CHAPTERI。
DELIRIUM。
ClaudeFrollowasnolongerinNotre-Damewhenhisadoptedsonsoabruptlycutthefatalwebinwhichthearchdeaconandthegypsywereentangled。Onreturningtothesacristyhehadtornoffhisalb,cope,andstole,hadflungallintothehandsofthestupefiedbeadle,hadmadehisescapethroughtheprivatedoorofthecloister,hadorderedaboatmanoftheTerraintotransporthimtotheleftbankoftheSeine,andhadplungedintothehillystreetsoftheUniversity,notknowingwhitherhewasgoing,encounteringateverystepgroupsofmenandwomenwhowerehurryingjoyouslytowardsthePontSaint-Michel,inthehopeofstillarrivingintimetoseethewitchhungthere,——pale,wild,moretroubled,moreblindandmorefiercethananightbirdletlooseandpursuedbyatroopofchildreninbroaddaylight。Henolongerknewwherehewas,whathethought,orwhetherheweredreaming。Hewentforward,walking,running,takinganystreetathaphazard,makingnochoice,onlyurgedeveronwardawayfromtheGrève,thehorribleGrève,whichhefeltconfusedly,tobebehindhim。
InthismannerheskirtedMountSainte-Geneviève,andfinallyemergedfromthetownbythePorteSaint-Victor。
Hecontinuedhisflightaslongashecouldsee,whenheturnedround,theturretedenclosureoftheUniversity,andtherarehousesofthesuburb;but,when,atlength,ariseofgroundhadcompletelyconcealedfromhimthatodiousParis,whenhecouldbelievehimselftobeahundredleaguesdistantfromit,inthefields,inthedesert,hehalted,anditseemedtohimthathebreathedmorefreely。
Thenfrightfulideasthrongedhismind。Oncemorehecouldseeclearlyintohissoul,andheshuddered。Hethoughtofthatunhappygirlwhohaddestroyedhim,andwhomhehaddestroyed。Hecastahaggardeyeoverthedouble,tortuouswaywhichfatehadcausedtheirtwodestiniestopursueuptotheirpointofintersection,whereithaddashedthemagainsteachotherwithoutmercy。Hemeditatedonthefollyofeternalvows,onthevanityofchastity,ofscience,ofreligion,ofvirtue,ontheuselessnessofGod。
Heplungedtohisheart’scontentinevilthoughts,andinproportionashesankdeeper,hefeltaSataniclaughburstforthwithinhim。
Andashethussiftedhissoultothebottom,whenheperceivedhowlargeaspacenaturehadpreparedthereforthepassions,hesneeredstillmorebitterly。Hestirredupinthedepthsofhisheartallhishatred,allhismalevolence;and,withthecoldglanceofaphysicianwhoexaminesapatient,herecognizedthefactthatthismalevolencewasnothingbutvitiatedlove;thatlove,thatsourceofeveryvirtueinman,turnedtohorriblethingsintheheartofapriest,andthatamanconstitutedlikehimself,inmakinghimselfapriest,madehimselfademon。Thenhelaughedfrightfully,andsuddenlybecamepaleagain,whenheconsideredthemostsinistersideofhisfatalpassion,ofthatcorrosive,venomousmalignant,implacablelove,whichhadendedonlyinthegibbetforoneofthemandinhellfortheother;
condemnationforher,damnationforhim。
Andthenhislaughtercameagain,whenhereflectedthatPhoebuswasalive;thatafterall,thecaptainlived,wasgayandhappy,hadhandsomerdoubletsthanever,andanewmistresswhomhewasconductingtoseetheoldonehanged。
Hissneerredoubleditsbitternesswhenhereflectedthatoutofthelivingbeingswhosedeathhehaddesired,thegypsy,theonlycreaturewhomhedidnothate,wastheonlyonewhohadnotescapedhim。
Thenfromthecaptain,histhoughtpassedtothepeople,andtherecametohimajealousyofanunprecedentedsort。
Hereflectedthatthepeoplealso,theentirepopulace,hadhadbeforetheireyesthewomanwhomhelovedexposedalmostnaked。Hewrithedhisarmswithagonyashethoughtthatthewomanwhoseform,caughtbyhimaloneinthedarknesswouldhavebeensupremehappiness,hadbeendeliveredupinbroaddaylightatfullnoonday,toawholepeople,cladasforanightofvoluptuousness。Heweptwithrageoverallthesemysteriesoflove,profaned,soiled,laidbare,witheredforever。Heweptwithrageashepicturedtohimselfhowmanyimpurelookshadbeengratifiedatthesightofthatbadlyfastenedshift,andthatthisbeautifulgirl,thisvirginlily,thiscupofmodestyanddelight,towhichhewouldhavedaredtoplacehislipsonlytrembling,hadjustbeentransformedintoasortofpublicbowl,whereatthevilestpopulaceofParis,thieves,beggars,lackeys,hadcometoquaffincommonanaudacious,impure,anddepravedpleasure。
Andwhenhesoughttopicturetohimselfthehappinesswhichhemighthavefounduponearth,ifshehadnotbeenagypsy,andifhehadnotbeenapriest,ifPhoebushadnotexistedandifshehadlovedhim;whenhepicturedtohimselfthatalifeofserenityandlovewouldhavebeenpossibletohimalso,eventohim;thattherewereatthatverymoment,hereandthereupontheearth,happycouplesspendingthehoursinsweetconversebeneathorangetrees,onthebanksofbrooks,inthepresenceofasettingsun,ofastarrynight;
andthatifGodhadsowilled,hemighthaveformedwithheroneofthoseblessedcouples,——hisheartmeltedintendernessanddespair。
Oh!she!stillshe!Itwasthisfixedideawhichreturnedincessantly,whichtorturedhim,whichateintohisbrain,andrenthisvitals。Hedidnotregret,hedidnotrepent;allthathehaddonehewasreadytodoagain;hepreferredtobeholdherinthehandsoftheexecutionerratherthaninthearmsofthecaptain。Buthesuffered;hesufferedsothatatintervalshetoreouthandfulsofhishairtoseewhetheritwerenotturningwhite。
Amongothermomentstherecameone,whenitoccurredtohimthatitwasperhapstheveryminutewhenthehideouschainwhichhehadseenthatmorning,waspressingitsironnoosecloseraboutthatfrailandgracefulneck。Thisthoughtcausedtheperspirationtostartfromeverypore。
Therewasanothermomentwhen,whilelaughingdiabolicallyathimself,herepresentedtohimselflaEsmeraldaashehadseenheronthatfirstday,lively,careless,joyous,gaylyattired,dancing,winged,harmonious,andlaEsmeraldaofthelastday,inherscantyshift,witharopeaboutherneck,mountingslowlywithherbarefeet,theangularladderofthegallows;hefiguredtohimselfthisdoublepictureinsuchamanner。thathegaveventtoaterriblecry。
Whilethishurricaneofdespairoverturned,broke,toreup,bent,uprootedeverythinginhissoul,hegazedatnaturearoundhim。Athisfeet,somechickensweresearchingthethicketsandpecking,enamelledbeetlesranaboutinthesun;
overhead,somegroupsofdappledgraycloudswerefloatingacrossthebluesky;onthehorizon,thespireoftheAbbeySaint-Victorpiercedtheridgeofthehillwithitsslateobelisk;andthemilleroftheCopeauehillockwaswhistlingashewatchedthelaboriouswingsofhismillturning。Allthisactive,organized,tranquillife,recurringaroundhimunderathousandforms,hurthim。Heresumedhisflight。
Hespedthusacrossthefieldsuntilevening。Thisflightfromnature,life,himself,man,God,everything,lastedalldaylong。Sometimesheflunghimselffacedownwardonthe,earth,andtoreuptheyoungbladesofwheatwithhisnails。
Sometimeshehaltedinthedesertedstreetofavillage,andhisthoughtsweresointolerablethathegraspedhisheadinbothhandsandtriedtotearitfromhisshouldersinordertodashituponthepavement。
Towardsthehourofsunset,heexaminedhimselfagain,andfoundhimselfnearlymad。Thetempestwhichhadragedwithinhimeversincetheinstantwhenhehadlostthehopeandthewilltosavethegypsy,——thattempesthadnotleftinhisconscienceasinglehealthyidea,asinglethoughtwhichmaintaineditsuprightposition。Hisreasonlaytherealmostentirelydestroyed。Thereremainedbuttwodistinctimagesinhismind,laEsmeraldaandthegallows;alltherestwasblank。Thosetwoimagesunited,presentedtohimafrightfulgroup;andthemoreheconcentratedwhatattentionandthoughtwaslefttohim,themorehebeheldthemgrow,inaccordancewithafantasticprogression,theoneingrace,incharm,inbeauty,inlight,theotherindeformityandhorror;
sothatatlastlaEsmeraldaappearedtohimlikeastar,thegibbetlikeanenormous,fleshlessarm。
Oneremarkablefactis,thatduringthewholeofthistorture,theideaofdyingdidnotseriouslyoccurtohim。Thewretchwasmadeso。Heclungtolife。Perhapshereallysawhellbeyondit。
Meanwhile,thedaycontinuedtodecline。Thelivingbeingwhichstillexistedinhimreflectedvaguelyonretracingitssteps。HebelievedhimselftobefarawayfromParis;ontakinghisbearings,heperceivedthathehadonlycircledtheenclosureoftheUniversity。ThespireofSaint-Sulpice,andthethreeloftyneedlesofSaintGermain-des-Prés,roseabovethehorizononhisright。Heturnedhisstepsinthatdirection。Whenheheardthebriskchallengeofthemen-at-armsoftheabbey,aroundthecrenelated,circumscribingwallofSaint-Germain,heturnedaside,tookapathwhichpresenteditselfbetweentheabbeyandthelazar-houseofthebourg,andattheexpirationofafewminutesfoundhimselfonthevergeofthePré-aux-Clercs。Thismeadowwascelebratedbyreasonofthebrawlswhichwentontherenightandday;itwasthehydraofthepoormonksofSaint-Germain:~quodmouachisSancti-Germainipratensishydrafuit,clericisnovasemperdissidiorumcapitasuscitantibus~。Thearchdeaconwasafraidofmeetingsomeonethere;hefearedeveryhumancountenance;hehadjustavoidedtheUniversityandtheBourgSaint-Germain;hewishedtore-enterthestreetsaslateaspossible。HeskirtedthePré-aux-Clercs,tookthedesertedpathwhichseparateditfromtheDieu-Neuf,andatlastreachedthewater’sedge。ThereDomClaudefoundaboatman,who,forafewfarthingsinParisiancoinage,rowedhimuptheSeineasfarasthepointofthecity,andlandedhimonthattongueofabandonedlandwherethereaderhasalreadybeheldGringoiredreaming,andwhichwasprolongedbeyondtheking’sgardens,paralleltotheIleduPasseur-aux-Vaches。
Themonotonousrockingoftheboatandtherippleofthewaterhad,insomesort,quietedtheunhappyClaude。Whentheboatmanhadtakenhisdeparture,heremainedstandingstupidlyonthestrand,staringstraightbeforehimandperceivingobjectsonlythroughmagnifyingoscillationswhichrenderedeverythingasortofphantasmagoriatohim。Thefatigueofagreatgriefnotinfrequentlyproducesthiseffectonthemind。
ThesunhadsetbehindtheloftyTour-de-Nesle。Itwasthetwilighthour。Theskywaswhite,thewateroftheriverwaswhite。Betweenthesetwowhiteexpanses,theleftbankoftheSeine,onwhichhiseyeswerefixed,projecteditsgloomymassand,renderedeverthinnerandthinnerbyperspective,itplungedintothegloomofthehorizonlikeablackspire。Itwasloadedwithhouses,ofwhichonlytheobscureoutlinecouldbedistinguished,sharplybroughtoutinshadowsagainstthelightbackgroundoftheskyandthewater。Hereandtherewindowsbegantogleam,liketheholesinabrazier。
Thatimmenseblackobeliskthusisolatedbetweenthetwowhiteexpansesoftheskyandtheriver,whichwasverybroadatthispoint,produceduponDomClaudeasingulareffect,comparabletothatwhichwouldbeexperiencedbyamanwho,recliningonhisbackatthefootofthetowerofStrasburg,shouldgazeattheenormousspireplungingintotheshadowsofthetwilightabovehishead。Only,inthiscase,itwasClaudewhowaserectandtheobeliskwhichwaslyingdown;but,astheriver,reflectingthesky,prolongedtheabyssbelowhim,theimmensepromontoryseemedtobeasboldlylaunchedintospaceasanycathedralspire;andtheimpressionwasthesame。Thisimpressionhadevenonestrongerandmoreprofoundpointaboutit,thatitwasindeedthetowerofStrasbourg,butthetowerofStrasbourgtwoleaguesinheight;somethingunheardof,gigantic,immeasurable;anedificesuchasnohumaneyehaseverseen;atowerofBabel。
Thechimneysofthehouses,thebattlementsofthewalls,thefacetedgablesoftheroofs,thespireoftheAugustines,thetowerofNesle,alltheseprojectionswhichbroketheprofileofthecolossalobeliskaddedtotheillusionbydisplayingineccentricfashiontotheeyetheindentationsofaluxuriantandfantasticsculpture。
Claude,inthestateofhallucinationinwhichhefoundhimself,believedthathesaw,thathesawwithhisactualeyes,thebelltowerofhell;thethousandlightsscatteredoverthewholeheightoftheterribletowerseemedtohimsomanyporchesoftheimmenseinteriorfurnace;thevoicesandnoiseswhichescapedfromitseemedsomanyshrieks,somanydeathgroans。Thenhebecamealarmed,heputhishandsonhisearsthathemightnolongerhear,turnedhisbackthathemightnolongersee,andfledfromthefrightfulvisionwithhastystrides。
Butthevisionwasinhimself。
Whenhere-enteredthestreets,thepassers-byelbowingeachotherbythelightoftheshop-fronts,produceduponhimtheeffectofaconstantgoingandcomingofspectresabouthim。
Therewerestrangenoisesinhisears;extraordinaryfanciesdisturbedhisbrain。Hesawneitherhouses,norpavements,norchariots,normenandwomen,butachaosofindeterminateobjectswhoseedgesmeltedintoeachother。AtthecorneroftheRuedelaBarillerie,therewasagrocer’sshopwhoseporchwasgarnishedallabout,accordingtoimmemorialcustom,withhoopsoftinfromwhichhungacircleofwoodencandles,whichcameincontactwitheachotherinthewind,andrattledlikecastanets。HethoughtheheardaclusterofskeletonsatMontfau?onclashingtogetherinthegloom。
"Oh!"hemuttered,"thenightbreezedashesthemagainsteachother,andminglesthenoiseoftheirchainswiththerattleoftheirbones!Perhapssheisthereamongthem!"
Inhisstateoffrenzy,heknewnotwhitherhewasgoing。
AfterafewstrideshefoundhimselfonthePontSaint-
Michel。Therewasalightinthewindowofaground-floorroom;heapproached。Throughacrackedwindowhebeheldameanchamberwhichrecalledsomeconfusedmemorytohismind。Inthatroom,badlylightedbyameagrelamp,therewasafresh,light-hairedyoungman,withamerryface,whoamidloudburstsoflaughterwasembracingaveryaudaciouslyattiredyounggirl;andnearthelampsatanoldcronespinningandsinginginaquaveringvoice。Astheyoungmandidnotlaughconstantly,fragmentsoftheoldwoman’sdittyreachedthepriest;itwassomethingunintelligibleyetfrightful,——
"~Grève,aboie,Grève,grouille!
File,file,maquenouille,Filesacordeaubourreau,Quisiffledanslepreau,Grève,aboie,Grève,grouille~!
"~Labellecordedechanvre!
Semezd’Issyjusqu’áVanvreDuchanvreetnonpasduble。
Levoleurn’apasvole
Labellecordedechanvre~。
"~Grève,grouille,Grève,aboie!
Pourvoirlafilledejoie,Prendreaugibetchassieux,Lesfenêtressontdesyeux。
Grève,grouille,Grève,aboie!"*
*Bark,Grève,grumble,Grève!Spin,spin,mydistaff,spinherropeforthehangman,whoiswhistlinginthemeadow。Whatabeautifulhempenrope!Sowhemp,notwheat,fromIssytoVanvre。Thethiefhathnotstolenthebeautifulhempenrope。
Grumble,Grève,bark,Grève!Toseethedissolutewenchhangontheblear-eyedgibbet,windowsareeyes。
Thereupontheyoungmanlaughedandcaressedthewench。
ThecronewaslaFalourdel;thegirlwasacourtesan;theyoungmanwashisbrotherJehan。
Hecontinuedtogaze。Thatspectaclewasasgoodasanyother。
HesawJehangotoawindowattheendoftheroom,openit,castaglanceonthequay,whereinthedistanceblazedathousandlightedcasements,andheheardhimsayasheclosedthesash,——
"’Ponmysoul!Howdarkitis;thepeoplearelightingtheircandles,andthegoodGodhisstars。"
ThenJehancamebacktothehag,smashedabottlestandingonthetable,exclaiming,——
"Alreadyempty,~cor-boeuf~!andIhavenomoremoney!
Isabeau,mydear,IshallnotbesatisfiedwithJupiteruntilhehaschangedyourtwowhitenipplesintotwoblackbottles,whereImaysuckwineofBeaunedayandnight。"
Thisfinepleasantrymadethecourtesanlaugh,andJehanlefttheroom。
DomClaudehadbarelytimetoflinghimselfonthegroundinorderthathemightnotbemet,staredinthefaceandrecognizedbyhisbrother。Luckily,thestreetwasdark,andthescholarwastipsy。Nevertheless,hecaughtsightofthearchdeaconproneupontheearthinthemud。
"Oh!oh!"saidhe;"here’safellowwhohasbeenleadingajollylife,to-day。"
HestirredupDomClaudewithhisfoot,andthelatterheldhisbreath。
"Deaddrunk,"resumedJehan。"Come,he’sfull。A
regularleechdetachedfromahogshead。He’sbald,"headded,bendingdown,"’tisanoldman!~Fortunatesenex~!"
ThenDomClaudeheardhimretreat,saying,——
"’Tisallthesame,reasonisafinething,andmybrotherthearchdeaconisveryhappyinthatheiswiseandhasmoney。"
Thenthearchdeaconrosetohisfeet,andranwithouthalting,towardsNotre-Dame,whoseenormoustowershebeheldrisingabovethehousesthroughthegloom。
Attheinstantwhenhearrived,panting,onthePlaceduParvis,heshrankbackanddarednotraisehiseyestothefataledifice。
"Oh!"hesaid,inalowvoice,"isitreallytruethatsuchathingtookplacehere,to-day,thisverymorning?"
Still,heventuredtoglanceatthechurch。Thefrontwassombre;theskybehindwasglitteringwithstars。Thecrescentofthemoon,inherflightupwardfromthehorizon,hadpausedatthemoment,onthesummitofthelighthandtower,andseemedtohavepercheditself,likealuminousbird,ontheedgeofthebalustrade,cutoutinblacktrefoils。
Thecloisterdoorwasshut;butthearchdeaconalwayscarriedwithhimthekeyofthetowerinwhichhislaboratorywassituated。Hemadeuseofittoenterthechurch。
Inthechurchhefoundthegloomandsilenceofacavern。
Bythedeepshadowswhichfellinbroadsheetsfromalldirections,herecognizedthefactthatthehangingsfortheceremonyofthemorninghadnotyetbeenremoved。Thegreatsilvercrossshonefromthedepthsofthegloom,powderedwithsomesparklingpoints,likethemilkywayofthatsepulchralnight。Thelongwindowsofthechoirshowedtheupperextremitiesoftheirarchesabovetheblackdraperies,andtheirpaintedpanes,traversedbyarayofmoonlighthadnolongeranyhuesbutthedoubtfulcolorsofnight,asortofviolet,whiteandblue,whosetintisfoundonlyonthefacesofthedead。Thearchdeacon,onperceivingthesewanspotsallaroundthechoir,thoughthebeheldthemitresofdamnedbishops。Heshuthiseyes,andwhenheopenedthemagain,hethoughttheywereacircleofpalevisagesgazingathim。
Hestartedtofleeacrossthechurch。Thenitseemedtohimthatthechurchalsowasshaking,moving,becomingenduedwithanimation,thatitwasalive;thateachofthegreatcolumnswasturningintoanenormouspaw,whichwasbeatingtheearthwithitsbigstonespatula,andthatthegiganticcathedralwasnolongeranythingbutasortofprodigiouselephant,whichwasbreathingandmarchingwithitspillarsforfeet,itstwotowersfortrunksandtheimmenseblackclothforitshousings。
ThisfeverormadnesshadreachedsuchadegreeofintensitythattheexternalworldwasnolongeranythingmorefortheunhappymanthanasortofApocalypse,-visible,palpable,terrible。
Foronemoment,hewasrelieved。Asheplungedintothesideaisles,heperceivedareddishlightbehindaclusterofpillars。Herantowardsitastoastar。ItwasthepoorlampwhichlightedthepublicbreviaryofNotre-Damenightandday,beneathitsirongrating。Heflunghimselfeagerlyupontheholybookinthehopeoffindingsomeconsolation,orsomeencouragementthere。ThehooklayopenatthispassageofJob,overwhichhisstaringeyeglanced,——
"Andaspiritpassedbeforemyface,andIheardasmallvoice,andthehairofmyfleshstoodup。"
Onreadingthesegloomywords,hefeltthatwhichablindmanfeelswhenhefeelshimselfprickedbythestaffwhichhehaspickedup。Hiskneesgavewaybeneathhim,andhesankuponthepavement,thinkingofherwhohaddiedthatday。
Hefeltsomanymonstrousvaporspassanddischargethemselvesinhisbrain,thatitseemedtohimthathisheadhadbecomeoneofthechimneysofhell。
Itwouldappearthatheremainedalongtimeinthisattitude,nolongerthinking,overwhelmedandpassivebeneaththehandofthedemon。Atlengthsomestrengthreturnedtohim;itoccurredtohimtotakerefugeinhistowerbesidehisfaithfulQuasimodo。Herose;and,ashewasafraid,hetookthelampfromthebreviarytolighthisway。Itwasasacrilege;buthehadgotbeyondheedingsuchatriflenow。
Heslowlyclimbedthestairsofthetowers,filledwithasecretfrightwhichmusthavebeencommunicatedtotherarepassers-byinthePlaceduParvisbythemysteriouslightofhislamp,mountingsolatefromloopholetoloopholeofthebelltower。
Allatonce,hefeltafreshnessonhisface,andfoundhimselfatthedoorofthehighestgallery。Theairwascold;theskywasfilledwithhurryingclouds,whoselarge,whiteflakesdriftedoneuponanotherlikethebreakingupofrivericeafterthewinter。Thecrescentofthemoon,strandedinthemidstoftheclouds,seemedacelestialvesselcaughtintheice-cakesoftheair。
Heloweredhisgaze,andcontemplatedforamoment,throughtherailingofslendercolumnswhichunitesthetwotowers,faraway,throughagauzeofmistsandsmoke,thesilentthrongoftheroofsofParis,pointed,innumerable,crowdedandsmalllikethewavesofatranquilseaonasum-
mernight。
Themooncastafeebleray,whichimpartedtoearthandheavenanashyhue。
Atthatmomenttheclockraiseditsshrill,crackedvoice。
Midnightrangout。Thepriestthoughtofmidday;twelveo’clockhadcomebackagain。
"Oh!"hesaidinaverylowtone,"shemustbecoldnow。"
Allatonce,agustofwindextinguishedhislamp,andalmostatthesameinstant,hebeheldashade,awhiteness,aform,awoman,appearfromtheoppositeangleofthetower。
Hestarted。Besidethiswomanwasalittlegoat,whichmingleditsbleatwiththelastbleatoftheclock。
Hehadstrengthenoughtolook。Itwasshe。
Shewaspale,shewasgloomy。Herhairfelloverhershouldersasinthemorning;buttherewasnolongeraropeonherneck,herhandswerenolongerbound;shewasfree,shewasdead。
Shewasdressedinwhiteandhadawhiteveilonherhead。
Shecametowardshim,slowly,withhergazefixedonthesky。Thesupernaturalgoatfollowedher。Hefeltasthoughmadeofstoneandtooheavytoflee。Ateverystepwhichshetookinadvance,hetookonebackwards,andthatwasall。
Inthiswayheretreatedoncemorebeneaththegloomyarchofthestairway。Hewaschilledbythethoughtthatshemightentertherealso;hadshedoneso,hewouldhavediedofterror。
Shedidarrive,infact,infrontofthedoortothestairway,andpausedthereforseveralminutes,staredintentlyintothedarkness,butwithoutappearingtoseethepriest,andpassedon。Sheseemedtallertohimthanwhenshehadbeenalive;
hesawthemoonthroughherwhiterobe;heheardherbreath。
Whenshehadpassedon,hebegantodescendthestaircaseagain,withtheslownesswhichhehadobservedinthespectre,believinghimselftobeaspectretoo,haggard,withhaironend,hisextinguishedlampstillinhishand;andashedescendedthespiralsteps,hedistinctlyheardinhisearavoicelaughingandrepeating,——
"Aspiritpassedbeforemyface,andIheardasmallvoice,andthehairofmyfleshstoodup。"
CHAPTERII。
HUNCHBACKED,ONEEYED,LAME。
EverycityduringtheMiddleAges,andeverycityinFrancedowntothetimeofLouisXII。haditsplacesofasylum。
Thesesanctuaries,inthemidstofthedelugeofpenalandbarbarousjurisdictionswhichinundatedthecity,wereaspeciesofislandswhichroseabovethelevelofhumanjustice。
Everycriminalwholandedtherewassafe。Therewereineverysuburbalmostasmanyplacesofasylumasgallows。
Itwastheabuseofimpunitybythesideoftheabuseofpunishment;twobadthingswhichstrovetocorrecteachother。Thepalacesoftheking,thehotelsoftheprinces,andespeciallychurches,possessedtherightofasylum。Sometimesawholecitywhichstoodinneedofbeingrepeopledwastemporarilycreatedaplaceofrefuge。LouisXI。madeallParisarefugein1467。
Hisfootoncewithintheasylum,thecriminalwassacred;
buthemustbewareofleavingit;onestepoutsidethesanctuary,andhefellbackintotheflood。Thewheel,thegibbet,thestrappado,keptgoodguardaroundtheplaceofrefuge,andlayinwatchincessantlyfortheirprey,likesharksaroundavessel。Hence,condemnedmenweretobeseenwhosehairhadgrownwhiteinacloister,onthestepsofapalace,intheenclosureofanabbey,beneaththeporchofachurch;inthismannertheasylumwasaprisonasmuchasanyother。Itsometimeshappenedthatasolemndecreeofparliamentviolatedtheasylumandrestoredthecondemnedmantotheexecutioner;butthiswasofrareoccurrence。Parliamentswereafraidofthebishops,andwhentherewasfrictionbetweenthesetworobes,thegownhadbutapoorchanceagainstthecassock。Sometimes,however,asintheaffairoftheassassinsofPetit-Jean,theheadsmanofParis,andinthatofEmeryRousseau,themurdererofJeanValleret,justiceoverleapedthechurchandpassedontotheexecutionofitssentences;butunlessbyvirtueofadecreeofParliament,woetohimwhoviolatedaplaceofasylumwitharmedforce!
ThereaderknowsthemannerofdeathofRobertdeClermont,MarshalofFrance,andofJeandeChalons,MarshalofChampagne;andyetthequestionwasonlyofacertainPerrinMarc,theclerkofamoney-changer,amiserableassassin;
butthetwomarshalshadbrokenthedoorsofSt。Méry。
Thereinlaytheenormity。
Suchrespectwascherishedforplacesofrefugethat,accordingtotradition,animalsevenfeltitattimes。Aymoirerelatesthatastag,beingchasedbyDagobert,havingtakenrefugenearthetombofSaint-Denis,thepackofhoundsstoppedshortandbarked。
Churchesgenerallyhadasmallapartmentpreparedforthereceptionofsupplicants。In1407,NicolasFlamelcausedtobebuiltonthevaultsofSaint-JacquesdelaBoucherie,achamberwhichcosthimfourlivressixsous,sixteenfarthings,parisis。
AtNotre-Dameitwasatinycellsituatedontheroofofthesideaisle,beneaththeflyingbuttresses,preciselyatthespotwherethewifeofthepresentjanitorofthetowershasmadeforherselfagarden,whichistothehanginggardensofBabylonwhatalettuceistoapalm-tree,whataporter’swifeistoaSemiramis。
ItwasherethatQuasimodohaddepositedlaEsmeralda,afterhiswildandtriumphantcourse。Aslongasthatcourselasted,theyounggirlhadbeenunabletorecoverhersenses,halfunconscious,halfawake,nolongerfeelinganything,exceptthatshewasmountingthroughtheair,floatinginit,flyinginit,thatsomethingwasraisingherabovetheearth。
Fromtimetotimesheheardtheloudlaughter,thenoisyvoiceofQuasimodoinherear;shehalfopenedhereyes;thenbelowhersheconfusedlybeheldParischeckeredwithitsthousandroofsofslateandtiles,likearedandbluemosaic,aboveherheadthefrightfulandjoyousfaceofQuasimodo。
Thenhereyelidsdroopedagain;shethoughtthatallwasover,thattheyhadexecutedherduringherswoon,andthatthemisshapenspiritwhichhadpresidedoverherdestiny,hadlaidholdofherandwasbearingheraway。Shedarednotlookathim,andshesurrenderedherselftoherfate。
Butwhenthebellringer,dishevelledandpanting,haddepositedherinthecellofrefuge,whenshefelthishugehandsgentlydetachingthecordwhichbruisedherarms,shefeltthatsortofshockwhichawakenswithastartthepassengersofavesselwhichrunsagroundinthemiddleofadarknight。Herthoughtsawokealso,andreturnedtoheronebyone。ShesawthatshewasinNotre-Dame;sherememberedhavingbeentornfromthehandsoftheexecutioner;thatPhoebuswasalive,thatPhoebuslovedhernolonger;andasthesetwoideas,oneofwhichshedsomuchbitternessovertheother,presentedthemselvessimultaneouslytothepoorcondemnedgirl;sheturnedtoQuasimodo,whowasstandinginfrontofher,andwhoterrifiedher;shesaidtohim,——"Whyhaveyousavedme?"
Hegazedatherwithanxiety,asthoughseekingtodivinewhatshewassayingtohim。Sherepeatedherquestion。
Thenhegaveheraprofoundlysorrowfulglanceandfled。
Shewasastonished。
Afewmomentslaterhereturned,bearingapackagewhichhecastatherfeet。Itwasclothingwhichsomecharitablewomenhadleftonthethresholdofthechurchforher。
Thenshedroppedhereyesuponherselfandsawthatshewasalmostnaked,andblushed。Lifehadreturned。
Quasimodoappearedtoexperiencesomethingofthismodesty。
Hecoveredhiseyeswithhislargehandandretiredoncemore,butslowly。
Shemadehastetodressherself。Therobewasawhiteonewithawhiteveil,——thegarbofanoviceoftheH?tel-Dien。
ShehadbarelyfinishedwhenshebeheldQuasimodoreturning。
Hecarriedabasketunderonearmandamattressundertheother。Inthebaskettherewasabottle,bread,andsomeprovisions。Hesetthebasketonthefloorandsaid,"Eat!"
Hespreadthemattressontheflaggingandsaid,"Sleep。"
Itwashisownrepast,itwashisownbed,whichthebellringerhadgoneinsearchof。
Thegypsyraisedhereyestothankhim,butshecouldnotarticulateaword。Shedroppedherheadwithaquiverofterror。
Thenhesaidtoher-
"Ifrightenyou。Iamveryugly,amInot?Donotlookatme;onlylistentome。Duringthedayyouwillremainhere;atnightyoucanwalkalloverthechurch。Butdonotleavethechurcheitherbydayorbynight。Youwouldbelost。Theywouldkillyou,andIshoulddie。"
Shewastouchedandraisedherheadtoanswerhim。Hehaddisappeared。Shefoundherselfaloneoncemore,meditatinguponthesingularwordsofthisalmostmonstrousbeing,andstruckbythesoundofhisvoice,whichwassohoarseyetsogentle。
Thensheexaminedhercell。Itwasachamberaboutsixfeetsquare,withasmallwindowandadoorontheslightlyslopingplaneoftheroofformedofflatstones。Manygutterswiththefiguresofanimalsseemedtobebendingdownaroundher,andstretchingtheirnecksinordertostareatherthroughthewindow。OvertheedgeofherroofsheperceivedthetopsofthousandsofchimneyswhichcausedthesmokeofallthefiresinParistorisebeneathhereyes。Asadsightforthepoorgypsy,afoundling,condemnedtodeath,anunhappycreature,withoutcountry,withoutfamily,withoutahearthstone。
Atthemomentwhenthethoughtofherisolationthusappearedtohermorepoignantthanever,shefeltabeardedandhairyheadglidebetweenherhands,uponherknees。Shestartedeverythingalarmedhernowandlooked。Itwasthepoorgoat,theagileDjali,whichhadmadeitsescapeafterher,atthemomentwhenQuasimodohadputtoflightCharmolue’sbrigade,andwhichhadbeenlavishingcaressesonherfeetfornearlyanhourpast,withoutbeingabletowinaglance。Thegypsycoveredhimwithkisses。
"Oh!Djali!"shesaid,"howIhaveforgottenthee!Andsothoustillthinkestofme!Oh!thouartnotaningrate!"
Atthesametime,asthoughaninvisiblehandhadliftedtheweightwhichhadrepressedhertearsinherheartforsolong,shebegantoweep,and,inproportionashertearsflowed,shefeltallthatwasmostacridandbitterinhergriefdepartwiththem。
Eveningcame,shethoughtthenightsobeautifulthatshemadethecircuitoftheelevatedgallerywhichsurroundsthechurch。Itaffordedhersomerelief,socalmdidtheearthappearwhenviewedfromthatheight。
CHAPTERIII。
DEAF。
Onthefollowingmorning,sheperceivedonawaking,thatshehadbeenasleep。Thissingularthingastonishedher。
Shehadbeensolongunaccustomedtosleep!Ajoyousrayoftherisingsunenteredthroughherwindowandtouchedherface。Atthesametimewiththesun,shebeheldatthatwindowanobjectwhichfrightenedher,theunfortunatefaceofQuasimodo。Sheinvoluntarilyclosedhereyesagain,butinvain;shefanciedthatshestillsawthroughtherosylidsthatgnome’smask,one-eyedandgap-toothed。Then,whileshestillkepthereyesclosed,sheheardaroughvoicesaying,verygently,——
"Benotafraid。Iamyourfriend。Icametowatchyousleep。ItdoesnothurtyouifIcometoseeyousleep,doesit?WhatdifferencedoesitmaketoyouifIamherewhenyoureyesareclosed!NowIamgoing。Stay,Ihaveplacedmyselfbehindthewall。Youcanopenyoureyesagain。"
Therewassomethingmoreplaintivethanthesewords,andthatwastheaccentinwhichtheywereuttered。Thegypsy,muchtouched,openedhereyes。Hewas,infact,nolongeratthewindow。Sheapproachedtheopening,andbeheldthepoorhunchbackcrouchinginanangleofthewall,inasadandresignedattitude。Shemadeanefforttosurmounttherepugnancewithwhichheinspiredher。"Come,"shesaidtohimgently。Fromthemovementofthegypsy’slips,Quasimodothoughtthatshewasdrivinghimaway;thenheroseandretiredlimping,slowly,withdroopinghead,withoutevendaringtoraisetotheyounggirlhisgazefullofdespair。
"Docome,"shecried,buthecontinuedtoretreat。Thenshedartedfromhercell,rantohim,andgraspedhisarm。
Onfeelinghertouchhim,Quasimodotrembledineverylimb。
Heraisedhissupplianteye,andseeingthatshewasleadinghimbacktoherquarters,hiswholefacebeamedwithjoyandtenderness。Shetriedtomakehimenterthecell;buthepersistedinremainingonthethreshold。"No,no,"saidhe;
"theowlentersnotthenestofthelark。"
Thenshecroucheddowngracefullyonhercouch,withhergoatasleepatherfeet。Bothremainedmotionlessforseveralmoments,consideringinsilence,shesomuchgrace,hesomuchugliness。EverymomentshediscoveredsomefreshdeformityinQuasimodo。Herglancetravelledfromhisknockkneestohishumpedback,fromhishumpedbacktohisonlyeye。Shecouldnotcomprehendtheexistenceofabeingsoawkwardlyfashioned。Yettherewassomuchsadnessandsomuchgentlenessspreadoverallthis,thatshebegantobecomereconciledtoit。
Hewasthefirsttobreakthesilence。"Soyouweretellingmetoreturn?"
Shemadeanaffirmativesignofthehead,andsaid,"Yes。"
Heunderstoodthemotionofthehead。"Alas!"hesaid,asthoughhesitatingwhethertofinish,"Iam——Iamdeaf。"
"Poorman!"exclaimedtheBohemian,withanexpressionofkindlypity。
Hebegantosmilesadly。
"YouthinkthatthatwasallthatIlacked,doyounot?
Yes,Iamdeaf,thatisthewayIammade。’Tishorrible,isitnot?Youaresobeautiful!"
Therelayintheaccentsofthewretchedmansoprofoundaconsciousnessofhismisery,thatshehadnotthestrengthtosayaword。Besides,hewouldnothaveheardher。Hewenton,——
"NeverhaveIseenmyuglinessasatthepresentmoment。
WhenIcomparemyselftoyou,Ifeelaverygreatpityformyself,poorunhappymonsterthatIam!Tellme,Imustlooktoyoulikeabeast。You,youarearayofsunshine,adropofdew,thesongofabird!Iamsomethingfrightful,neithermannoranimal,Iknownotwhat,harder,moretrampledunderfoot,andmoreunshapelythanapebblestone!"
Thenhebegantolaugh,andthatlaughwasthemostheartbreakingthingintheworld。Hecontinued,——
"Yes,Iamdeaf;butyoushalltalktomebygestures,bysigns。Ihaveamasterwhotalkswithmeinthatway。
Andthen,Ishallverysoonknowyourwishfromthemovementofyourlips,fromyourlook。"
"Well!"sheinterposedwithasmile,"tellmewhyyousavedme。"
Hewatchedherattentivelywhileshewasspeaking。
"Iunderstand,"hereplied。"YouaskmewhyIsavedyou。Youhaveforgottenawretchwhotriedtoabductyouonenight,awretchtowhomyourenderedsuccoronthefollowingdayontheirinfamouspillory。Adropofwaterandalittlepity,——thatismorethanIcanrepaywithmylife。
Youhaveforgottenthatwretch;butheremembersit。"
Shelistenedtohimwithprofoundtenderness。Atearswamintheeyeofthebellringer,butdidnotfall。Heseemedtomakeitasortofpointofhonortoretainit。
"Listen,"heresumed,whenhewasnolongerafraidthatthetearwouldescape;"ourtowershereareveryhigh,amanwhoshouldfallfromthemwouldbedeadbeforetouchingthepavement;whenitshallpleaseyoutohavemefall,youwillnothavetoutterevenaword,aglancewillsuffice。"
Thenherose。UnhappyaswastheBohemian,thiseccentricbeingstillarousedsomecompassioninher。Shemadehimasigntoremain。
"No,no,"saidhe;"Imustnotremaintoolong。Iamnotatmyease。Itisoutofpitythatyoudonotturnawayyoureyes。IshallgotosomeplacewhereIcanseeyouwithoutyourseeingme:itwillbebetterso。"
Hedrewfromhispocketalittlemetalwhistle。
"Here,"saidhe,"whenyouhaveneedofme,whenyouwishmetocome,whenyouwillnotfeeltooranchhorroratthesightofme,usethiswhistle。Icanhearthissound。"
Helaidthewhistleonthefloorandfled。
CHAPTERIV。
EARTHENWAREANDCRYSTAL。
Dayfollowedday。CalmgraduallyreturnedtothesouloflaEsmeralda。Excessofgrief,likeexcessofjoyisaviolentthingwhichlastsbutashorttime。Theheartofmancannotremainlonginoneextremity。Thegypsyhadsufferedsomuch,thatnothingwasleftherbutastonishment。Withsecurity,hopehadreturnedtoher。Shewasoutsidethepaleofsociety,outsidethepaleoflife,butshehadavaguefeelingthatitmightnotbeimpossibletoreturntoit。Shewaslikeadeadperson,whoshouldholdinreservethekeytohertomb。
Shefelttheterribleimageswhichhadsolongpersecutedher,graduallydeparting。Allthehideousphantoms,PierratTorterue,JacquesCharmolue,wereeffacedfromhermind,all,eventhepriest。
Andthen,Phoebuswasalive;shewassureofit,shehadseenhim。ToherthefactofPhoebusbeingalivewaseverything。
Aftertheseriesoffatalshockswhichhadoverturnedeverythingwithinher,shehadfoundbutonethingintactinhersoul,onesentiment,——herloveforthecaptain。Loveislikeatree;itsproutsforthofitself,sendsitsrootsoutdeeplythroughourwholebeing,andoftencontinuestoflourishgreenlyoveraheartinruins。
Andtheinexplicablepointaboutitisthatthemoreblindisthispassion,themoretenaciousitis。Itisnevermoresolidthanwhenithasnoreasoninit。
LaEsmeraldadidnotthinkofthecaptainwithoutbitterness,nodoubt。Nodoubtitwasterriblethathealsoshouldhavebeendeceived;thatheshouldhavebelievedthatimpossiblething,thathecouldhaveconceivedofastabdealtbyherwhowouldhavegivenathousandlivesforhim。But,afterall,shemustnotbetooangrywithhimforit;hadshenotconfessedhercrime?hadshenotyielded,weakwomanthatshewas,totorture?Thefaultwasentirelyhers。Sheshouldhaveallowedherfingernailstobetornoutratherthansuchawordtobewrenchedfromher。Inshort,ifshecouldbutseePhoebusoncemore,forasingleminute,onlyonewordwouldberequired,onelook,inordertoundeceivehim,tobringhimback。Shedidnotdoubtit。Shewasastonishedalsoatmanysingularthings,attheaccidentofPhoebus’spresenceonthedayofthepenance,attheyounggirlwithwhomhehadbeen。Shewashissister,nodoubt。
Anunreasonableexplanation,butshecontentedherselfwithit,becausesheneededtobelievethatPhoebusstilllovedher,andlovedheralone。Hadhenotswornittoher?Whatmorewasneeded,simpleandcredulousasshewas?Andthen,inthismatter,werenotappearancesmuchmoreagainstherthanagainsthim?Accordingly,shewaited。Shehoped。
Letusaddthatthechurch,thatvastchurch,whichsurroundedheroneveryside,whichguardedher,whichsavedher,wasitselfasovereigntranquillizer。Thesolemnlinesofthatarchitecture,thereligiousattitudeofalltheobjectswhichsurroundedtheyounggirl,thesereneandpiousthoughtswhichemanated,sotospeak,fromalltheporesofthatstone,acteduponherwithoutherbeingawareofit。
Theedificehadalsosoundsfraughtwithsuchbenedictionandsuchmajesty,thattheysoothedthisailingsoul。Themonotonouschantingofthecelebrants,theresponsesofthepeopletothepriest,sometimesinarticulate,sometimesthunderous,theharmonioustremblingofthepaintedwindows,theorgan,burstingforthlikeahundredtrumpets,thethreebelfries,humminglikehivesofhugebees,thatwholeorchestraonwhichboundedagiganticscale,ascending,descendingincessantlyfromthevoiceofathrongtothatofonebell,dulledhermemory,herimagination,hergrief。Thebells,inparticular,lulledher。Itwassomethinglikeapowerfulmagnetismwhichthosevastinstrumentsshedoverheringreatwaves。
Thuseverysunrisefoundhermorecalm,breathingbetter,lesspale。Inproportionasherinwardwoundsclosed,hergraceandbeautyblossomedoncemoreonhercountenance,butmorethoughtful,morereposeful。Herformercharacteralsoreturnedtoher,somewhatevenofhergayety,herprettypout,herloveforhergoat,herloveforsinging,hermodesty。
Shetookcaretodressherselfinthemorninginthecornerofhercellforfearsomeinhabitantsoftheneighboringatticsmightseeherthroughthewindow。
WhenthethoughtofPhoebuslefthertime,thegypsysometimesthoughtofQuasimodo。Hewasthesolebond,thesoleconnection,thesolecommunicationwhichremainedtoherwithmen,withtheliving。Unfortunategirl!shewasmoreoutsidetheworldthanQuasimodo。Sheunderstoodnotintheleastthestrangefriendwhomchancehadgivenher。
Sheoftenreproachedherselffornotfeelingagratitudewhichshouldclosehereyes,butdecidedly,shecouldnotaccustomherselftothepoorbellringer。Hewastoougly。
Shehadleftthewhistlewhichhehadgivenherlyingontheground。ThisdidnotpreventQuasimodofrommakinghisappearancefromtimetotimeduringthefirstfewdays。Shedidherbestnottoturnasidewithtoomuchrepugnancewhenhecametobringherherbasketofprovisionsorherjugofwater,buthealwaysperceivedtheslightestmovementofthissort,andthenhewithdrewsadly。
OncehecameatthemomentwhenshewascaressingDjali。Hestoodpensivelyforseveralminutesbeforethisgracefulgroupofthegoatandthegypsy;atlasthesaid,shakinghisheavyandill-formedhead,——
"MymisfortuneisthatIstillresembleamantoomuch。I
shouldliketobewhollyabeastlikethatgoat。"
Shegazedathiminamazement。
Herepliedtotheglance,——
"Oh!Iwellknowwhy,"andhewentaway。
OnanotheroccasionhepresentedhimselfatthedoorofthecellwhichheneverenteredatthemomentwhenlaEsmeraldawassinginganoldSpanishballad,thewordsofwhichshedidnotunderstand,butwhichhadlingeredinherearbecausethegypsywomenhadlulledhertosleepwithitwhenshewasalittlechild。Atthesightofthatvillanousformwhichmadeitsappearancesoabruptlyinthemiddleofhersong,theyounggirlpausedwithaninvoluntarygestureofalarm。Theunhappybellringerfelluponhiskneesonthethreshold,andclaspedhislarge,misshapenhandswithasuppliantair。"Oh!"hesaid,sorrowfully,"continue,I
imploreyou,anddonotdrivemeaway。"Shedidnotwishtopainhim,andresumedherlay,tremblingallover。Bydegrees,however,herterrordisappeared,andsheyieldedherselfwhollytotheslowandmelancholyairwhichshewassinging。
Heremainedonhiskneeswithhandsclasped,asinprayer,attentive,hardlybreathing,hisgazeriveteduponthegypsy’sbrillianteyes。
Onanotheroccasion,hecametoherwithanawkwardandtimidair。"Listen,"hesaid,withaneffort;"Ihavesomethingtosaytoyou。"Shemadehimasignthatshewaslistening。Thenhebegantosigh,halfopenedhislips,appearedforamomenttobeonthepointofspeaking,thenhelookedatheragain,shookhishead,andwithdrewslowly,withhisbrowinhishand,leavingthegypsystupefied。
Amongthegrotesquepersonagessculpturedonthewall,therewasonetowhomhewasparticularlyattached,andwithwhichheoftenseemedtoexchangefraternalglances。
Oncethegypsyheardhimsayingtoit,——
"Oh!whyamnotIofstone,likeyou!"
Atlast,onemorning,laEsmeraldahadadvancedtotheedgeoftheroof,andwaslookingintothePlaceoverthepointedroofofSaint-JeanleRond。Quasimodowasstandingbehindher。Hehadplacedhimselfinthatpositioninordertosparetheyounggirl,asfaraspossible,thedispleasureofseeinghim。Allatoncethegypsystarted,atearandaflashofjoygleamedsimultaneouslyinhereyes,shekneltonthebrinkoftheroofandextendedherarmstowardsthePlacewithanguish,exclaiming:"Phoebus!come!come!
aword,asinglewordinthenameofheaven!Phoebus!
Phoebus!"Hervoice,herface,hergesture,herwholepersonboretheheartrendingexpressionofashipwreckedmanwhoismakingasignalofdistresstothejoyousvesselwhichispassingafaroffinarayofsunlightonthehorizon。
QuasimodoleanedoverthePlace,andsawthattheobjectofthistenderandagonizingprayerwasayoungman,acaptain,ahandsomecavalierallglitteringwitharmsanddecorations,prancingacrosstheendofthePlace,andsalutingwithhisplumeabeautifulladywhowassmilingathimfromherbalcony。However,theofficerdidnotheartheunhappygirlcallinghim;hewastoofaraway。
Butthepoordeafmanheard。Aprofoundsighheavedhisbreast;heturnedround;hisheartwasswollenwithallthetearswhichhewasswallowing;hisconvulsively-clenchedfistsstruckagainsthishead,andwhenhewithdrewthemtherewasabunchofredhairineachhand。
Thegypsypaidnoheedtohim。Hesaidinalowvoiceashegnashedhisteeth,——
"Damnation!Thatiswhatoneshouldbelike!’Tisonlynecessarytobehandsomeontheoutside!"
Meanwhile,sheremainedkneeling,andcriedwithextraor-
dinaryagitation,——
"Oh!thereheisalightingfromhishorse!Heisabouttoenterthathouse!——Phoebus!——Hedoesnothearme!Phoebus!——Howwickedthatwomanistospeaktohimatthesametimewithme!Phoebus!Phoebus!"
Thedeafmangazedather。Heunderstoodthispantomime。
Thepoorbellringer’seyefilledwithtears,butheletnonefall。Allatoncehepulledhergentlybytheborderofhersleeve。Sheturnedround。Hehadassumedatranquilair;
hesaidtoher,——
"Wouldyouliketohavemebringhimtoyou?"
Sheutteredacryofjoy。
"Oh!go!hasten!run!quick!thatcaptain!thatcaptain!
bringhimtome!Iwillloveyouforit!"
Sheclaspedhisknees。Hecouldnotrefrainfromshakinghisheadsadly。
"Iwillbringhimtoyou,"hesaid,inaweakvoice。Thenheturnedhisheadandplungeddownthestaircasewithgreatstrides,stiflingwithsobs。
WhenhereachedthePlace,henolongersawanythingexceptthehandsomehorsehitchedatthedooroftheGondelaurierhouse;thecaptainhadjustenteredthere。
Heraisedhiseyestotheroofofthechurch。LaEsmeraldawasthereinthesamespot,inthesameattitude。Hemadeherasadsignwithhishead;thenheplantedhisbackagainstoneofthestonepostsoftheGondelaurierporch,determinedtowaituntilthecaptainshouldcomeforth。
IntheGondelaurierhouseitwasoneofthosegaladayswhichprecedeawedding。Quasimodobeheldmanypeopleenter,butnoonecomeout。Hecastaglancetowardstherooffromtimetotime;thegypsydidnotstiranymorethanhimself。Agroomcameandunhitchedthehorseandledittothestableofthehouse。
Theentiredaypassedthus,Quasimodoathispost,laEsmeraldaontheroof,Phoebus,nodoubt,atthefeetofFleur-de-Lys。
Atlengthnightcame,amoonlessnight,adarknight。
QuasimodofixedhisgazeinvainuponlaEsmeralda;soonshewasnomorethanawhitenessamidthetwilight;thennothing。Allwaseffaced,allwasblack。
QuasimodobeheldthefrontwindowsfromtoptobottomoftheGondelauriermansionilluminated;hesawtheothercasementsinthePlacelightedonebyone,healsosawthemextinguishedtotheverylast,forheremainedthewholeeveningathispost。Theofficerdidnotcomeforth。Whenthelastpassers-byhadreturnedhome,whenthewindowsofalltheotherhouseswereextinguished,Quasimodowasleftentirelyalone,entirelyinthedark。TherewereatthattimenolampsinthesquarebeforeNotre-Dame。
Meanwhile,thewindowsoftheGondelauriermansionremainedlighted,evenaftermidnight。Quasimodo,motionlessandattentive,beheldathrongoflively,dancingshadowspassathwartthemany-coloredpaintedpanes。Hadhenotbeendeaf,hewouldhaveheardmoreandmoredistinctly,inproportionasthenoiseofsleepingParisdiedaway,asoundoffeasting,laughter,andmusicintheGondelauriermansion。
Towardsoneo’clockinthemorning,theguestsbegantotaketheirleave。Quasimodo,shroudedindarknesswatchedthemallpassoutthroughtheporchilluminatedwithtorches。
Noneofthemwasthecaptain。
Hewasfilledwithsadthoughts;attimeshelookedupwardsintotheair,likeapersonwhoiswearyofwaiting。Greatblackclouds,heavy,torn,split,hunglikecrapehammocksbeneaththestarrydomeofnight。Onewouldhavepronouncedthemspiders’websofthevaultofheaven。
Inoneofthesemomentshesuddenlybeheldthelongwindowonthebalcony,whosestonebalustradeprojectedabovehishead,openmysteriously。Thefrailglassdoorgavepassagetotwopersons,andclosednoiselesslybehindthem;
itwasamanandawoman。
ItwasnotwithoutdifficultythatQuasimodosucceededinrecognizinginthemanthehandsomecaptain,inthewomantheyoungladywhomhehadseenwelcometheofficerinthemorningfromthatverybalcony。Theplacewasperfectlydark,andadoublecrimsoncurtainwhichhadfallenacrossthedoortheverymomentitclosedagain,allowednolighttoreachthebalconyfromtheapartment。
Theyoungmanandtheyounggirl,sofarasourdeafmancouldjudge,withouthearingasingleoneoftheirwords,appearedtoabandonthemselvestoaverytendertête-a-tête。
Theyounggirlseemedtohaveallowedtheofficertomakeagirdleforherofhisarm,andgentlyrepulsedakiss。
Quasimodolookedonfrombelowatthisscenewhichwasallthemorepleasingtowitnessbecauseitwasnotmeanttobeseen。Hecontemplatedwithbitternessthatbeauty,thathappiness。Afterall,naturewasnotdumbinthepoorfellow,andhishumansensibility,allmaliciouslycontortedasitwas,quiverednolessthananyother。HethoughtofthemiserableportionwhichProvidencehadallottedtohim;thatwomanandthepleasureoflove,wouldpassforeverbeforehiseyes,andthatheshouldneverdoanythingbutbeholdthefelicityofothers。Butthatwhichrenthisheartmostinthissight,thatwhichmingledindignationwithhisanger,wasthethoughtofwhatthegypsywouldsuffercouldshebeholdit。
Itistruethatthenightwasverydark,thatlaEsmeralda,ifshehadremainedatherpostandhehadnodoubtofthis,wasveryfaraway,andthatitwasallthathehimselfcoulddotodistinguishtheloversonthebalcony。Thisconsoledhim。
Meanwhile,theirconversationgrewmoreandmoreanimated。
Theyoungladyappearedtobeentreatingtheofficertoasknothingmoreofher。OfallthisQuasimodocoulddistinguishonlythebeautifulclaspedhands,thesmilesmingledwithtears,theyounggirl’sglancesdirectedtothestars,theeyesofthecaptainloweredardentlyuponher。
Fortunately,fortheyounggirlwasbeginningtoresistbutfeebly,thedoorofthebalconysuddenlyopenedoncemoreandanolddameappeared;thebeautyseemedconfused,theofficerassumedanairofdispleasure,andallthreewithdrew。
Amomentlater,ahorsewaschampinghisbitundertheporch,andthebrilliantofficer,envelopedinhisnightcloak,passedrapidlybeforeQuasimodo。
Thebellringerallowedhimtoturnthecornerofthestreet,thenheranafterhimwithhisape-likeagility,shouting:
"Heythere!captain!"
Thecaptainhalted。
"Whatwantsthisknavewithme?"hesaid,catchingsightthroughthegloomofthathipshotformwhichranlimpingafterhim。
Meanwhile,Quasimodohadcaughtupwithhim,andhadboldlygraspedhishorse’sbridle:"Followme,captain;thereisoneherewhodesirestospeakwithyou!
"~Cornemahom~!"grumbledPhoebus,"here’savillanous;
ruffledbirdwhichIfancyIhaveseensomewhere。Holà
master,willyouletmyhorse’sbridlealone?"
"Captain,"repliedthedeafman,"doyounotaskmewhoitis?"
"Itellyoutoreleasemyhorse,"retortedPhoebus,impatiently。
"Whatmeanstheknavebyclingingtothebridleofmysteed?
Doyoutakemyhorseforagallows?"
Quasimodo,farfromreleasingthebridle,preparedtoforcehimtoretracehissteps。Unabletocomprehendthecaptain’sresistance,hehastenedtosaytohim,——
"Come,captain,’tisawomanwhoiswaitingforyou。"Headdedwithaneffort:"Awomanwholovesyou。"
"Ararerascal!"saidthecaptain,"whothinksmeobligedtogotoallthewomenwholoveme!orwhosaytheydo。
Andwhatif,bychance,sheshouldresembleyou,youfaceofascreech-owl?TellthewomanwhohassentyouthatIamabouttomarry,andthatshemaygotothedevil!"
"Listen,"exclaimedQuasimodo,thinkingtoovercomehishesitationwithaword,"come,monseigneur!’tisthegypsywhomyouknow!"
Thisworddid,indeed,produceagreateffectonPhoebus,butnotofthekindwhichthedeafmanexpected。ItwillberememberedthatourgallantofficerhadretiredwithFleur-
de-LysseveralmomentsbeforeQuasimodohadrescuedthecondemnedgirlfromthehandsofCharmolue。Afterwards,inallhisvisitstotheGondelauriermansionhehadtakencarenottomentionthatwoman,thememoryofwhomwas,afterall,painfultohim;andonherside,Fleur-de-Lyshadnotdeemeditpolitictotellhimthatthegypsywasalive。
HencePhoebusbelievedpoor"Similar"tobedead,andthatamonthortwohadelapsedsinceherdeath。Letusaddthatforthelastfewmomentsthecaptainhadbeenreflectingontheprofounddarknessofthenight,thesupernaturalugliness,thesepulchralvoiceofthestrangemessenger;thatitwaspastmidnight;thatthestreetwasdeserted,asontheeveningwhenthesurlymonkhadaccostedhim;andthathishorsesnortedasitlookedatQuasimodo。
"Thegypsy!"heexclaimed,almostfrightened。"Lookhere,doyoucomefromtheotherworld?"
Andhelaidhishandonthehiltofhisdagger。
"Quick,quick,"saidthedeafman,endeavoringtodragthehorsealong;"thisway!"
Phoebusdealthimavigorouskickinthebreast。
Quasimodo’seyeflashed。Hemadeamotiontoflinghimselfonthecaptain。Thenhedrewhimselfupstifflyandsaid,——
"Oh!howhappyyouaretohavesomeonewholovesyou!"
Heemphasizedthewords"someone,"andloosingthehorse’sbridle,——
"Begone!"
Phoebusspurredoninallhaste,swearing。Quasimodowatchedhimdisappearintheshadesofthestreet。
"Oh!"saidthepoordeafman,inaverylowvoice;"torefusethat!"
Here-enteredNotre-Dame,lightedhislampandclimbedtothetoweragain。Thegypsywasstillinthesameplace,ashehadsupposed。
Sheflewtomeethimasfaroffasshecouldseehim。
"Alone!"shecried,claspingherbeautifulhandssorrowfully。
"Icouldnotfindhim,"saidQuasimodocoldly。
"Youshouldhavewaitedallnight,"shesaidangrily。
Hesawhergestureofwrath,andunderstoodthereproach。
"Iwilllieinwaitforhimbetteranothertime,"hesaid,droppinghishead。
"Begone!"shesaidtohim。
Helefther。Shewasdispleasedwithhim。Hepreferredtohaveherabusehimratherthantohaveafflictedher。Hehadkeptallthepaintohimself。
Fromthatdayforth,thegypsynolongersawhim。Heceasedtocometohercell。Atthemostsheoccasionallycaughtaglimpseatthesummitofthetowers,ofthebellringer’sfaceturnedsadlytoher。Butassoonassheperceivedhim,hedisappeared。
Wemustadmitthatshewasnotmuchgrievedbythisvoluntaryabsenceonthepartofthepoorhunchback。Atthebottomofherheartshewasgratefultohimforit。
Moreover,Quasimododidnotdeceivehimselfonthispoint。
Shenolongersawhim,butshefeltthepresenceofagoodgeniusabouther。Herprovisionswerereplenishedbyaninvisiblehandduringherslumbers。Onemorningshefoundacageofbirdsonherwindow。Therewasapieceofsculptureaboveherwindowwhichfrightenedher。ShehadshownthismorethanonceinQuasimodo’spresence。Onemorning,forallthesethingshappenedatnight,shenolongersawit,ithadbeenbroken。Thepersonwhohadclimbeduptothatcarvingmusthaveriskedhislife。
Sometimes,intheevening,sheheardavoice,concealedbeneaththewindscreenofthebelltower,singingasad,strangesong,asthoughtolullhertosleep。Thelineswereunrhymed,suchasadeafpersoncanmake。
~Neregardepaslafigure,Jeunefille,regardelecoeur。
Lecoeurd’unbeaujeunehommeestsouventdifforme。
Ilyadescoeursoul’amourneseconservepas~。
~Jeunefille,lesapinn’estpasbeau,N’estpasbeaucommelepeuplier,Maisilgardesonfeuillagel’hiver~。
~Hélas!aquoibondirecela?
Cequin’estpasbeauatortd’être;
Labeautén’aimequelabeauté,AvriltourneledosaJanvier~。
~Labeautéestparfaite,Labeautépeuttout,Labeautéestlaseulechosequin’existepàsademi~。
~Lecorbeaunevolequelejour,Lehibounevolequelanuit,Lecygnevolelanuitetlejour~。*
*Looknotattheface,younggirl,lookattheheart。Theheartofahandsomeyoungmanisoftendeformed。Thereareheartsinwhichlovedoesnotkeep。Younggirl,thepineisnotbeautiful;itisnotbeautifullikethepoplar,butitkeepsitsfoliageinwinter。Alas!Whatistheuseofsayingthat?
Thatwhichisnotbeautifulhasnorighttoexist;beautylovesonlybeauty;AprilturnsherbackonJanuary。Beautyisperfect,beautycandoallthings,beautyistheonlythingwhichdoesnotexistbyhalves。Theravenfliesonlybyday,theowlfliesonlybynight,theswanfliesbydayandbynight。
Onemorning,onawaking,shesawonherwindowtwovasesfilledwithflowers。Onewasaverybeautifulandverybrilliantbutcrackedvaseofglass。Ithadallowedthewaterwithwhichithadbeenfilledtoescape,andtheflowerswhichitcontainedwerewithered。Theotherwasanearthenwarepot,coarseandcommon,butwhichhadpreservedallitswater,anditsflowersremainedfreshandcrimson。
Iknownotwhetheritwasdoneintentionally,butLaEsmeraldatookthefadednosegayandworeitalldaylonguponherbreast。
Thatdayshedidnothearthevoicesinginginthetower。
Shetroubledherselfverylittleaboutit。ShepassedherdaysincaressingDjali,inwatchingthedooroftheGondelaurierhouse,intalkingtoherselfaboutPhoebus,andincrumblingupherbreadfortheswallows。
ShehadentirelyceasedtoseeorhearQuasimodo。Thepoorbellringerseemedtohavedisappearedfromthechurch。
Onenight,nevertheless,whenshewasnotasleep,butwasthinkingofherhandsomecaptain,sheheardsomethingbreathingnearhercell。Sheroseinalarm,andsawbythelightofthemoon,ashapelessmasslyingacrossherdoorontheoutside。ItwasQuasimodoasleepthereuponthestones。