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第8章

  Noteventheinfluenceofthesofterpassionontheyounggentlemen——andtheyall,toaboy,doatedonFlorence——couldrestrainthemfromtakingquiteanoisyleaveofPaul;wavinghatsafterhim,pressingdownstairstoshakehandswithhim,cryingindividually`Dombey,don'tforgetme!'
  andindulginginmanysuchebullitionsoffeeling,uncommonamongthoseyoungChesterfields。PaulwhisperedFlorence,asshewrappedhimupbeforethedoorwasopened,Didshehearthem?Wouldsheeverforgetit?Wasshegladtoknowit?Andalivelydelightwasinhiseyesashespoketoher。
  Once,foralastlook,heturnedandgazeduponthefacesthusaddressedtohim,surprisedtoseehowshiningandhowbright,andnumeroustheywere,andhowtheywereallpiledandheapedup,asfacesareatcrowdedtheatres。Theyswambeforehimashelooked,likefacesinanagitatedglass;andnextmomenthewasinthedarkcoachoutside,holdingclosetoFlorence。Fromthattime,wheneverhethoughtofDoctorBlimber's,itcamebackashehadseenitinthislastview;anditneverseemedtobearealplaceagain,butalwaysadream,fullofeyes。
  ThiswasnotquitethelastofDoctorBlimber's,however。Therewassomethingelse。TherewasMr。Toots。Who,unexpectedlylettingdownoneofthecoach-windows,andlookingin,said,withamostegregiouschuckle,`IsDombeythere?'andimmediatelyputitupagain,withoutwaitingforananswer。NorwasthisquitethelastofMr。Toots,even;forbeforethecoachmancoulddriveoff,heassuddenlyletdowntheotherwindow,andlookinginwithapreciselysimilarchuckle,saidinapreciselysimilartoneofvoice,`IsDombeythere?'anddisappearedpreciselyasbefore。
  HowFlorencelaughed!Pauloftenrememberedit,andlaughedhimselfwheneverhedidso。
  Buttherewasmuch,soonafterwards——nextday,andafterthat——whichPaulcouldonlyrecollectconfusedly。As,whytheystayedatMrs。Pipchin'sdaysandnights,insteadofgoinghome;whyhelayinbed,withFlorencesittingbyhisside;whetherthathadbeenhisfatherintheroom,oronlyatallshadowonthewall;whetherhehadheardhisdoctorsay,ofsomeone,thatiftheyhadremovedhimbeforetheoccasiononwhichhehadbuiltupfancies,stronginproportiontohisownweakness,itwasverypossiblehemighthavepinedaway。
  HecouldnotevenrememberwhetherhehadoftensaidtoFlorence,`OhFloy,takemehome,andneverleaveme!'buthethoughthehad。Hefanciedsometimeshehadheardhimselfrepeating,`Takemehome,Floy!
  takemehome!'
  Buthecouldremember,whenhegothome,andwascarriedupthewell-rememberedstairs,thattherehadbeentherumblingofacoachformanyhourstogether,whilehelayupontheseat,withFlorencestillbesidehim,andoldMrs。Pipchinsittingopposite。Herememberedhisoldbedtoo,whentheylaidhimdowninit:hisaunt,MissTox,andSusan:buttherewassomethingelse,andrecenttoo,thatstillperplexedhim。
  `IwanttospeaktoFlorence,ifyouplease,'hesaid。`ToFlorencebyherself,foramoment!'
  Shebentdownoverhim,andtheothersstoodaway。
  `Floy,mypet,wasn'tthatPapainthehall,whentheybroughtmefromthecoach?'
  `Yes,dear。'
  `Hedidn'tcry,andgointohisroom,Floy,didhe,whenhesawmecomingin?'
  Florenceshookherhead,andpressedherlipsagainsthischeek。
  `I'mverygladhedidn'tcry,'saidlittlePaul。`Ithoughthedid。Don'ttellthemthatIasked。'
  [NextChapter][TableofContents]DICKENS:DombeyandSon,Chapter15[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERXVAmazingArtfulnessofCaptainCuttle,andanewPursuitforWalterGayWALTERcouldnot,forseveraldays,decidewhattodointheBarbadosbusiness;
  andevencherishedsomefainthopethatMr。Dombeymightnothavemeantwhathehadsaid,orthathemightchangehismind,andtellhimhewasnottogo。Butasnothingoccurredtogivethisideawhichwassufficientlyimprobableinitselfanytouchofconfirmation,andastimewasslippingby,andhehadnonetolose,hefeltthathemustact,withouthesitatinganylonger。
  Walter'schiefdifficultywas,howtobreakthechangeinhisaffairstoUncleSol,towhomhewassensibleitwouldbeaterribleblow。
  HehadthegreaterdifficultyindashingUncleSol'sspiritswithsuchanastoundingpieceofintelligence,becausetheyhadlatelyrecoveredverymuch,andtheoldmanhadbecomesocheerful,thatthelittlebackparlourwasitselfagain。UncleSolhadpaidthefirstappointedportionofthedebttoMr。Dombey,andwashopefulofworkinghiswaythroughtherest;andtocasthimdownafresh,whenhehadsprungupsomanfullyfromhistroubles,wasaverydistressingnecessity。
  Yetitwouldneverdotorunawayfromhim。Hemustknowofitbeforehand:andhowtotellhimwasthepoint。Astothequestionofgoingornotgoing,Walterdidnotconsiderthathehadanypowerofchoiceinthematter。Mr。Dombeyhadtrulytoldhimthathewasyoung,andthathisuncle'scircumstanceswerenotgood;andMr。Dombeyhadplainlyexpressed,intheglancewithwhichhehadaccompaniedthatreminder,thatifhedeclinedtogohemightstayathomeifhechose,butnotinhiscounting-house。
  HisuncleandhelayunderagreatobligationtoMr。Dombey,whichwasofWalter'sownsoliciting。Hemighthavebeguninsecrettodespairofeverwinningthatgentleman'sfavour,andmighthavethoughtthathewasnowandthendisposedtoputaslightuponhim,whichwashardlyjust。
  Butwhatwouldhavebeendutywithoutthat,wasstilldutywithit——orWalterthoughtso——anddutymustbedone。
  WhenMr。Dombeyhadlookedathim,andtoldhimhewasyoung,andthathisuncle'scircumstanceswerenotgood,therehadbeenanexpressionofdisdaininhisface;acontemptuousanddisparagingassumptionthathewouldbequitecontenttoliveidlyonareducedoldman,whichstungtheboy'sgeneroussoul。DeterminedtoassureMr。Dombey,insofarasitwaspossibletogivehimtheassurancewithoutexpressingitinwords,thatindeedhemistookhisnature,WalterhadbeenanxioustoshowevenmorecheerfulnessandactivityaftertheWestIndianinterviewthanhehadshownbefore:ifthatwerepossible,inoneofhisquickandzealousdisposition。Hewastooyoungandinexperiencedtothink,thatpossiblythisveryqualityinhimwasnotagreeabletoMr。Dombey,andthatitwasnostepping-stonetohisgoodopiniontobeelasticandhopefulofpleasingundertheshadowofhispowerfuldispleasure,whetheritwererightorwrong。Butitmayhavebeen——itmayhavebeen——thatthegreatmanthoughthimselfdefiedinthisnewexpositionofanhonestspirit,andpurposedtobringitdown。
  `Well!atlastandatleast,UncleSolmustbetold,'thoughtWalter,withasigh。AndasWalterwasapprehensivethathisvoicemightperhapsquaveralittle,andthathiscountenancemightnotbequiteashopefulashecouldwishittobe,ifhetoldtheoldmanhimself,andsawthefirsteffectsofhiscommunicationonhiswrinkledface,heresolvedtoavailhimselfoftheservicesofthatpowerfulmediator,CaptainCuttle。
  Sundaycominground,hesetofftherefore,afterbreakfast,oncemoretobeatupCaptainCuttle'squarters。
  Itwasnotunpleasanttoremember,onthewaythither,thatMrs。
  MacStingerresortedtoagreatdistanceeverySundaymorning,toattendtheministryoftheReverendMelchisedechHowler,who,havingbeenonedaydischargedfromtheWestIndiaDocksonafalsesuspiciongotupexpresslyagainsthimbythegeneralenemyofscrewinggimletsintopuncheons,andapplyinghislipstotheorifice,hadannouncedthedestructionoftheworldforthatdaytwoyears,atteninthemorning,andopenedafrontparlourforthereceptionofladiesandgentlemenoftheRantingpersuasion,uponwhom,onthefirstoccasionoftheirassemblage,theadmonitionsoftheReverendMelchisedechhadproducedsopowerfulaneffect,that,intheirrapturousperformanceofasacredjig,whichclosedtheservice,thewholeflockbrokethroughintoakitchenbelow,anddisabledamanglebelongingtooneofthefold。
  ThistheCaptain,inamomentofuncommonconviviality,hadconfidedtoWalterandhisuncle,betweentherepetitionsoflovelyPeg,onthenightwhenBrogleythebrokerwaspaidout。TheCaptainhimselfwaspunctualinhisattendanceatachurchinhisownneighbourhood,whichhoistedtheUnionJackeverySundaymorning;andwherehewasgoodenough——thelawfulbeadlebeinginfirm——tokeepaneyeupontheboys,overwhomheexercisedgreatpower,invirtueofhismysterioushook。KnowingtheregularityoftheCaptain'shabits,Waltermadeallthehastehecould,thathemightanticipatehisgoingout;andhemadesuchgoodspeed,thathehadthepleasure,onturningintoBrigPlace,tobeholdthebroadbluecoatandwaistcoathangingoutoftheCaptain'sopenwindow,toairinthesun。
  ItappearedincrediblethatthecoatandwaistcoatcouldbeseenbymortaleyeswithouttheCaptain:buthecertainlywasnotinthem,otherwisehislegs——thehousesinBrigPlacenotbeinglofty——wouldhaveobstructedthestreetdoor,whichwasperfectlyclear。Quitewonderingatthisdiscovery,Waltergaveasingleknock。
  `Stinger,'hedistinctlyheardtheCaptainsay,upinhisroom,asifthatwerenobusinessofhis。ThereforeWaltergavetwoknocks。
  `Cuttle,'heheardtheCaptainsayuponthat;andimmediatelyafterwardstheCaptain,inhiscleanshirtandbraces,withhisneckerchiefhanginglooselyroundhisthroatlikeacoilofrope,andhisglazedhaton,appearedatthewindow,leaningoutoverthebroadbluecoatandwaistcoat。
  `Wal'r!'criedtheCaptain,lookingdownuponhiminamazement。
  `Ay,ay,CaptainCuttle,'returnedWalter,`onlyme。'
  `What'sthematter,mylad?'inquiredtheCaptain,withgreatconcern。`Gillsan'tbeenandsprungnothingagain?'
  `No,no,'saidWalter。`Myuncle'sallright,CaptainCuttle。'
  TheCaptainexpressedhisgratification,andsaidhewouldcomedownbelowandopenthedoor,whichhedid。
  `Thoughyou'reearly,Wal'r,'saidtheCaptain,eyeinghimstilldoubtfully,whentheygotupstairs。
  `Why,thefactis,CaptainCuttle,'saidWalter,sittingdown,`Iwasafraidyouwouldhavegoneout,andIwanttobenefitbyyourfriendlycounsel。'
  `Soyoushall,'saidtheCaptain;`what'llyoutake?'
  `Iwanttotakeyouropinion,CaptainCuttle,'returnedWalter,smiling。`That'stheonlythingforme。'
  `Comeonthen,'saidtheCaptain。`Withawill,mylad!'
  Walterrelatedtohimwhathadhappened;andthedifficultyinwhichhefeltrespectinghisuncle,andthereliefitwouldbetohimifCaptainCuttle,inhiskindness,wouldhelphimtosmoothitaway;CaptainCuttle'sinfiniteconsternationandastonishmentattheprospectunfoldedtohim,graduallyswallowingthatgentlemanup,untilitlefthisfacequitevacant,andthesuitofblue,theglazedhat,andthehook,apparentlywithoutanowner。
  `Yousee,CaptainCuttle,'pursuedWalter,`formyself,Iamyoung,asMr。Dombeysaid,andnottobeconsidered。Iamtofightmywaythroughtheworld,Iknow;buttherearetwopointsIwasthinking,asIcamealong,thatIshouldbyveryparticularabout,inrespecttomyuncle。Idon'tmeantosaythatIdeservetobetheprideanddelightofhislife——youbelieveme,Iknow——butIam。Now,don'tyouthinkIam?'
  TheCaptainseemedtomakeanendeavourtorisefromthedepthsofhisastonishment,andgetbacktohisface;buttheeffortbeingineffectual,theglazedhatmerelynoddedwithamute,unutterablemeaning。
  `IfIliveandhavemyhealth,'saidWalter,`andIamnotafraidofthat,still,whenIleaveEnglandIcanhardlyhopetoseemyuncleagain。Heisold,CaptainCuttle;andbesides,hislifeisalifeofcustom'
  `Steady,Wal'r!Ofawantofcustom?'saidtheCaptain,suddenlyreappearing。
  `Tootrue,'returnedWalter,shakinghishead:`butImeantalifeofhabit,CaptainCuttle——thatsortofcustom。Andifasyouverytrulysaid,Iamsurehewouldhavediedthesoonerforthelossofthestock,andallthoseobjectstowhichhehasbeenaccustomedforsomanyyears,don'tyouthinkhemightdiealittlesoonerforthelossof'
  `OfhisNevy,'interposedtheCaptain。`Right!'
  `Wellthen,'saidWalter,tryingtospeakgaily,`wemustdoourbesttomakehimbelievethattheseparationisbutatemporaryone,afterall;butasIknowbetter,ordreadthatIknowbetter,CaptainCuttle,andasIhavesomanyreasonsforregardinghimwithaffection,andduty,andhonour,IamafraidIshouldmakebutaverypoorhandatthat,ifItriedtopersuadehimofit。That'smygreatreasonforwishingyoutobreakitouttohim;andthat'sthefirstpoint。'
  `Keepheroffapointorso!'observedtheCaptain,inacontemplativevoice。
  `Whatdidyousay,CaptainCuttle?'inquiredWalter。
  `Standby!'returnedtheCaptain,thoughtfully。
  WalterpausedtoascertainiftheCaptainhadanyparticularinformationtoaddtothis,butashesaidnomore,wenton。
  `Now,thesecondpoint,CaptainCuttle。Iamsorrytosay,IamnotafavouritewithMr。Dombey。Ihavealwaystriedtodomybest,andIhavealwaysdoneit;buthedoesnotlikeme。Hecan'thelphislikingsanddislikings,perhaps。Isaynothingofthat。IonlysaythatIamcertainhedoesnotlikeme。Hedoesnotsendmetothispostasagoodone;hedisdainstorepresentitasbeingbetterthanitis;andIdoubtverymuchifitwilleverleadmetoadvancementintheHouse——whetheritdoesnot,onthecontrary,disposeofmeforever,andputmeoutoftheway。Now,wemustsaynothingofthistomyuncle,CaptainCuttle,butmustmakeitouttobeasfavourableandpromisingaswecan;andwhenItellyouwhatitreallyis,Ionlydoso,thatincaseanymeansshouldeverariseoflendingmeahand,sofaroff,Imayhaveonefriendathomewhoknowsmyrealsituation。'
  `Wal'r,myboy,'repliedtheCaptain,`intheProverbsofSolomonyouwillfindthefollowingwords,`Mayweneverwantafriendinneed,norabottletogivehim!'Whenfound,makeanoteof。'
  HeretheCaptainstretchedouthishandtoWalter,withanairofdownrightgoodfaiththatspokevolumes;atthesametimerepeatingforhefeltproudoftheaccuracyandpointedapplicationofhisquotation,`Whenfound,makeanoteof。'
  `CaptainCuttle,'saidWalter,takingtheimmensefistextendedtohimbytheCaptaininbothhishands,whichitcompletelyfilled,`nexttomyUncleSol,Iloveyou。ThereisnooneonearthinwhomIcanmoresafelytrust,Iamsure。Astothemeregoingaway,CaptainCuttle,Idon'tcareforthat;whyshouldIcareforthat!IfIwerefreetoseekmyownfortune——ifIwerefreetogoasacommonsailor——ifIwerefreetoventureonmyownaccounttothefarthestendoftheworld——Iwouldgladlygo!
  Iwouldhavegladlygone,yearsago,andtakenmychanceofwhatmightcomeofit。Butitwasagainstmyuncle'swishes,andagainsttheplanshehadformedforme;andtherewasanendofthat。ButwhatIfeel,CaptainCuttle,isthatwehavebeenalittlemistakenallalong,andthat,sofarasanyimprovementinmyprospectsisconcerned,IamnobetteroffnowthanIwaswhenIfirstenteredDombey'sHouse-perhapsalittleworse,fortheHousemayhavebeenkindlyinclinedtowardsmethem,anditcertainlyisnotnow。'
  `Turnagain,Whittington,'mutteredthedisconsolateCaptainafterlookingatWalterforsometime。
  `Aye,'repliedWalterlaughing,`andturnagreatmanytimes,tooCaptainCuttle,I'mafraid,beforesuchfortuneashiseverturnsupagain。NotthatIcomplain,'headded,inhislively,animated,energeticway。`Ihavenothingtocomplainof。Iamprovidedfor。Icanlive。WhenIleavemyuncle,Ileavehimtoyou;andIcanleavehimtonoonebetter,CaptainCuttle。Ihaven'ttoldyouallthisbecauseIdespair,notI;it'stoconvinceyouthatIcan'tpickandchooseinDombey'sHouse,andthatwhereIamsent,thereImustgo,andwhatIamoffered,thatImusttake。
  It'sbetterformyunclethatIshouldbesentaway;forMr。Dombeyisavaluablefriendtohim,asheprovedhimself,youknowwhen,CaptainCuttle;andIampersuadedhewon'tbelessvaluablewhenhehasn'tmethere,everyday,toawakenhisdislike。SohurrahfortheWestIndies,CaptainCuttle!Howdoesthattunegothatthesailorssing?
  `ForthePortofBarbados,Boys!Cheerily!
  LeavingoldEnglandbehindus,Boys!Cheerily!'
  HeretheCaptainroaredinchorus——
  `Ohcheerily,cheerily!Ohcheer——i——ly!'
  Thelastlinereachingthequickearsofanardentskippernotquitesober,wholodgedopposite,andwhoinstantlysprungoutofbed,threwuphiswindow,andjoinedin,acrossthestreet,atthetopofhisvoice,producedafineeffect。Whenitwasimpossibletosustaintheconcludingnoteanylonger,theskipperbellowedforthaterrific`ahoy!'intendedinpartasafriendlygreeting,andinparttoshowthathewasnotatallbreathed。Thatdone,heshutdownhiswindow,andwenttobedagain。
  `Andnow,CaptainCuttle,'saidWalter,handinghimthebluecoatandwaistcoat,andbustlingverymuch,`ifyou'llcomeandbreakthenewstoUncleSolwhichheoughttohaveknown,daysupondaysago,byrights,I'llleaveyouatthedoor,youknow,andwalkaboutuntiltheafternoon。'
  TheCaptain,however,scarcelyappearedtorelishthecommission,ortobebyanymeansconfidentofhispowersofexecutingit。HehadarrangedthefuturelifeandadventuresofWaltersoverydifferently,andsoentirelytohisownsatisfaction;hehadfelicitatedhimselfsooftenonthesagacityandforesightdisplayedinthatarrangement,andhadfounditsocompleteandperfectinallitsparts;thattosufferittogotopiecesallatonce,andeventoassistinbreakingitup,requiredagreateffortofhisresolution。TheCaptain,too,founditdifficulttounloadhisoldideasuponthesubject,andtotakeaperfectlynewcargoonboard,withthatrapiditywhichthecircumstancesrequired,orwithoutjumblingandconfoundingthetwo。Consequently,insteadofputtingonhiscoatandwaistcoatwithanythingliketheimpetuositythatcouldalonehavekeptpacewithWalter'smood,hedeclinedtoinvesthimselfwiththosegarmentsatallatpresent;andinformedWalterthatonsuchaseriousmatter,hemustbeallowedto`bitehisnailsabit。'
  `It'sanoldhabitofmine,Wal'r,'saidtheCaptain,`anytimethesefiftyyear。WhenyouseeNedCuttlebitehisnails,Wal'r,thenyoumayknowthatNedCuttle'saground。'
  ThereupontheCaptainputhisironhookbetweenhisteeth,asifitwereahand;andwithanairofwisdomandprofunditythatwastheveryconcentrationandsublimationofallphilosophicalreflectionandgraveinquiry,appliedhimselftotheconsiderationofthesubjectinitsvariousbranches。
  `There'safriendofmine,'murmuredtheCaptain,inanabsentmanner,`buthe'satpresentcoastingroundtoWhitby,thatwoulddeliversuchanopiniononthissubject,oranyotherthatcouldbenamed,aswouldgiveParliamentsixandbeat'em。Beenknockedoverboard,thatman,'saidtheCaptain,`twice,andnonetheworseforit。Wasbeatinhisapprenticeship,forthreeweeksoffandon,abouttheheadwitharingbolt。Andyetaclearer-mindedmandon'twalk。'
  InspiteofhisrespectforCaptainCuttle,Waltercouldnothelpinwardlyrejoicingattheabsenceofthissage,anddevoutlyhopingthathislimpidintellectmightnotbebroughttobearonhisdifficultiesuntiltheywerequitesettled。
  `IfyouwastotakeandshowthatmanthebuoyattheNore,'saidCaptainCuttleinthesametone,`andaskhimhisopinionofit,Wal'r,he'dgiveyouanopinionthatwasnomorelikethatbuoythanyouruncle'sbuttonsare。Thereain'tamanthatwalks——certainlynotontwolegs——thatcancomenearhim。Notnearhim!'
  `What'shisname,CaptainCuttle?'inquiredWalter,determinedtobeinterestedintheCaptain'sfriend。
  `Hisname'sBunsby,'saidtheCaptain。`ButLord,itmightbeanythingforthematterofthat,withsuchamindashis!'
  TheexactideawhichtheCaptainattachedtothisconcludingpieceofpraise,hedidnotfurtherelucidate;neitherdidWalterseektodrawitforth。Foronhisbeginningtoreview,withthevivacitynaturaltohimselfandtohissituation,theleadingpointsinhisownaffairs,hesoondiscoveredthattheCaptainhadrelapsedintohisformerprofoundstateofmind;andthatwhileheeyedhimsteadfastlyfrombeneathhisbushyeyebrows,heevidentlyneithersawnotheardhim,butremainedimmersedincogitation。
  Infact,CaptainCuttlewaslabouringwithsuchgreatdesigns,thatfarfrombeingaground,hesoongotoffintothedeepestofwater,andcouldfindnobottomtohispenetration。BydegreesitbecameperfectlyplaintotheCaptainthattherewassomemistakehere;thatitwasundoubtedlymuchmorelikelytobeWalter'smistakethanhis;thatiftherewerereallyanyWestIndiaschemeafoot,itwasaverydifferentonefromwhatWalter,whowasyoungandrash,supposed;andcouldonlybesomenewdeviceformakinghisfortunewithunusualcelerity。`Orifthereshouldbeanylittlehitchbetween'em,'thoughttheCaptain,meaningbetweenWalterandMr。
  Dombey,`itonlywantsawordinseasonfromafriendofbothparties,tosetitrightandsmooth,andmakealltautagain。'CaptainCuttle'sdeductionfromtheseconsiderationswas,thatashealreadyenjoyedthepleasureofknowingMr。Dombey,fromhavingspentaveryagreeablehalf-hourinhiscompanyatBrightononthemorningwhentheyborrowedthemoney;
  andthat,asacoupleofmenoftheworld,whounderstoodeachother,andweremutuallydisposedtomakethingscomfortable,couldeasilyarrangeanylittledifficultyofthissort,andcomeattherealfacts;thefriendlythingforhimtodowouldbe,withoutsavinganythingaboutittoWalteratpresent,justtostepuptoMr。Dombey'shouse——saytotheservant`Wouldyebesogood,mylad,asreportCap'enCuttlehere?'——meetMr。Dombeyinaconfidentialspirit——hookhimbythebutton-hole——talkitover——makeitallright——andcomeawaytriumphant!
  AsthesereflectionspresentedthemselvestotheCaptain'smind,andbyslowdegreesassumedthisshapeandform,hisvisageclearedlikeadoubtfulmorningwhenitgivesplacetoabrightnoon。Hiseyebrows,whichhadbeeninthehighestdegreeportentous,smoothedtheirruggedbristlingaspect,andbecameserene;hiseyes,whichhadbeennearlyclosedintheseverityofhismentalexercise,openedfreely;asmilewhichhadbeenatfirstbutthreespecks——oneattheright-handcornerofhismouth,andoneatthecornerofeacheye——graduallyoverspreadhiswholeface,andripplingupintohisforehead,liftedtheglazedhat:asifthattoohadbeenagroundwithCaptainCuttle,andwerenow,likehim,happilyafloatagain。
  FinallytheCaptainleftoffbitinghisnails,andsaid,`Now,Wal'r,myboy,youmayhelpmeonwiththemslops。'BywhichtheCaptainmeanthiscoatandwaistcoat。
  WalterlittleimaginedwhytheCaptainwassoparticularinthearrangementofhiscravat,astotwistthependentendsintoasortofpigtail,andpassthemthroughamassivegoldringwithapictureofatombuponit,andaneatironrailing,andatree,inmemoryofsomedeceasedfriend。NorwhytheCaptainpulleduphisshirt-collartotheutmostlimitsallowedbytheIrishlinenbelow,andbysodoingdecoratedhimselfwithacompletepairofblinkers;norwhyhechangedhisshoes,andputonanunparalleledpairofankle-jacks,whichheonlyworeonextraordinaryoccasions。
  TheCaptainbeingatlengthattiredtohisowncompletesatisfaction,andhavingglancedathimselffromheadtofootinashaving-glasswhichheremovedfromanailforthatpurpose,tookuphisknottedstick,andsaidhewasready。
  TheCaptain'swalkwasmorecomplacentthanusualwhentheygotoutintothestreet;butthisWaltersupposedtobetheeffectoftheankle-jacks,andtooklittleheedof。Beforetheyhadgoneveryfar,theyencounteredawomansellingflowers;whentheCaptainstoppingshort,asifstruckbyahappyidea,madeapurchaseofalargestbundleinherbasket:amostgloriousnosegay,fan-shaped,sometwofeetandahalfround,andcomposedofallthejolliest-lookingflowersthatblow。
  ArmedwiththislittletokenwhichhedesignedforMr。Dombey,CaptainCuttlewalkedonwithWalteruntiltheyreachedtheInstrument-maker'sdoor,beforewhichtheybothpaused。
  `You'regoingin?'saidWalter。
  `Yes,'returnedtheCaptain,whofeltthatWaltermustbegotridofbeforeheproceededanyfurther,andthathehadbettertimehisprojectedvisitsomewhatlaterintheday。
  `Andyouwon'tforgetanything?'
  `No,'returnedtheCaptain。
  `I'llgouponmywalkatonce,'saidWalter,`andthenIshallbeoutoftheway,CaptainCuttle。'
  `Takeagoodlong'un,mylad!'repliedtheCaptain,callingafterhim。Walterwavedhishandinassent,andwenthisway。
  Hiswaywasnowhereinparticular;buthethoughthewouldgooutintothefields,wherehecouldreflectupontheunknownlifebeforehim,andrestingundersometree,ponderquietly。HeknewnobetterfieldsthanthosenearHampstead,andnobettermeansofgettingatthemthanbypassingMr。Dombey'shouse。
  Itwasasstatelyandasdarkasever,whenhewentbyandglancedupatitsfrowningfront。Theblindswereallpulleddown,buttheupperwindowsstoodwideopen,andthepleasantairstirringthosecurtainsandwavingthemtoandfro,wastheonlysignofanimationinthewholeexterior。
  Walterwalkedsoftlyashepassed,andwasgladwhenhehadleftthehouseadoorortwobehind。
  Helookedbackthen;withtheinteresthehadalwaysfeltfortheplacesincetheadventureofthelostchild,yearsago;andlookedespeciallyatthoseupperwindows。Whilehewasthusengaged,achariotdrovetothedoor,andaportlygentlemaninblack,withaheavywatch-chain,alighted,andwentin。Whenheafterwardsrememberedthisgentlemanandhisequipagetogether,Walterhadnodoubthewasaphysician;andthenhewonderedwhowasill;butthediscoverydidnotoccurtohimuntilhehadwalkedsomedistance,thinkinglistlesslyofotherthings。
  Thoughstill,ofwhatthehousehadsuggestedtohim;forWalterpleasedhimselfwiththinkingthatperhapsthetimemightcome,whenthebeautifulchildwhowashisoldfriendandhadalwaysbeensogratefultohimandsogladtoseehimsince,mightinterestherbrotherinhisbehalfandinfluencehisfortunesforthebetter。Helikedtoimaginethis——more,atthatmoment,forthepleasureofimagininghercontinuedremembranceofhim,thanforanyworldlyprofithemightgain:butanotherandmoresoberfancywhisperedtohimthatifhewerealivethen,hewouldbebeyondtheseaandforgotten;shemarried,rich,proud,happy。Therewasnomorereasonwhysheshouldrememberhimwithanyinterestinsuchanalteredstateofthings,thananyplaythingsheeverhad。No,notsomuch。
  YetWaltersoidealisedtheprettychildwhomhehadfoundwanderingintheroughstreets,andsoidentifiedherwithherinnocentgratitudeofthatnightandthesimplicityandtruthofitsexpression,thatheblushedforhimselfasalibellerwhenhearguedthatshecouldevergrowproud。
  Ontheotherhand,hismeditationswereofthatfantasticorderthatitseemedhardlylesslibellousinhimtoimaginehergrownawoman:tothinkofherasanythingbutthesameartless,gentle,winninglittlecreature,thatshehadbeeninthedaysofgoodMrs。Brown。Inaword,WalterfoundoutthattoreasonwithhimselfaboutFlorenceatall,wastobecomeveryunreasonableindeed;andthathecoulddonotbetterthanpreserveherimageinhismindassomethingprecious,unattainable,unchangeable,andindefinite——indefiniteinallitspowerofgivinghimpleasure,andrestraininghimlikeanangel'shandfromanythingunworthy。
  ItwasalongstrollinthefieldsthatWaltertookthatday,listeningtothebirds,andtheSundaybells,andthesoftenedmurmurofthetown——breathingsweetscents;glancingsometimesatthedimhorizonbeyondwhichhisvoyageandhisplaceofdestinationlay;thenlookingroundonthegreenEnglishgrassandthehomelandscape。Buthehardlyoncethought,evenofgoingaway,distinctly;andseemedtoputoffreflectionidly,fromhourtohour,andfromminutetominute,whileheyetwentonreflectingallthetime。
  Walterhadleftthefieldsbehindhim,andwasploddinghomewardinthesameabstractedmood,whenheheardashoutfromaman,andthenawoman'svoicecallingtohimloudlybyname。Turningquicklyinhissurprise,hesawthatahackney-coach,goinginthecontrarydirection,hadstoppedatnogreatdistance;thatthecoachmanwaslookingbackfromhisboxandmakingsignalstohimwithhiswhip;andthatayoungwomaninsidewasleaningoutofthewindow,andbeckoningwithimmenseenergy。Runninguptothiscoach,hefoundthattheyoungwomanwasMissNipper,andthatMissNipperwasinsuchaflutterastobealmostbesideherself。
  `Staggs'sGardens,Mr。Walter!'saidMissNipper:`ifyouplease,ohdo!'
  `Eh?'criedWalter;`whatisthematter?'
  `Oh,Mr。Walter,Staggs'sGardens,ifyouplease!'saidSusan。
  `There!'criedthecoachman,appealingtoWalter,withasortofexultingdespair;`that'sthewaytheyounglady'sbeenagoin'onforup'ardsofamortalhour,andmecontinivallybackingoutofnothoroughfares,whereshewoulddriveup。I'vehadamanyfaresinthiscoach,firstandlast,butneversuchafareasher。'
  `DoyouwanttogotoStaggs'sGardens,Susan?'inquiredWalter。
  `Ah!Shewantstogothere!WHEREISIT?'growledthecoachman。
  `Idon'tknowwhereitis!'exclaimedSusan,wildly。`Mr。Walter,Iwasthereoncemyself,alongwithMissFloyandourpoordarlingMasterPaul,ontheverydaywhenyoufoundMissFloyintheCity,forwelosthercominghome,Mrs。Richardsandme,andamadbull,andMrs。Richards'seldest,andthoughIwentthereafterwards,Ican'trememberwhereitis,Ithinkit'ssunkintotheground。Oh,Mr。Walter,don'tdesertme,Staggs'sGardens,ifyouplease!MissFloy'sdarling——allourdarlings——little,meek,meekMasterPaul!OhMr。Walter!'
  `GoodGod!'criedWalter。`Isheveryill?'
  `Theprettyflower!'criedSusan,wringingherhands,`hastookthefancythathe'dliketoseehisoldnurse,andI'vecometobringhertohisbedside,Mrs。Staggs,ofPollyToodle'sGardens,someonepray!'
  Greatlymovedbywhatheheard,andcatchingSusan'searnestnessimmediately,Walter,nowthatheunderstoodthenatureofhererrand,dashedintoitwithsuchardourthatthecoachmanhadenoughtodotofollowcloselyasheranbefore,inquiringhereandthereandeverywhere,thewaytoStaggs'sGardens。
  TherewasnosuchplaceasStaggs'sGardens。Ithadvanishedfromtheearth。Wheretheoldrottensummer-housesoncehadstood,placesnowrearedtheirheads,andgranitecolumnsofgiganticgirthopenedavistatotherailwayworldbeyond。Themiserablewasteground,wheretherefuse-matterhadbeenheapedofyore,wasswallowedupandgone;andinitsfrowsysteadweretiersofwarehouses,crammedwithrichgoodsandcostlymerchandise。
  Theoldby-streetsnowswarmedwithpassengersandvehiclesofeverykind:
  thenewstreetsthathadstoppeddisheartenedinthemudandwaggon-ruts,formedtownswithinthemselves,originatingwholesomecomfortsandconveniencesbelongingtothemselves,andnevertriednorthoughtofuntiltheysprungintoexistence。Bridgesthathadledtonothing,ledtovillas,gardens,churches,healthypublicwalks。Thecarcassesofhouses,andbeginningsofnewthoroughfares,hadstartedoffuponthelineatsteam'sownspeed,andshotawayintothecountryinamonstertrain。
  Astotheneighbourhoodwhichhadhesitatedtoacknowledgetherailroadinitsstragglingdays,thathadgrownwiseandpenitent,asanyChristianmightinsuchacase,andnowboastedofitspowerfulandprosperousrelation。Therewererailwaypatternsinitsdrapers'shops,andrailwayjournalsinthewindowsofitsnewsmen。Therewererailwayhotels,office-houses,lodging-houses,boarding-houses;railwayplans,maps,views,wrappers,bottles,sandwich-boxes,andtimetables;railwayhackney-coachandcabstands;
  railwayomni-buses,railwaystreetsandbuildings,railwayhangers-onandparasites,andflatterersoutofallcalculation。Therewasevenrailwaytimeobservedinclocks,asifthesunitselfhadgivenin。Amongthevanquishedwasthemasterchimney-sweeper,whilomeincredulousatStaggs'sGardens,whonowlivedinastuccoedhousethreestorieshigh,andgavehimselfout,withgoldenflourishesuponavarnishedboard,ascontractorforthecleansingofrailwaychimneysbymachinery。
  Toandfromtheheartofthisgreatchange,alldayandnight,throbbingcurrentsrushedandreturnedincessantlylikeitslife'sblood。
  Crowdsofpeopleandmountainsofgoods,departingandarrivingscoresuponscoresoftimesineveryfour-and-twentyhours,producedafermentationintheplacethatwasalwaysinaction。Theveryhousesseemeddisposedtopackupandtaketrips。WonderfulMembersofParliament,who,littlemorethantwentyyearsbefore,hadmadethemselvesmerrywiththewildrailroadtheoriesofengineers,andgiventhemtheliveliestrubsincross-examination,wentdownintothenorthwiththeirwatchesintheirhands,andsentonmessagesbeforebytheelectrictelegraph,tosaythattheywerecoming。
  Nightanddaytheconqueringenginesrumbledattheirdistantwork,or,advancingsmoothlytotheirjourney'send,andglidingliketamedragonsintotheallottedcornersgroovedouttotheinchfortheirreception,stoodbubblingandtremblingthere,makingthewallsquake,asiftheyweredilatingwiththesecretknowledgeofgreatpowersyetunsuspectedinthem,andstrongpurposesnotyetachieved。
  ButStaggs'sGardenshadbeencutuprootandbranch。Ohwoethedaywhen`notaroodofEnglishground'——laidoutinStaggs'sGardens——issecure!
  Atlast,aftermuchfruitlessinquiry,Walter,followedbythecoachandSusan,foundamanwhohadonceresidedinthatvanishedland,andwhowasnootherthanthemastersweepbeforereferredto,grownstout,andknockingadoubleknockathisowndoor。HeknowedToodle,hesaid,well。BelongedtotheRailroad,didn'the?
  `Yes,sir,yes!'criedSusanNipperfromthecoachwindow。
  Wheredidhelivenow?hastilyinquiredWalter。
  HelivedintheCompany'sownBuildings,secondturningtotheright,downtheyard,crossover,andtakethesecondontherightagain。
  Itwasnumbereleven;theycouldn'tmistakeit;butiftheydid,theyhadonlytoaskforToodle,EngineFireman,andanyonewouldshowthemwhichwashishouse。Atthisunexpectedstrokeofsuccess,SusanNipperdismountedfromthecoachwithallspeed,tookWalter'sarm,andsetoffatabreathlesspaceonfoot;leavingthecoachtheretoawaittheirreturn。
  `Hasthelittleboybeenlongill,Susan?'inquiredWalter,astheyhurriedon。
  `Ailingforadealoftime,butnooneknewhowmuch,'saidSusan;
  adding,withexcessivesharpness,`Oh,themBlimbers!'
  `Blimbers?'echoedWalter。
  `Icouldn'tforgivemyselfatsuchatimeasthis,Mr。Walter,'
  saidSusan,`andwhenthere'ssomuchseriousdistresstothinkabout,ifIrestedhardonanyone,especiallyonthemthatlittledarlingPaulspeakswellof,butImaywishthatthefamilywassettoworkinastonysoiltomakenewroads,andthatMissBlimberwentinfront,andhadthepickaxe!'
  MissNipperthentookbreath,andwentonfasterthanbefore,asifthisextraordinaryaspirationhadrelievedher。Walter,whohadbythistimenobreathofhisowntospare,hurriedalongwithoutaskinganymorequestions;andtheysoon,intheirimpatience,burstinatalittledoorandcameintoacleanparlourfullofchildren。
  `Where'sMrs。Richards?'exclaimedSusanNipper,lookinground。
  `OhMrs。Richards,Mrs。Richards,comealongwithme,mydearcreetur!'
  `Why,ifitan'tSusan!'criedPolly,risingwithherhonestfaceandmotherlyfigurefromamongthegroup,ingreatsurprise。
  `Yes,Mrs。Richards,it'sme,'saidSusan,`andIwishitwasn't,thoughImaynotseemtoflatterwhenIsayso,butlittleMasterPaulisveryill,andtoldhisPato-daythathewouldliketoseethefaceofhisoldnurse,andhimandMissFloyhopeyou'llcomealongwithme——andMr。Walter,Mrs。Richards——forgettingwhatispast,anddoakindnesstothesweetdearthatiswitheringaway。Oh,Mrs。Richards,witheringaway!'
  SusanNippercrying,Pollyshedtearstoseeher,andtohearwhatshehadsaid;andallthechildrengatheredroundincludingnumbersofnewbabies;andMr。Toodle,whohadjustcomehomefromBirmingham,andwaseatinghisdinneroutofabasin,laiddownhisknifeandfork,andputonhiswife'sbonnetandshawlforher,whichwerehangingupbehindthedoor;thentappedherontheback;andsaid,withmorefatherlyfeelingthaneloquence,`Polly!cutaway!'
  Sotheygotbacktothecoach,longbeforethecoachmanexpectedthem;andWalter,puttingSusanandMrs。Richardsinside,tookhisseatontheboxhimselfthattheremightbenomoremistakes,anddepositedthemsafelyinthehallofMr。Dombey'shouse——where,bythebye,hesawamightynosegaylying,whichremindedhimoftheoneCaptainCuttlehadpurchasedinhiscompanythatmorning。Hewouldhavelingeredtoknowmoreoftheyounginvalid,orwaitedanylengthoftimetoseeifhecouldrendertheleastservice;but,painfullysensiblethatsuchconductwouldbelookeduponbyMr。Dombeyaspresumptuousandforward,hereturnedslowly,sadly,anxiously,away。
  Hehadnotgonefiveminutes'walkfromthedoor,whenamancamerunningafterhim,andbeggedhimtoreturn。Walterretracedhisstepsasquicklyashecould,andenteredthegloomyhousewithasorrowfulforeboding。
  [NextChapter][TableofContents]DICKENS:DombeyandSon,Chapter16[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERXVIWhattheWaveswerealwayssayingPAULhadneverrisenfromhislittlebed。Helaythere,listeningtothenoisesinthestreet,quitetranquilly;notcaringmuchhowthetimewent,butwatchingitandwatchingeverythingabouthimwithobservingeyes。
  Whenthesunbeamsstruckintohisroomthroughtherustlingblinds,andquiveredontheoppositewalllikegoldenwater,heknewthateveningwascomingon,andthattheskywasredandbeautiful。Asthereflectiondiedaway,andagloomwentcreepingupthewall,hewatcheditdeepen,deepen,deepen,intonight。Thenhethoughthowthelongstreetsweredottedwithlamps,andhowthepeacefulstarswereshiningoverhead。Hisfancyhadastrangetendencytowandertotheriver,whichheknewwasflowingthroughthegreatcity;andnowhethoughthowblackitwas,andhowdeepitwouldlook,reflectingthehostsofstars——andmorethanall,howsteadilyitrolledawaytomeetthesea。
  Asitgrewlaterinthenight,andfootstepsinthestreetbecamesorarethathecouldhearthemcoming,countthemastheypassed,andlosetheminthehollowdistance,hewouldlieandwatchthemany-colouredringaboutthecandle,andwaitpatientlyforday。Hisonlytroublewas,theswiftandrapidriver。Hefeltforced,sometimes,totrytostopit——tostemitwithhischildishhands——orchokeitswaywithsand——andwhenhesawitcomingon,resistless,hecriedout!ButawordfromFlorence,whowasalwaysathisside,restoredhimtohimself;andleaninghispoorheaduponherbreast,hetoldFloyofhisdream,andsmiled。
  Whendaybegantodawnagain,hewatchedforthesun;andwhenitscheerfullightbegantosparkleintheroom,hepicturedtohimself——pictured!
  hesaw——thehighchurchtowersrisingupintothemorningsky,thetownreviving,waking,startingintolifeoncemore,theriverglisteningasitrolledbutrollingfastasever,andthecountrybrightwithdew。
  Familiarsoundsandcriescamebydegreesintothestreetbelow;theservantsinthehousewererousedandbusy;faceslookedinatthedoor,andvoicesaskedhisattendantssoftlyhowhewas。Paulalwaysansweredforhimself,`Iambetter。Iamagreatdealbetter,thankyou!TellPapaso!'
  Bylittleandlittle,hegottiredofthebustleoftheday,thenoiseofcarriagesandcarts,andpeoplepassingandrepassing;andwouldfallasleep,orbetroubledwitharestlessanduneasysenseagain——thechildcouldhardlytellwhetherthiswereinhissleepingorhiswakingmoments——ofthatrushingriver。`Why,willitneverstop,Floy?'hewouldsometimesaskher。`Itisbearingmeaway,Ithink!'
  ButFloycouldalwayssootheandreassurehim;anditwashisdailydelighttomakeherlayherheaddownonhispillow,andtakesomerest。
  `Youarealwayswatchingme,Floy。Letmewatchyou,now!'
  Theywouldprophimupwithcushionsinacornerofhisbed,andtherehewouldreclinethewhileshelaybesidehim:bendingforwardoftentimestokissher,andwhisperingtothosewhowerenearthatshewastired,andhowshehadsatupsomanynightbesidehim。
  Thus,theflushoftheday,initsheatandlight,wouldgraduallydecline;andagainthegoldenwaterwouldbedancingonthewall。
  Hewasvisitedbyasmanyasthreegravedoctors——theyusedtoassembledownstairs,andcomeuptogether——andtheroomwassoquiet,andPaulwassoobservantofthemthoughheneveraskedofanybodywhattheysaid,thatheevenknewthedifferenceinthesoundoftheirwatches。
  ButhisinterestcentredinSirParkerPeps,whoalwaystookhisseatonthesideofthebed。ForPaulhadheardthemsaylongago,thatthatgentlemanhadbeenwithhismamawhensheclaspedFlorenceinherarms,anddied。
  Andhecouldnotforgetit,now。Helikedhimforit。Hewasnotafraid。
  ThepeopleroundhimchangedasunaccountablyasonthatfirstnightatDoctorBlimber's——exceptFlorence;Florenceneverchanged——andwhathadbeenSirParkerPeps,wasnowhisfather,sittingwithhisheaduponhishand。OldMrs。Pipchindozinginaneasychair,oftenchangedtoMissTox,orhisaunt;andPaulwasquitecontenttoshuthiseyesagain,andseewhathappenednextwithoutemotion。Butthisfigurewithitsheaduponitshandreturnedsooften,andremainedsolong,andsatsostillandsolemn,neverspeaking,neverbeingspokento,andrarelyliftingupitsface,thatPaulbegantowonderlanguidly,ifitwerereal;andinthenight-timesawitsittingthere,withfear。
  `Floy!'hesaid。`Whatisthat?'
  `Where,dearest?'
  `There!atthebottomofthebed。'
  `There'snothingthere,exceptPapa!'
  Thefigureliftedupitshead,androse,andcomingtothebeside,said:`Myownboy!Don'tyouknowme?'
  Paullookeditintheface,andthought,wasthishisfather?
  Butthefacesoalteredtohisthinking,thrilledwhilehegazed,asifitwereinpain;andbeforehecouldreachoutbothhishandstotakeitbetweenthem,anddrawittowardshim,thefigureturnedawayquicklyfromthelittlebed,andwentoutatthedoor。
  PaullookedatFlorencewithaflutteringheart,butheknewwhatshewasgoingtosay,andstoppedherwithhisfaceagainstherlips。Thenexttimeheobservedthefiguresittingatthebottomofthebed,hecalledtoit。
  `Don'tbesosorryforme,dearPapa!IndeedIamquitehappy!'
  Hisfathercomingandbendingdowntohim——whichhedidquickly,andwithoutfirstpausingbythebedside——Paulheldhimroundtheneck,andrepeatedthosewordstohimseveraltimes,andveryearnestly;andPaulneversawhiminhisroomagainatanytime,whetheritweredayornight,buthecalledout,`Don'tbesosorryforme!IndeedIamquitehappy!'Thiswasthebeginningofhisalwayssayinginthemorningthathewasagreatdealbetter,andthattheyweretotellhisfatherso。
  Howmanytimesthegoldenwaterdanceduponthewall;howmanynightsthedark,darkriverrolledtowardstheseainspiteofhim;Paulnevercounted,neversoughttoknow。Iftheirkindness,orhissenseofit,couldhaveincreased,theyweremorekind,andhemoregratefuleveryday;butwhethertheyweremanydaysorfew,appearedoflittlemomentnow,tothegentleboy。
  Onenighthehadbeenthinkingofhismother,andherpictureinthedrawing-roomdownstairs,andthoughtshemusthavelovedsweetFlorencebetterthanhisfatherdid,tohaveheldherinherarmswhenshefeltthatshewasdying——forevenhe,herbrother,whohadsuchdearloveforher,couldhavenogreaterwishthanthat。Thetrainofthoughtsuggestedtohimtoinquireifhehadeverseenhismother;forhecouldnotrememberwhethertheyhadtoldhim,yesorno,theriverrunningveryfast,andconfusinghismind。
  `Floy,didIeverseemama?'
  `No,darling,why?'
  `DidIeverseeanykindface,likemama's,lookingatmewhenIwasababy,Floy?'
  Heasked,incredulously,asifhehadsomevisionofafacebeforehim。
  `Ohyes,dear!'
  `Whose,Floy?'
  `Youroldnurse's。Often。'
  `Andwhereismyoldnurse?'saidPaul。`Isshedeadtoo?Floy,arewealldead,exceptyou?'
  Therewasahurryintheroom,foraninstant——longer,perhaps;butitseemednomore——thenallwasstillagain;andFlorence,withherfacequitecolourless,butsmiling,heldhisheaduponherarm。Herarmtrembledverymuch。
  `Showmethatoldnurse,Floy,ifyouplease!'
  `Sheisnothere,darling。Sheshallcometo-morrow。'
  `Thankyou,Floy!'
  Paulclosedhiseyeswiththosewords,andfellasleep。Whenheawoke,thesunwashigh,andthebroaddaywasclearandwarm。Helayalittle,lookingatthewindows,whichwereopen,andthecurtainsrustlingintheair,andwavingtoandfro:thenhesaid,`Floy,isitto-morrow?
  Isshecome?'
  Someoneseemedtogoinquestofher。PerhapsitwasSusan。Paulthoughtheheardhertellinghimwhenhehadclosedhiseyesagain,thatshewouldsoonbeback;buthedidnotopenthemtosee。Shekeptherword——perhapsshehadneverbeenaway——butthenextthingthathappenedwasanoiseoffootstepsonthestairs,andthenPaulwoke——wokemindandbody——andsatuprightinhisbed。Hesawthemnowabouthim。Therewasnogreymistbeforethem,astherehadbeensometimesinthenight。Heknewthemeveryone,andcalledthembytheirnames。
  `Andwhoisthis?Isthismyoldnurse?'saidthechild,regardingwitharadiantsmile,afigurecomingin。
  Yes,yes。Nootherstrangerwouldhaveshedthosetearsatsightofhim,andcalledhimherdearboy,herprettyboy,herownpoorblightedchild。Nootherwomanwouldhavestoopeddownbyhisbed,andtakenuphiswastedhand,andputittoherlipsandbreast,asonewhohadsomerighttofondleit。NootherwomanwouldhavesoforgotteneverybodytherebuthimandFloy,andbeensofulloftendernessandpity。
  `Floy!thisisakindgoodface!'saidPaul。`Iamgladtoseeagain。Don'tgoaway,oldnurse!Stayhere。'
  Hissenseswereallquickened,andheheardanameheknew。
  `Whowasthat,whosaid“Walter“?'heasked,lookinground。`SomeonesaidWalter。Ishehere?Ishouldliketoseehimverymuch。'
  Nobodyreplieddirectly;buthisfathersoonsaidtoSusan,`Callhimback,then:lethimcomeup!'Afterashortpauseofexpectation,duringwhichhelookedwithsmilinginterestandwonder,onhisnurse,andsawthatshehadnotforgottenFloy,Walterwasbroughtintotheroom。Hisopenfaceandmanner,andhischeerfuleyes,hadalwaysmadehimafavouritewithPaul;andwhenPaulsawhim,hestretchedouthishand,andsaid`Good-bye!'
  `Good-bye,mychild!'saidMrs。Pipchin,hurryingtohisbed'shead。`Notgood-bye?'
  Foraninstant,Paullookedatherwiththewistfulfacewithwhichhehadsooftengazeduponherinhiscornerbythefire。`Ahyes,'
  hesaidplacidly,`good-bye!Walterdear,good-bye!'——turninghisheadtowherehestood,andputtingouthishandagain。`WhereisPapa?'
  Hefelthisfather'sbreathuponhischeck,beforethewordshadpartedfromhislips。
  `RememberWalter,dearpapa,'hewhispered,lookinginhisface。
  `RememberWalter。IwasfondofWalter!'Thefeeblehandwavedintheair,asifitcried`good-bye!'toWalteronceagain。
  `Nowlaymedown,'hesaid,`and,Floy,comeclosetome,andletmeseeyou!'
  Sisterandbrotherwoundtheirarmsaroundeachother,andthegoldenlightcamestreamingin,andfelluponthem,lockedtogether。
  `Howfasttheriverruns,betweenitsgreenbanksandtherushes,Floy!Butit'sverynearthesea。Ihearthewaves!Theyalwayssaidso!'
  Presentlyhetoldherthatthemotionoftheboatuponthestreamwaslullinghimtorest。Howgreenthebankswerenow,howbrighttheflowersgrowingonthem,andhowtalltherushes!Nowtheboatwasoutatsea,butglidingsmoothlyon。Andnowtherewasashorebeforehim。Whostoodonthebank!——
  Heputhishandstogether,ashehadbeenusedtodoathisprayers。
  Hedidnotremovehisarmstodoit;buttheysawhimfoldthemso,behindherneck。
  `Mamaislikeyou,Floy。Iknowherbytheface!Buttellthemthattheprintuponthestairsatschoolisnotdivineenough。ThelightabouttheheadisshiningonmeasIgo!'
  Thegoldenrippleonthewallcamebackagain,andnothingelsestirredintheroom。Theold,oldfashion!Thefashionthatcameinwithourfirstgarments,andwilllastunchangeduntilourracehasrunitscourse,andthewidefirmamentisrolleduplikeascroll。Theold,oldfashion——Death!
  OhthankGod,allwhoseeit,forthatolderfashionyet,ofImmortality!
  Andlookuponus,angelsofyoungchildren,withregardsnotquiteestranged,whentheswiftriverbearsustotheocean!
  [NextChapter][TableofContents]DICKENS:DombeyandSon,Chapter17[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERXVIICaptainCuttledoesalittleBusinessfortheYoungPeopleCAPTAINCUTTLE,intheexerciseofthatsurprisingtalentfordeep-laidandunfathomablescheming,withwhichasisnotunusualinmenoftransparentsimplicityhesincerelybelievedhimselftobeendowedbynature,hadgonetoMr。Dombey'shouseontheeventfulSunday,winkingallthewayasaventforhissuperfluoussagacity,andhadpresentedhimselfinthefulllustreoftheankle-jacksbeforetheeyesofTowlinson。Hearingfromthatindividual,tohisgreatconcern,oftheimpendingcalamity,CaptainCuttle,inhisdelicacy,sheeredoffagainconfounded;merelyhandinginthenosegayasasmallmarkofhissolicitude,andleavinghisrespectfulcomplimentsforthefamilyingeneral,whichheaccompaniedwithanexpressionofhishopethattheywouldlaytheirheadswelltothewindunderexistingcircumstances,andafriendlyintimationthathewould`lookupagain'
  to-morrow。
  TheCaptain'scomplimentswereneverheardofanymore。TheCaptain'snosegay,afterlyinginthehallallnight,wassweptintothedust-binnextmorning;andtheCaptain'sslyarrangement,involvedinonecatastrophewithgreaterhopesandloftierdesigns,wascrushedtopieces。Sowhenanavalanchebearsdownamountain-forest,twigsandbushessufferwiththetrees,andallperishtogether。
  WhenWalterreturnedhomeontheSundayeveningfromhislongwalk,anditsmemorableclose,hewastoomuchoccupiedatfirstbythetidingshehadtogivethem,andbytheemotionsnaturallyawakenedinhisbreastbythescenethroughwhichhehadpassed,toobserveeitherthathisunclewasevidentlyunacquaintedwiththeintelligencetheCaptainhadundertakentoimpart,orthattheCaptainmadesignalswithhishook,warninghimtoavoidthesubject。NotthattheCaptain'ssignalswerecalculatedtohaveprovedverycomprehensible,howeverattentivelyobserved;for,likethoseChinesesageswhoaresaidintheirconferencestowritecertainlearnedwordsintheairthatarewhollyimpossibleofpronunciation,theCaptainmadesuchwavesandflourishesasnobodywithoutapreviousknowledgeofhismystery,wouldhavebeenatalllikelytounderstand。
  CaptainCuttle,however,becomingcognisantofwhathadhappened,relinquishedtheseattempts,asheperceivedtheslenderchancethatnowexistedofhisbeingabletoobtainalittleeasychatwithMr。DombeybeforetheperiodofWalter'sdeparture。Butinadmittingtohimself,withadisappointedandcrestfallencountenance,thatSolGillsmustbetold,andthatWaltermustgo——takingthecaseforthepresentashefoundit,andnothavingitenlightenedorimprovedbeforehandbytheknowingmanagementofafriend——theCaptainstillfeltanunabatedconfidencethathe,NedCuttle,wasthemanforMr。Dombey;andthat,tosetWalter'sfortunesquitesquare,nothingwaswantedbutthattheytwoshouldcometogether。
  FortheCaptainnevercouldforgethowwellheandMr。DombeyhadgotonatBrighton;withwhatnicetyeachofthemhadputinawordwhenitwaswanted;howexactlytheyhadtakenoneanother'smeasure;norhowNedCuttlehadpointedoutthatresourceinthefirstextremity,andhadbroughttheinterviewtothedesiredtermination。OnallthesegroundstheCaptainsoothedhimselfwiththinkingthatthoughNedCuttlewasforcedbythepressureofeventsto`standby'almostuselessforthepresent,Nedwouldfetchupwithawetsailingoodtime,andcarryallbeforehim。
  Undertheinfluenceofthisgood-natureddelusion,CaptainCuttleevenwenttofarastorevolveinhisownbosom,whilehesatlookingatWalterandlisteningwithatearonhisshirt-collartowhatherelated,whetheritmightnotbeatoncegenteelandpolitictogiveMr。Dombeyaverbalinvitation,whenevertheyshouldmeet,tocomeandcuthismuttoninBrigPlaceonsomedayofhisownnaming,andenteronthequestionofhisyoungfriend'sprospectsoverasocialglass。ButtheuncertaintemperofMrs。MacStinger,andthepossibilityofhersettingupherrestinthepassageduringsuchanentertainment,andtheredeliveringsomehomilyofanuncomplimentarynature,operatedasacheckontheCaptain'shospitablethoughts,andrenderedhimtimidofgivingthemencouragement。
  OnefactwasquitecleartotheCaptain,asWalter,sittingthoughtfullyoverhisuntasteddinner,dweltonallthathadhappened;namely,thathoweverWalter'smodestymightstandinthewayofhisperceivingithimself,hewasasonemightsay,amemberofMrs。Dombey'sfamily。Hehadbeen,inhisownperson,connectedwiththeincidenthesopatheticallydescribed;
  hehadbeenbynamerememberedandcommendedincloseassociationwithit;andhisfortunesmusthaveaparticularinterestinhisemployer'seyes。IftheCaptainhadanylurkingdoubtwhateverofhisownconclusions,hehadnottheleastdoubtthattheyweregoodconclusionsforthepeaceofmindoftheInstrument-maker。ThereforeheavailedhimselfofsofavourableamovementforbreakingtheWestIndianIntelligencetohisoldfriend,asapieceofextraordinarypreferment;declaringthatforhisparthewouldfreelygiveahundredthousandpoundsifhehaditforWalter'sgaininthelong-run,andthathehadnodoubtsuchaninvestmentwouldyieldahandsomepremium。
  SolomonGillswasatfirststunnedbythecommunication,whichfelluponthelittleback-parlourlikeathunderbolt,andtoreupthehearthsavagely。ButtheCaptainflashedsuchgoldenprospectsbeforehisdimsight:hintedsomysteriouslyatWhittingtonianconsequences;laidsuchemphasisonwhatWalterhadjustnowtoldthem:andappealedtoitsoconfidentlyasacorroborationofhispredictions,andagreatadvancetowardstherealisationoftheromanticlegendofLovelyPeg:thathebewilderedtheoldman。Walter,forhispart,feignedtobesofullofhopeandardour,andsosureofcominghomeagainsoon,andbackeduptheCaptainwithsuchexpressiveshakingsofhisheadandrubbingsofhishands,thatSolomon,lookingfirstathimandthenatCaptainCuttle,begantothinkheoughttobetransportedwithjoy。
  `ButI'mbehindthetime,youunderstand,'heobservedinapology,passinghishandnervouslydownthewholerowofbrightbuttonsonhiscoat,andthenupagain,asiftheywerebeadsandheweretellingthemtwiceover:`andIwouldratherhavemydearboyhere。It'sanold-fashionednotion,Idaresay。Hewasalwaysfondofthesea。He's'——andhelookedwistfullyatWalter——he'sgladtogo。'
  `UncleSol!'criedWalter,quickly,`ifyousaythat,Iwon'tgo。No,CaptainCuttle,Iwon't。IfmyunclethinksIcouldbegladtoleavehim,thoughIwasgoingtobemadeGovernorofalltheIslandsintheWestIndies,that'senough。I'mafixture。'
  `Wal'r,mylad,'saidtheCaptain。`Steady!SolGills,takeanobservationofyournevy。'
  FollowingwithhiseyesthemajesticactionoftheCaptain'shook,theoldmanlookedatWalter。
  `Hereisacertaincraft,'saidtheCaptain,withamagnificentsenseoftheallegoryintowhichhewassoaring,`a-goingtoputoutonacertainvoyage。Whatnameiswroteuponthatcraftindelibly?IsitTheGay?or,'saidtheCaptain,raisinghisvoiceasmuchastosay,observethepointofthis,`isitTheGills?'
  `Ned,'saidtheoldman,drawingWaltertohisside,andtakinghisarmtenderlythroughhis,`Iknow。Iknow。OfcourseIknowthatWallyconsidersmemorethanhimselfalways。That'sinmymind。WhenIsayheisgladtogo,ImeanIhopeheis。Eh?lookyou,Ned,andyoutoo,Wally,mydear,thisisnewandunexpectedtome;andI'mafraidmybeingbehindthetime,andpoor,isatthebottomofit。Isitreallygoodfortuneforhim,doyoutellme,now?'saidtheoldman,lookinganxiouslyfromonetotheother。`Reallyandtruly?Isit?IcanreconcilemyselftoalmostanythingthatadvancesWally,butIwon'thaveWallyputtinghimselfatanydisadvantageforme,orkeepinganythingfromme。You,NedCuttle!'
  saidtheoldman,fasteningontheCaptain,tothemanifestconfusionofthatdiplomatist;`areyoudealingplainlybyyouroldfriend?Speakout,NedCuttle。Isthereanythingbehind?Oughthetogo?Howdoyouknowitfirst,andwhy?'
  Asitwasacontestofaffectionandself-denial,Walterstruckinwithinfiniteeffect,totheCaptain'srelief;andbetweenthemtheytolerablyreconciledoldSolGills,bycontinuedtalking,totheproject;
  orrathersoconfusedhim,thatnothing,noteventhepainofseparation,wasdistinctlycleartohismind。
  Hehadnotmuchtimetobalancethematter;forontheverynextday,WalterreceivedfromMr。CarkertheManager,thenecessarycredentialsforhispassageandoutfit,togetherwiththeinformationthattheSonandHeirwouldsaidinafortnight,orwithinadayortwoafterwardsatlatest。Inthehurryofpreparation:whichWalterpurposelyenhancedasmuchaspossible:theoldmanlostwhatlittleself-possessionheeverhad;andsothetimeofdeparturedrewonrapidly。
  TheCaptain,whodidnotfailtomakehimselfacquaintedwithallthatpassed,throughinquiriesofWalterfromdaytoday,foundthetimestilltendingontowardshisgoingaway,withoutanyoccasionofferingitself,orseeminglikelytoofferitself,forabetterunderstandingofhisposition。Itwasaftermuchconsiderationofthisfact,andmuchponderingoversuchanunfortunatecombinationofcircumstances,thatabrightideaoccurredtotheCaptain。SupposehemadeacallonMr。Carker,andtriedtofindoutfromhimhowthelandreallylay!
  CaptainCuttlelikedthisideaverymuch。Itcameuponhiminamomentofinspiration,ashewassmokinganearlypipeinBrigPlaceafterbreakfast;anditwasworthyofthetobacco。Itwouldquiethisconscience,whichwasanhonestone,andwasmadealittleuneasybywhatWalterhadconfidedtohim,andwhatSolGillshadsaid;anditwouldbeadeep,shrewdactoffriendship。HewouldsoundMr。Carkercarefully,andsaymuchorlittle,justashereadthatgentleman'scharacter,anddiscoveredthattheygotonwelltogetherorthereverse。
  AccordinglywithoutthefearofWalterbeforehiseyeswhoheknewwasathomepacking,CaptainCuttleagainassumedhisankle-jacksandmourningbrooch,andissuedforthonthissecondexpedition。Hepurchasednopropitiatorynosegayonthepresentoccasion,ashewasgoingtoaplaceofbusiness;butheputasmallsunflowerinhisbutton-holetogivehimselfanagreeablerelishofthecountry;andwiththis,andtheknobbystick,andtheglazedhat,boredownupontheofficesofDombeyandSon。
  Aftertakingaglassofwarmrum-and-wateratataverncloseby,tocollecthisthoughts,theCaptainmadearushdownthecourt,lestitsgoodeffectsshouldevaporate,andappearedsuddenlytoMr。Perch。
  `Matey,'saidtheCaptain,inpersuasiveaccents。`OneofyourGovernorsisnamedCarker。'
  Mr。Perchadmittedit;butgavehimtounderstand,asinofficialdutybound,thatallhisGovernorswereengaged,andneverexpectedtobedisengagedanymore。
  `Look'eehere,mate,'saidtheCaptaininhisear;`myname'sCap'enCuttle。'
  TheCaptainwouldhavehookedPerchgentlytohim,butMr。Percheludedtheattempt;notsomuchindesign,asinstartingatthesuddenthoughtthatsuchaweaponunexpectedlyexhibitedtoMrs。Perchmight,inherthencondition,bedestructivetothatlady'shopes。
  `Ifyou'llbesogoodasjustreportCap'enCuttlehere,whenyougetachance,'saidtheCaptain,`I'llwait。'
  Sayingwhich,theCaptaintookhisseatonMr。Perch'sbracket,anddrawingouthishandkerchieffromthecrownoftheglazedhat,whichhejammedbetweenhiskneeswithoutinjurytoitsshape,fornothinghumancouldbendit,rubbedhisheadwellallover,andappearedrefreshed。
  Hesubsequentlyarrangedhishairwithhishook,andsatlookingroundtheoffice,contemplatingtheclerkswithaserenerespect。
  TheCaptain'sequanimitywassoimpenetrable,andhewasaltogethersomysteriousabeing,thatPerchthemessengerwasdaunted。
  `Whatnamewasityousaid?'askedMr。Perch,bendingdownoverhimashesatonthebracket。
  `Cap'en,'inadeephoarsewhisper。
  `Yes,'saidMr。Perch,keepingtimewithhishead。
  `Cuttle。'
  `Oh!'saidMr。Perch,inthesametone,forhecaughtit,andcouldn'thelpit;theCaptain,inhisdiplomacy,wassoimpressive。`I'llseeifhe'sdisengagednow。Idon'tknow。Perhapshemaybeforaminute。'
  `Aye,aye,mylad,Iwon'tdetainhimlongerthanaminute,'saidtheCaptain,noddingwithalltheweightyimportancethathefeltwithinhim。Perch,soonreturning,said,`WillCaptainCuttlewalkthisway?'