Cythereawasanacquisition,andthegreetingwashearty。
'Goodafternoon!Oyes——MissGraye,fromMissAldclyffe's。Ihaveseenyouatchurch,andIamsogladyouhavecalled!Comein。I
wonderifIhavechangeenoughtopaymysubscription。'Shespokegirlishly。
Adelaide,wheninthecompanyofayoungerwoman,alwayslevelledherselfdowntothatyoungerwoman'sagefromasenseofjusticetoherself——asif,thoughnotherownageatcommonlaw,itwasinequity。
'Itdoesn'tmatter。I'llcomeagain。'
'Yes,doatanytime;notonlyonthiserrand。Butyoumuststepinforaminute。Do。'
'Ihavebeenwantingtocomeforseveralweeks。'
'That'sright。Nowyoumustseemyhouse——lonely,isn'tit,forasingleperson?Peoplesaiditwasoddforayoungwomanlikemetokeeponahouse;butwhatdidIcare?Ifyouknewthepleasureoflockingupyourowndoor,withthesensationthatyoureignedsupremeinsideit,youwouldsayitwasworththeriskofbeingcalledodd。Mr。Springroveattendstomygardening,thedogattendstorobbers,andwheneverthereisasnakeortoadtokill,Janedoesit。'
'Hownice!Itisbetterthanlivinginatown。'
'Farbetter。Atownmakesacynicofme。'
Theremarkrecalled,somewhatstartlingly,toCytherea'smind,thatEdwardhadusedthoseverywordstoherselfoneeveningatBudmouth。
MissHintonopenedaninteriordoorandledhervisitorintoasmalldrawing-roomcommandingaviewofthecountryformiles。
Themissionarybusinesswassoonsettled;butthechatcontinued。
'Howlonelyitmustbehereatnight!'saidCytherea。'Aren'tyouafraid?'
'AtfirstIwas,slightly。ButIgotusedtothesolitude。Andyouknowasortofcommonsensewillcreepevenintotimidity。Isaytomyselfsometimesatnight,“IfIwereanybodybutaharmlesswoman,notworththetroubleofaworm'sghosttoappeartome,IshouldthinkthateverysoundIhearwasaspirit。“Butyoumustseeallovermyhouse。'
Cythereawashighlyinterestedinseeing。
'IsayyouMUSTdothis,andyouMUSTdothat,asifyouwereachild,'remarkedAdelaide。'Aprivilegedfriendofminetellsmethisuseoftheimperativecomesofbeingsoconstantlyinnobody'ssocietybutmyown。'
'Ah,yes。Isupposesheisright。'
Cythereacalledthefriend'she'byaruleofladylikepractice;forawoman's'friend'isdelicatelyassumedbyanotherfriendtobeoftheirownsexintheabsenceofknowledgetothecontrary;justascatsarecalledshe'suntiltheyprovethemselveshe's。
MissHintonlaughedmysteriously。
'Igetahumorousreproofforitnowandthen,Iassureyou,'shecontinued。
'“Humorousreproof:“that'snotfromawoman:whocanreprovehumorouslybutaman?'wasthegrooveofCytherea'sthoughtattheremark。'Yourbrotherreprovesyou,Iexpect,'saidthatinnocentyounglady。
'No,'saidMissHinton,withacandidair。''TisonlyaprofessionalmanIamacquaintedwith。'Shelookedoutofthewindow。
Womenarepersistentlyimitative。NosoonerdidathoughtflashthroughCytherea'smindthatthemanwasaloverthanshebecameaMissAldclyffeinamildform。
'Iimaginehe'salover,'shesaid。
MissHintonsmiledasmileofexperienceinthatline。
Fewwomen,iftaxedwithhavinganadmirer,aresofreefromvanityastodenytheimpeachment,evenifitisutterlyuntrue。Whenitdoeshappentobetrue,theylookpityinglyawayfromthepersonwhoissobenightedastohavegotnofurtherthansuspectingit。
'Therenow——MissHinton;youareengagedtobemarried!'saidCythereaaccusingly。
Adelaidenoddedherheadpractically。'Well,yes,Iam,'shesaid。
Theword'engaged'hadnosoonerpassedCytherea'slipsthanthesoundofit——themeresoundofherownlips——carriedhermindtothetimeandcircumstancesunderwhichMissAldclyffehadusedittowardsherself。Asickeningthoughtfollowed——basedbutonameresurmise;yetitspresencetookeveryotherideaawayfromCytherea'smind。MissHintonhadusedEdward'swordsabouttowns;shementionedMr。Springroveasattendingtohergarden。ItcouldnotbethatEdwardwastheman!thatMissAldclyffehadplannedtorevealherrivalthus!
'Areyougoingtobemarriedsoon?'sheinquired,withasteadinesstheresultofasortoffascination,butapparentlyofindifference。
'Notverysoon——still,soon。'
'Ah-ha!Inlessthanthreemonths?'saidCytherea。
'Two。'
Nowthatthesubjectwaswellinhand,Adelaidewantednomoreprompting。'Youwon'ttellanybodyifIshowyousomething?'shesaid,witheagermystery。
'Ono,nobody。Butdoesheliveinthisparish?'
'No。'
Nothingprovedyet。
'What'shisname?'saidCythereaflatly。Herbreathandhearthadbeguntheiroldtricks,andcameandwenthotly。MissHintoncouldnotseeherface。
'Whatdoyouthink?'saidMissHinton。
'George?'saidCytherea,withdeceitfulagony。
'No,'saidAdelaide。'Butnow,youshallseehimfirst;comehere;'
andsheledthewayupstairsintoherbedroom。There,standingonthedressingtableinalittleframe,wastheunconsciousportraitofEdwardSpringrove。
'Thereheis,'MissHintonsaid,andasilenceensued。
'Areyouveryfondofhim?'continuedthemiserableCythereaatlength。
'Yes,ofcourseIam,'hercompanionreplied,butinthetoneofonewho'livedinAbraham'sbosomalltheyear,'andwasthereforeuntouchedbysolemnthoughtatthefact。'He'smycousin——anativeofthisvillage。Wewereengagedbeforemyfather'sdeathleftmesolonely。Iwasonlytwenty,andamuchgreaterbellethanIamnow。Weknoweachotherthoroughly,asyoumayimagine。Igivehimalittlesermonizingnowandthen。'
'Why?'
'O,it'sonlyinfun。He'sverynaughtysometimes——notreally,youknow——buthewilllookatanyprettyfacewhenheseesit。'
Storingupthisstatementofhissusceptibilityasanotheritemtobemiserableuponwhenshehadtime,'Howdoyouknowthat?'
Cythereaasked,withaswellingheart。
'Well,youknowhowthingsdocometowomen'sears。HeusedtoliveatBudmouthasanassistant-architect,andIfoundoutthatayounggiddythingofagirlwholivestheresomewheretookhisfancyforadayortwo。ButIdon'tfeeljealousatall——ourengagementissomatter-of-factthatneitherofuscanbejealous。Anditwasamereflirtation——shewastoosillyforhim。He'sfondofrowing,andkindlygaveheranairingforaneveningortwo。I'llwarranttheytalkedthemostunmitigatedrubbishunderthesun——allshallownessandpastime,justaseverythingisatwateringplaces——neitherofthemcaringabitfortheother——shegigglinglikeagooseallthetime——'
Concentratedessenceofwomanpervadedtheroomratherthanair。
'SheDIDN'T!anditWASN'Tshallowness!'Cythereaburstout,withbrimmingeyes。''Twasdeepdeceitononeside,andentireconfidenceontheother——yes,itwas!'Thepent-upemotionhadswollenandswolleninsidetheyoungthingtillthedamcouldnolongerembayit。Theinstantthewordswereoutshewouldhavegivenworldstohavebeenabletorecallthem。
'Doyouknowher——orhim?'saidMissHinton,startingwithsuspicionatthewarmthshown。
Thetworivalshadnowlosttheirpersonalityquite。Therewasthesamekeenbrightnessofeye,thesamemovementofthemouth,thesamemindinboth,astheylookeddoubtinglyandexcitedlyateachother。Asisinvariablythecasewithwomenwhenamantheycareforisthesubjectofanexcitementamongthem,thesituationabstractedthedifferenceswhichdistinguishedthemasindividuals,andleftonlythepropertiescommontothemasatomsofasex。
Cythereacaughtatthechanceaffordedherofnotbetrayingherself。
'Yes,Iknowher,'shesaid。
'Well,'saidMissHinton,'Iamreallyvexedifmyspeakingsolightlyofanyfriendofyourshashurtyourfeelings,but——'
'O,nevermind,'Cythereareturned;'itdoesn'tmatter,MissHinton。
IthinkImustleaveyounow。Ihavetocallatotherplaces。Yes——
Imustgo。'
MissHinton,inaperplexedstateofmind,showedhervisitorpolitelydownstairstothedoor。HereCythereabadeherahurriedadieu,andflitteddownthegardenintothelane。
Sheperseveredinherdutieswithawaywardpleasureingivingherselfmisery,aswasherwont。Mr。Springrove'snamewasnextonthelist,andsheturnedtowardshisdwelling,theThreeTrantersInn。
3。FOURTOFIVEP。M。
ThecottagesalongCarrifordvillagestreetwerenotsoclosebutthatononesideorotheroftheroadwasalwaysahedgeofhawthornorprivet,overorthroughwhichcouldbeseengardensororchardsrichwithproduce。Itwasaboutthemiddleoftheearlyapple-
harvest,andtheladentreeswereshakenatintervalsbythegatherers;thesoftpatteringofthefallingcropuponthegrassygroundbeingdiversifiedbytheloudrattleofvagrantonesuponarail,hencoop,basket,orlean-toroof,orupontheroundedandstoopingbacksofthecollectors——mostlychildren,whowouldhavecriedbitterlyatreceivingsuchasmartblowfromanyotherquarter,butsmilinglyassumedittobebutfuninapples。
TheThreeTrantersInn,amany-gabled,mediaevalbuilding,constructedalmostentirelyoftimber,plaster,andthatch,stoodclosetothelineoftheroadside,almostoppositethechurchyard,andwasconnectedwitharowofcottagesontheleftbythatchedoutbuildings。Itwasanuncommonlycharacteristicandhandsomespecimenofthegenuineroadsideinnofbygonetimes;andstandingononeofthegreathighwaysinthispartofEngland,hadinitstimebeenthesceneofasmuchofwhatisnowlookeduponastheromanticandgenialexperienceofstage-coachtravellingasanyhalting-placeinthecountry。Therailwayhadabsorbedthewholestreamoftrafficwhichformerlyflowedthroughthevillageandalongbytheancientdooroftheinn,reducingtheempty-handedlandlord,whousedonlytofarmafewfieldsatthebackofthehouse,tothenecessityofekingouthisattenuatedincomebyincreasingtheextentofhisagriculturalbusinessifhewouldstillmaintainhissocialstanding。Nexttothegeneralstillnesspervadingthespot,thelonglineofoutbuildingsadjoiningthehousewasthemoststrikingandsaddeningwitnesstothepassed-awayfortunesoftheThreeTrantersInn。Itwasthebulkoftheoriginalstabling,andwhereoncethehoofsoftwo-scorehorseshaddailyrattledoverthestonyyard,toandfromthestallswithin,thickgrassnowgrew,whilstthelineofroofs——oncesostraight——overthedecayedstalls,hadsunkintovasthollowstilltheyseemedlikethecheeksoftoothlessage。
Onagreenplotattheotherendofthebuildinggrewtwoorthreelarge,wide-spreadingelm-trees,fromwhichthesignwassuspended——
representingthethreemencalledtrantersirregularcarriers,standingsidebyside,andexactlyaliketoahair's-breadth,thegrainofthewoodandjointsoftheboardsbeingvisiblethroughthethinpaintdepictingtheirforms,whichwerestillfurtherdisfiguredbyredstainsrunningdownwardsfromtherustynailsabove。
Underthetreesnowstoodacider-millandpress,anduponthespotshelteredbytheboughsweregatheredMr。Springrovehimself,hismen,theparishclerk,twoorthreeothermen,grindersandsupernumeraries,awomanwithaninfantinherarms,aflockofpigeons,andsomelittleboyswithstrawsintheirmouths,endeavouring,wheneverthemen'sbackswereturned,togetasipofthesweetjuiceissuingfromthevat。
EdwardSpringrovetheelder,thelandlord,nowmoreparticularlyafarmer,andfortwomonthsintheyearacider-maker,wasanemployeroflabouroftheoldschool,whoworkedhimselfamonghismen。Hewasnowengagedinpackingthepomaceintohorsehairbagswitharammer,andGadWeedy,hisman,wasoccupiedinshovellingupmorefromatubathisside。Theshovelshonelikesilverfromtheactionofthejuice,andeverandanon,initsmotiontoandfro,caughttheraysofthedecliningsunandreflectedtheminbristlingstarsoflight。
Mr。SpringrovehadbeentooyoungamanwhenthepristinedaysoftheThreeTrantershaddepartedforevertohavemuchofthehostleftinhimnow。Hewasapoetwitharoughskin:onewhosesturdinesswasmoretheresultofexternalcircumstancesthanofintrinsicnature。Tookindlyconstitutedtobeveryprovident,hewasyetnotimprudent。Hehadaquiethumorousnessofdisposition,notoutofkeepingwithafrequentmelancholy,thegeneralexpressionofhiscountenancebeingoneofabstraction。LikeWaltWhitmanhefeltashisyearsincreased——
'Iforeseetoomuch;itmeansmorethanIthought。'
Onthepresentoccasionheworegaitersandaleathernapron,andworkedwithhisshirt-sleevesrolledupbeyondhiselbows,disclosingsolidandfleshyratherthanmusculararms。Theywerestainedbythecider,andtwoorthreebrownapple-pipsfromthepomacehewashandlingweretobeseenstickingonthemhereandthere。
TheotherprominentfigurewasthatofRichardCrickett,theparishclerk,akindofBowdlerizedrake,whoateonlyasmuchasawoman,andhadtherheumatisminhislefthand。Theremainderofthegroup,brown-facedpeasants,woresmock-frocksembroideredontheshoulderswithheartsanddiamonds,andweregirtroundtheirmiddlewithastrap,anotherbeingwornroundtherightwrist。
'Andhaveyouseenthesteward,Mr。Springrove?'saidtheclerk。
'Justaglimpseofhim;but'twasjustenoughtoshowmethathe'snothereforlong。'
'Whymidthatbe?'
'He'llneverstandthevagariesofthefemalefigureholdenthereins——nothe。'
'Shed'payenwell,'saidagrinder;'andmoney'smoney。'
'Ah——'tis:verymuchso,'theclerkreplied。
'Yes,yes,naibourCrickett,'saidSpringrove,'butshe'llvleeinapassion——allthefatwillbeinthefire——andthere'sanendo't……Yes,sheisaone,'continuedthefarmer,resting,raisinghiseyes,andreadingthefeaturesofadistantapple。
'Sheis,'saidGad,restingtooitiswonderfulhowpromptajourneymanisinfollowinghismaster'sinitiativetorestandreflectivelyregardingthegroundinfrontofhim。
'True:aoneisshe,'theclerkchimedin,shakinghisheadominously。
'Shehassuchatemper,'saidthefarmer,'andissowilfultoo。
Youmayaswelltrytostopafootpathasstopherwhenshehastakenanythingintoherhead。I'dassoongrindlittlegreencrabsalldayaslivewi'her。'
''Tisatempershehev,'tis,'theclerkreplied,'thoughIbeaservantoftheChurchthatsayit。Butsheisn'tgoentofleeinapassionthistime。'
Theaudiencewaitedforthecontinuationofthespeech,asiftheyknewfromexperiencetheexactdistanceoffitlayinthefuture。
Theclerkswallowednothingasifitwereagreatdeal,andthenwenton,'There'ssome'atbetween'em:markmywords,naibours——
there'ssome'atbetween'em。'
'D'yemeanit?'
'Id'knowit。HecamelastSaturday,didn'the?'
''Adid,truly,'saidGadWeedy,atthesametimetakinganapplefromthehopperofthemill,eatingapiece,andflingingbacktheremaindertobegroundupforcider。
'Hewenttochurcha-Sunday,'saidtheclerkagain。
''Adid。'
'Andshekepthereyeuponenalltheservice,herfaceflickerenbetweenredandwhite,butneverstoppenateither。'
Mr。Springrovenodded,andwenttothepress。
'Well,'saidtheclerk,'youdon'tcallherthekindo'womantomakemistakesinjusttrottenthroughtheweeklyserviceo'God?
Why,asaruleshe'sasrightasIbemyself。'
Mr。Springrovenoddedagain,andgaveatwisttothescrewofthepress,followedinthemovementbyGadattheotherside;thetwogrindersexpressingbylooksofthegreatestconcernthat,ifMissAldclyffewereasrightatchurchastheclerk,shemustberightindeed。
'Yes,asrightintheserviceo'GodasIbemyself,'repeatedtheclerk。'ButlastSunday,whenwewereinthetenthcommandment,saysshe,“Inclineourheartstokeepthislaw,“saysshe,when'twas“Lawsinourhearts,webeseechThee,“allthechurchthrough。
HereyewasuponHIM——shewasquitelost——“Heartstokeepthislaw,“
saysshe;shewasnomorethanamereshadderatthattenthtime——amereshadder。Youmi'tha'mouthedacrosstoher“LawsinourheartswebeseechThee,“fiftytimesover——she'dneverha'noticedye。She'sinlovewi'theman,that'swhatsheis。'
'Thenshe'sabiggerstunpollthanItookherfor,'saidMr。
Springrove。'Why,she'soldenoughtobehismother。'
'Therow'llbebetweenherandthatyoungCurlywig,you'llsee。Shewon'truntheriskofthatprettyfacebe-ennear。'
'ClerkCrickett,Id'fancyyoud'knoweverythingabouteverybody,'
saidGad。
'Wellso's,'saidtheclerkmodestly。'Idoknowalittle。Itcomestome。'
'AndId'knowwherefrom。'
'Ah。'
'Thatwifeo'thine。She'sanentertainenwoman,nottospeakdisrespectful。'
'Sheis:andawinnenone。Lookatthehusbandsshe'vehad——Godblessher!'
'Iwonderyoucouldstandthirdinthatlist,ClerkCrickett,'saidMr。Springrove。
'Well,'thasbeenapowero'marveltomyselfoftentimes。Yes,matrimonydobeginwi'“Dearlybeloved,“andendswi'“Amazement,“
astheprayer-booksays。ButwhatcouldIdo,naibourSpringrove?
'Twasordainedtobe。WelldoIcalltomindwhatyourpoorladysaidtomewhenIhadjustmarried。“Ah,Mr。Crickett,“saysshe,“yourwifewillsoonsettleyouasshedidherothertwo:here'saglasso'rum,forIshan'tseeyourpoorfacethistimenextyear。“
Iswalleredtherum,calledagainnextyear,andsaid,“Mrs。
Springrove,yougavemeaglasso'rumlastyearbecauseIwasgoingtodie——hereIbealivestill,yousee。““Wellsaid,clerk!Here'stwoglassesforyounow,then,“saysshe。“Thankyou,mem,“I
said,andswalleredtherum。Well,dangmyoldsides,nextyearI
thoughtI'dcallagainandgetthree。AndcallIdid。Butshewouldn'tgivemeadropo'thecommonest。“No,clerk,“saysshe,“youbetootoughforawoman'spity。“……Ah,poorsoul,'twastrueenough!HerebeI,thatwasexpectedtodie,aliveandhardasanail,yousee,andthere'sshemouldereninhergrave。'
'Iusedtothink'twasyourwife'sfatenottohavealivenhusbandwhenIzid'emdieoffso,'saidGad。
'Fate?Blessthysimplicity,so'twasherfate;butshestruggledtohaveone,andwould,anddid。Fate'snothenbesideawoman'sschemen!'
'Isuppose,then,thatFateisaHe,likeus,andtheLord,andtheresto''emupabovethere,'saidGad,liftinghiseyestothesky。
'Hullo!Here'stheyoungwomancomenthatwewerea-talkenaboutby-now,'saidagrinder,suddenlyinterrupting。'She'scomenuphere,asIbealive!'
ThetwogrindersstoodandregardedCythereaasifshehadbeenashiptackingintoaharbour,nearlystoppingthemillintheirnewinterest。
'Stylishaccoutrementsabouttheheadandshoulders,tomythinken,'
saidtheclerk。'Sheenencurls,andplentyo'em。'
'Ifthere'sonekindofpridemoreexcusablethananotherinayoungwoman,'tisbeingproudofherhair,'saidMr。Springrove。
'Dearman!——thepridethereisonlyasmallpieceo'thewhole。I
warrantnow,thoughshecanshowsuchafigure,sheha'n'tasticko'furnituretocallherown。'
'Come,ClerkCrickett,letthemaidbeamaidwhilesheisamaid,'
saidFarmerSpringrovechivalrously。
'O,'repliedtheservantoftheChurch;'I'venothentosayagainstit——Ono:
'“Thechimney-sweeper'sdaughterSueAsIhavehearddeclare,O,Althoughshe'sneithersocknorshoeWillcurlanddeckherhair,O。“'
Cythereawasratherdisconcertedatfindingthatthegradualcessationofthechoppingofthemillwasonheraccount,andstillmorewhenshesawallthecider-makers'eyesfixeduponherexceptMr。Springrove's,whosenaturaldelicacyrestrainedhim。Shenearedtheplotofgrass,butinsteadofadvancingfurther,hesitatedonitsborder。
Mr。Springroveperceivedherembarrassment,whichwasrelievedwhenshesawhisold-establishedfigurecomingacrosstoher,wipinghishandsinhisapron。
'Iknowyourerrand,missie,'hesaid,'andamgladtoseeyou,andattendtoit。I'llstepindoors。'
'IfyouarebusyIaminnohurryforaminuteortwo,'saidCytherea。
'Thenifsobeyoureallywouldn'tmind,we'llwringdownthislastfillingtoletitdrainallnight?'
'Notatall。Iliketoseeyou。'
'Weareonlyjustgrindingdowntheearlypickthongsandgriffins,'
continuedthefarmer,inahalf-apologetictonefordetainingbyhiscider-makinganywell-dressedwoman。'Theyrotasblackasachimney-crookifwekeep'emtilltheregularsturnin。'Ashespokehewentbacktothepress,Cythereakeepingathiselbow。
'I'mlaterthanIshouldhavebeenbyrights,'hecontinued,takingupaleverforpropellingthescrew,andbeckoningtothementocomeforward。'Thetruthis,mysonEdwardhadpromisedtocometo-
day,andImadepreparations;butinsteadofhimcomesaletter:
“London,Septembertheeighteenth,DearFather,“sayshe,andwentontotellmehecouldn't。Itthrewmeoutabit。'
'Ofcourse,'saidCytherea。
'He'sgotaplace'ab'lieve?'saidtheclerk,drawingnear。
'No,poormortalfellow,no。Hetriedforthisonehere,youknow,butcouldn'tmanagetogetit。Idon'tknowtherightso'thematter,butwilly-nillytheywouldn'thavehimforsteward。Nowmates,forminline。'
Springrove,theclerk,thegrinders,andGad,allrangedthemselvesbehindtheleverofthescrew,andwalkedroundlikesoldierswheeling。
'Themanthattheoldqueanhevgotisamanyoucanhardlygetuponyourtonguetogainsay,bythelooko'en,'rejoinedClerkCrickett。
'Oneo'thempeoplethatcancontrivetobethoughtnoworseo'forstealenahorsethananothermanforlookenoverhedgeaten,'saidagrinder。
'Well,he'sallthereassteward,andisquitethegentleman——nodoubtaboutthat。'
'SowouldmyTedha'been,forthemattero'that,'thefarmersaid。
'That'strue:'awould,sir。'
'Isaid,I'llgiveTedagoodeducationifitdocostmemyeyes,andIwouldhavedoneit。'
'Ay,thatyouwouldso,'saidthechorusofassistantssolemnly。
'Buthetooktobooksanddrawingnaturally,andcostverylittle;
andasawind-upthewomenfolkhatchedupamatchbetweenhimandhiscousin。'
'When'stheweddentobe,Mr。Springrove?'
'Uncertain——butsoon,Isuppose。Edward,yousee,candoanythingprettynearly,andyetcan'tgetastraightforwardliving。IwishsometimesIhadkepthimhere,andletprofessionsgo。Buthewassuchaoneforthepencil。'
Hedroppedtheleverinthehedge,andturnedtohisvisitor。
'Nowthen,missie,ifyou'llcomeindoors,please。'
GadWeedylookedwithaplacidcriticismatCythereaasshewithdrewwiththefarmer。
'Icouldtellbythetongueo'herthatshedidn'ttakeherdegreesinourcounty,'hesaidinanundertone。
'Therailwayshaveleftyoulonelyhere,'sheobserved,whentheywereindoors。
Savethewitheredoldflies,whichwerequitetamefromthesolitude,notabeingwasinthehouse。Nobodyseemedtohaveentereditsincethelastpassengerhadbeencalledouttomountthelaststage-coachthathadrunby。
'Yes,theInnandIseemalmostapairoffossils,'thefarmerreplied,lookingattheroomandthenathimself。
'O,Mr。Springrove,'saidCytherea,suddenlyrecollectingherself;
'IammuchobligedtoyouforrecommendingmetoMissAldclyffe。'
Shebegantowarmtowardstheoldman;therewasinhimagentlenessofdispositionwhichremindedherofherownfather。
'Recommending?Notatall,miss。Ted——that'smyson——Tedsaidafellow-draughtsmanofhishadasisterwhowantedtobedoingsomethingintheworld,andImentionedittothehousekeeper,that'sall。Ay,Imissmysonverymuch。'
Shekeptherbacktothewindowthathemightnotseeherrisingcolour。
'Yes,'hecontinued,'sometimesIcan'thelpfeelinguneasyabouthim。Youknow,heseemsnotmadeforatownlifeexactly:hegetsveryqueeroveritsometimes,Ithink。Perhapshe'llbebetterwhenhe'smarriedtoAdelaide。'
Ahalf-impatientfeelingaroseinher,likethatwhichpossessesasickpersonwhenhehearsarecently-struckhourstruckagainbyaslowclock。Shehadlivedfurtheron。
'Everythingdependsuponwhetherhelovesher,'shesaidtremulously。
'Heusedto——hedoesn'tshowitsomuchnow;butthat'sbecausehe'solder。Yousee,itwasseveralyearsagotheyfirstwalkedtogetherasyoungmanandyoungwoman。She'salteredtoofromwhatshewaswhenhefirstcourtedher。'
'How,sir?'
'O,she'smoresensiblebyhalf。Whenheusedtowritetohershe'dcreepupthelaneandlookbackoverhershoulder,andslideouttheletter,andreadawordandstandinthoughtlookingatthehillsandseeingnone。Thenthecuckoowouldcry——awaytheletterwouldslip,andshe'dstartwi'frightatthemerebird,andhavearedskinbeforethequickestmanamongyecouldsay,“Bloodrushup。“'
Hecameforwardwiththemoneyanddroppeditintoherhand。HisthoughtswerestillwithEdward,andheabsentlytookherlittlefingersinhisashesaid,earnestlyandingenuously——
''TissoseldomIgetagentlewomantospeaktothatIcan'thelpspeakingtoyou,MissGraye,onmyfearsforEdward;Isometimesamafraidthathe'llnevergeton——thathe'lldiepooranddespisedundertheworstmentalconditions,akeensenseofhavingbeenpassedintheracebymenwhosebrainsarenothingtohisown,allthroughhisseeingtoofarintothings——beingdiscontentedwithmake-shifts——thinkingo'perfectioninthings,andthensickenedthatthere'snosuchthingasperfection。Ishan'tbesorrytoseehimmarry,sinceitmaysettlehimdownanddohimgood……Ay,we'llhopeforthebest。'
Heletgoherhandandaccompaniedhertothedoorsaying,'Ifyoushouldcaretowalkthiswayandtalktoanoldmanoncenowandthen,itwillbeagreatdelighttohim,MissGraye。Good-eveningtoye……Ahlook!athunderstormisbrewing——bequickhome。OrshallIstepupwithyou?'
'No,thankyou,Mr。Springrove。Goodevening,'shesaidinalowvoice,andhurriedaway。Onethoughtstillpossessedher;Edwardhadtrifledwithherlove。
4。FIVETOSIXP。M。
Shefollowedtheroadintoaboweroftrees,overhangingitsodenselythatthepassappearedlikearabbit'sburrow,andpresentlyreachedasideentrancetothepark。Thecloudsrosemorerapidlythanthefarmerhadanticipated:thesheepmovedinatrail,andcomplainedincoherently。Lividgreyshades,likethoseofthemodernFrenchpainters,madeamysteryoftheremoteanddarkpartsofthevista,andseemedtoinsistuponasuspensionofbreath。
Beforeshewashalf-wayacrosstheparkthethunderrumbleddistinctly。
Thedirectioninwhichshehadtogowouldtakeherclosebytheoldmanor-house。Theairwasperfectlystill,andbetweeneachlowrumbleofthethunderbehindshecouldheartheroarofthewaterfallbeforeher,andthecreakoftheengineamongthebusheshardbyit。Hurryingon,withagrowingdreadofthegloomandoftheapproachingstorm,shedrewneartheOldHouse,nowrisingbeforeheragainstthedarkfoliageandskyintonesofstrangewhiteness。
Ontheflightofsteps,whichdescendedfromaterraceinfronttothelevelofthepark,stoodaman。Heappeared,partlyfromthereliefthepositiongavetohisfigure,andpartlyfromfact,tobeoftoweringheight。Hewasdarkinoutline,andwaslookingatthesky,withhishandsbehindhim。
ItwasnecessaryforCythereatopassdirectlyacrossthelineofhisfront。Shefeltsoreluctanttodothis,thatshewasabouttoturnunderthetreesoutofthepathandenteritagainatapointbeyondtheOldHouse;buthehadseenher,andshecameonmechanically,unconsciouslyavertingherfacealittle,anddroppingherglancetotheground。
Hereyesunswervinglylingeredalongthepathuntiltheyfelluponanotherpathbranchinginarightlinefromthepathshewaspursuing。ItcamefromthestepsoftheOldHouse。'Iamexactlyoppositehimnow,'shethought,'andhiseyesaregoingthroughme。'
Aclearmasculinevoicesaid,atthesameinstant——
'Areyouafraid?'
She,interpretinghisquestionbyherfeelingsatthemoment,assumedhimselftobetheobjectoffear,ifany。'Idon'tthinkI
am,'shestammered。
Heseemedtoknowthatshethoughtinthatsense。
'Ofthethunder,Imean,'hesaid;'notofmyself。'
Shemustturntohimnow。'Ithinkitisgoingtorain,'sheremarkedforthesakeofsayingsomething。
Hecouldnotconcealhissurpriseandadmirationofherfaceandbearing。Hesaidcourteously,'ItmaypossiblynotrainbeforeyoureachtheHouse,ifyouaregoingthere?'
'Yes,Iam,'
'MayIwalkupwithyou?Itislonelyunderthetrees。'
'No。'Fearinghiscourtesyarosefromabeliefthathewasaddressingawomanofhigherstationthanwashers,sheadded,'IamMissAldclyffe'scompanion。Idon'tmindtheloneliness。'
'O,MissAldclyffe'scompanion。Thenwillyoubekindenoughtotakeasubscriptiontoher?ShesenttomethisafternoontoaskmetobecomeasubscribertoherSociety,andIwasout。OfcourseI'llsubscribeifshewishesit。ItakeagreatinterestintheSociety。'
'MissAldclyffewillbegladtohearthat,Iknow。'
'Yes;letmesee——whatSocietydidshesayitwas?IamafraidI
haven'tenoughmoneyinmypocket,andyetitwouldbeasatisfactiontohertohavepracticalproofofmywillingness。I'llgetit,andbeoutinoneminute。'
Heenteredthehouseandwasathersideagainwithinthetimehehadnamed。'Thisisit,'hesaidpleasantly。
Sheheldupherhand。Thesofttipsofhisfingersbrushedthepalmofhergloveasheplacedthemoneywithinit。Shewonderedwhyhisfingersshouldhavetouchedher。
'Ithinkafterall,'hecontinued,'thattherainisuponus,andwilldrenchyoubeforeyoureachtheHouse。Yes:seethere。'
Hepointedtoaroundwetspotaslargeasanasturtiumleaf,whichhadsuddenlyappeareduponthewhitesurfaceofthestep。
'Youhadbettercomeintotheporch。Itisnotnearlynightyet。
Thecloudsmakeitseemlaterthanitreallyis。'
Heavydropsofrain,followedimmediatelybyaforkedflashoflightningandsharprattlingthundercompelledher,willinglyorno,toaccepthisinvitation。Sheascendedthesteps,stoodbesidehimjustwithintheporch,andforthefirsttimeobtainedaseriesofshortviewsofhisperson,astheywaitedthereinsilence。
Hewasanextremelyhandsomeman,well-formed,andwell-dressed,ofanagewhichseemedtobetwoorthreeyearslessthanthirty。Themoststrikingpointinhisappearancewasthewonderful,almostpreternatural,clearnessofhiscomplexion。Therewasnotablemishorspeckofanykindtomarthesmoothnessofitssurfaceorthebeautyofitshue。Next,hisforeheadwassquareandbroad,hisbrowsstraightandfirm,hiseyespenetratingandclear。Bycollectingtheroundofexpressionstheygaveforth,apersonwhotheorizedonsuchmatterswouldhaveimbibedthenotionthattheirownerwasofanaturetokickagainstthepricks;thelastmanintheworldtoputupwithapositionbecauseitseemedtobehisdestinytodoso;onewhotookuponhimselftoresistfatewiththevindictivedeterminationofaTheomachist。Eyesandforeheadbothwouldhaveexpressedkeennessofintellecttooseverelytobepleasing,hadtheirforcenotbeencounteractedbythelinesandtoneofthelips。Thesewerefullandluscioustoasurprisingdegree,possessingawoman-likesoftnessofcurve,andarubyrednesssointense,astotestifystronglytomuchsusceptibilityofheartwherefemininebeautywasconcerned——asusceptibilitythatmightrequirealltheballastofbrainwithwhichhehadpreviouslybeencreditedtoconfinewithinreasonablechannels。
Hismannerwasratherelegantthangood:hisspeechwell-finishedandunconstrained。
Thepauseintheirdiscourse,whichhadbeencausedbythepealofthunderwasunbrokenbyeitherforaminuteortwo,duringwhichtheearsofbothseemedtobeabsentlyfollowingthelowroarofthewaterfallasitbecamegraduallyrivalledbytheincreasingrushofrainuponthetreesandherbageofthegrove。Afterhershortlooksathim,Cythereahadturnedherheadtowardstheavenueforawhile,andnow,glancingbackagainforaninstant,shediscoveredthathiseyeswereengagedinasteady,thoughdelicate,regardofherfaceandform。
Atthismoment,byreasonofthenarrownessoftheporch,theirdressestouched,andremainedincontact。
Hisclothesaresomethingexteriortoeveryman;buttoawomanherdressispartofherbody。Itsmotionsareallpresenttoherintelligenceifnottohereyes;nomanknowshowhiscoat-tailsswing。Bytheslightesthyperboleitmaybesaidthatherdresshassensation。CreasebuttheveryUltimaThuleoffringeorflounce,andithurtsherasmuchaspinchingher。Delicateantennae,orfeelers,bristleoneveryoutlyingfrill。Gototheuppermost:sheisthere;treadonthelowest:thefaircreatureistherealmostbeforeyou。
Thusthetouchofclothes,whichwasnothingtoManston,sentathrillthroughCytherea,seeing,moreover,thathewasofthenatureofamysteriousstranger。Shelookedoutagainatthestorm,butstillfelthim。Atlasttoescapethesensationshemovedaway,thoughbysodoingitwasnecessarytoadvancealittleintotherain。
'Look,therainiscomingintotheporchuponyou,'hesaid。'Stepinsidethedoor。'
Cythereahesitated。
'Perfectlysafe,Iassureyou,'headded,laughing,andholdingthedooropen。'YoushallseewhatastateofdisorganizationIamin——
boxesonboxes,furniture,straw,crockery,ineveryformoftransposition。Anoldwomanisinthebackquarterssomewhere,beginningtoputthingstorights……Youknowtheinsideofthehouse,Idaresay?'
'Ihaveneverbeenin。'
'Owell,comealong。Here,yousee,theyhavemadeadoorthrough,here,theyhaveputapartitiondividingtheoldhallintotwo,onepartisnowmyparlour;theretheyhaveputaplasterceiling,hidingtheoldchestnut-carvedroofbecauseitwastoohighandwouldhavebeenchillyforme;yousee,beingtheoriginalhall,itwasopenrightuptothetop,andherethelordofthemanorandhisretainersusedtomeetandbemerrybythelightfromthemonstrousfirewhichshoneoutfromthatmonstrousfire-place,nownarrowedtoamerenothingformygrate,thoughyoucanseetheoldoutlinestill。IalmostwishIcouldhavehaditinitsoriginalstate。'
'Withmoreromanceandlesscomfort。'
'Yes,exactly。Well,perhapsthewishisnotdeep-seated。Youwillseehowthethingsaretumbledinanyhow,packing-casesandall。
Theonlypieceofornamentalfurnitureyetunpackedisthisone。'
'Anorgan?'
'Yes,anorgan。Imadeitmyself,exceptthepipes。Iopenedthecasethisafternoontocommencesoothingmyselfatonce。Itisnotaverylargeone,butquitebigenoughforaprivatehouse。Youplay,Idaresay?'
'Thepiano。Iamnotatallusedtoanorgan。'
'Youwouldsoonacquirethetouchforanorgan,thoughitwouldspoilyourtouchforthepiano。Notthatthatmattersagreatdeal。
Apianoisn'tmuchasaninstrument。'
'Itisthefashiontosaysonow。Ithinkitisquitegoodenough。'
'Thatisn'taltogetherarightsentimentaboutthingsbeinggoodenough。'
'No——no。WhatImeanis,thatthemenwhodespisepianosdoitasarulefromtheirteeth,merelyforfashion'ssake,becausecleverermenhavesaiditbeforethem——notfromtheexperienceoftheirears。'
NowCythereaallatoncebrokeintoablushattheconsciousnessofagreatsnubshehadbeenguiltyofinhereagernesstoexplainherself。Hecharitablyexpressedbyalookthathedidnotintheleastmindherblunder,ifitwereone;andthisattitudeforcedhimintoapositionofmentalsuperioritywhichvexedher。
'Iplayformyprivateamusementonly,'hesaid。'Ihaveneverlearnedscientifically。AllIknowiswhatItaughtmyself。'
Thethunder,lightning,andrainhadnowincreasedtoaterrificforce。Theclouds,fromwhichdarts,forks,zigzags,andballsoffirecontinuallysprang,didnotappeartobemorethanahundredyardsabovetheirheads,andeverynowandthenaflashandapealmadegapsinthesteward'sdescriptions。Hewenttowardstheorgan,inthemidstofavolleywhichseemedtoshaketheagedhousefromfoundationstochimney。
'Youarenotgoingtoplaynow,areyou?'saidCythereauneasily。
'Oyes。Whynotnow?'hesaid。'Youcan'tgohome,andthereforewemayaswellbeamused,ifyoudon'tmindsittingonthisbox。
ThefewchairsIhaveunpackedareintheotherroom。'
Withoutwaitingtoseewhethershesatdownornot,heturnedtotheorganandbeganextemporizingaharmonywhichmeanderedthrougheveryvarietyofexpressionofwhichtheinstrumentwascapable。
Presentlyheceasedandbegansearchingforsomemusic-book。
'Whatasplendidflash!'hesaid,asthelightningagainshoneinthroughthemullionedwindow,which,ofaproportiontosuitthewholeextentoftheoriginalhall,wasmuchtoolargeforthepresentroom。Thethunderpealedagain。Cytherea,inspiteofherself,wasfrightened,notonlyattheweather,butatthegeneralunearthlyweirdnesswhichseemedtosurroundherthere。
'IwishI——thelightningwasn'tsobright。Doyouthinkitwilllastlong?'shesaidtimidly。
'Itcan'tlastmuchlonger,'hemurmured,withoutturning,runninghisfingersagainoverthekeys。'Butthisisnothing,'hecontinued,suddenlystoppingandregardingher。'Itseemsbrighterbecauseofthedeepshadowunderthosetreesyonder。Don'tmindit;
nowlookatme——lookinmyface——now。'
Hehadfacedthewindow,lookingfixedlyattheskywithhisdarkstrongeyes。Sheseemedcompelledtodoasshewasbidden,andlookedinthetoo-delicatelybeautifulface。
Theflashcame;buthedidnotturnorblink,keepinghiseyesfixedasfirmlyasbefore。'There,'hesaid,turningtoher,'that'sthewaytolookatlightning。'
'O,itmighthaveblindedyou!'sheexclaimed。
'Nonsense——notlightningofthissort——Ishouldn'thavestaredatitiftherehadbeendanger。Itisonlysheet-lightningnow。Now,willyouhaveanotherpiece?Somethingfromanoratoriothistime?'
'No,thankyou——Idon'twanttohearitwhilstitthundersso。'Buthehadbegunwithoutheedingheranswer,andshestoodmotionlessagain,marvellingatthewonderfulindifferencetoallexternalcircumstancewhichwasnowevincedbyhiscompleteabsorptioninthemusicbeforehim。
'Whydoyouplaysuchsaddeningchords?'shesaid,whenhenextpaused。
'H'm——becauseIlikethem,Isuppose,'saidhelightly。'Don'tyoulikesadimpressionssometimes?'
'Yes,sometimes,perhaps。'
'Whenyouarefulloftrouble。'
'Yes。'
'Well,whyshouldn'tIwhenIamfulloftrouble?'
'Areyoutroubled?'
'Iamtroubled。'Hesaidthisthoughtfullyandabruptly——soabruptlythatshedidnotpushthedialoguefurther。
Henowplayedmorepowerfully。Cythereahadneverheardmusicinthecompletenessoffullorchestralpower,andthetonesoftheorgan,whichreverberatedwithconsiderableeffectinthecomparativelysmallspaceoftheroom,heightenedbytheelementalstrifeoflightandsoundoutside,movedhertoadegreeoutofproportiontotheactualpowerofthemerenotes,practisedaswasthehandthatproducedthem。Thevaryingstrains——nowloud,nowsoft;simple,complicated,weird,touching,grand,boisterous,subdued;eachphasedistinct,yetmodulatingintothenextwithagracefulandeasyflow——shookandbenthertothemselves,asagushingbrookshakesandbendsashadowcastacrossitssurface。
Thepowerofthemusicdidnotshowitselfsomuchbyattractingherattentiontothesubjectofthepiece,asbytakingupanddevelopingasitslibrettothepoemofherownlifeandsoul,shiftingherdeedsandintentionsfromthehandsofherjudgmentandholdingtheminitsown。
Shewasswayedintoemotionalopinionsconcerningthestrangemanbeforeher;newimpulsesofthoughtcamewithnewharmonies,andenteredintoherwithagnawingthrill。Adreadfulflashoflightningthen,andthethundercloseuponit。Shefoundherselfinvoluntarilyshrinkingupbesidehim,andlookingwithpartedlipsathisface。
Heturnedhiseyesandsawheremotion,whichgreatlyincreasedtheidealelementinherexpressiveface。Shewasinthestateinwhichwoman'sinstincttoconcealhaslostitspoweroverherimpulsetotell;andhesawit。Bendinghishandsomefaceoverhertillhislipsalmosttouchedherear,hemurmured,withoutbreakingtheharmonies——
'Doyouverymuchlikethispiece?'
'Verymuchindeed,'shesaid。
'Icouldseeyouwereaffectedbyit。Iwillcopyitforyou。'
'Thankyoumuch。'
'IwillbringittotheHousetoyouto-morrow。WhoshallIaskfor?'
'O,notforme。Don'tbringit,'shesaidhastily。'Ishouldn'tlikeyouto。'
'Letmesee——to-morroweveningatsevenorafewminutespastI
shallbepassingthewaterfallonmywayhome。Icouldconvenientlygiveityouthere,andIshouldlikeyoutohaveit。'
HemodulatedintothePastoralSymphony,stilllookinginhereyes。
'Verywell,'shesaid,togetridofthelook。
Thestormhadbythistimeconsiderablydecreasedinviolence,andinsevenortenminutestheskypartiallycleared,thecloudsaroundthewesternhorizonbecominglightedupwiththeraysofthesinkingsun。
Cythereadrewalongbreathofrelief,andpreparedtogoaway。Shewasfullofadistressingsensethatherdetentionintheoldmanor-
house,andtheacquaintanceshipithadsetonfoot,wasnotathingshewished。Itwassuchafoolishthingtohavebeenexcitedanddraggedintofranknessbythewilesofastranger。
'Allowmetocomewithyou,'hesaid,accompanyinghertothedoor,andagainshowingbyhisbehaviourhowmuchhewasimpressedwithher。Hisinfluenceoverherhadvanishedwiththemusicalchords,andsheturnedherbackuponhim。'MayIcome?'herepeated。
'No,no。Thedistanceisnotaquarterofamile——itisreallynotnecessary,thankyou,'shesaidquietly。Andwishinghimgood-
evening,withoutmeetinghiseyes,shewentdownthesteps,leavinghimstandingatthedoor。
'O,howisitthatmanhassofascinatedme?'wasallshecouldthink。Herownself,asshehadsatspell-boundbeforehim,wasallshecouldsee。Hergaitwasconstrained,fromtheknowledgethathiseyeswereuponheruntilshehadpassedthehollowbythewaterfall,andbyascendingtherisehadbecomehiddenfromhisviewbytheboughsoftheoverhangingtrees。
5。SIXTOSEVENP。M。
Thewetshiningroadthrewthewesternglareintohereyeswithaninvidiouslustrewhichrenderedtherestlessnessofhermoodmorewearying。Herthoughtsflewfromideatoideawithoutaskingfortheslightestlinkofconnectionbetweenoneandanother。OnemomentshewasfullofthewildmusicandstirringscenewithManston——thenext,Edward'simagerosebeforeherlikeashadowyghost。ThenManston'sblackeyesseemedpiercingheragain,andtherecklessvoluptuousmouthappearedbendingtothecurvesofhisspecialwords。Whatcouldbethosetroublestowhichhehadalluded?PerhapsMissAldclyffewasatthebottomofthem。Sadatheartshepacedon:herlifewasbewilderingher。
OncomingintoMissAldclyffe'spresenceCythereatoldheroftheincident,notwithoutafearthatshewouldburstintooneofherungovernablefitsoftemperatlearningCytherea'sslightdeparturefromtheprogramme。But,strangelytoCytherea,MissAldclyffelookeddelighted。Theusualcross-examinationfollowed。
'Andsoyouwerewithhimallthattime?'saidthelady,withassumedseverity。
'Yes,Iwas。'
'IdidnottellyoutocallattheOldHousetwice。'
'Ididn'tcall,asIhavesaid。Hemademecomeintotheporch。'
'Whatremarksdidhemake,doyousay?'
'ThatthelightningwasnotsobadasIthought。'
'Averyimportantremark,that。Didhe——'sheturnedherglancefulluponthegirl,andeyeinghersearchingly,said——
'DidhesayanythingaboutME?'
'Nothing,'saidCytherea,returninghergazecalmly,'exceptthatI
wastogiveyouthesubscription。'
'Youarequitesure?'
'Quite。'
'Ibelieveyou。Didhesayanythingstrikingorstrangeabouthimself?'
'Onlyonething——thathewastroubled,'
'Troubled!'
Aftersayingtheword,MissAldclyfferelapsedintosilence。Suchbehaviourasthishadended,onmostpreviousoccasions,byhermakingaconfession,andCythereaexpectedonenow。Butforonceshewasmistaken,nothingmorewassaid。
WhenshehadreturnedtoherroomshesatdownandpennedafarewelllettertoEdwardSpringrove,aslittleableasanyotherexcitableandbrimmingyoungwomanofnineteentofeelthatthewisestandonlydignifiedcourseatthatjuncturewastodonothingatall。
Shetoldhimthat,toherpainfulsurprise,shehadlearntthathisengagementtoanotherwomanwasamatterofnotoriety。Sheinsistedthatallhonourbadehimmarryhisearlylove——awomanfarbetterthanherunworthyself,whoonlydeservedtobeforgotten,andbeggedhimtorememberthathewasnottoseeherfaceagain。SheupbraidedhimforlevityandcrueltyinmeetinghersofrequentlyatBudmouth,andaboveallinstealingthekissfromherlipsonthelasteveningofthewaterexcursions。'Inever,nevercanforgetit!'shesaid,andthenfeltasensationofhavingdoneherduty,ostensiblypersuadingherselfthatherreproachesandcommandswereofsuchaforcethatnomantowhomtheywereutteredcouldeverapproachhermore。
Yetitwasallunconsciouslysaidinwordswhichbetrayedalingeringtendernessofloveateveryunguardedturn。LikeBeatriceaccusingDantefromthechariot,tryasshemighttoplaythesuperiorbeingwhocontemnedsuchmereeye-sensuousness,shebetrayedateverypointaprettywoman'sjealousyofarival,andcovertlygaveheroldloverhintsforexcusinghimselfateachfreshindictment。
Thisdone,Cytherea,stillinapracticalmood,upbraidedherselfwithweaknessinallowingastrangerlikeMr。Manstontoinfluenceherashehaddonethatevening。Whatrightonearthhadhetosuggestsosuddenlythatshemightmeethimatthewaterfalltoreceivehismusic?Shewouldhavegivenmuchtobeabletoannihilatetheascendencyhehadobtainedoverherduringthatextraordinaryintervalofmelodioussound。Notbeingabletoendurethenotionofhislivingaminutelongerinthebeliefhewasthenholding,shetookherpenandwrotetohimalso:——
'KNAPWATERHOUSE
September20th。
'IfindIcannotmeetyouatseveno'clockbythewaterfallasI
promised。TheemotionIfeltmademeforgetfulofrealities。
'C。GRAYE。'
Agreatstatesmanthinksseveraltimes,andacts;ayoungladyacts,andthinksseveraltimes。When,afewminuteslater,shesawthepostmancarryoffthebagcontainingoneoftheletters,andamessengerwiththeother,she,forthefirsttime,askedherselfthequestionwhethershehadactedverywiselyinwritingtoeitherofthetwomenwhohadsoinfluencedher。
IX。THEEVENTSOFTENWEEKS
1。FROMSEPTEMBERTHETWENTY-FIRSTTOTHEMIDDLEOFNOVEMBER
TheforemostfigurewithinCytherea'shorizon,exclusiveoftheinmatesofKnapwaterHouse,wasnowthesteward,Mr。Manston。Itwasimpossiblethattheyshouldlivewithinaquarterofamileofeachother,beengagedinthesameservice,andattendthesamechurch,withoutmeetingatsomespotoranother,twiceorthriceaweek。OnSundays,inherpew,whenbychancesheturnedherhead,Cythereafoundhiseyeswaitingdesirouslyforaglimpseofhers,and,atfirstmorestrangely,theeyesofMissAldclyffefurtivelyrestingonhim。OncomingoutofchurchhefrequentlywalkedbesideCythereatillshereachedthegateatwhichresidentsintheHouseturnedintotheshrubbery。Bydegreesaconjecturegrewtoacertainty。Sheknewthathelovedher。
Butastrangefactwasconnectedwiththedevelopmentofhislove。
Hewaspalpablymakingthestrongesteffortstosubdue,oratleasttohide,theweakness,andasitsometimesseemed,ratherfromhisownconsciencethanfromsurroundingeyes。Henceshefoundthatnotoneofhisencounterswithherwasanythingmorethantheresultofpureaccident。Hemadenoadvanceswhatever:withoutavoidingher,heneversoughther:thewordshehadwhisperedattheirfirstinterviewnowprovedthemselvestobequiteasmuchtheresultofunguardedimpulseaswasheranswer。Somethingheldhimback,boundhisimpulsedown,butshesawthatitwasneitherprideofhisperson,norfearthatshewouldrefusehim——acoursesheunhesitatinglyresolvedtotakeshouldhethinkfittodeclarehimself。Shewasinterestedinhimandhismarvellousbeauty,asshemighthavebeeninsomefascinatingpantherorleopard——forsomeundefinablereasonsheshrankfromhim,evenwhilstsheadmired。
Thekeynoteofhernature,awarm'precipitanceofsoul,'asColeridgehappilywritesit,whichManstonhadsodirectlypounceduponattheirveryfirstinterview,gavehernowatremuloussenseofbeinginsomewayinhispower。
Thestateofmindwas,onthewhole,adangerousoneforayoungandinexperiencedwoman;andperhapsthecircumstancewhich,morethananyother,ledhertocherishEdward'simagenow,wasthathehadtakennonoticeofthereceiptofherletter,statingthatshediscardedhim。Itwasplainthen,shesaid,thathedidnotcaredeeplyforher,andshethereuponcouldnotquiteleaveoffcaringdeeplyforhim:——
'Ingeniummulierum,Noluntubivelis,ubinoliscupiuntultro。'
ThemonthofOctoberpassed,andNovemberbeganitscourse。TheinhabitantsofthevillageofCarrifordgrewwearyofsupposingthatMissAldclyffewasgoingtomarryhersteward。NewwhispersaroseandbecameverydistinctthoughtheydidnotreachMissAldclyffe'searstotheeffectthatthestewardwasdeeplyinlovewithCythereaGraye。Indeed,thefactbecamesoobviousthattherewasnothinglefttosayaboutitexceptthattheirmarriagewouldbeanexcellentoneforboth;——forherinpointofcomfort——andforhiminpointoflove。