首页 >出版文学> GREAT EXPECTATIONS>第2章
  `WouldyougivemetheTime?'saidthesergeant,addressinghimselftoMrPumblechook,astoamanwhoseappreciativepowersjustifiedtheinferencethathewasequaltothetime。
  `It'sjustgonehalf-pasttwo。'
  `That'snotsobad,'saidthesergeant,reflecting;`evenifIwasforcedtohaltherenightwohours,that'lldo。Howfarmightyoucallyourselvesfromthemarshes,hereabouts?Notaboveamile,Ireckon?'
  `Justamile,'saidMrsJoe。
  `That'lldo。Webegintocloseinupon'emaboutdusk。Alittlebeforedusk,myordersare。That'lldo。'
  `Convicts,sergeant?'askedMrWopsle,inamatter-of-courseway。
  `Ay!'returnedthesergeant,`two。They'reprettywellknowntobeoutonthemarshesstill,andtheywon'ttrytogetclearof'embeforedusk。
  Anybodyhereseenanythingofanysuchgame?'
  Everybody,myselfexcepted,saidno,withconfidence。Nobodythoughtofme。
  `Well!'saidthesergeant,`they'llfindthemselvestrappedinacircle,Iexpect,soonerthantheycounton。Now,blacksmith!Ifyou'reready,hisMajestytheKingis。'
  Joehadgothiscoatandwaistcoatandcravatoff,andhisleatherapronon,andpassedintotheforge。Oneofthesoldiersopeneditswoodenwindows,anotherlightenedthefire,anotherturnedtoatthebellows,thereststoodroundtheblaze,whichwassoonroaring。ThenJoebegantohammerandclink,hammerandclink,andwealllookedon。
  Theinterestoftheimpendingpursuitnotonlyabsorbedthegeneralattention,butevenmademysisterliberal。Shedrewapitcherofbeerfromthecask,forthesoldiers,andinvitedthesergeanttotakeaglassofbrandy。ButMrPumblechooksaid,sharply,`Givehimwine,Mum。I'llengagethere'snoTarinthat:'so,thesergeantthankedhimandsaidthatashepreferredhisdrinkwithouttar,hewouldtakewine,ifitwasequallyconvenient。Whenitwasgivenhim,hedrankhisMajesty'shealthandComplimentsoftheSeason,andtookitallatamouthfulandsmackedhislips。
  `Goodstuff,eh,sergeant?'saidMrPumblechook。
  `I'lltellyousomething,'returnedthesergeant;`Isuspectthatstuff'sofyourproviding。'
  Mr。Pumblechook,withafatsortoflaugh,said,`Ay,ay?Why?'
  `Because,'returnedthesergeant,clappinghimontheshoulder,`you'reamanthatknowswhat'swhat。'
  `D'yethinkso?'saidMrPumblechook,withhisformerlaugh。`Haveanotherglass!'
  `Withyou。Hobandnob,'returnedthesergeant。`Thetopofminetothefootofyours-thefootofyourstothetopofmine-Ringonce,ringtwice-thebesttuneontheMusicalGlasses!Yourhealth。Mayyouliveathousandyears,andneverbeaworsejudgeoftherightsortthanyouareatthepresentmomentofyourlife!'
  Thesergeanttossedoffhisglassagainandseemedquitereadyforanotherglass。InoticedthatMrPumblechookinhishospitalityappearedtoforgetthathehadmadeapresentofthewine,buttookthebottlefromMrsJoeandhadallthecreditofhandingitaboutinagushofjoviality。EvenIgotsome。Andhewassoveryfreeofthewinethatheevencalledfortheotherbottle,andhandedthataboutwiththesameliberality,whenthefirstwasgone。
  AsIwatchedthemwhiletheyallstoodclusteringabouttheforge,enjoyingthemselvessomuch,Ithoughtwhatterriblegoodsauceforadinnermyfugitivefriendonthemarsheswas。Theyhadnotenjoyedthemselvesaquartersomuch,beforetheentertainmentwasbrightenedwiththeexcitementhefurnished。Andnow,whentheywereallinlivelyanticipationof`thetwovillains'beingtaken,andwhenthebellowsseemedtoroarforthefugitives,thefiretoflareforthem,thesmoketohurryawayinpursuitofthem,Joetohammerandclinkforthem,andallthemurkyshadowsonthewalltoshakeattheminmenaceastheblazeroseandsankandthered-hotsparksdroppedanddied,thepaleafter-noonoutside,almostseemedinmypityingyoungfancytohaveturnedpaleontheiraccount,poorwretches。
  Atlast,Joe'sjobwasdone,andtheringingandroaringstopped。AsJoegotonhiscoat,hemusteredcouragetoproposethatsomeofusshouldgodownwiththesoldiersandseewhatcameofthehunt。MrPumblechookandMrHubbledeclined,onthepleaofapipeandladies'society;butMrWopslesaidhewouldgo,ifJoewould。Joesaidhewasagreeable,andwouldtakeme,ifMrsJoeapproved。Wenevershouldhavegotleavetogo,Iamsure,butforMrsJoe'scuriositytoknowallaboutitandhowitended。Asitwas,shemerelystipulated,`Ifyoubringtheboybackwithhisheadblowntobitsbyamusket,don'tlooktometoputittogetheragain。'
  Thesergeanttookapoliteleaveoftheladies,andpartedfromMrPumblechookasfromacomrade;thoughIdoubtifhewerequiteasfullysensibleofthatgentleman'smeritsunderaridconditions,aswhensomethingmoistwasgoing。Hismenresumedtheirmusketsandfellin。MrWopsle,Joe,andI,receivedstrictchargetokeepintherear,andtospeaknowordafterwereachedthemarshes。Whenwewerealloutintherawairandweresteadilymovingtowardsourbusiness,ItreasonablywhisperedtoJoe,`Ihope,Joe,weshan'tfindthem。'andJoewhisperedtome,`I'dgiveashillingiftheyhadcutandrun,Pip。'
  Wewerejoinedbynostragglersfromthevillage,fortheweatherwascoldandthreatening,thewaydreary,thefootinghad,darknesscomingon,andthepeoplehadgoodfiresin-doorsandwerekeepingtheday。A
  fewfaceshurriedtoglowingwindowsandlookedafterus,butnonecameout。Wepassedthefinger-post,andheldstraightontothechurchyard。
  There,wewerestoppedafewminutesbyasignalfromthesergeant'shand,whiletwoorthreeofhismendispersedthemselvesamongthegraves,andalsoexaminedtheporch。Theycameinagainwithoutfindinganything,andthenwestruckoutontheopenmarshes,throughthegateatthesideofthechurchyard。Abittersleetcamerattlingagainstushereontheeastwind,andJoetookmeonhisback。
  NowthatweareoutuponthedismalwildernesswheretheylittlethoughtIhadbeenwithineightorninehoursandhadseenbothmenhiding,Iconsideredforthefirsttime,withgreatdread,ifweshouldcomeuponthem,wouldmyparticularconvictsupposethatitwasIwhohadbroughtthesoldiersthere?HehadaskedmeifIwasadeceivingimp,andhehadsaidIshouldbeafierceyounghoundifIjoinedthehuntagainsthim。WouldhebelievethatIwasbothimpandhoundintreacherousearnest,andhadbetrayedhim?
  Itwasofnouseaskingmyselfthisquestionnow。ThereIwas,onJoe'sback,andtherewasJoebeneathme,chargingattheditcheslikeahunter,andstimulatingMrWopslenottotumbleonhisRomannose,andtokeepupwithus。Thesoldierswereinfrontofus,extendingintoaprettywidelinewithanintervalbetweenmanandman。WeweretakingthecourseI
  hadbegunwith,andfromwhichIhaddivergedinthemist。Eitherthemistwasnotoutagainyet,orthewindhaddispelledit。Underthelowredglareofsunset,thebeacon,andthegibbet,andthemoundoftheBattery,andtheoppositeshoreoftheriver,wereplain,thoughallofawateryleadcolour。
  WithmyheartthumpinglikeablacksmithatJoe'sbroadshoulder,I
  lookedallaboutforanysignoftheconvicts。Icouldseenone,Icouldhearnone。MrWopslehadgreatlyalarmedmemorethanonce,byhisblowingandhardbreathing;butIknewthesoundsbythistime,andcoulddissociatethemfromtheobjectofpursuit。Igotadreadfulstart,whenIthoughtIheardthefilestillgoing;butitwasonlyasheepbell。Thesheepstoppedintheireatingandlookedtimidlyatus;andthecattle,theirheadsturnedfromthewindandsleet,staredangrilyasiftheyheldusresponsibleforbothannoyances;but,exceptthesethings,andtheshudderofthedyingdayineverybladeofgrass,therewasnobreakinthebleakstillnessofthemarshes。
  ThesoldiersweremovingoninthedirectionoftheoldBattery,andweweremovingonalittlewaybehindthem,when,allofasudden,weallstopped。For,therehadreachedusonthewingsofthewindandrain,alongshout。Itwasrepeated。Itwasatadistancetowardstheeast,butitwaslongandloud。Nay,thereseemedtobetwoormoreshoutsraisedtogether-ifonemightjudgefromaconfusioninthesound。
  Tothiseffectthesergeantandthenearestmenwerespeakingundertheirbreath,whenJoeandIcameup。Afteranothermoment'slistening,Joewhowasagoodjudgeagreed,andMrWopslewhowasabadjudge
  agreed。Thesergeant,adecisiveman,orderedthatthesoundshouldnotbeanswered,butthatthecourseshouldbechanged,andthathismenshouldmaketowardsit`atthedouble。'SoweslantedtotherightwheretheEastwas,andJoepoundedawaysowonderfully,thatIhadtoholdontighttokeepmyseat。
  Itwasarunindeednow,andwhatJoecalled,intheonlytwowordshespokeallthetime,`aWinder。'Downbanksandupbanks,andovergates,andsplashingintodykes,andbreakingamongcoarserushes:nomancaredwherehewent。Aswecamenearertotheshouting,itbecamemoreandmoreapparentthatitwasmadebymorethanonevoice。Sometimes,itseemedtostopaltogether,andthenthesoldiersstopped。Whenitbrokeoutagain,thesoldiersmadeforitatagreaterratethanever,andweafterthem。
  Afterawhile,wehadsorunitdown,thatwecouldhearonevoicecalling`Murder!'andanothervoice,`Convicts!Runaways!Guard!Thiswayfortherunawayconvicts!'Thenbothvoiceswouldseemtobestifledinastruggle,andthenwouldbreakoutagain。Andwhenithadcometothis,thesoldiersranlikedeer,andJoetoo。
  Thesergeantraninfirst,whenwehadrunthenoisequitedown,andtwoofhismenranincloseuponhim。Theirpieceswerecockedandlevelledwhenweallranin。
  `Herearebothmen!'pantedthesergeant,strugglingatthebottomofaditch。`Surrender,youtwo!andconfoundyoufortwowildbeasts!Comeasunder!'
  Waterwassplashing,andmudwasflying,andoathswerebeingsworn,andblowswerebeingstruck,whensomemoremenwentdownintotheditchtohelpthesergeant,anddraggedout,separately,myconvictandtheotherone。Bothwerebleedingandpantingandexecratingandstruggling;butofcourseIknewthembothdirectly。
  `Mind!'saidmyconvict,wipingbloodfromhisfacewithhisraggedsleeves,andshakingtornhairfromhisfingers:`Itookhim!Igivehimuptoyou!Mindthat!'
  `It'snotmuchtobeparticularabout,'aidthesergeant;`it'lldoyousmallgood,myman,beinginthesameplightyourself。Handcuffsthere!'
  `Idon'texpectittodomeanygood。Idon'twantittodomemoregoodthanitdoesnow,'saidmyconvict,withagreedylaugh。`Itookhim。
  Heknowsit。That'senoughforme。'
  Theotherconvictwaslividtolookat,and,inadditiontotheoldbruisedleftsideofhisface,seemedtobebruisedandtornallover。
  Hecouldnotsomuchasgethisbreathtospeak,untiltheywerebothseparatelyhandcuffed,butleaneduponasoldiertokeephimselffromfalling。
  `Takenotice,guard-hetriedtomurderme,'werehisfirstwords。
  `Triedtomurderhim?'saidmyconvict,disdainfully。`Try,andnotdoit?Itookhim,andgiv'himup;that'swhatIdone。Inotonlypreventedhimgettingoffthemarshes,butIdraggedhimhere-draggedhimthisfaronhiswayback。He'sagentleman,ifyouplease,thisvillain。Now,theHulkshasgotitsgentlemanagain,throughme。Murderhim?Worthmywhile,too,tomurderhim,whenIcoulddoworseanddraghimback!'
  Theotheronestillgasped,`Hetried-hetried-to-murderme。Bear-bearwitness。'
  `Lookeehere!'saidmyconvicttothesergeant。`Single-handedIgotclearoftheprison-ship;ImadeadashandIdoneit。Icouldha'gotclearofthesedeath-coldflatslikewise-lookatmyleg:youwon'tfindmuchirononit-ifIhadn'tmadediscoverythathewashere。Lethimgofree?LethimprofitbythemeansasIfoundout?
  Lethimmakeatoolofmeafreshandagain?Oncemore?No,no,no。
  IfIhaddiedatthebottomthere;'andhemadeanemphaticswingattheditchwithhismanacledhands;`I'dhaveheldtohimwiththatgrip,thatyoushouldhavebeensafetofindhiminmyhold。'
  Theotherfugitive,whowasevidentlyinextremehorrorofhiscompanion,repeated,`Hetriedtomurderme。Ishouldhavebeenadeadmanifyouhadnotcomeup。'
  `Helies!'saidmyconvict,withfierceenergy。`He'saliarborn,andhe'lldiealiar。Lookathisface;ain'titwrittenthere?Lethimturnthoseeyesofhisonme。Idefyhimtodoit。'
  Theother,withaneffortatascornfulsmile-whichcouldnot,however,collectthenervousworkingofhismouthintoanysetexpression-lookedatthesoldiers,andlookedaboutatthemarshesandatthesky,butcertainlydidnotlookatthespeaker。
  `Doyouseehim?'pursuedmyconvict。`Doyouseewhatavillainheis?Doyouseethosegrovellingandwanderingeyes?That'showhelookedwhenweweretriedtogether。Heneverlookedatme。'
  Theother,alwaysworkingandworkinghisdrylipsandturninghiseyesrestlesslyabouthimfarandnear,didatlastturnthemforamomentonthespeaker,withthewords,`Youarenotmuchtolookat,'andwithahalf-tauntingglanceattheboundhands。Atthatpoint,myconvictbecamesofranticallyexasperated,thathewouldhaverusheduponhimbutfortheinterpositionofthesoldiers。`Didn'tItellyou,'saidtheotherconvictthen,`thathewouldmurderme,ifhecould?'Andanyonecouldseethatheshookwithfear,andthattherebrokeoutuponhislips,curiouswhiteflakes,likethinsnow。
  `Enoughofthisparley,'saidthesergeant。`Lightthosetorches。'
  Asoneofthesoldiers,whocarriedabasketinlieuofagun,wentdownonhiskneetoopenit,myconvictlookedroundhimforthefirsttime,andsawme。IhadalightedfromJoe'sbackonthebrinkoftheditchwhenwecameup,andhadnotmovedsince。Ilookedathimeagerlywhenhelookedatme,andslightlymovedmyhandsandshookmyhead。Ihadbeenwaitingforhimtoseeme,thatImighttrytoassurehimofmyinnocence。
  Itwasnotatallexpressedtomethatheevencomprehendedmyintention,forhegavemealookthatIdidnotunderstand,anditallpassedinamoment。Butifhehadlookedatmeforanhourorforaday,Icouldnothaverememberedhisfaceeverafterwards,ashavingbeenmoreattentive。
  Thesoldierwiththebasketsoongotalight,andlightedthreeorfourtorches,andtookonehimselfanddistributedtheothers。Ithadbeenalmostdarkbefore,butnowitseemedquitedark,andsoonafterwardsverydark。
  Beforewedepartedfromthatspot,foursoldiersstandinginaring,firedtwiceintotheair。Presentlywesawothertorcheskindledatsomedistancebehindus,andothersonthemarshesontheoppositebankoftheriver。
  `Allright,'saidthesergeant。`March。'
  Wehadnotgonefarwhenthreecannonwerefiredaheadofuswithasoundthatseemedtoburstsomethinginsidemyear。`Youareexpectedonboard,'saidthesergeanttomyconvict;`theyknowyouarecoming。Don'tstraggle,myman。Closeuphere。'
  Thetwowerekeptapart,andeachwalkedsurroundedbyaseparateguard。
  IhadholdofJoe'shandnow,andJoecarriedoneofthetorches。MrWopslehadbeenforgoingback,butJoewasresolvedtoseeitout,sowewentonwiththeparty。Therewasareasonablygoodpathnow,mostlyontheedgeoftheriver,withadivergencehereandtherewhereadykecame,withaminiaturewindmillonitandamuddysluice-gate。WhenIlookedround,Icouldseetheotherlightscominginafterus。Thetorcheswecarried,droppedgreatblotchesoftheuponthetrack,andIcouldseethose,too,lyingsmokingandflaring。Icouldseenothingelsebutblackdarkness。Ourlightswarmedtheairaboutuswiththeirpitchyblaze,andthetwoprisonersseemedrathertolikethat,astheylimpedalonginthemidstofthemuskets。Wecouldnotgofast,becauseoftheirlameness;
  andtheyweresospent,thattwoorthreetimeswehadtohaltwhiletheyrested。
  Afteranhourorsoofthistravelling,wecametoaroughwoodenhutandalanding-place。Therewasaguardinthehut,andtheychallenged,andthesergeantanswered。Then,wewentintothehutwheretherewasasmelloftobaccoandwhitewash,andabrightfire,andalamp,andastandofmuskets,andadrum,andalowwoodenbedstead,likeanovergrownmanglewithoutthemachinery,capableofholdingaboutadozensoldiersallatonce。Threeorfoursoldierswholayuponitintheirgreat-coats,werenotmuchinterestedinus,butjustliftedtheirheadsandtookasleepystare,andthenlaydownagain。Thesergeantmadesomekindofreport,andsomeentryinabook,andthentheconvictwhomIcalltheotherconvictwasdraftedoffwithhisguard,togoonboardfirst。
  Myconvictneverlookedatme,exceptthatonce。Whilewestoodinthehut,hestoodbeforethefirelookingthoughtfullyatit,orputtinguphisfeetbyturnsuponthehob,andlookingthoughtfullyatthemasifhepitiedthemfortheirrecentadventures。Suddenly,heturnedtothesergeant,andremarked:
  `Iwishtosaysomethingrespectingthisescape。Itmaypreventsomepersonslayingundersuspicionalongerme。'
  `Youcansaywhatyoulike,'returnedthesergeant,standingcoollylookingathimwithhisarmsfolded,`butyouhavenocalltosayithere。
  You'llhaveopportunityenoughtosayaboutit,andhearaboutit,beforeit'sdonewith,youknow。'
  `Iknow,butthisisanotherpint,aseparatematter。Amancan'tstarve;
  atleastIcan't。Itooksomewittles,upatthewillageoveryonder-wherethechurchstandsa'mostoutonthemarshes。'
  `Youmeanstole,'saidthesergeant。
  `AndI'lltellyouwherefrom。Fromtheblacksmith's。'
  `Halloa!'saidthesergeant,staringatJoe。
  `Halloa,Pip!'saidJoe,staringatme。
  `Itwassomebrokenwittles-that'swhatitwas-andadramofliquor,andapie。'
  `Haveyouhappenedtomisssuchanarticlesasapie,blacksmith?'askedthesergeant,confidentially。
  `Mywifedid,attheverymomentwhenyoucamein。Don'tyouknow,Pip?'
  `So,'saidmyconvict,turninghiseyesonJoeinamoodymanner,andwithouttheleastglanceatme;`soyou'retheblacksmith,areyou?ThanI'msorrytosay,I'veeatyourpie。'
  `Godknowsyou'rewelcometoit-sofarasitwasevermine,'returnedJoe,withasavingremembranceofMrsJoe。`Wedon'tknowwhatyouhavedone,butwewouldn'thaveyoustarvedtodeathforit,poormiserablefellow-creatur-Wouldus,Pip?'
  ThesomethingthatIhadnoticedbefore,clickedintheman'sthroatagain,andheturnedhisback。Theboathadreturned,andhisguardwereready,sowefollowedhimtothelanding-placemadeofroughstakesandstones,andsawhimputintotheboat,whichwasrowedbyacrewofconvictslikehimself。Nooneseemedsurprisedtoseehim,orinterestedinseeinghim,orgladtoseehim,orsorrytoseehim,orspokeaword,exceptthatsomebodyintheboatgrowledasiftodogs,`Giveway,you!'whichwasthesignalforthedipoftheoars。Bythelightoftorches,wewastheblackHulklyingoutalittlewayfromthemudoftheshore,likeawickedNoah'sark。Cribbedandbarredandmooredbymassiverustychains,theprison-shipseemedinmyyoungeyestobeironedliketheprisoners。Wesawtheboatgoalongside,andwesawhimtakenupthesideanddisappear。
  Then,theendsofthetorcheswereflunghissingintothewater,andwentout,asifitwerealloverwithhim。
  Chapter6
  MYstateofmindregardingthepilferingfromwhichIhadbeensounexpectedlyexonerated,didnotimpelmetofrankdisclosure;butIhopeithadsomedregsofgoodatthebottomofit。
  IdonotrecallthatIfeltanytendernessofconscienceinreferencetoMrsJoe,whenthefearofbeingfoundoutwasliftedoffme。ButIlovedJoe-perhapsfornobetterreasoninthoseearlydaysthanbecausethedearfellowletmelovehim-and,astohim,myinnerselfwasnotsoeasilycomposed。ItwasmuchuponmymindparticularlywhenIfirstsawhimlookingaboutforhisfilethatIoughttotellJoethewholetruth。
  YetIdidnot,andforthereasonthatImistrustedthatifIdid,hewouldthinkmeworsethanIwas。ThefearoflosingJoe'sconfidence,andofthenceforthsittinginthechimney-corneratnightstaringdrearilyatmyforeverlostcompanionandfriend,tiedupmytongue。ImorbidlyrepresentedtomyselfthatifJoeknewit,Ineverafterwardscouldseehimatthefiresidefeelinghisfairwhisker,withoutthinkingthathewasmeditatingonit。That,ifJoeknewit,Ineverafterwardscouldseehimglance,howevercasually,atyesterday'smeatorpuddingwhenitcameonto-day'stable,withoutthinkingthathewasdebatingwhetherIhadbeeninthepantry。
  That,ifJoeknewit,andatanysubsequentperiodofourjointdomesticliferemarkedthathisbeerwasflatorthick,theconvictionthathesuspectedTarinit,wouldbringarushofbloodtomyface。Inaword,IwastoocowardlytodowhatIknewtoberight,asIhadbeentoocowardlytoavoiddoingwhatIknewtobewrong。Ihadhadnointercoursewiththeworldatthattime,andIimitatednoneofitsmanyinhabitantswhoactinthismanner。Quiteanuntaughtgenius,Imadethediscoveryofthelineofactionformyself。
  AsIwassleepybeforewewerefarawayfromtheprison-ship,Joetookmeonhisbackagainandcarriedmehome。Hemusthavehadatiresomejourneyofit,forMrWopsle,beingknockedup,wasinsuchaverybadtemperthatiftheChurchhadbeenthrownopen,hewouldprobablyhaveexcommunicatedthewholeexpedition,beginningwithJoeandmyself。Inhislaycapacity,hepersistedinsittingdowninthedamptosuchaninsaneextent,thatwhenhiscoatwastakenofftobedriedatthekitchenfire,thecircumstantialevidenceonhistrouserswouldhavehangedhimifithadbeenacapitaloffence。
  Bythattime,Iwasstaggeringonthekitchenfloorlikealittledrunkard,throughhavingbeennewlysetuponmyfeet,andthroughhavingbeenfastasleep,andthroughwakingintheheatandlightsandnoiseoftongues。
  AsIcametomyselfwiththeaidofaheavythumpbetweentheshoulders,andtherestorativeexclamation`Yah!Wasthereeversuchaboyasthis!'
  frommysister,IfoundJoetellingthenabouttheconvict'sconfession,andallthevisitorssuggestingdifferentwaysbywhichhehadgotintothepantry。MrPumblechookmadeout,aftercarefullysurveyingthepremises,thathehadfirstgotupontheroofoftheforge,andhadthengotupontheroofofthehouse,andhadthenlethimselfdownthekitchenchimneybyaropemadeofhisbeddingcutintostrips;andasMrPumblechookwasverypositiveanddrovehisownchaise-cart-overeverybody-itwasagreedthatitmustbeso。MrWopsle,indeed,wildlycriedout`No!'withthefeeblemaliceofatriedman;but,ashehadnotheory,andnocoaton,hewasunanimouslysetatnought-nottomentionhissmokinghardbehind,ashestoodwithhisbacktothekitchenfiretodrawthedampout:whichwasnotcalculatedtoinspireconfidence。
  ThiswasallIheardthatnightbeforemysisterclutchedme,asaslumberousoffencetothecompany'seyesight,andassistedmeuptobedwithsuchastronghandthatIseemedtohavefiftybootson,andtobedanglingthemallagainsttheedgesofthestairs。Mystateofmind,asIhavedescribedit,beganbeforeIwasupinthemorning,andlastedlongafterthesubjecthaddiedout,andhadceasedtobementionedsavingonexceptionaloccasions。
  Chapter7
  ATthetimewhenIstoodinthechurchyard,readingthefamilytombstones,Ihadjustenoughlearningtobeabletospellthemout。Myconstructionevenoftheirsimplemeaningwasnotverycorrect,forIread`wifeoftheAbove'asacomplimentaryreferencetomyfather'sexaltationtoabetterworld;andifanyoneofmydeceasedrelationshadbeenreferredtoas`Below,'IhavenodoubtIshouldhaveformedtheworstopinionsofthatmemberofthefamily。Neither,weremynotionsofthetheologicalpositionstowhichmyCatechismboundme,atallaccurate;for,IhavealivelyremembrancethatIsupposedmydeclarationthatIwasto`walkinthesameallthedaysofmylife,'laidmeunderanobligationalwaystogothroughthevillagefromourhouseinoneparticulardirection,andnevertovaryitbyturningdownbythewheelwright'sorupbythemill。
  WhenIwasoldenough,IwastobeapprenticedtoJoe,anduntilIcouldassumethatdignityIwasnottobewhatMrsJoecalled`Pompeyed,'orasIrenderitpampered。Therefore,Iwasnotonlyodd-boyabouttheforge,butifanyneighbourhappenedtowantanextraboytofrightenbirds,orpickupstones,ordoanysuchjob,Iwasfavouredwiththeemployment。
  Inorder,however,thatoursuperiorpositionmightnotbecompromisedthereby,amoney-boxwaskeptonthekitchenmantel-shelf,intowhichitwaspubliclymadeknownthatallmyearningsweredropped。IhaveanimpressionthattheyweretobecontributedeventuallytowardstheliquidationoftheNationalDebt,butIknowIhadnohopeofanypersonalparticipationinthetreasure。
  MrWopsle'sgreat-auntkeptaneveningschoolinthevillage;thatistosay,shewasaridiculousoldwomanoflimitedmeansandunlimitedinfirmity,whousedtogotosleepfromsixtoseveneveryevening,inthesocietyofyouthwhopaidtwopenceperweekeach,fortheimprovingopportunityofseeingherdoit。Sherentedasmallcottage,andMrWopslehadtheroomup-stairs,wherewestudentsusedtooverhearhimreadingaloudinamostdignifiedandterrificmanner,andoccasionallybumpingontheceiling。
  TherewasafictionthatMrWopsle`examined'thescholars,onceaquarter。
  Whathedidonthoseoccasionswastoturnuphiscuffs,stickuphishair,andgiveusMarkAntony'sorationoverthebodyofCaesar。ThiswasalwaysfollowedbyCollins'sOdeonthePassions,whereinIparticularlyveneratedMrWopsleasRevenge,throwinghisblood-stainedswordinthunderdown,andtakingtheWar-denouncingtrumpetwithawitheringlook。Itwasnotwithmethen,asitwasinlaterlife,whenIfellintothesocietyofthePassions,andcomparedthemwithCollinsandWopsle,rathertothedisadvantageofbothgentlemen。
  Mr。Wopsle'sgreat-aunt,besideskeepingthisEducationalInstitution,kept-inthesameroom-alittlegeneralshop。Shehadnoideawhatstockshehad,orwhatthepriceofanythinginitwas;buttherewasalittlegreasymemorandum-bookkeptinadrawer,whichservedasaCatalogueofPrices,andbythisoracleBiddyarrangedalltheshoptransaction。BiddywasMrWopsle'sgreat-aunt'sgranddaughter;Iconfessmyselfquietunequaltotheworkingoutoftheproblem,whatrelationshewastoMrWopsle。
  Shewasanorphanlikemyself;likeme,too,hadbeenbroughtupbyhand。
  Shewasmostnoticeable,Ithought,inrespectofherextremities;for,herhairalwayswantedbrushing,herhandsalwayswantedwashing,andhershoesalwayswantedmendingandpullingupatheel。Thisdescriptionmustbereceivedwithaweek-daylimitation。OnSundays,shewenttochurchelaborated。
  Muchofmyunassistedself,andmorebythehelpofBiddythanofMrWopsle'sgreat-aunt,Istruggledthroughthealphabetasifithadbeenabramble-bush;gettingconsiderablyworriedandscratchedbyeveryletter。
  Afterthat,Ifellamongthosethieves,theninefigures,whoseemedeveryeveningtodosomethingnewtodisguisethemselvesandbafflerecognition。
  But,atlastIbegan,inapurblindgropingway,toread,write,andcipher,ontheverysmallestscale。
  Onenight,Iwassittinginthechimney-cornerwithmyslate,expendinggreateffortsontheproductionofalettertoJoe。Ithinkitmusthavebeenafullyyearafterourhuntuponthemarshes,foritwasalongtimeafter,anditwaswinterandahardfrost。Withanalphabetonthehearthatmyfeetforreference,Icontrivedinanhourortwotoprintandsmearthisepistle:`MIDEERJOiOPEURKRWITEWELLiOPEiSHALSONBHABELL
  42TEEDGEUJOANTHENWESHORLBSOGLODDANWENiMPRENGTD2UJOWOT
  LARXANBLEVEMEINFXNPIP。'TherewasnoindispensablenecessityformycommunicatingwithJoebyletter,inasmuchashesatbesidemeandwewerealone。But,Ideliveredthiswrittencommunicationslateandallwithmyownhand,andJoereceiveditasamiracleoferudition。
  `Isay,Pip,oldchap!'criedJoe,openinghisblueeyeswide,`whatascholaryouare!An'tyou?'
  `Ishouldliketobe,'saidI,glancingattheslateasheheldit:
  withamisgivingthatthewritingwasratherhilly。
  `Why,here'saJ,'saidJoe,`andaOequaltoanythink!Here'saJ
  andaO,Pip,andaJ-O,Joe。'
  IhadneverheardJoereadaloudtoanygreaterextentthanthismonosyllable,andIhadobservedatchurchlastSundaywhenIaccidentallyheldourPrayer-Bookupsidedown,thatitseemedtosuithisconveniencequiteaswellasifithadbeenright。WishingtoembracethepresentoccasionoffindingoutwhetherinteachingJoe,Ishouldhavetobeginquiteatthebeginning,Isaid,`Ah!Butreadtherest,Jo。'
  `Therest,eh,Pip?'saidJoe,lookingatitwithaslowlysearchingeye,`One,two,three。Why,here'sthreeJs,andthreeOs,andthreeJ-O,Joesinit,Pip!'
  IleanedoverJoe,and,withtheaidofmyforefinger,readhimthewholeletter。
  `Astonishing!'saidJoe,whenIhadfinished。`YouAREascholar。'
  `HowdoyouspellGargery,Joe?'Iaskedhim,withamodestpatronage。
  `Idon'tspellitatall,'saidJoe。
  `Butsupposingyoudid?'
  `Itcan'tbesupposed,'saidJoe。`Tho'I'moncommonfondofreading,too。'
  `Areyou,Joe?'
  `On-common。Giveme,'saidJoe,`agoodbook,oragoodnewspaper,andsitmedownaforeagoodfire,andIasknobetter。Lord!'hecontinued,afterrubbinghiskneesalittle,`whenyoudocometoaJandaO,andsaysyou,"Here,atlast,isaJ-O,Joe,"howinterestingreadingis!'
  Iderivedfromthislast,thatJoe'seducation,likeSteam,wasyetinitsinfancy,Pursuingthesubject,Iinquired:
  `Didn'tyouevergotoschool,Joe,whenyouwereaslittleasme?'
  `No,Pip。'
  `Whydidn'tyouevergotoschool,Joe,whenyouwereaslittleasme?'
  `Well,Pip,'saidJoe,takingupthepoker,andsettlinghimselftohisusualoccupationwhenhewasthoughtful,ofslowlyrakingthefirebetweenthelowerbars:`I'lltellyou。Myfather,Pip,heweregiventodrink,andwhenhewereovertookwithdrink,hehammeredawayatmymother,mostonmerciful。Itwerea'mosttheonlyhammeringhedid,indeed,'xceptingatmyself。Andhehammeredatmewithawigouronlytobeequalledbythewigourwithwhichhedidn'thammerathisanwil-You'relisteningandunderstanding,Pip?'
  `Yes,Joe。'
  `'Consequence,mymotherandmeweranawayfrommyfather,severaltimes;andthenmymothershe'dgoouttowork,andshe'dsay,"Joe,"she'dsay,"now,pleaseGod,youshallhavesomeschooling,child,"andshe'dputmetoschool。Butmyfatherwerethatgoodinhishartthathecouldn'tabeartobewithoutus。So,he'dcomewithamosttremenjouscrowdandmakesucharowatthedoorsofthehouseswherewewas,thattheyusedtobeobligatedtohavenomoretodowithusandtogiveusuptohim。
  Andthenhetookushomeandhammeredus。Which,yousee,Pip,'saidJoe,pausinginhismeditativerakingofthefire,andlookingatme,`wereadrawbackonmylearning。'
  `Certainly,poorJoe!'
  `Thoughmindyou,Pip,'saidJoe,withajudicialtouchortwoofthepokeronthetopbar,`renderinguntoalltheirdoo,andmaintainingequaljusticebetwixtmanandman,myfatherwerethatgoodinhishart,don'tyousee?'
  Ididn'tsee;butIdidn'tsayso。
  `Well!'Joepursued,`somebodymustkeepthepotabiling,Pip,orthepotwon'tbile,don'tyouknow?'
  Isawthat,andsaidso。
  `'Consequence,myfatherdidn'tmakeobjectionstomygoingtowork;
  soIwenttoworktoworkatmypresentcalling,whichwerehistoo,ifhewouldhavefollowedit,andIworkedtolerablehard,Iassureyou,Pip。IntimeIwereabletokeephim,andIkepthimtillhewentoffinapurplelepticfit。AnditweremyintentionstohavehadputuponhistombstonethatWhatsume'erthefailingsonhispart,Rememberreaderhewerethatgoodinhishart。'
  Joerecitedthiscoupletwithsuchmanifestprideandcarefulperspicuity,thatIaskedhimifhehadmadeithimself。
  `Imadeit,'saidJoe,`myownself。Imadeitinamoment。Itwaslikestrikingoutahorseshoecomplete,inasingleblow。Ineverwassomuchsurprisedinallmylife-couldn'tcreditmyowned-totellyouthetruth,hardlybelieveditweremyowned。AsIwassaying,Pip,itweremyintentionstohavehaditcutoverhim;butpoetrycostsmoney,cutithowyouwill,smallorlarge,anditwerenotdone。Nottomentionbearers,allthemoneythatcouldbesparedwerewantedformymother。
  Shewereinpoorelth,andquitebroke。Sheweren'tlongoffollowing,poorsoul,andhershareofpeacecomeroundatlast。'
  Joe'sblueeyesturnedalittlewatery;herubbed,firstoneofthem,andthentheother,inamostuncongenialanduncomfortablemanner,withtheroundknobonthetopofthepoker。
  `Itwerebutlonesomethen,'saidJoe,`livingherealone,andIgotacquaintedwithyoursister。Now,Pip;'Joelookedfirmlyatme,asifheknewIwasnotgoingtoagreewithhim;`yoursisterisafinefigureofawoman。'
  Icouldnothelplookingatthefire,inanobviousstateofdoubt。
  `Whateverfamilyopinions,orwhatevertheworld'sopinions,onthatsubjectmaybe,Pip,yoursisteris,'Joetappedthetopbarwiththepokeraftereverywordfollowing,`a-fine-figure-of-a-woman!'
  Icouldthinkofnothingbettertosaythan`Iamgladyouthinkso,Joe。'
  `SoamI,'returnedJoe,catchingmeup。`IamgladIthinkso,Pip。AlittlerednessoralittlematterofBone,hereorthere,whatdoesitsignifytoMe?'
  Isagaciouslyobserved,ifitdidn'tsignifytohim,towhomdiditsignify?
  `Certainly!'assentedJoe。`That'sit。You'reright,oldchap!WhenI
  gotacquaintedwithyoursister,itwerethetalkhowshewasbringingyouupbyhand。Verykindofhertoo,allthefolkssaid,andIsaid,alongwithallthefolks。Astoyou,'Joepursuedwithacountenanceexpressiveofseeingsomethingverynastyindeed:`ifyoucouldhavebeenawarehowsmallandflabbyandmeanyouwas,dearme,you'dhaveformedthemostcontemptibleopinionsofyourself!'
  Notexactlyrelishingthis,Isaid,`Nevermindme,Joe。'
  `ButIdidmindyou,Pip,'hereturnedwithtendersimplicity。`WhenIofferedtoyoursistertokeepcompany,andtobeaskedinchurchatsuchtimesasshewaswillingandreadytocometotheforge,Isaidtoher,"Andbringthepoorlittlechild。Godblessthepoorlittlechild,"
  Isaidtoyoursister,"there'sroomforhimattheforge!"'
  Ibrokeoutcryingandbeggingpardon,andhuggedJoeroundtheneck:
  whodroppedthepokertohugme,andtosay,`Everthebestoffriends;
  an'tus,Pip?Don'tcry,oldchap!'
  Whenthislittleinterruptionwasover,Joeresumed:
  `Well,yousee,Pip,andhereweare!That'saboutwhereitlights;
  hereweare!Now,whenyoutakemeinhandinmylearning,PipandItellyoubeforehandIamawfuldull,mostawfuldull,MrsJoemustn'tseetoomuchofwhatwe'reupto。Itmustbedone,asImaysay,onthesly。Andwhyonthesly?I'lltellyouwhy,Pip。'
  Hehadtakenupthepokeragain;withoutwhich,Idoubtifhecouldhaveproceededinhisdemonstration。
  `Yoursisterisgiventogovernment。'
  `Giventogovernment,Joe?'Iwasstartled,forIhadsomeshadowyideaandIamafraidImustadd,hopethatJoehaddivorcedherinafavouroftheLordsoftheAdmiralty,orTreasury。
  `Giventogovernment,'saidJoe。`WhichImeantersaythegovernmentofyouandmyself。'
  `Oh!'
  `Andshean'toverpartialtohavingscholarsonthepremises,'Joecontinued,`andinparticklerwouldnotbeoverpartialtomybeingascholar,forfearasImightrise。Likeasortorrebel,don'tyousee?'
  Iwasgoingtoretortwithaninquiry,andhadgotasfaras`Why——'
  whenJoestoppedme。
  `Stayabit。Iknowwhatyou'rea-goingtosay,Pip;stayabit!Idon'tdenythatyoursistercomestheMo-guloverus,nowandagain。Idon'tdenythatshedothrowusback-falls,andthatshedodropdownuponusheavy。AtsuchtimesaswhenyoursisterisontheRam-page,Pip,'Joesankhisvoicetoawhisperandglancedatthedoor,`candourcompelsfurtoadmitthatsheisaBuster。'
  Joepronouncedthisword,asifitbeganwithatleasttwelvecapitalBs。
  `Whydon'tIrise?ThatwereyourobservationwhenIbrokeitoff,Pip?'
  `Yes,Joe。'
  `Well,'saidJoe,passingthepokerintohislefthand,thathemightfeelhiswhisker;andIhadnohopeofhimwheneverhetooktothatplacidoccupation;`yoursister'samaster-mind。Amaster-mind。'
  `What'sthat?'Iasked,insomehopeofbringinghimtoastand。But,JoewasreadierwithhisdefinitionthanIhadexcepted,andcompletelystoppedmebyarguingcircularly,andansweringwithafixedlook,`Her。'
  `AndIan'tamaster-mind,'Joeresumed,whenhehadunfixedhislook,andgotbacktohiswhisker。`Andlastofall,Pip-andthisIwanttosayveryseroustoyou,oldchap-Iseesomuchinmypoormother,ofawomandrudgingandslavingandbreakingherhonesthartandnevergettingnopeaceinhermortaldays,thatI'mdeadafeerdofgoingwronginthewayofnotdoingwhat'srightbyawoman,andI'dfurratherofthetwogowrongthet'otherway,andbealittleill-conweniencedmyself。Iwishitwasonlymethatgotputout,Pip;Iwishtherewarn'tnoTicklerforyou,oldchap;IwishIcouldtakeitallonmyself;butthisistheup-and-down-and-straightonit,Pip,andIhopeyou'lloverlookshortcomings。'
  YoungasIwas,IbelievethatIdatedanewadmirationofJoefromthatnight。Wewereequalsafterwards,aswehadbeenbefore;but,afterwardsatquiettimeswhenIsatlookingatJoeandthinkingabouthim,IhadanewsensationoffeelingconsciousthatIwaslookinguptoJoeinmyheart。
  `However,'saidJoe,risingtoreplenishthefire;`here'stheDutch-clockaworkinghimselfuptobeingequaltostrikeEightof'em,andshe'snotcomehomeyet!IhopeUnclePumblechook'smaremayn'thavesetafore-footonapieceo'ice,andgonedown。'
  MrsJoemadeoccasionaltripswithUnclePumblechookonmarket-days,toassisthiminbuyingsuchhouseholdstuffsandgoodsasrequiredawoman'sjudgment;UnclePumblechookbeingabachelorandreposingnoconfidencesinhisdomesticservant。Thiswasmarket-day,andMrsJoewasoutononeoftheseexpeditions。
  Joemadethefireandsweptthehearth,andthenwewenttothedoortolistenforthechaise-cart。Itwasadrycoldnight,andthewindblewkeenly,andthefrostwaswhiteandhard。Amanwoulddieto-nightoflyingoutonthemarshes,Ithought。AndthenIlookedatthestars,andconsideredhowawfulifwouldbeforamantoturnhisfaceuptothemashefrozetodeath,andseenohelporpityinalltheglitteringmultitude。
  `Herecomesthemare,'saidJoe,`ringinglikeapealofbells!'
  Thesoundofherironshoesuponthehardroadwasquitemusical,asshecamealongatamuchbriskertrotthanusual。Wegotachairout,readyforMrsJoe'salighting,andstirredupthefirethattheymightseeabrightwindow,andtookafinalsurveyofthekitchenthatnothingmightbeoutofitsplace。Whenwehadcompletedthesepreparations,theydroveup,wrappedtotheeyes。MrsJoewassoonlanded,andUnclePumblechookwassoondowntoo,coveringthemarewithacloth,andweweresoonallinthekitchen,carryingsomuchcoldairinwithusthatitseemedtodrivealltheheatoutofthefire。
  `Now,'saidMrsJoe,unwrappingherselfwithhasteandexcitement,andthrowingherbonnetbackonhershoulderswhereithungbythestrings:
  `ifthisboyan'tgratefulthisnight,heneverwillbe!'
  Ilookedasgratefulasanyboypossiblycould,whowaswhollyuninformedwhyheoughttoassumethatexpression。
  `It'sonlytobehoped,'saidmysister,`thathewon'tbePomp-eyed。
  ButIhavemyfears。'
  `Shean'tinthatline,Mum,'saidMrPumblechook。`Sheknowsbetter。'
  She?IlookedatJoe,makingthemotionwithmylipsandeyebrows,`She?'
  Joelookedatme,makingthemotionwithhislipsandeyebrows,`She?'Mysistercatchinghimintheact,hedrewthebackofhishandacrosshisnosewithhisusualconciliatoryaironsuchoccasions,andlookedather。
  `Well?'saidmysister,inhersnappishway。`Whatareyoustaringat?
  Isthehousea-fire?'
  `-Whichsomeindividual,'Joepolitelyhinted,`mentioned-she。'
  `Andsheisashe,Isuppose?'saidmysister。`UnlessyoucallMissHavishamahe。AndIdoubtifevenyou'llgosofarasthat。'
  `MissHavisham,uptown?'saidJoe。
  `IsthereanyMissHavishamdowntown?'returnedmysister。
  `Shewantsthisboytogoandplaythere。Andofcoursehe'sgoing。
  Andhehadbetterplaythere,'saidmysister,shakingherheadatmeasanencouragementtobeextremelylightandsportive,`orI'llworkhim。'
  IhadheardofMissHavishamuptown-everybodyformilesround,hadheardofMissHavishamuptown-asanimmenselyrichandgrimladywholivedinalargeanddismalhousebarricadedagainstrobbers,andwholedalifeofseclusion。
  `Welltobesure!'saidJoe,astounded。`IwonderhowshecometoknowPip!'
  `Noodle!'criedmysister。`Whosaidsheknewhim?'
  `-Whichsomeindividual,'Joeagainpolitelyhinted,`mentionedthatshewantedhimtogoandplaythere。'
  `Andcouldn'tsheaskUnclePumblechookifheknewofaboytogoandplaythere?Isn'titjustbarelypossiblethatUnclePumblechookmaybeatenantofhers,andthathemaysometimes-wewon'tsayquarterlyorhalf-yearly,forthatwouldberequiringtoomuchofyou-butsometimes-gotheretopayhisrent?Andcouldn'tshethenaskUnclePumblechookifheknewofaboytogoandplaythere?Andcouldn'tUnclePumblechook,beingalwaysconsiderateandthoughtfulforus-thoughyoumaynotthinkit,Joseph,'inatoneofthedeepestreproach,asifhewerethemostcallousofnephews,`thenmentionthisboy,standingPrancinghere'-whichIsolemnlydeclareIwasnotdoing-`thatIhaveforeverbeenawillingslaveto?'
  `Goodagain!'criedUnclePumblechook。`Wellput!Prettilypointed!
  Goodindeed!NowJoseph,youknowthecase。'
  `No,Joseph,'saidmysister,stillinareproachfulmanner,whileJoeapologeticallydrewthebackofhishandacrossandacrosshisnose,`youdonotyet-thoughyoumaynotthinkit-knowthecase。Youmayconsiderthatyoudo,butyoudonot,Joseph。ForyoudonotknowthatUnclePumblechook,beingsensiblethatforanythingwecantell,thisboy'sfortunemaybemadebyhisgoingtoMissHavisham's,hasofferedtotakehimintotownto-nightinhisownchaise-cart,andtokeephimto-night,andtotakehimwithhisownhandstoMissHavisham'sto-morrowmorning。AndLor-a-mussyme!'criedmysister,castingoffherbonnetinsuddendesperation,`hereIstandtalkingtomereMooncalfs,withUnclePumblechookwaiting,andthemarecatchingcoldatthedoor,andtheboygrimedwithcrockanddirtfromthehairofhisheadtothesoleofhisfoot!'
  Withthat,shepounceduponme,likeaneagleonalamb,andmyfacewassqueezedintowoodenbowlsinsinks,andmyheadwasputundertapsofwater-butts,andIwassoaped,andkneaded,andtowelled,andthumped,andharrowed,andrasped,untilIreallywasquitebesidemyself。ImayhereremarkthatIsupposemyselftobebetteracquaintedthananylivingauthority,withtheridgyeffectofawedding-ring,passingunsympatheticallyoverthehumancountenance。
  Whenmyablutionswerecompleted,Iwasputintocleanlinenofthestiffestcharacter,likeayoungpenitentintosackcloth,andwastrussedupinmytightestandfearfullestsuit。IwasthendeliveredovertoMrPumblechook,whoformallyreceivedmeasifheweretheSheriff,andwholetoffuponmethespeechthatIknewhehadbeendyingtomakeallalong:
  `Boy,beforevergratefultoallfriends,butespeciallyuntothemwhichbroughtyouupbyhand!'
  `Good-bye,Joe!'
  `Godblessyou,Pip,oldchap!'
  Ihadneverpartedfromhisbefore,andwhatwithmyfeelingsandwhatwithsoap-suds,Icouldatfirstseenostarsfromthechaise-cart。Buttheytwinkledoutonebyone,withoutthrowinganylightonthequestionswhyonearthIwasgoingtoplayatMissHavisham's,andwhatonearthIwasexpectedtoplayat。
  Chapter8
  MRPUMBLECHOOK'SpremisesintheHigh-streetofthemarkettown,wereofapeppercornyandfarinaceouscharacter,asthepremisesofacorn-chandlerandseedsmanshouldbe。Itappearedtomethathemustbeaveryhappymanindeed,tohavesomanylittledrawersinhisshop;andIwonderedwhenIpeepedintooneortwoonthelowertiers,andsawthetied-upbrownpaperpacketsinside,whethertheflower-seedsandbulbseverwantedofafinedaytobreakoutofthosejails,andbloom。
  ItwasintheearlymorningaftermyarrivalthatIentertainedthisspeculation。Onthepreviousnight,Ihadbeensentstraighttobedinanatticwithaslopingroof,whichwassolowinthecornerwherethebedsteadwas,thatIcalculatedthetilesasbeingwithinafootofmyeyebrows。Inthesameearlymorning,Idiscoveredasingularaffinitybetweenseedsandcorduroys。MrPumblechookworecorduroys,andsodidhisshopman;
  andsomehow,therewasageneralairandflavouraboutthecorduroys,somuchinthenatureofseeds,andageneralairandflavourabouttheseeds,somuchinthenatureofcorduroys,thatIhardlyknewwhichwaswhich。
  ThesameopportunityservedmefornoticingthatMrPumblechookappearedtoconducthisbusinessbylookingacrossthestreetatthesaddler,whoappearedtotransacthisbusinessbykeepinghiseyeonthecoach-maker,whoappearedtogetoninlifebyputtinghishandsinhispocketsandcontemplatingthebaker,whoinhisturnfoldedhisarmsandstaredatthegrocer,whostoodathisdoorandyawnedatthechemist。Thewatch-maker,alwaysporingoveralittledeskwithamagnifyingglassathiseye,andalwaysinspectedbyagroupofsmock-frocksporingoverhimthroughtheglassofhisshop-window,seemedtobeabouttheonlypersonintheHigh-streetwhosetradeengagedhisattention。
  MrPumblechookandIbreakfastedateighto'clockintheparlourbehindtheshop,whiletheshopmantookhismugofteaandhunchofbread-and-butteronasackofpeasinthefrontpremises。IconsideredMrPumblechookwretchedcompany。Besidesbeingpossessedbymysister'sideathatamortifyingandpenitentialcharacteroughttobeimpartedtomydiet-besidesgivingmeasmuchcrumbaspossibleincombinationwithaslittlebutter,andputtingsuchaquantityofwarmwaterintomymilkthatitwouldhavebeenmorecandidtohaveleftthemilkoutaltogether-hisconversationconsistedofnothingbutarithmetic。OnmypolitelybiddinghimGoodmorning,hesaid,pompously,`Seventimesnine,boy?'AndhowshouldIbeabletoanswer,dodgedinthatway,inastrangeplace,onanemptystomach!
  Iwashungry,butbeforeIhadswallowedamorsel,hebeganarunningsumthatlastedallthroughthebreakfast。`Seven?'`Andfour?'`Andeight?'
  `Andsix?'`Andtwo?'`Andten?'Andsoon。Andaftereachfigurewasdisposedof,itwasasmuchasIcoulddotogetabiteorasup,beforethenextcame;whilehesatathiseaseguessingnothing,andeatingbaconandhotroll,inifImaybeallowedtheexpressionagorgingandgormandisingmanner。
  ForsuchreasonsIwasverygladwhenteno'clockcameandwestartedforMissHavisham's;thoughIwasnotatallatmyeaseregardingthemannerinwhichIshouldacquitmyselfunderthatlady'sroof。WithinaquarterofanhourwecametoMissHavisham'shouse,whichwasofoldbrick,anddismal,andhadagreatmanyironbarstoit。Someofthewindowshadbeenwalledup;ofthosethatremained,allthelowerwererustilybarred。Therewasacourt-yardinfront,andthatwasbarred;so,wehadtowait,afterringingthebell,untilsomeoneshouldcometoopenit。Whilewewaitedatthegate,IpeepedineventhenMrPumblechooksaid,`Andfourteen?'
  butIpretendednottohearhim,andsawthatatthesideofhousetherewasalargebrewery。Nobrewingwasgoingoninit,andnoneseemedtohavegoneonforalonglongtime。
  Awindowwasraised,andaclearvoicedemanded`Whatname?'Towhichmyconductorreplied,`Pumblechook。'Thevoicereturned,`Quiteright,'
  andthewindowwasshutagain,andayoungladycameacrossthecourt-yard,withkeysinherhand。
  `This,'saidMrPumblechook,`isPip。'
  `ThisisPip,isit?'returnedtheyounglady,whowasveryprettyandseemedveryproud;`comein,Pip。'
  MrPumblechookwascominginalso,whenshestoppedhimwiththegate。
  `Oh!'shesaid。`DidyouwishtoseeMissHavisham?'
  `IfMissHavishamwishedtoseeme,'returnedMrPumblechook,discomfited。
  `Ah!'saidthegirl;`butyouseeshedon't。'
  Shesaiditsofinally,andinsuchanundiscussibleway,thatMrPumblechook,thoughinaconditionofruffleddignity,couldnotprotest。Butheeyedmeseverely-asifIhaddoneanythingtohim!-anddepartedwiththewordsreproachfullydelivered:`Boy!Letyourbehaviourherebeacredituntothemwhichbroughtyouupbyhand!'Iwasnotfreefromapprehensionthathewouldcomebacktopropoundthroughthegate,`Andsixteen?'Buthedidn't。
  Myyoungconductresslockedthegate,andwewentacrossthecourt-yard。
  Itwaspavedandclean,butgrasswasgrowingineverycrevice。Thebrewerybuildingshadalittlelaneofcommunicationwithit,andthewoodengatesofthatlanestoodopen,andallthebrewerybeyond,stoodopen,awaytothehighenclosingwall;andallwasemptyanddisused。Thecoldwindseemedtoblowcolderthere,thanoutsidethegate;anditmadeashrillnoiseinhowlinginandoutattheopensidesofthebrewery,likethenoiseofwindintheriggingofashipatsea。
  Shesawmelookingatit,andshesaid,`Youcoulddrinkwithouthurtallthestrongbeerthat'sbrewedtherenow,boy。'
  `IshouldthinkIcould,miss'saidI,inashyway。
  `Betternottrytobrewbeertherenow,oritwouldturnoutsour,boy;
  don'tyouthinkso?'
  `Itlookslikeit,miss。'
  `Notthatanybodymeanstotry,'sheadded,`forthat'salldonewith,andtheplacewillstandasidleasitis,tillitfalls。Astostrongbeer,there'senoughofitinthecellarsalready,todrowntheManorHouse。'
  `Isthatthenameofthishouse,miss?'
  `Oneofitsnames,boy。'
  `Ithasmorethanone,then,miss?'
  `Onemore。ItsothernamewasSatis;whichisGreek,orLatin,orHebrew,orallthree-orallonetome-forenough。'
  `EnoughHouse,'saidI;`that'sacuriousname,miss。'
  `Yes,'shereplied;`butitmeantmorethanitsaid。Itmeant,whenitwasgiven,thatwhoeverhadthishouse,couldwantnothingelse。Theymusthavebeeneasilysatisfiedinthosedays,Ishouldthink。Butdon'tloiter,boy。'
  Thoughshecalledme`boy'sooften,andwithacarelessnessthatwasfarfromcomplimentary,shewasofaboutmyownage。SheseemedmucholderthanI,ofcourse,beingagirl,andbeautifulandself-possessed;andshewasanscornfulofmeasifshehadbeenone-and-twenty,andaqueen。
  Wewentintothehousebyasidedoor-thegreatfrontentrancehadtwochainsacrossitoutside-andthefirstthingInoticedwas,thatthepassageswerealldark,andthatshehadleftacandleburningthere。
  Shetookitup,andwewentthroughmorepassagesandupastaircase,andstillitwasalldark,andonlythecandlelightedus。
  Atlastwecametothedoorofaroom,andshesaid,`Goin。'
  Ianswered,moreinshynessthanpoliteness,`Afteryou,miss。'
  Tothis,shereturned:`Don'tberidiculous,boy;Iamnotgoingin。'
  Andscornfullywalkedaway,and-whatwasworse-tookthecandlewithher。
  Thiswasveryuncomfortable,andIwashalfafraid。However,theonlythingtobedonebeingtoknockatthedoor,Iknocked,andwastoldfromwithintoenter。Ientered,therefore,andfoundmyselfinaprettylargeroom,welllightedwithwaxcandles。Noglimpseofdaylightwastobeseeninit。Itwasadressing-room,asIsupposedfromthefurniture,thoughmuchofitwasofformsandusesthenquiteunknowntome。Butprominentinitwasadrapedtablewithagildedlooking-glass,andthatImadeoutatfirstsighttobeafinelady'sdressing-table。
  WhetherIshouldhavemadeoutthisobjectsosoon,iftherehadbeennofineladysittingatit,Icannotsay。Inanarm-chair,withanelbowrestingonthetableandherheadleaningonthathand,satthestrangestladyIhaveeverseen,orshalleversee。
  Shewasdressedinrichmaterials-satins,andlace,andsilks-allofwhite。Hershoeswerewhite。Andshehadalongwhileveildependentfromherhair,andshehadbridalflowersinherhair,butherhairwaswhite。Somebrightjewelssparkledonherneckandonherhands,andsomeotherjewelslaysparklingonthetable。Dresses,lesssplendidthanthedressshewore,andhalf-packedtrunks,werescatteredabout。Shehadnotquitefinisheddressing,forshehadbutoneshoeon-theotherwasonthetablenearherhand-herveilwasbuthalfarranged,herwatchandchainwerenotputon,andsomelaceforherbosomlaywiththosetrinkets,andwithherhandkerchief,andgloves,andsomeflowers,andaprayer-book,allconfusedlyheapedaboutthelooking-glass。
  ItwasnotinthefirstfewmomentstheIsawallthesethings,thoughIsawmoreoftheminthefirstmomentsthanmightbesupposed。But,I
  sawthateverythingwithinmyviewwhichoughttobewhite,hadbeenwhitelongago,andhadlostitslustre,andwasfadedandyellow。Isawthatthebridewithinthebridaldresshadwitheredlikethedress,andliketheflowers,andhadnobrightnessleftbutthebrightnessofhersunkeneyes。Isawthatthedresshadbeenputupontheroundedfigureofayoungwoman,andthatthefigureuponwhichitnowhungloose,hadshrunktoskinandbone。Once,IhadbeentakentoseesomeghastlywaxworkattheFair,representingIknownotwhatimpossiblepersonagelyinginstate。
  Once,Ihadbeentakentooneofouroldmarshchurchestoseeaskeletonintheashesofarichdress,thathadbeendugoutofavaultunderthechurchpavement。Now,waxworkandskeletonseemedtohavedarkeyesthatmovedandlookedatme。Ishouldhavecriedout,ifIcould。
  `Whoisit?'saidtheladyatthetable。
  `Pip,ma'am。'
  `Pip?'
  `MrPumblechook'sboy,ma'am。Come-toplay。'
  `Comenearer;letmelookatyou。Comeclose。'
  ItwaswhenIstoodbeforeher,avoidinghereyes,thatItooknoteofthesurroundingobjectsindetail,andsawthatherwatchhadstoppedattwentyminutestonine,andthataclockintheroomhadstoppedattwentyminutestonine。
  `Lookatme,'saidMissHavisham。`Youarenotafraidofawomanwhohasneverseenthesunsinceyouwereborn?'
  IregardtostatethatIwasnotafraidoftellingtheenormousliecomprehendedintheanswer`No。'
  `DoyouknowwhatItouchhere?'shesaid,layingherhands,oneupontheother,onherleftside。
  `Yes,ma'am。'Itmademethinkoftheyoungman。
  `WhatdoItouch?'
  `Yourheart。'
  `Broken!'
  Sheutteredthewordwithaneagerlook,andwithstrongemphasis,andwithaweirdsmilethathadakindofboastinit。Afterwards,shekeptherhandsthereforalittlewhile,andslowlytookthemawayasiftheywereheavy。
  `Iamtired,'saidMissHavisham。`Iwantdiversion,andIhavedonewithmenandwomen。Play。'
  Ithinkitwillbeconcededbymymostdisputatiousreader,thatshecouldhardlyhavedirectedanunfortunateboytodoanythinginthewideworldmoredifficulttobedoneunderthecircumstances。
  `Isometimeshavesickfancies,'shewenton,`andIhaveasickfancythatIwanttoseesomeplay。Therethere!'withanimpatientmovementofthefingersofherrighthand;`play,play,play!'
  Foramoment,withthefearofmysister'sworkingmebeforemyeyes,IhadadesperateideaofstartingroundtheroomintheassumedcharacterofMrPumblechook'schaise-cart。But,IfeltmyselfsounequaltotheperformancethatIgaveitup,andstoodlookingatMissHavishaminwhatIsupposeshetookforadoggedmanner,inasmuchasshesaid,whenwehadtakenagoodlookateachother:
  `Areyousullenandobstinate?'
  `No,ma'am,Iamverysorryforyou,andverysorryIcan'tplayjustnow。IfyoucomplainofmeIshallgetintotroublewithmysister,soIwoulddoitifIcould;butit'ssonewhere,andsostrange,andsofine-andmelancholy——'Istopped,fearingImightsaytoomuch,orhadalreadysaidit,andwetookanotherlookateachother。
  Beforeshespokeagain,sheturnedhereyesfromme,andlookedatthedressshewore,andatthedressing-table,andfinallyatherselfinthelooking-glass。
  `Sonewtohim,'shemuttered,`sooldtome;sostrangetohim,sofamiliartome;somelancholytobothofus!CallEstella。'
  Asshewasstilllookingatthereflectionofherself,Ithoughtshewasstilltalkingtoherself,andkeptquiet。
  `CallEstella,'sherepeated,flashingalookatme。`Youcandothat。
  CallEstella。Atthedoor。'
  Tostandinthedarkinamysteriouspassageofanunknownhouse,bawlingEstellatoascornfulyoungladyneithervisiblenorresponsive,andfeelingitadreadfullibertysotoroarouthername,wasalmostasbadasplayingtoorder。But,sheansweredatlast,andherlightcamealongthedarkpassagelikeastar。
  MissHavishambeckonedhertocomeclose,andtookupajewelfromthetable,andtrieditseffectuponherfairyoungbosomandagainstherprettybrownhair。`Yourown,oneday,mydear,andyouwilluseitwell。Letmeseeyouplaycardswiththisboy。'
  `Withthisboy?Why,heisacommonlabouring-boy!'
  IthoughtIoverheardMissHavishamanswer-onlyitseemedsounlikely-`Well?Youcanbreakhisheart。'
  `Whatdoyouplay,boy?'askedEstellaofmyself,withthegreatestdisdain。
  `Nothingbutbeggarmyneighbour,miss。'
  `Beggarhim,'saidMissHavishamtoEstella。Sowesatdowntocards。
  ItwasthenIbegantounderstandthateverythingintheroomhadstopped,likethewatchandtheclock,alongtimeago。InoticedthatMissHavishamputdownthejewelexactlyonthespotformwhichshehadtakenitup。
  AsEstelladealtthecards,Iglancedatthedressing-tableagain,andsawthattheshoeuponit,oncewhite,nowyellow,hadneverbeenworn。
  Iglanceddownatthefootfromwhichtheshoewasabsent,andsawthatthesilkstockingonit,oncewhite,nowyellow,hadbeentroddenragged。
  Withoutthisarrestofeverything,thisstandingstillofallthepaledecayedobjects,noteventhewitheredbridaldressonthecollapsedfromcouldhavelookedsolikegrave-clothes,orthelongveilsolikeashroud。
  Soshesat,corpse-like,asweplayedatcards;thefrillingsandtrimmingsonherbridaldress,lookinglikeearthypaper。Iknewnothingthen,ofthediscoveriesthatareoccasionallymadeofbodiesburiedinancienttimes,whichfalltopowderinthemomentofbeingdistinctlyseen;but,Ihaveoftenthoughtsince,thatshemusthavelookedasiftheadmissionofthenaturallightofdaywouldhavestruckhertodust。
  `Hecallstheknaves,Jacks,thisboy!'saidEstellawithdisdain,beforeourfirstgamewasout。`Andwhatcoarsehandshehas!Andwhatthickboots!'
  Ihadneverthoughtofbeingashamedofmyhandsbefore;butIbegantoconsiderthemaveryindifferentpair。Hercontemptformewassostrong,thatitbecameinfectious,andIcaughtit。