首页 >出版文学> Desperate Remedies>第5章
  Cythereawasanacquisition,andthegreetingwashearty。
  'Goodafternoon!Oyes——MissGraye,fromMissAldclyffe's。Ihaveseenyouatchurch,andIamsogladyouhavecalled!Comein。I
  wonderifIhavechangeenoughtopaymysubscription。'Shespokegirlishly。
  Adelaide,wheninthecompanyofayoungerwoman,alwayslevelledherselfdowntothatyoungerwoman'sagefromasenseofjusticetoherself——asif,thoughnotherownageatcommonlaw,itwasinequity。
  'Itdoesn'tmatter。I'llcomeagain。'
  'Yes,doatanytime;notonlyonthiserrand。Butyoumuststepinforaminute。Do。'
  'Ihavebeenwantingtocomeforseveralweeks。'
  'That'sright。Nowyoumustseemyhouse——lonely,isn'tit,forasingleperson?Peoplesaiditwasoddforayoungwomanlikemetokeeponahouse;butwhatdidIcare?Ifyouknewthepleasureoflockingupyourowndoor,withthesensationthatyoureignedsupremeinsideit,youwouldsayitwasworththeriskofbeingcalledodd。Mr。Springroveattendstomygardening,thedogattendstorobbers,andwheneverthereisasnakeortoadtokill,Janedoesit。'
  'Hownice!Itisbetterthanlivinginatown。'
  'Farbetter。Atownmakesacynicofme。'
  Theremarkrecalled,somewhatstartlingly,toCytherea'smind,thatEdwardhadusedthoseverywordstoherselfoneeveningatBudmouth。
  MissHintonopenedaninteriordoorandledhervisitorintoasmalldrawing-roomcommandingaviewofthecountryformiles。
  Themissionarybusinesswassoonsettled;butthechatcontinued。
  'Howlonelyitmustbehereatnight!'saidCytherea。'Aren'tyouafraid?'
  'AtfirstIwas,slightly。ButIgotusedtothesolitude。Andyouknowasortofcommonsensewillcreepevenintotimidity。Isaytomyselfsometimesatnight,“IfIwereanybodybutaharmlesswoman,notworththetroubleofaworm'sghosttoappeartome,IshouldthinkthateverysoundIhearwasaspirit。“Butyoumustseeallovermyhouse。'
  Cythereawashighlyinterestedinseeing。
  'IsayyouMUSTdothis,andyouMUSTdothat,asifyouwereachild,'remarkedAdelaide。'Aprivilegedfriendofminetellsmethisuseoftheimperativecomesofbeingsoconstantlyinnobody'ssocietybutmyown。'
  'Ah,yes。Isupposesheisright。'
  Cythereacalledthefriend'she'byaruleofladylikepractice;forawoman's'friend'isdelicatelyassumedbyanotherfriendtobeoftheirownsexintheabsenceofknowledgetothecontrary;justascatsarecalledshe'suntiltheyprovethemselveshe's。
  MissHintonlaughedmysteriously。
  'Igetahumorousreproofforitnowandthen,Iassureyou,'shecontinued。
  '“Humorousreproof:“that'snotfromawoman:whocanreprovehumorouslybutaman?'wasthegrooveofCytherea'sthoughtattheremark。'Yourbrotherreprovesyou,Iexpect,'saidthatinnocentyounglady。
  'No,'saidMissHinton,withacandidair。''TisonlyaprofessionalmanIamacquaintedwith。'Shelookedoutofthewindow。
  Womenarepersistentlyimitative。NosoonerdidathoughtflashthroughCytherea'smindthatthemanwasaloverthanshebecameaMissAldclyffeinamildform。
  'Iimaginehe'salover,'shesaid。
  MissHintonsmiledasmileofexperienceinthatline。
  Fewwomen,iftaxedwithhavinganadmirer,aresofreefromvanityastodenytheimpeachment,evenifitisutterlyuntrue。Whenitdoeshappentobetrue,theylookpityinglyawayfromthepersonwhoissobenightedastohavegotnofurtherthansuspectingit。
  'Therenow——MissHinton;youareengagedtobemarried!'saidCythereaaccusingly。
  Adelaidenoddedherheadpractically。'Well,yes,Iam,'shesaid。
  Theword'engaged'hadnosoonerpassedCytherea'slipsthanthesoundofit——themeresoundofherownlips——carriedhermindtothetimeandcircumstancesunderwhichMissAldclyffehadusedittowardsherself。Asickeningthoughtfollowed——basedbutonameresurmise;yetitspresencetookeveryotherideaawayfromCytherea'smind。MissHintonhadusedEdward'swordsabouttowns;shementionedMr。Springroveasattendingtohergarden。ItcouldnotbethatEdwardwastheman!thatMissAldclyffehadplannedtorevealherrivalthus!
  'Areyougoingtobemarriedsoon?'sheinquired,withasteadinesstheresultofasortoffascination,butapparentlyofindifference。
  'Notverysoon——still,soon。'
  'Ah-ha!Inlessthanthreemonths?'saidCytherea。
  'Two。'
  Nowthatthesubjectwaswellinhand,Adelaidewantednomoreprompting。'Youwon'ttellanybodyifIshowyousomething?'shesaid,witheagermystery。
  'Ono,nobody。Butdoesheliveinthisparish?'
  'No。'
  Nothingprovedyet。
  'What'shisname?'saidCythereaflatly。Herbreathandhearthadbeguntheiroldtricks,andcameandwenthotly。MissHintoncouldnotseeherface。
  'Whatdoyouthink?'saidMissHinton。
  'George?'saidCytherea,withdeceitfulagony。
  'No,'saidAdelaide。'Butnow,youshallseehimfirst;comehere;'
  andsheledthewayupstairsintoherbedroom。There,standingonthedressingtableinalittleframe,wastheunconsciousportraitofEdwardSpringrove。
  'Thereheis,'MissHintonsaid,andasilenceensued。
  'Areyouveryfondofhim?'continuedthemiserableCythereaatlength。
  'Yes,ofcourseIam,'hercompanionreplied,butinthetoneofonewho'livedinAbraham'sbosomalltheyear,'andwasthereforeuntouchedbysolemnthoughtatthefact。'He'smycousin——anativeofthisvillage。Wewereengagedbeforemyfather'sdeathleftmesolonely。Iwasonlytwenty,andamuchgreaterbellethanIamnow。Weknoweachotherthoroughly,asyoumayimagine。Igivehimalittlesermonizingnowandthen。'
  'Why?'
  'O,it'sonlyinfun。He'sverynaughtysometimes——notreally,youknow——buthewilllookatanyprettyfacewhenheseesit。'
  Storingupthisstatementofhissusceptibilityasanotheritemtobemiserableuponwhenshehadtime,'Howdoyouknowthat?'
  Cythereaasked,withaswellingheart。
  'Well,youknowhowthingsdocometowomen'sears。HeusedtoliveatBudmouthasanassistant-architect,andIfoundoutthatayounggiddythingofagirlwholivestheresomewheretookhisfancyforadayortwo。ButIdon'tfeeljealousatall——ourengagementissomatter-of-factthatneitherofuscanbejealous。Anditwasamereflirtation——shewastoosillyforhim。He'sfondofrowing,andkindlygaveheranairingforaneveningortwo。I'llwarranttheytalkedthemostunmitigatedrubbishunderthesun——allshallownessandpastime,justaseverythingisatwateringplaces——neitherofthemcaringabitfortheother——shegigglinglikeagooseallthetime——'
  Concentratedessenceofwomanpervadedtheroomratherthanair。
  'SheDIDN'T!anditWASN'Tshallowness!'Cythereaburstout,withbrimmingeyes。''Twasdeepdeceitononeside,andentireconfidenceontheother——yes,itwas!'Thepent-upemotionhadswollenandswolleninsidetheyoungthingtillthedamcouldnolongerembayit。Theinstantthewordswereoutshewouldhavegivenworldstohavebeenabletorecallthem。
  'Doyouknowher——orhim?'saidMissHinton,startingwithsuspicionatthewarmthshown。
  Thetworivalshadnowlosttheirpersonalityquite。Therewasthesamekeenbrightnessofeye,thesamemovementofthemouth,thesamemindinboth,astheylookeddoubtinglyandexcitedlyateachother。Asisinvariablythecasewithwomenwhenamantheycareforisthesubjectofanexcitementamongthem,thesituationabstractedthedifferenceswhichdistinguishedthemasindividuals,andleftonlythepropertiescommontothemasatomsofasex。
  Cythereacaughtatthechanceaffordedherofnotbetrayingherself。
  'Yes,Iknowher,'shesaid。
  'Well,'saidMissHinton,'Iamreallyvexedifmyspeakingsolightlyofanyfriendofyourshashurtyourfeelings,but——'
  'O,nevermind,'Cythereareturned;'itdoesn'tmatter,MissHinton。
  IthinkImustleaveyounow。Ihavetocallatotherplaces。Yes——
  Imustgo。'
  MissHinton,inaperplexedstateofmind,showedhervisitorpolitelydownstairstothedoor。HereCythereabadeherahurriedadieu,andflitteddownthegardenintothelane。
  Sheperseveredinherdutieswithawaywardpleasureingivingherselfmisery,aswasherwont。Mr。Springrove'snamewasnextonthelist,andsheturnedtowardshisdwelling,theThreeTrantersInn。
  3。FOURTOFIVEP。M。
  ThecottagesalongCarrifordvillagestreetwerenotsoclosebutthatononesideorotheroftheroadwasalwaysahedgeofhawthornorprivet,overorthroughwhichcouldbeseengardensororchardsrichwithproduce。Itwasaboutthemiddleoftheearlyapple-
  harvest,andtheladentreeswereshakenatintervalsbythegatherers;thesoftpatteringofthefallingcropuponthegrassygroundbeingdiversifiedbytheloudrattleofvagrantonesuponarail,hencoop,basket,orlean-toroof,orupontheroundedandstoopingbacksofthecollectors——mostlychildren,whowouldhavecriedbitterlyatreceivingsuchasmartblowfromanyotherquarter,butsmilinglyassumedittobebutfuninapples。
  TheThreeTrantersInn,amany-gabled,mediaevalbuilding,constructedalmostentirelyoftimber,plaster,andthatch,stoodclosetothelineoftheroadside,almostoppositethechurchyard,andwasconnectedwitharowofcottagesontheleftbythatchedoutbuildings。Itwasanuncommonlycharacteristicandhandsomespecimenofthegenuineroadsideinnofbygonetimes;andstandingononeofthegreathighwaysinthispartofEngland,hadinitstimebeenthesceneofasmuchofwhatisnowlookeduponastheromanticandgenialexperienceofstage-coachtravellingasanyhalting-placeinthecountry。Therailwayhadabsorbedthewholestreamoftrafficwhichformerlyflowedthroughthevillageandalongbytheancientdooroftheinn,reducingtheempty-handedlandlord,whousedonlytofarmafewfieldsatthebackofthehouse,tothenecessityofekingouthisattenuatedincomebyincreasingtheextentofhisagriculturalbusinessifhewouldstillmaintainhissocialstanding。Nexttothegeneralstillnesspervadingthespot,thelonglineofoutbuildingsadjoiningthehousewasthemoststrikingandsaddeningwitnesstothepassed-awayfortunesoftheThreeTrantersInn。Itwasthebulkoftheoriginalstabling,andwhereoncethehoofsoftwo-scorehorseshaddailyrattledoverthestonyyard,toandfromthestallswithin,thickgrassnowgrew,whilstthelineofroofs——oncesostraight——overthedecayedstalls,hadsunkintovasthollowstilltheyseemedlikethecheeksoftoothlessage。
  Onagreenplotattheotherendofthebuildinggrewtwoorthreelarge,wide-spreadingelm-trees,fromwhichthesignwassuspended——
  representingthethreemencalledtrantersirregularcarriers,standingsidebyside,andexactlyaliketoahair's-breadth,thegrainofthewoodandjointsoftheboardsbeingvisiblethroughthethinpaintdepictingtheirforms,whichwerestillfurtherdisfiguredbyredstainsrunningdownwardsfromtherustynailsabove。
  Underthetreesnowstoodacider-millandpress,anduponthespotshelteredbytheboughsweregatheredMr。Springrovehimself,hismen,theparishclerk,twoorthreeothermen,grindersandsupernumeraries,awomanwithaninfantinherarms,aflockofpigeons,andsomelittleboyswithstrawsintheirmouths,endeavouring,wheneverthemen'sbackswereturned,togetasipofthesweetjuiceissuingfromthevat。
  EdwardSpringrovetheelder,thelandlord,nowmoreparticularlyafarmer,andfortwomonthsintheyearacider-maker,wasanemployeroflabouroftheoldschool,whoworkedhimselfamonghismen。Hewasnowengagedinpackingthepomaceintohorsehairbagswitharammer,andGadWeedy,hisman,wasoccupiedinshovellingupmorefromatubathisside。Theshovelshonelikesilverfromtheactionofthejuice,andeverandanon,initsmotiontoandfro,caughttheraysofthedecliningsunandreflectedtheminbristlingstarsoflight。
  Mr。SpringrovehadbeentooyoungamanwhenthepristinedaysoftheThreeTrantershaddepartedforevertohavemuchofthehostleftinhimnow。Hewasapoetwitharoughskin:onewhosesturdinesswasmoretheresultofexternalcircumstancesthanofintrinsicnature。Tookindlyconstitutedtobeveryprovident,hewasyetnotimprudent。Hehadaquiethumorousnessofdisposition,notoutofkeepingwithafrequentmelancholy,thegeneralexpressionofhiscountenancebeingoneofabstraction。LikeWaltWhitmanhefeltashisyearsincreased——
  'Iforeseetoomuch;itmeansmorethanIthought。'
  Onthepresentoccasionheworegaitersandaleathernapron,andworkedwithhisshirt-sleevesrolledupbeyondhiselbows,disclosingsolidandfleshyratherthanmusculararms。Theywerestainedbythecider,andtwoorthreebrownapple-pipsfromthepomacehewashandlingweretobeseenstickingonthemhereandthere。
  TheotherprominentfigurewasthatofRichardCrickett,theparishclerk,akindofBowdlerizedrake,whoateonlyasmuchasawoman,andhadtherheumatisminhislefthand。Theremainderofthegroup,brown-facedpeasants,woresmock-frocksembroideredontheshoulderswithheartsanddiamonds,andweregirtroundtheirmiddlewithastrap,anotherbeingwornroundtherightwrist。
  'Andhaveyouseenthesteward,Mr。Springrove?'saidtheclerk。
  'Justaglimpseofhim;but'twasjustenoughtoshowmethathe'snothereforlong。'
  'Whymidthatbe?'
  'He'llneverstandthevagariesofthefemalefigureholdenthereins——nothe。'
  'Shed'payenwell,'saidagrinder;'andmoney'smoney。'
  'Ah——'tis:verymuchso,'theclerkreplied。
  'Yes,yes,naibourCrickett,'saidSpringrove,'butshe'llvleeinapassion——allthefatwillbeinthefire——andthere'sanendo't……Yes,sheisaone,'continuedthefarmer,resting,raisinghiseyes,andreadingthefeaturesofadistantapple。
  'Sheis,'saidGad,restingtooitiswonderfulhowpromptajourneymanisinfollowinghismaster'sinitiativetorestandreflectivelyregardingthegroundinfrontofhim。
  'True:aoneisshe,'theclerkchimedin,shakinghisheadominously。
  'Shehassuchatemper,'saidthefarmer,'andissowilfultoo。
  Youmayaswelltrytostopafootpathasstopherwhenshehastakenanythingintoherhead。I'dassoongrindlittlegreencrabsalldayaslivewi'her。'
  ''Tisatempershehev,'tis,'theclerkreplied,'thoughIbeaservantoftheChurchthatsayit。Butsheisn'tgoentofleeinapassionthistime。'
  Theaudiencewaitedforthecontinuationofthespeech,asiftheyknewfromexperiencetheexactdistanceoffitlayinthefuture。
  Theclerkswallowednothingasifitwereagreatdeal,andthenwenton,'There'ssome'atbetween'em:markmywords,naibours——
  there'ssome'atbetween'em。'
  'D'yemeanit?'
  'Id'knowit。HecamelastSaturday,didn'the?'
  ''Adid,truly,'saidGadWeedy,atthesametimetakinganapplefromthehopperofthemill,eatingapiece,andflingingbacktheremaindertobegroundupforcider。
  'Hewenttochurcha-Sunday,'saidtheclerkagain。
  ''Adid。'
  'Andshekepthereyeuponenalltheservice,herfaceflickerenbetweenredandwhite,butneverstoppenateither。'
  Mr。Springrovenodded,andwenttothepress。
  'Well,'saidtheclerk,'youdon'tcallherthekindo'womantomakemistakesinjusttrottenthroughtheweeklyserviceo'God?
  Why,asaruleshe'sasrightasIbemyself。'
  Mr。Springrovenoddedagain,andgaveatwisttothescrewofthepress,followedinthemovementbyGadattheotherside;thetwogrindersexpressingbylooksofthegreatestconcernthat,ifMissAldclyffewereasrightatchurchastheclerk,shemustberightindeed。
  'Yes,asrightintheserviceo'GodasIbemyself,'repeatedtheclerk。'ButlastSunday,whenwewereinthetenthcommandment,saysshe,“Inclineourheartstokeepthislaw,“saysshe,when'twas“Lawsinourhearts,webeseechThee,“allthechurchthrough。
  HereyewasuponHIM——shewasquitelost——“Heartstokeepthislaw,“
  saysshe;shewasnomorethanamereshadderatthattenthtime——amereshadder。Youmi'tha'mouthedacrosstoher“LawsinourheartswebeseechThee,“fiftytimesover——she'dneverha'noticedye。She'sinlovewi'theman,that'swhatsheis。'
  'Thenshe'sabiggerstunpollthanItookherfor,'saidMr。
  Springrove。'Why,she'soldenoughtobehismother。'
  'Therow'llbebetweenherandthatyoungCurlywig,you'llsee。Shewon'truntheriskofthatprettyfacebe-ennear。'
  'ClerkCrickett,Id'fancyyoud'knoweverythingabouteverybody,'
  saidGad。
  'Wellso's,'saidtheclerkmodestly。'Idoknowalittle。Itcomestome。'
  'AndId'knowwherefrom。'
  'Ah。'
  'Thatwifeo'thine。She'sanentertainenwoman,nottospeakdisrespectful。'
  'Sheis:andawinnenone。Lookatthehusbandsshe'vehad——Godblessher!'
  'Iwonderyoucouldstandthirdinthatlist,ClerkCrickett,'saidMr。Springrove。
  'Well,'thasbeenapowero'marveltomyselfoftentimes。Yes,matrimonydobeginwi'“Dearlybeloved,“andendswi'“Amazement,“
  astheprayer-booksays。ButwhatcouldIdo,naibourSpringrove?
  'Twasordainedtobe。WelldoIcalltomindwhatyourpoorladysaidtomewhenIhadjustmarried。“Ah,Mr。Crickett,“saysshe,“yourwifewillsoonsettleyouasshedidherothertwo:here'saglasso'rum,forIshan'tseeyourpoorfacethistimenextyear。“
  Iswalleredtherum,calledagainnextyear,andsaid,“Mrs。
  Springrove,yougavemeaglasso'rumlastyearbecauseIwasgoingtodie——hereIbealivestill,yousee。““Wellsaid,clerk!Here'stwoglassesforyounow,then,“saysshe。“Thankyou,mem,“I
  said,andswalleredtherum。Well,dangmyoldsides,nextyearI
  thoughtI'dcallagainandgetthree。AndcallIdid。Butshewouldn'tgivemeadropo'thecommonest。“No,clerk,“saysshe,“youbetootoughforawoman'spity。“……Ah,poorsoul,'twastrueenough!HerebeI,thatwasexpectedtodie,aliveandhardasanail,yousee,andthere'sshemouldereninhergrave。'
  'Iusedtothink'twasyourwife'sfatenottohavealivenhusbandwhenIzid'emdieoffso,'saidGad。
  'Fate?Blessthysimplicity,so'twasherfate;butshestruggledtohaveone,andwould,anddid。Fate'snothenbesideawoman'sschemen!'
  'Isuppose,then,thatFateisaHe,likeus,andtheLord,andtheresto''emupabovethere,'saidGad,liftinghiseyestothesky。
  'Hullo!Here'stheyoungwomancomenthatwewerea-talkenaboutby-now,'saidagrinder,suddenlyinterrupting。'She'scomenuphere,asIbealive!'
  ThetwogrindersstoodandregardedCythereaasifshehadbeenashiptackingintoaharbour,nearlystoppingthemillintheirnewinterest。
  'Stylishaccoutrementsabouttheheadandshoulders,tomythinken,'
  saidtheclerk。'Sheenencurls,andplentyo'em。'
  'Ifthere'sonekindofpridemoreexcusablethananotherinayoungwoman,'tisbeingproudofherhair,'saidMr。Springrove。
  'Dearman!——thepridethereisonlyasmallpieceo'thewhole。I
  warrantnow,thoughshecanshowsuchafigure,sheha'n'tasticko'furnituretocallherown。'
  'Come,ClerkCrickett,letthemaidbeamaidwhilesheisamaid,'
  saidFarmerSpringrovechivalrously。
  'O,'repliedtheservantoftheChurch;'I'venothentosayagainstit——Ono:
  '“Thechimney-sweeper'sdaughterSueAsIhavehearddeclare,O,Althoughshe'sneithersocknorshoeWillcurlanddeckherhair,O。“'
  Cythereawasratherdisconcertedatfindingthatthegradualcessationofthechoppingofthemillwasonheraccount,andstillmorewhenshesawallthecider-makers'eyesfixeduponherexceptMr。Springrove's,whosenaturaldelicacyrestrainedhim。Shenearedtheplotofgrass,butinsteadofadvancingfurther,hesitatedonitsborder。
  Mr。Springroveperceivedherembarrassment,whichwasrelievedwhenshesawhisold-establishedfigurecomingacrosstoher,wipinghishandsinhisapron。
  'Iknowyourerrand,missie,'hesaid,'andamgladtoseeyou,andattendtoit。I'llstepindoors。'
  'IfyouarebusyIaminnohurryforaminuteortwo,'saidCytherea。
  'Thenifsobeyoureallywouldn'tmind,we'llwringdownthislastfillingtoletitdrainallnight?'
  'Notatall。Iliketoseeyou。'
  'Weareonlyjustgrindingdowntheearlypickthongsandgriffins,'
  continuedthefarmer,inahalf-apologetictonefordetainingbyhiscider-makinganywell-dressedwoman。'Theyrotasblackasachimney-crookifwekeep'emtilltheregularsturnin。'Ashespokehewentbacktothepress,Cythereakeepingathiselbow。
  'I'mlaterthanIshouldhavebeenbyrights,'hecontinued,takingupaleverforpropellingthescrew,andbeckoningtothementocomeforward。'Thetruthis,mysonEdwardhadpromisedtocometo-
  day,andImadepreparations;butinsteadofhimcomesaletter:
  “London,Septembertheeighteenth,DearFather,“sayshe,andwentontotellmehecouldn't。Itthrewmeoutabit。'
  'Ofcourse,'saidCytherea。
  'He'sgotaplace'ab'lieve?'saidtheclerk,drawingnear。
  'No,poormortalfellow,no。Hetriedforthisonehere,youknow,butcouldn'tmanagetogetit。Idon'tknowtherightso'thematter,butwilly-nillytheywouldn'thavehimforsteward。Nowmates,forminline。'
  Springrove,theclerk,thegrinders,andGad,allrangedthemselvesbehindtheleverofthescrew,andwalkedroundlikesoldierswheeling。
  'Themanthattheoldqueanhevgotisamanyoucanhardlygetuponyourtonguetogainsay,bythelooko'en,'rejoinedClerkCrickett。
  'Oneo'thempeoplethatcancontrivetobethoughtnoworseo'forstealenahorsethananothermanforlookenoverhedgeaten,'saidagrinder。
  'Well,he'sallthereassteward,andisquitethegentleman——nodoubtaboutthat。'
  'SowouldmyTedha'been,forthemattero'that,'thefarmersaid。
  'That'strue:'awould,sir。'
  'Isaid,I'llgiveTedagoodeducationifitdocostmemyeyes,andIwouldhavedoneit。'
  'Ay,thatyouwouldso,'saidthechorusofassistantssolemnly。
  'Buthetooktobooksanddrawingnaturally,andcostverylittle;
  andasawind-upthewomenfolkhatchedupamatchbetweenhimandhiscousin。'
  'When'stheweddentobe,Mr。Springrove?'
  'Uncertain——butsoon,Isuppose。Edward,yousee,candoanythingprettynearly,andyetcan'tgetastraightforwardliving。IwishsometimesIhadkepthimhere,andletprofessionsgo。Buthewassuchaoneforthepencil。'
  Hedroppedtheleverinthehedge,andturnedtohisvisitor。
  'Nowthen,missie,ifyou'llcomeindoors,please。'
  GadWeedylookedwithaplacidcriticismatCythereaasshewithdrewwiththefarmer。
  'Icouldtellbythetongueo'herthatshedidn'ttakeherdegreesinourcounty,'hesaidinanundertone。
  'Therailwayshaveleftyoulonelyhere,'sheobserved,whentheywereindoors。
  Savethewitheredoldflies,whichwerequitetamefromthesolitude,notabeingwasinthehouse。Nobodyseemedtohaveentereditsincethelastpassengerhadbeencalledouttomountthelaststage-coachthathadrunby。
  'Yes,theInnandIseemalmostapairoffossils,'thefarmerreplied,lookingattheroomandthenathimself。
  'O,Mr。Springrove,'saidCytherea,suddenlyrecollectingherself;
  'IammuchobligedtoyouforrecommendingmetoMissAldclyffe。'
  Shebegantowarmtowardstheoldman;therewasinhimagentlenessofdispositionwhichremindedherofherownfather。
  'Recommending?Notatall,miss。Ted——that'smyson——Tedsaidafellow-draughtsmanofhishadasisterwhowantedtobedoingsomethingintheworld,andImentionedittothehousekeeper,that'sall。Ay,Imissmysonverymuch。'
  Shekeptherbacktothewindowthathemightnotseeherrisingcolour。
  'Yes,'hecontinued,'sometimesIcan'thelpfeelinguneasyabouthim。Youknow,heseemsnotmadeforatownlifeexactly:hegetsveryqueeroveritsometimes,Ithink。Perhapshe'llbebetterwhenhe'smarriedtoAdelaide。'
  Ahalf-impatientfeelingaroseinher,likethatwhichpossessesasickpersonwhenhehearsarecently-struckhourstruckagainbyaslowclock。Shehadlivedfurtheron。
  'Everythingdependsuponwhetherhelovesher,'shesaidtremulously。
  'Heusedto——hedoesn'tshowitsomuchnow;butthat'sbecausehe'solder。Yousee,itwasseveralyearsagotheyfirstwalkedtogetherasyoungmanandyoungwoman。She'salteredtoofromwhatshewaswhenhefirstcourtedher。'
  'How,sir?'
  'O,she'smoresensiblebyhalf。Whenheusedtowritetohershe'dcreepupthelaneandlookbackoverhershoulder,andslideouttheletter,andreadawordandstandinthoughtlookingatthehillsandseeingnone。Thenthecuckoowouldcry——awaytheletterwouldslip,andshe'dstartwi'frightatthemerebird,andhavearedskinbeforethequickestmanamongyecouldsay,“Bloodrushup。“'
  Hecameforwardwiththemoneyanddroppeditintoherhand。HisthoughtswerestillwithEdward,andheabsentlytookherlittlefingersinhisashesaid,earnestlyandingenuously——
  ''TissoseldomIgetagentlewomantospeaktothatIcan'thelpspeakingtoyou,MissGraye,onmyfearsforEdward;Isometimesamafraidthathe'llnevergeton——thathe'lldiepooranddespisedundertheworstmentalconditions,akeensenseofhavingbeenpassedintheracebymenwhosebrainsarenothingtohisown,allthroughhisseeingtoofarintothings——beingdiscontentedwithmake-shifts——thinkingo'perfectioninthings,andthensickenedthatthere'snosuchthingasperfection。Ishan'tbesorrytoseehimmarry,sinceitmaysettlehimdownanddohimgood……Ay,we'llhopeforthebest。'
  Heletgoherhandandaccompaniedhertothedoorsaying,'Ifyoushouldcaretowalkthiswayandtalktoanoldmanoncenowandthen,itwillbeagreatdelighttohim,MissGraye。Good-eveningtoye……Ahlook!athunderstormisbrewing——bequickhome。OrshallIstepupwithyou?'
  'No,thankyou,Mr。Springrove。Goodevening,'shesaidinalowvoice,andhurriedaway。Onethoughtstillpossessedher;Edwardhadtrifledwithherlove。
  4。FIVETOSIXP。M。
  Shefollowedtheroadintoaboweroftrees,overhangingitsodenselythatthepassappearedlikearabbit'sburrow,andpresentlyreachedasideentrancetothepark。Thecloudsrosemorerapidlythanthefarmerhadanticipated:thesheepmovedinatrail,andcomplainedincoherently。Lividgreyshades,likethoseofthemodernFrenchpainters,madeamysteryoftheremoteanddarkpartsofthevista,andseemedtoinsistuponasuspensionofbreath。
  Beforeshewashalf-wayacrosstheparkthethunderrumbleddistinctly。
  Thedirectioninwhichshehadtogowouldtakeherclosebytheoldmanor-house。Theairwasperfectlystill,andbetweeneachlowrumbleofthethunderbehindshecouldheartheroarofthewaterfallbeforeher,andthecreakoftheengineamongthebusheshardbyit。Hurryingon,withagrowingdreadofthegloomandoftheapproachingstorm,shedrewneartheOldHouse,nowrisingbeforeheragainstthedarkfoliageandskyintonesofstrangewhiteness。
  Ontheflightofsteps,whichdescendedfromaterraceinfronttothelevelofthepark,stoodaman。Heappeared,partlyfromthereliefthepositiongavetohisfigure,andpartlyfromfact,tobeoftoweringheight。Hewasdarkinoutline,andwaslookingatthesky,withhishandsbehindhim。
  ItwasnecessaryforCythereatopassdirectlyacrossthelineofhisfront。Shefeltsoreluctanttodothis,thatshewasabouttoturnunderthetreesoutofthepathandenteritagainatapointbeyondtheOldHouse;buthehadseenher,andshecameonmechanically,unconsciouslyavertingherfacealittle,anddroppingherglancetotheground。
  Hereyesunswervinglylingeredalongthepathuntiltheyfelluponanotherpathbranchinginarightlinefromthepathshewaspursuing。ItcamefromthestepsoftheOldHouse。'Iamexactlyoppositehimnow,'shethought,'andhiseyesaregoingthroughme。'
  Aclearmasculinevoicesaid,atthesameinstant——
  'Areyouafraid?'
  She,interpretinghisquestionbyherfeelingsatthemoment,assumedhimselftobetheobjectoffear,ifany。'Idon'tthinkI
  am,'shestammered。
  Heseemedtoknowthatshethoughtinthatsense。
  'Ofthethunder,Imean,'hesaid;'notofmyself。'
  Shemustturntohimnow。'Ithinkitisgoingtorain,'sheremarkedforthesakeofsayingsomething。
  Hecouldnotconcealhissurpriseandadmirationofherfaceandbearing。Hesaidcourteously,'ItmaypossiblynotrainbeforeyoureachtheHouse,ifyouaregoingthere?'
  'Yes,Iam,'
  'MayIwalkupwithyou?Itislonelyunderthetrees。'
  'No。'Fearinghiscourtesyarosefromabeliefthathewasaddressingawomanofhigherstationthanwashers,sheadded,'IamMissAldclyffe'scompanion。Idon'tmindtheloneliness。'
  'O,MissAldclyffe'scompanion。Thenwillyoubekindenoughtotakeasubscriptiontoher?ShesenttomethisafternoontoaskmetobecomeasubscribertoherSociety,andIwasout。OfcourseI'llsubscribeifshewishesit。ItakeagreatinterestintheSociety。'
  'MissAldclyffewillbegladtohearthat,Iknow。'
  'Yes;letmesee——whatSocietydidshesayitwas?IamafraidI
  haven'tenoughmoneyinmypocket,andyetitwouldbeasatisfactiontohertohavepracticalproofofmywillingness。I'llgetit,andbeoutinoneminute。'
  Heenteredthehouseandwasathersideagainwithinthetimehehadnamed。'Thisisit,'hesaidpleasantly。
  Sheheldupherhand。Thesofttipsofhisfingersbrushedthepalmofhergloveasheplacedthemoneywithinit。Shewonderedwhyhisfingersshouldhavetouchedher。
  'Ithinkafterall,'hecontinued,'thattherainisuponus,andwilldrenchyoubeforeyoureachtheHouse。Yes:seethere。'
  Hepointedtoaroundwetspotaslargeasanasturtiumleaf,whichhadsuddenlyappeareduponthewhitesurfaceofthestep。
  'Youhadbettercomeintotheporch。Itisnotnearlynightyet。
  Thecloudsmakeitseemlaterthanitreallyis。'
  Heavydropsofrain,followedimmediatelybyaforkedflashoflightningandsharprattlingthundercompelledher,willinglyorno,toaccepthisinvitation。Sheascendedthesteps,stoodbesidehimjustwithintheporch,andforthefirsttimeobtainedaseriesofshortviewsofhisperson,astheywaitedthereinsilence。
  Hewasanextremelyhandsomeman,well-formed,andwell-dressed,ofanagewhichseemedtobetwoorthreeyearslessthanthirty。Themoststrikingpointinhisappearancewasthewonderful,almostpreternatural,clearnessofhiscomplexion。Therewasnotablemishorspeckofanykindtomarthesmoothnessofitssurfaceorthebeautyofitshue。Next,hisforeheadwassquareandbroad,hisbrowsstraightandfirm,hiseyespenetratingandclear。Bycollectingtheroundofexpressionstheygaveforth,apersonwhotheorizedonsuchmatterswouldhaveimbibedthenotionthattheirownerwasofanaturetokickagainstthepricks;thelastmanintheworldtoputupwithapositionbecauseitseemedtobehisdestinytodoso;onewhotookuponhimselftoresistfatewiththevindictivedeterminationofaTheomachist。Eyesandforeheadbothwouldhaveexpressedkeennessofintellecttooseverelytobepleasing,hadtheirforcenotbeencounteractedbythelinesandtoneofthelips。Thesewerefullandluscioustoasurprisingdegree,possessingawoman-likesoftnessofcurve,andarubyrednesssointense,astotestifystronglytomuchsusceptibilityofheartwherefemininebeautywasconcerned——asusceptibilitythatmightrequirealltheballastofbrainwithwhichhehadpreviouslybeencreditedtoconfinewithinreasonablechannels。
  Hismannerwasratherelegantthangood:hisspeechwell-finishedandunconstrained。
  Thepauseintheirdiscourse,whichhadbeencausedbythepealofthunderwasunbrokenbyeitherforaminuteortwo,duringwhichtheearsofbothseemedtobeabsentlyfollowingthelowroarofthewaterfallasitbecamegraduallyrivalledbytheincreasingrushofrainuponthetreesandherbageofthegrove。Afterhershortlooksathim,Cythereahadturnedherheadtowardstheavenueforawhile,andnow,glancingbackagainforaninstant,shediscoveredthathiseyeswereengagedinasteady,thoughdelicate,regardofherfaceandform。
  Atthismoment,byreasonofthenarrownessoftheporch,theirdressestouched,andremainedincontact。
  Hisclothesaresomethingexteriortoeveryman;buttoawomanherdressispartofherbody。Itsmotionsareallpresenttoherintelligenceifnottohereyes;nomanknowshowhiscoat-tailsswing。Bytheslightesthyperboleitmaybesaidthatherdresshassensation。CreasebuttheveryUltimaThuleoffringeorflounce,andithurtsherasmuchaspinchingher。Delicateantennae,orfeelers,bristleoneveryoutlyingfrill。Gototheuppermost:sheisthere;treadonthelowest:thefaircreatureistherealmostbeforeyou。
  Thusthetouchofclothes,whichwasnothingtoManston,sentathrillthroughCytherea,seeing,moreover,thathewasofthenatureofamysteriousstranger。Shelookedoutagainatthestorm,butstillfelthim。Atlasttoescapethesensationshemovedaway,thoughbysodoingitwasnecessarytoadvancealittleintotherain。
  'Look,therainiscomingintotheporchuponyou,'hesaid。'Stepinsidethedoor。'
  Cythereahesitated。
  'Perfectlysafe,Iassureyou,'headded,laughing,andholdingthedooropen。'YoushallseewhatastateofdisorganizationIamin——
  boxesonboxes,furniture,straw,crockery,ineveryformoftransposition。Anoldwomanisinthebackquarterssomewhere,beginningtoputthingstorights……Youknowtheinsideofthehouse,Idaresay?'
  'Ihaveneverbeenin。'
  'Owell,comealong。Here,yousee,theyhavemadeadoorthrough,here,theyhaveputapartitiondividingtheoldhallintotwo,onepartisnowmyparlour;theretheyhaveputaplasterceiling,hidingtheoldchestnut-carvedroofbecauseitwastoohighandwouldhavebeenchillyforme;yousee,beingtheoriginalhall,itwasopenrightuptothetop,andherethelordofthemanorandhisretainersusedtomeetandbemerrybythelightfromthemonstrousfirewhichshoneoutfromthatmonstrousfire-place,nownarrowedtoamerenothingformygrate,thoughyoucanseetheoldoutlinestill。IalmostwishIcouldhavehaditinitsoriginalstate。'
  'Withmoreromanceandlesscomfort。'
  'Yes,exactly。Well,perhapsthewishisnotdeep-seated。Youwillseehowthethingsaretumbledinanyhow,packing-casesandall。
  Theonlypieceofornamentalfurnitureyetunpackedisthisone。'
  'Anorgan?'
  'Yes,anorgan。Imadeitmyself,exceptthepipes。Iopenedthecasethisafternoontocommencesoothingmyselfatonce。Itisnotaverylargeone,butquitebigenoughforaprivatehouse。Youplay,Idaresay?'
  'Thepiano。Iamnotatallusedtoanorgan。'
  'Youwouldsoonacquirethetouchforanorgan,thoughitwouldspoilyourtouchforthepiano。Notthatthatmattersagreatdeal。
  Apianoisn'tmuchasaninstrument。'
  'Itisthefashiontosaysonow。Ithinkitisquitegoodenough。'
  'Thatisn'taltogetherarightsentimentaboutthingsbeinggoodenough。'
  'No——no。WhatImeanis,thatthemenwhodespisepianosdoitasarulefromtheirteeth,merelyforfashion'ssake,becausecleverermenhavesaiditbeforethem——notfromtheexperienceoftheirears。'
  NowCythereaallatoncebrokeintoablushattheconsciousnessofagreatsnubshehadbeenguiltyofinhereagernesstoexplainherself。Hecharitablyexpressedbyalookthathedidnotintheleastmindherblunder,ifitwereone;andthisattitudeforcedhimintoapositionofmentalsuperioritywhichvexedher。
  'Iplayformyprivateamusementonly,'hesaid。'Ihaveneverlearnedscientifically。AllIknowiswhatItaughtmyself。'
  Thethunder,lightning,andrainhadnowincreasedtoaterrificforce。Theclouds,fromwhichdarts,forks,zigzags,andballsoffirecontinuallysprang,didnotappeartobemorethanahundredyardsabovetheirheads,andeverynowandthenaflashandapealmadegapsinthesteward'sdescriptions。Hewenttowardstheorgan,inthemidstofavolleywhichseemedtoshaketheagedhousefromfoundationstochimney。
  'Youarenotgoingtoplaynow,areyou?'saidCythereauneasily。
  'Oyes。Whynotnow?'hesaid。'Youcan'tgohome,andthereforewemayaswellbeamused,ifyoudon'tmindsittingonthisbox。
  ThefewchairsIhaveunpackedareintheotherroom。'
  Withoutwaitingtoseewhethershesatdownornot,heturnedtotheorganandbeganextemporizingaharmonywhichmeanderedthrougheveryvarietyofexpressionofwhichtheinstrumentwascapable。
  Presentlyheceasedandbegansearchingforsomemusic-book。
  'Whatasplendidflash!'hesaid,asthelightningagainshoneinthroughthemullionedwindow,which,ofaproportiontosuitthewholeextentoftheoriginalhall,wasmuchtoolargeforthepresentroom。Thethunderpealedagain。Cytherea,inspiteofherself,wasfrightened,notonlyattheweather,butatthegeneralunearthlyweirdnesswhichseemedtosurroundherthere。
  'IwishI——thelightningwasn'tsobright。Doyouthinkitwilllastlong?'shesaidtimidly。
  'Itcan'tlastmuchlonger,'hemurmured,withoutturning,runninghisfingersagainoverthekeys。'Butthisisnothing,'hecontinued,suddenlystoppingandregardingher。'Itseemsbrighterbecauseofthedeepshadowunderthosetreesyonder。Don'tmindit;
  nowlookatme——lookinmyface——now。'
  Hehadfacedthewindow,lookingfixedlyattheskywithhisdarkstrongeyes。Sheseemedcompelledtodoasshewasbidden,andlookedinthetoo-delicatelybeautifulface。
  Theflashcame;buthedidnotturnorblink,keepinghiseyesfixedasfirmlyasbefore。'There,'hesaid,turningtoher,'that'sthewaytolookatlightning。'
  'O,itmighthaveblindedyou!'sheexclaimed。
  'Nonsense——notlightningofthissort——Ishouldn'thavestaredatitiftherehadbeendanger。Itisonlysheet-lightningnow。Now,willyouhaveanotherpiece?Somethingfromanoratoriothistime?'
  'No,thankyou——Idon'twanttohearitwhilstitthundersso。'Buthehadbegunwithoutheedingheranswer,andshestoodmotionlessagain,marvellingatthewonderfulindifferencetoallexternalcircumstancewhichwasnowevincedbyhiscompleteabsorptioninthemusicbeforehim。
  'Whydoyouplaysuchsaddeningchords?'shesaid,whenhenextpaused。
  'H'm——becauseIlikethem,Isuppose,'saidhelightly。'Don'tyoulikesadimpressionssometimes?'
  'Yes,sometimes,perhaps。'
  'Whenyouarefulloftrouble。'
  'Yes。'
  'Well,whyshouldn'tIwhenIamfulloftrouble?'
  'Areyoutroubled?'
  'Iamtroubled。'Hesaidthisthoughtfullyandabruptly——soabruptlythatshedidnotpushthedialoguefurther。
  Henowplayedmorepowerfully。Cythereahadneverheardmusicinthecompletenessoffullorchestralpower,andthetonesoftheorgan,whichreverberatedwithconsiderableeffectinthecomparativelysmallspaceoftheroom,heightenedbytheelementalstrifeoflightandsoundoutside,movedhertoadegreeoutofproportiontotheactualpowerofthemerenotes,practisedaswasthehandthatproducedthem。Thevaryingstrains——nowloud,nowsoft;simple,complicated,weird,touching,grand,boisterous,subdued;eachphasedistinct,yetmodulatingintothenextwithagracefulandeasyflow——shookandbenthertothemselves,asagushingbrookshakesandbendsashadowcastacrossitssurface。
  Thepowerofthemusicdidnotshowitselfsomuchbyattractingherattentiontothesubjectofthepiece,asbytakingupanddevelopingasitslibrettothepoemofherownlifeandsoul,shiftingherdeedsandintentionsfromthehandsofherjudgmentandholdingtheminitsown。
  Shewasswayedintoemotionalopinionsconcerningthestrangemanbeforeher;newimpulsesofthoughtcamewithnewharmonies,andenteredintoherwithagnawingthrill。Adreadfulflashoflightningthen,andthethundercloseuponit。Shefoundherselfinvoluntarilyshrinkingupbesidehim,andlookingwithpartedlipsathisface。
  Heturnedhiseyesandsawheremotion,whichgreatlyincreasedtheidealelementinherexpressiveface。Shewasinthestateinwhichwoman'sinstincttoconcealhaslostitspoweroverherimpulsetotell;andhesawit。Bendinghishandsomefaceoverhertillhislipsalmosttouchedherear,hemurmured,withoutbreakingtheharmonies——
  'Doyouverymuchlikethispiece?'
  'Verymuchindeed,'shesaid。
  'Icouldseeyouwereaffectedbyit。Iwillcopyitforyou。'
  'Thankyoumuch。'
  'IwillbringittotheHousetoyouto-morrow。WhoshallIaskfor?'
  'O,notforme。Don'tbringit,'shesaidhastily。'Ishouldn'tlikeyouto。'
  'Letmesee——to-morroweveningatsevenorafewminutespastI
  shallbepassingthewaterfallonmywayhome。Icouldconvenientlygiveityouthere,andIshouldlikeyoutohaveit。'
  HemodulatedintothePastoralSymphony,stilllookinginhereyes。
  'Verywell,'shesaid,togetridofthelook。
  Thestormhadbythistimeconsiderablydecreasedinviolence,andinsevenortenminutestheskypartiallycleared,thecloudsaroundthewesternhorizonbecominglightedupwiththeraysofthesinkingsun。
  Cythereadrewalongbreathofrelief,andpreparedtogoaway。Shewasfullofadistressingsensethatherdetentionintheoldmanor-
  house,andtheacquaintanceshipithadsetonfoot,wasnotathingshewished。Itwassuchafoolishthingtohavebeenexcitedanddraggedintofranknessbythewilesofastranger。
  'Allowmetocomewithyou,'hesaid,accompanyinghertothedoor,andagainshowingbyhisbehaviourhowmuchhewasimpressedwithher。Hisinfluenceoverherhadvanishedwiththemusicalchords,andsheturnedherbackuponhim。'MayIcome?'herepeated。
  'No,no。Thedistanceisnotaquarterofamile——itisreallynotnecessary,thankyou,'shesaidquietly。Andwishinghimgood-
  evening,withoutmeetinghiseyes,shewentdownthesteps,leavinghimstandingatthedoor。
  'O,howisitthatmanhassofascinatedme?'wasallshecouldthink。Herownself,asshehadsatspell-boundbeforehim,wasallshecouldsee。Hergaitwasconstrained,fromtheknowledgethathiseyeswereuponheruntilshehadpassedthehollowbythewaterfall,andbyascendingtherisehadbecomehiddenfromhisviewbytheboughsoftheoverhangingtrees。
  5。SIXTOSEVENP。M。
  Thewetshiningroadthrewthewesternglareintohereyeswithaninvidiouslustrewhichrenderedtherestlessnessofhermoodmorewearying。Herthoughtsflewfromideatoideawithoutaskingfortheslightestlinkofconnectionbetweenoneandanother。OnemomentshewasfullofthewildmusicandstirringscenewithManston——thenext,Edward'simagerosebeforeherlikeashadowyghost。ThenManston'sblackeyesseemedpiercingheragain,andtherecklessvoluptuousmouthappearedbendingtothecurvesofhisspecialwords。Whatcouldbethosetroublestowhichhehadalluded?PerhapsMissAldclyffewasatthebottomofthem。Sadatheartshepacedon:herlifewasbewilderingher。
  OncomingintoMissAldclyffe'spresenceCythereatoldheroftheincident,notwithoutafearthatshewouldburstintooneofherungovernablefitsoftemperatlearningCytherea'sslightdeparturefromtheprogramme。But,strangelytoCytherea,MissAldclyffelookeddelighted。Theusualcross-examinationfollowed。
  'Andsoyouwerewithhimallthattime?'saidthelady,withassumedseverity。
  'Yes,Iwas。'
  'IdidnottellyoutocallattheOldHousetwice。'
  'Ididn'tcall,asIhavesaid。Hemademecomeintotheporch。'
  'Whatremarksdidhemake,doyousay?'
  'ThatthelightningwasnotsobadasIthought。'
  'Averyimportantremark,that。Didhe——'sheturnedherglancefulluponthegirl,andeyeinghersearchingly,said——
  'DidhesayanythingaboutME?'
  'Nothing,'saidCytherea,returninghergazecalmly,'exceptthatI
  wastogiveyouthesubscription。'
  'Youarequitesure?'
  'Quite。'
  'Ibelieveyou。Didhesayanythingstrikingorstrangeabouthimself?'
  'Onlyonething——thathewastroubled,'
  'Troubled!'
  Aftersayingtheword,MissAldclyfferelapsedintosilence。Suchbehaviourasthishadended,onmostpreviousoccasions,byhermakingaconfession,andCythereaexpectedonenow。Butforonceshewasmistaken,nothingmorewassaid。
  WhenshehadreturnedtoherroomshesatdownandpennedafarewelllettertoEdwardSpringrove,aslittleableasanyotherexcitableandbrimmingyoungwomanofnineteentofeelthatthewisestandonlydignifiedcourseatthatjuncturewastodonothingatall。
  Shetoldhimthat,toherpainfulsurprise,shehadlearntthathisengagementtoanotherwomanwasamatterofnotoriety。Sheinsistedthatallhonourbadehimmarryhisearlylove——awomanfarbetterthanherunworthyself,whoonlydeservedtobeforgotten,andbeggedhimtorememberthathewasnottoseeherfaceagain。SheupbraidedhimforlevityandcrueltyinmeetinghersofrequentlyatBudmouth,andaboveallinstealingthekissfromherlipsonthelasteveningofthewaterexcursions。'Inever,nevercanforgetit!'shesaid,andthenfeltasensationofhavingdoneherduty,ostensiblypersuadingherselfthatherreproachesandcommandswereofsuchaforcethatnomantowhomtheywereutteredcouldeverapproachhermore。
  Yetitwasallunconsciouslysaidinwordswhichbetrayedalingeringtendernessofloveateveryunguardedturn。LikeBeatriceaccusingDantefromthechariot,tryasshemighttoplaythesuperiorbeingwhocontemnedsuchmereeye-sensuousness,shebetrayedateverypointaprettywoman'sjealousyofarival,andcovertlygaveheroldloverhintsforexcusinghimselfateachfreshindictment。
  Thisdone,Cytherea,stillinapracticalmood,upbraidedherselfwithweaknessinallowingastrangerlikeMr。Manstontoinfluenceherashehaddonethatevening。Whatrightonearthhadhetosuggestsosuddenlythatshemightmeethimatthewaterfalltoreceivehismusic?Shewouldhavegivenmuchtobeabletoannihilatetheascendencyhehadobtainedoverherduringthatextraordinaryintervalofmelodioussound。Notbeingabletoendurethenotionofhislivingaminutelongerinthebeliefhewasthenholding,shetookherpenandwrotetohimalso:——
  'KNAPWATERHOUSE
  September20th。
  'IfindIcannotmeetyouatseveno'clockbythewaterfallasI
  promised。TheemotionIfeltmademeforgetfulofrealities。
  'C。GRAYE。'
  Agreatstatesmanthinksseveraltimes,andacts;ayoungladyacts,andthinksseveraltimes。When,afewminuteslater,shesawthepostmancarryoffthebagcontainingoneoftheletters,andamessengerwiththeother,she,forthefirsttime,askedherselfthequestionwhethershehadactedverywiselyinwritingtoeitherofthetwomenwhohadsoinfluencedher。
  IX。THEEVENTSOFTENWEEKS
  1。FROMSEPTEMBERTHETWENTY-FIRSTTOTHEMIDDLEOFNOVEMBER
  TheforemostfigurewithinCytherea'shorizon,exclusiveoftheinmatesofKnapwaterHouse,wasnowthesteward,Mr。Manston。Itwasimpossiblethattheyshouldlivewithinaquarterofamileofeachother,beengagedinthesameservice,andattendthesamechurch,withoutmeetingatsomespotoranother,twiceorthriceaweek。OnSundays,inherpew,whenbychancesheturnedherhead,Cythereafoundhiseyeswaitingdesirouslyforaglimpseofhers,and,atfirstmorestrangely,theeyesofMissAldclyffefurtivelyrestingonhim。OncomingoutofchurchhefrequentlywalkedbesideCythereatillshereachedthegateatwhichresidentsintheHouseturnedintotheshrubbery。Bydegreesaconjecturegrewtoacertainty。Sheknewthathelovedher。
  Butastrangefactwasconnectedwiththedevelopmentofhislove。
  Hewaspalpablymakingthestrongesteffortstosubdue,oratleasttohide,theweakness,andasitsometimesseemed,ratherfromhisownconsciencethanfromsurroundingeyes。Henceshefoundthatnotoneofhisencounterswithherwasanythingmorethantheresultofpureaccident。Hemadenoadvanceswhatever:withoutavoidingher,heneversoughther:thewordshehadwhisperedattheirfirstinterviewnowprovedthemselvestobequiteasmuchtheresultofunguardedimpulseaswasheranswer。Somethingheldhimback,boundhisimpulsedown,butshesawthatitwasneitherprideofhisperson,norfearthatshewouldrefusehim——acoursesheunhesitatinglyresolvedtotakeshouldhethinkfittodeclarehimself。Shewasinterestedinhimandhismarvellousbeauty,asshemighthavebeeninsomefascinatingpantherorleopard——forsomeundefinablereasonsheshrankfromhim,evenwhilstsheadmired。
  Thekeynoteofhernature,awarm'precipitanceofsoul,'asColeridgehappilywritesit,whichManstonhadsodirectlypounceduponattheirveryfirstinterview,gavehernowatremuloussenseofbeinginsomewayinhispower。
  Thestateofmindwas,onthewhole,adangerousoneforayoungandinexperiencedwoman;andperhapsthecircumstancewhich,morethananyother,ledhertocherishEdward'simagenow,wasthathehadtakennonoticeofthereceiptofherletter,statingthatshediscardedhim。Itwasplainthen,shesaid,thathedidnotcaredeeplyforher,andshethereuponcouldnotquiteleaveoffcaringdeeplyforhim:——
  'Ingeniummulierum,Noluntubivelis,ubinoliscupiuntultro。'
  ThemonthofOctoberpassed,andNovemberbeganitscourse。TheinhabitantsofthevillageofCarrifordgrewwearyofsupposingthatMissAldclyffewasgoingtomarryhersteward。NewwhispersaroseandbecameverydistinctthoughtheydidnotreachMissAldclyffe'searstotheeffectthatthestewardwasdeeplyinlovewithCythereaGraye。Indeed,thefactbecamesoobviousthattherewasnothinglefttosayaboutitexceptthattheirmarriagewouldbeanexcellentoneforboth;——forherinpointofcomfort——andforhiminpointoflove。