WhentheCountsawmyface,hiseyesblazedwithasortofdemoniacfury,andhesuddenlymadeagrabatmythroat。
Idrewawayandhishandtouchedthestringofbeadswhichheldthecrucifix。Itmadeaninstantchangeinhim,forthefurypassedsoquicklythatIcouldhardlybelievethatitwaseverthere。
“Takecare,“hesaid,“takecarehowyoucutyourself。
Itismoredangerousthatyouthinkinthiscountry。“
Thenseizingtheshavingglass,hewenton,“Andthisisthewretchedthingthathasdonethemischief。Itisafoulbaubleofman'svanity。Awaywithit!”Andopeningthewindowwithonewrenchofhisterriblehand,heflungouttheglass,whichwasshatteredintoathousandpiecesonthestonesofthecourtyardfarbelow。Thenhewithdrewwithoutaword。
Itisveryannoying,forIdonotseehowIamtoshave,unlessinmywatch-caseorthebottomoftheshavingpot,whichisfortunatelyofmetal。
WhenIwentintothediningroom,breakfastwasprepared,butIcouldnotfindtheCountanywhere。SoIbreakfastedalone。
ItisstrangethatasyetIhavenotseentheCounteatordrink。
Hemustbeaverypeculiarman!AfterbreakfastIdidalittleexploringinthecastle。Iwentoutonthestairs,andfoundaroomlookingtowardstheSouth。
Theviewwasmagnificent,andfromwhereIstoodtherewaseveryopportunityofseeingit。Thecastleisontheveryedgeofaterrificprecipice。Astonefallingfromthewindowwouldfallathousandfeetwithouttouchinganything!
Asfarastheeyecanreachisaseaofgreentreetops,withoccasionallyadeepriftwherethereisachasm。
Hereandtherearesilverthreadswheretheriverswindindeepgorgesthroughtheforests。
ButIamnotinhearttodescribebeauty,forwhenIhadseentheviewIexploredfurther。Doors,doors,doorseverywhere,andalllockedandbolted。Innoplacesavefromthewindowsinthecastlewallsisthereanavailableexit。
Thecastleisaveritableprison,andIamaprisoner!
CHAPTER3
JonathanHarker'sJournalContinuedWhenIfoundthatIwasaprisonerasortofwildfeelingcameoverme。Irushedupanddownthestairs,tryingeverydoorandpeeringoutofeverywindowIcouldfind,butafteralittletheconvictionofmyhelplessnessoverpoweredallotherfeelings。
WhenIlookbackafterafewhoursIthinkImusthavebeenmadforthetime,forIbehavedmuchasaratdoesinatrap。
When,however,theconvictionhadcometomethatIwashelplessIsatdownquietly,asquietlyasIhaveeverdoneanythinginmylife,andbegantothinkoverwhatwasbesttobedone。
Iamthinkingstill,andasyethavecometonodefiniteconclusion。
OfonethingonlyamIcertain。ThatitisnousemakingmyideasknowntotheCount。HeknowswellthatIamimprisoned,andashehasdoneithimself,andhasdoubtlesshisownmotivesforit,hewouldonlydeceivemeifItrustedhimfullywiththefacts。
SofarasIcansee,myonlyplanwillbetokeepmyknowledgeandmyfearstomyself,andmyeyesopen。Iam,Iknow,eitherbeingdeceived,likeababy,bymyownfears,orelseIamindesperatestraits,andifthelatterbeso,Ineed,andshallneed,allmybrainstogetthrough。
IhadhardlycometothisconclusionwhenIheardthegreatdoorbelowshut,andknewthattheCounthadreturned。Hedidnotcomeatonceintothelibrary,soIwentcautiouslytomyownroomandfoundhimmakingthebed。Thiswasodd,butonlyconfirmedwhatI
hadallalongthought,thattherearenoservantsinthehouse。
WhenlaterIsawhimthroughthechinkofthehingesofthedoorlayingthetableinthediningroom,Iwasassuredofit。
Forifhedoeshimselfallthesemenialoffices,surelyitisproofthatthereisnooneelseinthecastle,itmusthavebeentheCounthimselfwhowasthedriverofthecoachthatbroughtmehere。
Thisisaterriblethought,forifso,whatdoesitmeanthathecouldcontrolthewolves,ashedid,byonlyholdinguphishandforsilence?
HowwasitthatallthepeopleatBistritzandonthecoachhadsometerriblefearforme?Whatmeantthegivingofthecrucifix,ofthegarlic,ofthewildrose,ofthemountainash?
Blessthatgood,goodwomanwhohungthecrucifixroundmyneck!
ForitisacomfortandastrengthtomewheneverItouchit。
ItisoddthatathingwhichIhavebeentaughttoregardwithdisfavourandasidolatrousshouldinatimeoflonelinessandtroublebeofhelp。
Isitthatthereissomethingintheessenceofthethingitself,orthatitisamedium,atangiblehelp,inconveyingmemoriesofsympathyandcomfort?Sometime,ifitmaybe,Imustexaminethismatterandtrytomakeupmymindaboutit。InthemeantimeImustfindoutallIcanaboutCountDracula,asitmayhelpmetounderstand。
Tonighthemaytalkofhimself,ifIturntheconversationthatway。
Imustbeverycareful,however,nottoawakehissuspicion。
Midnight——IhavehadalongtalkwiththeCount。
IaskedhimafewquestionsonTransylvaniahistory,andhewarmeduptothesubjectwonderfully。Inhisspeakingofthingsandpeople,andespeciallyofbattles,hespokeasifhehadbeenpresentatthemall。ThisheafterwardsexplainedbysayingthattoaBoyartheprideofhishouseandnameishisownpride,thattheirgloryishisglory,thattheirfateishisfate。Wheneverhespokeofhishousehealwayssaid“we“,andspokealmostintheplural,likeakingspeaking。IwishIcouldputdownallhesaidexactlyashesaidit,fortomeitwasmostfascinating。
Itseemedtohaveinitawholehistoryofthecountry。
Hegrewexcitedashespoke,andwalkedabouttheroompullinghisgreatwhitemoustacheandgraspinganythingonwhichhelaidhishandsasthoughhewouldcrushitbymainstrength。
OnethinghesaidwhichIshallputdownasnearlyasIcan,forittellsinitswaythestoryofhisrace。
“WeSzekelyshavearighttobeproud,forinourveinsflowsthebloodofmanybraveraceswhofoughtasthelionfights,forlordship。
Here,inthewhirlpoolofEuropeanraces,theUgrictribeboredownfromIcelandthefightingspiritwhichThorandWodingamethem,whichtheirBerserkersdisplayedtosuchfellintentontheseaboardsofEurope,aye,andofAsiaandAfricatoo,tillthepeoplesthoughtthatthewerewolvesthemselveshadcome。Here,too,whentheycame,theyfoundtheHuns,whosewarlikefuryhadswepttheearthlikealivingflame,tillthedyingpeoplesheldthatintheirveinsranthebloodofthoseoldwitches,who,expelledfromScythiahadmatedwiththedevilsinthedesert。Fools,fools!WhatdevilorwhatwitchwaseversogreatasAttila,whosebloodisintheseveins?”
Hehelduphisarms。“Isitawonderthatwewereaconqueringrace,thatwewereproud,thatwhentheMagyar,theLombard,theAvar,theBulgar,ortheTurkpouredhisthousandsonourfrontiers,wedrovethemback?
IsitstrangethatwhenArpadandhislegionssweptthroughtheHungarianfatherlandhefoundusherewhenhereachedthefrontier,thattheHonfoglalaswascompletedthere?AndwhentheHungarianfloodswepteastward,theSzekelyswereclaimedaskindredbythevictoriousMagyars,andtousforcenturieswastrustedtheguardingofthefrontierofTurkeyland。
Aye,andmorethanthat,endlessdutyofthefrontierguard,forastheTurkssay,`watersleeps,andtheenemyissleepless。'WhomoregladlythanwethroughouttheFourNationsreceivedthe`bloodysword,'
oratitswarlikecallflockedquickertothestandardoftheKing?
Whenwasredeemedthatgreatshameofmynation,theshameofCassova,whentheflagsoftheWallachandtheMagyarwentdownbeneaththeCrescent?
WhowasitbutoneofmyownracewhoasVoivodecrossedtheDanubeandbeattheTurkonhisownground?ThiswasaDraculaindeed!
Woewasitthathisownunworthybrother,whenhehadfallen,soldhispeopletotheTurkandbroughttheshameofslaveryonthem!
WasitnotthisDracula,indeed,whoinspiredthatotherofhisracewhoinalaterageagainandagainbroughthisforcesoverthegreatriverintoTurkeyland,who,whenhewasbeatenback,cameagain,andagain,thoughhehadtocomealonefromthebloodyfieldwherehistroopswerebeingslaughtered,sinceheknewthathealonecouldultimatelytriumph!
Theysaidthathethoughtonlyofhimself。Bah!Whatgoodarepeasantswithoutaleader?Whereendsthewarwithoutabrainandhearttoconductit?Again,when,afterthebattleofMohacs,wethrewofftheHungarianyoke,weoftheDraculabloodwereamongsttheirleaders,forourspiritwouldnotbrookthatwewerenotfree。Ah,youngsir,theSzekelys,andtheDraculaastheirheart'sblood,theirbrains,andtheirswords,canboastarecordthatmushroomgrowthsliketheHapsburgsandtheRomanoffscanneverreach。Thewarlikedaysareover。
Bloodistoopreciousathinginthesedaysofdishonourablepeace,andthegloriesofthegreatracesareasatalethatistold。“
Itwasbythistimecloseonmorning,andwewenttobed。
Mem。,thisdiaryseemshorriblylikethebeginningofthe“ArabianNights,“foreverythinghastobreakoffatcockcrow,orliketheghostofHamlet'sfather。
12May——Letmebeginwithfacts,bare,meagerfacts,verifiedbybooksandfigures,andofwhichtherecanbenodoubt。
Imustnotconfusethemwithexperienceswhichwillhavetorestonmyownobservation,ormymemoryofthem。
LasteveningwhentheCountcamefromhisroomhebeganbyaskingmequestionsonlegalmattersandonthedoingofcertainkindsofbusiness。Ihadspentthedaywearilyoverbooks,and,simplytokeepmymindoccupied,wentoversomeofthemattersIhadbeenexaminedinatLincoln'sInn。
TherewasacertainmethodintheCount'sinquiries,soIshalltrytoputthemdowninsequence。Theknowledgemaysomehoworsometimebeusefultome。
First,heaskedifamaninEnglandmighthavetwosolicitorsormore。
Itoldhimhemighthaveadozenifhewished,butthatitwouldnotbewisetohavemorethanonesolicitorengagedinonetransaction,asonlyonecouldactatatime,andthattochangewouldbecertaintomilitateagainsthisinterest。Heseemedthoroughlytounderstand,andwentontoaskiftherewouldbeanypracticaldifficultyinhavingonemantoattend,say,tobanking,andanothertolookaftershipping,incaselocalhelpwereneededinaplacefarfromthehomeofthebankingsolicitor。
Iaskedtoexplainmorefully,sothatImightnotbyanychancemisleadhim,sohesaid,“Ishallillustrate。Yourfriendandmine,Mr。PeterHawkins,fromundertheshadowofyourbeautifulcathedralatExeter,whichisfarfromLondon,buysformethroughyourgoodselfmyplaceatLondon。Good!Nowhereletmesayfrankly,lestyoushouldthinkitstrangethatIhavesoughttheservicesofonesofarofffromLondoninsteadofsomeoneresidentthere,thatmymotivewasthatnolocalinterestmightbeservedsavemywishonly,andasoneofLondonresidencemight,perhaps,havesomepurposeofhimselforfriendtoserve,Iwentthusafieldtoseekmyagent,whoselaboursshouldbeonlytomyinterest。Now,supposeI,whohavemuchofaffairs,wishtoshipgoods,say,toNewcastle,orDurham,orHarwich,orDover,mightitnotbethatitcouldwithmoreeasebedonebyconsigningtooneintheseports?”
Iansweredthatcertainlyitwouldbemosteasy,butthatwesolicitorshadasystemofagencyonefortheother,sothatlocalworkcouldbedonelocallyoninstructionfromanysolicitor,sothattheclient,simplyplacinghimselfinthehandsofoneman,couldhavehiswishescarriedoutbyhimwithoutfurthertrouble。
“But,“saidhe,“Icouldbeatlibertytodirectmyself。
Isitnotso?”
“Ofcourse,“Ireplied,and“Suchisoftendonebymenofbusiness,whodonotlikethewholeoftheiraffairstobeknownbyanyoneperson。“
“Good!”hesaid,andthenwentontoaskaboutthemeansofmakingconsignmentsandtheformstobegonethrough,andofallsortsofdifficultieswhichmightarise,butbyforethoughtcouldbeguardedagainst。
Iexplainedallthesethingstohimtothebestofmyability,andhecertainlyleftmeundertheimpressionthathewouldhavemadeawonderfulsolicitor,fortherewasnothingthathedidnotthinkoforforesee。
Foramanwhowasneverinthecountry,andwhodidnotevidentlydomuchinthewayofbusiness,hisknowledgeandacumenwerewonderful。
Whenhehadsatisfiedhimselfonthesepointsofwhichhehadspoken,andIhadverifiedallaswellasIcouldbythebooksavailable,hesuddenlystoodupandsaid,“HaveyouwrittensinceyourfirstlettertoourfriendMr。PeterHawkins,ortoanyother?”
ItwaswithsomebitternessinmyheartthatIansweredthatIhadnot,thatasyetIhadnotseenanyopportunityofsendingletterstoanybody。
“Thenwritenow,myyoungfriend,“hesaid,layingaheavyhandonmyshoulder,“writetoourfriendandtoanyother,andsay,ifitwillpleaseyou,thatyoushallstaywithmeuntilamonthfromnow。“
“Doyouwishmetostaysolong?”Iasked,formyheartgrewcoldatthethought。
“Idesireitmuch,nayIwilltakenorefusal。Whenyourmaster,employer,whatyouwill,engagedthatsomeoneshouldcomeonhisbehalf,itwasunderstoodthatmyneedsonlyweretobeconsulted。
Ihavenotstinted。Isitnotso?”
WhatcouldIdobutbowacceptance?ItwasMr。Hawkins'
interest,notmine,andIhadtothinkofhim,notmyself,andbesides,whileCountDraculawasspeaking,therewasthatinhiseyesandinhisbearingwhichmademerememberthatI
wasaprisoner,andthatifIwisheditIcouldhavenochoice。
TheCountsawhisvictoryinmybow,andhismasteryinthetroubleofmyface,forhebeganatoncetousethem,butinhisownsmooth,resistlessway。
“Iprayyou,mygoodyoungfriend,thatyouwillnotdiscourseofthingsotherthanbusinessinyourletters。
Itwilldoubtlesspleaseyourfriendstoknowthatyouarewell,andthatyoulookforwardtogettinghometothem。Isitnotso?”
Ashespokehehandedmethreesheetsofnotepaperandthreeenvelopes。Theywereallofthethinnestforeignpost,andlookingatthem,thenathim,andnoticinghisquietsmile,withthesharp,canineteethlyingovertheredunderlip,IunderstoodaswellasifhehadspokenthatIshouldbemorecarefulwhatIwrote,forhewouldbeabletoreadit。
SoIdeterminedtowriteonlyformalnotesnow,buttowritefullytoMr。Hawkinsinsecret,andalsotoMina,fortoherIcouldwriteshorthand,whichwouldpuzzletheCount,ifhedidseeit。
WhenIhadwrittenmytwolettersIsatquiet,readingabookwhilsttheCountwroteseveralnotes,referringashewrotethemtosomebooksonhistable。Thenhetookupmytwoandplacedthemwithhisown,andputbyhiswritingmaterials,afterwhich,theinstantthedoorhadclosedbehindhim,Ileanedoverandlookedattheletters,whichwerefacedownonthetable。
IfeltnocompunctionindoingsoforunderthecircumstancesIfeltthatIshouldprotectmyselfineverywayIcould。
OneoftheletterswasdirectedtoSamuelF。Billington,No。7,TheCrescent,Whitby,anothertoHerrLeutner,Varna。ThethirdwastoCoutts&Co。,London,andthefourthtoHerrenKlopstock&Billreuth,bankers,BudaPesth。Thesecondandfourthwereunsealed。
IwasjustabouttolookatthemwhenIsawthedoorhandlemove。
Isankbackinmyseat,havingjusthadtimetoresumemybookbeforetheCount,holdingstillanotherletterinhishand,enteredtheroom。
Hetookupthelettersonthetableandstampedthemcarefully,andthenturningtome,said,“Itrustyouwillforgiveme,butIhavemuchworktodoinprivatethisevening。Youwill,Ihope,findallthingsasyouwish。“
Atthedoorheturned,andafteramoment'spausesaid,“Letmeadviseyou,mydearyoungfriend。Nay,letmewarnyouwithallseriousness,thatshouldyouleavetheseroomsyouwillnotbyanychancegotosleepinanyotherpartofthecastle。Itisold,andhasmanymemories,andtherearebaddreamsforthosewhosleepunwisely。Bewarned!
Shouldsleepnoworeverovercomeyou,orbeliketodo,thenhastetoyourownchamberortotheserooms,foryourrestwillthenbesafe。
Butifyoubenotcarefulinthisrespect,then,“Hefinishedhisspeechinagruesomeway,forhemotionedwithhishandsasifhewerewashingthem。
Iquiteunderstood。Myonlydoubtwasastowhetheranydreamcouldbemoreterriblethantheunnatural,horriblenetofgloomandmysterywhichseemedclosingaroundme。
Later——Iendorsethelastwordswritten,butthistimethereisnodoubtinquestion。Ishallnotfeartosleepinanyplacewhereheisnot。
Ihaveplacedthecrucifixovertheheadofmybed,Iimaginethatmyrestisthusfreerfromdreams,andthereitshallremain。
WhenheleftmeIwenttomyroom。Afteralittlewhile,nothearinganysound,IcameoutandwentupthestonestairtowhereIcouldlookouttowardstheSouth。Therewassomesenseoffreedominthevastexpanse,inaccessiblethoughitwastome,ascomparedwiththenarrowdarknessofthecourtyard。
Lookingoutonthis,IfeltthatIwasindeedinprison,andI
seemedtowantabreathoffreshair,thoughitwereofthenight。
Iambeginningtofeelthisnocturnalexistencetellonme。
Itisdestroyingmynerve。Istartatmyownshadow,andamfullofallsortsofhorribleimaginings。Godknowsthatthereisgroundformyterriblefearinthisaccursedplace!
Ilookedoutoverthebeautifulexpanse,bathedinsoftyellowmoonlighttillitwasalmostaslightasday。
Inthesoftlightthedistanthillsbecamemelted,andtheshadowsinthevalleysandgorgesofvelvetyblackness。
Themerebeautyseemedtocheerme。TherewaspeaceandcomfortineverybreathIdrew。AsIleanedfromthewindowmyeyewascaughtbysomethingmovingastoreybelowme,andsomewhattomyleft,whereIimagined,fromtheorderoftherooms,thatthewindowsoftheCount'sownroomwouldlookout。
ThewindowatwhichIstoodwastallanddeep,stone-mullioned,andthoughweatherworn,wasstillcomplete。
Butitwasevidentlymanyadaysincethecasehadbeenthere。
Idrewbackbehindthestonework,andlookedcarefullyout。
WhatIsawwastheCount'sheadcomingoutfromthewindow。
Ididnotseetheface,butIknewthemanbytheneckandthemovementofhisbackandarms。InanycaseIcouldnotmistakethehandswhichIhadhadsomemanyopportunitiesofstudying。
Iwasatfirstinterestedandsomewhatamused,foritiswonderfulhowsmallamatterwillinterestandamuseamanwhenheisaprisoner。
ButmyveryfeelingschangedtorepulsionandterrorwhenIsawthewholemanslowlyemergefromthewindowandbegintocrawldownthecastlewalloverthedreadfulabyss,facedownwithhiscloakspreadingoutaroundhimlikegreatwings。AtfirstIcouldnotbelievemyeyes。
Ithoughtitwassometrickofthemoonlight,someweirdeffectofshadow,butIkeptlooking,anditcouldbenodelusion。
Isawthefingersandtoesgraspthecornersofthestones,wornclearofthemortarbythestressofyears,andbythususingeveryprojectionandinequalitymovedownwardswithconsiderablespeed,justasalizardmovesalongawall。
Whatmannerofmanisthis,orwhatmannerofcreature,isitinthesemblanceofman?Ifeelthedreadofthishorribleplaceoverpoweringme。
Iaminfear,inawfulfear,andthereisnoescapeforme。
IamencompassedaboutwithterrorsthatIdarenotthinkof。
15May——OncemoreIhaveseenthecountgooutinhislizardfashion。
Hemoveddownwardsinasidelongway,somehundredfeetdown,andagooddealtotheleft。Hevanishedintosomeholeorwindow。
Whenhisheadhaddisappeared,Ileanedouttotryandseemore,butwithoutavail。Thedistancewastoogreattoallowaproperangleofsight。Iknewhehadleftthecastlenow,andthoughttousetheopportunitytoexploremorethanIhaddaredtodoasyet。
Iwentbacktotheroom,andtakingalamp,triedallthedoors。
Theywerealllocked,asIhadexpected,andthelockswerecomparativelynew。ButIwentdownthestonestairstothehallwhereIhadenteredoriginally。IfoundIcouldpullbacktheboltseasilyenoughandunhookthegreatchains。Butthedoorwaslocked,andthekeywasgone!ThatkeymustbeintheCount'sroom。
Imustwatchshouldhisdoorbeunlocked,sothatImaygetitandescape。
Iwentontomakeathoroughexaminationofthevariousstairsandpassages,andtotrythedoorsthatopenedfromthem。
Oneortwosmallroomsnearthehallwereopen,buttherewasnothingtoseeinthemexceptoldfurniture,dustywithageandmoth-eaten。
Atlast,however,Ifoundonedooratthetopofthestairwaywhich,thoughitseemedlocked,gavealittleunderpressure。
Itrieditharder,andfoundthatitwasnotreallylocked,butthattheresistancecamefromthefactthatthehingeshadfallensomewhat,andtheheavydoorrestedonthefloor。
HerewasanopportunitywhichImightnothaveagain,soIexertedmyself,andwithmanyeffortsforceditbacksothatIcouldenter。
IwasnowinawingofthecastlefurthertotherightthantheroomsIknewandastoreylowerdown。FromthewindowsIcouldseethatthesuiteofroomslayalongtothesouthofthecastle,thewindowsoftheendroomlookingoutbothwestandsouth。
Onthelatterside,aswellastotheformer,therewasagreatprecipice。
Thecastlewasbuiltonthecornerofagreatrock,sothatonthreesidesitwasquiteimpregnable,andgreatwindowswereplacedherewheresling,orbow,orculverincouldnotreach,andconsequentlylightandcomfort,impossibletoapositionwhichhadtobeguarded,weresecured。Tothewestwasagreatvalley,andthen,risingfaraway,greatjaggedmountainfastnesses,risingpeakonpeak,thesheerrockstuddedwithmountainashandthorn,whoserootsclungincracksandcrevicesandcranniesofthestone。
Thiswasevidentlytheportionofthecastleoccupiedbytheladiesinbygonedays,forthefurniturehadmoreanairofcomfortthananyIhadseen。
Thewindowswerecurtainless,andtheyellowmoonlight,floodinginthroughthediamondpanes,enabledonetoseeevencolours,whilstitsoftenedthewealthofdustwhichlayoverallanddisguisedinsomemeasuretheravagesoftimeandmoth。
Mylampseemedtobeoflittleeffectinthebrilliantmoonlight,butIwasgladtohaveitwithme,fortherewasadreadlonelinessintheplacewhichchilledmyheartandmademynervestremble。
Still,itwasbetterthanlivingaloneintheroomswhichIhadcometohatefromthepresenceoftheCount,andaftertryingalittletoschoolmynerves,Ifoundasoftquietudecomeoverme。
HereIam,sittingatalittleoaktablewhereinoldtimespossiblysomefairladysattopen,withmuchthoughtandmanyblushes,herill-speltloveletter,andwritinginmydiaryinshorthandallthathashappenedsinceIcloseditlast。
Itisthenineteenthcenturyup-to-datewithavengeance。
Andyet,unlessmysensesdeceiveme,theoldcenturieshad,andhave,powersoftheirownwhichmere“modernity“cannotkill。
Later:Themorningof16May——Godpreservemysanity,fortothisI
amreduced。Safetyandtheassuranceofsafetyarethingsofthepast。
WhilstIliveonherethereisbutonethingtohopefor,thatImaynotgomad,if,indeed,Ibenotmadalready。
IfIbesane,thensurelyitismaddeningtothinkthatofallthefoulthingsthatlurkinthishatefulplacetheCountistheleastdreadfultome,thattohimaloneIcanlookforsafety,eventhoughthisbeonlywhilstIcanservehispurpose。GreatGod!
MercifulGod,letmebecalm,foroutofthatwayliesmadnessindeed。
Ibegintogetnewlightsoncertainthingswhichhavepuzzledme。
UptonowIneverquiteknewwhatShakespearemeantwhenhemadeHamletsay,“Mytablets!Quick,mytablets!`tismeetthatI
putitdown,“etc。,Fornow,feelingasthoughmyownbrainwereunhingedorasiftheshockhadcomewhichmustendinitsundoing,Iturntomydiaryforrepose。Thehabitofenteringaccuratelymusthelptosootheme。
TheCount'smysteriouswarningfrightenedmeatthetime。ItfrightensmemorenotwhenIthinkofit,forinthefuturehehasafearfulholduponme。
Ishallfeartodoubtwhathemaysay!
WhenIhadwritteninmydiaryandhadfortunatelyreplacedthebookandpeninmypocketIfeltsleepy。TheCount'swarningcameintomymind,butItookpleasureindisobeyingit。
Thesenseofsleepwasuponme,andwithittheobstinacywhichsleepbringsasoutrider。Thesoftmoonlightsoothed,andthewideexpansewithoutgaveasenseoffreedomwhichrefreshedme。
Ideterminednottoreturntonighttothegloom-hauntedrooms,buttosleephere,where,ofold,ladieshadsatandsungandlivedsweetliveswhilsttheirgentlebreastsweresadfortheirmenfolkawayinthemidstofremorselesswars。
Idrewagreatcouchoutofitsplacenearthecorner,sothatasIlay,Icouldlookatthelovelyviewtoeastandsouth,andunthinkingofanduncaringforthedust,composedmyselfforsleep。
IsupposeImusthavefallenasleep。Ihopeso,butIfear,forallthatfollowedwasstartlinglyreal,sorealthatnowsittinghereinthebroad,fullsunlightofthemorning,Icannotintheleastbelievethatitwasallsleep。
Iwasnotalone。Theroomwasthesame,unchangedinanywaysinceIcameintoit。Icouldseealongthefloor,inthebrilliantmoonlight,myownfootstepsmarkedwhereIhaddisturbedthelongaccumulationofdust。Inthemoonlightoppositemewerethreeyoungwomen,ladiesbytheirdressandmanner。
IthoughtatthetimethatImustbedreamingwhenIsawthem,theythrewnoshadowonthefloor。Theycameclosetome,andlookedatmeforsometime,andthenwhisperedtogether。
Twoweredark,andhadhighaquilinenoses,liketheCount,andgreatdark,piercingeyes,thatseemedtobealmostredwhencontrastedwiththepaleyellowmoon。Theotherwasfair,asfairascanbe,withgreatmassesofgoldenhairandeyeslikepalesapphires。Iseemedsomehowtoknowherface,andtoknowitinconnectionwithsomedreamyfear,butIcouldnotrecollectatthemomenthoworwhere。
Allthreehadbrilliantwhiteteeththatshonelikepearlsagainsttherubyoftheirvoluptuouslips。Therewassomethingaboutthemthatmademeuneasy,somelongingandatthesametimesomedeadlyfear。Ifeltinmyheartawicked,burningdesirethattheywouldkissmewiththoseredlips。
Itisnotgoodtonotethisdown,lestsomedayitshouldmeetMina'seyesandcauseherpain,butitisthetruth。
Theywhisperedtogether,andthentheyallthreelaughed,suchasilvery,musicallaugh,butashardasthoughthesoundnevercouldhavecomethroughthesoftnessofhumanlips。
Itwasliketheintolerable,tinglingsweetnessofwaterglasseswhenplayedonbyacunninghand。Thefairgirlshookherheadcoquettishly,andtheothertwourgedheron。
Onesaid,“Goon!Youarefirst,andweshallfollow。
Yours'istherighttobegin。“
Theotheradded,“Heisyoungandstrong。Therearekissesforusall。“
Ilayquiet,lookingoutfromundermyeyelashesinanagonyofdelightfulanticipation。ThefairgirladvancedandbentovermetillIcouldfeelthemovementofherbreathuponme。
Sweetitwasinonesense,honey-sweet,andsentthesametinglingthroughthenervesashervoice,butwithabitterunderlyingthesweet,abitteroffensiveness,asonesmellsinblood。
Iwasafraidtoraisemyeyelids,butlookedoutandsawperfectlyunderthelashes。Thegirlwentonherknees,andbentoverme,simplygloating。
Therewasadeliberatevoluptuousnesswhichwasboththrillingandrepulsive,andasshearchedhernecksheactuallylickedherlipslikeananimal,tillIcouldseeinthemoonlightthemoistureshiningonthescarletlipsandontheredtongueasitlappedthewhitesharpteeth。
Lowerandlowerwentherheadasthelipswentbelowtherangeofmymouthandchinandseemedtofastenonmythroat。Thenshepaused,andIcouldhearthechurningsoundofhertongueasitlickedherteethandlips,andIcouldfeelthehotbreathonmyneck。
Thentheskinofmythroatbegantotingleasone'sfleshdoeswhenthehandthatistotickleitapproachesnearer,nearer。Icouldfeelthesoft,shiveringtouchofthelipsonthesupersensitiveskinofmythroat,andtheharddentsoftwosharpteeth,justtouchingandpausingthere。
Iclosedmyeyesinlanguorousecstasyandwaited,waitedwithbeatingheart。
Butatthatinstant,anothersensationsweptthroughmeasquickaslightning。IwasconsciousofthepresenceoftheCount,andofhisbeingasiflappedinastormoffury。AsmyeyesopenedinvoluntarilyIsawhisstronghandgrasptheslenderneckofthefairwomanandwithgiant'spowerdrawitback,theblueeyestransformedwithfury,thewhiteteethchampingwithrage,andthefaircheeksblazingredwithpassion。
ButtheCount!NeverdidIimaginesuchwrathandfury,eventothedemonsofthepit。Hiseyeswerepositivelyblazing。
Theredlightinthemwaslurid,asiftheflamesofhellfireblazedbehindthem。Hisfacewasdeathlypale,andthelinesofitwerehardlikedrawnwires。Thethickeyebrowsthatmetoverthenosenowseemedlikeaheavingbarofwhitehotmetal。
Withafiercesweepofhisarm,hehurledthewomanfromhim,andthenmotionedtotheothers,asthoughhewerebeatingthemback。
ItwasthesameimperiousgesturethatIhadseenusedtothewolves。
Inavoicewhich,thoughlowandalmostinawhisperseemedtocutthroughtheairandthenringintheroomhesaid,“Howdareyoutouchhim,anyofyou?HowdareyoucasteyesonhimwhenIhadforbiddenit?Back,Itellyouall!
Thismanbelongstome!Bewarehowyoumeddlewithhim,oryou'llhavetodealwithme。“
Thefairgirl,withalaughofribaldcoquetry,turnedtoanswerhim。
“Youyourselfneverloved。Youneverlove!”Onthistheotherwomenjoined,andsuchamirthless,hard,soullesslaughterrangthroughtheroomthatitalmostmademefainttohear。
Itseemedlikethepleasureoffiends。
ThentheCountturned,afterlookingatmyfaceattentively,andsaidinasoftwhisper,“Yes,Itoocanlove。
Youyourselvescantellitfromthepast。Isitnotso?
Well,nowIpromiseyouthatwhenIamdonewithhimyoushallkisshimatyourwill。Nowgo!Go!Imustawakenhim,forthereisworktobedone。“
“Arewetohavenothingtonight?”saidoneofthem,withalowlaugh,asshepointedtothebagwhichhehadthrownuponthefloor,andwhichmovedasthoughthereweresomelivingthingwithinit。
Foranswerhenoddedhishead。Oneofthewomenjumpedforwardandopenedit。Ifmyearsdidnotdeceivemetherewasagaspandalowwail,asofahalfsmotheredchild。
Thewomenclosedround,whilstIwasaghastwithhorror。
ButasIlooked,theydisappeared,andwiththemthedreadfulbag。
Therewasnodoornearthem,andtheycouldnothavepassedmewithoutmynoticing。Theysimplyseemedtofadeintotheraysofthemoonlightandpassoutthroughthewindow,forIcouldseeoutsidethedim,shadowyformsforamomentbeforetheyentirelyfadedaway。
Thenthehorrorovercameme,andIsankdownunconscious。
CHAPTER4
JonathanHarker'sJournalContinuedIawokeinmyownbed。IfitbethatIhadnotdreamt,theCountmusthavecarriedmehere。Itriedtosatisfymyselfonthesubject,butcouldnotarriveatanyunquestionableresult。
Tobesure,therewerecertainsmallevidences,suchasthatmyclotheswerefoldedandlaidbyinamannerwhichwasnotmyhabit。
Mywatchwasstillunwound,andIamrigorouslyaccustomedtowinditthelastthingbeforegoingtobed,andmanysuchdetails。
Butthesethingsarenoproof,fortheymayhavebeenevidencesthatmymindwasnotasusual,and,forsomecauseoranother,Ihadcertainlybeenmuchupset。Imustwatchforproof。OfonethingIamglad。
IfitwasthattheCountcarriedmehereandundressedme,hemusthavebeenhurriedinhistask,formypocketsareintact。
Iamsurethisdiarywouldhavebeenamysterytohimwhichhewouldnothavebrooked。Hewouldhavetakenordestroyedit。
AsIlookroundthisroom,althoughithasbeentomesofulloffear,itisnowasortofsanctuary,fornothingcanbemoredreadfulthanthoseawfulwomen,whowere,whoare,waitingtosuckmyblood。
18May——Ihavebeendowntolookatthatroomagainindaylight,forImustknowthetruth。WhenIgottothedoorwayatthetopofthestairsIfounditclosed。Ithadbeensoforciblydrivenagainstthejambthatpartofthewoodworkwassplintered。
Icouldseethattheboltofthelockhadnotbeenshot,butthedoorisfastenedfromtheinside。Ifearitwasnodream,andmustactonthissurmise。
19May——Iamsurelyinthetoils。LastnighttheCountaskedmeinthesauvesttonestowritethreeletters,onesayingthatmyworkherewasnearlydone,andthatI
shouldstartforhomewithinafewdays,anotherthatIwasstartingonthenextmorningfromthetimeoftheletter,andthethirdthatIhadleftthecastleandarrivedatBistritz。
Iwouldfainhaverebelled,butfeltthatinthepresentstateofthingsitwouldbemadnesstoquarrelopenlywiththeCountwhilstIamsoabsolutelyinhispower。Andtorefusewouldbetoexcitehissuspicionandtoarousehisanger。
HeknowsthatIknowtoomuch,andthatImustnotlive,lestIbedangeroustohim。Myonlychanceistoprolongmyopportunities。
Somethingmayoccurwhichwillgivemaachancetoescape。
Isawinhiseyessomethingofthatgatheringwrathwhichwasmanifestwhenhehurledthatfairwomanfromhim。
Heexplainedtomethatpostswerefewanduncertain,andthatmywritingnowwouldensureeaseofmindtomyfriends。
Andheassuredmewithsomuchimpressivenessthathewouldcountermandthelaterletters,whichwouldbeheldoveratBistritzuntilduetimeincasechancewouldadmitofmyprolongingmystay,thattoopposehimwouldhavebeentocreatenewsuspicion。
Ithereforepretendedtofallinwithhisviews,andaskedhimwhatdatesIshouldputontheletters。
Hecalculatedaminute,andthensaid,“ThefirstshouldbeJune12,thesecondJune19,andthethirdJune29。“
Iknownowthespanofmylife。Godhelpme!
28May——Thereisachanceofescape,oratanyrateofbeingabletosendwordhome。AbandofSzganyhavecometothecastle,andareencampedinthecourtyard。Thesearegipsies。
Ihavenotesoftheminmybook。Theyarepeculiartothispartoftheworld,thoughalliedtotheordinarygipsiesalltheworldover。
TherearethousandsoftheminHungaryandTransylvania,whoarealmostoutsidealllaw。Theyattachthemselvesasaruletosomegreatnobleorboyar,andcallthemselvesbyhisname。
Theyarefearlessandwithoutreligion,savesuperstition,andtheytalkonlytheirownvarietiesoftheRomanytongue。
Ishallwritesomelettershome,andshalltrytogetthemtohavethemposted。Ihavealreadyspokentothemthroughmywindowtobeginacquaintanceship。Theytooktheirhatsoffandmadeobeisanceandmanysigns,whichhowever,IcouldnotunderstandanymorethanIcouldtheirspokenlanguage……
Ihavewrittentheletters。Mina'sisinshorthand,andIsimplyaskMr。Hawkinstocommunicatewithher。ToherIhaveexplainedmysituation,butwithoutthehorrorswhichImayonlysurmise。
ItwouldshockandfrightenhertodeathwereItoexposemyhearttoher。
Shouldthelettersnotcarry,thentheCountshallnotyetknowmysecretortheextentofmyknowledge……
Ihavegiventheletters。Ithrewthemthroughthebarsofmywindowwithagoldpiece,andmadewhatsignsIcouldtohavethemposted。Themanwhotookthempressedthemtohisheartandbowed,andthenputtheminhiscap。
Icoulddonomore。Istolebacktothestudy,andbegantoread。
AstheCountdidnotcomein,Ihavewrittenhere……
TheCounthascome。Hesatdownbesideme,andsaidinhissmoothestvoiceasheopenedtwoletters,“TheSzganyhasgivenmethese,ofwhich,thoughIknownotwhencetheycome,Ishall,ofcourse,takecare。See!”——Hemusthavelookedatit——“Oneisfromyou,andtomyfriendPeterHawkins。
Theother,“——herehecaughtsightofthestrangesymbolsasheopenedtheenvelope,andthedarklookcameintohisface,andhiseyesblazedwickedly,——“Theotherisavilething,anoutrageuponfriendshipandhospitality!
Itisnotsigned。Well!Soitcannotmattertous。“Andhecalmlyheldletterandenvelopeintheflameofthelamptilltheywereconsumed。
Thenhewenton,“ThelettertoHawkins,thatIshall,ofcoursesendon,sinceitisyours。Yourlettersaresacredtome。
Yourpardon,myfriend,thatunknowinglyIdidbreaktheseal。
Willyounotcoveritagain?”Heheldoutthelettertome,andwithacourteousbowhandedmeacleanenvelope。
Icouldonlyredirectitandhandittohiminsilence。
WhenhewentoutoftheroomIcouldhearthekeyturnsoftly。
AminutelaterIwentoverandtriedit,andthedoorwaslocked。
When,anhourortwoafter,theCountcamequietlyintotheroom,hiscomingawakenedme,forIhadgonetosleeponthesofa。
Hewasverycourteousandverycheeryinhismanner,andseeingthatIhadbeensleeping,hesaid,“So,myfriend,youaretired?Gettobed。Thereisthesurestrest。
Imaynothavethepleasureoftalktonight,sincetherearemanylabourstome,butyouwillsleep,Ipray。“
Ipassedtomyroomandwenttobed,and,strangetosay,sleptwithoutdreaming。Despairhasitsowncalms。
31May——ThismorningwhenIwokeIthoughtIwouldprovidemyselfwithsomepapersandenvelopesfrommybagandkeeptheminmypocket,sothatImightwriteincaseIshouldgetanopportunity,butagainasurprise,againashock!
Everyscrapofpaperwasgone,andwithitallmynotes,mymemoranda,relatingtorailwaysandtravel,myletterofcredit,infactallthatmightbeusefultomewereIonceoutsidethecastle。
Isatandponderedawhile,andthensomethoughtoccurredtome,andImadesearchofmyportmanteauandinthewardrobewhereI
hadplacedmyclothes。
ThesuitinwhichIhadtravelledwasgone,andalsomyovercoatandrug。
Icouldfindnotraceofthemanywhere。Thislookedlikesomenewschemeofvillainy……
17June——Thismorning,asIwassittingontheedgeofmybedcudgellingmybrains,Iheardwithoutacracklingofwhipsandpoundingandscrapingofhorses'feetuptherockypathbeyondthecourtyard。WithjoyIhurriedtothewindow,andsawdriveintotheyardtwogreatleiter-wagons,eachdrawnbyeightsturdyhorses,andattheheadofeachpairaSlovak,withhiswidehat,greatnail-studdedbelt,dirtysheepskin,andhighboots。Theyhadalsotheirlongstavesinhand。
Irantothedoor,intendingtodescendandtryandjointhemthroughthemainhall,asIthoughtthatwaymightbeopenedforthem。
Againashock,mydoorwasfastenedontheoutside。
ThenIrantothewindowandcriedtothem。Theylookedupatmestupidlyandpointed,butjustthenthe“hetman“oftheSzganycameout,andseeingthempointingtomywindow,saidsomething,atwhichtheylaughed。
Henceforthnoeffortofmine,nopiteouscryoragonizedentreaty,wouldmakethemevenlookatme。Theyresolutelyturnedaway。
Theleiter-wagonscontainedgreat,squareboxes,withhandlesofthickrope。
ThesewereevidentlyemptybytheeasewithwhichtheSlovakshandledthem,andbytheirresonanceastheywereroughlymoved。
Whentheywereallunloadedandpackedinagreatheapinonecorneroftheyard,theSlovaksweregivensomemoneybytheSzgany,andspittingonitforluck,lazilywenteachtohishorse'shead。
Shortlyafterwards,Iheardthecracklingoftheirwhipsdieawayinthedistance。
24June——LastnighttheCountleftmeearly,andlockedhimselfintohisownroom。AssoonasIdaredIranupthewindingstair,andlookedoutofthewindow,whichopenedSouth。IthoughtI
wouldwatchfortheCount,forthereissomethinggoingon。
TheSzganyarequarteredsomewhereinthecastleandaredoingworkofsomekind。Iknowit,fornowandthen,Ihearafar-awaymuffledsoundasofmattockandspade,and,whateveritis,itmustbetheendofsomeruthlessvillainy。
Ihadbeenatthewindowsomewhatlessthanhalfanhour,whenIsawsomethingcomingoutoftheCount'swindow。
Idrewbackandwatchedcarefully,andsawthewholemanemerge。
ItwasanewshocktometofindthathehadonthesuitofclotheswhichIhadwornwhilsttravellinghere,andslungoverhisshouldertheterriblebagwhichIhadseenthewomentakeaway。
Therecouldbenodoubtastohisquest,andinmygarb,too!
This,then,ishisnewschemeofevil,thathewillallowotherstoseeme,astheythink,sothathemaybothleaveevidencethatIhavebeenseeninthetownsorvillagespostingmyownletters,andthatanywickednesswhichhemaydoshallbythelocalpeoplebeattributedtome。
Itmakesmeragetothinkthatthiscangoon,andwhilstIamshutuphere,averitableprisoner,butwithoutthatprotectionofthelawwhichisevenacriminal'srightandconsolation。
IthoughtIwouldwatchfortheCount'sreturn,andforalongtimesatdoggedlyatthewindow。ThenIbegantonoticethatthereweresomequaintlittlespecksfloatingintheraysofthemoonlight。
Theywerelikethetiniestgrainsofdust,andtheywhirledroundandgatheredinclustersinanebuloussortofway。Iwatchedthemwithasenseofsoothing,andasortofcalmstoleoverme。
Ileanedbackintheembrasureinamorecomfortableposition,sothatIcouldenjoymorefullytheaerialgambolling。
Somethingmademestartup,alow,piteoushowlingofdogssomewherefarbelowinthevalley,whichwashiddenfrommysight。
Louderitseemedtoringinmyears,andthefloatingmoatsofdusttotakenewshapestothesoundastheydancedinthemoonlight。
Ifeltmyselfstrugglingtoawaketosomecallofmyinstincts。
Nay,myverysoulwasstruggling,andmyhalf-rememberedsensibilitieswerestrivingtoanswerthecall。Iwasbecominghypnotised!
Quickerandquickerdancedthedust。Themoonbeamsseemedtoquiverastheywentbymeintothemassofgloombeyond。
Moreandmoretheygatheredtilltheyseemedtotakedimphantomshapes。
AndthenIstarted,broadawakeandinfullpossessionofmysenses,andranscreamingfromtheplace。
Thephantomshapes,whichwerebecominggraduallymaterialisedfromthemoonbeams,werethosethreeghostlywomentowhomIwasdoomed。
Ifled,andfeltsomewhatsaferinmyownroom,wheretherewasnomoonlight,andwherethelampwasburningbrightly。
WhenacoupleofhourshadpassedIheardsomethingstirringintheCount'sroom,somethinglikeasharpwailquicklysuppressed。
Andthentherewassilence,deep,awfulsilence,whichchilledme。
Withabeatingheart,Itriedthedoor,butIwaslockedinmyprison,andcoulddonothing。Isatdownandsimplycried。
AsIsatIheardasoundinthecourtyardwithout,theagonisedcryofawoman。Irushedtothewindow,andthrowingitup,peeredbetweenthebars。
There,indeed,wasawomanwithdishevelledhair,holdingherhandsoverherheartasonedistressedwithrunning。
Shewasleaningagainstthecornerofthegateway。
Whenshesawmyfaceatthewindowshethrewherselfforward,andshoutedinavoiceladenwithmenace,“Monster,givememychild!”
Shethrewherselfonherknees,andraisingupherhands,criedthesamewordsintoneswhichwrungmyheart。
Thenshetoreherhairandbeatherbreast,andabandonedherselftoalltheviolencesofextravagantemotion。
Finally,shethrewherselfforward,andthoughIcouldnotseeher,Icouldhearthebeatingofhernakedhandsagainstthedoor。
Somewherehighoverhead,probablyonthetower,IheardthevoiceoftheCountcallinginhisharsh,metallicwhisper。Hiscallseemedtobeansweredfromfarandwidebythehowlingofwolves。
Beforemanyminuteshadpassedapackofthempoured,likeapent-updamwhenliberated,throughthewideentranceintothecourtyard。
Therewasnocryfromthewoman,andthehowlingofthewolveswasbutshort。
Beforelongtheystreamedawaysingly,lickingtheirlips。
Icouldnotpityher,forIknewnowwhathadbecomeofherchild,andshewasbetterdead。
WhatshallIdo?WhatcanIdo?HowcanIescapefromthisdreadfulthingofnight,gloom,andfear?
25June——Nomanknowstillhehassufferedfromthenighthowsweetanddeartohisheartandeyethemorningcanbe。
Whenthesungrewsohighthismorningthatitstruckthetopofthegreatgatewayoppositemywindow,thehighspotwhichittouchedseemedtomeasifthedovefromthearkhadlightedthere。
Myfearfellfrommeasifithadbeenavaporousgarmentwhichdissolvedinthewarmth。
Imusttakeactionofsomesortwhilstthecourageofthedayisuponme。
Lastnightoneofmypost-datedletterswenttopost,thefirstofthatfatalserieswhichistoblotouttheverytracesofmyexistencefromtheearth。
Letmenotthinkofit。Action!
Ithasalwaysbeenatnight-timethatIhavebeenmolestedorthreatened,orinsomewayindangerorinfear。
IhavenotyetseentheCountinthedaylight。Canitbethathesleepswhenotherswake,thathemaybeawakewhilsttheysleep?
IfIcouldonlygetintohisroom!Butthereisnopossibleway。
Thedoorisalwayslocked,nowayforme。
Yes,thereisaway,ifonedarestotakeit。Wherehisbodyhasgonewhymaynotanotherbodygo?Ihaveseenhimmyselfcrawlfromhiswindow。WhyshouldnotIimitatehim,andgoinbyhiswindow?
Thechancesaredesperate,butmyneedismoredesperatestill。
Ishallriskit。Attheworstitcanonlybedeath,andaman'sdeathisnotacalf's,andthedreadedHereaftermaystillbeopentome。
Godhelpmeinmytask!Goodbye,Mina,ifIfail。Goodbye,myfaithfulfriendandsecondfather。Goodbye,all,andlastofallMina!
Sameday,later——Ihavemadetheeffort,andGodhelpingme,havecomesafelybacktothisroom。Imustputdowneverydetailinorder。
Iwentwhilstmycouragewasfreshstraighttothewindowonthesouthside,andatoncegotoutsideonthisside。Thestonesarebigandroughlycut,andthemortarhasbyprocessoftimebeenwashedawaybetweenthem。
Itookoffmyboots,andventuredoutonthedesperateway。
Ilookeddownonce,soastomakesurethatasuddenglimpseoftheawfuldepthwouldnotovercomeme,butafterthatkeptmyeyesawayfromit。
IknowprettywellthedirectionanddistanceoftheCount'swindow,andmadeforitaswellasIcould,havingregardtotheopportunitiesavailable。
Ididnotfeeldizzy,IsupposeIwastooexcited,andthetimeseemedridiculouslyshorttillIfoundmyselfstandingonthewindowsillandtryingtoraiseupthesash。Iwasfilledwithagitation,however,whenI
bentdownandslidfeetforemostinthroughthewindow。ThenIlookedaroundfortheCount,butwithsurpriseandgladness,madeadiscovery。
Theroomwasempty!Itwasbarelyfurnishedwithoddthings,whichseemedtohaveneverbeenused。
Thefurniturewassomethingthesamestyleasthatinthesouthrooms,andwascoveredwithdust。Ilookedforthekey,butitwasnotinthelock,andIcouldnotfinditanywhere。
TheonlythingIfoundwasagreatheapofgoldinonecorner,goldofallkinds,Roman,andBritish,andAustrian,andHungarian,andGreekandTurkishmoney,coveredwithafilmofdust,asthoughithadlainlongintheground。
NoneofitthatInoticedwaslessthanthreehundredyearsold。
Therewerealsochainsandornaments,somejewelled,butallofthemoldandstained。
Atonecorneroftheroomwasaheavydoor。Itriedit,for,sinceI
couldnotfindthekeyoftheroomorthekeyoftheouterdoor,whichwasthemainobjectofmysearch,Imustmakefurtherexamination,orallmyeffortswouldbeinvain。Itwasopen,andledthroughastonepassagetoacircularstairway,whichwentsteeplydown。
Idescended,mindingcarefullywhereIwentforthestairsweredark,beingonlylitbyloopholesintheheavymasonry。
Atthebottomtherewasadark,tunnel-likepassage,throughwhichcameadeathly,sicklyodour,theodourofoldearthnewlyturned。
AsIwentthroughthepassagethesmellgrewcloserandheavier。
AtlastIpulledopenaheavydoorwhichstoodajar,andfoundmyselfinanoldruinedchapel,whichhadevidentlybeenusedasagraveyard。
Theroofwasbroken,andintwoplaceswerestepsleadingtovaults,butthegroundhadrecentlybeendugover,andtheearthplacedingreatwoodenboxes,manifestlythosewhichhadbeenbroughtbytheSlovaks。
Therewasnobodyabout,andImadeasearchovereveryinchoftheground,soasnottoloseachance。Iwentdownevenintothevaults,wherethedimlightstruggled,althoughtodosowasadreadtomyverysoul。IntotwooftheseIwent,butsawnothingexceptfragmentsofoldcoffinsandpilesofdust。
Inthethird,however,Imadeadiscovery。
There,inoneofthegreatboxes,ofwhichtherewerefiftyinall,onapileofnewlydugearth,laytheCount!
Hewaseitherdeadorasleep。Icouldnotsaywhich,foreyeswereopenandstony,butwithouttheglassinessofdeath,andthecheekshadthewarmthoflifethroughalltheirpallor。
Thelipswereasredasever。Buttherewasnosignofmovement,nopulse,nobreath,nobeatingoftheheart。
Ibentoverhim,andtriedtofindanysignoflife,butinvain。
Hecouldnothavelaintherelong,fortheearthysmellwouldhavepassedawayinafewhours。Bythesideoftheboxwasitscover,piercedwithholeshereandthere。Ithoughthemighthavethekeysonhim,butwhenIwenttosearchIsawthedeadeyes,andinthemdeadthoughtheywere,suchalookofhate,thoughunconsciousofmeormypresence,thatIfledfromtheplace,andleavingtheCount'sroombythewindow,crawledagainupthecastlewall。
Regainingmyroom,Ithrewmyselfpantinguponthebedandtriedtothink。
29June——Todayisthedateofmylastletter,andtheCounthastakenstepstoprovethatitwasgenuine,foragainIsawhimleavethecastlebythesamewindow,andinmyclothes。Ashewentdownthewall,lizardfashion,IwishedIhadagunorsomelethalweapon,thatImightdestroyhim。ButI
fearthatnoweaponwroughtalongbyman'shandwouldhaveanyeffectonhim。
Idarednotwaittoseehimreturn,forIfearedtoseethoseweirdsisters。
Icamebacktothelibrary,andreadtheretillIfellasleep。
IwasawakenedbytheCount,wholookedatmeasgrimlyasamancouldlookashesaid,“Tomorrow,myfriend,wemustpart。YoureturntoyourbeautifulEngland,Itosomeworkwhichmayhavesuchanendthatwemaynevermeet。
Yourletterhomehasbeendespatched。TomorrowIshallnotbehere,butallshallbereadyforyourjourney。InthemorningcometheSzgany,whohavesomelaboursoftheirownhere,andalsocomesomeSlovaks。
Whentheyhavegone,mycarriageshallcomeforyou,andshallbearyoutotheBorgoPasstomeetthediligencefromBukovinatoBistritz。
ButIaminhopesthatIshallseemoreofyouatCastleDracula。“
Isuspectedhim,anddeterminedtotesthissincerity。Sincerity!Itseemslikeaprofanationofthewordtowriteitinconnectionwithsuchamonster,soIaskedhimpoint-blank,“WhymayInotgotonight?”
“Because,dearsir,mycoachmanandhorsesareawayonamission。“
“ButIwouldwalkwithpleasure。Iwanttogetawayatonce。“
Hesmiled,suchasoft,smooth,diabolicalsmilethatI
knewtherewassometrickbehindhissmoothness。Hesaid,“Andyourbaggage?”
“Idonotcareaboutit。Icansendforitsomeothertime。“
TheCountstoodup,andsaid,withasweetcourtesywhichmademerubmyeyes,itseemedsoreal,“YouEnglishhaveasayingwhichisclosetomyheart,foritsspiritisthatwhichrulesourboyars,`Welcomethecoming,speedthepartingguest。'
Comewithme,mydearyoungfriend。Notanhourshallyouwaitinmyhouseagainstyourwill,thoughsadamIatyourgoing,andthatyousosuddenlydesireit。Come!”Withastatelygravity,he,withthelamp,precededmedownthestairsandalongthehall。
Suddenlyhestopped。“Hark!”
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