They,fortheirpart,coldlyabstainedfromexhibitingasignoffeelingabouthim,good,bad,orindifferent。
Itwasthemanwiththefairhairandlittlecurlyflaxenbeardwhospoke:"Howdoyoudo!IunderstandthatwecanbuyeightthousandfivehundredRubberConsolsfromyouat'twenty-three。'"
"No——twenty-five,"repliedThorpe。
Thedarkmanspoke:"Thejobbers'priceistwenty-three。"
"Tocarryover——yes,"Thorpeanswered。"Buttobuyitistwenty-five。"
Thetwosonsoftheracewhichinventedmentalarithmeticexchangedanalertglance,andlookedatthefloorforanengrossedinstant。
"Idon'tmindtellingyou,"Thorpeinterposedupontheirsilence,"IputonthatextratwopoundsbecauseyougotupthatstoryaboutapplyingtotheStockExchangeCommitteeonachargeoffraud。"
"Wedidn'tgetupanystory,"saidRostocker,curtly。
"Youtriedtoplantitonus,"Aronsondeclared。
"OneofyourownDirectorsputitabout。Ithoughtitwasafakeatthetime。"
ThisviewoftheepisodetookThorpebysurprise。
Asitseemed,inpassing,toinvolveacomplimenttohisownstrategicpowers,heaccepteditwithoutcomment。
"Well——itistwenty-five,anyway,"hetoldthem,withfirmness。
"Twenty-four,"suggestedAronson,afteranothermomentarypause。
"Notashillinglessthantwenty-five,"Thorpeinsisted,withquietdoggedness。
"Wecanalwayspayourcreditorsandletyouwhistle,"
Rostockerremindedhim,laconically。
"Youcandoanythingyoulike,"wasthereply,"exceptbuyRubberConsolsundertwenty-five。Itdoesn'tmatterafigtomewhetheryougobankruptornot。Itwouldsuitmeaswelltohaveyoutwo'hammered'astotakeyourmoney。"
Uponthespurofasuddenthoughthedrewouthiswatch。
"Injusttwominutes'timetoatick,thepricewillbethirty。"
"Let'sbe'hammered'then!"saidAronsontohiscompanion,withsimulatedimpulsiveness。
Rostockerwastheolderandstrongerman,andwhenatlasthespokeitwaswiththedecisionofoneinauthority。
"Itisyourgame,"hesaid,withgraveimperturbability。
"Eightthousandfivehundredattwenty-five。WillyoudeliverattheCreditLyonnaisinhalfanhour?"
Thorpenodded,impassively。Thenarovingideaofgenialimpertinencebroughtagleamtohiseye。"IfyoushouldhappentowantmoreRubberConsolsatanytime,"hesaid,withatentativechuckle,"Icouldprobablyletyouhavethematareducedprice。"
Thetworeceivedthepleasantrywithoutasmile,buttoThorpe'sastonishmentoneofthemseemedtodiscernsomethinginitbesidebanter。ItwasRostockerwhosaid:
"Perhapswemaymakeadealwithyou,"andapparentlymeantit。
Theywentoutatthis,ignoringceremonyupontheirexitasstolidlyastheyhaddoneupontheirentrance,andamomentlaterThorpecalledintheSecretary,anddespatchedamessengertobringSemplefromCapelCourt。
Theformalitiesofthisfinaltransferofshareshadbeendictatedtotheformer,andhehadgoneoffonthebusiness,beforetheBrokerarrived。
Thorpestoodwaitingnearthedoor,andheldouthishandwithadramaticallysignificantgesturewhenthelittleScotchmanentered。"Putherthere!"heexclaimedheartily,withanexuberantreversiontotheslangofremotetransatlanticbonhomie。
"Yeh'vedoneit,then!"saidSemple,hissharpfacesofteningwithpleasureatthenews。"Yeh'vepulleditoffattwenty-three!"
Theother'sbigcountenanceyieldeditselftoaboyishgrin。
"Twenty-FIVE!"hesaid,andlaughedaloud。"Afteryouleftthismorning,itkindo'occurredtomethatI'draiseitacoupleofpounds。IfoundIwasmadderaboutthosepiecesinthenewspapersthanIthoughtIwas,andsoItookanextraseventeenthousandpoundsonthataccount。"
"Godabove!"Sempleejaculated,withasatisfactionthroughwhichsignsofanearlierfrightwerevisible。
"Itwastouch-and-goifyoudidn'tloseitallbydoingthat!Youriskedeverything,man!"
Thorpeponderouslyshruggedhisshoulders。
"Well——Ididit,anyhow,anditcameoff,"washiscomment。
Then,straighteninghimself,hedrewalong,longbreath,andbeameddownatthelittleman。"Thinkofit!God!It'sactuallyallover!AndNOWperhapswewon'thaveadrink!
Hell!Let'ssendoutforsomechampagne!"Hisfingerwashoveringoverthebell,whentheBroker'sdissuadingvoicearrestedit。"No,no!"Sempleurged。"Iwouldn'ttouchit。
It'snofitdrinkforthedaytime——andit'sascandalinanoffice。Yourclerkswillayeblabitabouthitherandyon,andnothingharmsaman'sreputationmoreintheCity。"
"Oh,tohellwiththeCity!"criedThorpe,joyously。
"I'mnevergoingtosetfootinitagain。Thinkofthat!
Imeanit!"
Nonetheless,heabandonedtheideaofsendingoutforwine,andcontentedhimselfwiththeresourcesofthecabinetinstead。
Aftersomefriendlypressure,Sempleconsentedtojoinhiminabrandy-and-soda,thoughhecontinuedtoprotestbetweensipsthatatsuchanhouritwasanindecentpractice。
"It'stheruinofmanyastrongman,"hemoralized,lookingratherpointedlyatThorpeoverhisglass。"It'stheprincipaldangerthatbesetstheverrasuccessfulman。
He'stoobusilyoccupiedtotakeexercise,andhe'stooanxiousandworriedtogethispropersleep——buthecanalwaysdrink!Inonesense,I'mnotsorrytothinkthatyou'releavingtheCity。"
"Oh,itneverhurtsme,"Thorpesaid,indifferentlyacceptingthedirectionofthehomily。"I'masstrongasanox。
Butallthesame,Ishallbebetterineverywayforgettingoutofthishole。ThankGod,IcangetofftoScotlandtomorrow。ButIsay,Semple,what'sthematterwithyourvisitingmeatmyplacethere?I'llgiveyouthegreatestshootingandfishingyoueverheardof。"
TheBrokerwasthinkingofsomethingelse。"WhatistobetheprecisepositionoftheCompany,intheimmediatefuture?"
heasked。
"Company?WhatCompany?"
Semplesmiledgrimly。"Haveyoualreadyforgottenthatthereissuchathing?"hequeried,withirony。
"Why,man,thisCompanythatpaidforthisverrafineBoard-table,"heexplained,withhisknucklesonitsredbaizecentre。
Thorpelaughedamusedly。"Ipaidforthatoutofmyownpocket,"hesaid。"ForthatmattereverythingabouttheCompanyhascomeoutofmypocket——"
"Orgoneintoit,"suggestedtheother,andtheychuckledtogether。
"Butno——you'reright,"Thorpedeclared。"SomethingoughttobesettledabouttheCompany,Isuppose。
OfcourseIwashmyhandsofit——butwouldanybodyelsewanttogoonwithit?Youseeitsannualworkingexpenses,merelyfortheofficeandtheBoard,footupnearly3,000pounds。I'vepaidtheseforthisyear,butnaturallyIwon'tdoitagain。Andwoulditbeworthanybodyelse'swhiletodoit?Yours,forexample?"
"HaveyouhadanyexplanationswiththeotherDirectors?"
theBrokerasked,thoughtfully。
"Explanations——no,"Thorpetoldhim。"Butthat'sallright。
TheMarquishasbeentakencareof,andsohasPlowden。
They'regametoagreetoanything。Andlet'ssee——Kervickisentirelymyman。ThatleavesWatkinandDavidson——andtheydon'tmatter。They'remereguinea-pigs。Afewhundredsapiecewouldshutthemup,ifyouthoughtitwasworthwhiletogivethemanythingatall。"
"Andabouttheproperty,——therubberplantation,——thattheCompanywasformedtoacquireanddevelop。Isupposetherereallyissuchaplantation?"
"Oh,yes,it'sallthererightenough,"Thorpesaid,briefly。
"It'snogood,though,isit?"theBrokerasked,withaffabledirectness。
"Betweenourselves,itisn'tworthadamn,"theotherblithelyassuredhim。
TheScotchmanmusedwithbentbrows。"Thereoughtstilltobemoneyinit,"hesaid,withanairofconviction。
"Bytheway,"itoccurredtoThorpetomention,"here'ssomethingIdidn'tunderstand。ItoldRostockerhere,justasacheekykindofjoke,thatafterheandAronsonhadgottheireightthousandfivehundred,iftheythoughtthey'dlikestillmoreshares,I'dlet'emhave'ematabargain——andheseemedtotakeitseriously。
Hedidforafact。Saidperhapshecouldmakeadealwithme。"
"Hm-m!"saidSemple,reflectively。"I'llseeifhesaysanythingtome。Verylikelyhe'sspottedsomewayoftakingthethingover,andreorganizingit,andgivingitanotherrunoverthecourse。I'llthinkitout。
AndnowImustbeoff。Aren'tyoulunching?"
"No——I'llhavetheboybringinsomesandwiches,"
Thorpedecided。"IwantmynextmealwestofTempleBarwhenIgetroundtoit。I'vesouredontheCityforkeeps。"
"Iwouldn'tsaythatithadbeensobadtoyou,either,"
Semplesmilinglysuggested,asheturnedtothedoor。
Thorpegrinnedinsatisfiedcomment。"Hurrybackassoonasyou'vefinallysettledwithRostockerandtheotherfellow,"
hecalledafterhim,andbeganpacingtheflooragain。
Itwasnearlyfouro'clockwhenthesetwomen,againtogetherintheBoardRoom,andhavingfinishedtheinspectionofsomepapersonthedesk,satuprightandlookedateachotherintacitrecognitionthatfinalwordsweretobespoken。
"Well,Semple,"Thorpebegan,afterthatsignificantlittlepause,"IwanttosaythatI'mdamnedgladyou'vedonesowellforyourselfinthisaffair。
You'vebeenasstraightasadietome,——IoweitasmuchtoyouasIdotomyself,——andifyoudon'tthinkyou'vegotenoughevennow,Iwantyoutosayso。"
Hehadspokenintonesofsincereliking,andtheotheransweredhiminkind。"IhavemorethanIeverdreamedofmakinginalifetimewhenIcametoLondon,"
hedeclared。"Ifmyfatherwerealive,andheardmetellhimthatinoneyear,outofasingletransaction,Ihadclearedoversixty-fivethousandpounds,he'dbefittodoubttheexistenceofaSupremeBeing。
I'mobligedtoyouforyourgoodwords,Thorpe。It'snotonlybeenprofitabletoworkwithyou,butithasbeenagreateducationandagreatpleasureaswell。"
Thorpenoddedhisappreciation。"I'mgoingtoaskafavourofyou,"hesaid。"Iwanttoleavethegeneralrunofmyinvestmentsandinterestshereinyourhands,tokeeptrackofIdon'twanttospeculateatall,intheordinarymeaningoftheword。EvenafterIburyapotofmoneyinnon-productiverealestate,Ishallhaveanincomeof50,000poundsattheveryleast,andperhapstwiceasmuch。There'snofuningamblingwhenyou'vegotsuchabankasthatbehindyou。Butiftherearegood,wisechangestobemadeininvestments,orifthingsturnupinthewayofchancesthatIoughttoknowabout,Iwanttofeelthatyou'reonthespotwatchingthingsanddoingthingsinmyinterest。
Andasitwon'tberegularbroker'swork,Ishallwanttopayyouastatedsum——whateveryouthinkisright。"
"Thatwillarrangeitselfeasilyenough,"saidSemple。
"Ishallhavethegreatestpleasureincaringforwhateveryouputinmyhands。AndIthinkIcanpromisethatitwillbenonetheworseforthekeeping。"
"Idon'tneedanyassuranceonthatscore,"
Thorpedeclared,cordially。"You'retheonesterling,honestmanI'veknownintheCity。"
ItwastheBroker'sturntomakealittleacknowledgingbow。
Hiseyesgleamedfranksatisfactionatbeingsowellunderstood。
"IthinkIseethewaythatmoremoneycanbemadeoutoftheCompany,"hesaid,abruptlychangingthesubject。
"I'vehadbutafewwordswithRostockeraboutit——butit'scleartomethathehasaplan。Hewillbecomingtoyouwithaproposition。"
"Well,hewon'tfindme,then,"interposedThorpe,withacomfortablesmile。"Ileaveallthattoyou。"
"Isuspectthathisplan,"continuedSemple,"istomakeasub-rosaofferofafewshillingsforthemajorityoftheshares,andreconstitutetheBoard,andthenformanotherCompanytobuythepropertyandgood-willoftheoldoneatahandsomeprice。Nowifthatwouldbeagoodthingforhimtodo,itwouldbeagoodthingformetodo。
Ishallgooveritallcarefully,indetail,thisevening。
AndIsuppose,ifIseemywayclearbeforeme,thanI
mayrelyuponyourgoodfeelinginthematter。Iwoulddoalltheworkandassumealltherisk,and,letussay,divideanyprofitsequally——youinturngivingmeafreehandwithallyourshares,andyourinfluencewiththeDirectors。"
"I'lldobetterstill,"Thorpetoldhim,uponbriefreflection。
"ReconstitutetheBoardandmakeLordPlowdenChairman,——I
don'timaginetheMarquiswouldhavethenervetogoonwithit,——andI'llmakeafreegiftofmysharestoyoutwo——halfandhalf。You'llfindhimallrighttoworkwith,——ifyoucanonlygethimupinthemorning,——andI'vekindo'promisedhimsomethingofthesort。
Doesthatsuityou?"Semple'scountenancewasthoughtfulratherthanenthusiastic。"I'mmoreskepticalaboutLordsthanyouare,"heobserved,"butifhe'samenable,andunderstandsthathispartistodowhatItellhimtodo,I'venodoubtweshallhititofftogether。"
"Oh,absolutely!"saidThorpe,withconfidence。
"I'llseetoitthathebehaveslikealamb。You'retohaveanabsolutelyfreehand。You'retodowhatyoulike,——
windtheCompanyup,orsellitout,orrigitupunderanewnameandcatchanewsetofgudgeonswithit,——
whateveryoudamnedplease。WhenItrustaman,Itrusthim。"
Thetwofriends,theirfacesbrightenedandtheirvoicesmellowedbythissereneconsciousnessoftheirmutualtrustineachother'sloyaltyandintegrity,dweltnofurtheruponthesehalcyonbeginningsofafreshplanforplunderingthepublic。Theyspokeinsteadonpersonaltopics——ofthepossibilityofSemple'scomingtoScotlandduringtheautumn,andofthechanceofThorpe'swinteringabroad。
AllatonceThorpefoundhimselfdisclosingthefactofhisforthcomingmarriage,thoughhedidnotmentionthenameofthelady'sfather,andunderthegraciousstressofthisannouncementtheydrankagain,andclinkedglassesfervently。WhenSempleatlasttookhisleave,theyshookhandswiththedeep-eyedearnestnessofcomradeswhohavebeenthroughbattleandfaceddeathtogether。
ItwasnotuntilThorpestoodalonethatthefullrealizingsenseofwhatthedaymeantseemedtocometohim。
Fruitionwasfinallycomplete:thelastwinnowingofthegreatharvesthadbeenaddedtothepile。
Positivelynothingremainedforhimbuttoenterandenjoy!
Hefounditcuriouslydifficulttograspthethoughtinitsentirety。Hestoodthemasterofunlimitedleisurefortherestofhislife,andofpowertoenrichthatlifewitheverythingthatmoneycouldbuy,——buttherewasanoddinabilitytofeelaboutitasheknewheoughttofeel。
Somehow,forsomeunaccountablereason,anabsurddepressionhoveredaboutoverhismind,darkeningitwithformlessshadows。Itwasasifheweresorrythattheworkwasallfinished——thattherewasnothingmoreforhimtodo。Butthatwastoofoolish,andhetriedtothrustitfromhim。Hesaidwithangrydecisiontohimselfthathehadneverlikedthework;
thatithadallbeenunpleasantandgrindingdrudgery,tolerableonlyasameanstoanend;thatnowthisendhadbeenreached,hewantednevertolayeyesontheCityagain。
Lethimdwellinsteaduponthethingshedidwanttolayeyesupon。Sometravelnodoubthewouldlike,butnottoomuch;certainlynomorethanhiswifewouldcheerfullyacceptasaminimum。Hedesiredrathertorestamonghisownpossessions。TobelordofthemanoratPellesleyCourt,withhisownretinueofservantsanddependentsandtenants,hisownthousandsofrichacres,hisownsplendidoldtimber,hisownfatstockandfleethorsesandabundantcoversandprizekennels——THATwaswhatmosttrulyappealedtohim。Itwasnotatallcertainthathewouldhunt;
break-neckadventureinthesaddlescarcelyattractedhim。
Buttherewasnoreasonintheworldwhyheshouldnotbreedracinghorses,andcreateforhimselfadistinguishedandevenloftypositionontheTurf。Hehadnevercaredmuchaboutracesorracingfolkhimself,butwhenthePrinceandLordRoseberyandpeoplelikethatwentinforwinningtheDerby,thereclearlymustbesomethingfascinatinginit。
ThenParliament,ofcourse;hedidnotwaveratallfromhisoldifvagueconceptionofaseatinParliamentasanaturalpartoftheoutfitofapowerfulcountrymagnate。
Andinahundredotherwaysmenshouldthinkofhimaspowerful,andlookuptohim。HewouldgotochurcheverySunday,andsitinthebigSquire'spew。
Hewouldbeamagistrateasamatterofcourse,andhewouldmakehimselffeltontheCountyCouncil。
Hewouldastonishthecountybyhischarities,andinbadyearsbythemunificenceofhisreductionsinrents。
Perhapsiftherewereaparticularlybadharvest,hewoulddeclinealloverhisestatetoexactanyrentwhatever。
Fancywhatanoblesensationthatwouldmake!ADukecoulddonomore。
Itwasverycleartohimnowthathedesiredtohavechildrenofhisown,——saytwoatleast,asonandadaughter,orperhapsasonandtwodaughters:twolittlegirlswouldbecompanyforeachother。Asheprefiguredthesenewbeings,thesonwastoexistchieflyforpurposesofdistinctionandthedignityofheirship,andthepaternalrelationswithhimwouldbealwayssomewhatformal,and,thoughaffectionate,unexpansive。
Butthelittlegirls——theywouldputtheirarmsroundtheirfather'sneck,andwalkoutwithhimtoseethepigsandthedogs,andbethedarlingsofhisheart。
Hewouldbeanoldmanbythetimetheygrewup。
Abeatificvisionofhimselftookforminhismind——ofhimselfgrowinggreyandpleasurablytired,surroundedbyopulenceandthedemonstrativerespectofeverybody,smilingwithvirtuouscontentashestrolledalongbetweenhistwodaughters,miraclesofbeautyandtenderness,holdingeachbyahand。
Theentranceofaclerkbrokeabruptlyuponthisdaydream。
Hehadatelegraminhishand,andThorpe,rousinghimselfwithaneffort,tooktheliver-colouredenvelope,andlookedblanklyatit。Someweirdapprehensionseizeduponhim,asifhebelongedtothepeasantclasswhichinstinctivelyyokestelegramsandcalamitiestogether。Hedeferredtothisfeelingenoughtonoddismissaltotheclerk,andthen,whenhewasagainalone,slowlyopenedthemessage,andreadit:
"Newcastle-on-Tyne,September12。OurfrienddiedatEdinborothismorning。Seeyouathotelthisevening——Kervick。"
WhatThorpefeltatfirstwasthathistwodaughtershadshrunkfromhimwithswift,terribleaversion:
theyvanished,alongwitheveryphaseofthebrightvision,underapallofunearthlyblackness。Hestoodinthecentreofachillsolitude,staringstupidlyatthecoarse,softpaper。
Thepremonition,then,hadjustifieditself!Somethinghadtoldhimthatthetelegramwasanevilthing。
AvaguelysuperstitiousconsciousnessofbeinginthepresenceofFatelaidholduponhim。Hisgreatdayoftriumphhaditsblood-stain。Avictimhadbeenneedful——andtothatendpoorsimple,sillyoldTavenderwasadeadman。
Thorpecouldseehim,——anembarrassingcadavereyedbystrangerswhodidnotknowwhattodowithit,——fatuousevenindeath。
AsuddenrageatKervickflamedup。Heclearlyhadplayedthefool——clumsilyover-plyingthesimpletonwithdrinktillhehadkilledhim。Theshadowofmurderindubitablyhungoverthething。Andthen——thecrasswitlessnessoftelegraphing!Already,doubtless,thepoliceofEdinboroughweretalkingoverthewireswithScotlandYard。
AreferencetoadeathinEdinborough,inatelegramfromNewcastle——itwasincrediblethatthisshouldescapetheeyeoftheauthorities。Anyminutemightbringadetectivethroughthatdoorthere——followingintotheBoardRoomwithhisimplacablescenttheclueofblood。
Thorpe'sfancypicturedthisdetectiveasamomentarilyactualpresence——tall,lean,cold-eyed,mysteriouslycalmandfatallywise,theomniscientterrorofthemagazineshort-stories。
Heturnedfaintandsickunderaspasmoffright。
Themenaceofenquirybecamesomethingmorethanathreat:
hefeltit,likethegripofaconstableuponhisarm。
Everythingwouldbemercilesslyunravelled。ThetelegramoftheidiotKervickwouldbringthepolicedownuponhimlikeapackofbeagles。ThebeliefsandsurmisesoftheidiotGaffersonwouldfurnishthemwiththekeytoeverything。HewouldhavehisletterfromTavendertoshowtothedetectives——andtheGovernment'ssmartlawyerswouldferretouttherest。ThedeathofTavender——theycouldhardlymakehimresponsibleforthat;
butitwasthedramaticfeatureofthisdeathwhichwouldinspirethemalltodigupeverythingaboutthefraud。
Itwasthissamesensationaladdedelementofthedeath,too,whichwouldcountwithajury。Theywerealwaysgross,sentimentalfools,thesejuries。TheywouldmixupthedeathandthedealinRubberConsols,andintheirfat-headedconfusionwouldsay"PenalServitude——fourteenyears。"
Orno,itwastheJudgewhofixedthat。ButtheJudgeswerefools,too;theyweretooconceited,toopuffedupwithvanity,totakethetroubletounderstand。
Hegroanedaloudinanightmareofhelplessness。
Thesoundofhisownvoice,moaninginhisears,hadamagicaleffectuponhim。Heliftedhishead,gazedabouthim,andthenflusheddeeply。Hisnervelesscowardicehadallatoncebecomeunbelievabletohimself。
Withashamedfrownhestraightenedhimself,andstoodthusforalongminute,engrossedinthedefinitetaskofchasingthesephantomsfromhismind。
Onceamanlyfrontwasdisplayedtothem,theyslunkawaywithmiraculousfacility。Hepouredoutsomebrandy,andsippeditneat,andlaughedscornfully,defiantly,aloud。
Hehadoverhalfamillion——withpowerandforceandcourageenoughtodowithitwhatheliked。Hehadfoughtluckundauntedly,unwearyingly,duringallthoseyearswhenhishandswereempty。Washetotrembleandturntailnow,whenhishandswerefull,whenhewasarmouredandweaponedateverypoint?Hewasamazedandhurt,andstillmoreenraged,atthatfitofgirlishweaknesswhichhadpossessedhim。
Hecouldhavebeatenhimselfwithstripesforit。
Butitcouldneverhappenagain——never,never!
Hetoldhimselfthatwithproud,resolutereiteration,ashegothishatandstick,andputinhispocketsoneortwopapersfromthedesk,andthenglancedabouttheBoardRoomforwhatwas,mostlikely,thelasttime。
HerehehadwonhisgreatvictoryoverFate,herehehadputhisenemiesunderhisfeet,andifinnocentsimpletonshadwanderedintothecompanyofthesefoes,itmatterednotawhittohimthattheyalsohadbeencrushed。
Figuratively,heturnedhisbackuponthemnow;heleftthem,slainandtrampled,intheBoardRoombehindhim。
Theynolongerconcernedhim。
Figuratively,too,ashewalkedwithfirmnesstothedoor,hesteppedoverthebodyofoldTavender,uponthethreshold,andbestoweduponitadownwardmentalglance,andpassedon。
Bythetimehereachedthestreet,thememoryofTavenderhadbecomethemerestshredofamyth。Ashestrodeon,itseemedtohimthathisdaughterscameagain,andtookhishands,andmovedlovinglybesidehim——lovinglyandstillmoreadmiringlythanbefore。
CHAPTERXXII
BYtheautumnofthefollowingyear,acertainsmallproportionofthepeopleinhabitingthedistrictinHertfordshirewhichsetitsclocksbythedialoverthestable-towerofPellesleyCourthadaccustomedthemselvestogivetheplaceitsnewnameofHighThorpe。
Thesewereforthemostpartthefolkofpeculiarlyfacilewitsandreadypowersofadaptation,likepushingsmalltradesmen,andtheupperservantsincountyhouses。
AnindolentandhazycompromiseuponPellesleyThorpehaddriftedintousebyperhapsalargernumber。
Tothepuzzledconservatismoftheabidinghugemajoritynearesttothesoil——theround-backed,lumpishmenwhotiestringsroundtheircorduroysundertheknee,andthestrong,cow-facedwomenwholookatpassers-byontheroadfromthedoorsofdarklittlecottages,overradiantpatchesofblossominggarden——itseemedsafesttodropfamilynamesaltogether,andcallitmerelytheCourt。
Itstoodproudlyuponwhatwasratheranotableelevationforthoseflatparts——amassivemansionofsimpleform,builtofagreystonewhichseemedatadistancealmostwhiteagainstthedeepbackgroundofyewsandItalianpinesbehindit。Formanymilesseawardthispalefrontwasalandmark。Fromtheterrace-walkatitsbase,onebeheldagreatexpanseofsoftgreencountry,slopinggentlyawayforalongdistance,thenstretchingoutuponalevelwhichonmistydayswasinterminable。
Inbrightweather,theremote,low-lyinghorizonhadadefininglineofbrownish-blue——andthisstoodforwhatwasleftofaprimitiveforest,containingtreesmucholderthantheNormannameitbore。Itwasaforestwhichatsometime,nodoubt,hadextendedwithoutabreaktillitmergedintothatofEpping——leaguesawaytothesouth。
Themodernclearanceandtillage,however,whichseparateditnowfromEppinghadservedasacuriouslyeffectivebarrier——morebafflingthantheRomansandAnglesintheirturnhadfoundtheoriginalwildwood。
Nostrangerseemedevertofindhiswayintothatbroad,minutely-cultivatedfertileplainwhichHighThorpelookeddownupon。Norailwayhadpusheditscheapeningcourseacrossit。Silent,emboweredoldcountryroadsandlanesnetteditsexpansewithhedgerows;redpointsoftiledroofs,distinguishablehereandthereinclustersamongthedarkergreensoforchards,identifiedthescatteredhamlets——allnamedinDomesdayBook,allseeminglyunchangedsince。
Agreysquarechurch-toweremergingfromtherooks'
nests;anorderedmassoffoliageshelteringthedistantgablesandchimneysofsomeisolatedhouse;thedimperceptiononoccasionthatarusticwaggonwasinmotiononsomehighway,crawlingpatientlylikeaninsect——ofthisplacid,inductivenaturewerealltheaddedproofsofhumanoccupationthatthelandscapeoffered。
Mr。StormontThorpe,onanafternoonofearlyOctober,yawnedinthefaceofthislandscape——andthenidlywonderedalittleatthemoodwhichhadimpelledhimtodoso。
Attheoutsetofhisproprietorshiphehadboundhimself,asbyapointofhonour,toregardthisasthefinestviewfromanygentleman'shouseinEngland。Duringthefirstfewmonthshisfidelityhadbeentaxedagooddeal,butthesetemptationsandstruggleslaynowallhappilybehindhim。Hehadsatisfactorilyassimilatedthespiritofthevista,andblendeditwithhisown。Itsinertia,whenonecametocomprehendit,wasundeniablymagnificent,andlongagohehadperceivedwithinhimselfthegrowthofanansweringrepose,aresponsivelethargy,whichinitsfulldevelopmentwasalsogoingtobeveryfine。
Practicallyallthelandthissideoftheimpalpablelinewheretreesandhousesbegantofadeintothebackgroundbelongedtohim;therewerewholevillagesnestlinghalf-concealedunderitsshrubberieswhichwerehisproperty。Asaninvestment,thesepossessionswereextremelyunremunerative。Indeed,ifoneaddedthecostoftheimprovementswhichoughttobemade,totheexpenditurealreadylaidoutinrenovations,itwasquestionableifforthenexttwentyyearstheywouldnotrepresentadeficitontheincome-sheet。But,nowthathehadlaidholdofthelocalcharacter,itpleasedhimthatitshouldbeso。Hewouldnotfortheworldhavehisgentle,woolly-minded,unprofitablecottagerstransformedinto"hustlers";itwouldwoundhiseyetoseethesmokeofanycommercialchimney,thesmudgeofanydividend-payingfactory,stainingthepuretintsofthesylvanlandscape。Hehadtrulylearnedtoloveit。
Yetnow,ashestrolledontheterracewithhisfirstafter-luncheoncigar,heunaccountablyyawnedatthethingheloved。Uponreflection,hehadgonetobedratherearlierthepreviouseveningthanusual。Hehadnotbeendrinkingoutoftheordinary;hisliverseemedrightenough。
Hewasnotconsciousofbeingeithertiredordrowsy。
Helookedagainattheviewwithsomefixity,andsaidtohimselfconvincinglythatnothingelseinEnglandcouldcomparewithit。Itwasthefinestthingtherewasanywhere。Thenhesurprisedhimselfinthemiddleofanotheryawn——andhaltedabruptly。Itoccurredtohimthathewantedtotravel。
Sincehishome-comingtothissplendidnewhomeinthepreviousJanuary,attheconclusionofahoneymoonspentinAlgiersandEgypt,hehadnotbeenoutofEngland。
TherehadbeenaconsiderablesojourninLondon,itistrue,atwhatwasdescribedtohimastheheightoftheSeason,butlookingbackuponit,hecouldnotthinkofitasadiversion。Ithadbeenarestless,over-worked,mystifyingexperience,fullofdinnerstopeoplewhomhehadneverseenbefore,andlaboriousencounterswithotherpeoplewhomhedidnotparticularlywanttoseeagain。
Therehadbeennophysicalcomfortinitforhim,andlittlemorementalsatisfaction,forLondoners,orratherpeopleinLondon,seemedalltobemakinganinvidiousdistinctionintheirmindsbetweenhimandhiswife。ThefactthatshecontinuedtobecalledLadyCressagewasnotofitselfimportanttohim。
ButintheincessantgoingaboutinLondon,theirnameswerecalledouttogethersooftenthathiseargrewsensitiveandsoretothetouchofthefootmen'sreverberations。
Themeaningdifferentiationwhichthevoicesoftheservantsinsistedupon,seemedinevitablyreflectedintheglanceandmanneroftheirmistresses。Morethananythingelse,thatmadehimhateLondon,andbarredthedoorsofhismindtoallthoughtsofbuyingatown-house。
Hisnewly-madewife,itistrue,hadnotcaredmuchforLondon,either,andhadagreedtohisdecisionagainstatown-housealmostwithanimation。Theoccasionoftheirreturnfromthehotbustleofthemetropolistothesecoolhomeshades——inparticulartheminuteinwhich,atabendinthewindingcarriage-waydownbelow,theyhadsilentlyregardedtogetherthespectacleupliftedbeforethem,withthebig,welcominghouse,andtheservantsontheterrace——hadaplaceofitsowninhismemory。
Edithhadpressedhisarm,astheysatsidebysideinthelandau,ontheinstantcompulsionofafeelingtheyhadincommon。Hehadnever,beforeorsince,hadquitethesameassurancethatshesharedanemotionwithhim。
Hewasveryfar,however,fromfindingfaultwithhiswife。
Itwasinthenatureofthelifehechosetoleadthatheshouldseeagreatdealofher,andthinkagreatdealabouther,andsheborebothtestsadmirably。
Iftherewasafaulttobefound,itwaswithhimselfforhisinabilitytoaltogetherunderstandher。Sheplayedthepartshehadundertakentoplaywithabundantskillanddiscretionandgrace,andevenwithanairofnicegood-fellowshipwhichhadsomeoftheaspectsofaffection。
Hewasvaguelyannoyedwithhimselfforhavinginsightenoughtoperceivethatitwasapartshewasplaying,andyetlackingtheaddedshrewdnesstodivinewhatherownpersonalattitudetoherrolewaslike。
Hehadnoticedsometimesthewaygoodwomenlookedattheirhusbandswhenthelatterweretalkingovertheirheads——withtheeager,intent,non-comprehendingadmirationofanaffectionatedog。Thiswasalookwhichhecouldnotimaginehimselfdiscoveringinhiswife'seves。
Itwasnotconceivabletohimthatheshouldtalkoverherhead。Herglancenotonlyrevealedanampleunderstandingofallhesaid,butsuggestedunusedreservesofcomprehensionwhichhemightnotfathom。Itwasasif,intellectuallynolessthansocially,shepossessedatitleandheremainedanundistinguishedplebeian。
Hemadenogrievance,however,eveninhisownthoughts,ofeitherinequality。Shehadbeencharminglyfrankandfairaboutthequestionofthenames,whenitfirstarose。
Theusagehadlatterlycometobe,sheexplained,forawidowbearingevenacourtesytitlederivedfromherlatehusband,toretainitonmarryingagain。
Itwasalwaystheeasiestcoursetofallinwithusage,butifhehadanyfeelingsonthesubject,andpreferredtohaveherinsistonbeingcalledMrs。Thorpe,shewouldmeethiswisheswithentirewillingness。
Ithadseemedtohim,astoher,thatitwaswisesttoallowusagetosettlethematter。SomemonthsaftertheirmarriagethereappearedinthepaperswhatpurportedtobeanauthoritativeannouncementthattheQueenobjectedtothepracticeamongladieswhomarriedasecondtime,ofretainingtitlesacquiredbytheearliermarriages,andthatthelistsofprecedencyatBuckinghamPalacewouldhenceforthtakethisintoaccount。LadyCressageshowedthistoherhusband,andtalkedagainwithcandouronthesubject。
Shesaidshehadalwaysratherregrettedthedecisiontheyoriginallycameto,andevennowcouldwishthatitmightbealtered,butthattoeffectachangeinthefaceofthisnewspaperparagraphwouldseemservile——andinthisasinmostotherthingsheagreedwithher。Asshesaid,theywantednothingofBuckinghamPalace。
Shewantedequallylittle,itseemed,ofthesocietywhichtheneighbouringdistrictmightafford。Therewasameagreroutineofformalcallskeptinlanguidoperation,Thorpeknew,butitwassomuchinthebackgroundthathenevercameincontactwithit。HisownnotionsofthepartheoughttotakeinCountyaffairshadundergoneasilentandunnoted,yetalmostsweeping,change。Whatlittlehesawofthegentryandstronglocalmenwithwhomhewouldhavetowork,quietlyunderminedanddismantledallhisambitionsinthatdirection。Theywerenothissort;
theirstandardsforthemeasurementofthingswereunintelligibletohim。Hedidnotdoubtthat,ifhesethimselfaboutit,hecouldimposehisdominionuponthem,anymorethanhedoubtedthat,ifhemasteredtheChineselanguage,hecouldlifthimselftobeaMandarin,buttheonewouldbeasunnaturalandunattractiveanenterpriseastheother。Hecametobeuponnoddingtermswithmostofthe"carriage-people"roundabout;
somefewheexchangedmeaninglesswordswithuponoccasion,andunderstoodthathiswifealsotalkedwith,whenitwasunavoidable,buttherehisrelationshiptotheCountyended,andhewaswellpleasedthatitshouldbeso。Itgavehimadeepsatisfactiontoseethathiswifeseemedalsowellpleased。
Heusedtheword"seemed"inhisinmostmusings,foritwasneverquitecertainwhatreallydidpleaseanddispleaseher。
Itwasalwayspuzzlingtohimtoreconcileherundoubtedintellectualactivitywiththepracticalemptinessoftheexistencesheprofessedtoenjoy。Inonedirection,shehadindeedagenuineoutletforherenergies,whichhecouldunderstandherregardinginthelightofanoccupation。Shewascrazieraboutflowersandplantsthananybodyhehadeverheardof,andithaddelightedhimtomakeovertoher,labelledjocoselyasthebouquet-fund,asumofmoneywhich,itseemedtohim,mighthavepaidforthehanging-gardensofBabylon。
Ityieldedintime——emergingslowlybutsteadilyfromaprodigiouslitterofcementandbricksandmortarandputty,underthehandsofinnumerablemasons,carpenters,glaziers,plumbers,andnondescriptsubordinates,allofwhomtalkedunwearyinglyaboutnothingatall,andsufferednomantoperformanypartofhisallottedtaskwithoutsuspendingtheirownlabourstowatchhim——animposinglonglineofnewgreenhouses,morethantwentyinnumber。Themail-bagwasfilledmeanwhilewithnurserymen'scatalogues,andthecartmadeincessantjourneystoandfromPunseystation,bringingbackvaststraw-enwrappedbasketsandbundlesandboxesbeyondcounting,thearrivalandunpackingofwhichwaswithEdiththeeventoftheday。Abouttherealityofherengrossedinterestinallthestagesofprogressbywhichthesegreenhousesbecamecrowdedmuseumsoftheunusualandabnormalinplant-life,itwasimpossibletohaveanysuspicion。
Andevenaftertheywerefilledtooverflowing,Thorpenotedwithjoythatthisinterestseemedinnowisetoflag。
Shespenthourseverydayundertheglass,exchangingcommentsandtheorieswithhergardeners,andevenpullingthingsaboutwithherownhands,andotherhoursshedevotedalmostasregularlytosupervisingthewholesalealterationsthathadbeenbeguninthegardensoutside。Thereweretobenewpaths,newwallswithasouthernexposure,newpottingsheds,newforcingpits,neweverything——andintheeveningssheoftenworkedlateoverthemapsandplansshedrewforallthis。Thorpe'smindfounditdifficulttograsptheideathataladyofsuchnotablequalitiescouldbeentirelysatisfiedbyacareeramongseedsandbulbsandcomposts,butatleasttimebroughtnoevidencesofadeclineinherhorticulturalzeal。
Whoknew?Perhapsitmightgoonindefinitely。
Asforhimself,hehadgotonverywellwithoutanyspecialinclinationorhobby。Hehadnotdoneanyofthegreatthingsthatayearagoithadseemedtohimhewouldforthwithdo——buthismindwasserenelyundisturbedbyregrets。Hedidnotevenrememberwithanydistinctnesswhatthesethingswerethathehadbeengoingtodo。
Theroutineoflife——asarrangedandbornealongbythewiseandtactfulexpertswhoworetheliveryofHighThorpe——wasabundantlysufficientinitself。Hesleptwellnowinthemorninghours,andthoughheremainedstill,bycomparison,anearlyriser,thebathandtheshavingandslowdressingunderthehandsofavaletconsumedcomfortablyagooddealoftime。Throughoutthedayhewasunderthealmostconstantobservationofpeoplewhowerecallinghim"master"intheirminds,andwatchingtoseehow,inthesmallestdetailsofdeportment,a"master"carriedhimself,andtheconsciousnessofthisaloneamountedtoakindofvocation。Thehouseitselfmadedemandsuponhimnearlyasdefiniteasthoseoftheservants。Itwasahouseofhugerooms,highceilings,andgrandiosefireplacesandstairways,whichhadseemedtohimlikearoyalpalacewhenhefirstbeheldit,andstillproduceduponhimaneffectofundigestiblelargenessandstrangeness。Itwasasawholenotsooldastheagentshadrepresentedit,bysomecenturies,butitadapteditselfaslittletohispreconceivednotionsofdomesticityasifithadbeenbuiltbyDruids。Thetaskofseemingtobeathomeinithadasmanysidestoitastherewereminutesintheday——andoddlyenough,Thorpefoundintheirstudyandobservanceacongenialoccupation。
Whetherhewasreadinginthelibrary——wheretherewasanadmirablecollectionofbooksofworth——orwalkingoverthehome-farms,ordrivinginhissmartstanhopewiththecoachmanbehind,orsittinginformalcostumeanddignityoppositehisbeautifulwifeatthedinner-table,thesenseofwhatwasexpectedofhimwasthere,steadyingandrestraining,likeanatmosphericpressure。
Thusfartheyhadhadfewvisitors,andhadacceptednoinvitationstojoinhouse-partieselsewhere。
Theyagreedwithoutspeakingaboutitthatitwasmoretheirformtoentertainthantobeentertained,andcertainpeoplewerecomingtothemlaterinthemonth。
ThesewerequitewhollyofEdith'ssetandselection,forThorpehadnofriendsoracquaintancesoutsidehercircleforwhosepresencehehadanydesire——andamongtheseprospectiveguestswereaDukeandaDuchess。
Once,suchafactwouldhaveexcitedThorpe'simagination。
Heregardeditnowassomethingappropriateunderthecircumstances,andgaveitlittlefurtherthought。
Hisplacid,satisfiedlifewasnotdependentuponthestirofguestscomingandgoing,eventhoughtheywerethegreatoftheearth。Hewalkedonhisspaciousterraceafterluncheon——atall,portly,well-groomedfigureofaman,ofrelaxed,easyaspect,withhisbigcigar,andhispanamahat,andhislooseclothesofchoicefabricsandexquisitetailoring——andsaidtohimselfthatitwasthefinestviewinEngland——andthen,tohisownsurprise,caughthimselfintheactofyawning。
Fromunderthesilkcurtainsandawningofawindow-doorwayattheendoftheterrace,hiswifeissuedandcametowardhim。
Herheadwasbare,andshehadthegraceandfreshbeautyofayounggirlinhersimplelightgownofsomesummeryfiguredstuff。
"Whatdoyousaytogoingoffsomewhere——tomorrowifyoulike——travellingabroad?"hecalledout,assheapproachedhim。Theidea,onlyamomentoldinhismind,hadgrowntogreatproportions。"Howcanwe?"sheasked,uponthebriefestthought。"THEYarecomingattheendoftheweek。ThisisMonday,andtheyarriveonthe12th——that'sthisSaturday。"
"Sosoonasthat!"heexclaimed。"Ithoughtitwaslater。
H-m!Idon'tknow——IthinkperhapsI'llgouptoLondonthisevening。I'mbywayoffeelingrestlessallatonce。
Willyoucomeupwithme?"
Sheshookherhead。"Ican'tthinkofanythinginLondonthatwouldbetolerable。"
Hegaveavaguelittlelaugh。"IshallprobablyhateitmyselfwhenIgetthere,"hespeculated。"Thereisn'tanybodyIwanttosee——thereisn'tanythingIwanttodo。
Idon'tknow——perhapsitmightlivenmeup。"
Herfacetookonalookofenquiringgravity。"Areyougettingtiredofit,then?"Sheputthequestiongently,almostcautiously。
Hereflectedalittle。"Why——no,"heanswered,asifreasoningtohimself。"OfcourseI'mnot。
ThisiswhatI'vealwayswanted。It'smyideaoflifetoa't。'Only——Isupposeeverythingneedsabreakinitnowandthen——ifonlyforthecomfortofgettingbackintotheoldrutagain。"
"Therut——yes,"shecommented,musingly。"Apparentlythere'salwaysarut。"
Thorpegaveherthemystifiedyetuncomplainingglancesheknewsowellinhiseyes。Foronce,theimpulsetothrowhiddenthingsupintohisrangeofviewprevailedwithher。
"Doyouknow,"shesaid,withaconfusedhalf-smileatthenoveltyofhermoodforelucidation,"Ifanciedarutwastheonethingtherecouldbenoquestionaboutwithyou。
Ihadthenotionthatyouwereincapableofruts——andconventionalgrooves。Ithoughtyou——asCarlyleputsit——I
thoughtyouwereamanwhohadswallowedalltheformulas。"
Thorpelookeddownathisstomachdoubtfully。"Iseewhatyoumean,"hesaidatlast,butinatonewithoutanynoteofconviction。
"Idoubtit,"shetoldhim,withlightreadiness——"forI
don'tseemyselfwhatImean。IforgetindeedwhatitwasIsaid。Andsoyouthinkyou'llgouptotowntonight?"
Asuddencomprehensionofwhatwasslippingawayfromhisgrasparousedhim。"No——no,"heurgedher,"don'tforgetwhatitwasyousaid!Iwishyou'dtalkmorewithmeaboutthat。ItwaswhatIwantedtohear。
Younevertellmewhatyou'rereallythinkingabout。"
Shereceivedthereproachwithamildlyincreduloussmileinhereyes。"Yes——Iknow——whowasitusedtoscoldmeaboutthat?Oh"——sheseemedsuddenlyremindedofsomething——"Iwasforgettingtomentionit。IhavealetterfromCeliaMadden。SheisbackinEngland;
sheiscomingtousSaturday,too。"
Heputouthislipsatrifle。"That'sallright,"
heobjected,"butwhathasitgottodowithwhatweweretalkingabout?"
"Talkingabout?"shequeried,withamomentarilyblankcountenance。"Oh,sheusedtobullymeaboutmydeceit,andtreachery,andsimilarcrimes。ButIshallbeimmenselygladtoseeher。Ialwaysfightwithher,butIthinkIlikeherbetterthananyotherwomanalive。"
"Ilikehertoo,"Thorpewasimpelledtosay,withakindofsolemnity。"Sheremindsmeofsomeofthehappiesthoursinmylife。"
Hiswife,afterabriefglanceintohisface,laughedpleasantly,ifwithatraceofflippancy。"Yousaynicethings,"
sheobserved,slightlyincliningherhead。"ButnowthatCeliaiscoming,itwouldbeaswelltohaveanotherman。
It'ssuchdreadfullyshortnotice,though。"
"Idaresayyourfathercouldcome,allright,"
Thorpesuggested。"I'dratherhavehimthanalmostanyoneelse。Wouldyoumindaskinghim——orshallI?"
Anabruptsilencemarkedthisintroductionofasubjectuponwhichthecouplehaddifferedopenly。Thorpe,throughprocessesunaccountabletohimself,hadpassedfromavividdislikeofGeneralKervicktoahabitofmindinwhichhethoroughlyenjoyedhavinghimabout。
TheGeneralhadbeentwicetoHighThorpe,andoneachoccasionhadsoprolongedhisstaythat,inretrospect,theperiodofhisabsenceseemedinconsiderable。
Themasternow,thinkinguponitinthisminuteofsilence,wasconsciousofhavingmissedhimgreatly。HewouldnothavebeenboredtotheextremityofthreateningtogotoLondon,ifKervickhadbeenhere。TheGeneralwasagentleman,andyethadtheflexibleadaptabilityofaretainer;hehadbeentrainedindiscipline,andhenceknewhowtodeferwithoutbecomingfulsomeorfamiliar;
hewasamanoftheworldandknewanunlimitednumberofracystories,andevenifherepeatedsomeofthemunduly,theywerebetterthannostoriesatall。Andthen,therewashismatchless,unfailingpatienceinplayingchessorbackgammonordraughtsorbezique,whateverheperceivedthatthemasterdesired。
"Ifyoureallywishit,"Edithsaidatlast,coldly。
"Butthat'swhatIdon'tunderstand,"Thorpeurgeduponherwithsomevigour。"IfIlikehim,Idon'tseewhyhisowndaughter——"
"Oh,needwediscussit?"shebrokein,impatiently。
"IfI'manunnaturalchild,whythenIamone,andmayitnotbeallowedtopassatthat?"Astormykindofsmileplayeduponherbeautifully-cutlipsassheadded:
"Surelyone'sfilialemotionsarethingstobetakenforgranted——relievedfromthenecessityofexplanation。"
Thorpegrinnedfaintlyatthehintofpleasantry,buthedidnotrelinquishhispoint。"Well——unlessyoureallyvetothething——IthinkI'dliketotellhimtocome,"
hesaid,withcomposedobstinacy。Uponanafterthoughtheadded:"There'snoreasonwhyheshouldn'tmeettheDuke,isthere?"
"Nospecificreason,"shereturned,withcalmcoolnessoftoneandmanner。"AndcertainlyIdonotseemyselfinthepartofMadameVeto。"
"Allrightthen——I'llsendhimawire,"saidThorpe。
Hisvictorymadehimuneasy,yethesawnowayofabandoningitwithdecorum。
Asthetwo,standinginasilencefulloftacitconstraint,lookedaimlesslyawayfromtheterrace,theysawatthesameinstantavehiclewithasinglehorsecomingratherbrisklyupthedriveway,somehundredsofyardsbelow。
ItwasrecognizableatonceasthelocaltrapfromPunseystation,andasusualitwasdrivenbyaboyfromthevillage。Seatedbesidethisladwasaburly,red-beardedmaninrespectableclothes,who,tojudgefromthetin-boxandtravelling-bagsfastenedonbehind,seemedcomingtoHighThorpetostay。
"Whoonearthisthat?"askedThorpe,wonderingly。
Themanwasobviouslyofthelowerclass,yetthereseemedsomethingabouthimwhichinvitedrecognition。
"Presumablyit'sthenewhead-gardener,"sherepliedwithbrevity。
HeraccentrecalledtoThorpethefactthattherehadbeensomethingdisagreeableintheirconversation,andthethoughtofitwasunpleasanttohim。
"Why,Ididn'tknowyouhadanewmancoming,"hesaid,turningtoherwithanovertureofsmilinginterest。
"Yes,"sheanswered,andthen,asifweighingtheprofferedpropitiationandrejectingit,turnedslowlyandwentintothehouse。
Thetrapapparentlyendeditscourseatsomebackentrance:hedidnotseeitagain。Hestrolledindoors,afteralittle,andtoldhismantopackabagforLondon,andorderthestanhopetotakehimtothetrain。
CHAPTERXXIII
INtheearlymorning,longbeforeanyofthehotelpeoplehadmadethemselvesheardmovingabout,Thorpegotup。
Itwasalongtimesincehehadlikedhimselfandhissurroundingssolittle。Thebedseemedallrighttotheeye,andeventothetouch,buthehadsleptverybadlyinit,nonetheless。Theroomwasluxuriouslyfurnished,aswastheentiresuite,butitwasallstrangeanduncomfortabletohissenses。Theoperationofshavinganddressinginsolitudeproducedanoppressionofloneliness。
Heregrettednothavingbroughthismanwithhimforthisreason,andthen,uponmeditation,forotherreasons。
Apersonofhispositionoughtalwaystohaveaservantwithhim。Thehotelpeoplemusthavebeensurprisedathistravellingunattended——andthepeopleatHighThorpemustalsohavethoughtitstrange。Itflashedacrosshismindthatnodoubthiswifehadmostofallthoughtitstrange。Howwouldsheexplaintoherselfhissudden,precipitatejourneytoLondonalone?Mightshenotquitenaturallyputanunpleasantconstructionuponit?Itwasbadenoughtohavetorememberthattheyhadpartedinsomethinglikeatiff;hefounditmuchworsetobefancyingthesuspicionswithwhichshewouldbeturningoverhismysteriousabsenceinhermind。
Hewentdownstairsasspeedilyaspossibleand,discoveringnoovertsignsofbreakfastinthevicinityoftherestaurant,passedoutandmadehiswaytotheEmbankment。
Thishadbeenafavouritewalkofhisintheolddays——butheconsidereditnowwithanunsympatheticeye。
Itseemedadryandhaggardanddesolate-lookingplacebycomparisonwithhisformerimpressionsofit。
Themorningwasgrey-skied,butfullofahardqualityoflight,whichbroughtouttotheuncompromisinguttermostthedilapidatedsqualoroftheSurreyside。
Thewaterwaslow,andfromthemudandoozeoftheuglyoppositeshore,orperhapsfromthediscolouredstreamitself,thereproceededasmellwhichoffendedhisunaccustomednostril。Afitful,gustywindwasblowingfromtheeast,andeverandagainitgathereddustineddyingswoopsfromtheroadway,andflungitinhisface。
HewalkedontowardtheCity,withoutanyconsciouspurpose,andwithnoverydefinitereflections。ItoccurredtohimthatifhiswifedidimputetohimsomeunworthymotiveinstealingofftoLondon,andmadeherselfunhappyindoingso——thatwouldatleastprovidethecompensationofshowingthatshecared。Thethought,however,uponexamination,containedverymeagreelementsofsolace。Hecouldnotintheleastbesureaboutanyoftheworkingsofhermind。
Theremightbemoreorlessannoyancemixedupthismorningwiththesecretthoughtsshehadconcerninghim——orshemightnotbebotheringherheadabouthimatall。
Thislattercontingencyhadneverpresenteditselfsofranklytohimbefore。Helookedhardatit,andsawmoresemblancesofprobabilityaboutitthanheliked。
Itmightverywellbethatshewasnotthinkingabouthimonewayortheother。
Adepressingconsciousnessthatpracticallynobodyneedthinkabouthimpervadedhissoul。Whocaredwhathesaidordidorfelt?TheCityhadforgottenhisveryexistence。
IntheWestEnd,onlyhereandtheresomepersonmightchancetorememberhisnameasthatofsomerichbounderwhohadmarriedLadyCressage。NowhereelseinEngland,saveonedullstripofagriculturalblanknessinabackwardhomecounty,wasthereahumanbeingwhoknewanythingwhateverabouthim。Andthiswashiscareer!Itwasforthisthathehadplannedthatmemorablecampaign,andwagedthatamazingseriesoffortnightlybattles,nevermissingvictory,neverfailingatanypointofthecomplicatedstrategy,andcrowningitallwithaculminatingtriumphwhichhadbeenthewonderandadmirationofthewholefinancialworld!Afewscoreofmenialsorinterestedinferiorsbowedtohim;hedrovesomegoodhorses,andwasattentivelywaitedupon,andhadanever-failingabundanceofgoodthingstoeatanddrinkaudsmoke。
Hardlyanythingmorethanthat,whenyoucametothinkofit——andthepassingusufructofallthesethingscouldbeenjoyedbyanyfoolwhohadaten-poundnoteinhispocket!
Whatgrosstrickhadthefatesplayedonhim?Hehadachievedpower——andwherewasthatpower?Whathadhedonewithit?WhatCOULDhedowithit?Hehadanexcessofwealth,itwastrue,butinwhatwaycoulditcommandanexcessofenjoyment?Theveryphrasewasaparadox,ashedimlyperceived。Thereexistedonlyanarrowmarginofadvantageinfavouroftherichman。Hecouldeatanddrinkalittlemoreandalittlebetterthanthepoorman;
hecouldhavebetterclothes,andlieabedlaterinthemorning,andtakelifeeasierallround——butonlywithinhardandfastbounds。Therewasanascertainedlimitbeyondwhichthemillionairecouldnomorestuffhimselfwithfoodandwinethancouldthebeggar。Itmightbepleasanttotakeanaddedhourortwoinbedinthemorning,buttolieinbedalldaywouldbeaninfliction。
Soitranindefinitely——thisthinselvedgeofadvantagewhichmoneycouldbuy——withdeprivationontheoneside,andsurfeitontheother。Candidly,wasitnottruethatmorehappinesslayinwinningthewayoutofdeprivation,thanininventingsafeguardsagainstsatiety?Thepoormansucceedinginmakinghimselfrich——atnumerousstagesoftheoperationtheremightbemadeamoralsnap-shotofthetrulyhappyman。Butnotafterhehadreachedthetop。Thendisintegrationbeganatonce。Thecontrastbetweenwhathesupposedhecoulddo,andwhathefindsitpossibletodo,istoovasttobeacceptedwithequanimity。
Itmustbesaidthatafterbreakfast——amealwhichhefoundinanItalianrestaurantofnogreatcleanlinessoropulenceofpretension,andatewithanalmostnovelrelish——Thorpetooksomewhatlessgloomyviewsofhisposition。Hestillwalkedeastward,wanderingintowarehouseandshippingquartersskirtingtheriver,hithertoquiteunknowntohim,andpursuinginanidle,inconsequentfashionhismeditations。Heestablishedinhismindthepropositionthatsinceanexcessofenjoymentwasimpossible——sinceonecouldnotderiveagreatblockofhappinessfromthesatisfactionoftheordinaryappetites,butatthemostcouldonlygatheralittlefromeach——thedesirablethingwastomultiplyasmuchasmightbethosetastesandwhimsandfancieswhichpassedforappetites,andthusexpandtheareaofpossiblegratification。
Thisseemedverylogicalindeed,butitdidnotapplyitselftohisindividualneedswithmuchfacility。
Whatdidhewanttodothathehadnotdone?Itwasdifficultforhimtosay。Perhapsitwaschandlers'
signsandwindowsabouthim,andtheindefinableseafaringpreoccupationsuggestedbythehigh-walled,narrowstreets,whichraisedthequestionofayachtinhismind。
Didhewantayacht?Hecouldrecallhavingoncedweltwithgreatfondnessuponsuchaproject:doubtlessitwouldstillbefullofattractionsforhim。Helikedthewater,andthewaterlikedhim——andhewasbetterablenowthanformerlytounderstandhowluxuriousexistencecanbemadeinmodernprivateships。Hedecidedthathewouldhaveayacht——andthenperceivedthatthedecisionbroughtnoexhilaration。Hewasnohappierthanbefore。
Hecoulddecidethathewouldhaveanythinghechosetoname——anditwouldinnowhitlightenhismood。
TheyachtmightbeasgrandasHighThorpe,andrelativelyasspaciousandwellordered,butwouldhenotgrowastiredoftheoneashehadoftheother?
Hestoppedshortatthisbluntself-expressionofsomethinghehadneveradmittedtohimself。WasheindeedtiredofHighThorpe?Hehadassuredhiswifetothecontraryyesterday。Hereiteratedtheassurancetohisownmindnow。Itwasinsteadthathewastiredofhimself。
Hecarriedawearinessaboutwithhim,whichlookedateverythingwithapatheticeyes,andcaredfornothing。
Somenamelessparalysishadsettleduponhiscapacityforamusementandenjoyment,andatrophiedit。
Hehadhadthepowertoexpandhislifetothefarthestboundariesofrichexperienceandsensation,andhehaddeliberatelyshrunkintoasortofherbaceousnonentity,whomnobodykneworcaredabout。HemighthavehadLondonathisbeckandcall,andyetofallthatthemetropolismightmeantoamillionaire,hehadbeenabletothinkofnothingbetterthanthatitshouldsendoldKervicktohim,tohelpbeguilehisboredomwithdominoesandmess-roomstories!Pah!Hewasdisgustedwithhimself。
Strikingoutanewcourse,withtheMonumentashisguide,hepresentlycameintoapartoftheCitywhichhadacertainfamiliarityforhim。HewalkedupSt。Swithin'sLane,lookingatthestrangeformsofforeignfruitexposedattheshop-doors,andfindinginthemsomefleetingrecurrenceofthehintthattravelwaswhatheneeded。
Thenhestopped,tolookthroughtherailingsandopengatewayatanenclosureontheleft,andthesubstantial,heavily-respectablegroupofearlyVictorianbuildingsbeyond。
Somewell-dressedmenwerestandingtalkinginoneoftheporches。Thestiffyellowish-stuccopilastersofthisentrance,andthetalluniformedfigureoftheporterintheshadow,cameintothepictureasheobservedit;
theygaveforthasuggestionofsatisfiedsmugness——oforderlybutaltogetherunilluminedroutine。Nothingcouldbemorecommonplacetotheeye。
Yettohisimagination,eighteenmonthsbefore,whatmysteriousmarvelsofpowerhadlurkedhiddenbehindthoseconventionalportals!Withinthosedoors,insomeinnerchamber,satmenwhosetaskitwastodirectthemovementsofthegreatestforcetheworldhadeverknown。TheyandtheircousinsinParisandFrankfort,orwherevertheylived,betweenthemwieldedavasterauthoritythanalltheParliamentsoftheearth。
Theycouldchangeagovernment,orcrushtheaspirationsofawholepeople,ordecideaquestionofpeaceorwar,bythesilentdictumoftheirlittlefamilycouncil。
Herememberednowhowhehadstoodonthissamespot,andstaredwithfascinatedgazeatthisquadrangleofdullhouses,andpondereduponwhatitmustfeelliketobeaRothschild——andthatwasonlyalittleoverayearago!
Therewasnosenseoffascinationwhateverinhispresentgaze。Hefoundhimselfregardinginstead,withakindofdetachedcuriosity,thelittleknotofmeninfrock-coatsandsilk-hatswhostoodtalkinginthedoorway。
Itwasbarelyteno'clock,yetclearlybusinesswasproceedingwithin。OneofthesepersonswhomhebeheldmightbeaRothschild,foraughtheknew;atanyrate,itwaspresumablethatsomeofthemwereonthepremises。
Hehadhearditsaidthattheveryheadofthehouselistenedtoquotationsfromthetapewhileheatehisluncheon,andinterruptedhisconversationswiththemostimportantofnon-commercialcallers,tomakeorrefusebargainsinsharesofferedbybrokerswhocamein。Whatimpulselaybehindthisextraordinarydevotiontolabour?Towardwhatconceivablegoalcoulditbestriving?
Toworkhardandriskgreatthingsforthepossessionofafortune,inordertoenjoyitafterward——hecouldunderstandhowthatattractedmen。Buttopossessalreadythebiggestofhumanfortunes,andstillwork——
thatbaffledhim。Hewishedheknewsomeofthosemeninthere,especiallyiftheybelongedtotheplace。
ItwouldbewonderfullyinterestingtogetattheinnerpointofviewofNewCourt。
Alittlelater,inColinSemple'soffice,hesatdowntoawaitthecomingofthatgentleman。"Thenhedoesn'tgetheresoearlynowadays?"hesuggestedtothehead-clerkwho,withinstantrecognitionandexaggerateddeference,hadusheredhimintothisfurthermostprivateroom。
ItpleasedhimtoassumethatprosperityhadrelaxedtheScotchman'svigilance。
"Ohyes,sir,"theclerkreplied。"Abitearlierifanything,asarule。ButIthinkheisstoppingathissolicitorsonhiswaytotheCity。Ihopeyouareverywell,sir。"
"Yes——I'mveryfit——thanks,"Thorpesaid,listlessly,andtheotherlefthim。
Mr。Semple,whenatlasthearrived,bustledintotheroomwithunaffectedgratificationatthenewshehadheardwithout。"Well,well,Thorpeman!"
hecried,andshookhandscordially。"Thisisfine!
IfI'donlyknownyouwereintown!Whywouldn'tyouhavetoldmeyouwerecoming?I'dneverhavekeptyouwaiting。"
Thorpelaughedwearily。"IhardlyknewIwasintownmyself。
Ionlyranuplastnight。Ithoughtitwouldamusemetohavealookround——butthingsseemasdullasditchwater。"
"Ohno,"saidSemple,"theautumnisopeningverrawellindeed。Therearemorenewcompanies,andabetterpublicsubscriptionallround,thanforanyfirstweekofOctoberIremember。Westraliansappearbadonthefaceofthings,it'strue——butdon'tbelieveallyouhearofthem。There'smorethanthesuspicionofa'rig'there。Besides,youhaven'tapennyinthem。"
"Iwasn'tthinkingofthat,"Thorpetoldhim,withcomprehensivevagueness。"Well,Isupposeyou'restillcoiningmoney,"heobserved,afterapause。
"Keepingalong——keepingalong,"thebrokerreplied,cheerfully。"Icannacomplain。"Thorpelookedathimwithameditativefrown。"Well,whatareyougoingtodowithit,afteryou'vegotit?"hedemanded,almostwithsharpness。
TheScotchman,afterasurprisedinstant,smiled。"Oh,I'lljustkeepmyhandsonit,"heassuredhim,lightly。
"Thatisn'twhatImean,"Thorpesaid,gropingafterwhathedidmean,withsullentenacity,amonghisthoughts。
Hislarge,heavyfaceexhibitedadepressedgravitywhichattractedtheother'sattention。
"What'sthematter?"Sempleaskedquickly。"Hasanythinggonewrongwithyou?"
Thorpeslowlyshookhishead。"Whatbetteroffdoyouthinkyou'llbewithsixfiguresthanyouarewithfive?"
hepursued,withdogmaticinsistence。
Sempleshruggedhisshoulders。Heseemedtohavegrownmuchbrighterandgayerofmoodinthispasttwelvemonth。
Apparentlyhewassomewhatstouter,andcertainlytherewasamellowedsofteningofhissharpglanceandshrewdsmile。
Itwasevidentthathisfriend'smoodsomewhatnonplussedhim,buthisgood-humourwasunflagging。
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