ATRIBUTE
EvennowIcannotrealizethatheisdead,andofteninthecitystreets——onFifthAvenueinparticular——Ifindmyselfglancingaheadforaglimpseofthetall,boyish,familiarfigure——experienceonceagainaflashoftheoldhappyexpectancy。
Ihavelivedinmanylands,andhaveknownmen。IneverknewafinermanthanGrahamPhillips。
Hisweretheclearest,bluest,mosthonesteyesIeversaw——eyesthatscorneduntruth——eyesthatpenetratedallsham。
Inreposehishandsomefeatureswereatriflestern——andthemagicofhissmilewasthemorewonderful——suchasunny,youthful,engagingsmile。
Hismerepresenceinaroomwasexhilarating。Itseemedtofreshentheveryairwithakeensweetnessalmostpungent。
Hewastall,spare,leisurely,iron-strong;yetfigure,featuresandbearingweredelightfullyboyish。
Menlikedhim,womenlikedhimwhenhelikedthem。
HewasthemosthonestmanIeverknew,cleaninmind,clean-cutinbody,alittleover-seriousperhaps,exceptwhenamongintimates;alittlepronetohoisttheburdensoftheworldonhisyoungshoulders。
Hiswasaknightlymind;apaladincharacter。Buthecouldunbend,andthememoryofsuchhourswithhim——hoursthatcanneverbeagain——hurtsmorekeenlythanthememoryofcalmerandmoresobermoments。
Weagreedinmanymatters,heandI;inmanywediffered。Tomeitwasagreaterhonortodifferinopinionwithsuchamanthantofindanentiresynodofmyownmind。
Because——andofcoursethisistheopinionofonemanandworthnomorethanthat——IhavealwaysthoughtthatGrahamPhillipswasheadandshouldersaboveusallinhisprofession。
Hewastohavebeenreallygreat。Heis——byhislastbook,“SusanLenox。”
Notthat,whenhesometimesdiscussedthewritingofitwithme,Iwasinsympathywithit。Iwasnot。Wealwaysweretruthfultoeachother。
Butwhenagiantmoldsalumpofclayintotremendousmasses,lessermenbecomeconfusedbythehugecontours,thevastdistances,theterrificspaces,themajesticscopeoftheensemble。SoI。Buthewentonabouthisbusiness。
Idonotknowwhatthepublicmaythinkof“SusanLenox。”I
scarcelyknowwhatIthink。
Itisaterriblebook——terribleandtrueandbeautiful。
Underthedepthsthereareunspeakablethingsthatwrithe。Hisplumb-linetouchesthemandtheysquirm。Hebendshisheadfromthecloudstodoit。Isitworthdoing?Idon”tknow。
ButthisIdoknow——thatwithintherangeofallfictionofalllandsandofalltimesnocharacterhassooverwhelmedmeasthecharacterofSusanLenox。
Sheisasrealaslifeandasunreal。SheisLife。HerswastheconcentratednobilityofHeavenandHell。Andthedivinityoftheoneandthetragedyoftheother。Forshehadknownboth——thisgirl——themostpathetic,themosthuman,themosthonestcharactereverdrawnbyanAmericanwriter。
Inthepresenceofhislastwork,sooverwhelming,sostupendous,welessermenareleftataloss。Itsmagnitudedemandstheperspectivethattimeonlycanlendit。Itsdignityandausterityanditspitilesstruthimposeuponusthathonestandintelligentsilencewhicheventhequickestmindsconcedeisnecessarybeforeanhonestverdict。
Truthwashisgoddess;hewroughthonestlyandonlyforher。
Heisdead,butheistohavehisdayincourt。Andwhatevertheverdict,ifitbeatrueone,werehelivinghewouldrestcontent。
ROBERTW。CHAMBERS。
BEFORETHECURTAIN
Afewyearsago,astothemostimportantandmostinterestingsubjectintheworld,therelationsofthesexes,anauthorhadtochoosebetweensilenceandtellingthosedistortedtruthsbesidewhichplainlyingseemsalmostwhiteandquiteharmless。
Andasnoauthorcouldaffordtobesilentonthesubjectthatunderliesallsubjects,ourliterature,insofarasitattemptedtodealwiththemostvitalphasesofhumannature,wasbeneathcontempt。Theauthorswhoknewtheywerelyingsankalmostaslowasthenasty-nicepurveyorsoffakeidealismandcandiedpruriencywhofanciedtheywerewritingthetruth。Nowitalmostseemsthatthedayoflyingconsciousandunconsciousisaboutrun。“Andyeshallknowthetruth,andthetruthshallmakeyoufree。”
Therearethreewaysofdealingwiththesexrelationsofmenandwomen——twowrongandoneright。
ForlackofmoreaccuratenamesthetwowrongwaysmaybecalledrespectivelytheAnglo-SaxonandtheContinental。Bothareinessenceprocessesofspicingupandcoloringupperfectlyinnocuousfactsofnaturetomakethempoisonouslyattractivetopervertedpalates。Thewishy-washyliteratureandthewishy-washymoralityonwhichitisbasedarenotonestagemore——orless——rottenthanthelibertineliteratureandthelibertinemoralityonwhichitisbased。Sofarasdegradingeffectisconcerned,the“pure,sweet“storyorplay,falsetonature,falsetotruemorality,propagandistofindecentemotionsdisguisedasidealism,needyieldnothingtotheso-called“strong“story。Bothpandertodifferentformsofthesamediseasedcravingfortheunnatural。Bothproducemoralatrophy。Theonetendstoencouragetheshallowandunthinkinginignoranceoflifeandsocausesthemtosufferthemercilesspenaltiesofignorance。Theothertendstomiseducatetheshallowandunthinking,togivethemaruinouslyfalsenotionofthedelightsofvice。TheAnglo-Saxon“morality“islikeanudefiguresalaciouslydraped;theContinental“strength“islikeanudefiguresalaciouslydistorted。TheAnglo-Saxonarticlereeksthestenchofdisinfectants;theContinentalreeksthestenchofdegenerateperfume。TheContinentalshouts“Hypocrisy!“attheAnglo-Saxon;theAnglo-Saxonshouts“Filthiness!“attheContinental。Bothareright;theyaretwinsistersofthesamehorridmother。Andanauthorofeitherallegiancehastohavemanyaredeeminggraceofstyle,ofcharacterdrawing,ofphilosophy,togainhimtoleranceinacleanmind。
Thereisthethirdandrightwayofdealingwiththesexrelationsofmenandwomen。Thatisthewayofsimplecandorandnaturalness。Treatthesexquestionasyouwouldanyotherquestion。Don”ttreatitreverently;don”ttreatitrakishly。
Treatitnaturally。Don”tinsultyourintelligenceandloweryourmoraltonebythinkingabouteitherthedecencyortheindecencyofmattersthatarefamiliar,undeniable,andunchangeablefactsoflife。Don”tlookonwomanasmerefemale,butashumanbeing。Rememberthatshehasamindandaheartaswellasabody。Inasentence,don”tjoinintheprurientclamorof“purity“hypocritesand“strong“libertinesthatexaggeratesanddistortsthemostcommonplace,ifthemostimportantfeatureoflife。Letustrytobeassensibleaboutsexaswearetryingtobeaboutalltheotherphenomenaoftheuniverseinthismoreenlightenedday。
Nothingsosweetensasinorsodelightsasinnerasgettingbig-eyedaboutitandhim。Thoseofuswhoarenaughtyaren”tnearlysonaughtyasweliketothink;norarethoseofuswhoarenicenearlysonice。Ourvirtuesandourfailingsare——perhapstoanunsuspecteddegree——theresultofthecircumstancesinwhichweareplaced。Thewaytoimproveindividualsistoimprovethesecircumstances;andthewaytostartatimprovingthecircumstancesisbylookinghonestlyandfearlesslyatthingsastheyare。Wemustknowourworldandourselvesbeforewecanknowwhatshouldbekeptandwhatchanged。Andthebeginningofthiswisdomisinseeingsexrelationsrationally。Untilthatfundamentalmatterisbroughtundertheswayofgoodcommonsense,improvementinotherdirectionswillbeslowindeed。Letusstoplying——toothers——toourselves。
D。G。P。
July,1908。
SUSANLENOX:HERRISEANDFALL
byDavidGrahamPhillipsVolumeI
SUSANLENOX
CHAPTERI
THEchild”sdead,“saidNora,thenurse。Itwastheupstairssitting-roominoneofthepretentioushousesofSutherland,oldestandmostcharmingofthetownsontheIndianabankoftheOhio。Thetwobigwindowswereopen;theirlimpandlistlessdraperiesshowedthattherewasnottheleastmotioninthestiflinghumidairoftheJulyafternoon。Atthecenteroftheroomstoodanoblongtable;overitwereneatlyspreadseveralthicknessesofwhitecottoncloth;nakeduponthemlaythebodyofanewborngirlbaby。AtonesideofthetablenearerthewindowstoodNora。Herswerethehardfeaturesandcorrugatedskinpopularlyregardedastheresultofalifeoftoil,butinfacttheresultofalifeofdefiancetothelawsofhealth。Asadditionalpenaltiesforthatsameself-indulgenceshehadanenormousbustandhips,thinfaceandarms,hollow,sinew-stripedneck。Theyoungman,blondandsmoothfaced,attheothersideofthetableandfacingthelight,wasDoctorStevens,arecentlygraduatedpupilofthefamousSchulzeofSaintChristopherwhoasmuchasanyotheronemanisresponsiblefortherejectionofhocus-pocusandtheinjectionofcommonsenseintoAmericanmedicine。ForupwardsofanhouryoungStevens,coatoffandshirtsleevesrolledtohisshoulders,hadbeentoilingwiththelifelessformonthetable。
Hehadtriedeverythinghistraining,hisreadingandhisexperiencesuggested——allthemoreorlessfamiliardevicessimilartothoseindicatedforcasesofdrowning。Norahadwatchedhim,atfirstwithinterestandhope,thenwithinterestalone,finallywithswiftlydeepeningdisapproval,ashercompressedlipsandangryeyesplainlyrevealed。Itseemedtoherhiseffortwasdegeneratingintosacrilege,intodefianceofanobviousdecreeoftheAlmighty。However,shehadnotventuredtospeakuntiltheyoungman,withamutteredejaculationsuspiciouslylikeanimprecation,straightenedhisstockyfigureandbegantomopthesweatfromhisface,handsandbaredarms。
Whenshesawthatherverdicthadnotbeenheard,sherepeateditmoreemphatically。“Thechild”sdead,“saidshe,“asItoldyoufromtheset-out。”Shemadethesignofthecrossonherforeheadandbosom,whileherfat,drylipsmovedina“Hail,Mary。”
Theyoungmandidnotrousefromhisreverie。Hecontinuedtogazewithabaffledexpressionatthetinyform,solikeawhimsicalcaricatureofhumanity。Heshowedthathehadheardthewoman”sremarkbysaying,tohimselfratherthantoher,“Dead?What”sthat?Merelyanothernameforignorance。”Butthecurrentofhisthoughtdidnotswerve。Itheldtotheonecourse:Whatwouldhismaster,thedauntless,theinfinitelyresourcefulSchulze,doifhewereconfrontedbythisintolerableobstacleofaperfectmachinerefusingtodoitsdutyandpumpvitalforcethroughaneagerlywaitingbody?
“He”d_make_itgo,I”dbetmylife,“theyoungmanmuttered。
“I”mashamedofmyself。”
Asifthereproachwerejustthespurhiscourageandhisintelligencehadneeded,hisfacesuddenlyglowedwiththeupshootingfireofaninspiration。Hethrustthebigwhitehandkerchiefintohishippocket,laidonelargestronghanduponthesmall,beautifullyarchedchestofthebaby。Nora,rousedbyhisexpressionevenmorethanbyhisgesture,gaveanexclamationofhorror。“Don”ttouchitagain,“shecried,betweenentreatyandcommand。“You”vedoneallyoucan——andmore。”
Stevenswasnotlistening。“Suchafinebaby,too,“hesaid,hesitating——theoldwomanmistakenlyfancieditwasherwordsthatmadehimpause。“Ifeelnogoodatall,“hewenton,asifreasoningwithhimself,“nogoodatall,losingboththemotherandthechild。”
“_She_didn”twanttolive,“repliedNora。Herglancesstolesomewhatfearfullytowardthedooroftheadjoiningroom——thebedroomwherethemotherlaydead。
“Therewasn”tnothingbutdisgraceaheadforbothofthem。
Everybody”llbeglad。”
“Suchafinebaby,“mutteredtheabstractedyoungdoctor。
“Love-childrenalwaysis,“saidNora。Shewaslookingsadlyandtenderlydownatthetiny,symmetricalform——symmetricaltoherandthedoctor”sexperteyes。“Suchadeepchest,“shesighed。
“Suchprettyhandsandfeet。Areallove-child。”Theresheglancednervouslyatthedoctor;itwasmeetandproperandpioustospeakwellofthedead,butshefeltshemightbegoingratherfarfora“goodwoman。”
“I”lltryit,“criedtheyoungmaninaresolutetone。“Itcan”tdoanyharm,and——”
Withoutfinishinghissentencehelaidholdofthebodybytheankles,swungitclearofthetable。AsNorasawitdanglingheaddownwardslikeadressedsucklingpigonabutcher”shooksheventedascreamanddartedroundthetabletostopbymainforcethisrevoltingdesecrationofthedead。Stevenscalledoutsternly:“Mindyourbusiness,Nora!Pushthetableagainstthewallandgetoutoftheway。Iwantalltheroomthereis。”
“Oh,Doctor——fortheblessedJesus”sake——”
“Pushbackthattable!“
Norashrankbeforehisfierceeyes。Shethoughthisexertions,hisdisappointmentandtheheathadcombinedtotopplehimoverintoinsanity。Sheretreatedtowardthefartheroftheopenwindows。WithacurseatherstupidityStevenskickedoverthetable,usedhisfootvigorouslyinthrustingittothewall。
“Now!“exclaimedhe,takinghisstandinthecenteroftheroomandgaugingthedistanceofceiling,floorandwalls。
Nora,herbackagainstthewindowframe,herfingerssunkinherbigloosebosom,staredpetrified。Stevens,likeanathleteswinginganindianclub,whirledthebodyroundandroundhishead,atthefulllengthofhispowerfularms。Moreandmorerapidlyheswungit,untilhisbreathcameandwentingaspsandthesweatwastricklinginstreamsdownhisfaceandneck。Roundandroundbetweenceilingandfloorwhirledthenakedbodyofthebaby——roundandroundforminutesthatseemedhourstothehorrifiednurse——roundandroundwithallthestrengthandspeedtheyoungmancouldputforth——roundandrounduntiltheroomwasablurbeforehisthrobbingeyes,untilhisexpressionbecamefullyasdemoniacasNorahadbeenfancyingit。Justasshewasrecoveringfromherparalysisofhorrorandwasabouttoflyshriekingfromtheroomshewashaltedbyasoundthatmadeherdrawinairuntilherbosomswelledasifitwouldburstitsginghamprison。ShecranedeagerlytowardStevens。Hewaswhirlingthebodymorefuriouslythanever。
“Wasthatyou?“askedNorahoarsely。“Orwasit——”Shepaused,listened。
Thesoundcameagain——thesoundofadrowningpersonfightingforbreath。
“It”s——it”s——”mutteredNora。“Whatisit,Doctor?“
“Life!“pantedStevens,triumphinhisglistening,streamingface。“Life!“
Hecontinuedtowhirlthelittleform,butnotsorapidlyorsovigorously。Andnowthesoundwaslouder,or,rather,lessfaint,lessuncertain——wasacry——wasthecryofalivingthing。
“She”salive——alive!“shriekedthewoman,andintimewithhismovementssheswayedtoandfrofromsidetoside,laughing,weeping,wringingherhands,pattingherbosom,hercheeks。Shestretchedoutherarms。“Myprayersareanswered!“shecried。
“Don”tkillher,youbrute!Givehertome。Youshan”ttreatababythatway。”
Theunheedingdoctorkeptonwhirlinguntilthecrywascontinuous,alowbutlustywailofangryprotest。Thenhestopped,caughtthebabyupinbotharms,burstoutlaughing。
“Youlittleminx!“hesaid——or,rather,gasped——atendernessquitematernalinhiseyes。“ButIgotyou!Nora,thetable。”
Norarightedthetable,spreadandsmoothedthecloths,extendedherscrawnyeagerarmsforthebaby。Stevenswithajerkoftheheadmotionedheraside,laidthebabyonthetable。Hefeltforthepulseatitswrist,benttolistenattheheart。Quiteuseless。Thatstrong,risinghowlofhelplessfurywasproofenough。Hermajestythebabywasmadthroughandthrough——thereforealivethroughandthrough。
“Grandheartaction!“saidtheyoungman。Hestoodaloof,handsonhiships,headataproudangle。“Youneversawahealthierspecimen。It”llbemanyayear,baraccidents,beforeshe”sthatneardeathagain。”
ButitwasNora”sturnnottohear。Shewassoothingandswaddlingtheoutragedbaby。“There——there!“shecrooned。
“Nora”lltakecareofyou。Thebadmanshan”tcomenearmylittleprecious——no,thewickedmanshan”ttouchheragain。”
Thebedroomdooropened。AttheslightnoisesuperstitiousNorapaled,shriveledwithinhergreenandwhitecheckedgingham。Sheslowlyturnedherheadasifonthisdayofmiraclessheexpectedyetanother——theresurrectionoftheresurrectedbaby”smother,“poorMissLorella。”ButLorellaLenoxwasforevertranquilinthesleepthatengulfedherandthesorrowsinwhichshehadbeenentangledbyanimpetuous,trustingheart。
Theapparitioninthedoorwaywascommonplace——themistressofthehouse,Lorella”selderandmarriedsisterFanny——neitherfairnordark,neithertallnorshort,neitherthinnorfat,neitherprettynorhomely,neitherstupidnorbright,neitherneatnordowdy——oneofthatmultitudeofexcellent,unobtrusivehumanbeingswhomaketherestfulstretchesinaworldofagitations——andwhorespondtotheimpetusofcircumstanceasunresistinglyascloudtowind。
AsthewailofthechildsmoteuponFanny”searssheliftedherhead,startled,andcriedoutsharply,“What”sthat?“
“We”vesavedthebaby,Mrs。Warham,“repliedtheyoungdoctor,beamingonherthroughhisglasses。
“Oh!“saidMrs。Warham。Andsheabruptlyseatedherselfonthebigchintz-coveredsofabesidethedoor。
“Andit”salovelychild,“pleadedNora。Herwoman”sinstinctguidedherstraighttothesecretoftheconflictragingbehindMrs。Warham”sunhappyface。
“Thefinestgirlintheworld,“criedStevens,well-meaningbuttactless。
“Girl!“exclaimedFanny,startingupfromthesofa。“Isita_girl_?“
Noranodded。Theyoungmanlookeddowncast;hewasrealizingthepracticalsideofhisvictoryforscience——theconsequencestothegirlchild,toalltherelatives。
“Agirl!“moanedFanny,sinkingtothesofaagain。“Godhavemercyonus!“
Louderandangrierrosethewail。Fanny,afterabriefstrugglewithherself,hurriedtothetable,lookeddownatthetinyhelplessness。Herfacesoftened。Shehadbeenamotherfourtimes。Onlyonehadlived——herfairlittletwo-year-oldRuth——andshewouldneverhaveanymorechildren。Thetearsglistenedinhereyes。“Whatailsyou,NoraMulvey?“shedemanded。“Whyaren”tyou”tendingtothispoorlittlecreature?“
Norasprangintoaction,butshewrappedthebabyherself。Thedoctorindeepembarrassmentwithdrewtothefartherwindow。Shefussedoverthebabylingeringly,butfinallyresignedittothenurse。“Takeitintothebathroom,“shesaid,“whereeverything”sreadytofeedit——thoughIneverdreamed——”AsNorawasabouttodepart,shedetainedher。“Letmelookatitagain。”
ThenurseunderstoodthatFannyWarhamwassearchingforevidenceofthemysteriousbutsuspectedpaternitywhosesecretLorella,withtrueLenoxobstinacy,hadguardedtotheend。Thetwowomenscannedthefeatures。Amanwouldataglancehaveabandonedhopeofdiscoveringanythingfromachartsovagueandconfusedasthatwrinkled,twisted,swollenfaceofthenewborn。
Notsoawoman。SaidNora:“SheseemstometofavortheLenoxes。ButIthink——I_kind_o”think——Iseea_trace_
of——of——”Thereshehalted,waitingforencouragement。
“OfGalt?“suggestedFanny,inanundertone。
“OfGalt,“assentedNora,hertoneequallydiscreet。“ThatnoseisGalt-likeandthesetoftheears——andakindofsomethingtotheneckandshoulders。”
“Maybeso,“saidFannydoubtfully。Sheshookherheaddrearily,sighed。“What”stheuse?Lorella”sgone。AndthismorningGeneralGaltcamedowntoseemyhusbandwithaletterhe”dgotfromJimmie。Jimmiedeniesit。Perhapsso。Again,perhapstheGeneralwrotehimtowritethat,andthreatenedhimifhedidn”t。Butwhat”stheuse?We”llneverknow。”
Andtheyneverdid。
WhenyoungStevenswasleaving,GeorgeWarhamwaylaidhimatthefrontgate,separatedfromthespaciousoldcreeper-cladhousebylonglawnsandanavenueofelms。“Ihearthechild”sgoingtolive,“saidheanxiously。
“I”veneverseenanythingmorealive,“repliedStevens。
Warhamstaredgloomilyattheground。Hewasevidentlyashamedofhisfeelings,yetconvincedthattheywerehumanandnatural。
Amoment”ssilencebetweenthemen,thenStevensputhishandonthegatelatch。“Did——did——mywife——”beganWarham。“Didshesaywhatshecalculatedtodo?“
“Notaword,George。”Afterasilence。“Youknowhowfondsheisofbabies。”
“Yes,Iknow,“repliedWarham。“Fannyisatruewomanifevertherewasone。”Withacertaindefiance,“AndLorella——shewasasweet,womanlygirl!“
“Assweetandgoodasshewaspretty,“repliedStevensheartily。
“Thewayshekepthermouthshutaboutthathound,whoeverheis!“Warham”sRomanfacegrewsavage,revealedinstartlingapparitionastubborncrueltyofwhichtherewasnotatraceuponthesurface。“IfIevercatchthe——I”llfillhimfullofholes。”
“He”dbelynched——_whoever_heis,“saidStevens。
“That”sright!“criedWarham。“ThisistheNorth,butit”snearenoughtoKentuckytoknowwhattodowithawretchofthatsort。”Hisfacebecamecalmer。“Thatpoorlittlebaby!He”llhaveahardrowtohoe。”
Stevensflushedaguiltyred。“It”s——it”s——agirl,“hestammered。
Warhamstared。“A_girl_!“hecried。Thenhisfacereddenedandinafurioustoneheburstout:“Nowdon”tthatbeatthedevilforluck!……Agirl!GoodLord——agirl!“
“Nobodyinthistown”llblameher,“consoledStevens。
“Youknowbetterthanthat,Bob!Agirl!Why,it”sdownrightwicked……IwonderwhatFannyallowstodo?“HeshowedwhatfearwasinhismindbywheelingsavagelyonStevenswithastormy,“Wecan”tkeepher——wesimplycan”t!“
“What”stobecomeofher?“protestedStevensgently。
Warhammadeawildvaguegesturewithbotharms。“DamnifI
know!I”vegottolookoutformyowndaughter。Iwon”thaveit。
Damnit,Iwon”thaveit!“Stevensliftedthegatelatch。“Well——
“Good-by,George。I”lllookinagainthisevening。”Andknowingthemoralideasofthetown,allhecouldmusterbywayofencouragementwasahalf-hearted“Don”tborrowtrouble。”
ButWarhamdidnothear。Hewasmovingupthetanbarkwalktowardthehouse,mutteringtohimself。WhenFanny,unablelongertoconcealLorella”splight,hadtoldhim,pityandaffectionforhissweetsister-in-lawwhohadmadeherhomewiththemforfiveyearshadtriumphedoverhisprinciples。HehadhimselfarrangedforFannytohideLorellainNewYorkuntilshecouldsafelyreturn。Butjustasthesisterswereabouttosetout,Lorella,lowinbodyandinmind,fellill。ThenGeorge——andFanny,too——hadstrivenwithhertogivethemthenameofherbetrayer,thathemightbecompelledtodoherjustice。Lorellarefused。“Itoldhim,“shesaid,“andhe——I
neverwanttoseehimagain。”Theypleadedthedisgracetothem,butsherepliedthathewouldnotmarryherevenifshewouldmarryhim;andsheheldtoherrefusalwiththefirmnessforwhichtheLenoxeswerefamous。TheysuspectedJimmieGalt,becausehehadbeenaboutthemostattentiveoftheyoungmenuntiltwoorthreemonthsbefore,andbecausehehadabruptlydepartedforEuropetostudyarchitecture。Lorelladeniedthatitwashe。“Ifyoukillhim,“shesaidtoWarham,“youkillaninnocentman。”Warhamwassoexasperatedbyherobstinacythathewasatfirstfortakingheratherofferandlettinghergoaway。ButFannywouldnothearofit,andheacquiesced。
Now”Thischildmustbesentawayoffsomewhere,andneverbeheardofagain,“hesaidtohimself。“Ifit”dbeenaboy,perhapsitmighthavegotalong。Butagirl——
“There”snothingcanbedonetomakethingsrightforagirlthat”sgotnofatherandnoname。”
ThesubjectdidnotcomeupbetweenhimandhiswifeuntilaboutaweekafterLorella”sfuneral。Buthewasthinkingofnothingelse。Athisbiggrocerystore——wholesaleandretail——hesatmoroselyinhisoffice,broodingoverthedisgraceandthedangerofdeeperdisgrace——forhesawwhataholdthebabyalreadyhaduponhiswife。Hewasashamedtoappearinthestreets;heknewwhatwasgoingonbehindthesympatheticfaces,heardthewhisperingsasiftheyhadbeentrumpetings。Andhewasasmuchafraidofhisownsoftheartasofhiswife”s。Butforthesakeofhisdaughterhemustbefirmandjust。
Onemorning,ashewasleavingthehouseafterbreakfast,heturnedbackandsaidabruptly:“Fan,don”tyouthinkyou”dbettersendthebabyawayandgetitoverwith?“
“No,“saidhiswifeunhesitatingly——andheknewhisworstsuspicionwascorrect。“I”vemadeupmymindtokeepher。”
“Itisn”tfairtoRuth。”
“Senditaway——where?“
“Anywhere。GetitadoptedinChicago——Cincinnati——Louisville。”
“Lorella”sbaby?“
“WhensheandRuthgrowup——whatthen?“
“Peopleain”tsolowassomethink。”
“`Thesinsoftheparentsarevisitedonthechildrenunto——”“
“Idon”tcare,“interruptedFanny。“Iloveher。I”mgoingtokeepher。Waithereaminute。”
Whenshecamebackshehadthebabyinherarms。“Justlook,“
shesaidsoftly。
Georgefrowned,triednottolook,butwassoondrawnandheldbythesweet,fresh,bloomingface,sosmooth,sowinning,soinnocent。
“Andthinkhowshewassentbacktolife——frombeyondthegrave。
Itmusthavebeenforsomepurpose。”
Warhamgroaned,“Oh,Lord,Idon”tknow_what_todo!But——itain”tfairtoourRuth。”
“Idon”tseeitthatway……Kissher,George。”
Warhamkissedoneofthesoftcheeks,swellinglikearipeningapple。Thebabyopenedwideapairofwonderfuldarkeyes,threwupitschubbyarmsandlaughed——suchalaugh!……Therewasnomoretalkofsendingheraway。
CHAPTERII
NOTquiteseventeenyearslater,onafineJunemorning,RuthWarhamissuedhastilyfromthehouseandstarteddownthelongtanbarkwalkfromthefrontverandatothestreetgate。Shewasnownineteen——nearertwenty——andaveryprettyyoungwoman,indeed。Shehadgrownuponeofthosesmallslenderblondes,exquisiteanddoll-like,whocannothelpseemingfreshandsweet,whateverthetruthaboutthem,withoutorwithin。Thismorningshehadonanewsummerdressofabluethatmatchedhereyesandharmonizedwithhercoloring。Shewaslookingherbest,andshehadthesatisfying,confidence-givingsensethatitwasso。Likemostoftheunattachedgirlsofsmalltowns,shewasalwaysdreamingofthehandsomestrangerwhowouldfallinlove——thethrilling,love-storykindofloveatfirstsight。Theweatherplaysaconspicuouspartintheromancingsofyouth;shefeltthatthiswaspreciselythekindofdayfatewouldbemostlikelytoselectforthemeeting。Justbeforedressingshehadbeenreadingaboutthewonderful_him_——inRobertChambers”
lateststory——andshehadspentfullfifteenminutesofblissfulreverieovertheaccompanyingFisherillustration。Nowshewasissuinghopefullyforth,ashopefullyasifadventureweretheruleandorderoflifeinSutherland,insteadofadesperatemonotonymadethehardertobearbythegloryofitsscenery。
Shehadgotonlyfarenoughfromthehousetobevisibletothesecond-storywindowswhenayoungvoicecalled:
“Ruthie!Aren”tyougoingtowaitforme?“
Ruthhalted;anexpressionanythingbutharmoniouswiththeprettybluecostumestormedacrossherface。“Iwon”thaveheralong!“shemuttered。“Isimplywon”t!“Sheturnedslowlyand,assheturned,effacedeverytraceoftemperwithadexteritywhichmighthavegivenanonlookerapooreropinionofhercharacterthanperhapsthefactsastohumannaturejustify。Thecountenanceshepresentlyrevealedtothoseupperwindowswassunnyandsweet。Noonewasvisible;butthehorizontalslatsinoneoftheonlyclosedpairofshuttersandavaguesuggestionofmovementratherthanformbehindthemgavetheimpressionthatawoman,notfarenoughdressedtoriskbeingseenfromthestreet,washiddenthere。EvidentlyRuthknew,foritwastowardthiswindowthatshedirectedhergazeandtheremark:“Can”twait,dear。I”minagreathurry。MammawantsthesilkrightawayandI”vegottomatchit。”
“ButI”llbeonlyaminute,“pleadedthevoice——amuchmoreinteresting,moremusicalvoicethanRuth”srathershrillandthinhighsoprano。
“No——I”llmeetyouupatpapa”sstore。”
“Allright。”
Ruthresumedherjourney。Shesmiledtoherself。“Thatmeans,“
saidshe,halfaloud,“I”llsteerclearofthestorethismorning。”
Butasshewasleavingthegateintothewide,shady,sleepystreet,whoshouldcomedrivingpastinavillagecartbutLottieWright!AndLottiereinedherponyintothesidewalkandintheshadeofasymmetricalwalnuttreeproceededtoinviteRuthtoadance——alongstory,asLottiehadtotellallaboutit,thedecorations,thefavors,thefood,whowouldbethere,whatshewasgoingtowear,andsoonandon。Ruthwasintenselyinterestedbutkeptrememberingsomethingthatcausedhertoglanceuneasilyfromtimetotimeupthetanbarkwalkunderthearchingboughstowardthehouse。Evenifshehadnotbeeninterested,shewouldhardlyhaveventuredtobreakoff;LottieWrightwastheonlydaughteroftherichestmaninSutherlandand,therefore,socialarbitertotheyoungerset。
Lottiestoppedabruptly,said:“Well,Ireallymustgeton。Andthere”syourcousincomingdownthewalk。Iknowyou”vebeenwaitingforher。”
Ruthtriedtokeepincountenance,butablushofshameandafrownofirritationcameinspiteofher。
“I”msorryIcan”taskSusie,too,“pursuedLottie,inavoiceofhypocriticalregret。“Buttherearetobeexactlyeighteencouples——andIcouldn”t。”
“Ofcoursenot,“saidRuthheartily。“Susan”llunderstand。”
“Iwouldn”tfortheworlddoanythingtohurtherfeelings,“
continuedLottiewiththeself-complacentrighteousnessofadeacontellingthecongregationhowgood“grace“hasmadehim。
Herprominentcommonplacebrowneyesweregazingupthewalk,anexpressiondistressinglylikeenviousangerinthem。Shehadathick,pudgyface,anoilyskin,anoutcroppingofdullredpimplesonthechin。Manywomencanindulgetheirpassionforsweetsatmealsandsweetsbetweenmealswithoutseriousinjury——tocomplexion;LottieWright,unluckily,couldn”t。
“IfeelsorryforSusie,“shewenton,intheludicrouspatronizingtonethatneedsnodescribingtoanyoneacquaintedwithanyfashionablesetanywherefromChinatoPeru。“AndI
thinkthewayyoualltreatherissimplybeautiful。But,then,everybodyfeelssorryforherandtriestobekind。Sheknows——aboutherself,Imean——doesn”tshe,Ruthie?“
“Iguessso,“repliedRuth,almosthangingherheadinhermortification。“She”sverygoodandsweet。”
“Indeed,sheis,“saidLottie。“Andfathersaysshe”sfarandawaytheprettiestgirlintown。”
Withthispartingshot,whichstruckpreciselywhereshehadaimed,Lottiegatheredupthereinsanddroveon,callingoutafriendly“Hello,Susiedearie,“toSusanLenox,who,onherpurposelylaggingwayfromthehouse,hadnearlyreachedthegate。
“WhatanastythingLottieWrightis!“exclaimedRuthtohercousin。
“Shehasameantongue,“admittedSusan,tallandslimandstraight,withgloriousdarkhairandaskinhealthilypallidandassmoothasclear。“Butshe”sgotagoodheart。Shegivesalotawaytopoorpeople。”
“Becauseshelikestopatronizeandbekowtowedto,“retortedRuth。“She”smean,Itellyou。”Then,withaviciousgleamintheblueeyesthathintedadeeperandlesspresentablemotiveforthetelling,sheadded:“Why,she”snotgoingtoaskyoutoherparty。”
Susanwasobviouslyunmoved。“Shehastherighttoaskwhomshepleases。And“——shelaughed”ifIweregivingapartyI”dnotwanttoaskher——thoughImightdoitforfearshe”dfeelleftout。”
“Don”tyoufeel——leftout?“
Susanshookherhead。“Iseemnottocaremuchaboutgoingtopartieslately。Theboysdon”tliketodancewithme,andIgettiredofsittingthedancesout。”
ThistouchedRuth”simpulsivelygenerousheartandwoman”seasytearsfilledhereyes;hercousin”sremarkwassopathetic,themorepatheticbecauseitspathoswasabsolutelyunconscious。
RuthshotapityingglanceatSusan,buttheinstantshesawthelovelinessofthefeaturesuponwhichthatexpressionofunconsciousnesslaylikeinnocenceuponabedofroses,thepityvanishedfromhereyestobereplacedbyadisfiguringenvyashatefulasanevilemotioncanbeatnineteen。Susanstilllackednearlyamonthofseventeen,butsheseemedolderthanRuthbecausehermindandherbodyhaddevelopedbeyondheryears——or,perhapsitwouldbemoreaccuratetosaybeyondtheaverageofgrowthatseventeen。Also,herpersonalitywasstronger,farmoredefinite。Ruthtriedtobelieveherselftheclevererandthemorebeautiful,attimeswithacertainsuccess。Butasshehappenedtobeashrewdyoungperson——aninheritancefromtheWarhams——shewashauntedbymisgivings——andworse。Thosewhosevanityneversuffersfromthesetormentswill,ofcourse,condemnher;butwhoeverhasknownthepainofhavingtoconcedesuperioritytosomeonewithwhomsheorhe——isconstantlycontrastedwillnotbealtogetherwithoutsympathyforRuthinherstruggles,oftenvainstruggles,againstthemortalsinofjealousy。
Thetruthis,SusanwasbeyondquestionthebeautyofSutherland。Hereyes,verydarkatbirth,hadchangedtoasoft,dreamyviolet-gray。Hairandcoloring,lashesandeyebrowsremaineddark;thushereyesandtheintenseredofherlipshadthatvicinageofcontrastwhichisnecessarytodistinction。Tolookatherwastobeatoncefascinatedbythoseviolet-grayeyes——bytheircolor,bytheirclearness,bytheirregardofcalm,graveinquiry,bytheirmysterynotuntouchedbyacertainsadness。Shehadathickabundanceofwavyhair,notsolongasRuth”sgoldenbraids,butgrowingbeautifullyinsteadofthinlyaboutherlowbrow,aboutherdelicatelymodeledears,andatthebackofherexquisiteneck。Herslimnosedepartedenoughfromtheclassiclinetopreventthesuggestionofmonotonythatisinallpurelyclassicfaces。Hernostrilshadthesensitivenessthatmorethananyotheroutwardsignindicatestheimaginativetemperament。Herchinandthroat——tolookatthemwastoknowwhereherloverwouldchoosetokissherfirst。
Whenshesmiledherlargeeventeethweredazzling。Andthesmileitselfwasexceedinglysweetandwinning,withtheviolet-grayeyescastingoveritthatseriousnessvergingonsadnesswhichisthenaturaloutlookofahighlyintelligentnature。Forwhilestupidvainpeoplearesuspiciousandeasilyoffended,onlytheintelligentaretrulysensitive——keenlysusceptibletoallsensations。Thedullearissuspicious;theacuteearissensitive。
Theintenseredofherlips,attimessovividthatitseemedartificial,andtheirsinuous,sensitivecurveindicatedatemperamentthatwasfranklyproclaimedinherfigure——sensuous,graceful,slender——thefigureofgirlhoodinitsperfectionandofperfectwomanhood,too——likethosetropicalflowersthatlookinnocentandyoungandfresh,yetstirinthebeholderpassionatelongingsandvisions。Herwalkwasworthyoffaceandfigure——freeandfirmandgraceful,thesmallheadcarriedproudlywithouthaughtiness。
Thisphysicalbeautyhadasanaureoletoilluminateitandtosetitoffamannerthatwaswhollydevoidofmannerisms——ofthosethatmenandwomenthinkoutandexhibittogiveaddedcharmtothemselves——tricksofcuteness,aslispandbabystare;
tricksofdignity,asgravebrowandbodyalwayscarriedrigidlyerect;tricksofsweetnessandkindliness,astheeverreadysmileandthewarmhandclasp。Susan,theinterestedintheworldabouther,Susan,theself-unconscious,hadnoneofthesetricks。Shewasatalltimesherownself。Beautyisanythingbutrare,likewiseintelligence。Butthisqualityofnaturalnessisthegreatestofallqualities。ItmadeSusanLenoxunique。
Itwasnotstrange——norinexcusablethatthegirlsandtheirparentshadbeguntopitySusanassoonasthisbeautydevelopedandthispersonalityhadbeguntoexhaleitsdeliciousperfume。
Itwasbutnaturalthattheyshouldstartthewholetownto“beingkindtothepoorthing。”Anditwasequallythematterofcoursethattheyshouldhaveachievedtheirobject——shouldhaveimpressedtheconventionalmasculinemindofthetownwithsuchasenseofthe“poorthing”s“socialisolationand“impossibility“thattheboysceasedtobehereagerlyadmiringfriends,wereafraidtobealonewithher,toaskhertodance。
Womenareconventionalasabusiness;butwithmenconventionalityisagrovelingsuperstition。TheyouthsofSutherlandlongedfor,sighedforthealluring,sweet,brightSusan;buttheydarednot,withallthewomensaying“Poorthing!Whatapityanicemancan”taffordtohaveanythingtodowithher!“Itwasaninterestingtypicalexampleoftheprofoundsnobbishnessofthemalecharacter。Rarely,afterSusanwassixteen,didanyoftheboysventuretoaskhertodanceandsogivehimselfthejoyofencirclingthatlovelyformofhers;
yetfrombabyhoodherfascinationforthemalesex,regardlessofageortemperament,hadbeenuncanny”naturally,shebeingalove-child,“saidtheoldwomen。Andfromfourteenon,itgrewsteadily。
ItwouldbedifficultforonewhohasnotlivedinasmalltowntounderstandexactlythekindofisolationtowhichSutherlandconsignedthegirlwithoutherrealizingit,withouttheirfullyrealizingitthemselves。Everyonewasfriendlywithher。A
strangerwouldnothavenoticedanydifferenceinthetreatmentofherandofhercousinRuth。Yetnotoneoftheyoungmenwouldhavethoughtofmarryingher,wouldhaveregardedherashisequalortheequalofhissisters。Shewenttoallthegeneralentertainments。Shewasinvitedtoallthehouseswhenfailuretoinviteherwouldhaveseemedpointed——butonlythen。
Shedidnotthinkmuchaboutherself;shewasfondofstudy——fonderofreading——fondest,perhaps,ofmakingdressesandhats,especiallyforRuth,whomshethoughtmuchprettierthanherself。Thus,shewasonlyvaguely,subconsciouslyconsciousoftherebeingsomethingpeculiarandmysteriousinherlot。
Thisisolation,ratherthanherdominantqualityofself-effacingconsiderationforothers,wasthechiefcauseoftheextraordinaryinnocenceofhermind。Noservant,nogirl,noaudaciousboyeverventuredtoraisewithheranyquestionremotelytouchingonsex。AllthosequestionsseemedtoPuritanSutherlandinanycircumstanceshighlyindelicate;inrelationtoSusantheyseemedworsethanindelicate,dreadfulthoughthethoughtwasthattherecouldbeanythingworsethanindelicacy。
Atfifteensheremainedasunawareofeventheexistenceofthemysteriesofsexasshehadbeenatbirth。Nothingdefiniteenoughtoarousehercuriosityhadeverbeensaidinherhearing;andsuchreferencestothosemattersasshefoundinherreadingpassedherby,asanymatterofwhichhehasnotthebeginningsofknowledgewillfailtoarresttheattentionofanyreader。Itwasgenerallyassumedthatsheknewallaboutherorigin,thatsomeonehad,sometimeorother,toldher。EvenherAuntFannythoughtso,thoughtshewashidingtheknowledgedeepinherheart,explainedinthatwayhercontentwiththesolitudeofbooksandsewing。
SusanwastheworstpossibleinfluenceinRuth”slife。Ourcharacterisourself,isbornwithus,clingstousasthefleshtoourbones,persistsunchangeduntilwedie。Butuponthecircumstancesthatsurroundusdependswhatpartofourcharactershallshowitself。Ruthwasbornwithperhapssomethingmorethanthenormaltendencytobeenviousandpetty。
ButthesequalitiesmightneverhaveshownthemselvesconspicuouslyhadtherebeennoSusanforhertoenvy。TheveryqualitiesthatmadeSusanlovablereacteduponthepretty,pertblondcousintomakeherthemoreunlovable。Againandagain,whensheandSusanwereabouttostartouttogether,andSusanwouldappearinbeautyandgraceofpersonanddress,Ruthwouldexcuseherself,wouldflytoherroomtolockherselfinandweepandrageandhate。Andatthehighschool,whenSusanscoredinarecitationorinsomedramaticentertainment,Ruthwouldsitwithbittenlipandsurgingbosom,palewithjealousy。
Susan”sisolation,thewaytheboysavoidedhavingwithherthefriendlyrelationsthatspringupnaturallyamongyoungpeoplethesegaveRuthapartialrevenge。ButSusan,seeminglyunconscious,risingsweetlyandserenelyaboveallpettiness——
Ruth”shatreddeepened,thoughshehiditfromeveryone,almostfromherself。AndshedependedmoreandmoreutterlyuponSusantoselectherclothesforher,todressher,tomakeherlookwell;forSusanhadtasteandRuthhadnot。
OnthatbrightJunemorningasthecousinswentupMainStreettogether,Susangaveherselfovertothedelightofsunandairandofthefloweringgardensbeforetheattractivehousestheywerepassing;Ruth,withthedayquitedarkforher,allitsjoysgone,wasfightingagainstahatredofhercousinsoviciousthatitmadeherafraid。“I”llhavenochanceatall,“
herangryheartwassaying,“solongasSusie”saround,keepingeverybodyremindedofthefamilyshame。”Andthatwasatruthshecouldnotdownface,meanandungenerousthoughthinkingitmightbe。TheworstofallwasthatSusan,inasimplewhitedressandanalmostuntrimmedwhitestrawhatwithagracefulcurvetoitsbrimandsetattherightangleuponthatwavydarkhair,wasmakingthebeautyofhershortblondcousindimandsomehowcommon。
AtthecornerofMapleStreetRuth”sself-controlreacheditslimit。Shehalted,tookthesampleofsilkfromherglove。Therewasnotahintofherfeelingsinhercountenance,forshameandthedesiretoseemtobebetterthanshewaswerefastmakingheranadeptinhypocrisy。“Yougoaheadandmatchitformamma,“saidshe。“I”vegottoruninandseeBessieAndrews。”
“ButIpromisedUncleGeorgeI”dcomeandhelphimwiththemonthlybills,“objectedSusan。
“Youcandoboth。It”lltakeyouonlyaminute。Ifmotherhadknownyouweregoinguptown,she”dneverhavetrusted_me_。”AndRuthhadtuckedthesampleinSusan”sbeltandwashurryingoutMapleStreet。TherewasnothingforSusantodobutgoonalone。
Twosquares,andshewaspassingtheshowplaceofSutherland,thehomeoftheWrights。Shepausedtoregaleherselfwithaglanceintothegroveofmagnificentelmswithlawnsandbrightgardensbeyond——fortheWrightplacefilledtheentiresquarebetweenBroadandMyrtleStreetsandfromMaintoMonroe。Shewasstartingonwhenshesawamongthetreesayoungmaninstripedflannels。Atthesameinstanthesawher。
“Hel-_lo_,Susie!“hecried。“Iwasthinkingaboutyou。”
Susanhalted。“Whendidyougetback,Sam?“sheasked。“IheardyouweregoingtostayonintheEastallsummer。”
Aftertheyhadshakenhandsacrossthehedgethatcamealmosttotheirshoulders,Susanbegantomoveon。Samkeptpacewithheronhissideofthecarefullytrimmedboxwoodbarrier。“I”mgoingbackEastinabouttwoweeks,“saidhe。“It”sawfullydullhereafterYale。Ijustblewin——haven”tseenLottieorfatheryet。
ComingtoLottie”sparty?“
“No,“saidSusan。
“Whynot?“
Susanlaughedmerrily。“Thebestreasonintheworld。Lottiehasonlyinvitedjustsomanycouples。”
“I”llseeaboutthat,“criedSam。“You”llbeaskedallright,allright。”
“No,“saidSusan。Shewasoneofthosewhosewayofsayingnogivesitsfullmeaningandintent。“I”llnotbeasked,thankyou——andI”llnotgoifIam。”
Bythistimetheywereatthegate。Heopenedit,cameoutintothestreet。Hewasatallish,athleticyouth,dark,andpleasingenoughoffeaturetobecalledhandsome。Hewasdressedwithagreatdealofstyleoftheefflorescentkindcalledsophomoric。
HewasaSophomoreatYale。Butthatwasnotsolargelyresponsibleforhisself-complacentexpressionasthedeferencehehadgotfrombabyhoodthroughbeingheirapparenttotheWrightfortune。HehadasophisticatedwayofinspectingSusan”scharmsoffigurenolessthancharmsoffacethatmighthavemadeadisagreeableimpressionuponanexperiencedonlooker。Thereisatimeforfeelingwithoutknowingwhyonefeels;andthatperiodoughtnottohavebeenpassedforyoungWrightformanyayear。
“My,butyou”relookingfine,Susie!“exclaimedhe。“Ihaven”tseenanyonethatcouldholdacandletoyouevenintheEast。”
Susanlaughedandblushedwithpleasure。“Goon,“saidshewithraillery。“Iloveit。”
“ComeinandsitunderthetreesandI”llfillallthetimeyou”llgiveme。”
Thisremindedher。“Imusthurryuptown,“shesaid。“Good-by。”
“Holdon!“criedhe。“Whathaveyougottodo?“Hehappenedtoglancedownthestreet。“Isn”tthatRuthcoming?“
“Soitis,“saidSusan。“IguessBessieAndrewswasn”tathome。”
SamwavedatRuthandcalled,“Hello!Gladtoseeyou。”
Ruthwasallsweetnessandsmiles。Sheandhermother——quiteprivatelyandwithnothingopenlysaidoneitherside——hadcanvassedSamasa“possibility。”Therehadbeenkeendisappointmentatthenewsthathewasnotcominghomeforthelongvacation。“Howareyou,Sam?“saidshe,astheyshookhands。“My,Susie,_doesn”t_helookNewYork?“
Samtriedtoconcealthathewasswellingwithpride。“Oh,thisisnothing,“saidhedeprecatingly。
Ruth”sheartwasa-flutter。TheFisherpictureoftheChamberslove-maker,thoughtshe,mightalmostbeaphotographofSam。
Shewasgladshehadobeyedthemysteriousimpulsetomakeatoiletteofunusualelegancethatmorning。HowgetridofSusan?
“_I_”lltakethesample,Susie,“saidshe。“Thenyouwon”thavetokeepfatherwaiting。”
Susiegaveupthesample。Herfacewasnolongersobrightandinterested。
“Oh,dropit,“criedSam。“Comein——bothofyou。I”lltelephoneforJoeAndrewsandwe”lltakeadrive——oranythingyoulike。”
HewaslookingatSusan。
“Can”tdoit,“repliedSusan。“IpromisedUncleGeorge。”
“Oh,bother!“urgedSam。“Telephonehim。It”llbeallright——won”tit,Ruth?“
“Youdon”tknowSusie,“saidRuth,withaqueer,strainedlaugh。
“She”dratherdiethanbreakapromise。”
“Imustgo,“Susannowsaid。“Good-by。”
“Comeon,Ruth,“criedSam。“Let”swalkuptownwithher。”
“Andyoucanhelpmatchthesilk,“saidRuth。
“Notforme,“repliedyoungWright。ThentoSusan,“What”ve_you_
gottodo?Maybeit”ssomethingIcouldhelpat。”
“No。It”sforUncleGeorgeandme。”
“Well,I”llgoasfarasthestore。Then——we”llsee。”
TheywerenowinthebusinesspartofMainStreet,wereatWilson”sdrygoodsstore。“Youmightfindithere,“suggestedtheinnocentSusantohercousin。
Ruthcolored,veiledhereyestohidetheirflash。“I”vegottogotothestorefirst——togetsomemoney,“shehastilyimprovised。
Samhadbeenwalkingbetweenthetwogirls。Henowchangedtotheoutsideand,so,puthimselfnextSusanalone,putSusanbetweenhimandRuth。Themaneuverseemedtobeamerepoliteness,butRuthknewbetter。Whatfatehadintendedasherluckydaywasbeingchangedintounluckybythiscousinofhers。
Ruthwalkedsullenlyalong,hottearsinhereyesandachokeinherthroat,asshelistenedtoSam”sflatteringsofhercousin,andtoSusan”slaughing,delightedreplies。Shetriedtogatherherselftogether,tothinkupsomethingfunnyoratleastinterestingwithwhichtobreakintothe_tete-a-tete_anddrawSamtoherself。Shecouldthinknothingbutenvious,hatefulthoughts。AtthedoorsofWarhamandCompany,wholesaleandretailgrocers,thethreehalted。
“IguessI”llgotoVandermark”s,“saidRuth。“Ireallydon”tneedmoney。Comeon,Sam。”
“No——I”mgoingbackhome。IoughttoseeLottieandfather。My,butit”sdullinthistown!“
“Well,solong,“saidSusan。Shenodded,sparklingofhairandskinandeyes,andwentintothestore。
SamandRuthwatchedherasshewalkeddownthebroadaislebetweenthecounters。Fromthestorecameaminglingofodorsoffruit,ofspices,offreshlygroundcoffee。“Susan”sanawfulprettygirl,isn”tshe?“declaredSamwithrudeenthusiasm。
“Indeedsheis,“repliedRuthasheartily——andwithanhonestifdiscouragedefforttofeelenthusiastic。
“Whatafigure!Andshehassuchagoodwalk。Mostwomenwalkhorribly。”
“ComeontoVandermark”swithmeandI”llstrollbackwithyou,“
offeredRuth。Samwasstillgazingintothestorewhere,fartotherear,Susancouldbeseen;thegracefulhead,thegentlyswellingbust,thesoftlinesofthewhitedress,theprettyanklesrevealedbytheshortskirt——therewas,indeed,aprofileworthaman”slookingatonafineJuneday。Ruth”seyeswereuponSam,handsome,dressedintheEasternfashion,anideallover。“Comeon,Sam,“urgedRuth。
“No,thanks,“herepliedabsently。“I”llgoback。Goodluck!“
Andnotglancingather,heliftedhisstrawhatwithitsbandofYaleblueandsetout。
Ruthmovedslowlyanddisconsolatelyintheoppositedirection。
Shewasashamedofherthoughts;butshameneveryetwithheldanybodyfrombeinghumaninthought。AssheturnedtoenterVandermark”ssheglanceddownthestreet。TherewasSam,returnedandgoingintoherfather”sstore。Shehesitated,coulddevisenoplanofaction,hurriedintothedrygoodsstore。
Sinclair,theheadsalesmanandthebeauofSutherland,wasanespecialfriendofhers。Thetall,slender,hungry-lookingyoungman,devouredwithambitionforspeedywealth,hadnomindtoneglectsoeasyanaidtothatambitionasnaturegavehiminmakinghimalady-charmer。HehadresolvedtomarryeitherLottieWrightorRuthWarham——Ruthpreferred,because,whileLottiewouldhavemanytimesmoremoney,herskinmadeherastiffdoseforayoungmanbroughtuptotheAmericantraditionthatthefaceisthewoman。ButthatmorningSinclairexertedhischarmsinvain。Ruthwasinahurry,wasdistinctlyrude,cutshortwhatinothercircumstanceswouldhavebeenaprolongedanddelightfulflirtationbytossingthesampleonthecounterandaskinghimtodothematchingforherandtosendthesilkrightaway。Whichsaid,shefairlyboltedfromthestore。
Shearrivedbarelyintime。YoungWrightwasissuingfromWarhamandCompany。Hesmiledfriendlyenough,butRuthknewwherehisthoughtswere。“Getwhatyouwanted?“inquiredhe,andwentontoexplain:“IcamebacktofindoutifyouandSusieweretobeathomethisevening。ThoughtI”dcall。”
Ruthpaledwithangrydismay。ShewasgoingtoapartyattheSinclairs”——onetowhichSusanwasnotinvited。“Aren”tyougoingtoSinclairs”?“saidshe。
“Iwas。ButIthoughtI”drathercall。PerhapsI”llgotherelater。”
HewascomingtocallonSusan!AllthewaydownMainStreettotheWrightplaceRuthfoughtagainsthermoodofangryanddepressedsilence,triedtomakethebestofherchancetoimpressSam。ButSamwasabsentandhumiliatinglyneartocurt。
Hehaltedathisfather”sgate。Shehaltedalso,searchedthegroundswithanxiouseyesforsignofLottiethatwouldgivehertheexcuseforentering。
“Solong,“saidSam。
“DocometoSinclairs”early。Youalwaysdiddancesowell。”
“Oh,dancingboresme,“saidtheblaseSophomore。“ButI”llberoundbeforetheshindy”sover。I”vegottotakeLothome。”
HeliftedthehatagainwithwhatbothheandRuthregardedasagestureofmostelegantcarelessness。Ruthstrolledreluctantlyon,feelingasifhertoilethadbeensplashedorcrushed。Assheenteredthefrontdoorhermother,inawrapperandcurlpapers,appearedattheheadofthestairs。“Why!“criedshe。“Where”sthesilk?It”sforyourdresstonight,youknow。”
“It”llbealong,“wasRuth”sanswer,hertonedreary,herlipquivering。“ImetSamWright。”
“Oh!“exclaimedhermother。“He”sback,ishe?“
Ruthdidnotreply。Shecameonupthestairs,wentintothesitting-room——theroomwhereDoctorStevensseventeenyearsbeforehadtornthebabySusanfromtheveryclawsofdeath。Sheflungherselfdown,buriedherheadinherarmsuponthatsametable。Sheburstintoastormoftears。
“Why,deariedear,“criedhermother,“whateveristhematter?“
“It”swickedandhateful,“sobbedthegirl,“but——Oh,mamma,I
_hate_Susan!Shewasalong,andSamhardlynoticedme,andhe”scomingherethiseveningtocall。”
“Butyou”llbeatSinclairs”!“exclaimedMrs。Warham。
“NotSusan,“sobbedRuth。“Hewantstoseeonlyher。”
ThemembersoftheSecondPresbyterianChurch,ofwhichFannyWarhamwasaboutthemostexemplaryandassiduousfemalemember,wouldhardlyhaverecognizedthefaceencircledbythattriplerowofcurl-paperedlocks,shinilyplasteredwithquince-seedliquor。Shewasatwoman”ssecondcriticalage,andthestrangeemotionsworkinginhermind——ofwhosedisordernoonehadaninkling——wereuponthesurfacenow。Sheventuredthisfreedomoffacialexpressionbecauseherdaughter”sfacewashid。Shedidnotspeak。Shelaidatenderdefendinghandforaninstantuponherdaughter”sshoulder——likethecaressofloveandencouragementthelionessgiveshercubassheisabouttogivebattleforit。Thenshelefttheroom。Shedidnotknowwhattodo,butsheknewshemustandwoulddosomething。
CHAPTERIII
THEtelephonewasdownstairs,intherearendofthehallwhichdividedthelowerfloorintotwoequalparts。ButhardlyhadMrs。WarhamgiventheSinclairs”numbertotheexchangegirlwhenRuthcalledfromtheheadofthestairs:
“What”reyoudoingthere,mamma?“
“I”lltellMrs。Sinclairyou”resickandcan”tcome。ThenI”llsendSusaninyourplace。”
“Don”t!“criedRuth,inanagitated,angryvoice。“Ringoff——quick!“
“Now,Ruth,letme——”
“Ringoff!“orderedRuth。“Youmustn”tdothat。You”llhavethewholetowntalkingabouthowI”mthrowingmyselfatSam”shead——andthatI”mjealousofSusan。”
Mrs。Warhamsaid,“Nevermind“intothetelephonesenderandhungupthereceiver。Shewasfrightened,butnotconvinced。
Herswasaslow,old-fashionedmind,andtoittheschemeithadworkedoutseemedamodelofskillfulduplicity。ButRuth,oftheyoungerandsubtlergeneration,realizedinstantlyhowtransparentthethingwas。Mrs。Warhamwasabashedbutnotangeredbyherdaughter”scurtcontempt。
“It”stheonlywayIcanthinkof,“saidshe。“AndIstilldon”tsee——”
“Ofcourseyoudon”t,“cutinRuth,ruffledbytheperilouslynarrowescapefrombeingthelaughingstockofthetown。“Peoplearen”tasbigfoolsastheyusedtobe,mamma。Theydon”tbelievenowadayseverythingthat”stoldthem。Thereisn”tanybodythatdoesn”tknowI”mneversick。No——we”llhaveto——”
Shereflectedamoment,pausinghalfwaydownthestairs,whilehermotherwatchedherswollenandtear-stainedface。
“WemightsendSusanawayfortheevening,“suggestedthemother。
“Yes,“assentedthedaughter。“PapacouldtakeherwithhimforadrivetoNorthSutherland——toseetheProvosts。ThenSam”dcomestraightontotheSinclairs”。”
“I”llcallupyourfather。”
“No!“criedRuth,stampingherfoot。“CallupMr。Provost,andtellhimpapa”scoming。Thenyoucantalkwithpapawhenhegetshometodinner。”
“Butmaybe——”
“Ifthatdoesn”tworkoutwecandosomethingelsethisafternoon。”
Themotherandthedaughteravoidedeachother”seyes。Bothfeltmeanandsmall,guiltytowardSusan;butneitherwasforthatreasondisposedtodrawback。AsMrs。Warhamwastryingthenewdressonherdaughter,shesaid:
“Anyhow,Sam”dbewastingtimeonSusan。He”dhangroundherfornogood。She”dsimplygettalkedabout。Thepoorchildcan”tbelivelyorsmilebutwhatpeoplebegintowonderifshe”sgoingthewayof——ofLorella。”
“That”sso,“agreedRuth,andbothfeltbetter。“WasAuntLorella_very_pretty,mamma?“
“Lovely!“repliedFanny,andhereyesgrewtender,forshehadadoredLorella。“Youneversawsuchacomplexion——likeSusan”s,onlysnow-white。”Nervouslyandhastily,“Mostasfineasyours,Ruthie。”
Ruthgazedcomplacentlyintothemirror。“I”mgladI”mfair,andnotbig,“saidshe。
“Yes,indeed!Ilikethewomanlywoman。Andsodomen。”
“Don”tyouthinkweoughttosendSusanawaytovisitsomewhere?“askedRuthatthenextopportunityfortalkthefittinggave。“It”sgettingmoreandmore——pointed——thewaypeopleact。Andshe”ssosweetandgood,I”dhatetohaveherfeelingshurt。”Inaburstofgenerosity,“She”sthemostconsideratehumanbeingIeverknew。She”dgiveupanythingratherthanseesomeoneelseputout。She”stoomuchthatway。”
“Wecan”tbetoomuchthatway,“saidMrs。WarhaminmechanicalChristianreproof。
“Oh,Iknow,“retortedRuth,“that”sallverywellforchurchandSundays。ButIguessifyouwanttogetalongyou”vegottolookoutforNumberOne……Yes,sheoughttovisitsomewhere。”
“I”vebeentryingtothink,“saidhermother。“Shecouldn”tgoanyplacebutyourUncleZeke”s。Butit”ssolonesomeoutthereIhaven”tthehearttosendher。Besides,shewouldn”tknowwhattomakeofit。”
“What”dfathersay?“
“That”sanotherthing。”Mrs。Warhamhadlatterlygrownjealous——
notwithoutreason——ofherhusband”spartialityforSusan。
Ruthsighed。“Oh,dear!“criedshe。“Idon”tknowwhattodo。
How”ssheevergoingtogetmarried!“
“Ifshe”donlybeenaboy!“saidMrs。Warham,onherknees,takingtheunevennessoutofthefrontoftheskirt。“Agirlhastosufferforhermother”ssins。”
Ruthmadenoreply。Shesmiledtoherself——thecommentoftheyoungergenerationupontheolder。Sinitmighthavebeen;but,worsethanthat,itwasastupidity——toletamanmakeafoolofher。Lorellamusthavebeenapoorweak-mindedcreature。
BydinnertimeRuthhadcompletelysoothedandsmoothedhervanity。SamhadbeencaughtbySusansimplybecausehehadseenSusanbeforehesawher。
Allthatwouldbenecessarywasagoodchanceathim,andhewouldneverlookatSusanagain。HehadbeenintheEast,wheretheadmiredtypewasherown——refined,ladylike,thewomanofthedaintyappearanceandmannersandtastes。AbriefundisturbedexposuretohercharmsandSusanwouldseemcoarseandcountrifiedtohim。TherewasnodenyingthatSusanhadstyle,butitwasfullyeffectiveonlywhenappliedtoasunnyfairy-likebeautysuchashers。
Butatmidday,whenSusancameinwithWarham,Ruth”sjealousyopenedallherinward-bleedingwoundsagain。Susan”smerryeyes,herlaughingmouth,herfunnywayofsayingevencommonplacethings——howcouldquiet,unobtrusive,ladylikecharmssuchasRuth”shaveachanceifSusanwereabout?Shewaited,silentandanxious,whilehermotherwashavingthetalkwithherfatherinthesitting-room。Warham,mereman,wasamusedbyhiswife”sscheming。
“Don”tputyourselfout,Fanny,“saidhe。“IftheboywantsRuthandshewantshim,why,wellandgood。Butyou”llonlymakeamessinterfering。Lettheyoungpeoplealone。”
“I”msurprised,GeorgeWarham,“criedFanny,“thatyoucanshowsolittlesenseandheart。”
“Tohearyoutalk,I”dthinkmarriagewasabusiness,likegroceries。”
Mrs。Warhamthoughtitwas,inasense。Butshewouldneverhavedaredsaysoaloud,eventoherhusband——or,rather,especiallytoherhusband。Inmattersofmenandwomenhewasthoroughlyinnocent,withthesimplicityoftheold-timemanofthesmalltownandthecountry;hefanciedthat,whileingrocerymattersandtheliketheworldwasfullofguile,inmattersoftheheartitwasidyllic,Arcadian,withneverathoughtofduplicity,exceptamongafewobviouslywickedanddesigningpeople。
“IguesswebothwanttoseeRuthmarriedwell,“wasallshecouldventure。
“I”dratherthegirlsstayedwithus,“declaredWarham。“I”dhatetogivethemup。”
“Ofcourse,“hastilyagreedFanny。“Still——it”stheregularorderofnature。”
“Oh,Ruth”llmarry——onlytoosoon,“saidWarham。“Andmarrywell。I”mnotsosure,though,thatmarryinganyofoldWright”sbreedwouldbemarryingwhatoughttobecalledwell。Moneyisn”teverything——notbyalongsight——though,ofcourse,it”scomfortable。”
“IneverheardanythingagainstSam,“protestedMrs。Warham。
“You”veheardwhatI”veheard——thathe”swildandloose。Butthenyouwomenlikethatinaman。”
“We”vegottoputupwithit,youmean,“criedFanny,indignant。
“Womenlikeit,“persistedWarham。“AndIguessSam”sonlysowingtheusualwildoats,gettingreadytosettle。No,mother,youletRuthalone。Ifshewantshim,she”llgethim——sheorSusan。”
Mrs。Warhamcompressedherlipsandloweredhereyes。RuthorSusan——asifitdidn”tmatterwhich!“Susanisn”t_ours_,“shecouldnotrefrainfromsaying。
“Indeed,sheis!“retortedGeorgewarmly。“Why,shecouldn”tbemoreourown——”
“Yes,certainly,“interruptedFanny。
Shemovedtowardthedoor。Shesawthatwithoutrevealingherentirescheme——hersandRuth”s——shecouldmakenoheadwaywithGeorge。Andifshedidrevealithewouldsternlyvetoit。Soshegaveupthatdirection。Shewentupstairs;Georgetookhishatfromthefronthallrackandpushedopenthescreendoor。AsheappearedontheverandaSusanwaspickingdeadleavesfromoneofthehangingbaskets;Ruth,seatedinthehammock,handsinlap,herwholeattitudeintenselystill,waswatchingherwithnarrowedeyes。
“What”sthisIhear,“criedWarham,laughing,“aboutyoutwogirlssettingyourcapsforSamWright?“Andhisgood-humoredbrowneyesglancedatRuth,passedontoSusan”swealthofwavydarkhairandlong,roundedform,andlingeredthere。
Ruthloweredhereyesandcompressedherlips,atrickshehadborrowedfromhermotheralongwiththepeculiaritiesofhermother”sdispositionthatitfitted。Susanflungalaughingglanceoverhershoulderatheruncle。“NotRuth,“saidshe。
“Onlyme。Isawhimfirst,sohe”smine。He”scomingtoseemethisevening。”
“SoIhear。Well,themoon”sfullandyourauntandI”llnotinterrupt——atleastnottillteno”clock。Nocallersonachildlikeyouafterten。”
“Oh,Idon”tthinkI”llbeabletoholdhimthatlong。”
“Don”tyoufret,Brownie。ButImustn”tmakeyouvain。Comingalongtothestore?“
“No。Tomorrow,“saidSusan。“Icanfinishinthemorning。I”mgoingtowearmywhitedresswithembroidery,andit”sgottobepressed——andthatmeansImustdoitmyself。”
“PoorSam!AndIsuppose,whenhecalls,you”llcomedownasifyou”dputonanyoldthinganddidn”tcarewhetherhecameornot。Andyou”llhaveprimpedforanhour——andhe,too——shavingandcombingandtryingdifferentties。”
Susansparkledattheideaofayoungman,and_such_ayoungman,takingtroubleforher。Ruth,pale,kepthereyesdownandherlipscompressed。ShewaspicturingthegallantappearancetheyoungSophomorefromYale,awayoffinthegorgeousfashionableEast,wouldmakeashecameinatthatgateyonderandupthewalkandseatedhimselfontheveranda——withSusan!
Evidentlyhermotherhadfailed;Susanwasnottobetakenaway。
WhenWarhamdeparteddownthewalkRuthrose;shecouldnotbearbeingalonewithhertriumphantrival——triumphantbecauseunconscious。SheknewthattogetSamtoherselfallshewouldhavetodowouldbetohinttoSusan,thegenerous,whatshewanted。Butprideforbadethat。Asherhandwasontheknobofthescreendoor,Susansaid:“Whydon”tyoulikeSam?“
“Oh,Ithinkhe”sstuck-up。He”sbeenspoiledintheEast。”
“Why,Idon”tseeanysignofit。”
“Youweretooflatteredbyhistalkingtoyou,“saidRuth,withasweet-sourlittlelaugh——anaspofasneerhidinabasketofflowers。
Susanfeltthesting;but,seeingonlytheflowers,didnotdreamwhenceithadcome。“It_was_nice,wasn”tit?“saidshe,gayly。“Maybeyou”rerightabouthim,butIcan”thelplikinghim。Youmustadmithe”shandsome。”
“Hehasabadlookinhiseyes,“repliedRuth。SuchrageagainstSusanwasswellingwithinherthatitseemedtohershewouldfaintifshedidnotreleaseatleastpartofit。“Youwanttolookoutforhim,Susie,“saidshe,calmlyandevenly。“Youdon”twanttotakewhathesaysseriously。”
“Ofcoursenot,“saidSusan,quitehonestly,thoughshe,nomorethanthenexthumanbeing,couldavoidtakingseriouslywhateverwaspleasantlyflattering。
“He”dneverthinkofmarryingyou。”Ruthtrembledbeforeandafterdeliveringthisvenomousshaft。
“Marrying!“criedSusan,againquitehonestly。“Why,I”monlyseventeen。”
Ruthdrewabreathofrelief。Theshafthadglancedoffthearmorofinnocencewithoutmakingthefaintestdent。Sherushedintothehouse。Shedidnotdaretrustherselfwithhercousin。
Whatmightthedemonwithinhertempthertosaynext?
“Comeup,Ruth!“calledhermother。“Thedressisreadyforthelasttry-on。Ithinkit”sgoingtohangbeautifully。”
Ruthdraggedherselfupthestairs,laggedintothesitting-room,gazedatthedresswithascowl。“Whatdidfathersay?“sheasked。
“It”snousetryingtodoanythingwithyourfather。”
Ruthflungherselfinacornerofthesofa。
“TheonlythingIcanthinkof,“saidhermother,humblyandtimidly,“isphonetheSinclairsasIoriginallysetouttodo。”
“Andhavethewholetownlaughingatme……Oh,whatdoI
care,anyhow!“
“ArthurSinclair”stallerandasighthandsomer。Rightintheface,Sam”sasplainasDick”shatband。Hislooksisallclothesandpolish——andmightypoorpolish,Ithink。Arthur”sgotriseinhim,too,whileSam——well,Idon”tknowwhat”dbecomeofhimifoldWrightlosthismoney。”
ButArthur,amerepromise,seemedpoorindeedbesideSam,theactuallyarrived。TomarrySamwouldbetostepatonceintograndeur;tomarryArthurwouldmeanyearsofstruggle。
Besides,Arthurwasheavy,atleastseemedheavytolightRuth,whileSamwasheridealofgayelegance。“I_detest_ArthurSinclair,“shenowannounced。
“YoucangetSamifyouwanthim,“saidhermotherconfidently。“OneeveningwithamerechildlikeSusieisn”tgoingtoamounttomuch。”
Ruthwinced。“DoyousupposeIdon”tknowthat?“criedshe。
“Whatmakesmesomadishisimpudence——comingheretoseeherwhenhewouldn”tmarryherortakeheranyplace。It”sinsultingtousall。”
“Oh,Idon”tthinkit”sasbadasallthat,Ruthie,“soothedhermother,toosimple-mindedtoacceptimmediatelythiscleversubtletyofself-deception。
“Youknowthistown——howpeopletalk。Why,hissister——”andsherelatedtheirconversationatthegatethatmorning。
“Yououghttohavesatonherhard,Ruth,“saidMrs。Warham,withdangerouslysparklingeyes。“Nomatterwhatwemaythinkprivately,itgivespeoplealowopinionofusto——”
“Don”tIknowthat!“shrilledRuth。Shebegantoweep。“I”mashamedofmyself。”
“Butwemusttrythedresson。”Mrs。Warhamspreadtheskirt,usingherselfasform。“Isn”tittoolovely!“
Ruthdriedhereyesasshegazed。Thedresswasindeedlovely。
ButherpleasureinitwasshadowedbytheremembrancethatmostofthelovelinesswasduetoSusan”ssuggestions。Still,shetriediton,andfeltbetter。ShewouldlingeruntilSamcame,wouldexhibitherselftohim;andsurelyhewouldnottarrylongwithSusan。Thisprojectimprovedthesituationgreatly。Shebeganhertoiletfortheeveningatonce,thoughitwasonlythreeo”clock。Susanfinishedherpressingandstartedtodressatfive——becausesheknewRuthwouldbeappealingtohertocomeinandhelpputthefinishingtouchestothetoiletfortheparty。And,sureenough,athalf-pastfive,beforeshehadnearlyfinished,Ruth,withasneakinghumility,beggedhertocome“forhalfaminute——ifyoudon”tmind——andhavegottime。”
SusandidRuth”shairover,madeherchangetoanothercolorofstockingsandslippers,putthedressonher,didnearlyanhour”srefittingandredraping。Bothwerelateforsupper;andaftersupperSusanhadtomakecertainfinalamendmentstothewonderfultoilet,andthengetherselfready。SoitwasRuthalonewhowentdownwhenSamWrightcame。“My,butyoudolookalltothegood,Ruth!“criedSam。Andhiseyesnolessthanhistoneshowedthathemeantit。Hehadn”trealizedwhatasoftwhitenecktheblondcousinhad,orhowperfectlyhershouldersroundedintoherslimarms。AsRuthmovedtodepart,hesaid:
“Don”tbeinsucharush。WaittillSusiefinishesherprimpingandcomesdown。”
“Shehadtohelpme,“saidRuth,witharighteousnessshecouldjustlyplumeherselfupon。“That”swhyshe”slate。No,Imustgetalong。”Shewaswiseenoughtoresistthetemptationtoimproveuponanalreadysplendidimpression。“Comeassoonasyoucan。”
“I”llbethereinafewminutes,“Samassuredherconvincingly。
“Savesomedancesforme。”
Ruthwentawayhappy。Atthegatesheglancedfurtivelyback。
Samwaslookingafterher。Shemarcheddownthestreetwithlightstep。“Imustwearlow-neckeddressesmoreintheevenings,“shesaidtoherself。“It”sfoolishforagirltohideagoodneck。”
Sam,attheedgeoftheveranda,regrettinghispromisetocallonSusan,wasrousedbyhervoice:“DidyoueverseeanythingaslovelyasRuth?“
Sam”sregretvanishedtheinstanthelookedather,andthegreedyexpressioncameintohissensual,confidentyoungface。