`Mylast,too,'headded。
Imadenocomment。He'sknownforhisliberalityandhisbadluckatthegameofmonte,whichkeepshimaspooraswhenhefirstcamehere。
`Isuppose,DonMartin,'hebegan,inathoughtful,speculativetone,`thattheSenorAdministradorofSanTomewillrewardmesomedayifI
savehissilver?'
Isaidthatitcouldnotbeotherwise,surely。Hewalkedon,mutteringtohimself。`Si,si,withoutdoubt,withoutdoubt;and,lookyou,SenorMartin,whatitistobewellspokenof!Thereisnotanothermanthatcouldhavebeeneventhoughtofforsuchathing。Ishallgetsomethinggreatforitsomeday。Andletitcomesoon,'hemumbled。`Timepassesinthiscountryasquickasanywhereelse。'
This,soeurcherie,ismycompanioninthegreatescapeforthesakeofthegreatcause。Heismorenaivethanshrewd,moremasterfulthancrafty,moregenerouswithhispersonalitythanthepeoplewhomakeuseofhimarewiththeirmoney。Atleast,thatiswhathethinkshimselfwithmorepridethansentiment。IamgladIhavemadefriendswithhim。Asacompanionheacquiresmoreimportancethanheeverhadasasortofminorgeniusinhisway——asanoriginalItaliansailorwhomIallowedtocomeininthesmallhoursandtalkfamiliarlytotheeditorofthePorvenirwhilethepaperwasgoingthroughthepress。Anditiscurioustohavemetamanforwhomthevalueoflifeseemstoconsistinpersonalprestige。
Iamwaitingforhimherenow。OnarrivingattheposadakeptbyViolawefoundthechildrenalonedownbelow,andtheoldGenoeseshoutedtohiscountrymantogoandfetchthedoctor。Otherwisewewouldhavegoneontothewharf,whereitappearsCaptainMitchellwithsomevolunteerEuropeansandafewpickedcargadoresareloadingthelighterwiththesilverthatmustbesavedfromMontero'sclutchesinordertobeusedforMontero'sdefeat。Nostromogallopedfuriouslybacktowardsthetown。
Hehasbeenlonggonealready。Thisdelaygivesmetimetotalktoyou。
Bythetimethispocket-bookreachesyourhandsmuchwillhavehappened。
Butnowitisapauseunderthehoveringwingofdeathinthatsilenthouseburiedintheblacknight,withthisdyingwoman,thetwochildrencrouchingwithoutasound,andthatoldmanwhomIcanhearthroughthethicknessofthewallpassingupanddownwithalightrubbingnoisenolouderthanamouse。AndI,theonlyotherwiththem,don'treallyknowwhethertocountmyselfwiththelivingorwiththedead。`Quiensabe?'asthepeopleherearepronetosayinanswertoeveryquestion。Butno!feelingforyouiscertainlynotdead,andthewholething,thehouse,thedarknight,thesilentchildreninthisdimroom,myverypresencehere——allthisislife,mustbelife,sinceitissomuchlikeadream。
WiththewritingofthelastlinetherecameuponDecoudamomentofsuddenandcompleteoblivion。Heswayedoverthetableasifstruckbyabullet。Thenextmomenthesatup,confused,withtheideathathehadheardhispencilrollonthefloor。Thelowdoorofthecafe,wideopen,wasfilledwiththeglareofatorchinwhichwasvisiblehalfahorse,switchingitstailagainstthelegofariderwithalongironspurstrappedtothenakedheel。Thetwogirlsweregone,andNostromo,standinginthemiddleoftheroom,lookedathimfromundertheroundbrimofthesombrerolowdownoverhisbrow。
`Ihavebroughtthatsour-facedEnglishdoctorinSenoraGould'scarriage,'
saidNostromo。`Idoubtif,withallhiswisdom,hecansavethePadronathistime。Theyhavesentforthechildren。Abadsignthat。'
Hesatdownontheendofabench。`Shewantstogivethemherblessing,Isuppose。'
DazedlyDecoudobservedthathemusthavefallensoundasleep,andNostromosaid,withavaguesmile,thathehadlookedinatthewindowandhadseenhimlyingstillacrossthetablewithhisheadonhisarms。TheEnglishsenorahadalsocomeinthecarriage,andwentupstairsatoncewiththedoctor。ShehadtoldhimnottowakeupDonMartinyet;butwhentheysentforthechildrenhehadcomeintothecafe。
Thehalfofthehorsewithitshalfoftheriderswungroundoutsidethedoor;thetorchoftowandresinintheironbasketwhichwascarriedonastickatthesaddle-bowflaredrightintotheroomforamoment,andMrsGouldenteredhastilywithaverywhite,tiredface。Thehoodofherdark,bluecloakhadfallenback。Bothmenrose。
`Teresawantstoseeyou,Nostromo,'shesaid。
TheCapatazdidnotmove。Decoud,withhisbacktothetable,begantobuttonuphiscoat。
`Thesilver,MrsGould,thesilver,'hemurmuredinEnglish。`Don'tforgetthattheEsmeraldagarrisonhavegotasteamer。Theymayappearatanymomentattheharbourentrance。'
`Thedoctorsaysthereisnohope,'MrsGouldspokerapidly,alsoinEnglish。`Ishalltakeyoudowntothewharfinmycarriageandthencomebacktofetchawaythegirls。'ShechangedswiftlyintoSpanishtoaddressNostromo。`Whyareyouwastingtime?OldGiorgio'swifewishestoseeyou。'
`Iamgoingtoher,senora,'mutteredtheCapataz。
DrMonyghamshowedhimself,bringingbackthechildren。ToMrsGould'sinquiringglanceheonlyshookhisheadandwentoutsideatonce,followedbyNostromo。
Thehorseofthetorch-bearer,motionless,hunghisheadlow,andtheriderhaddroppedthereinstolightacigarette。TheglareofthetorchplayedonthefrontofthehousecrossedbythebigblacklettersofitsinscriptioninwhichonlythewordITALIAwaslightedfully。ThepatchofwaveringglarereachedasfarasMrsGould'scarriagewaitingontheroad,withtheyellow-faced,portlyIgnacioapparentlydozingonthebox。ByhissideBasilio,darkandskinny,heldaWinchestercarbineinfrontofhim,withbothhands,andpeeredfearfullyintothedarkness。
Nostromotouchedlightlythedoctor'sshoulder。
`Isshereallydying,SenorDoctor!'
`Yes,'saidthedoctor,withastrangetwitchofhisscarredcheek。
`AndwhyshewantstoseeyouIcannotimagine。'
`Shehasbeenlikethatbefore,'suggestedNostromo,lookingaway。
`Well,Capataz,Icanassureyoushewillneverbelikethatagain,'
snarledDrMonygham。`Youmaygotoherorstayaway。Thereisverylittletobegotfromtalkingtothedying。ButshetoldDonaEmiliainmyhearingthatshehasbeenlikeamothertoyoueversinceyoufirstsetfootashorehere。'
`Si!Andsheneverhadagoodwordtosayformetoanybody。
Itismoreasifshecouldnotforgivemeforbeingalive,andsuchaman,too,asshewouldhavelikedhersontobe。'
`Maybe!'exclaimedamournfuldeepvoicenearthem。`Womenhavetheirownwaysoftormentingthemselves。'GiorgioViolahadcomeoutofthehouse。
Hethrewaheavyblackshadowinthetorchlight,andtheglarefellonhisbigface,onthegreatbushyheadofwhitehair。HemotionedtheCapatazindoorswithhisextendedarm。
DrMonygham,afterbusyinghimselfwithalittlemedicamentboxofpolishedwoodontheseatofthelandau,turnedtooldGiorgioandthrustintohisbig,tremblinghandoneoftheglass-stopperedbottlesoutofthecase。
`Giveheraspoonfulofthisnowandthen,inwater,'hesaid。`Itwillmakehereasier。'
`Andthereisnothingmoreforher?'askedtheoldman,patiently。
`No。Notonearth,'saidthedoctor,withhisbacktohim,clickingthelockofthemedicinecase。
Nostromoslowlycrossedthelargekitchen,alldarkbutfortheglowofaheapofcharcoalundertheheavymantelofthecooking-range,wherewaterwasboilinginanironpotwithaloudbubblingsound。Betweenthetwowallsofanarrowstaircaseabrightlightstreamedfromthesick-roomabove;andthemagnificentCapatazdeCargadoressteppingnoiselesslyinsoftleathersandals,bushywhiskered,hismuscularneckandbronzedchestbareintheopencheckshirt,resembledaMediterraneansailorjustcomeashorefromsomewine-orfruit-ladenfelucca。Atthetophepaused,broadshouldered,narrowhipped,andsupple,lookingatthelargebed,likeawhitecouchofstate,withaprofusionofsnowylinen,amongstwhichthePadronasatunproppedandbowed,herhandsome,black-browedfacebentoverherchest。Amassofravenhairwithonlyafewwhitethreadsinitcoveredhershoulders;onethickstrandfallenforwardhalfveiledhercheek。Perfectlymotionlessinthatpose,expressingphysicalanxietyandunrest,sheturnedhereyesalonetowardsNostromo。
TheCapatazhadaredsashwoundmanytimesroundhiswaist,andaheavysilverringontheforefingerofthehandheraisedtogiveatwisttohismoustache。
`Theirrevolutions,theirrevolutions,'gaspedSenoraTeresa。`Look,Gian'Battista,ithaskilledmeatlast!'
Nostromosaidnothing,andthesickwomanwithanupwardglanceinsisted。
`Look,thisonehaskilledme,whileyouwereawayfightingforwhatdidnotconcernyou,foolishman。'
`Whytalklikethis?'mumbledtheCapatazbetweenhisteeth。`Willyouneverbelieveinmygoodsense?ItconcernsmetokeeponbeingwhatI
am:everydayalike。'
`Youneverchange,indeed,'shesaid,bitterly。`Alwaysthinkingofyourselfandtakingyourpayoutinfinewordsfromthosewhocarenothingforyou。'
Therewasbetweenthemanintimacyofantagonismascloseinitswayastheintimacyofaccordandaffection。HehadnotwalkedalongthewayofTeresa'sexpectations。Itwasshewhohadencouragedhimtoleavehisship,inthehopeofsecuringafriendanddefenderforthegirls。ThewifeofoldGiorgiowasawareofherprecarioushealth,andwashauntedbythefearofheragedhusband'slonelinessandtheunprotectedstateofthechildren。Shehadwantedtoannexthatapparentlyquietandsteadyyoungman,affectionateandpliable,anorphanfromhistenderestage,ashehadtoldher,withnotiesinItalyexceptanuncle,ownerandmasterofafelucca,fromwhoseill-usagehehadrunawaybeforehewasfourteen。
Hehadseemedtohercourageous,ahardworker,determinedtomakehiswayintheworld。FromgratitudeandthetiesofhabithewouldbecomelikeasontoherselfandGiorgio;andthen,whoknows,whenLindahadgrownup……Tenyears'differencebetweenhusbandandwifewasnotsomuch。Herowngreatmanwasnearlytwentyyearsolderthanherself。Gian'
Battistawasanattractiveyoungfellow,besides;attractivetomen,women,andchildren,justbythatprofoundquietnessofpersonalitywhich,likeaserenetwilight,renderedmoreseductivethepromiseofhisvigorousformandtheresolutionofhisconduct。
OldGiorgio,inprofoundignoranceofhiswife'sviewsandhopes,hadagreatregardforhisyoungcountryman。`Amanoughtnottobetame,'
heusedtotellher,quotingtheSpanishproverbindefenceofthesplendidCapataz。Shewasgrowingjealousofhissuccess。Hewasescapingfromher,shefeared。Shewaspractical,andheseemedtohertobeanabsurdspend-thriftofthesequalitieswhichmadehimsovaluable。Hegottoolittleforthem。
Hescatteredthemwithbothhandsamongsttoomanypeople,shethought。
Helaidnomoneyby。Sherailedathispoverty,hisexploits,hisadventures,hisloves,andhisreputation;butinherheartshehadnevergivenhimup,asthough,indeed,hehadbeenherson。
Evennow,illasshewas,illenoughtofeelthechill,blackbreathoftheapproachingend,shehadwishedtoseehim。Itwaslikeputtingoutherbenumbedhandtoregainherhold。Butshehadpresumedtoomuchonherstrength。Shecouldnotcommandherthoughts;theyhadbecomedim,likehervision。Thewordsfalteredonherlips,andonlytheparamountanxietyanddesireofherlifeseemedtobetoostrongfordeath。
TheCapatazsaid,`Ihaveheardthesethingsmanytimes。Youareunjust,butitdoesnothurtme。Onlynowyoudonotseemtohavemuchstrengthtotalk,andIhavebutlittletimetolisten。Iamengagedinaworkofverygreatmoment。'
Shemadeanefforttoaskhimwhetheritwastruethathehadfoundtimetogoandfetchadoctorforher。Nostromonoddedaffirmatively。
Shewaspleased:itrelievedhersufferingstoknowthatthemanhadcondescendedtodosomuchforthosewhoreallywantedhishelp。Itwasaproofofhisfriendship。Hervoicebecamestronger。
`Iwantapriestmorethanadoctor,'shesaid,pathetically。Shedidnotmoveherhead;onlyhereyesranintothecornerstowatchtheCapatazstandingbythesideofherbed。`Wouldyougotofetchapriestformenow?Think!Adyingwomanasksyou!'
Nostromoshookhisheadresolutely。Hedidnotbelieveinpriestsintheirsacerdotalcharacter。Adoctorwasanefficaciousperson;butapriest,aspriest,wasnothing,incapableofdoingeithergoodorharm。NostromodidnotevendislikethesightofthemasoldGiorgiodid。Theutteruselessnessoftheerrandwaswhatstruckhimmost。
`Padrona,'hesaid,`youhavebeenlikethisbefore,andgotbetterafterafewdays。IhavegivenyoualreadytheverylastmomentsIcanspare。AskSenoraGouldtosendyouone。'
Hewasfeelinguneasyattheimpietyofthisrefusal。ThePadronabelievedinpriests,andconfessedherselftothem。Butallwomendidthat。Itcouldnotbeofmuchconsequence。Andyethisheartfeltoppressedforamoment——atthethoughtwhatabsolutionwouldmeantoherifshebelievedinitonlyeversolittle。Nomatter。Itwasquitetruethathehadgivenheralreadytheverylastmomenthecouldspare。
`Yourefusetogo?'shegasped。`Ah!youarealwaysyourself,indeed。'
`Listentoreason,Padrona,'hesaid,`Iamneededtosavethesilverofthemine。Doyouhear?AgreatertreasurethantheonewhichtheysayisguardedbyghostsanddevilsinAzuera。Itistrue。IamresolvedtomakethisthemostdesperateaffairIwaseverengagedoninmywholelife。'
Shefeltadespairingindignation。Thesupremetesthadfailed。Standingaboveher,Nostromodidnotseethedistortedfeaturesofherface,distortedbyaparoxysmofpainandanger。Onlyshebegantotrembleallover。Herbowedheadshook。Thebroadshouldersquivered。
`ThenGod,perhaps,willhavemercyuponme!Butdoyoulooktoit,man,thatyougetsomethingforyourselfoutofit,besidestheremorsethatshallovertakeyousomeday。'
Shelaughedfeebly。`Getrichesatleastforonce,youindispensable,admiredGian'Battista,towhomthepeaceofadyingwomanislessthanthepraiseofpeoplewhohavegivenyouasillyname——andnothingbesides——inexchangeforyoursoulandbody。'
TheCaptaindeCargadoressworetohimselfunderhisbreath。
`Leavemysoulalone,Padrona,andIshallknowhowtotakecareofmybody。Whereistheharmofpeoplehavingneedofme?WhatareyouenvyingmethatIhaverobbedyouandthechildrenof?ThoseverypeopleyouarethrowinginmyteethhavedonemoreforoldGiorgiothantheyeverthoughtofdoingforme。'
Hestruckhisbreastwithhisopenpalm;hisvoicehad$$word$$mainedlowthoughhehadspokeninaforcibletone。Hetwistedhismoustachesoneafteranother,andhiseyeswanderedalittleabouttheroom。
`IsitmyfaultthatIamtheonlymanfortheirpurposes?Whatangrynonsenseareyoutalking,mother?Wouldyouratherhavemetimidandfoolish,sellingwater-melonsonthemarket-placeorrowingaboatforpassengersalongtheharbour,likeasoftNeapolitanwithoutcourageorreputation?
Wouldyouhaveayoungmanlivelikeamonk?Idonotbelieveit。Wouldyouwantamonkforyoureldestgirl?Lethergrow。Whatareyouafraidof?YouhavebeenangrywithmeforeverythingIdidforyears;eversinceyoufirstspoketome,insecretfromoldGiorgio,aboutyourLinda。Husbandtooneandbrothertotheother,didyousay?Well,whynot!Ilikethelittleones,andamanmustmarrysometime。Buteversincethattimeyouhavebeenmakinglittleofmetoeveryone。Why?DidyouthinkyoucouldputacollarandchainonmeasifIwereoneofthewatchdogstheykeepoverthereintherailwayyards?Lookhere,Padrona,Iamthesamemanwhocameashoreoneeveningandsatdowninthethatchedrancheyoulivedinatthattimeontheothersideofthetownandtoldyouallabouthimself。
Youwerenotunjusttomethen。Whathashappenedsince?Iamnolongeraninsignificantyouth。Agoodname,Giorgiosays,isatreasure,Padrona。'
`Theyhaveturnedyourheadwiththeirpraises,'gaspedthesickwoman。
`Theyhavebeenpayingyouwithwords。Yourfollyshallbetrayyouintopoverty,misery,starvation。Theveryleperosshalllaughatyou——thegreatCapataz。'
Nostromostoodforatimeasifstruckdumb。Sheneverlookedathim。
Aself-confident,mirthlesssmilepassedquicklyfromhislips,andthenhebackedaway。Hisdisregardedfiguresankdownbeyondthedoorway。Hedescendedthestairsbackwards,withtheusualsenseofhavingbeensomehowbaffledbythiswoman'sdisparagementofthisreputationhehadobtainedanddesiredtokeep。
Downstairsinthebigkitchenacandlewasburning,surroundedbytheshadowsofthewalls,oftheceiling,butnoruddyglarefilledtheopensquareoftheouterdoor。ThecarriagewithMrsGouldandDonMartin,precededbythehorsemanbearingthetorch,hadgoneontothejetty。DrMonygham,whohadremained,satonthecornerofahardwoodtablenearthecandlestick,hisseamed,shavedfaceinclinedsideways,hisarmscrossedonhisbreast,hislipspursedup,andhisprominenteyesglaringstonilyuponthefloorofblackearth。Neartheoverhangingmantelofthefireplacewherethepotofwaterwasstillboilingviolently,oldGiorgioheldhischininhishand,onefootadvanced,asifarrestedbyasuddenthought。
`Adios,viejo,'saidNostromo,feelingthehandleofhisrevolverinthebeltandlooseninghisknifeinitssheath。Hepickedupablueponcholinedwithredfromthetable,andputitoverhishead。`Adios,lookafterthethingsinmysleeping-room,andifyouhearfrommenomore,giveuptheboxtoPaquita。Thereisnotmuchofvaluethere,exceptmynewserapefromMexico,andafewsilverbuttonsonmybestjacket。Nomatter!Thethingswilllookwellenoughonthenextlovershegets,andthemanneednotbeafraidIshalllingeronearthafterIamdead,likethosegringosthathaunttheAzuera。'
DrMonyghamtwistedhislipsintoabittersmile。AfteroldGiorgio,withanalmostimperceptiblenodandwithoutaword,hadgoneupthenarrowstairs,hesaid:
`Why,Capataz!Ithoughtyoucouldneverfailinanything。'
Nostromo,glancingcontemptuouslyatthedoctor,lingeredinthedoorwayrollingacigarette,thenstruckamatch,and,afterlightingit,heldtheburningpieceofwoodabovehisheadtilltheflamenearlytouchedhisfingers。
`Nowind!'hemutteredtohimself。`Lookhere,senor——doyouknowthenatureofmyundertaking?'
DrMonyghamnoddedsourly。
`ItisasifIweretakingupacurseuponme,SenorDoctor。Amanwithatreasureonthiscoastwillhaveeverykniferaisedagainsthimineveryplaceupontheshore。Youseethat,SenorDoctor?IshallfloatalongwithaspelluponmylifetillImeetsomewherethenorth-boundsteameroftheCompany,andthenindeedtheywilltalkabouttheCapatazoftheSulacoCargadoresfromoneendofAmericatoanother。'
DrMonyghamlaughedhisshort,throatylaugh。Nostromoturnedroundinthedoorway。
`ButifyourworshipcanfindanyothermanreadyandfitforsuchbusinessIwillstandback。Iamnotexactlytiredofmylife,thoughIamsopoorthatIcancarryallIhavewithmyselfonmyhorse'sback。'
`Yougambletoomuch,andneversay“no“toaprettyface,Capataz,'
saidDrMonygham,withslysimplicity。`That'snotthewaytomakeafortune。
ButnobodythatIknoweversuspectedyouofbeingpoor。Ihopeyouhavemadeagoodbargainincaseyoucomebacksafefromthisadventure。'
`Whatbargainwouldyourworshiphavemade?'askedNostromo,blowingthesmokeoutofhislipsthroughthedoorway。
DrMonyghamlistenedupthestaircaseforamomentbeforeheanswered,withanotherofhisshort,abruptlaughs:
`IllustriousCapataz,fortakingthecurseofdeathuponmyback,asyoucallit,nothingelsebutthewholetreasurewoulddo。'
Nostromovanishedoutofthedoorwaywithagruntofdiscontentatthisjeeringanswer。DrMonyghamheardhimgallopaway。Nostromorodefuriouslyinthedark。TherewerelightsinthebuildingsoftheO。S。N。Companynearthewharf,butbeforehegottherehemettheGouldcarriage。Thehorsemanprecededitwiththetorch,whoselightshowedthewhitemulestrotting,theportlyIgnaciodriving,andBasiliowiththecarbineonthebox。FromthedarkbodyofthelandauMrsGould'svoicecried,`Theyarewaitingforyou,Capataz!'Shewasreturning,chillyandexcited,withDecoud'spocket-bookstillheldinherhand。Hehadconfidedittohertosendtohissister。`Perhapsmylastwordstoher,'hehadsaid,pressingMrsGould'shand。
TheCapataznevercheckedhisspeed。Attheheadofthewharfvaguefigureswithriflesleapttotheheadofhishorse;otherscloseduponhim——cargadoresofthecompanypostedbyCaptainMitchellonthewatch。Atawordfromhimtheyfellbackwithsubservientmurmurs,recognizinghisvoice。Attheotherendofthejetty,nearacargocrane,inadarkgroupwithglowingcigars,hisnamewaspronouncedinatoneofrelief。
MostoftheEuropeansinSulacowerethere,ralliedroundCharlesGould,asifthesilveroftheminehadbeentheemblemofacommoncause,thesymbolofthesupremeimportanceofmaterialinterests。Theyhadloadeditintothelighterwiththeirownhands。NostromorecognizedDonCarlosGould,athin,tallshape,standingalittleapartandsilent,towhomanothertallshape,theengineer-in-chief,saidaloud,`Ifitmustbelost,itisamilliontimesbetterthatitshouldgotothebottomofthesea。'
MartinDecoudcalledoutfromthelighter,`Aurevoir,messieurs,tillweclasphandsagainoverthenew-bornOccidentalRepublic。'Onlyasubduedmurmurrespondedtohisclear,ringingtones;andthenitseemedtohimthatthewharfwasfloatingawayintothenight;butitwasNostromo,whowasalreadypushingagainstapilewithoneoftheheavysweeps。Decouddidnotmove;theeffectwasthatofbeinglaunchedintospace。AfterasplashortwotherewasnotasoundbutthethudofNostromo'sfeetleapingabouttheboat。Hehoistedthebigsail;abreathofwindfannedDecoud'scheek。EverythinghadvanishedbutthelightofthelanternCaptainMitchellhadhoisteduponthepostattheendofthejettytoguideNostromooutoftheharbour。
Thetwomen,unabletoseeeachother,keptsilenttillthelighter,slippingbeforethefitfulbreeze,passedoutbetweenalmostinvisibleheadlandsintothestilldeeperdarknessofthegulf。Foratimethelanternonthejettyshoneafterthem。Thewindfailed,thenfannedupagain,butsofaintlythatthebig,half-deckedboatslippedalongwithnomorenoisethanifshehadbeensuspendedintheair。
`Weareoutinthegulfnow,'saidthecalmvoiceofNostromo。Amomentafterheadded,`SenorMitchellhasloweredthelight。'
`Yes,'saidDecoud;`nobodycanfindusnow。'
Agreatrecrudescenceofobscurityembracedtheboat。Theseainthegulfwasasblackasthecloudsabove。Nostromo,afterstrikingacoupleofmatchestogetaglimpseoftheboat-compasshehadwithhiminthelighter,steeredbythefeelofthewindonhischeek。
ItwasanewexperienceforDecoud,thismysteriousnessofthegreatwatersspreadoutstrangelysmooth,asiftheirrestlessnesshadbeencrushedbytheweightofthatdensenight。ThePlacidowassleepingprofoundlyunderitsblackponcho。
Themainthingnowforsuccesswastogetawayfromthecoastandgainthemiddleofthegulfbeforedaybroke。TheIsabelsweresomewhereathand。`Onyourleftasyoulookforward,senor,'saidNostromo,suddenly。Whenhisvoiceceased,theenormousstillness,withoutlightorsound,seemedtoaffectDecoud'ssenseslikeapowerfuldrug。Hedidn'tevenknowattimeswhetherhewereasleeporawake。Likeamanlostinslumber,heheardnothing,hesawnothing。Evenhishandheldbeforehisfacedidnotexistforhiseyes。Thechangefromtheagitation,thepassionsandthedangers,fromthesightsandsoundsoftheshore,wassocompletethatitwouldhaveresembleddeathhaditnotbeenforthesurvivalofhisthoughts。Inthisforetasteofeternalpeacetheyfloatedvividandlight,likeunearthlycleardreamsofearthlythingsthatmayhauntthesoulsfreedbydeathfromthemistyatmosphereofregretsandhopes。Decoudshookhimself,shudderedabit,thoughtheairthatdriftedpasthimwaswarm。Hehadthestrangestsensationofhissoulhavingjustreturnedintohisbodyfromthecircumambientdarknessinwhichland,sea,sky,themountains,andtherockswereasiftheyhadnotbeen。
Nostromo'svoicewasspeaking,thoughhe,atthetiller,wasalsoasifhewerenot。`Haveyoubeenasleep,DonMartin?Caramba!IfitwerepossibleIwouldthinkthatI,too,havedozedoff。Ihaveastrangenotionsomehowofhavingdreamtthattherewasasoundofblubbering,asoundasorrowingmancouldmake,somewherenearthisboat。Somethingbetweenasighandasob。'
`Strange!'mutteredDecoud,stretcheduponthepileoftreasureboxescoveredbymanytarpaulins。`Coulditbethatthereisanotherboatnearusinthegulf?Wecouldnotseeit,youknow。'
Nostromolaughedalittleattheabsurdityoftheidea。Theydismisseditfromtheirminds。Thesolitudecouldalmostbefelt。Andwhenthebreezeceased,theblacknessseemedtoweighuponDecoudlikeastone。
`Thisisoverpowering,'hemuttered。`Dowemoveatall,Capataz?'
`Notsofastasacrawlingbeetletangledinthegrass,'answeredNostromo,andhisvoiceseemeddeadenedbythethickveilofobscuritythatfeltwarmandhopelessallaboutthem。Therewerelongperiodswhenhemadenosound,invisibleandinaudibleasifhehadmysteriouslysteppedoutofthelighter。
InthefeaturelessnightNostromowasnotevencertainwhichwaythelighterheadedafterthewindhadcompletelydiedout。Hepeeredfortheislands。Therewasnotahintofthemtobeseen,asiftheyhadsunktothebottomofthegulf。HethrewhimselfdownbythesideofDecoudatlast,andwhisperedintohisearthatifdaylightcaughtthemneartheSulacoshorethroughwantofwind,itwouldbepossibletosweepthelighterbehindthecliffatthehighendoftheGreatIsabel,whereshewouldlieconcealed。Decoudwassurprisedatthegrimnessofhisanxiety。Tohimtheremovalofthetreasurewasapoliticalmove。ItwasnecessaryforseveralreasonsthatitshouldnotfallintothehandsofMontero,butherewasamanwhotookanotherviewofthisenterprise。Thecaballerosovertheredidnotseemtohavetheslightestideaofwhattheyhadgivenhimtodo。Nostromo,asifaffectedbythegloomaround,seemednervouslyresentful。Decoudwassurprised。TheCapataz,indifferenttothosedangersthatseemedobvioustohiscompanion,allowedhimselftobecomescornfullyexasperatedbythedeadlynatureofthetrustput,asamatterofcourse,intohishands。Itwasmoredangerous,Nostromosaid,withalaughandacurse,thansendingamantogetthetreasurethatpeoplesaidwasguardedbydevilsandghostsinthedeepravinesofAzuera。`Senor,'hesaid,`wemustcatchthesteameratsea。Wemustkeepoutintheopenlookingforhertillwehaveeatenanddrunkallthathasbeenputonboardhere。
Andifwemissherbysomemischance,wemustkeepawayfromthelandtillwegrowweak,andperhapsmad,anddie,anddriftdead,untiloneoranotherofthesteamersoftheCompaniacomesupontheboatwiththetwodeadmenwhohavesavedthetreasure。That,senor,istheonlywaytosaveit;for,don'tyousee?forustocometothelandanywhereinahundredmilesalongthiscoastwiththissilverinourpossessionistorunthenakedbreastagainstthepointofaknife。Thisthinghasbeengiventomelikeadeadlydisease。IfmendiscoveritIamdead,andyou,too,senor,sinceyouwouldcomewithme。Thereisenoughsilvertomakeawholeprovincerich,letaloneaseaboardpuebloinhabitedbythievesandvagabonds。Senor,theywouldthinkthatheavenitselfsenttheserichesintotheirhands,andwouldcutourthroatswithouthesitation。Iwouldtrustnofairwordsfromthebestmanaroundtheshoresofthiswildgulf。Reflectthat,evenbygivingupthetreasureatthefirstdemand,wewouldnotbeabletosaveourlives。Doyouunderstandthis,ormustIexplain?'
`No,youneedn'texplain,'saidDecoud,alittlelistlessly。`Icanseeitwellenoughmyself,thatthepossessionofthistreasureisverymuchlikeadeadlydiseaseformensituatedasweare。ButithadtoberemovedfromSulaco,andyouwerethemanforthetask。'
`Iwas;butIcannotbelieve,'saidNostromo,`thatitslosswouldhaveimpoverishedDonCarlosGouldverymuch。Thereismorewealthinthemountain。
IhavehearditrollingdowntheshootsonquietnightswhenIusedtoridetoRincontoseeacertaingirl,aftermyworkattheharbourwasdone。Foryearstherichrockshavebeenpouringdownwithanoiselikethunder,andtheminerssaythatthereisenoughattheheartofthemountaintothunderonforyearsandyearstocome。Andyet,thedaybeforeyesterday,wehavebeenfightingtosaveitfromthemob,andtonightIamsentoutwithitintothisdarkness,wherethereisnowindtogetawaywith;asifitwerethelastlotofsilveronearthtogetbreadforthehungrywith。Ha!ha!Well,Iamgoingtomakeitthemostfamousanddesperateaffairofmylife——windornowind。Itshallbetalkedaboutwhenthelittlechildrenaregrownupandthegrownmenareold。Aha!theMonteristsmustnotgetholdofit,Iamtold,whateverhappenstoNostromotheCapataz;
andtheyshallnothaveit,Itellyou,sinceithasbeentiedforsafetyroundNostromo'sneck。'
`Iseeit,'murmuredDecoud。Hesaw,indeed,thathiscompanionhadhisownpeculiarviewofthisenterprise。
Nostromointerruptedhisreflectionsuponthewaymen'squalitiesaremadeuseof,withoutanyfundamentalknowledgeoftheirnature,bytheproposaltheyshouldslipthelongoarsoutandsweepthelighterinthedirectionoftheIsabels。Itwouldn'tdofordaylighttorevealthetreasurefloatingwithinamileorsooftheharbourentrance。Thedenserthedarknessgenerally,thesmarterwerethepuffsofwindonwhichhehadreckonedtomakehisway;buttonightthegulf,underitsponchoofclouds,remainedbreathless,asifdeadratherthanasleep。
DonMartin'ssofthandssufferedcruelly,tuggingatthethickhandleoftheenormousoar。Hestucktoitmanfully,settinghisteeth。He,too,wasinthetoilsofanimaginativeexistence,andthatstrangeworkofpullingalighterseemedtobelongnaturallytotheinceptionofanewstate,andacquiredanidealmeaningfromhisloveforAntonia。Foralltheirefforts,theheavilyladenlighterhardlymoved。Nostromocouldbeheardswearingtohimselfbetweentheregularsplashesofthesweeps。`Wearemakingacrookedpath,'hemutteredtohimself。`IwishIcouldseetheislands。'
InhisunskilfulnessDonMartinover-exertedhimself。Nowandthenasortofmuscularfaintnesswouldrunfromthetipsofhisachingfingersthrougheveryfibreofhisbody,andpassoffinaflushofheat。Hehadfought,talked,sufferedmentallyandphysically,exertinghismindandbodyforthelastfortyeighthourswithoutintermission。Hehadhadnorest,verylittlefood,nopauseinthestressofhisthoughtsandhisfeelings。EvenhisloveforAntonia,whencehedrewhisstrengthandhisinspiration,hadreachedthepointoftragictensionduringtheirhurriedinterviewbyDonJose'sbedside。Andnow,suddenly,hewasthrownoutofallthisintoadarkgulf,whoseverygloom,silence,andbreathlesspeaceaddedatormenttothenecessityforphysicalexertion。Heimaginedthelightersinkingtothebottomwithanextraordinaryshudderofdelight。
`Iamonthevergeofdelirium,'hethought。Hemasteredthetremblingofallhislimbs,ofhisbreast,theinwardtremblingofallhisbodyexhaustedofitsnervousforce。
`Shallwerest,Capataz?'heproposedinacarelesstone。`Therearemanyhoursofnightyetbeforeus。'
`True。Itisbutamileorso,Isuppose。Restyourarms,senor,ifthatiswhatyoumean。Youwillfindnoothersortofrest,Icanpromiseyou,sinceyouletyourselfbeboundtothistreasurewhoselosswouldmakenopoormanpoorer。No,senor;thereisnoresttillwefindanorth-boundsteamer,orelsesomeshipfindsusdriftingaboutstretchedoutdeadupontheEnglishman'ssilver。Orrather——no;porDios!
Ishallcutdownthegunwalewiththeaxerighttothewater'sedgebeforethirstandhungerrobmeofmystrength。ByallthesaintsanddevilsI
shalllettheseahavethetreasureratherthangiveituptoanystranger。
Sinceitwasthegoodpleasureofthecaballerostosendmeoffonsuchanerrand,theyshalllearnIamjustthemantheytakemefor。'
Decoudlayonthesilverboxespanting。Allhisactivesensationsandfeelingsfromasfarbackashecouldrememberseemedtohimthemaddestofdreams。EvenhispassionatedevotiontoAntoniaintowhichhehadworkedhimselfupoutofthedepthsofhisscepticismhadlostallappearanceofreality。Foramomenthewasthepreyofanextremelylanguidbutnotunpleasantindifference。
`Iamsuretheydidn'tmeanyoutotakesuchadesperateviewofthisaffair,'hesaid。
`Whatwasit,then?Ajoke?'snarledtheman,whoonthepay-sheetsoftheO。S。N。Company'sestablishmentinSulacowasdescribedas`Foremanofthewharf'againstthefigureofhiswages。`Wasitforajoketheywokemeupfrommysleepaftertwodaysofstreetfightingtomakemestakemylifeuponabadcard?Everybodyknows,too,thatIamnotaluckygambler。'
`Yes,everybodyknowsofyourgoodluckwithwomen,Capataz,'Decoudpropitiatedhiscompanioninawearydrawl。
`Lookhere,senor,'Nostromowenton。`Ineverevenremonstratedaboutthisaffair。DirectlyIheardwhatwaswantedIsawwhatadesperateaffairitmustbe,andImadeupmymindtoseeitout。Everyminutewasofimportance。Ihadtowaitforyoufirst。Then,whenwearrivedattheItaliaUna,oldGiorgioshoutedtometogofortheEnglishdoctor。Lateron,thatpoordyingwomanwantedtoseeme,asyouknow。Senor,Iwasreluctanttogo。Ifeltalreadythiscursedsilvergrowingheavyuponmyback,andIwasafraidthat,knowingherselftobedying,shewouldaskmetorideoffagainforapriest。FatherCorbelan,whoisfearless,wouldhavecomeataword;butFatherCorbelanisfaraway,safewiththebandofHernandez,andthepopulace,thatwouldhavelikedtotearhimtopieces,aremuchincensedagainstthepriests。Notasinglefatpadrewouldhaveconsentedtoputhisheadoutofhishiding-placetonighttosaveaChristiansoul,except,perhaps,undermyprotection。Thatwasinhermind。IpretendedIdidnotbelieveshewasgoingtodie。Senor,Irefusedtofetchapriestforadyingwoman……'
Decoudwasheardtostir。
`Youdid,Capataz!'heexclaimed。Histonechanged。`Well,youknow——itwasratherfine。'
`Youdonotbelieveinpriests,DonMartin?NeitherdoI。Whatwastheuseofwastingtime?Butshe——shebelievesinthem。Thethingsticksinmythroat。Shemaybedeadalready,andherewearefloatinghelplesswithnowindatall。Curseonallsuperstition。ShediedthinkingIdeprivedherofParadise,Isuppose。Itshallbethemostdesperateaffairofmylife。'
Decoudremainedlostinreflection。Hetriedtoanalysethesensationsawakenedbywhathehadbeentold。ThevoiceoftheCapatazwasheardagain:
`Now,DonMartin,letustakeupthesweepsandtrytofindtheIsabels。
Itiseitherthatorsinkingthelighterifthedayovertakesus。WemustnotforgetthatthesteamerfromEsmeraldawiththesoldiersmaybecomingalong。Wewillpullstraightonnow。Ihavediscoveredabitofacandlehere,andwemusttaketheriskofasmalllighttomakeacoursebytheboatcompass。Thereisnotenoughtoblowitout——maythecurseofHeavenfalluponthisblindgulf!'
Asmallflameappearedburningquitestraight。Itshowedfragmentarilythestoutribsandplankinginthehollow,emptypartofthelighter。DecoudcouldseeNostromostandinguptopull。Hesawhimashighastheredsashonhiswaist,withagleamofawhite-handledrevolverandthewoodenhaftofalongknifeprotrudingonhisleftside。Decoudnervedhimselffortheeffortofrowing。Certainlytherewasnotenoughwindtoblowthecandleout,butitsflameswayedalittletotheslowmovementoftheheavyboat。
Itwassobigthatwiththeirutmosteffortstheycouldnotmoveitquickerthanaboutamileanhour。Thiswassufficient,however,tosweepthemamongsttheIsabelslongbeforedaylightcame。Therewasagoodsixhoursofdarknessbeforethem,andthedistancefromtheharbourtotheGreatIsabeldidnotexceedtwomiles。DecoudputthisheavytoiltotheaccountoftheCapataz'simpatience。Sometimestheypaused,andthenstrainedtheirearstoheartheboatfromEsmeralda。Inthisperfectquietnessasteamermovingwouldhavebeenheardfromfaroff。Astoseeinganythingitwasoutofthequestion。Theycouldnotseeeachother。Eventhelighter'ssail,whichremainedset,wasinvisible。Veryoftentheyrested。
`Caramba!'saidNostromo,suddenly,duringoneofthoseintervalswhentheylolledidlyagainsttheheavyhandlesofthesweeps。`Whatisit?Areyoudistressed,DonMartin?'
Decoudassuredhimthathewasnotdistressedintheleast。Nostromoforatimekeptperfectlystill,andtheninawhisperinvitedMartintocomeaft。
WithlipstouchingDecoud'searhedeclaredhisbeliefthattherewassomebodyelsebesidesthemselvesuponthelighter。Twicenowhehadheardthesoundofstifledsobbing。
`Senor,'hewhisperedwithawedwonder,`Iamcertainthatthereissomebodyweepinginthislighter。'
Decoudhadheardnothing。Heexpressedhisincredulity。However,itwaseasytoascertainthetruthofthematter。
`Itismostamazing,'mutteredNostromo。`Couldanybodyhaveconcealedhimselfonboardwhilethelighterwaslyingalongsidethewharf?'
`Andyousayitwaslikesobbing?'askedDecoud,loweringhisvoice,too。`Ifheisweeping,whoeverheishecannotbeverydangerous。'
Clamberingoverthepreciouspileinthemiddle,theycrouchedlowontheforesideofthemastandgropedunderthehalf-deck。Rightforward,inthenarrowestpart,theirhandscameuponthelimbsofaman,whoremainedassilentasdeath。Toostartledthemselvestomakeasound,theydraggedhimaftbyonearmandthecollarofhiscoat。Hewaslimp——lifeless。
Thelightofthebitofcandlefelluponaround,hook-nosedfacewithblackmoustachesandlittleside-whiskers。Hewasextremelydirty。Agreasygrowthofbeardwassproutingontheshavenpartsofthecheeks。Thethicklipswereslightlyparted,buttheeyesremainedclosed。Decoud,tohisimmenseastonishment,recognizedSenorHirsch,thehidemerchantfromEsmeralda。
Nostromo,too,hadrecognizedhim。Andtheygazedateachotheracrossthebody,lyingwithitsnakedfeethigherthanitshead,inanabsurdpretenceofsleep,faintness,ordeath。
NostromoATaleoftheSeaboard:Part2Chapter88Foramoment,beforethisextraordinaryfind,theyforgottheirownconcernsandsensations。SenorHirsch'ssensationsashelaytheremusthavebeenthoseofextremeterror。Foralongtimeherefusedtogiveasignoflife,tillatlastDecoud'sobjurgations,and,perhapsmore,Nostromo'simpatientsuggestionthatheshouldbethrownoverboard,asheseemedtobedead,inducedhimtoraiseoneeyelid,andthentheother。
ItappearedthathehadneverfoundasafeopportunitytoleaveSulaco。
HelodgedwithAnzani,theuniversalstorekeeper,onthePlazaMayor。Butwhentheriotbrokeouthehadmadehisescapefromhishost'shousebeforedaylight,andinsuchahurrythathehadforgottentoputonhisshoes。
Hehadrunoutimpulsivelyinhissocks,andwithhishatinhishand,intothegardenofAnzani'shouse。Feargavehimthenecessaryagilitytoclimboverseverallowwalls,andafterwardsheblunderedintotheovergrowncloistersoftheruinedFranciscanconventinoneoftheby-streets。Heforcedhimselfintothemidstofmattedbusheswiththerecklessnessofdesperation,andthisaccountedforhisscratchedbodyandhistornclothing。
Helayhiddenthereallday,histonguecleavingtotheroofofhismouthwithalltheintensityofthirstengenderedbyheatandfear。Threetimesdifferentbandsofmeninvadedtheplacewithshoutsandimprecations,lookingforFatherCorbelan;buttowardstheevening,stilllyingonhisfaceinthebushes,hethoughthewoulddiefromthefearofsilence。Hewasnotveryclearastowhathadinducedhimtoleavetheplace,butevidentlyhehadgotoutandslunksuccessfullyoutoftownalongthedesertedbacklanes。Hewanderedinthedarknessneartherailway,somaddenedbyapprehensionthathedarednotevenapproachthefiresofthepicketsofItalianworkmenguardingtheline。Hehadavagueideaevidentlyoffindingrefugeintherailwayyards,butthedogsrusheduponhim,barking;menbegantoshout;
ashotwasfiredatrandom。Hefledawayfromthegates。Bythemerestaccident,asithappened,hetookthedirectionoftheO。S。N。Company'soffices。Twicehestumbleduponthebodiesofmenkilledduringtheday。
Buteverythinglivingfrightenedhimmuchmore。Hecrouched,crept,crawled,madedashes,guidedbyasortofanimalinstinct,keepingawayfromeverylightandfromeverysoundofvoices。HisideawastothrowhimselfatthefeetofCaptainMitchellandbegforshelterintheCompany'soffices。
Itwasalldarkthereasheapproachedonhishandsandknees,butsuddenlysomeoneonguardchallengedloudly,`Quienvive?'Thereweremoredeadmenlyingabout,andheflattenedhimselfdownatoncebythesideofacoldcorpse。Heheardavoicesaying,`Hereisoneofthosewoundedrascalscrawlingabout。ShallIgoandfinishhim?'Andanothervoiceobjectedthatitwasnotsafetogooutwithoutalanternuponsuchanerrand;perhapsitwasonlysomeNegroliberallookingforachancetostickaknifeintothestomachofanhonestman。Hirschdidn'tstaytohearanymore,butcrawlingawaytotheendofthewharf,hidhimselfamongstalotofemptycasks。Afterawhilesomepeoplecamealong,talking,andwithglowingcigarettes。Hedidnotstoptoaskhimselfwhethertheywouldbelikelytodohimanyharm,butboltedincontinentlyalongthejetty,sawalighterlyingmooredattheend,andthrewhimselfintoit。Inhisdesiretofindcoverhecreptrightforwardunderthehalf-deck,andhehadremainedtheremoredeadthanalive,sufferingagoniesofhungerandthirst,andalmostfaintingwithterror,whenheheardnumerousfootstepsandthevoicesoftheEuropeanswhocameinabodyescortingthewagon-loadoftreasure,pushedalongtherailsbyasquadofcargadores。Heunderstoodperfectlywhatwasbeingdonefromthetalk,butdidnotdisclosehispresencefromthefearthathewouldnotbeallowedtoremain。Hisonlyideaatthetime,overpoweringandmasterful,wastogetawayfromthisterribleSulaco。
Andnowheregretteditverymuch。HehadheardNostromotalktoDecoud,andwishedhimselfbackonshore。Hedidnotdesiretobeinvolvedinanydesperateaffair——inasituationwhereonecouldnotrunaway。TheinvoluntarygroansofhisanguishedspirithadbetrayedhimtothesharpearsoftheCapataz。
Theyhadproppedhimupinasittingpostureagainstthesideofthelighter,andhewentonwiththemoaningaccountofhisadventurestillhisvoicebroke,hisheadfellforward。`Water,'hewhispered,withdifficulty。
Decoudheldoneofthecanstohislips。Herevivedafteranextraordinarilyshorttime,andscrambleduptohisfeetwildly。Nostromo,inanangryandthreateningvoice,orderedhimforward。Hirshwasoneofthosemenwhomfearlasheslikeawhip,andhemusthavehadanappallingideaoftheCapataz'sferocity。Hedisplayedanextraordinaryagilityindisappearingforwardintothedarkness。Theyheardhimgettingoverthetarpaulin;thentherewasthesoundofaheavyfall,followedbyawearysigh。Afterwardsallwasstillinthefore-partofthelighter,asthoughhehadkilledhimselfinhisheadlongtumble。Nostromoshoutedinamenacingvoice:
`Liestillthere!Donotmovealimb。IfIhearasmuchasaloudbreathfromyouIshallcomeoverthereandputabulletthroughyourhead。'
Themerepresenceofacoward,howeverpassive,bringsanelementoftreacheryintoadangeroussituation。Nostromo'snervousimpatiencepassedintogloomythoughtfulness。Decoud,inanundertone,asifspeakingtohimself,remarkedthat,afterall,thisbizarreeventmadenogreatdifference。
Hecouldnotconceivewhatharmthemancoulddo。Atmosthewouldbeintheway,likeaninanimateanduselessobject——likeablockofwood,forinstance。
`Iwouldthinktwicebeforegettingridofapieceofwood,'saidNostromo,calmly。`Somethingmayhappenunexpectedlywhereyoucouldmakeuseofit。Butinanaffairlikeoursamanlikethisoughttobethrownoverboard。
Evenifhewereasbraveasalionwewouldnotwanthimhere。Wearenotrunningawayforourlives。Senor,thereisnoharminabravemantryingtosavehimselfwithingenuityandcourage;butyouhaveheardhistale,DonMartin。Hisbeinghereisamiracleoffear——'Nostromopaused。
`Thereisnoroomforfearinthislighter,'headdedthroughhisteeth。
Decoudhadnoanswertomake。Itwasnotapositionforargument,foradisplayofscruplesorfeelings。Therewereathousandwaysinwhichapanic-strickenmancouldmakehimselfdangerous。ItwasevidentthatHirschcouldnotbespokento,reasonedwith,orpersuadedintoarationallineofconduct。Thestoryofhisownescapedemonstratedthatclearlyenough。Decoudthoughtthatitwasathousandpitiesthewretchhadnotdiedoffright。Nature,whohadmadehimwhathewas,seemedtohavecalculatedcruellyhowmuchhecouldbearinthewayofatrociousanguishwithoutactuallyexpiring。Somecompassionwasduetosomuchterror。Decoud,thoughimaginativeenoughforsympathy,resolvednottointerferewithanyactionthatNostromowouldtake。ButNostromodidnothing。AndthefateofSenorHirschremainedsuspendedinthedarknessofthegulfatthemercyofeventswhichcouldnotbeforeseen。
TheCapataz,extendinghishand,putoutthecandlesuddenly。ItwastoDecoudasifhiscompanionhaddestroyed,byasingletouch,theworldofaffairs,ofloves,ofrevolution,wherehiscomplacentsuperiorityanalysedfearlesslyallmotivesandallpassions,includinghisown。
Hegaspedalittle。Decoudwasaffectedbythenoveltyofhisposition。
Intellectuallyself-confident,hesufferedfrombeingdeprivedoftheonlyweaponhecouldusewitheffect。NointelligencecouldpenetratethedarknessofthePlacidGulf。Thereremainedonlyonethinghewascertainof,andthatwastheoverweeningvanityofhiscompanion。Itwasdirect,uncomplicated,naive,andeffectual。Decoud,whohadbeenmakinguseofhim,hadtriedtounderstandhismanthoroughly。Hehaddiscoveredacompletesinglenessofmotivebehindthevariedmanifestationsofaconsistentcharacter。Thiswaswhythemanremainedsoastonishinglysimpleinthejealousgreatnessofhisconceit。Andnowtherewasacomplication。Itwasevidentthatheresentedhavingbeengivenataskinwhichthereweresomanychancesoffailure。`Iwonder,'thoughtDecoud,`howhewouldbehaveifIwerenothere。'
HeheardNostromomutteragain,`No!thereisnoroomforfearonthislighter。Courageitselfdoesnotseemgoodenough。Ihaveagoodeyeandasteadyhand;nomancansayheeversawmetiredoruncertainwhattodo;butporDios,DonMartin,Ihavebeensentoutintothisblackcalmonabusinesswhereneitheragoodeye,norasteadyhand,norjudgementareanyuse……'HesworeastringofoathsinSpanishandItalianunderhisbreath。`Nothingbutsheerdesperationwilldoforthisaffair。'
Thesewordswereinstrangecontrasttotheprevailingpeace——tothisalmoststolidstillnessofthegulf。Ashowerfellwithanabruptwhisperingsoundallroundtheboat,andDecoudtookoffhishat,and,lettinghisheadgetwet,feltgreatlyrefreshed。Presentlyasteadylittledraughtofaircaressedhischeek。Thelighterbegantomove,buttheshowerdistancedit。Thedropsceasedtofalluponhisheadandhands,thewhisperingdiedoutinthedistance。Nostromoemittedagruntofsatisfaction,andgraspingthetiller,chirrupedsoftly,assailorsdo,toencouragethewind。NeverforthelastthreedayshadDecoudfeltlesstheneedforwhattheCapatazwouldcalldesperation。
`IfancyIhearanothershoweronthewater,'heobservedinatoneofquietcontent。`Ihopeitwillcatchusup。'
Nostromoceasedchirrupingatonce。`Youhearanothershower?'hesaid,doubtfully。Asortofthinningofthedarknessseemedtohavetakenplace,andDecoudcouldseenowtheoutlineofhiscompanion'sfigure,andeventhesailcameoutofthenightlikeasquareblockofdensesnow。
ThesoundwhichDecoudhaddetectedcamealongthewaterharshly。Nostromorecognizedthatnoisepartakingofahissandarustlewhichspreadsoutonallsidesofasteamermakingherwaythroughasmoothwateronaquietnight。ItcouldbenothingelsebutthecapturedtransportwithtroopsfromEsmeralda。Shecarriednolights。Thenoiseofhersteaming,growingloudereveryminute,wouldstopattimesaltogether,andthenbeginagainabruptly,andsoundstartlinglynearer,asifthatinvisiblevessel,whosepositioncouldnotbepreciselyguessed,weremakingstraightforthelighter。
Meantime,thatlastkeptonsailingslowlyandnoiselesslybeforeabreezesofaintthatitwasonlybyleaningoverthesideandfeelingthewaterslipthroughhisfingersthatDecoudconvincedhimselftheyweremovingatall。Hisdrowsyfeelinghaddeparted。Hewasgladtoknowthatthelighterwasmoving。Aftersomuchstillnessthenoiseofthesteamerseemeduproariousanddistracting。Therewasaweirdnessinnotbeingabletoseeher。Suddenlyallwasstill。Shehadstopped,butsoclosetothemthatthesteam,blowingoff,sentitsrumblingvibrationrightovertheirheads。
`Theyaretryingtomakeoutwheretheyare,'saidDecoudinawhisper。
Againheleanedoverandputhisfingersintothewater。`Wearemovingquitesmartly,'heinformedNostromo。
`Weseemtobecrossingherbows,'saidtheCapatazinacautioustone。
`Butthisisablindgamewithdeath。Movingonisofnouse。Wemustn'tbeseenorheard。'
Hiswhisperwashoarsewithexcitement。Ofallhisfacetherewasnothingvisiblebutagleamofwhiteeyeballs。HisfingersgrippedDecoud'sshoulder。
`Thatistheonlywaytosavethistreasurefromthissteamerfullofsoldiers。
Anyotherwouldhavecarriedlights。Butyouobservethereisnotagleamtoshowuswheresheis。'
Decoudstoodasifparalysed;onlyhisthoughtswerewildlyactive。
InthespaceofasecondherememberedthedesolateglanceofAntoniaasheleftheratthebedsideofherfatherinthegloomyhouseofAvellanos,withshutteredwindows,butallthedoorsstandingopen,anddesertedbyalltheservantsexceptanoldNegroatthegate。HerememberedtheCasaGouldonhislastvisit,thearguments,thetonesofhisvoice,theimpenetrableattitudeofCharles,MrsGould'sfacesoblanchedwithanxietyandfatiguethathereyesseemedtohavechangedcolour,appearingnearlyblackbycontrast。EvenwholesentencesoftheproclamationwhichhemeanttomakeBarriosissuefromhisheadquartersatCaytaassoonashegottherepassedthroughhismind;theverygermofthenewState,theSeparationistproclamationwhichhehadtriedbeforehelefttoreadhurriedlytoDonJose,stretchedoutonhisbedunderthefixedgazeofhisdaughter。Godknowswhethertheoldstatesmanhadunderstoodit;hewasunabletospeak,buthehadcertainlyliftedhisarmoffthecoverlet;hishandhadmovedasiftomakethesignofthecrossintheair,agestureofblessing,ofconsent。
Decoudhadthatverydraftinhispocket,writteninpencilonseveralloosesheetsofpaper,withtheheavilyprintedheading,`AdministrationoftheSanTomeSilverMine。Sulaco。RepublicofCostaguana。'Hehadwrittenitfuriously,snatchingpageafterpageonCharlesGould'stable。MrsGouldhadlookedseveraltimesoverhisshoulderashewrote;buttheSenorAdministrador,standingstraddle-legged,wouldnotevenglanceatitwhenitwasfinished。
Hehadwaveditawayfirmly。Itmusthavebeenscorn,andnotcaution,sincehenevermadearemarkabouttheuseoftheAdministration'spaperforsuchacompromisingdocument。Andthatshowedhisdisdain,thetrueEnglishdisdainofcommonprudence,asifeverythingoutsidetherangeoftheirownthoughtsandfeelingswereunworthyofseriousrecognition。
DecoudhadthetimeinasecondortwotobecomefuriouslyangrywithCharlesGould,andevenresentfulagainstMrsGould,inwhosecare,tacitlyitistrue,hehadleftthesafetyofAntonia。Betterperishathousandtimesthanoweyourpreservationtosuchpeople,heexclaimedmentally。ThegripofNostromo'sfingersneverremovedfromhisshoulder,tighteningfiercely,recalledhimtohimself。
`Thedarknessisourfriend,'theCapatazmurmuredintohisear。`I
amgoingtolowerthesail,andtrustourescapetothisblackgulf。Noeyescouldmakeusoutlyingsilentwithanakedmast。Iwilldoitnow,beforethissteamerclosesstillmoreuponus。ThefaintcreakofablockwouldbetrayusandtheSanTometreasureintothehandsofthosethieves。'
Hemovedaboutaswarilyasacat。Decoudheardnosound;anditwasonlybythedisappearanceofthesquareblotchofdarknessthatheknewtheyardhadcomedown,loweredascarefullyasifithadbeenmadeofglass。NextmomentheheardNostromo'squietbreathingbyhisside。
`Youhadbetternotmoveatallfromwhereyouare,DonMartin,'advisedtheCapataz,earnestly。`Youmightstumbleordisplacesomethingwhichwouldmakeanoise。Thesweepsandthepuntingpolesarelyingabout。Movenotforyourlife。PorDios,DonMartin,'hewentoninakeenbutfriendlywhisper,`IamsodesperatethatifIdidn'tknowyourworshiptobeamanofcourage,capableofstandingstockstillwhateverhappens,Iwoulddrivemyknifeintoyourheart。'
Adeathlikestillnesssurroundedthelighter。Itwasdifficulttobelievethattherewasnearasteamerfullofmenwithmanypairsofeyespeeringfromherbridgeforsomehintoflandinthenight。Hersteamhadceasedblowingoff,andsheremainedstoppedtoofaroffapparentlyforanyothersoundtoreachthelighter。
`Perhapsyouwould,Capataz,'Decoudbeganinawhisper。
`However,youneednottrouble。Thereareotherthingsthanthefearofyourknifetokeepmyheartsteady。Itshallnotbetrayyou。Only,haveyouforgotten——'
`Ispoketoyouopenlyastoamanasdesperateasmyself,'explainedtheCapataz。`ThesilvermustbesavedfromtheMonterists。ItoldCaptainMitchellthreetimesthatIpreferredtogoalone。ItoldDonCarlosGould,too。ItwasintheCasaGould。Theyhadsentforme。Theladieswerethere;
andwhenItriedtoexplainwhyIdidnotwishtohaveyouwithme,theypromisedme,bothofthem,greatrewardsforyoursafety。Astrangewaytotalktoamanyouaresendingouttoanalmostcertaindeath。Thosegentlefolkdonotseemtohavesenseenoughtounderstandwhattheyaregivingonetodo。ItoldthemIcoulddonothingforyou。YouwouldhavebeensaferwiththebanditHernandez。Itwouldhavebeenpossibletorideoutofthetownwithnogreaterriskthanachanceshotsentafteryouinthedark。Butitwasasiftheyhadbeendeaf。IhadtopromiseIwouldwaitforyouundertheharbourgate。Ididwait。Andnowbecauseyouareabravemanyouareassafeasthesilver。Neithermorenorless。'
Atthatmoment,asifbywayofcommentuponNostromo'swords,theinvisiblesteamerwentaheadathalfspeedonly,ascouldbejudgedbytheleisurelybeatofherpropeller。Thesoundshifteditsplacemarkedly,butwithoutcomingnearer。Itevengrewalittlemoredistantrightabeamofthelighter,andthenceasedagain。
`TheyaretryingforasightoftheIsabels,'mutteredNostromo,`inordertomakefortheharbourinastraightlineandseizetheCustomHousewiththetreasureinit。HaveyoueverseentheCommandantofEsmeralda,Sotillo?Ahandsomefellow,withasoftvoice。WhenIfirstcamehereI
usedtoseehimintheCalletalkingtothesenoritasatthewindowsofthehouses,andshowinghiswhiteteethallthetime。Butoneofmycargadores,whohadbeenasoldier,toldmethathehadonceorderedamantobeflayedaliveintheremoteCampo,wherehewassentrecruitingamongstthepeopleoftheestancias。Ithasneverenteredhisheadthatthecompaniahadamancapableofbafflinghisgame。'
ThemurmuringloquacityoftheCapatazdisturbedDecoudlikeahintofweakness。Andyet,talkativeresolutionmaybeasgenuineasgrimsilence。
`Sotilloisnotbaffledsofar,'hesaid。`Haveyouforgottenthatcrazymanforward?'
NostromohadnotforgottenSenorHirsch。Hereproachedhimselfbitterlyfornothavingvisitedthelightercarefullybeforeleavingthewharf。
HereproachedhimselffornothavingstabbedandflungHirschoverboardattheverymomentofdiscoverywithoutevenlookingathisface。Thatwouldhavebeenconsistentwiththedesperatecharacteroftheaffair。
Whateverhappened,Sotillowasalreadybaffled。Evenifthatwretch,nowassilentasdeath,didanythingtobetraythenearnessofthelighter,Sotillo——ifSotilloitwasincommandofthetroopsonboard——wouldbestillbaffledofhisplunder。
`Ihaveanaxeinmyhand,'Nostromowhispered,wrathfully,`thatinthreestrokeswouldcutthroughthesidedowntothewater'sedge。Moreover,eachlighterhasapluginthestern,andIknowexactlywhereitis。I
feelitunderthesoleofmyfoot。'
Decoudrecognizedtheringofgenuinedeterminationinthenervousmurmurs,thevindictiveexcitementofthefamousCapataz。Beforethesteamer,guidedbyashriekortwofortherecouldbenomorethanthat,Nostromosaid,gnashinghisteethaudibly,couldfindthelightertherewouldbeplentyoftimetosinkthistreasuretieduproundhisneck。
ThelastwordshehissedintoDecoud'sear。Decoudsaidnothing。Hewasperfectlyconvinced。Theusualcharacteristicquietnessofthemanwasgone。Itwasnotequaltothesituationasheconceivedit。Somethingdeeper,somethingunsuspectedbyeveryone,hadcometothesurface。Decoud,withcarefulmovements,slippedoffhisovercoatanddivestedhimselfofhisboots;hedidnotconsiderhimselfboundinhonourtosinkwiththetreasure。HisobjectwastogetdowntoBarrios,inCayta,astheCapatazknewverywell;andhe,too,meant,inhisownway,toputintothatattemptallthedesperationofwhichhewascapable。Nostromomuttered,`True,true!Youareapolitician,senor。Rejointhearmy,andstartanotherrevolution。'Hepointedout,however,thattherewasalittleboatbelongingtoeverylighterfittocarrytwomen,ifnotmore。Theirswastowingbehind。
OfthatDecoudhadnotbeenaware。Ofcourse,itwastoodarktosee,anditwasonlywhenNostromoputhishanduponitspainterfastenedtoacleatinthesternthatheexperiencedafullmeasureofrelief。Theprospectoffindinghimselfinthewaterandswimming,overwhelmedbyignoranceanddarkness,probablyinacircle,tillhesankfromexhaustion,wasrevolting。
Thebarrenandcruelfutilityofsuchanendintimidatedhisaffectationofcarelesspessimism。Incomparisontoit,thechanceofbeingleftfloatinginaboat,exposedtothirst,hunger,discovery,imprisonment,execution,presenteditselfwithanaspectofamenityworthsecuringevenatthecostofsomeself-contempt。HedidnotacceptNostromo'sproposalthatheshouldgetintotheboatatonce。`Somethingsuddenmayoverwhelmus,senor,'
theCapatazremarkedpromisingfaithfully,atthesametime,toletgothepainteratthemomentwhenthenecessitybecamemanifest。
ButDecoudassuredhimlightlythathedidnotmeantotaketotheboattilltheverylastmoment,andthatthenhemeanttheCapataztocomealong,too。Thedarknessofthegulfwasnolongerforhimtheendofallthings。
Itwaspartofalivingworldsince,pervadingit,failureanddeathcouldbefeltatyourelbow。Andatthesametimeitwasashelter。Heexultedinitsimpenetrableobscurity。`Likeawall,likeawall,'hemutteredtohimself。
TheonlythingwhichcheckedhisconfidencewasthethoughtofSenorHirsch。NottohaveboundandgaggedhimseemedtoDecoudnowtheheightofimprovidentfolly。Aslongasthemiserablecreaturehadthepowertoraiseayellhewasaconstantdanger。Hisabjectterrorwasmutenow,buttherewasnosayingfromwhatcauseitmightsuddenlyfindventinshrieks。
ThisverymadnessoffearwhichbothDecoudandNostromohadseeninthewildandirrationalglances,andinthecontinuoustwitchingsofhismouth,protectedSenorHirschfromthecruelnecessitiesofthisdesperateaffair。Themomentofsilencinghimforeverhadpassed。AsNostromoremarked,inanswertoDecoud'sregrets,itwastoolate!Itcouldnotbedonewithoutnoise,especiallyintheignoranceoftheman'sexactposition。Whereverhehadelectedtocrouchandtremble,itwastoohazardoustogonearhim。
Hewouldbeginprobablytoyellformercy。Itwasmuchbettertoleavehimquitealonesincehewaskeepingsostill。ButtotrusttohissilencebecameeverymomentagreaterstrainuponDecoud'scomposure。
`Iwish,Capataz,youhadnotlettherightmomentpass,'hemurmured。
`What!Tosilencehimforever!Ithoughtitgoodtohearfirsthowhecametobehere。Itwastoostrange。Whocouldimaginethatitwasallanaccident?Afterwards,senor,whenIsawyougivinghimwatertodrink,Icouldnotdoit。NotafterIhadseenyouholdingupthecantohislipsasthoughhewereyourbrother。Senor,thatsortofnecessitymustnotbethoughtoftoolong。Andyetitwouldhavebeennocrueltytotakeawayfromhimhiswretchedlife。Itisnothingbutfear。
Yourcompassionsavedhimthen,DonMartin,andnowitistoolate。Itcouldn'tbedonewithoutnoise。'
Inthesteamertheywerekeepingaperfectsilence,andthestillnesswassoprofoundthatDecoudfeltasiftheslightestsoundconceivablemusttraveluncheckedandaudibletotheendoftheworld。WhatifHirschcoughedorsneezed?Tofeelhimselfatthemercyofsuchanidioticcontingencywastooexasperatingtobelookeduponwithirony。Nostromo,too,seemedtobegettingrestless。Wasitpossible,heaskedhimself,thatthesteamer,findingthenighttoodarkaltogether,intendedtoremainstoppedwhereshewastilldaylight?Hebegantothinkthatthis,afterall,wastherealdanger。Hewasafraidthatthedarkness,whichwashisprotection,would,intheend,causehisundoing。
Sotillo,asNostromohadsurmised,wasincommandonboardthetransport。
Theeventsofthelastforty-eighthoursinSulacowerenotknowntohim;
neitherwasheawarethatthetelegraphistinEsmeraldahadmanagedtowarnhiscolleagueinSulaco。Likeagoodmanyofficersofthetroopsgarrisoningtheprovince,SotillohadbeeninfluencedinhisadoptionoftheRibieristcausebythebeliefthatithadtheenormouswealthoftheGouldConcessiononitsside。hehadbeenoneofthefrequentersoftheCasaGould,wherehehadairedhisBlancoconvictionsandhisardourforreformbeforeDonJoseAvellanos,castingfrank,honestglancestowardsMrsGouldandAntoniathewhile。HewasknowntobelongtoagoodfamilypersecutedandimpoverishedduringthetyrannyofGuzmanBento。Theopinionsheexpressedappearedeminentlynaturalandproperinamanofhisparentageandantecedents。
Andhewasnotadeceiver;itwasperfectlynaturalforhimtoexpresselevatedsentimentswhilehiswholefacultiesweretakenupwithwhatseemedthenasolidandpracticalnotion——thenotionthatthehusbandofAntoniaAvellanoswouldbe,naturally,theintimatefriendoftheGouldConcession。
HeevenpointedthisouttoAnzanionce,whennegotiatingthesixthorseventhsmallloaninthegloomy,dampapartmentwithenormousironbars,behindtheprincipalshopinthewholerowundertheArcades。Hehintedtotheuniversalshopkeeperattheexcellenttermshewasonwiththeemancipatedsenorita,whowaslikeasistertotheEnglishwoman。Hewouldadvanceonelegandputhisarmsakimbo,posingforAnzani'sinspection,andfixinghimwithahaughtystare。
`Look,miserableshopkeeper!Howcanamanlikemefailwithanywoman,letaloneanemancipatedgirllivinginscandalousfreedom?'heseemedtosay。
HismannerintheCasaGouldwas,ofcourse,verydifferent——devoidofalltruculence,andevenslightlymournful。Likemostofhiscountrymen,hewascarriedawaybythesoundoffinewords,especiallyifutteredbyhimself。Hehadnoconvictionsofanysortuponanythingexceptastotheirresistiblepowerofhispersonaladvantages。ButthatwassofirmthatevenDecoud'sappearanceinSulaco,andhisintimacywiththeGouldsandtheAvellanos,didnotdisquiethim。Onthecontrary,hetriedtomakefriendswiththatrichCostaguanerofromEuropeinthehopeofborrowingalargesumby-and-by。Theonlyguidingmotiveofhislifewastogetmoneyforthesatisfactionofhisexpensivetastes,whichheindulgedrecklessly,havingnoself-control。Heimaginedhimselfamasterofintrigue,buthiscorruptionwasassimpleasananimalinstinct。Attimes,insolitude,hehadhismomentsofferocity,andalsoonsuchoccasionsas,forinstance,whenaloneinaroomwithAnzanitryingtogetaloan。
HehadtalkedhimselfintothecommandoftheEsmeraldagarrison。ThatsmallseaporthaditsimportanceasthestationofthemainsubmarinecableconnectingtheOccidentalProvinceswiththeouterworld,andthejunctionwithitoftheSulacobranch。DonJoseAvellanosproposedhim,andBarrios,witharudeandjeeringguffaw,hadsaid,`Oh,letSotillogo。Heisaverygoodmantokeepguardoverthecable,andtheladiesofEsmeraldaoughttohavetheirturn。'Barrios,anindubitablybraveman,hadnogreatopinionofSotillo。
ItwasthroughtheEsmeraldacablealonethattheSanTomeminecouldbekeptinconstanttouchwiththegreatfinancier,whosetacitapprovalmadethestrengthoftheRibieristmovement。Thismovementhaditsadversarieseventhere。SotillogovernedEsmeraldawithrepressiveseveritytilltheadversecourseofeventsuponthedistanttheatreofcivilwarforceduponhimthereflectionthat,afterall,thegreatsilverminewasfatedtobecomethespoilofthevictors。Butcautionwasnecessary。HebeganbyassumingadarkandmysteriousattitudetowardsthefaithfulRibieristmunicipalityofEsmeralda。Lateron,theinformationthatthecommandantwasholdingassembliesofofficersinthedeadofnightwhichhadleakedoutsomehowcausedthosegentlementoneglecttheircivildutiesaltogether,andremainshutupintheirhouses。SuddenlyonedayallthelettersfromSulacobytheoverlandcourierwerecarriedoffbyafileofsoldiersfromthepostofficetotheComandancia,withoutdisguise,concealment,orapology。
SotillohadheardthroughCaytaofthefinaldefeatofRibiera。
Thiswasthefirstopensignofthechangeinhisconvictions。Presentlynotoriousdemocrats,whohadbeenlivingtilltheninconstantfearofarrest,legirons,andevenfloggings,couldbeobservedgoinginandoutatthegreatdooroftheComandancia,wherethehorsesoftheorderliesdozeundertheirheavysaddles,whilethemen,inraggeduniformsandpointedstrawhats,loungeonabench,withtheirnakedfeetstuckoutbeyondthestripofshade;andasentry,inaredbaizecoatwithholesattheelbows,standsatthetopofthestepsglaringhaughtilyatthecommonpeople,whouncovertheirheadstohimastheypass。
Sotillo'sideasdidnotsoarabovethecareforhispersonalsafetyandthechanceofplunderingthetowninhischarge,buthefearedthatsuchalateadhesionwouldearnbutscantgratitudefromthevictors。HehadbelievedjustalittletoolonginthepoweroftheSanTomemine。
TheseizedcorrespondencehadconfirmedhispreviousinformationofalargeamountofsilveringotslyingintheSulacoCustomHouse。TogainpossessionofitwouldbeaclearMonteristmove;asortofservicethatwouldhavetoberewarded。Withthesilverinhishandshecouldmaketermsforhimselfandhissoldiers。Hewasawareneitheroftheriots,norofthePresident'sescapetoSulacoandtheclosepursuitledbyMontero'sbrother,theguerrillero。
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