FOOT-FARING。
Itwasalovelymorninginthefirstofsummer。DonalGrantwasdescendingapathonahillsidetothevalleybelow——asheep-trackofwhichhekneweverywindingaswellasanyboyhishalf-miletoandfromschool。Buthehadneverbeforegonedownthehillwiththefeelingthathewasnotabouttogoupagain。Hewasonhiswaytopasturesverynew,andinthedistanceonlynegativelyinviting。
Buthisheartwastoofulltobetroubled——norwashisahearttoharbouracare,thenextthingtoanevilspirit,thoughnotquitesobad;foronecaremaydriveoutanother,whileonedevilissuretobringinanother。
Agreatbillowywasteofmountainslaybeyondhim,amongstwhichplayedtheshadowattheirgamesofhideandseek——graciouslymerryintheeyesofthehappyman,butsadlysolemnintheeyesofhiminwhoseheartthedrearythoughtsofthepastareatalikegame。
BehindDonallayaworldofdreamsintowhichhedarednotturnandlook,yetfromwhichhecouldscarceaverthiseyes。
Hewasnearingthefootofthehillwhenhestumbledandalmostfell,butrecoveredhimselfwiththeagilityofamountaineer,andtheunpleasantknowledgethatthesoleofoneofhisshoeswasallbutoff。Neverhadhelefthomeforcollegethathisfatherhadnotmadepersonalinspectionofhisshoestoseethattheywerefitforthejourney,butonthisdeparturetheyhadbeenforgotten。Hesatdownandtookoffthefailingequipment。Itwastoofargonetodoanythingtemporarywithit;andofdiscomfortsaloosesoletoone'sshoeinwalkingisoftheworst。Theonlythingwastotakeofftheothershoeandbothstockingsandgobarefoot。Hetiedalltogetherwithapieceofstring,madethemfasttohisdeerskinknapsack,andresumedhiswalk。Thethingdidnottroublehimmuch。Tohavewhatwewantisriches,buttobeabletodowithoutispower。Tohaveshoesisagoodthing;tobeabletowalkwithoutthemisabetter。
ButitwaslongsinceDonalhadwalkedbarefoot,andhefoundhisfeetlikehisshoe,weakerinthesolethanwaspleasant。
“It'stime,“hesaidtohimself,whenhefoundhewassteppinggingerly,“Iga'emyfeetaturnattheauldaccomplishment。It'sapitytogrownaesofitforonythingsunernoryeneed。Iwadliketoliedoonatlastwi'hardsoles!”
Ineverystreamhecametohebathedhisfeet,andoftenonthewayrestedthem,whenotherwiseableenoughtogoon。Hehadnocertaingoal,thoughheknewhisdirection,andwasinnohaste。HehadconfidenceinGodandinhisownpowersasthegiftofGod,andknewthatwhereverhewentheneedednotbehungrylong,evenshouldthelittlemoneyinhispocketbespent。Itisbettertotrustinworkthaninmoney:Godneverbuysanything,andisforeveratwork;butifanyonetrustinwork,hehastolearnthathemusttrustinnothingbutstrength——theself-existent,originalstrengthonly;andDonalGranthadlongbeguntolearnthat。Themanhasbeguntobestrongwhoknowsthat,separatedfromlifeessential,heisweaknessitself,that,onewithhisorigin,hewillbeofstrengthinexhaustible。Donalwasnowdescendingtheheightsofyouthtowalkalongtheking'shighroadofmanhood:happyhewho,ashissunisgoingdownbehindthewestern,ishimselfascendingtheeasternhill,returningthrougholdagetothesecondandbetterchildhoodwhichshallnotbetakenfromhim!Hewhoturnshisbackonthesettingsungoestomeettherisingsun;hewholoseshislifeshallfindit。Donalhadlosthispast——butnotsoastobeashamed。
Therearemanywaysoflosing!Hispasthadbutcrept,likethedead,backtoGodwhogaveit;inbettershapeitwouldbehisbyandby!Alreadyhehadbeguntoforeshadowthistruth:Godwouldkeepitforhim。
Hehadsetoutbeforethesunwasup,forhewouldnotbemetbyfriendsoracquaintances。Avoidingthewell-knownfarmhousesandoccasionalvillage,hetookhiswayuptheriver,andaboutnooncametoahamletwherenooneknewhim——aclusterofstraw-roofedcottages,lowandwhite,withtwolittlewindowseach。Hewalkedstraightthroughitnotmeaningtostop;but,spyinginfrontofthelastcottagearoughstoneseatunderalow,widespreadingeldertree,wastemptedtositdownandrestalittle。Thedaywasnowhot,andtheshadowofthetreeinviting。
Hehadbutseatedhimselfwhenawomancametothedoorofthecottage,lookedathimforamoment,andprobablythinkinghim,fromhisbarefeet,poorerthanhewas,said——
“Wadyelikeadrink?”
“Ay,wadI,“answeredDonal,“——adrinko'watter,gienyeplease。“
“Whatfornomilk?”askedthewoman。
“'CauseI'mabletopeyfor't,“answeredDonal。
“Iwantnaepeyment,“sherejoined,perceivinghisdriftaslittleasprobablymyreader。
“An'Iwantnaemilk,“returnedDonal。
“Weel,yemaypeyfor'tgienyelike,“sherejoined。
“ButIdinnalike,“repliedDonal。
“Weel,ye'reasomequeercustomer!”sheremarked。
“Ithankye,butI'mnaecustomer,'cep'foradrinko'watter,“hepersisted,lookinginherfacewithasmile;“an'watterhasayebeengr鈚issin'thedayso'Adam——'cep'maybei'toonsi'thehetpairtso'thewarl'。“
Thewomanturnedintothecottage,andcameoutagainpresentlywithadelftbasin,holdingaboutapint,fullofmilk,yellowandrich。
“There!”shesaid;“drinkan'bethankfu'。“
“I'llbethankfu'ohndrunken,“saidDonal。“Ithankyewi'a'myheart。ButIcannabidetotakfornaethingwhatIcanpeyfor,an'
IdinnaliketolayootmysilleruponaluxuryIcanweeleneuchduwantin',forIhaenamuckle。Iwadnabeshabbynoryetgreedy。“
“Drinkfortheloveo'God,“saidthewoman。
Donaltookthebowlfromherhand,anddranktillallwasgone。
“Wullyehaeadrapmair?”sheasked。
“Na,noadrap,“answeredDonal。“I'llgangi'thestren'tho'thatyehaegi'enme——maybenojistfortydays,gudewife,butmairnorfortyminutes,an'that'sagudepairto'aday。Ithankyehertily。Yonwasthemilko'humankin'ness,gieneverwasony。“
Ashespokeherose,andstooduprefreshedforhisjourney。
“Ihaeasodgerladdieawa'i'thehetpairtsyespako',“saidthewoman:“gienyehadnata'enthemilk,yewadhaegi'enmeasairhert。“
“Eh,gudewife,itwadhaegi'enmeanetothinkIhad!”returnedDonal。“TheLordgieyebackyersodgerladdiesafean'soon'!
MaybeI'llhaetogangefter'im,sodgermysel'。“
“Na,na,thatwadnado。Ye'reascholar——that'seasytosee,fora'
ye'resaeplainspoken。Itdisabody'shertguidtohearaman'atun'erstan'sthingssaythemplainooti'thetonguehismithertauchthim。Sicaane'illgangstrauchttill'smakker,an'fin'
a'thingtherehame-like。Lord,Iwussminnisterswadspeyklikeitherfowk!”
“Yewadsairpleasemymithersayin'that,“remarkedDonal。“Yemaunbejistsicanitherasher!”
“Weel,comein,an'sityedoonooto'thesin,an'haesomethingtoait。“
“Na,I'lltaknaemairfraeyetheday,an'Ithankye,“repliedDonal;“Icannaweelbide。“
“Whatforno?”
“It'snosaemuckle'atI'minahurryas'atImaunbeduin'。“
“Whaurareyeb'un'for,gienabodymayspeir?”
“I'mgaein'toseek——nomyfortin,butmydailybreid。GienIspakasarichtman,IwadsayIwasgaein'toluikforthewarksetme。
I'mfearttosaythatstrauchtoot;Ihaenawonsaefarasthatyet。Iwinnadunaethingthough'athewadnahaemedu。Idaurtosaythat——saebeIun'erstan'。Mymithersaystheday'illcomewhanI'llcarefornaethingbuthiswull。“
“Yermither'illbeJanetGrant,I'mthinkin'!Therecannabetwasicinaecountry-side!”
“Ye'rei'thericht,“answeredDonal。“Kenyemymither?”
“Ihaeseenher;an'toseeher'stokenher。“
“Ay,gienwhaseesherbesiclike'shersel'。“
“Icannapreten'tothat;butshe'sweelkentthrou'a'thecountryforaGod-fearin'wuman——An'whaur'llyebeforthenoo?”
“I'mjistupo'thetramp,luikin'forwark。“
“An'whatmayyebepleasttoca'wark?”
“Ow,jistthecommunicationo'whatIhaetheun'erstan'in'o'。“
“Aweel,gienye'llcondescen'toadvicefraeanauldwife,I'llgieyeabitwi'ye:taknailkalassyeseeforabornangel。Misdoobtheraweetobeginwi'。Hingupyerjeedgmento'herawee。Luiktothemoo'an'thee'eno'her。“
“Ithankye,“saidDonal,withasmile,inwhichthewomanspiedthesadness;“I'mnoliketoneedtheadvice。“
Shelookedathimpitifully,andpaused。
“Gienyecomethisgaitagain,“shesaid,“ye'llnogangbymydoor?”
“Iwullno,“repliedDonal,andwishinghergood-byewithagratefulheart,betookhimselftohisjourney。
Hehadnotgonefarwhenhefoundhimselfonawidemoor。Hesatdownonabigstone,andbegantoturnthingsoverinhismind。
Thisishowhisthoughtswent:
“IcanneverbethemanIwas!Thethouchto'myheart'sta'enfraeme!IcannathinkabootthingsasIused。There'snaethingsaebonnyasafore。Whanthelifeslipsfraehim,hoocanamangangonlivin'!YetI'mnodeid——that'swhatmaksthediffeecletyo'thesituation!GienIwardeid——weel,Ikennawhatthan!I
doobttherewadbetriblestill,thoughsomethingsmichtbelichter。Butthat'sneitherherenorthere;Imaunlive;Ihaenaech'ice;Ididnamakmysel',an'I'mnogaein'tomeddlewi'mysel'!
Ithinkmairo'mysel'nordaurthat!
“Butthere'saequestionImaunsattleaforeIgangfarther——an'
that'sthis:amItobelessormairnorIwasafore?It'sagreedI
cannabethesame:ifIcannabethesame,ImaunaitherbelessorgreaterthanIwasafore:whilko'themis'ttobe?Iwinnahaethatquestontospeirmairnorance!I'llbemairnorIwas。Tosinktolesswadbetolowsegripo'mypastasweel'so'myfutur!
An'hoowadIeverluikheri'thefacegienIgrewlessbecauseo'
her!Achiel'likemelatabonnylassiethinkhersel'toblameforwhatIgrewtil!An'there'sagreaternorthelasstobeconsidert!'CauseheseesnafittogiemeherIwadhae,ishenotohaehiswullo'me?It'sagran'thingtokenalassielikeyon,an'agran'erthingyettobeallooedtolo'eher:tositdownan'
greit'causeI'mnotomerryher,wadbemostoongratefu'!WhatforsudIthreip'atIouchttohaeher?WhatforsudnaIbedisapp'intitasweelasanither?Ihaeasguidarichttoonyguid'at'stocomeo'that,Ifancy!Gienitbeaman'spairttocairryasairhert,itcannabehispairttositdoonwi''tupo'thero'd-side,an'lay'tupo'hislap,an'greitower't,likeabairnwi'acuttitfinger:hemaunhaudonhisro'd。WhaamItodifferfraethelaveo'myfowk!Is'belikethelave,an'gienIgreitI
winnagirn。TheLordhimsel'hadtobecroontwi'pain。Eh,mybonniedoo!Butyelo'eabetterman,an'that'sasaircomfort!
Gienithadbeenitherwise,IdivnotthinkIcouldhaebornethepainatmyhert。Butasit'sguidan'noill'at'scometoye,I
haenayouan'mysel'tutogreitfor,an'that'sasaircomfort!
Lord,I'llclim'tothee,an'gaithero'thehealin''atgrowsforthenationsi'thygairden。
“Iseethethingasplain'sthingcanbe:thecureo'a'ill'sjistmairlife!That'sit!Lifeabunean'ayontthelife'attookthestroke!An'gienthrou'thishert-brakIcomebymairlife,it'llbejistaneo'thethroeso'myh'avenlybirth——i'thewhilkthebairnhasasmonyo'thepainsasthemither:that'smaybeadiffer'atweenthetwa——theearthlyan'theh'avenly!
“SaenooIhaetobeginfresh,an'latthething'at'spastan'ganeslipefteritherdreams。Eh,butit'sabonnydreamyet!Itliesclose'ahin'me,notobeforgotten,notobeluikitat——likeaneo'
thaedreamso'watteran'munelicht'athasnaewarki'them:abodywadnaliea'nichtan'a'daytuinadreamo'thesowl'sgloamin'!
Na,Lord;mako'meastrongman,an'synegiemeasmuckleo'thebonnyasmaypleasethee。WhaamItolippentil,giennotothee,myainfatheran'mitheran'gran'fatheran'a'bodyinane,forthoogiedstmethema'!
“NooI'mtobeginagain——afreshlifefraethisminute!I'mtosetootfraethisverrap'int,likeaneo'theyoungestsonsi'thefairytales,toseekmyportion,an'seewhat'scomin'tomeetmeasIgangtomeethit。Thewarl'aforeme'smystory-buik。IcannaseeowertheleaftillIcometotheen'o''t。WhanIwasabairn,jistable,wi'sairendeevour,towinattheherto'print,Ineverwadluikonafore!TheaetimeIdidit,IthouchtIhadduneashamefu'thing,likeluikin'inatakeyhole——asIdidjistancetu,whanIthankGodmymithergaemesicablessedlickin''atIkentitmaunbesomethingdreidfu'Ihaddune。Saehere'sforwhat'scomin'!Ikenwhauritmauncomefrae,an'Is'makeitwelcome。
Mymithersaysthemainmischeefi'thewarl'is,'atfowkwinnalattheLordhaehisainw'y,an'saehehasjisttotakit,whilkmaksitasairthingforthem。“
Therewithherosetoencounterthatwhichwasonitswaytomeethim。Heisafoolwhostandsandletslifemovepasthimlikeapanorama。Healsoisafoolwhowouldlayhandsonitsmotion,andchangeitspictures。Hecanbutdistortandinjure,ifhedoesnotruinthem,andcomeuponawfulshadowsbehindthem。
Andlo!asheglancedaroundhim,alreadysomethingoftheoldmysteriousloveliness,nowforsolongvanishedfromthefaceofthevisibleworld,hadreturnedtoit——notyetasitwasbefore,butwithdawningpromiseofanewcreation,afreshbeauty,inwelcomingwhichhewasnotturningfromtheold,butreceivingthenewthatGodsenthim。Hemightyetbemanyatimesad,buttolamentwouldbetoactasifhewerewronged——wouldbeatbestweakandfoolish!
Hewouldlookthenewlifeintheface,andbewhatitshouldpleaseGodtomakehim。Thescentsthewindbroughthimfromfieldandgardenandmoor,seemedsweeterthaneverwind-bornescentsbefore:theywereseekingtocomforthim!Hesighed——butturnedfromthesightoGod,andfoundfreshgladnessandwelcome。Thewindhoveredabouthimasifitwouldfainhavesomethingtodointhematter;theriverrippledandshoneasifitknewsomethingworthknowingasyetunrevealed。Thedelightofcreationisverilyinsecrets,butinsecretsastruthsontheway。Allsecretsareembryorevelations。Onthefarhorizonheavenandearthmetasoldfriends,who,thoughneverparted,wereeverrenewingtheirfriendship。Theworld,liketheangels,wasrejoicing——ifnotoverasinnerthathadrepented,yetoveramanthathadpassedfromalowertoahigherconditionoflife——outofitsearthintoitsair:
hewasgoingtoliveabove,andlookdownontheinferiorworld!
EretheshadesofeveningfellthatdayaroundDonalGrant,hewasinthenewchildhoodofanewworld。
Idonotmeansuchthoughtshadneverbeenpresenttohimbefore;
buttothinkathingisonlytolookatitinaglass;toknowitasGodwouldhaveusknowit,andaswemustknowittolive,istoseeitasweseeloveinafriend'seyes——tohaveitasthelovethefriendseesinours。Tomakethingsrealtous,istheendandthebattle-causeoflife。Weoftenthinkwebelievewhatweareonlypresentingtoourimaginations。Theleastthingcanoverthrowthatkindoffaith。Theimaginationisanendlesshelptowardsfaith,butitisnomorefaiththanadreamoffoodwillmakeusstrongforthenextday'swork。ToknowGodasthebeginningandend,therootandcause,thegiver,theenabler,theloveandjoyandperfectgood,thepresentoneexistenceinallthingsanddegreesandconditions,islife;andfaith,initssimplest,truest,mightiestformis——todohiswill。
Donalwasmakinghiswaytowardstheeasterncoast,inthecertainhopeoffindingworkofonekindoranother。Hecouldhavebeenwellcontenttopasshislifeasashepherdlikehisfatherbutfortwothings:heknewwhatitwouldbewellforotherstoknow;andhehadahungerafterthesocietyofbooks。Amanmustbeabletodowithoutwhateverisdeniedhim,butwhenhisheartishungryforanhonestthing,hemayusehonestendeavourtoobtainit。Donaldesiredtobeusefulandliveforhisgeneration,alsotobewithbooks。Tobewherewasagoodlibrarywouldsuithimbetterthanbuyingbooks,forwithoutaplaceinwhichtokeepthem,theyareamongtheimpedimentaoflife。AndDonalknewthatinregardtobookshewasindangeroflovingafterthefashionofthisworld:
bookshehadastronginclinationtoaccumulateandhoard;thereforetheuseofalibrarywasbetterthanthemeansofbuyingthem。
Booksaspossessionsarealsoofthethingsthatpassandperish——assurelyasanyotherformofearthlyhaving;theyareoftheplaythingsGodletsmenhavethattheymaylearntodistinguishbetweenapparentandrealpossession:ifhavingwillnotteachthem,lossmay。
Butwhowouldhavethought,meetingtheyouthashewalkedtheroadwithshoelessfeet,thathesoughttheharbourofagreatlibraryinsomeoldhouse,soasdayafterdaytofeastonthethoughtsofmenwhohadgonebeforehim!Forhiswasnoantiquariansoul;itwasasoulhungryafterlife,notafterthemummyclothsenwrappingthedead。
CHAPTERII。
ASPIRITUALFOOT-PAD。
Hewasnowwalkingsouthward,butwouldsoon,whenthemountainswerewellbehindhim,turntowardtheeast。Hecarriedasmallwallet,filledchieflywithoatcakeandhardskim-milkcheese:abouttwoo'clockhesatdownonastone,andproceededtomakeameal。A
brookfromthehillsrannear:forthathehadchosenthespot,hisfarebeingdry。Heseldomtookanyotherdrinkthanwater:hehadlearnedthatstrongdrinkatbestbutdiscountedtohimhisownatahighrate。
Hedrewfromhispocketasmallthickvolumehehadbroughtasthecompanionofhisjourney,andreadasheate。Hisseatwasonthelastslopeofagrassyhill,wheremanyhugestonesroseoutofthegrass。Afewyardsbeneathwasacountryroad,andontheothersideoftheroadasmallstream,inwhichthebrookthatranswiftlypast,almostwithinreachofhishand,eagerlylostitself。Onthefurtherbankofthestream,perfumingtheair,grewmanybushesofmeadow-sweet,orqueen-of-the-meadow,asitiscalledinScotland;
andbeyondlayalovelystretchofnearlylevelpasture。Farthereastwardallwasaplain,fulloffarms。Behindhimrosethehill,shuttingouthispast;beforehimlaytheplain,opentohiseyesandfeet。Godhadwalleduphispast,andwasdisclosinghisfuture。
Whenhehadeatenhisdinner,itsdrynessforgotteninthecondimenthisbooksupplied,herose,andtakinghiscapfromhishead,filleditfromthestream,anddrankheartily;thenemptiedit,shookthelastdropsfromit,andputitagainuponhishead。
“Ho,ho,youngman!”criedavoice。
Donallooked,andsawamaninthegarbofaclergymanregardinghimfromtheroad,andwipinghisfacewithhissleeve。
“Youshouldmind,“hecontinued,“howyouscatteryourfavours。“
“Ibegyourpardon,sir,“saidDonal,takingoffhiscapagain;“I
hadnaanotiontherewasleevin'craturnearme。“
“It'safineday!”saidtheminister。
“Itisthat,sir!”answeredDonal。
“Whichwayareyougoing?”askedtheminister,adding,asifinapologyforhisseemingcuriosity,“——You'reascholar,I
see!”——withaglancetowardsthebookhehadleftopenonhisstone。
“NaesaemuckleasIwadfainbe,sir,“answeredDonal——thencalledtomindaresolvehehadmadetospeakEnglishforthefuture。
“Amodestyouth,Isee!”returnedtheclergyman;butDonalhardlylikedthetoneinwhichhesaidit。
“Thatdependsonwhatyoumeanbyascholar,“hesaid。
“Oh!”answeredtheminister,notthinkingmuchabouthisreply,butinabanteringhumourwillingtodrawtheladout,“thelearnedmanmodestlycallshimselfascholar。“
“ThentherewasnomodestyinsayingIwasnotsomuchofascholarasIshouldliketobe;everyscholarwouldsaythesame。“
“Averygoodanswer!”saidtheclergymanpatronizingly,“You'llbealearnedmansomeday!”Andhesmiledashesaidit。
“Whenwouldyoucallamanlearned?”askedDonal。
“Thatishardtodetermine,seeingthosethatclaimtobecontradicteachotherso。“
“Whatgoodthencantherebeinwantingtobelearned?”
“Yougetthementaldisciplineofstudy。“
“Itseemstome,“saidDonal,“apitytogetabody'sdisciplineonwhatmaybeworthless。It'sjustasgooddisciplinetomyteethtodineonbreadandcheese,asitwouldbetoexercisethemonsheep'sgrass。“
“I'vegotholdofahumorist!”saidtheclergymantohimself。
Donalpickeduphiswalletandhisbook,andcamedowntotheroad。
Thenfirsttheclergymansawthathewasbarefooted。Inhischildhoodhehadhimselfoftengonewithoutshoesandstockings,yettheyouth'slackofthemprejudicedhimagainsthim。
“Itmustbethefellow'sownfault!”hesaidtohimself。“Heshan'tcatchmewithhischaff!”
Donalwouldratherhavefordedtheriver,andgonetoinquirehiswayatthenearestfarm-house,buthethoughtitpolitetowalkalittlewaywiththeclergyman。
“Howfarareyougoing?”askedtheministeratlength。
“AsfarasIcan,“repliedDonal。
“Wheredoyoumeantopassthenight?”
“Insomebarnperhaps,oronsomehill-side。“
“Iamsorrytohearyoucandonobetter。“
“Youdon'tthink,sir,whatadecentbedcosts;andabarnisgenerally,ahill-sidealwaysclean。Infactthehill-side'sthebest。Many'sthetimeIhavesleptonone。It'sastrangenotionsomepeoplehave,thatit'smorerespectabletosleepunderman'sroofthanGod's。“
“Tohavenosettledabode,“saidtheclergyman,andpaused。
“LikeAbraham?”suggestedDonalwithasmile。“Anabidingcityseemshardlynecessarytopilgrimsandstrangers!IfellasleeponceonthetopofGlashgar:whenIwokethesunwaslookingovertheedgeofthehorizon。IroseandgazedaboutmeasifIwerebutthatmomentcreated。IfGodhadcalledme,Ishouldhardlyhavebeenastonished。“
“Orfrightened?”askedtheminister。
“No,sir;whyshouldamanfearthepresenceofhissaviour?”
“YousaidGod!”answeredtheminister。
“Godismysaviour!Intohispresenceitismydesiretocome。“
“Undershelteroftheatonement,“supplementedtheminister。
“Gienyemeanbythat,sir,“criedDonal,forgettinghisEnglish,“onythingtocome'atweenmyGodan'me,I'llha'enaneo''t。I'llhaenaethinghidemefraehimwhamademe!Iwadnahideathouchtfraehim。Thewauritis,themairneedhesee't。“
“Whatbookisthatyouarereading?”askedtheministersharply。
“It'snotyourbible,I'llbebound!Younevergotsuchnotionsfromit!”
Hewasangrywiththepresumptuousyouth——andnowonder;forthegospeltheministerpreachedwasagospelbuttotheslavishandunfilial。
“It'sShelley,“answeredDonal,recoveringhimself。
TheministerhadneverreadawordofShelley,buthadaverydecidedopinionofhim。Hegavealoudrudewhistle。
“So!that'swhereyougoforyourtheology!Iwaspuzzledtounderstandyou,butnowallisplain!Youngman,youareonthebrinkofperdition。Thatbookwillpoisonyourveryvitals!”
“Indeed,sir,itwillnevergodeepenoughforthat!ButitcameneartouchingthemasIsateatingmybreadandcheese。“
“He'saninfidel!”saidtheministerfiercely。
“Akindofone,“returnedDonal,“butnotoftheworstsort。It'sthepeoplewhocallthemselvesbelieversthatdrivethelikeofpoorShelleytothemouthofthepit。“
“Hehatedthetruth,“saidtheminister。
“Hewasalwaysseekingafterit,“saidDonal,“thoughtobesurehedidn'tgettotheendofthesearch。Justlistentothis,sir,andsaywhetheritbeveryfarfromChristian。“
Donalopenedhislittlevolume,andsoughthispassage。Theministerbutforcuriosityandthedreadofseemingabsurdwouldhavestoppedhisearsandrefusedtolisten。Hewasamanofnotmerelydryorstale,butofdeadlydoctrines。HewouldhaveamanloveChristforprotectinghimfromGod,notforleadinghimtoGodinwhomaloneisbliss,outofwhomallisdarknessandmisery。HehadnotaglimmerofthetruththateternallifeistoknowGod。Heimaginedjusticeandlovedwellingineternaloppositioninthebosomofeternalunity。HeknewnexttonothingaboutGod,andmisrepresentedhimhideously。IfGodweresuchasheshowedhim,itwouldbetheworstpossiblemisfortunetohavebeencreated。
Donalhadfoundthepassage。ItwasinTheMaskofAnarchy。Hereadthefollowingstanzas:——
Letavastassemblybe,AndwithgreatsolemnityDeclarewithmeasuredwordsthatyeAre,asGodhasmadeye,free。
BeyourstrongandsimplewordsKeentowoundassharpenedswords,Andwideastargesletthembe,Withtheirshadetocoverye。
Andifthenthetyrantsdare,Letthemrideamongyouthere,Slash,andstab,andmaim,andhew——
Whattheylike,thatletthemdo。
Withfoldedarmsandsteadyeyes,Andlittlefear,andlesssurprise,Lookuponthemastheyslay,Tilltheirragehasdiedaway。
AndthatslaughtertotheNationShallsteamuplikeinspiration,Eloquent,oracular——
Avolcanoheardafar。
Ending,thereaderturnedtothelistener。Butthelistenerhadunderstoodlittleofthemeaning,andlessofthespirit。Hehatedoppositiontothepowersonthepartofanybelowhimself,yetscornedtheideaofsubmittingtopersecution。
“Whatthinkyouofthat,sir?”askedDonal。
“Sheernonsense!”answeredtheminister。“WherewouldScotlandbenowbutforresistance?”
“There'smorethanonewayofresisting,though,“returnedDonal。
“EnduringevilwastheLord'sway。Idon'tknowaboutScotland,butIfancytherewouldbemoreChristians,andofabetterstamp,intheworld,ifthathadbeenthemodeofresistancealwaysadoptedbythosethatcalledthemselvessuch。Anyhowitwashisway。“
“Shelley's,youmean!”
“Idon'tmeanShelley's,ImeanChrist's。InspiritShelleywasfarnearerthetruththanthosewhomadehimdespisetheverynameofChristianitywithoutknowingwhatitreallywas。ButGodwillgiveeverymanfairplay。“
“Youngman!”saidtheminister,withanassumptionofgreatsolemnityandnolessauthority,“IamboundtowarnyouthatyouareinastateofrebellionagainstGod,andhewillnotbemocked。
Goodmorning!”
Donalsatdownontheroadside——hewouldlettheministerhaveagoodstartofhim——tookagainhisshabbylittlevolume,heldmoretalkwiththebook-embodiedspiritofShelley,andsawmoreandmoreclearlyhowhewasmisledinhiseverynotionofChristianity,andhowdifferentthosewhogavehimhisnotionsmusthavebeenfromtheevangelistsandapostles。Hesawinthepoetaboyishnaturestrivingafterliberty,withscarceanotionofwhatlibertyreallywas:heknewnothingofthelawofliberty——onenesswiththewillofourexistence,whichwouldhaveusfreewithitsownfreedom。
Whentheclergymanwaslongoutofsightheroseandwenton,andsooncametoabridgebywhichhecrossedtheriver。Thenonhewentthroughthecultivatedplain,hisspiritsneverflagging。Hewasapilgrimonhiswaytohisdivinefate!
CHAPTERIII。
THEMOOR。
Thenightbegantodescendandhetobeweary,andlookabouthimforaplaceofrepose。Buttherewasalongtwilightbeforehim,anditwaswarm。
Forsometimetheroadhadbeenascending,andbyandbyhefoundhimselfonabaremoor,amongheathernotyetinbloom,andaforestofbracken。Herewasagreat,beautifulchamberforhim!andwhatbetterbedthanGod'sheather!whatbettercanopythanGod'shigh,star-studdednight,withitsairycurtainsofduskydarkness!WasitnotinthisverychamberthatJacobhadhisvisionofthemightystairleadinguptothegateofheaven!WasitnotundersucharoofJesusspenthislastnightsontheearth!Forcomfortandprotectionhesoughtnohumanshelter,butwentoutintohisFather'shouse——outunderhisFather'sheaven!Thesmallandnarrowwerenottohimthesafe,butthewideandopen。Thickwallscovermenfromtheenemiestheyfear;theLordsoughtspace。Theretheangelscomeandgomorefreelythanwhereroofsgatherdistrust。Ifeverwehearafar-offrumourofangel-visit,itisnotfromsomesolitaryplainwithlonelychildren?
Donalwalkedalongthehightable-landtillhewasweary,andrestlookedblissful。Thenheturnedasidefromtheroughtrackintotheheatherandbracken。Whenhecametoalittledryhollow,withayetthickergrowthofheather,itstopsalmostcloseasthoseofhisbedathisfather'scottage,hesoughtnofurther。Takinghisknife,hecutaquantityofheatherandferns,andheapeditonthetopofthethickestbush;thencreepinginbetweenthecutandthegrowing,heclearedtheformerfromhisfacethathemightseetheworldsoverhim,andputtinghisknapsackunderhishead,fellfastasleep。
Whenhewokenoteventheshadowofadreamlingeredtolethimknowwhathehadbeendreaming。Hewokewithsuchaclearmind,suchanimmediateupliftingofthesoul,thatitseemedtohimnolessthantoJacobthathemusthavesleptatthefootoftheheavenlystair。
Thewindcameroundhimlikethestuffofthoughtunshaped,andeverybreathhedrewseemedlikeGodbreathingafreshintohisnostrilsthebreathoflife。Whoknowswhatthethingwecallairis?Weknowaboutit,butitwedonotknow。Thesunshoneasifsmilingattheself-importanceofthesulkydarknesshehaddrivenaway,andtheworldseemedcontentwithaheavenlycontent。SofreshwasDonal'ssensethathefeltasifhissleepwithinandthewindwithouthadbeenwashinghimallthenight。Sopeaceful,soblissfulwashisheartthatitlongedtoshareitsbliss;buttherewasnoonewithinsight,andhesetoutagainonhisjourney。
Hehadnotgonefarwhenhecametoadipinthemoorland——aroundhollow,withacottageofturfinthemiddleofit,fromwhosechimneycamealittlesmoke:theretoothedaywasbegun!Hewasgladhehadnotseenitbefore,forthenhemighthavemissedthereposeoftheopennight。Atthedoorstoodalittlegirlinabluefrock。Shesawhim,andranin。Hewentdownanddrewneartothedoor。Itstoodwideopen,andhecouldnothelpseeingin。
Amansatatthetableinthemiddleofthefloor,hisforeheadonhishand。Donaldidnotseehisface。Heseemedwaiting,likehisfatherfortheBook,whilehismothergotitfromthetopofthewall。Hesteppedoverthethreshold,andinthesimplicityofhisheart,said:——
“Ye'llbegaein'tohaeworship!”
“Na,na!”returnedtheman,raisinghishead,andtakingabrief,hardstareathisvisitor;“wedinnasetupforprayin'fowki'thishoose。“Weleythattothem'atkenswhattheyhaetobethankfu'
for。“
“Imadeamistak,“saidDonal。“Ithouchtyemichthaebeengaein'
tosaygudemornin'toyermakker,an'wadhaelikittoj'inwi'ye;
forIkennawhatIhaenatobethankfu'for。Guiddaytoye。“
“Yecanbidean'takyerparritchgienyelike。“
“Ow,na,Ithankye。YemichtthinkIcamfortheparritch,an'nofortheprayers。IlikeasilltobecoontitahypocriteasgienI
warane。“
“Yecanbidean'haeworshipwi''s,gienyetakthebuikyersel'。“
“Icannaleadwhaur'snanetofollow。Na;I'lldubetteronthemuirmylane。“
Butthegudewifewasareligionswomanafterherfashion——whocanbeafteranyoneelse's?Shecamewithabibleinherhand,andsilentlylaiditonthetable。Donalhadneveryetprayedaloudexceptinamurmurbyhimselfonthehill,but,thusinvited,couldnotrefuse。Hereadapsalmoftrouble,breakingintohopeattheclose,thenspokeasfollows:——
“Freens,I'mbutyoong,asyesee,an'neveraforedauredopenmymooi'sicfashion,butitcomestometospeyk,an'wi'yerleavespeykIwull。Icannahelpthinkin'thegudeman'si'sometrible——siclike,maybe,asKingDawvidwhanhemadethepsalmIhaebeenreadin'i'yerhearin'。Yeobservthooitbeganlikeastormymornin',butyeh'ardhooitchangedora'wasdune。Thesuncomesootbonnyi'theen',an'yehearthebirdsbeginnin'tosing,tellin'Natur'togieowerhergreitin'。An'whatbringstheguidmantil'ssenses,divyethink?Whatbutjistthethouchto'him'atmadehim,him'atcaresaboothim,him'atmauncometoillhimsel''aforehelatonythinghemadecometoill。Sir,lat'sgangdoonupo'oorknees,an'committhekeepin'o'oorsowlstohimastilafaithfu'creator,whawinnamisshispairt'atweenhiman'
hiz。“
Theywentdownontheirknees,andDonalsaid,“OLord,oorainfatheran'saviour,thedayyehaesent'shasarrivedbonnyan'gran',an'weblessyeforsen'in''t;buteh,oorfather,weneedmairthelichtthatshinesi'thedarkerplace。Weneedthedawno'aspiritualdayinside's,orthebonnydayootsidewinnagangformuckle。Lord,oormicht,speykawordo'peacefu'
recalltoonydogo'thine'atmaybeworryin'attheherto'onysheepo'thine'at'srunawa;butdinnaca'himbacksaeastolea'
thepuirsheep'ahinthim;fessbackdogan'lambthegither,OLord。
Haud'sa'fraeill,an'guide'sa'toguid,an'oormornin'prayer'sower。Amen。“
Theyrosefromtheirknees,andsatsilentforamoment。Thentheguidwifeputthepotonthefirewiththewaterfortheporridge。
ButDonalrose,andwalkedoutofthecottage,halfwonderingathimselfthathehaddaredashehad,yetfeelinghehaddonebutthemostnaturalthingintheworld。
“Hooabody'stowinthrouwthedaywantin'thelordo'thedayan'
thehooran'theminute,'s'ayontme!”hesaidtohimself,andhastenedaway。
Erenoonthebluelineofthefaroceanroseonthehorizon。
CHAPTERIV。
THETOWN。
Donalwasqueer,someofmyreaderswillthink,andIadmitit;forthemanwhoregardstheaffairsoflifefromanyotherpointthanhisowngreedyself,mustbequeerindeedintheeyesofallwhoareslavestotheirimaginednecessitiesandundisputeddesires。
Itwaseveningwhenhedrewnightheplacewhitherhehaddirectedhissteps——alittlecountrytown,notfarfromafamousseatoflearning:therehewouldmakeinquirybeforegoingfurther。TheministerofhisparishknewtheministerofAuchars,andhadgivenhimaletterofintroduction。Thecountryaroundhadnotafewdwellingsofdistinction,andatoneoranotherofthesemightbechildreninwantofatutor。
Thesunwassettingoverthehillsbehindhimasheenteredthelittletown。Atfirstitlookedbutavillage,forontheoutskirts,throughwhichtheking'shighwayled,werechieflythatchedcottages,withhereandthereaslatedhouseofonestoryandanattic;butpresentlybegantoappearhousesoflargersize——fewofthem,however,ofmorethantwostories。Mostofthemlookedasiftheyhadalongandnotveryhappyhistory。Allatoncehefoundhimselfinastreet,partlyofquaintgableswithcorbelsteps;theycalledthemherecorbie-steps,inallusion,perhaps,totheravensentoutbyNoah,forwhichlazybirdthechildrenregardedtheseasplacestorest。Thereweretwoorthreecuriousgatewaysinitwithsomeattemptatdecoration,andonehousewiththepepperpotturretswhichScotisharchitecturehasborrowedfromtheFrenchchateau。Theheartofthetownwasayetnarrower,close-builtstreet,withseveralshortclosesandwyndsopeningoutofit——allofwhichhadancientlookinghouses。Therewereshopsnotafew,buttheirwindowswerethoseofdwellings,astheupperpartsoftheirbuildingsmostlywere。Inthoseshopswasasgoodasupplyofthenecessitiesoflifeasinagreattown,andcheaper。Youcouldnotgetacoatsowellcut,norapairofshoestofityousotightwithouthurting,butyoucouldgetfirst-ratework。Thestreetswereunevenlypavedwithround,water-wornstones:Donalwasnotsorrythathehadnottowalkfaruponthem。
Thesettingsunsenthisshadowbeforehimasheenteredtheplace。
Hekeptthemiddleofthestreet,lookingonthissideandthatforthehostelrywhitherhehaddespatchedhischestbeforeleavinghome。Agloomybuilding,apparentlyuninhabited,drewhisattention,andsentastrangethrillthroughhimashiseyesfelluponit。Itwasofthreelowstories,thewindowsdefendedbyironstanchions,thedoorstuddedwithgreatknobsofiron。Alittlewaybeyondhecaughtsightofthesignhewasinsearchof。Itswunginfrontofanold-fashioned,dingybuilding,withmuchoftheold-worldlookthatpervadedthetown。Thelastredraysofthesunwereuponit,lightingupasorelyfadedcoatofarms。Thesupporters,tworedhorsesontheirhindlegs,wereallofithecouldmakeout。Thecrestabovesuggestedaskate,butcouldhardlyhavebeenintendedforone。Agreedy-eyedmanstoodinthedoorway,hishandsinhistrouser-pockets。Helookedwithcontemptuousscrutinyatthebare-footedladapproachinghim。Hehadblackhairandblackeyes;hisnoselookedasifaheavyfingerhadsettleduponitspoint,andpresseditdownwards:itsnostrilsswelledwidebeyondtheirbase;underneathwasabigmouthwithagoodsetofteeth,andastrongupturningchin——anambitiousandgreedyface。
Butambitionisaformofgreed。
“Afineday,landlord!”saidDonal。
“Ay,“answeredtheman,withoutchangingthepostureofonetakinghiseaseagainsthisowndoor-post,orremovinghishandsfromhispockets,butlookingDonalupanddownwithconscioussuperiority,thenrestinghiseyesonthebarefeetandupturnedtrousers。
“This'llbetheMorvenArms,I'mthinkin'?”saidDonal。
“Ittaksnamucklethouchttothinkthat,“returnedtheinn-keeper,“whantheretheyhing!”
“Ay,“rejoinedDonal,glancingup;“thereissomethingthere——an'
it'sairmsIdoobtna;butit'snoa'bodyhasthepreevilegeo'aknowledgeo'heraldrylikeyersel',lan'lord!I'mb'un'toconfess,forwhatIkentheymichtbetheairmso'onyaneo'tenscoreScotsfaimilies。“
TherewasoneweaponwithwhichJohnGlummwasassailable,andthatwasridicule:withallhisself-sufficiencyhestoodinterrorofit——andthemorecoverttheridicule,solongashesuspectedit,themoreheresentedaswellasdreadedit。Hesteppedintothestreet,andtakingahandfromapocket,pointeduptothesign。
“Seetil't!”hesaid。“Dinnayeseethetwareidhorse?”
“Ay,“answeredDonal;“Iseethemweeleneuch,butI'mnanethewisernorgientheywartwareidwhauls——Man,“hewenton,turningsharprounduponthefellow,“ye'renocawpableo'conceivin'theextento'myignorance!It'sasrampantasthereidhorseupo'yoursign!I'llyieldtonaebodyi'theamoonto'thingsIdinnaken!”
Themanstaredathimforamoment。
“Is'warran',“hesaid,“yekenmairnoryecaretolaton!”
“An'whatmaythatbeowertheheido'them?——Acrest,ca'ye't?”
saidDonal。
“It'sabasepearl-beset,“answeredthelandlord。
Hehadnotanotionofwhatabasemeant,orpearl-beset,yetpridedhimselfonhisknowledgeofthewords。
“Eh,“returnedDonal,“Itookitforaskate!”
“Askate!”repeatedthelandlordwithoffendedsneer,andturnedtowardsthehouse。
“Iwasthinkin'toputupwi'yethenicht,gienyecouldaccommodatemeatarizzonablerate,“saidDonal。
“Idinnaken,“repliedGlumm,hesitating,withhisbacktohim,betweenunwillingnesstoloseapenny,andresentmentatthesupposedbadinage,whichwasindeednothingbuthumour;“whatwadyeca'rizzonable?”
“Iwadnagrudgeasaxpenceformybed;ashillin'Iwad,“answeredDonal。
“Weel,ninepencethan——foryeseemnaowercomewi'siller。“
“Na,“answeredDonal,“I'mnothat。Whatevermyburden,yon'snohit。Thelosso'whatIhaewadhardlymakmelichterformyrace。“
“Ye'reaqueercustomer!”saidtheman。
“I'mnosaequeerbutIhaeakistcomin'bythecarrier,“rejoinedDonal,“direckittotheMorvenAirms。It'llbehereintimedoobtless。“
“We'llseewhanitcomes,“remarkedthelandlord,implyingthechestwaseasierinventedthanbelievedin。
“Thewarsto''tis,“continuedDonal,“Icannaweelshawmysel'
wantin'shune。Ihaeapairi'mykist,an'anitherupo'myback,——butnaneformyfeet。“
“There'ssutorsenew,“saidtheinnkeeper。
“Weelwe'llseeaswegang。Iwantawordwi'theminister。Wadyedirec'metothemanse?”
“He'sfraehame。Butit'so'sma'consequence;hedisnacareaboottramps,honestman!Hewinnawaurmuckleupo'thelikeso'you。“
Thelandlordwasrecoveringhimself——thereforehisinsolence。
Donalgavealaugh。Thosewhoarecontentwithwhattheyare,havethelessconcernaboutwhattheyseem。Theambitiousliketobetakenformorethantheyare,andmaywellbeannoyedwhentheyaretakenforless。
“I'mthinkin'yewadnawaurmuckleonatrampaither!”hesaid。
“Iwadnot,“answeredGlumm。“It'sthepairto'thehonesttodiscoontenancelawlessness。“
“Yewadnahangthepuircraturs,wadye?”askedDonal。
“Iwadhangawheenmairo'them。“
“Fornohaein'ahooseowertheirheads?That'ssomehard!Whatgienyewasaedaytobeinwanto'aneyersel'!”
“We'llbidetillthedaycomes——Butwhatareyestan'in'therefor?
Areyecomin'in,orareyeno?”
“It'sasomecauldwelcome!”saidDonal。“Is'jisttakaluikabootaforeImakupmymin'。Atramp,yeken,needsnastan'upo'
ceremony。“
Heturnedawayandwalkedfurtheralongthestreet。
CHAPTERV。
THECOBBLER。
Attheendofthestreethecametoalow-archedgatewayinthemiddleofapoor-lookinghouse。Withinitsatalittlebowedman,cobblingdiligentlyataboot。Thesunhadleftbehindhiminthewestaheapofgoldenrefuse,andcuttingsofroseandpurple,whichshonerightinatthearchway,andlethimseetowork。HerewastheverymanforDonal!Arespectableshoemakerwouldhavedisdainedtopatchuptheshoeshecarried——especiallyastheownerwasinsomuchneedofthem。
“It'sabonnynicht,“hesaid。
“Yemayweelmaktheremark,sir!”repliedthecobblerwithoutlookingup,foracriticalstitchoccupiedhim。“It'sabalmynicht。“
“That'sraitherabonnywordtoputtil't!”returnedDonal。“There'sakin'o'anairaboottheplaceIwadhardlyhaethouchtbalmy!
Buttrothit'snothefau'to'thenicht!”
“Ye'rerichttherealso,“returnedthecobbler——hisuseoftheconjunctionimpressingDonal。“Still,theweatherhastoduwi'thesmell——wi'themairorlesso''t,thatis。Itcomesfraeatannereenearby。It'snoanillsmelltothem'at'susedtil't;andyewadhardlybelieveme,sir,butIsmellthecloverthrouw't。
MaybeI'mpreejudized,seein'butforthetan-pitsIcouldnaweeldrivemytrade;butsittin'herefraemornin'tonicht,Igetakin'
o'ahabito'luikin'ootformyblessin's。Torecognizeanauldblessin''s'maistbetternortogetanewane。Apairo'shuneweelcobblet'swhilesfullbetternoranewpair。“
“Theyarethat,“saidDonal;“butIdinnajistseehooyerseemileapplies。“
“Isnagettin'onapairo'auldweel-kentan'weelmen'itshune,'atwinnanipyerfeetnoryetshochle,likewaukin'uptilablessin'
yehaebeenhaein'foryears,onlyyedidnaken'tforane?”
Ashespoke,thecobblerliftedalittlewizenedfaceandapairoftwinklingeyestothoseofthestudent,revealingasoulasoriginalashisown。Hewasoneoftheinwardlyinseparable,outwardlyfardividedcompanyofChristianphilosophers,amongwhomindividualityaswellaspatienceisfreetoworkitsperfectwork。InthatglanceDonalsawaripesoullookingoutofitstentdoor,readytorushintothesunshineofthenewlife。
Hestoodforamomentlostineternalregardoftheman。Heseemedtohaveknownhimforages。Thecobblerlookedupagain。
“Ye'llbewantin'ahan'fraemei'myainline,I'mthinkin'!”hesaid,withakindlynodtowardsDonal'sshoelessfeet。
“Sma'doobt!”returnedDonal。“Ihadscarcestartit,butwasowerfartogangback,whanthesoleo'aeshuecamaff,an'Ihadtotrampitwi'baithmyain。“
“An'yethankittheLordfortheauldblessin'o'bein'bornan'
brouchtupwi'soleso'yerain!”
“Totellthetrowth,“answeredDonal,“Ihaesaemonythingstobethankfu'for,it'sbutsma'won'erIforgetmonyaneo'them。Butnoo,an'Ithankyefortheexhortation,theLord'snamebepraist'athegaemefeetfitforgangin'upo'!”
Hetookhisshoesfromhisback,anduntyingthestringthatboundthem,presentedtheailingonetothecobbler。
“That'swhatwemayca'deith!”remarkedthecobbler,slowlyturningtheinvalidedshoe。
“Ay,deithitis,“answeredDonal;“it'sasairdivorceo'solean'
body。“
“It'sasomeauld-farrandjoke,“saidthecobbler,“butthefunintilathingdoesnaweirootonymairnorthepoetryorthetrowthintil't。“
“Whowillsaytherewasnoprovidenceinthelossofmyshoe-sole!”
remarkedDonaltohimself。“HereIamwithafriendalready!”
Thecobblerwassubmittingtheshoes,firstthesicklyone,nowthesoundone,toathoroughscrutiny。
“Yedinnathinkthemworthmen'in',Idoobt!”saidDonal,withatouchofanxietyinhistone。
“Ineverthouchtthatwhaurtheleatherwadhaudthesteik,“repliedthecobbler。“Butwhiles,Iconfess,I'mjistawheentribledtokenhootochairgeformywark。It'snobarelytoconsiderthetimeit'lltakmetoclootapair,butwhattheweirer'sliketogitooto'them。Icannatakmairnorthejob'illbeworthtotheweirer。
An'yetthewaurtheshune,an'thelesstobemadeo'them,themairtimetheytaktomakthemworthonythingava'!”
“Surelyyeouchttobepaidinproportiontoyourlabour。“
“I'thatcaseIwadwhileshaetosaytilapuirbody'athadnaanitherpairi'thewarl','atheraepairo'shunewasnaworthmen'in';an'thatwadbeahertbrak,an'sairfeetforby,tosicascouldna,likeyersel',sir,gangupo'theLord'sainshune。“
“Buthoomakyealivin'thatw'y?”suggestedDonal。
“Hoots,themaistero'thetradeseestomywauges!”
“An'whamayhebe?”askedDonal,wellforeseeingtheanswer。
“Hewasnevercobblerhimsel',buthewasancecarpenter;an'noohe'sliftituptobeheido'a'thetrades。An'there'saethinghecannabide,an'that'scloseparin'。“
Hestopped。ButDonalheldhispeace,waiting;andhewenton。
“Tothem'atmakslittle,forreasonsgood,bytheirneebour,hegiesthebetterwaugeswhantheyganghame。Tothem'atmaksa''attheycan,hesays,'Yehelpityersel';helpawa';yehaeyerreward。
Onlycomenanearme,forIcannabideye'——Butabootthaeshuneo'
yours,Idinnaweelken!They'reweeleneuchworthduin'thebestI
canforthem;butthemorn'sSunday,an'whathaeyetoputon?”
“Naething——tillmykistcomes;an'that,Idoobt,winnabeaforeMonday,ormaybethedayefter。“
“An'yewinnabeabletogangtothekirk!”
“I'mnopartic'larabootgaein'tothekirk;butgienIwantittogang,orgienIthouchtIwasb'un'togang,thinkyeIwadbideathame'causeIhadnashunetogangin!WadIfancytheLordaffrontitwi'thebarefeethemadehimsel'!”
Thecobblercaughtuptheworstshoeandbeganuponitatonce。
“Yes'hae't,sir,“hesaid,“gienIsita'nichtatit!Theane'lldutillMonday。Yes'hae'taforekirk-time,butyemauncomeintilthehoosetogetit,forthefowkwudbescunnerttoseemeworkin'upo'theSabbath-day。Theydinnaun'erstan''attheMaisterworksSundayan'Setterday——an'hisFatherasweel!”
“Yedinnathink,than,there'sonythingwranginmen'in'apairo'
shuneontheSabbath-day?”
“Wrang!——inobeyin'myMaister,whaseistheday,asweel'sa'thedays?TheywadfaintakitfraetheSono'Man,wha'sthelordo'
't,buttheycanna!”
Helookedupovertheoldshoewitheyesthatflashed。
“Butthen——excuseme,“saidDonal,“——whyshouldnayehaudyerfacetil't,an'workopenly,i'thenameo'God?”
“We'reteltnaithertoduoorgudewarksaforementobeseeno'
them,noryettocastoorpearlsaforeswine。Icoontcobblin'yourshoes,sir,afarbetterwarknorgaein'tothekirk,an'Iwadnahae'tseeno'men。GienIwarwarkin'forpoverty,itwadbeanitherthing。“
ThislastDonaldidnotunderstand,butlearnedafterwardswhatthecobblermeant:thedaybeingforrest,thenextdutytohelpinganotherwastoresthimself。ToworkforfearofstarvingwouldbetodistrusttheFather,andactasifmanlivedbybreadalone。
“WhanIthinko''t,“heresumedafterapause,“bein'Sunday,I'lltakthemhametoye。Whaurwullyebe?”
“That'swhatIwadfainhaeyetellme,“answeredDonal。“IhadthouchttoputupattheMorvenAirms,butthere'ssomethingIdinnalikeabootthelan'lord。Kenyeonydacent,cleanplace,whaurtheywadgiemearoomtomysel',an'noseekmairnorIcouldpeythem?”
“Wehaeabitroomieoorsel's,“saidthecobbler,“attheserviceo'
onydacentwayfarin'manthatcanstan'thesmell,an'putupwi'
oorw'ys。Forpeyment,yecanpeywhatyethinkit'sworth。We'renevervarrapartic'lar。“
“Itakyerofferwi'thankfu'ness,“answeredDonal。
“Weel,gangyeinatthatdoorjist'aforeye,an'ye'llseetheguidwife——there'snaneithertilsee。Iwadgangwi'yemysel',butIcanna,wi'thisshueo'yourstoturnintilaSundayane!”
Donalwenttothedoorindicated。Itstoodwideopen;forwhilethecobblersatoutsideathiswork,hiswifewouldnevershutthedoor。
Heknocked,buttherecamenoanswer。
“She'ssomedullo'hearin',“saidthecobbler,andcalledherbyhisownnameforher。
“Doory!Doory!”hesaid。
“Shecannabethatdeifgienshehearsye!”saidDonal;forhespokehardlylouderthanusual。
“WhanGodgiesyouawife,mayshebeanetohearyerlichtestword!”answeredthecobbler。
Sureenough,hehadscarcelyfinishedthesentence,whenDooryappearedatthedoor。
“Didyecry,guidman?”shesaid。
“Na,Doory:IcannasayIcried;butIspak,an'ye,asisyercustom,hearkenttilmyword!——Here'sabelievin'lad——I'mthinkin'
hemaunbeagentleman,butI'mnosure;it'shardforacobblertokenagentleman'atcomestilhimwantin'shune;buthemaybeagentlemanfora'that,an'there'snaehurrytoken。He'swelcometome,gienhebewelcometoyou。Canyegiehimanicht'slodgin'?”
“Weelthat!an'wi'a'myhert!”saidDoory。“He'swelcometowhatwehae。“
Turning,sheledthewayintothehouse。
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