Thenshebegantolaugh。Itseemedalittleuncannytome,andIlistenedtoherbreathlessly。Ididnotquitelikeit,andthoughtitbetternottokeephermindonthesubject,sowedriftedontoanothersubject,andLucywaslikeheroldselfagain。
Whenwegothomethefreshbreezehadbracedherup,andherpalecheekswerereallymorerosy。Hermotherrejoicedwhenshesawher,andweallspentaveryhappyeveningtogether。
19August——Joy,joy,joy!Althoughnotalljoy。Atlast,newsofJonathan。
Thedearfellowhasbeenill,thatiswhyhedidnotwrite。
Iamnotafraidtothinkitortosayit,nowthatIknow。
Mr。Hawkinssentmeontheletter,andwrotehimself,ohsokindly。
IamtoleaveinthemorningandgoovertoJonathan,andtohelptonursehimifnecessary,andtobringhimhome。Mr。Hawkinssaysitwouldnotbeabadthingifweweretobemarriedoutthere。
IhavecriedoverthegoodSister'slettertillIcanfeelitwetagainstmybosom,whereitlies。ItisofJonathan,andmustbenearmyheart,forheisinmyheart。Myjourneyisallmappedout,andmyluggageready。
Iamonlytakingonechangeofdress。LucywillbringmytrunktoLondonandkeepittillIsendforit,foritmaybethat……Imustwritenomore。ImustkeepittosaytoJonathan,myhusband。
Theletterthathehasseenandtouchedmustcomfortmetillwemeet。
LETTER,SISTERAGATHA,HOSPITALOFST。JOSEPHANDSTE。
MARYBUDA-PESTH,TOMISSWILLHELMINAMURRAY
12August,“DearMadam。
“IwritebydesireofMr。JonathanHarker,whoishimselfnotstrongenoughtowrite,thoughprogressingwell,thankstoGodandSt。JosephandSte。Mary。Hehasbeenunderourcarefornearlysixweeks,sufferingfromaviolentbrainfever。
Hewishesmetoconveyhislove,andtosaythatbythispostIwriteforhimtoMr。PeterHawkins,Exeter,tosay,withhisdutifulrespects,thatheissorryforhisdelay,andthatallofhisworkiscompleted。Hewillrequiresomefewweeks'
restinoursanatoriuminthehills,butwillthenreturn。
Hewishesmetosaythathehasnotsufficientmoneywithhim,andthathewouldliketopayforhisstayinghere,sothatotherswhoneedshallnotbewantingforbelp。
Believeme,Yours,withsympathyandallblessings。SisterAgatha“
“P。S——Mypatientbeingasleep,Iopenthistoletyouknowsomethingmore。
Hehastoldmeallaboutyou,andthatyouareshortlytobehiswife。
Allblessingstoyouboth!Hehashadsomefearfulshock,sosaysourdoctor,andinhisdeliriumhisravingshavebeendreadful,ofwolvesandpoisonandblood,ofghostsanddemons,andIfeartosayofwhat。Becarefulofhimalwaysthattheremaybenothingtoexcitehimofthiskindforalongtimetocome。Thetracesofsuchanillnessashisdonotlightlydieaway。
Weshouldhavewrittenlongago,butweknewnothingofhisfriends,andtherewasnothingonhim,nothingthatanyonecouldunderstand。
HecameinthetrainfromKlausenburg,andtheguardwastoldbythestationmastertherethatherushedintothestationshoutingforaticketforhome。
SeeingfromhisviolentdemeanorthathewasEnglish,theygavehimaticketforthefurtheststationonthewaythitherthatthetrainreached。
“Beassuredthatheiswellcaredfor。Hehaswonallheartsbyhissweetnessandgentleness。Heistrulygettingonwell,andIhavenodoubtwillinafewweeksbeallhimself。
Butbecarefulofhimforsafety'ssake。Thereare,IprayGodandSt。JosephandSte。Mary,many,many,happyyearsforyouboth。“
DR。SEWARD'SDIARY
19Agust——StrangeandsuddenchangeinRenfieldlastnight。
Abouteighto'clockhebegantogetexcitedandsniffaboutasadogdoeswhensetting。Theattendantwasstruckbyhismanner,andknowingmyinterestinhim,encouragedhimtotalk。
Heisusuallyrespectfultotheattendantandattimesservile,buttonight,themantellsme,hewasquitehaughty。
Wouldnotcondescendtotalkwithhimatall。
Allhewouldsaywas,“Idon'twanttotalktoyou。Youdon'tcountnow。
Themasterisathand。“
Theattendantthinksitissomesuddenformofreligiousmaniawhichhasseizedhim。Ifso,wemustlookoutforsqualls,forastrongmanwithhomicidalandreligiousmaniaatoncemightbedangerous。
Thecombinationisadreadfulone。
AtNineo'clockIvisitedhimmyself。Hisattitudetomewasthesameasthattotheattendant。Inhissublimeself-feelingthedifferencebetweenmyselfandtheattendantseemedtohimasnothing。Itlookslikereligiousmania,andhewillsoonthinkthathehimselfisGod。
TheseinfinitesimaldistinctionsbetweenmanandmanaretoopaltryforanOmnipotentBeing。Howthesemadmengivethemselvesaway!
TherealGodtakethheedlestasparrowfall。ButtheGodcreatedfromhumanvanityseesnodifferencebetweenaneagleandasparrow。
Oh,ifmenonlyknew!
ForhalfanhourormoreRenfieldkeptgettingexcitedingreaterandgreaterdegree。Ididnotpretendtobewatchinghim,butIkeptstrictobservationallthesame。Allatoncethatshiftylookcameintohiseyeswhichwealwaysseewhenamadmanhasseizedanidea,andwithittheshiftymovementoftheheadandbackwhichasylumattendantscometoknowsowell。
Hebecamequitequiet,andwentandsatontheedgeofhisbedresignedly,andlookedintospacewithlack-lustereyes。
IthoughtIwouldfindoutifhisapathywererealoronlyassumed,andtriedtoleadhimtotalkofhispets,athemewhichhadneverfailedtoexcitehisattention。
Atfirsthemadenoreply,butatlengthsaidtestily,“Botherthemall!
Idon'tcareapinaboutthem。“
“What“Isaid。“Youdon'tmeantotellmeyoudon'tcareaboutspiders?”
Spidersatpresentarehishobbyandthenotebookisfillingupwithcolumnsofsmallfigures。
Tothisheansweredenigmatically,“TheBridemaidensrejoicetheeyesthatwaitthecomingofthebride。Butwhenthebridedrawethnigh,thenthemaidensshinenottotheeyesthatarefilled。“
Hewouldnotexplainhimself,butremainedobstinatelyseatedonhisbedallthetimeIremainedwithhim。
Iamwearytonightandlowinspirits。IcannotbutthinkofLucy,andhowdifferentthingsmighthavebeen。
IfIdon'tsleepatonce,chloral,themodernMorpheus!
Imustbecarefulnottoletitgrowintoahabit。
No,Ishalltakenonetonight!IhavethoughtofLucy,andIshallnotdishonourherbymixingthetwo。Ifneedby,tonightshallbesleepless。
Later——GladImadetheresolution,gladderthatIkepttoit。
Ihadlaintossingabout,andhadheardtheclockstrikeonlytwice,whenthenightwatchmancametome,sentupfromtheward,tosaythatRenfieldhadescaped。Ithrewonmyclothesandrandownatonce。
Mypatientistoodangerousapersontoberoamingabout。
Thoseideasofhismightworkoutdangerouslywithstrangers。
Theattendantwaswaitingforme。Hesaidhehadseenhimnottenminutesbefore,seeminglyasleepinhisbed,whenhehadlookedthroughtheobservationtrapinthedoor。Hisattentionwascalledbythesoundofthewindowbeingwrenchedout。
Heranbackandsawhisfeetdisappearthroughthewindow,andhadatoncesentupforme。Hewasonlyinhisnightgear,andcannotbefaroff。
Theattendantthoughtitwouldbemoreusefultowatchwhereheshouldgothantofollowhim,ashemightlosesightofhimwhilstgettingoutofthebuildingbythedoor。
Heisabulkyman,andcouldn'tgetthroughthewindow。
Iamthin,so,withhisaid,Igotout,butfeetforemost,andaswewereonlyafewfeetabovegroundlandedunhurt。
Theattendanttoldmethepatienthadgonetotheleft,andhadtakenastraightline,soIranasquicklyasIcould。
AsIgotthroughthebeltoftreesIsawawhitefigurescalethehighwallwhichseparatesourgroundsfromthoseofthedesertedhouse。
Iranbackatonce,toldthewatchmantogetthreeorfourmenimmediatelyandfollowmeintothegroundsofCarfax,incaseourfriendmightbedangerous。
Igotaladdermyself,andcrossingthewall,droppeddownontheotherside。
IcouldseeRenfield'sfigurejustdisappearingbehindtheangleofthehouse,soIranafterhim。OnthefarsideofthehouseIfoundhimpressedcloseagainsttheoldiron-boundoakdoorofthechapel。
Hewastalking,apparentlytosomeone,butIwasafraidtogonearenoughtohearwhathewassaying,lestImightfrightenhim,andheshouldrunoff。
Chasinganerrantswarmofbeesisnothingtofollowinganakedlunatic,whenthefitofescapingisuponhim!
Afterafewminutes,however,Icouldseethathedidnottakenoteofanythingaroundhim,andsoventuredtodrawnearertohim,themoresoasmymenhadnowcrossedthewallandwereclosinghimin。
Iheardhimsay……
“Iamheretodoyourbidding,Master。Iamyourslave,andyouwillrewardme,forIshallbefaithful。Ihaveworshippedyoulongandafaroff。
Nowthatyouarenear,Iawaityourcommands,andyouwillnotpassmeby,willyou,dearMaster,inyourdistributionofgoodthings?”
Heisaselfisholdbeggaranyhow。HethinksoftheloavesandfishesevenwhenhebelieveshisisinarealPresence。
Hismaniasmakeastartlingcombination。Whenweclosedinonhimhefoughtlikeatiger。Heisimmenselystrong,forhewasmorelikeawildbeastthanaman。
Ineversawalunaticinsuchaparoxysmofragebefore,andIhopeIshallnotagain。Itisamercythatwehavefoundouthisstrengthandhisdangeringoodtime。
Withstrengthanddeterminationlikehis,hemighthavedonewildworkbeforehewascaged。
Heissafenow,atanyrate。JackSheppardhimselfcouldn'tgetfreefromthestraitwaistcoatthatkeepshimrestrained,andhe'schainedtothewallinthepaddedroom。
Hiscriesareattimesawful,butthesilencesthatfollowaremoredeadlystill,forhemeansmurderineveryturnandmovement。
Justnowhespokecoherentwordsforthefirsttime。
“Ishallbepatient,Master。Itiscoming,coming,coming!”
SoItookthehint,andcametoo。Iwastooexcitedtosleep,butthisdiaryhasquietedme,andIfeelIshallgetsomesleeptonight。
CHAPTER9
LETTER,MINAHARKERTOLUCYWESTENRA
Buda-Pesth,24August。
“MydearestLucy,“IknowyouwillbeanxioustohearallthathashappenedsincewepartedattherailwaystationatWhitby。
“Well,mydear,IgottoHullallright,andcaughttheboattoHamburg,andthenthetrainonhere。IfeelthatIcanhardlyrecallanythingofthejourney,exceptthatIknewIwascomingtoJonathan,andthatasIshouldhavetodosomenursing,IhadbettergetallthesleepIcould。
Ifoundmydearone,oh,sothinandpaleandweak-looking。Alltheresolutionhasgoneoutofhisdeareyes,andthatquietdignitywhichItoldyouwasinhisfacehasvanished。
Heisonlyawreckofhimself,andhedoesnotrememberanythingthathashappenedtohimforalongtimepast。
Atleast,hewantsmetobelieveso,andIshallneverask。
“Hehashadsometerribleshock,andIfearitmighttaxhispoorbrainifheweretotrytorecallit。
SisterAgatha,whoisagoodcreatureandabornnurse,tellsmethathewantedhertotellmewhattheywere,butshewouldonlycrossherself,andsayshewouldnevertell。
ThattheravingsofthesickwerethesecretsofGod,andthatifanursethroughhervocationshouldhearthem,sheshouldrespecthertrust……
“Sheisasweet,goodsoul,andthenextday,whenshesawIwastroubled,sheopenedupthesubjectmypoordearravedabout,added,`Icantellyouthismuch,mydear。
Thatitwasnotaboutanythingwhichhehasdonewronghimself,andyou,ashiswifetobe,havenocausetobeconcerned。
Hehasnotforgottenyouorwhatheowestoyou。
Hisfearwasofgreatandterriblethings,whichnomortalcantreatof。'
“IdobelievethedearsoulthoughtImightbejealouslestmypoordearshouldhavefalleninlovewithanyothergirl。
TheideaofmybeingjealousaboutJonathan!Andyet,mydear,letmewhisper,IfeltathrillofjoythroughmewhenIknewthatnootherwomanwasacausefortrouble。Iamnowsittingbyhisbedside,whereIcanseehisfacewhilehesleeps。
Heiswaking!
“Whenhewokeheaskedmeforhiscoat,ashewantedtogetsomethingfromthepocket。IaskedSisterAgatha,andshebroughtallhisthings。
Isawamongstthemwashisnotebook,andwaswasgoingtoaskhimtoletmelookatit,forIknewthatImightfindsomecluetohistrouble,butIsupposehemusthaveseenmywishinmyeyes,forhesentmeovertothewindow,sayinghewantedtobequitealoneforamoment。
“Thenhecalledmeback,andhesaidtomeverysolemnly,`Wilhelmina',Iknewthenthathewasindeadlyearnest,forhehasnevercalledmebythatnamesinceheaskedmetomarryhim,`Youknow,dear,myideasofthetrustbetweenhusbandandwife。
Thereshouldbenosecret,noconcealment。Ihavehadagreatshock,andwhenItrytothinkofwhatitisIfeelmyheadspinround,andIdonotknowifitwasrealofthedreamingofamadman。
YouknowIhadbrainfever,andthatistobemad。
Thesecretishere,andIdonotwanttoknowit。
Iwanttotakeupmylifehere,withourmarriage。'For,mydear,wehaddecidedtobemarriedassoonastheformalitiesarecomplete。
`Areyouwilling,Wilhelmina,tosharemyignorance?
Hereisthebook。Takeitandkeepit,readitifyouwill,butneverletmeknowunless,indeed,somesolemndutyshouldcomeuponmetogobacktothebitterhours,asleeporawake,saneormad,recordedhere。'Hefellbackexhausted,andIputthebookunderhispillow,andkissedhim。
haveaskedSisterAgathatobegtheSuperiortoletourweddingbethisafternoon,andamwaitingherreply……“
“ShehascomeandtoldmethattheChaplainoftheEnglishmissionchurchhasbeensentfor。Wearetobemarriedinanhour,orassoonafterasJonathanawakes。“
“Lucy,thetimehascomeandgone。Ifeelverysolemn,butvery,veryhappy。Jonathanwokealittleafterthehour,andallwasready,andhesatupinbed,proppedupwithpillows。
Heansweredhis`Iwill'firmlyandstrong。Icouldhardlyspeak。
Myheartwassofullthateventhosewordsseemedtochokeme。
“Thedearsistersweresokind。Please,God,Ishallnever,neverforgetthem,northegraveandsweetresponsibilitiesI
havetakenuponme。Imusttellyouofmyweddingpresent。
Whenthechaplainandthesistershadleftmealonewithmyhusband——
oh,Lucy,itisthefirsttimeIhavewrittenthewords`myhusband'——
leftmealonewithmyhusband,Itookthebookfromunderhispillow,andwrappeditupinwhitepaper,andtieditwithalittlebitofpaleblueribbonwhichwasroundmyneck,andsealeditovertheknotwithsealingwax,andformysealIusedmyweddingring。
ThenIkisseditandshowedittomyhusband,andtoldhimthatIwouldkeepitso,andthenitwouldbeanoutwardandvisiblesignforusallourlivesthatwetrustedeachother,thatIwouldneveropenitunlessitwereforhisowndearsakeorforthesakeofsomesternduty。Thenhetookmyhandinhis,andoh,Lucy,itwasthefirsttimehetookhiswifes'hand,andsaidthatitwasthedearestthinginallthewideworld,andthathewouldgothroughallthepastagaintowinit,ifneedbe。
Thepoordearmeanttohavesaidapartofthepast,buthecannotthinkoftimeyet,andIshallnotwonderifatfirsthemixesupnotonlythemonth,buttheyear。
“Well,mydear,couldIsay?IcouldonlytellhimthatIwasthehappiestwomaninallthewideworld,andthatIhadnothingtogivehimexceptmyself,mylife,andmytrust,andthatwiththesewentmyloveanddutyforallthedaysofmylife。And,mydear,whenhekissedme,anddrewmetohimwithhispoorweakhands,itwaslikeasolemnpledgebetweenus。
“Lucydear,doyouknowwhyItellyouallthis?Itisnotonlybecauseitisallsweettome,butbecauseyouhavebeen,andare,verydeartome。
Itwasmyprivilegetobeyourfriendandguidewhenyoucamefromtheschoolroomtopreparefortheworldoflife。Iwantyoutoseenow,andwiththeeyesofaveryhappywife,whitherdutyhasledme,sothatinyourownmarriedlifeyoutoomaybeallhappy,asIam。
Mydear,pleaseAlmightyGod,yourlifemaybeallitpromises,alongdayofsunshine,withnoharshwind,noforgettingduty,nodistrust。
Imustnotwishyounopain,forthatcanneverbe,butIdohopeyouwillbealwaysashappyasIamnow。Goodbye,mydear。
Ishallpostthisatonce,andperhaps,writeyouverysoonagain。
Imuststop,forJonathaniswaking。Imustattendmyhusband!
“Yourever-loving“MinaHarker。“
LETTER,LUCYWESTENRATOMINAHARKER。
Whitby,30August。
“MydearestMina,“Oceansofloveandmillionsofkisses,andmayyousoonbeinyourownhomewithyourhusband。Iwishyouwerecominghomesoonenoughtostaywithushere。ThestrongairwouldsoonrestoreJonathan。Ithasquiterestoredme。Ihaveanappetitelikeacormorant,amfulloflife,andsleepwell。YouwillbegladtoknowthatIhavequitegivenupwalkinginmysleep。
IthinkIhavenotstirredoutofmybedforaweek,thatiswhenIoncegotintoitatnight。ArthursaysIamgettingfat。
Bytheway,IforgottotellyouthatArthurishere。
Wehavesuchwalksanddrives,andrides,androwing,andtennis,andfishingtogether,andIlovehimmorethanever。
Hetellsmethathelovesmemore,butIdoubtthat,foratfirsthetoldmethathecouldn'tlovememorethanhedidthen。
Butthisisnonsense。Thereheis,callingtome。
Sonomorejustatpresentfromyourloving,“Lucy。
“P。S——Mothersendsherlove。Sheseemsbetter,poordear。
“P。P。S——Wearetobemarriedon28September。“
DR。SEWARDSDIARY
20August——ThecaseofRenfieldgrowsevenmoreinteresting。
Hehasnowsofarquietedthattherearespellsofcessationfromhispassion。Forthefirstweekafterhisattackhewasperpetuallyviolent。Thenonenight,justasthemoonrose,hegrewquiet,andkeptmurmuringtohimself。“NowIcanwait。
NowIcanwait。“
Theattendantcametotellme,soIrandownatoncetohavealookathim。
Hewasstillinthestraitwaistcoatandinthepaddedroom,butthesuffusedlookhadgonefromhisface,andhiseyeshadsomethingoftheiroldpleading。Imightalmostsay,cringing,softness。Iwassatisfiedwithhispresentcondition,anddirectedhimtoberelieved。
Theattendantshesitated,butfinallycarriedoutmywisheswithoutprotest。
Itwasastrangethingthatthepatienthadhumourenoughtoseetheirdistrust,for,comingclosetome,hesaidinawhisper,allthewhilelookingfurtivelyatthem,“TheythinkIcouldhurtyou!
Fancymehurtingyou!Thefools!”
Itwassoothing,somehow,tothefeelingstofindmyselfdisassociatedeveninthemindofthispoormadmanfromtheothers,butallthesameIdonotfollowhisthought。
AmItotakeitthatIhaveanythingincommonwithhim,sothatweare,asitwere,tostandtogether。OrhashetogainfrommesomegoodsostupendousthatmywellbeingisneedfultoHim?
Imustfindoutlateron。Tonighthewillnotspeak。
Eventheofferofakittenorevenafull-growncatwillnottempthim。
Hewillonlysay,“Idon'ttakeanystockincats。
Ihavemoretothinkofnow,andIcanwait。Icanwait。“
AfterawhileIlefthim。Theattendanttellsmethathewasquietuntiljustbeforedawn,andthatthenhebegantogetuneasy,andatlengthviolent,untilatlasthefellintoaparoxysmwhichexhaustedhimsothatheswoonedintoasortofcoma……Threenightshasthesamethinghappened,violentalldaythenquietfrommoonrisetosunrise。IwishIcouldgetsomecluetothecause。
Itwouldalmostseemasiftherewassomeinfluencewhichcameandwent。
Happythought!Weshalltonightplaysanewitsagainstmadones。
Heescapedbeforewithoutourhelp。Tonightheshallescapewithit。
Weshallgivehimachance,andhavethemenreadytofollowincasetheyarerequired。
23August——“Theexpectedalwayshappens。“HowwellDisraeliknewlife。
Ourbirdwhenhefoundthecageopenwouldnotfly,soalloursubtlearrangementswerefornought。Atanyrate,wehaveprovedonething,thatthespellsofquietnesslastareasonabletime。
Weshallinfuturebeabletoeasehisbondsforafewhourseachday。
Ihavegivenorderstothenightattendantmerelytoshuthiminthepaddedroom,whenonceheisquiet,untilthehourbeforesunrise。
Thepoorsoul'sbodywillenjoythereliefevenifhismindcannotappreciateit。Hark!Theunexpectedagain!Iamcalled。
Thepatienthasoncemoreescaped。
Later——Anothernightadventure。Renfieldartfullywaiteduntiltheattendantwasenteringtheroomtoinspect。
Thenhedashedoutpasthimandflewdownthepassage。
Isentwordfortheattendantstofollow。Againhewentintothegroundsofthedesertedhouse,andwefoundhiminthesameplace,pressedagainsttheoldchapeldoor。
Whenhesawmehebecamefurious,andhadnottheattendantsseizedhimintime,hewouldhavetriedtokillme。
Aswesereholdinghimastrangethinghappened。
Hesuddenlyredoubledhisefforts,andthenassuddenlygrewcalm。
Ilookedroundinstinctively,butcouldseenothing。
ThenIcaughtthepatient'seyeandfollowedit,butcouldtracenothingasitlookedintothemoonlightsky,exceptabigbat,whichwasflappingitssilentandghostlywaytothewest。
Batsusuallywheelabout,butthisoneseemedtogostraighton,asifitknewwhereitwasboundfororhadsomeintentionofitsown。
Thepatientgrewcalmereveryinstant,andpresentlysaid,“Youneedn'ttieme。Ishallgoquietly!”Withouttrouble,wecamebacktothehouse。Ifeelthereissomethingominousinhiscalm,andshallnotforgetthisnight。
LUCYWESTENRA'SDIARY
Hillingham,24August——ImustimitateMina,andkeepwritingthingsdown。
Thenwecanhavelongtalkswhenwedomeet。Iwonderwhenitwillbe。Iwishshewerewithmeagain,forIfeelsounhappy。
LastnightIseemedtobedreamingagainjustasIwasatWhitby。
Perhapsitisthechangeofair,orgettinghomeagain。
Itisalldarkandhorridtome,forIcanremembernothing。
ButIamfullofvaguefear,andIfeelsoweakandwornout。
WhenArthurcametolunchhelookedquitegrievedwhenhesawme,andIhadn'tthespirittotrytobecheerful。IwonderifIcouldsleepinmother'sroomtonight。Ishallmakeanexcusetotry。
25August——Anotherbadnight。Motherdidnotseemtotaketomyproposal。
Sheseemsnottoowellherself,anddoubtlessshefearstoworryme。
Itriedtokeepawake,andsucceededforawhile,butwhentheclockstrucktwelveitwakedmefromadoze,soImusthavebeenfallingasleep。
Therewasasortofscratchingorflappingatthewindow,butIdidnotmindit,andasIremembernomore,IsupposeImusthavefallenasleep。
Morebaddreams。IwishIcouldrememberthem。ThismorningIamhorriblyweak。Myfaceisghastlypale,andmythroatpainsme。
Itmustbesomethingwrongwithmylungs,forIdon'tseemtobegettingairenough。IshalltrytocheerupwhenArthurcomes,orelseIknowhewillbemiserabletoseemeso。
LETTER,ARTHURTODR。SEWARD
“AlbemarleHotel,31August“MydearJack,“Iwantyoutodomeafavour。Lucyisill,thatisshehasnospecialdisease,butshelooksawful,andisgettingworseeveryday。Ihaveaskedherifthereisanycause,Inotdaretoaskhermother,fortodisturbthepoorlady'smindaboutherdaughterinherpresentstateofhealthwouldbefatal。
Mrs。Westenrahasconfidedtomethatherdoomisspoken,diseaseoftheheart,thoughpoorLucydoesnotknowityet。
Iamsurethatthereissomethingpreyingonmydeargirl'smind。
IamalmostdistractedwhenIthinkofher。Tolookathergivesmeapang。ItoldherIshouldaskyoutoseeher,andthoughshedemurredatfirst,Iknowwhy,oldfellow,shefinallyconsented。
Itwillbeapainfultaskforyou,Iknow,oldfriend,butitisforhersake,andImustnothesitatetoask,oryoutoact。
YouaretocometolunchatHillinghamtomorrow,twoo'clock,soasnottoarouseanysuspicioninMrs。Westenra,andafterlunchLucywilltakeanopportunityofbeingalonewithyou。
Iamfilledwithanxiety,andwanttoconsultwithyoualoneassoonasIcanafteryouhaveseenher。Donotfail!
“Arthur。“
TELEGRAM,ARTHURHOLMWOODTOSEWARD
1September“Amsummonedtoseemyfather,whoisworse。Amwriting。
Writemefullybytonight'sposttoRing。Wiremeifnecessary。“
LETTERFROMDR。SEWARDTOARTHURHOLMWOOD
2September“Mydearoldfellow,“WithregardtoMissWestenra'shealthIhastentoletyouknowatoncethatinmyopinionthereisnotanyfunctaldisturbanceoranymaladythatIknowof。Atthesametime,Iamnotbyanymeanssatisfiedwithherappearance。
SheiswoefullydifferentfromwhatshewaswhenIsawherlast。
OfcourseyoumustbearinmindthatIdidnothavefullopportunityofexaminationsuchasIshouldwish。Ourveryfriendshipmakesalittledifficultywhichnotevenmedicalscienceorcustomcanbridgeover。Ihadbettertellyouexactlywhathappened,leavingyoutodraw,inameasure,yourownconclusions。
IshallthensaywhatIhavedoneandproposedoing。
“IfoundMissWestenrainseeminglygayspirits。Hermotherwaspresent,andinafewsecondsImadeupmymindthatshewastryingallsheknewtomisleadhermotherandpreventherfrombeinganxious。
Ihavenodoubtsheguesses,ifshedoesnotknow,whatneedofcautionthereis。
“Welunchedalone,andasweallexertedourselvestobecheerful,wegot,assomekindofrewardforourlabours,somerealcheerfulnessamongstus。
ThenMrs。Westenrawenttoliedown,andLucywasleftwithme。
Wewentintoherboudoir,andtillwegottherehergaietyremained,fortheservantswerecomingandgoing。
“Assoonasthedoorwasclosed,however,themaskfellfromherface,andshesankdownintoachairwithagreatsigh,andhidhereyeswithherhand。
WhenIsawthatherhighspiritshadfailed,Iatoncetookadvantageofherreactiontomakeadiagnosis。
“Shesaidtomeverysweetly,`IcannottellyouhowIloathetalkingaboutmyself。'Iremindedherthatadoctor'sconfidencewassacred,butthatyouweregrievouslyanxiousabouther。
Shecaughtontomymeaningatonce,andsettledthatmatterinaword。
`TellArthureverythingyouchoose。Idonotcareformyself,butforhim!'SoIamquitefree。
“Icouldeasilyseethatshewassomewhatbloodless,butIcouldnotseetheusualanemicsigns,andbythechance,Iwasabletotesttheactualqualityofherblood,forinopeningawindowwhichwasstiffacordgaveway,andshecutherhandslightlywithbrokenglass。
Itwasaslightmatterinitself,butitgavemeanevidentchance,andIsecuredafewdropsofthebloodandhaveanalysedthem。
“Thequalitativeanalysisgiveaquitenormalcondition,andshows,Ishouldinfer,initselfavigorousstateofhealth。
InotherphysicalmattersIwasquitesatisfiedthatthereisnoneedforanxiety,butastheremustbeacausesomewhere,Ihavecometotheconclusionthatitmustbesomethingmental。
“Shecomplainsofdifficultybreathingsatisfactorilyattimes,andofheavy,lethargicsleep,withdreamsthatfrightenher,butregardingwhichshecanremembernothing。Shesaysthatasachild,sheusedtowalkinhersleep,andthatwheninWhitbythehabitcameback,andthatonceshewalkedoutinthenightandwenttoEastCliff,whereMissMurrayfoundher。
Butsheassuresmethatoflatethehabithasnotreturned。
“Iamindoubt,andsohavedonethebestthingIknowof。
Ihavewrittentomyoldfriendandmaster,ProfessorVanHelsing,ofAmsterdam,whoknowsasmuchaboutobscurediseasesasanyoneintheworld。Ihaveaskedhimtocomeover,andasyoutoldmethatallthingsweretobeatyourcharge,IhavementionedtohimwhoyouareandyourrelationstoMissWestenra。
This,mydearfellow,isinobediencetoyourwishes,forI
amonlytooproudandhappytodoanythingIcanforher。
“VanHelsingwould,Iknow,doanythingformeforapersonalreason,sonomatteronwhatgroundhecomes,wemustaccepthiswishes。
Heisaseeminglyarbitraryman,thisisbecauseheknowswhatheistalkingaboutbetterthananyoneelse。Heisaphilosopherandametaphysician,andoneofthemostadvancedscientistsofhisday,andhehas,Ibelieve,anabsolutelyopenmind。This,withanironnerve,atemperoftheice-brook,andindomitableresolution,self-command,andtolerationexaltedfromvirtuestoblessings,andthekindliestandtruestheartthatbeats,theseformhisequipmentforthenobleworkthatheisdoingformankind,workbothintheoryandpractice,forhisviewsareaswideashisall-embracingsympathy。
ItellyouthesefactsthatyoumayknowwhyIhavesuchconfidenceinhim。
Ihaveaskedhimtocomeatonce。IshallseeMissWestenratomorrowagain。
SheistomeetmeattheStores,sothatImaynotalarmhermotherbytooearlyarepetitionofmycall。
“Yoursalways。“
JohnSewardLETTER,ABRAHAMVANHELSING,MD,DPh,D。LiT,ETC,ETC,TODR。SEWARD
2September。
“MygoodFriend,“WhenIreceivedyourletterIamalreadycomingtoyou。BygoodfortuneI
canleavejustatonce,withoutwrongtoanyofthosewhohavetrustedme。
Werefortuneother,thenitwerebadforthosewhohavetrusted,forIcometomyfriendwhenhecallmetoaidthoseheholdsdear。
Tellyourfriendthatwhenthattimeyousuckfrommywoundsoswiftlythepoisonofthegangrenefromthatknifethatourotherfriend,toonervous,letslip,youdidmoreforhimwhenhewantsmyaidsandyoucallforthemthanallhisgreatfortunecoulddo。Butitispleasureaddedtodoforhim,yourfriend,itistoyouthatIcome。Havenearathand,andpleaseitsoarrangethatwemayseetheyoungladynottoolateontomorrow,foritislikelythatImayhavetoreturnherethatnight。
ButifneedbeIshallcomeagaininthreedays,andstaylongerifitmust。
Tillthengoodbye,myfriendJohn。
“VanHelsing。“
LETTER,DR。SEWARDTOHON。ARTHURHOLMWOOD
3September“MydearArt,“VanHelsinghascomeandgone。HecameonwithmetoHillingham,andfoundthat,byLucy'sdiscretion,hermotherwaslunchingout,sothatwewerealonewithher。
“VanHelsingmadeaverycarefulexaminationofthepatient。
Heistoreporttome,andIshalladviseyou,forofcourseIwasnotpresentallthetime。Heis,Ifear,muchconcerned,butsayshemustthink。WhenItoldhimofourfriendshipandhowyoutrusttomeinthematter,hesaid,`Youmusttellhimallyouthink。
TellhimhimwhatIthink,ifyoucanguessit,ifyouwill。Nay,Iamnotjesting。Thisisnojest,butlifeanddeath,perhapsmore。'
Iaskedwhathemeantbythat,forhewasveryserious。
Thiswaswhenwehadcomebacktotown,andhewashavingacupofteabeforestartingonhisreturntoAmsterdam。Hewouldnotgivemeanyfurtherclue。Youmustnotbeangrywithme,Art,becausehisveryreticencemeansthatallhisbrainsareworkingforhergood。
Hewillspeakplainlyenoughwhenthetimecomes,besure。
SoItoldhimIwouldsimplywriteanaccountofourvisit,justasifI
weredoingadescriptivespecialarticleforTHEDAILYTELEGRAPH。
Heseemednottonotice,butremarkedthatthesmutsofLondonwerenotquitesobadastheyusedtobewhenhewasastudenthere。
Iamtogethisreporttomorrowifhecanpossiblymakeit。
InanycaseIamtohavealetter。
“Well,astothevisit,LucywasmorecheerfulthanonthedayIfirstsawher,andcertainlylookedbetter。
Shehadlostsomethingoftheghastlylookthatsoupsetyou,andherbreathingwasnormal。ShewasverysweettotheProfessorasshealwaysis,andtriedtomakehimfeelatease,thoughI
couldseethepoorgirlwasmakingahardstruggleforit。
“IbelieveVanHelsingsawit,too,forIsawthequicklookunderhisbushybrowsthatIknewofold。ThenhebegantochatofallthingsexceptourselvesanddiseasesandwithsuchaninfinitegenialitythatIcouldseepoorLucy'spretenseofanimationmergeintoreality。
Then,withoutanyseemingchange,hebroughttheconversationgentlyroundtohisvisit,andsauvelysaid,“`Mydearyoungmiss,Ihavethesogreatpleasurebecauseyouaresomuchbeloved。Thatismuch,mydear,evenweretherethatwhichI
donotsee。Theytoldmeyouweredowninthespirit,andthatyouwereofaghastlypale。TothemIsay“Pouf!”'Andhesnappedhisfingersatmeandwenton。`ButyouandIshallshowthemhowwrongtheyare。
Howcanhe',andhepointedatmewiththesamelookandgestureasthatwithwhichhepointedmeoutinhisclass,on,orratherafter,aparticularoccasionwhichheneverfailstoremindmeof,`knowanythingofayoungladies?Hehashismadmentoplaywith,andtobringthembacktohappiness,andtothosethatlovethem。
Itismuchtodo,and,oh,buttherearerewardsinthatwecanbestowsuchhappiness。Buttheyoungladies!Hehasnowifenordaughter,andtheyoungdonottellthemselvestotheyoung,buttotheold,likeme,whohaveknownsomanysorrowsandthecausesofthem。
So,mydear,wewillsendhimawaytosmokethecigaretteinthegarden,whilesyouandIhavelittletalkalltoourselves。'
Itookthehint,andstrolledabout,andpresentlytheprofessorcametothewindowandcalledmein。Helookedgrave,butsaid,`Ihavemadecarefulexamination,butthereisnofunctionalcause。
WithyouIagreethattherehasbeenmuchbloodlost,ithasbeenbutisnot。Buttheconditionsofherareinnowayanemic。
Ihaveaskedhertosendmehermaid,thatImayaskjustoneortwoquestions,thatsoImaynotchancetomissnothing。
Iknowwellwhatshewillsay。Andyetthereiscause。
Thereisalwayscauseforeverything。Imustgobackhomeandthink。
Youmustsendmethetelegrameveryday,andiftherebecauseI
shallcomeagain。Thedisease,fornottobewellisadisease,interestme,andthesweet,youngdear,sheinterestmetoo。
Shecharmme,andforher,ifnotforyouordisease,Icome。'
“AsItellyou,hewouldnotsayawordmore,evenwhenwewerealone。
Andsonow,Art,youknowallIknow。Ishallkeepsternwatch。
Itrustyourpoorfatherisrallying。Itmustbeaterriblethingtoyou,mydearoldfellow,tobeplacedinsuchapositionbetweentwopeoplewhoarebothsodeartoyou。Iknowyourideaofdutytoyourfather,andyouarerighttosticktoit。
Butifneedbe,IshallsendyouwordtocomeatoncetoLucy,sodonotbeover-anxiousunlessyouhearfromme。“
DR。SEWARD'SDIARY
4September——Zoophagouspatientstillkeepsupourinterestinhim。
Hehadonlyoneoutburstandthatwasyesterdayatanunusualtime。
Justbeforethestrokeofnoonhebegantogrowrestless。
Theattendantknewthesymptoms,andatoncesummonedaid。
Fortunatelythemencameatarun,andwerejustintime,foratthestrokeofnoonhebecamesoviolentthatittookalltheirstrengthtoholdhim。
Inaboutfiveminutes,however,hebegantogetmorequiet,andfinallysankintoasortofmelancholy,inwhichstatehehasremaineduptonow。Theattendanttellsmethathisscreamswhilstintheparoxysmwerereallyappalling。IfoundmyhandsfullwhenIgotin,attendingtosomeoftheotherpatientswhowerefrightenedbyhim。Indeed,Icanquiteunderstandtheeffect,forthesoundsdisturbedevenme,thoughIwassomedistanceaway。
Itisnowafterthedinnerhouroftheasylum,andasyetmypatientsitsinacornerbrooding,withadull,sullen,woe-begonelookinhisface,whichseemsrathertoindicatethantoshowsomethingdirectly。
Icannotquiteunderstandit。
Later——Anotherchangeinmypatient。Atfiveo'clockIlookedinonhim,andfoundhimseeminglyashappyandcontentedasheusedtobe。
Hewascatchingfliesandeatingthem,andwaskeepingnoteofhiscapturebymakingnailmarksontheedgeofthedoorbetweentheridgesofpadding。
Whenhesawme,hecameoverandapologizedforhisbadconduct,andaskedmeinaveryhumble,cringingwaytobeledbacktohisownroom,andtohavehisnotebookagain。Ithoughtitwelltohumourhim,soheisbackinhisroomwiththewindowopen。Hehasthesugarofhisteaspreadoutonthewindowsill,andisreapingquiteaharvestofflies。
Heisnotnoweatingthem,butputtingthemintoabox,asofold,andisalreadyexaminingthecornersofhisroomtofindaspider。
Itriedtogethimtotalkaboutthepastfewdays,foranycluetohisthoughtswouldbeofimmensehelptome,buthewouldnotrise。
Foramomentortwohelookedverysad,andsaidinasortoffarawayvoice,asthoughsayingitrathertohimselfthantome。
“Allover!Allover!Hehasdesertedme。NohopeformenowunlessI
doitmyself!”Thensuddenlyturningtomeinaresoluteway,hesaid,“Doctor,won'tyoubeverygoodtomeandletmehavealittlemoresugar?
Ithinkitwouldbeverygoodforme。“
“Andtheflies?”Isaid。
“Yes!Theflieslikeit,too,andIliketheflies,thereforeIlikeit。“Andtherearepeoplewhoknowsolittleastothinkthatmadmendonotargue。
Iprocuredhimadoublesupply,andlefthimashappyamanas,Isuppose,anyintheworld。IwishIcouldfathomhismind。
Midnight——Anotherchangeinhim。IhadbeentoseeMissWestenra,whomIfoundmuchbetter,andhadjustreturned,andwasstandingatourowngatelookingatthesunset,whenoncemoreIheardhimyelling。
Ashisroomisonthissideofthehouse,Icouldhearitbetterthaninthemorning。ItwasashocktometoturnfromthewonderfulsmokybeautyofasunsetoverLondon,withitsluridlightsandinkyshadowsandallthemarvelloustintsthatcomeonfoulcloudsevenasonfoulwater,andtorealizeallthegrimsternnessofmyowncoldstonebuilding,withitswealthofbreathingmisery,andmyowndesolatehearttoendureitall。Ireachedhimjustasthesunwasgoingdown,andfromhiswindowsawthereddiscsink。
Asitsankhebecamelessandlessfrenzied,andjustasitdippedheslidfromthehandsthatheldhim,aninertmass,onthefloor。
Itiswonderful,however,whatintellectualrecuperativepowerlunaticshave,forwithinafewminuteshestoodupquitecalmlyandlookedaroundhim。Isignalledtotheattendantsnottoholdhim,forIwasanxioustoseewhathewoulddo。
Hewentstraightovertothewindowandbrushedoutthecrumbsofsugar。
Thenhetookhisflybox,andemptieditoutside,andthrewawaythebox。
Thenheshutthewindow,andcrossingover,satdownonhisbed。
Allthissurprisedme,soIaskedhim,“Areyougoingtokeepfliesanymore?”
“No,“saidhe。“Iamsickofallthatrubbish!”
Hecertainlyisawonderfullyinterestingstudy。
IwishIcouldgetsomeglimpseofhismindorofthecauseofhissuddenpassion。Stop。Theremaybeaclueafterall,ifwecanfindwhytodayhisparoxysmscameonathighnoonandatsunset。
Canitbethatthereisamaligninfluenceofthesunatperiodswhichaffectscertainnatures,asattimesthemoondoesothers?
Weshallsee。
TELEGRAM。SEWARD,LONDON,TOVANHELSING,AMSTERDAM
“4September——Patientstillbettertoday。“
TELEGRAM,SEWARD,LONDON,TOVANHELSING,AMSTERDAM
“5September——Patientgreatlyimproved。Goodappetite,sleepsnaturally,goodspirits,colorcomingback。“
TELEGRAM,SEWARD,LONDON,TOVANHELSING,AMSTERDAM
“6September——Terriblechangefortheworse。Comeatonce。
Donotloseanhour。IholdovertelegramtoHolmwoodtillhaveseenyou。“
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LETTER,DR。SEWARDTOHON。ARTHURHOLMWOOD
6September“MydearArt,“Mynewstodayisnotsogood。Lucythismorninghadgonebackabit。
Thereis,however,onegoodthingwhichhasarisenfromit。
Mrs。WestenrawasnaturallyanxiousconcerningLucy,andhasconsultedmeprofessionallyabouther。Itookadvantageoftheopportunity,andtoldherthatmyoldmaster,VanHelsing,thegreatspecialist,wascomingtostaywithme,andthatIwouldputherinhischargeconjointlywithmyself。Sonowwecancomeandgowithoutalarmingherunduly,forashocktoherwouldmeansuddendeath,andthis,inLucy'sweakcondition,mightbedisastroustoher。
Wearehedgedinwithdifficulties,allofus,mypoorfellow,but,pleaseGod,weshallcomethroughthemallright。
IfanyneedIshallwrite,sothat,ifyoudonothearfromme,takeitforgrantedthatIamsimplywaitingfornews,Inhaste,“Yoursever,“
JohnSewardDR。SEWARD'SDIARY
7September——ThefirstthingVanHelsingsaidtomewhenwemetatLiverpoolStreetwas,“Haveyousaidanythingtoouryoungfriend,toloverofher?”
“No,“Isaid。“IwaitedtillIhadseenyou,asIsaidinmytelegram。
Iwrotehimalettersimplytellinghimthatyouwerecoming,asMissWestenrawasnotsowell,andthatIshouldlethimknowifneedbe。“
“Right,myfriend,“hesaid。“Quiteright!Betterhenotknowasyet。
Perhapshewillneverknow。Iprayso,butifitbeneeded,thenheshallknowall。And,mygoodfriendJohn,letmecautionyou。
Youdealwiththemadmen。Allmenaremadinsomewayortheother,andinasmuchasyoudealdiscreetlywithyourmadmen,sodealwithGod'smadmentoo,therestoftheworld。
Youtellnotyourmadmenwhatyoudonorwhyyoudoit。Youtellthemnotwhatyouthink。Soyoushallkeepknowledgeinitsplace,whereitmayrest,whereitmaygatheritskindarounditandbreed。
YouandIshallkeepasyetwhatweknowhere,andhere。“
Hetouchedmeontheheartandontheforehead,andthentouchedhimselfthesameway。“Ihaveformyselfthoughtsatthepresent。
LaterIshallunfoldtoyou。“
“Whynotnow?”Iasked。“Itmaydosomegood。
Wemayarriveatsomedecision。“Helookedatmeandsaid,“MyfriendJohn,whenthecornisgrown,evenbeforeithasripened,whilethemilkofitsmotherearthisinhim,andthesunshinehasnotyetbeguntopainthimwithhisgold,thehusbandmanhepulltheearandrubhimbetweenhisroughhands,andblowawaythegreenchaff,andsaytoyou,'Look!
He'sgoodcorn,hewillmakeagoodcropwhenthetimecomes。'
“
Ididnotseetheapplicationandtoldhimso。Forreplyhereachedoverandtookmyearinhishandandpulleditplayfully,asheusedlongagotodoatlectures,andsaid,“Thegoodhusbandmantellyousothenbecauseheknows,butnottillthen。
Butyoudonotfindthegoodhusbandmandiguphisplantedcorntoseeifhegrow。Thatisforthechildrenwhoplayathusbandry,andnotforthosewhotakeitasoftheworkoftheirlife。
Seeyounow,friendJohn?Ihavesownmycorn,andNaturehasherworktodoinmakingitsprout,ifhesproutatall,there'ssomepromise,andIwaittilltheearbeginstoswell。“
Hebrokeoff,forheevidentlysawthatIunderstood。
Thenhewentongravely,“Youwerealwaysacarefulstudent,andyourcasebookwasevermorefullthantherest。
AndItrustthatgoodhabithavenotfail。Remember,myfriend,thatknowledgeisstrongerthanmemory,andweshouldnottrusttheweaker。Evenifyouhavenotkeptthegoodpractice,letmetellyouthatthiscaseofourdearmissisonethatmaybe,mind,Isaymaybe,ofsuchinteresttousandothersthatalltherestmaynotmakehimkickthebeam,asyourpeoplesay。
Takethengoodnoteofit。Nothingistoosmall。
Icounselyou,putdowninrecordevenyourdoubtsandsurmises。
Hereafteritmaybeofinteresttoyoutoseehowtrueyouguess。
Welearnfromfailure,notfromsuccess!”
WhenIdescribedLucy'ssymptoms,thesameasbefore,butinfinitelymoremarked,helookedverygrave,butsaidnothing。
Hetookwithhimabaginwhichweremanyinstrumentsanddrugs,“theghastlyparaphernaliaofourbeneficialtrade,“
asheoncecalled,inoneofhislectures,theequipmentofaprofessorofthehealingcraft。
Whenwewereshownin,Mrs。Westenrametus。Shewasalarmed,butnotnearlysomuchasIexpectedtofindher。Natureinoneofherbeneficientmoodshasordainedthatevendeathhassomeantidotetoitsownterrors。Here,inacasewhereanyshockmayprovefatal,mattersaresoorderedthat,fromsomecauseorother,thethingsnotpersonal,eventheterriblechangeinherdaughtertowhomsheissoattached,donotseemtoreachher。
ItissomethinglikethewaydameNaturegathersroundaforeignbodyanenvelopeofsomeinsensitivetissuewhichcanprotectfromevilthatwhichitwouldotherwiseharmbycontact。
Ifthisbeanorderedselfishness,thenweshouldpausebeforewecondemnanyonefortheviceofegoism,fortheremaybedeeperrootforitscausesthanwehaveknowledgeof。
Iusedmyknowledgeofthisphaseofspiritualpathology,andsetdownarulethatsheshouldnotbepresentwithLucy,orthinkofherillnessmorethanwasabsolutelyrequired。
Sheassentedreadily,soreadilythatIsawagainthehandofNaturefightingforlife。VanHelsingandIwereshownuptoLucy'sroom。IfIwasshockedwhenIsawheryesterday,IwashorrifiedwhenIsawhertoday。
Shewasghastly,chalkilypale。Theredseemedtohavegoneevenfromherlipsandgums,andthebonesofherfacestoodoutprominently。
Herbreathingwaspainfultoseeorhear。VanHelsing'sfacegrewsetasmarble,andhiseyebrowsconvergedtilltheyalmosttouchedoverhisnose。
Lucylaymotionless,anddidnotseemtohavestrengthtospeak,soforawhilewewereallsilent。ThenVanHelsingbeckonedtome,andwewentgentlyoutoftheroom。Theinstantwehadclosedthedoorhesteppedquicklyalongthepassagetothenextdoor,whichwasopen。
Thenhepulledmequicklyinwithhimandclosedthedoor。
“Mygod!”hesaid。“Thisisdreadful。Thereisnottimetobelost。
Shewilldieforsheerwantofbloodtokeeptheheart'sactionasitshouldbe。Theremustbeatransfusionofbloodatonce。
Isityouorme?”
“Iamyoungerandstronger,Professor。Itmustbeme。“
“Thengetreadyatonce。Iwillbringupmybag。
Iamprepared。“
Iwentdownstairswithhim,andasweweregoingtherewasaknockatthehalldoor。Whenwereachedthehall,themaidhadjustopenedthedoor,andArthurwassteppingquicklyin。
Herusheduptome,sayinginaneagerwhisper,“Jack,Iwassoanxious。Ireadbetweenthelinesofyourletter,andhavebeeninanagony。Thedadwasbetter,soIrandownheretoseeformyself。IsnotthatgentlemanDr。VanHelsing?
Iamsothankfultoyou,sir,forcoming。“
WhenfirsttheProfessor'seyehadlituponhim,hehadbeenangryathisinterruptionatsuchatime,butnow,ashetookinhisstalwartproportionsandrecognizedthestrongyoungmanhoodwhichseemedtoemanatefromhim,hiseyesgleamed。
Withoutapausehesaidtohimasheheldouthishand,“Sir,youhavecomeintime。Youaretheloverofourdearmiss。
Sheisbad,very,verybad。Nay,mychild,donotgolikethat。“Forhesuddenlygrewpaleandsatdowninachairalmostfainting。
“Youaretohelpher。Youcandomorethananythatlive,andyourcourageisyourbesthelp。“
“WhatcanIdo?”askedArthurhoarsely。“Tellme,andIshalldoit。
Mylifeishers'andIwouldgivethelastdropofbloodinmybodyforher。“
TheProfessorhasastronglyhumorousside,andIcouldfromoldknowledgedetectatraceofitsorigininhisanswer。
“Myyoungsir,Idonotasksomuchasthat,notthelast!”
“WhatshallIdo?”Therewasfireinhiseyes,andhisopennostrilsquiveredwithintent。VanHelsingslappedhimontheshoulder。
“Come!”hesaid。“Youareaman,anditisamanwewant。
Youarebetterthanme,betterthanmyfriendJohn。“
Arthurlookedbewildered,andtheProfessorwentonbyexplaininginakindlyway。
“Youngmissisbad,verybad。Shewantsblood,andbloodshemusthaveordie。MyfriendJohnandIhaveconsulted,andweareabouttoperformwhatwecalltransfusionofblood,totransferfromfullveinsofonetotheemptyveinswhichpineforhim。
Johnwastogivehisblood,asheisthemoreyoungandstrongthanme。“——HereArthurtookmyhandandwrungithardinsilence——“Butnowyouarehere,youaremoregoodthanus,oldoryoung,whotoilmuchintheworldofthought。
Ournervesarenotsocalmandourbloodsobrightthanyours!”
Arthurturnedtohimandsaid,“IfyouonlyknewhowgladlyIwoulddieforheryouwouldunderstand……“Hestoppedwithasortofchokeinhisvoice。
“Goodboy!”saidVanHelsing。“Inthenot-so-far-offyouwillbehappythatyouhavedoneallforheryoulove。
Comenowandbesilent。Youshallkissheroncebeforeitisdone,butthenyoumustgo,andyoumustleaveatmysign。
SaynowordtoMadame。Youknowhowitiswithher。
Theremustbenoshock,anyknowledgeofthiswouldbeone。Come!”
WeallwentuptoLucy'sroom。Arthurbydirectionremainedoutside。
Lucyturnedherheadandlookedatus,butsaidnothing。
Shewasnotasleep,butshewassimplytooweaktomaketheeffort。
Hereyesspoketous,thatwasall。
VanHelsingtooksomethingsfromhisbagandlaidthemonalittletableoutofsight。Thenhemixedanarcotic,andcomingovertothebed,saidcheerily,“Now,littlemiss,hereisyourmedicine。
Drinkitoff,likeagoodchild。See,Iliftyousothattoswallowiseasy。Yes。“Shehadmadetheeffortwithsuccess。
Itastonishedmehowlongthedrugtooktoact。
This,infact,markedtheextentofherweakness。Thetimeseemedendlessuntilsleepbegantoflickerinhereyelids。
Atlast,however,thenarcoticbegantomanifestitspotency,andshefellintoadeepsleep。WhentheProfessorwassatisfied,hecalledArthurintotheroom,andbadehimstripoffhiscoat。
Thenheadded,“YoumaytakethatonelittlekisswhilesIbringoverthetable。FriendJohn,helptome!”
Soneitherofuslookedwhilsthebentoverher。
VanHelsing,turningtome,said,“Heissoyoungandstrong,andofbloodsopurethatweneednotdefibrinateit。“
Thenwithswiftness,butwithabsolutemethod,VanHelsingperformedtheoperation。Asthetransfusionwenton,somethinglikelifeseemedtocomebacktopoorLucy'scheeks,andthroughArthur'sgrowingpallorthejoyofhisfaceseemedabsolutelytoshine。
AfterabitIbegantogrowanxious,forthelossofbloodwastellingonArthur,strongmanashewas。ItgavemeanideaofwhataterriblestrainLucy'ssystemmusthaveundergonethatwhatweakenedArthuronlypartiallyrestoredher。
ButtheProfessor'sfacewasset,andhestoodwatchinhand,andwithhiseyesfixednowonthepatientandnowonArthur。
Icouldhearmyownheartbeat。Presently,hesaidinasoftvoice,“Donotstiraninstant。Itisenough。Youattendhim。
Iwilllooktoher。“
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