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第7章

  `Mylast,too,'headded。
  Imadenocomment。He'sknownforhisliberalityandhisbadluckatthegameofmonte,whichkeepshimaspooraswhenhefirstcamehere。
  `Isuppose,DonMartin,'hebegan,inathoughtful,speculativetone,`thattheSenorAdministradorofSanTomewillrewardmesomedayifI
  savehissilver?'
  Isaidthatitcouldnotbeotherwise,surely。Hewalkedon,mutteringtohimself。`Si,si,withoutdoubt,withoutdoubt;and,lookyou,SenorMartin,whatitistobewellspokenof!Thereisnotanothermanthatcouldhavebeeneventhoughtofforsuchathing。Ishallgetsomethinggreatforitsomeday。Andletitcomesoon,'hemumbled。`Timepassesinthiscountryasquickasanywhereelse。'
  This,soeurcherie,ismycompanioninthegreatescapeforthesakeofthegreatcause。Heismorenaivethanshrewd,moremasterfulthancrafty,moregenerouswithhispersonalitythanthepeoplewhomakeuseofhimarewiththeirmoney。Atleast,thatiswhathethinkshimselfwithmorepridethansentiment。IamgladIhavemadefriendswithhim。Asacompanionheacquiresmoreimportancethanheeverhadasasortofminorgeniusinhisway——asanoriginalItaliansailorwhomIallowedtocomeininthesmallhoursandtalkfamiliarlytotheeditorofthePorvenirwhilethepaperwasgoingthroughthepress。Anditiscurioustohavemetamanforwhomthevalueoflifeseemstoconsistinpersonalprestige。
  Iamwaitingforhimherenow。OnarrivingattheposadakeptbyViolawefoundthechildrenalonedownbelow,andtheoldGenoeseshoutedtohiscountrymantogoandfetchthedoctor。Otherwisewewouldhavegoneontothewharf,whereitappearsCaptainMitchellwithsomevolunteerEuropeansandafewpickedcargadoresareloadingthelighterwiththesilverthatmustbesavedfromMontero'sclutchesinordertobeusedforMontero'sdefeat。Nostromogallopedfuriouslybacktowardsthetown。
  Hehasbeenlonggonealready。Thisdelaygivesmetimetotalktoyou。
  Bythetimethispocket-bookreachesyourhandsmuchwillhavehappened。
  Butnowitisapauseunderthehoveringwingofdeathinthatsilenthouseburiedintheblacknight,withthisdyingwoman,thetwochildrencrouchingwithoutasound,andthatoldmanwhomIcanhearthroughthethicknessofthewallpassingupanddownwithalightrubbingnoisenolouderthanamouse。AndI,theonlyotherwiththem,don'treallyknowwhethertocountmyselfwiththelivingorwiththedead。`Quiensabe?'asthepeopleherearepronetosayinanswertoeveryquestion。Butno!feelingforyouiscertainlynotdead,andthewholething,thehouse,thedarknight,thesilentchildreninthisdimroom,myverypresencehere——allthisislife,mustbelife,sinceitissomuchlikeadream。
  WiththewritingofthelastlinetherecameuponDecoudamomentofsuddenandcompleteoblivion。Heswayedoverthetableasifstruckbyabullet。Thenextmomenthesatup,confused,withtheideathathehadheardhispencilrollonthefloor。Thelowdoorofthecafe,wideopen,wasfilledwiththeglareofatorchinwhichwasvisiblehalfahorse,switchingitstailagainstthelegofariderwithalongironspurstrappedtothenakedheel。Thetwogirlsweregone,andNostromo,standinginthemiddleoftheroom,lookedathimfromundertheroundbrimofthesombrerolowdownoverhisbrow。
  `Ihavebroughtthatsour-facedEnglishdoctorinSenoraGould'scarriage,'
  saidNostromo。`Idoubtif,withallhiswisdom,hecansavethePadronathistime。Theyhavesentforthechildren。Abadsignthat。'
  Hesatdownontheendofabench。`Shewantstogivethemherblessing,Isuppose。'
  DazedlyDecoudobservedthathemusthavefallensoundasleep,andNostromosaid,withavaguesmile,thathehadlookedinatthewindowandhadseenhimlyingstillacrossthetablewithhisheadonhisarms。TheEnglishsenorahadalsocomeinthecarriage,andwentupstairsatoncewiththedoctor。ShehadtoldhimnottowakeupDonMartinyet;butwhentheysentforthechildrenhehadcomeintothecafe。
  Thehalfofthehorsewithitshalfoftheriderswungroundoutsidethedoor;thetorchoftowandresinintheironbasketwhichwascarriedonastickatthesaddle-bowflaredrightintotheroomforamoment,andMrsGouldenteredhastilywithaverywhite,tiredface。Thehoodofherdark,bluecloakhadfallenback。Bothmenrose。
  `Teresawantstoseeyou,Nostromo,'shesaid。
  TheCapatazdidnotmove。Decoud,withhisbacktothetable,begantobuttonuphiscoat。
  `Thesilver,MrsGould,thesilver,'hemurmuredinEnglish。`Don'tforgetthattheEsmeraldagarrisonhavegotasteamer。Theymayappearatanymomentattheharbourentrance。'
  `Thedoctorsaysthereisnohope,'MrsGouldspokerapidly,alsoinEnglish。`Ishalltakeyoudowntothewharfinmycarriageandthencomebacktofetchawaythegirls。'ShechangedswiftlyintoSpanishtoaddressNostromo。`Whyareyouwastingtime?OldGiorgio'swifewishestoseeyou。'
  `Iamgoingtoher,senora,'mutteredtheCapataz。
  DrMonyghamshowedhimself,bringingbackthechildren。ToMrsGould'sinquiringglanceheonlyshookhisheadandwentoutsideatonce,followedbyNostromo。
  Thehorseofthetorch-bearer,motionless,hunghisheadlow,andtheriderhaddroppedthereinstolightacigarette。TheglareofthetorchplayedonthefrontofthehousecrossedbythebigblacklettersofitsinscriptioninwhichonlythewordITALIAwaslightedfully。ThepatchofwaveringglarereachedasfarasMrsGould'scarriagewaitingontheroad,withtheyellow-faced,portlyIgnacioapparentlydozingonthebox。ByhissideBasilio,darkandskinny,heldaWinchestercarbineinfrontofhim,withbothhands,andpeeredfearfullyintothedarkness。
  Nostromotouchedlightlythedoctor'sshoulder。
  `Isshereallydying,SenorDoctor!'
  `Yes,'saidthedoctor,withastrangetwitchofhisscarredcheek。
  `AndwhyshewantstoseeyouIcannotimagine。'
  `Shehasbeenlikethatbefore,'suggestedNostromo,lookingaway。
  `Well,Capataz,Icanassureyoushewillneverbelikethatagain,'
  snarledDrMonygham。`Youmaygotoherorstayaway。Thereisverylittletobegotfromtalkingtothedying。ButshetoldDonaEmiliainmyhearingthatshehasbeenlikeamothertoyoueversinceyoufirstsetfootashorehere。'
  `Si!Andsheneverhadagoodwordtosayformetoanybody。
  Itismoreasifshecouldnotforgivemeforbeingalive,andsuchaman,too,asshewouldhavelikedhersontobe。'
  `Maybe!'exclaimedamournfuldeepvoicenearthem。`Womenhavetheirownwaysoftormentingthemselves。'GiorgioViolahadcomeoutofthehouse。
  Hethrewaheavyblackshadowinthetorchlight,andtheglarefellonhisbigface,onthegreatbushyheadofwhitehair。HemotionedtheCapatazindoorswithhisextendedarm。
  DrMonygham,afterbusyinghimselfwithalittlemedicamentboxofpolishedwoodontheseatofthelandau,turnedtooldGiorgioandthrustintohisbig,tremblinghandoneoftheglass-stopperedbottlesoutofthecase。
  `Giveheraspoonfulofthisnowandthen,inwater,'hesaid。`Itwillmakehereasier。'
  `Andthereisnothingmoreforher?'askedtheoldman,patiently。
  `No。Notonearth,'saidthedoctor,withhisbacktohim,clickingthelockofthemedicinecase。
  Nostromoslowlycrossedthelargekitchen,alldarkbutfortheglowofaheapofcharcoalundertheheavymantelofthecooking-range,wherewaterwasboilinginanironpotwithaloudbubblingsound。Betweenthetwowallsofanarrowstaircaseabrightlightstreamedfromthesick-roomabove;andthemagnificentCapatazdeCargadoressteppingnoiselesslyinsoftleathersandals,bushywhiskered,hismuscularneckandbronzedchestbareintheopencheckshirt,resembledaMediterraneansailorjustcomeashorefromsomewine-orfruit-ladenfelucca。Atthetophepaused,broadshouldered,narrowhipped,andsupple,lookingatthelargebed,likeawhitecouchofstate,withaprofusionofsnowylinen,amongstwhichthePadronasatunproppedandbowed,herhandsome,black-browedfacebentoverherchest。Amassofravenhairwithonlyafewwhitethreadsinitcoveredhershoulders;onethickstrandfallenforwardhalfveiledhercheek。Perfectlymotionlessinthatpose,expressingphysicalanxietyandunrest,sheturnedhereyesalonetowardsNostromo。
  TheCapatazhadaredsashwoundmanytimesroundhiswaist,andaheavysilverringontheforefingerofthehandheraisedtogiveatwisttohismoustache。
  `Theirrevolutions,theirrevolutions,'gaspedSenoraTeresa。`Look,Gian'Battista,ithaskilledmeatlast!'
  Nostromosaidnothing,andthesickwomanwithanupwardglanceinsisted。
  `Look,thisonehaskilledme,whileyouwereawayfightingforwhatdidnotconcernyou,foolishman。'
  `Whytalklikethis?'mumbledtheCapatazbetweenhisteeth。`Willyouneverbelieveinmygoodsense?ItconcernsmetokeeponbeingwhatI
  am:everydayalike。'
  `Youneverchange,indeed,'shesaid,bitterly。`Alwaysthinkingofyourselfandtakingyourpayoutinfinewordsfromthosewhocarenothingforyou。'
  Therewasbetweenthemanintimacyofantagonismascloseinitswayastheintimacyofaccordandaffection。HehadnotwalkedalongthewayofTeresa'sexpectations。Itwasshewhohadencouragedhimtoleavehisship,inthehopeofsecuringafriendanddefenderforthegirls。ThewifeofoldGiorgiowasawareofherprecarioushealth,andwashauntedbythefearofheragedhusband'slonelinessandtheunprotectedstateofthechildren。Shehadwantedtoannexthatapparentlyquietandsteadyyoungman,affectionateandpliable,anorphanfromhistenderestage,ashehadtoldher,withnotiesinItalyexceptanuncle,ownerandmasterofafelucca,fromwhoseill-usagehehadrunawaybeforehewasfourteen。
  Hehadseemedtohercourageous,ahardworker,determinedtomakehiswayintheworld。FromgratitudeandthetiesofhabithewouldbecomelikeasontoherselfandGiorgio;andthen,whoknows,whenLindahadgrownup……Tenyears'differencebetweenhusbandandwifewasnotsomuch。Herowngreatmanwasnearlytwentyyearsolderthanherself。Gian'
  Battistawasanattractiveyoungfellow,besides;attractivetomen,women,andchildren,justbythatprofoundquietnessofpersonalitywhich,likeaserenetwilight,renderedmoreseductivethepromiseofhisvigorousformandtheresolutionofhisconduct。
  OldGiorgio,inprofoundignoranceofhiswife'sviewsandhopes,hadagreatregardforhisyoungcountryman。`Amanoughtnottobetame,'
  heusedtotellher,quotingtheSpanishproverbindefenceofthesplendidCapataz。Shewasgrowingjealousofhissuccess。Hewasescapingfromher,shefeared。Shewaspractical,andheseemedtohertobeanabsurdspend-thriftofthesequalitieswhichmadehimsovaluable。Hegottoolittleforthem。
  Hescatteredthemwithbothhandsamongsttoomanypeople,shethought。
  Helaidnomoneyby。Sherailedathispoverty,hisexploits,hisadventures,hisloves,andhisreputation;butinherheartshehadnevergivenhimup,asthough,indeed,hehadbeenherson。
  Evennow,illasshewas,illenoughtofeelthechill,blackbreathoftheapproachingend,shehadwishedtoseehim。Itwaslikeputtingoutherbenumbedhandtoregainherhold。Butshehadpresumedtoomuchonherstrength。Shecouldnotcommandherthoughts;theyhadbecomedim,likehervision。Thewordsfalteredonherlips,andonlytheparamountanxietyanddesireofherlifeseemedtobetoostrongfordeath。
  TheCapatazsaid,`Ihaveheardthesethingsmanytimes。Youareunjust,butitdoesnothurtme。Onlynowyoudonotseemtohavemuchstrengthtotalk,andIhavebutlittletimetolisten。Iamengagedinaworkofverygreatmoment。'
  Shemadeanefforttoaskhimwhetheritwastruethathehadfoundtimetogoandfetchadoctorforher。Nostromonoddedaffirmatively。
  Shewaspleased:itrelievedhersufferingstoknowthatthemanhadcondescendedtodosomuchforthosewhoreallywantedhishelp。Itwasaproofofhisfriendship。Hervoicebecamestronger。
  `Iwantapriestmorethanadoctor,'shesaid,pathetically。Shedidnotmoveherhead;onlyhereyesranintothecornerstowatchtheCapatazstandingbythesideofherbed。`Wouldyougotofetchapriestformenow?Think!Adyingwomanasksyou!'
  Nostromoshookhisheadresolutely。Hedidnotbelieveinpriestsintheirsacerdotalcharacter。Adoctorwasanefficaciousperson;butapriest,aspriest,wasnothing,incapableofdoingeithergoodorharm。NostromodidnotevendislikethesightofthemasoldGiorgiodid。Theutteruselessnessoftheerrandwaswhatstruckhimmost。
  `Padrona,'hesaid,`youhavebeenlikethisbefore,andgotbetterafterafewdays。IhavegivenyoualreadytheverylastmomentsIcanspare。AskSenoraGouldtosendyouone。'
  Hewasfeelinguneasyattheimpietyofthisrefusal。ThePadronabelievedinpriests,andconfessedherselftothem。Butallwomendidthat。Itcouldnotbeofmuchconsequence。Andyethisheartfeltoppressedforamoment——atthethoughtwhatabsolutionwouldmeantoherifshebelievedinitonlyeversolittle。Nomatter。Itwasquitetruethathehadgivenheralreadytheverylastmomenthecouldspare。
  `Yourefusetogo?'shegasped。`Ah!youarealwaysyourself,indeed。'
  `Listentoreason,Padrona,'hesaid,`Iamneededtosavethesilverofthemine。Doyouhear?AgreatertreasurethantheonewhichtheysayisguardedbyghostsanddevilsinAzuera。Itistrue。IamresolvedtomakethisthemostdesperateaffairIwaseverengagedoninmywholelife。'
  Shefeltadespairingindignation。Thesupremetesthadfailed。Standingaboveher,Nostromodidnotseethedistortedfeaturesofherface,distortedbyaparoxysmofpainandanger。Onlyshebegantotrembleallover。Herbowedheadshook。Thebroadshouldersquivered。
  `ThenGod,perhaps,willhavemercyuponme!Butdoyoulooktoit,man,thatyougetsomethingforyourselfoutofit,besidestheremorsethatshallovertakeyousomeday。'
  Shelaughedfeebly。`Getrichesatleastforonce,youindispensable,admiredGian'Battista,towhomthepeaceofadyingwomanislessthanthepraiseofpeoplewhohavegivenyouasillyname——andnothingbesides——inexchangeforyoursoulandbody。'
  TheCaptaindeCargadoressworetohimselfunderhisbreath。
  `Leavemysoulalone,Padrona,andIshallknowhowtotakecareofmybody。Whereistheharmofpeoplehavingneedofme?WhatareyouenvyingmethatIhaverobbedyouandthechildrenof?ThoseverypeopleyouarethrowinginmyteethhavedonemoreforoldGiorgiothantheyeverthoughtofdoingforme。'
  Hestruckhisbreastwithhisopenpalm;hisvoicehad$$word$$mainedlowthoughhehadspokeninaforcibletone。Hetwistedhismoustachesoneafteranother,andhiseyeswanderedalittleabouttheroom。
  `IsitmyfaultthatIamtheonlymanfortheirpurposes?Whatangrynonsenseareyoutalking,mother?Wouldyouratherhavemetimidandfoolish,sellingwater-melonsonthemarket-placeorrowingaboatforpassengersalongtheharbour,likeasoftNeapolitanwithoutcourageorreputation?
  Wouldyouhaveayoungmanlivelikeamonk?Idonotbelieveit。Wouldyouwantamonkforyoureldestgirl?Lethergrow。Whatareyouafraidof?YouhavebeenangrywithmeforeverythingIdidforyears;eversinceyoufirstspoketome,insecretfromoldGiorgio,aboutyourLinda。Husbandtooneandbrothertotheother,didyousay?Well,whynot!Ilikethelittleones,andamanmustmarrysometime。Buteversincethattimeyouhavebeenmakinglittleofmetoeveryone。Why?DidyouthinkyoucouldputacollarandchainonmeasifIwereoneofthewatchdogstheykeepoverthereintherailwayyards?Lookhere,Padrona,Iamthesamemanwhocameashoreoneeveningandsatdowninthethatchedrancheyoulivedinatthattimeontheothersideofthetownandtoldyouallabouthimself。
  Youwerenotunjusttomethen。Whathashappenedsince?Iamnolongeraninsignificantyouth。Agoodname,Giorgiosays,isatreasure,Padrona。'
  `Theyhaveturnedyourheadwiththeirpraises,'gaspedthesickwoman。
  `Theyhavebeenpayingyouwithwords。Yourfollyshallbetrayyouintopoverty,misery,starvation。Theveryleperosshalllaughatyou——thegreatCapataz。'
  Nostromostoodforatimeasifstruckdumb。Sheneverlookedathim。
  Aself-confident,mirthlesssmilepassedquicklyfromhislips,andthenhebackedaway。Hisdisregardedfiguresankdownbeyondthedoorway。Hedescendedthestairsbackwards,withtheusualsenseofhavingbeensomehowbaffledbythiswoman'sdisparagementofthisreputationhehadobtainedanddesiredtokeep。
  Downstairsinthebigkitchenacandlewasburning,surroundedbytheshadowsofthewalls,oftheceiling,butnoruddyglarefilledtheopensquareoftheouterdoor。ThecarriagewithMrsGouldandDonMartin,precededbythehorsemanbearingthetorch,hadgoneontothejetty。DrMonygham,whohadremained,satonthecornerofahardwoodtablenearthecandlestick,hisseamed,shavedfaceinclinedsideways,hisarmscrossedonhisbreast,hislipspursedup,andhisprominenteyesglaringstonilyuponthefloorofblackearth。Neartheoverhangingmantelofthefireplacewherethepotofwaterwasstillboilingviolently,oldGiorgioheldhischininhishand,onefootadvanced,asifarrestedbyasuddenthought。
  `Adios,viejo,'saidNostromo,feelingthehandleofhisrevolverinthebeltandlooseninghisknifeinitssheath。Hepickedupablueponcholinedwithredfromthetable,andputitoverhishead。`Adios,lookafterthethingsinmysleeping-room,andifyouhearfrommenomore,giveuptheboxtoPaquita。Thereisnotmuchofvaluethere,exceptmynewserapefromMexico,andafewsilverbuttonsonmybestjacket。Nomatter!Thethingswilllookwellenoughonthenextlovershegets,andthemanneednotbeafraidIshalllingeronearthafterIamdead,likethosegringosthathaunttheAzuera。'
  DrMonyghamtwistedhislipsintoabittersmile。AfteroldGiorgio,withanalmostimperceptiblenodandwithoutaword,hadgoneupthenarrowstairs,hesaid:
  `Why,Capataz!Ithoughtyoucouldneverfailinanything。'
  Nostromo,glancingcontemptuouslyatthedoctor,lingeredinthedoorwayrollingacigarette,thenstruckamatch,and,afterlightingit,heldtheburningpieceofwoodabovehisheadtilltheflamenearlytouchedhisfingers。
  `Nowind!'hemutteredtohimself。`Lookhere,senor——doyouknowthenatureofmyundertaking?'
  DrMonyghamnoddedsourly。
  `ItisasifIweretakingupacurseuponme,SenorDoctor。Amanwithatreasureonthiscoastwillhaveeverykniferaisedagainsthimineveryplaceupontheshore。Youseethat,SenorDoctor?IshallfloatalongwithaspelluponmylifetillImeetsomewherethenorth-boundsteameroftheCompany,andthenindeedtheywilltalkabouttheCapatazoftheSulacoCargadoresfromoneendofAmericatoanother。'
  DrMonyghamlaughedhisshort,throatylaugh。Nostromoturnedroundinthedoorway。
  `ButifyourworshipcanfindanyothermanreadyandfitforsuchbusinessIwillstandback。Iamnotexactlytiredofmylife,thoughIamsopoorthatIcancarryallIhavewithmyselfonmyhorse'sback。'
  `Yougambletoomuch,andneversay“no“toaprettyface,Capataz,'
  saidDrMonygham,withslysimplicity。`That'snotthewaytomakeafortune。
  ButnobodythatIknoweversuspectedyouofbeingpoor。Ihopeyouhavemadeagoodbargainincaseyoucomebacksafefromthisadventure。'
  `Whatbargainwouldyourworshiphavemade?'askedNostromo,blowingthesmokeoutofhislipsthroughthedoorway。
  DrMonyghamlistenedupthestaircaseforamomentbeforeheanswered,withanotherofhisshort,abruptlaughs:
  `IllustriousCapataz,fortakingthecurseofdeathuponmyback,asyoucallit,nothingelsebutthewholetreasurewoulddo。'
  Nostromovanishedoutofthedoorwaywithagruntofdiscontentatthisjeeringanswer。DrMonyghamheardhimgallopaway。Nostromorodefuriouslyinthedark。TherewerelightsinthebuildingsoftheO。S。N。Companynearthewharf,butbeforehegottherehemettheGouldcarriage。Thehorsemanprecededitwiththetorch,whoselightshowedthewhitemulestrotting,theportlyIgnaciodriving,andBasiliowiththecarbineonthebox。FromthedarkbodyofthelandauMrsGould'svoicecried,`Theyarewaitingforyou,Capataz!'Shewasreturning,chillyandexcited,withDecoud'spocket-bookstillheldinherhand。Hehadconfidedittohertosendtohissister。`Perhapsmylastwordstoher,'hehadsaid,pressingMrsGould'shand。
  TheCapataznevercheckedhisspeed。Attheheadofthewharfvaguefigureswithriflesleapttotheheadofhishorse;otherscloseduponhim——cargadoresofthecompanypostedbyCaptainMitchellonthewatch。Atawordfromhimtheyfellbackwithsubservientmurmurs,recognizinghisvoice。Attheotherendofthejetty,nearacargocrane,inadarkgroupwithglowingcigars,hisnamewaspronouncedinatoneofrelief。
  MostoftheEuropeansinSulacowerethere,ralliedroundCharlesGould,asifthesilveroftheminehadbeentheemblemofacommoncause,thesymbolofthesupremeimportanceofmaterialinterests。Theyhadloadeditintothelighterwiththeirownhands。NostromorecognizedDonCarlosGould,athin,tallshape,standingalittleapartandsilent,towhomanothertallshape,theengineer-in-chief,saidaloud,`Ifitmustbelost,itisamilliontimesbetterthatitshouldgotothebottomofthesea。'
  MartinDecoudcalledoutfromthelighter,`Aurevoir,messieurs,tillweclasphandsagainoverthenew-bornOccidentalRepublic。'Onlyasubduedmurmurrespondedtohisclear,ringingtones;andthenitseemedtohimthatthewharfwasfloatingawayintothenight;butitwasNostromo,whowasalreadypushingagainstapilewithoneoftheheavysweeps。Decouddidnotmove;theeffectwasthatofbeinglaunchedintospace。AfterasplashortwotherewasnotasoundbutthethudofNostromo'sfeetleapingabouttheboat。Hehoistedthebigsail;abreathofwindfannedDecoud'scheek。EverythinghadvanishedbutthelightofthelanternCaptainMitchellhadhoisteduponthepostattheendofthejettytoguideNostromooutoftheharbour。
  Thetwomen,unabletoseeeachother,keptsilenttillthelighter,slippingbeforethefitfulbreeze,passedoutbetweenalmostinvisibleheadlandsintothestilldeeperdarknessofthegulf。Foratimethelanternonthejettyshoneafterthem。Thewindfailed,thenfannedupagain,butsofaintlythatthebig,half-deckedboatslippedalongwithnomorenoisethanifshehadbeensuspendedintheair。
  `Weareoutinthegulfnow,'saidthecalmvoiceofNostromo。Amomentafterheadded,`SenorMitchellhasloweredthelight。'
  `Yes,'saidDecoud;`nobodycanfindusnow。'
  Agreatrecrudescenceofobscurityembracedtheboat。Theseainthegulfwasasblackasthecloudsabove。Nostromo,afterstrikingacoupleofmatchestogetaglimpseoftheboat-compasshehadwithhiminthelighter,steeredbythefeelofthewindonhischeek。
  ItwasanewexperienceforDecoud,thismysteriousnessofthegreatwatersspreadoutstrangelysmooth,asiftheirrestlessnesshadbeencrushedbytheweightofthatdensenight。ThePlacidowassleepingprofoundlyunderitsblackponcho。
  Themainthingnowforsuccesswastogetawayfromthecoastandgainthemiddleofthegulfbeforedaybroke。TheIsabelsweresomewhereathand。`Onyourleftasyoulookforward,senor,'saidNostromo,suddenly。Whenhisvoiceceased,theenormousstillness,withoutlightorsound,seemedtoaffectDecoud'ssenseslikeapowerfuldrug。Hedidn'tevenknowattimeswhetherhewereasleeporawake。Likeamanlostinslumber,heheardnothing,hesawnothing。Evenhishandheldbeforehisfacedidnotexistforhiseyes。Thechangefromtheagitation,thepassionsandthedangers,fromthesightsandsoundsoftheshore,wassocompletethatitwouldhaveresembleddeathhaditnotbeenforthesurvivalofhisthoughts。Inthisforetasteofeternalpeacetheyfloatedvividandlight,likeunearthlycleardreamsofearthlythingsthatmayhauntthesoulsfreedbydeathfromthemistyatmosphereofregretsandhopes。Decoudshookhimself,shudderedabit,thoughtheairthatdriftedpasthimwaswarm。Hehadthestrangestsensationofhissoulhavingjustreturnedintohisbodyfromthecircumambientdarknessinwhichland,sea,sky,themountains,andtherockswereasiftheyhadnotbeen。
  Nostromo'svoicewasspeaking,thoughhe,atthetiller,wasalsoasifhewerenot。`Haveyoubeenasleep,DonMartin?Caramba!IfitwerepossibleIwouldthinkthatI,too,havedozedoff。Ihaveastrangenotionsomehowofhavingdreamtthattherewasasoundofblubbering,asoundasorrowingmancouldmake,somewherenearthisboat。Somethingbetweenasighandasob。'
  `Strange!'mutteredDecoud,stretcheduponthepileoftreasureboxescoveredbymanytarpaulins。`Coulditbethatthereisanotherboatnearusinthegulf?Wecouldnotseeit,youknow。'
  Nostromolaughedalittleattheabsurdityoftheidea。Theydismisseditfromtheirminds。Thesolitudecouldalmostbefelt。Andwhenthebreezeceased,theblacknessseemedtoweighuponDecoudlikeastone。
  `Thisisoverpowering,'hemuttered。`Dowemoveatall,Capataz?'
  `Notsofastasacrawlingbeetletangledinthegrass,'answeredNostromo,andhisvoiceseemeddeadenedbythethickveilofobscuritythatfeltwarmandhopelessallaboutthem。Therewerelongperiodswhenhemadenosound,invisibleandinaudibleasifhehadmysteriouslysteppedoutofthelighter。
  InthefeaturelessnightNostromowasnotevencertainwhichwaythelighterheadedafterthewindhadcompletelydiedout。Hepeeredfortheislands。Therewasnotahintofthemtobeseen,asiftheyhadsunktothebottomofthegulf。HethrewhimselfdownbythesideofDecoudatlast,andwhisperedintohisearthatifdaylightcaughtthemneartheSulacoshorethroughwantofwind,itwouldbepossibletosweepthelighterbehindthecliffatthehighendoftheGreatIsabel,whereshewouldlieconcealed。Decoudwassurprisedatthegrimnessofhisanxiety。Tohimtheremovalofthetreasurewasapoliticalmove。ItwasnecessaryforseveralreasonsthatitshouldnotfallintothehandsofMontero,butherewasamanwhotookanotherviewofthisenterprise。Thecaballerosovertheredidnotseemtohavetheslightestideaofwhattheyhadgivenhimtodo。Nostromo,asifaffectedbythegloomaround,seemednervouslyresentful。Decoudwassurprised。TheCapataz,indifferenttothosedangersthatseemedobvioustohiscompanion,allowedhimselftobecomescornfullyexasperatedbythedeadlynatureofthetrustput,asamatterofcourse,intohishands。Itwasmoredangerous,Nostromosaid,withalaughandacurse,thansendingamantogetthetreasurethatpeoplesaidwasguardedbydevilsandghostsinthedeepravinesofAzuera。`Senor,'hesaid,`wemustcatchthesteameratsea。Wemustkeepoutintheopenlookingforhertillwehaveeatenanddrunkallthathasbeenputonboardhere。
  Andifwemissherbysomemischance,wemustkeepawayfromthelandtillwegrowweak,andperhapsmad,anddie,anddriftdead,untiloneoranotherofthesteamersoftheCompaniacomesupontheboatwiththetwodeadmenwhohavesavedthetreasure。That,senor,istheonlywaytosaveit;for,don'tyousee?forustocometothelandanywhereinahundredmilesalongthiscoastwiththissilverinourpossessionistorunthenakedbreastagainstthepointofaknife。Thisthinghasbeengiventomelikeadeadlydisease。IfmendiscoveritIamdead,andyou,too,senor,sinceyouwouldcomewithme。Thereisenoughsilvertomakeawholeprovincerich,letaloneaseaboardpuebloinhabitedbythievesandvagabonds。Senor,theywouldthinkthatheavenitselfsenttheserichesintotheirhands,andwouldcutourthroatswithouthesitation。Iwouldtrustnofairwordsfromthebestmanaroundtheshoresofthiswildgulf。Reflectthat,evenbygivingupthetreasureatthefirstdemand,wewouldnotbeabletosaveourlives。Doyouunderstandthis,ormustIexplain?'
  `No,youneedn'texplain,'saidDecoud,alittlelistlessly。`Icanseeitwellenoughmyself,thatthepossessionofthistreasureisverymuchlikeadeadlydiseaseformensituatedasweare。ButithadtoberemovedfromSulaco,andyouwerethemanforthetask。'
  `Iwas;butIcannotbelieve,'saidNostromo,`thatitslosswouldhaveimpoverishedDonCarlosGouldverymuch。Thereismorewealthinthemountain。
  IhavehearditrollingdowntheshootsonquietnightswhenIusedtoridetoRincontoseeacertaingirl,aftermyworkattheharbourwasdone。Foryearstherichrockshavebeenpouringdownwithanoiselikethunder,andtheminerssaythatthereisenoughattheheartofthemountaintothunderonforyearsandyearstocome。Andyet,thedaybeforeyesterday,wehavebeenfightingtosaveitfromthemob,andtonightIamsentoutwithitintothisdarkness,wherethereisnowindtogetawaywith;asifitwerethelastlotofsilveronearthtogetbreadforthehungrywith。Ha!ha!Well,Iamgoingtomakeitthemostfamousanddesperateaffairofmylife——windornowind。Itshallbetalkedaboutwhenthelittlechildrenaregrownupandthegrownmenareold。Aha!theMonteristsmustnotgetholdofit,Iamtold,whateverhappenstoNostromotheCapataz;
  andtheyshallnothaveit,Itellyou,sinceithasbeentiedforsafetyroundNostromo'sneck。'
  `Iseeit,'murmuredDecoud。Hesaw,indeed,thathiscompanionhadhisownpeculiarviewofthisenterprise。
  Nostromointerruptedhisreflectionsuponthewaymen'squalitiesaremadeuseof,withoutanyfundamentalknowledgeoftheirnature,bytheproposaltheyshouldslipthelongoarsoutandsweepthelighterinthedirectionoftheIsabels。Itwouldn'tdofordaylighttorevealthetreasurefloatingwithinamileorsooftheharbourentrance。Thedenserthedarknessgenerally,thesmarterwerethepuffsofwindonwhichhehadreckonedtomakehisway;buttonightthegulf,underitsponchoofclouds,remainedbreathless,asifdeadratherthanasleep。
  DonMartin'ssofthandssufferedcruelly,tuggingatthethickhandleoftheenormousoar。Hestucktoitmanfully,settinghisteeth。He,too,wasinthetoilsofanimaginativeexistence,andthatstrangeworkofpullingalighterseemedtobelongnaturallytotheinceptionofanewstate,andacquiredanidealmeaningfromhisloveforAntonia。Foralltheirefforts,theheavilyladenlighterhardlymoved。Nostromocouldbeheardswearingtohimselfbetweentheregularsplashesofthesweeps。`Wearemakingacrookedpath,'hemutteredtohimself。`IwishIcouldseetheislands。'
  InhisunskilfulnessDonMartinover-exertedhimself。Nowandthenasortofmuscularfaintnesswouldrunfromthetipsofhisachingfingersthrougheveryfibreofhisbody,andpassoffinaflushofheat。Hehadfought,talked,sufferedmentallyandphysically,exertinghismindandbodyforthelastfortyeighthourswithoutintermission。Hehadhadnorest,verylittlefood,nopauseinthestressofhisthoughtsandhisfeelings。EvenhisloveforAntonia,whencehedrewhisstrengthandhisinspiration,hadreachedthepointoftragictensionduringtheirhurriedinterviewbyDonJose'sbedside。Andnow,suddenly,hewasthrownoutofallthisintoadarkgulf,whoseverygloom,silence,andbreathlesspeaceaddedatormenttothenecessityforphysicalexertion。Heimaginedthelightersinkingtothebottomwithanextraordinaryshudderofdelight。
  `Iamonthevergeofdelirium,'hethought。Hemasteredthetremblingofallhislimbs,ofhisbreast,theinwardtremblingofallhisbodyexhaustedofitsnervousforce。
  `Shallwerest,Capataz?'heproposedinacarelesstone。`Therearemanyhoursofnightyetbeforeus。'
  `True。Itisbutamileorso,Isuppose。Restyourarms,senor,ifthatiswhatyoumean。Youwillfindnoothersortofrest,Icanpromiseyou,sinceyouletyourselfbeboundtothistreasurewhoselosswouldmakenopoormanpoorer。No,senor;thereisnoresttillwefindanorth-boundsteamer,orelsesomeshipfindsusdriftingaboutstretchedoutdeadupontheEnglishman'ssilver。Orrather——no;porDios!
  Ishallcutdownthegunwalewiththeaxerighttothewater'sedgebeforethirstandhungerrobmeofmystrength。ByallthesaintsanddevilsI
  shalllettheseahavethetreasureratherthangiveituptoanystranger。
  Sinceitwasthegoodpleasureofthecaballerostosendmeoffonsuchanerrand,theyshalllearnIamjustthemantheytakemefor。'
  Decoudlayonthesilverboxespanting。Allhisactivesensationsandfeelingsfromasfarbackashecouldrememberseemedtohimthemaddestofdreams。EvenhispassionatedevotiontoAntoniaintowhichhehadworkedhimselfupoutofthedepthsofhisscepticismhadlostallappearanceofreality。Foramomenthewasthepreyofanextremelylanguidbutnotunpleasantindifference。
  `Iamsuretheydidn'tmeanyoutotakesuchadesperateviewofthisaffair,'hesaid。
  `Whatwasit,then?Ajoke?'snarledtheman,whoonthepay-sheetsoftheO。S。N。Company'sestablishmentinSulacowasdescribedas`Foremanofthewharf'againstthefigureofhiswages。`Wasitforajoketheywokemeupfrommysleepaftertwodaysofstreetfightingtomakemestakemylifeuponabadcard?Everybodyknows,too,thatIamnotaluckygambler。'
  `Yes,everybodyknowsofyourgoodluckwithwomen,Capataz,'Decoudpropitiatedhiscompanioninawearydrawl。
  `Lookhere,senor,'Nostromowenton。`Ineverevenremonstratedaboutthisaffair。DirectlyIheardwhatwaswantedIsawwhatadesperateaffairitmustbe,andImadeupmymindtoseeitout。Everyminutewasofimportance。Ihadtowaitforyoufirst。Then,whenwearrivedattheItaliaUna,oldGiorgioshoutedtometogofortheEnglishdoctor。Lateron,thatpoordyingwomanwantedtoseeme,asyouknow。Senor,Iwasreluctanttogo。Ifeltalreadythiscursedsilvergrowingheavyuponmyback,andIwasafraidthat,knowingherselftobedying,shewouldaskmetorideoffagainforapriest。FatherCorbelan,whoisfearless,wouldhavecomeataword;butFatherCorbelanisfaraway,safewiththebandofHernandez,andthepopulace,thatwouldhavelikedtotearhimtopieces,aremuchincensedagainstthepriests。Notasinglefatpadrewouldhaveconsentedtoputhisheadoutofhishiding-placetonighttosaveaChristiansoul,except,perhaps,undermyprotection。Thatwasinhermind。IpretendedIdidnotbelieveshewasgoingtodie。Senor,Irefusedtofetchapriestforadyingwoman……'
  Decoudwasheardtostir。
  `Youdid,Capataz!'heexclaimed。Histonechanged。`Well,youknow——itwasratherfine。'
  `Youdonotbelieveinpriests,DonMartin?NeitherdoI。Whatwastheuseofwastingtime?Butshe——shebelievesinthem。Thethingsticksinmythroat。Shemaybedeadalready,andherewearefloatinghelplesswithnowindatall。Curseonallsuperstition。ShediedthinkingIdeprivedherofParadise,Isuppose。Itshallbethemostdesperateaffairofmylife。'
  Decoudremainedlostinreflection。Hetriedtoanalysethesensationsawakenedbywhathehadbeentold。ThevoiceoftheCapatazwasheardagain:
  `Now,DonMartin,letustakeupthesweepsandtrytofindtheIsabels。
  Itiseitherthatorsinkingthelighterifthedayovertakesus。WemustnotforgetthatthesteamerfromEsmeraldawiththesoldiersmaybecomingalong。Wewillpullstraightonnow。Ihavediscoveredabitofacandlehere,andwemusttaketheriskofasmalllighttomakeacoursebytheboatcompass。Thereisnotenoughtoblowitout——maythecurseofHeavenfalluponthisblindgulf!'
  Asmallflameappearedburningquitestraight。Itshowedfragmentarilythestoutribsandplankinginthehollow,emptypartofthelighter。DecoudcouldseeNostromostandinguptopull。Hesawhimashighastheredsashonhiswaist,withagleamofawhite-handledrevolverandthewoodenhaftofalongknifeprotrudingonhisleftside。Decoudnervedhimselffortheeffortofrowing。Certainlytherewasnotenoughwindtoblowthecandleout,butitsflameswayedalittletotheslowmovementoftheheavyboat。
  Itwassobigthatwiththeirutmosteffortstheycouldnotmoveitquickerthanaboutamileanhour。Thiswassufficient,however,tosweepthemamongsttheIsabelslongbeforedaylightcame。Therewasagoodsixhoursofdarknessbeforethem,andthedistancefromtheharbourtotheGreatIsabeldidnotexceedtwomiles。DecoudputthisheavytoiltotheaccountoftheCapataz'simpatience。Sometimestheypaused,andthenstrainedtheirearstoheartheboatfromEsmeralda。Inthisperfectquietnessasteamermovingwouldhavebeenheardfromfaroff。Astoseeinganythingitwasoutofthequestion。Theycouldnotseeeachother。Eventhelighter'ssail,whichremainedset,wasinvisible。Veryoftentheyrested。
  `Caramba!'saidNostromo,suddenly,duringoneofthoseintervalswhentheylolledidlyagainsttheheavyhandlesofthesweeps。`Whatisit?Areyoudistressed,DonMartin?'
  Decoudassuredhimthathewasnotdistressedintheleast。Nostromoforatimekeptperfectlystill,andtheninawhisperinvitedMartintocomeaft。
  WithlipstouchingDecoud'searhedeclaredhisbeliefthattherewassomebodyelsebesidesthemselvesuponthelighter。Twicenowhehadheardthesoundofstifledsobbing。
  `Senor,'hewhisperedwithawedwonder,`Iamcertainthatthereissomebodyweepinginthislighter。'
  Decoudhadheardnothing。Heexpressedhisincredulity。However,itwaseasytoascertainthetruthofthematter。
  `Itismostamazing,'mutteredNostromo。`Couldanybodyhaveconcealedhimselfonboardwhilethelighterwaslyingalongsidethewharf?'
  `Andyousayitwaslikesobbing?'askedDecoud,loweringhisvoice,too。`Ifheisweeping,whoeverheishecannotbeverydangerous。'
  Clamberingoverthepreciouspileinthemiddle,theycrouchedlowontheforesideofthemastandgropedunderthehalf-deck。Rightforward,inthenarrowestpart,theirhandscameuponthelimbsofaman,whoremainedassilentasdeath。Toostartledthemselvestomakeasound,theydraggedhimaftbyonearmandthecollarofhiscoat。Hewaslimp——lifeless。
  Thelightofthebitofcandlefelluponaround,hook-nosedfacewithblackmoustachesandlittleside-whiskers。Hewasextremelydirty。Agreasygrowthofbeardwassproutingontheshavenpartsofthecheeks。Thethicklipswereslightlyparted,buttheeyesremainedclosed。Decoud,tohisimmenseastonishment,recognizedSenorHirsch,thehidemerchantfromEsmeralda。
  Nostromo,too,hadrecognizedhim。Andtheygazedateachotheracrossthebody,lyingwithitsnakedfeethigherthanitshead,inanabsurdpretenceofsleep,faintness,ordeath。
  NostromoATaleoftheSeaboard:Part2Chapter88Foramoment,beforethisextraordinaryfind,theyforgottheirownconcernsandsensations。SenorHirsch'ssensationsashelaytheremusthavebeenthoseofextremeterror。Foralongtimeherefusedtogiveasignoflife,tillatlastDecoud'sobjurgations,and,perhapsmore,Nostromo'simpatientsuggestionthatheshouldbethrownoverboard,asheseemedtobedead,inducedhimtoraiseoneeyelid,andthentheother。
  ItappearedthathehadneverfoundasafeopportunitytoleaveSulaco。
  HelodgedwithAnzani,theuniversalstorekeeper,onthePlazaMayor。Butwhentheriotbrokeouthehadmadehisescapefromhishost'shousebeforedaylight,andinsuchahurrythathehadforgottentoputonhisshoes。
  Hehadrunoutimpulsivelyinhissocks,andwithhishatinhishand,intothegardenofAnzani'shouse。Feargavehimthenecessaryagilitytoclimboverseverallowwalls,andafterwardsheblunderedintotheovergrowncloistersoftheruinedFranciscanconventinoneoftheby-streets。Heforcedhimselfintothemidstofmattedbusheswiththerecklessnessofdesperation,andthisaccountedforhisscratchedbodyandhistornclothing。
  Helayhiddenthereallday,histonguecleavingtotheroofofhismouthwithalltheintensityofthirstengenderedbyheatandfear。Threetimesdifferentbandsofmeninvadedtheplacewithshoutsandimprecations,lookingforFatherCorbelan;buttowardstheevening,stilllyingonhisfaceinthebushes,hethoughthewoulddiefromthefearofsilence。Hewasnotveryclearastowhathadinducedhimtoleavetheplace,butevidentlyhehadgotoutandslunksuccessfullyoutoftownalongthedesertedbacklanes。Hewanderedinthedarknessneartherailway,somaddenedbyapprehensionthathedarednotevenapproachthefiresofthepicketsofItalianworkmenguardingtheline。Hehadavagueideaevidentlyoffindingrefugeintherailwayyards,butthedogsrusheduponhim,barking;menbegantoshout;
  ashotwasfiredatrandom。Hefledawayfromthegates。Bythemerestaccident,asithappened,hetookthedirectionoftheO。S。N。Company'soffices。Twicehestumbleduponthebodiesofmenkilledduringtheday。
  Buteverythinglivingfrightenedhimmuchmore。Hecrouched,crept,crawled,madedashes,guidedbyasortofanimalinstinct,keepingawayfromeverylightandfromeverysoundofvoices。HisideawastothrowhimselfatthefeetofCaptainMitchellandbegforshelterintheCompany'soffices。
  Itwasalldarkthereasheapproachedonhishandsandknees,butsuddenlysomeoneonguardchallengedloudly,`Quienvive?'Thereweremoredeadmenlyingabout,andheflattenedhimselfdownatoncebythesideofacoldcorpse。Heheardavoicesaying,`Hereisoneofthosewoundedrascalscrawlingabout。ShallIgoandfinishhim?'Andanothervoiceobjectedthatitwasnotsafetogooutwithoutalanternuponsuchanerrand;perhapsitwasonlysomeNegroliberallookingforachancetostickaknifeintothestomachofanhonestman。Hirschdidn'tstaytohearanymore,butcrawlingawaytotheendofthewharf,hidhimselfamongstalotofemptycasks。Afterawhilesomepeoplecamealong,talking,andwithglowingcigarettes。Hedidnotstoptoaskhimselfwhethertheywouldbelikelytodohimanyharm,butboltedincontinentlyalongthejetty,sawalighterlyingmooredattheend,andthrewhimselfintoit。Inhisdesiretofindcoverhecreptrightforwardunderthehalf-deck,andhehadremainedtheremoredeadthanalive,sufferingagoniesofhungerandthirst,andalmostfaintingwithterror,whenheheardnumerousfootstepsandthevoicesoftheEuropeanswhocameinabodyescortingthewagon-loadoftreasure,pushedalongtherailsbyasquadofcargadores。Heunderstoodperfectlywhatwasbeingdonefromthetalk,butdidnotdisclosehispresencefromthefearthathewouldnotbeallowedtoremain。Hisonlyideaatthetime,overpoweringandmasterful,wastogetawayfromthisterribleSulaco。
  Andnowheregretteditverymuch。HehadheardNostromotalktoDecoud,andwishedhimselfbackonshore。Hedidnotdesiretobeinvolvedinanydesperateaffair——inasituationwhereonecouldnotrunaway。TheinvoluntarygroansofhisanguishedspirithadbetrayedhimtothesharpearsoftheCapataz。
  Theyhadproppedhimupinasittingpostureagainstthesideofthelighter,andhewentonwiththemoaningaccountofhisadventurestillhisvoicebroke,hisheadfellforward。`Water,'hewhispered,withdifficulty。
  Decoudheldoneofthecanstohislips。Herevivedafteranextraordinarilyshorttime,andscrambleduptohisfeetwildly。Nostromo,inanangryandthreateningvoice,orderedhimforward。Hirshwasoneofthosemenwhomfearlasheslikeawhip,andhemusthavehadanappallingideaoftheCapataz'sferocity。Hedisplayedanextraordinaryagilityindisappearingforwardintothedarkness。Theyheardhimgettingoverthetarpaulin;thentherewasthesoundofaheavyfall,followedbyawearysigh。Afterwardsallwasstillinthefore-partofthelighter,asthoughhehadkilledhimselfinhisheadlongtumble。Nostromoshoutedinamenacingvoice:
  `Liestillthere!Donotmovealimb。IfIhearasmuchasaloudbreathfromyouIshallcomeoverthereandputabulletthroughyourhead。'
  Themerepresenceofacoward,howeverpassive,bringsanelementoftreacheryintoadangeroussituation。Nostromo'snervousimpatiencepassedintogloomythoughtfulness。Decoud,inanundertone,asifspeakingtohimself,remarkedthat,afterall,thisbizarreeventmadenogreatdifference。
  Hecouldnotconceivewhatharmthemancoulddo。Atmosthewouldbeintheway,likeaninanimateanduselessobject——likeablockofwood,forinstance。
  `Iwouldthinktwicebeforegettingridofapieceofwood,'saidNostromo,calmly。`Somethingmayhappenunexpectedlywhereyoucouldmakeuseofit。Butinanaffairlikeoursamanlikethisoughttobethrownoverboard。
  Evenifhewereasbraveasalionwewouldnotwanthimhere。Wearenotrunningawayforourlives。Senor,thereisnoharminabravemantryingtosavehimselfwithingenuityandcourage;butyouhaveheardhistale,DonMartin。Hisbeinghereisamiracleoffear——'Nostromopaused。
  `Thereisnoroomforfearinthislighter,'headdedthroughhisteeth。
  Decoudhadnoanswertomake。Itwasnotapositionforargument,foradisplayofscruplesorfeelings。Therewereathousandwaysinwhichapanic-strickenmancouldmakehimselfdangerous。ItwasevidentthatHirschcouldnotbespokento,reasonedwith,orpersuadedintoarationallineofconduct。Thestoryofhisownescapedemonstratedthatclearlyenough。Decoudthoughtthatitwasathousandpitiesthewretchhadnotdiedoffright。Nature,whohadmadehimwhathewas,seemedtohavecalculatedcruellyhowmuchhecouldbearinthewayofatrociousanguishwithoutactuallyexpiring。Somecompassionwasduetosomuchterror。Decoud,thoughimaginativeenoughforsympathy,resolvednottointerferewithanyactionthatNostromowouldtake。ButNostromodidnothing。AndthefateofSenorHirschremainedsuspendedinthedarknessofthegulfatthemercyofeventswhichcouldnotbeforeseen。
  TheCapataz,extendinghishand,putoutthecandlesuddenly。ItwastoDecoudasifhiscompanionhaddestroyed,byasingletouch,theworldofaffairs,ofloves,ofrevolution,wherehiscomplacentsuperiorityanalysedfearlesslyallmotivesandallpassions,includinghisown。
  Hegaspedalittle。Decoudwasaffectedbythenoveltyofhisposition。
  Intellectuallyself-confident,hesufferedfrombeingdeprivedoftheonlyweaponhecouldusewitheffect。NointelligencecouldpenetratethedarknessofthePlacidGulf。Thereremainedonlyonethinghewascertainof,andthatwastheoverweeningvanityofhiscompanion。Itwasdirect,uncomplicated,naive,andeffectual。Decoud,whohadbeenmakinguseofhim,hadtriedtounderstandhismanthoroughly。Hehaddiscoveredacompletesinglenessofmotivebehindthevariedmanifestationsofaconsistentcharacter。Thiswaswhythemanremainedsoastonishinglysimpleinthejealousgreatnessofhisconceit。Andnowtherewasacomplication。Itwasevidentthatheresentedhavingbeengivenataskinwhichthereweresomanychancesoffailure。`Iwonder,'thoughtDecoud,`howhewouldbehaveifIwerenothere。'
  HeheardNostromomutteragain,`No!thereisnoroomforfearonthislighter。Courageitselfdoesnotseemgoodenough。Ihaveagoodeyeandasteadyhand;nomancansayheeversawmetiredoruncertainwhattodo;butporDios,DonMartin,Ihavebeensentoutintothisblackcalmonabusinesswhereneitheragoodeye,norasteadyhand,norjudgementareanyuse……'HesworeastringofoathsinSpanishandItalianunderhisbreath。`Nothingbutsheerdesperationwilldoforthisaffair。'
  Thesewordswereinstrangecontrasttotheprevailingpeace——tothisalmoststolidstillnessofthegulf。Ashowerfellwithanabruptwhisperingsoundallroundtheboat,andDecoudtookoffhishat,and,lettinghisheadgetwet,feltgreatlyrefreshed。Presentlyasteadylittledraughtofaircaressedhischeek。Thelighterbegantomove,buttheshowerdistancedit。Thedropsceasedtofalluponhisheadandhands,thewhisperingdiedoutinthedistance。Nostromoemittedagruntofsatisfaction,andgraspingthetiller,chirrupedsoftly,assailorsdo,toencouragethewind。NeverforthelastthreedayshadDecoudfeltlesstheneedforwhattheCapatazwouldcalldesperation。
  `IfancyIhearanothershoweronthewater,'heobservedinatoneofquietcontent。`Ihopeitwillcatchusup。'
  Nostromoceasedchirrupingatonce。`Youhearanothershower?'hesaid,doubtfully。Asortofthinningofthedarknessseemedtohavetakenplace,andDecoudcouldseenowtheoutlineofhiscompanion'sfigure,andeventhesailcameoutofthenightlikeasquareblockofdensesnow。
  ThesoundwhichDecoudhaddetectedcamealongthewaterharshly。Nostromorecognizedthatnoisepartakingofahissandarustlewhichspreadsoutonallsidesofasteamermakingherwaythroughasmoothwateronaquietnight。ItcouldbenothingelsebutthecapturedtransportwithtroopsfromEsmeralda。Shecarriednolights。Thenoiseofhersteaming,growingloudereveryminute,wouldstopattimesaltogether,andthenbeginagainabruptly,andsoundstartlinglynearer,asifthatinvisiblevessel,whosepositioncouldnotbepreciselyguessed,weremakingstraightforthelighter。
  Meantime,thatlastkeptonsailingslowlyandnoiselesslybeforeabreezesofaintthatitwasonlybyleaningoverthesideandfeelingthewaterslipthroughhisfingersthatDecoudconvincedhimselftheyweremovingatall。Hisdrowsyfeelinghaddeparted。Hewasgladtoknowthatthelighterwasmoving。Aftersomuchstillnessthenoiseofthesteamerseemeduproariousanddistracting。Therewasaweirdnessinnotbeingabletoseeher。Suddenlyallwasstill。Shehadstopped,butsoclosetothemthatthesteam,blowingoff,sentitsrumblingvibrationrightovertheirheads。
  `Theyaretryingtomakeoutwheretheyare,'saidDecoudinawhisper。
  Againheleanedoverandputhisfingersintothewater。`Wearemovingquitesmartly,'heinformedNostromo。
  `Weseemtobecrossingherbows,'saidtheCapatazinacautioustone。
  `Butthisisablindgamewithdeath。Movingonisofnouse。Wemustn'tbeseenorheard。'
  Hiswhisperwashoarsewithexcitement。Ofallhisfacetherewasnothingvisiblebutagleamofwhiteeyeballs。HisfingersgrippedDecoud'sshoulder。
  `Thatistheonlywaytosavethistreasurefromthissteamerfullofsoldiers。
  Anyotherwouldhavecarriedlights。Butyouobservethereisnotagleamtoshowuswheresheis。'
  Decoudstoodasifparalysed;onlyhisthoughtswerewildlyactive。
  InthespaceofasecondherememberedthedesolateglanceofAntoniaasheleftheratthebedsideofherfatherinthegloomyhouseofAvellanos,withshutteredwindows,butallthedoorsstandingopen,anddesertedbyalltheservantsexceptanoldNegroatthegate。HerememberedtheCasaGouldonhislastvisit,thearguments,thetonesofhisvoice,theimpenetrableattitudeofCharles,MrsGould'sfacesoblanchedwithanxietyandfatiguethathereyesseemedtohavechangedcolour,appearingnearlyblackbycontrast。EvenwholesentencesoftheproclamationwhichhemeanttomakeBarriosissuefromhisheadquartersatCaytaassoonashegottherepassedthroughhismind;theverygermofthenewState,theSeparationistproclamationwhichhehadtriedbeforehelefttoreadhurriedlytoDonJose,stretchedoutonhisbedunderthefixedgazeofhisdaughter。Godknowswhethertheoldstatesmanhadunderstoodit;hewasunabletospeak,buthehadcertainlyliftedhisarmoffthecoverlet;hishandhadmovedasiftomakethesignofthecrossintheair,agestureofblessing,ofconsent。
  Decoudhadthatverydraftinhispocket,writteninpencilonseveralloosesheetsofpaper,withtheheavilyprintedheading,`AdministrationoftheSanTomeSilverMine。Sulaco。RepublicofCostaguana。'Hehadwrittenitfuriously,snatchingpageafterpageonCharlesGould'stable。MrsGouldhadlookedseveraltimesoverhisshoulderashewrote;buttheSenorAdministrador,standingstraddle-legged,wouldnotevenglanceatitwhenitwasfinished。
  Hehadwaveditawayfirmly。Itmusthavebeenscorn,andnotcaution,sincehenevermadearemarkabouttheuseoftheAdministration'spaperforsuchacompromisingdocument。Andthatshowedhisdisdain,thetrueEnglishdisdainofcommonprudence,asifeverythingoutsidetherangeoftheirownthoughtsandfeelingswereunworthyofseriousrecognition。
  DecoudhadthetimeinasecondortwotobecomefuriouslyangrywithCharlesGould,andevenresentfulagainstMrsGould,inwhosecare,tacitlyitistrue,hehadleftthesafetyofAntonia。Betterperishathousandtimesthanoweyourpreservationtosuchpeople,heexclaimedmentally。ThegripofNostromo'sfingersneverremovedfromhisshoulder,tighteningfiercely,recalledhimtohimself。
  `Thedarknessisourfriend,'theCapatazmurmuredintohisear。`I
  amgoingtolowerthesail,andtrustourescapetothisblackgulf。Noeyescouldmakeusoutlyingsilentwithanakedmast。Iwilldoitnow,beforethissteamerclosesstillmoreuponus。ThefaintcreakofablockwouldbetrayusandtheSanTometreasureintothehandsofthosethieves。'
  Hemovedaboutaswarilyasacat。Decoudheardnosound;anditwasonlybythedisappearanceofthesquareblotchofdarknessthatheknewtheyardhadcomedown,loweredascarefullyasifithadbeenmadeofglass。NextmomentheheardNostromo'squietbreathingbyhisside。
  `Youhadbetternotmoveatallfromwhereyouare,DonMartin,'advisedtheCapataz,earnestly。`Youmightstumbleordisplacesomethingwhichwouldmakeanoise。Thesweepsandthepuntingpolesarelyingabout。Movenotforyourlife。PorDios,DonMartin,'hewentoninakeenbutfriendlywhisper,`IamsodesperatethatifIdidn'tknowyourworshiptobeamanofcourage,capableofstandingstockstillwhateverhappens,Iwoulddrivemyknifeintoyourheart。'
  Adeathlikestillnesssurroundedthelighter。Itwasdifficulttobelievethattherewasnearasteamerfullofmenwithmanypairsofeyespeeringfromherbridgeforsomehintoflandinthenight。Hersteamhadceasedblowingoff,andsheremainedstoppedtoofaroffapparentlyforanyothersoundtoreachthelighter。
  `Perhapsyouwould,Capataz,'Decoudbeganinawhisper。
  `However,youneednottrouble。Thereareotherthingsthanthefearofyourknifetokeepmyheartsteady。Itshallnotbetrayyou。Only,haveyouforgotten——'
  `Ispoketoyouopenlyastoamanasdesperateasmyself,'explainedtheCapataz。`ThesilvermustbesavedfromtheMonterists。ItoldCaptainMitchellthreetimesthatIpreferredtogoalone。ItoldDonCarlosGould,too。ItwasintheCasaGould。Theyhadsentforme。Theladieswerethere;
  andwhenItriedtoexplainwhyIdidnotwishtohaveyouwithme,theypromisedme,bothofthem,greatrewardsforyoursafety。Astrangewaytotalktoamanyouaresendingouttoanalmostcertaindeath。Thosegentlefolkdonotseemtohavesenseenoughtounderstandwhattheyaregivingonetodo。ItoldthemIcoulddonothingforyou。YouwouldhavebeensaferwiththebanditHernandez。Itwouldhavebeenpossibletorideoutofthetownwithnogreaterriskthanachanceshotsentafteryouinthedark。Butitwasasiftheyhadbeendeaf。IhadtopromiseIwouldwaitforyouundertheharbourgate。Ididwait。Andnowbecauseyouareabravemanyouareassafeasthesilver。Neithermorenorless。'
  Atthatmoment,asifbywayofcommentuponNostromo'swords,theinvisiblesteamerwentaheadathalfspeedonly,ascouldbejudgedbytheleisurelybeatofherpropeller。Thesoundshifteditsplacemarkedly,butwithoutcomingnearer。Itevengrewalittlemoredistantrightabeamofthelighter,andthenceasedagain。
  `TheyaretryingforasightoftheIsabels,'mutteredNostromo,`inordertomakefortheharbourinastraightlineandseizetheCustomHousewiththetreasureinit。HaveyoueverseentheCommandantofEsmeralda,Sotillo?Ahandsomefellow,withasoftvoice。WhenIfirstcamehereI
  usedtoseehimintheCalletalkingtothesenoritasatthewindowsofthehouses,andshowinghiswhiteteethallthetime。Butoneofmycargadores,whohadbeenasoldier,toldmethathehadonceorderedamantobeflayedaliveintheremoteCampo,wherehewassentrecruitingamongstthepeopleoftheestancias。Ithasneverenteredhisheadthatthecompaniahadamancapableofbafflinghisgame。'
  ThemurmuringloquacityoftheCapatazdisturbedDecoudlikeahintofweakness。Andyet,talkativeresolutionmaybeasgenuineasgrimsilence。
  `Sotilloisnotbaffledsofar,'hesaid。`Haveyouforgottenthatcrazymanforward?'
  NostromohadnotforgottenSenorHirsch。Hereproachedhimselfbitterlyfornothavingvisitedthelightercarefullybeforeleavingthewharf。
  HereproachedhimselffornothavingstabbedandflungHirschoverboardattheverymomentofdiscoverywithoutevenlookingathisface。Thatwouldhavebeenconsistentwiththedesperatecharacteroftheaffair。
  Whateverhappened,Sotillowasalreadybaffled。Evenifthatwretch,nowassilentasdeath,didanythingtobetraythenearnessofthelighter,Sotillo——ifSotilloitwasincommandofthetroopsonboard——wouldbestillbaffledofhisplunder。
  `Ihaveanaxeinmyhand,'Nostromowhispered,wrathfully,`thatinthreestrokeswouldcutthroughthesidedowntothewater'sedge。Moreover,eachlighterhasapluginthestern,andIknowexactlywhereitis。I
  feelitunderthesoleofmyfoot。'
  Decoudrecognizedtheringofgenuinedeterminationinthenervousmurmurs,thevindictiveexcitementofthefamousCapataz。Beforethesteamer,guidedbyashriekortwofortherecouldbenomorethanthat,Nostromosaid,gnashinghisteethaudibly,couldfindthelightertherewouldbeplentyoftimetosinkthistreasuretieduproundhisneck。
  ThelastwordshehissedintoDecoud'sear。Decoudsaidnothing。Hewasperfectlyconvinced。Theusualcharacteristicquietnessofthemanwasgone。Itwasnotequaltothesituationasheconceivedit。Somethingdeeper,somethingunsuspectedbyeveryone,hadcometothesurface。Decoud,withcarefulmovements,slippedoffhisovercoatanddivestedhimselfofhisboots;hedidnotconsiderhimselfboundinhonourtosinkwiththetreasure。HisobjectwastogetdowntoBarrios,inCayta,astheCapatazknewverywell;andhe,too,meant,inhisownway,toputintothatattemptallthedesperationofwhichhewascapable。Nostromomuttered,`True,true!Youareapolitician,senor。Rejointhearmy,andstartanotherrevolution。'Hepointedout,however,thattherewasalittleboatbelongingtoeverylighterfittocarrytwomen,ifnotmore。Theirswastowingbehind。
  OfthatDecoudhadnotbeenaware。Ofcourse,itwastoodarktosee,anditwasonlywhenNostromoputhishanduponitspainterfastenedtoacleatinthesternthatheexperiencedafullmeasureofrelief。Theprospectoffindinghimselfinthewaterandswimming,overwhelmedbyignoranceanddarkness,probablyinacircle,tillhesankfromexhaustion,wasrevolting。
  Thebarrenandcruelfutilityofsuchanendintimidatedhisaffectationofcarelesspessimism。Incomparisontoit,thechanceofbeingleftfloatinginaboat,exposedtothirst,hunger,discovery,imprisonment,execution,presenteditselfwithanaspectofamenityworthsecuringevenatthecostofsomeself-contempt。HedidnotacceptNostromo'sproposalthatheshouldgetintotheboatatonce。`Somethingsuddenmayoverwhelmus,senor,'
  theCapatazremarkedpromisingfaithfully,atthesametime,toletgothepainteratthemomentwhenthenecessitybecamemanifest。
  ButDecoudassuredhimlightlythathedidnotmeantotaketotheboattilltheverylastmoment,andthatthenhemeanttheCapataztocomealong,too。Thedarknessofthegulfwasnolongerforhimtheendofallthings。
  Itwaspartofalivingworldsince,pervadingit,failureanddeathcouldbefeltatyourelbow。Andatthesametimeitwasashelter。Heexultedinitsimpenetrableobscurity。`Likeawall,likeawall,'hemutteredtohimself。
  TheonlythingwhichcheckedhisconfidencewasthethoughtofSenorHirsch。NottohaveboundandgaggedhimseemedtoDecoudnowtheheightofimprovidentfolly。Aslongasthemiserablecreaturehadthepowertoraiseayellhewasaconstantdanger。Hisabjectterrorwasmutenow,buttherewasnosayingfromwhatcauseitmightsuddenlyfindventinshrieks。
  ThisverymadnessoffearwhichbothDecoudandNostromohadseeninthewildandirrationalglances,andinthecontinuoustwitchingsofhismouth,protectedSenorHirschfromthecruelnecessitiesofthisdesperateaffair。Themomentofsilencinghimforeverhadpassed。AsNostromoremarked,inanswertoDecoud'sregrets,itwastoolate!Itcouldnotbedonewithoutnoise,especiallyintheignoranceoftheman'sexactposition。Whereverhehadelectedtocrouchandtremble,itwastoohazardoustogonearhim。
  Hewouldbeginprobablytoyellformercy。Itwasmuchbettertoleavehimquitealonesincehewaskeepingsostill。ButtotrusttohissilencebecameeverymomentagreaterstrainuponDecoud'scomposure。
  `Iwish,Capataz,youhadnotlettherightmomentpass,'hemurmured。
  `What!Tosilencehimforever!Ithoughtitgoodtohearfirsthowhecametobehere。Itwastoostrange。Whocouldimaginethatitwasallanaccident?Afterwards,senor,whenIsawyougivinghimwatertodrink,Icouldnotdoit。NotafterIhadseenyouholdingupthecantohislipsasthoughhewereyourbrother。Senor,thatsortofnecessitymustnotbethoughtoftoolong。Andyetitwouldhavebeennocrueltytotakeawayfromhimhiswretchedlife。Itisnothingbutfear。
  Yourcompassionsavedhimthen,DonMartin,andnowitistoolate。Itcouldn'tbedonewithoutnoise。'
  Inthesteamertheywerekeepingaperfectsilence,andthestillnesswassoprofoundthatDecoudfeltasiftheslightestsoundconceivablemusttraveluncheckedandaudibletotheendoftheworld。WhatifHirschcoughedorsneezed?Tofeelhimselfatthemercyofsuchanidioticcontingencywastooexasperatingtobelookeduponwithirony。Nostromo,too,seemedtobegettingrestless。Wasitpossible,heaskedhimself,thatthesteamer,findingthenighttoodarkaltogether,intendedtoremainstoppedwhereshewastilldaylight?Hebegantothinkthatthis,afterall,wastherealdanger。Hewasafraidthatthedarkness,whichwashisprotection,would,intheend,causehisundoing。
  Sotillo,asNostromohadsurmised,wasincommandonboardthetransport。
  Theeventsofthelastforty-eighthoursinSulacowerenotknowntohim;
  neitherwasheawarethatthetelegraphistinEsmeraldahadmanagedtowarnhiscolleagueinSulaco。Likeagoodmanyofficersofthetroopsgarrisoningtheprovince,SotillohadbeeninfluencedinhisadoptionoftheRibieristcausebythebeliefthatithadtheenormouswealthoftheGouldConcessiononitsside。hehadbeenoneofthefrequentersoftheCasaGould,wherehehadairedhisBlancoconvictionsandhisardourforreformbeforeDonJoseAvellanos,castingfrank,honestglancestowardsMrsGouldandAntoniathewhile。HewasknowntobelongtoagoodfamilypersecutedandimpoverishedduringthetyrannyofGuzmanBento。Theopinionsheexpressedappearedeminentlynaturalandproperinamanofhisparentageandantecedents。
  Andhewasnotadeceiver;itwasperfectlynaturalforhimtoexpresselevatedsentimentswhilehiswholefacultiesweretakenupwithwhatseemedthenasolidandpracticalnotion——thenotionthatthehusbandofAntoniaAvellanoswouldbe,naturally,theintimatefriendoftheGouldConcession。
  HeevenpointedthisouttoAnzanionce,whennegotiatingthesixthorseventhsmallloaninthegloomy,dampapartmentwithenormousironbars,behindtheprincipalshopinthewholerowundertheArcades。Hehintedtotheuniversalshopkeeperattheexcellenttermshewasonwiththeemancipatedsenorita,whowaslikeasistertotheEnglishwoman。Hewouldadvanceonelegandputhisarmsakimbo,posingforAnzani'sinspection,andfixinghimwithahaughtystare。
  `Look,miserableshopkeeper!Howcanamanlikemefailwithanywoman,letaloneanemancipatedgirllivinginscandalousfreedom?'heseemedtosay。
  HismannerintheCasaGouldwas,ofcourse,verydifferent——devoidofalltruculence,andevenslightlymournful。Likemostofhiscountrymen,hewascarriedawaybythesoundoffinewords,especiallyifutteredbyhimself。Hehadnoconvictionsofanysortuponanythingexceptastotheirresistiblepowerofhispersonaladvantages。ButthatwassofirmthatevenDecoud'sappearanceinSulaco,andhisintimacywiththeGouldsandtheAvellanos,didnotdisquiethim。Onthecontrary,hetriedtomakefriendswiththatrichCostaguanerofromEuropeinthehopeofborrowingalargesumby-and-by。Theonlyguidingmotiveofhislifewastogetmoneyforthesatisfactionofhisexpensivetastes,whichheindulgedrecklessly,havingnoself-control。Heimaginedhimselfamasterofintrigue,buthiscorruptionwasassimpleasananimalinstinct。Attimes,insolitude,hehadhismomentsofferocity,andalsoonsuchoccasionsas,forinstance,whenaloneinaroomwithAnzanitryingtogetaloan。
  HehadtalkedhimselfintothecommandoftheEsmeraldagarrison。ThatsmallseaporthaditsimportanceasthestationofthemainsubmarinecableconnectingtheOccidentalProvinceswiththeouterworld,andthejunctionwithitoftheSulacobranch。DonJoseAvellanosproposedhim,andBarrios,witharudeandjeeringguffaw,hadsaid,`Oh,letSotillogo。Heisaverygoodmantokeepguardoverthecable,andtheladiesofEsmeraldaoughttohavetheirturn。'Barrios,anindubitablybraveman,hadnogreatopinionofSotillo。
  ItwasthroughtheEsmeraldacablealonethattheSanTomeminecouldbekeptinconstanttouchwiththegreatfinancier,whosetacitapprovalmadethestrengthoftheRibieristmovement。Thismovementhaditsadversarieseventhere。SotillogovernedEsmeraldawithrepressiveseveritytilltheadversecourseofeventsuponthedistanttheatreofcivilwarforceduponhimthereflectionthat,afterall,thegreatsilverminewasfatedtobecomethespoilofthevictors。Butcautionwasnecessary。HebeganbyassumingadarkandmysteriousattitudetowardsthefaithfulRibieristmunicipalityofEsmeralda。Lateron,theinformationthatthecommandantwasholdingassembliesofofficersinthedeadofnightwhichhadleakedoutsomehowcausedthosegentlementoneglecttheircivildutiesaltogether,andremainshutupintheirhouses。SuddenlyonedayallthelettersfromSulacobytheoverlandcourierwerecarriedoffbyafileofsoldiersfromthepostofficetotheComandancia,withoutdisguise,concealment,orapology。
  SotillohadheardthroughCaytaofthefinaldefeatofRibiera。
  Thiswasthefirstopensignofthechangeinhisconvictions。Presentlynotoriousdemocrats,whohadbeenlivingtilltheninconstantfearofarrest,legirons,andevenfloggings,couldbeobservedgoinginandoutatthegreatdooroftheComandancia,wherethehorsesoftheorderliesdozeundertheirheavysaddles,whilethemen,inraggeduniformsandpointedstrawhats,loungeonabench,withtheirnakedfeetstuckoutbeyondthestripofshade;andasentry,inaredbaizecoatwithholesattheelbows,standsatthetopofthestepsglaringhaughtilyatthecommonpeople,whouncovertheirheadstohimastheypass。
  Sotillo'sideasdidnotsoarabovethecareforhispersonalsafetyandthechanceofplunderingthetowninhischarge,buthefearedthatsuchalateadhesionwouldearnbutscantgratitudefromthevictors。HehadbelievedjustalittletoolonginthepoweroftheSanTomemine。
  TheseizedcorrespondencehadconfirmedhispreviousinformationofalargeamountofsilveringotslyingintheSulacoCustomHouse。TogainpossessionofitwouldbeaclearMonteristmove;asortofservicethatwouldhavetoberewarded。Withthesilverinhishandshecouldmaketermsforhimselfandhissoldiers。Hewasawareneitheroftheriots,norofthePresident'sescapetoSulacoandtheclosepursuitledbyMontero'sbrother,theguerrillero。