F。MARIONCRAWFORD1854-
BytheWatersofParadiseMARYE。WILKINSFREEMAN1862-
TheShadowsontheWallMELVILLED。POST1871-
TheCorpusDelictiAMBROSEBIERCE1842-
AnHeiressfromRedhorseTheManandtheSnakeEDGARALLANPOE1809-49
TheOblongBoxTheGold-BugWASHINGTONIRVING1783-1859
WolfertWebber,orGoldenDreamsAdventureoftheBlackFishermanCHARLESBROCKDENBROWN1771-1810
Wieland”sMadnessFITZJAMESO”BRIEN1828-1862
TheGoldenIngotMyWife”sTempterNATHANIELHAWTHORNE1804-1864
TheMinister”sBlackVeilANONYMOUS
Horror:ATrueTaleTHEMOSTINTERESTINGSTORIESOFALLNATIONS
EditedbyJulianHawthorneAMERICAN
TableofContentsINTRODUCTIONBYJULIANHAWTHORNE
“RiddleStories“
F。MARIONCRAWFORD1854-
BytheWatersofParadiseMARYE。WILKINSFREEMAN1862-
TheShadowsontheWallMELVILLED。POST1871-
TheCorpusDelictiAMBROSEBIERCE1842-
AnHeiressfromRedhorseTheManandtheSnakeEDGARALLANPOE1809-49
TheOblongBoxTheGold-BugWASHINGTONIRVING1783-1859
WolfertWebber,orGoldenDreamsAdventureoftheBlackFishermanCHARLESBROCKDENBROWN1771-1810
Wieland”sMadnessFITZJAMESO”BRIEN1828-1862
TheGoldenIngotMyWife”sTempterNATHANIELHAWTHORNE1804-1864
TheMinister”sBlackVeilANONYMOUS
Horror:ATrueTale“RiddleStories“
IntroductionbyJulianHawthorneWhenPoewrotehisimmortalDupintales,thename“Detective“
storieshadnotbeeninvented;thedetectiveoffictionnothavingbeenasyetdiscovered。Andthetitleisstillsomethingofamisnomer,formanynarrativesinvolvingapuzzleofsomesort,thoughbelongingtothecategorywhichIwishtodiscuss,arehandledbythewriterwithoutexpertdetectiveaid。Sometimesthepuzzlesolvesitselfthroughoperationofcircumstance;sometimessomebodywhoprofessesnospecialdetectiveskillhappensuponthesecretofitsmystery;onceinawhilesomeventuresomegeniushasthecouragetoleavehisenigmaunexplained。ButeversinceGaboriaucreatedhisLecoq,thetranscendentdetectivehasbeeninfavor;andConanDoyle”sfamousgentlemananalysthasgivenhimafreshleaseoflife,andreanimatedthestagebyrevertingtothemethodofPoe。SherlockHolmesisDupinredivivus,andmutatusmutandis;personallyheisamorestirringandengagingcompanion,butsofaraskinshiptoprobabilitiesorevenpossibilitiesisconcerned,perhapstheolderversionofhimisthemorepresentable。Butinthisageofmarvelsweseemlessdifficulttosuitinthisrespectthanourforefatherswere。
Thefactis,meanwhile,that,intheriddlestory,thedetectivewasanafterthought,or,moreaccurately,adeusexmachinatomakethestorygo。Theriddlehadtobeunriddled;andwhocoulddoitsonaturallyandreadilyasadetective?Thedetective,asPoesawhim,wasameanstothisend;anditwasonlyafterwardsthatwritersperceivedhisavailabilityasacharacter。Lecoqaccordinglybecomesafigureinfiction,andSherlock,whilehewasasyetanovelty,wasnearlyasattractiveasthecomplicationsinwhichheinvolvedhimself。Riddle-storywritersingeneral,however,encountertheobviousembarrassmentthattheirdetectiveisobligedtolavishsomuchattentionontheprofessionalserviceswhichtheexigenciesofthetaledemandofhim,thathehasverylittleleisuretoexpoundhisownpersonalequation——therathersincetheattitudeofpeeringintoamillstoneisnot,ofitself,conducivetoelucidationsofoneself;theprofessionalendowmentobscuresalltheothers。Weordinarilyfind,therefore,ourauthordismissingtheindividualityofhisdetectivewithafewstrongblack-chalkoutlines,anddevotinghismainlaboruponwhathefeelsthereaderwillchieflyoccupyhisowningenuitywith,——
namely,theelaborationoftheriddleitself。Readerandwritersitdowntoagame,asitwere,withtheodds,ofcourse,altogetheronthelatter”sside,——apartfromthefactthatawritersometimespermitshimselfalittlecheating。Itmoreoftenhappensthatthedetectiveappearstobeinthewriter”spay,andaidsthedeceptionbyleadingthereaderoffonfalsescents。Bethatasitmay,theprofessionalsleuthisinninecasesoutoftenadummybymaliceprepense;anditmightbeplausiblyarguedthat,intheinterestsofpureart,thatiswhatheoughttobe。Butgeniusalwaysfindsawaythatisbetterthantherules,andIthinkitwillbefoundthattheverybestriddlestoriescontrivetodrivecharacterandriddlesidebyside,andtomakeeachsomehowenhancetheeffectoftheother——TheintentionoftheaboveparagraphwillbemorepreciselyconveyedifIincludeunderthenameofdetectivenotonlythemanfromthecentraloffice,butalsoanybodywhomthewritermay,forendsofhisown,considerbetterqualifiedforthatfunction。Thelatterisaprofessionaldetectivesofarastheexigenciesofthetaleareconcerned,andwhatbecomesofhimafterthatnobodyneedcare,——thereisnolongeranythingtopreventhisbecoming,inhisownright,themostfascinatingofmankind。
Butinadditiontothedummyshipofthedetective,ortothecasesinwhichthemereslipofcircumstancetakeshisplace,thereisanotherreasonagainstnarrowingourconceptionoftheriddlestorytothedegreewhichthealternativeappellationwouldimply。Andthatis,thatitwouldexcludenotafewofthemostcaptivatingriddlestoriesinexistence;forinDeQuincey”s“Avenger,“forexample,theinterestisnotintheunravelingoftheweb,butintheweavingofit。ThesameremarkappliestoBulwer”s“StrangeStory“;itisthestrangenessthatisthething。Thereis,inshort,aninalienablecharminthemerecontemplationofmysteryandthehazardoffortunes;anditwouldbeapitytoshutthemoutfromourconsiderationonlybecausethereisnosecond-sightedconjureronhandtoturnthemintoplainmatteroffact。
Yetwemustnotbetooliberal;andaghoststorycanbebroughtintoourcharmedandcharmingcircleonlyifwehavemadeupourmindstobelieveintheghosts;otherwisetheirintroductionwouldnotbeasquaredeal。Itwouldnotbefair,inotherwords,toproposeaconundrumonabasisofostensiblematerialism,andthen,whennootherkeywouldfit,topalmoffadisembodiedspiritonus。Tellmebeforehandthatyourscenarioistoincludebothworlds,andIhavenoobjectiontomake;Isimplyattunemymindtothemoreextensivescope。ButIrebelatanunheraldedghostland,anddeclarefranklythatyourtaleisincredible。AndImustconfessthatIwouldasliefhaveghostskeptoutaltogether;theirstoriesmakeaverygoodlibraryinthemselves,andhavenoneedtotagthemselvesontowhatisreallyanotherdepartmentoffiction。
Nevertheless,whenaghoststoryistoldwiththeconsummateartofaMissWilkins,andofoneortwoothersonourlist,consistencyinthisregardceasestobeajewel;artprovesirresistible。Asforadventurestories,thereisafringeofthemthatcomesundertheriddle-storyhead;butforthemostparttheriddlestorybeginsaftertheadventureshavefinished。Wearetocontemplateacondition,nottowatchtheeventsthatultimateinit。Ourdetective,oranyoneelse,mayofcoursemeetwithhapsandmishapsonhiswaytothesolutionofhispuzzle;butanastutewriterwillnotcolorsuchincidentstoovividly,lestheriskforfeitingourpreoccupationwiththeproblemthatwecameforthfortostudy。Inaword,Onethingatatime!
Theforegoingdisquisitionmayseemuncalledforbysuchrigidmoralistsashavemadeuptheirmindsnottoregarddetective,orriddlestories,asanypartofrespectableliteratureatall。Withthatsect,IannounceattheoutsetthatIamentirelyoutofsympathy。Itisnotneededtocompare“TheGoldBug“with“ParadiseLost“;nobodydeniesthesuperiorliterarystatureofthelatter,although,astheOxfordSeniorWranglerobjected,“Whatdoesitprove?“ButIappealtoEmerson,who,inhispoemof“TheMountainandtheSquirrel,“statesthenuboftheargument,withincomparablefelicity,asfollows:——youwillrecallthatthetwoprotagonistshadadifference,originatinginthefactthattheformercalledthelatter“LittlePrig。”Bunmadeaverysprightlyretort,summinguptothiseffect:——
“Talentsdiffer;alliswellandwiselyput;
IfIcannotcarryforestsonmyback,Neithercanyoucrackanut。”
AndesandParadisesLostareexpedientandperhapsnecessaryintheirproperatmosphereandfunction;butSquirrelsandGoldBugsareindispensableinourdailywalk。ThereisasfineandastrueliteratureinPoe”sTalesasinMilton”sepics;onlytheelevationanddimensionsdiffer。ButIwouldratherliveinaworldthatpossessedonlyliteratureofthePoecaliber,thanshiverinoneechoingsolelythestrainsoftheMiltonianmuse。Merehumanbeingsarenotconstructedtostandalldaya-tiptoeonthemistymountaintops;theyliketowalkthestreetsmostofthetimeandsitineasychairs。Andwritingsthatpicturethehumanmindandnature,intruecolorsandinartisticproportions,areliterature,andnobodyhasanybusinesstopooh-poohthem。Infact,IfeelasifIwereknockingdownamanofstraw。Ilookinvainforanygenuineresistance。Ofcourse“TheGoldBug“isliterature;ofcourseanyotherstoryofmysteryandpuzzleisalsoliterature,provideditisasgoodas“TheGoldBug,“——orIwillsay,sincethatstandardhasneversincebeenquiteattained,provideditisahalforatenthasgood。Itisgoldsmith”swork;itisChinesecarving;itisDaedalian;itisfine。Itistheproductoftheingenuitylobeofthehumanbrainworkingandexpatiatinginfreedom。Itisart;notspiritualortranscendentalart,butsolidart,tobefeltandexperienced。Youmayexamineitatyourleisure,itwillbealwaysreadyforyou;youneednotfastorwatchyourarmsovernightinordertounderstandit。Lookatthenicesettingofthemortises;markhowthecoverfits;howsmoothistheworkingofthatspringdrawer。Observethatthisbitofcarving,whichseemedmereornament,isreallyavitalpartofthemechanism。Note,moreover,howbalancedandsymmetricalthewholedesignis,withwhateconomyandforesighteverypartisfashioned。
Itisnotonlyaningeniousstructure,itisahandsomebitoffurniture,andwillmateriallyimprovethelooksoftheemptychambers,ordisorderlyorungainlychambersthatyoucarryunderyourcrown。Orifithappenthattheseapartmentsarenobleindecorationandproportions,thenthiscaptivatinglittleobjectwillfindasuitableplaceinsomesparenookorother,andwillrestorentertaineyestoolongfocusedontheseverelysublimeandbeautiful。Ineednot,however,relyuponabstractargumenttosupportmycontention。Manyofthebestwritersofalltimehaveusedtheirskillintheinvertedformofstorytelling,asaglanceatourtableofcontentswillshow;andmanyoftheirtalesdependfortheireffectasmuchoncharacterandatmosphereasontheplayandcomplicationofevents。
Thestatementthatagooddetectiveorriddlestoryisgoodinartissupportedbythefactthatthesupplyofreallygoodonesisrelativelysmall,whilethenumberofwriterswhowouldwritegoodonesiftheycould,andwhohavetriedandfailedtowritethem,ispastcomputation。Andonereasonprobablyisthatsuchstories,fortheirsuccess,mustdependprimarilyuponstructure——asoundandperfectplot——whichisoneoftherarethingsinourcontemporaryfiction。Ourwritersgetholdofanincident,orasentiment,oracharacter,oramoralprinciple,orahitoftechnicalknowledge,orasplotchoflocalcolor,orevenofanewversionofdialect,andtheywilldosomethingintwototenthousandwordsoutofthatandcallitashortstory。Magazinesmaybefoundtoprintit——forthereareallmannerofmagazines;
butnothingofthatsortwillserveforariddlestory。Youcannotmakeariddlestorybybeginningitandthentrustingtolucktobringittoanend。Youmustknowallabouttheendandthemiddlebeforethinking,even,ofthebeginning;thebeginningofariddlestory,unlikethoseofotherstoriesandofotherenterprises,isnothalfthebattle;itisnexttobeingquiteunimportant,and,moreover,itisalwayseasy。Theunexplainedcorpselieswelteringinitsgoreinthefirstparagraph;theinexplicablecipherpresentsitsenigmaattheturningoftheopeningpage。Thewriterwhoissecureintheknowledgethathehasgotagoodthingcoming,andhasarrangedthemanneranddetailsofitscoming,cannotgofarwrongwithhisexordium;hewantstogetintoactionatonce,andthatishisbestassurancethathewilldoitintherightway。
ButO!whatalaborandsweatitis;whataplanningandtrimming;
whataremodeling,curtailing,interlining;whatdespairssucceededbynewlights,whatheroicexpedientstriedatthelastmoment,anddismissedthemomentafter;whatwastepaperbasketsfulloffutilities,andwhatgallantcommencementsalloveragain!Didthereaderknow,orremotelysuspect,whatterrificstrugglesthewriterofareallygooddetectivestoryhadsustained,hewouldregardthefinalproductwithanewwonderandrespect,andreaditalloveroncemoretofindouthowthetroublesoccurred。Buthewillsearchinvain;therearenosignsofthemleft;no,notsomuchasascar。Thetalemovesalongassmoothlyandinevitablyasoiledmachinery;obviously,itcouldnothavebeenarrangedotherwisethanitis;andthewisereaderisconvincedthathecouldhavedonethethinghimselfwithouthalftrying。Atthat,thewearywritersmilesabittersmile;butitisoneofthespurnsthatpatientmeritoftheunworthytakes。Nobody,excepthimwhohastriedit,willeverknowhowharditistowriteareallygooddetectivestory。Themanorwomanwhocandoitcanalsowriteagoodplayaccordingtomodernideasofplays,andpossessesforceofcharacter,individuality,andmentalability。Heorshemustcombinetheintuitionoftheartistwiththetalentofthemastermechanic,butwillseldombeapoet,andwillgenerallycaremoreforthingsandeventsthanforfellowcreatures。For,althoughthestoryisoftenconcernedwithrightingsomewrong,oravengingsomemurder,yetitmustbeconfessedthattheauthorcommonlysucceedsbetterinthemeasureofhisruthlessnessindevisingcrimesandgivinghisportraitsofdevilsanextratouchofblack。Mercyisnothisstrongpoint,howeverhemayaboundinjustice;andhewillnotstickleatpilinguptheagony,iftherebyheprovidesopportunityforenhancingthepicturesquenessandcompletenessoftheevildoer”sdue。
Butthisleadsmetotheadmissionthatonecharge,atleast,doeslieagainstthedooroftheriddle-storywriter;andthatis,thatheisnotsincere;hemakeshismysteriesbackward,andknowstheanswertohisriddlebeforehestatesitsterms。Hedeliberatelysupplieshisreader,also,withallmanneroffalsescents,wellknowingthemtobesuch;andconcoctsvariousseemingartlessandinnocentremarksandallusions,whichinrealityarediabolicallyartful,andwoulddeceivetheveryelect。Allthis,Isay,mustbeconceded;butitisnotunfair;theveryobject,ostensibly,oftheriddlestoryistopromptyoutosharpenyourwits;andasyouareyourselftherealdetectiveinthecase,soyoumustregardyourauthorastherealcriminalwhomyouaretodetect。Creditnostatementofhissaveassupportedbytheclearestevidence;becontinuallyrepeatingtoyourself,“TimeoDanaosetdonaferentes,“——nay,neversomuchasthen。But,asIsaidbefore,whenthegameiswellset,youhavenochancewhateveragainstthedealer;andformyownpart,InevertrytobecleverwhenIgoupagainstthesethimble-riggers;Ibelievealltheytellme,andacceptthemostinsolentgoldbricks;andinthatwayI
occasionallycatchsomeoftheveryablestofthemnapping;fortheyaresosubtlethattheywillsometimestellyouthetruthbecausetheythinkyouwillsupposeittobealie。Idonotwishtocatchthemnapping,however;Iclingtothewisdomofignorance,andchildishlyenjoythewayinwhichthingsworkthemselvesout——
thecul-de-sacresolvingitselfattheverylastmomentintoapromisingcorridortowardtheouterair。Ateveryrebuffitismyhappinesstobehopelesslybewildered;andIgapewithadmirationwhentheGordianknotisuntied。Iftheauthorbeold-fashionedenoughtoapostrophizetheGentleReader,Iknowhemustmeanme,anddocilelygiveear,andpresentlytumblehead-foremostintothetreacherouspithehasdiggedforme。Inbrief,Iamtheretobesold,andIgetmymoney”sworth。Noonecanthoroughlyenjoyriddlestoriesunlessheisoldenough,oryoungenough,or,atanyrate,wiseenoughtoappreciatethevalueofthefacultyofbeingsurprised。Thosesardonicandomniscientpersonswhoknoweverythingbeforehand,andsmilecompassionatelyorscornfullyattheartlessoutcriesofastonishmentofthosewhoareuninformed,maygetanill-naturedsatisfactionoutofthepersuasionthattheyaresuperiorbeings;butthereisverylittlemeatinthatsortofhappiness,andtheuninformedhavethebetterlotafterall。
Ineedhardlypointoutthatthereisadistinctionandadifferencebetweenshortriddlestoriesandlongones——novels。Theformerrequirefarmoretechnicalartfortheirproperdevelopment;
theenigmacannotbeposedinsomanyways,butmustbestatedonceforall;therecannotbefalsescents,orbutafewofthem;therecanbesmallopportunityforcharacterdrawing,andallkindsofornamentandcommentmustbereducedtotheirverylowestterms。
Here,indeed,aseverywhere,geniuswillhaveitsway;andwhileamerelytalentedwriterwoulddeemitimpossibletotellthestoryof“TheGoldBug“inlessthanavolume,Poecoulddoitinafewthousandwords,andyetappeartohavesaideverythingworthsaying。InthecaseoftheSherlockHolmestales,theyformaseries,andourpreviousknowledgeoftheheroenablesthewritertodispensewithmuchdescriptionandaccompanimentthatwouldbenecessaryhadthateminentpersonagebeenpresentedinonlyasinglecomplicationofevents。Eachspecialepisodeofthegreatanalyst”scareercanthereforebehandledwiththeutmosteconomy,andyetfillalltherequirementsofintelligentinterestandcomprehension。But,asarule,theriddlenovelapproachesitsthemeinaspiritessentiallyotherthanthatwhichinspirestheshorttale。Wearegiven,asitwere,awidelandscapeinsteadofadetailedgenrepicture。Thenumberofthedramatispersonaeismuchlarger,andthepartsgiventomanyofthemmaybeverysmall,thougheachshouldhavehisorhernecessaryfunctioninthegeneralplan。Itismucheasiertocreateperplexityontheseterms;butontheotherhand,theriddlenoveldemandsapowerofvividcharacterportrayalandoftellingdescriptionwhicharenotindispensableinthebriefernarrative。Afamoustale,publishedperhapsfortyyearsago,butwhichcannotbeincludedinourseries,tellsthestoryofamurderthesecretofwhichisadmirablyconcealedtillthelast;andmuchofthefascinationofthebookisduetotheabilitywithwhichtheleadingcharacter,andsomeofthesubordinateones,aredrawn。Theauthorwasawoman,andIhaveoftenmarveledthatwomensoseldomattemptthisformofliterature;manyofthempossessagoodconstructivefaculty,andtheirloveofdetailandofmysteryisnotorious。
Perhapstheyaretoofondofsentiment;andsentimentmustbehandledwithcautioninriddlestories。Thefaultofallriddlenovelsisthattheyinevitablyinvolvetwokindsofinterest,andcanseldombalancethesesoperfectlythatoneortheotherofthemshallnotsuffer。Themindofthereaderbecomeswearyinitsfrequentjourneysbetweenhumancharactersononesidethemysteriouseventsontheother,andwouldpreferthemoresingle-
eyedtreatmentoftheshorttale。Wonder,too,isaverytenderandshort-livedemotion,andsometimesperishesafterafewpages。
Curiosityistougher;butthattoomaybebaffledtoolong,andendbytiringofthepursuitwhileitisyetinitsearlystages。Manyexcellentplots,admirablefromtheconstructivepointofview,havebeenwastedbystringingthemouttoofar;thereaderrecognizestheirmerit,butloseshisenthusiasmonaccountofasortofmonotonyofstrain;hewickedlyturnstotheconcludingchapter,andthegameisup。“TheWomaninWhite,“byWilkieCollins,waspublishedabout1860,Ithink,inweeklyinstallments,andcertainlytheyweredevouredwithinsatiableappetitebymanythousandsofreaders。ButIdoubtwhetherabookofsimilarmeritcouldcommandsuchafollowingto-day;andIwillevenconfessthatIhavemyselfneverreadtheconcludingparts,anddonotknowtothisdaywhothewomanwasorwhatwerethewrongsfromwhichshesopoignantlysuffered。
Thetalescontainedinthevolumesherewithofferedarethebestriddleordetectivestoriesintheworld,accordingtothebestjudgmentoftheeditors。Theyaretheproductofwritersofallnations;andtranslation,inthiscase,islessapttobemisleadingthanwithmostotherformsofliterature,foramysteryorariddleisequallycaptivatinginalllanguages。Manyofthegoodones——perhapssomeofthebestones——havebeenleftout,eitherbecausewemissedtheminoursearch,orbecausewehadtochoosebetweenthemandothersseeminglyofequalexcellence,andwereobligedtoconsiderspacelimitationswhich,howevergenerouslylaidout,musthavesomeendatlast。Bethatasitmay,webelievethatthereareenoughgoodstoriesheretosatisfythemostGargantuanhunger,andwefeelsurethatourvolumeswillneverbecrowdedofftheshelfwhichhasoncemaderoomforthem。
Ifwehave,nowandthen,alittletranscendedthestrictdefinitionoftheclassoffictionwhichourtitlewouldpromise,weshallneverthelessnotanticipateanyseriousquarrelwithourreaders;ifthereberoomtoquestiontherightofanygivenstorytoappearinthiscompany,therewillbeallthemorereasonforacceptingitonitsownmerits;forithadtobeverygoodindeedinordertoovercomeitstechnicaldisqualification。Andifitdidnotrightfullybelonghere,therewouldprobablybeobjectionsasstrongtoadmittingitinanyothercollection。Betweentwoormorestools,itwouldbeapitytoletitfalltotheground;soletitbeforgiven,andpleaseuswithwhatevergiftithas。
Inmanycaseswherecopyrightswerestillunexpired,wehavetoexpressouracknowledgmentstowritersandpublisherswhohaveaccordedusthecourtesyoftheirleavetoreproducewhattheirgeniusorenterprisehascreatedandputforth。Toourreaderswetakepleasureinpresentingwhatweknowcannotfailtogivethempleasure——acollectionofthefruitsofthefinestliteraryingenuityandnicestartaccessibletothehumanmind。Gaudeat,noncaveatemptor!
JULIANHAWTHORNE。
AmericanMysteryStoriesF。MarionCrawfordBytheWatersofParadiseI
Iremembermychildhoodverydistinctly。Idonotthinkthatthefactarguesagoodmemory,forIhaveneverbeencleveratlearningwordsbyheart,inproseorrhyme;sothatIbelievemyremembranceofeventsdependsmuchmoreupontheeventsthemselvesthanuponmypossessinganyspecialfacilityforrecallingthem。PerhapsIamtooimaginative,andtheearliestimpressionsIreceivedwereofakindtostimulatetheimaginationabnormally。Alongseriesoflittlemisfortunes,soconnectedwitheachotherastosuggestasortofweirdfatality,soworkeduponmymelancholytemperamentwhenIwasaboythat,beforeIwasofage,Isincerelybelievedmyselftobeunderacurse,andnotonlymyself,butmywholefamilyandeveryindividualwhoboremyname。
Iwasbornintheoldplacewheremyfather,andhisfather,andallhispredecessorshadbeenborn,beyondthememoryofman。Itisaveryoldhouse,andthegreaterpartofitwasoriginallyacastle,stronglyfortified,andsurroundedbyadeepmoatsuppliedwithabundantwaterfromthehillsbyahiddenaqueduct。Manyofthefortificationshavebeendestroyed,andthemoathasbeenfilledup。Thewaterfromtheaqueductsuppliesgreatfountains,andrunsdownintohugeoblongbasinsintheterracedgardens,onebelowtheother,eachsurroundedbyabroadpavementofmarblebetweenthewaterandtheflower-beds。Thewastesurplusfinallyescapesthroughanartificialgrotto,somethirtyyardslong,intoastream,flowingdownthroughtheparktothemeadowsbeyond,andthencetothedistantriver。Thebuildingswereextendedalittleandgreatlyalteredmorethantwohundredyearsago,inthetimeofCharlesII。,butsincethenlittlehasbeendonetoimprovethem,thoughtheyhavebeenkeptinfairlygoodrepair,accordingtoourfortunes。
Inthegardensthereareterracesandhugehedgesofboxandevergreen,someofwhichusedtobeclippedintoshapesofanimals,intheItalianstyle。IcanrememberwhenIwasaladhowIusedtotrytomakeoutwhatthetreeswerecuttorepresent,andhowI
usedtoappealforexplanationstoJudith,myWelshnurse。Shedealtinastrangemythologyofherown,andpeopledthegardenswithgriffins,dragons,goodgeniiandbad,andfilledmymindwiththematthesametime。Mynurserywindowaffordedaviewofthegreatfountainsattheheadoftheupperbasin,andonmoonlightnightstheWelshwomanwouldholdmeuptotheglassandbidmelookatthemistandsprayrisingintomysteriousshapes,movingmysticallyinthewhitelightlikelivingthings。
“It”stheWomanoftheWater,“sheusedtosay;andsometimesshewouldthreatenthatifIdidnotgotosleeptheWomanoftheWaterwouldstealuptothehighwindowandcarrymeawayinherwetarms。
Theplacewasgloomy。Thebroadbasinsofwaterandthetallevergreenhedgesgaveitafunereallook,andthedamp-stainedmarblecausewaysbythepoolsmighthavebeenmadeoftombstones。
Thegrayandweather-beatenwallsandtowerswithout,thedarkandmassivelyfurnishedroomswithin,thedeep,mysteriousrecessesandtheheavycurtains,allaffectedmyspirits。Iwassilentandsadfrommychildhood。Therewasagreatclocktowerabove,fromwhichthehoursrangdismallyduringtheday,andtolledlikeaknellinthedeadofnight。Therewasnolightnorlifeinthehouse,formymotherwasahelplessinvalid,andmyfatherhadgrownmelancholyinhislongtaskofcaringforher。Hewasathin,darkman,withsadeyes;kind,Ithink,butsilentandunhappy。Nexttomymother,Ibelievehelovedmebetterthananythingonearth,forhetookimmensepainsandtroubleinteachingme,andwhathetaughtmeIhaveneverforgotten。Perhapsitwashisonlyamusement,andthatmaybethereasonwhyIhadnonurserygovernessorteacherofanykindwhilehelived。
Iusedtobetakentoseemymothereveryday,andsometimestwiceaday,foranhouratatime。ThenIsatuponalittlestoolnearherfeet,andshewouldaskmewhatIhadbeendoing,andwhatI
wantedtodo。Idaresayshesawalreadytheseedsofaprofoundmelancholyinmynature,forshelookedatmealwayswithasadsmile,andkissedmewithasighwhenIwastakenaway。
Onenight,whenIwasjustsixyearsold,Ilayawakeinthenursery。Thedoorwasnotquiteshut,andtheWelshnursewassittingsewinginthenextroom。SuddenlyIheardhergroan,andsayinastrangevoice,“One——two——one——two!“Iwasfrightened,andIjumpedupandrantothedoor,barefootedasIwas。
“Whatisit,Judith?“Icried,clingingtoherskirts。Icanrememberthelookinherstrangedarkeyesassheanswered:
“One——twoleadencoffins,fallenfromtheceiling!“shecrooned,workingherselfinherchair。“One——two——alightcoffinandaheavycoffin,fallingtothefloor!“
Thensheseemedtonoticeme,andshetookmebacktobedandsangmetosleepwithaqueeroldWelshsong。
Idonotknowhowitwas,buttheimpressiongotholdofmethatshehadmeantthatmyfatherandmotherweregoingtodieverysoon。Theydiedintheveryroomwhereshehadbeensittingthatnight。Itwasagreatroom,mydaynursery,fullofsunwhentherewasany;andwhenthedaysweredarkitwasthemostcheerfulplaceinthehouse。Mymothergrewrapidlyworse,andIwastransferredtoanotherpartofthebuildingtomakeplaceforher。Theythoughtmynurserywasgayerforher,Isuppose;butshecouldnotlive。Shewasbeautifulwhenshewasdead,andIcriedbitterly。
Thelightone,thelightone——theheavyonetocome,“croonedtheWelshwoman。Andshewasright。Myfathertooktheroomaftermymotherwasgone,anddaybydayhegrewthinnerandpalerandsadder。
“Theheavyone,theheavyone——alloflead,“moanedmynurse,onenightinDecember,standingstill,justasshewasgoingtotakeawaythelightafterputtingmetobed。Thenshetookmeupagainandwrappedmeinalittlegown,andledmeawaytomyfather”sroom。Sheknocked,butnooneanswered。Sheopenedthedoor,andwefoundhiminhiseasychairbeforethefire,verywhite,quitedead。
SoIwasalonewiththeWelshwomantillstrangepeoplecame,andrelationswhomIhadneverseen;andthenIheardthemsayingthatImustbetakenawaytosomemorecheerfulplace。Theywerekindpeople,andIwillnotbelievethattheywerekindonlybecauseI
wastobeveryrichwhenIgrewtobeaman。Theworldneverseemedtobeaverybadplacetome,norallthepeopletobemiserablesinners,evenwhenIwasmostmelancholy。Idonotrememberthatanyoneeverdidmeanygreatinjustice,northatI
waseveroppressedorilltreatedinanyway,evenbytheboysatschool。Iwassad,Isuppose,becausemychildhoodwassogloomy,and,later,becauseIwasunluckyineverythingIundertook,tillI
finallybelievedIwaspursuedbyfate,andIusedtodreamthattheoldWelshnurseandtheWomanoftheWaterbetweenthemhadvowedtopursuemetomyend。Butmynaturaldispositionshouldhavebeencheerful,asIhaveoftenthought。
AmongtheladsofmyageIwasneverlast,orevenamongthelast,inanything;butIwasneverfirst。IfItrainedforarace,IwassuretosprainmyankleonthedaywhenIwastorun。IfIpulledanoarwithothers,myoarwassuretobreak。IfIcompetedforaprize,someunforeseenaccidentpreventedmywinningitatthelastmoment。NothingtowhichIputmyhandsucceeded,andIgotthereputationofbeingunlucky,untilmycompanionsfeltitwasalwayssafetobetagainstme,nomatterwhattheappearancesmightbe。I
becamediscouragedandlistlessineverything。IgaveuptheideaofcompetingforanydistinctionattheUniversity,comfortingmyselfwiththethoughtthatIcouldnotfailintheexaminationfortheordinarydegree。ThedaybeforetheexaminationbeganI
fellill;andwhenatlastIrecovered,afteranarrowescapefromdeath,IturnedmybackuponOxford,andwentdownalonetovisittheoldplacewhereIhadbeenborn,feebleinhealthandprofoundlydisgustedanddiscouraged。Iwastwenty-oneyearsofage,masterofmyselfandofmyfortune;butsodeeplyhadthelongchainofsmallunluckycircumstancesaffectedmethatIthoughtseriouslyofshuttingmyselfupfromtheworldtolivethelifeofahermitandtodieassoonaspossible。Deathseemedtheonlycheerfulpossibilityinmyexistence,andmythoughtssoondweltuponitaltogether。
IhadnevershownanywishtoreturntomyownhomesinceIhadbeentakenawayasalittleboy,andnoonehadeverpressedmetodoso。Theplacehadbeenkeptinorderafterafashion,anddidnotseemtohavesufferedduringthefifteenyearsormoreofmyabsence。Nothingearthlycouldaffectthoseoldgraywallsthathadfoughttheelementsforsomanycenturies。ThegardenwasmorewildthanIrememberedit;themarblecausewaysaboutthepoolslookedmoreyellowanddampthanofold,andthewholeplaceatfirstlookedsmaller。ItwasnotuntilIhadwanderedaboutthehouseandgroundsformanyhoursthatIrealizedthehugesizeofthehomewhereIwastoliveinsolitude。ThenIbegantodelightinit,andmyresolutiontolivealonegrewstronger。
Thepeoplehadturnedouttowelcomeme,ofcourse,andItriedtorecognizethechangedfacesoftheoldgardenerandtheoldhousekeeper,andtocallthembyname。MyoldnurseIknewatonce。Shehadgrownverygraysincesheheardthecoffinsfallinthenurseryfifteenyearsbefore,butherstrangeeyeswerethesame,andthelookinthemwokeallmyoldmemories。Shewentoverthehousewithme。
“AndhowistheWomanoftheWater?“Iasked,tryingtolaughalittle。“Doesshestillplayinthemoonlight?“
“Sheishungry,“answeredtheWelshwoman,inalowvoice。
“Hungry?Thenwewillfeedher。”Ilaughed。ButoldJudithturnedverypale,andlookedatmestrangely。
“Feedher?Aye——youwillfeedherwell,“shemuttered,glancingbehindherattheancienthousekeeper,whototteredafteruswithfeeblestepsthroughthehallsandpassages。
Ididnotthinkmuchofherwords。Shehadalwaystalkedoddly,asWelshwomenwill,andthoughIwasverymelancholyIamsureIwasnotsuperstitious,andIwascertainlynottimid。Only,asinafar-offdream,Iseemedtoseeherstandingwiththelightinherhandandmuttering,“Theheavyone——alloflead,“andthenleadingalittleboythroughthelongcorridorstoseehisfatherlyingdeadinagreateasychairbeforeasmolderingfire。Sowewentoverthehouse,andIchosetheroomswhereIwouldlive;andtheservantsIhadbroughtwithmeorderedandarrangedeverything,andIhadnomoretrouble。IdidnotcarewhattheydidprovidedIwasleftinpeaceandwasnotexpectedtogivedirections;forIwasmorelistlessthanever,owingtotheeffectsofmyillnessatcollege。
Idinedinsolitarystate,andthemelancholygrandeurofthevastolddining-roompleasedme。ThenIwenttotheroomIhadselectedformystudy,andsatdowninadeepchair,underabrightlight,tothink,ortoletmythoughtsmeanderthroughlabyrinthsoftheirownchoosing,utterlyindifferenttothecoursetheymighttake。
Thetallwindowsoftheroomopenedtothelevelofthegroundupontheterraceattheheadofthegarden。ItwasintheendofJuly,andeverythingwasopen,fortheweatherwaswarm。AsIsataloneIheardtheunceasingsplashofthegreatfountains,andIfelltothinkingoftheWomanoftheWater。Iroseandwentoutintothestillnight,andsatdownuponaseatontheterrace,betweentwogiganticItalianflowerpots。Theairwasdeliciouslysoftandsweetwiththesmelloftheflowers,andthegardenwasmorecongenialtomethanthehouse。Sadpeoplealwayslikerunningwaterandthesoundofitatnight,thoughIcannottellwhy。I
satandlistenedinthegloom,foritwasdarkbelow,andthepalemoonhadnotyetclimbedoverthehillsinfrontofme,thoughalltheairabovewaslightwithherrisingbeams。Slowlythewhitehalointheeasternskyascendedinanarchabovethewoodedcrests,makingtheoutlinesofthemountainsmoreintenselyblackbycontrast,asthoughtheheadofsomegreatwhitesaintwererisingfrombehindascreeninavastcathedral,throwingmistygloriesfrombelow。Ilongedtoseethemoonherself,andItriedtoreckonthesecondsbeforeshemustappear。Thenshesprangupquickly,andinamomentmorehungroundandperfectinthesky。I
gazedather,andthenatthefloatingsprayofthetallfountains,anddownatthepools,wherethewaterlilieswererockingsoftlyintheirsleeponthevelvetsurfaceofthemoonlitwater。Justthenagreatswanfloatedoutsilentlyintothemidstofthebasin,andwreathedhislongneck,catchingthewaterinhisbroadbill,andscatteringshowersofdiamondsaroundhim。
Suddenly,asIgazed,somethingcamebetweenmeandthelight。I
lookedupinstantly。Betweenmeandtherounddiskofthemoonrosealuminousfaceofawoman,withgreatstrangeeyes,andawoman”smouth,fullandsoft,butnotsmiling,hoodedinblack,staringatmeasIsatstilluponmybench。Shewasclosetome——
soclosethatIcouldhavetouchedherwithmyhand。ButIwastransfixedandhelpless。Shestoodstillforamoment,butherexpressiondidnotchange。Thenshepassedswiftlyaway,andmyhairstooduponmyhead,whilethecoldbreezefromherwhitedresswaswaftedtomytemplesasshemoved。Themoonlight,shiningthroughthetossingsprayofthefountain,madetraceriesofshadowonthegleamingfoldsofhergarments。InaninstantshewasgoneandIwasalone。
Iwasstrangelyshakenbythevision,andsometimepassedbeforeI
couldrisetomyfeet,forIwasstillweakfrommyillness,andthesightIhadseenwouldhavestartledanyone。Ididnotreasonwithmyself,forIwascertainthatIhadlookedontheunearthly,andnoargumentcouldhavedestroyedthatbelief。AtlastIgotupandstoodunsteadily,gazinginthedirectioninwhichIthoughtthefacehadgone;buttherewasnothingtobeseen——nothingbutthebroadpaths,thetall,darkevergreenhedges,thetossingwaterofthefountainsandthesmoothpoolbelow。IfellbackupontheseatandrecalledthefaceIhadseen。Strangetosay,nowthatthefirstimpressionhadpassed,therewasnothingstartlingintherecollection;onthecontrary,IfeltthatIwasfascinatedbytheface,andwouldgiveanythingtoseeitagain。Icouldretracethebeautifulstraightfeatures,thelongdarkeyes,andthewonderfulmouthmostexactlyinmymind,andwhenIhadreconstructedeverydetailfrommemoryIknewthatthewholewasbeautiful,andthatI
shouldloveawomanwithsuchaface。
“IwonderwhethersheistheWomanoftheWater!“Isaidtomyself。
Thenrisingoncemore,Iwandereddownthegarden,descendingoneshortflightofstepsafteranotherfromterracetoterracebytheedgeofthemarblebasins,throughtheshadowandthroughthemoonlight;andIcrossedthewaterbytherusticbridgeabovetheartificialgrotto,andclimbedslowlyupagaintothehighestterracebytheotherside。Theairseemedsweeter,andIwasverycalm,sothatIthinkIsmiledtomyselfasIwalked,asthoughanewhappinesshadcometome。Thewoman”sfaceseemedalwaysbeforeme,andthethoughtofitgavemeanunwontedthrillofpleasure,unlikeanythingIhadeverfeltbefore。
IturnedasIreachedthehouse,andlookedbackuponthescene。
IthadcertainlychangedintheshorthoursinceIhadcomeout,andmymoodhadchangedwithit。Justlikemyluck,Ithought,tofallinlovewithaghost!ButinoldtimesIwouldhavesighed,andgonetobedmoresadthanever,atsuchamelancholyconclusion。To-nightIfelthappy,almostforthefirsttimeinmylife。ThegloomyoldstudyseemedcheerfulwhenIwentin。Theoldpicturesonthewallssmiledatme,andIsatdowninmydeepchairwithanewanddelightfulsensationthatIwasnotalone。
Theideaofhavingseenaghost,andoffeelingmuchthebetterforit,wassoabsurdthatIlaughedsoftly,asItookuponeofthebooksIhadbroughtwithmeandbegantoread。
Thatimpressiondidnotwearoff。Isleptpeacefully,andinthemorningIthrewopenmywindowstothesummerairandlookeddownatthegarden,atthestretchesofgreenandatthecoloredflower-
beds,atthecirclingswallowsandatthebrightwater。
“Amanmightmakeaparadiseofthisplace,“Iexclaimed。“Amanandawomantogether!“
FromthatdaytheoldCastlenolongerseemedgloomy,andIthinkI
ceasedtobesad;forsometime,too,Ibegantotakeaninterestintheplace,andtotryandmakeitmorealive。IavoidedmyoldWelshnurse,lestsheshoulddampmyhumorwithsomedismalprophecy,andrecallmyoldselfbybringingbackmemoriesofmydismalchildhood。ButwhatIthoughtofmostwastheghostlyfigureIhadseeninthegardenthatfirstnightaftermyarrival。
Iwentouteveryeveningandwanderedthroughthewalksandpaths;
but,tryasImight,Ididnotseemyvisionagain。Atlast,aftermanydays,thememorygrewmorefaint,andmyoldmoodynaturegraduallyovercamethetemporarysenseoflightnessIhadexperienced。Thesummerturnedtoautumn,andIgrewrestless。Itbegantorain。Thedampnesspervadedthegardens,andtheouterhallssmelledmusty,liketombs;thegrayskyoppressedmeintolerably。Ilefttheplaceasitwasandwentabroad,determinedtotryanythingwhichmightpossiblymakeasecondbreakinthemonotonousmelancholyfromwhichIsuffered。
II
Mostpeoplewouldbestruckbytheutterinsignificanceofthesmalleventswhich,afterthedeathofmyparents,influencedmylifeandmademeunhappy。ThegrewsomeforebodingsofaWelshnurse,whichchancedtoberealizedbyanoddcoincidenceofevents,shouldnotseemenoughtochangethenatureofachildandtodirectthebentofhischaracterinafteryears。Thelittledisappointmentsofschoolboylife,andthesomewhatlesschildishonesofanuneventfulandundistinguishedacademiccareer,shouldnothavesufficedtoturnmeoutatone-and-twentyyearsofageamelancholic,listlessidler。Someweaknessofmyowncharactermayhavecontributedtotheresult,butinagreaterdegreeitwasduetomyhavingareputationforbadluck。However,Iwillnottrytoanalyzethecausesofmystate,forIshouldsatisfynobody,leastofallmyself。StilllesswillIattempttoexplainwhyIfeltatemporaryrevivalofmyspiritsaftermyadventureinthegarden。
ItiscertainthatIwasinlovewiththefaceIhadseen,andthatIlongedtoseeitagain;thatIgaveupallhopeofasecondvisitation,grewmoresadthanever,packedupmytraps,andfinallywentabroad。ButinmydreamsIwentbacktomyhome,anditalwaysappearedtomesunnyandbright,asithadlookedonthatsummer”smorningafterIhadseenthewomanbythefountain。
IwenttoParis。Iwentfarther,andwanderedaboutGermany。I
triedtoamusemyself,andIfailedmiserably。Withtheaimlesswhimsofanidleanduselessmancomeallsortsofsuggestionsforgoodresolutions。OnedayImadeupmymindthatIwouldgoandburymyselfinaGermanuniversityforatime,andlivesimplylikeapoorstudent。IstartedwiththeintentionofgoingtoLeipzig,determinedtostaythereuntilsomeeventshoulddirectmylifeorchangemyhumor,ormakeanendofmealtogether。TheexpresstrainstoppedatsomestationofwhichIdidnotknowthename。Itwasduskonawinter”safternoon,andIpeeredthroughthethickglassfrommyseat。Suddenlyanothertraincameglidinginfromtheoppositedirection,andstoppedalongsideofours。Ilookedatthecarriagewhichchancedtobeabreastofmine,andidlyreadtheblackletterspaintedonawhiteboardswingingfromthebrasshandrail:BERLIN——COLOGNE——PARIS。ThenIlookedupatthewindowabove。Istartedviolently,andthecoldperspirationbrokeoutuponmyforehead。Inthedimlight,notsixfeetfromwhereIsat,Isawthefaceofawoman,thefaceIloved,thestraight,finefeatures,thestrangeeyes,thewonderfulmouth,thepaleskin。
Herhead-dresswasadarkveilwhichseemedtobetiedaboutherheadandpassedovertheshouldersunderherchin。AsIthrewdownthewindowandkneltonthecushionedseat,leaningfarouttogetabetterview,alongwhistlescreamedthroughthestation,followedbyaquickseriesofdull,clankingsounds;thentherewasaslightjerk,andmytrainmovedon。Luckilythewindowwasnarrow,beingtheoneovertheseat,besidethedoor,orIbelieveIwouldhavejumpedoutofitthenandthere。Inaninstantthespeedincreased,andIwasbeingcarriedswiftlyawayintheoppositedirectionfromthethingIloved。
ForaquarterofanhourIlaybackinmyplace,stunnedbythesuddennessoftheapparition。Atlastoneofthetwootherpassengers,alargeandgorgeouscaptainoftheWhiteKonigsbergCuirassiers,civillybutfirmlysuggestedthatImightshutmywindow,astheeveningwascold。Ididso,withanapology,andrelapsedintosilence。Thetrainranswiftlyonforalongtime,anditwasalreadybeginningtoslackenspeedbeforeenteringanotherstation,whenIrousedmyselfandmadeasuddenresolution。
Asthecarriagestoppedbeforethebrilliantlylightedplatform,I
seizedmybelongings,salutedmyfellow-passengers,andgotout,determinedtotakethefirstexpressbacktoParis。
Thistimethecircumstancesofthevisionhadbeensonaturalthatitdidnotstrikemethattherewasanythingunrealabouttheface,oraboutthewomantowhomitbelonged。Ididnottrytoexplaintomyselfhowtheface,andthewoman,couldbetravelingbyafasttrainfromBerlintoParisonawinter”safternoon,whenbothwereinmymindindeliblyassociatedwiththemoonlightandthefountainsinmyownEnglishhome。IcertainlywouldnothaveadmittedthatIhadbeenmistakeninthedusk,attributingtowhatIhadseenaresemblancetomyformervisionwhichdidnotreallyexist。Therewasnottheslightestdoubtinmymind,andIwaspositivelysurethatIhadagainseenthefaceIloved。Ididnothesitate,andinafewhoursIwasonmywaybacktoParis。I
couldnothelpreflectingonmyillluck。WanderingasIhadbeenformanymonths,itmightaseasilyhavechancedthatIshouldbetravelinginthesametrainwiththatwoman,insteadofgoingtheotherway。Butmyluckwasdestinedtoturnforatime。
IsearchedParisforseveraldays。Idinedattheprincipalhotels;Iwenttothetheaters;IrodeintheBoisdeBoulogneinthemorning,andpickedupanacquaintance,whomIforcedtodrivewithmeintheafternoon。IwenttomassattheMadeleine,andI
attendedtheservicesattheEnglishChurch。IhungabouttheLouvreandNotreDame。IwenttoVersailles。IspenthoursinparadingtheRuedeRivoli,intheneighborhoodofMeurice”scorner,whereforeignerspassandrepassfrommorningtillnight。
AtlastIreceivedaninvitationtoareceptionattheEnglishEmbassy。Iwent,andIfoundwhatIhadsoughtsolong。
Thereshewas,sittingbyanoldladyingraysatinanddiamonds,whohadawrinkledbutkindlyfaceandkeengrayeyesthatseemedtotakeineverythingtheysaw,withverylittleinclinationtogivemuchinreturn。ButIdidnotnoticethechaperon。Isawonlythefacethathadhauntedmeformonths,andintheexcitementofthemomentIwalkedquicklytowardthepair,forgettingsuchatrifleasthenecessityforanintroduction。
ShewasfarmorebeautifulthanIhadthought,butIneverdoubtedthatitwassheherselfandnoother。Visionornovisionbefore,thiswasthereality,andIknewit。Twiceherhairhadbeencovered,nowatlastIsawit,andtheaddedbeautyofitsmagnificenceglorifiedthewholewoman。Itwasrichhair,fineandabundant,golden,withdeepruddytintsinitlikeredbronzespunfine。Therewasnoornamentinit,notarose,notathreadofgold,andIfeltthatitneedednothingtoenhanceitssplendor;
nothingbutherpaleface,herdarkstrangeeyes,andherheavyeyebrows。Icouldseethatshewasslendertoo,butstrongwithal,asshesattherequietlygazingatthemovingsceneinthemidstofthebrilliantlightsandthehumofperpetualconversation。
Irecollectedthedetailofintroductionintime,andturnedasidetolookformyhost。Ifoundhimatlast。Ibeggedhimtopresentmetothetwoladies,pointingthemouttohimatthesametime。
“Yes——uh——byallmeans——uh,“repliedhisExcellencywithapleasantsmile。Heevidentlyhadnoideaofmyname,whichwasnottobewonderedat。
“IamLordCairngorm,“Iobserved。
“Oh——byallmeans,“answeredtheAmbassadorwiththesamehospitablesmile。“Yes——uh——thefactis,Imusttryandfindoutwhotheyare;suchlotsofpeople,youknow。”
“Oh,ifyouwillpresentme,Iwilltryandfindoutforyou,“saidI,laughing。
“Ah,yes——sokindofyou——comealong,“saidmyhost。Wethreadedthecrowd,andinafewminuteswestoodbeforethetwoladies。
“”LowmintrduceL”dCairngorm,“hesaid;then,addingquicklytome,“Comeanddineto-morrow,won”tyou?“heglidedawaywithhispleasantsmileanddisappearedinthecrowd。
Isatdownbesidethebeautifulgirl,consciousthattheeyesoftheduennawereuponme。
“Ithinkwehavebeenverynearmeetingbefore,“Iremarked,bywayofopeningtheconversation。
Mycompanionturnedhereyesfulluponmewithanairofinquiry。
Sheevidentlydidnotrecallmyface,ifshehadeverseenme。
“Really——Icannotremember,“sheobserved,inalowandmusicalvoice。“When?“
“Inthefirstplace,youcamedownfromBerlinbytheexpresstendaysago。Iwasgoingtheotherway,andourcarriagesstoppedoppositeeachother。Isawyouatthewindow。”
“Yes——wecamethatway,butIdonotremember”Shehesitated。
“Secondly,“Icontinued,“Iwassittingaloneinmygardenlastsummer——neartheendofJuly——doyouremember?Youmusthavewanderedintherethroughthepark;youcameuptothehouseandlookedatme”
“Wasthatyou?“sheasked,inevidentsurprise。Thenshebrokeintoalaugh。“ItoldeverybodyIhadseenaghost;therehadneverbeenanyCairngormsintheplacesincethememoryofman。Weleftthenextday,andneverheardthatyouhadcomethere;indeed,Ididnotknowthecastlebelongedtoyou。”
“Wherewereyoustaying?“Iasked。
“Where?Why,withmyaunt,whereIalwaysstay。Sheisyourneighbor,sinceitISyou。”
“I——begyourpardon——butthen——isyourauntLadyBluebell?Ididnotquitecatch”
“Don”tbeafraid。Sheisamazinglydeaf。Yes。Sheistherelictofmybeloveduncle,thesixteenthorseventeenthBaronBluebell——I
forgetexactlyhowmanyofthemtherehavebeen。AndI——doyouknowwhoIam?“Shelaughed,wellknowingthatIdidnot。
“No,“Iansweredfrankly。“Ihavenottheleastidea。IaskedtobeintroducedbecauseIrecognizedyou。Perhaps——perhapsyouareaMissBluebell?“
“Consideringthatyouareaneighbor,IwilltellyouwhoIam,“
sheanswered。“No;IamofthetribeofBluebells,butmynameisLammas,andIhavebeengiventounderstandthatIwaschristenedMargaret。Beingafloralfamily,theycallmeDaisy。AdreadfulAmericanmanoncetoldmethatmyauntwasaBluebellandthatI
wasaHarebell——withtwol”sandane——becausemyhairissothick。
Iwarnyou,sothatyoumayavoidmakingsuchabadpun。”
“DoIlooklikeamanwhomakespuns?“Iasked,beingveryconsciousofmymelancholyfaceandsadlooks。
MissLammaseyedmecritically。
“No;youhaveamournfultemperament。IthinkIcantrustyou,“
sheanswered。“DoyouthinkyoucouldcommunicatetomyauntthefactthatyouareaCairngormandaneighbor?Iamsureshewouldliketoknow。”
Ileanedtowardtheoldlady,inflatingmylungsforayell。ButMissLammasstoppedme。
“Thatisnotoftheslightestuse,“sheremarked。“Youcanwriteitonabitofpaper。Sheisutterlydeaf。”
“Ihaveapencil,“Ianswered;“butIhavenopaper。Wouldmycuffdo,doyouthink?“
“Oh,yes!“repliedMissLammas,withalacrity;“menoftendothat。”
Iwroteonmycuff:“MissLammaswishesmetoexplainthatIamyourneighbor,Cairngorm。”ThenIheldoutmyarmbeforetheoldlady”snose。Sheseemedperfectlyaccustomedtotheproceeding,putupherglasses,readthewords,smiled,nodded,andaddressedmeintheunearthlyvoicepeculiartopeoplewhohearnothing。
“Iknewyourgrandfatherverywell,“shesaid。Thenshesmiledandnoddedtomeagain,andtoherniece,andrelapsedintosilence。
“Itisallright,“remarkedMissLammas。“AuntBluebellknowssheisdeaf,anddoesnotsaymuch,liketheparrot。Yousee,sheknewyourgrandfather。Howoddthatweshouldbeneighbors!Whyhavewenevermetbefore?“
“Ifyouhadtoldmeyouknewmygrandfatherwhenyouappearedinthegarden,Ishouldnothavebeenintheleastsurprised,“I
answeredratherirrelevantly。“Ireallythoughtyouweretheghostoftheoldfountain。Howintheworlddidyoucomethereatthathour?“
“Wewerealargepartyandwewentoutforawalk。Thenwethoughtweshouldliketoseewhatyourparkwaslikeinthemoonlight,andsowetrespassed。Igotseparatedfromtherest,andcameuponyoubyaccident,justasIwasadmiringtheextremelyghostlylookofyourhouse,andwonderingwhetheranybodywouldevercomeandlivethereagain。ItlookslikethecastleofMacbeth,orascenefromtheopera。Doyouknowanybodyhere?“
“Hardlyasoul!Doyou?“
“No。AuntBluebellsaiditwasourdutytocome。Itiseasyforhertogoout;shedoesnotbeartheburdenoftheconversation。”
“Iamsorryyoufinditaburden,“saidI。“ShallIgoaway?“
MissLammaslookedatmewithasuddengravityinherbeautifuleyes,andtherewasasortofhesitationaboutthelinesofherfull,softmouth。
“No,“shesaidatlast,quitesimply,“don”tgoaway。Wemaylikeeachother,ifyoustayalittlelonger——andweoughtto,becauseweareneighborsinthecountry。”
IsupposeIoughttohavethoughtMissLammasaveryoddgirl。
Thereis,indeed,asortoffreemasonrybetweenpeoplewhodiscoverthattheyliveneareachotherandthattheyoughttohaveknowneachotherbefore。Buttherewasasortofunexpectedfranknessandsimplicityinthegirl”samusingmannerwhichwouldhavestruckanyoneelseasbeingsingular,tosaytheleastofit。Tome,however,itallseemednaturalenough。IhaddreamedofherfacetoolongnottobeutterlyhappywhenImetheratlastandcouldtalktoherasmuchasIpleased。Tome,themanofillluckineverything,thewholemeetingseemedtoogoodtobetrue。IfeltagainthatstrangesensationoflightnesswhichIhadexperiencedafterIhadseenherfaceinthegarden。Thegreatroomsseemedbrighter,lifeseemedworthliving;mysluggish,melancholybloodranfaster,andfilledmewithanewsenseofstrength。IsaidtomyselfthatwithoutthiswomanIwasbutanimperfectbeing,butthatwithherIcouldaccomplisheverythingtowhichIshouldsetmyhand。LikethegreatDoctor,whenhethoughthehadcheatedMephistophelesatlast,Icouldhavecriedaloudtothefleetingmoment,Verweiledoch,dubistsoschon!
“Areyoualwaysgay?“Iasked,suddenly。“Howhappyyoumustbe!“
“ThedayswouldsometimesseemverylongifIweregloomy,“sheanswered,thoughtfully。“Yes,IthinkIfindlifeverypleasant,andItellitso。”
“Howcanyou”telllife”anything?“Iinquired。“IfIcouldcatchmylifeandtalktoit,Iwouldabuseitprodigiously,Iassureyou。”
“Idaresay。Youhaveamelancholytemper。Yououghttoliveout-
of-doors,digpotatoes,makehay,shoot,hunt,tumbleintoditches,andcomehomemuddyandhungryfordinner。Itwouldbemuchbetterforyouthanmopinginyourrooktowerandhatingeverything。”
“Itisratherlonelydownthere,“Imurmured,apologetically,feelingthatMissLammaswasquiteright。
“Thenmarry,andquarrelwithyourwife,“shelaughed。“Anythingisbetterthanbeingalone。”
“Iamaverypeaceableperson。Ineverquarrelwithanybody。Youcantryit。Youwillfinditquiteimpossible。”
“Willyouletmetry?“sheasked,stillsmiling。
“Byallmeans——especiallyifitistobeonlyapreliminarycanter,“Ianswered,rashly。
“Whatdoyoumean?“sheinquired,turningquicklyuponme。
“Oh——nothing。Youmighttrymypaceswithaviewtoquarrelinginthefuture。Icannotimaginehowyouaregoingtodoit。Youwillhavetoresorttoimmediateanddirectabuse。”
“No。Iwillonlysaythatifyoudonotlikeyourlife,itisyourownfault。Howcanamanofyouragetalkofbeingmelancholy,orofthehollownessofexistence?Areyouconsumptive?Areyousubjecttohereditaryinsanity?Areyoudeaf,likeAuntBluebell?
Areyoupoor,like——lotsofpeople?Haveyoubeencrossedinlove?
Haveyoulosttheworldforawoman,oranyparticularwomanforthesakeoftheworld?Areyoufeeble-minded,acripple,anoutcast?Areyou——repulsivelyugly?“Shelaughedagain。“Isthereanyreasonintheworldwhyyoushouldnotenjoyallyouhavegotinlife?“
“No。Thereisnoreasonwhatever,exceptthatIamdreadfullyunlucky,especiallyinsmallthings。”
“Thentrybigthings,justforachange,“suggestedMissLammas。
“Tryandgetmarried,forinstance,andseehowitturnsout。”
“Ifitturnedoutbadlyitwouldberatherserious。”
“Nothalfsoseriousasitistoabuseeverythingunreasonably。Ifabuseisyourparticulartalent,abusesomethingthatoughttobeabused。AbusetheConservatives——ortheLiberals——itdoesnotmatterwhich,sincetheyarealwaysabusingeachother。Makeyourselffeltbyotherpeople。Youwilllikeit,iftheydon”t。
Itwillmakeamanofyou。Fillyourmouthwithpebbles,andhowlatthesea,ifyoucannotdoanythingelse。ItdidDemosthenesnoendofgood,youknow。Youwillhavethesatisfactionofimitatingagreatman。”
“Really,MissLammas,Ithinkthelistofinnocentexercisesyoupropose”
“Verywell——ifyoudon”tcareforthatsortofthing,careforsomeothersortofthing。Careforsomething,orhatesomething。Don”tbeidle。Lifeisshort,andthoughartmaybelong,plentyofnoiseanswersnearlyaswell。”
“Idocareforsomething——Imean,somebody,“Isaid。
“Awoman?Thenmarryher。Don”thesitate。”
“Idonotknowwhethershewouldmarryme,“Ireplied。“Ihaveneveraskedher。”
“Thenaskheratonce,“answeredMissLammas。“IshalldiehappyifIfeelIhavepersuadedamelancholyfellowcreaturetorousehimselftoaction。Askher,byallmeans,andseewhatshesays。
Ifshedoesnotacceptyouatonce,shemaytakeyouthenexttime。
Meanwhile,youwillhaveenteredfortherace。Ifyoulose,therearethe”All-agedTrialStakes”andthe”ConsolationRace。”“
“Andplentyofsellingracesintothebargain。ShallItakeyouatyourword,MissLammas?“
“Ihopeyouwill,“sheanswered。
“Sinceyouyourselfadviseme,Iwill。MissLammas,willyoudomethehonortomarryme?“
Forthefirsttimeinmylifethebloodrushedtomyheadandmysightswam。IcannottellwhyIsaidit。Itwouldbeuselesstotrytoexplaintheextraordinaryfascinationthegirlexercisedoverme,orthestillmoreextraordinaryfeelingofintimacywithherwhichhadgrowninmeduringthathalfhour。Lonely,sad,unluckyasIhadbeenallmylife,Iwascertainlynottimid,norevenshy。Buttoproposetomarryawomanafterhalfanhour”sacquaintancewasapieceofmadnessofwhichIneverbelievedmyselfcapable,andofwhichIshouldneverbecapableagain,couldIbeplacedinthesamesituation。Itwasasthoughmywholebeinghadbeenchangedinamomentbymagic——bythewhitemagicofhernaturebroughtintocontactwithmine。Thebloodsankbacktomyheart,andamomentlaterIfoundmyselfstaringatherwithanxiouseyes。Tomyamazementshewasascalmasever,butherbeautifulmouthsmiled,andtherewasamischievouslightinherdark-browneyes。
“Fairlycaught,“sheanswered。“Foranindividualwhopretendstobelistlessandsadyouarenotlackinginhumor。Ihadreallynottheleastideawhatyouweregoingtosay。Wouldn”titbesingularlyawkwardforyouifIhadsaid”Yes”?Ineversawanybodybegintopracticesosharplywhatwaspreachedtohim——withsoverylittlelossoftime!“
“Youprobablynevermetamanwhohaddreamedofyouforsevenmonthsbeforebeingintroduced。”
“No,Ineverdid,“sheansweredgayly。“Itsmacksoftheromantic。
Perhapsyouarearomanticcharacter,afterall。IshouldthinkyouwereifIbelievedyou。Verywell;youhavetakenmyadvice,enteredforaStranger”sRaceandlostit。TrytheAll-agedTrialStakes。Youhaveanothercuff,andapencil。ProposetoAuntBluebell;shewoulddancewithastonishment,andshemightrecoverherhearing。”
III
ThatwashowIfirstaskedMargaretLammastobemywife,andI
willagreewithanyonewhosaysIbehavedveryfoolishly。ButI
havenotrepentedofit,andInevershall。IhavelongagounderstoodthatIwasoutofmymindthatevening,butIthinkmytemporaryinsanityonthatoccasionhashadtheeffectofmakingmeasanermaneversince。Hermannerturnedmyhead,foritwassodifferentfromwhatIhadexpected。Tohearthislovelycreature,who,inmyimagination,wasaheroineofromance,ifnotoftragedy,talkingfamiliarlyandlaughingreadilywasmorethanmyequanimitycouldbear,andIlostmyheadaswellasmyheart。ButwhenIwentbacktoEnglandinthespring,IwenttomakecertainarrangementsattheCastle——certainchangesandimprovementswhichwouldbeabsolutelynecessary。IhadwontheraceforwhichIhadenteredmyselfsorashly,andweweretobemarriedinJune。
WhetherthechangewasduetotheordersIhadleftwiththegardenerandtherestoftheservants,ortomyownstateofmind,Icannottell。Atallevents,theoldplacedidnotlookthesametomewhenIopenedmywindowonthemorningaftermyarrival。
Therewerethegraywallsbelowmeandthegrayturretsflankingthehugebuilding;therewerethefountains,themarblecauseways,thesmoothbasins,thetallboxhedges,thewaterliliesandtheswans,justasofold。Buttherewassomethingelsethere,too——
somethingintheair,inthewater,andinthegreennessthatIdidnotrecognize——alightovereverythingbywhicheverythingwastransfigured。Theclockinthetowerstruckseven,andthestrokesoftheancientbellsoundedlikeaweddingchime。Theairsangwiththethrillingtrebleofthesong-birds,withthesilverymusicoftheplashingwaterandthesofterharmonyoftheleavesstirredbythefreshmorningwind。Therewasasmellofnew-mownhayfromthedistantmeadows,andofbloomingrosesfromthebedsbelow,wafteduptogethertomywindow。Istoodinthepuresunshineanddranktheairandallthesoundsandtheodorsthatwereinit;andIlookeddownatmygardenandsaid:“ItisParadise,afterall。”
Ithinkthemenofoldwererightwhentheycalledheavenagarden,andEdenagardeninhabitedbyonemanandonewoman,theEarthlyParadise。
Iturnedaway,wonderingwhathadbecomeofthegloomymemoriesI
hadalwaysassociatedwithmyhome。Itriedtorecalltheimpressionofmynurse”shorribleprophecybeforethedeathofmyparents——animpressionwhichhithertohadbeenvividenough。I
triedtoremembermyoldself,mydejection,mylistlessness,mybadluck,mypettydisappointments。IendeavoredtoforcemyselftothinkasIusedtothink,ifonlytosatisfymyselfthatIhadnotlostmyindividuality。ButIsucceededinnoneoftheseefforts。Iwasadifferentman,achangedbeing,incapableofsorrow,ofillluck,orofsadness。Mylifehadbeenadream,notevil,butinfinitelygloomyandhopeless。Itwasnowareality,fullofhope,gladness,andallmannerofgood。Myhomehadbeenlikeatomb;to-dayitwasParadise。Myhearthadbeenasthoughithadnotexisted;to-dayitbeatwithstrengthandyouthandthecertaintyofrealizedhappiness。Ireveledinthebeautyoftheworld,andcalledlovelinessoutofthefuturetoenjoyitbeforetimeshouldbringittome,asatravelerintheplainslooksuptothemountains,andalreadytastesthecoolairthroughthedustoftheroad。
Here,Ithought,wewillliveandliveforyears。Therewewillsitbythefountaintowardeveningandinthedeepmoonlight。Downthosepathswewillwandertogether。Onthosebencheswewillrestandtalk。Amongthoseeasternhillswewillridethroughthesofttwilight,andintheoldhousewewilltelltalesonwinternights,whenthelogsburnhigh,andthehollyberriesarered,andtheoldclocktollsoutthedyingyear。Ontheseoldsteps,inthesedarkpassagesandstatelyrooms,therewillonedaybethesoundoflittlepatteringfeet,andlaughingchildvoiceswillringuptothevaultsoftheancienthall。Thosetinyfootstepsshallnotbeslowandsadasminewere,norshallthechildishwordsbespokeninanawedwhisper。NogloomyWelshwomanshallpeopletheduskycornerswithweirdhorrors,norutterhorridpropheciesofdeathandghastlythings。Allshallbeyoung,andfresh,andjoyful,andhappy,andwewillturntheoldluckagain,andforgetthattherewaseveranysadness。
SoIthought,asIlookedoutofmywindowthatmorningandformanymorningsafterthat,andeverydayitallseemedmorerealthaneverbefore,andmuchnearer。Buttheoldnurselookedatmeaskance,andmutteredoddsayingsabouttheWomanoftheWater。I
caredlittlewhatshesaid,forIwasfartoohappy。
Atlastthetimecamenearforthewedding。LadyBluebellandallthetribeofBluebells,asMargaretcalledthem,wereatBluebellGrange,forwehaddeterminedtobemarriedinthecountry,andtocomestraighttotheCastleafterwards。Wecaredlittlefortraveling,andnotatallforacrowdedceremonyatSt。George”sinHanoverSquare,withallthetiresomeformalitiesafterwards。I
usedtorideovertotheGrangeeveryday,andveryoftenMargaretwouldcomewithherauntandsomeofhercousinstotheCastle。I
wassuspiciousofmyowntaste,andwasonlytoogladtoletherhaveherwayaboutthealterationsandimprovementsinourhome。
WeweretobemarriedonthethirtiethofJuly,andontheeveningofthetwenty-eighthMargaretdroveoverwithsomeoftheBluebellparty。Inthelongsummertwilightweallwentoutintothegarden。Naturallyenough,MargaretandIwerelefttoourselves,andwewandereddownbythemarblebasins。
“Itisanoddcoincidence,“Isaid;“itwasonthisverynightlastyearthatIfirstsawyou。”
“ConsideringthatitisthemonthofJuly,“answeredMargaretwithalaugh,“andthatwehavebeenherealmosteveryday,Idon”tthinkthecoincidenceissoextraordinary,afterall。”
“No,dear,“saidI,“Isupposenot。Idon”tknowwhyitstruckme。
Weshallverylikelybehereayearfromtoday,andayearfromthat。Theoddthing,whenIthinkofit,isthatyoushouldbehereatall。Butmyluckhasturned。IoughtnottothinkanythingoddthathappensnowthatIhaveyou。Itisallsuretobegood。”
“AslightchangeinyourideassincethatremarkableperformanceofyoursinParis,“saidMargaret。“Doyouknow,IthoughtyouwerethemostextraordinarymanIhadevermet。”
“IthoughtyouwerethemostcharmingwomanIhadeverseen。I
naturallydidnotwanttoloseanytimeinfrivolities。Itookyouatyourword,Ifollowedyouradvice,Iaskedyoutomarryme,andthisisthedelightfulresult——what”sthematter?“
Margarethadstartedsuddenly,andherhandtightenedonmyarm。
Anoldwomanwascomingupthepath,andwasclosetousbeforewesawher,forthemoonhadrisen,andwasshiningfullinourfaces。
Thewomanturnedouttobemyoldnurse。
“It”sonlyJudith,dear——don”tbefrightened,“Isaid。ThenI
spoketotheWelshwoman:“Whatareyouabout,Judith?HaveyoubeenfeedingtheWomanoftheWater?“
“Aye——whentheclockstrikes,Willie——myLord,Imean,“mutteredtheoldcreature,drawingasidetoletuspass,andfixingherstrangeeyesonMargaret”sface。
“Whatdoesshemean?“askedMargaret,whenwehadgoneby。
“Nothing,darling。Theoldthingismildlycrazy,butsheisagoodsoul。”
Wewentoninsilenceforafewmoments,andcametotherusticbridgejustabovetheartificialgrottothroughwhichthewaterranoutintothepark,darkandswiftinitsnarrowchannel。Westopped,andleanedonthewoodenrail。Themoonwasnowbehindus,andshonefulluponthelongvistaofbasinsandonthehugewallsandtowersoftheCastleabove。
“Howproudyououghttobeofsuchagrandoldplace!“saidMargaret,softly。
“Itisyoursnow,darling,“Ianswered。“YouhaveasgoodarighttoloveitasI——butIonlyloveitbecauseyouaretoliveinit,dear。”
Herhandstoleoutandlayonmine,andwewerebothsilent。Justthentheclockbegantostrikefaroffinthetower。Icounted——
eight——nine——ten——eleven——Ilookedatmywatch——twelve——thirteen——I
laughed。Thebellwentonstriking。
“Theoldclockhasgonecrazy,likeJudith,“Iexclaimed。Stillitwenton,noteafternoteringingoutmonotonouslythroughthestillair。Weleanedovertherail,instinctivelylookinginthedirectionwhencethesoundcame。Onandonitwent。Icountednearlyahundred,outofsheercuriosity,forIunderstoodthatsomethinghadbrokenandthatthethingwasrunningitselfdown。