Shelaybackinthebigchair,lookingsopaleandwearythatHarryhardlybelieveditwasthesamewomanthathadjustbeenkeepingahundredandfiftypeoplekeenlyalertforanhourandahalf,andleadingthemwithsuchintellectualandemotionalpower。
"Thatclassistoohardforyou,auntie,"hesaid。"IfIwereyourhusbandIwouldnotletyoukeepiton。"
"Butyouseemyhusbandisnothere。Heistwelvemilesaway。"
"ThenIwouldlockyouup,ortakeyouwithme。"
"Oh!"criedHughie,"IwouldmuchratherteachtheBibleclassthanlistentoanothersermon。"
"Somethinginthat,"saidhiscousin,"especiallyifIwerethepreacher,eh?"atwhichtheyalllaughed。
ItwasahappyhourforRanald。Hehadbeentooshytojointhesingingschool,andhadneverheardanypartsingingtillhebegantoattendtheBibleclass。Therehemadethedelightfuldiscoverythat,withoutanyinstruction,hecouldjoininthebass,andhadmade,also,thefurtherdiscoverythathisvoice,whichhehadthoughtroughandcoarse,andforayearpast,worsethanever,couldreachtoextraordinarydepths。OneSabbathevening,itchancedthatJohn"Aleck,"whoalwayshadanearopenforagoodvoice,heardhimrollingouthisdeepbass,andseizinghimonthespot,hadmadehimpromisetojointhesingingschool。Therehediscoveredatalentanddevelopedatasteforsingingthatdelightedhisleader'sheart,andopenedouttohimselfanewworld。Thepiano,too,wasanewandraretreattoRanald。Inallthecountrytherewasnoother,andeveninthemanseitwasseldomheard,forMrs。Murrayfoundlittletime,amidthemultitudeofhouseholdandcongregationalduties,tokeepupherpianopractice。
Thatpartofherlife,withothersoflikekind,shehadbeenforcedtolose。
ButsinceMaimie'scoming,thepianohadbeenindailyuse,andevenontheSabbathdays,thoughnotwithoutdangertothesensibilitiesoftheneighbors,shehadusedittoaccompanythehymnswithwhichthedayalwaysclosed。
"Letushavetheparts,"criedHughie。"MaimieandIwilltaketheair,andRanaldwilltakethebass。CousinHarry,canyousing?"
"Oh,I'llhum。"
"Nonsense,"saidMaimie,"hesingstenorsplendidly。"
"Oh,that'sfine!"criedHughie,withdelight。Hehimselfwasfullofmusic。"Comeon,Ranald,youstandupbehindMaimie,youwillneedtoseethenotes;andIwillsithere,"plantinghimselfbesidehismother。
SoHughiearrangeditall,andforanhourthesingingwenton,thefavoritehymnsofeachbeingsunginturn。Forthemostpart,Mrs。
Murraysatsilent,butnowandthenshewouldjoinwiththeothers,singingaltowhenshedidso,byHughie'sspecialdirection。Hervoicewasnotstrong,butitwastrue,mellow,andfullofmusic。
Hughielovedtohearhersingalto,andmoreespeciallybecausehelikedtojoininwithher,whichhewastooshytodoalone,eveninhishome,andwhichhewouldneverthinkofdoingintheBibleclass,orinthepresenceofanyoftheboyswhomight,forthisreason,thinkhim"proud。"WhentheycametoHughie'sturn,hechosethehymnbyBliss,recentlypublished,"Whosoeverwill,"thewordsseemtostrikehimtonight。
"Mother,"hesaid,aftersingingitthrough,"doesthatmeaneverybodythatlikes?"
"Yes,mydear,anyonethatwishes。"
"Pharaoh,mother?"
"Yes,Pharaoh,too。"
"But,mother,yousaidhecouldnotpossibly。"
"Onlybecausehedidnotwantto。"
"Buthecouldnot,evenifhedidwantto。"
"IhopeIdidnotsaythat,"saidhismother,smilingattheeagerandearnestyoungface。
"No,auntie,"saidHarry,takingupHughie'scause,"notexactly,butsomethingverylikeit。YousaidthatPharaohcouldnotpossiblyhaveactedinanyotherwaythanhedid。"
"Yes,Isaidthat。"
"Notevenifhewantedto?"askedHughie。
"Oh,Ididnotsaythat。"
"TheLordhardenedPharaoh'sheart,"quotedRanald,whoknewhisBiblebetterthanHarry。
"Yes,thatisit,"saidHarry,"andsothatmadeitimpossibleforPharaohtodoanythingelse。Hecouldnothelpfollowingafterthosepeople。"
"Whynot?"saidMrs。Murray。"Whatmadehimfollow?Nowjustthink,whatmadehimfollowafterthosepeople?"
"Why,hewantedtogetthemback,"saidHughie。
"Quitetrue,"saidhismother。"Soyousee,hedidexactlyashewantedto。"
"ThenyoumeantheLordhadnothingtodowithit?"askedRanald。
"No,Icouldnotsaythat。"
"Then,"saidHarry,"Pharaohcouldnothelphimself。Now,couldhe?"
"Hedidwhathewishedtodo,"saidhisaunt。
"Yes,"saidRanald,quickly,"butcouldhehelpwishingtodowhathedid?"
"Ifhehadbeenadifferentman,morehumbleminded,andmorewillingtobetaught,hewouldnothavewishedtodowhathedid。"
"Mother,"saidHughie,changinghisgroundalittle,andloweringhisvoice,"doyouthinkPharaohislost,andallhissoldiers,and——andallthepeoplewhowerebad?"
Mrs。Murraylookedathiminsilenceforafewmoments,thensaid,verysadly,"Ican'tanswerthatquestion,Hughie。Idonotknow。"
"But,mother,"persistedHughie,"arenotwickedpeoplelost?"
"Yes,Hughie,"repliedhismother,"allthosewhodonotrepentoftheirsinsandcrytoGodformercy。"
"Oh,mother,"criedHughie,"forever?"
Hismotherdidnotreply。
"WillHeneverletthemout,mother?"continuedHughie,inpiteousappeal。
"Listentome,Hughie,"saidhismother,verygently。"Weknowverylittleaboutthis。Wouldyoubeverysorry,evenforverybadmen?"
"Oh,mother,"criedHughie,histenderlittleheartmovedwithagreatcompassion,"thinkofawholeyear,allsummerlong,andallwinterlong。IthinkIwouldletanybodyout。"
"Then,Hughie,dear,"saidhismother,"rememberthatGodismuchkinderthanyouare,andhasaheartfarmoretender,andwhileHewillbejustandmustpunishsin,Hewilldonothingunjustorunkind,youmaybequitesureofthat。DonotforgethowHegaveupHisowndearsonforus。"
PoorHughiecouldbearitnolonger。Heputhisheadinhismother'slapandsobbedout,"Oh,mother,Ihopehewillletthemout。"
Asheutteredthispitifullittlecry,hiscousinHarrygotupfromhischair,andmovedacrosstothewindow,whileMaimieopenlywipedhereyes,butRanaldsatwithhisfacesethard,andhiseyesgleaming,waitingeagerlyforMrs。Murray'sanswer。
ThemotherstrokedHughie'sheadsoftly,andwhilehertearsfellonthebrowncurls,saidtohim,"Youwouldnotbeafraidtotrustyourmother,Hughie,andourFatherinheavenlovesusallmuchmorethanIloveyou。"
AndwiththatHughiewascontent。
"Nowletussingonemorehymn,"saidhismother。"It'smychoice。"Andshechoseoneofthenewhymnswhichtheyhadjustlearnedinthesingingschool,andofwhichHughiewasveryfond,thechildren'shymn,"CometotheSaviour。"WhiletheyweresingingtheyheardMr。Murraydriveintotheyard。
"There'spapa,"saidMrs。Murray。"Hewillbetiredandhungry,"
andshehurriedouttomeetherhusband,followedbyHarryandHughie,leavingRanaldandMaimieintheroomtogether。Ranaldhadneverbeenalonewithherbefore,norindeedhadheeverspentfiveminutesofhislifealonewithanygirlbeforenow。Buthedidnotfeelawkwardorshy;hewasthinkingnow,ashehadbeenthinkingnowandthenthroughthewholeevening,ofonlyonething,thatMaimiewasgoingaway。Thatwouldmakeagreatdifferencetohim,sogreatthathewasconsciousofaheart-sinkingatthemerethoughtofit。Duringthelastweeks,hislifehadcometomoveaboutacenter,andthatcenterwasMaimie;andnowthatshewasgoingaway,therewouldbenothingleft。Nothing,thatis,thatreallymattered。Butthequestionhewasrevolvinginhismindwas,wouldsheforgetallabouthim。Heknewhewouldneverforgether,thatwas,ofcourse,impossible,forsomanythingswouldremindhimofher。Hewouldneverseethemoonlightfallingthroughthetreesasitfellthatnightofthesugaring-off,withoutthinkingofher。Hewouldneverseetheshadowsintheevening,orhearthewindintheleaves,withoutthinkingofher。
Thechurchandtheminister'spew,themanseandallbelongingtoitwouldremindhimofMaimie。Hewouldrecallhowshelookedatdifferenttimesandplaces,theturnofherhead,thewayherhairfellonherneck,herlaugh,thelittletossofherchin,andthecurveinherlips。Hewouldremembereverythingabouther。Wouldsherememberhim,orwouldsheforgethim?Thatwasthequestionburninginhisheart;andthatquestionhemusthavesettled,andthiswasthetime。
Butthoughthesethoughtsandemotionswererushingthroughhisbrainandblood,hefeltstrangelyquietandself-controlledashewalkedovertoherwhereshestoodbesidethepiano,andlookingintohereyeswithanintensityofgazeshecouldnotmeet,said,inalow,quickvoice:"Youaregoingaway?"
"Yes,"shereplied,sostartledthattheeasysmilewithwhichshehadgreetedhimfadedoutofherface。"IntwoweeksIshallbegone。"
"Gone!"echoedRanald。"Yes,youwillbegone。Willyouforgetme?"Histonewasalmoststern。
"Why,no,"shesaid,inasurprisedvoice。"Ofcoursenot。Didnotyousavemylife?Youwillbefarmorelikelytoforgetme。"
"No,"hesaid,simply,asifthatpossibilityneednotbeconsidered。
"Iwillneverforgetyou。Iwillalwaysbethinkingofyou。Willyouthinkofme?"hepersisted。
"Why,certainly。Wouldn'tIbeaveryungratefulgirlifIdidnot?"
"Ungrateful!"exclaimedRanald,impatiently。"WhatIdidwasnothing。Forgetthat。Doyounotunderstandme?Iwillbethinkingofyoueveryday,inthemorningandatnight,andIneverthoughtofanyoneelsebeforeforaday。Willyoubethinkingofme?"
Therewasamovementinthekitchen,andtheycouldheartheministertalkingtoHarry;andsomeonewasmovingtowardthedoor。
"Tellme,Maimie,quick,"saidRanald,andthoughhisvoicewasintenseandstern,therewasappealinitaswell。
Shetookastepnearerhim,andlookingupintohisface,said,inawhisper,"Yes,Ranald,Iwillalwaysrememberyou,andthinkofyou。"
Swiftly,almostfiercely,hethrewhisarmsabouther,andkissedherlips,thenhestoodbacklookingather。
"Icouldnothelpit,"hesaid,boldly。"Youmademe。"
"Madeyou?"exclaimedMaimie,herfacehotwithblushes。
"Yes,youmademe。Icouldnothelpit,"herepeated。"AndIdonotcareifyouareangry。IamgladIdidit。"
"Glad?"echoedMaimieagain,notknowingwhattosay。
"Yes,glad,"hesaid,exultantly。"Areyou?"
Shemadenoreply。Thedooropenedbehindthem。Shesankdownuponthepiano-stoolandletherhandsfalluponthekeys。
"Areyou?"hedemanded,ignoringtheinterruption。
Withherheadlowdown,whileshestruckthechordsofthehymntheyhadjustsung,shesaid,hesitatingly,"Iamnotsorry。"
"Sorryforwhat?"saidHarry。
"Oh,nothing,"saidMaimie,lightly。
"Nobodyis,ifhehasgotanysense。"
ThenMrs。Murraycamein。"Won'tyoustayforsupper,Ranald?Youmustbehungry。"
"No,thankyou,"saidRanald。"Imustgonow。"
Heshookhandswithaneaseandfreedomthattheministerhadneverseeninhim,andwentout。
"Thatyoungmaniscomingon,"saidtheminister。"Ineversawanyonechangeanddevelopashehasinthelastfewmonths。Letmesee。Heisonlyeighteen,isn'the,andhemightbetwenty-one。"
TheministerspokeasifhewerenottoowellpleasedwiththisprecocityinRanald。
ButlittledidRanaldcare。Thatyoungmanwasstridinghomewardthroughthenight,hisheadstrikingthestars。Hispathlaythroughthewoods,andwhenhecametothe"sugarcamp"road,hestoodstill,andletthememoriesofthenightwhenhehadsnatchedMaimiefromthefiretroopthroughhismind。SuddenlyhethoughtofAleckMcRae,andlaughedaloud。
"PoorAleck,"hesaid。Aleckseemedsoharmlesstohimnow。Andthenhestoodsilent,motionless,lookingstraighttowardthestars,butseeingthemnot。HewasrememberingMaimie'sfacewhenshesaid,"Yes,Ranald,Iwillalwaysrememberyouandthinkofyou";andthenthethoughtofwhatfollowed,sentthebloodjumpingthroughhisveins。
"Shewillnotforget,"hesaidaloud,andwentonhisway。Itwashishappynight,thehappiestofhislifethusfar,andhewouldalwaysbehappy。Whatdifferencecouldanythingmake?
CHAPTERXV
THEREVIVAL
ThoselastdaysofMaimie'svisitspedbyonwingedfeet。ToRanaldtheywerebrimmingwithhappiness,everyoneofthem。Itwastheslacktimeoftheyear,betweenseedingandharvest,andtherewasnothingmuchtokeephimathome。Andso,withHarry,hisdevotedcompanion,Ranaldroamedthewoods,hitchingupLisetteinYankee'sbuckboard,putherthroughherpaces,andwouldnowandthengetupsuchburstsofspeedastookHarry'sbreathaway;andmorethanall,therewasthechanceofawordwithMaimie。Hehadlostmuchofhisawkwardness。Hewentaboutwithanairofmastery,andwhynot?Hehadentereduponhiskingdom。Theministernoticedandwondered;hiswifenoticedandsmiledsometimes,butoftenersighed,wiselykeepingsilence,forsheknewthatintimeslikethisthebestwordswerethoseunspoken。
ThehappiestdayofallforRanaldwasthelast,when,afteralongtrampwithHarrythroughthewoods,hedrovehimbacktothemanse,comingupfromthegatetothedoorlikeawhirlwind。
AsLisettestoodpawingandtossingherbeautifulhead,Mrs。
Murray,whostoodwithMaimiewatchingthemdriveup,criedout,admiringly:"Whatabeautysheis!"
"Isn'tshe!"criedHarry,enthusiastically。"Andsuchaflyer!
Getin,auntie,andsee。"
"Do,"saidRanald;"Iwouldbeveryglad。Justtothechurchhillandback。"
"Go,auntie,"pleadedHarry。"Sheiswonderful。"
"Yougo,Maimie,"saidheraunt,towhomeveryofferedpleasuresimplyfurnishedanopportunityofthoughtforothers。
"Nonsense!"criedHarry,impatiently。"Youmightgratifyyourselfalittleforonceinyourlife。Besides,"headded,withtruebrotherlyblindness,"it'syouRanaldwants。Atleasthetalksenoughaboutyou。"
"Yes,auntie,dogo!Itwillbelovely,"chimedinMaimie,withsuspiciousheartiness。
So,withmanyprotestations,Mrs。MurraytookherplacebesideRanaldandwaswhirledofflikethewind。Shereturnedinaveryfewminutes,herhairblownloosetillthelittlecurlshungaboutherglowingfaceandhereyesshiningwithexcitement。
"Oh,sheisperfectlysplendid!"sheexclaimed。"Andsogentle。
Youmustgo,Maimie,ifonlytothegate。"AndMaimiewent,butnottoturnateventhechurchhill。
ForamiledowntheconcessionroadRanaldletLisettejogataneasypacewhilehetoldMaimiesomeofhisaimsandhopes。Hedidnotmeantobeafarmernoralumberman。Hewasgoingtothecity,andtheremakehisfortune。Hedidnotsayitinwords,buthistone,hismanner,everythingabouthim,proclaimedhisconfidencethatsomedayhewouldbeagreatman。AndMaimiebelievedhim,notbecauseitseemedreasonable,orbecausethereseemedtobeanygroundforhisconfidence,butjustbecauseRanaldsaidit。Hissuperbself-confidencewroughtinherassurance。
"Andthen,"hesaid,proudly,"Iamgoingtoseeyou。"
"Oh,Ihopeyouwillnotwaittillthen,"sheanswered。
"Idonotknow,"hesaid。"Icannottell,butitdoesnotmattermuch。Iwillbealwaysseeingyou。"
"ButIwillwanttoseeyou,"saidMaimie。
"Yes,"saidRanald,"Iknowyouwill,"asifthatwereathingtobeexpected。"Butyouwillbecomingbacktoyouraunthere。"ButofthisMaimiecouldnotbesure。
"Oh,yes,youwillcome,"hesaid,confidently;"Iamsureyouwillcome。Harryiscoming,andyouwillcome,too。"Andhavingsettledthispoint,heturnedLisetteandfromthatoutgavehisattentiontohisdriving。Thecoltseemedtorealizethenecessityofmakingadisplayofherbestspeed,andwithoutanyurging,shewentalongtheconcessionroad,increasingherspeedateverystridetillshewheeledinatthegate。ThenRanaldshookthelinesoverherbackandcalledtoher。MagnificentlyLisetteresponded,andsweptuptothedoorwithsuchsplendiddashthatthewholehouseholdgreetedherwithwavingapplause。Asthecoltcametoastand,Maimiesteppedoutfromthebuckboard,andturningtowardRanald,saidinalow,hurriedvoice:"O,Ranald,thatwassplendid,andIamsohappy;andyouwillbesuretocome?"
"Iwillcome,"saidRanald,lookingdownintotheblueeyeswithalooksolongandsteadyandsofullofpassionatefeelingthatMaimieknewhewouldkeephisword。
Thenfarewellsweresaid,andRanaldturnedaway,HarryandMrs。
Murraywatchinghimfromthedoortillhedisappearedoverthechurchhill。
"Well,that'sthefinestchapIeversaw,"saidHarry,withemphasis。"Andwhatabodyhehas!Hewouldmakeagreathalf-
back。"
"PoorRanald!Ihopehewillmakeagreatandgoodman,"saidhisaunt,witharingofsadnessinhervoice。
"Whypoor,auntie?"
"I'msureIdonotknow,"shesaid,withaveryuncertainsmileplayingabouthermouth。ThenshewentupstairsandfoundMaimiesittingatthewindowoverlookingthechurchhill,andoncemoresheknewhowgoldenissilence。SoshesettoworktopackMaimie'strunkforher。
"Itwillbeaveryearlystart,Maimie,"shesaid,"andsowewillgeteverythingreadyto-night。"
"Yes,auntie,"saidMaimie,goingtoherandputtingherarmsabouther。"HowhappyIhavebeen,andhowgoodyouhavebeentome!"
"AndhowgladIhavebeentohaveyou!"saidheraunt。
"Oh,Iwillneverforgetyou!YouhavetaughtmesomuchthatI
neverknewbefore。Iseeeverythingsodifferently。Itseemseasytobegoodhere,and,oh!Iwishyouwerenotsofarawayfromme,auntie。Iamafraid——afraid——"
Thetearscouldnolongerbedenied。Sheputherheadinheraunt'slapandsobbedoutherheart'soverflow。Foranhourtheysatbytheopentrunk,forgettingallaboutthepacking,whileheraunttalkedtoMaimieasnoonehadevertalkedtoherbefore;andoften,throughthelongyearsofsufferingthatfollowed,thewordsofthateveningcametoMaimietolightenandtocomfortanhouroffearandsorrow。Mrs。Murraywasofthosetowhomitisgiventospeakwordsthatwillnotdiewithtime,butwilllive,forthattheyfallfromlipstouchedwiththefireofGod。
BeforetheyhadfinishedtheirtalkHarrycamein,andthenMrs。
Murraytoldthemabouttheirmother,ofherbeautyandherbrightnessandhergoodness,butmostlyofhergoodness。
"Shewasadear,deargirl,"saidtheiraunt,"andhergoodnesswasofthekindthatmakesonethinkofafreshspringmorning,sobright,sosweet,andpure。Andshewasbeautiful,too。Youwillbelikeher,Maimie,"and,afterapause,sheadded,softly,"And,mostofall,shelovedherSaviour,andthatwasthesecretofbothherbeautyandhergoodness。"
"Auntie,"saidHarry,suddenly,"don'tyouthinkyoucouldcometousforavisit?Itwoulddofather——Imeanitwouldbesuchagreatthingforfather,andforme,too,forusall。"
Mrs。Murraythoughtofherhomeandallitsties,andthensaid,smiling:"Iamafraid,Harry,thatcouldhardlybe。Besides,mydearboy,thereisOnewhocanalwaysbewithyou,andnoonecantakeHisplace。"
"Allthesame,Iwishyoucouldcome,"saidHarry。"WhenIamhereIfeellikedoingsomethingwithmylife,butathomeIonlythinkofhavingfun。"
"But,Harry,"saidhisaunt,"lifeisaverysacredandverypreciousthing,andatallcosts,youmustmakeitworthyofHimwhogaveittoyou。"
Nextmorning,whenHarrywassaying"Farewell"tohisaunt,sheputherarmsroundhim,andsaid:"Yourmotherwouldhavewishedyoutobeanobleman,andyoumustnotdisappointher。"
"Iwilltry,auntie,"hesaid,andcouldsaynomore。
Forthenextfewweekstheministerandhiswifewerebothbusyandanxious。Formorethaneightyearstheyhadlaboredwiththeirpeoplewithoutmuchsignofresult。Weekafterweektheministerpouredintohissermonsthestrengthofhisheartandmind,andthengavethemtohispeoplewithallthefervorofhisnature。
Weekafterweekhiswife,inherwomen'smeetingsandinherBibleclass,lavishedfreelyuponthemthesplendidrichesofherintellectualandspiritualpowers,andtogetherinthehomesofthepeopletheywroughtandtaught。Attimesitseemedtotheministerthattheywerespendingtheirstrengthfornaught,andatsuchtimeshebitterlygrudged,nothisowntoils,butthoseofhiswife。Noneknewbetterthanhehowwellfittedshewas,bothbythenativeendowmentsofhermindandbythegracesofhercharacter,tofillthehighestsphere,andhesometimesgrewimpatientthatsheshouldspendherselfwithoutstintandreapnoadequatereward。
Thesewerehisthoughtsashelayonhiscouch,ontheeveningofthelastSabbathintheoldchurch,afteraday'sworkmorethanusuallyexhausting。Thenewchurchwastobeopenedthefollowingweek。Formonthsithadbeentheburdenoftheirprayersthatatthededicationoftheirchurch,whichhadbeenbuiltandpaidforatthecostofmuchthoughtandtoil,thereshouldbesome"signalmarkofthedivineacceptance。"Nowondertheministerwasmorethanusuallydepressedto-night。
"Thereisnotmuchsignofmovementamongthedrybones,"hesaidtohiswife。"Theyareasdryandasdeadasever。"
Hiswifewassilentforsometime,forshe,too,hadhermomentsofdoubtandfear,butshesaid:"Ithinkthereissomesign。Thepeoplewerecertainlymuchimpressedthismorning,andtheBibleclasswasverylarge,andtheywereveryattentive。"
"Sotheyareeveryday,"saidtheminister,ratherbitterly。"Butwhatdoesitamountto?Thereisnotasignofoneoftheseyoungpeople'comingforward。'Justthink,onlyoneyoungmanamemberofthechurch,andhehasn'tgotmuchspunkinhim。Andmanyoftheoldermenremainashardasthenethermillstone。"
"Ireallythink,"saidhiswife,"thatanumberoftheyoungpeoplewould'comeforward'ifsomeonewouldmakeabeginning。Theyareallveryshy。"
"Soyoualwayssay,"saidherhusband,withatouchofimpatience;
"butthereisnoshynessinotherthings,intheirfrolicsandtheirfightings。Iamsurethislastoutrageousbusinessisenoughtobreakone'sheart。"
"Whatdoyoumean?"saidhiswife。
"Oh,Isupposeyouwillhearsoonenough,soIneednottrytokeepitfromyou。ItwasLongJohnCamerontoldme。ItisstrangethatHughiehasnotheard。Indeed,perhapshehas,butsincehisbelovedRanaldisinvolved,heiskeepingitquiet。"
"Whatisit?"saidhiswife,anxiously。
"Oh,nothinglessthanaregularpitchedbattlebetweentheMcGregorsandtheMcRaesoftheSixteenth,andallonRanald'saccount,too,Ibelieve。"
Mrs。Murraysatinsilentandbitterdisappointment。ShehadexpectedmuchfromRanald。Herhusbandwentonwithhistale。
"ItseemstherewasanoldquarrelbetweenyoungAleckMcRaeandRanald,overwhatIcannotfindout;andyoungAngusMcGregor,whowilldoanythingforaMacdonald,mustneedstakeRanald'spart,withtheresultthatthathot-headedyoungfire-eaterAleckMcRaemustchallengethewholeclanMcGregor。Soitwasarranged,onSundaymorning,too,mindyou,twoweeksago,aftertheservice,thatsixofthebestofeachsideshouldmeetandsettlethebusiness。OfcourseRanaldwasboundtobeintoit,andbeggedandpleadedwiththeMcGregorsthatheshouldbeoneofthesix;andI
hearitwasbyYankee'sadvicethathisrequestwasgranted。Thatgodlessfellow,itseems,hasbeengivingRanalddailylessonswiththeboxing-gloves,andtosomepurpose,too,asthefightproved。
ItseemsthatyoungAleckMcRae,whoisaterriblefighter,andmustbefortypoundsheavierthanRanald,was,byRanald'sespecialdesireandbyYankee'sarrangement,pittedagainsttheboy,andbythetimethefightwasover,Ranald,althoughbeatenandbruisedtoa'bloodypulp,'asLongJohnsaid,hadAleckthoroughlywhipped。
Andnobodyknowswhatwouldhavehappened,sofiercewastheyoungvillain,hadnotPeterMcGregorandMacdonaldBhainappeareduponthescene。ItappearsAleckhadbeensayingsomethingaboutMaimie,LongJohndidnotknowwhatitwas;butRanaldwasdeterminedtofinishAleckupthereandthen。Itmusthavebeenadisgustingandterriblesight;butMacdonaldBhainapparentlysettledtheminahurry;andwhatismore,madethemallshakehandsandpromisetodropthequarrelthenceforth。IfancyRanald'shandlingofyoungAleckMcRaedidmoretobringaboutthesettlementthananythingelse。Whatalotofsavagestheyare!"continuedtheminister。"Itreallydoesnotseemmuchusetopreachtothem。"
"Wemustnotsaythat,mydear,"saidhiswife,buthertonewasnonetoohopeful。"ImustconfessIamdisappointedinRanald。
Well,"shecontinued,"wecanonlywaitandtrust。"
FromHughie,whohadhadthestoryfromDon,andwhohadbeenpledgedtosaynothingofit,shelearnedmoreaboutthefight。
"ItwasAleck'sfault,mother,"hesaid,anxioustoscreenhishero。"HesaidsomethingaboutMaimie,thatDonwouldn'ttellme,attheblacksmithshopintheSixteenth,andRanaldstruckhimandknockedhimflat,andhecouldnotgetupforalongtime。Yankeehasbeenshowinghimhow。Iamgoingtolearn,mother,"interjectedHughie。"AndthenAngusMcGregortookRanald'spart,anditwasallarrangedafterchurch,andRanaldwasboundtobeinit,andsaidhewouldstopthewholethingifnotallowed。Donsaidhewasjustterrible。Itwasanawfulfight。AngusMcGregorfoughtPeterMcRae,Aleck'sbrother,youknowand——"
"Nevermind,Hughie,"saidhismother。"Idon'twanttohearofit。Itistoodisgusting。WasRanaldmuchhurt?"
"Oh,hewashurtawfulbad,andhewasgoingtobelicked,too。Hewouldn'tkeepcoolenough,andhewouldn'tusehislegs。"
"Usehislegs?"saidhismother;"whatdoyoumean?"
"That'swhatDonsays,andYankeemadehim。Yankeekeptcallingtohim,'Nowgetaway,getawayfromhim!Useyourlegs!Getawayfromhim!'andwheneverRanaldbegantodoashewastold,thenhegotthebetterofAleck,andhegaveAleckaterriblehammering,andDonsaidifMacdonaldBhainhadnotstoppedthemAleckMcRaewouldnothavebeenabletowalkhome。HesaidRanaldwasawful。
Hesaidheneversawhimlikehewasthatday。Wasn'titfine,mother?"
"Fine,Hughie!"saidhismother。"Itisanythingbutfine。Itissimplydisgustingtoseemenactlikebeasts。Itisvery,verysad。IamverymuchdisappointedinRanald。"
"But,mother,Ranaldcouldn'thelpit。Andanyway,IamgladhegavethatAleckMcRaeagoodthrashing。Yankeesaidhewouldneverberightuntilhegotit。"
"YoumustnotrepeatwhatYankeesays,"saidhismother。"Iamafraidhisinfluenceisnotofthebestforanyofthoseboys。"
"Oh,mother,hedidn'tsetthemon,"saidHughie,whowantedtobefairtoYankee。"ItwaswhenhecouldnothelpitthathetoldRanaldhowtodo。Iamgladhedid,too。"
"Iamvery,verysorryaboutit,"saidhismother,sadly。Itwasagreaterdisappointmenttoherthanshecaredtoacknowledgeeithertoherhusbandortoherself。
Butthecommotioncausedinthecommunitybythefightwassoonswallowedupintheinterestarousedbytheopeningofthenewchurch,aneventforwhichtheyhadmadelongandelaboratepreparation。Thebigbazaar,forwhichthewomenhadbeensewingforayearormore,washeldonWednesday,andturnedouttobeagreatsuccess,sufficientmoneybeingrealizedtopayforthechurchfurnishing,whichtheyhadundertakentoprovide。
Thedayfollowingwasthefirstofthe"CommunionSeason。"InaHighlandcongregationtheCommunionSeasonsarethegreatoccasionsoftheyear。Forweeksbefore,thecongregationiskeptinmindoftheapproachingevent,andontheThursdayofthecommunionweektheseasonopenswithasolemnfastday。
TheannualFastDay,stillanationalinstitutioninScotland,althoughithaslostmuchofitssolemnityandsacrednessinsomeplaces,wasoriginallyassociatedwiththeLord'sSupper,andwasobservedwithgreatstrictnessinthematterofeatinganddrinking;andinIndianLands,asinallcongregationsofthatpartofthecountry,thecustomofcelebratingtheFastDaywaskeptup。
Itwasadayofgreatsolemnityinthehomesofthepeopleofagodlysort。Therewasnocookingofmealstillafter"theservices,"andindeed,someofthemtastedneithermeatnordrinkthewholedaylong。Totheyoungerpeopleofthecongregationitwasadayofgloomandterror,akindofdayofdoom。Eventothoseadvancedingodlinessitbroughtsearchingsofheart,minuteanddiligent,withagoniesofpenitenceandremorse。Itwasaday,inshort,inwhichconsciencewasinvitedtotakecommandofthememoryandtheimaginationtothescourgingofthesoulforthesoul'sgood。Thesermonforthedaywassupposedtostimulateandtoaidconscienceinthiswork。
ForthecommunionserviceMr。Murrayalwaysmadeitapointtohavetheassistanceofthebestpreachershecouldprocure,andonthisoccasion,whenthechurchopeningwascombinedwiththesacrament,byaspecialefforttwopreachershadbeenprocured——afamousdivinefromHuronCounty,thatstrongholdofCalvinism,andacollegeprofessorwhohadbeenrecentlyappointed,butwhohadalreadygainedareputationasadoctrinalpreacher,andwhowas,asPeterMcRaereported,"grandontheAttributesandterriblefineontheLaw。"TohimwasassignedthehonorofpreachingtheFastDaysermon,andofdeclaringthechurch"open。"
Thenewchurchwasverydifferentfromtheold。Insteadofthehighcrow'snest,withthewonderfulsounding-boardoverit,thepulpitwassimplyaraisedplatformpartlyinclosed,withthedeskinfront。Therewasnoprecentor'sbox,overthelossofwhichStraightRorydidnotgrieveunduly,inasmuchasthesingingwastobeled,intheEnglishatleast,byJohn"Aleck。"Henceforththeelderswouldsitwiththeirfamilies。Theelders'seatwasgone;
PeterMcRae'swrathatthisbeingsomewhatappeasedbyhissecuringforhimselfoneoftheshortsideseatsattherightofthepulpit,fromwhichhecouldcommandaviewofboththeministerandthecongregation——apositionwithobviousadvantages。Theminister'spewwasattheverybackofthechurch。
Itwasagreatassemblagethatgatheredinthenewchurchtoheartheprofessordiscourse,asdoubtlesshewould,itbeingtheFastDay,uponsomethemeofjudgment。Withagreatswingoftriumphinhisvoice,Mr。MurrayroseandannouncedtheHundredthPsalm。Anelectricthrillwentthroughthecongregationas,withawaveofhishand,hesaid:"Letusriseandsing。Now,John,OldHundred。"
NeverdidJohn"Aleck"andthecongregationofIndianLandssingastheydidthatmorning。Itwasthefirsttimethatthecongregation,asawhole,hadfollowedtheleadofthatgreatringingvoice,andtheyfollowedwithajoyous,triumphantshout,asofmencometovictory。
"Forwhy?TheLordourGodisgood,"
rolledoutthemajesticnotesofOldHundred。
"What'sthematter,mother?"whisperedHughie,whowasstandingupintheseatthathemightlookonhismother'sbook。
"Nothing,darling,"saidhismother,herfaceradiantthroughhertears。Afterlongmonthsoftoilandwaiting,theywereactuallysingingpraisetoGodinthenewchurch。
Whentheprofessorarose,itwasaneager,responsivecongregationthatwaitedforhisword。Thepeoplewerefullypreparedforasermonthatwouldshakethemtotheirsouls'depths。Theyoungerportionshiveredandshrankfromtheordeal;theolderandmoreexperiencedshiveredandwaitedwithnotunpleasinganticipations;
itdidthemgood,thatremorselessexaminationoftheirhearts'
secretdepravities。Tosomeitwasakindofsatisfactionofferedtoconscience,afterwhichtheycouldmoreeasilycometopeace。
Withothersitwasanhonest,heroicefforttoknowthemselvesandtorightthemselveswiththeirGod。
Thetextwasdisappointing。"Aboveallthesethings,putoncharity,whichisthebondofperfectness,"readtheprofessorfromthatexquisiteandtouchingpassagewhichbeginsatthetwelfthverseofthefifteenthchapterofColossians。"Love,thebondofperfectness,"washistheme,andinsimple,calm,lucidspeechhedilateduponthebeauty,theexcellence,andthesupremacyofthisChristiangrace。ItwasthemostGodlikeofallthevirtues,forGodwaslove;andmorethanzeal,morethanknowledge,morethanfaith,itwas"themark"ofthenewbirth。
PeterMcRaewasevidentlykeenlydisappointed,andhiswholebearingexpressedsterndisapproval。Andastheprofessorproceeded,extollingandillustratingthesupremegraceoflove,Peter'shardfacegrewharderthanever,andhiseyesbegantoemitbluesparksoffire。Thiswasnodayforthepreachingofsmooththings。ThepeopleweretheretoconsiderandtolamenttheirOriginalandActualsin;andtheyexpectedandrequiredtohearofthejudgmentsoftheLord,andtobesummonedtofleefromthewrathtocome。
DonaldRosssatwithhiskindlyoldfaceinaglowofdelight,butwithalookofperplexityonitwhichhisfurtiveglancesinPeter'sdirectiondidnothelptolessen。Thesermonwasdelightingandtouchinghim,buthewasnotquitesurewhetherthiswasagoodsigninhimorno。Hesethimselfnowandthentofindfaultwiththesermon,butthepreacherwassohumble,sorespectful,andaboveall,soearnest,thatDonaldRosscouldnotbringhimselftocriticise。
Theapplicationcameunderthethirdhead。Asarule,theapplicationtoaFastDaysermonwasdeliveredinterrifyingtonesofthunderorinanawfulwhisper。Butto-daythepreacher,withoutraisinghisvoice,begantoforceintohishearers'heartsthemessageoftheday。
"Thisisadayforself-examination,"hesaid,andhisclear,quiettonesfellintotheearsofthepeoplewithpenetratingpower。
"Andself-examinationisawiseandprofitableexercise。Itisanexerciseofthesouldesignedtoyieldadiscoveryofsinintheheartandlife,andtoinducepenitenceandcontritionandsosecurepardonandpeace。Buttoooften,myfriends,"andherehisvoicebecameashadesofter,"itresultsinaself-righteousandsinfulself-complaisance。Whatisrequiredisasimplehonestyofmindandspiritualillumination,andthelattercannotbewithouttheformer。Therearethosewhoareeversearchingfor'themarks'
ofagenuinelygodlystateofheart,andtheyhavetheideathatthesemarksareobscureanddifficultforplainpeopletodiscover。
Makenomistake,mybrethren,theyareaseasilyseenasaretheapplesonatree。Thefruitsofthespiritareasdiscernibletoanyonehonestenoughandfearlessenoughtolook;andthefirstandsupremeofallisthatwhichwehavebeenconsideringthismorning。Thequestionforyouandforme,mybrethren,issimplythis:Areourlivesfullofthegraceoflove?Donotshrinkfromthequestion。Donotdeceiveyourselveswithanysubstitutes;
therearemanyofferingzeal,thegiftofprayerorofspeech,yea,thegiftoffaithitself。Noneofthesewillatoneforthelackoflove。Leteachaskhimself,AmIalovingman?"
Withquietpersistencehepursuedthemintoalltheirrelationsinlife——husbandsandwives,fathersandsons,neighborandneighbor。
Hewouldnotletthemescape。Relentlesslyheforcedthemtoreviewtheirhabitsofspeechandaction,theirattitudetowardeachotheraschurchmembers,andtheirattitudetoward"thosewithout。"Behindallrefugesandthroughallsubterfugeshemadehismessagefollowthem,searchingtheirdeepesthearts。Andthen,withhisfaceilluminedaswithdivinefire,hemadehisfinalappeal,whileheremindedthemoftheInfinitelovethathadstoopedtosave,andthathadwroughtitselfoutintheagoniesofthecross。Andwhilehespokehislastwords,alloverthechurchthewomenwereweeping,andstrongmenweresittingtremblingandpale。
Afterashortprayer,theprofessorsatdown。Thentheministerrose,andforsomelittletimestoodfacinghispeopleinsilence,thegleaminhiseyesshowingthathisferventHighlandnaturewasonfire。
"Mypeople,"hebegan,andhismagnificentvoicepealedforthlikeasolemnbell,"thisisthemessageoftheLord。Letnonedarerefusetohear。Itisamessagetoyourminister,itisamessagetoyou。Youareanxiousfor'themarks。'Searchyouforthismark。"Hepausedwhilethepeoplesatlookingathiminfixedandbreathlesssilence。Then,suddenly,hebrokeforthintoaloudcry:"Whereareyourchildrenatthissolemntimeofprivilege?
Fathers,whereareyoursons?WhyweretheynotwithyouattheTable?Areyoumenoflove?Areyoumenoflove,orbylackofloveareyoushuttingthedooroftheKingdomagainstyoursonswiththeirfightingsandtheirquarrelings?"Then,raisinghishandshigh,heliftedhisvoiceinakindofwailingchant:"Woeuntoyou!Woeuntoyou!Yourhouseisleftuntoyoudesolate,andthevoiceofloveiscryingoveryou。Yewouldnot!Yewouldnot!
O,LambofGod,havemercyuponus!O,Christ,withthepiercedhands,saveus!"Againhepaused,lookingupward,whilethepeoplewaitedwithupliftedwhitefaces。
"Behold,"hecried,inasoul-thrillingvoice,"Iseeheavenopen,andJesusstandingattherighthandofGod,andIhearavoice,'Turnye,turnye。Whywillyedie?'LordJesus,theywillnotturn。"Againhepaused。"Listen。Departfromme,yecursed,intoeverlastingfire。Departye!Nay,LordJesus!notso!Havemercyuponus!"Hisvoicebrokeinitspassionatecry。Theeffectwasoverwhelming。Thepeopleswayedastreesbeforeamightywind,andavoicecriedaloudfromthecongregation:"Godbemercifultome,asinner!"
ItwasMacdonaldDubh。Atthatloudcry,womenbegantosob,andsomeofthepeoplerosefromtheirseats。
"Bestill,"commandedtheminister。"Rendyourheartsandnotyourgarments。Letuspray。"Andasheprayed,thecriesandsobssubsidedandagreatcalmfelluponall。Afterprayer,theminister,insteadofgivingoutaclosingpsalm,solemnlychargedthepeopletogototheirhomesandtoconsiderthattheLordhadcomeverynearthem,andadjuredthemnottogrievetheHolySpiritofGod。Thenhedismissedthemwiththebenediction。
Thepeoplewentoutofthechurch,subduedandastonished,speaking,ifatall,inlowtonesofwhattheyhadseenandheard。
Immediatelyafterpronouncingthebenediction,theministercamedowntofindMacdonaldDubh,buthewasnowheretobeseen。TowardeveningMrs。Murrayrodeovertohishouse,butfoundthathehadnotreturnedfromthemorningservice。
"Hewillbeathisbrother's,"saidKirsty,"andRanaldwilldriveoverforhim。"
ImmediatelyRanaldhitchedupLisetteanddroveovertohisuncle's,butashewasreturninghesentinwordtothemanse,hisfacebeingnotyetpresentable,thathisfatherwasnowheretobefound。ItwasMacdonaldBhainthatfoundhimatlastinthewoods,proneuponhisface,andinanagony。
"Hugh,man,"hecried,"whatailsyou?"Buttherewereonlylowgroansforanswer。
"Riseup,man,riseupandcomeaway。"
Thenfromtheprostratefigurehecaughtthewords,"Departfromme!Departfromme!ThatisthewordoftheLord。"
"Thatisnottheword,"saidMacdonaldBhain,"foranylivingman,butforthedead。Butcome,rise,man;theneighborswillbehereinameenute。"AtthatBlackHughrose。
"Letmeaway,"hesaid。"Letmenotseethem。Iamalostman。"
Andsohisbrotherbroughthimhome,shakeninspiritandexhaustedinbodywithhislongfastandhisoverpoweringemotion。Allnightthroughhisbrotherwatchedwithhimalone,forMacdonaldDubhwouldhavenooneelsetoseehim,till,fromutterexhaustion,towardthedawningoftheday,hefellasleep。
Intheearlymorningtheministerandhiswifedroveovertoseehim,andleavinghiswifewithKirsty,theministerpassedatonceintoMacdonaldDubh'sroom。But,inspiteofallhisreasoning,inspiteofallhisreadingsandhisprayers,thegloomremainedunbrokenexceptbyoccasionalparoxysmsoffearandremorse。
"Thereisnoforgiveness!Thereisnoforgiveness!"wastheburdenofhiscry。
InvaintheministerproclaimedtohimthemercyofGod。Atlengthhewasforcedtoleavehimtoattendthe"QuestionMeeting"whichwastobeheldinthechurchthatday。Buthelefthiswifebehindhim。
Withoutaword,Mrs。Murrayproceededtomakethepoormancomfortable。Shepreparedadaintybreakfastandcarrieditintohim,andthenshesatbesidehimwhilehefellintoadeepsleep。
ItwasafternoonwhenMacdonaldDubhawokeandgreetedherwithhiswontedgravecourtesy。
"Youarebetter,Mr。Macdonald,"shesaid,brightly。"AndnowI
willmakeyouafreshcupoftea";andthoughheprotested,shehurriedout,andinafewmomentsbroughthimsometeaandtoast。
Then,whilehelayingloomysilence,shereadtohim,asshedidoncebeforefromhisGaelicpsalmbook,withoutawordofcomment。
Andthenshebegantotellhimofallthehopesshehadcherishedinconnectionwiththeopeningofthenewchurch,andhowthatdayshehadfeltatlasttheblessinghadcome。
"And,O,Mr。Macdonald,"shesaid,"Iwasgladtohearyoucry,forthenIknewthattheSpiritofGodwasamongus。"
"Glad!"saidMacdonaldDubh,faintly。
"Yes,glad。ForacrylikethatnevercomesbutwhentheSpiritofGodmovesintheheartofaman。"
"Indeed,IwillbethinkingthatHehascastmeoffforever,"hesaid,wonderingatthisnewphaseofthesubject。
"ThenyoumustthankHim,Mr。Macdonald,thatHehasnotsodone;
andthesureprooftoyouisthatHehasbroughtyoutocryformercy。Thatisagladcry,intheearsoftheSaviour。Itisthecryofthesheepinthewilderness,thatdiscovershimtotheshepherd。"Andthen,withoutargument,shetookhimintoherconfidenceandpouredouttohimallherhopesandfearsfortheyoungpeopleofthecongregation,andespeciallyforRanald,tillMacdonaldDubhpartlyforgothisownfearsinhers。Andthen,justbeforeitwastimeforKirstytoarrivefromthe"QuestionMeeting,"
shetookherGaelicBibleandopenedattheLord'sPrayer,asshehaddoneoncebefore。
"Itisaterriblethingtobeunforgiven,Mr。Macdonald,"shesaid,"bymanorbyGod。AndGodisunwillingthatanyofusshouldfeelthatpain,andthatiswhyheissofreewithhisofferofpardontoallwhocomewithsorrowtohim。Theycomewithsorrowtohimnow,buttheywillcometohimsomedaywithgreatjoy。"Andthenshespokealittleofthegreatcompanyoftheforgivenbeforethethrone,andattheverylast,afewwordsaboutthegentlelittlewomanthathadpassedoutfromMacdonaldDubh'ssightsomanyyearsbefore。Then,fallingonherknees,shebeganintheGaelic,"OurFatherwhichartinHeaven。"
EarnestlyandbrokenlyMacdonaldDubhfollowed,whisperingthepetitionsafterher。Whentheycameto"Forgiveusourdebts,asweforgiveourdebtors,"
MacdonaldDubhbrokeforth:"Oh,itisalittlething,whatever!
ItislittleIhavetoforgive。"Andthen,inaclear,firmvoice,herepeatedthewordsafterhertothecloseoftheprayer。
ThenMrs。Murrayrose,andtakinghimbythehandtobidhimgoodby,shesaid,slowly:"'Forifyeforgivementheirtrespasses,yourheavenlyFatherwillalsoforgiveyouyourtrespasses。'Youhaveforgiven,Mr。Macdonald。"
"Indeed,itisnothing,"hesaid,earnestly。
"Then,"repliedMrs。Murray,"theLordwillnotbreakhispromisetoyou。"Andwiththatshewentaway。
OnSaturdaymorningthesessionmetbeforetheservicefortheday。
InthemidstoftheirdeliberationsthedooropenedandMacdonaldBhainandhisbrother,MacdonaldDubh,walkedinandstoodsilentbeforetheelders。Mr。Murrayroseastonished,andcomingforward,saidtoMacdonaldBhain:"Whatisit,Mr。Macdonald?Youwishtoseeme?"
"Iamhere,"hesaid,"formyownsakeandformybrother's。Wewishtomakeconfessionofoursins,inthatwehavenotbeenmenoflove,andtoseektheforgivenessofGod。"
Theministerstoodandgazedathiminamazedsilenceforsomemoments,andthen,givinghishandtoMacdonaldDubh,hesaid,inavoicehuskywithemotion:"Comeaway,mybrother。TheLordhasawelcomeforyou。"
AndtherewerenoquestionsthatdayaskedinthesessionbeforeMacdonaldDubhreceivedhistoken。
CHAPTERXVI
ANDTHEGLORY
Thefirstcommunioninthenewchurchwasmarkedbyverygreatsolemnity。Therewerefewnewmembers,butamongtheoldermenwhohadhithertokept"backfromthetable"therewasamanifestanxiety,andamongtheyoungerpeopleaverygreatseriousness。
The"comingforward"ofMacdonaldDubhwasaneventsoremarkableastomakeagreatimpressionnotonlyuponalltheMacdonaldmenwhohadbeenassociatedwithhimsomanyyearsinthelumbering,butalsouponthewholecongregation,towhomhisrecordandreputationwerewellknown。Hischangeofattitudetothechurchandallitsinterests,aswellashischangeofdispositionandtemperament,weresostrikingastoleaveinnoone'smindanydoubtastothegenuinenessofhis"changeofheart,"andeveryweekmadethismoreapparent。Asolemnsenseofresponsibilityandanintensityofearnestnessseemedtopossesshim,whilehishumilityandgentlenessweretouchingtosee。
OntheeveningofMonday,thedayofthanksgivingintheSacramentWeek,agreatcongregationassembledfortheclosingmeetingoftheCommunionSeason。Duringtheprogressofthemeeting,Mr。Murrayandtheministersassistinghimbecameawarethattheywereinthepresenceofsomeremarkableandmysteriousphenomenon。ThepeoplelistenedtotheWordwithanintensity,response,andeagernessthatgavetokenofastateofmindandheartwhollyunusual。Hereandthere,whilethepsalmswerebeingsungorprayersbeingoffered,womenandmenwouldbreakdowninaudibleweeping;andinthepreachingthespeakerwasconsciousofapowerpossessinghimthathecouldnotexplain。
Atlengththelastpsalmwasgivenout,andthecongregation,contrarytotheirusualcustom,bytheminister'sdirection,rosetosing。AsJohn"Aleck"ledthepeopleinthatgreatvolumeofpraise,theministersheldahastyconsultationinthepulpit。Theprofessorhadneverseenanythingsomarvelous;Mr。MurraywasremindedofthedaysofW。C。Burns。Thequestionwas,Whatwastobedone?Shouldthemeetingsbecontinued,orshouldtheyclosetonight?Theyhadagreatfearofreligiousexcitement。Theyhadseensomethingofthedreadfulreactionfollowingastateofexaltedreligiousfeeling。Itwasthebeginningofharvest,too。
Woulditbeadvisabletocallthepeoplefromtheirhardworkinthefieldstonightlymeetings?
Atlength,asthecongregationwerenearingthecloseofthepsalm,theprofessorspoke。"Brethren,"hesaid,"thisisnotourwork。
LetusleaveittotheLordtodecide。Putthequestiontothepeopleandabidebytheirdecision。"
Afterthepsalmwassung,theministermotionedthecongregationtotheirseats,andwithoutcommentorsuggestion,putbeforethemthequestionthathadbeendiscussedinthepulpit。Wasittheirdesirethatthemeetingsshouldbecontinuedornot?Adeep,solemnsilencelayuponthecrowdedchurch,andforsometimenoonemoved。ThenthecongregationwerestartledtoseeMacdonaldDubhriseslowlyfromhisplaceinthemiddleofthechurch。
"Mr。Murray,"hesaid,inavoicethatvibratedstrangely,"youwillpardonmeforlettingmyvoicebeheardinthisplace。Itisthevoiceofagreatsinner。"
"Speak,Mr。Macdonald,"saidtheminister,"andIthankGodforthesoundofyourvoiceinHishouse。"
"Itisnotformetomakeanyspeecheshere。Iwillonlymakeboldtogivemywordthatthemeetingsbecontinued。ItmaybethattheLord,whohasdonesuchgreatthingsforme,willdogreatthingsforothersalso。"Andwiththathesatdown。
"Iwilltakethatforamotion,"saidtheminister。"Willanyonesecondit?"
KennyCrubachatonceroseandsaid:"WearealwaysslowatfollowingtheLord。Letusgoforward。"
TheministerwaitedforsomemomentsafterKennyhadspoken,andthensaid,inavoicegraveandwithafeelingofresponsibilityinit:"Youhaveheardthesebrethren,mypeople。Iwaitfortheexpressionofyourdesire。"
Likeonemanthegreatcongregationrosetotheirfeet。Itwasasceneprofoundlyimpressive,andwiththeseserious-minded,soberpeople,onethatindicatedoverwhelmingemotion。
Andthusthegreatrevivalbegan。
Foreighteenmonths,nightafternight,everynightintheweekexceptSaturday,thepeoplegatheredinsuchnumbersastofillthenewchurchtothedoor。Throughoutallthebusyharvestseason,inspiteoftheautumnrainsthatfilledtheswampsandmadetheroadsalmostimpassable,inthefaceofthedrivingsnowsofwinter,throughthemeltingiceofthespring,andagainthroughthefollowingsummerandautumn,thegreatrevivalheldon。Nofictitiousmeanswereemployedtostirtheemotionsofthepeopleortokindleexcitementamongthem。Therewereneitherspecialsermonsnorrevivalhymns。Theolddoctrineswereproclaimed,butproclaimedwithafullnessandpowerunknownatothertimes。Theoldpsalmsweresung,butsungperhapsastheyhadneverbeenbefore。ForwhenJohn"Aleck's"mightyvoicerolledforthinitsfullpower,andwhenhisbandoftrainedsingersfollowed,liftingonwardwiththemthegreatcongregation——foreveryman,woman,andchildsangwithfullheartandopenthroat——theeffectwassomethingaltogetherwonderfulandworthhearing。Eachnighttherewasasermonbytheminister,who,forsixmonths,tillhishealthbrokedown,hadsolechargeofthework。Thenthesermonwasfollowedbyshortaddressesorprayersbytheelders,andafterthattheministerwouldtakethemen,andhiswifethewomen,forcloserandmorepersonaldealing。
Astherevivaldeepeneditbecamethecustomforothersthantheelderstotakepart,byreadingapsalmorotherScripture,withoutcomment,orbyprayer。Therewasashrinkingfromanythinglikeaviolentdisplayofemotion,andfromanyunveilingofthesacredsecretsoftheheart,butScripturereadingorquotingwassupposedtoexpressthethoughts,thehopes,thefears,thegratitude,thedevotion,thatmadethereligiousexperienceofthespeaker。Thiswasasfarastheyconsidereditsafeorseemlytogo。
Oneofthefirst,outsidetheranksoftheelders,totakepartinthiswaywasMacdonaldDubh;thenLongJohnCameronfollowed;thenPeterMcGregorandothersofthemenofmatureryears。AdistinctstageintherevivalwasreachedwhenyoungAleckMcRaerosetoreadhisScripture。HewasquicklyfollowedbyDon,youngFindlayson,andothersofthatage,andfromthattimeonwardtheoldlinethathadsoclearlydistinguishedagefromyouthinrespecttoreligiousdutyandprivilege,wasobliteratedforever。
Ithadbeenastrange,ifnotverydoubtful,phenomenontoseeayoungman"comingforward,"orinanywaygivingindicationofreligiousfeeling。Butthiswouldneverbeagain。
ItwasnosmallanxietyandgrieftoMrs。MurraythatRanald,thoughheregularlyattendedthemeetings,seemedtoremainunmovedbythetideofreligiousfeelingthatwaseverywheresurgingthroughtheheartsofthepeople。Theministeradvisedlettinghimalone,butMrs。MurraywasanxiouslywaitingforthetimewhenRanaldwouldcometoher。Thattimecame,butnotuntillongmonthsofwearywaitingonherpart,andofpainfulstruggleonhis,hadpassed。
Fromtheveryfirstofthegreatmovementhisfatherthrewhimselfintoitwithalltheearnestintensityofhisnature,butatthesametimewithahumilitythatgavetokenthatthememoryofthewilddaysofhisyouthandearlymanhoodwereneverfarawayfromhim。Hewaseagertoserveinthework,andwasaconstantsourceofwondertoallwhohadknownhiminhisyouthandearlymanhood。
Atallthedifferentmeetingshewaspresent。Nothingcouldkeephimaway。"Nightcometh,"hesaidtohisbrother,whowasremonstratingwithhim。Hisday'sworkwasdrawingtoitsclose。
ButRanaldwouldnotlethimselfseethefailingofhisfather'shealth,andwhen,intheharvest,theslightestworkinthefieldswouldsendhisfatherpantingtotheshade,Ranaldwouldsay,"Itisthehotweather,father。Whenthecooldayscomeyouwillbebetter。Andwhyshouldyoubebotheringyourselfwiththework,anyway?SurelyYankeeandIcanlookafterthat。"Andindeedtheyseemedtobequitefittotakeofftheharvest。
DaybydayRanaldswunghiscradleafterYankeewithallaman'ssteadinesstillallthegrainwascut;andbythetimetheharvestwasover,Ranaldhaddevelopedastrengthofmuscleandaskillintheharvestworkthatmadehimequalofalmostanymaninthecountry。Hewasallthemoreeagertohavetheharvestworkdoneintime,thathisfathermightnotfretoverhisowninabilitytohelp。ForRanaldcouldnotbeartoseethelookofdisappointmentthatsometimesshoweditselfinhisfather'sfacewhenweaknessdrovehimfromthefield,anditwasthisthatmadehimthrowhimselfintotheworkashedid。Hewascarefulalsotoconsultwithhisfatherinregardtoallthedetailsofthemanagementofthefarm,andtotellhimallthathewasplanningtodoaswellasallthatwasdone。HisfatherhadalwaysbeenakindofherotoRanald,whoadmiredhimforhisprowesswiththegunandtheax,aswellasforhisgreatstrengthandcourage。Buteversincecalamityhadbefallenhim,theboy'shearthadgoneouttohisfatherinanewtenderness,andthelastmonthshaddrawnthetwoveryclosetogether。ItwasadarkdayforRanaldwhenhewasforcedtofacethefactthathisfatherwasgrowingdailyweaker。
Itwashisuncle,MacdonaldBhain,whofinallymadehimseeit。
"Yourfatherisfailing,Ranald,"hesaidonedaytowardthecloseofharvest。
"Itisthehotweather,"saidRanald。"Hewillbebetterinthefall。"
"Ranald,myboy,"saidhisuncle,gravely,"yourfatherwillfadewiththeleaf,andthefirstsnowwilllieuponhim。"
AndthenRanaldfairlyfacedthefactthatbeforelonghewouldbealoneintheworld。Withoutanyexchangeofwords,heandhisfathercametounderstandeachother,andtheybothknewthattheywerespendingtheirlastdaysonearthtogether。Ontheson'sside,theyweredaysofdeepeningsorrow;butwiththefather,everydayseemedtobringhimagreaterpeaceofmindandaclearershiningofthelightthatneverfades。Tohisson,MacdonaldDubhneverspokeofthedeaththathefelttobedrawingnearer,butheoftenspoketohimofthelifehewouldlikehissontolive。Hisonlyotherconfidantinthesematterswastheminister'swife。ToherMacdonaldDubhopeneduphisheart,andtoher,morethantoanyoneelse,heowedhisgrowingpeaceandlight;anditwastouchingtoseethedevotionandthetendernessthatheshowedtoherasoftenasshecametoseehim。Withhisbrother,MacdonaldBhain,hemadeallthearrangementsnecessaryforthedisposalofthefarmandthepaymentofthemortgage。
Ranaldhadnodesiretobeafarmer,andindeed,whenthemortgagewaspaidtherewouldnotbemuchleft。
"Hewillbemyson,"saidMacdonaldBhaintohisbrother;"andmyhomewillbehiswhileIlive。"
SoineverywaytherewasquietpreparationforMacdonaldDubh'sgoing,andwhenatlastthedaycame,therewasnohasteorfear。
ItwasintheafternoonofabrightSeptemberday,asthesunwasnearingthetopsofthepine-treesinthewest。Hisbrotherwassupportinghiminhisstrongarms,whileRanaldkneltbythebedside。Nearhimsattheminister'swife,andatalittledistanceKirsty。
"Liftmeup,Tonal,"saidthedyingman;"Iwillbewantingtoseethesunagain,andthenIwillbegoing。Iwillbegoingtothelandwheretheywillnotneedthelightofthesun。Tonal,bhodaich,itisthegoodbrotheryouhavebeentome,andmany'sthegooddaywehavehadtogether。"
"Och,Hugh,man。Areyougoingfromme?"saidMacdonaldBhain,withgreatsorrowinhisvoice。
"Aye,Tonal,foralittle。"ThenhelookedforafewmomentsatKirsty,whowasstandingatthefootofthebed。
"Comenearme,Kirsty,"hesaid;andKirstycametothebedside。
"Youhavealwaysbeenkindtomeandmine,andyouwerekindtoHER
aswell,andtherewardwillcometoyou。"ThenheturnedtoMrs。
Murray,andsaid,withagreatlightofjoyinhiseyes:"ItisyouthatcametomeastheangelofGodwithawordofsalvation,andforevermoreIwillbeblessingyou。"Andthenheadded,inavoicefulloftenderness,"Iwillbetellingheraboutyou。"HetookMrs。Murray'shandandtremblinglyliftedittohislips。
"Ithasbeenagreatjoytome,"saidMrs。Murray,withdifficultysteadyinghervoice,"toseeyoucometoyourSaviour,Mr。
Macdonald。"
"Aye,Iknowitwell,"hesaid;andthenheadded,inavoicethatsankalmosttoawhisper,"Nowyouwillbereadingtheprayer。"
AndMrs。Murray,openingherGaelicBible,repeatedinherclear,softvoice,thewordsoftheLord'sPrayer。Throughallthepetitionshefollowedher,untilhecametothewords,"Forgiveusourdebts。"Therehepaused。
"Ranald,myman,"hesaid,raisinghishandwithdifficultyandlayingitupontheboy'shead,"youwilllistentomenow。Somedayyouwillfindthemanthatbroughtmetothis,andyouwillsaytohimthatyourfatherforgavehimfreely,andwishedhimalltheblessingofGod。Youwillpromisemethis,Ranald?"saidMacdonaldDubh。
"Yes,father,"saidRanald,liftinghishead,andlookingintohisfather'sface。
"And,Ranald,you,too,willbeforgivinghim?"Buttothistherewasnoreply。Ranald'sheadwasburiedinthebed。
"Ah,"saidMacdonaldDubh,withdifficulty,"youareyourfather'sson;butyouwillnotbelayingthisbitternessuponmenow。Youwillbeforgivinghim,Ranald?"
"Oh,father!"criedRanald,withabreakingvoice,"howcanI
forgivehim?HowcanIforgivethemanwhohastakenyouawayfromme?"
"Itisnoman,"repliedhisfather,"buttheLordhimself;theLordwhohasforgivenyourfathermuch。Iamwaitingtohearyou,Ranald。"
Then,withagreatsob,Ranaldbrokeforth:"Oh,father,Iwillforgivehim,"andimmediatelybecamequiet,andsocontinuedtotheend。
Aftersomemomentsofsilence,MacdonaldDubhlookedoncemoretowardtheminister'swife,andaradiantsmilespreadoverhisface。
"Youwillbefinishing,"hesaid。
Herfacewaswetwithtears,andforafewmomentsshecouldnotspeak。Butitwasnotimetofailinduty,so,commandinghertears,withaclear,unwaveringvoiceshewentontotheendoftheprayer——
"Forthineisthekingdomandthepowerandtheglory,foreverandever。Amen。"
"Glory!"saidMacdonaldDubhafterher。"Aye,theGlory。Ranald,myboy,whereareyou?Youwillbefollowingme,lad,totheGlory。SHEwillbeaskingmeaboutyou。Youwillbefollowingme,lad?"
TheanxiousnoteinhisvoicestruckRanaldtotheheart。
"Oh,father,itiswhatIwant,"hereplied,brokenly。"Iwilltry。"
"Aye,"saidMacdonaldDubh,"andyouwillcome。IwillbetellingHER。Nowlaymedown,Tonal;Iwillbegoing。"
MacdonaldBhainlaidhimquietlybackonhispillow,andforamomenthelaywithhiseyesclosed。
Oncemoreheopenedhiseyes,andwithatroubledlookuponhisface,andinavoiceofdoubtandfear,hecried:"Itisasinfulman,OLord,asinfulman。"
HiseyeswanderedtilltheyfellonMrs。Murray'sface,andthenthetroubleandfearpassedoutofthem,andinagentlervoicehesaid:"Forgiveusourdebts。"Then,feelingwithhishandtillitrestedonhisson'shead,MacdonaldDubhpassedaway,atpeacewithmenandwithGod。
TherewaslittlesadnessandnobittergriefatMacdonaldDubh'sfuneral。Thetoneallthroughwasoneoftriumph,fortheyallknewhislife,andhowsorethefighthadbeen,andhowhehadwonhisvictory。Hishumilityandhisgentlenessduringthelastfewweeksofhislifehadremovedallthedistancethathadseparatedhimfromthepeople,andhaddrawntheirheartstowardhim;andnowinhisfinaltriumphtheycouldnotfinditintheirheartstomourn。
ButtoRanaldthesadnesswasmorethanthetriumph。Throughthewild,ungovernedyearsofhisboyhoodhisfatherhadbeenmorethanafathertohim。Hehadbeenafriend,sharingacommonlot,andwithoutmuchshowoftenderness,understandingandsympathizingwithhim,andnowthathisfatherhadgonefromhim,agreatlonelinessfelluponthelad。
Thefarmanditsbelongingsweresold。KirstybroughtwithherthebigboxofblanketsandlinenthathadbelongedtoRanald'smother。
Ranaldtookhismother'sGaelicBible,hisfather'sgunandax,andwiththegreatdeerhound,Bugle,andhiscolt,Lisette,leftthehomeofhischildhoodbehindhim,andwithhisAuntKirsty,wenttolivewithhisuncle。
Throughouttheautumnmonthshewasbusyhelpinghisunclewiththeplowing,thepotatoes,andthefallwork。Soontheairbegantonip,andthenight'sfrosttolastthroughouttheshorteningday,andthenMacdonaldBhainbegantopreparewoodforthewinter,andtomakeallthingssnugaboutthehouseandbarn;andwhenthefirstfallofsnowfellsoftly,hetookdownhisbroad-ax,andthenRanaldknewthatthegangwouldsoonbeoffagainfortheshanties。
Thatnighthisuncletalkedlongwithhimabouthisfuture。
"Ihavenoson,Ranald,"hesaid,astheysattalking;"and,foryourfather'ssakeandforyourown,itismydesirethatyoushouldbecomeasontome,andthereisnoonebutyourselftowhomthefarmwouldgo。AndgladwillIbeifyouwillstaywithme。
But,stayornot,allthatIhavewillbeyours,ifitpleasetheLordtospareyou。"
"Iwouldwantnothingbetter,"saidRanald,"thantostaywithyouandworkwithyou,butIdonotdrawtowardthefarm。"
"Andwhatelsewouldyoudo,Ranald?"
"Indeed,Iknownot,"saidRanald,"butsomethingelsethanfarming。