首页 >出版文学> The Man From Glengarry>第6章
  Shelaybackinthebigchair,lookingsopaleandwearythatHarryhardlybelieveditwasthesamewomanthathadjustbeenkeepingahundredandfiftypeoplekeenlyalertforanhourandahalf,andleadingthemwithsuchintellectualandemotionalpower。
  "Thatclassistoohardforyou,auntie,"hesaid。"IfIwereyourhusbandIwouldnotletyoukeepiton。"
  "Butyouseemyhusbandisnothere。Heistwelvemilesaway。"
  "ThenIwouldlockyouup,ortakeyouwithme。"
  "Oh!"criedHughie,"IwouldmuchratherteachtheBibleclassthanlistentoanothersermon。"
  "Somethinginthat,"saidhiscousin,"especiallyifIwerethepreacher,eh?"atwhichtheyalllaughed。
  ItwasahappyhourforRanald。Hehadbeentooshytojointhesingingschool,andhadneverheardanypartsingingtillhebegantoattendtheBibleclass。Therehemadethedelightfuldiscoverythat,withoutanyinstruction,hecouldjoininthebass,andhadmade,also,thefurtherdiscoverythathisvoice,whichhehadthoughtroughandcoarse,andforayearpast,worsethanever,couldreachtoextraordinarydepths。OneSabbathevening,itchancedthatJohn"Aleck,"whoalwayshadanearopenforagoodvoice,heardhimrollingouthisdeepbass,andseizinghimonthespot,hadmadehimpromisetojointhesingingschool。Therehediscoveredatalentanddevelopedatasteforsingingthatdelightedhisleader'sheart,andopenedouttohimselfanewworld。Thepiano,too,wasanewandraretreattoRanald。Inallthecountrytherewasnoother,andeveninthemanseitwasseldomheard,forMrs。Murrayfoundlittletime,amidthemultitudeofhouseholdandcongregationalduties,tokeepupherpianopractice。
  Thatpartofherlife,withothersoflikekind,shehadbeenforcedtolose。
  ButsinceMaimie'scoming,thepianohadbeenindailyuse,andevenontheSabbathdays,thoughnotwithoutdangertothesensibilitiesoftheneighbors,shehadusedittoaccompanythehymnswithwhichthedayalwaysclosed。
  "Letushavetheparts,"criedHughie。"MaimieandIwilltaketheair,andRanaldwilltakethebass。CousinHarry,canyousing?"
  "Oh,I'llhum。"
  "Nonsense,"saidMaimie,"hesingstenorsplendidly。"
  "Oh,that'sfine!"criedHughie,withdelight。Hehimselfwasfullofmusic。"Comeon,Ranald,youstandupbehindMaimie,youwillneedtoseethenotes;andIwillsithere,"plantinghimselfbesidehismother。
  SoHughiearrangeditall,andforanhourthesingingwenton,thefavoritehymnsofeachbeingsunginturn。Forthemostpart,Mrs。
  Murraysatsilent,butnowandthenshewouldjoinwiththeothers,singingaltowhenshedidso,byHughie'sspecialdirection。Hervoicewasnotstrong,butitwastrue,mellow,andfullofmusic。
  Hughielovedtohearhersingalto,andmoreespeciallybecausehelikedtojoininwithher,whichhewastooshytodoalone,eveninhishome,andwhichhewouldneverthinkofdoingintheBibleclass,orinthepresenceofanyoftheboyswhomight,forthisreason,thinkhim"proud。"WhentheycametoHughie'sturn,hechosethehymnbyBliss,recentlypublished,"Whosoeverwill,"thewordsseemtostrikehimtonight。
  "Mother,"hesaid,aftersingingitthrough,"doesthatmeaneverybodythatlikes?"
  "Yes,mydear,anyonethatwishes。"
  "Pharaoh,mother?"
  "Yes,Pharaoh,too。"
  "But,mother,yousaidhecouldnotpossibly。"
  "Onlybecausehedidnotwantto。"
  "Buthecouldnot,evenifhedidwantto。"
  "IhopeIdidnotsaythat,"saidhismother,smilingattheeagerandearnestyoungface。
  "No,auntie,"saidHarry,takingupHughie'scause,"notexactly,butsomethingverylikeit。YousaidthatPharaohcouldnotpossiblyhaveactedinanyotherwaythanhedid。"
  "Yes,Isaidthat。"
  "Notevenifhewantedto?"askedHughie。
  "Oh,Ididnotsaythat。"
  "TheLordhardenedPharaoh'sheart,"quotedRanald,whoknewhisBiblebetterthanHarry。
  "Yes,thatisit,"saidHarry,"andsothatmadeitimpossibleforPharaohtodoanythingelse。Hecouldnothelpfollowingafterthosepeople。"
  "Whynot?"saidMrs。Murray。"Whatmadehimfollow?Nowjustthink,whatmadehimfollowafterthosepeople?"
  "Why,hewantedtogetthemback,"saidHughie。
  "Quitetrue,"saidhismother。"Soyousee,hedidexactlyashewantedto。"
  "ThenyoumeantheLordhadnothingtodowithit?"askedRanald。
  "No,Icouldnotsaythat。"
  "Then,"saidHarry,"Pharaohcouldnothelphimself。Now,couldhe?"
  "Hedidwhathewishedtodo,"saidhisaunt。
  "Yes,"saidRanald,quickly,"butcouldhehelpwishingtodowhathedid?"
  "Ifhehadbeenadifferentman,morehumbleminded,andmorewillingtobetaught,hewouldnothavewishedtodowhathedid。"
  "Mother,"saidHughie,changinghisgroundalittle,andloweringhisvoice,"doyouthinkPharaohislost,andallhissoldiers,and——andallthepeoplewhowerebad?"
  Mrs。Murraylookedathiminsilenceforafewmoments,thensaid,verysadly,"Ican'tanswerthatquestion,Hughie。Idonotknow。"
  "But,mother,"persistedHughie,"arenotwickedpeoplelost?"
  "Yes,Hughie,"repliedhismother,"allthosewhodonotrepentoftheirsinsandcrytoGodformercy。"
  "Oh,mother,"criedHughie,"forever?"
  Hismotherdidnotreply。
  "WillHeneverletthemout,mother?"continuedHughie,inpiteousappeal。
  "Listentome,Hughie,"saidhismother,verygently。"Weknowverylittleaboutthis。Wouldyoubeverysorry,evenforverybadmen?"
  "Oh,mother,"criedHughie,histenderlittleheartmovedwithagreatcompassion,"thinkofawholeyear,allsummerlong,andallwinterlong。IthinkIwouldletanybodyout。"
  "Then,Hughie,dear,"saidhismother,"rememberthatGodismuchkinderthanyouare,andhasaheartfarmoretender,andwhileHewillbejustandmustpunishsin,Hewilldonothingunjustorunkind,youmaybequitesureofthat。DonotforgethowHegaveupHisowndearsonforus。"
  PoorHughiecouldbearitnolonger。Heputhisheadinhismother'slapandsobbedout,"Oh,mother,Ihopehewillletthemout。"
  Asheutteredthispitifullittlecry,hiscousinHarrygotupfromhischair,andmovedacrosstothewindow,whileMaimieopenlywipedhereyes,butRanaldsatwithhisfacesethard,andhiseyesgleaming,waitingeagerlyforMrs。Murray'sanswer。
  ThemotherstrokedHughie'sheadsoftly,andwhilehertearsfellonthebrowncurls,saidtohim,"Youwouldnotbeafraidtotrustyourmother,Hughie,andourFatherinheavenlovesusallmuchmorethanIloveyou。"
  AndwiththatHughiewascontent。
  "Nowletussingonemorehymn,"saidhismother。"It'smychoice。"Andshechoseoneofthenewhymnswhichtheyhadjustlearnedinthesingingschool,andofwhichHughiewasveryfond,thechildren'shymn,"CometotheSaviour。"WhiletheyweresingingtheyheardMr。Murraydriveintotheyard。
  "There'spapa,"saidMrs。Murray。"Hewillbetiredandhungry,"
  andshehurriedouttomeetherhusband,followedbyHarryandHughie,leavingRanaldandMaimieintheroomtogether。Ranaldhadneverbeenalonewithherbefore,norindeedhadheeverspentfiveminutesofhislifealonewithanygirlbeforenow。Buthedidnotfeelawkwardorshy;hewasthinkingnow,ashehadbeenthinkingnowandthenthroughthewholeevening,ofonlyonething,thatMaimiewasgoingaway。Thatwouldmakeagreatdifferencetohim,sogreatthathewasconsciousofaheart-sinkingatthemerethoughtofit。Duringthelastweeks,hislifehadcometomoveaboutacenter,andthatcenterwasMaimie;andnowthatshewasgoingaway,therewouldbenothingleft。Nothing,thatis,thatreallymattered。Butthequestionhewasrevolvinginhismindwas,wouldsheforgetallabouthim。Heknewhewouldneverforgether,thatwas,ofcourse,impossible,forsomanythingswouldremindhimofher。Hewouldneverseethemoonlightfallingthroughthetreesasitfellthatnightofthesugaring-off,withoutthinkingofher。Hewouldneverseetheshadowsintheevening,orhearthewindintheleaves,withoutthinkingofher。
  Thechurchandtheminister'spew,themanseandallbelongingtoitwouldremindhimofMaimie。Hewouldrecallhowshelookedatdifferenttimesandplaces,theturnofherhead,thewayherhairfellonherneck,herlaugh,thelittletossofherchin,andthecurveinherlips。Hewouldremembereverythingabouther。Wouldsherememberhim,orwouldsheforgethim?Thatwasthequestionburninginhisheart;andthatquestionhemusthavesettled,andthiswasthetime。
  Butthoughthesethoughtsandemotionswererushingthroughhisbrainandblood,hefeltstrangelyquietandself-controlledashewalkedovertoherwhereshestoodbesidethepiano,andlookingintohereyeswithanintensityofgazeshecouldnotmeet,said,inalow,quickvoice:"Youaregoingaway?"
  "Yes,"shereplied,sostartledthattheeasysmilewithwhichshehadgreetedhimfadedoutofherface。"IntwoweeksIshallbegone。"
  "Gone!"echoedRanald。"Yes,youwillbegone。Willyouforgetme?"Histonewasalmoststern。
  "Why,no,"shesaid,inasurprisedvoice。"Ofcoursenot。Didnotyousavemylife?Youwillbefarmorelikelytoforgetme。"
  "No,"hesaid,simply,asifthatpossibilityneednotbeconsidered。
  "Iwillneverforgetyou。Iwillalwaysbethinkingofyou。Willyouthinkofme?"hepersisted。
  "Why,certainly。Wouldn'tIbeaveryungratefulgirlifIdidnot?"
  "Ungrateful!"exclaimedRanald,impatiently。"WhatIdidwasnothing。Forgetthat。Doyounotunderstandme?Iwillbethinkingofyoueveryday,inthemorningandatnight,andIneverthoughtofanyoneelsebeforeforaday。Willyoubethinkingofme?"
  Therewasamovementinthekitchen,andtheycouldheartheministertalkingtoHarry;andsomeonewasmovingtowardthedoor。
  "Tellme,Maimie,quick,"saidRanald,andthoughhisvoicewasintenseandstern,therewasappealinitaswell。
  Shetookastepnearerhim,andlookingupintohisface,said,inawhisper,"Yes,Ranald,Iwillalwaysrememberyou,andthinkofyou。"
  Swiftly,almostfiercely,hethrewhisarmsabouther,andkissedherlips,thenhestoodbacklookingather。
  "Icouldnothelpit,"hesaid,boldly。"Youmademe。"
  "Madeyou?"exclaimedMaimie,herfacehotwithblushes。
  "Yes,youmademe。Icouldnothelpit,"herepeated。"AndIdonotcareifyouareangry。IamgladIdidit。"
  "Glad?"echoedMaimieagain,notknowingwhattosay。
  "Yes,glad,"hesaid,exultantly。"Areyou?"
  Shemadenoreply。Thedooropenedbehindthem。Shesankdownuponthepiano-stoolandletherhandsfalluponthekeys。
  "Areyou?"hedemanded,ignoringtheinterruption。
  Withherheadlowdown,whileshestruckthechordsofthehymntheyhadjustsung,shesaid,hesitatingly,"Iamnotsorry。"
  "Sorryforwhat?"saidHarry。
  "Oh,nothing,"saidMaimie,lightly。
  "Nobodyis,ifhehasgotanysense。"
  ThenMrs。Murraycamein。"Won'tyoustayforsupper,Ranald?Youmustbehungry。"
  "No,thankyou,"saidRanald。"Imustgonow。"
  Heshookhandswithaneaseandfreedomthattheministerhadneverseeninhim,andwentout。
  "Thatyoungmaniscomingon,"saidtheminister。"Ineversawanyonechangeanddevelopashehasinthelastfewmonths。Letmesee。Heisonlyeighteen,isn'the,andhemightbetwenty-one。"
  TheministerspokeasifhewerenottoowellpleasedwiththisprecocityinRanald。
  ButlittledidRanaldcare。Thatyoungmanwasstridinghomewardthroughthenight,hisheadstrikingthestars。Hispathlaythroughthewoods,andwhenhecametothe"sugarcamp"road,hestoodstill,andletthememoriesofthenightwhenhehadsnatchedMaimiefromthefiretroopthroughhismind。SuddenlyhethoughtofAleckMcRae,andlaughedaloud。
  "PoorAleck,"hesaid。Aleckseemedsoharmlesstohimnow。Andthenhestoodsilent,motionless,lookingstraighttowardthestars,butseeingthemnot。HewasrememberingMaimie'sfacewhenshesaid,"Yes,Ranald,Iwillalwaysrememberyouandthinkofyou";andthenthethoughtofwhatfollowed,sentthebloodjumpingthroughhisveins。
  "Shewillnotforget,"hesaidaloud,andwentonhisway。Itwashishappynight,thehappiestofhislifethusfar,andhewouldalwaysbehappy。Whatdifferencecouldanythingmake?
  CHAPTERXV
  THEREVIVAL
  ThoselastdaysofMaimie'svisitspedbyonwingedfeet。ToRanaldtheywerebrimmingwithhappiness,everyoneofthem。Itwastheslacktimeoftheyear,betweenseedingandharvest,andtherewasnothingmuchtokeephimathome。Andso,withHarry,hisdevotedcompanion,Ranaldroamedthewoods,hitchingupLisetteinYankee'sbuckboard,putherthroughherpaces,andwouldnowandthengetupsuchburstsofspeedastookHarry'sbreathaway;andmorethanall,therewasthechanceofawordwithMaimie。Hehadlostmuchofhisawkwardness。Hewentaboutwithanairofmastery,andwhynot?Hehadentereduponhiskingdom。Theministernoticedandwondered;hiswifenoticedandsmiledsometimes,butoftenersighed,wiselykeepingsilence,forsheknewthatintimeslikethisthebestwordswerethoseunspoken。
  ThehappiestdayofallforRanaldwasthelast,when,afteralongtrampwithHarrythroughthewoods,hedrovehimbacktothemanse,comingupfromthegatetothedoorlikeawhirlwind。
  AsLisettestoodpawingandtossingherbeautifulhead,Mrs。
  Murray,whostoodwithMaimiewatchingthemdriveup,criedout,admiringly:"Whatabeautysheis!"
  "Isn'tshe!"criedHarry,enthusiastically。"Andsuchaflyer!
  Getin,auntie,andsee。"
  "Do,"saidRanald;"Iwouldbeveryglad。Justtothechurchhillandback。"
  "Go,auntie,"pleadedHarry。"Sheiswonderful。"
  "Yougo,Maimie,"saidheraunt,towhomeveryofferedpleasuresimplyfurnishedanopportunityofthoughtforothers。
  "Nonsense!"criedHarry,impatiently。"Youmightgratifyyourselfalittleforonceinyourlife。Besides,"headded,withtruebrotherlyblindness,"it'syouRanaldwants。Atleasthetalksenoughaboutyou。"
  "Yes,auntie,dogo!Itwillbelovely,"chimedinMaimie,withsuspiciousheartiness。
  So,withmanyprotestations,Mrs。MurraytookherplacebesideRanaldandwaswhirledofflikethewind。Shereturnedinaveryfewminutes,herhairblownloosetillthelittlecurlshungaboutherglowingfaceandhereyesshiningwithexcitement。
  "Oh,sheisperfectlysplendid!"sheexclaimed。"Andsogentle。
  Youmustgo,Maimie,ifonlytothegate。"AndMaimiewent,butnottoturnateventhechurchhill。
  ForamiledowntheconcessionroadRanaldletLisettejogataneasypacewhilehetoldMaimiesomeofhisaimsandhopes。Hedidnotmeantobeafarmernoralumberman。Hewasgoingtothecity,andtheremakehisfortune。Hedidnotsayitinwords,buthistone,hismanner,everythingabouthim,proclaimedhisconfidencethatsomedayhewouldbeagreatman。AndMaimiebelievedhim,notbecauseitseemedreasonable,orbecausethereseemedtobeanygroundforhisconfidence,butjustbecauseRanaldsaidit。Hissuperbself-confidencewroughtinherassurance。
  "Andthen,"hesaid,proudly,"Iamgoingtoseeyou。"
  "Oh,Ihopeyouwillnotwaittillthen,"sheanswered。
  "Idonotknow,"hesaid。"Icannottell,butitdoesnotmattermuch。Iwillbealwaysseeingyou。"
  "ButIwillwanttoseeyou,"saidMaimie。
  "Yes,"saidRanald,"Iknowyouwill,"asifthatwereathingtobeexpected。"Butyouwillbecomingbacktoyouraunthere。"ButofthisMaimiecouldnotbesure。
  "Oh,yes,youwillcome,"hesaid,confidently;"Iamsureyouwillcome。Harryiscoming,andyouwillcome,too。"Andhavingsettledthispoint,heturnedLisetteandfromthatoutgavehisattentiontohisdriving。Thecoltseemedtorealizethenecessityofmakingadisplayofherbestspeed,andwithoutanyurging,shewentalongtheconcessionroad,increasingherspeedateverystridetillshewheeledinatthegate。ThenRanaldshookthelinesoverherbackandcalledtoher。MagnificentlyLisetteresponded,andsweptuptothedoorwithsuchsplendiddashthatthewholehouseholdgreetedherwithwavingapplause。Asthecoltcametoastand,Maimiesteppedoutfromthebuckboard,andturningtowardRanald,saidinalow,hurriedvoice:"O,Ranald,thatwassplendid,andIamsohappy;andyouwillbesuretocome?"
  "Iwillcome,"saidRanald,lookingdownintotheblueeyeswithalooksolongandsteadyandsofullofpassionatefeelingthatMaimieknewhewouldkeephisword。
  Thenfarewellsweresaid,andRanaldturnedaway,HarryandMrs。
  Murraywatchinghimfromthedoortillhedisappearedoverthechurchhill。
  "Well,that'sthefinestchapIeversaw,"saidHarry,withemphasis。"Andwhatabodyhehas!Hewouldmakeagreathalf-
  back。"
  "PoorRanald!Ihopehewillmakeagreatandgoodman,"saidhisaunt,witharingofsadnessinhervoice。
  "Whypoor,auntie?"
  "I'msureIdonotknow,"shesaid,withaveryuncertainsmileplayingabouthermouth。ThenshewentupstairsandfoundMaimiesittingatthewindowoverlookingthechurchhill,andoncemoresheknewhowgoldenissilence。SoshesettoworktopackMaimie'strunkforher。
  "Itwillbeaveryearlystart,Maimie,"shesaid,"andsowewillgeteverythingreadyto-night。"
  "Yes,auntie,"saidMaimie,goingtoherandputtingherarmsabouther。"HowhappyIhavebeen,andhowgoodyouhavebeentome!"
  "AndhowgladIhavebeentohaveyou!"saidheraunt。
  "Oh,Iwillneverforgetyou!YouhavetaughtmesomuchthatI
  neverknewbefore。Iseeeverythingsodifferently。Itseemseasytobegoodhere,and,oh!Iwishyouwerenotsofarawayfromme,auntie。Iamafraid——afraid——"
  Thetearscouldnolongerbedenied。Sheputherheadinheraunt'slapandsobbedoutherheart'soverflow。Foranhourtheysatbytheopentrunk,forgettingallaboutthepacking,whileheraunttalkedtoMaimieasnoonehadevertalkedtoherbefore;andoften,throughthelongyearsofsufferingthatfollowed,thewordsofthateveningcametoMaimietolightenandtocomfortanhouroffearandsorrow。Mrs。Murraywasofthosetowhomitisgiventospeakwordsthatwillnotdiewithtime,butwilllive,forthattheyfallfromlipstouchedwiththefireofGod。
  BeforetheyhadfinishedtheirtalkHarrycamein,andthenMrs。
  Murraytoldthemabouttheirmother,ofherbeautyandherbrightnessandhergoodness,butmostlyofhergoodness。
  "Shewasadear,deargirl,"saidtheiraunt,"andhergoodnesswasofthekindthatmakesonethinkofafreshspringmorning,sobright,sosweet,andpure。Andshewasbeautiful,too。Youwillbelikeher,Maimie,"and,afterapause,sheadded,softly,"And,mostofall,shelovedherSaviour,andthatwasthesecretofbothherbeautyandhergoodness。"
  "Auntie,"saidHarry,suddenly,"don'tyouthinkyoucouldcometousforavisit?Itwoulddofather——Imeanitwouldbesuchagreatthingforfather,andforme,too,forusall。"
  Mrs。Murraythoughtofherhomeandallitsties,andthensaid,smiling:"Iamafraid,Harry,thatcouldhardlybe。Besides,mydearboy,thereisOnewhocanalwaysbewithyou,andnoonecantakeHisplace。"
  "Allthesame,Iwishyoucouldcome,"saidHarry。"WhenIamhereIfeellikedoingsomethingwithmylife,butathomeIonlythinkofhavingfun。"
  "But,Harry,"saidhisaunt,"lifeisaverysacredandverypreciousthing,andatallcosts,youmustmakeitworthyofHimwhogaveittoyou。"
  Nextmorning,whenHarrywassaying"Farewell"tohisaunt,sheputherarmsroundhim,andsaid:"Yourmotherwouldhavewishedyoutobeanobleman,andyoumustnotdisappointher。"
  "Iwilltry,auntie,"hesaid,andcouldsaynomore。
  Forthenextfewweekstheministerandhiswifewerebothbusyandanxious。Formorethaneightyearstheyhadlaboredwiththeirpeoplewithoutmuchsignofresult。Weekafterweektheministerpouredintohissermonsthestrengthofhisheartandmind,andthengavethemtohispeoplewithallthefervorofhisnature。
  Weekafterweekhiswife,inherwomen'smeetingsandinherBibleclass,lavishedfreelyuponthemthesplendidrichesofherintellectualandspiritualpowers,andtogetherinthehomesofthepeopletheywroughtandtaught。Attimesitseemedtotheministerthattheywerespendingtheirstrengthfornaught,andatsuchtimeshebitterlygrudged,nothisowntoils,butthoseofhiswife。Noneknewbetterthanhehowwellfittedshewas,bothbythenativeendowmentsofhermindandbythegracesofhercharacter,tofillthehighestsphere,andhesometimesgrewimpatientthatsheshouldspendherselfwithoutstintandreapnoadequatereward。
  Thesewerehisthoughtsashelayonhiscouch,ontheeveningofthelastSabbathintheoldchurch,afteraday'sworkmorethanusuallyexhausting。Thenewchurchwastobeopenedthefollowingweek。Formonthsithadbeentheburdenoftheirprayersthatatthededicationoftheirchurch,whichhadbeenbuiltandpaidforatthecostofmuchthoughtandtoil,thereshouldbesome"signalmarkofthedivineacceptance。"Nowondertheministerwasmorethanusuallydepressedto-night。
  "Thereisnotmuchsignofmovementamongthedrybones,"hesaidtohiswife。"Theyareasdryandasdeadasever。"
  Hiswifewassilentforsometime,forshe,too,hadhermomentsofdoubtandfear,butshesaid:"Ithinkthereissomesign。Thepeoplewerecertainlymuchimpressedthismorning,andtheBibleclasswasverylarge,andtheywereveryattentive。"
  "Sotheyareeveryday,"saidtheminister,ratherbitterly。"Butwhatdoesitamountto?Thereisnotasignofoneoftheseyoungpeople'comingforward。'Justthink,onlyoneyoungmanamemberofthechurch,andhehasn'tgotmuchspunkinhim。Andmanyoftheoldermenremainashardasthenethermillstone。"
  "Ireallythink,"saidhiswife,"thatanumberoftheyoungpeoplewould'comeforward'ifsomeonewouldmakeabeginning。Theyareallveryshy。"
  "Soyoualwayssay,"saidherhusband,withatouchofimpatience;
  "butthereisnoshynessinotherthings,intheirfrolicsandtheirfightings。Iamsurethislastoutrageousbusinessisenoughtobreakone'sheart。"
  "Whatdoyoumean?"saidhiswife。
  "Oh,Isupposeyouwillhearsoonenough,soIneednottrytokeepitfromyou。ItwasLongJohnCamerontoldme。ItisstrangethatHughiehasnotheard。Indeed,perhapshehas,butsincehisbelovedRanaldisinvolved,heiskeepingitquiet。"
  "Whatisit?"saidhiswife,anxiously。
  "Oh,nothinglessthanaregularpitchedbattlebetweentheMcGregorsandtheMcRaesoftheSixteenth,andallonRanald'saccount,too,Ibelieve。"
  Mrs。Murraysatinsilentandbitterdisappointment。ShehadexpectedmuchfromRanald。Herhusbandwentonwithhistale。
  "ItseemstherewasanoldquarrelbetweenyoungAleckMcRaeandRanald,overwhatIcannotfindout;andyoungAngusMcGregor,whowilldoanythingforaMacdonald,mustneedstakeRanald'spart,withtheresultthatthathot-headedyoungfire-eaterAleckMcRaemustchallengethewholeclanMcGregor。Soitwasarranged,onSundaymorning,too,mindyou,twoweeksago,aftertheservice,thatsixofthebestofeachsideshouldmeetandsettlethebusiness。OfcourseRanaldwasboundtobeintoit,andbeggedandpleadedwiththeMcGregorsthatheshouldbeoneofthesix;andI
  hearitwasbyYankee'sadvicethathisrequestwasgranted。Thatgodlessfellow,itseems,hasbeengivingRanalddailylessonswiththeboxing-gloves,andtosomepurpose,too,asthefightproved。
  ItseemsthatyoungAleckMcRae,whoisaterriblefighter,andmustbefortypoundsheavierthanRanald,was,byRanald'sespecialdesireandbyYankee'sarrangement,pittedagainsttheboy,andbythetimethefightwasover,Ranald,althoughbeatenandbruisedtoa'bloodypulp,'asLongJohnsaid,hadAleckthoroughlywhipped。
  Andnobodyknowswhatwouldhavehappened,sofiercewastheyoungvillain,hadnotPeterMcGregorandMacdonaldBhainappeareduponthescene。ItappearsAleckhadbeensayingsomethingaboutMaimie,LongJohndidnotknowwhatitwas;butRanaldwasdeterminedtofinishAleckupthereandthen。Itmusthavebeenadisgustingandterriblesight;butMacdonaldBhainapparentlysettledtheminahurry;andwhatismore,madethemallshakehandsandpromisetodropthequarrelthenceforth。IfancyRanald'shandlingofyoungAleckMcRaedidmoretobringaboutthesettlementthananythingelse。Whatalotofsavagestheyare!"continuedtheminister。"Itreallydoesnotseemmuchusetopreachtothem。"
  "Wemustnotsaythat,mydear,"saidhiswife,buthertonewasnonetoohopeful。"ImustconfessIamdisappointedinRanald。
  Well,"shecontinued,"wecanonlywaitandtrust。"
  FromHughie,whohadhadthestoryfromDon,andwhohadbeenpledgedtosaynothingofit,shelearnedmoreaboutthefight。
  "ItwasAleck'sfault,mother,"hesaid,anxioustoscreenhishero。"HesaidsomethingaboutMaimie,thatDonwouldn'ttellme,attheblacksmithshopintheSixteenth,andRanaldstruckhimandknockedhimflat,andhecouldnotgetupforalongtime。Yankeehasbeenshowinghimhow。Iamgoingtolearn,mother,"interjectedHughie。"AndthenAngusMcGregortookRanald'spart,anditwasallarrangedafterchurch,andRanaldwasboundtobeinit,andsaidhewouldstopthewholethingifnotallowed。Donsaidhewasjustterrible。Itwasanawfulfight。AngusMcGregorfoughtPeterMcRae,Aleck'sbrother,youknowand——"
  "Nevermind,Hughie,"saidhismother。"Idon'twanttohearofit。Itistoodisgusting。WasRanaldmuchhurt?"
  "Oh,hewashurtawfulbad,andhewasgoingtobelicked,too。Hewouldn'tkeepcoolenough,andhewouldn'tusehislegs。"
  "Usehislegs?"saidhismother;"whatdoyoumean?"
  "That'swhatDonsays,andYankeemadehim。Yankeekeptcallingtohim,'Nowgetaway,getawayfromhim!Useyourlegs!Getawayfromhim!'andwheneverRanaldbegantodoashewastold,thenhegotthebetterofAleck,andhegaveAleckaterriblehammering,andDonsaidifMacdonaldBhainhadnotstoppedthemAleckMcRaewouldnothavebeenabletowalkhome。HesaidRanaldwasawful。
  Hesaidheneversawhimlikehewasthatday。Wasn'titfine,mother?"
  "Fine,Hughie!"saidhismother。"Itisanythingbutfine。Itissimplydisgustingtoseemenactlikebeasts。Itisvery,verysad。IamverymuchdisappointedinRanald。"
  "But,mother,Ranaldcouldn'thelpit。Andanyway,IamgladhegavethatAleckMcRaeagoodthrashing。Yankeesaidhewouldneverberightuntilhegotit。"
  "YoumustnotrepeatwhatYankeesays,"saidhismother。"Iamafraidhisinfluenceisnotofthebestforanyofthoseboys。"
  "Oh,mother,hedidn'tsetthemon,"saidHughie,whowantedtobefairtoYankee。"ItwaswhenhecouldnothelpitthathetoldRanaldhowtodo。Iamgladhedid,too。"
  "Iamvery,verysorryaboutit,"saidhismother,sadly。Itwasagreaterdisappointmenttoherthanshecaredtoacknowledgeeithertoherhusbandortoherself。
  Butthecommotioncausedinthecommunitybythefightwassoonswallowedupintheinterestarousedbytheopeningofthenewchurch,aneventforwhichtheyhadmadelongandelaboratepreparation。Thebigbazaar,forwhichthewomenhadbeensewingforayearormore,washeldonWednesday,andturnedouttobeagreatsuccess,sufficientmoneybeingrealizedtopayforthechurchfurnishing,whichtheyhadundertakentoprovide。
  Thedayfollowingwasthefirstofthe"CommunionSeason。"InaHighlandcongregationtheCommunionSeasonsarethegreatoccasionsoftheyear。Forweeksbefore,thecongregationiskeptinmindoftheapproachingevent,andontheThursdayofthecommunionweektheseasonopenswithasolemnfastday。
  TheannualFastDay,stillanationalinstitutioninScotland,althoughithaslostmuchofitssolemnityandsacrednessinsomeplaces,wasoriginallyassociatedwiththeLord'sSupper,andwasobservedwithgreatstrictnessinthematterofeatinganddrinking;andinIndianLands,asinallcongregationsofthatpartofthecountry,thecustomofcelebratingtheFastDaywaskeptup。
  Itwasadayofgreatsolemnityinthehomesofthepeopleofagodlysort。Therewasnocookingofmealstillafter"theservices,"andindeed,someofthemtastedneithermeatnordrinkthewholedaylong。Totheyoungerpeopleofthecongregationitwasadayofgloomandterror,akindofdayofdoom。Eventothoseadvancedingodlinessitbroughtsearchingsofheart,minuteanddiligent,withagoniesofpenitenceandremorse。Itwasaday,inshort,inwhichconsciencewasinvitedtotakecommandofthememoryandtheimaginationtothescourgingofthesoulforthesoul'sgood。Thesermonforthedaywassupposedtostimulateandtoaidconscienceinthiswork。
  ForthecommunionserviceMr。Murrayalwaysmadeitapointtohavetheassistanceofthebestpreachershecouldprocure,andonthisoccasion,whenthechurchopeningwascombinedwiththesacrament,byaspecialefforttwopreachershadbeenprocured——afamousdivinefromHuronCounty,thatstrongholdofCalvinism,andacollegeprofessorwhohadbeenrecentlyappointed,butwhohadalreadygainedareputationasadoctrinalpreacher,andwhowas,asPeterMcRaereported,"grandontheAttributesandterriblefineontheLaw。"TohimwasassignedthehonorofpreachingtheFastDaysermon,andofdeclaringthechurch"open。"
  Thenewchurchwasverydifferentfromtheold。Insteadofthehighcrow'snest,withthewonderfulsounding-boardoverit,thepulpitwassimplyaraisedplatformpartlyinclosed,withthedeskinfront。Therewasnoprecentor'sbox,overthelossofwhichStraightRorydidnotgrieveunduly,inasmuchasthesingingwastobeled,intheEnglishatleast,byJohn"Aleck。"Henceforththeelderswouldsitwiththeirfamilies。Theelders'seatwasgone;
  PeterMcRae'swrathatthisbeingsomewhatappeasedbyhissecuringforhimselfoneoftheshortsideseatsattherightofthepulpit,fromwhichhecouldcommandaviewofboththeministerandthecongregation——apositionwithobviousadvantages。Theminister'spewwasattheverybackofthechurch。
  Itwasagreatassemblagethatgatheredinthenewchurchtoheartheprofessordiscourse,asdoubtlesshewould,itbeingtheFastDay,uponsomethemeofjudgment。Withagreatswingoftriumphinhisvoice,Mr。MurrayroseandannouncedtheHundredthPsalm。Anelectricthrillwentthroughthecongregationas,withawaveofhishand,hesaid:"Letusriseandsing。Now,John,OldHundred。"
  NeverdidJohn"Aleck"andthecongregationofIndianLandssingastheydidthatmorning。Itwasthefirsttimethatthecongregation,asawhole,hadfollowedtheleadofthatgreatringingvoice,andtheyfollowedwithajoyous,triumphantshout,asofmencometovictory。
  "Forwhy?TheLordourGodisgood,"
  rolledoutthemajesticnotesofOldHundred。
  "What'sthematter,mother?"whisperedHughie,whowasstandingupintheseatthathemightlookonhismother'sbook。
  "Nothing,darling,"saidhismother,herfaceradiantthroughhertears。Afterlongmonthsoftoilandwaiting,theywereactuallysingingpraisetoGodinthenewchurch。
  Whentheprofessorarose,itwasaneager,responsivecongregationthatwaitedforhisword。Thepeoplewerefullypreparedforasermonthatwouldshakethemtotheirsouls'depths。Theyoungerportionshiveredandshrankfromtheordeal;theolderandmoreexperiencedshiveredandwaitedwithnotunpleasinganticipations;
  itdidthemgood,thatremorselessexaminationoftheirhearts'
  secretdepravities。Tosomeitwasakindofsatisfactionofferedtoconscience,afterwhichtheycouldmoreeasilycometopeace。
  Withothersitwasanhonest,heroicefforttoknowthemselvesandtorightthemselveswiththeirGod。
  Thetextwasdisappointing。"Aboveallthesethings,putoncharity,whichisthebondofperfectness,"readtheprofessorfromthatexquisiteandtouchingpassagewhichbeginsatthetwelfthverseofthefifteenthchapterofColossians。"Love,thebondofperfectness,"washistheme,andinsimple,calm,lucidspeechhedilateduponthebeauty,theexcellence,andthesupremacyofthisChristiangrace。ItwasthemostGodlikeofallthevirtues,forGodwaslove;andmorethanzeal,morethanknowledge,morethanfaith,itwas"themark"ofthenewbirth。
  PeterMcRaewasevidentlykeenlydisappointed,andhiswholebearingexpressedsterndisapproval。Andastheprofessorproceeded,extollingandillustratingthesupremegraceoflove,Peter'shardfacegrewharderthanever,andhiseyesbegantoemitbluesparksoffire。Thiswasnodayforthepreachingofsmooththings。ThepeopleweretheretoconsiderandtolamenttheirOriginalandActualsin;andtheyexpectedandrequiredtohearofthejudgmentsoftheLord,andtobesummonedtofleefromthewrathtocome。
  DonaldRosssatwithhiskindlyoldfaceinaglowofdelight,butwithalookofperplexityonitwhichhisfurtiveglancesinPeter'sdirectiondidnothelptolessen。Thesermonwasdelightingandtouchinghim,buthewasnotquitesurewhetherthiswasagoodsigninhimorno。Hesethimselfnowandthentofindfaultwiththesermon,butthepreacherwassohumble,sorespectful,andaboveall,soearnest,thatDonaldRosscouldnotbringhimselftocriticise。
  Theapplicationcameunderthethirdhead。Asarule,theapplicationtoaFastDaysermonwasdeliveredinterrifyingtonesofthunderorinanawfulwhisper。Butto-daythepreacher,withoutraisinghisvoice,begantoforceintohishearers'heartsthemessageoftheday。
  "Thisisadayforself-examination,"hesaid,andhisclear,quiettonesfellintotheearsofthepeoplewithpenetratingpower。
  "Andself-examinationisawiseandprofitableexercise。Itisanexerciseofthesouldesignedtoyieldadiscoveryofsinintheheartandlife,andtoinducepenitenceandcontritionandsosecurepardonandpeace。Buttoooften,myfriends,"andherehisvoicebecameashadesofter,"itresultsinaself-righteousandsinfulself-complaisance。Whatisrequiredisasimplehonestyofmindandspiritualillumination,andthelattercannotbewithouttheformer。Therearethosewhoareeversearchingfor'themarks'
  ofagenuinelygodlystateofheart,andtheyhavetheideathatthesemarksareobscureanddifficultforplainpeopletodiscover。
  Makenomistake,mybrethren,theyareaseasilyseenasaretheapplesonatree。Thefruitsofthespiritareasdiscernibletoanyonehonestenoughandfearlessenoughtolook;andthefirstandsupremeofallisthatwhichwehavebeenconsideringthismorning。Thequestionforyouandforme,mybrethren,issimplythis:Areourlivesfullofthegraceoflove?Donotshrinkfromthequestion。Donotdeceiveyourselveswithanysubstitutes;
  therearemanyofferingzeal,thegiftofprayerorofspeech,yea,thegiftoffaithitself。Noneofthesewillatoneforthelackoflove。Leteachaskhimself,AmIalovingman?"
  Withquietpersistencehepursuedthemintoalltheirrelationsinlife——husbandsandwives,fathersandsons,neighborandneighbor。
  Hewouldnotletthemescape。Relentlesslyheforcedthemtoreviewtheirhabitsofspeechandaction,theirattitudetowardeachotheraschurchmembers,andtheirattitudetoward"thosewithout。"Behindallrefugesandthroughallsubterfugeshemadehismessagefollowthem,searchingtheirdeepesthearts。Andthen,withhisfaceilluminedaswithdivinefire,hemadehisfinalappeal,whileheremindedthemoftheInfinitelovethathadstoopedtosave,andthathadwroughtitselfoutintheagoniesofthecross。Andwhilehespokehislastwords,alloverthechurchthewomenwereweeping,andstrongmenweresittingtremblingandpale。
  Afterashortprayer,theprofessorsatdown。Thentheministerrose,andforsomelittletimestoodfacinghispeopleinsilence,thegleaminhiseyesshowingthathisferventHighlandnaturewasonfire。
  "Mypeople,"hebegan,andhismagnificentvoicepealedforthlikeasolemnbell,"thisisthemessageoftheLord。Letnonedarerefusetohear。Itisamessagetoyourminister,itisamessagetoyou。Youareanxiousfor'themarks。'Searchyouforthismark。"Hepausedwhilethepeoplesatlookingathiminfixedandbreathlesssilence。Then,suddenly,hebrokeforthintoaloudcry:"Whereareyourchildrenatthissolemntimeofprivilege?
  Fathers,whereareyoursons?WhyweretheynotwithyouattheTable?Areyoumenoflove?Areyoumenoflove,orbylackofloveareyoushuttingthedooroftheKingdomagainstyoursonswiththeirfightingsandtheirquarrelings?"Then,raisinghishandshigh,heliftedhisvoiceinakindofwailingchant:"Woeuntoyou!Woeuntoyou!Yourhouseisleftuntoyoudesolate,andthevoiceofloveiscryingoveryou。Yewouldnot!Yewouldnot!
  O,LambofGod,havemercyuponus!O,Christ,withthepiercedhands,saveus!"Againhepaused,lookingupward,whilethepeoplewaitedwithupliftedwhitefaces。
  "Behold,"hecried,inasoul-thrillingvoice,"Iseeheavenopen,andJesusstandingattherighthandofGod,andIhearavoice,'Turnye,turnye。Whywillyedie?'LordJesus,theywillnotturn。"Againhepaused。"Listen。Departfromme,yecursed,intoeverlastingfire。Departye!Nay,LordJesus!notso!Havemercyuponus!"Hisvoicebrokeinitspassionatecry。Theeffectwasoverwhelming。Thepeopleswayedastreesbeforeamightywind,andavoicecriedaloudfromthecongregation:"Godbemercifultome,asinner!"
  ItwasMacdonaldDubh。Atthatloudcry,womenbegantosob,andsomeofthepeoplerosefromtheirseats。
  "Bestill,"commandedtheminister。"Rendyourheartsandnotyourgarments。Letuspray。"Andasheprayed,thecriesandsobssubsidedandagreatcalmfelluponall。Afterprayer,theminister,insteadofgivingoutaclosingpsalm,solemnlychargedthepeopletogototheirhomesandtoconsiderthattheLordhadcomeverynearthem,andadjuredthemnottogrievetheHolySpiritofGod。Thenhedismissedthemwiththebenediction。
  Thepeoplewentoutofthechurch,subduedandastonished,speaking,ifatall,inlowtonesofwhattheyhadseenandheard。
  Immediatelyafterpronouncingthebenediction,theministercamedowntofindMacdonaldDubh,buthewasnowheretobeseen。TowardeveningMrs。Murrayrodeovertohishouse,butfoundthathehadnotreturnedfromthemorningservice。
  "Hewillbeathisbrother's,"saidKirsty,"andRanaldwilldriveoverforhim。"
  ImmediatelyRanaldhitchedupLisetteanddroveovertohisuncle's,butashewasreturninghesentinwordtothemanse,hisfacebeingnotyetpresentable,thathisfatherwasnowheretobefound。ItwasMacdonaldBhainthatfoundhimatlastinthewoods,proneuponhisface,andinanagony。
  "Hugh,man,"hecried,"whatailsyou?"Buttherewereonlylowgroansforanswer。
  "Riseup,man,riseupandcomeaway。"
  Thenfromtheprostratefigurehecaughtthewords,"Departfromme!Departfromme!ThatisthewordoftheLord。"
  "Thatisnottheword,"saidMacdonaldBhain,"foranylivingman,butforthedead。Butcome,rise,man;theneighborswillbehereinameenute。"AtthatBlackHughrose。
  "Letmeaway,"hesaid。"Letmenotseethem。Iamalostman。"
  Andsohisbrotherbroughthimhome,shakeninspiritandexhaustedinbodywithhislongfastandhisoverpoweringemotion。Allnightthroughhisbrotherwatchedwithhimalone,forMacdonaldDubhwouldhavenooneelsetoseehim,till,fromutterexhaustion,towardthedawningoftheday,hefellasleep。
  Intheearlymorningtheministerandhiswifedroveovertoseehim,andleavinghiswifewithKirsty,theministerpassedatonceintoMacdonaldDubh'sroom。But,inspiteofallhisreasoning,inspiteofallhisreadingsandhisprayers,thegloomremainedunbrokenexceptbyoccasionalparoxysmsoffearandremorse。
  "Thereisnoforgiveness!Thereisnoforgiveness!"wastheburdenofhiscry。
  InvaintheministerproclaimedtohimthemercyofGod。Atlengthhewasforcedtoleavehimtoattendthe"QuestionMeeting"whichwastobeheldinthechurchthatday。Buthelefthiswifebehindhim。
  Withoutaword,Mrs。Murrayproceededtomakethepoormancomfortable。Shepreparedadaintybreakfastandcarrieditintohim,andthenshesatbesidehimwhilehefellintoadeepsleep。
  ItwasafternoonwhenMacdonaldDubhawokeandgreetedherwithhiswontedgravecourtesy。
  "Youarebetter,Mr。Macdonald,"shesaid,brightly。"AndnowI
  willmakeyouafreshcupoftea";andthoughheprotested,shehurriedout,andinafewmomentsbroughthimsometeaandtoast。
  Then,whilehelayingloomysilence,shereadtohim,asshedidoncebeforefromhisGaelicpsalmbook,withoutawordofcomment。
  Andthenshebegantotellhimofallthehopesshehadcherishedinconnectionwiththeopeningofthenewchurch,andhowthatdayshehadfeltatlasttheblessinghadcome。
  "And,O,Mr。Macdonald,"shesaid,"Iwasgladtohearyoucry,forthenIknewthattheSpiritofGodwasamongus。"
  "Glad!"saidMacdonaldDubh,faintly。
  "Yes,glad。ForacrylikethatnevercomesbutwhentheSpiritofGodmovesintheheartofaman。"
  "Indeed,IwillbethinkingthatHehascastmeoffforever,"hesaid,wonderingatthisnewphaseofthesubject。
  "ThenyoumustthankHim,Mr。Macdonald,thatHehasnotsodone;
  andthesureprooftoyouisthatHehasbroughtyoutocryformercy。Thatisagladcry,intheearsoftheSaviour。Itisthecryofthesheepinthewilderness,thatdiscovershimtotheshepherd。"Andthen,withoutargument,shetookhimintoherconfidenceandpouredouttohimallherhopesandfearsfortheyoungpeopleofthecongregation,andespeciallyforRanald,tillMacdonaldDubhpartlyforgothisownfearsinhers。Andthen,justbeforeitwastimeforKirstytoarrivefromthe"QuestionMeeting,"
  shetookherGaelicBibleandopenedattheLord'sPrayer,asshehaddoneoncebefore。
  "Itisaterriblethingtobeunforgiven,Mr。Macdonald,"shesaid,"bymanorbyGod。AndGodisunwillingthatanyofusshouldfeelthatpain,andthatiswhyheissofreewithhisofferofpardontoallwhocomewithsorrowtohim。Theycomewithsorrowtohimnow,buttheywillcometohimsomedaywithgreatjoy。"Andthenshespokealittleofthegreatcompanyoftheforgivenbeforethethrone,andattheverylast,afewwordsaboutthegentlelittlewomanthathadpassedoutfromMacdonaldDubh'ssightsomanyyearsbefore。Then,fallingonherknees,shebeganintheGaelic,"OurFatherwhichartinHeaven。"
  EarnestlyandbrokenlyMacdonaldDubhfollowed,whisperingthepetitionsafterher。Whentheycameto"Forgiveusourdebts,asweforgiveourdebtors,"
  MacdonaldDubhbrokeforth:"Oh,itisalittlething,whatever!
  ItislittleIhavetoforgive。"Andthen,inaclear,firmvoice,herepeatedthewordsafterhertothecloseoftheprayer。
  ThenMrs。Murrayrose,andtakinghimbythehandtobidhimgoodby,shesaid,slowly:"'Forifyeforgivementheirtrespasses,yourheavenlyFatherwillalsoforgiveyouyourtrespasses。'Youhaveforgiven,Mr。Macdonald。"
  "Indeed,itisnothing,"hesaid,earnestly。
  "Then,"repliedMrs。Murray,"theLordwillnotbreakhispromisetoyou。"Andwiththatshewentaway。
  OnSaturdaymorningthesessionmetbeforetheservicefortheday。
  InthemidstoftheirdeliberationsthedooropenedandMacdonaldBhainandhisbrother,MacdonaldDubh,walkedinandstoodsilentbeforetheelders。Mr。Murrayroseastonished,andcomingforward,saidtoMacdonaldBhain:"Whatisit,Mr。Macdonald?Youwishtoseeme?"
  "Iamhere,"hesaid,"formyownsakeandformybrother's。Wewishtomakeconfessionofoursins,inthatwehavenotbeenmenoflove,andtoseektheforgivenessofGod。"
  Theministerstoodandgazedathiminamazedsilenceforsomemoments,andthen,givinghishandtoMacdonaldDubh,hesaid,inavoicehuskywithemotion:"Comeaway,mybrother。TheLordhasawelcomeforyou。"
  AndtherewerenoquestionsthatdayaskedinthesessionbeforeMacdonaldDubhreceivedhistoken。
  CHAPTERXVI
  ANDTHEGLORY
  Thefirstcommunioninthenewchurchwasmarkedbyverygreatsolemnity。Therewerefewnewmembers,butamongtheoldermenwhohadhithertokept"backfromthetable"therewasamanifestanxiety,andamongtheyoungerpeopleaverygreatseriousness。
  The"comingforward"ofMacdonaldDubhwasaneventsoremarkableastomakeagreatimpressionnotonlyuponalltheMacdonaldmenwhohadbeenassociatedwithhimsomanyyearsinthelumbering,butalsouponthewholecongregation,towhomhisrecordandreputationwerewellknown。Hischangeofattitudetothechurchandallitsinterests,aswellashischangeofdispositionandtemperament,weresostrikingastoleaveinnoone'smindanydoubtastothegenuinenessofhis"changeofheart,"andeveryweekmadethismoreapparent。Asolemnsenseofresponsibilityandanintensityofearnestnessseemedtopossesshim,whilehishumilityandgentlenessweretouchingtosee。
  OntheeveningofMonday,thedayofthanksgivingintheSacramentWeek,agreatcongregationassembledfortheclosingmeetingoftheCommunionSeason。Duringtheprogressofthemeeting,Mr。Murrayandtheministersassistinghimbecameawarethattheywereinthepresenceofsomeremarkableandmysteriousphenomenon。ThepeoplelistenedtotheWordwithanintensity,response,andeagernessthatgavetokenofastateofmindandheartwhollyunusual。Hereandthere,whilethepsalmswerebeingsungorprayersbeingoffered,womenandmenwouldbreakdowninaudibleweeping;andinthepreachingthespeakerwasconsciousofapowerpossessinghimthathecouldnotexplain。
  Atlengththelastpsalmwasgivenout,andthecongregation,contrarytotheirusualcustom,bytheminister'sdirection,rosetosing。AsJohn"Aleck"ledthepeopleinthatgreatvolumeofpraise,theministersheldahastyconsultationinthepulpit。Theprofessorhadneverseenanythingsomarvelous;Mr。MurraywasremindedofthedaysofW。C。Burns。Thequestionwas,Whatwastobedone?Shouldthemeetingsbecontinued,orshouldtheyclosetonight?Theyhadagreatfearofreligiousexcitement。Theyhadseensomethingofthedreadfulreactionfollowingastateofexaltedreligiousfeeling。Itwasthebeginningofharvest,too。
  Woulditbeadvisabletocallthepeoplefromtheirhardworkinthefieldstonightlymeetings?
  Atlength,asthecongregationwerenearingthecloseofthepsalm,theprofessorspoke。"Brethren,"hesaid,"thisisnotourwork。
  LetusleaveittotheLordtodecide。Putthequestiontothepeopleandabidebytheirdecision。"
  Afterthepsalmwassung,theministermotionedthecongregationtotheirseats,andwithoutcommentorsuggestion,putbeforethemthequestionthathadbeendiscussedinthepulpit。Wasittheirdesirethatthemeetingsshouldbecontinuedornot?Adeep,solemnsilencelayuponthecrowdedchurch,andforsometimenoonemoved。ThenthecongregationwerestartledtoseeMacdonaldDubhriseslowlyfromhisplaceinthemiddleofthechurch。
  "Mr。Murray,"hesaid,inavoicethatvibratedstrangely,"youwillpardonmeforlettingmyvoicebeheardinthisplace。Itisthevoiceofagreatsinner。"
  "Speak,Mr。Macdonald,"saidtheminister,"andIthankGodforthesoundofyourvoiceinHishouse。"
  "Itisnotformetomakeanyspeecheshere。Iwillonlymakeboldtogivemywordthatthemeetingsbecontinued。ItmaybethattheLord,whohasdonesuchgreatthingsforme,willdogreatthingsforothersalso。"Andwiththathesatdown。
  "Iwilltakethatforamotion,"saidtheminister。"Willanyonesecondit?"
  KennyCrubachatonceroseandsaid:"WearealwaysslowatfollowingtheLord。Letusgoforward。"
  TheministerwaitedforsomemomentsafterKennyhadspoken,andthensaid,inavoicegraveandwithafeelingofresponsibilityinit:"Youhaveheardthesebrethren,mypeople。Iwaitfortheexpressionofyourdesire。"
  Likeonemanthegreatcongregationrosetotheirfeet。Itwasasceneprofoundlyimpressive,andwiththeseserious-minded,soberpeople,onethatindicatedoverwhelmingemotion。
  Andthusthegreatrevivalbegan。
  Foreighteenmonths,nightafternight,everynightintheweekexceptSaturday,thepeoplegatheredinsuchnumbersastofillthenewchurchtothedoor。Throughoutallthebusyharvestseason,inspiteoftheautumnrainsthatfilledtheswampsandmadetheroadsalmostimpassable,inthefaceofthedrivingsnowsofwinter,throughthemeltingiceofthespring,andagainthroughthefollowingsummerandautumn,thegreatrevivalheldon。Nofictitiousmeanswereemployedtostirtheemotionsofthepeopleortokindleexcitementamongthem。Therewereneitherspecialsermonsnorrevivalhymns。Theolddoctrineswereproclaimed,butproclaimedwithafullnessandpowerunknownatothertimes。Theoldpsalmsweresung,butsungperhapsastheyhadneverbeenbefore。ForwhenJohn"Aleck's"mightyvoicerolledforthinitsfullpower,andwhenhisbandoftrainedsingersfollowed,liftingonwardwiththemthegreatcongregation——foreveryman,woman,andchildsangwithfullheartandopenthroat——theeffectwassomethingaltogetherwonderfulandworthhearing。Eachnighttherewasasermonbytheminister,who,forsixmonths,tillhishealthbrokedown,hadsolechargeofthework。Thenthesermonwasfollowedbyshortaddressesorprayersbytheelders,andafterthattheministerwouldtakethemen,andhiswifethewomen,forcloserandmorepersonaldealing。
  Astherevivaldeepeneditbecamethecustomforothersthantheelderstotakepart,byreadingapsalmorotherScripture,withoutcomment,orbyprayer。Therewasashrinkingfromanythinglikeaviolentdisplayofemotion,andfromanyunveilingofthesacredsecretsoftheheart,butScripturereadingorquotingwassupposedtoexpressthethoughts,thehopes,thefears,thegratitude,thedevotion,thatmadethereligiousexperienceofthespeaker。Thiswasasfarastheyconsidereditsafeorseemlytogo。
  Oneofthefirst,outsidetheranksoftheelders,totakepartinthiswaywasMacdonaldDubh;thenLongJohnCameronfollowed;thenPeterMcGregorandothersofthemenofmatureryears。AdistinctstageintherevivalwasreachedwhenyoungAleckMcRaerosetoreadhisScripture。HewasquicklyfollowedbyDon,youngFindlayson,andothersofthatage,andfromthattimeonwardtheoldlinethathadsoclearlydistinguishedagefromyouthinrespecttoreligiousdutyandprivilege,wasobliteratedforever。
  Ithadbeenastrange,ifnotverydoubtful,phenomenontoseeayoungman"comingforward,"orinanywaygivingindicationofreligiousfeeling。Butthiswouldneverbeagain。
  ItwasnosmallanxietyandgrieftoMrs。MurraythatRanald,thoughheregularlyattendedthemeetings,seemedtoremainunmovedbythetideofreligiousfeelingthatwaseverywheresurgingthroughtheheartsofthepeople。Theministeradvisedlettinghimalone,butMrs。MurraywasanxiouslywaitingforthetimewhenRanaldwouldcometoher。Thattimecame,butnotuntillongmonthsofwearywaitingonherpart,andofpainfulstruggleonhis,hadpassed。
  Fromtheveryfirstofthegreatmovementhisfatherthrewhimselfintoitwithalltheearnestintensityofhisnature,butatthesametimewithahumilitythatgavetokenthatthememoryofthewilddaysofhisyouthandearlymanhoodwereneverfarawayfromhim。Hewaseagertoserveinthework,andwasaconstantsourceofwondertoallwhohadknownhiminhisyouthandearlymanhood。
  Atallthedifferentmeetingshewaspresent。Nothingcouldkeephimaway。"Nightcometh,"hesaidtohisbrother,whowasremonstratingwithhim。Hisday'sworkwasdrawingtoitsclose。
  ButRanaldwouldnotlethimselfseethefailingofhisfather'shealth,andwhen,intheharvest,theslightestworkinthefieldswouldsendhisfatherpantingtotheshade,Ranaldwouldsay,"Itisthehotweather,father。Whenthecooldayscomeyouwillbebetter。Andwhyshouldyoubebotheringyourselfwiththework,anyway?SurelyYankeeandIcanlookafterthat。"Andindeedtheyseemedtobequitefittotakeofftheharvest。
  DaybydayRanaldswunghiscradleafterYankeewithallaman'ssteadinesstillallthegrainwascut;andbythetimetheharvestwasover,Ranaldhaddevelopedastrengthofmuscleandaskillintheharvestworkthatmadehimequalofalmostanymaninthecountry。Hewasallthemoreeagertohavetheharvestworkdoneintime,thathisfathermightnotfretoverhisowninabilitytohelp。ForRanaldcouldnotbeartoseethelookofdisappointmentthatsometimesshoweditselfinhisfather'sfacewhenweaknessdrovehimfromthefield,anditwasthisthatmadehimthrowhimselfintotheworkashedid。Hewascarefulalsotoconsultwithhisfatherinregardtoallthedetailsofthemanagementofthefarm,andtotellhimallthathewasplanningtodoaswellasallthatwasdone。HisfatherhadalwaysbeenakindofherotoRanald,whoadmiredhimforhisprowesswiththegunandtheax,aswellasforhisgreatstrengthandcourage。Buteversincecalamityhadbefallenhim,theboy'shearthadgoneouttohisfatherinanewtenderness,andthelastmonthshaddrawnthetwoveryclosetogether。ItwasadarkdayforRanaldwhenhewasforcedtofacethefactthathisfatherwasgrowingdailyweaker。
  Itwashisuncle,MacdonaldBhain,whofinallymadehimseeit。
  "Yourfatherisfailing,Ranald,"hesaidonedaytowardthecloseofharvest。
  "Itisthehotweather,"saidRanald。"Hewillbebetterinthefall。"
  "Ranald,myboy,"saidhisuncle,gravely,"yourfatherwillfadewiththeleaf,andthefirstsnowwilllieuponhim。"
  AndthenRanaldfairlyfacedthefactthatbeforelonghewouldbealoneintheworld。Withoutanyexchangeofwords,heandhisfathercametounderstandeachother,andtheybothknewthattheywerespendingtheirlastdaysonearthtogether。Ontheson'sside,theyweredaysofdeepeningsorrow;butwiththefather,everydayseemedtobringhimagreaterpeaceofmindandaclearershiningofthelightthatneverfades。Tohisson,MacdonaldDubhneverspokeofthedeaththathefelttobedrawingnearer,butheoftenspoketohimofthelifehewouldlikehissontolive。Hisonlyotherconfidantinthesematterswastheminister'swife。ToherMacdonaldDubhopeneduphisheart,andtoher,morethantoanyoneelse,heowedhisgrowingpeaceandlight;anditwastouchingtoseethedevotionandthetendernessthatheshowedtoherasoftenasshecametoseehim。Withhisbrother,MacdonaldBhain,hemadeallthearrangementsnecessaryforthedisposalofthefarmandthepaymentofthemortgage。
  Ranaldhadnodesiretobeafarmer,andindeed,whenthemortgagewaspaidtherewouldnotbemuchleft。
  "Hewillbemyson,"saidMacdonaldBhaintohisbrother;"andmyhomewillbehiswhileIlive。"
  SoineverywaytherewasquietpreparationforMacdonaldDubh'sgoing,andwhenatlastthedaycame,therewasnohasteorfear。
  ItwasintheafternoonofabrightSeptemberday,asthesunwasnearingthetopsofthepine-treesinthewest。Hisbrotherwassupportinghiminhisstrongarms,whileRanaldkneltbythebedside。Nearhimsattheminister'swife,andatalittledistanceKirsty。
  "Liftmeup,Tonal,"saidthedyingman;"Iwillbewantingtoseethesunagain,andthenIwillbegoing。Iwillbegoingtothelandwheretheywillnotneedthelightofthesun。Tonal,bhodaich,itisthegoodbrotheryouhavebeentome,andmany'sthegooddaywehavehadtogether。"
  "Och,Hugh,man。Areyougoingfromme?"saidMacdonaldBhain,withgreatsorrowinhisvoice。
  "Aye,Tonal,foralittle。"ThenhelookedforafewmomentsatKirsty,whowasstandingatthefootofthebed。
  "Comenearme,Kirsty,"hesaid;andKirstycametothebedside。
  "Youhavealwaysbeenkindtomeandmine,andyouwerekindtoHER
  aswell,andtherewardwillcometoyou。"ThenheturnedtoMrs。
  Murray,andsaid,withagreatlightofjoyinhiseyes:"ItisyouthatcametomeastheangelofGodwithawordofsalvation,andforevermoreIwillbeblessingyou。"Andthenheadded,inavoicefulloftenderness,"Iwillbetellingheraboutyou。"HetookMrs。Murray'shandandtremblinglyliftedittohislips。
  "Ithasbeenagreatjoytome,"saidMrs。Murray,withdifficultysteadyinghervoice,"toseeyoucometoyourSaviour,Mr。
  Macdonald。"
  "Aye,Iknowitwell,"hesaid;andthenheadded,inavoicethatsankalmosttoawhisper,"Nowyouwillbereadingtheprayer。"
  AndMrs。Murray,openingherGaelicBible,repeatedinherclear,softvoice,thewordsoftheLord'sPrayer。Throughallthepetitionshefollowedher,untilhecametothewords,"Forgiveusourdebts。"Therehepaused。
  "Ranald,myman,"hesaid,raisinghishandwithdifficultyandlayingitupontheboy'shead,"youwilllistentomenow。Somedayyouwillfindthemanthatbroughtmetothis,andyouwillsaytohimthatyourfatherforgavehimfreely,andwishedhimalltheblessingofGod。Youwillpromisemethis,Ranald?"saidMacdonaldDubh。
  "Yes,father,"saidRanald,liftinghishead,andlookingintohisfather'sface。
  "And,Ranald,you,too,willbeforgivinghim?"Buttothistherewasnoreply。Ranald'sheadwasburiedinthebed。
  "Ah,"saidMacdonaldDubh,withdifficulty,"youareyourfather'sson;butyouwillnotbelayingthisbitternessuponmenow。Youwillbeforgivinghim,Ranald?"
  "Oh,father!"criedRanald,withabreakingvoice,"howcanI
  forgivehim?HowcanIforgivethemanwhohastakenyouawayfromme?"
  "Itisnoman,"repliedhisfather,"buttheLordhimself;theLordwhohasforgivenyourfathermuch。Iamwaitingtohearyou,Ranald。"
  Then,withagreatsob,Ranaldbrokeforth:"Oh,father,Iwillforgivehim,"andimmediatelybecamequiet,andsocontinuedtotheend。
  Aftersomemomentsofsilence,MacdonaldDubhlookedoncemoretowardtheminister'swife,andaradiantsmilespreadoverhisface。
  "Youwillbefinishing,"hesaid。
  Herfacewaswetwithtears,andforafewmomentsshecouldnotspeak。Butitwasnotimetofailinduty,so,commandinghertears,withaclear,unwaveringvoiceshewentontotheendoftheprayer——
  "Forthineisthekingdomandthepowerandtheglory,foreverandever。Amen。"
  "Glory!"saidMacdonaldDubhafterher。"Aye,theGlory。Ranald,myboy,whereareyou?Youwillbefollowingme,lad,totheGlory。SHEwillbeaskingmeaboutyou。Youwillbefollowingme,lad?"
  TheanxiousnoteinhisvoicestruckRanaldtotheheart。
  "Oh,father,itiswhatIwant,"hereplied,brokenly。"Iwilltry。"
  "Aye,"saidMacdonaldDubh,"andyouwillcome。IwillbetellingHER。Nowlaymedown,Tonal;Iwillbegoing。"
  MacdonaldBhainlaidhimquietlybackonhispillow,andforamomenthelaywithhiseyesclosed。
  Oncemoreheopenedhiseyes,andwithatroubledlookuponhisface,andinavoiceofdoubtandfear,hecried:"Itisasinfulman,OLord,asinfulman。"
  HiseyeswanderedtilltheyfellonMrs。Murray'sface,andthenthetroubleandfearpassedoutofthem,andinagentlervoicehesaid:"Forgiveusourdebts。"Then,feelingwithhishandtillitrestedonhisson'shead,MacdonaldDubhpassedaway,atpeacewithmenandwithGod。
  TherewaslittlesadnessandnobittergriefatMacdonaldDubh'sfuneral。Thetoneallthroughwasoneoftriumph,fortheyallknewhislife,andhowsorethefighthadbeen,andhowhehadwonhisvictory。Hishumilityandhisgentlenessduringthelastfewweeksofhislifehadremovedallthedistancethathadseparatedhimfromthepeople,andhaddrawntheirheartstowardhim;andnowinhisfinaltriumphtheycouldnotfinditintheirheartstomourn。
  ButtoRanaldthesadnesswasmorethanthetriumph。Throughthewild,ungovernedyearsofhisboyhoodhisfatherhadbeenmorethanafathertohim。Hehadbeenafriend,sharingacommonlot,andwithoutmuchshowoftenderness,understandingandsympathizingwithhim,andnowthathisfatherhadgonefromhim,agreatlonelinessfelluponthelad。
  Thefarmanditsbelongingsweresold。KirstybroughtwithherthebigboxofblanketsandlinenthathadbelongedtoRanald'smother。
  Ranaldtookhismother'sGaelicBible,hisfather'sgunandax,andwiththegreatdeerhound,Bugle,andhiscolt,Lisette,leftthehomeofhischildhoodbehindhim,andwithhisAuntKirsty,wenttolivewithhisuncle。
  Throughouttheautumnmonthshewasbusyhelpinghisunclewiththeplowing,thepotatoes,andthefallwork。Soontheairbegantonip,andthenight'sfrosttolastthroughouttheshorteningday,andthenMacdonaldBhainbegantopreparewoodforthewinter,andtomakeallthingssnugaboutthehouseandbarn;andwhenthefirstfallofsnowfellsoftly,hetookdownhisbroad-ax,andthenRanaldknewthatthegangwouldsoonbeoffagainfortheshanties。
  Thatnighthisuncletalkedlongwithhimabouthisfuture。
  "Ihavenoson,Ranald,"hesaid,astheysattalking;"and,foryourfather'ssakeandforyourown,itismydesirethatyoushouldbecomeasontome,andthereisnoonebutyourselftowhomthefarmwouldgo。AndgladwillIbeifyouwillstaywithme。
  But,stayornot,allthatIhavewillbeyours,ifitpleasetheLordtospareyou。"
  "Iwouldwantnothingbetter,"saidRanald,"thantostaywithyouandworkwithyou,butIdonotdrawtowardthefarm。"
  "Andwhatelsewouldyoudo,Ranald?"
  "Indeed,Iknownot,"saidRanald,"butsomethingelsethanfarming。