Heclimbedthestairs,thencheckedhimself,becausehehadseenwithintheshadowofamancastupononeofthewalls。Itwasashapeless,high-shoulderedshadowofsomebodystandingstill,withloweredhead,outofhislineofsight。TheCapataz,rememberingthathewastotallyunarmed,steppedaside,and,effacinghimselfuprightinadarkcorner,waitedwithhiseyesfixedonthedoor。
Thewholeenormousruinedbarrackofaplace,unfinished,withoutceilingunderitsloftyroof,waspervadedbythesmokeswayingtoandfrointhefaintcross-draughtsplayingintheobscurityofmanyloftyroomsandbarnlikepassages。Onceoneoftheswingingshutterscameagainstthewallwithasinglesharpcrack,asifpushedbyanimpatienthand。Apieceofpaperscurriedoutfromsomewhere,rustlingalongthelanding。Theman,whoeverhewas,didnotdarkenthelighteddoorway。TwicetheCapataz,advancingacoupleofstepsoutofhiscorner,cranedhisneckinthehopeofcatchingsightofwhathecouldbeat,soquietly,inthere。Buteverytimehesawonlythedistortedshadowofbroadshouldersandbowedhead。Hewasdoingapparentlynothing,andstirrednotfromthespot,asthoughheweremeditating——or,perhaps,readingapaper。Andnotasoundissuedfromtheroom。
OncemoretheCapatazsteppedback。Hewonderedwhoitwas——someMonterist?
Buthedreadedtoshowhimself。Todiscoverhispresenceonshore,unlessaftermanydays,would,hebelieved,endangerthetreasure。Withhisownknowledgepossessinghiswholesoul,itseemedimpossiblethatanybodyinSulacoshouldfailtojumpattherightsurmise。Afteracoupleofweeksorsoitwouldbedifferent。WhocouldtellhehadnotreturnedoverlandfromsomeportbeyondthelimitsoftheRepublic?Theexistenceofthetreasureconfusedhisthoughtswithapeculiarsortofanxiety,asthoughhislifehadbecomeboundupwithit。Itrenderedhimtimorousforamomentbeforethatenigmatic,lighteddoor。Deviltakethefellow!Hedidnotwanttoseehim。Therewouldbenothingtolearnfromhisface,knownorunknown。Hewasafooltowastehistimethereinwaiting。
LessthanfiveminutesafterenteringtheplacetheCapatazbeganhisretreat。Hegotawaydownthestairswithperfectsuccess,gaveoneupwardlookoverhisshoulderatthelightonthelanding,andranstealthilyacrossthehall。Butattheverymomenthewasturningoutofthegreatdoor,withhismindfixeduponescapingthenoticeofthemanupstairs,somebodyhehadnotheardcomingbrisklyalongthefrontranfullintohim。Bothmutteredastifledexclamationofsurprise,andleapedbackandstoodstill,eachindistincttotheother。Nostromowassilent。Theothermanspokefirst,inanamazedanddeadenedtone。
`Whoareyou?'
AlreadyNostromohadseemedtorecognizeDrMonygham。Hehadnodoubtnow。Hehesitatedthespaceofasecond。Theideaofboltingwithoutawordpresenteditselftohismind。Nouse!Aninexplicablerepugnancetopronouncethenamebywhichhewasknownkepthimsilentalittlelonger。
Atlasthesaidinalowvoice:
`Acargador。'
Hewalkeduptotheother。DrMonyghamhadreceivedashock。Heflunghisarmsupandcriedouthiswonderaloud,forgettinghimselfbeforethemarvelofthismeeting。Nostromoangrilywarnedhimtomoderatehisvoice。
TheCustomHousewasnotsodesertedasitlooked。Therewassomebodyinthelightedroomabove。
Thereisnomoreevanescentqualityinanaccomplishedfactthanitswonderfulness。Solicitedincessantlybytheconsiderationsaffectingitsfearsanddesires,thehumanmindturnsnaturallyawayfromthemarvelloussideofevents。Anditwasinthemostnaturalwaypossiblethatthedoctoraskedthismanwhomonlytwominutesbeforehebelievedtohavebeendrownedinthegulf:
`Youhaveseensomebodyupthere?Haveyou?'
`No,Ihavenotseenhim。'
`Thenhowdoyouknow?'
`Iwasrunningawayfromhisshadowwhenwemet。'
`Hisshadow?'
`Yes。Hisshadowinthelightedroom,'saidNostromo,inacontemptuoustone。Leaningbackwithfoldedarmsatthefootoftheimmensebuilding,hedroppedhishead,bitinghislipsslightly,andnotlookingatthedoctor。
`Now,'hethoughttohimself,`hewillbeginaskingmeaboutthetreasure。'
Butthedoctor'sthoughtswereconcernedwithaneventnotasmarvellousasNostromo'sappearance,butinitselfmuchlessclear。WhyhadSotillotakenhimselfoffwithhiswholecommandwiththissuddennessandsecrecy?
Whatdidthismoveportend?However,itdawneduponthedoctorthatthemanupstairswasoneoftheofficersleftbehindbythedisappointedcoloneltocommunicatewithhim。
`Ibelieveheiswaitingforme,'hesaid。
`Itispossible。'
`Imustsee。Donotgoawayyet,Capataz。'
`Goawaywhere?'mutteredNostromo。
Alreadythedoctorhadlefthim。Heremainedleaningagainstthewall,staringatthedarkwateroftheharbour;theshrillingofcicadasfilledhisears。Aninvinciblevaguenesscomingoverhisthoughtstookfromthemallpowertodeterminehiswill。
`Capataz!Capataz!'thedoctor'svoicecalledurgentlyfromabove。
Thesenseofbetrayalandruinfloateduponhissombreindifferenceasuponasluggishseaofpitch。Buthesteppedoutfromunderthewall,and,lookingup,sawDrMonyghamleaningoutofalightedwindow。
`ComeupandseewhatSotillohasdone。Youneednotfearthemanuphere。'
Heansweredbyaslight,bitterlaugh。Fearaman!TheCapatazoftheSulacoCargadoresfearaman!Itangeredhimthatanybodyshouldsuggestsuchathing。Itangeredhimtobedisarmedandskulkingandindangerbecauseoftheaccursedtreasure,whichwasofsolittleaccounttothepeoplewhohadtieditroundhisneck。Hecouldnotshakeofftheworryofit。ToNostromothedoctorrepresentedallthesepeople……Andhehadneverevenaskedafterit。Notawordofinquiryaboutthemostdesperateundertakingofhislife。
Thinkingthesethoughts,Nostromopassedagainthroughthecavernoushall,wherethesmokewasconsiderablythinned,andwentupthestairs,notsowarmtohisfeetnow,towardsthestreakoflightatthetop。Thedoctorappearedinitforamoment,agitatedandimpatient。
`Comeup!Comeup!'
AtthemomentofcrossingthedoorwaytheCapatazexperiencedashockofsurprise。Themanhadnotmoved。Hesawhisshadowinthesameplace。
Hestarted,thensteppedinwithafeelingofbeingabouttosolveamystery。
Itwasverysimple。Foraninfinitesimalfractionofasecond,againstthelightoftwoflaringandgutteringcandles,throughablue,pungent,thinhazewhichmadehiseyessmart,hesawthemanstanding,ashehadimaginedhim,withhisbacktothedoor,castinganenormousanddistortedshadowuponthewall。Swifterthanaflashoflightningfollowedtheimpressionofhisconstrained,topplingattitude——theshouldersprojectingforward,theheadsunklowuponthebreast。Thenhedistinguishedthearmsbehindhisback,andwrenchedsoterriblythatthetwoclenchedfists,lashedtogether,hadbeenforceduphigherthantheshoulder-blades。Fromtherehiseyestracedinoneinstantaneousglancethehideropegoingupwardsfromthetiedwristsoveraheavybeamanddowntoastapleinthewall。
Hedidnotwanttolookattherigidlegs,atthefeethangingdownnervelessly,withtheirbaretoessomesixinchesabovethefloor,toknowthatthemanhadbeengiventheestrapadetillhehadswooned。Hisfirstimpulsewastodashforwardandsevertheropeatoneblow。Hefeltforhisknife。
Hehadnoknife——notevenaknife。Hestoodquivering,andthedoctor,perchedontheedgeofthetable,facingthoughtfullythecruelandlamentablesight,hischininhishand,uttered,withoutstirring:
`Tortured——andshotdeadthroughthebreast——gettingcold。'
ThisinformationcalmedtheCapataz。Oneofthecandlesflickeringinthesocketwentout。`Whodidthis?'heasked。
`Sotillo,Itellyou。Whoelse?Tortured——ofcourse。Butwhyshot?'
ThedoctorlookedfixedlyatNostromo,whoshruggedhisshouldersslightly。
`Andmark,shotsuddenly,onimpulse。Itisevident。IwishIhadhissecret。'
Nostromohadadvanced,andstoopedslightlytolook。`Iseemtohaveseenthatfacesomewhere,'hemuttered。`Whoishe?'
Thedoctorturnedhiseyesuponhimagain。`Imayyetcometoenvyinghisfate。Whatdoyouthinkofthat,Capataz,eh?'
ButNostromodidnotevenhearthesewords。Seizingtheremaininglight,hethrustitunderthedroopinghead。Thedoctorsatoblivious,withalostgaze。Thentheheavyironcandle-stick,asifstruckoutofNostromo'shand,clatteredonthefloor。
`Hullo!'exclaimedthedoctor,lookingupwithastart。HecouldheartheCapatazstaggeragainstthetableandgasp。Inthesuddenextinctionofthelightwithin,thedeadblacknesssealingthewindow-framesbecamealivewithstarstohissight。antheshoulder-blades。Fromtherehiseyestracedinoneinstantaneousglancethehideropegoingupwardsfromthetiedwristsoveraheavybeamanddowntoastapleinthewall。Hedidnotwanttolookattherigidlegs,atthefeethangingdownnervelessly,withtheirbaretoessomesixinchesabovethefloor,toknowthatthemanhadbeengiventheestrapadetillhehadswooned。Hisfirstimpulsewastodashforwardandsevertheropeatoneblow。Hefeltforhisknife。
Hehadnoknife——notevenaknife。Hestoodquivering,andthedoctor,perchedontheedgeofthetable,facingthoughtfullythecruelandlamentablesight,hischininhishand,uttered,withoutstirring:
`Ofcourse,ofcourse,'thedoctormutteredtohimselfinEnglish。`Enoughtomakehimjumpoutofhisskin。'
Nostromo'sheartseemedtoforceitselfintohisthroat。Hisheadswam。
Hirsch!ThemanwasHirsch!Heheldontighttotheedgeofthetable。
`Buthewashidinginthelighter,'healmostshouted。Hisvoicefell。
`Inthelighter,and——and——'
`AndSotillobroughthimin,'saidthedoctor。`Heisnomorestartlingtoyouthanyouweretome。WhatIwanttoknowishowheinducedsomecompassionatesoultoshoothim。'
`SoSotilloknows——'beganNostromo,inamoreequablevoice。
`Everything!'interruptedthedoctor。
TheCapatazwasheardstrikingthetablewithhisfist。`Everything?
Whatareyousaying,there?Everything?Knoweverything?Itisimpossible!
Everything?'
`Ofcourse。Whatdoyoumeanbyimpossible?ItellyouIhaveheardthisHirschquestionedlastnight,here,inthisveryroom。Heknewyourname,Decoud'sname,andallabouttheloadingofthesilver……Thelighterwascutintwo。HewasgrovellinginabjectterrorbeforeSotillo,butherememberedthatmuch。Whatdoyouwantmore?Heknewleastabouthimself。Theyfoundhimclingingtotheiranchor。Hemusthavecaughtatitjustasthelighterwenttothebottom。'
`Wenttothebottom?'repeatedNostromo,slowly。`Sotillobelievesthat?Bueno!'
Thedoctor,alittleimpatiently,wasunabletoimaginewhatelseanybodycouldbelieve。Yes,Sotillobelievedthatthelighterwassunk,andtheCapatazdeCargadores,togetherwithMartinDecoudandperhapsoneortwootherpoliticalfugitives,hadbeendrowned。
`Itoldyouwell,SenorDoctor,'remarkedNostromoatthatpoint,`thatSotillodidnotknoweverything。'
`Eh?Whatdoyoumean?'
`HedidnotknowIwasnotdead。'
`Neitherdidwe。'
`Andyoudidnotcare——noneofyoucaballerosonthewharf——onceyougotoffamanoffleshandbloodlikeyourselvesonafool'sbusinessthatcouldnotendwell。'
`Youforget,Capataz,Iwasnotonthewharf。AndIdidnotthinkwellofthebusiness。Soyouneednottauntme。Itellyouwhat,man,wehadbutlittleleisuretothinkofthedead。Deathstandsnearbehindusall。
Youweregone。'
`Iwent,indeed!'brokeinNostromo。`Andforthesakeofwhat——tellme?'
`Ah!thatisyouownaffair,'thedoctorsaid,roughly。`Donotaskme。'
Theirflowingmurmurspausedinthedark。Perchedontheedgeofthetablewithslightlyavertedfaces,theyfelttheirshoulderstouch,andtheireyesremaineddirectedtowardsanuprightshapenearlylostintheobscurityoftheinnerpartoftheroom,thatwithprojectingheadandshoulders,inghastlyimmobility,seemedintentoncatchingeveryword。
`Muybien!'Nostromomutteredatlast。`Sobeit。Teresawasright。Itismyownaffair。'
`Teresaisdead,'remarkedthedoctor,absently,whilehismindfollowedanewlineofthoughtsuggestedbywhatmighthavebeencalledNostromo'sreturntolife。`Shedied,thepoorwoman。'
`Withoutapriest?'theCapatazasked,anxiously。
`Whataquestion!Whocouldhavegotapriestforherlastnight?'
`MayGodkeephersoul!'ejaculatedNostromo,withagloomyandhopelessfervourwhichhadnotimetosurpriseDrMonygham,before,revertingtotheirpreviousconversation,hecontinuedinasinistertone,`Si,SenorDoctor。Asyouweresaying,itismyownaffair。Averydesperateaffair。'
`Therearenotwomeninthispartoftheworldthatcouldhavesavedthemselvesbyswimmingasyouhavedone,'thedoctorsaid,admiringly。
Andagaintherewassilencebetweenthosetwomen。Theywerebothreflecting,andthediversityoftheirnaturemadetheirthoughtsbornfromtheirmeetingswingafarfromeachother。Thedoctor,impelledtoriskyactionbyhisloyaltytotheGoulds,wonderedwiththankfulnessatthechainofaccidentwhichhadbroughtthatmanbackwherehewouldbeofthegreatestuseintheworkofsavingtheSanTomemine。Thedoctorwasloyaltothemine。
Itpresenteditselftohisfifty-years-oldeyesintheshapeofalittlewomaninasoftdresswithalongtrain,withaheadattractivelyoverweightedbyagreatmassoffairhairandthedelicatepreciousnessofherinnerworth,partakingofagemandaflower,revealedineveryattitudeofherperson。AsthedangersthickenedroundtheSanTomeminethisillusionacquiredforce,permanency,andauthority。Itclaimedhimatlast!Thisclaim,exaltedbyaspiritualdetachmentfromtheusualsanctionsofhopeandreward,madeDrMonygham'sthinking,acting,individuality,extremelydangeroustohimselfandtoothers,allhisscruplesvanishingintheproudfeelingthathisdevotionwastheonlythingthatstoodbetweenanadmirablewomanandafrightfuldisaster。
ItwasasortofintoxicationwhichmadehimutterlyindifferenttoDecoud'sfate,butlefthiswitsperfectlyclearfortheappreciationofDecoud'spoliticalidea。Itwasagoodidea——andBarrioswastheonlyinstrumentofitsrealization。Thedoctor'ssoul,witheredandshrunkbytheshameofamoraldisgrace,becameimplacableintheexpansionofitstenderness。Nostromo'sreturnwasprovidential。Hedidnotthinkofhimhumanely,asofafellow-creaturejustescapedfromthejawsofdeath。
TheCapatazforhimwastheonlypossiblemessengertoCayta。Theveryman。Thedoctor'smisanthropicmistrustofmankindthebittererbecausebasedonpersonalfailuredidnotlifthimsufficientlyabovecommonweaknesses。
Hewasunderthespellofanestablishedreputation。TrumpetedbyCaptainMitchell,growninrepetition,andfixedingeneralassent,Nostromo'sfaithfulnesshadneverbeenquestionedbyDrMonyghamasafact。Itwasnotlikelytobequestionednowhestoodindesperateneedofithimself。
DrMonyghamwashuman;heacceptedthepopularconceptionoftheCapataz'sincorruptibilitysimplybecausenowordorfacthadevercontradictedamereaffirmation。Itseemedtobeapartoftheman,likehiswhiskersorhisteeth。Itwasimpossibletoconceivehimotherwise。Thequestionwaswhetherhewouldconsenttogoonsuchadangerousanddesperateerrand。
Thedoctorwasobservantenoughtohavebecomeawarefromthefirstofsomethingpeculiarintheman'stemper。Hewasnodoubtsoreaboutthelossofthesilver。
`Itwillbenecessarytotakehimintomyfullestconfidence,'hesaidtohimself,withacertainacutenessofinsightintothenaturehehadtodealwith。
OnNostromo'ssidethesilencehadbeenfullofblackirresolution,anger,andmistrust。Hewasthefirsttobreakit,however。
`Theswimmingwasnogreatmatter,'hesaid。`Itiswhatwentbefore——andwhatcomesafterthat——'
Hedidnotquitefinishwhathemeanttosay,breakingoffshort,asthoughhisthoughthadbuttedagainstasolidobstacle。Thedoctor'smindpursueditsownschemeswithMachiavelliansubtlety。Hesaidassympatheticallyashewasable:
`Itisunfortunate,Capataz。Butnoonewouldthinkofblamingyou。
Veryunfortunate。Tobeginwith,thetreasureoughtnevertohaveleftthemountain。ButitwasDecoudwho——however,heisdead。Thereisnoneedtotalkofhim。'
`No,'assentedNostromo,asthedoctorpaused,`thereisnoneedtotalkofdeadmen。ButIamnotdeadyet。'
`Youareallright。Onlyamanofyourintrepiditycouldhavesavedhimself。'
InthisDrMonyghamwassincere。Heesteemedhighlytheintrepidityofthatman,whomhevaluedbutlittle,beingdisillusionedastomankindingeneral,becauseoftheparticularinstanceinwhichhisownmanhoodhadfailed。Havinghadtoencountersingle-handedduringhisperiodofeclipsemanyphysicaldangers,hewaswellawareofthemostdangerouselementcommontothemall:ofthecrushing,paralysingsenseofhumanlittleness,whichiswhatreallydefeatsamanstrugglingwithnaturalforces,alone,farfromtheeyesofhisfellows。HewaseminentlyfittoappreciatethementalimagehemadeforhimselfoftheCapataz,afterhoursoftensionandanxiety,precipitatedsuddenlyintoanabyssofwatersanddarkness,withoutearthorsky,andconfrontingitnotonlywithanundismayedmind,butwithsensiblesuccess。Ofcourse,themanwasanincomparableswimmer,thatwasknown,butthedoctorjudgedthatthisinstancetestifiedtoastillgreaterintrepidityofspirit。Itwaspleasingtohim;heauguredwellfromitforthesuccessofthearduousmissionwithwhichhemeanttoentrusttheCapatazsomarvellouslyrestoredtousefulness。Andinatonevaguelygratified,heobserved:
`Itmusthavebeenterriblydark!'
`ItwastheworstdarknessoftheGolfo,'theCapatazassented,briefly。
Hewasmollifiedbywhatseemedasignofsomefaintinterestinsuchthingsashadbefallenhim,anddroppedafewdescriptivephraseswithanaffectedandcurtnonchalance。Atthatmomenthefeltcommunicative。Heexpectedthecontinuanceofthatinterestwhich,whetheracceptedorrejected,wouldhaverestoredtohimhispersonality——theonlythinglostinthatdesperateaffair。Butthedoctor,engrossedbyadesperateadventureofhisown,wasterribleinthepursuitofhisidea。Heletanexclamationofregretescapehim。
`Icouldalmostwishyouhadshoutedandshownalight。'
ThisunexpectedutteranceastoundedtheCapatazbyitscharacterofcold-bloodedatrocity。Itwasasmuchastosay,`Iwishyouhadshownyourselfacoward;Iwishyouhadyourthroatcutforyourpains。'Naturallyhereferredittohimself,whereasitrelatedonlytothesilver,beingutteredsimplyandwithmanymentalreservations。Surpriseandragerenderedhimspeechless,andthedoctorpursued,practicallyunheardbyNostromo,whosestirredbloodwasbeatingviolentlyinhisears。
`ForIamconvincedSotilloinpossessionofthesilverwouldhaveturnedshortroundandmadeforsomesmallportabroad。Economicallyitwouldhavebeenwasteful,butstilllesswastefulthanhavingitsunk。Itwasthenextbestthingtohavingitathandinsomesafeplace,andusingpartofittobuyupSotillo。ButIdoubtwhetherDonCarloswouldhaveevermadeuphismindtoit。HeisnotfitforCostaguana,andthatisafact,Capataz。'
TheCapatazhadmasteredthefurythatwaslikeatempestinhisearsintimetohearthenameofDonCarlos。Heseemedtohavecomeoutofitachangedman——amanwhospokethoughtfullyinasoftandevenvoice。
`AndwouldDonCarloshavebeencontentifIhadsurrenderedthistreasure?'
`Ishouldnotwonderiftheywereallofthatwayofthinkingnow,'
thedoctorsaid,grimly。`Iwasneverconsulted。Decoudhadithisownway。Theireyesareopenedbythistime,Ishouldthink。IforoneknowthatifthatsilverturnedupthismomentmiraculouslyashoreIwouldgiveittoSotillo。And,asthingsstand,Iwouldbeapproved。'
`Turnedupmiraculously,'repeatedtheCapatazverylow;thenraisedhisvoice。`That,senor,wouldbeagreatermiraclethananysaintcouldperform。'
`Ibelieveyou,Capataz,'saidthedoctor,drily。
HewentontodevelophisviewofSotillo'sdangerousinfluenceuponthesituation。AndtheCapataz,listeningasifinadream,felthimselfofaslittleaccountastheindistinct,motionlessshapeofthedeadmanwhomhesawuprightunderthebeam,withhisairoflisteningalso,disregarded,forgotten,likeaterribleexampleofneglect。
`Isitforanunconsideredandfoolishwhimthattheycametome,then?'
heinterrupted,suddenly。`HadInotdoneenoughforthemtobeofsomeaccount,porDios?Isitthatthehombresfinos——thegentlemen——neednotthinkaslongasthereisamanofthepeoplereadytoriskhisbodyandsoul?Or;perhaps,wehavenosouls——likedogs?'
`TherewasDecoud,too,withhisplan,'thedoctorremindedhimagain。
`Si!AndtherichmaninSanFranciscowhohadsomethingtodowiththattreasure,too——whatdoIknow?No!Ihaveheardtoomanythings。
Itseemstomethateverythingispermittedtotherich。'
`Iunderstand,Capataz,'thedoctorbegan。
`WhatCapataz?'brokeinNostromo,inaforciblebutevenvoice,`TheCapatazisundone,destroyed。ThereisnoCapataz。Oh,no!YouwillfindtheCapataznomore。'
`Come,thisischildish!'remonstratedthedoctor;andtheothercalmeddownsuddenly。
`Ihavebeenindeedlikealittlechild,'hemuttered。
Andashiseyesmetagaintheshapeofthemurderedmansuspendedinhisawfulimmobility,whichseemedtheuncomplainingimmobilityofattention,heasked,wonderinggently:
`WhydidSotillogivetheestrapadetothispitifulwretch?Doyouknow?
Notorturecouldhavebeenworsethanhisfear。KillingIcanunderstand。
Hisanguishwasintolerabletobehold。Butwhyshouldhetormenthimlikethis?Hecouldtellnomore。'
`No;hecouldtellnothingmore。Anysanemanwouldhaveseenthat。
Hehadtoldhimeverything。ButItellyouwhatitis,Capataz。Sotillowouldnotbelievewhathewastold。Noteverything。'
`Whatisithewouldnotbelieve?Icannotunderstand。'
`Ican,becauseIhaveseentheman。Herefusestobelievethatthetreasureislost。'
`What?'theCapatazcriedoutinadiscomposedtone。
`Thatstartlesyou——eh?'
`AmItounderstand,senor,'Nostromowentoninadeliberateand,asitwere,watchfultone,`thatSotillothinksthetreasurehasbeensavedbysomemeans?'
`No!no!Thatwouldbeimpossible,'saidthedoctor,withconviction;
andNostromoemittedagruntinthedark。`Thatwouldbeimpossible。Hethinksthatthesilverwasnolongerinthelighterwhenshewassunk。
HehasconvincedhimselfthatthewholeshowofgettingitawaytoseaisamereshamgotuptodeceiveGamachoandhisNationals,PedritoMontero,SenorFuentes,ournewJefePolitico,andhimself,too。Only,hesays,heisnosuchfool。'
`Butheisdevoidofsense。Heisthegreatestimbecilethatevercalledhimselfacolonelinthiscountryofevil,'growledNostromo。
`Heisnomoreunreasonablethanmanysensiblemen,'saidthedoctor。
`Hehasconvincedhimselfthatthetreasurecanbefoundbecausehedesirespassionatelytopossesshimselfofit。AndheisalsoafraidofhisofficersturninguponhimandgoingovertoPedrito,whomhehasnotthecourageeithertofightortrust。Doyouseethat,Capataz?Heneedfearnodesertionaslongassomehoperemainsofthatenormousplunderturningup。Ihavemadeitmybusinesstokeepthisveryhopeup。'
`Youhave!'theCapatazdeCargadoresrepeatedcautiously。`Well,thatiswonderful。Andhowlongdoyouthinkyouaregoingtokeepitup?'
`AslongasIcan。'
`Whatdoesthatmean?'
`Icantellexactly。AslongasIlive,'thedoctorretortedinastubbornvoice。Then,inafewwords,hedescribedthestoryofhisarrestandthecircumstancesofhisrelease。`Iwasgoingbacktothatsillyscoundrelwhenwemet,'heconcluded。
Nostromohadlistenedwithprofoundattention。`Youhavemadeupyourmind,then,toaspeedydeath,'hemutteredthroughhisclenchedteeth。
`Perhaps,myillustriousCapataz,'thedoctorsaid,testily。`Youarenottheonlyoneherewhocanlookanuglydeathintheface。'
`Nodoubt,'mumbledNostromo,loudenoughtobeoverheard。`Theremaybeevenmorethantwofoolsinthisplace。Whoknows?'
`Andthatismyaffair,'saidthedoctor,curtly。
`Astakingouttheaccursedsilvertoseawasmyaffair,'retortedNostromo。
`Isee。Bueno。Eachofushashisreasons。ButyouwerethelastmanIconversedwithbeforeIstarted,andyoutalkedtomeasifIwereafool。'
Nostromohadagreatdistasteforthedoctor'ssardonictreatmentofhisgreatreputation。Decoud'sfaintlyironicrecognitionusedtomakehimuneasy;butthefamiliarityofamanlikeDonMartinwasflattering,whereasthedoctorwasanobody。Hecouldrememberhimapennilessoutcast,slinkingaboutthestreetsofSulaco,withoutasinglefriendoracquaintance,tillDonCarlosGouldtookhimintotheserviceofthemine。
`Youmaybeverywise,'hewenton,thoughtfully,staringintotheobscurityoftheroom,pervadedbythegruesomeenigmaofthetorturedandmurderedHirsch。`ButIamnotsuchafoolaswhenIstarted。Ihavelearnedonethingsince,andthatisthatyouareadangerousman。'
DrMonyghamwastoostartledtodomorethanexclaim:
`Whatisityousay?'
`Ifhecouldspeakhewouldsaythesamething,'pursuedNostromo,withanodofhisshadowyheadsilhouettedagainstthestarlitwindow。
`Idonotunderstandyou,'saidDrMonyghamfaintly。
`No?Perhaps,ifyouhadnotconfirmedSotilloinhismadness,hewouldhavebeeninnohastetogivetheestrapadetothatmiserableHirsch。'
Thedoctorstartedatthesuggestion。Buthisdevotion,absorbingallhissensibilities,hadlefthisheartsteeledagainstremorseandpity。
Still,forcompleterelief,hefeltthenecessityofrepellingitloudlyandcontemptuously。
`Bah!Youdaretotellmethat,withamanlikeSotillo。IconfessI
didnotgiveathoughttoHirsch。IfIhaditwouldhavebeenuseless。
Anybodycanseethatthelucklesswretchwasdoomedfromthemomenthecaughtholdoftheanchor。Hewasdoomed,Itellyou!JustasImyselfamdoomed——mostprobably。'
ThisiswhatDrMonyghamsaidinanswertoNostromo'sremark,whichwasplausibleenoughtoprickhisconscience。Hewasnotacallousman。
Butthenecessity,themagnitude,theimportanceofthetaskhehadtakenuponhimselfdwarfedallmerelyhumaneconsiderations。Hehadundertakenitinafanaticalspirit。Hedidnotlikeit。Tolie,todeceive,tocircumventeventhebasestofmankindwasodioustohim。Itwasodioustohimbytraining,instinct,andtradition。Todothesethingsinthecharacterofatraitorwasabhorrenttohisnatureandterribletohisfeelings。Hehadmadethatsacrificeinaspiritofabasement。Hehadsaidtohimselfbitterly,`I
amtheonlyonefitforthatdirtywork。'Andhebelievedthis。Hewasnotsubtle。Hissimplicitywassuchthat,thoughhehadnosortofheroicideaofseekingdeath,therisk,deadlyenough,towhichheexposedhimself,hadasustainingandcomfortingeffect。TothatspiritualstatethefateofHirschpresenteditselfaspartofthegeneralatrocityofthings。Heconsideredthatepisodepractically。Whatdiditmean?WasitasignofsomedangerouschangeinSotillo'sdelusion?Thatthemanshouldhavebeenkilledlikethiswaswhatthedoctorcouldnotunderstand。
`Yes。Butwhyshot?'hemurmuredtohimself。
Nostromokeptverystill。
NostromoATaleoftheSeaboard:Part3Chapter99Distractedbetweendoubtsandhopes,dismayedbythesoundofbellspealingoutthearrivalofPedritoMontero,Sotillohadspentthemorninginbattlingwithhisthoughts;acontesttowhichhewasunequal,fromthevacuityofhismindandtheviolenceofhispassions。Disappointment,greed,anger,andfearmadeatumultinthecolonel'sbreastlouderthanthedinofbellsinthetown。Nothinghehadplannedhadcometopass。NeitherSulaconorthesilveroftheminehadfallenintohishands。Hehadperformednomilitaryexploittosecurehisposition,andhadobtainednoenormousbootytomakeoffwith。PedritoMontero,eitherasfriendorfoe,filledhimwithdread。
Thesoundofbellsmaddenedhim。
Imaginingatfirstthathemightbeattackedatonce,hehadmadehisbattalionstandtoarmsontheshore。Hewalkedtoandfroallthelengthoftheroom,stoppingsometimestognawthefinger-tipsofhisrighthandwithaluridsidewaysglarefixedonthefloor;then,withasullen,repellingglanceallround,hewouldresumehistrampinginsavagealoofness。Hishat,horsewhip,sword,andrevolverwerelyingonthetable。Hisofficers,crowdingthewindowgivingtheviewofthetowngate,disputedamongstthemselvestheuseofhisfield-glassboughtlastyearonlongcreditfromAnzani。Itpassedfromhandtohand,andthepossessorforthetimebeingwasbesiegedbyanxiousinquiries。
`Thereisnothing;thereisnothingtosee!'hewouldrepeat,impatiently。
Therewasnothing。AndwhenthepicketinthebushesneartheCasaViolahadbeenorderedtofallbackuponthemainbody,nostiroflifeappearedonthestretchofdustyandaridlandbetweenthetownandthewatersoftheport。Butlateintheafternoonahorsemanissuingfromthegatewasmadeoutridingupfearlessly。ItwasanemissaryfromSenorFuentes。Beingallalonehewasallowedtocomeon。Dismountingatthegreatdoorhegreetedthesilentbystanderswithcheeryimpudence,andbeggedtobetakenupatoncetothe`muyvaliente'colonel。
SenorFuentes,onenteringuponhisfunctionsofJefePolitico,hadturnedhisdiplomaticabilitiestogettingholdoftheharbouraswellasofthemine。ThemanhepitchedupontonegotiatewithSotillowasaNotaryPublic,whomtherevolutionhadfoundlanguishinginthecommonjailonachargeofforgingdocuments。Liberatedbythemobalongwiththeother`victimsofBlancotyranny',hehadhastenedtoofferhisservicestothenewGovernment。
HesetoutdeterminedtodisplaymuchzealandeloquenceintryingtoinduceSotillotocomeintotownaloneforaconferencewithPedritoMontero。
Nothingwasfartherfromthecolonel'sintentions。ThemerefleetingideaoftrustinghimselfintothefamousPedrito'shandshadmadehimfeelunwellseveraltimes。Itwasoutofthequestion——itwasmadness。Andtoputhimselfinopenhostilitywasmadness,too。Itwouldrenderimpossibleasystematicsearchforthattreasure,forthatwealthofsilverwhichheseemedtofeelsomewhereabout,toscentsomewherenear。
Butwhere?Where?Heavens!Where?Oh!whyhadheallowedthatdoctortogo!Imbecilethathewas。Butno!Itwastheonlyrightcourse,hereflecteddistractedly,whilethemessengerwaiteddownstairschattingagreeablytotheofficers。Itwasinthatscoundrellydoctor'strueinteresttoreturnwithpositiveinformation。Butwhatifanythingstoppedhim?Ageneralprohibitiontoleavethetown,forinstance!Therewouldbepatrols!
Thecolonel,seizinghisheadinhishands,turnedinhistracksasifstruckwithvertigo。AflashofcraveninspirationsuggestedtohimanexpedientnotunknowntoEuropeanstatesmenwhentheywishtodelayadifficultnegotiation。Bootedandspurred,hescrambledintothehammockwithundignifiedhaste。Hishandsomefacehadturnedyellowwiththestrainofweightycares。Theridgeofhisshapelynosehadgrownsharp;theaudaciousnostrilsappearedmeanandpinched。Thevelvety,caressingglanceofhisfineeyesseemeddeadandevendecomposed;forthesealmond-shaped,languishingorbshadbecomeinappropriatelybloodshotwithmuchsinistersleeplessness。
HeaddressedthesurprisedenvoyofSenorFuentesinadeadened,exhaustedvoice。Itcamepatheticallyfeeblefromunderapileofponchos,whichburiedhiselegantpersonrightuptotheblackmoustaches,uncurled,pendant,insignofbodilyprostrationandmentalincapacity。Fever,fever——aheavyfeverhadovertakenthe`muyvaliente'colonel。Awaveringwildnessofexpression,causedbythepassingspasmsofaslightcolicwhichhaddeclareditselfsuddenly,andtherattlingteethofrepressedpanic,hadagenuinenesswhichimpressedtheenvoy。Itwasacoldfit。
Thecolonelexplainedthathewasunabletothink,tolisten,tospeak。
WithanappearanceofsuperhumaneffortthecolonelgaspedoutthathewasnotinastatetoreturnasuitablereplyortoexecuteanyofhisExcellency'sorders。Buttomorrow!Tomorrow!Ah!tomorrow!LethisExcellencyDonPedrobewithoutuneasiness。ThebraveEsmeraldaRegimentheldtheharbour,held——Andclosinghiseyes,herolledhisachingheadlikeahalf-deliriousinvalidundertheinquisitivestareoftheenvoy,whowasobligedtobenddownoverthehammockinordertocatchthepainfulandbrokenaccents。
Meantime,ColonelSotillotrustedthathisExcellency'shumanitywouldpermitthedoctor,theEnglishdoctor,tocomeoutoftownwithhiscaseofforeignremediestoattenduponhim。HebeggedanxiouslyhisworshipthecaballeronowpresentforthegraceoflookinginashepassedtheCasaGould,andinformingtheEnglishdoctor,whowasprobablythere,thathisserviceswereimmediatelyrequiredbyColonelSotillo,lyingilloffeverintheCustomHouse。Immediately。Mosturgentlyrequired。Awaitedwithextremeimpatience。Athousandthanks。Heclosedhiseyeswearilyandwouldnotopenthemagain,lyingperfectlystill,deaf,dumb,insensible,overcome,vanquished,crushed,annihilatedbythefelldisease。
Butassoonastheotherhadshutafterhimthedoorofthelanding,thecolonelleapedoutwithaflingofbothfeetinanavalancheofwoollencoverings。Hisspurshavingbecomeentangledinaperfectwelterofponchoshenearlypitchedonhishead,anddidnotrecoverhisbalancetillthemiddleoftheroom。Concealedbehindthehalf-closedjalousieshelistenedtowhatwentonbelow。
Theenvoyhadalreadymounted,andturningtothemoroseofficersoccupyingthegreatdoorway,tookoffhishatformally。
`Caballeros,'hesaid,inaveryloudtone,`allowmetorecommendyoutotakegreatcareofyourcolonel。Ithasdonememuchhonourandgratificationtohaveseenyouall,afinebodyofmenexercisingthesoldierlyvirtueofpatienceinthisexposedsituation,wherethereismuchsun,andnowatertospeakof,whileatownfullofwineandfemininecharmsisreadytoembraceyouforthebravemenyouare。Caballeros,I
havethehonourtosaluteyou。TherewillbemuchdancingtonightinSulaco。
Good-bye!'
Buthereinedinhishorseandinclinedhisheadsidewaysonseeingtheoldmajorstepout,verytallandmeagre,inastraightnarrowcoatcomingdowntohisanklesasifitwerethecasingoftheregimentalcoloursrolledroundtheirstaff。
Theintelligentoldwarrior,afterenunciatinginadogmatictonethegeneralpropositionthatthe`worldwasfulloftraitors',wentonpronouncingdeliberatelyapanegyricuponSotillo。Heascribedtohimwithleisurelyemphasiseveryvirtueunderheaven,summingitallupinanabsurdcolloquialismcurrentamongstthelowerclassofOccidentalsespeciallyaboutEsmeralda。
`And,'heconcluded,withasuddenriseinthevoice,`amanofmanyteeth——“hombredemuchosdientes“。Si,senor。Astous,'hepursued,portentousandimpressive,`yourworshipisbeholdingthefinestbodyofofficersintheRepublic,menunequalledforvalourandsagacity,“yhombresdemuchosdientes“。'
`What?Allofthem?'inquiredthedisreputableenvoyofSenorFuentes,withafaint,derisivesmile。
`Todos。Si,senor,'themajoraffirmed,gravely,withconviction。
`Menofmanyteeth。'
Theotherwheeledhishorsetofacetheportalresemblingthehighgateofadismalbarn。Heraisedhimselfinhisstirrups,extendedonearm。
Hewasafacetiousscoundrel,entertainingforthesestupidOccidentalsafeelingofgreatscornnaturalinanativefromthecentralprovinces。
ThefollyofEsmeraldiansespeciallyarousedhisamusedcontempt。HebegananorationuponPedroMontero,keepingasolemncountenance。Heflourishedhishandasifintroducinghimtotheirnotice。Andwhenhesaweveryfaceset,alltheeyesfixeduponhislips,hebegantoshoutasortofcatalogueofperfections:`Generous,valorous,affable,profound'——hesnatchedoffhishatenthusiastically——`astatesman,aninvinciblechiefofpartisans——'
Hedroppedhisvoicestartlinglytoadeep,hollownote——`andadentist。'
Hewasoffinstantlyatasmartwalk;therigidstraddleofhislegs,theturned-outfeet,thestiffback,therakishslantofhissombreroabovethesquare,motionlesssetoftheshouldersexpressinganinfinite,awe-inspiringimpudence。
Upstairs,behindthejalousies,Sotillodidnotmoveforalongtime。
Theaudacityofthefellowappalledhim。Whatwerehisofficerssayingbelow?Theyweresayingnothing。Completesilence。Hequaked。Itwasnotthusthathehadimaginedhimselfatthatstageoftheexpedition。Hehadseenhimselftriumphant,unquestioned,appeased,theidolofthesoldiers,weighinginsecretcomplacencytheagreeablealternativesofpowerandwealthopentohischoice。Alas!Howdifferent!Distracted,restless,supine,burningwithfury,orfrozenwithterror,hefeltadreadasfathomlessastheseacreepuponhimfromeveryside。Thatrogueofadoctorhadtocomeoutwithhisinformation。Thatwasclear。Itwouldbeofnousetohim——alone。Hecoulddonothingwithit。Malediction!Thedoctorwouldnevercomeout。Hewasprobablyunderarrestalready,shutuptogetherwithDonCarlos。Helaughedaloudinsanely。Ha!ha!ha!ha!ItwasPedritoMonterowhowouldgettheinformation。Ha!ha!ha!ha!——andthesilver。
Ha!
Allatonce,inthemidstofthelaugh,hebecamemotionlessandsilentasifturnedintostone。He,too,hadaprisoner。Aprisonerwhomust,mustknowtherealtruth。Hewouldhavetobemadetospeak。AndSotillo,whoallthattimehadnotquiteforgottenHirsch,feltaninexplicablereluctanceatthenotionofproceedingtoextremities。
Hefeltareluctance——partofthatunfathomabledreadthatcreptonallsidesuponhim。Herememberedreluctantly,too,thedilatedeyesofthehidemerchant,hiscontortions,hisloudsobsandprotestations。Itwasnotcompassionorevenmerenervoussensibility。ThefactwasthatthoughSotillodidneverforamomentbelievehisstory——hecouldnotbelieveit;nobodycouldbelievesuchnonsense——yetthoseaccentsofdespairingtruthimpressedhimdisagreeably。Theymadehimfeelsick。Andhesuspectedalsothatthemanmighthavegonemadwithfear。Alunaticisahopelesssubject。Bah!Apretence。Nothingbutapretence。Hewouldknowhowtodealwiththat。
Hewasworkinghimselfuptotherightpitchofferocity。Hisfineeyessquintedslightly;heclappedhishands;abare-footedorderlyappearednoiselessly;acorporal,withhisbayonethangingonhisthighandastickinhishand。
Thecolonelgavehisorders,andpresentlythemiserableHirsch,pushedinbyseveralsoldiers,foundhimfrowningawfullyinabroadarmchair,hatonhead,kneeswideapart,armsakimbo,masterful,imposing,irresistible,haughty,sublime,terrible。
Hirsch,withhisarmstiedbehindhisback,hadbeenbundledviolentlyintooneofthesmallerrooms。Formanyhoursheremainedapparentlyforgotten,stretchedlifelesslyonthefloor。Fromthatsolitude,fullofdespairandterror,hewastornoutbrutally,withkicksandblows,passive,sunkinhebetude。Helistenedtothreatsandadmonitions,andafterwardsmadehisusualanswerstoquestions,withhischinsunkonhisbreast,hishandstiedbehindhisback,swayingalittleinfrontofSotillo,andneverlookingup。Whenhewasforcedtoholduphishead,bymeansofabayonet-pointproddinghimunderthechin,hiseyeshadavacant,trance-likestare,anddropsofperspirationasbigaspeaswereseenhailingdownthedirt,bruises,andscratchesofhiswhiteface。Thentheystoppedsuddenly。
Sotillolookedathiminsilence。`Willyoudepartfromyourobstinacy,yourogue?'heasked。Alreadyarope,whoseoneendwasfastenedtoSenorHirsch'swrists,hadbeenthrownoverabeam,andthreesoldiersheldtheotherend,waiting。Hemadenoanswer。Hisheavylowerliphungstupidly。
Sotillomadeasign。Hirschwasjerkedupoffhisfeet,andayellofdespairandagonyburstoutintheroom,filledthepassageofthegreatbuildings,renttheairoutside,causedeverysoldierofthecampalongtheshoretolookupatthewindows,startedsomeoftheofficersinthehallbabblingexcitedly,withshiningeyes;others,settingtheirlips,lookedgloomilyatthefloor。
Sotillo,followedbythesoldiers,hadlefttheroom。Thesentryonthelandingpresentedarms。Hirschwentonscreamingallalonebehindthehalf-closedjalousieswhilethesunshine,reflectedfromthewateroftheharbour,madeanever-runningrippleoflighthighuponthewall。Hescreamedwithupliftedeybrowsandawide-openmouth——incrediblywide,black,enormous,fullofteeth——comical。
InthestillburningairofthewindlessafternoonhemadethewavesofhisagonytravelasfarastheO。S。N。Company'soffices。CaptainMitchellonthebalcony,tryingtomakeoutwhatwentongenerally,hadheardhimfaintlybutdistinctly,andthefeebleandappallingsoundlingeredinhisearsafterhehadretreatedindoorswithblanchedcheeks。Hehadbeendrivenoffthebalconyseveraltimesduringthatafternoon。
Sotillo,irritable,moody,walkedrestlesslyabout,heldconsultationswithhisofficers,gavecontradictoryordersinthisshrillclamourpervadingthewholeemptyedifice。Sometimestherewouldbelongandawfulsilences。
Severaltimeshehadenteredthetorture-chamberwherehissword,horsewhip,revolver,andfield-glasswerelyingonthetable,toaskwithforcedcalmness,`Willyouspeakthetruthnow?No?Icanwait。'Buthecouldnotaffordtowaitmuchlonger。Thatwasjustit。Everytimehewentinandcameoutwithaslamofthedoor,thesentryonthelandingpresentedarms,andgotinreturnablack,venomous,unsteadyglance,which,inreality,sawnothingatall,beingmerelythereflectionofthesoulwithin——asoulofgloomyhatred,irresolution,avarice,andfury。
Thesunhadsetwhenhewentinoncemore。Asoldiercarriedintwolightedcandlesandslunkout,shuttingthedoorwithoutnoise。
`Speak,thouJewishchildofthedevil!Thesilver!Thesilver,Isay!
Whereisit?Wherehaveyouforeignrogueshiddenit?Confessor——'
Aslightquiverpassedupthetautropefromtherackedlimbs,butthebodyofSenorHirsch,enterprisingbusinessmanfromEsmeralda,hungundertheheavybeamperpendicularandsilent,facingthecolonelawfully。Theinflowofthenightair,cooledbythesnowsoftheSierra,spreadgraduallyadeliciousfreshnessthroughthecloseheatoftheroom。
`Speak——thief——scoundrel——picaro——or——'
Sotillohadseizedtheriding-whip,andstoodwithhisarmliftedup。
Foraword,foronelittleword,hefelthewouldhaveknelt,cringed,grovelledonthefloorbeforethedrowsy,consciousstareofthosefixedeyeballsstartingoutofthegrimy,dishevelledheadthatdroopedverystillwithitsmouthclosedaskew。Thecolonelgroundhisteethwithrageandstruck。Theropevibratedleisurelytotheblow,likethelongstringofapendulumstartingfromarest。ButnoswingingmotionwasimpartedtothebodyofSenorHirsch,thewell-knownhidemerchantonthecoast。
Withaconvulsiveeffortofthetwistedarmsitleapedupafewinches,curlinguponitselflikeafishontheendofaline。SenorHirsch'sheadwasflungbackonhisstrainingthroat;hischintrembled。Foramomenttherattleofhischatteringteethpervadedthevast,shadowyroom,wherethecandlesmadeapatchoflightroundthetwoflamesburningsidebyside。AndasSotillo,stayinghisraisedhand,waitedforhimtospeak,withthesuddenflashofagrinandastrainingforwardofthewrenchedshoulders,hespatviolentlyintohisface。
Theupliftedwhipfell,andthecolonelsprangbackwithalowcryofdismay,asifaspersedbyajetofdeadlyvenom。Quickasthoughthesnatcheduphisrevolver,andfiredtwice。Thereportandtheconcussionoftheshotsseemedtothrowhimatoncefromungovernablerageintoidioticstupor。
Hestoodwithdroppingjawandstonyeyes。Whathadhedone,sangredeDios!Whathadhedone?Hewasbaselyappalledathisimpulsiveact,sealingforevertheselipsfromwhichsomuchwastobeextorted。
Whatcouldhesay?Howcouldheexplain?Ideasofheadlongflightsomewhere,anywhere,passedthroughhismind;eventhecravenandabsurdnotionofhidingunderthetableoccurredtohiscowardice。Itwastoolate;hisofficershadrushedintumultuously,inagreatclatterofscabbards,clamouring,withastonishmentandwonder。Butsincetheydidnotimmediatelyproceedtoplungetheirswordsintohisbreast,thebrazensideofhischaracterasserteditself。Passingthesleeveofhisuniformoverhisfacehepulledhimselftogether。Histruculentglanceturnedslowlyhereandthere,checkedthenoisewhereitfell;andthestiffbodyofthelateSenorHirsch,merchant,afterswayingimperceptibly,madeahalfturn,andcametoarestinthemidstofawedmurmursanduneasyshuffling。
Avoiceremarkedloudly,`Beholdamanwhowillneverspeakagain。'
Andanother,fromthebackrowoffaces,timidandpressing,criedout:
`Whydidyoukillhim,micoronel?'
`Becausehehasconfessedeverything,'answeredSotillo,withthehardihoodofdesperation。Hefelthimselfcornered。Hebrazeneditoutonthestrengthofhisreputationwithveryfairsuccess。Hishearersthoughthimverycapableofsuchanact。Theyweredisposedtobelievehisflatteringtale。
Thereisnocredulitysoeagerandblindasthecredulityofcovetousness,which,initsuniversalextent,measuresthemoralmiseryandtheintellectualdestitutionofmankind。Ah!hehadconfessedeverything,thisfractiousJew,thisbribon。Good!Thenhewasnolongerwanted。Asuddendenseguffawwasheardfromtheseniorcaptain——abig-headedman,withlittleroundeyesandmonstrouslyfatcheekswhichnevermoved。Theoldmajor,tallandfantasticallyraggedlikeascarecrow,walkedroundthebodyofthelateSenorHirsch,mutteringtohimselfwithineffablecomplacencythatlikethistherewasnoneedtoguardagainstanyfuturetreacheriesofthatscoundrel。Theothersstared,shiftingfromfoottofoot,andwhisperingshortremarkstoeachother。
Sotillobuckledonhisswordandgavecurt,peremptoryorderstohastentheretirementdecideduponintheafternoon。Sinister,impressive,hissombreropulledrightdownuponhiseyebrows,hemarchedfirstthroughthedoorinsuchdisorderofmindthatheforgotutterlytoprovideforDrMonygham'spossiblereturn。Astheofficerstroopedoutafterhim,oneortwolookedbackhastilyatthelateSenorHirsch,merchantfromEsmeralda,leftswingingrigidlyatrest,alonewiththetwoburningcandles。Intheemptinessoftheroomtheburlyshadowofheadandshouldersonthewallhadanairoflife。
Below,thetroopsfellinsilentlyandmovedoffbycompanieswithoutdrumortrumpet。Theoldscarecrowmajorcommandedtherearguard;butthepartyheleftbehindwithorderstofiretheCustomHouseand`burnthecarcassofthetreacherousJewwhereithung'failedsomehowintheirhastetosetthestaircaseproperlyalight。ThebodyofthelateSenorHirschdweltaloneforatimeinthedismalsolitudeoftheunfinishedbuilding,resoundingweirdlywithsuddenslamsandclicksofdoorsandlatches,withrustlingscurriesoftornpapers,andthetremuloussighsthatateachgustofwindpassedunderthehighroof。ThelightofthetwocandlesburningbeforetheperpendicularandbreathlessimmobilityofthelateSenorHirschthrewagleamafaroverlandandwater,likeasignalinthenight。HeremainedtostartleNostromobyhispresence,andtopuzzleDrMonyghambythemysteryofhisatrociousend。
`Butwhyshot?'thedoctoragainaskedhimself,audibly。ThistimehewasansweredbyadrylaughfromNostromo。
`Youseemmuchconcernedataverynaturalthing,SenorDoctor。Iwonderwhy?Itisverylikelythatbeforelongweshallallgetshotoneafteranother,ifnotbySotillo,thenbyPedrito,orFuentes,orGamacho。Andwemayevengettheestrapade,too,orworse——quiensabe?——withyourprettytaleofthesilveryouputintoSotillo'shead。'
`Itwasinhisheadalready,'thedoctorprotested。`Ionly——'
`Yes。Andyouonlynailedittheresothatthedevilhimself——'
`ThatispreciselywhatImeanttodo,'caughtupthedoctor。
`Thatiswhatyoumeanttodo。Bueno。ItisasIsay。Youareadangerousman。'
Theirvoices,whichwithoutrisinghadbeengrowingquarrelsome,ceasedsuddenly。ThelateSenorHirsch,erectandshadowyagainstthestars,seemedtobewaitingattentive,inimpartialsilence。
ButDrMonyghamhadnomindtoquarrelwithNostromo。AtthissupremelycriticalpointofSulaco'sfortunesitwasborneuponhimatlastthatthismanwasreallyindispensable,moreindispensablethanevertheinfatuationofCaptainMitchell,hisprouddiscoverer。couldconceive;farbeyondwhatDecoud'sbestdryrailleryabout`myillustriousfriend,theuniqueCapatazdeCargadores',hadeverintended。Thefellowwasunique。Hewasnot`oneinathousand'。Hewasabsolutelytheonlyone。Thedoctorsurrendered。
TherewassomethinginthegeniusofthatGenoeseseamanwhichdominatedinthedestiniesofgreatenterprisesandofmanypeople,thefortunesofCharlesGould,thefateofanadmirablewoman。Atthislastthoughtthedoctorhadtoclearhisthroatbeforehecouldspeak。
InacompletelychangedtonehepointedouttotheCapatazthat,tobeginwith,hepersonallyrannogreatrisk。Asfaraseverybodyknewhewasdead。Itwasanenormousadvantage。HehadonlytokeepoutofsightintheCasaViola,wheretheoldGaribaldinowasknowntobealone——withhisdeadwife。Theservantshadallrunaway。Noonewouldthinkofsearchingforhimthere,oranywhereelseonearth,forthatmatter。
`Thatwouldbeverytrue,'Nostromospokeup,bitterly,`ifIhadnotmetyou。'
Foratimethedoctorkeptsilent。`DoyoumeantosaythatyouthinkImaygiveyouaway?'heaskedinanunsteadyvoice。`Why?WhyshouldI
dothat?'
`WhatdoIknow?Whynot?togainadayperhaps。ItwouldtakeSotilloadaytogivemetheestrapade,andtrysomeotherthingsperhaps,beforeheputsabulletthroughmyheart——ashedidtothatpoorwretchhere。
Whynot?'
Thedoctorswallowedwithdifficulty。Histhroathadgonedryinamoment。
Itwasnotfromindignation。Thedoctor,patheticallyenough,believedthathehadforfeitedtherighttobeindignantwithanyone——foranything。
Itwassimpledread。Hadthefellowheardhisstorybysomechance?Ifso,therewasanendofhisusefulnessinthatdirection。Theindispensablemanescapedhisinfluence,becauseofthatindelibleblotwhichmadehimfitfordirtywork。Afeelingasofsicknesscameuponthedoctor。Hewouldhavegivenanythingtoknow,buthedarednotclearupthepoint。Thefanaticismofhisdevotion,fedonthesenseofhisabasement,hardenedhisheartinsadnessandscorn。
`Whynot,indeed?'here-echoed,sardonically。`Thenthesafethingforyouistokillmeonthespot。Iwoulddefendmyself。ButyoumayjustaswellknowIamgoingaboutunarmed。
`PorDios!'saidtheCapataz,passionately。`Youfinepeopleareallalike。Alldangerous。Allbetrayersofthepoorwhoareyourdogs。'
`Youdonotunderstand,'beganthedoctor,slowly。
`Iunderstandyouall!'criedtheotherwithaviolentmovement,asshadowytothedoctor'seyesasthepersistentimmobilityofthelateSenorHirsch。`Apoormanamongstyouhasgottolookafterhimself。Isaythatyoudonotcareforthosethatserveyou。Lookatme!Afteralltheseyears,suddenly,hereIfindmyselflikeoneofthesecursthatbarkoutsidethewalls——withoutakenneloradryboneformyteeth。Caramba!'
Butherelentedwithacontemptuousfairness。`Ofcourse,'hewenton,quietly,`IdonotsupposethatyouwouldhastentogivemeuptoSotillo,forexample。Itisnotthat。ItisthatIamnothing!Suddenly——'Heswunghisarmdownstairs。`Nothingtoanyone,'herepeated。
Thedoctorbreathedfreely。`Listen,Capataz,'hesaid,stretchingouthisarmalmostaffectionatelytowardsNostromo'sshoulder。`Iamgoingtotellyouaverysimplething。Youaresafebecauseyouareneeded。I
wouldnotgiveyouawayforanyconceivablereason,becauseIwantyou。'
InthedarkNostromobithislip。Hehadheardenoughofthat。Heknewwhatthatmeant。Nomoreofthatforhim。Buthehadtolookafterhimselfnow,hethought。Andhethought,too,thatitwouldnotbeprudenttopartinangerfromhiscompanion。Thedoctor,admittedtobeagreathealer,had,amongstthepopulaceofSulaco,thereputationofbeinganevilsortofman。Itwasbasedsolidlyonhispersonalappearance,whichwasstrange,andonhisroughironicmanner——proofsvisible,sensible,andincontrovertibleofthedoctor'smalevolentdisposition。AndNostromowasofthepeople。
Soheonlygruntedincredulously。
`You,tospeakplainly,aretheonlyman,'thedoctorpursued。`Itisinyourpowertosavethistownand……everybodyfromthedestructiverapacityofmenwho——'
`No,senor,'saidNostromo,sullenly。`ItisnotinmypowertogetthetreasurebackforyoutogiveuptoSotillo,orPedrito,orGamacho。WhatdoIknow?'
`Nobodyexpectstheimpossible,'wastheanswer。
`Youhavesaidityourself——nobody,'mutteredNostromo,inagloomy,threateningtone。
ButDrMonygham,fullofhope,disregardedtheenigmaticwordsandthethreateningtone。Totheireyes,accustomedtoobscurity,thelateSenorHirsch,growingmoredistinct,seemedtohavecomenearer。Andthedoctorloweredhisvoiceinexposinghisschemeasthoughafraidofbeingoverheard。
Hewastakingtheindispensablemanintohisfullestconfidence。ItsimpliedflatteryandsuggestionofgreatriskscamewithafamiliarsoundtotheCapataz。Hismind,floatinginirresolutionanddiscontent,recognizeditwithbitterness。HeunderstoodwellthatthedoctorwasanxioustosavetheSanTomeminefromannihilation。Hewouldbenothingwithoutit。Itwashisinterest。JustasithadbeentheinterestofSenorDecoud,oftheBlancos,andoftheEuropeanstogethisCargadoresontheirside。
HisthoughtbecamearresteduponDecoud。Whatwouldhappentohim?
Nostromo'sprolongedsilencemadethedoctoruneasy。Hepointedout,quiteunnecessarily,thatthoughforthepresenthewassafe,hecouldnotliveconcealedforever。ThechoicewasbetweenacceptingthemissiontoBarrios,withallitsdangersanddifficulties,andleavingSulacobystealth,ingloriously,inpoverty。
`Noneofyourfriendscouldrewardyouandprotectyoujustnow,Capataz。
NotevenDonCarloshimself。'
`Iwouldhavenoneofyourprotectionandnoneofyourrewards。IonlywishIcouldtrustyourcourageandyoursense。WhenIreturnintriumph,asyousay,withBarrios。Imayfindyoualldestroyed。Youhavetheknifeatyourthroatnow。'
Itwasthedoctor'sturntoremainsilentinthecontemplationofhorriblecontingencies。
`Well,wewouldtrustyourcourageandyoursense。Andyou,too,haveaknifeatyourthroat。'
`Ah!AndwhomamItothankforthat?Whatareyourpoliticsandyourminestome——yoursilverandyourconstitutions——yourDonCarlosthis,andDonJosethat——'
`Idon'tknow,'burstouttheexasperateddoctor。`ThereareinnocentpeopleindangerwhoselittlefingerisworthmorethanyouorIandalltheRibieriststogether。Idon'tknow。YoushouldhaveaskedyourselfbeforeyouallowedDecoudtoleadyouintoallthis。Itwasyourplacetothinklikeaman;butifyoudidnotthink,thentrytoactlikeamannow。DidyouimagineDecoudcaredverymuchforwhatwouldhappentoyou?'
`Nomorethanyoucareforwhatwillhappentome,'mutteredtheother。
`No;IcareforwhatwillhappentoyouaslittleasIcareforwhatwillhappentomyself。'
`AndallthisbecauseyouaresuchadevotedRibierist?'Nostromosaidinanincreduloustone。
`AllthisbecauseIamsuchadevotedRibierist,'repeatedDrMonygham,grimly。
AgainNostromo,gazingabstractedlyatthebodyofthelateSenorHirsch,remainedsilent,thinkingthatthedoctorwasadangerouspersoninmorethanonesense。Itwasimpossibletotrusthim。
`DoyouspeakinthenameofDonCarlos?'heaskedatlast。
`Yes。Ido,'thedoctorsaid,loudly,withouthesitation。`Hemustcomeforwardnow。Hemust,'headdedinamutter,whichNostromodidnotcatch。
`Whatdidyousay,senor?'
Thedoctorstarted。`Isaythatyoumustbetruetoyourself,Capataz。
Itwouldbeworsethanfollytofailnow。'
`Truetomyself,'repeatedNostromo,`HowdoyouknowthatIwouldnotbetruetomyselfifItoldyoutogotothedevilwithyourpropositions?'
`Idonotknow。Maybeyouwould,'thedoctorsaid,witharoughnessoftoneintendedtohidethesinkingofhisheartandthefalteringofhisvoice。`AllIknowisthatyouhadbettergetawayfromhere。SomeofSotillo'smenmayturnupherelookingforme。'
Heslippedoffthetable,listenedintently。TheCapataz,too,stoodup。
`SupposeIwenttoCayta,whatwouldyoudomeantime?'heasked。
`IwouldgotoSotillodirectlyyouhadleft——inthewayIamthinkingof。'
`Averygoodway——ifonlythatengineer-in-chiefconsents。Remindhim,senor,thatIlookedaftertheoldrichEnglishmanwhopaysfortherailway,andthatIsavedthelivesofsomeofhispeoplethattimewhenagangofthievescamefromthesouthtowreckoneofhispay-trains。
ItwasIwhodiscovereditallattheriskofmylife,bypretendingtoenterintotheirplans。JustasyouaredoingwithSotillo。'
`Yes。Yes,ofcourse。ButIcanofferhimbetterarguments,'thedoctorsaid,hastily。`Leaveittome。'
`Ah,yes!True。Iamnothing。'
`Notatall。Youareeverything。'
Theymovedafewpacestowardsthedoor。BehindthemthelateSenorHirschpreservedtheimmobilityofadisregardedman。
`Thatwillbeallright。Iknowwhattosaytotheengineer,'pursuedthedoctor,inalowtone。`MydifficultywillbewithSotillo。'
AndDrMonyghamstoppedshortinthedoorwayasifintimidatedbythedifficulty。Hehadmadethesacrificeofhislife。Heconsideredthisafittingopportunity。Buthedidnotwanttothrowhislifeawaytoosoon。
InhisqualityofbetrayerofDonCarlos'sconfidence,hewouldhaveultimatelytoindicatethehiding-placeofthetreasure。Thatwouldbetheendofhisdeception,andtheendofhimselfaswell,atthehandsoftheinfuriatedcolonel。Hewantedtodelayhimtotheverylastmoment;andhehadbeenrackinghisbrainstoinventsomeplaceofconcealmentatonceplausibleanddifficultofaccess。
HeimpartedhistroubletoNostromo,andconcluded:
`Doyouknowwhat,Capataz?Ithinkthatwhenthetimecomesandsomeinformationmustbegiven,IshallindicatetheGreatIsabel。ThatisthebestplaceIcanthinkof。Whatisthematter?'
AlowexclamationhadescapedNostromo。Thedoctorwaited,surprised,andafteramomentofprofoundsilence,heardathickvoicestammerout`Utterfolly',andstopwithagasp。
`Whyfolly?'
`Ah!Youdonotseeit,'beganNostromo,scathingly,gatheringscornashewenton。`Threemeninhalfanhourwouldseethatnogroundhadbeendisturbedanywhereonthatisland。Doyouthinkthatsuchatreasurecanbeburiedwithoutleavingtracesofthework——eh!SenorDoctor?Why,youwouldnotgainhalfadaymorebeforehavingyourthroatcutbySotillo。
TheIsabel!Whatstupidity!Whatmiserableinvention!Ah!youareallalike,youfinemenofintelligence。Allyouarefitforistobetraymenofthepeopleintoundertakingdeadlyrisksforobjectsthatyouarenotevensureabout。Ifitcomesoffyougetthebenefit。Ifnot,thenitdoesnotmatter。Heisonlyadog。Ah!MadredeDios,Iwould——'Heshookhisfistsabovehishead。
Thedoctorwasoverwhelmedatfirstbythisfierce,hissingvehemence。
`Well!Itseemstomeonyourownshowingthatthemenofthepeoplearenomeanfools,too,'hesaid,sullenly。`No,butcome。Youaresoclever。
Haveyouabetterplace?'
Nostromohadcalmeddownasquicklyashehadflaredup。
`Iamcleverenoughforthat,'hesaid,quietly,almostwithindifference。
`Youwanttotellhimofahiding-placebigenoughtotakedaysinransacking——aplacewhereatreasureofsilveringotscanbeburiedwithoutleavingasignonthesurface。'
`Andcloseathand,'thedoctorputin。
`Justso,senor。Tellhimitissunk。'
`Thishasthemeritofbeingthetruth,'thedoctorsaid,contemptuously。
`Hewillnotbelieveit。'
`Youtellhimthatitissunkwherehemayhopetolayhishandsonit,andhewillbelieveyouquickenough。Tellhimithasbeensunkintheharbourinordertoberecoveredafterwardsbydivers。TellhimyoufoundoutthatIhadordersfromDonCarlosGouldtolowerthecasesquietlyoverboardsomewhereinalinebetweentheendofthejettyandtheentrance。
Thedepthisnottoogreatthere。Hehasnodivers,buthehasaship,boats,ropes,chains,sailors——ofasort。Lethimfishforthesilver。
Lethimsethisfoolstodragbackwardsandforwardsandcrosswayswhilehesitsandwatchestillhiseyesdropoutofhishead。'
`Really,thisisanadmirableidea,'mutteredthedoctor。
`Si。Youtellhimthat,andseewhetherhewillnotbelieveyou!
Hewillspenddaysinrageandtorment——andstillhewillbelieve。Hewillhavenothoughtforanythingelse。Hewillnotgiveuptillheisdrivenoff——why,hemayevenforgettokillyou。Hewillneithereatnorsleep。He——'
`Theverything!Theverything!'thedoctorrepeatedinanexcitedwhisper。`Capataz,Ibegintobelievethatyouareagreatgeniusinyourway。'
Nostromohadpaused;thenbeganagaininachangedtone,sombre,speakingtohimselfasthoughhehadforgottenthedoctor'sexistence。
`Thereissomethinginatreasurethatfastensuponaman'smind。Hewillprayandblasphemeandstillpersevere,andwillcursethedayheeverheardofit,andwilllethislasthourcomeuponhimunawares,stillbelievingthathemisseditonlybyafoot。Hewillseeiteverytimehecloseshiseyes。Hewillneverforgetittillheisdead——andeventhen——Doctor,didyoueverhearofthemiserablegringosonAzuera,thatcannotdie?Ha!ha!Sailorslikemyself。Thereisnogettingawayfromatreasurethatoncefastensuponyourmind。'
`Youareadevilofaman,Capataz。Itisthemostplausiblething。'
Nostromopressedhisarm。
`Itwillbeworseforhimthanthirstatseaorhungerinatownfullofpeople。Doyouknowwhatthatis?Heshallsuffergreatertormentsthanheinflicteduponthatterrifiedwretchwhohadnoinvention。None!none!
Notlikeme。IcouldhavetoldSotilloadeadlytaleforverylittlepain。'
HelaughedwildlyandturnedinthedoorwaytowardsthebodyofthelateSenorHirsch,anopaquelongblotchinthesemi-transparentobscurityoftheroombetweenthetwotallparallelogramsofthewindowsfullofstars。
`Youmanoffear!'hecried。`Youshallbeavengedbyme——Nostromo。
Outofmyway,doctor!Standaside——or,bythesufferingsoulofawomandeadwithoutconfession,Iwillstrangleyouwithmytwohands。'
Heboundeddownwardsintotheblack,smokyhall。Withagruntofastonishment,DrMonyghamthrewhimselfrecklesslyintothepursuit。Atthebottomofthecharredstairshehadafall,pitchingforwardonhisfacewithaforcethatwouldhavestunnedaspiritlessintentuponataskofloveanddevotion。
Hewasupinamoment,jarred,shaken,withaqueerimpressionoftheterrestrialglobehavingbeenflungathisheadinthedark。ButitwantedmorethanthattostopDrMonygham'sbody,possessedbytheexaltationofself-sacrifice;
areasonableexaltation,determinednottolosewhateveradvantagechanceputintoitsway。Heranwithheadlong,totteringswiftness,hisarmsgoinglikeawindmillinhisefforttokeephisbalanceonhiscrippledfeet。
Helosthishat;thetailsofhisopengaberdineflewbehindhim。Hehadnomindtolosesightoftheindispensableman。Butitwasalongtime,andalongwayfromtheCustomHouse,beforehemanagedtoseizehisarmfrombehind,roughly,outofbreath。
`Stop!Areyoumad?'
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