Allthiswassuspiciousandunsatisfactory。Verylikelytheporterhadreceivednewinstructionsduringtheintervaloftheprince’sabsence;hismannerwassodifferentnow。Hehadbeenobliging——nowhewasasobstinateandsilentasamule。However,theprincedecidedtocallagaininacoupleofhours,andafterthattowatchthehouse,incaseofneed。HishopewasthathemightyetfindNastasiaattheaddresswhichhehadjustreceived。Tothataddresshenowsetoffatfullspeed。
Butalas!attheGermanlady’shousetheydidnotevenappeartounderstandwhathewanted。Afterawhile,bymeansofcertainhints,hewasabletogatherthatNastasiamusthavehadaquarrelwithherfriendtwoorthreeweeksago,sincewhichdatethelatterhadneitherheardnorseenanythingofher。HewasgiventounderstandthatthesubjectofNastasia’spresentwhereaboutswasnotoftheslightestinteresttoher;andthatNastasiamightmarryalltheprincesintheworldforallshecared!SoMuishkintookhisleavehurriedly。ItstruckhimnowthatshemighthavegoneawaytoMoscowjustasshehaddonethelasttime,andthatRogojinhadperhapsgoneafterher,orevenWITHher。Ifonlyhecouldfindsometrace!
However,hemusttakehisroomatthehotel;andhestartedoffinthatdirection。Havingengagedhisroom,hewasaskedbythewaiterwhetherhewouldtakedinner;replyingmechanicallyintheaffirmative,hesatdownandwaited;butitwasnotlongbeforeitstruckhimthatdiningwoulddelayhim。Enragedatthisidea,hestartedup,crossedthedarkpassagewhichfilledhimwithhorribleimpressionsandgloomyforebodings,andsetoutoncemoreforRogojin’s。Rogojinhadnotreturned,andnoonecametothedoor。Herangattheoldlady’sdooropposite,andwasinformedthatParfenSemionovitchwouldnotreturnforthreedays。Thecuriositywithwhichtheoldservantstaredathimagainimpressedtheprincedisagreeably。Hecouldnotfindtheporterthistimeatall。
Asbefore,hecrossedthestreetandwatchedthewindowsfromtheotherside,walkingupanddowninanguishofsoulforhalfanhourorsointhestiflingheat。Nothingstirred;theblindsweremotionless;indeed,theprincebegantothinkthattheapparitionofRogojin’sfacecouldhavebeennothingbutfancy。Soothedbythisthought,hedroveoffoncemoretohisfriendsattheIsmailofskybarracks。Hewasexpectedthere。ThemotherhadalreadybeentothreeorfourplacestolookforNastasia,buthadnotfoundatraceofanykind。
Theprincesaidnothing,butenteredtheroom,satdownsilently,andstaredatthem,oneaftertheother,withtheairofamanwhocannotunderstandwhatisbeingsaidtohim。Itwasstrange——
onemomentheseemedtobesoobservant,thenextsoabsent;hisbehaviourstruckallthefamilyasmostremarkable。Atlengthherosefromhisseat,andbeggedtobeshownNastasia’srooms。Theladiesreportedafterwardshowhehadexaminedeverythingintheapartments。Heobservedanopenbookonthetable,MadamBovary,andrequestedtheleaveoftheladyofthehousetotakeitwithhim。Hehadturneddowntheleafattheopenpage,andpocketeditbeforetheycouldexplainthatitwasalibrarybook。Hehadthenseatedhimselfbytheopenwindow,andseeingacard-table,heaskedwhoplayedcards。
HewasinformedthatNastasiausedtoplaywithRogojineveryevening,eitherat"preference"or"littlefool,"or"whist";
thatthishadbeentheirpracticesinceherlastreturnfromPavlofsk;thatshehadtakentothisamusementbecauseshedidnotliketoseeRogojinsittingsilentanddullforwholeeveningsatatime;thatthedayafterNastasiahadmadearemarktothiseffect,Rogojinhadwhippedapackofcardsoutofhispocket。Nastasiahadlaughed,butsoontheybeganplaying。Theprinceaskedwherewerethecards,butwastoldthatRogojinusedtobringanewpackeveryday,andalwayscarrieditawayinhispocket。
ThegoodladiesrecommendedtheprincetotryknockingatRogojin’soncemore——notatonce,butintheeveningMeanwhile,themotherwouldgotoPavlofsktoinquireatDanaAlexeyevna’swhetheranythinghadbeenheardofNastasiathere。Theprincewastocomebackatteno’clockandmeether,tohearhernewsandarrangeplansforthemorrow。
Inspiteofthekindly-meantconsolationsofhisnewfriends,theprincewalkedtohishotelininexpressibleanguishofspirit,throughthehot,dustystreets,aimlesslystaringatthefacesofthosewhopassedhim。Arrivedathisdestination,hedeterminedtorestawhileinhisroombeforebestartedforRogojin’soncemore。Hesatdown,restedhiselbowsonthetableandhisheadonhishands,andfelltothinking。
Heavenknowshowlonganduponwhatsubjectshethought。Hethoughtofmanythings——ofVeraLebedeff,andofherfather;ofHippolyte;ofRogojinhimself,firstatthefuneral,thenashehadmethiminthepark,then,suddenly,astheyhadmetinthisverypassage,outside,whenRogojinhadwatchedinthedarknessandawaitedhimwithupliftedknife。Theprincerememberedhisenemy’seyesastheyhadglaredathiminthedarkness。Heshuddered,asasuddenideastruckhim。
Thisideawas,thatifRogojinwereinPetersburg,thoughhemighthideforatime,yethewasquitesuretocometohim——theprince——beforelong,witheithergoodorevilintentions,butprobablywiththesameintentionasonthatotheroccasion。Atallevents,ifRogojinweretocomeatallhewouldbesuretoseektheprincehere——hehadnoothertownaddress——perhapsinthissamecorridor;hemightwellseekhimhereifheneededhim。Andperhapshedidneedhim。Thisideaseemedquitenaturaltotheprince,thoughhecouldnothaveexplainedwhyheshouldsosuddenlyhavebecomenecessarytoRogojin。Rogojinwouldnotcomeifallwerewellwithhim,thatwaspartofthethought;hewouldcomeifallwerenotwell;andcertainly,undoubtedly,allwouldnotbewellwithhim。Theprincecouldnotbearthisnewidea;hetookhishatandrushedouttowardsthestreet。Itwasalmostdarkinthepassage。
"WhatifheweretocomeoutofthatcornerasIgobyand——andstopme?"thoughttheprince,asheapproachedthefamiliarspot。
Butnoonecameout。
Hepassedunderthegatewayandintothestreet。Thecrowdsofpeoplewalkingabout——asisalwaysthecaseatsunsetinPetersburg,duringthesummer——surprisedhim,buthewalkedoninthedirectionofRogojin’shouse。
Aboutfiftyyardsfromthehotel,atthefirstcross-road,ashepassedthroughthecrowdoffoot-passengerssaunteringalong,someonetouchedhisshoulder,andsaidinawhisperintohisear:
"LefNicolaievitch,myfriend,comealongwithme。"ItwasRogojin。
Theprinceimmediatelybegantotellhim,eagerlyandjoyfully,howhehadbutthemomentbeforeexpectedtoseehiminthedarkpassageofthehotel。
"Iwasthere,"saidRogojin,unexpectedly。"Comealong。"Theprincewassurprisedatthisanswer;buthisastonishmentincreasedacoupleofminutesafterwards,whenhebegantoconsiderit。Havingthoughtitover,heglancedatRogojininalarm。Thelatterwasstridingalongayardorsoahead,lookingstraightinfrontofhim,andmechanicallymakingwayforanyonehemet。
"Whydidyounotaskformeatmyroomifyouwereinthehotel?"
askedtheprince,suddenly。
Rogojinstoppedandlookedathim;thenreflected,andrepliedasthoughhehadnotheardthequestion:
"Lookhere,LefNicolaievitch,yougostraightontothehouse;I
shallwalkontheotherside。Seethatwekeeptogether。"
Sosaying,Rogojincrossedtheroad。
Arrivedontheoppositepavement,helookedbacktoseewhethertheprinceweremoving,wavedhishandinthedirectionoftheGorohovaya,andstrodeon,lookingacrosseverymomenttoseewhetherMuishkinunderstoodhisinstructions。TheprincesupposedthatRogojindesiredtolookoutforsomeonewhomhewasafraidtomiss;butifso,whyhadhenottoldHIMwhomtolookoutfor?
Sothetwoproceededforhalfamileorso。Suddenlytheprincebegantotremblefromsomeunknowncause。Hecouldnotbearit,andsignalledtoRogojinacrosstheroad。
Thelattercameatonce。
"IsNastasiaPhilipovnaatyourhouse?"
"Yes。"
"Andwasityoulookedoutofthewindowundertheblindthismorning?"
"Yes。"
"Thenwhydid——"
Buttheprincecouldnotfinishhisquestion;hedidnotknowwhattosay。Besidesthis,hisheartwasbeatingsothathefounditdifficulttospeakatall。Rogojinwassilentalsoandlookedathimasbefore,withanexpressionofdeepthoughtfulness。
"Well,I’mgoing,"hesaid,atlast,preparingtorecrosstheroad。"Yougoalonghereasbefore;wewillkeeptodifferentsidesoftheroad;it’sbetterso,you’llsee。"
WhentheyreachedtheGorohovaya,andcamenearthehouse,theprince’slegsweretremblingsothathecouldhardlywalk。Itwasaboutteno’clock。Theoldlady’swindowswereopen,asbefore;
Rogojin’swereallshut,andinthedarknessthewhiteblindsshowedwhiterthanever。Rogojinandtheprinceeachapproachedthehouseonhisrespectivesideoftheroad;Rogojin,whowasonthenearside,beckonedtheprinceacross。Hewentovertothedoorway。
"EventheporterdoesnotknowthatIhavecomehomenow。Itoldhim,andtoldthematmymother’stoo,thatIwasofftoPavlofsk,"saidRogojin,withacunningandalmostsatisfiedsmile。"We’llgoinquietlyandnobodywillhearus。"
Hehadthekeyinhishand。Mountingthestaircaseheturnedandsignalledtotheprincetogomoresoftly;heopenedthedoorveryquietly,lettheprincein,followedhim,lockedthedoorbehindhim,andputthekeyinhispocket。
"Comealong,"hewhispered。
Hehadspokeninawhisperalltheway。Inspiteofhisapparentoutwardcomposure,hewasevidentlyinastateofgreatmentalagitation。Arrivedinalargesalon,nexttothestudy,hewenttothewindowandcautiouslybeckonedtheprinceuptohim。
"WhenyourangthebellthismorningIthoughtitmustbeyou。I
wenttothedoorontip-toeandheardyoutalkingtotheservantopposite。Ihadtoldherbeforethatifanyonecameandrang——
especiallyyou,andIgaveheryourname——shewasnottotellaboutme。ThenIthought,whatifhegoesandstandsoppositeandlooksup,orwaitsabouttowatchthehouse?SoIcametothisverywindow,lookedout,andthereyouwerestaringstraightatme。That’showitcameabout。"
"WhereisNastasiaPhilipovna?"askedtheprince,breathlessly。
"She’shere,"repliedRogojin,slowly,afteraslightpause。
"Where?"
Rogojinraisedhiseyesandgazedintentlyattheprince。
"Come,"hesaid。
Hecontinuedtospeakinawhisper,verydeliberatelyasbefore,andlookedstrangelythoughtfulanddreamy。Evenwhilehetoldthestoryofhowhehadpeepedthroughtheblind,hegavetheimpressionofwishingtosaysomethingelse。Theyenteredthestudy。Inthisroomsomechangeshadtakenplacesincetheprincelastsawit。Itwasnowdividedintotwoequalpartsbyaheavygreensilkcurtainstretchedacrossit,separatingthealcovebeyond,wherestoodRogojin’sbed,fromtherestoftheroom。
Theheavycurtainwasdrawnnow,anditwasverydark。ThebrightPetersburgsummernightswerealreadybeginningtoclosein,andbutforthefullmoon,itwouldhavebeendifficulttodistinguishanythinginRogojin’sdismalroom,withthedrawnblinds。Theycouldjustseeoneanothersfaces,however,thoughnotindetail。Rogojin’sfacewaswhite,asusual。Hisglitteringeyeswatchedtheprincewithanintentstare。
"Hadyounotbetterlightacandle?"saidMuishkin。
"No,Ineedn’t,"repliedRogojin,andtakingtheotherbythehandhedrewhimdowntoachair。Hehimselftookachairoppositeanddrewitupsoclosethathealmostpressedagainsttheprince’sknees。Attheirsidewasalittleroundtable。
Sitdown,"saidRogojin;"let’srestabit。"Therewassilenceforamoment。
"Iknewyouwouldbeatthathotel,"hecontinued,justasmensometimescommenceaseriousconversationbydiscussinganyoutsidesubjectbeforeleadinguptothemainpoint。"AsI
enteredthepassageitstruckmethatperhapsyouweresittingandwaitingforme,justasIwaswaitingforyou。HaveyoubeentotheoldladyatIsmailofskybarracks?"
"Yes,"saidtheprince,squeezingthewordoutwithdifficultyowingtothedreadfulbeatingofhisheart。
"Ithoughtyouwould。’They’lltalkaboutit,’Ithought;soI
determinedtogoandfetchyoutospendthenighthere——’Wewillbetogether,’Ithought,’forthisonenight——’"
"Rogojin,WHEREisNastasiaPhilipovna?"saidtheprince,suddenlyrisingfromhisseat。Hewasquakinginallhislimbs,andhiswordscameinascarcelyaudiblewhisper。Rogojinrosealso。
"There,"hewhispered,noddinghisheadtowardsthecurtain。
"Asleep?"whisperedtheprince。
Rogojinlookedintentlyathimagain,asbefore。
"Let’sgoin——butyoumustn’t——well——let’sgoin。"
Heliftedthecurtain,paused——andturnedtotheprince。"Goin,"
hesaid,motioninghimtopassbehindthecurtain。Muishkinwentin。
It’ssodark,"hesaid。
"Youcanseequiteenough,"mutteredRogojin。
"Icanjustseethere’sabed——"
"Gonearer,"suggestedRogojin,softly。
Theprincetookastepforward——thenanother——andpaused。Hestoodandstaredforaminuteortwo。
Neitherofthemenspokeawordwhileatthebedside。Theprince’sheartbeatsoloudthatitsknockingseemedtobedistinctlyaudibleinthedeathlysilence。
Butnowhiseyeshadbecomesofaraccustomedtothedarknessthathecoulddistinguishthewholeofthebed。Someonewasasleepuponit——inanabsolutelymotionlesssleep。Nottheslightestmovementwasperceptible,notthefaintestbreathingcouldbeheard。Thesleeperwascoveredwithawhitesheet;theoutlineofthelimbswashardlydistinguishable。Hecouldonlyjustmakeoutthatahumanbeinglayoutstretchedthere。
Allaround,onthebed,onachairbesideit,onthefloor,werescatteredthedifferentportionsofamagnificentwhitesilkdress,bitsoflace,ribbonsandflowers。Onasmalltableatthebedsideglitteredamassofdiamonds,tornoffandthrowndownanyhow。Fromunderaheapoflaceattheendofthebedpeepedasmallwhitefoot,whichlookedasthoughithadbeenchiselledoutofmarble;itwasterriblystill。
Theprincegazedandgazed,andfeltthatthemorehegazedthemoredeath-likebecamethesilence。Suddenlyaflyawokesomewhere,buzzedacrosstheroom,andsettledonthepillow。Theprinceshuddered。
"Let’sgo,"saidRogojin,touchinghisshoulder。Theyleftthealcoveandsatdowninthetwochairstheyhadoccupiedbefore,oppositetooneanother。Theprincetrembledmoreandmoreviolently,andnevertookhisquestioningeyesoffRogojin’sface。
"Iseeyouareshuddering,LefNicolaievitch,"saidthelatter,atlength,"almostasyoudidonceinMoscow,beforeyourfit;
don’tyouremember?Idon’tknowwhatIshalldowithyou——"
Theprincebentforwardtolisten,puttingallthestrainhecouldmusteruponhisunderstandinginordertotakeinwhatRogojinsaid,andcontinuingtogazeatthelatter’sface。
"Wasityou?"hemuttered,atlast,motioningwithhisheadtowardsthecurtain。
"Yes,itwasI,"whisperedRogojin,lookingdown。
Neitherspokeforfiveminutes。
"Because,youknow,"Rogojinrecommenced,asthoughcontinuingaformersentence,"ifyouwereillnow,orhadafit,orscreamed,oranything,theymighthearitintheyard,oreveninthestreet,andguessthatsomeonewaspassingthenightinthehouse。Theywouldallcomeandknockandwanttocomein,becausetheyknowIamnotathome。Ididn’tlightacandleforthesamereason。WhenIamnothere——fortwoorthreedaysatatime,nowandthen——noonecomesintotidythehouseoranything;thosearemyorders。SothatIwantthemtonotknowwearespendingthenighthere——"
"Wait,"interruptedtheprince。"IaskedboththeporterandthewomanwhetherNastasiaPhilipovnahadspentlastnightinthehouse;sotheyknew——"
"Iknowyouasked。Itoldthemthatshehadcalledinfortenminutes,andthengonestraightbacktoPavlofsk。Nooneknowssheslepthere。LastnightwecameinjustascarefullyasyouandIdidtoday。IthoughtasIcamealongwithherthatshewouldnotliketocreepinsosecretly,butIwasquitewrong。
Shewhispered,andwalkedontip-toe;shecarriedherskirtoverherarm,sothatitshouldn’trustle,andsheheldupherfingeratmeonthestairs,sothatIshouldn’tmakeanoise——itwasyoushewasafraidof。Shewasmadwithterrorinthetrain,andshebeggedmetobringhertothishouse。IthoughtoftakinghertoherroomsattheIsmailofskybarracksfirst;butshewouldn’thearofit。Shesaid,’No——notthere;he’llfindmeoutatoncethere。Takemetoyourownhouse,whereyoucanhideme,andtomorrowwe’llsetoffforMoscow。’ThenceshewouldgotoOrel,shesaid。Whenshewenttobed,shewasstilltalkingaboutgoingtoOrel。"
"Wait!Whatdoyouintendtodonow,Parfen?"
"Well,I’mafraidofyou。Youshudderandtrembleso。We’llpassthenightheretogether。Therearenootherbedsbesidesthatone;butI’vethoughthowwe’llmanage。I’lltakethecushionsoffallthesofas,andlaythemdownonthefloor,upagainstthecurtainhere——foryouandme——sothatweshallbetogether。Foriftheycomeinandlookaboutnow,youknow,they’llfindher,andcarryheraway,andthey’llbeaskingmequestions,andIshallsayIdidit,andthenthey’lltakemeaway,too,don’tyousee?
Soletherlieclosetous——closetoyouandme。
"Yes,yes,"agreedtheprince,warmly。
"Sowewillnotsayanythingaboutit,orletthemtakeheraway?"
"Notforanything!"criedtheother;"no,no,no!"
"SoIhaddecided,myfriend;nottogiveheruptoanyone,"
continuedRogojin。"We’llbeveryquiet。Ihaveonlybeenoutofthehouseonehourallday,alltherestofthetimeIhavebeenwithher。Idaresaytheairisverybadhere。Itissohot。Doyoufinditbad?"
"Idon’tknow——perhaps——bymorningitwillbe。"
"I’vecoveredherwithoil-cloth——bestAmericanoilcloth,andputthesheetoverthat,andfourjarsofdisinfectant,onaccountofthesmell——astheydidatMoscow——youremember?Andshe’slyingsostill;youshallsee,inthemorning,whenit’slight。What!
can’tyougetup?"askedRogojin,seeingtheotherwastremblingsothathecouldnotrisefromhisseat。
"Mylegswon’tmove,"saidtheprince;"it’sfear,Iknow。Whenmyfearisover,I’llgetup——"
"Waitabit——I’llmakethebed,andyoucanliedown。I’llliedown,too,andwe’lllistenandwatch,forIdon’tknowyetwhatIshalldo……Itellyoubeforehand,sothatyoumaybereadyincaseI——"
Mutteringthesedisconnectedwords,Rogojinbegantomakeupthebeds。Itwasclearthathehaddevisedthesebedslongbefore;
lastnighthesleptonthesofa。Buttherewasnoroomfortwoonthesofa,andheseemedanxiousthatheandtheprinceshouldbeclosetooneanother;therefore,henowdraggedcushionsofallsizesandshapesfromthesofas,andmadeasortofbedofthemclosebythecurtain。Hethenapproachedtheprince,andgentlyhelpedhimtorise,andledhimtowardsthebed。Buttheprincecouldnowwalkbyhimself,sothathisfearmusthavepassed;forallthat,however,hecontinuedtoshudder。
"It’shotweather,yousee,"continuedRogojin,ashelaydownonthecushionsbesideMuishkin,"and,naturally,therewillbeasmell。Idaren’topenthewindow。Mymotherhassomebeautifulflowersinpots;theyhaveadeliciousscent;Ithoughtoffetchingthemin,butthatoldservantwillfindout,she’sveryinquisitive。
"Yes,sheisinquisitive,"assentedtheprince。
"Ithoughtofbuyingflowers,andputtingthemallroundher;butIwasafraiditwouldmakeussadtoseeherwithflowersroundher。"
"Lookhere,"saidtheprince;hewasbewildered,andhisbrainwandered。Heseemedtobecontinuallygropingforthequestionshewishedtoask,andthenlosingthem。"Listen——tellme——howdidyou——withaknife?——Thatsameone?"
"Yes,thatsameone。"
"Waitaminute,Iwanttoaskyousomethingelse,Parfen;allsortsofthings;buttellmefirst,didyouintendtokillherbeforemywedding,atthechurchdoor,withyourknife?"
"Idon’tknowwhetherIdidornot,"saidRogojin,drily,seemingtobealittleastonishedatthequestion,andnotquitetakingitin。
"DidyounevertakeyourknifetoPavlofskwithyou?""No。Astotheknife,"headded,"thisisallIcantellyouaboutit。"Hewassilentforamoment,andthensaid,"Itookitoutofthelockeddrawerthismorningaboutthree,foritwasintheearlymorningallthis——happened。Ithasbeeninsidethebookeversince——and——and——thisiswhatissuchamarveltome,theknifeonlywentinacoupleofinchesatmost,justunderherleftbreast,andtherewasn’tmorethanhalfatablespoonfulofbloodaltogether,notmore。"
"Yes——yes——yes——"Theprincejumpedupinextraordinaryagitation。"Iknow,Iknow,I’vereadofthatsortofthing——it’sinternalhaemorrhage,youknow。Sometimesthereisn’tadrop——iftheblowgoesstraighttotheheart——"
"Wait——listen!"criedRogojin,suddenly,startingup。"Somebody’swalkingabout,doyouhear?Inthehall。"Bothsatuptolisten。
"Ihear,"saidtheprinceinawhisper,hiseyesfixedonRogojin。
"Footsteps?"
"Yes。"
"Shallweshutthedoor,andlockit,ornot?"
"Yes,lockit。"
Theylockedthedoor,andbothlaydownagain。Therewasalongsilence。
"Yes,by-the-by,"whisperedtheprince,hurriedlyandexcitedlyasbefore,asthoughhehadjustseizedholdofanideaandwasafraidoflosingitagain。"I——Iwantedthosecards!Theysayyouplayedcardswithher?"
"Yes,Iplayedwithher,"saidRogojin,afterashortsilence。
"Wherearethecards?"
"Heretheyare,"saidRogojin,afterastilllongerpause。
Hepulledoutapackofcards,wrappedinabitofpaper,fromhispocket,andhandedthemtotheprince。Thelattertookthem,withasortofperplexity。Anew,sad,helplessfeelingweighedonhisheart;hehadsuddenlyrealizedthatnotonlyatthismoment,butforalongwhile,hehadnotbeensayingwhathewantedtosay,hadnotbeenactingashewantedtoact;andthatthesecardswhichheheldinhishand,andwhichhehadbeensodelightedtohaveatfirst,werenowofnouse——nouse……Herose,andwrunghishands。Rogojinlaymotionless,andseemedneithertohearnorseehismovements;buthiseyesblazedinthedarkness,andwerefixedinawildstare。
Theprincesatdownonachair,andwatchedhiminalarm。Halfanhourwentby。
SuddenlyRogojinburstintoaloudabruptlaugh,asthoughhehadquiteforgottenthattheymustspeakinwhispers。
"Thatofficer,eh!——thatyoungofficer——don’tyourememberthatfellowattheband?Eh?Ha,ha,ha!Didn’tshewhiphimsmartly,eh?"
Theprincejumpedupfromhisseatinrenewedterror。WhenRogojinquieteddownwhichhedidatoncetheprincebentoverhim,satdownbesidehim,andwithpainfullybeatingheartandstillmorepainfulbreath,watchedhisfaceintently。Rogojinneverturnedhishead,andseemedtohaveforgottenallabouthim。Theprincewatchedandwaited。Timewenton——itbegantogrowlight。
Rogojinbegantowander——mutteringdisconnectedly;thenhetooktoshoutingandlaughing。Theprincestretchedoutatremblinghandandgentlystrokedhishairandhischeeks——hecoulddonothingmore。Hislegstrembledagainandheseemedtohavelosttheuseofthem。Anewsensationcameoverhim,fillinghisheartandsoulwithinfiniteanguish。
Meanwhilethedaylightgrewfullandstrong;andatlasttheprincelaydown,asthoughovercomebydespair,andlaidhisfaceagainstthewhite,motionlessfaceofRogojin。HistearsflowedontoRogojin’scheek,thoughhewasperhapsnotawareofthemhimself。
Atalleventswhen,aftermanyhours,thedoorwasopenedandpeoplethrongedin,theyfoundthemurdererunconsciousandinaragingfever。Theprincewassittingbyhim,motionless,andeachtimethatthesickmangavealaugh,orashout,hehastenedtopasshisowntremblinghandoverhiscompanion’shairandcheeks,asthoughtryingtosootheandquiethim。ButalasIheunderstoodnothingofwhatwassaidtohim,andrecognizednoneofthosewhosurroundedhim。
IfSchneiderhimselfhadarrivedthenandseenhisformerpupilandpatient,rememberingtheprince’sconditionduringthefirstyearinSwitzerland,hewouldhaveflunguphishands,despairingly,andcried,ashedidthen:
"Anidiot!"
XII。
WHENthewidowhurriedawaytoPavlofsk,shewentstraighttoDariaAlexeyevna’shouse,andtellingallsheknew,threwherintoastateofgreatalarm。BothladiesdecidedtocommunicateatoncewithLebedeff,who,asthefriendandlandlordoftheprince,wasalsomuchagitated。VeraLebedefftoldallsheknew,andbyLebedeff’sadviceitwasdecidedthatallthreeshouldgotoPetersburgasquicklyaspossible,inordertoavert"whatmightsoeasilyhappen。"
Thisishowitcameaboutthatateleveno’clocknextmorningRogojin’sflatwasopenedbythepoliceinthepresenceofLebedeff,thetwoladies,andRogojin’sownbrother,wholivedinthewing。
TheevidenceoftheporterwentfurtherthananythingelsetowardsthesuccessofLebedeffingainingtheassistanceofthepolice。HedeclaredthathehadseenRogojinreturntothehouselastnight,accompaniedbyafriend,andthatbothhadgoneupstairsverysecretlyandcautiously。Afterthistherewasnohesitationaboutbreakingopenthedoor,sinceitcouldnotbegotopeninanyotherway。
Rogojinsufferedfrombrainfeverfortwomonths。Whenherecoveredfromtheattackhewasatoncebroughtupontrialformurder。
Hegavefull,satisfactory,anddirectevidenceoneverypoint;
andtheprince’snamewas,thankstothis,notbroughtintotheproceedings。Rogojinwasveryquietduringtheprogressofthetrial。Hedidnotcontradicthiscleverandeloquentcounsel,whoarguedthatthebrainfever,orinflammationofthebrain,wasthecauseofthecrime;clearlyprovingthatthismaladyhadexistedlongbeforethemurderwasperpetrated,andhadbeenbroughtonbythesufferingsoftheaccused。
ButRogojinaddednowordsofhisowninconfirmationofthisview,andasbefore,herecountedwithmarvellousexactnessthedetailsofhiscrime。Hewasconvicted,butwithextenuatingcircumstances,andcondemnedtohardlabourinSiberiaforfifteenyears。Heheardhissentencegrimly,silently,andthoughtfully。Hiscolossalfortune,withtheexceptionofthecomparativelysmallportionwastedinthefirstwantonperiodofhisinheritance,wenttohisbrother,tothegreatsatisfactionofthelatter。
Theoldlady,Rogojin’smother,isstillalive,andremembersherfavouritesonParfensometimes,butnotclearly。Godsparedhertheknowledgeofthisdreadfulcalamitywhichhadovertakenherhouse。
Lebedeff,Keller,Gania,Ptitsin,andmanyotherfriendsofourscontinuetoliveasbefore。Thereisscarcelyanychangeinthem,sothatthereisnoneedtotelloftheirsubsequentdoings。
Hippolytediedingreatagitation,andrathersoonerthanheexpected,aboutafortnightafterNastasiaPhiipovna’sdeath。
Coliawasmuchaffectedbytheseevents,anddrewnearertohismotherinheartandsympathy。NinaAlexandrovnaisanxious,becauseheis"thoughtfulbeyondhisyears,"buthewill,wethink,makeausefulandactiveman。
Theprince’sfurtherfatewasmoreorlessdecidedbyColia,whoselected,outofallthepersonshehadmetduringthelastsixorsevenmonths,EvgeniePavlovitch,asfriendandconfidant。Tohimhemadeoverallthatheknewastotheeventsaboverecorded,andastothepresentconditionoftheprince。Hewasnotfarwronginhischoice。EvgeniePavlovitchtookthedeepestinterestinthefateoftheunfortunate"idiot,"and,thankstohisinfluence,theprincefoundhimselfoncemorewithDr。
Schneider,inSwitzerland。
EvgeniePavlovitch,whowentabroadatthistime,intendingtolivealongwhileonthecontinent,being,asheoftensaid,quitesuperfluousinRussia,visitshissickfriendatSchneider’severyfewmonths。
ButDr。Schneiderfrownsevermoreandmoreandshakeshishead;
hehintsthatthebrainisfatallyinjured;hedoesnotasyetdeclarethathispatientisincurable,butheallowshimselftoexpressthegravestfears。
Evgenietakesthismuchtoheart,andhehasaheart,asisprovedbythefactthathereceivesandevenanswerslettersfromColia。Butbesidesthis,anothertraitinhischaracterhasbecomeapparent,andasitisagoodtraitwewillmakehastetorevealit。AftereachvisittoSchneider’sestablishment,EvgeniePavlovitchwritesanotherletter,besidesthattoColia,givingthemostminuteparticularsconcerningtheinvalid’scondition。
Intheselettersistobedetected,andineachonemorethanthelast,agrowingfeelingoffriendshipandsympathy。
TheindividualwhocorrespondsthuswithEvgeniePavlovitch,andwhoengagessomuchofhisattentionandrespect,isVeraLebedeff。Wehaveneverbeenabletodiscoverclearlyhowsuchrelationssprangup。Ofcoursetherootofthemwasintheeventswhichwehavealreadyrecorded,andwhichsofilledVerawithgriefontheprince’saccountthatshefellseriouslyill。Butexactlyhowtheacquaintanceandfriendshipcameabout,wecannotsay。
WehavespokenoftheseletterschieflybecauseinthemisoftentobefoundsomenewsoftheEpanchinfamily,andofAglayainparticular。EvgeniePavlovitchwroteofherfromParis,thatafterashortandsuddenattachmenttoacertainPolishcount,anexile,shehadsuddenlymarriedhim,quiteagainstthewishesofherparents,thoughtheyhadeventuallygiventheirconsentthroughfearofaterriblescandal。Then,afterasixmonths’
silence,EvgeniePavlovitchinformedhiscorrespondent,inalongletter,fullofdetail,thatwhilepayinghislastvisittoDr。
Schneider’sestablishment,hehadtherecomeacrossthewholeEpanchinfamilyexceptingthegeneral,whohadremainedinSt。
PetersburgandPrinceS。Themeetingwasastrangeone。TheyallreceivedEvgeniePavlovitchwitheffusivedelight;AdelaidaandAlexandraweredeeplygratefultohimforhis"angelickindnesstotheunhappyprince。"
LizabethaProkofievna,whenshesawpoorMuishkin,inhisenfeebledandhumiliatedcondition,hadweptbitterly。Apparentlyallwasforgivenhim。
PrinceS。hadmadeafewjustandsensibleremarks。ItseemedtoEvgeniePavlovitchthattherewasnotyetperfectharmonybetweenAdelaidaandherfiance,buthethoughtthatintimetheimpulsiveyounggirlwouldletherselfbeguidedbyhisreasonandexperience。Besides,therecenteventsthathadbefallenherfamilyhadgivenAdelaidamuchtothinkabout,especiallythesadexperiencesofheryoungersister。Withinsixmonths,everythingthatthefamilyhaddreadedfromthemarriagewiththePolishcounthadcometopass。Heturnedouttobeneithercountnorexile——atleast,inthepoliticalsenseoftheword——buthadhadtoleavehisnativelandowingtosomeratherdubiousaffairofthepast。Itwashisnoblepatriotism,ofwhichhemadeagreatdisplay,thathadrenderedhimsointerestinginAglaya’seyes。
Shewassofascinatedthat,evenbeforemarryinghim,shejoinedacommitteethathadbeenorganizedabroadtoworkfortherestorationofPoland;andfurther,shevisitedtheconfessionalofacelebratedJesuitpriest,whomadeanabsolutefanaticofher。Thesupposedfortuneofthecounthaddwindledtoamerenothing,althoughhehadgivenalmostirrefutableevidenceofitsexistencetoLizabethaProkofievnaandPrinceS。
Besidesthis,beforetheyhadbeenmarriedhalfayear,thecountandhisfriendthepriestmanagedtobringaboutaquarrelbetweenAglayaandherfamily,sothatitwasnowseveralmonthssincetheyhadseenher。Inaword,therewasagreatdealtosay;butMrs。Epanchin,andherdaughters,andevenPrinceS。,werestillsomuchdistressedbyAglaya’slatestinfatuationsandadventures,thattheydidhotcaretotalkofthem,thoughtheymusthaveknownthatEvgenieknewmuchofthestoryalready。
PoorLizabethaProkofievnawasmostanxioustogethome,and,accordingtoEvgenie’saccount,shecriticizedeverythingforeignwithmuchhostility。
"Theycan’tbakebreadanywhere,decently;andtheyallfreezeintheirhouses,duringwinter,likealotofmiceinacellar。Atallevents,I’vehadagoodRussiancryoverthispoorfellow,"
sheadded,pointingtotheprince,whohadnotrecognizedherintheslightestdegree。"Soenoughofthisnonsense;it’stimewefacedthetruth。Allthiscontinentallife,allthisEuropeofyours,andallthetrashabout’goingabroad’issimplyfoolery,anditismerefooleryonourparttocome。RememberwhatIsay,myfriend;you’lllivetoagreewithmeyourself。"
Sospokethegoodlady,almostangrily,asshetookleaveofEvgeniePavlovitch。
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