Ruthgraspedhismeaninglaterwhenshetastedthepuddingand,founditflavoredwithNewEnglandrum。
Afterdinnertheyadjournedtotheparlor。Maud,beingcoaxedby,heradoringfather,playedthepiano。Thenshesang。Thenthey,allsang,allexceptJedandthecaptain,thatis。Thelatter,declaredthathisvoicehadmildewedinthedampweathertheyhad,beenhavinglately,andJedexcusedhimselfonthegroundthathe,hadbeenwarnednottosingbecauseitwasnothealthy。
Barbarawassurprisedandshocked。
“Why,UncleJed!”shecried。”YousingEVERsomuch。Iheardyou,singingthismorning。”
Jednodded。”Ye-es,“hedrawled,“butIwasalonethenandI’m,liabletotakechanceswithmyownhealth。BlueyBatcheldorwasin,theshoplastweek,though,whenIwastunin’upanditdisagreed,withHIM。”
“Idon’tbelieveit,UncleJed,“withrighteousindignation。”How,doyouknowitdid?”
“’Causehesaidso。Helistenedaspell,andthensaidImadehim,sick,soItookhiswordforit。”
CaptainSamlaugheduproariously。”Youmustbeprettybadthen,Jed,“hedeclared。”AnybodywhodisagreeswithBlueyBatcheldor,mustbeprettynighthelimit。”
Jednodded。”Um-hm,“hesaid,reflectively,“prettynigh,butnot,quite。Alwaysseemedtomethereallimitwasanybodywhoagreed,withhim。”
SoJed,withBabbieonhisknee,satinthecornerofthebay,windowlookingoutonthestreet,whileMrs。Armstrongandher,brotherandMissHunniwellplayedandsangandthecaptain,applaudedvigorouslyandloudlydemandedmore。AfteratimeRuth,leftthegroupatthepianoandjoinedJedandherdaughterbythe,window。CaptainHunniwellcameafewminuteslater。
“Makeagood-lookin’couple,don’tthey?”hewhispered,bending,down,andwithajerkofhisheadinthedirectionofthe,musicians。”Yourbrother’safine-lookin’youngchap,Mrs。
Armstrong。Andheactsaswellashelooks。Don’tknowwhenI’ve,takensuchashinetoayoungfellerasIhavetohim。Yes,ma’am,theymakeagood-lookin’couple,evenifoneof’emismy,daughter。”
Thespeechwasmadewithouttheslightestthoughtorsuggestionof,anythingbutdelightedadmirationandparentalaffection。
Nevertheless,Ruth,towhomitwasmade,startedslightly,and,turning,regardedthepairatthepiano。Maudwasfingeringthe,pagesofabookofcollegesongsandlookingsmilinglyupintothe,faceofCharlesPhillips,whowaslookingdownintohers。There,was,apparently,nothinginthepicture——aprettyone,bytheway——
tocauseMrs。Armstrongtogazesofixedlyortobringtheslight,frowntoherforehead。AfteramomentsheturnedtowardJed,Winslow。Theireyesmetandinhisshesawthesamestartledhint,ofwonder,ofpossibletrouble,sheknewhemustseeinhers。Then,theybothlookedaway。
CaptainHunniwellpratedproudlyon,chantingpraisesofhis,daughter’scapabilitiesandtalents,ashedidtoanyonewhowould,listen,andvaryingthemonotonywithoccasionalreferencestothe,wonderfulmannerinwhichyoungPhillipshad“takenhold“atthe,bank。Ruthnoddedandmurmuredsomethingfromtimetotime,butto,anyonelessengrossedbyhissubjectthanthecaptainitwould,havebeenevidentshewaspayinglittleattention。Jed,whowas,beingentertainedbyBabbieandPetunia,wasabsentlypretendingto,bemuchinterestedinafairystorywhichtheformerwas,improvising——shecalledtheprocess“makingupasIgoalong“——for,hisbenefit。Suddenlyheleanedforwardandspoke。
“Sam,“hesaid,“there’ssomebodycomin’upthewalk。Ididn’tget,agoodsightofhim,butitain’tanybodythatliveshereinOrham,regular。”
“Eh?,Thatso?”demandedthecaptain。”Howdoyouknow’tain’tif,youdidn’tseehim?”
“’Causehe’scomin’tothefrontdoor,“repliedMr。Winslow,with,unanswerablelogic。”Thereheisnow,comin’outfromasternof,thatlilacbush。Soldier,ain’the?”
ItwasRuthArmstrongwhofirstrecognizedthevisitor。”Why,“she,exclaimed,“itisMajorGrover,isn’tit?”
Themajoritwas,andamomentlaterCaptainHunniwellusheredhim,intotheroom。HehadcometoOrhamonanerrand,heexplained,andhadstoppedatthewindmillshoptoseeMr。Winslow。Finding,thelatterout,hehadtakenthelibertyoffollowinghimtothe,Hunniwellhome。
“I’mgoingtostaybutamoment,CaptainHunniwell,“hewenton。
“IwantedtotalkwithWinslowona——well,onabusinessmatter。
OfcourseIwon’tdoitnowbutperhapswecanarrangeatime,convenientforusbothwhenIcan。”
“Don’tcal’latethere’llbemuchtroubleaboutthat,“observedthe,captain,withachuckle。”Jedgenerallyhastimeconvenientfor,’mosteverybody;eh,Jed?”
Jednodded。”Um-hm,“hedrawled,“foreverybodybutGabBearse。”
“SoyouandJedaregoin’totalkbusiness,eh?”queriedCaptain,Sam,muchamusedattheidea。”Figgerin’tohavehimrigup,windmillstodrivethoseflyin’machinesofyours,Major?”
“Notexactly。Mybusinesswasofanotherkind,andprobablynot,veryimportant,atthat。Ishallprobablybeoverhereagainon,Monday,Winslow。Canyouseemethen?”
Jedrubbedhischin。”Ye-es,“hesaid,“I’llbeonprivate,exhibitiontomyfriendsallday。Andchildrenhalfprice,“he,added,givingBabbieahug。”Butsay,Major,howintheworlddid,youlocatemeto-day?,HowdidyouknowIwasoverheretoSam’s?
InevertoldyouIwascomin’,I’llsweartothat。”
ForsomereasonorotherMajorGroverseemedjustalittle,embarrassed。
“Whyno,“hesaid,stammeringatrifle,“youdidn’ttellme,but,someonedid。Now,who——“
“IthinkItoldyou,Major,“putinRuthArmstrong。”Lastevening,whenyoucalledto——toreturnCharlie’sumbrella。Itoldyouwe,weretodinehereto-dayandthatJed——Mr。Winslow——wastodine,withus。Don’tyouremember?”
Groverrememberedperfectlythen,ofcourse。Hehastenedto,explainthat,havingborrowedtheumbrellaofCharlesPhillipsthe,previousweek,hehaddroppedinonhisnextvisittoOrhamto,returnit。
Jedgrunted。
“Humph!”hesaid,“younevercametoseemelastnight。Whenyou,wasascloseaboardasnextdoorseems’sifyoumight。”
Themajorlaughed。”Well,you’llhavetoadmitthatIcameto-
day,“hesaid。
“Yes,“putinCaptainSam,“and,nowyouarehere,you’regoin’to,stayaspell。Oh,yes,youare,too。UncleSamdon’tneedyouso,hardthathecan’tletyouhaveanhourorsooffonThanksgiving,Day。Maud,whyintimedidn’twethinktohaveMajorGroverhere,fordinneralongwiththerestofthefolks?,Say,couldn’tyoueat,aplateoffrozenpuddin’rightthisminute?,We’vegotsomeon,handthattastesofmygrandfather,andwewanttogetridofit。”
Theircallerlaughinglydeclinedthefrozenpudding,buthewas,prevailedupontoremainandhearMissHunniwellplay。SoMaud,playedandCharlesturnedthemusicforher,andMajorGrover,listenedandtalkedwithRuthArmstrongintheintervalsbetween,selections。AndJedandBarbarachattedandCaptainSambeamed,goodhumoruponeveryone。Itwasaverypleasant,happy,afternoon。Warandsufferingandheartacheandtroubleseemeda,long,longwayoff。
OnthewaybacktotheshopinthechillNovemberduskGrovertold,Jedalittleofwhathehadcalledtodiscusswithhim。IfJed’s,mindhadbeenofthesuper-criticaltypeitmighthavedeemedthe,subjectofscarcelysufficientimportancetowarrantthemajor’s,pursuinghimtotheHunniwells’。Itwassimplythesubjectof,PhineasBabbittandthelatter’santi-warutterancesandsurmised,disloyalty。
“Yousee,“explainedGrover,“someoneevidentlyhasreportedthe,oldchaptotheauthoritiesasasuspiciousperson。The,government,Iimagine,isn’tkeenonsendingaspecialinvestigator,downhere,sotheyhaveaskedmetolookintothematter。Idon’t,knowmuchaboutBabbitt,butIthoughtyoumight。Ishedisloyal,doyouthink?”
Jedhesitated。Thingsthehardwaredealerhadsaidhadbeen,reportedtohim,ofcourse;butgossip——particularlytheBearse,brandofgossip——wasnotthemostreliableofevidence。Thenhe,rememberedhisownrecentconversationwithLeanderandthe,latter’sexpressedfearthathisfathermightgetintotrouble。
Jeddetermined,fortheson’ssake,nottobringthattrouble,nearer。
“Well,Major,“heanswered,“Ishouldn’twanttosaythathewas。
Phineastalksawfulfoolishsometimes,butIshouldn’twonderif,thatwashishotheadandbulltemperasmuchasanythingelse。As,towhetherhe’sanythingmorethanfoolishornot,courseI
couldn’tsaysartin,butIdon’tthinkhe’stoodesperatetobe,runnin’loose。Ical’latehewon’tputanybombsunderneaththe,townhalloranythingofthatsort。Phinandhiskindremindme,someofthatnewkindofballoonyouwastellin’methey’dprobably,haveovertoyourcampwhen’twasdone,that——er——er——dirigible;
wasn’tthatwhatyoucalledit?”
“Yes。ButwhydoesBabbittremindyouofadirigibleballoon?,I
don’tseetheconnection。”
“Don’tyou?,Well,seems’sifIdid。Phinfillshimselfupwith,thegashegetsfromhisAnarchistpapersandmagazines——the’rich,man’swar’andalltherestofit——andgoesupintheairandwhen,he’supintheairhe’skindofhardtohandle。That’swhatyou,toldmeabouttheballoon,ifIrecollect。”
Groverlaughedheartily。”Thenthebestthingtodoistokeephim,ontheground,Ishouldsay,“heobserved。
Jedrubbedhischin。”Um-hm,“hedrawled,“butshuttin’offhis,gassupplymighthelpsome。Idon’tthinkI’dworryabouthim,much,ifIwasyou。”
Theyseparatedatthefrontgatebeforetheshop,wheretherowsof,emptyposts,fromwhichthemillsandvaneshadallbeenremoved,stoodasgauntremindersofthevanishedsummer。MajorGrover,refusedJed’sinvitationtocomeinandhaveasmoke。
“No,thankyou,“hesaid,“notthisevening。I’llwaitherea,momentandsaygood-nighttotheArmstrongsandPhillipsandthenI
mustbeonmywaytothecamp……Why,what’sthematter?
Anythingwrong?”
Hiscompanionwassearchinginhisvariouspockets。Thesearch,completed,heproceededtolookhimselfover,sotospeak,taking,offhishatandlookingatthat,liftingahandandthenafootand,lookingatthem,andallwithapuzzled,far-awayexpression。When,Groverrepeatedhisquestionheseemedtohearitforthefirst,timeandthennotveryclearly。
“Eh?”hedrawled。”Oh,why——er——yes,thereISsomethin’wrong。
Thatistosay,thereain’t,andthat’sthewrongpartofit。I
don’tseemtohaveforgottenanything,that’sthetrouble。”
Hisfriendburstoutlaughing。
“Ishouldscarcelycallthatatrouble,“hesaid。
“Shouldn’tyou?,No,Ipresumelikelyyouwouldn’t。ButInevergo,anywherewithoutforgettin’somethin’,forgettin’tosaysomethin’
ordosomethin’orbringsomethin’。Neverdidinallmylife。Now,hereIamhomeagainandIcan’trememberthatI’veforgotasingle,thing……Hum……Well,Ideclare!,Iwonderwhatitmeans。
Maybe,it’sasignsomethin’sgoin’tohappen。”
Hesaidgoodnightabsent-mindedly。Groverlaughedandwalkedaway,tomeetRuthandherbrother,who,withBarbaradancingahead,were,comingalongthesidewalk。Hehadgonebutalittlewaywhenhe,heardMr。Winslowshoutinghisname。
“Major!”shoutedJed。”MajorGrover!,It’sallright,Major,I
feelbetternow。I’vefoundit。’Twasthekey。Ileftitinthe,frontdoorlockherewhenIwentawaythismornin’。Iguess,there’snothin’unnaturalaboutme,afterall;guessnothin’sgoin’
tohappen。”
Butsomethingdidandalmostimmediately。Jed,enteringtheouter,shop,closedthedoorandblunderedonthroughthatapartmentand,thelittleshopadjoininguntilhecametohisliving-roombeyond。
Thenhefumbledaboutinthedarknessforalampandmatchbox。He,foundthelatterfirst,onthetablewherethelampshouldhave,been。Lightingoneofthematches,hethenfoundthelampona,chairdirectlyinfrontofthedoor,wherehehadputitbefore,goingawaythatmorning,hisideainsodoingbeingthatitwould,thusbeeasiertolocatewhenhereturnedatnight。Thankinghis,luckystarsthathehadnotupsetbothchairandlampinhis,prowlings,Mr。Winslowlightedthelatter。Then,withitinhis,hand,heturned,toseetheverymanheandMajorGroverhadjust,beendiscussingseatedintherockerinthecorneroftheroomand,glaringathimmalevolently。
Naturally,Jedwassurprised。Naturally,also,beinghimself,he,showedhissurpriseinhisownpeculiarway。Hedidnotstart,violently,norutteranexclamation。Insteadhestoodstockstill,returningPhineasBabbitt’sglarewithasteady,unwinkinggaze。
Itwasthehardwaredealerwhospokefirst。Andthat,bytheway,waspreciselywhathehadnotmeanttodo。
“Yes,“heobserved,withcausticsarcasm,“it’sme。Youneedn’t,standthereblinkin’likeafoolanylonger,Shavin’s。It’sme。”
Jedsetthelampuponthetable。Hedrewalongbreath,apparently,ofrelief。
“Why,so’tis,“hesaid,solemnly。”WhenIfirstsawyousittin’
there,Phin,Ihadasuspicion’twasyou,butthelongerIlooked,themoreIthought’twasthePresidentcometocall。Doyouknow,“
headded,confidentially,“ifyoudidn’thaveanywhiskersandhe,lookedlikeyouyou’dbetheveryimageofhim。”
Thisinterestingpieceofinformationwasnotreceivedwith,enthusiasm。Mr。Babbitt’ssenseofhumorwasnotacutely,developed。
“Nevermindthefunnybusiness,Shavin’s,“hesnapped。”Ididn’t,comeheretobefunnyto-night。DoyouknowwhyIcamehereto,talktoyou?”
Jedpulledforwardachairandsatdown。
“Ipresumelikelyyoucameherebecauseyoufoundthedoor,unlocked,Phin,“hesaid。
“Ididn’tsayHOWIcametocome,butWHYIcame。Iknewwhereyou,wasthisafternoon。IseeyouwhenyouleftthereandIhadagood,mindtocrossoverandsaywhatIhadtosaybeforethewholecrew,SamHunniwell,andhisstuck-uprattle-headofadaughter,andthat,Armstrongbunchthatthinkthemselvessouppish,andallof’em。”
Mr。Winslowstirreduneasilyinhischair。”Now,Phin,“he,protested,“seemstome——“
ButBabbittwastooexcitedtoheed。Hislittleeyessnappedand,hisbristlingbeardquivered。
“Youholdyourhorses,Shavin’s,“heordered。”Ididn’tcomehere,tolistentoyou。IcamebecauseIhadsomethin’tosayandwhen,I’vesaiditI’mgoin’andgoin’quick。Myboy’sbeenhome。You,knewthat,Isuppose,didn’tyou?”
Jednodded。”Yes,“hesaid,“IknewLeander’dcomehomefor,Thanksgivin’。”
“Oh,youdid!,Hecameheretothisshoptoseeyou,maybe?,Humph!
I’llbethedid,thepoorfool!”
AgainJedshiftedhisposition。Hishandsclaspedabouthisknee,andhisfootliftedfromthefloor。
“There,there,Phin,“hesaidgently;“afterall,he’syouronly,son,youknow。”
“Iknowit。Buthe’safooljustthesame。”
“Now,Phin!,Theboy’llbegoin’towarprettysoon,youknow,and——“
Babbittsprangtohisfeet。Hischintrembledsothathecould,scarcelyspeak。
“Shutup!”hesnarled。”Don’tletmehearyousaythatagain,Jed,Winslow。Whosenthimtowar?,Whofilledhisheadfullofrubbish,aboutpatriotism,anddutytothecountry,andalltherestofthe,rottenWallStreetstuff?,Whoputmyboyuptoenlistin’,Jed,Winslow?”
Jed’sfootswungslowlybackandforth。
“Well,Phin,“hedrawled,“toberealhonest,Ithinkheput,himselfuptoit。”
“You’realiar。YOUdidit。”
Jedsighed。”DidLeandertellyouIdid?”heasked。
“No,“mockingly,“Leanderdidn’ttellme。YouandSamHunniwell,andtherestoftheganghavefixedhimsohedon’tcometohis,fathertotellthingsanylonger。Buthetoldhisstep-motherthis,verymornin’andshetoldme。Youwastheonethatadvisedhimto,enlist,hesaid。GoodLord;thinkofit!,Hedon’tgotohisown,fatherforadvice;hegoestothetownjackassinstead,thecritter,thatspendshistimewhittlin’outyoung-one’splaythings。MyLord,A’mighty!”
Hespatonthefloortoemphasizehisdisgust。Therewasan,intervalofsilencebeforeJedanswered。
“Well,Phin,“hesaid,slowly,“you’reright,inaway。Leander,andIhavealwaysbeenprettygoodfriendsandhe’sbeeninthe,habitofdroppin’inheretotalkthingsoverwithme。Whenhe,cametometoaskwhatheoughttodoaboutenlistin’,askedwhat,I’ddoifIwashe,Itoldhim;that’salltherewastoit。”
Babbittextendedashakingforefinger。
“Yes,andyoutoldhimtogotowar。Don’tlieoutofitnow;you,knowyoudid。”
“Um……yes……Idid。”
“Youdid?,YouDID?,Andyouhavethecheektoownuptoitright,aforemyface。”
Jed’shandstrokedhischin。”W-e-e-ll,“hedrawled,“youjust,orderedmenottolieoutofit,youknow。Leanderaskedmeright,upanddownifIwouldn’tenlistifIwasinhisposition。
Naturally,IsaidIwould。”
“Yes,youdid。AndyouknewallthetimehowIfeltaboutit,you,SNEAK。”
Jed’sfootslowlysanktothefloorandjustasslowlyhehoisted,himselffromthechair。
“Phin,“hesaid,withdeliberatemildness,“isthereanythingelse,you’dliketoaskme?,’Causeifthereisn’t,maybeyou’dbetter,runalong。”
“Yousneakin’coward!”
“Er——er——now——now,Phin,youdidn’tunderstand。Isaid’ask’me,not’call’me。”
“No,Ididn’tcomeheretoaskyouanything。Icamehereand,waitedhereso’stobeabletotellyousomethin’。Andthatis,thatIknownowthatyou’reresponsibleformyson——myonlyboy,theboyI’ddependedon——and——and——“
Thefiercelittlemanwas,forthemoment,closetobreakingdown。
Jed’sheartsoftened;hefeltalmostconscience-stricken。
“I’msorryforyou,Phineas,“hesaid。”Iknowhowharditmustbe,foryou。Leanderrealizedit,too。He——“
“Shutup!,Shavin’s,youlistentome。Idon’tforget。Allmy,lifeI’veneverforgot。AndIain’tnevermissedgettin’square。
Icanwait,justasIwaitedhereinthedarkoveranhourso’sto,saythistoyou。I’llgetsquarewithyoujustasI’llgetsquare,withSamHunniwell……That’sall……That’sall……
DAMNYOU!”
HestampedfromtheroomandJedheardhimstumblingthroughthe,littereddarknessoftheshopsonhiswaytothefrontdoor,kickingattheobstacleshetrippedoverandswearingandsobbing,ashewent。Itwasridiculousenough,ofcourse,butJeddidnot,feellikesmiling。Thebitternessofthelittleman’sfinalcurse,wasnothumorous。Neitherwastheheartbreakinhistonewhenhe,spokeofhisboy。Jedfeltnoself-reproach;hehadadvised,Leanderjustashemighthaveadvisedhisownsonhadhislifebeen,likeothermen’slives,normalmenwhohadmarriedandpossessed,sons。HehadnosympathyforPhineasBabbitt’svindictivehatred,ofallthosemorefortunatethanheorwhoopposedhim,orforhis,sillyandselfishideasconcerningthewar。Buthedidpityhim;
hepitiedhimprofoundly。
Babbitthadleftthefrontdooropeninhisemotionaldepartureand,Jedfollowedtocloseit。Beforedoingsohesteppedoutintothe,yard。
Itwaspitchdarknowandstill。Hecouldhearthefootstepsof,hisrecentvisitorpoundinguptheroad,andthesplashygrumbleof,thesurfonthebarwasunusuallyaudible。Hestoodforamoment,lookingupattheblacksky,withthefewstarsshiningbetweenthe,cloudblotches。Thenheturnedandlookedatthelittlehousenext,door。
Thewindowsofthesitting-roomwerealightandtheshadesdrawn。
AtonewindowhesawCharlesPhillips’silhouette;hewasreading,apparently。AcrosstheothershadeRuth’sdaintyprofilecameand,went。Jedlookedandlooked。Hesawherturnandspeaktosome,one。Thenanothershadowcrossedthewindow,theshadowofMajor,Grover。Evidentlythemajorhadnotgonehomeatonceashehad,toldJedheintendeddoing,plainlyhehadbeenpersuadedtoenter,theArmstronghouseandmakeCharlieandhissisterashortcall。
ThiswasJed’sestimateofthesituation,hissolespeculation,concerningitanditsprobabilities。
AndyetMr。GabeBearse,hadheseenthemajor’sshadowuponthe,Armstrongwindowcurtain,mighthavespeculatedmuch。
CHAPTERXV
ThepitywhichJedfeltforPhineasBabbittcausedhimtokeep,silentconcerninghisThanksgivingeveninginterviewwiththe,hardwaredealer。AtfirsthewasinclinedtotellMajorGroverof,Babbitt’sexpressionsconcerningthewarandhisson’senlistment。
Afterreflection,however,hedecidednottodoso。TheWinslow,charitywaswideenoughtocoveramultitudeofotherpeople’ssins,anditcoveredthoseofPhineas。Thelatterwastobepitied;as,tofearinghim,asaconsequenceofhisthreatto“getsquare,“Jed,neverthoughtofsuchathing。Ifhefeltanyanxietyatallin,thematteritwasatriflinguneasinessbecausehisfriends,the,HunniwellsandtheArmstrongs,wereincludedinthethreat。Buthe,wasinclinedtoconsiderMr。Babbitt’swrathashehadonce,estimatedthespeechofacertainOstablecandidateforpolitical,office,tobe“likeatumblerofplainsodywater,mostlyfizzand,frothandnothin’verysubstantialorfillin’。”,Hedidnottell,Groveroftheinterviewintheshop;hetoldnoone,notevenRuth,Armstrong。
The——tohim,atleast——delightfulfriendshipandintimacybetween,himselfandhisfriendsandtenantscontinued。HeandCharlie,Phillipscametoknoweachotherbetterandbetter。Charleswas,nowalmostasconfidentialconcerninghispersonalaffairsashis,sisterhadbeenandcontinuedtobe。
“It’ssurprisinghowIcomeinhereandtellyouallmyprivate,business,Jed,“hesaid,laughing。”Idon’tgoaboutshoutingmy,joysandtroublesineverybody’searlikethis。WhydoIdoitto,you?”
Jedstoppedadismalwhistleinthemiddleofabar。
“W-e-e-ll,“hedrawled,“Idon’tknow。WhenIwasayoung-oneI
usedtoliketoholleroutbackofUncleLabanRyder’sbarnso’sto,heartheecho。Whenyousaysoandso,Charlie,Igenerallyagree,withyou。Maybeyoucomeheretogetanecho;eh?”
Phillipslaughed。”You’renotfairtoyourself,“hesaid。”I
generallyfindwhentheechoinheresaysnoafterI’vesaidyesit,paysmetopayattentiontoit。Sissaysthesamethingaboutyou,Jed。”
Jedmadenocomment,buthiseyesshone。Charleswenton。
“Don’tyougettiredofhearingthestoryofmylife?”heasked。
“I——“
Hestoppedshortandthesmilefadedfromhislips。Jedknewwhy。
Thestoryofhislifewasjustwhathehadnottold,whathecould,nottell。
AsJanuaryslidicilyintoFebruaryMr。GabrielBearsebecamean,unusuallybusyperson。Thereweresomanythingstotalkabout。
AmongthesewasonemorselwhichGaberolledsucculentlybeneath,histongue。CharlesPhillips,“’cordin’toeverybody’stell,“was,keepingcompanywithMaudHunniwell。
“Thereain’tnodoubtofit,“declaredMr。Bearse。”Allhandsis,talkin’aboutit。Looks’sifCap’nSamwouldhaveason-in-lawon,hishandsprettysoon。Howdoyoucal’latehe’dliketheidea,Shavin’s?”
Jedsquintedalongtheedgeoftheboardhewasplaning。Hemade,noreply。Gabetriedagain。
“Howdoyoucal’lateCap’nSam’lllikethenotionofhispet,daughtertakin’upwithanotherman?”hequeried。Jedwasstill,mute。Hiscallerlostpatience。
“Say,whatailsyou?”hedemanded。”Can’tyousaynothin’?”
Mr。Winslowputdowntheboardandtookupanother。
“Ye-es,“hedrawled。
“Thenwhydon’tyou,forthundersakes?”
“Eh?……Um……Oh,Idid。”
“Didwhat?”
“Saynothin’。”
“Oh,youdivilishidiot!,Stoptryin’tobefunny。Iaskedyouhow,youthoughtCap’nSamwouldtakethenotionofMaud’shavin’a,steadybeau?,She’shadagoodmanyafterher,butlooksasifshe,wasstuckonthisoneforkeeps。”
JedsighedandlookedoverhisspectaclesatMr。Bearse。The,lattergrewuneasyunderthescrutiny。
“Whatintimeareyoulookin’atmelikethatfor?”heasked,pettishly。
Thewindmillmakersighedagain。”Why——er——Gab,“hedrawled,“I
wasjustthinkin’likelyYOUmightbestuckforkeeps。”
“Eh?,Stuck?,Whatareyoutalkin’about?”
“Stuckonthatboxyou’resittin’on。Ihadthegluepotstandin’
onthatboxjustaforeyoucameinand……er……itleaks,consider’ble。”
Mr。Bearseraspinglyseparatedhisnethergarmentfromthetopof,theboxanddeparted,expressingprofaneopinions。Jed’slips,twitchedforaninstant,thenhepuckeredthemandbeganto,whistle。
But,althoughhehadrefusedtodiscussthematterwithGabriel,Bearse,herealizedthattherewasastrongelementofprobability,inthelatter’ssurmise。Itcertainlydidlookasifthespoiled,daughterofOrham’sbankpresidenthadlostherhearttoher,father’snewestemployee。Maudhadhadmanyadmirers;somevery,earnestandlovelornswainshadhopefullyclimbedtheHunniwell,frontstepsonlytosorrowfullydescendthemagain。MissMelissa,Busteedandotherlocalscandalscavengershadtartlyclassified,theyoungladyasthe“worstlittleflirtonthewholeCape,“which,wasnottrue。ButMaudwasprettyandvivaciousandshewasnot,aversetothesocietyandadorationofthemalesexingeneral,althoughshehadneveruntilnowshownsymptomsofpreferencefor,anindividual。ButCharliePhillipshadcomeandseenand,judging,byappearances,conquered。
SincetheThanksgivingdinnertheyoungmanhadbeenafrequent,visitorattheHunniwellhome。Maudwasmusical,sheplayedwell,andhadapleasingvoice。Charles’baritonewasunusuallygood。
SoonmanyeveningsCaptainSam’sfrontparlorrangwithmelody,whilethecaptainsmokedinthebigrockerandlistenedadmiringly,andgazeddotingly。Atthemoving-picturetheateronWednesdayand,SaturdayeveningsOrhamnudgedandwinkedwhentwoHunniwellsanda,Phillipscamedowntheaisle。EvenattheCongregationalchurch,whereMaudsanginthechoir,theyoungbankclerkwasbeginningto,beafairlyconstantattendant。CaptainEriHedgedeclaredthat,thatsettledit。
“Whenayoungfellerwhoain’tbeentomeetin’forlandknowshow,long,“observedCaptainEri,“allofasuddenbeginsshowin’up,everySundayreg’larasclockwork,youcanmakeupyourmindit’s,owin’tooneoftworeasons——eitherhe’sgotreligionoragirl。
Inthiscasethereain’tanyrevivalintown,so——“
Andthecaptainwavedhishand。
Jedwasnotblindandhehadseen,perhapssoonerthananyone,else,thepossibilitiesinthecase。Andwhathesawdistressed,himgreatly。CaptainSamHunniwellwashislife-longfriend。Maud,hadbeenhispetsinceherbabyhood;sheandhehadhadmany,confidentialchatstogether,overtroublesatschool,overpetty,disagreementswithherfather,overallsortsofminortroublesand,joys。CaptainSamhadmentionedtohim,morethanonce,the,probabilityofhisdaughter’sfallinginloveandmarryingsome,timeorother,buttheybothhadtreatedtheideaasvagueandfar,off,almostasajoke。
Andnowitwasnolongerfaroff,thefallinginloveatleast。
Andasforitsbeingajoke——Jedshudderedatthethought。Hewas,veryfondofCharliePhillips;hehadmadeuphismindatfirstto,likehimbecausehewasRuth’sbrother,butnowhelikedhimfor,himself。And,hadthingsbeenotherthanastheywere,hecould,thinkofnoonetowhomhehadratherseeMaudHunniwellmarried。
Infact,hadCaptainHunniwellknowntheyoungman’srecord,ofhis,slipanditspunishment,Jedwouldhavebeenquitecontenttosee,thelatterbecomeMaud’shusband。Aterminprison,especially,when,asinthiscase,hebelievedittobeanunwarranted,punishment,wouldhavecountedfornothingintheunworldlymindof,thewindmillmaker。ButCaptainSamdidnotknow。Hewas,tremendouslyproudofhisdaughter;inhisestimationnomanwould,havebeenquitegoodenoughforher。Whatwouldhesaywhenhe,learned?,WhatwouldMaudsaywhenshelearned?foritwasalmost,certainthatCharleshadnottoldher。Theseweresomeofthe,questionswhichweigheduponthesimplesoulofJedidahEdgar,WilfredWinslow。
AndheavierstillthereweighedthethoughtofRuthArmstrong。He,hadgivenherhiswordnottomentionherbrother’ssecrettoa,soul,noteventohim。Andyet,somedayorother,assureand,certainasthedailyflowingandebbingofthetides,thatsecret,wouldbecomeknown。SomedayCaptainSamHunniwellwouldlearnit;
somedayMaudwouldlearnit。Better,farbetter,thatthey,learneditbeforemarriage,orevenbeforethepublicannouncement,oftheirengagement——alwaysprovidedtherewastobesuchan,engagement。Infact,wereitnotforRuthherself,no,considerationforCharles’feelingswouldhavepreventedJed’s,takingthematterupwiththeyoungmanandwarninghimthat,unlesshemadeacleanbreasttothecaptainandMaud,he——Jed——
woulddoitforhim。Thehappinessoftwosuchfriendsshouldnot,bejeopardizedifhecouldpreventit。
ButtherewasRuth。She,notherbrother,wasprimarily,responsibleforobtainingforhimthebankpositionandobtaining,itunderfakepretenses。Andshe,accordingtoherownconfession,toJed,hadurgeduponCharlestheimportanceoftellingnoone。
Jedhimselfwouldhaveknownnothing,wouldhavehadonlyavague,indefinitesuspicion,hadshenottakenhimintoherconfidence。
Andtohimthatconfidencewasprecious,sacred。IfCharlie’s,secretbecameknown,itwasnothealonewhowouldsuffer;Ruth,too,wouldbedisgraced。SheandBabbiemighthavetoleaveOrham,mighthavetogooutofhislifeforever。
Nowonderthat,asthedayspassed,andGabeBearse’scommentsand,thoseofCaptainEriHedgewereechoedandreassertedbythe,majorityofOrhamtongues,JedWinslow’sworryandforeboding,increased。HewatchedCharliePhillipsgowhistlingoutofthe,yardaftersupper,andsighedashesawhimturnuptheroadinthe,directionoftheHunniwellhome。HewatchedMaud’sfacewhenhe,metherand,althoughtheyoungladywasinbetterspiritsand,prettierthanhehadeverseenher,theseveryfactsmadehim,miserable,becauseheacceptedthemasproofsthatthesituation,wasashefeared。HewatchedRuth’sfacealsoandthere,too,he,saw,orfanciedthathesaw,agrowinganxiety。Shehadbeenvery,well;herspirits,likeMaud’s,hadbeenlight;shehadseemed,youngerandsomuchhappierthanwhenheandshefirstmet。The,littleWinslowhousewasnolongersoquiet,withnosoundof,voicesexceptthoseofBarbaraandhermother。TherewereRed,Crosssewingmeetingsthereoccasionally,andcallerscame。Major,Groverwasoneofthelatter。Themajor’serrandsinOrhamwere,morenumerousthantheyhadbeen,andhistripsthithermuchmore,frequent,inconsequence。Andwheneverhecamehemadeitapoint,todropin,usuallyatthewindmillshopfirst,andthenupon,Babbieatthehouse。Sometimeshebroughtherhomefromschoolin,hiscar。HetoldJedthathehadtakenagreatfancytothelittle,girlandcouldnotbeartomissanopportunityofseeingher。
WhichstatementJed,ofcourse,acceptedwholeheartedly。
ButJedwassurethatRuthhadbeenanxiousandtroubledoflate,andhebelievedthereasontobethatwhichtroubledhim。Hehoped,shemightspeaktohimconcerningherbrother。Hewouldhaveliked,tobroachthesubjecthimself,butfearedshemightconsiderhim,interfering。
Oneday——itwasinlateFebruary,thegroundwascoveredwithsnow,andakeenwindwasblowinginoveraseagray-greenandsplashed,thicklywithwhite——JedwasbusyathisturninglathewhenCharlie,cameintotheshop。Businessatthebankwasnotheavyinmid-
winterand,althoughitwasbutlittleafterthree,theyoungman,wasthroughworkfortheday。Hehoistedhimselftohisaccustomed,seatontheedgeoftheworkbenchandsatthere,swinginghisfeet,andwatchinghiscompanionturnouttheheadsandtrunksofabatch,ofwoodensailors。Hewasunusuallysilent,forhim,merely,noddinginresponsetoJed’scheerful“Hello!”andspeakingbuta,fewwordsinreplytoaquestionconcerningtheweather。Jed,absorbedinhisworkanddroningahymn,apparentlyforgotall,abouthiscaller。
Suddenlythelatterspoke。
“Jed,“hesaid,“whenyouareundecidedaboutdoingornotdoinga,thing,howdoyousettleit?”
Jedlookedupoverhisspectacles。
“Eh?”heasked。”What’sthat?”
“Isaywhenyouhaveadecisiontomakeandyourmindisabout,fifty-fiftyonthesubject,howdoyoudecide?”
Jed’sanswerwasabsentlygiven。”W-e-e-ll,“hedrawled,“I
generally——er——don’t。”
“Butsupposethetimecomeswhenyouhaveto,whatthen?”
“Eh?……Oh,then,if’tain’tveryimportantIusuallyleaveit,toIsaiah。”
“Isaiah?,Isaiahwho?”
“Idon’tknowhislastname,buthe’sgotawholelotoffirst,ones。That’shim,uponthatshelf。”
Hepointedtoamuchbatteredwoodenfigureattachedtotheedgeof,theshelfuponthewall。Thefigurewasthatofalittleman,holdingasetofmillarmsinfrontofhim。Thesaidmillarms,werepaintedarobin’s-eggblue,andonewastippedwithblack。
“That’sIsaiah,“continuedJed。”Hum……yes……that’shim。
HewasthefirstoneofhiskindofcontraptionthatIevermade,and,bein’asheseemedtobringmeluck,I’vekepthim。He’s,settledagoodmanyquestionsforme,Isaiahhas。”
“WhydoyoucallhimIsaiah?”
“Eh?,Oh,that’sjusthisto-day’sname。IcalledhimIsaiahjust,now’causethatwasthefirstoftheprophetnamesIcouldthink,of。Nexttimehe’sjustasliabletobeHoseaorEzekielorSamuel,orJeremiah。Heprophesiesjustaswellunderanyoneof’em,don’tseemtobeparticular。”
Charlessmiledslightly——hedidnotappeartobeinalaughing,mood——andthenasked:“Yousayhesettlesquestionsforyou?,How?”
“How?……Oh……Well,younoticeoneendofthatwhirligig,armhe’sgotissmudgedwithblack?”
“Yes。”
“That’sHosea’sindicator。SupposeI’vegotsomethin’on——onwhat,complimentaryfolkslikeyouwouldcallmymind。Suppose,sameas,’twasyesterdaymornin’,Iwastryin’todecidewhetherornotI’d,haveapieceofsteakforsupper。Igave——er——Elisha’swhirlagig,hereaspinandwhentheblackendstopped’twasp’intin’straight,up。Thatmeantyes。Ifithadp’inteddown,’twouldhavemeantno。”
“Supposeithadpointedacross——halfwaybetweenyesandno?”
“Thatwouldhavemeantthat——er——what’s-his-name——er——Deuteronomy,theredidn’tknowanymorethanIdidaboutit。”
ThistimePhillipsdidlaugh。”Soyouhadthesteak,“heobserved。
Jed’sliptwitched。”Iboughtit,“hedrawled。”Igotsofarall,accordin’toprophecy。AndIputitonaplateoutintheback,roomwhere’twascold,intendin’tocookitwhensuppertimecame。”
“Well,didn’tyou?”
“No-o;yousee,’twasotherwiseprovided。Thateverlastin’Cherub,tomcatofTaylor’smusthavesneakedinwiththeboywhenhe,broughttheorderfromthestore。WhenIshutthesteakupinthe,backroomI——er——er——hum……”
“Youdidwhat?”
“Eh?……Oh,Ishutthecatupwithit。Iguesslikelythat’s,theendoftheyarn,ain’tit?”
“Prettynearly,Ishouldsay。Whatdidyoudotothecat?”
“Hum……Why,Ilethimgo。He’sagoodenoughcat,’cordin’to,hislights,Iguess。Itmusthavebeenatreattohim;Idoubtif,hegetsmuchsteakathome……Well,doyouwanttogiveIsaiah,awhirlonthatdecisionyousayyou’vegottomake?”
Charlesgavehimaquickglance。”Ididn’tsayIhadonetomake,“
hereplied。”Iaskedhowyousettledsuchaquestion,that’sall。”
“Um……Isee……Isee。Well,theprophet’satyour,disposal。Helpyourself。”
Theyoungfellowshookhishead。”I’mafraiditwouldn’tbevery,satisfactory,“hesaid。”HemightsaynowhenIwantedhimtosay,yes,yousee。”
“Um-hm……He’sliabletodothat。WhenhedoesittomeI
keeponspinnin’himtillweagree,that’sall。”
Phillipsmadenocommentonthisilluminatingstatementandthere,wasanotherintervalofsilence,brokenonlybythehumandraspof,theturninglathe。Thenhespokeagain。
“Jed,“hesaid,“seriouslynow,whenabigquestioncomesupto,you,andyou’vegottoansweritonewayortheother,howdoyou,settlewithyourselfwhichwaytoanswer?”
Jedsighed。”That’seasy,Charlie,“hedeclared。”Theredon’tany,bigquestionsevercomeuptome。Iain’tthekindoffellerthe,bigthingscometo。”
Charlesgrunted,impatiently。”Oh,well,admittingallthat,“he,said,“youmusthavetofacequestionsthatarebigtoyou,that,seembig,anyhow。”
Jedcouldnothelpwincing,justalittle。Thematter-of-factway,inwhichhiscompanionacceptedtheestimateofhisinsignificance,washumiliating。Jeddidnotblamehim,itwastrue,ofcourse,butthetruthhurt——alittle。Hewasashamedofhimselffor,feelingthehurt。
“Oh,“hedrawled,“Idohavesomethings——littleno-accountthings——
todecideeveryonceinawhile。Sometimestheybotherme,too——
althoughtheyprobablywouldn’tanybodywithaheadinsteadofa,Hubbardsquashonhisshoulders。TheonlywayIcandecide’emis,tosetdownandopencourt,put’emontrial,asyoumightsay。”
“Whatdoyoumean?”
“Why,Icallinwitnessesforbothsides,seemsso。Here’sthe,reasonswhyIoughttotell;here’sthereasonswhyIshouldn’t。
I——“
“Tell?,OughttoTELL?,Whatmakesyousaythat?,WhathaveYOUgot,totell?”
Hewasglaringatthewindmillmakerwithfrightenedeyes。Jed,knewaswellasifithadbeenpaintedontheshopwallbeforehim,thequestionintheboy’smind,themomentousdecisionhewas,tryingtomake。Andhepitiedhimfromthebottomofhisheart。
“Tell?”herepeated。”DidIsaytell?,Well,ifIdid’twasjust,a——er——figgerofspeech,asthebookfellerstalkabout。Butthe,onlywaytodecideathing,asitseemstome,istotryandfigger,outwhat’stheRIGHTofit,andthendothat。”
Phillipslookedgloomilyatthefloor。”Andthat’ssuchaneasy,job,“heobserved,withsarcasm。
“Thefiggerin’orthedoin’?”
“Oh,thedoing;thefiguringisusuallyeasyenough——tooeasy。But,thedoingisdifferent。Theaveragefellowisafraid。Idon’t,supposeyouwouldbe,Jed。Icanimagineyoudoingalmostanything,ifyouthoughtitwasright,andhangtheconsequences。”
Jedlookedaghast。”Who?,Me?”hequeried。”Goodlandoflove,don’ttalkthatway,Charlie!,I’mthescarestcritterthatlives,andtheweakest-kneed,too,’mostgenerally。But——but,allthe,same,Idobelievethebestthing,andtheeasiestintheend,not,onlyforyou——orme——butforallhands,istotakethebullbythe,hornsandheavethecritter,ifyoucan。Theremaybeanawfulbig,trouble,butbigorlittleit’llbeoveranddonewith。THATbull,won’tbehangin’aroundallyourlifeandsneakin’upasterntoget,you——andthoseyou——er——carefor……Mercyme,howIdopreach!
They’llbecallin’metotheBaptistpulpit,ifIdon’tlookout。
Iunderstandthey’recandidatin’。”
Hisfrienddrewalongbreath。”ThereisapoemthatIusedto,read,orhearsomeoneread,“heobserved,“thatfillsthebillfor,anyonewithyourpointofview,Ishouldsay。Somethingabouta,fellow’snotbeingafraidtoputallhismoneyononehorse,orthe,lastcard——abouthisnotdeservinganythingifheisn’tafraidto,riskeverything。WishIcouldrememberit。”
Jedlookedupfromthelathe。
“’Heeitherfearshisfatetoomuch,Orhisdesertsaresmall,Whodaresnotputittothetouch,Towinorloseitall。’
That’ssomethin’likeit,ain’tit,Charlie?”heasked。
Phillipswasamazed。”Well,Ideclare,Winslow,“heexclaimed,“youbeatme!,Ican’tplaceyouatall。Whoeverwouldhave,accusedyouofreadingpoetry——andquotingit。”
Jedrubbedhischin。”Idon’tknowmuch,ofcourse,“hesaid,“but,there’sconsider’blemanypoetrybooksuptothelibraryandIlike,toread’emsometimes。You’reliabletorunacrossa——er——poem——
well,likethisone,forinstance——thatkindofgetsholdofyou。
Itfillsthebill,youmightsay,asnothin’elsedoes。There’s,anotheronethat’sbetterstill。About——
’Oncetoeverymanandnation,Comesthemomenttodecide。
Doyouknowthatone?”
Hisvisitordidnotanswer。Afteramomentheswunghimselffrom,theworkbenchandturnedtowardthedoor。
“’Heeitherfearshisfatetoomuch,’“hequoted,gloomily。
“Humph!,Iwonderifiteveroccurredtothatchapthattheremight,becertainkindsoffatethatCOULDN’Tbefearedtoomuch?……
Well,solong,Jed。Ahhum,youdon’tknowwhereIcangetholdof,somemoney,doyou?”
Jedwassurprised。”Humph!”hegrunted。”IshouldsayyouHAD
holdofmoneytwo-thirdsofeveryday。Fellerthatworksinabank,issupposedtohandlesomecash。”
“Yes,ofcourse,“withanimpatientlaugh,“butthatissomebody,else’smoney,notmine。Iwanttogetsomeofmyown。”
“Sho!……Well,Ical’lateIcouldletyouhavetenortwenty,dollarsrightnow,ifthatwouldbeanyhelptoyou。”
“Itwouldn’t;thankyoujustthesame。Ifitwasfivehundred,insteadoften,why——perhapsIshouldn’tsayno。”
Jedwasstartled。
“Fivehundred?”herepeated。”Fivehundreddollars?,Doyouneed,allthatsoverybad,Charlie?”
Phillips,hisfootuponthethresholdoftheoutershop,turnedand,lookedathim。
“ThewayIfeelnowI’ddoalmostanythingtogetit,“hesaid,and,wentout。
Jedtoldnooneofthisconversation,althoughhisfriend’sparting,remarktroubledandpuzzledhim。Infactittroubledhimsomuch,thatatasubsequentmeetingwithCharleshehintedtothelatter,thatheshouldbegladtolendthefivehundredhimself。
“Ioughttohavethatandsomemoreinthebank,“hesaid。”Sam,wouldknowwhetherIhadornot……Eh?,Why,andyouwould,too,ofcourse。Iforgotyouknowasmuchaboutfolks’bank,accountsasanybody……More’nsomeof’emdothemselves,bashfulnessstoppin’mefromnamin’anynames,“headded。
Charleslookedathim。”Doyoumeantotellme,JedWinslow,“he,said,“thatyouwouldlendmefivehundreddollarswithoutany,securityorwithoutknowingintheleastwhatIwanteditfor?”
“Why——why,ofcourse。’Twouldn’tbeanyofmybusinesswhatyou,wanteditfor,wouldit?”
“Humph!,Haveyoudonemuchlendingofthatkind?”
“Eh?……Um……Well,Iusedtodoconsider’ble,butSamhe,kindofputhisfootdownandsaidIshouldn’tdoanymore。ButI
don’tHAVEtomindhim,youknow,althoughIgenerallydobecause,it’seasier——andlessnoisy,“headded,withatwinkleinhiseye。
“Well,yououghttomindhim;he’sdeadright,ofcourse。You’rea,goodfellow,Jed,butyouneedaguardian。”
Jedshookhisheadsadly。”Ihatetobesounpoliteastocall,yourattentiontoit,“hedrawled,“butI’veheardsomethin’like,thatafore。UptonowIain’tfoundanyguardianthatneedsme,that’sthetrouble。AndifIwanttolendyoufivehundred,dollars,Charlie,I’mgoin’to。Oh,I’madivilofafellerwhenI
setouttobe,desperateandreckless,Iam。”
Charlielaughed,butheputhishandonJed’sshoulder,“You’rea,brick,Iknowthat,“hesaid,“andI’mamilliontimesobligedto,you。ButIwasonlyjoking;Idon’tneedanyfivehundred。”
“Eh?……Youdon’t?……Why,yousaid——“
“Oh,I——er——needsomenewclothesandthingsandIwastalking,foolishness,that’sall。Don’tyouworryaboutme,Jed;I’mall,right。”
ButJeddidworry,alittle,althoughhisworryconcerningthe,youngman’sneedofmoneywassofarovershadowedbytheanxiety,causedbyhisfallinginlovewithMaudHunniwellthatitwas,almostforgotten。Thatsituationwasstillastenseasever。Two-
thirdsofOrham,soitseemedtoJed,wastalkingaboutit,wonderingwhentheengagementwouldbeannouncedandspeculating,asGabeBearsehaddone,onCaptainSam’sreceptionofthenews。
Theprincipals,MaudandCharles,didnotspeakofit,ofcourse——
neitherdidthecaptainorRuthArmstrong。JedexpectedRuthto,speak;hewascertainsheunderstoodthesituationandrealizedits,danger;sheappearedtohimanxiousandverynervous。Itwasto,him,andtohimalone——herbrotherexcepted——shecouldspeak,but,thedayspassedandshedidnot。AnditwasCaptainHunniwellwho,spokefirst。
CHAPTERXVI
CaptainSamenteredthewindmillshopabouttwoo’clockonewindy,afternooninthefirstweekofMarch。Hewaswearingaheavyfur,overcoatandamotoringcap。Hepulledoffthecoat,threwitover,apileofboardsandsatdown。
“Whew!”heexclaimed。”It’sblowinghardenoughtostartthebark,onalog。”
Jedlookedup。
“Didyousaylogordog?”heasked,solemnly。
Thecaptaingrinned。”Isaidlog,“heanswered。”Thisgaleof,windwouldblowadogaway,barkandall。Whew!,I’malloutof,breath。It’ssomeconsider’bleofadriveoverfromWapatomac。
Comin’acrossthatstretchofmarshroadbyWestOstableIdidn’t,knowbutthelittleflivverwouldturnherselfintoaflyin’-
machineandgoup。”
Jedstoppedinthemiddleofthefirstnoteofahymn。
“Whatintheworldsentyouautoin’wayovertoWapatomacandback,thisday?”heasked。
Hisfriendbittheendfromacigar。”Oh,diggin’uptherootof,allevil,“hesaid。”Ihadtocollectanotethatwasdueover,there。”
“Humph!,Idon’tknowmuchaboutsuchthings,butInever,mistrusted’twasnecessaryforyoutogocruisin’likethatto,collectnotes。Seemsconsider’blelikesendin’theskipperuptown,tobuyonionsforthecook。Couldn’tthe——thefellerthatowedthe,moneysendyouacheck?”
CaptainSamchuckled。”Hecould,Ical’late,buthewouldn’t,“he,observed。”’TwasoldSylvesterSage,uptoSouthWapatomac,the,’cranberryking’theycallhimupthere。Heownscranberrybogs,fromoneendoftheCapetotheother。You’veheardofhim,of,course。”
Jedrubbedhischin。”Maybeso,“hedrawled,“butifIhaveI’ve,forgothim。TheonlysageIrecollectisthesageteaMotherused,tomakemetakewhenIhadacoldsometimes。ICOULDN’Tforget,that。”
“Well,everybodybutyouhasheardofoldSylvester。He’sthe,biggestcrankonearth。”
“Hum-m。Seems’sifheandIoughttoknoweachother……But,maybehe’sadifferentkindofcrank;eh?”
“He’sallkinds。Oneofhisnotionsisthathewon’tpaybillsby,check,ifhecanpossiblyhelpit。He’lltravelfiftymilestopay,moneyforathingsoonerthansendacheckforit。Hehadthis,note——fourteenhundreddollars’twas——comin’dueatourbankto-day,andhe’dsentwordifwewantedthecashwemustsendforit’cause,hislumbagowastoobadforhimtotravel。Iwantedtoseehim,anyhow,aboutalittlematterofapoliticalappointmentuphis,way,soIdecidedtotakethecarandgomyself。Well,I’vejust,gotbackandIhadawindyv’yage,too。Andcold,don’ttalk!”
“Um……yes……Getyourmoney,didyou?”
“Yes,Igotit。It’sinmyovercoatpocketnow。Ithoughtone,spellIwasn’tgoin’togetit,fortheoldfellerwasmadabout,someoneofhiscranberrybuyersfailin’uponhimandhewasas,cross-grainedasascruboakroot。HeandIhadaregularrowover,thematterofpoliticsIwenttheretoseehimabout’special。I
toldhimwhathewasandhetoldmewhereIcouldgo。That’show,weparted。ThenIcamehome。”
“Hum……You’dhavehadawarmertripifyou’dgonewherehe,sentyou,Ipresumelikely……Um……Yes,yes……
’There’saplaceinthischorus,Foryouandforme,Andthethemeofitever,Andalwaysshallbe:
Hallelujah,’tisdo-ne!
Ibelieve……’
Hum!……Ithoughtthatpaintcanwasfullandthereain’t,more’nahalfpintinit。Imusthavedrunkitinmysleep,I
guess。DoIlookgreenaroundthemouth,Sam?”
ItwasjustbeforeCaptainSam’sdeparturethathespokeofhis,daughterandyoungPhillips。Hementionedtheminamostcasual,fashion,ashewasputtingonhiscoattogo,butJedhadafeeling,thathisfriendhadstoppedatthewindmillshoponpurposeto,discussthatverysubjectandthatallthedetailofhisWapatomac,triphadbeeninthenatureofasubterfugetoconcealthisfact。
“Oh,“saidthecaptain,withsomewhatelaboratecarelessness,ashe,struggledintotheheavycoat,“Idon’tknowasItoldyouthatthe,directorsvotedtoraiseCharlie’ssalary。Um-hm,atlast,Saturday’smeetin’theydidit。’Twasunanimous,too。He’sas,smartasawhip,thatyoungchap。Weallthinkaheapofhim。”
Jednodded,butmadenocomment。Thecaptainfidgetedwitha,buttonofhiscoat。Heturnedtowardthedoor,stopped,cleared,histhroat,hesitated,andthenturnedbackagain。
“Jed,“hesaid,“has——hasitseemedtoyouthat——thathe——that,Charliewas——maybe——comin’tothinkconsider’bleof——ofmy,daughter——ofMaud?”
Jedlookedup,caughthiseye,andlookeddownagain。CaptainSam,sighed。
“Isee,“hesaid。”Youdon’tneedtoanswer。Ipresumelikelythe,wholetownhasbeentalkin’aboutitforlandknowshowlong。It’s,generallythefolksathomethatdon’tnoticetillthelastgun,fires。OfcourseIknewhewascomin’tothehouseagooddealand,thatheandMaudseemedtolikeeachother’ssociety,andallthat。
Butitneverstruckmethat——thatitmeantanythingserious,you,know——anything——anything——well,youknowwhatImean,Jed。”
“Yes。Yes,Sam,IsupposeIdo。”
“Yes。Well,I——Idon’tknowwhyitneverstruckme,either。If,Georgianna——ifmywifehadbeenalive,she’dhavenoticed,I’ll,bet,butIdidn’t。’Twasonlylastevenin’;whenhecametoget,hertogotothepictures,thatitcameacrossme,youmightsay,like——likeawet,coldrope’send’slappin’meintheface。Igive,youmyword,Jed,I——Ikindofshiveredallover。Shemeans——she,meanssomethin’tome,thatlittlegirland——and——“
Heseemedtofindithardtogoon。Jedleanedforward。
“Iknow,Sam,Iknow,“hesaid。Hisfriendnodded。
“Iknowyoudo,Jed,“hesaid。”Idon’tthinkthere’sanybodyelse,knowssowell。I’mgladI’vegotyoutotalkto。Ical’late,though,“headded,withashortlaugh,“ifsomefolksknewIcame,hereto——totalkovermyprivateaffairsthey’dthinkIwasgoin’
softinthehead。”
Jedsmiled,andtherewasnoresentmentinthesmile。
“They’dlocatethesoftnessint’otherheadofthetwo,Sam,“he,suggested。
“Idon’tcarewheretheylocateit。Icantalktoyouaboutthings,Inevermentiontootherfolks。Guessitmustbebecauseyou——you——
well,Idon’tknow,butit’sso,anyhow……Well,togoahead,aftertheyoungfolkshadgoneIsattherealoneintheparlor,in,thedark,tryin’tothinkitout。Thehousekeeperhadgoneoverto,herbrother’s,soIhadtheplacetomyself。Ithoughtandthought,andtheharderIthoughtthelonesomertherestofmylifebeganto,look。Andyet——andyetIkepttellin’myselfhowselfishand,foolishthatwas。Iknew’twasadeadsartintyshe’dbegettin’
marriedsometime。YouandIhavelaughedaboutitandjokedabout,ittimeandagain。AndI’vejokedaboutitwithher,too。But——
butjokin’sonethingandthiswasanother……Whew!”
Hedrewahandacrosshisforehead。Jeddidnotspeak。Aftera,momentthecaptainwenton。
“Well,“hesaid,“whenshegothome,andafterhe’dgone,Igot,Maudtositonmyknee,sameasshe’sdoneeversinceshewasa,littlegirl,andsheandIhadatalk。Ikindofleduptothe,subject,asyoumightsay,andbyandbywe——well,wetalkeditout,prettystraight。Shethinksanawfulsightofhim,Jed。There,ain’tanydoubtaboutthat,sheasmuchastoldmeinthosewords,andmorethantoldmeinotherways。Andhe’stheonlyoneshe’s,evercaredtwostrawsfor,shetoldmethat。And——and——well,I
thinkshethinkshecaresforherthatway,too,althoughofcourse,shedidn’tsayso。Buthehasn’tspokentoheryet。Idon’tknow,but——butitseemedtome,maybe,thathemightbewaitin’tospeak,tomefirst。I’mhis——er——boss,youknow,andperhapshemayfeel,alittle——littleunderobligationstomeinabusinesswayandthat,mightmakeitharderforhimtospeak。Don’titseemtoyoumaybe,thatmightbeit,Jed?”
PoorJedhesitated。Thenhestammeredthatheshouldn’tbe,surprised。CaptainSamsighed。
“Well,“hesaid,“ifthat’sit,itdoeshimcredit,anyhow。I
ain’tgoin’tobeselfishinthisthing,Jed。Ifshe’sgoin’to,haveahusband——andsheis,ofcourse——Ical’lateI’drather’twas,CharliethananybodyelseI’veeverrunacross。He’ssmartand,he’llclimbprettyhigh,Ical’late。Ourlittlesingle-sticked,bankin’craftain’tgoin’tobebigenoughforhimtosailinvery,long。Icanseethatalready。He’llbenavigatin’aclipperone,ofthesedays。Well,that’sthewayI’dwantit。I’mpretty,ambitiousforthatgirlofmineandIshouldn’tbesatisfiedshort,ofatop-notcher。Andhe’saGOODfeller,Jed;astraight,clean,honestandabove-boardyoungchap。That’sthebestofit,after,all,ain’tit?”
Jed’sreplywasalmostagroan,buthisfrienddidnotnotice。He,putonhisovercoatandturnedtogo。
“So,thereyouare,“hesaid。”Ihadtotalktosomebody,hadto,getitoffmychest,and,asIjustsaid,itseemstobeeasierto,talksuchthingstoyouthananybodyelse。Nowifanyofthetown,gasengines——GabBearseoranybodyelse——comescruisin’inhere,heavin’overboardquestionsabouthowIlikethenotionofMaudand,Charlietakin’upwitheachother,youcantell’emI’mtickledto,death。Thatwon’tbealllie,neither。Ican’tsayI’mhappy,exactly,butMaudisandI’mgoin’tomake-believebe,forher,sake。Solong。”
Hewentout。Jedputhiselbowsontheworkbenchandcoveredhis,facewithhishands。HewasstillinthatpositionwhenRuth,Armstrongcamein。Herosehastily,butshemotionedhimtosit,again。
“Jed,“shesaid,“CaptainHunniwellwasjustherewithyou;Isaw,himgo。Tellme,whatwashetalkingabout?”
Jedwasconfused。”Why——why,Mrs。Ruth,“hestammered,“hewas,justtalkin’about——aboutanotehe’dbeencollectin’,and——and,such。”
“Wasn’thespeakingofhisdaughter——and——andmybrother?”
ThistimeJedactuallygasped。Ruthdrewalongbreath。”Iknew,it,“shesaid。
“But——but,formercysakes,HOWdidyouknow?,Didhe——?”
“No,hedidn’tseemeatall。Iwaswatchinghimfromthewindow。
ButIsawhisfaceand——“withasuddengestureofdesperation,“Oh,itwasn’tthatatall,Jed。Itwasmyguiltyconscience,I
guess。I’vebeenexpectinghimtospeaktoyou——orme——havebeen,dreadingiteveryday——andnowsomehowIknewhehadspoken。I
KNEWit。Whatdidbesay,Jed?”
JedtoldthesubstanceofwhatCaptainSamhadsaid。Shelistened。
Whenhefinishedhereyeswerewet。
“Oh,itisdreadful,“shemoaned。”I——Iwassohopingshemight,notcareforCharlie。Butshedoes——ofcourseshedoes。She,couldn’thelpit,“withasuddenoddlittleflashofloyalty。
Jedrubbedhischinindesperation。
“And——andCharlie?”heasked,anxiously。”Doeshe——“
“Yes,yes,I’msurehedoes。Hehasnevertoldmeso,neverinso,manywords,butIcansee。Iknowhimbetterthananyoneelsein,theworldandIcansee。Isawfirst,Ithink,onThanksgiving,Day;atleastthatiswhenIfirstbegantosuspect——tofear。”
Jednodded。”WhentheywasatthepianotogetherthattimeandSam,saidsomethin’abouttheirbein’afine-lookin’couple?”hesaid。
“Why,yes,thatwasit。Areyouamindreader,Jed?”
“No-o,Iguessnot。ButIsawyoulookin’kindofsurprisedand——
er——well,scaredforaminute。Iwasfeelin’thesamewayjust,then,soitdidn’tneedanymindreadertoguesswhathadscared,you。”
“Isee。But,oh,Jed,itisdreadful!,WhatSHALLwedo?,What,willbecomeofusall?,Andnow,whenI——Ihadjustbeguntobe,happy,reallyhappy。”
Shecaughtherbreathinasob。Jedinstinctivelystretchedout,hishand。
“Butthere,“shewenton,hurriedlywipinghereyes,“Imustn’tdo,this。Thisisnotimeformetothinkofmyself。Jed,this,mustn’tgoanyfurther。Hemustnotaskhertomarryhim;hemust,notthinkofsuchathing。”
Jedsadlyshookhishead。”I’mafraidyou’reright,“hesaid。
“Notasthingsarenowhesurelymustn’t。But——but,Mrs。Ruth——“
“Oh,don’t!”impatiently。”Don’tusethatsilly’Mrs。’anylonger。
Aren’tyouthe——thebestfriendIhaveintheworld?,Docallme,Ruth。”
Ifshehadbeenlookingathisfacejustthenshemighthaveseen——
things。Butshewasnotlooking。Therewasanintervalofsilence,beforehespoke。
“Well,then——er——Ruth——“hefaltered。
“That’sright。Goon。”
“Iwasjustgoin’toaskyouifyouthoughtCharliewascal’latin’
toaskher。Iain’tsosurethatheis。”
HetoldofCharles’recentvisittothewindmillshopandtheyoung,man’squeryconcerningthemakingofadecision。Shelistened,anxiously。
“Butdon’tyouthinkthatmeansthathewaswonderingwhetheror,notheshouldaskher?”shesaid。
“No。Thatis,Idon’tthinkit’ssartinsureitmeansthat。I
ratherhadthenotionitmightmeanhewasfiggerin’whetherornot,togostraighttoSamandmakeacleanbreastofit。”
“Youmeantell——telleverything?”
“Yes,allaboutthe——thebusinessatMiddleford。Idohonestly,believethat’swhattheboy’sgotonhismindtodo。Itain’tvery,surprisin’thathebacksandfillssomebeforethatmind’smadeup。
Seewhatitmightmeantohim:itmightmeanthelossofhis,prospectshereandhisplaceinthebankand,more’neverything,else,losin’Maud。It’ssomedecisiontomake。IfIhadtomake,itI——,Well,Idon’tknow。”
Sheputherhandtohereyes。”ThePOORboy,“shesaid,underher,breath。”But,Jed,DOyouthinkthatisthedecisionhereferred,to?,Andwhyhasn’thesaidawordtome,hisownsister,aboutit?
I’msurehelovesme。”
“Sartinhedoes,andthat’sjustit,asIseeit。Itain’thisown,hopesandprospectsalonethatareallwrappedupinthisthing,it’syours——andBabbie’s。He’stroubledaboutwhat’llhappento,you。That’swhyhehasn’taskedyouradvice,Ibelieve。”
Theywerebothsilentforamoment。Thenshesaid,pleadingly,“Oh,Jed,itisuptoyouandme,isn’tit?,Whatshallwedo?”
Itwasthe“we“inthissentencewhichthrilled。Ifshehadbade,himputhisneckinfrontofthehandsawjustthenJedwouldhave,obeyed,andsmilinglyhavepulledtheleverwhichsetthemachine,inmotion。Butthequestion,nevertheless,wasastaggerer。
“W-e-e-ll,“headmitted,“I——Ihardlyknowwhattosay,Iwillgive,in。Toberightdownhonest——andtheLordknowsIhatetosayit——
itwouldn’tdoforaminutetoletthosetwoyoungfolksget,engaged——tosaynothin’ofgettin’married——withthisthingbetween,’em。Itwouldn’tbefairtoher,nortoSam——no,nortohimor,you,either。Youseethat,don’tyou?”hebegged。”YouknowI
don’tsayitforanyreasonbutjust——justforthebestinterests,ofallhands。Youknowthat,don’tyou——Ruth?”