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第5章

  Thenshebegantolaugh。Itseemedalittleuncannytome,andIlistenedtoherbreathlessly。Ididnotquitelikeit,andthoughtitbetternottokeephermindonthesubject,sowedriftedontoanothersubject,andLucywaslikeheroldselfagain。
  Whenwegothomethefreshbreezehadbracedherup,andherpalecheekswerereallymorerosy。Hermotherrejoicedwhenshesawher,andweallspentaveryhappyeveningtogether。
  19August——Joy,joy,joy!Althoughnotalljoy。Atlast,newsofJonathan。
  Thedearfellowhasbeenill,thatiswhyhedidnotwrite。
  Iamnotafraidtothinkitortosayit,nowthatIknow。
  Mr。Hawkinssentmeontheletter,andwrotehimself,ohsokindly。
  IamtoleaveinthemorningandgoovertoJonathan,andtohelptonursehimifnecessary,andtobringhimhome。Mr。Hawkinssaysitwouldnotbeabadthingifweweretobemarriedoutthere。
  IhavecriedoverthegoodSister'slettertillIcanfeelitwetagainstmybosom,whereitlies。ItisofJonathan,andmustbenearmyheart,forheisinmyheart。Myjourneyisallmappedout,andmyluggageready。
  Iamonlytakingonechangeofdress。LucywillbringmytrunktoLondonandkeepittillIsendforit,foritmaybethat……Imustwritenomore。ImustkeepittosaytoJonathan,myhusband。
  Theletterthathehasseenandtouchedmustcomfortmetillwemeet。
  LETTER,SISTERAGATHA,HOSPITALOFST。JOSEPHANDSTE。
  MARYBUDA-PESTH,TOMISSWILLHELMINAMURRAY
  12August,“DearMadam。
  “IwritebydesireofMr。JonathanHarker,whoishimselfnotstrongenoughtowrite,thoughprogressingwell,thankstoGodandSt。JosephandSte。Mary。Hehasbeenunderourcarefornearlysixweeks,sufferingfromaviolentbrainfever。
  Hewishesmetoconveyhislove,andtosaythatbythispostIwriteforhimtoMr。PeterHawkins,Exeter,tosay,withhisdutifulrespects,thatheissorryforhisdelay,andthatallofhisworkiscompleted。Hewillrequiresomefewweeks'
  restinoursanatoriuminthehills,butwillthenreturn。
  Hewishesmetosaythathehasnotsufficientmoneywithhim,andthathewouldliketopayforhisstayinghere,sothatotherswhoneedshallnotbewantingforbelp。
  Believeme,Yours,withsympathyandallblessings。SisterAgatha“
  “P。S——Mypatientbeingasleep,Iopenthistoletyouknowsomethingmore。
  Hehastoldmeallaboutyou,andthatyouareshortlytobehiswife。
  Allblessingstoyouboth!Hehashadsomefearfulshock,sosaysourdoctor,andinhisdeliriumhisravingshavebeendreadful,ofwolvesandpoisonandblood,ofghostsanddemons,andIfeartosayofwhat。Becarefulofhimalwaysthattheremaybenothingtoexcitehimofthiskindforalongtimetocome。Thetracesofsuchanillnessashisdonotlightlydieaway。
  Weshouldhavewrittenlongago,butweknewnothingofhisfriends,andtherewasnothingonhim,nothingthatanyonecouldunderstand。
  HecameinthetrainfromKlausenburg,andtheguardwastoldbythestationmastertherethatherushedintothestationshoutingforaticketforhome。
  SeeingfromhisviolentdemeanorthathewasEnglish,theygavehimaticketforthefurtheststationonthewaythitherthatthetrainreached。
  “Beassuredthatheiswellcaredfor。Hehaswonallheartsbyhissweetnessandgentleness。Heistrulygettingonwell,andIhavenodoubtwillinafewweeksbeallhimself。
  Butbecarefulofhimforsafety'ssake。Thereare,IprayGodandSt。JosephandSte。Mary,many,many,happyyearsforyouboth。“
  DR。SEWARD'SDIARY
  19Agust——StrangeandsuddenchangeinRenfieldlastnight。
  Abouteighto'clockhebegantogetexcitedandsniffaboutasadogdoeswhensetting。Theattendantwasstruckbyhismanner,andknowingmyinterestinhim,encouragedhimtotalk。
  Heisusuallyrespectfultotheattendantandattimesservile,buttonight,themantellsme,hewasquitehaughty。
  Wouldnotcondescendtotalkwithhimatall。
  Allhewouldsaywas,“Idon'twanttotalktoyou。Youdon'tcountnow。
  Themasterisathand。“
  Theattendantthinksitissomesuddenformofreligiousmaniawhichhasseizedhim。Ifso,wemustlookoutforsqualls,forastrongmanwithhomicidalandreligiousmaniaatoncemightbedangerous。
  Thecombinationisadreadfulone。
  AtNineo'clockIvisitedhimmyself。Hisattitudetomewasthesameasthattotheattendant。Inhissublimeself-feelingthedifferencebetweenmyselfandtheattendantseemedtohimasnothing。Itlookslikereligiousmania,andhewillsoonthinkthathehimselfisGod。
  TheseinfinitesimaldistinctionsbetweenmanandmanaretoopaltryforanOmnipotentBeing。Howthesemadmengivethemselvesaway!
  TherealGodtakethheedlestasparrowfall。ButtheGodcreatedfromhumanvanityseesnodifferencebetweenaneagleandasparrow。
  Oh,ifmenonlyknew!
  ForhalfanhourormoreRenfieldkeptgettingexcitedingreaterandgreaterdegree。Ididnotpretendtobewatchinghim,butIkeptstrictobservationallthesame。Allatoncethatshiftylookcameintohiseyeswhichwealwaysseewhenamadmanhasseizedanidea,andwithittheshiftymovementoftheheadandbackwhichasylumattendantscometoknowsowell。
  Hebecamequitequiet,andwentandsatontheedgeofhisbedresignedly,andlookedintospacewithlack-lustereyes。
  IthoughtIwouldfindoutifhisapathywererealoronlyassumed,andtriedtoleadhimtotalkofhispets,athemewhichhadneverfailedtoexcitehisattention。
  Atfirsthemadenoreply,butatlengthsaidtestily,“Botherthemall!
  Idon'tcareapinaboutthem。“
  “What“Isaid。“Youdon'tmeantotellmeyoudon'tcareaboutspiders?”
  Spidersatpresentarehishobbyandthenotebookisfillingupwithcolumnsofsmallfigures。
  Tothisheansweredenigmatically,“TheBridemaidensrejoicetheeyesthatwaitthecomingofthebride。Butwhenthebridedrawethnigh,thenthemaidensshinenottotheeyesthatarefilled。“
  Hewouldnotexplainhimself,butremainedobstinatelyseatedonhisbedallthetimeIremainedwithhim。
  Iamwearytonightandlowinspirits。IcannotbutthinkofLucy,andhowdifferentthingsmighthavebeen。
  IfIdon'tsleepatonce,chloral,themodernMorpheus!
  Imustbecarefulnottoletitgrowintoahabit。
  No,Ishalltakenonetonight!IhavethoughtofLucy,andIshallnotdishonourherbymixingthetwo。Ifneedby,tonightshallbesleepless。
  Later——GladImadetheresolution,gladderthatIkepttoit。
  Ihadlaintossingabout,andhadheardtheclockstrikeonlytwice,whenthenightwatchmancametome,sentupfromtheward,tosaythatRenfieldhadescaped。Ithrewonmyclothesandrandownatonce。
  Mypatientistoodangerousapersontoberoamingabout。
  Thoseideasofhismightworkoutdangerouslywithstrangers。
  Theattendantwaswaitingforme。Hesaidhehadseenhimnottenminutesbefore,seeminglyasleepinhisbed,whenhehadlookedthroughtheobservationtrapinthedoor。Hisattentionwascalledbythesoundofthewindowbeingwrenchedout。
  Heranbackandsawhisfeetdisappearthroughthewindow,andhadatoncesentupforme。Hewasonlyinhisnightgear,andcannotbefaroff。
  Theattendantthoughtitwouldbemoreusefultowatchwhereheshouldgothantofollowhim,ashemightlosesightofhimwhilstgettingoutofthebuildingbythedoor。
  Heisabulkyman,andcouldn'tgetthroughthewindow。
  Iamthin,so,withhisaid,Igotout,butfeetforemost,andaswewereonlyafewfeetabovegroundlandedunhurt。
  Theattendanttoldmethepatienthadgonetotheleft,andhadtakenastraightline,soIranasquicklyasIcould。
  AsIgotthroughthebeltoftreesIsawawhitefigurescalethehighwallwhichseparatesourgroundsfromthoseofthedesertedhouse。
  Iranbackatonce,toldthewatchmantogetthreeorfourmenimmediatelyandfollowmeintothegroundsofCarfax,incaseourfriendmightbedangerous。
  Igotaladdermyself,andcrossingthewall,droppeddownontheotherside。
  IcouldseeRenfield'sfigurejustdisappearingbehindtheangleofthehouse,soIranafterhim。OnthefarsideofthehouseIfoundhimpressedcloseagainsttheoldiron-boundoakdoorofthechapel。
  Hewastalking,apparentlytosomeone,butIwasafraidtogonearenoughtohearwhathewassaying,lestImightfrightenhim,andheshouldrunoff。
  Chasinganerrantswarmofbeesisnothingtofollowinganakedlunatic,whenthefitofescapingisuponhim!
  Afterafewminutes,however,Icouldseethathedidnottakenoteofanythingaroundhim,andsoventuredtodrawnearertohim,themoresoasmymenhadnowcrossedthewallandwereclosinghimin。
  Iheardhimsay……
  “Iamheretodoyourbidding,Master。Iamyourslave,andyouwillrewardme,forIshallbefaithful。Ihaveworshippedyoulongandafaroff。
  Nowthatyouarenear,Iawaityourcommands,andyouwillnotpassmeby,willyou,dearMaster,inyourdistributionofgoodthings?”
  Heisaselfisholdbeggaranyhow。HethinksoftheloavesandfishesevenwhenhebelieveshisisinarealPresence。
  Hismaniasmakeastartlingcombination。Whenweclosedinonhimhefoughtlikeatiger。Heisimmenselystrong,forhewasmorelikeawildbeastthanaman。
  Ineversawalunaticinsuchaparoxysmofragebefore,andIhopeIshallnotagain。Itisamercythatwehavefoundouthisstrengthandhisdangeringoodtime。
  Withstrengthanddeterminationlikehis,hemighthavedonewildworkbeforehewascaged。
  Heissafenow,atanyrate。JackSheppardhimselfcouldn'tgetfreefromthestraitwaistcoatthatkeepshimrestrained,andhe'schainedtothewallinthepaddedroom。
  Hiscriesareattimesawful,butthesilencesthatfollowaremoredeadlystill,forhemeansmurderineveryturnandmovement。
  Justnowhespokecoherentwordsforthefirsttime。
  “Ishallbepatient,Master。Itiscoming,coming,coming!”
  SoItookthehint,andcametoo。Iwastooexcitedtosleep,butthisdiaryhasquietedme,andIfeelIshallgetsomesleeptonight。
  CHAPTER9
  LETTER,MINAHARKERTOLUCYWESTENRA
  Buda-Pesth,24August。
  “MydearestLucy,“IknowyouwillbeanxioustohearallthathashappenedsincewepartedattherailwaystationatWhitby。
  “Well,mydear,IgottoHullallright,andcaughttheboattoHamburg,andthenthetrainonhere。IfeelthatIcanhardlyrecallanythingofthejourney,exceptthatIknewIwascomingtoJonathan,andthatasIshouldhavetodosomenursing,IhadbettergetallthesleepIcould。
  Ifoundmydearone,oh,sothinandpaleandweak-looking。Alltheresolutionhasgoneoutofhisdeareyes,andthatquietdignitywhichItoldyouwasinhisfacehasvanished。
  Heisonlyawreckofhimself,andhedoesnotrememberanythingthathashappenedtohimforalongtimepast。
  Atleast,hewantsmetobelieveso,andIshallneverask。
  “Hehashadsometerribleshock,andIfearitmighttaxhispoorbrainifheweretotrytorecallit。
  SisterAgatha,whoisagoodcreatureandabornnurse,tellsmethathewantedhertotellmewhattheywere,butshewouldonlycrossherself,andsayshewouldnevertell。
  ThattheravingsofthesickwerethesecretsofGod,andthatifanursethroughhervocationshouldhearthem,sheshouldrespecthertrust……
  “Sheisasweet,goodsoul,andthenextday,whenshesawIwastroubled,sheopenedupthesubjectmypoordearravedabout,added,`Icantellyouthismuch,mydear。
  Thatitwasnotaboutanythingwhichhehasdonewronghimself,andyou,ashiswifetobe,havenocausetobeconcerned。
  Hehasnotforgottenyouorwhatheowestoyou。
  Hisfearwasofgreatandterriblethings,whichnomortalcantreatof。'
  “IdobelievethedearsoulthoughtImightbejealouslestmypoordearshouldhavefalleninlovewithanyothergirl。
  TheideaofmybeingjealousaboutJonathan!Andyet,mydear,letmewhisper,IfeltathrillofjoythroughmewhenIknewthatnootherwomanwasacausefortrouble。Iamnowsittingbyhisbedside,whereIcanseehisfacewhilehesleeps。
  Heiswaking!
  “Whenhewokeheaskedmeforhiscoat,ashewantedtogetsomethingfromthepocket。IaskedSisterAgatha,andshebroughtallhisthings。
  Isawamongstthemwashisnotebook,andwaswasgoingtoaskhimtoletmelookatit,forIknewthatImightfindsomecluetohistrouble,butIsupposehemusthaveseenmywishinmyeyes,forhesentmeovertothewindow,sayinghewantedtobequitealoneforamoment。
  “Thenhecalledmeback,andhesaidtomeverysolemnly,`Wilhelmina',Iknewthenthathewasindeadlyearnest,forhehasnevercalledmebythatnamesinceheaskedmetomarryhim,`Youknow,dear,myideasofthetrustbetweenhusbandandwife。
  Thereshouldbenosecret,noconcealment。Ihavehadagreatshock,andwhenItrytothinkofwhatitisIfeelmyheadspinround,andIdonotknowifitwasrealofthedreamingofamadman。
  YouknowIhadbrainfever,andthatistobemad。
  Thesecretishere,andIdonotwanttoknowit。
  Iwanttotakeupmylifehere,withourmarriage。'For,mydear,wehaddecidedtobemarriedassoonastheformalitiesarecomplete。
  `Areyouwilling,Wilhelmina,tosharemyignorance?
  Hereisthebook。Takeitandkeepit,readitifyouwill,butneverletmeknowunless,indeed,somesolemndutyshouldcomeuponmetogobacktothebitterhours,asleeporawake,saneormad,recordedhere。'Hefellbackexhausted,andIputthebookunderhispillow,andkissedhim。
  haveaskedSisterAgathatobegtheSuperiortoletourweddingbethisafternoon,andamwaitingherreply……“
  “ShehascomeandtoldmethattheChaplainoftheEnglishmissionchurchhasbeensentfor。Wearetobemarriedinanhour,orassoonafterasJonathanawakes。“
  “Lucy,thetimehascomeandgone。Ifeelverysolemn,butvery,veryhappy。Jonathanwokealittleafterthehour,andallwasready,andhesatupinbed,proppedupwithpillows。
  Heansweredhis`Iwill'firmlyandstrong。Icouldhardlyspeak。
  Myheartwassofullthateventhosewordsseemedtochokeme。
  “Thedearsistersweresokind。Please,God,Ishallnever,neverforgetthem,northegraveandsweetresponsibilitiesI
  havetakenuponme。Imusttellyouofmyweddingpresent。
  Whenthechaplainandthesistershadleftmealonewithmyhusband——
  oh,Lucy,itisthefirsttimeIhavewrittenthewords`myhusband'——
  leftmealonewithmyhusband,Itookthebookfromunderhispillow,andwrappeditupinwhitepaper,andtieditwithalittlebitofpaleblueribbonwhichwasroundmyneck,andsealeditovertheknotwithsealingwax,andformysealIusedmyweddingring。
  ThenIkisseditandshowedittomyhusband,andtoldhimthatIwouldkeepitso,andthenitwouldbeanoutwardandvisiblesignforusallourlivesthatwetrustedeachother,thatIwouldneveropenitunlessitwereforhisowndearsakeorforthesakeofsomesternduty。Thenhetookmyhandinhis,andoh,Lucy,itwasthefirsttimehetookhiswifes'hand,andsaidthatitwasthedearestthinginallthewideworld,andthathewouldgothroughallthepastagaintowinit,ifneedbe。
  Thepoordearmeanttohavesaidapartofthepast,buthecannotthinkoftimeyet,andIshallnotwonderifatfirsthemixesupnotonlythemonth,buttheyear。
  “Well,mydear,couldIsay?IcouldonlytellhimthatIwasthehappiestwomaninallthewideworld,andthatIhadnothingtogivehimexceptmyself,mylife,andmytrust,andthatwiththesewentmyloveanddutyforallthedaysofmylife。And,mydear,whenhekissedme,anddrewmetohimwithhispoorweakhands,itwaslikeasolemnpledgebetweenus。
  “Lucydear,doyouknowwhyItellyouallthis?Itisnotonlybecauseitisallsweettome,butbecauseyouhavebeen,andare,verydeartome。
  Itwasmyprivilegetobeyourfriendandguidewhenyoucamefromtheschoolroomtopreparefortheworldoflife。Iwantyoutoseenow,andwiththeeyesofaveryhappywife,whitherdutyhasledme,sothatinyourownmarriedlifeyoutoomaybeallhappy,asIam。
  Mydear,pleaseAlmightyGod,yourlifemaybeallitpromises,alongdayofsunshine,withnoharshwind,noforgettingduty,nodistrust。
  Imustnotwishyounopain,forthatcanneverbe,butIdohopeyouwillbealwaysashappyasIamnow。Goodbye,mydear。
  Ishallpostthisatonce,andperhaps,writeyouverysoonagain。
  Imuststop,forJonathaniswaking。Imustattendmyhusband!
  “Yourever-loving“MinaHarker。“
  LETTER,LUCYWESTENRATOMINAHARKER。
  Whitby,30August。
  “MydearestMina,“Oceansofloveandmillionsofkisses,andmayyousoonbeinyourownhomewithyourhusband。Iwishyouwerecominghomesoonenoughtostaywithushere。ThestrongairwouldsoonrestoreJonathan。Ithasquiterestoredme。Ihaveanappetitelikeacormorant,amfulloflife,andsleepwell。YouwillbegladtoknowthatIhavequitegivenupwalkinginmysleep。
  IthinkIhavenotstirredoutofmybedforaweek,thatiswhenIoncegotintoitatnight。ArthursaysIamgettingfat。
  Bytheway,IforgottotellyouthatArthurishere。
  Wehavesuchwalksanddrives,andrides,androwing,andtennis,andfishingtogether,andIlovehimmorethanever。
  Hetellsmethathelovesmemore,butIdoubtthat,foratfirsthetoldmethathecouldn'tlovememorethanhedidthen。
  Butthisisnonsense。Thereheis,callingtome。
  Sonomorejustatpresentfromyourloving,“Lucy。
  “P。S——Mothersendsherlove。Sheseemsbetter,poordear。
  “P。P。S——Wearetobemarriedon28September。“
  DR。SEWARDSDIARY
  20August——ThecaseofRenfieldgrowsevenmoreinteresting。
  Hehasnowsofarquietedthattherearespellsofcessationfromhispassion。Forthefirstweekafterhisattackhewasperpetuallyviolent。Thenonenight,justasthemoonrose,hegrewquiet,andkeptmurmuringtohimself。“NowIcanwait。
  NowIcanwait。“
  Theattendantcametotellme,soIrandownatoncetohavealookathim。
  Hewasstillinthestraitwaistcoatandinthepaddedroom,butthesuffusedlookhadgonefromhisface,andhiseyeshadsomethingoftheiroldpleading。Imightalmostsay,cringing,softness。Iwassatisfiedwithhispresentcondition,anddirectedhimtoberelieved。
  Theattendantshesitated,butfinallycarriedoutmywisheswithoutprotest。
  Itwasastrangethingthatthepatienthadhumourenoughtoseetheirdistrust,for,comingclosetome,hesaidinawhisper,allthewhilelookingfurtivelyatthem,“TheythinkIcouldhurtyou!
  Fancymehurtingyou!Thefools!”
  Itwassoothing,somehow,tothefeelingstofindmyselfdisassociatedeveninthemindofthispoormadmanfromtheothers,butallthesameIdonotfollowhisthought。
  AmItotakeitthatIhaveanythingincommonwithhim,sothatweare,asitwere,tostandtogether。OrhashetogainfrommesomegoodsostupendousthatmywellbeingisneedfultoHim?
  Imustfindoutlateron。Tonighthewillnotspeak。
  Eventheofferofakittenorevenafull-growncatwillnottempthim。
  Hewillonlysay,“Idon'ttakeanystockincats。
  Ihavemoretothinkofnow,andIcanwait。Icanwait。“
  AfterawhileIlefthim。Theattendanttellsmethathewasquietuntiljustbeforedawn,andthatthenhebegantogetuneasy,andatlengthviolent,untilatlasthefellintoaparoxysmwhichexhaustedhimsothatheswoonedintoasortofcoma……Threenightshasthesamethinghappened,violentalldaythenquietfrommoonrisetosunrise。IwishIcouldgetsomecluetothecause。
  Itwouldalmostseemasiftherewassomeinfluencewhichcameandwent。
  Happythought!Weshalltonightplaysanewitsagainstmadones。
  Heescapedbeforewithoutourhelp。Tonightheshallescapewithit。
  Weshallgivehimachance,andhavethemenreadytofollowincasetheyarerequired。
  23August——“Theexpectedalwayshappens。“HowwellDisraeliknewlife。
  Ourbirdwhenhefoundthecageopenwouldnotfly,soalloursubtlearrangementswerefornought。Atanyrate,wehaveprovedonething,thatthespellsofquietnesslastareasonabletime。
  Weshallinfuturebeabletoeasehisbondsforafewhourseachday。
  Ihavegivenorderstothenightattendantmerelytoshuthiminthepaddedroom,whenonceheisquiet,untilthehourbeforesunrise。
  Thepoorsoul'sbodywillenjoythereliefevenifhismindcannotappreciateit。Hark!Theunexpectedagain!Iamcalled。
  Thepatienthasoncemoreescaped。
  Later——Anothernightadventure。Renfieldartfullywaiteduntiltheattendantwasenteringtheroomtoinspect。
  Thenhedashedoutpasthimandflewdownthepassage。
  Isentwordfortheattendantstofollow。Againhewentintothegroundsofthedesertedhouse,andwefoundhiminthesameplace,pressedagainsttheoldchapeldoor。
  Whenhesawmehebecamefurious,andhadnottheattendantsseizedhimintime,hewouldhavetriedtokillme。
  Aswesereholdinghimastrangethinghappened。
  Hesuddenlyredoubledhisefforts,andthenassuddenlygrewcalm。
  Ilookedroundinstinctively,butcouldseenothing。
  ThenIcaughtthepatient'seyeandfollowedit,butcouldtracenothingasitlookedintothemoonlightsky,exceptabigbat,whichwasflappingitssilentandghostlywaytothewest。
  Batsusuallywheelabout,butthisoneseemedtogostraighton,asifitknewwhereitwasboundfororhadsomeintentionofitsown。
  Thepatientgrewcalmereveryinstant,andpresentlysaid,“Youneedn'ttieme。Ishallgoquietly!”Withouttrouble,wecamebacktothehouse。Ifeelthereissomethingominousinhiscalm,andshallnotforgetthisnight。
  LUCYWESTENRA'SDIARY
  Hillingham,24August——ImustimitateMina,andkeepwritingthingsdown。
  Thenwecanhavelongtalkswhenwedomeet。Iwonderwhenitwillbe。Iwishshewerewithmeagain,forIfeelsounhappy。
  LastnightIseemedtobedreamingagainjustasIwasatWhitby。
  Perhapsitisthechangeofair,orgettinghomeagain。
  Itisalldarkandhorridtome,forIcanremembernothing。
  ButIamfullofvaguefear,andIfeelsoweakandwornout。
  WhenArthurcametolunchhelookedquitegrievedwhenhesawme,andIhadn'tthespirittotrytobecheerful。IwonderifIcouldsleepinmother'sroomtonight。Ishallmakeanexcusetotry。
  25August——Anotherbadnight。Motherdidnotseemtotaketomyproposal。
  Sheseemsnottoowellherself,anddoubtlessshefearstoworryme。
  Itriedtokeepawake,andsucceededforawhile,butwhentheclockstrucktwelveitwakedmefromadoze,soImusthavebeenfallingasleep。
  Therewasasortofscratchingorflappingatthewindow,butIdidnotmindit,andasIremembernomore,IsupposeImusthavefallenasleep。
  Morebaddreams。IwishIcouldrememberthem。ThismorningIamhorriblyweak。Myfaceisghastlypale,andmythroatpainsme。
  Itmustbesomethingwrongwithmylungs,forIdon'tseemtobegettingairenough。IshalltrytocheerupwhenArthurcomes,orelseIknowhewillbemiserabletoseemeso。
  LETTER,ARTHURTODR。SEWARD
  “AlbemarleHotel,31August“MydearJack,“Iwantyoutodomeafavour。Lucyisill,thatisshehasnospecialdisease,butshelooksawful,andisgettingworseeveryday。Ihaveaskedherifthereisanycause,Inotdaretoaskhermother,fortodisturbthepoorlady'smindaboutherdaughterinherpresentstateofhealthwouldbefatal。
  Mrs。Westenrahasconfidedtomethatherdoomisspoken,diseaseoftheheart,thoughpoorLucydoesnotknowityet。
  Iamsurethatthereissomethingpreyingonmydeargirl'smind。
  IamalmostdistractedwhenIthinkofher。Tolookathergivesmeapang。ItoldherIshouldaskyoutoseeher,andthoughshedemurredatfirst,Iknowwhy,oldfellow,shefinallyconsented。
  Itwillbeapainfultaskforyou,Iknow,oldfriend,butitisforhersake,andImustnothesitatetoask,oryoutoact。
  YouaretocometolunchatHillinghamtomorrow,twoo'clock,soasnottoarouseanysuspicioninMrs。Westenra,andafterlunchLucywilltakeanopportunityofbeingalonewithyou。
  Iamfilledwithanxiety,andwanttoconsultwithyoualoneassoonasIcanafteryouhaveseenher。Donotfail!
  “Arthur。“
  TELEGRAM,ARTHURHOLMWOODTOSEWARD
  1September“Amsummonedtoseemyfather,whoisworse。Amwriting。
  Writemefullybytonight'sposttoRing。Wiremeifnecessary。“
  LETTERFROMDR。SEWARDTOARTHURHOLMWOOD
  2September“Mydearoldfellow,“WithregardtoMissWestenra'shealthIhastentoletyouknowatoncethatinmyopinionthereisnotanyfunctaldisturbanceoranymaladythatIknowof。Atthesametime,Iamnotbyanymeanssatisfiedwithherappearance。
  SheiswoefullydifferentfromwhatshewaswhenIsawherlast。
  OfcourseyoumustbearinmindthatIdidnothavefullopportunityofexaminationsuchasIshouldwish。Ourveryfriendshipmakesalittledifficultywhichnotevenmedicalscienceorcustomcanbridgeover。Ihadbettertellyouexactlywhathappened,leavingyoutodraw,inameasure,yourownconclusions。
  IshallthensaywhatIhavedoneandproposedoing。
  “IfoundMissWestenrainseeminglygayspirits。Hermotherwaspresent,andinafewsecondsImadeupmymindthatshewastryingallsheknewtomisleadhermotherandpreventherfrombeinganxious。
  Ihavenodoubtsheguesses,ifshedoesnotknow,whatneedofcautionthereis。
  “Welunchedalone,andasweallexertedourselvestobecheerful,wegot,assomekindofrewardforourlabours,somerealcheerfulnessamongstus。
  ThenMrs。Westenrawenttoliedown,andLucywasleftwithme。
  Wewentintoherboudoir,andtillwegottherehergaietyremained,fortheservantswerecomingandgoing。
  “Assoonasthedoorwasclosed,however,themaskfellfromherface,andshesankdownintoachairwithagreatsigh,andhidhereyeswithherhand。
  WhenIsawthatherhighspiritshadfailed,Iatoncetookadvantageofherreactiontomakeadiagnosis。
  “Shesaidtomeverysweetly,`IcannottellyouhowIloathetalkingaboutmyself。'Iremindedherthatadoctor'sconfidencewassacred,butthatyouweregrievouslyanxiousabouther。
  Shecaughtontomymeaningatonce,andsettledthatmatterinaword。
  `TellArthureverythingyouchoose。Idonotcareformyself,butforhim!'SoIamquitefree。
  “Icouldeasilyseethatshewassomewhatbloodless,butIcouldnotseetheusualanemicsigns,andbythechance,Iwasabletotesttheactualqualityofherblood,forinopeningawindowwhichwasstiffacordgaveway,andshecutherhandslightlywithbrokenglass。
  Itwasaslightmatterinitself,butitgavemeanevidentchance,andIsecuredafewdropsofthebloodandhaveanalysedthem。
  “Thequalitativeanalysisgiveaquitenormalcondition,andshows,Ishouldinfer,initselfavigorousstateofhealth。
  InotherphysicalmattersIwasquitesatisfiedthatthereisnoneedforanxiety,butastheremustbeacausesomewhere,Ihavecometotheconclusionthatitmustbesomethingmental。
  “Shecomplainsofdifficultybreathingsatisfactorilyattimes,andofheavy,lethargicsleep,withdreamsthatfrightenher,butregardingwhichshecanremembernothing。Shesaysthatasachild,sheusedtowalkinhersleep,andthatwheninWhitbythehabitcameback,andthatonceshewalkedoutinthenightandwenttoEastCliff,whereMissMurrayfoundher。
  Butsheassuresmethatoflatethehabithasnotreturned。
  “Iamindoubt,andsohavedonethebestthingIknowof。
  Ihavewrittentomyoldfriendandmaster,ProfessorVanHelsing,ofAmsterdam,whoknowsasmuchaboutobscurediseasesasanyoneintheworld。Ihaveaskedhimtocomeover,andasyoutoldmethatallthingsweretobeatyourcharge,IhavementionedtohimwhoyouareandyourrelationstoMissWestenra。
  This,mydearfellow,isinobediencetoyourwishes,forI
  amonlytooproudandhappytodoanythingIcanforher。
  “VanHelsingwould,Iknow,doanythingformeforapersonalreason,sonomatteronwhatgroundhecomes,wemustaccepthiswishes。
  Heisaseeminglyarbitraryman,thisisbecauseheknowswhatheistalkingaboutbetterthananyoneelse。Heisaphilosopherandametaphysician,andoneofthemostadvancedscientistsofhisday,andhehas,Ibelieve,anabsolutelyopenmind。This,withanironnerve,atemperoftheice-brook,andindomitableresolution,self-command,andtolerationexaltedfromvirtuestoblessings,andthekindliestandtruestheartthatbeats,theseformhisequipmentforthenobleworkthatheisdoingformankind,workbothintheoryandpractice,forhisviewsareaswideashisall-embracingsympathy。
  ItellyouthesefactsthatyoumayknowwhyIhavesuchconfidenceinhim。
  Ihaveaskedhimtocomeatonce。IshallseeMissWestenratomorrowagain。
  SheistomeetmeattheStores,sothatImaynotalarmhermotherbytooearlyarepetitionofmycall。
  “Yoursalways。“
  JohnSewardLETTER,ABRAHAMVANHELSING,MD,DPh,D。LiT,ETC,ETC,TODR。SEWARD
  2September。
  “MygoodFriend,“WhenIreceivedyourletterIamalreadycomingtoyou。BygoodfortuneI
  canleavejustatonce,withoutwrongtoanyofthosewhohavetrustedme。
  Werefortuneother,thenitwerebadforthosewhohavetrusted,forIcometomyfriendwhenhecallmetoaidthoseheholdsdear。
  Tellyourfriendthatwhenthattimeyousuckfrommywoundsoswiftlythepoisonofthegangrenefromthatknifethatourotherfriend,toonervous,letslip,youdidmoreforhimwhenhewantsmyaidsandyoucallforthemthanallhisgreatfortunecoulddo。Butitispleasureaddedtodoforhim,yourfriend,itistoyouthatIcome。Havenearathand,andpleaseitsoarrangethatwemayseetheyoungladynottoolateontomorrow,foritislikelythatImayhavetoreturnherethatnight。
  ButifneedbeIshallcomeagaininthreedays,andstaylongerifitmust。
  Tillthengoodbye,myfriendJohn。
  “VanHelsing。“
  LETTER,DR。SEWARDTOHON。ARTHURHOLMWOOD
  3September“MydearArt,“VanHelsinghascomeandgone。HecameonwithmetoHillingham,andfoundthat,byLucy'sdiscretion,hermotherwaslunchingout,sothatwewerealonewithher。
  “VanHelsingmadeaverycarefulexaminationofthepatient。
  Heistoreporttome,andIshalladviseyou,forofcourseIwasnotpresentallthetime。Heis,Ifear,muchconcerned,butsayshemustthink。WhenItoldhimofourfriendshipandhowyoutrusttomeinthematter,hesaid,`Youmusttellhimallyouthink。
  TellhimhimwhatIthink,ifyoucanguessit,ifyouwill。Nay,Iamnotjesting。Thisisnojest,butlifeanddeath,perhapsmore。'
  Iaskedwhathemeantbythat,forhewasveryserious。
  Thiswaswhenwehadcomebacktotown,andhewashavingacupofteabeforestartingonhisreturntoAmsterdam。Hewouldnotgivemeanyfurtherclue。Youmustnotbeangrywithme,Art,becausehisveryreticencemeansthatallhisbrainsareworkingforhergood。
  Hewillspeakplainlyenoughwhenthetimecomes,besure。
  SoItoldhimIwouldsimplywriteanaccountofourvisit,justasifI
  weredoingadescriptivespecialarticleforTHEDAILYTELEGRAPH。
  Heseemednottonotice,butremarkedthatthesmutsofLondonwerenotquitesobadastheyusedtobewhenhewasastudenthere。
  Iamtogethisreporttomorrowifhecanpossiblymakeit。
  InanycaseIamtohavealetter。
  “Well,astothevisit,LucywasmorecheerfulthanonthedayIfirstsawher,andcertainlylookedbetter。
  Shehadlostsomethingoftheghastlylookthatsoupsetyou,andherbreathingwasnormal。ShewasverysweettotheProfessorasshealwaysis,andtriedtomakehimfeelatease,thoughI
  couldseethepoorgirlwasmakingahardstruggleforit。
  “IbelieveVanHelsingsawit,too,forIsawthequicklookunderhisbushybrowsthatIknewofold。ThenhebegantochatofallthingsexceptourselvesanddiseasesandwithsuchaninfinitegenialitythatIcouldseepoorLucy'spretenseofanimationmergeintoreality。
  Then,withoutanyseemingchange,hebroughttheconversationgentlyroundtohisvisit,andsauvelysaid,“`Mydearyoungmiss,Ihavethesogreatpleasurebecauseyouaresomuchbeloved。Thatismuch,mydear,evenweretherethatwhichI
  donotsee。Theytoldmeyouweredowninthespirit,andthatyouwereofaghastlypale。TothemIsay“Pouf!”'Andhesnappedhisfingersatmeandwenton。`ButyouandIshallshowthemhowwrongtheyare。
  Howcanhe',andhepointedatmewiththesamelookandgestureasthatwithwhichhepointedmeoutinhisclass,on,orratherafter,aparticularoccasionwhichheneverfailstoremindmeof,`knowanythingofayoungladies?Hehashismadmentoplaywith,andtobringthembacktohappiness,andtothosethatlovethem。
  Itismuchtodo,and,oh,buttherearerewardsinthatwecanbestowsuchhappiness。Buttheyoungladies!Hehasnowifenordaughter,andtheyoungdonottellthemselvestotheyoung,buttotheold,likeme,whohaveknownsomanysorrowsandthecausesofthem。
  So,mydear,wewillsendhimawaytosmokethecigaretteinthegarden,whilesyouandIhavelittletalkalltoourselves。'
  Itookthehint,andstrolledabout,andpresentlytheprofessorcametothewindowandcalledmein。Helookedgrave,butsaid,`Ihavemadecarefulexamination,butthereisnofunctionalcause。
  WithyouIagreethattherehasbeenmuchbloodlost,ithasbeenbutisnot。Buttheconditionsofherareinnowayanemic。
  Ihaveaskedhertosendmehermaid,thatImayaskjustoneortwoquestions,thatsoImaynotchancetomissnothing。
  Iknowwellwhatshewillsay。Andyetthereiscause。
  Thereisalwayscauseforeverything。Imustgobackhomeandthink。
  Youmustsendmethetelegrameveryday,andiftherebecauseI
  shallcomeagain。Thedisease,fornottobewellisadisease,interestme,andthesweet,youngdear,sheinterestmetoo。
  Shecharmme,andforher,ifnotforyouordisease,Icome。'
  “AsItellyou,hewouldnotsayawordmore,evenwhenwewerealone。
  Andsonow,Art,youknowallIknow。Ishallkeepsternwatch。
  Itrustyourpoorfatherisrallying。Itmustbeaterriblethingtoyou,mydearoldfellow,tobeplacedinsuchapositionbetweentwopeoplewhoarebothsodeartoyou。Iknowyourideaofdutytoyourfather,andyouarerighttosticktoit。
  Butifneedbe,IshallsendyouwordtocomeatoncetoLucy,sodonotbeover-anxiousunlessyouhearfromme。“
  DR。SEWARD'SDIARY
  4September——Zoophagouspatientstillkeepsupourinterestinhim。
  Hehadonlyoneoutburstandthatwasyesterdayatanunusualtime。
  Justbeforethestrokeofnoonhebegantogrowrestless。
  Theattendantknewthesymptoms,andatoncesummonedaid。
  Fortunatelythemencameatarun,andwerejustintime,foratthestrokeofnoonhebecamesoviolentthatittookalltheirstrengthtoholdhim。
  Inaboutfiveminutes,however,hebegantogetmorequiet,andfinallysankintoasortofmelancholy,inwhichstatehehasremaineduptonow。Theattendanttellsmethathisscreamswhilstintheparoxysmwerereallyappalling。IfoundmyhandsfullwhenIgotin,attendingtosomeoftheotherpatientswhowerefrightenedbyhim。Indeed,Icanquiteunderstandtheeffect,forthesoundsdisturbedevenme,thoughIwassomedistanceaway。
  Itisnowafterthedinnerhouroftheasylum,andasyetmypatientsitsinacornerbrooding,withadull,sullen,woe-begonelookinhisface,whichseemsrathertoindicatethantoshowsomethingdirectly。
  Icannotquiteunderstandit。
  Later——Anotherchangeinmypatient。Atfiveo'clockIlookedinonhim,andfoundhimseeminglyashappyandcontentedasheusedtobe。
  Hewascatchingfliesandeatingthem,andwaskeepingnoteofhiscapturebymakingnailmarksontheedgeofthedoorbetweentheridgesofpadding。
  Whenhesawme,hecameoverandapologizedforhisbadconduct,andaskedmeinaveryhumble,cringingwaytobeledbacktohisownroom,andtohavehisnotebookagain。Ithoughtitwelltohumourhim,soheisbackinhisroomwiththewindowopen。Hehasthesugarofhisteaspreadoutonthewindowsill,andisreapingquiteaharvestofflies。
  Heisnotnoweatingthem,butputtingthemintoabox,asofold,andisalreadyexaminingthecornersofhisroomtofindaspider。
  Itriedtogethimtotalkaboutthepastfewdays,foranycluetohisthoughtswouldbeofimmensehelptome,buthewouldnotrise。
  Foramomentortwohelookedverysad,andsaidinasortoffarawayvoice,asthoughsayingitrathertohimselfthantome。
  “Allover!Allover!Hehasdesertedme。NohopeformenowunlessI
  doitmyself!”Thensuddenlyturningtomeinaresoluteway,hesaid,“Doctor,won'tyoubeverygoodtomeandletmehavealittlemoresugar?
  Ithinkitwouldbeverygoodforme。“
  “Andtheflies?”Isaid。
  “Yes!Theflieslikeit,too,andIliketheflies,thereforeIlikeit。“Andtherearepeoplewhoknowsolittleastothinkthatmadmendonotargue。
  Iprocuredhimadoublesupply,andlefthimashappyamanas,Isuppose,anyintheworld。IwishIcouldfathomhismind。
  Midnight——Anotherchangeinhim。IhadbeentoseeMissWestenra,whomIfoundmuchbetter,andhadjustreturned,andwasstandingatourowngatelookingatthesunset,whenoncemoreIheardhimyelling。
  Ashisroomisonthissideofthehouse,Icouldhearitbetterthaninthemorning。ItwasashocktometoturnfromthewonderfulsmokybeautyofasunsetoverLondon,withitsluridlightsandinkyshadowsandallthemarvelloustintsthatcomeonfoulcloudsevenasonfoulwater,andtorealizeallthegrimsternnessofmyowncoldstonebuilding,withitswealthofbreathingmisery,andmyowndesolatehearttoendureitall。Ireachedhimjustasthesunwasgoingdown,andfromhiswindowsawthereddiscsink。
  Asitsankhebecamelessandlessfrenzied,andjustasitdippedheslidfromthehandsthatheldhim,aninertmass,onthefloor。
  Itiswonderful,however,whatintellectualrecuperativepowerlunaticshave,forwithinafewminuteshestoodupquitecalmlyandlookedaroundhim。Isignalledtotheattendantsnottoholdhim,forIwasanxioustoseewhathewoulddo。
  Hewentstraightovertothewindowandbrushedoutthecrumbsofsugar。
  Thenhetookhisflybox,andemptieditoutside,andthrewawaythebox。
  Thenheshutthewindow,andcrossingover,satdownonhisbed。
  Allthissurprisedme,soIaskedhim,“Areyougoingtokeepfliesanymore?”
  “No,“saidhe。“Iamsickofallthatrubbish!”
  Hecertainlyisawonderfullyinterestingstudy。
  IwishIcouldgetsomeglimpseofhismindorofthecauseofhissuddenpassion。Stop。Theremaybeaclueafterall,ifwecanfindwhytodayhisparoxysmscameonathighnoonandatsunset。
  Canitbethatthereisamaligninfluenceofthesunatperiodswhichaffectscertainnatures,asattimesthemoondoesothers?
  Weshallsee。
  TELEGRAM。SEWARD,LONDON,TOVANHELSING,AMSTERDAM
  “4September——Patientstillbettertoday。“
  TELEGRAM,SEWARD,LONDON,TOVANHELSING,AMSTERDAM
  “5September——Patientgreatlyimproved。Goodappetite,sleepsnaturally,goodspirits,colorcomingback。“
  TELEGRAM,SEWARD,LONDON,TOVANHELSING,AMSTERDAM
  “6September——Terriblechangefortheworse。Comeatonce。
  Donotloseanhour。IholdovertelegramtoHolmwoodtillhaveseenyou。“
  CHAPTER10
  LETTER,DR。SEWARDTOHON。ARTHURHOLMWOOD
  6September“MydearArt,“Mynewstodayisnotsogood。Lucythismorninghadgonebackabit。
  Thereis,however,onegoodthingwhichhasarisenfromit。
  Mrs。WestenrawasnaturallyanxiousconcerningLucy,andhasconsultedmeprofessionallyabouther。Itookadvantageoftheopportunity,andtoldherthatmyoldmaster,VanHelsing,thegreatspecialist,wascomingtostaywithme,andthatIwouldputherinhischargeconjointlywithmyself。Sonowwecancomeandgowithoutalarmingherunduly,forashocktoherwouldmeansuddendeath,andthis,inLucy'sweakcondition,mightbedisastroustoher。
  Wearehedgedinwithdifficulties,allofus,mypoorfellow,but,pleaseGod,weshallcomethroughthemallright。
  IfanyneedIshallwrite,sothat,ifyoudonothearfromme,takeitforgrantedthatIamsimplywaitingfornews,Inhaste,“Yoursever,“
  JohnSewardDR。SEWARD'SDIARY
  7September——ThefirstthingVanHelsingsaidtomewhenwemetatLiverpoolStreetwas,“Haveyousaidanythingtoouryoungfriend,toloverofher?”
  “No,“Isaid。“IwaitedtillIhadseenyou,asIsaidinmytelegram。
  Iwrotehimalettersimplytellinghimthatyouwerecoming,asMissWestenrawasnotsowell,andthatIshouldlethimknowifneedbe。“
  “Right,myfriend,“hesaid。“Quiteright!Betterhenotknowasyet。
  Perhapshewillneverknow。Iprayso,butifitbeneeded,thenheshallknowall。And,mygoodfriendJohn,letmecautionyou。
  Youdealwiththemadmen。Allmenaremadinsomewayortheother,andinasmuchasyoudealdiscreetlywithyourmadmen,sodealwithGod'smadmentoo,therestoftheworld。
  Youtellnotyourmadmenwhatyoudonorwhyyoudoit。Youtellthemnotwhatyouthink。Soyoushallkeepknowledgeinitsplace,whereitmayrest,whereitmaygatheritskindarounditandbreed。
  YouandIshallkeepasyetwhatweknowhere,andhere。“
  Hetouchedmeontheheartandontheforehead,andthentouchedhimselfthesameway。“Ihaveformyselfthoughtsatthepresent。
  LaterIshallunfoldtoyou。“
  “Whynotnow?”Iasked。“Itmaydosomegood。
  Wemayarriveatsomedecision。“Helookedatmeandsaid,“MyfriendJohn,whenthecornisgrown,evenbeforeithasripened,whilethemilkofitsmotherearthisinhim,andthesunshinehasnotyetbeguntopainthimwithhisgold,thehusbandmanhepulltheearandrubhimbetweenhisroughhands,andblowawaythegreenchaff,andsaytoyou,'Look!
  He'sgoodcorn,hewillmakeagoodcropwhenthetimecomes。'
  “
  Ididnotseetheapplicationandtoldhimso。Forreplyhereachedoverandtookmyearinhishandandpulleditplayfully,asheusedlongagotodoatlectures,andsaid,“Thegoodhusbandmantellyousothenbecauseheknows,butnottillthen。
  Butyoudonotfindthegoodhusbandmandiguphisplantedcorntoseeifhegrow。Thatisforthechildrenwhoplayathusbandry,andnotforthosewhotakeitasoftheworkoftheirlife。
  Seeyounow,friendJohn?Ihavesownmycorn,andNaturehasherworktodoinmakingitsprout,ifhesproutatall,there'ssomepromise,andIwaittilltheearbeginstoswell。“
  Hebrokeoff,forheevidentlysawthatIunderstood。
  Thenhewentongravely,“Youwerealwaysacarefulstudent,andyourcasebookwasevermorefullthantherest。
  AndItrustthatgoodhabithavenotfail。Remember,myfriend,thatknowledgeisstrongerthanmemory,andweshouldnottrusttheweaker。Evenifyouhavenotkeptthegoodpractice,letmetellyouthatthiscaseofourdearmissisonethatmaybe,mind,Isaymaybe,ofsuchinteresttousandothersthatalltherestmaynotmakehimkickthebeam,asyourpeoplesay。
  Takethengoodnoteofit。Nothingistoosmall。
  Icounselyou,putdowninrecordevenyourdoubtsandsurmises。
  Hereafteritmaybeofinteresttoyoutoseehowtrueyouguess。
  Welearnfromfailure,notfromsuccess!”
  WhenIdescribedLucy'ssymptoms,thesameasbefore,butinfinitelymoremarked,helookedverygrave,butsaidnothing。
  Hetookwithhimabaginwhichweremanyinstrumentsanddrugs,“theghastlyparaphernaliaofourbeneficialtrade,“
  asheoncecalled,inoneofhislectures,theequipmentofaprofessorofthehealingcraft。
  Whenwewereshownin,Mrs。Westenrametus。Shewasalarmed,butnotnearlysomuchasIexpectedtofindher。Natureinoneofherbeneficientmoodshasordainedthatevendeathhassomeantidotetoitsownterrors。Here,inacasewhereanyshockmayprovefatal,mattersaresoorderedthat,fromsomecauseorother,thethingsnotpersonal,eventheterriblechangeinherdaughtertowhomsheissoattached,donotseemtoreachher。
  ItissomethinglikethewaydameNaturegathersroundaforeignbodyanenvelopeofsomeinsensitivetissuewhichcanprotectfromevilthatwhichitwouldotherwiseharmbycontact。
  Ifthisbeanorderedselfishness,thenweshouldpausebeforewecondemnanyonefortheviceofegoism,fortheremaybedeeperrootforitscausesthanwehaveknowledgeof。
  Iusedmyknowledgeofthisphaseofspiritualpathology,andsetdownarulethatsheshouldnotbepresentwithLucy,orthinkofherillnessmorethanwasabsolutelyrequired。
  Sheassentedreadily,soreadilythatIsawagainthehandofNaturefightingforlife。VanHelsingandIwereshownuptoLucy'sroom。IfIwasshockedwhenIsawheryesterday,IwashorrifiedwhenIsawhertoday。
  Shewasghastly,chalkilypale。Theredseemedtohavegoneevenfromherlipsandgums,andthebonesofherfacestoodoutprominently。
  Herbreathingwaspainfultoseeorhear。VanHelsing'sfacegrewsetasmarble,andhiseyebrowsconvergedtilltheyalmosttouchedoverhisnose。
  Lucylaymotionless,anddidnotseemtohavestrengthtospeak,soforawhilewewereallsilent。ThenVanHelsingbeckonedtome,andwewentgentlyoutoftheroom。Theinstantwehadclosedthedoorhesteppedquicklyalongthepassagetothenextdoor,whichwasopen。
  Thenhepulledmequicklyinwithhimandclosedthedoor。
  “Mygod!”hesaid。“Thisisdreadful。Thereisnottimetobelost。
  Shewilldieforsheerwantofbloodtokeeptheheart'sactionasitshouldbe。Theremustbeatransfusionofbloodatonce。
  Isityouorme?”
  “Iamyoungerandstronger,Professor。Itmustbeme。“
  “Thengetreadyatonce。Iwillbringupmybag。
  Iamprepared。“
  Iwentdownstairswithhim,andasweweregoingtherewasaknockatthehalldoor。Whenwereachedthehall,themaidhadjustopenedthedoor,andArthurwassteppingquicklyin。
  Herusheduptome,sayinginaneagerwhisper,“Jack,Iwassoanxious。Ireadbetweenthelinesofyourletter,andhavebeeninanagony。Thedadwasbetter,soIrandownheretoseeformyself。IsnotthatgentlemanDr。VanHelsing?
  Iamsothankfultoyou,sir,forcoming。“
  WhenfirsttheProfessor'seyehadlituponhim,hehadbeenangryathisinterruptionatsuchatime,butnow,ashetookinhisstalwartproportionsandrecognizedthestrongyoungmanhoodwhichseemedtoemanatefromhim,hiseyesgleamed。
  Withoutapausehesaidtohimasheheldouthishand,“Sir,youhavecomeintime。Youaretheloverofourdearmiss。
  Sheisbad,very,verybad。Nay,mychild,donotgolikethat。“Forhesuddenlygrewpaleandsatdowninachairalmostfainting。
  “Youaretohelpher。Youcandomorethananythatlive,andyourcourageisyourbesthelp。“
  “WhatcanIdo?”askedArthurhoarsely。“Tellme,andIshalldoit。
  Mylifeishers'andIwouldgivethelastdropofbloodinmybodyforher。“
  TheProfessorhasastronglyhumorousside,andIcouldfromoldknowledgedetectatraceofitsorigininhisanswer。
  “Myyoungsir,Idonotasksomuchasthat,notthelast!”
  “WhatshallIdo?”Therewasfireinhiseyes,andhisopennostrilsquiveredwithintent。VanHelsingslappedhimontheshoulder。
  “Come!”hesaid。“Youareaman,anditisamanwewant。
  Youarebetterthanme,betterthanmyfriendJohn。“
  Arthurlookedbewildered,andtheProfessorwentonbyexplaininginakindlyway。
  “Youngmissisbad,verybad。Shewantsblood,andbloodshemusthaveordie。MyfriendJohnandIhaveconsulted,andweareabouttoperformwhatwecalltransfusionofblood,totransferfromfullveinsofonetotheemptyveinswhichpineforhim。
  Johnwastogivehisblood,asheisthemoreyoungandstrongthanme。“——HereArthurtookmyhandandwrungithardinsilence——“Butnowyouarehere,youaremoregoodthanus,oldoryoung,whotoilmuchintheworldofthought。
  Ournervesarenotsocalmandourbloodsobrightthanyours!”
  Arthurturnedtohimandsaid,“IfyouonlyknewhowgladlyIwoulddieforheryouwouldunderstand……“Hestoppedwithasortofchokeinhisvoice。
  “Goodboy!”saidVanHelsing。“Inthenot-so-far-offyouwillbehappythatyouhavedoneallforheryoulove。
  Comenowandbesilent。Youshallkissheroncebeforeitisdone,butthenyoumustgo,andyoumustleaveatmysign。
  SaynowordtoMadame。Youknowhowitiswithher。
  Theremustbenoshock,anyknowledgeofthiswouldbeone。Come!”
  WeallwentuptoLucy'sroom。Arthurbydirectionremainedoutside。
  Lucyturnedherheadandlookedatus,butsaidnothing。
  Shewasnotasleep,butshewassimplytooweaktomaketheeffort。
  Hereyesspoketous,thatwasall。
  VanHelsingtooksomethingsfromhisbagandlaidthemonalittletableoutofsight。Thenhemixedanarcotic,andcomingovertothebed,saidcheerily,“Now,littlemiss,hereisyourmedicine。
  Drinkitoff,likeagoodchild。See,Iliftyousothattoswallowiseasy。Yes。“Shehadmadetheeffortwithsuccess。
  Itastonishedmehowlongthedrugtooktoact。
  This,infact,markedtheextentofherweakness。Thetimeseemedendlessuntilsleepbegantoflickerinhereyelids。
  Atlast,however,thenarcoticbegantomanifestitspotency,andshefellintoadeepsleep。WhentheProfessorwassatisfied,hecalledArthurintotheroom,andbadehimstripoffhiscoat。
  Thenheadded,“YoumaytakethatonelittlekisswhilesIbringoverthetable。FriendJohn,helptome!”
  Soneitherofuslookedwhilsthebentoverher。
  VanHelsing,turningtome,said,“Heissoyoungandstrong,andofbloodsopurethatweneednotdefibrinateit。“
  Thenwithswiftness,butwithabsolutemethod,VanHelsingperformedtheoperation。Asthetransfusionwenton,somethinglikelifeseemedtocomebacktopoorLucy'scheeks,andthroughArthur'sgrowingpallorthejoyofhisfaceseemedabsolutelytoshine。
  AfterabitIbegantogrowanxious,forthelossofbloodwastellingonArthur,strongmanashewas。ItgavemeanideaofwhataterriblestrainLucy'ssystemmusthaveundergonethatwhatweakenedArthuronlypartiallyrestoredher。
  ButtheProfessor'sfacewasset,andhestoodwatchinhand,andwithhiseyesfixednowonthepatientandnowonArthur。
  Icouldhearmyownheartbeat。Presently,hesaidinasoftvoice,“Donotstiraninstant。Itisenough。Youattendhim。
  Iwilllooktoher。“