstretchout,butitwaslifetometofeelitstouch,sostrong,soselfreliant,soresolute。
Abraveman'shandcanspeakforitself,itdoesnotevenneedawoman'slovetohearitsmusic。
WhentheProfessorhaddonespeakingmyhusbandlookedinmyeyes,andIinhis,therewasnoneedforspeakingbetweenus。
“IanswerforMinaandmyself,“hesaid。
“Countmein,Professor,“saidMr。QuinceyMorris,laconicallyasusual。
“Iamwithyou,“saidLordGodalming,“forLucy'ssake,iffornootherreason。“
Dr。Sewardsimplynodded。
TheProfessorstoodupand,afterlayinghisgoldencrucifixonthetable,heldouthishandoneitherside。
Itookhisrighthand,andLordGodalminghisleft,JonathanheldmyrightwithhisleftandstretchedacrosstoMr。Morris。
Soaswealltookhandsoursolemncompactwasmade。Ifeltmyhearticycold,butitdidnotevenoccurtometodrawback。
Weresumedourplaces,andDr。VanHelsingwentonwithasortofcheerfulnesswhichshowedthattheseriousworkhadbegun。
Itwastobetakenasgravely,andinasbusinesslikeaway,asanyothertransactionoflife。
“Well,youknowwhatwehavetocontendagainst,butwetoo,arenotwithoutstrength。Wehaveonoursidepowerofcombination,apowerdeniedtothevampirekind,wehavesourcesofscience,wearefreetoactandthink,andthehoursofthedayandthenightareoursequally。
Infact,sofarasourpowersextend,theyareunfettered,andwearefreetousethem。Wehaveselfdevotioninacauseandanendtoachievewhichisnotaselfishone。
Thesethingsaremuch。
“Nowletusseehowfarthegeneralpowersarrayedagainstusarerestrict,andhowtheindividualcannot。Infine,letusconsiderthelimitationsofthevampireingeneral,andofthisoneinparticular。
“Allwehavetogouponaretraditionsandsuperstitions。
Thesedonotatthefirstappearmuch,whenthematterisoneoflifeanddeath,nayofmorethaneitherlifeordeath。
Yetmustwebesatisfied,inthefirstplacebecausewehavetobe,noothermeansisatourcontrol,andsecondly,because,afterallthesethings,traditionandsuperstition,areeverything。Doesnotthebeliefinvampiresrestforothers,thoughnot,alas!forus,onthem!Ayearagowhichofuswouldhavereceivedsuchapossibility,inthemidstofourscientific,sceptical,matter-of-factnineteenthcentury?
Weevenscoutedabeliefthatwesawjustifiedunderourveryeyes。
Takeit,then,thatthevampire,andthebeliefinhislimitationsandhiscure,restforthemomentonthesamebase。
For,letmetellyou,heisknowneverywherethatmenhavebeen。
InoldGreece,inoldRome,heflourishinGermanyallover,inFrance,inIndia,evenintheChermosese,andinChina,sofarfromusinallways,thereevenishe,andthepeoplesforhimatthisday。HehavefollowthewakeoftheberserkerIcelander,thedevil-begottenHun,theSlav,theSaxon,theMagyar。
“Sofar,then,wehaveallwemayactupon,andletmetellyouthatverymuchofthebeliefsarejustifiedbywhatwehaveseeninourownsounhappyexperience。
Thevampireliveon,andcannotdiebymerepassingofthetime,hecanflourishwhenthathecanfattenonthebloodoftheliving。
Evenmore,wehaveseenamongstusthathecanevengrowyounger,thathisvitalfacultiesgrowstrenuous,andseemasthoughtheyrefreshthemselveswhenhisspecialpabulumisplenty。
“Buthecannotflourishwithoutthisdiet,heeatnotasothers。
EvenfriendJonathan,wholivedwithhimforweeks,didneverseehimeat,never!Hethrowsnoshadow,hemakeinthemirrornoreflect,asagainJonathanobserve。Hehasthestrengthofmanyofhishand,witnessagainJonathanwhenheshutthedooragainstthewolves,andwhenhehelphimfromthediligencetoo。Hecantransformhimselftowolf,aswegatherfromtheshiparrivalinWhitby,whenhetearopenthedog,hecanbeasbat,asMadamMinasawhimonthewindowatWhitby,andasfriendJohnsawhimflyfromthissonearhouse,andasmyfriendQuinceysawhimatthewindowofMissLucy。
“Hecancomeinmistwhichhecreate,thatnobleship'scaptainprovedhimofthis,but,fromwhatweknow,thedistancehecanmakethismistislimited,anditcanonlyberoundhimself。
“Hecomeonmoonlightraysaselementaldust,asagainJonathansawthosesistersinthecastleofDracula。
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