ThisconductonthepartofMr。Carker,andherhabitofoftenconsideringitwithwonderanduneasiness,begantoinvesthimwithanuncomfortablefascinationinFlorence'sthoughts。Amoredistinctremembranceofhisfeatures,voice,andmanner:whichshesometimescourted,asameansofreducinghimtothelevelofarealpersonage,capableofexertingnogreatercharmoverherthananother:didnotremovethevagueimpression。
Andyetheneverfrowned,orlookeduponherwithanairofdislikeoranimosity,butwasalwayssmilingandserene。
Again,Florence,inpursuitofherstrongpurposewithreferencetoherfather,andhersteadyresolutiontobelievethatshewasherselfunwittinglytoblamefortheirsocoldanddistantrelations,wouldrecalltomindthatthisgentlemanwashisconfidentialfriend,andwouldthink,withananxiousheart,couldherstrugglingtendencytodislikeandfearhimbeapartofthatmisfortuneinher,whichhadturnedherfather'sloveadrift,andlefthersoalone?Shedreadedthatitmightbe;sometimesbelieveditwas:thensheresolvedthatshewouldtrytoconquerthiswrongfeeling;persuadedherselfthatshewashonouredandencouragedbythenoticeofherfather'sfriend;andhopedthatpatientobservationofhimandtrustinhimwouldleadherbleedingfeetalongthatstonyroadwhichendedinherfather'sheart。
Thus,withnoonetoadviseher——forshecouldadvisewithnoonewithoutseemingtocomplainagainsthim——gentleFlorencetossedonanuneasyseaofdoubtandhope;andMr。Carker,likeascalymonsterofthedeep,swamdownbelow,andkepthisshiningeyeuponher。
Florencehadanewreasoninallthisforwishingtobeathomeagain。Herlonelylifewasbettersuitedtohercourseoftimidhopeanddoubt;andshefearedsometimes,thatinherabsenceshemightmisssomehopefulchanceoftestifyingheraffectionforherfather。Heavenknows,shemighthavesethermindatrest,poorchild!onthislastpoint;butherslightedlovewasflutteringwithinher,and,eveninhersleep,itflewawayindreams,andnestled,likeawanderingbirdcomehome,uponherfather'sneck。
OfWaltershethoughtoften。Ah!howoften,whenthenightwasgloomy,andthewindwasblowingroundthehouse!Buthopewasstronginherbreast。Itissodifficultfortheyoungandardent,evenwithsuchexperienceashers,toimagineyouthandardourquenchedlikeaweakflame,andthebrightdayoflifemergingintonight,atnoon,thathopewasstrongyet。HertearsfellfrequentlyforWalter'ssufferings;butrarelyforhissupposeddeath,andneverlong。
ShehadwrittentotheoldInstrument-maker,buthadreceivednoanswertohernote:whichindeedrequirednone。ThusmattersstoodwithFlorenceonthemorningwhenshewasgoinghome,gladly,toheroldsecludedlife。
DoctorandMrs。Blimber,accompaniedmuchagainsthiswillbytheirvaluedcharge,MasterBarnet,werealreadygonebacktoBrighton,wherethatyounggentlemanandhisfellow-pilgrimstoParnassuswerethen,nodoubt,inthecontinualresumptionoftheirstudies。Theholidaytimewaspastandover;mostofthejuvenileguestsatthevillahadtakentheirdeparture:andFlorence'slongvisitwascometoanend。
Therewasoneguest,however,albeitnotresidentwithinthehouse,whohadbeenveryconstantinhisattentiontothefamily,andwhostillremaineddevotedtothem。ThiswasMr。Toots,whoafterrenewing,someweeksago,theacquaintancehehadhadthehappinessofformingwithSkettlesJunior,onthenightwhenhebursttheBlimberianbondsandsoaredintofreedomwithhisringon,calledregularlyeveryotherday,andleftaperfectpackofcardsatthehall-door;somanyindeed,thattheceremonywasquiteadealonthepartofMr。Toots,andahandatwhistonthepartoftheservant。
Mr。Toots,likewise,withtheboldandhappyideaofpreventingthefamilyfromforgettinghimbutthereisreasontosupposethatthisexpedientoriginatedintheteemingbrainoftheChicken,hadestablishedasix-oaredcutter,mannedbyaquaticfriendsoftheChicken'sandsteeredbythatillustriouscharacterinperson,whoworeabrightredfireman'scoatforthepurpose,andconcealedtheperpetualblackeyewithwhichhewasafflicted,beneathagreenshade。Previoustotheinstitutionofthisequipage,Mr。TootssoundedtheChickenonahypotheticalcase,as,supposingtheChickentobeenamouredofayoungladynamedMary,andtohaveconceivedtheintentionofstartingaboatofhisown,whatwouldhecallthatboat?TheChickenreplied,withdiversstrongasseverations,thathewouldeitherchristenitPollorTheChicken'sDelight。Improvingonthisidea,Mr。Toots,afterdeepstudyandtheexerciseofmuchinvention,resolvedtocallhisboatTheToots'sJoy,asadelicatecomplimenttoFlorence,ofwhichnomanknowingtheparties,couldpossiblymisstheappreciation。
Stretchedonacrimsoncushioninhisgallantbark,withhisshoesintheair,Mr。Toots,intheexerciseofhisproject,hadcomeuptheriver,dayafterday,andweekafterweek,andhadflittedtoandfro,nearSirBarnet'sgarden,andhadcausedhiscrewtocutacrossandacrosstheriveratsharpangles,forhisbetterexhibitiontoanylookers-outfromSirBarnet'swindows,andhadhadsuchevolutionsperformedbytheToots'sJoyashadfilledalltheneighbouringpartofthewater-sidewithastonishment。ButwheneverhesawanyoneinSirBarnet'sgardenonthebrinkoftheriver,Mr。Tootsalwaysfeignedtobepassingthere,byacombinationofcoincidencesofthemostsingularandunlikelydescription。
`Howareyou,Toots?'SirBarnetwouldsay,wavinghishandfromthelawn,whiletheartfulChickensteeredcloseinshore。
`Howdedo,SirBarnet?'Mr。Tootswouldanswer,`WhatasurprisingthingthatIshouldseeyouhere!'
Mr。Toots,inhissagacity,alwayssaidthis,asif,insteadofthatbeingSirBarnet'shouse,itweresomedesertededificeonthebanksoftheNile,orGanges。
`Ineverwassosurprised!'Mr。Tootswouldexclaim——`IsMissDombeythere?'
WhereuponFlorencewouldappear,perhaps。
`Oh,Diogenesisquitewell,MissDombey,'Mr。Tootswouldcry。
`Icalledtoaskthismorning。'
`Thankyouverymuch!'thepleasantvoiceofFlorencewouldreply。
`Won'tyoucomeashore,Toots?'SirBarnetwouldsaythen。`Come!
you'reinnohurry。Comeandseeus。'
`Oh,it'sofnoconsequence,thankyou!'Mr。Tootswouldblushinglyrejoin。`IthoughtMissDombeymightliketoknow,that'sall。Good-bye!'
AndpoorMr。Toots,whowasdyingtoaccepttheinvitation,buthadn'tthecouragetodoit,signedtotheChicken,withanachingheart,andawaywenttheJoy,cleavingthewaterlikeanarrow。
TheJoywaslyinginastateofextraordinarysplendour,atthegardensteps,onthemorningofFlorence'sdeparture。Whenshewentdownstairstotakeleave,afterhertalkwithSusan,shefoundMr。Tootsawaitingherinthedrawing-room。
`Oh,howdedo,MissDombey?'saidthestrickenToots,alwaysdreadfullydisconcertedwhenthedesireofhisheartwasgained,andhewasspeakingtoher;`thankyou,I'mverywellindeed,Ihopeyou'rethesame,sowasDiogenesyesterday。'
`Youareverykind,'saidFlorence。
`Thankyou,it'sofnoconsequence,'retortedMr。Toots。`Ithoughtperhapsyouwouldn'tmind,inthisfineweather,cominghomebywater,MissDombey。There'splentyofroomintheboatforyourmaid。'
`Iamverymuchobligedtoyou,'saidFlorence,hesitating。`I
reallyam——butIwouldrathernot。'
`Oh,it'sofnoconsequence,'retortedMr。Toots。`Goodmorning!'
`Won'tyouwaitandseeLadySkettles?'askedFlorence,kindly。
`Ohno,thankyou,'returnedMr。Toots,`it'sofnoconsequenceatall。'
SoshywasMr。Tootsonsuchoccasions,andsoflurried!ButLadySkettlesenteringatthemoment,Mr。Tootswassuddenlyseizedwithapassionforaskingherhowshedid,andhopingshewasverywell;norcouldMr。
Tootsbyanypossibilityleaveoffshakinghandswithher,untilSirBarnetappeared:towhomheimmediatelyclungwiththetenacityofdesperation。
`Wearelosing,to-day,Toots,'saidSirBarnet,turningtowardsFlorence,`thelightofourhouse,Iassureyou。'
`Oh,it'sofnoconseqImeanyes,tobesure,'falteredtheembarrassedToots。`GOODmorning!'
Notwithstandingtheemphaticnatureofthisfarewell,Mr。Toots,insteadofgoingaway,stoodleeringabouthim,vacantly。Florence,torelievehim,badeadieu,withmanythanks,toLadySkettles,andgaveherarmtoSirBarnet。
`MayIbegofyou,mydearMissDombey,'saidherhost,asheconductedhertothecarriage,`topresentmybestcomplimentstoyourdearPapa?'
ItwasdistressingtoFlorencetoreceivethecommission,forshefeltasifshewereimposingonSirBarnetbyallowinghimtobelievethatakindnessrenderedtoher,wasrenderedtoherfather。Asshecouldnotexplain,however,shebowedherheadandthankedhim;andagainshethoughtthatthedullhome,freefromsuchembarrassments,andsuchremindersofhersorrow,washernaturalandbestretreat。
Suchofherlatefriendsandcompanionsaswereyetremainingatthevilla,camerunningfromwithin,andfromthegarden,tosaygood-bye。
Theywereallattachedtoher,andveryearnestintakingleaveofher。
Eventhehouseholdweresorryforhergoing,andtheservantscamenoddingandcurtseyingroundthecarriagedoor。AsFlorencelookedroundonthekindfaces,andsawamongthemthoseofSirBarnetandhislady,andofMr。Toots,whowaschucklingandstaringatherfromadistance,shewasremindedofthenightwhenPaulandshehadcomefromDoctorBlimber's:
andwhenthecarriagedroveaway,herfacewaswetwithtears。
Sorrowfultears,buttearsofconsolation,too;forallthesoftermemoriesconnectedwiththedulloldhousetowhichshewasreturningmadeitdeartoher,astheyroseup。Howlongitseemedsinceshehadwanderedthroughthesilentrooms:sinceshehadlastcrept,softlyandafraid,intothoseherfatheroccupied:sinceshehadfeltthesolemnbutyetsoothinginfluenceofthebeloveddeadineveryactionofherdailylife!Thisnewfarewellremindedher,besides,ofherpartingwithpoorWalter:ofhislooksandwordsthatnight:andofthegraciousblendingshehadnoticedinhim,oftendernessforthoseheleftbehind,withcourageandhighspirit。
Hislittlehistorywasassociatedwiththeoldhousetoo,andgaveitanewclaimandholduponherheart。
EvenSusanNippersoftenedtowardsthehomeofsomanyyears,astheywereontheirwaytowardsit。Gloomyasitwas,andrigidjusticeassherenderedtoitsgloom,sheforgaveitagreatdeal。`Ishallbegladtoseeitagain,Idon'tdeny,Miss,'saidtheNipper。`Thereain'tmuchinittoboastof,butIwouldn'thaveitburntorpulleddown,neither!'
`You'llbegladtogothroughtheoldrooms,won'tyou,Susan?'
saidFlorence,smiling。
`Well,Miss,'returnedtheNipper,softeningmoreandmoretowardsthehouse,astheyapproacheditnearer,`Iwon'tdenybutwhatIshall,thoughIshallhate'emagain,to-morrow,verylikely。'
Florencefeltthat,forher,therewasgreaterpeacewithinitthanelsewhere。Itwasbetterandeasiertokeephersecretshutupthere,amongthetalldarkwalls,thantocarryitabroadintothelight,andtrytohideitfromacrowdofhappyeyes。Itwasbettertopursuethestudyofherlovingheart,alone,andfindnonewdiscouragementsinlovingheartsabouther。Itwaseasiertohope,andpray,andloveon,alluncaredfor,yetwithconstancyandpatience,inthetranquilsanctuaryofsuchremembrances:althoughitmouldered,rusted,anddecayedabouther:thaninanewscene,letitsgaietybewhatitwould。Shewelcomedbackheroldenchanteddreamoflife,andlongedfortheolddarkdoortocloseuponher,onceagain。
Fullofsuchthoughts,theyturnedintothelongandsombrestreet。
Florencewasnotonthatsideofthecarriagewhichwasnearesttoherhome,andasthedistancelessenedbetweenthemandit,shelookedoutofherwindowforthechildrenovertheway。
Shewasthusengaged,whenanexclamationfromSusancausedhertoturnquicklyround。
`Why,Graciousme!'criedSusan,breathless,`where'sourhouse!'
`Ourhouse!'saidFlorence。
Susan,drawinginherheadfromthewindow,thrustitoutagain,drewitinagainasthecarriagestopped,andstaredathermistressinamazement。
Therewasalabyrinthofscaffoldingraisedallroundthehousefromthebasementtotheroof。Loadsofbricksandstones,andheapsofmortar,andpilesofwood,blockeduphalfthewidthandlengthofthebroadstreetattheside。Ladderswereraisedagainstthewalls:labourerswereclimbingupanddown;menwereatworkuponthestepsofthescaffolding:
paintersanddecoratorswerebusyinside;greatrollsofornamentalpaperwerebeingdeliveredfromacartatthedoor;anupholsterer'swaggonalsostoppedtheway;nofurniturewastobeseenthroughthegapingandbrokenwindowsinanyoftherooms;nothingbutworkmen,andtheimplementsoftheirseveraltradesswarmingfromthekitchenstothegarrets。Insideandoutsidealike:bricklayers,painters,carpenters,masons:hammer,hod,brush,pickaxe,saw,andtrowel:allatworktogether,infullchorus。
Florencedescendedfromthecoach,halfdoubtingifitwere,orcouldbetherighthouse,untilsherecognizedTowlinson,withasun-burntface,standingatthedoortoreceiveher。
`Thereisnothingthematter?'inquiredFlorence。
`Ohno,Miss。'
`Therearegreatalterationsgoingon。'
`Yes,Miss,greatalterations,'saidTowlinson。
Florencepassedhimasifshewereinadream,andhurriedupstairs。Thegarishlightwasinthelong-darkeneddrawing-room,andtherewerestepsandplatforms,andmeninpapercaps,inthehighplaces。Hermother'spicturewasgonewiththerestofthemoveables,andonthemarkwhereithadbeen,wasscrawledinchalk,`thisroomin-panel。Greenandgold。'Thestaircasewasalabyrinthofpostsandplanksliketheout-sideofthehouse,andawholeOlympusofplumbersandglazierswasreclininginvariousattitudes,ontheskylight。Herownroomwasnotyettouchedwithin,buttherewerebeamsandboardsraisedagainstitwithout,baulkingthedaylight。Shewentupswiftlytothatotherbedroom,wherethelittlebedwas;andadarkgiantofamanwithapipeinhismouth,andhisheadtiedupinapocket-handkerchief,wasstaringinatthewindow。
ItwasherethatSusanNipper,whohadbeeninquestofFlorence,foundher,andsaid,wouldshegodownstairstoherPapa,whowishedtospeaktoher。
`Athome!andwishingtospeaktome!'criedFlorence,trembling。
Susan,whowasinfinitelymoredistraughtthanFlorenceherself,repeatedhererrand;andFlorence,paleandagitated,hurrieddownagain,withoutamoment'shesitation。Shethoughtuponthewaydown,wouldshedaretokisshim?Thelongingofherheartresolvedher,andshethoughtshewould。
Herfathermighthaveheardthatheartbeat,whenitcameintohispresence。Oneinstant,anditwouldhavebeatagainsthisbreast——
Buthewasnotalone。Thereweretwoladiesthere;andFlorencestopped。Strivingsohardwithheremotion,thatifherbrutefriendDihadnotburstinandoverwhelmedherwithhiscaressesasawelcomehome——atwhichoneoftheladiesgavealittlescream,andthatdivertedherattentionfromherself——shewouldhaveswooneduponthefloor。
`Florence,'saidherfather,puttingouthishand:sostifflythatitheldheroff:`howdoyoudo?'
Florencetookthehandbetweenherown,andputtingittimidlytoherlips,yieldedtoitswithdrawal。Ittouchedthedoorinshuttingit,withquiteasmuchendearmentasithadtouchedher。
`Whatdogisthat?'saidMr。Dombey,displeased。
`Itisadog,Papa——fromBrighton。'
`Well!'saidMr。Dombey;andacloudpassedoverhisface,forheunderstoodher。
`Heisverygood-tempered,'saidFlorence,addressingherselfwithhernaturalgraceandsweetnesstothetwoladystrangers。`Heisonlygladtoseeme。Prayforgivehim。'
Shesawintheglancetheyinterchanged,thattheladywhohadscreamed,andwhowasseated,wasold;andthattheotherlady,whostoodnearherPapa,wasverybeautiful,andofanelegantfigure。
`Mrs。Skewton,'saidherfather,turningtothefirst,andholdingouthishand,`thisismydaughterFlorence。'
`Charming,Iamsure,'observedthelady,puttingupherglass。
`Sonatural!MydarlingFlorence,youmustkissme,ifyouplease。'
Florencehavingdoneso,turnedtowardstheotherlady,bywhomherfatherstoodwaiting。
`Edith,'saidMr。Dombey,`thisismydaughterFlorence。Florence,thisladywillsoonbeyourMama。'
Florencestarted,andlookedupatthebeautifulfaceinaconflictofemotions,amongwhichthetearsthatnameawakened,struggledforamomentwithsurprise,interest,admiration,andanindefinablesortoffear。Thenshecriedout,`Oh,Papa,mayyoubehappy!mayyoubevery,veryhappyallyourlife!'andthenfellweepingonthelady'sbosom。
Therewasashortsilence。Thebeautifullady,whoatfirsthadseemedtohesitatewhetherornosheshouldadvancetoFlorence,heldhertoherbreast,andpressedthehandwithwhichsheclaspedher,closeaboutherwaist,asiftoreassureherandcomforther。Notonewordpassedthelady'slips。ShebentherheaddownoverFlorence,andshekissedheronthecheek,butshesaidnoword。
`Shallwegoonthroughtherooms,'saidMr。Dombey,`andseehowourworkmenaredoing?Prayallowme,mydearmadam。'
HesaidthisinofferinghisarmtoMrs。Skewton,whohadbeenlookingatFlorencethroughherglass,asthoughpicturingtoherselfwhatshemightbemade,bythefashion——fromherowncopiousstorehouse,nodoubt——ofalittlemoreHeartandNature。Florencewasstillsobbingonthelady'sbreast,andholdingtoher,whenMr。DombeywasheardtosayfromtheConservatory:
`LetusaskEdith。Dearme,whereisshe?'
`Edith,mydear!'criedMrs。Skewton,`whereareyou?LookingforMr。Dombeysomewhere,Iknow。Wearehere,mylove。'
ThebeautifulladyreleasedherholdofFlorence,andpressingherlipsoncemoreuponherface,withdrewhurriedly,andjoinedthem。
Florenceremainedstandinginthesameplace:happy,sorry,joyful,andintears,sheknewnothow,orhowlong,butallatonce:whenhernewMamacameback,andtookherinherarmsagain。
`Florence,'saidthelady,hurriedly,andlookingintoherfacewithgreatearnestness。`Youwillnotbeginbyhatingme?'
`Byhatingyou,Mama?'criedFlorence,windingherarmroundherneck,andreturningthelook。
`Hush!Beginbythinkingwellofme,'saidthebeautifullady。
`BeginbybelievingthatIwilltrytomakeyouhappy,andthatIampreparedtoloveyou,Florence。Good-bye。Weshallmeetagainsoon。Good-bye!Don'tstayhere,now。'
Againshepressedhertoherbreast——shehadspokeninarapidmanner,butfirmly——andFlorencesawherrejointhemintheotherroom。
AndnowFlorencebegantohopethatshewouldlearnfromhernewandbeautifulMama,howtogainherfather'slove;andinhersleepthatnight,inherlostoldhome,herownMamasmiledradiantlyuponthehope,andblessedit。DreamingFlorence!
[NextChapter][TableofContents]DICKENS:DombeyandSon,Chapter29[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERXXIXTheOpeningoftheEyesofMrs。ChickMISSTOX,allunconsciousofanysuchrareappearancesinconnexionwithMr。Dombey'shouse,asscaffoldingsandladders,andmenwiththeirheadstiedupinpocket-handkerchiefs,glaringinatthewindowslikeflyinggeniiorstrangebirds,——havingbreakfastedonemorningataboutthiseventfulperiodoftime,onhercustomaryviands;towit,oneFrenchrollrasped,oneeggnewlaidorwarrantedtobe,andonelittlepotoftea,whereinwasinfusedonelittlesilverscoopfulofthatherbonbehalfofMissTox,andonelittlesilverscoopfulonbehalfoftheteapot——aflightoffancyinwhichgoodhousekeepersdelight;wentupstairstosetforththebirdwaltzontheharpsichord,towaterandarrangetheplants,todustthenick-nacks,andaccordingtoherdailycustom,tomakeherlittledrawing-roomthegarlandofPrincess'sPlace。
MissToxenduedherselfwithapairofancientgloves,likedeadleaves,inwhichshewasaccustomedtoperformtheseavocations——hiddenfromhumansightatothertimesinatabledrawer——andwentmethodicallytowork;beginningwiththebirdwaltz;passing,byanaturalassociationofideas,toherbird——averyhigh-shoulderedcanary,strickeninyears,andmuchrumpled,butapiercingsinger,asPrincess'sPlacewellknew;
taking,nextinorder,thelittlechinaornaments,paperfly-cages,andsoforth;andcominground,ingoodtime,totheplants,whichgenerallyrequiredtobesnippedhereandtherewithapairofscissors,forsomebotanicalreasonthatwasverypowerfulwithMissTox。
MissToxwasslowincomingtotheplants,thismorning。Theweatherwaswarm,thewindsoutherly;andtherewasasighofthesummer-timeinPrincess'sPlace,thatturnedMissTox'sthoughtsuponthecountry。Thepot-boyattachedtothePrincess'sArmshadcomeoutwithacanandtrickledwater,inaflowingpattern,alloverPrincess'sPlace,anditgavetheweedygroundafreshscent——quiteagrowingscent,MissToxsaid。Therewasatinyblinkofsunpeepinginfromthegreatstreetroundthecorner,andthesmokysparrowshoppedoveritandbackagain,brighteningastheypassed:orbathedinit,likeastream,andbecameglorifiedsparrows,unconnectedwithchimneys。LegendsinpraiseofGinger-Beer,withpictorialrepresentationsofthirstycustomerssubmergedintheeffervescence,orstunnedbytheflyingcorks,wereconspicuousinthewindowofthePrincess'sArms。Theyweremakinglatehay,somewhereoutoftown;andthoughthefragrancehadalongwaytocome,andmanycounterfragrancestocontendwithamongthedwellingsofthepoormayGodrewardtheworthygentlemenwhostickleforthePlagueaspartandparcelofthewisdomofourancestors,andwhodotheirlittlebesttokeepthosedwellingsmiserable!,yetitwaswaftedfaintlyintoPrincess'sPlace,whisperingofNatureandherwholesomeair,assuchthingswill,evenuntoprisonersandcaptives,andthosewhoaredesolateandoppressed,inveryspiteofaldermenandknightstoboot:atwhosesagenod——andhowtheynod!——therollingworldstandsstill!
MissToxsatdownuponthewidow-seat,andthoughtofhergoodpapadeceased——Mr。Tox,oftheCustomsDepartmentofthepublicservice;
andofherchildhood,passedataseaport,amongaconsiderablequantityofcoldtar,andsomerusticity。Shefellintoasoftenedremembranceofmeadows,inoldtime,gleamingwithbuttercups,likesomanyinvertedfirmamentsofgoldenstars;andhowshehadmadechainsofdandelion-stalksforyouthfulvowersofeternalconstancy,dressedchieflyinnankeen;andhowsoonthosefettershadwitheredandbroken。
Sittingonthewindow-seat,andlookingoutuponthesparrowsandtheblinkofsun,MissToxthoughtlikewiseofhergoodmamadeceased——sistertotheownerofthepowderedheadandpigtail——ofhervirtuesandherrheumatism。
Andwhenamanwithbulgylegs,andaroughvoice,andaheavybasketonhisheadthatcrushedhishatintoamereblackmuffin,camecryingflowersdownPrincess'sPlace,makinghistimidlittlerootsofdaisiesshudderinthevibrationofeveryyellhegave,asthoughhehadbeenanogre,hawkinglittlechildren,summerrecollectionsweresostronguponMissTox,thatsheshookherhead,andmurmuredshewouldbecomparativelyoldbeforesheknewit——whichseemedlikely。
Inherpensivemood,MissTox'sthoughtswentwanderingonMr。Dombey'strack;probablybecausetheMajorhadreturnedhometohislodgingsopposite,andhadjustbowedtoherfromhiswindow。WhatotherreasoncouldMissToxhaveforconnectingMr。Dombeywithhersummerdaysanddandelionfetters?
Washemorecheerful?thoughtMissTox。Washereconciledtothedecreesoffate?Wouldheevermarryagain?andifyes,whom?Whatsortofpersonnow!
Aflush——itwaswarmweather——overspreadMissTox'sface,as,whileentertainingthesemeditations,sheturnedherhead,andwassurprisedbythereflectionofherthoughtfulimageinthechimney-glass。AnotherflushsucceededwhenshesawalittlecarriagedriveintoPrincess'sPlace,andmakestraightforherowndoor。MissToxarose,tookupherscissorshastily,andsocoming,atlast,totheplants,wasverybusywiththemwhenMrs。Chickenteredtheroom。
`Howismysweetestfriend!'exclaimedMissTox,withopenarms。
AlittlestatelinesswasmingledwithMissTox'ssweetestfriend'sdemeanour,butshekissedMissTox,andsaid,`Lucretia,thankyou,Iamprettywell。Ihopeyouarethesame。Hem!'
Mrs。Chickwaslabouringunderapeculiarlittlemonosyllabiccough;asortofprimer,oreasyintroductiontotheartofcoughing。
`Youcallveryearly,andhowkindthatis,mydear!'pursuedMissTox。`Now,haveyoubreakfasted?'
`Thankyou,Lucretia,'saidMrs。Chick。`Ihave。Itookanearlybreakfast'——thegoodladyseemedcuriousonthesubjectofPrincess'sPlace,andlookedallrounditasshespoke——`withmybrother,whohascomehome。'
`Heisbetter,Itrust,mylove,'falteredMissTox。
`Heisgreatlybetter,thankyou。Hem!'
`MydearLouisamustbecarefulofthatcough,'remarkedMissTox。
`It'snothing,'returnedMrs。Chick。`It'smerelychangeofweather。
Wemustexpectchange。'
`Ofweather?'askedMissTox,inhersimplicity。
`Ofeverything,'returnedMrs。Chick。`Ofcoursewemust。It'saworldofchange。Anyonewouldsurprisemeverymuch,Lucretia,andwouldgreatlyaltermyopinionoftheirunderstanding,iftheyattemptedtocontradictorevadewhatissoperfectlyevident。Change!'exclaimedMrs。Chick,withseverephilosophy。`Why,mygraciousme,whatistherethatdoesnotchange!eventhesilkworm,whoIamsuremightbesupposednottotroubleitselfaboutsuchsubjects,changesintoallsortsofunexpectedthingscontinually。'
`MyLouisa,'saidthemildMissTox,`iseverhappyinherillustrations。'
`Youaresokind,Lucretia,'returnedMrs。Chick,alittlesoftened,`astosayso,andtothinkso,Ibelieve。Ihopeneitherofusmayeverhaveanycausetolessenouropinionoftheother,Lucretia。'
`Iamsureofit,'returnedMissTox。
Mrs。Chickcoughedasbefore,anddrewlinesonthecarpetwiththeivoryendofherparasol。MissTox,whohadexperienceofherfairfriend,andknewthatunderthepressureofanyslightfatigueorvexationshewaspronetoadiscursivekindofirritability,availedherselfofthepause,tochangethesubject。
`Pardonme,mydearLouisa,'saidMissTox,`buthaveIcaughtsightofthemanlyformofMr。Chickinthecarriage?'
`Heisthere,'saidMrs。Chick,`butprayleavehimthere。Hehashisnewspaper,andwouldbequitecontentedforthenexttwohours。
Goonwithyourflowers,Lucretia,andallowmetosithereandrest。'
`MyLouisaknows,'observedMissTox,`thatbetweenfriendslikeourselves,anyapproachtoceremonywouldbeoutofthequestion。Therefore——'
ThereforeMissToxfinishedthesentence,notinwordsbutaction;andputtingonherglovesagain,whichshehadtakenoff,andarmingherselfoncemorewithherscissors,begantosnipandclipamongtheleaveswithmicroscopicindustry。
`Florencehasreturnedhomealso,'saidMrs。Chick,aftersittingsilentforsometime,withherheadononeside,andherparasolsketchingonthefloor;`andreallyFlorenceisagreatdealtoooldnow,tocontinuetoleadthatsolitarylifetowhichshehasbeenaccustomed。Ofcoursesheis。Therecanbenodoubtaboutit。Ishouldhaveverylittlerespect,indeed,foranybodywhocouldadvocateadifferentopinion。Whatevermywishesmightbe,Icouldnotrespectthem。Wecannotcommandourfeelingstosuchanextentasthat。'
MissToxassented,withoutbeingparticularastotheintelligibilityoftheproposition。
`Ifshe'sastrangegirl,'saidMrs。Chick,`andifmybrotherPaulcannotfeelperfectlycomfortableinhersociety,afterallthesadthingsthathavehappened,andalltheterribledisappointmentsthathavebeenundergone,then,whatisthereply?Thathemustmakeaneffort。Thatheisboundtomakeaneffort。Wehavealwaysbeenafamilyremarkableforeffort。Paulisattheheadofthefamily;almosttheonlyrepresentativeofitleft——forwhatamI——Iamofnoconsequence——'
`Mydearestlove,'remonstratedMissTox。
Mrs。Chickdriedhereyes,whichwere,forthemoment,overflowing;
andproceeded:
`Andconsequentlyheismorethaneverboundtomakeaneffort。
Andthoughhishavingdoneso,comesuponmewithasortofshock——formineisaveryweakandfoolishnature;whichisanythingbutablessingIamsure;Ioftenwishmyheartwasamarbleslab,orapaving-stone——'
`MysweetLouisa,'remonstratedMissToxagain。
`Still,itisatriumphtometoknowthatheissotruetohimself,andtohisnameofDombey;although,ofcourse,Ialwaysknewhewouldbe。Ionlyhope,'saidMrs。Chick,afterapause,`thatshemaybeworthyofthenametoo。'
MissToxfilledalittlegreenwatering-potfromajug,andhappeningtolookupwhenshehaddoneso,wassosurprisedbytheamountofexpressionMrs。Chickhadconveyedintoherface,andwasbestowinguponher,thatsheputthelittlewatering-potonthetableforthepresent,andsatdownnearit。
`MydearLouisa,'saidMissTox,`willitbetheleastsatisfactiontoyou,ifIventuretoobserveinreferencetothatremark,thatI,asahumbleindividual,thinkyoursweetnieceineverywaymostpromising?'
`Whatdoyoumean,Lucretia?'returnedMrs。Chick,withincreasedstatelinessofmanner。`Towhatremarkofmine,mydear,doyourefer?'
`Herbeingworthyofhername,mylove。'repliedMissTox。
`If,'saidMrs。Chick,withsolemnpatience,`Ihavenotexpressedmyselfwithclearness,Lucretia,thefaultofcourseismine。Thereis,perhaps,noreasonwhyIshouldexpressmyselfatall,excepttheintimacythathassubsistedbetweenus,andwhichIverymuchhope,Lucretia——confidentlyhope——nothingwilloccurtodisturb。Because,whyshouldIdoanythingelse?Thereisnoreason;itwouldbeabsurd。ButIwishtoexpressmyselfclearly,Lucretia;andthereforetogobacktothatremark,ImustbegtosaythatitwasnotintendedtorelatetoFlorence,inanyway。'
`Indeed!'returnedMissTox。
`No,'saidMrs。Chickshortlyanddecisively。
`Pardonme,mydear,'rejoinedhermeekfriend;`butIcannothaveunderstoodit。IfearIamdull。'
Mrs。Chicklookedroundtheroomandovertheway;attheplants,atthebird,atthewatering-pot,atalmosteverythingwithinview,exceptMissTox;andfinallydroppingherglanceuponMissTox,foramoment,onitswaytotheground,said,lookingmeanwhilewithelevatedeyebrowsatthecarpet:
`WhenIspeak,Lucretia,ofherbeingworthyofthename,IspeakofmybrotherPaul'ssecondwife。IbelieveIhavealreadysaid,ineffect,ifnotintheverywordsInowuse,thatitishisintentiontomarryasecondwife。'
MissToxleftherseatinahurry,andreturnedtoherplants;
clippingamongthestemsandleaves,withaslittlefavourasabarberworkingatsomanypauperheadsofhair。
`Whethershewillbefullysensibleofthedistinctionconferreduponher,'saidMrs。Chick,inaloftytone,`isquiteanotherquestion。
Ihopeshemaybe。Weareboundtothinkwellofoneanotherinthisworld,andIhopeshemaybe。Ihavenotbeenadvisedwithmyself。IfIhadbeenadvisedwith,Ihavenodoubtmyadvicewouldhavebeencavalierlyreceived,andthereforeitisinfinitelybetterasitis。Imuchpreferitasitis。'
MissTox,withheadbentdown,stillclippedamongtheplants。
Mrs。Chick,withenergeticshakingsofherownheadfromtimetotime,continuedtoholdforth,asifindefianceofsomebody。
`IfmybrotherPaulhadconsultedwithme,whichhesometimesdoes——orrather,sometimesusedtodo;forhewillnaturallydothatnomorenow,andthisisacircumstancewhichIregardasarelieffromresponsibility,'
saidMrs。Chick,hysterically,`forIthankHeavenIamnotjealous——'
hereMrs。Chickagainshedtears:`ifmybrotherPaulhadcometome,andhadsaid,“Louisa,whatkindofqualitieswouldyouadvisemetolookoutfor,inawife?”Ishouldcertainlyhaveanswered,“Paul,youmusthavefamily,youmusthavebeauty,youmusthavedignity,youmusthaveconnexion。“
ThosearethewordsIshouldhaveused。Youmighthaveledmetotheblockimmediatelyafterwards,'saidMrs。Chick,asifthatconsequencewerehighlyprobable,`butIshouldhaveusedthem。Ishouldhavesaid,“Paul!Youtomarryasecondtimewithoutfamily!Youtomarrywithoutbeauty!Youtomarrywithoutdignity!Youtomarrywithoutconnexion!Thereisnobodyintheworld,notmad,whocoulddreamofdaringtoentertainsuchapreposterousidea!”'
MissToxstoppedclipping;andwithherheadamongtheplants,listenedattentively。PerhapsMissToxthoughttherewashopeinthisexordium,andthewarmthofMrs。Chick。
`Ishouldhaveadoptedthiscourseofargument,'pursuedthediscreetlady,`becauseItrustIamnotafool。Imakenoclaimtobeconsideredapersonofsuperiorintellect——thoughIbelievesomepeoplehavebeenextraordinaryenoughtoconsidermeso;onesolittlehumouredasIam,wouldverysoonbedisabusedofanysuchnotion;butItrustIamnotadownrightfool。AndtotellME,'saidMrs。Chickwithineffabledisdain,`thatmybrotherPaulDombeycouldevercontemplatethepossibilityofunitinghimselftoanybody——Idon'tcarewho'——shewasmoresharpandemphaticinthatshortclausethaninanyotherpartofherdiscourse——`notpossessingtheserequisites,wouldbetoinsultwhatunderstandingIhavegot,asmuchasifIwastobetoldthatIwasbornandbredanelephant,whichImaybetoldnext,'saidMrs。Chick,withresignation。`Itwouldn'tsurprisemeatall。Iexpectit。'
Inthemoment'ssilencethatensued,MissTox'sscissorsgaveafeeblecliportwo:butMissTox'sfacewasstillin-visible,andMissTox'smorninggownwasagitated。Mrs。Chicklookedsidewaysather,throughtheinterveningplants,andwentontosay,inatoneofblandconviction,andasonedwellingonapointoffactthathardlyrequiredtobestated:
`Therefore,ofcoursemybrotherPaulhasdonewhatwastobeexpectedofhim,andwhatanybodymighthaveforeseenhewoulddo,ifheenteredthemarriagestateagain。Iconfessittakesmeratherbysurprise,howevergratifying;becausewhenPaulwentoutoftownIhadnoideaatallthathewouldformanyattachmentoutoftown,andhecertainlyhadnoattachmentwhenhelefthere。However,itseemstobeextremelydesirableineverypointofview。Ihavenodoubtthemotherisamostgenteelandelegantcreature,andIhavenorightwhatevertodisputethepolicyofherlivingwiththem:whichisPaul'saffair,notmine——andastoPaul'schoice,herself,Ihaveonlyseenherpictureyet,butthatisbeautifulindeed。Hernameisbeautifultoo,'saidMrs。Chick,shakingherheadwithenergy,andarrangingherselfinherchair;`Edithisatonceuncommon,asitstrikeme,anddistinguished。Consequently,Lucretia,Ihavenodoubtyouwillbehappytohearthatthemarriageistotakeplaceimmediately——ofcourse,youwill:'greatemphasisagain:`andthatyouaredelightedwiththischangeintheconditionofmybrother,whohasshownyouagreatdealofpleasantattentionatvarioustimes。'
MissToxmadenoverbalanswer,buttookupthelittlewatering-potwithatremblinghand,andlookedvacantlyroundasifconsideringwhatarticleoffurniturewouldbeimprovedbythecontents。TheroomdooropeningatthiscrisisofMissTox'sfeelings,shestarted,laughedaloud,andfellintothearmsofthepersonentering;happilyinsensiblealikeofMrs。Chick'sindignantcountenanceandoftheMajorathiswindowovertheway,whohadhisdouble-barrelledeye-glassinfullaction,andwhosefaceandfigureweredilatedwithMephistopheleanjoy。
NotsotheexpatriatedNative,amazedsupporterofMissTox'sswooningform,who,comingstraightupstairs,withapoliteinquirytouchingMissTox'shealthinexactpursuanceoftheMajor'smaliciousinstructions,hadaccidentallyarrivedintheverynickoftimetocatchthedelicateburdeninhisarms,andtoreceivethecontentsofthelittlewatering-potinhisshoe;bothofwhichcircumstances,coupledwithhisconsciousnessofbeingcloselywatchedbythewrathfulMajor,whohadthreatenedtheusualpenaltyinregardofeveryboneinhisskinincaseofanyfailure,combinedtorenderhimamovingspectacleofmentalandbodilydistress。
Forsomemoments,thisafflictedforeignerremainedclaspingMissToxtohisheart,withanenergyofactioninremarkableoppositiontohisdisconcertedface,whilethatpoorladytrickledslowlydownuponhimtheverylastsprinklingsofthelittlewatering-pot,asifhewereadelicateexoticwhichindeedhewas,andmightbealmostexpectedtoblowwhilethegentleraindescended。Mrs。Chick,atlengthrecoveringsufficientpresenceofmindtointerpose,commandedhimtodropMissToxuponthesofaandwithdraw;andtheexilepromptlyobeying,sheappliedherselftopromoteMissTox'srecovery。
ButnoneofthatgentleconcernwhichusuallycharacterisesthedaughtersofEveintheirtendingofeachother;noneofthatfreemasonryinfainting,bywhichtheyaregenerallyboundtogetherinamysteriousbondofsisterhood;wasvisibleinMrs。Chick'sdemeanour。Ratherliketheexecutionerwhorestoresthevictimtosensationprevioustoproceedingwiththetortureorwaswonttodoso,inthegoodoldtimesforwhichalltruemenwearperpetualmourning,didMrs。Chickadministerthesmelling-bottle,theslappingonthehands,thedashingofcoldwaterontheface,andtheotherprovedremedies。Andwhen,atlength,MissToxopenedhereyes,andgraduallybecamerestoredtoanimationandconsciousness,Mrs。Chickdrewoffasformacriminal,andreversingtheprecedentofthemurderedkingofDenmark,regardedhermoreinangerthaninsorrow。
`Lucretia!'saidMrs。Chick。`IwillnotattempttodisguisewhatIfeel。Myeyesareopened,allatonce。Iwouldn'thavebelievedthis,ifaSainthadtoldittome。'
`Iamfoolishtogivewaytofaintness,'MissToxfaltered。`I
shallbebetterpresently。'
`Youwillbebetterpresently,Lucretia!'repeatedMrs。Chick,withexceedingscorn。`DoyousupposeIamblind?DoyouimagineIaminmysecondchildhood?No,Lucretia!Iamobligedtoyou!'
MissToxdirectedanimploring,helplesskindoflooktowardsherfriend,andputherhandkerchiefbeforeherface。
`Ifanyonehadtoldmethisyesterday,'saidMrs。Chick,withmajesty,`orevenhalf-an-hourago,Ishouldhavebeentempted,Ialmostbelieve,tostrikethemtotheearth,LucretiaTox,myeyesareopenedtoyouallatonce。Thescales:'hereMrs。Chickcastdownanimaginarypair,suchasarecommonlyusedingrocers'shops:`havefallenfrommysight。Theblindnessofmyconfidenceispast,Lucretia。Ithasbeenabusedandplayedupon,andevasionisquiteoutofthequestionnow,Iassureyou。'
`Oh!towhatdoyoualludesocruelly,mylove?'askedMissTox,throughhertears。
`Lucretia,'saidMrs。Chick,`askyourownheart。Imustentreatyounottoaddressmebyanysuchfamiliartermasyouhavejustused,ifyouplease。Ihavesomeself-respectleft,thoughyoumaythinkotherwise。'
`Oh,Louisa!'criedMissTox。`Howcanyouspeaktomelikethat?'
`HowcanIspeaktoyoulikethat?'retortedMrs。Chick,who,indefaultofhavinganyparticularargumenttosustainherselfupon,reliedprincipallyonsuchrepetitionsforhermostwitheringeffects。`Likethat!
Youmaywellsaylikethat,indeed!'
MissToxsobbedpitifully。
`Theidea!'saidMrs。Chick,`ofyourhavingbaskedatmybrother'sfireside,likeaserpent,andwouldyourself,throughme,almostintohisconfidence,Lucretia,thatyoumight,insecret,entertaindesignsuponhim,anddaretoaspiretocontemplatethepossibilityofhisunitinghimselftoyou!Why,itisandidea,'saidMrs。Chick,withsarcasticdignity,`theabsurdityofwhichalmostrelievesitstreachery。'
`Pray,Louisa,'urgedMissTox,`donotsaysuchdreadfulthings。'
`Dreadfulthings!'repeatedMrs。Chick。`Dreadfulthings!Isitnotafact,Lucretia,thatyouhavejustnowbeenunabletocommandyourfeelingsevenbeforeme,whoseeyesyouhadsocompletelyclosed?'
`Ihavemadenocomplaint,'sobbedMissTox。`Ihavesaidnothing。
IfIhavebeenalittleoverpoweredbyyournews,Louisa,andhaveeverhadanylingeringthoughtthatMr。Dombeywasinclinedtobeparticulartowardsme,surelyyouwillnotcondemnme。'
`Sheisgoingtosay。'saidMrs。Chick,addressingherselftothewholeofthefurniture,inacomprehensiveglanceofresignationandappeal,`Sheisgoingtosay——Iknowit——thatIhaveencouragedher!'
`Idon'twishtoexchangereproaches,dearLouisa,'sobbedMissTox。`NordoIwishtocomplain。But,inmyowndefence——'
`Yes,'criedMrs。Chick,lookingroundtheroomwithapropheticsmile,`that'swhatshe'sgoingtosay。Iknewit。Youhadbettersayit。
Sayitopenly!Beopen,LucretiaTox,'saidMrs。Chick,withdesperatesternness,`whateveryouare。'
`Inmyowndefence,'falteredMissTox,`andonlyinmyowndefenceagainstyourunkindwords,mydearLouisa,Iwouldmerelyaskyouifyouhaven'toftenfavouredsuchafancy,andevensaiditmighthappen,foranythingwecouldtell?'
`Thereisapoint,'saidMrs。Chick,rising,notasifsheweregoingtostopatthefloor,butasifshewereabouttosoarup,high,intohernativeskies,`beyondwhichendurancebecomesridiculous,ifnotculpable。Icanbearmuch;butnottoomuch。WhatspellwasonmewhenIcameintothishousethisday,Idon'tknow;butIhadapresentiment——adarkpresentiment,'saidMrs。Chick,withashiver,`thatsomethingwasgoingtohappen。WellmayIhavehadthatforeboding,Lucretia,whenmyconfidenceofmanyyearsisdestroyedinaninstant,whenmyeyesareopenedallatonce,andwhenIfindyourevealedinyourtruecolours。Lucretia,Ihavebeenmistakeninyou。Itisbetterforusboththatthissubjectshouldendhere。Iwishyouwell,andIshalleverwishyouwell。But,asanindividualwhodesirestobetruetoherselfinherownpoorposition,whateverthatpositionmaybe,ormaynotbe——andasthesisterofmybrother——andasthesister-in-lawofmybrother'swife——andasaconnexionbymarriageofmybrother'swife'smother——mayIbepermittedtoadd,asaDombey?——I
canwishyounothingelsebutgoodmorning。'
Thesewords,deliveredwithcuttingsuavity,temperedandchastenedbyaloftyairofmoralrectitude,carriedthespeakertothedoor。Theresheinclinedherheadinaghostlyandstatue-likemanner,andsowithdrewtohercarriage,toseekcomfortandconsolationinthearmsofMr。Chickherlord。
Figurativelyspeaking,thatistosay:forthearmsofMr。Chickwerefullofhisnewspaper。Neitherdidthatgentlemanaddresshiseyestowardshiswifeotherwisethanbystealth。Neitherdidheofferanyconsolationwhatever。Inshort,hesatreading,andhummingfagendsoftunes,andsometimesglancingfurtivelyatherwithoutdeliveringhimselfofaword,good,bad,orindifferent。
InthemeantimeMrs。Chicksatswellingandbridling,andtossingherhead,asifshewerestillrepeatingthatsolemnformulaoffarewelltoLucretiaTox。Atlength,shesaidaloud,`Ohtheextenttowhichhereyeshadbeenopenedthatday!'
`Towhichyoureyeshavebeenopened,,mydear!'repeatedMr。
Chick。
`Oh,don'ttalktome!'saidMrs。Chick。`Ifyoucanbeartoseemeinthisstate,andnotaskmewhatthematteris,youhadbetterholdyourtongueforever。'
`Whatisthematter,mydear?'askedMr。Chick。
`Tothink,'saidMrs。Chick,inastateofsoliloquy,`thatsheshouldeverhaveconceivedthebaseideaofconnectingherselfwithourfamilybyamarriagewithPaul!Tothinkthatwhenshewasplayingathorseswiththatdearchildwhoisnowinhisgrave——Ineverlikeditatthetime——sheshouldhavebeenhidingsuchadouble-faceddesign!Iwondershewasneverafraidthatsomethingwouldhappentoher。Sheisfortunateifnothingdoes。'
`Ireallythought,mydear,'saidMr。Chickslowly,afterrubbingthebridgeofhisnoseforsometimewithhisnewspaper,`thatyouhadgoneonthesametackyourself,allalong,untilthismorning;andhadthoughtitwouldbeaconvenientthingenough,ifitcouldhavebeenbroughtabout。'
Mrs。Chickinstantlyburstintotears,andtoldMr。Chickthatifhewishedtotrampleuponherwithhisboots,hehadbetterdoit。
`ButwithLucretiaToxIhavedone,'saidMrs。Chick,afterabandoningherselftoherfeelingsforsomeminutes,toMr。Chick'sgreatterror。
`IcanbeartoresignPaul'sconfidenceinfavourofonewho,Ihopeandtrust,maybedeservingofit,andwithwhomhehasaperfectrighttoreplacepoorFannyifhechooses;Icanbeartobeinformed,inPaul'scoolmanner,ofsuchachangeinhisplans,andnevertobeconsulteduntilallissettledanddetermined;butdeceitIcannotbear,andwithLucretiaToxIhavedone。Itisbetterasitis,'saidMrs。Chick,piously;
`muchbetter。ItwouldhavebeenalongtimebeforeIcouldhaveaccommodatedmyselfcomfortablywithher,afterthis;andIreallydon'tknow,asPaulisgoingtobeverygrand,andthesearepeopleofcondition,thatshewouldhavebeenquitepresentable,andmightnothavecompromisedmyself。
There'saprovidenceineverything;everythingworksforthebest;Ihavebeentriedto-day,but,uponthewholeIdon'tregretit。'
InwhichChristianspirit,Mrs。Chickdriedhereyes,andsmoothedherlap,andsatasbecameapersoncalmunderagreatwrong。Mr。Chick,feelinghisunworthinessnodoubt,tookanearlyopportunityofbeingsetdownatastreetcornerandwalkingaway,whistling,withhisshouldersverymuchraised,andhishandsinhispockets。
WhilepoorexcommunicatedMissTox,who,ifshewereafawnerandtoad-eater,wasatleastanhonestandaconstantone,andhadeverborneafaithfulfriendshiptowardsherimpeacher,andhadbeentrulyabsorbedandswallowedupindevotiontothemagnificenceofMr。Dombey——whilepoorexcommunicatedMissToxwateredherplantswithhertears,andfeltthatitwaswinterinPrincess'sPlace。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]DICKENS:DombeyandSon,Chapter30[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERXXXTheIntervalbeforetheMarriageALTHOUGHtheenchantedhousewasnotmore,andtheworkingworldhadbrokenintoit,andwashammeringandcrashingandtrampingupanddownstairsalldaylong,keepingDiogenesinanincessantparoxysmofbarking,fromsunrisetosunset——evidentlyconvincedthathisenemyhadgotthebetterofhimatlast,andwasthensackingthepremisesintriumphantdefiance——therewas,atfirst,noothergreatchangeinthemethodofFlorence'slife。
Atnight,whenthework-peoplewentaway,thehousewasdrearyanddesertedagain;andFlorence,listeningtotheirvoicesechoingthroughthehallandstaircaseastheydeparted,picturedtoherselfthecheerfulhomestowhichtheywerereturning,andthechildrenwhowerewaitingforthem,andwasgladtothinkthattheyweremerryandwellpleasedtogo。
Shewelcomedbacktheeveningsilenceasonoldfriend,butitcamenowwithanalteredface,andlookedmorekindlyonher。Freshhopewasinit。Thebeautifulladywhohadsoothedandcaressedher,intheveryroominwhichherhearthadbeensowrung,wasaspiritofpromisetoher。Softshadowsofthebrightlifedawning,whenherfather'saffectionshouldbegraduallywon,andall,ormuchshouldberestored,ofwhatshehadlostonthedarkdaywhenamother'slovehadfadedwithamother'slastbreathonhercheek,movedaboutherinthetwilightandwerewelcomecompany。Peepingattherosychildrenherneighbours,itwasanewandprecioussensationtothinkthattheymightsoonspeaktogetherandknoweachother;whenshewouldnotfear,asofold,toshowherselfbeforethem,lesttheyshouldbegrievedtoseeherinherblackdresssittingtherealone!
Inherthoughtsofhernewmother,andintheloveandtrustoverflowingherpurehearttowardsher,Florencelovedherowndeadmothermoreandmore。Shehadnofearofsettinguparivalinherbreast。Thenewflowersprangfromthedeep-plantedandlong-cherishedroot,sheknew。Everygentlewordthathadfallenfromthelipsofthebeautifullady,soundedtoFlorencelikeanechoofthevoicelonghushedandsilent。Howcouldshelovethatmemorylessforlivingtenderness,whenitwashermemoryofallparentaltendernessandlove!
Florencewas,oneday,sittingreadinginherroom,andthinkingoftheladyandherpromisedvisitsoon——forherbookturnedonakindredsubject——when,raisinghereyes,shesawherstandinginthedoorway。
`Mama!'criedFlorence,joyfullymeetingher。`Comeagain!'
`NotMamayet,'returnedthelady,withaserioussmile,assheencircledFlorence'sneckwithherarm。
`Butverysoontobe,'criedFlorence。
`Verysoonnow,Florence:verysoon。'
Edithbentherheadalittle,soastopressthebloomingcheekofFlorenceagainstherown,andforsomefewmomentsremainedthussilent。
Therewassomethingsoverytenderinhermanner,thatFlorencewasevenmoresensibleofitthanonthefirstoccasionoftheirmeeting。
SheledFlorencetoachairbesideher,andsatdown:Florencelookinginherface,quitewonderingatitsbeauty,andwillinglyleavingherhandinhers。
`Haveyoubeenalone,Florence,sinceIwasherelast?'
`Ohyes!'smiledFlorence,hastily。
Shehesitatedandcastdownhereyes;forhernewMamawasveryearnestinherlook,andthelookwasintentlyandthoughtfullyfixeduponherface。
`I——I——amusedtobealone,'saidFlorence。`Idon'tminditatall。DiandIpasswholedaystogether,sometimes。'Florencemighthavesaid,wholeweeksandmonths。
`IsDiyourmaid,love?'
`Mydog,Mama,'saidFlorence,laughing。`Susanismymaid。'
`Andtheseareyourrooms,'saidEdith,lookinground。`Iwasnotshowntheseroomstheotherday。Wemusthavethemimproved,Florence。
Theyshallbemadetheprettiestinthehouse。'
`IfImightchangethem,Mama,'returnedFlorence;`thereisoneupstairsIshouldlikemuchbetter。'
`Isthisnothighenough,deargirl?'askedEdith,smiling。
`Theotherwasmybrother'sroom,'saidFlorence,`andIamveryfondofit。IwouldhavespokentoPapaaboutitwhenIcamehome,andfoundtheworkmenhere,andeverythingchanging:but——'
Florencedroppedhereyes,lestthesamelookshouldmakeherfalteragain。
`——butIwasafraiditmightdistresshim;andasyousaidyouwouldbehereagainsoon,Mama,andarethemistressofeverything,Ideterminedtotakecourageandaskyou。'
Edithsatlookingather,withherbrillianteyesintentuponherface,untilFlorenceraisingherown,she,inherturn,withdrewhergaze,andturneditontheground。ItwasthenthatFlorencethoughthowdifferentthislady'sbeautywas,fromwhatshehadsupposed。Shehadthoughtitofaproudandloftykind;yethermannerwassosubduedandgentle,thatifshehadbeenofFlorence'sownageandcharacter,itscarcelycouldhaveinvitedconfidencemore。
Exceptwhenaconstrainedandsingularreservecreptoverher;
andthensheseemedbutFlorencehardlyunderstoodthis,thoughshecouldnotchoosebutnoticeit,andthinkaboutitasifshewerehumbledbeforeFlorence,andillatease。WhenshehadsaidthatshewasnotherMamayet,andwhenFlorencehadcalledherthemistressofeverythingthere,thischangeinherwasquickandstartling;andnow,whiletheeyesofFlorencerestedonherface,shesatasthoughshewouldhaveshrunkandhiddenfromher,ratherthanasoneabouttoloveandcherishher,inrightofsuchanearconnexion。
ShegaveFlorenceherreadypromise,abouthernewroom,andsaidshewouldgivedirectionsaboutitherself。ShethenaskedsomequestionsconcerningpoorPaul;andwhentheyhadsatinconversationforsometime,toldFlorenceshehadcometotakehertoherownhome。
`WehavecometoLondonnow,mymotherandI,'saidEdith,`andyoushallstaywithusuntilIammarried。Iwishthatweshouldknowandtrusteachother,Florence。'
`Youareverykindtome。'saidFlorence,`dearMama。HowmuchIthankyou!'
`Letmesaynow,foritmaybethebestopportunity,'continuedEdith,lookingroundtoseethattheywerequitealone,andspeakinginalowervoice,`thatwhenIammarried,andhavegoneawayforsomeweeks,Ishallbeeasieratheartifyouwillcomehomehere。Nomatterwhoinvitesyoutostayelsewhere,comehomehere。Itisbettertobealonethen——whatIwouldsayis,'sheadded,checkingherself,`thatIknowwellyouarebestathome,dearFlorence。'
`Iwillcomehomeontheveryday,Mama。'
`Doso。Irelyonthatpromise。Now,preparetocomewithme,deargirl。Youwillfindmedownstairswhenyouareready。'
SlowlyandthoughtfullydidEdithwanderalonethroughthemansionofwhichshewassosoontobethelady:andlittleheedtooksheofalltheeleganceandsplendouritbegantodisplay。Thesameindomitablehaughtinessofsoul,thesameproudscornexpressedineyeandlip,thesamefiercebeauty,onlytamedbyasenseofitsownlittleworth,andofthelittleworthofeverythingaroundit,wentthroughthegrandsaloonsandhalls,thathadgotlooseamongtheshadytrees,andragedandrentthemselves。
Themimicrosesonthewallsandfloorsweresetroundwithsharpthorns,thattoreherbreast;ineveryscrapofgoldsodazzlingtotheeye,shesawsomehatefulatomofherpurchase-money;thebroadhighmirrorsshowedher,atfulllength,awomenwithanoblequalityyetdwellinginhernature,whowastoofalsetoherbetterself,andtoodebasedandlost,tosaveherself。Shebelievedthatallthiswassoplain,moreorless,toalleyes,thatshehadnoresourceorpowerofself-assertionbutinpride:
andwiththispride,whichtorturedherownheartnightandday,shefoughtherfateout,bravedit,anddefiedit。
WasthisthewomanwhomFlorence——aninnocentgirl,strongonlyinherearnestnessandsimpletruth——couldsoimpressandquell,thatbyhersideshewasanothercreature,withhertempestofpassionhushed,andherveryprideitselfsubdued?Wasthisthewomanwhonowsatbesideherinacarriage,withherarmsentwined,andwho,whileshecourtedandentreatedhertoloveandtrusther,drewherfairheadtonestleonherbreast,andwouldhavelaiddownlifetoshielditfromwrongorharm?
Oh,Edith!itwerewelltodie,indeed,atsuchatime!Betterandhappierfar,perhaps,todieso,Edith,thantoliveontotheend!
TheHonourableMrs。Skewton,whowasthinkingofanythingratherthanofsuchsentiments——for,likemanygenteelpersonswhohaveexistedatvarioustimes,shesetherfaceagainstdeathaltogether,andobjectedtothementionofanysuchlowandlevellingupstart——hadborrowedahouseinBrookStreet,GrosvenorSquare,fromastatelyrelativeoneoftheFeenixbrood,whowasoutoftown,andwhodidnotobjecttolendingit,inthehandsomestmanner,fornuptialpurposes,astheloanimpliedhisfinalreleaseandacquittancefromallfurtherloansandgiftstoMrs。
Skewtonandherdaughter。Itbeingnecessaryforthecreditofthefamilytomakeahandsomeappearanceatsuchatime,Mrs。Skewton,withtheassistanceofanaccommodatingtradesmanresidentintheparishofMary-le-bone,wholentoutallsortsofarticlestothenobilityandgentry,fromaserviceofplatetoanarmyoffoot-men,clappedintothishouseasilver-headedbutlerwhowaschargedextraonthataccount,ashavingtheappearanceofanancientfamilyretainer,twoverytallyoungmeninlivery,andaselectstaffofkitchen-servants;sothatalegendarose,downstairs,thatWithersthepage,releasedatoncefromhisnumeroushouseholdduties,andfromthepropulsionofthewheeled-chairinconsistentwiththemetropolis,hadbeenseveraltimesobservedtorubhiseyesandpinchhislimbs,asifhemisdoubtedhishavingoverslepthimselfattheLeamingtonmilkman's,andbeingstillinacelestialdream。Avarietyofrequisitesinplateandchinabeingalsoconveyedtothesameestablishmentfromthesameconvenientsource,withseveralmiscellaneousarticles,includinganeatchariotandapairofbays,Mrs。Skewtoncushionedherselfontheprincipalsofa,intheCleopatraattitude,andheldhercourtinfairstate。
`Andhow,'saidMr。Skewton,ontheentranceofherdaughterandhercharge,`ismycharmingFlorence?Youmustcomeandkissme,Florence,ifyouplease,mylove。'
FlorencewastimidlystoopingtopickoutaplaceinthewhitepartofMrs。Skewton'sface,whenthatladypresentedherear,andrelievedherofherdifficulty。
`Edith,mydear,'saidMrs。Skewton,`positively,I——standalittlemoreinthelight,mysweetestFlorence,foramoment。'
Florenceblushinglycomplied。
`Youdon'tremember,dearestEdith,'saidhermother,`whatyouwerewhenyouwereaboutthesameageasourexceedinglypreciousFlorence,orafewyearsyounger?'
`Ihavelongforgotten,mother。'
`Forpositively,mydear,'saidMrs。Skewton,`IdothinkthatIseeadecidedresemblancetowhatyouwerethen,inourextremelyfascinatingyoungfriend。Anditshows,'saidMrs。Skewton,inalowervoice,whichconveyedheropinionthatFlorencewasinaveryunfinishedstate,`whatcultivationwilldo。'
`Itdoes,indeed,'wasEdith'ssternreply。
Hermothereyedhersharplyforamoment,andfeelingherselfonunsafeground,said,asadiversion:
`MycharmingFlorence,youmustcomeandkissmeoncemore,ifyouplease,mylove。'
Florencecomplied,ofcourse,andagainimprintedherlipsorMrs。Skewton'sear。
`Andyouhaveheard,nodoubt,mydarlingpet,'saidMrs。Skewton,detainingherhand,`thatyourPapa,whomweallperfectlyadoreanddoteupon,istobemarriedtomydearestEdiththisdayweek。'
`Iknewitwouldbeverysoon,'returnedFlorence,`butnotexactlywhen。'
`MydarlingEdith,'urgedhermother,gaily,`isitpossibleyouhavenottoldFlorence?'
`WhyshouldItellFlorence?'Shereturned,sosuddenlyandharshly,thatFlorencecouldscarcelybelieveitwasthesamevoice。
Mrs。SkewtonthentoldFlorence,asanotherandsaferdiversion,thatherfatherwascomingtodinner,andthathewouldnodoubtbecharminglysurprisedtoseeher;ashehadspokenlastnightofdressingintheCity,andhadknownnothingofEdith'sdesign,theexecutionofwhich,accordingtoMrs。Skewton'sexpectation,wouldthrowhimintoaperfectecstasy。
Florencewastroubledtohearthis;andherdistressbecamesokeen,asthedinner-hourapproached,thatifshehadknownhowtoframeanentreatytobesufferedtoreturnhome,withoutinvolvingherfatherinherexplanation,shewouldhavehurriedbackonfoot,bareheaded,breathless,andalone,ratherthanincurtheriskofmeetinghisdispleasure。
Asthetimedrewnearer,shecouldhardlybreathe。Shedarednotapproachawindow,lestheshouldseeherfromthestreet。Shedarednotgoupstairstohideheremotion,lest,inpassingoutatthedoor,sheshouldmeethimunexpectedly;besideswhichdread,sheleftasthoughshenevercouldcomebackagainifsheweresummonedtohispresence。Inthisconflictoffears,shewassittingbyCleopatra'scouch,endeavouringtounderstandandtoreplytothebalddiscourseofthatlady,whensheheardhisfootuponthestair。
`Ihearhimnow!'criedFlorence,starting。`Heiscoming!'
Cleopatra,whoinherjuvenilitywasalwaysplayfullydisposed,andwhoinherself-engrossmentdidnottroubleherselfaboutthenatureofthisagitation,pushedFlorencebehindhercouch,anddroppedashawloverher,preparatorytogivingMr。Dombeyaraptureofsurprise。Itwassoquicklydone,thatinamomentFlorenceheardhisawfulstepintheroom。
Hesalutedhisintendedmother-in-law,andhisintendedbride。
Thestrangesoundofhisvoicethrilledthroughthewholeframeofhischild。
`MydearDombey,'saidCleopatra,`comehereandtellmehowyourprettyFlorenceis。'
`Florenceisverywell,'saidMr。Dombey,advancingtowardsthecouch。
`Athome?'
`Athome,'saidMr。Dombey。
`MydearDombey,'returnedCleopatra,withbewitchingvivacity;
`nowareyousureyouarenotdeceivingme?Idon'tknowwhatmydearestEdithwillsaytomewhenImakesuchadeclaration,butuponmyhonourIamafraidyouarethefalsestofmen,mydearDombey。'
Thoughhehadbeen;andhadbeendetectedonthespot,inthemostenormousfalsehoodthatwaseversaidordone;hecouldhardlyhavebeenmoredisconcertedthanhewas,whenMrs。Skewtonpluckedtheshawlaway,andFlorence,paleandtrembling,rosebeforehimlikeaghost。Hehadnotyetrecoveredhispresenceofmind,whenFlorencehadrunuptohim,claspedherhandsroundhisneck,kissedhisface,andhurriedoutoftheroom。Helookedroundasiftoreferthemattertosomebodyelse,butEdithhadgoneafterFlorence,instantly。
`Now,confess,mydearDombey,'saidMrs。Skewton,givinghimherhand,`thatyouneverweremoresurprisedandpleasedinyourlife。'
`Ineverwasmoresurprised,'saidMr。Dombey。
`Norpleased,mydearestDombey?'returnedMrs。Skewton,holdingupherfan。
`I——yes,IamexceedinglygladtomeetFlorencehere,'saidMr。
Dombey。Heappearedtoconsidergravelyaboutitforamoment,andthensaid,moredecidedly,`Yes,IreallyamverygladindeedtomeetFlorencehere。'
`Youwonderhowshecomeshere?'saidMrs。Skewton,`don'tyou?'
`Edith,perhaps——'suggestedMr。Dombey。
`Ah!wickedguesser!'repliedCleopatra,shakingherhead。`Ah!
cunning,cunningman!Oneshouldn'ttellthesethings;yoursex,mydearDombey,aresovain,andsoapttoabuseourweaknesses;butyouknowmyopensoul——verywell;immediately。'
Thiswasaddressedtooneoftheverytallyoungmenwhoannounceddinner。
`ButEdith,mydearDombey,'shecontinuedinawhisper,`whenshecannothaveyounearher——andasItellher,shecannotexpectthatalways——willatleasthavenearhersomethingorsomebodybelongingtoyou。Well,howextremelynaturalthatis!Andinthisspirit,nothingwouldkeepherfromridingoffto-daytofetchourdarlingFlorence。Well,howexcessivelycharmingthatis!'
Asshewaitedforananswer,Mr。Dombeyanswered,`Eminentlyso。'
`Blessyou,mydearDombey,forthatproofofheart!'criedCleopatra,squeezinghishand。`ButIamgrowingtooserious!Takemedownstairs,likeanangel,andletusseewhatthesepeopleintendtogiveusfordinner。
Blessyou,dearDombey!'
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