IsawatoncethatIwasontherighttrack。Phoneticspellinghadagainmisledme。Ahalfcrowntipputthedeputy'sknowledgeatmydisposal,andIlearnedthatMr。Bloxam,whohadsleptofftheremainsofhisbeeronthepreviousnightatCorcoran's,hadleftforhisworkatPoplaratfiveo'clockthatmorning。Hecouldnottellmewheretheplaceofworkwassituated,buthehadavagueideathatitwassomekindofa“new-fangledware'us,“andwiththisslenderclueIhadtostartforPoplar。Itwastwelveo'clockbeforeI
gotanysatisfactoryhintofsuchabuilding,andthisIgotatacoffeeshop,wheresomeworkmenwerehavingtheirdinner。
OneofthemsuggestedthattherewasbeingerectedatCrossAngelStreetanew“coldstorage“building,andasthissuitedtheconditionofa“new-fangledware'us,“Iatoncedrovetoit。
Aninterviewwithasurlygatekeeperandasurlierforeman,bothofwhomwereappeasedwiththecoinoftherealm,putmeonthetrackofBloxam。HewassentforonmysuggestionthatIwaswillingtopayhisdayswagestohisforemanfortheprivilegeofaskinghimafewquestionsonaprivatematter。
Hewasasmartenoughfellow,thoughroughofspeechandbearing。
WhenIhadpromisedtopayforhisinformationandgivenhimanearnest,hetoldmethathehadmadetwojourneysbetweenCarfaxandahouseinPiccadilly,andhadtakenfromthishousetothelatterninegreatboxes,“mainheavyones,“
withahorseandcarthiredbyhimforthispurpose。
IaskedhimifhecouldtellmethenumberofthehouseinPiccadilly,towhichhereplied,“Well,guv'nor,Iforgitsthenumber,butitwasonlyafewdoorfromabigwhitechurch,orsomethinkofthekind,notlongbuilt。
Itwasadustyold'ouse,too,thoughnothin'tothedustinessofthe'ousewetookedthebloomin'boxesfrom。“
“Howdidyougetinifbothhouseswereempty?”
“Therewastheoldpartywhatengagedmeawaitin'inthe'ouseatPurfleet。
He'elpedmetolifttheboxesandputtheminthedray。Curseme,buthewasthestrongestchapIeverstruck,an'himaoldfeller,withawhitemoustache,onethatthinyouwouldthinkhecouldn'tthrowashadder。“
Howthisphrasethrilledthroughme!
“Why,'etookup'isendo'theboxesliketheywaspoundsoftea,andmeapuffin'an'ablowin'aforeIcouldupendmineanyhow,an'
I'mnochicken,neither。“
“HowdidyougetintothehouseinPiccadilly?”Iasked。
“Hewastheretoo。Hemust'astartedoffandgotthereaforeme,forwhenIrungofthebellhekeman'openedthedoor'isselfan'
'elpedmecarrytheboxesintothe'all。“
“Thewholenine?”Iasked。
“Yus,therewasfiveinthefirstloadan'fourinthesecond。
Itwasmaindrywork,an'Idon'tsowellremember'owIgot'ome。“
Iinterruptedhim,“Weretheboxesleftinthehall?”
“Yus,itwasabig'all,an'therewasnothin'elseinit。“
Imadeonemoreattempttofurthermatters。“Youdidn'thaveanykey?”
“Neverusednokeynornothink。Theoldgent,heopenedthedoor'isselfan'shutitagainwhenIdruvoff。
Idon'trememberthelasttime,butthatwasthebeer。“
“Andyoucan'trememberthenumberofthehouse?”
“No,sir。Butyeneedn'thavenodifficultyaboutthat。It'sa'igh'unwithastonefrontwithabowonit,an''ighstepsuptothedoor。
Iknowthemsteps,'avin''adtocarrytheboxesupwiththreeloaferswhatcomeroundtoearnacopper。Theoldgentgivethemshillin's,an'
theyseein'theygotsomuch,theywantedmore。But'etookoneofthembytheshoulderandwasliketothrow'imdownthesteps,tillthelotofthemwentawaycussin'。“
IthoughtthatwiththisdescriptionIcouldfindthehouse,sohavingpaidmyfriendforhisinformation,IstartedoffforPiccadilly。
Ihadgainedanewpainfulexperience。TheCountcould,itwasevident,handletheearthboxeshimself。Ifso,timewasprecious,fornowthathehadachievedacertainamountofdistribution,hecould,bychoosinghisowntime,completethetaskunobserved。
AtPiccadillyCircusIdischargedmycab,andwalkedwestward。
BeyondtheJuniorConstitutionalIcameacrossthehousedescribedandwassatisfiedthatthiswasthenextofthelairsarrangedbyDracula。
Thehouselookedasthoughithadbeenlonguntenanted。
Thewindowswereencrustedwithdust,andtheshutterswereup。
Alltheframeworkwasblackwithtime,andfromtheironthepainthadmostlyscaledaway。Itwasevidentthatuptolatelytherehadbeenalargenoticeboardinfrontofthebalcony。
Ithad,however,beenroughlytornaway,theuprightswhichhadsupporteditstillremaining。BehindtherailsofthebalconyI
sawthereweresomelooseboards,whoserawedgeslookedwhite。
Iwouldhavegivenagooddealtohavebeenabletoseethenoticeboardintact,asitwould,perhaps,havegivensomecluetotheownershipofthehouse。IrememberedmyexperienceoftheinvestigationandpurchaseofCarfax,andIcouldnotbutfeelthatIcouldfindtheformerownertheremightbesomemeansdiscoveredofgainingaccesstothehouse。
TherewasatpresentnothingtobelearnedfromthePiccadillyside,andnothingcouldbedone,soIwentaroundtothebacktoseeifanythingcouldbegatheredfromthisquarter。Themewswereactive,thePiccadillyhousesbeingmostlyinoccupation。
IaskedoneortwoofthegroomsandhelperswhomIsawaroundiftheycouldtellmeanythingabouttheemptyhouse。
Oneofthemsaidthatheheardithadlatelybeentaken,buthecouldn'tsayfromwhom。Hetoldme,however,thatuptoverylatelytherehadbeenanoticeboardof“ForSale“
up,andthatperhapsMitchell,Sons,&Candythehouseagentscouldtellmesomething,ashethoughtherememberedseeingthenameofthatfirmontheboard。Ididnotwishtoseemtooeager,ortoletmyinformantknoworguesstoomuch,sothankinghimintheusualmanner,Istrolledaway。
Itwasnowgrowingdusk,andtheautumnnightwasclosingin,soIdidnotloseanytime。HavinglearnedtheaddressofMitchell,Sons,&CandyfromadirectoryattheBerkeley,IwassoonattheirofficeinSackvilleStreet。
Thegentlemanwhosawmewasparticularlysuaveinmanner,butuncommunicativeinequalproportion。HavingoncetoldmethatthePiccadillyhouse,whichthroughoutourinterviewhecalleda“mansion,“wassold,heconsideredmybusinessasconcluded。
WhenIaskedwhohadpurchasedit,heopenedhiseyesathoughtwider,andpausedafewsecondsbeforereplying,“Itissold,sir。“
“Pardonme,“Isaid,withequalpoliteness,“butIhaveaspecialreasonforwishingtoknowwhopurchasedit。“
Againhepausedlonger,andraisedhiseyebrowsstillmore。
“Itissold,sir,“wasagainhislaconicreply。
“Surely,“Isaid,“youdonotmindlettingmeknowsomuch。“
“ButIdomind,“heanswered。“TheaffairsoftheirclientsareabsolutelysafeinthehandsofMitchell,Sons,&Candy。“
Thiswasmanifestlyaprigofthefirstwater,andtherewasnousearguingwithhim。IthoughtIhadbestmeethimonhisownground,soIsaid,“Yourclients,sir,arehappyinhavingsoresoluteaguardianoftheirconfidence。
Iammyselfaprofessionalman。“
HereIhandedhimmycard。“InthisinstanceIamnotpromptedbycuriosity,IactonthepartofLordGodalming,whowishestoknowsomethingofthepropertywhichwas,heunderstood,latelyforsale。“
Thesewordsputadifferentcomplexiononaffairs。
Hesaid,“IwouldliketoobligeyouifIcould,Mr。Harker,andespeciallywouldIliketoobligehislordship。
WeoncecarriedoutasmallmatterofrentingsomechambersforhimwhenhewastheHonorableArthurHolmwood。
Ifyouwillletmehavehislordship'saddressIwillconsulttheHouseonthesubject,andwill,inanycase,communicatewithhislordshipbytonight'spost。
Itwillbeapleasureifwecansofardeviatefromourrulesastogivetherequiredinformationtohislordship。“
Iwantedtosecureafriend,andnottomakeanenemy,soI
thankedhim,gavetheaddressatDr。Seward'sandcameaway。
Itwasnowdark,andIwastiredandhungry。IgotacupofteaattheAeratedBreadCompanyandcamedowntoPurfleetbythenexttrain。
Ifoundalltheothersathome。Minawaslookingtiredandpale,butshemadeagallantefforttobebrightandcheerful。
ItwrungmyhearttothinkthatIhadhadtokeepanythingfromherandsocausedherinquietude。ThankGod,thiswillbethelastnightofherlookingonatourconferences,andfeelingthestingofournotshowingourconfidence。
Ittookallmycouragetoholdtothewiseresolutionofkeepingheroutofourgrimtask。Sheseemssomehowmorereconciled,orelsetheverysubjectseemstohavebecomerepugnanttoher,forwhenanyaccidentalallusionismadesheactuallyshudders。
Iamgladwemadeourresolutionintime,aswithsuchafeelingasthis,ourgrowingknowledgewouldbetorturetoher。
Icouldnottelltheothersoftheday'sdiscoverytillwewerealone,soafterdinner,followedbyalittlemusictosaveappearancesevenamongstourselves,ItookMinatoherroomandlefthertogotobed。
Thedeargirlwasmoreaffectionatewithmethanever,andclungtomeasthoughshewoulddetainme,buttherewasmuchtobetalkedofandIcameaway。ThankGod,theceasingoftellingthingshasmadenodifferencebetweenus。
WhenIcamedownagainIfoundtheothersallgatheredroundthefireinthestudy。InthetrainIhadwrittenmydiarysofar,andsimplyreaditofftothemasthebestmeansoflettingthemgetabreastofmyowninformation。
WhenIhadfinishedVanHelsingsaid,“Thishasbeenagreatday'swork,friendJonathan。Doubtlessweareonthetrackofthemissingboxes。
Ifwefindthemallinthathouse,thenourworkisneartheend。
Butiftherebesomemissing,wemustsearchuntilwefindthem。
Thenshallwemakeourfinalcoup,andhuntthewretchtohisrealdeath。“
WeallsatsilentawhileandallatonceMr。Morrisspoke,“Say!
Howarewegoingtogetintothathouse?”
“Wegotintotheother,“answeredLordGodalmingquickly。
“But,Art,thisisdifferent。WebrokehouseatCarfax,butwehadnightandawalledparktoprotectus。ItwillbeamightydifferentthingtocommitburglaryinPiccadilly,eitherbydayornight。
IconfessIdon'tseehowwearegoingtogetinunlessthatagencyduckcanfindusakeyofsomesort。“
LordGodalming'sbrowscontracted,andhestoodupandwalkedabouttheroom。
By-and-byhestoppedandsaid,turningfromonetoanotherofus,“Quincey'sheadislevel。Thisburglarybusinessisgettingserious。
Wegotoffonceallright,butwehavenowararejobonhand。
UnlesswecanfindtheCount'skeybasket。“
Asnothingcouldwellbedonebeforemorning,andasitwouldbeatleastadvisabletowaittillLordGodalmingshouldhearfromMitchell's,wedecidednottotakeanyactivestepbeforebreakfasttime。Foragoodwhilewesatandsmoked,discussingthematterinitsvariouslightsandbearings。
Itooktheopportunityofbringingthisdiaryrightuptothemoment。
Iamverysleepyandshallgotobed……
Justaline。Minasleepssoundlyandherbreathingisregular。Herforeheadispuckeredupintolittlewrinkles,asthoughshethinkseveninhersleep。
Sheisstilltoopale,butdoesnotlooksohaggardasshedidthismorning。
Tomorrowwill,Ihope,mendallthis。ShewillbeherselfathomeinExeter。
Oh,butIamsleepy!
DR。SEWARD'SDIARY
1October——IampuzzledafreshaboutRenfield。
HismoodschangesorapidlythatIfinditdifficulttokeeptouchofthem,andastheyalwaysmeansomethingmorethanhisownwell-being,theyformamorethaninterestingstudy。
Thismorning,whenIwenttoseehimafterhisrepulseofVanHelsing,hismannerwasthatofamancommandingdestiny。
Hewas,infact,commandingdestiny,subjectively。
Hedidnotreallycareforanyofthethingsofmereearth,hewasinthecloudsandlookeddownonalltheweaknessesandwantsofuspoormortals。
IthoughtIwouldimprovetheoccasionandlearnsomething,soIaskedhim,“Whataboutthefliesthesetimes?”
Hesmiledonmeinquiteasuperiorsortofway,suchasmileaswouldhavebecomethefaceofMalvolio,asheansweredme,“Thefly,mydearsir,hasonestrikingfeature。It'swingsaretypicaloftheaerialpowersofthepsychicfaculties。
Theancientsdidwellwhentheytypifiedthesoulasabutterfly!”
IthoughtIwouldpushhisanalogytoitsutmostlogically,soIsaidquickly,“Oh,itisasoulyouareafternow,isit?”
Hismadnessfoiledhisreason,andapuzzledlookspreadoverhisfaceas,shakinghisheadwithadecisionwhichIhadbutseldomseeninhim。
Hesaid,“Oh,no,ohno!Iwantnosouls。LifeisallIwant。“
Herehebrightenedup。“Iamprettyindifferentaboutitatpresent。
Lifeisallright。IhaveallIwant。Youmustgetanewpatient,doctor,ifyouwishtostudyzoophagy!”
Thispuzzledmealittle,soIdrewhimon。“Thenyoucommandlife。
Youareagod,Isuppose?”
Hesmiledwithanineffablybenignsuperiority。“Ohno!
FarbeitfrommetoarrogatetomyselftheattributesoftheDeity。
IamnotevenconcernedinHisespeciallyspiritualdoings。
IfImaystatemyintellectualpositionIam,sofarasconcernsthingspurelyterrestrial,somewhatinthepositionwhichEnochoccupiedspiritually!”
Thiswasaposertome。IcouldnotatthemomentrecallEnoch'sappositeness,soIhadtoaskasimplequestion,thoughIfeltthatbysodoingIwasloweringmyselfintheeyesofthelunatic。
“AndwhywithEnoch?”
“BecausehewalkedwithGod。“
Icouldnotseetheanalogy,butdidnotliketoadmitit,soIharkedbacktowhathehaddenied。“Soyoudon'tcareaboutlifeandyoudon'twantsouls。Whynot?”
Iputmyquestionquicklyandsomewhatsternly,onpurposetodisconcerthim。
Theeffortsucceeded,foraninstantheunconsciouslyrelapsedintohisoldservilemanner,bentlowbeforeme,andactuallyfawneduponmeashereplied。“Idon'twantanysouls,indeed,indeed!Idon't。I
couldn'tusethemifIhadthem。Theywouldbenomannerofusetome。
Icouldn'teatthemor……“
Hesuddenlystoppedandtheoldcunninglookspreadoverhisface,likeawindsweeponthesurfaceofthewater。
“Anddoctor,astolife,whatisitafterall?Whenyou'vegotallyourequire,andyouknowthatyouwillneverwant,thatisall。Ihavefriends,goodfriends,likeyou,Dr。Seward。“Thiswassaidwithaleerofinexpressiblecunning。
“IknowthatIshallneverlackthemeansoflife!”
Ithinkthatthroughthecloudinessofhisinsanityhesawsomeantagonisminme,forheatoncefellbackonthelastrefugeofsuchashe,adoggedsilence。AfterashorttimeIsawthatforthepresentitwasuselesstospeaktohim。
Hewassulky,andsoIcameaway。
Laterinthedayhesentforme。OrdinarilyIwouldnothavecomewithoutspecialreason,butjustatpresentIamsointerestedinhimthatIwouldgladlymakeaneffort。
Besides,Iamgladtohaveanythingtohelppassthetime。
Harkerisout,followingupclues,andsoareLordGodalmingandQuincey。VanHelsingsitsinmystudyporingovertherecordpreparedbytheHarkers。Heseemstothinkthatbyaccurateknowledgeofalldetailshewilllightuponsomeclue。
Hedoesnotwishtobedisturbedinthework,withoutcause。
Iwouldhavetakenhimwithmetoseethepatient,onlyIthoughtthatafterhislastrepulsehemightnotcaretogoagain。
Therewasalsoanotherreason。RenfieldmightnotspeaksofreelybeforeathirdpersonaswhenheandIwerealone。
Ifoundhimsittinginthemiddleoftheflooronhisstool,aposewhichisgenerallyindicativeofsomementalenergyonhispart。
WhenIcamein,hesaidatonce,asthoughthequestionhadbeenwaitingonhislips。“Whataboutsouls?”
Itwasevidentthenthatmysurmisehadbeencorrect。
Unconsciouscerebrationwasdoingitswork,evenwiththelunatic。
Ideterminedtohavethematterout。
“Whataboutthemyourself?”Iasked。
Hedidnotreplyforamomentbutlookedallaroundhim,andupanddown,asthoughheexpectedtofindsomeinspirationforananswer。
“Idon'twantanysouls!”Hesaidinafeeble,apologeticway。
Thematterseemedpreyingonhismind,andsoIdeterminedtouseit,to“becruelonlytobekind。“SoIsaid,“Youlikelife,andyouwantlife?”
“Ohyes!Butthatisallright。Youneedn'tworryaboutthat!”
“But,“Iasked,“howarewetogetthelifewithoutgettingthesoulalso?”
Thisseemedtopuzzlehim,soIfolloweditup,“Anicetimeyou'llhavesometimewhenyou'reflyingouthere,withthesoulsofthousandsoffliesandspidersandbirdsandcatsbuzzingandtwitteringandmoaningallaroundyou。
You'vegottheirlives,youknow,andyoumustputupwiththeirsouls!”
Somethingseemedtoaffecthisimagination,forheputhisfingerstohisearsandshuthiseyes,screwingthemuptightlyjustasasmallboydoeswhenhisfaceisbeingsoaped。
Therewassomethingpatheticinitthattouchedme。
Italsogavemealesson,foritseemedthatbeforemewasachild,onlyachild,thoughthefeatureswereworn,andthestubbleonthejawswaswhite。Itwasevidentthathewasundergoingsomeprocessofmentaldisturbance,andknowinghowhispastmoodshadinterpretedthingsseeminglyforeigntohimself,IthoughtIwouldenterintohismindaswellasIcouldandgowithhimThefirststepwastorestoreconfidence,soIaskedhim,speakingprettyloudsothathewouldhearmethroughhisclosedears,“Wouldyoulikesomesugartogetyourfliesaroundagain?”
Heseemedtowakeupallatonce,andshookhishead。
Withalaughhereplied,“Notmuch!Fliesarepoorthings,afterall!”Afterapauseheadded,“ButIdon'twanttheirsoulsbuzzingroundme,allthesame。“
“Orspiders?”Iwenton。
“Blowspiders!What'stheuseofspiders?Thereisn'tanythinginthemtoeator……“Hestoppedsuddenlyasthoughremindedofaforbiddentopic。
“So,so!”Ithoughttomyself,“thisisthesecondtimehehassuddenlystoppedattheword`drink'。Whatdoesitmean?”
Renfieldseemedhimselfawareofhavingmadealapse,forhehurriedon,asthoughtodistractmyattentionfromit,“Idon'ttakeanystockatallinsuchmatters。
`Ratsandmiceandsuchsmalldeer,'asShakespearehasit,`chickenfeedofthelarder'theymightbecalled。
I'mpastallthatsortofnonsense。Youmightaswellaskamantoeatmoleculeswithapairofchopsticks,astotrytointerestmeaboutthelesscarnivora,whenIknowofwhatisbeforeme。“
“Isee,“Isaid。“Youwantbigthingsthatyoucanmakeyourteethmeetin?
Howwouldyouliketobreakfastonanelephant?”
“Whatridiculousnonsenseyouaretalking?”Hewasgettingtoowideawake,soIthoughtIwouldpresshimhard。
“Iwonder,“Isaidreflectively,“whatanelephant'ssoulislike!”
TheeffectIdesiredwasobtained,forheatoncefellfromhishigh-horseandbecameachildagain。
“Idon'twantanelephant'ssoul,oranysoulatall!”hesaid。
Forafewmomentshesatdespondently。Suddenlyhejumpedtohisfeet,withhiseyesblazingandallthesignsofintensecerebralexcitement。
“Tohellwithyouandyoursouls!”heshouted。“Whydoyouplaguemeaboutsouls?Haven'tIgotenoughtoworry,andpain,todistractmealready,withoutthinkingofsouls?”
HelookedsohostilethatIthoughthewasinforanotherhomicidalfit,soIblewmywhistle。
Theinstant,however,thatIdidsohebecamecalm,andsaidapologetically,“Forgiveme,Doctor。Iforgotmyself。Youdonotneedanyhelp。
IamsoworriedinmymindthatIamapttobeirritable。IfyouonlyknewtheproblemIhavetoface,andthatIamworkingout,youwouldpity,andtolerate,andpardonme。Praydonotputmeinastraitwaistcoat。
IwanttothinkandIcannotthinkfreelywhenmybodyisconfined。
Iamsureyouwillunderstand!”
Hehadevidentlyself-control,sowhentheattendantscameItoldthemnottomind,andtheywithdrew。Renfieldwatchedthemgo。
Whenthedoorwasclosedhesaidwithconsiderabledignityandsweetness,“Dr。Seward,youhavebeenveryconsideratetowardsme。
BelievemethatIamvery,verygratefultoyou!”
Ithoughtitwelltoleavehiminthismood,andsoIcameaway。
Thereiscertainlysomethingtoponderoverinthisman'sstate。
SeveralpointsseemtomakewhattheAmericaninterviewercalls“astory,“ifonecouldonlygettheminproperorder。
Heretheyare:
Willnotmention“drinking。“
Fearsthethoughtofbeingburdenedwiththe“soul“ofanything。
Hasnodreadofwanting“life“inthefuture。
Despisesthemeanerformsoflifealtogether,thoughhedreadsbeinghauntedbytheirsouls。
Logicallyallthesethingspointoneway!Hehasassuranceofsomekindthathewillacquiresomehigherlife。
Hedreadstheconsequence,theburdenofasoul。
Thenitisahumanlifehelooksto!
Andtheassurance……?
MercifulGod!TheCounthasbeentohim,andthereissomenewschemeofterrorafoot!
Later——IwentaftermyroundtoVanHelsingandtoldhimmysuspicion。Hegrewverygrave,andafterthinkingthematteroverforawhileaskedmetotakehimtoRenfield。Ididso。
Aswecametothedoorweheardthelunaticwithinsinginggaily,asheusedtodointhetimewhichnowseemssolongago。
Whenweenteredwesawwithamazementthathehadspreadouthissugarasofold。Theflies,lethargicwiththeautumn,werebeginningtobuzzintotheroom。Wetriedtomakehimtalkofthesubjectofourpreviousconversation,buthewouldnotattend。
Hewentonwithhissinging,justasthoughwehadnotbeenpresent。
Hehadgotascrapofpaperandwasfoldingitintoanotebook。
Wehadtocomeawayasignorantaswewentin。
Hisisacuriouscaseindeed。Wemustwatchhimtonight。
LETTER,MITCHELL,SONS&CANDYTOLORDGODALMING。
“1October。
“MyLord,“Weareatalltimesonlytoohappytomeetyourwishes。
Webeg,withregardtothedesireofyourLordship,expressedbyMr。Harkeronyourbehalf,tosupplythefollowinginformationconcerningthesaleandpurchaseofNo。347,Piccadilly。
TheoriginalvendorsaretheexecutorsofthelateMr。ArchibaldWinter-Suffield。Thepurchaserisaforeignnobleman,CountdeVille,whoeffectedthepurchasehimselfpayingthepurchasemoneyinnotes`overthecounter,'ifyourLordshipwillpardonususingsovulgaranexpression。
Beyondthisweknownothingwhateverofhim。
“Weare,myLord,“YourLordship'shumbleservants,“MITCHELL,SONS&CANDY。“
DR。SEWARD'SDIARY
2October——Iplacedamaninthecorridorlastnight,andtoldhimtomakeanaccuratenoteofanysoundhemighthearfromRenfield'sroom,andgavehiminstructionsthatifthereshouldbeanythingstrangehewastocallme。
Afterdinner,whenwehadallgatheredroundthefireinthestudy,Mrs。Harkerhavinggonetobed,wediscussedtheattemptsanddiscoveriesoftheday。Harkerwastheonlyonewhohadanyresult,andweareingreathopesthathiscluemaybeanimportantone。
BeforegoingtobedIwentroundtothepatient'sroomandlookedinthroughtheobservationtrap。Hewassleepingsoundly,hisheartroseandfellwithregularrespiration。
Thismorningthemanondutyreportedtomethatalittleaftermidnighthewasrestlessandkeptsayinghisprayerssomewhatloudly。
Iaskedhimifthatwasall。Herepliedthatitwasallheheard。
Therewassomethingabouthismanner,sosuspiciousthatIaskedhimpointblankifhehadbeenasleep。
Hedeniedsleep,butadmittedtohaving“dozed“forawhile。
Itistoobadthatmencannotbetrustedunlesstheyarewatched。
TodayHarkerisoutfollowinguphisclue,andArtandQuinceyarelookingafterhorses。Godalmingthinksthatitwillbewelltohavehorsesalwaysinreadiness,forwhenwegettheinformationwhichweseektherewillbenotimetolose。
Wemuststerilizealltheimportedearthbetweensunriseandsunset。
WeshallthuscatchtheCountathisweakest,andwithoutarefugetoflyto。VanHelsingisofftotheBritishMuseumlookingupsomeauthoritiesonancientmedicine。
Theoldphysicianstookaccountofthingswhichtheirfollowersdonotaccept,andtheProfessorissearchingforwitchanddemoncureswhichmaybeusefultouslater。
Isometimesthinkwemustbeallmadandthatweshallwaketosanityinstraitwaistcoats。
Later——Wehavemetagain。Weseematlasttobeonthetrack,andourworkoftomorrowmaybethebeginningoftheend。
IwonderifRenfield'squiethasanythingtodowiththis。
HismoodshavesofollowedthedoingsoftheCount,thatthecomingdestructionofthemonstermaybecarriedtohimsomesubtleway。
Ifwecouldonlygetsomehintastowhatpassedinhismind,betweenthetimeofmyargumentwithhimtodayandhisresumptionoffly-catching,itmightaffordusavaluableclue。
Heisnowseeminglyquietforaspell……Ishe?
Thatwildyellseemedtocomefromhisroom……
TheattendantcameburstingintomyroomandtoldmethatRenfieldhadsomehowmetwithsomeaccident。Hehadheardhimyell,andwhenhewenttohimfoundhimlyingonhisfaceonthefloor,allcoveredwithblood。
Imustgoatonce……
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3October——Letmeputdownwithexactnessallthathappened,aswellasIcanremember,sincelastImadeanentry。
NotadetailthatIcanrecallmustbeforgotten。
InallcalmnessImustproceed。
WhenIcametoRenfield'sroomIfoundhimlyingontheflooronhisleftsideinaglitteringpoolofblood。WhenIwenttomovehim,itbecameatonceapparentthathehadreceivedsometerribleinjuries。
Thereseemednoneoftheunityofpurposebetweenthepartsofthebodywhichmarksevenlethargicsanity。AsthefacewasexposedIcouldseethatitwashorriblybruised,asthoughithadbeenbeatenagainstthefloor。
Indeeditwasfromthefacewoundsthatthepoolofbloodoriginated。
Theattendantwhowaskneelingbesidethebodysaidtomeasweturnedhimover,“Ithink,sir,hisbackisbroken。See,bothhisrightarmandlegandthewholesideofhisfaceareparalysed。“
Howsuchathingcouldhavehappenedpuzzledtheattendantbeyondmeasure。Heseemedquitebewildered,andhisbrowsweregatheredinashesaid,“Ican'tunderstandthetwothings。
Hecouldmarkhisfacelikethatbybeatinghisownheadonthefloor。
IsawayoungwomandoitonceattheEversfieldAsylumbeforeanyonecouldlayhandsonher。AndIsupposehemighthavebrokenhisneckbyfallingoutofbed,ifhegotinanawkwardkink。
ButforthelifeofmeIcan'timaginehowthetwothingsoccurred。
Ifhisbackwasbroke,hecouldn'tbeathishead,andifhisfacewaslikethatbeforethefalloutofbed,therewouldbemarksofit。“
Isaidtohim,“GotoDr。VanHelsing,andaskhimtokindlycomehereatonce。Iwanthimwithoutaninstant'sdelay。“
Themanranoff,andwithinafewminutestheProfessor,inhisdressinggownandslippers,appeared。WhenhesawRenfieldontheground,helookedkeenlyathimamoment,andthenturnedtome。
Ithinkherecognizedmythoughtinmyeyes,forhesaidveryquietly,manifestlyfortheearsoftheattendant,“Ah,asadaccident!
Hewillneedverycarefulwatching,andmuchattention。
Ishallstaywithyoumyself,butIshallfirstdressmyself。
IfyouwillremainIshallinafewminutesjoinyou。“
Thepatientwasnowbreathingstertorouslyanditwaseasytoseethathehadsufferedsometerribleinjury。
VanHelsingreturnedwithextraordinarycelerity,bearingwithhimasurgicalcase。Hehadevidentlybeenthinkingandhadhismindmadeup,foralmostbeforehelookedatthepatient,hewhisperedtome,“Sendtheattendantaway。
Wemustbealonewithhimwhenhebecomesconscious,aftertheoperation。“
Isaid,“Ithinkthatwilldonow,Simmons。Wehavedoneallthatwecanatpresent。Youhadbettergoyourround,andDr。VanHelsingwilloperate。
Letmeknowinstantlyiftherebeanythingunusualanywhere。“
Themanwithdrew,andwewentintoastrictexaminationofthepatient。
Thewoundsofthefaceweresuperficial。Therealinjurywasadepressedfractureoftheskull,extendingrightupthroughthemotorarea。
TheProfessorthoughtamomentandsaid,“Wemustreducethepressureandgetbacktonormalconditions,asfarascanbe。
Therapidityofthesuffusionshowstheterriblenatureofhisinjury。Thewholemotorareaseemsaffected。
Thesuffusionofthebrainwillincreasequickly,sowemusttrephineatonceoritmaybetoolate。“
Ashewasspeakingtherewasasofttappingatthedoor。
Iwentoverandopeneditandfoundinthecorridorwithout,ArthurandQuinceyinpajamasandslippers,theformerspoke,“IheardyourmancallupDr。VanHelsingandtellhimofanaccident。
SoIwokeQuinceyorrathercalledforhimashewasnotasleep。
Thingsaremovingtooquicklyandtoostrangelyforsoundsleepforanyofusthesetimes。I'vebeenthinkingthattomorrownightwillnotseethingsastheyhavebeen。
We'llhavetolookback,andforwardalittlemorethanwehavedone。
Maywecomein?”
Inodded,andheldthedooropentilltheyhadentered,thenIcloseditagain。WhenQuinceysawtheattitudeandstateofthepatient,andnotedthehorriblepoolonthefloor,hesaidsoftly,“MyGod!
Whathashappenedtohim?Poor,poordevil!”
Itoldhimbriefly,andaddedthatweexpectedhewouldrecoverconsciousnessaftertheoperation,forashorttime,atallevents。
Hewentatonceandsatdownontheedgeofthebed,withGodalmingbesidehim。Weallwatchedinpatience。
“Weshallwait,“saidVanHelsing,“justlongenoughtofixthebestspotfortrephining,sothatwemaymostquicklyandperfectlyremovethebloodclot,foritisevidentthatthehaemorrhageisincreasing。“
Theminutesduringwhichwewaitedpassedwithfearfulslowness。
Ihadahorriblesinkinginmyheart,andfromVanHelsing'sfaceIgatheredthathefeltsomefearorapprehensionastowhatwastocome。IdreadedthewordsRenfieldmightspeak。
Iwaspositivelyafraidtothink。Buttheconvictionofwhatwascomingwasonme,asIhavereadofmenwhohaveheardthedeathwatch。Thepoorman'sbreathingcameinuncertaingasps。
Eachinstantheseemedasthoughhewouldopenhiseyesandspeak,butthenwouldfollowaprolongedstertorousbreath,andhewouldrelapseintoamorefixedinsensibility。InuredasIwastosickbedsanddeath,thissuspensegrewandgrewuponme。
Icouldalmosthearthebeatingofmyownheart,andthebloodsurgingthroughmytemplessoundedlikeblowsfromahammer。
Thesilencefinallybecameagonizing。Ilookedatmycompanions,oneafteranother,andsawfromtheirflushedfacesanddampbrowsthattheywereenduringequaltorture。
Therewasanervoussuspenseoverusall,asthoughoverheadsomedreadbellwouldpealoutpowerfullywhenweshouldleastexpectit。
Atlasttherecameatimewhenitwasevidentthatthepatientwassinkingfast。Hemightdieatanymoment。
IlookedupattheProfessorandcaughthiseyesfixedonmine。
Hisfacewassternlysetashespoke,“Thereisnotimetolose。
Hiswordsmaybeworthmanylives。Ihavebeenthinkingso,asIstoodhere。Itmaybethereisasoulatstake!
Weshalloperatejustabovetheear。“
Withoutanotherwordhemadetheoperation。Forafewmomentsthebreathingcontinuedtobestertorous。Thentherecameabreathsoprolongedthatitseemedasthoughitwouldtearopenhischest。
Suddenlyhiseyesopened,andbecamefixedinawild,helplessstare。
Thiswascontinuedforafewmoments,thenitwassoftenedintoagladsurprise,andfromhislipscameasighofrelief。
Hemovedconvulsively,andashedidso,said,“I'llbequiet,Doctor。
Tellthemtotakeoffthestraitwaistcoat。Ihavehadaterribledream,andithasleftmesoweakthatIcannotmove。What'swrongwithmyface?
Itfeelsallswollen,anditsmartsdreadfully。“
Hetriedtoturnhishead,butevenwiththeefforthiseyesseemedtogrowglassyagainsoIgentlyputitback。
ThenVanHelsingsaidinaquietgravetone,“Tellusyourdream,Mr。Renfield。“
Asheheardthevoicehisfacebrightened,throughitsmutilation,andhesaid,“ThatisDr。VanHelsing。Howgooditisofyoutobehere。
Givemesomewater,mylipsaredry,andIshalltrytotellyou。
Idreamed“……
Hestoppedandseemedfainting。IcalledquietlytoQuincey,“Thebrandy,itisinmystudy,quick!”Heflewandreturnedwithaglass,thedecanterofbrandyandacarafeofwater。
Wemoistenedtheparchedlips,andthepatientquicklyrevived。
Itseemed,however,thathispoorinjuredbrainhadbeenworkingintheinterval,forwhenhewasquiteconscious,helookedatmepiercinglywithanagonizedconfusionwhichIshallneverforget,andsaid,“Imustnotdeceivemyself。Itwasnodream,butallagrimreality。“Thenhiseyesrovedroundtheroom。
Astheycaughtsightofthetwofiguressittingpatientlyontheedgeofthebedhewenton,“IfIwerenotsurealready,Iwouldknowfromthem。“
Foraninstanthiseyesclosed,notwithpainorsleepbutvoluntarily,asthoughhewerebringingallhisfacultiestobear。
Whenheopenedthemhesaid,hurriedly,andwithmoreenergythanhehadyetdisplayed,“Quick,Doctor,quick,Iamdying!
IfeelthatIhavebutafewminutes,andthenImustgobacktodeath,orworse!Wetmylipswithbrandyagain。
IhavesomethingthatImustsaybeforeIdie。Orbeforemypoorcrushedbraindiesanyhow。Thankyou!Itwasthatnightafteryouleftme,whenIimploredyoutoletmegoaway。
Icouldn'tspeakthen,forIfeltmytonguewastied。
ButIwasassanethen,exceptinthatway,asIamnow。
Iwasinanagonyofdespairforalongtimeafteryouleftme,itseemedhours。Thentherecameasuddenpeacetome。
Mybrainseemedtobecomecoolagain,andIrealizedwhereIwas。
Iheardthedogsbarkbehindourhouse,butnotwhereHewas!”
Ashespoke,VanHelsing'seyesneverblinked,buthishandcameoutandmetmineandgrippedithard。Hedidnot,however,betrayhimself。
Henoddedslightlyandsaid,“Goon,“inalowvoice。
Renfieldproceeded。“Hecameuptothewindowinthemist,asIhadseenhimoftenbefore,buthewassolidthen,notaghost,andhiseyeswerefiercelikeaman'swhenangry。
Hewaslaughingwithhisredmouth,thesharpwhiteteethglintedinthemoonlightwhenheturnedtolookbackoverthebeltoftrees,towherethedogswerebarking。
Iwouldn'taskhimtocomeinatfirst,thoughIknewhewantedto,justashehadwantedallalong。Thenhebeganpromisingmethings,notinwordsbutbydoingthem。“
HewasinterruptedbyawordfromtheProfessor,“How?”
“Bymakingthemhappen。Justasheusedtosendintheflieswhenthesunwasshining。Greatbigfatoneswithsteelandsapphireontheirwings。
Andbigmoths,inthenight,withskullandcross-bonesontheirbacks。“
VanHelsingnoddedtohimashewhisperedtomeunconsciously,“TheAcherontiaAtroposoftheSphinges,whatyoucallthe`Death's-headMoth'?”
Thepatientwentonwithoutstopping,“Thenhebegantowhisper。`Rats,rats,rats!Hundreds,thousands,millionsofthem,andeveryonealife。Anddogstoeatthem,andcatstoo。Alllives!
Allredblood,withyearsoflifeinit,andnotmerelybuzzingflies!'
Ilaughedathim,forIwantedtoseewhathecoulddo。
Thenthedogshowled,awaybeyondthedarktreesinHishouse。
Hebeckonedmetothewindow。Igotupandlookedout,andHeraisedhishands,andseemedtocalloutwithoutusinganywords。
Adarkmassspreadoverthegrass,comingonliketheshapeofaflameoffire。AndthenHemovedthemisttotherightandleft,andIcouldseethattherewerethousandsofratswiththeireyesblazingred,likeHisonlysmaller。Hehelduphishand,andtheyallstopped,andIthoughtheseemedtobesaying,`AlltheseliveswillIgiveyou,ay,andmanymoreandgreater,throughcountlessages,ifyouwillfalldownandworshipme!'
Andthenaredcloud,likethecolorofblood,seemedtocloseovermyeyes,andbeforeIknewwhatIwasdoing,IfoundmyselfopeningthesashandsayingtoHim,`Comein,LordandMaster!'
Theratswereallgone,butHeslidintotheroomthroughthesash,thoughitwasonlyopenaninchwide,justastheMoonherselfhasoftencomeinthroughthetiniestcrackandhasstoodbeforemeinallhersizeandsplendor。“
Hisvoicewasweaker,soImoistenedhislipswiththebrandyagain,andhecontinued,butitseemedasthoughhismemoryhadgoneonworkingintheintervalforhisstorywasfurtheradvanced。
Iwasabouttocallhimbacktothepoint,butVanHelsingwhisperedtome,“Lethimgoon。Donotinterrupthim。
Hecannotgoback,andmaybecouldnotproceedatallifoncehelostthethreadofhisthought。“
Heproceeded,“AlldayIwaitedtohearfromhim,buthedidnotsendmeanything,notevenablowfly,andwhenthemoongotupIwasprettyangrywithhim。Whenhedidslideinthroughthewindow,thoughitwasshut,anddidnotevenknock,Igotmadwithhim。Hesneeredatme,andhiswhitefacelookedoutofthemistwithhisredeyesgleaming,andhewentonasthoughheownedthewholeplace,andIwasnoone。
Hedidn'tevensmellthesameashewentbyme。Icouldn'tholdhim。
Ithoughtthat,somehow,Mrs。Harkerhadcomeintotheroom。“
Thetwomensittingonthebedstoodupandcameover,standingbehindhimsothathecouldnotseethem,butwheretheycouldhearbetter。
Theywerebothsilent,buttheProfessorstartedandquivered。
Hisface,however,grewgrimmerandsternerstill。Renfieldwentonwithoutnoticing,“WhenMrs。Harkercameintoseemethisafternoonshewasn'tthesame。Itwasliketeaaftertheteapothasbeenwatered。“
Hereweallmoved,butnoonesaidaword。
Hewenton,“Ididn'tknowthatshewasheretillshespoke,andshedidn'tlookthesame。Idon'tcareforthepalepeople。
Ilikethemwithlotsofbloodinthem,andhersallseemedtohaverunout。Ididn'tthinkofitatthetime,butwhenshewentawayIbegantothink,anditmadememadtoknowthatHehadbeentakingthelifeoutofher。“
Icouldfeelthattherestquivered,asIdid。Butweremainedotherwisestill。“SowhenHecametonightIwasreadyforHim。
Isawthemiststealingin,andIgrabbedittight。Ihadheardthatmadmenhaveunnaturalstrength。AndasIknewIwasamadman,attimesanyhow,Iresolvedtousemypower。Ay,andHefeltittoo,forHehadtocomeoutofthemisttostrugglewithme。
Iheldtight,andIthoughtIwasgoingtowin,forIdidn'tmeanHimtotakeanymoreofherlife,tillIsawHiseyes。
Theyburnedintome,andmystrengthbecamelikewater。
Heslippedthroughit,andwhenItriedtoclingtoHim,Heraisedmeupandflungmedown。Therewasaredcloudbeforeme,andanoiselikethunder,andthemistseemedtostealawayunderthedoor。“
Hisvoicewasbecomingfainterandhisbreathmorestertorous。
VanHelsingstoodupinstinctively。
“Weknowtheworstnow,“hesaid。“Heishere,andweknowhispurpose。
Itmaynotbetoolate。Letusbearmed,thesameasweweretheothernight,butlosenotime,thereisnotaninstanttospare。“
Therewasnoneedtoputourfear,nayourconviction,intowords,wesharedthemincommon。WeallhurriedandtookfromourroomsthesamethingsthatwehadwhenweenteredtheCount'shouse。
TheProfessorhadhisready,andaswemetinthecorridorhepointedtothemsignificantlyashesaid,“Theyneverleaveme,andtheyshallnottillthisunhappybusinessisover。
Bewisealso,myfriends。ItisnocommonenemythatwedealwithAlas!Alas!ThatdearMadamMinashouldsuffer!”
Hestopped,hisvoicewasbreaking,andIdonotknowifrageorterrorpredominatedinmyownheart。
OutsidetheHarkers'doorwepaused。ArtandQuinceyheldback,andthelattersaid,“Shouldwedisturbher?”
“Wemust,“saidVanHelsinggrimly。“Ifthedoorbelocked,Ishallbreakitin。“
“Mayitnotfrightenherterribly?Itisunusualtobreakintoalady'sroom!”
VanHelsingsaidsolemnly,“Youarealwaysright。
Butthisislifeanddeath。Allchambersarealiketothedoctor。
Andevenweretheynottheyareallasonetometonight。
FriendJohn,whenIturnthehandle,ifthedoordoesnotopen,doyouputyourshoulderdownandshove。Andyoutoo,myfriends。Now!”
Heturnedthehandleashespoke,butthedoordidnotyield。
Wethrewourselvesagainstit。Withacrashitburstopen,andwealmostfellheadlongintotheroom。TheProfessordidactuallyfall,andIsawacrosshimashegatheredhimselfupfromhandsandknees。WhatIsawappalledme。
Ifeltmyhairriselikebristlesonthebackofmyneck,andmyheartseemedtostandstill。
Themoonlightwassobrightthatthroughthethickyellowblindtheroomwaslightenoughtosee。OnthebedbesidethewindowlayJonathanHarker,hisfaceflushedandbreathingheavilyasthoughinastupor。
Kneelingonthenearedgeofthebedfacingoutwardswasthewhite-cladfigureofhiswife。Byhersidestoodatall,thinman,cladinblack。
Hisfacewasturnedfromus,buttheinstantwesawweallrecognizedtheCount,ineveryway,eventothescaronhisforehead。
WithhislefthandheheldbothMrs。Harker'shands,keepingthemawaywithherarmsatfulltension。Hisrighthandgrippedherbythebackoftheneck,forcingherfacedownonhisbosom。
Herwhitenightdresswassmearedwithblood,andathinstreamtrickleddowntheman'sbarechestwhichwasshownbyhistorn-opendress。
Theattitudeofthetwohadaterribleresemblancetoachildforcingakitten'snoseintoasaucerofmilktocompelittodrink。
Asweburstintotheroom,theCountturnedhisface,andthehellishlookthatIhadhearddescribedseemedtoleapintoit。
Hiseyesflamedredwithdevilishpassion。Thegreatnostrilsofthewhiteaquilinenoseopenedwideandquiveredattheedge,andthewhitesharpteeth,behindthefulllipsoftheblooddrippingmouth,clampedtogetherlikethoseofawildbeast。
Withawrench,whichthrewhisvictimbackuponthebedasthoughhurledfromaheight,heturnedandsprangatus。
ButbythistimetheProfessorhadgainedhisfeet,andwasholdingtowardshimtheenvelopewhichcontainedtheSacredWafer。
TheCountsuddenlystopped,justaspoorLucyhaddoneoutsidethetomb,andcoweredback。Furtherandfurtherbackhecowered,aswe,liftingourcrucifixes,advanced。Themoonlightsuddenlyfailed,asagreatblackcloudsailedacrossthesky。AndwhenthegaslightsprangupunderQuincey'smatch,wesawnothingbutafaintvapor。
This,aswelooked,trailedunderthedoor,whichwiththerecoilfromitsburstingopen,hadswungbacktoitsoldposition。
VanHelsing,Art,andImovedforwardtoMrs。Harker,whobythistimehaddrawnherbreathandwithithadgivenascreamsowild,soear-piercing,sodespairingthatitseemstomenowthatitwillringinmyearstillmydyingday。
Forafewsecondsshelayinherhelplessattitudeanddisarray。
Herfacewasghastly,withapallorwhichwasaccentuatedbythebloodwhichsmearedherlipsandcheeksandchin。Fromherthroattrickledathinstreamofblood。Hereyesweremadwithterror。
Thensheputbeforeherfaceherpoorcrushedhands,whichboreontheirwhitenesstheredmarkoftheCount'sterriblegrip,andfrombehindthemcamealowdesolatewailwhichmadetheterriblescreamseemonlythequickexpressionofanendlessgrief。
VanHelsingsteppedforwardanddrewthecoverletgentlyoverherbody,whilstArt,afterlookingatherfaceforaninstantdespairingly,ranoutoftheroom。
VanHelsingwhisperedtome,“JonathanisinastuporsuchasweknowtheVampirecanproduce。WecandonothingwithpoorMadamMinaforafewmomentstillsherecoversherself。
Imustwakehim!”
Hedippedtheendofatowelincoldwaterandwithitbegantoflickhimontheface,hiswifeallthewhileholdingherfacebetweenherhandsandsobbinginawaythatwasheartbreakingtohear。Iraisedtheblind,andlookedoutofthewindow。
Therewasmuchmoonshine,andasIlookedIcouldseeQuinceyMorrisrunacrossthelawnandhidehimselfintheshadowofagreatyewtree。Itpuzzledmetothinkwhyhewasdoingthis。
ButattheinstantIheardHarker'squickexclamationashewoketopartialconsciousness,andturnedtothebed。
Onhisface,astheremightwellbe,wasalookofwildamazement。
Heseemeddazedforafewseconds,andthenfullconsciousnessseemedtoburstuponhimallatonce,andhestartedup。
Hiswifewasarousedbythequickmovement,andturnedtohimwithherarmsstretchedout,asthoughtoembracehim。Instantly,however,shedrewtheminagain,andputtingherelbowstogether,heldherhandsbeforeherface,andshudderedtillthebedbeneathhershook。
“InGod'snamewhatdoesthismean?”Harkercriedout。
“Dr。Seward,Dr。VanHelsing,whatisit?Whathashappened?
Whatiswrong?Mina,dearwhatisit?Whatdoesthatbloodmean?
MyGod,myGod!Hasitcometothis!”And,raisinghimselftohisknees,hebeathishandswildlytogether。“GoodGodhelpus!
Helpher!Oh,helpher!”
Withaquickmovementhejumpedfrombed,andbegantopullonhisclothes,allthemaninhimawakeattheneedforinstantexertion。
“Whathashappened?Tellmeallaboutit!”hecriedwithoutpausing。
“Dr。VanHelsingyouloveMina,Iknow。Oh,dosomethingtosaveher。
Itcannothavegonetoofaryet。GuardherwhileIlookforhim!”
Hiswife,throughherterrorandhorroranddistress,sawsomesuredangertohim。Instantlyforgettingherowngrief,sheseizedholdofhimandcriedout。
“No!No!Jonathan,youmustnotleaveme。Ihavesufferedenoughtonight,Godknows,withoutthedreadofhisharmingyou。Youmuststaywithme。
Staywiththesefriendswhowillwatchoveryou!”Herexpressionbecamefranticasshespoke。And,heyieldingtoher,shepulledhimdownsittingonthebedside,andclungtohimfiercely。
VanHelsingandItriedtocalmthemboth。TheProfessorhelduphisgoldencrucifix,andsaidwithwonderfulcalmness,“Donotfear,mydear。
Wearehere,andwhilstthisisclosetoyounofoulthingcanapproach。
Youaresafefortonight,andwemustbecalmandtakecounseltogether。“
Sheshudderedandwassilent,holdingdownherheadonherhusband'sbreast。
Whensheraisedit,hiswhitenightrobewasstainedwithbloodwhereherlipshadtouched,andwherethethinopenwoundintheneckhadsentforthdrops。
Theinstantshesawitshedrewback,withalowwail,andwhispered,amidstchokingsobs。
“Unclean,unclean!Imusttouchhimorkisshimnomore。
Oh,thatitshouldbethatitisIwhoamnowhisworstenemy,andwhomhemayhavemostcausetofear。“
Tothishespokeoutresolutely,“Nonsense,Mina。Itisashametometohearsuchaword。Iwouldnothearitofyou。
AndIshallnothearitfromyou。MayGodjudgemebymydeserts,andpunishmewithmorebittersufferingthaneventhishour,ifbyanyactorwillofmineanythingevercomebetweenus!”
Heputouthisarmsandfoldedhertohisbreast。Andforawhileshelaytheresobbing。Helookedatusoverherbowedhead,witheyesthatblinkeddamplyabovehisquiveringnostrils。
Hismouthwassetassteel。
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