首页 >出版文学> The Notch on the Ax and On Being Found Out>第3章
  InrecognizedscienceIsawonlydespair。
  Andatthatthoughtalldreadofthismysteriousvisitorvanished——
  allanxietytoquestionmoreofhisattributesorhishistory。Hislifeitselfbecametomedearandprecious。Whatifitshouldfailmeinthestepsoftheprocess,whateverthatwas,bywhichthelifeofmyLilianmightbesaved!
  Theshadesofeveningwerenowclosingin。IrememberedthatIhadleftMargravewithoutevenfoodformanyhours。Istoleroundtothebackofthehouse,filledabasketwithelementsmoregenerousthanthoseoftheformerday。extractedfreshdrugsfrommystores,and,thusladen,hurriedbacktothehut。IfoundMargraveintheroombelow,seatedonhismysteriouscoffer,leaninghisfaceonhishand。WhenIentered,helookedup,andsaid:
  Youhaveneglectedme。Mystrengthiswaning。Givememoreofthecordial,forwehaveworkbeforeustonight,andIneedsupport。
  Hetookforgrantedmyassenttohiswildexperiment。andhewasright。
  Iadministeredthecordial。Iplacedfoodbeforehim,andthistimehedidnoteatwithrepugnance。Ipouredoutwine,andhedrankitsparingly,butwithreadycompliance,saying,Inperfecthealth,Ilookeduponwineaspoison。nowitislikeaforetasteofthegloriouselixir。
  Afterhehadthusrecruitedhimself,heseemedtoacquireanenergythatstartlinglycontrastedwithhislanguorthedaybefore。theeffortofbreathingwasscarcelyperceptible。thecolorcamebacktohischeeks。hisbendedframeroseelasticanderect。
  IfIunderstoodyourightly,saidI,theexperimentyouaskmetoaidcanbeaccomplishedinasinglenight?
  Inasinglenight——thisnight。
  Commandme。Whynotbeginatonce?Whatapparatusorchemicalagenciesdoyouneed?
  Ah!saidMargrave。Formerly,howIwasmisled!Formerly,howmyconjecturesblundered!Ithought,whenIaskedyoutogiveamonthtotheexperimentIwishtomake,thatIshouldneedthesubtlestskillofthechemist。Ithenbelieved,withVanHelmont,thattheprincipleoflifeisagas,andthatthesecretwasbutinthemodebywhichthegasmightberightlyadministered。Butnow,allthatIneediscontainedinthiscoffer,saveoneverysimplematerial——fuelsufficientforasteadyfireforsixhours。Iseeeventhatisathand,piledupinyourouthouse。Andnowforthesubstanceitself——tothatyoumustguideme。
  Explain。
  Nearthisveryspotistherenotgold——inminesyetundiscovered——
  andgoldofthepurestmetal?
  Thereis。Whatthen?Doyou,withthealchemists,blendinonediscovery,goldandlife?
  No。Butitisonlywherethechemistryofearthorofmanproducesgold,thatthesubstancefromwhichthegreatpabulumoflifeisextractedbyfermentcanbefound。Possibly,intheattemptsatthattransmutationofmetals,whichIthinkyourowngreatchemist,SirHumphryDavy,allowedmightbepossible,butheldnottobeworththecostoftheprocess——possibly,inthoseattempts,somescantygrainsofthissubstancewerefoundbythealchemists,inthecrucible,withgrainsofthemetalasniggardlyyieldedbypitifulmimicryofNature’sstupendouslaboratory。andfromsuchgrainsenoughoftheessencemight,perhaps,havebeendrawnforth,toaddafewyearsofexistencetosomefeeblegraybeard——granting,whatrestsonnoproofs,thatsomeofthealchemistsreachedanagerarelygiventoman。Butitisnotinthemiserlycrucible,itisinthematrixofNatureherself,thatwemustseekinprolificabundanceNature’sgrandprinciple——life。
  Astheloadstoneisrifewiththemagneticvirtue,asambercontainstheelectric,sointhissubstance,towhichweyetwantaname,isfoundthebrightlife-givingfluid。IntheoldgoldminesofAsiaandEuropethesubstanceexists,butcanrarelybemetwith。Thesoilforitsnutrimentmaytherebewellnighexhausted。
  Itishere,whereNatureherselfisallvitalwithyouth,thatthenutrimentofyouthmustbesought。Nearthisspotisgold。guidemetoit。
  Youcannotcomewithme。TheplacewhichIknowasauriferousissomemilesdistant,thewayrugged。Youcannotwalktoit。ItistrueIhavehorses,but——
  DoyouthinkIhavecomethisdistanceandnotforeseenandforestalledallthatIwantformyobject?TroubleyourselfnotwithconjectureshowIcanarriveattheplace。Ihaveprovidedthemeanstoarriveatandleaveit。Mylitteranditsbearersareinreachofmycall。Givemeyourarmtotherisingground,fiftyyardsfromyourdoor。
  Iobeyedmechanically,stiflingallsurprise。Ihadmademyresolve,andadmittednothoughtthatcouldshakeit。
  Whenwereachedthesummitofthegrassyhillock,whichslopedfromtheroadthatledtotheseaport,Margrave,afterpausingtorecoverbreath,lifteduphisvoice,inakey,notloud,butshrillandslowandprolonged,halfcryandhalfchant,likethenighthawk’s。Throughtheair——solimpidandstill,bringingnearfarobjects,farsounds——thevoicepierceditsway,artfullypausing,tillwaveafterwaveoftheatmosphereboreandtransmittediton。
  Inafewminutesthecallseemedre-echoed,soexactly,socheerily,thatforthemomentIthoughtthatthenotewasthemimicryoftheshymockinglyrebird,whichmimicssomerrilyallthatithearsinitscoverts,fromthewhirofthelocusttothehowlofthewilddog。
  Whatking,saidthemysticalcharmer,andashespokehecarelesslyrestedhishandonmyshoulder,sothatItrembledtofeelthatthisdreadsonofNature,Godlessandsoulless,whohadbeen——and,myheartwhispered,whostillcouldbe——mybaneandminddarkener,leaneduponmeforsupport,asthespoiledyounger-bornonhisbrother——whatking,saidthiscynicalmocker,withhisbeautifulboyishface——whatkinginyourcivilizedEuropehastheswayofachiefoftheEast?Whatlinkissostrongbetweenmortalandmortalasthatbetweenlordandslave?Itransportyoupoorfoolsfromthelandoftheirbirth。theypreserveheretheiroldhabits——obedienceandawe。Theywouldwaittilltheystarvedinthesolitude——waittohearkenandanswermycall。AndI,whothusrulethem,orcharmthem——Iuseanddespisethem。Theyknowthat,andyetserveme!Betweenyouandme,myphilosopher,thereisbutonethingworthlivingfor——lifeforoneself。
  Isitage,isityouth,thatthusshocksallmysense,inmysolemncompletenessofman?Perhaps,ingreatcapitals,youngmenofpleasurewillanswer,Itisyouth。andwethinkwhathesays!
  Youngfriends,Idonotbelieveyou。
  II
  AlongthegrasstrackIsawnow,underthemoon,justrisen,astrangeprocession——neverseenbeforeinAustralianpastures。Itmovedon,noiselesslybutquickly。Wedescendedthehillock,andmetitontheway。asablelitter,bornebyfourmen,inunfamiliarEasterngarments。twootherservitors,morebravelydressed,withyataghansandsilver-hiltedpistolsintheirbelts,precededthissomberequipage。PerhapsMargravedivinedthedisdainfulthoughtthatpassedthroughmymind,vaguelyandhalf-unconsciously。forhesaidwithahollow,bitterlaughthathadreplacedthelivelypealofhisoncemelodiousmirth:
  Alittleleisureandalittlegold,andyourrawcolonist,too,willhavethetastesofapasha。
  Imadenoanswer。Ihadceasedtocarewhoandwhatwasmytempter。Tomehiswholebeingwasresolvedintooneproblem:hadheasecretbywhichdeathcouldbeturnedfromLilian?
  Butnow,asthelitterhalted,fromthelong,darkshadowwhichitcastupontheturf,thefigureofawomanemergedandstoodbeforeus。Theoutlinesofhershapewerelostintheloosefoldsofablackmantle,andthefeaturesofherfacewerehiddenbyablackveil,exceptonlythedark-bright,solemneyes。Herstaturewaslofty,herbearingmajestic,whetherinmovementorrepose。
  Margraveaccostedherinsomelanguageunknowntome。Sherepliedinwhatseemedtomethesametongue。Thetonesofhervoiceweresweet,butinexpressiblymournful。Thewordsthattheyutteredappearedintendedtowarn,ordeprecate,ordissuade。buttheycalledtoMargrave’sbrowaloweringfrown,anddrewfromhislipsaburstofunmistakableanger。Thewomanrejoined,inthesamemelancholymusicofvoice。AndMargravethen,leaninghisarmuponhershoulder,ashehadleaneditonmine,drewherawayfromthegroupintoaneighboringcopseofthefloweringeucalypti——mystictrees,neverchangingthehuesoftheirpale-greenleaves,evershiftingthetintsoftheirash-gray,sheddingbark。ForsomemomentsIgazedonthetwohumanforms,dimlyseenbytheglintingmoonlightthroughthegapsinthefoliage。Thenturningawaymyeyes,Isaw,standingcloseatmyside,amanwhomIhadnotnoticedbefore。Hisfootstep,asitstoletome,hadfallenontheswardwithoutsound。Hisdress,thoughOriental,differedfromthatofhiscompanions,bothinshapeandcolor——fittingclosetothebreast,leavingthearmsbaretotheelbow,andofauniformghastlywhite,asarethecerementsofthegrave。HisvisagewasevendarkerthanthoseoftheSyriansorArabsbehindhim,andhisfeatureswerethoseofabirdofprey:thebeakoftheeagle,buttheeyeofthevulture。Hischeekswerehollow。thearms,crossedonhisbreast,werelongandfleshless。Yetinthatskeletonformtherewasasomethingwhichconveyedtheideaofaserpent’ssupplenessandstrength。andasthehungry,watchfuleyesmetmyownstartledgaze,Irecoiledimpulsivelywiththatinwardwarningofdangerwhichisconveyedtoman,astoinferioranimals,intheveryaspectofthecreaturesthatstingordevour。AtmymovementthemaninclinedhisheadinthesubmissiveEasternsalutation,andspokeinhisforeigntongue,softly,humbly,fawningly,tojudgebyhistoneandhisgesture。
  Imovedyetfartherawayfromhimwithloathing,andnowthehumanthoughtflasheduponme:wasI,intruth,exposedtonodangerintrustingmyselftothemercyoftheweirdandremorselessmasterofthosehirelingsfromtheEast——sevenmeninnumber,twoatleastofthemformidablyarmed,anddocileasbloodhoundstothehunter,whohasonlytoshowthemtheirprey?Butfearofmanlikemyselfisnotmyweakness。wherefearfounditswaytomyheart,itwasthroughthedoubtsorthefanciesinwhichmanlikemyselfdisappearedintheattributes,darkandunknown,whichwegivetoafiendoraspecter。And,perhaps,ifIcouldhavepausedtoanalyzemyownsensations,theverypresenceofthisescort——
  creaturesoffleshandblood——lessenedthedreadofmyincomprehensibletempter。Rather,ahundredtimes,frontanddefythosesevenEasternslaves——I,haughtysonoftheAnglo-Saxonwhoconquersallracesbecausehefearsnoodds——thanhaveseenagainonthewallsofmythresholdtheluminous,bodilessshadow!
  Besides:Lilian——Lilian!foronechanceofsavingherlife,howeverwildandchimericalthatchancemightbe,Iwouldhaveshrunknotafootfromthemarchofanarmy。
  Thusreassuredandthusresolved,Iadvanced,withasmileofdisdain,tomeetMargraveandhisveiledcompanion,astheynowcamefromthemoonlitcopse。
  Well,Isaidtohim,withanironythatunconsciouslymimickedhisown,haveyoutakenadvicewithyournurse?IassumethatthedarkformbyyoursideisthatofAyesha!*
  *Margrave’sformernurseandattendant。
  Thewomanlookedatmefromhersableveil,withhersteadfast,solemneyes,andsaid,inEnglish,thoughwithaforeignaccent:
  ThenurseborninAsiaisbutwisethroughherlove。thepalesonofEuropeiswisethroughhisart。Thenursesays,’Forbear!’Doyousay,’Adventure’?
  Peace!exclaimedMargrave,stampinghisfootontheground。I
  takenocounselfromeither。itisformetoresolve,foryoutoobey,andforhimtoaid。Nightiscome,andwewasteit。moveon。
  Thewomanmadenoreply,nordidI。Hetookmyarmandwalkedbacktothehut。Thebarbaricescortfollowed。Whenwereachedthedoorofthebuilding,Margravesaidafewwordstothewomanandtothelitterbearers。Theyenteredthehutwithus。Margravepointedouttothewomanhiscoffer,tothementhefuelstowedintheouthouse。Bothwereborneawayandplacedwithinthelitter。
  MeanwhileItookfromthetable,onwhichitwascarelesslythrown,thelighthatchetthatIhabituallycarriedwithmeinmyrambles。
  Doyouthinkthatyouneedthatidleweapon?saidMargrave。Doyoufearthegoodfaithofmyswarthyattendants?
  Nay,takethehatchetyourself。itsuseistoseverthegoldfromthequartzinwhichwemayfinditimbedded,ortoclear,asthisshovel,whichwillalsobeneeded,fromtheslightsoilaboveit,theorethatthemineinthemountainflingsforth,astheseacastsitswaifsonthesands。
  Givemeyourhand,fellowlaborer!saidMargrave,joyfully。Ah,thereisnofalteringterrorinthispulse!Iwasnotmistakenintheman。Whatrests,buttheplaceandthehour?——Ishalllive,I
  shalllive!
  III
  Margravenowenteredthelitter,andtheVeiledWomandrewtheblackcurtainsroundhim。Iwalkedon,astheguide,someyardsinadvance。Theairwasstill,heavy,andparchedwiththebreathoftheAustralasiansirocco。
  Wepassedthroughthemeadowlands,studdedwithslumberingflocks。
  wefollowedthebranchofthecreek,whichwaslinkedtoitssourceinthemountainsbymanyatricklingwaterfall。wethreadedthegloomofstunted,misshapentrees,gnarledwiththestringybarkwhichmakesoneofthesignsofthestratathatnourishgold。andatlengththemoon,nowinallherpompoflight,mid-heavenamonghersubjectstars,gleamedthroughthefissuresofthecave,onwhosefloorlaytherelicsofantediluvianraces,andrestedinonefloodofsilverysplendoruponthehollowsoftheextinctvolcano,withtuftsofdankherbage,andwidespacesofpalersward,coveringthegoldbelow——gold,thedumbsymboloforganizedMatter’sgreatmystery,storinginitself,accordingasMind,theinformerofMatter,candistinguishitsuses,evilandgood,baneandblessing。
  HithertotheVeiledWomanhadremainedintherear,withthewhite-
  robed,skeletonlikeimagethathadcrepttomysideunawareswithitsnoiselessstep。Thus,ineachwindingturnofthedifficultpathatwhichtheconvoyfollowingbehindmecameintosight,Ihadseen,first,thetwogaylydressed,armedmen,nexttheblack,bierlikelitter,andlasttheBlack-veiledWomanandtheWhite-
  robedSkeleton。
  Butnow,asIhaltedonthetableland,backedbythemountainandfrontingthevalley,thewomanlefthercompanion,passedbythelitterandthearmedmen,andpausedbymyside,atthemouthofthemoonlitcavern。
  Thereforamomentshestood,silent,theprocessionbelowmountingupwardlaboriouslyandslow。thensheturnedtome,andherveilwaswithdrawn。
  ThefaceonwhichIgazedwaswondrouslybeautiful,andseverelyawful。Therewasneitheryouthnorage,butbeauty,matureandmajesticasthatofamarbleDemeter。
  Doyoubelieveinthatwhichyouseek?sheaskedinherforeign,melodious,melancholyaccents。
  Ihavenobelief,wasmyanswer。Truesciencehasnone。Truesciencequestionsallthings,takesnothinguponcredit。Itknowsbutthreestatesofthemind——denial,conviction,andthatvastintervalbetweenthetwowhichisnotbeliefbutsuspenseofjudgment。
  Thewomanletfallherveil,movedfromme,andseatedherselfonacragabovethatcleftbetweenmountainandcreek,towhich,whenI
  hadfirstdiscoveredthegoldthatthelandnourished,therainfromthecloudshadgiventherushinglifeofthecataract。butwhichnow,inthedroughtandthehushoftheskies,wasbutadeadpileofstones。
  Thelitternowascendedtheheight:itsbearershalted。aleanhandtorethecurtainsaside,andMargravedescendedleaning,thistime,notontheBlack-veiledWoman,butontheWhite-robedSkeleton。
  There,ashestood,themoonshonefullonhiswastedform。onhisface,resolute,cheerful,andproud,despiteitshollowedoutlinesandsickliedhues。Heraisedhishead,spokeinthelanguageunknowntome,andthearmedmenandthelitterbearersgroupedroundhim,bendinglow,theireyesfixedontheground。TheVeiledWomanroseslowlyandcametohisside,motioningaway,withamutesign,theghastlyformonwhichheleaned,andpassingroundhimsilently,instead,herownsustainingarm。Margravespokeagainafewsentences,ofwhichIcouldnotevenguessthemeaning。Whenhehadconcluded,thearmedmenandthelitterbearerscamenearertohisfeet,kneltdown,andkissedhishand。Theythenrose,andtookfromthebierlikevehiclethecofferandthefuel。Thisdone,theyliftedagainthelitter,andagain,precededbythearmedmen,theprocessiondescendeddowntheslopinghillside,downintothevalleybelow。
  Margravenowwhispered,forsomemoments,intotheearofthehideouscreaturewhohadmadewayfortheVeiledWoman。Thegrimskeletonbowedhisheadsubmissively,andstrodenoiselesslyawaythroughthelonggrasses——theslenderstems,trampledunderhisstealthyfeet,reliftingthemselvesasafterapassingwind。Andthushe,too,sankoutofsightdownintothevalleybelow。Onthetablelandofthehillremainedonlywethree——Margrave,myself,andtheVeiledWoman。
  Shehadreseatedherselfapart,onthegraycragabovethedriedtorrent。Hestoodattheentranceofthecavern,roundthesidesofwhichclusteredparasitalplants,withflowersofallcolors,someamongthemopeningtheirpetalsandexhalingtheirfragranceonlyinthehoursofnight。sothat,ashisformfilledupthejawsofthedullarch,obscuringthemoonbeamthatstrovetopiercetheshadowsthatsleptwithin,itstoodnow——wanandblighted——asIhadseenitfirst,radiantandjoyous,literallyframedinblooms。
  IV
  So,saidMargrave,turningtome,underthesoilthatspreadsaroundusliesthegoldwhichtoyouandtomeisatthismomentofnovalue,exceptasaguidetoitstwin-born——theregeneratoroflife!
  Youhavenotyetdescribedtomethenatureofthesubstancewhichwearetoexplore,northeprocessbywhichthevirtuesyouimputetoitaretobeextracted。
  Letusfirstfindthegold,andinsteadofdescribingthelife-
  amber,soletmecallit,Iwillpointitouttoyourowneyes。Astotheprocess,yourshareinitissosimplethatyouwillaskmewhyIseekaidfromachemist。Thelife-amber,whenfound,hasbuttobesubjectedtoheatandfermentationforsixhours。itwillbeplacedinasmallcaldronwhichthatcoffercontains,overthefirewhichthatfuelwillfeed。Togiveeffecttotheprocess,certainalkaliesandotheringredientsarerequired。buttheseareprepared,andmineisthetasktocomminglethem。FromyourscienceaschemistIneedandasknaught。InyouIhavesoughtonlytheaidofaman。
  Ifthatbeso,why,indeed,seekmeatall?Whynotconfideinthoseswarthyattendants,whodoubtlessareslavestoyourorders?
  Confideinslaves,whenthefirsttaskenjoinedtothemwouldbetodiscover,andrefrainfrompurloininggold!Sevensuchunscrupulousknaves,orevenonesuch,andI,thusdefenselessandfeeble!Suchisnottheworkthatwisemastersconfidetofierceslaves。Butthatistheleastofthereasonswhichexcludethemfrommychoice,andfixmychoiceofassistantonyou。DoyouforgetwhatItoldyouofthedangerwhichtheDervishdeclarednobribeIcouldoffercouldtempthimasecondtimetobrave?
  Iremembernow。thosewordshadpassedawayfrommymind。
  Andbecausetheyhadpassedawayfromyourmind,Ichoseyouformycomrade。Ineedamanbywhomdangerisscorned。
  ButintheprocessofwhichyoutellmeIseenopossibledangerunlesstheingredientsyoumixinyourcaldronhavepoisonousfumes。
  Itisnotthat。TheingredientsIusearenotpoisons。
  Whatotherdanger,exceptyoudreadyourownEasternslaves?But,ifso,whyleadthemtothesesolitudes。and,ifso,whynotbidmebearmed?
  TheEasternslaves,fulfillingmycommands,waitformysummons,wheretheireyescannotseewhatwedo。ThedangerisofakindinwhichtheboldestsonoftheEastwouldbemorecraven,perhaps,thatthedaintiestSybariteofEurope,whowouldshrinkfromapantherandlaughataghost。InthecreedoftheDervish,andofallwhoadventureintothatrealmofNaturewhichisclosedtophilosophyandopentomagic,thereareracesinthemagnitudeofspaceunseenasanimalculesintheworldofadrop。Forthetribesofthedropsciencehasitsmicroscope。OfthehostofyonazureInfinitemagicgainssight,andthroughthemgainscommandoverfluidconductorsthatlinkallthepartsofcreation。Oftheseraces,somearewhollyindifferenttoman,somebenigntohim,andsomedeadlyhostile。Inalltheregularandprescribedconditionsofmortalbeing,thismagicrealmseemsasblankandtenantlessasyonvacantair。Butwhenaseekerofpowersbeyondtherudefunctionsbywhichmanpliestheclockworkthatmeasureshishours,andstopswhenitschainreachestheendofitscoil,strivestopassoverthoseboundariesatwhichphilosophysays,’Knowledgeends’——then,heislikeallothertravelersinregionsunknown。hemustpropitiateorbravethetribesthatarehostile——mustdependforhislifeonthetribesthatarefriendly。Thoughyoursciencediscreditsthealchemist’sdogmas,yourlearninginformsyouthatallalchemistswerenotignorantimpostors。yetthosewhosediscoveriesprovethemtohavebeenthenearestalliestoyourpracticalknowledge,everhintintheirmysticalworksattherealityofthatrealmwhichisopentomagic——everhintthatsomemeanslessfamiliarthanfurnaceandbellowsareessentialtohimwhoexplorestheelixiroflife。Hewhooncequaffsthatelixir,obtainsinhisveryveinsthebrightfluidbywhichhetransmitstheforceofhiswilltoagenciesdormantinNature,togiantsunseeninthespace。Andhere,ashepassestheboundarywhichdivideshisallottedandnormalmortalityfromtheregionsandracesthatmagicalonecanexplore,so,here,hebreaksdownthesafeguardbetweenhimselfandthetribesthatarehostile。Isitnoteverthusbetweenmanandman?Letaracethemostgentleandtimidandcivilizeddwellononesideariverormountain,andanotherhavehomeintheregionbeyond,each,ifitpassnottheinterveningbarrier,maywitheachliveinpeace。Butifambitiousadventurersscalethemountain,orcrosstheriver,withdesigntosubdueandenslavethepopulationtheyboldlyinvade,thenalltheinvadedariseinwrathanddefiance——theneighborsarechangedintofoes。Andthereforethisprocess——bywhichasimplethoughrarematerialofNatureismadetoyieldtoamortaltheboonofalifewhichbrings,withitsgloriousresistancetoTime,desiresandfacultiestosubjecttoitsservicebeingsthatdwellintheearthandtheairandthedeep——haseverbeenoneofthesameperilwhichaninvadermustbravewhenhecrossestheboundsofhisnation。Bythiskeyaloneyouunlockallthecellsofthealchemist’slore。bythisaloneunderstandhowalabor,whichachemist’scrudestapprenticecouldperform,hasbaffledthegiantfathersofallyourdwarfedchildrenofscience。Nature,thatstoresthispricelessboon,seemstoshrinkfromconcedingittoman——theinvisibletribesthatabhorhimopposethemselvestothegainthatmightgivethemamaster。Thedullerofthosewhowerethelife-seekersofoldwouldhavetoldyouhowsomechance,trivial,unlooked-for,foiledtheirgrandhopeattheverypointoffruition。somedoltishmistake,someimprovidentoversight,adefectinthesulphur,awildoverflowinthequicksilver,oraflawinthebellows,orapupilwhofailedtoreplenishthefuel,byfallingasleepbythefurnace。Theinvisiblefoesseldomvouchsafetomakethemselvesvisiblewheretheycanfrustratethebunglerastheymockathistoilsfromtheirambush。Butthemightieradventurers,equallyfoiledindespiteoftheirpatienceandskill,wouldhavesaid,’Notwithusreststhefault。weneglectednocaution,wefailedfromnooversight。Butoutfromthecaldrondreadfacesarose,andthespectersordemonsdismayedandbaffledus。’Such,then,isthedangerwhichseemssoappallingtoasonoftheEast,asitseemedtoaseerinthedarkageofEurope。Butwecanderideallitsthreats,youandI。Formyself,IownfranklyItakeallthesafetythatthecharmsandresourcesofmagicbestow。You,foryoursafety,havetheculturedanddisciplinedreasonwhichreducesallfantasiestonervousimpressions。andIrelyonthecourageofonewhohasquestioned,unquailing,theLuminousShadow,andwrestedfromthehandofthemagicianhimselfthewandwhichconcenteredthewondersofwill!
  TothisstrangeandlongdiscourseIlistenedwithoutinterruption,andnowquietlyanswered:
  Idonotmeritthetrustyouaffectinmycourage。butIamnowonmyguardagainstthecheatsofthefancy,andthefumesofavaporcanscarcelybewilderthebrainintheopenairofthismountainland。Ibelieveinnoraceslikethosewhichyoutellmelieviewlessinspace,asdogases。Ibelievenotinmagic。Iasknotitsaids,andIdreadnotitsterrors。Fortherest,Iamconfidentofonemournfulcourage——thecouragethatcomesfromdespair。Isubmittoyourguidance,whateveritbe,asasuffererwhomcollegesdoomtothegravesubmitstothequackwhosays,’Takemyspecificandlive!’Mylifeisnaughtinitself。mylifelivesinanother。YouandIarebothbravefromdespair。youwouldturndeathfromyourself——IwouldturndeathfromoneIlovemorethanmyself。Bothknowhowlittleaidwecanwinfromthecolleges,andboth,therefore,turntothepromisesmostaudaciouslycheering。Dervishormagician,alchemistorphantom,whatcareyouandI?Andiftheyfailus,whatthen?Theycannotfailusmorethanthecollegesdo!
  V
  Thegoldhasbeengainedwithaneasylabor。Iknewwheretoseekforit,whetherundertheturforinthebedofthecreek。ButMargrave’seyes,hungrilygazingroundeveryspotfromwhichtheorewasdisburied,couldnotdetectthesubstanceofwhichhealoneknewtheoutwardappearance。Ihadbeguntobelievethat,eveninthedescriptiongiventohimofthismaterial,hehadbeencredulouslyduped,andthatnosuchmaterialexisted,when,comingbackfromthebedofthewatercourse,Isawafaint,yellowgleamamidsttherootsofagiantparasiteplant,theleavesandblossomsofwhichclimbedupthesidesofthecavewithitsantediluvianrelics。Thegleamwasthegleamofgold,andonremovingthelooseearthroundtherootsoftheplant,wecameon——No,Iwillnot,I
  darenot,describeit。Thegolddiggerwouldcastitaside。thenaturalistwouldpausenottoheedit。anddidIdescribeit,andchemistrydeigntosubjectittoanalysis,couldchemistryalonedetachordiscoveritsboastedvirtues?
  Itsparticles,indeed,areveryminute,notseemingreadilytocrystallizewitheachother。eachinitselfofuniformshapeandsize,sphericalastheeggwhichcontainsthegermoflife,andsmallastheeggfromwhichthelifeofaninsectmayquicken。
  ButMargrave’skeeneyecaughtsightoftheatomsupcastbythelightofthemoon。Heexclaimedtome,Found!Ishalllive!
  Andthen,ashegatheredupthegrainswithtremuloushands,hecalledouttotheVeiledWoman,hithertostillseatedmotionlessonthecrag。Athiswordsheroseandwenttotheplacehardby,wherethefuelwaspiled,busyingherselfthere。Ihadnoleisuretoheedher。Icontinuedmysearchinthesoftandyieldingsoilthattimeandthedecayofvegetablelifehadaccumulatedoverthepre-Adamitestrataonwhichthearchofthecaveresteditsmightykeystone。
  Whenwehadcollectedoftheseparticlesaboutthriceasmuchasamanmightholdinhishand,weseemedtohaveexhaustedtheirbed。
  Wecontinuedstilltofindgold,butnomoreofthedelicatesubstancetowhich,inoursight,goldwasasdross。
  Enough,thensaidMargrave,reluctantlydesisting。WhatwehavegainedalreadywillsufficeforalifethriceaslongaslegendattributestoHaroun。Ishalllive——Ishalllivethroughthecenturies。
  ForgetnotthatIclaimmyshare。
  Yourshare——yours!True——yourhalfofmylife!Itistrue。Hepausedwithalow,ironical,malignantlaugh,andthenadded,asheroseandturnedaway,Buttheworkisyettobedone。
  VI
  Whilewehadthuslaboredandfound,Ayeshahadplacedthefuelwherethemoonlightfellfullestontheswardofthetableland——apartofitalreadypiledasforafire,therestofitheapedconfusedlycloseathand。andbythepileshehadplacedthecoffer。And,thereshestood,herarmsfoldedunderhermantle,herdarkimageseemingdarkerstillasthemoonlightwhitenedallthegroundfromwhichtheimagerosemotionless。Margraveopenedhiscoffer,theVeiledWomandidnotaidhim,andIwatchedinsilence,whileheassilentlymadehisweirdandwizard-likepreparations。
  VII
  Onthegroundawidecirclewastracedbyasmallrod,tippedapparentlywithspongesaturatedwithsomecombustiblenaphtha-likefluid,sothatapale,lambentflamefollowedthecourseoftherodasMargraveguidedit,burninguptheherbageoverwhichitplayed,andleavingadistinctring,likethatwhich,inourlovelynativefabletalk,wecalltheFairy’sring,butyetmorevisiblebecausemarkedinphosphorescentlight。Ontheringthusformedwereplacedtwelvesmalllamps,fedwiththefluidfromthesamevessel,andlightedbythesamerod。Thelightemittedbythelampswasmorevividandbrilliantthanthatwhichcircledroundthering。
  Withinthecircumference,andimmediatelyroundthewoodpile,Margravetracedcertaingeometricalfigures,inwhich——notwithoutashudder,thatIovercameatoncebyastrongeffortofwillinmurmuringtomyselfthenameofLilian——Irecognizedtheinterlacedtriangleswhichmyownhand,inthespellenforcedonasleepwalker,haddescribedonthefloorofthewizard’spavilion。
  Thefiguresweretracedlikethecircle,inflame,andatthepointofeachtrianglefourinnumberwasplacedalamp,brilliantasthoseonthering。Thistaskperformed,thecaldron,basedonanirontripod,wasplacedonthewoodpile。Andthenthewoman,beforeinactiveandunheeding,slowlyadvanced,kneltbythepileandlightedit。Thedrywoodcrackledandtheflameburstforth,lickingtherimsofthecaldronwithtonguesoffire。
  Margraveflungintothecaldrontheparticleswehadcollected,pouredoverthemfirstaliquid,colorlessaswater,fromthelargestofthevesselsdrawnfromhiscoffer,andthen,moresparingly,dropsfromsmallcrystalphials,likethephialsIhadseeninthehandofPhilipDerval。
  Havingsurmountedmyfirstimpulseofawe,Iwatchedtheseproceedings,curiousyetdisdainful,asonewhowatchesthemummeriesofanenchanteronthestage。
  If,thoughtI,thesearebutartfuldevicestoinebriateandfoolmyownimagination,myimaginationisonitsguard,andreasonshallnot,thistime,sleepatherpost!
  Andnow,saidMargrave,Iconsigntoyoutheeasytaskbywhichyouaretomerityourshareoftheelixir。Itismytasktofeedandreplenishthecaldron。itisAyesha’stofeedthefire,whichmustnotforamomentrelaxinitsmeasuredandsteadyheat。Yourtaskisthelightestofall:itisbuttorenewfromthisvesselthefluidthatburnsinthelamps,andonthering。Observe,thecontentsofthevesselmustbethriftilyhusbanded。thereisenough,butnotmorethanenough,tosustainthelightinthelamps,onthelinestracedroundthecaldron,andonthefartherring,forsixhours。Thecompoundsdissolvedinthisfluidarescarce——onlyobtainableintheEast,andevenintheEastmonthsmighthavepassedbeforeIcouldhaveincreasedmysupply。Ihadnomonthstowaste。Replenish,then,thelightonlywhenitbeginstoflickerorfade。Takeheed,aboveall,thatnopartoftheouterring——no,notaninch——andnolampofthetwelve,thataretoitszodiaclikestars,fadeforonemomentindarkness。
  Itookthecrystalvesselfromhishand。
  Thevesselissmall,saidI,andwhatisyetleftofitscontentsisbutscanty。whetheritsdropssufficetoreplenishthelightsIcannotguess——Icanbutobeyyourinstructions。But,moreimportantbyfarthanthelighttothelampsandthecircle,whichinAsiaorAfricamightscareawaythewildbeastsunknowntothisland——moreimportantthanlighttoalampisthestrengthtoyourframe,weakmagician!Whatwillsupportyouthroughsixwearyhoursofnightwatch?
  Hope,answeredMargrave,witharayofhisolddazzlingstyle。
  Hope!Ishalllive——Ishalllivethroughthecenturies!
  VIII
  Onehourpassedaway。thefagotsunderthecaldronburnedclearinthesullen,sultryair。Thematerialswithinbegantoseethe,andtheircolor,atfirstdullandturbid,changedintoapale-rosehue。fromtimetotimetheVeiledWomanreplenishedthefire,aftershehaddonesoreseatingherselfclosebythepyre,withherheadbowedoverherknees,andherfacehidunderherveil。
  Thelightsinthelampsandalongtheringandthetrianglesnowbegantopale。Iresuppliedtheirnutrimentfromthecrystalvessel。Asyetnothingstrangestartledmyeyeormyearbeyondtherimofthecircle——nothingaudible,save,atadistance,themusicalwheel-likeclickofthelocusts,and,fartherstill,intheforest,thehowlofthewilddogsthatneverbark。nothingvisible,butthetreesandthemountainrangegirdingtheplainssilveredbythemoon,andthearchofthecavern,theflushofwildbloomsonitssides,andthegleamofdrybonesonitsfloor,wherethemoonlightshotintothegloom。
  Thesecondhourpassedlikethefirst。IhadtakenmystandbythesideofMargrave,watchingwithhimtheprocessatworkinthecaldron,whenIfeltthegroundslightlyvibratebeneathmyfeet,andlookingup,itseemedasifalltheplainsbeyondthecirclewereheavingliketheswellofthesea,andasifintheairitselftherewasaperceptibletremor。
  IplacedmyhandonMargrave’sshoulderandwhispered,Tomeearthandairseemtovibrate。Dotheyseemtovibratetoyou?
  Iknownot,Icarenot,heansweredimpetuously。Theessenceisburstingtheshellthatconfinedit。Herearemyairandmyearth!
  Troublemenot。Looktothecircle——feedthelampsiftheyfail!
  IpassedbytheVeiledWomanasIwalkedtowardaplaceintheringinwhichtheflamewaswaningdim。andIwhisperedtoherthesamequestionwhichIhadwhisperedtoMargrave。Shelookedslowlyaroundandanswered,SoisitbeforetheInvisiblemakethemselvesvisible!DidInotbidhimforbear?Herheadagaindroopedonherbreast,andherwatchwasagainfixedonthefire。
  Iadvancedtothecircleandstoopedtoreplenishthelightwhereitwaned。AsIdidso,onmyarm,whichstretchedsomewhatbeyondthelineofthering,Ifeltashocklikethatofelectricity。Thearmfelltomysidenumbedandnerveless,andfrommyhanddropped,butwithinthering,thevesselthatcontainedthefluid。
  Recoveringmysurpriseormystun,hastilywiththeotherhandI
  caughtupthevessel,butsomeofthescantyliquidwasalreadyspilledonthesward。andIsawwithathrillofdismay,thatcontrastedindeedthetranquilindifferencewithwhichIhadfirstundertakenmycharge,howsmallasupplywasnowleft。
  IwentbacktoMargrave,andtoldhimoftheshock,andofitsconsequenceinthewasteoftheliquid。
  Beware,saidhe,thatnotamotionofthearm,notaninchofthefoot,passthevergeofthering。andifthefluidbethusunhappilystinted,reserveallthatisleftfortheprotectingcircleandthetwelveouterlamps!SeehowtheGrandWorkadvances,howthehuesinthecaldronareglowingblood-redthroughthefilmonthesurface!
  Andnowfourhoursofthesixweregone。myarmhadgraduallyrecovereditsstrength。Neithertheringnorthelampshadagainrequiredreplenishing。perhapstheirlightwasexhaustedlessquickly,asitwasnolongertobeexposedtotheraysoftheintenseAustralianmoon。Cloudshadgatheredoverthesky,andthoughthemoongleamedattimesinthegapsthattheyleftinblueair,herbeamwasmorehazyanddulled。Thelocustsnolongerwereheardinthegrass,northehowlofthedogsintheforest。Outofthecircle,thestillnesswasprofound。
  AndaboutthistimeIsawdistinctlyinthedistanceavastEye。
  Itdrewnearerandnearer,seemingtomovefromthegroundattheheightofsomeloftygiant。Itsgazerivetedmine。mybloodcurdledintheblazefromitsangryball。andnowasitadvancedlargerandlarger,otherEyes,asifofgiantsinitstrain,grewoutfromthespaceinitsrear——numbersonnumbers,likethespearheadsofsomeEasternarmy,seenafarbypalewardersofbattlementsdoomedtothedust。Myvoicelongrefusedanutterancetomyawe。atlengthitburstforthshrillandloud:
  Look,look!ThoseterribleEyes!Legionsonlegions。Andhark!
  thattrampofnumberlessfeet。THEYarenotseen,butthehollowsofearthechothesoundoftheirmarch!
  Margrave,morethaneverintentonthecaldron,inwhich,fromtimetotime,hekeptdroppingpowdersoressencesdrawnforthfromhiscoffer,lookedup,defyingly,fiercely:
  Yecome,hesaidinalowmutter,hisoncemightyvoicesoundinghollowandlaboring,butfearlessandfirm——yecome——nottoconquer,vainrebels!——yewhosedarkchiefIstruckdownatmyfeetinthetombwheremyspellhadraiseduptheghostofyourfirsthumanmaster,theChaldee!Earthandairhavetheirarmiesstillfaithfultome,andstillIrememberthewarsongthatsummonsthemuptoconfrontyou!Ayesha,Ayesha!recallthewildtroththatwepledgedamongtheroses。recallthedreadbondbywhichweunitedourswayoverhoststhatyetowntheeasqueen,thoughmyscepterisbroken,mydiademreftfrommybrows!
  TheVeiledWomanroseatthisadjuration。Herveilnowwaswithdrawn,andtheblazeofthefirebetweenMargraveandherselfflushed,aswiththerosybloomofyouth,thegrandbeautyofhersoftenedface。Itwasseen,detached,asitwere,fromherdark-
  mantledform。seenthroughthemistofthevaporswhichrosefromthecaldron,framingitroundlikethecloudsthatareyieldinglypiercedbythelightoftheeveningstar。
  Throughthehazeofthevaporcamehervoice,moremusical,moreplaintivethanIhadhearditbefore,butfarsofter,moretender:
  stillinherforeigntongue。thewordsunknowntome,andyettheirsense,perhaps,madeintelligiblebythelove,whichhasonecommonlanguageandonecommonlooktoallwhohaveloved——theloveunmistakablyheardinthelovingtone,unmistakablyseeninthelovingface。
  Amomentorsomoreandshehadcomeroundfromtheoppositesideofthefirepile,andbendingoverMargrave’supturnedbrow,kisseditquietly,solemnly。andthenhercountenancegrewfierce,hercrestroseerect:itwasthelionessprotectingheryoung。Shestretchedforthherarmfromtheblackmantle,athwartthepalefrontthatnowagainbentoverthecaldron——stretchedittowardthehauntedandhollow-soundingspacebeyond,inthegestureofonewhoserighthandhastheswayofthescepter。Andthenhervoicestoleontheairinthemusicofachant,notloudyetfar-
  reaching。sothrilling,sosweetandyetsosolemnthatIcouldatoncecomprehendhowlegendunitedofoldthespellofenchantmentwiththepowerofsong。AllthatIrecalledoftheeffectswhich,intheformertime,Margrave’sstrangechantshadproducedontheearthattheyravishedandthethoughtstheyconfused,wasbutasthewildbird’simitativecarol,comparedtothedepthandtheartandthesoulofthesinger,whosevoiceseemedendowedwithacharmtointhrallallthetribesofcreation,thoughthelanguageitusedforthatcharmmighttothem,astome,beunknown。Asthesongceased,IheardfrombehindsoundslikethoseIhadheardinthespacesbeforeme——thetrampofinvisiblefeet,thewhirofinvisiblewings,asifarmiesweremarchingtoaidagainstarmiesinmarchtodestroy。
  Looknotinfrontnoraround,saidAyesha。Look,likehim,onthecaldronbelow。Thecircleandthelampsareyetbright。Iwilltellyouwhenthelightagainfails。
  Idroppedmyeyesonthecaldron。
  See,whisperedMargrave,thesparklesatlastbegintoarise,andtherosehuestodeepen——signsthatwenearthelastprocess。
  IX
  Thefifthhourhadpassedaway,whenAyeshasaidtome,Lo!thecircleisfading。thelampsgrowdim。Looknowwithoutfearonthespacebeyond。theeyesthatappalledtheeareagainlostinair,aslightningsthatfleetbackintocloud。
  Ilookedup,andthespectershadvanished。Theskywastingedwithsulphuroushues,theredandtheblackintermixed。I
  replenishedthelampsandtheringinfront,thriftily,heedfully。
  butwhenIcametothesixthlamp,notadropinthevesselthatfedthemwasleft。Inavaguedismay,Inowlookedroundthehalfofthewidecircleinrearofthetwobendedfiguresintentonthecaldron。Allalongthatdiskthelightwasalreadybroken,hereandthereflickeringup,hereandtheredyingdown。thesixlampsinthathalfofthecirclestilltwinkled,butfaintly,asstarsshrinkingfastfromthedawnofday。Butitwasnotthefadingshineinthathalfofthemagicalringwhichdauntedmyeyeandquickenedwithterrorthepulseofmyheart。theBush-landbeyondwasonfire。Fromthebackgroundoftheforestrosetheflameandthesmoke——thesmoke,there,stillhalfsmotheringtheflame。Butalongthewidthofthegrassesandherbage,betweenthevergeoftheforestandthebedofthewatercreekjustbelowtheraisedplatformfromwhichIbeheldthedreadconflagration,thefirewasadvancing——waveuponwave,clearandredagainstthecolumnsofrockbehind。astherushofafloodthroughthemistsofsomeAlpcrownedwithlightnings。
  RousedfrommystunatthefirstsightofadangernotforeseenbythemindIhadsteeledagainstfarrarerportentsofNature,I
  carednomoreforthelampsandthecircle。HurryinghacktoAyeshaIexclaimed:Thephantomshavegonefromthespacesinfront。butwhatincantationorspellcanarresttheredmarchofthefoespeedingonintherear!Whilewegazedonthecaldronoflife,behindus,unheeded,beholdtheDestroyer!
  Ayeshalookedandmadenoreply,but,asbyinvoluntaryinstinct,bowedhermajestichead,thenrearingiterect,placedherselfyetmoreimmediatelybeforethewastedformoftheyoungmagicianhestill,bendingoverthecaldron,andhearingmenotintheabsorptionandhopeofhiswatch——placedherselfbeforehim,asthebirdwhosefirstcareisherfledgling。
  Aswetwotherestood,frontingthedelugeoffire,weheardMargravebehindus,murmuringlow,Seethebubblesoflight,howtheysparkleanddance——Ishalllive,Ishalllive!Andhiswordsscarcelydiedinourearsbefore,crashuponcrash,camethefalloftheage-longtreesintheforest,andnearer,allnearus,throughtheblazinggrasses,thehissoftheserpents,thescreamofthebirds,andthebellowandtrampoftheherdsplungingwildthroughthebillowyredoftheirpastures。
  AyeshanowwoundherarmsaroundMargrave,andwrenchedhim,reluctantandstruggling,fromhiswatchovertheseethingcaldron。
  Inrebukeofhisangryexclamations,shepointedtothemarchofthefire,spokeinsorrowfultonesafewwordsinherownlanguage,andthen,appealingtomeinEnglish,said:
  Itellhimthat,here,theSpiritswhoopposeushavesummonedafoethatisdeaftomyvoice,and——
  And,exclaimedMargrave,nolongerwithgaspandeffort,butwiththeswellofavoicewhichdrownedallthediscordsofterrorandofagonysentforthfromthePhlegethonburningbelow——andthiswitch,whomItrusted,isavileslaveandimpostor,moredesiringmydeaththanmylife。ShethinksthatinlifeIshouldscornandforsakeher,thatindeathIshoulddieinherarms!Sorceress,avaunt!ArtthouuselessandpowerlessnowwhenIneedtheemost?
  Go!Lettheworldbeonefuneralpyre!WhattoMEistheworld?
  Myworldismylife!Thouknowestthatmylasthopeishere——thatallthestrengthleftmethisnightwilldiedown,likethelampsinthecircle,unlesstheelixirrestoreit。Boldfriend,spurnthatsorceressaway。Hoursyeterethoseflamescanassailus!A
  fewminutesmore,andlifetoyourLilianandme!
  Thushavingsaid,Margraveturnedfromus,andcastintothecaldronthelastessenceyetleftinhisemptycoffer。
  Ayeshasilentlydrewherblackveiloverherface,andturned,withthebeingsheloved,fromtheterrorhescorned,toshareinthehopethathecherished。
  Thusleftalone,withmyreasondisinthralled,disenchanted,I
  surveyedmorecalmlytheextentoftheactualperilwithwhichwewerethreatened,andtheperilseemedless,sosurveyed。
  ItistruealltheBush-landbehind,almostuptothebedofthecreek,wasonfire。butthegrasses,throughwhichtheflamespreadsorapidly,ceasedattheoppositemargeofthecreek。Waterypoolswerestill,atintervals,leftinthebedofthecreek,shiningtremulous,likewavesoffire,intheglarereflectedfromtheburningland。andevenwherethewaterfailed,thestonycourseoftheexhaustedrivuletwasabarrieragainstthemarchoftheconflagration。Thus,unlessthewind,nowstill,shouldrise,andwaftsomesparkstotheparchedcombustibleherbageimmediatelyaroundus,weweresavedfromthefire,andourworkmightyetbeachieved。
  IwhisperedtoAyeshatheconclusiontowhichIcame。
  Thinkestthou,sheansweredwithoutraisinghermournfulhead,thattheAgenciesofNaturearethemovementsofchance?TheSpiritsIinvokedtohisaidareleaguedwiththehoststhatassail。AmightierthanIamhasdoomedhim!
  ScarcelyhadsheutteredthesewordsbeforeMargraveexclaimed,BeholdhowtheRoseofthealchemist’sdreamenlargesitsbloomsfromthefoldsofitspetals!Ishalllive,Ishalllive!
  Ilooked,andtheliquidwhichglowedinthecaldronhadnowtakenasplendorthatmockedallcomparisonsborrowedfromthelusterofgems。Initsprevalentcolorithad,indeed,thedazzleandflashoftheruby。butoutfromthemassofthemoltenred,brokecoruscationsofallprismalhues,shooting,shifting,inaplaythatmadethewaveletsthemselvesseemlivingthings,sensibleoftheirjoy。Nolongerwastherescumorfilmuponthesurface。onlyeverandanonalight,rosyvaporfloatingup,andquicklostinthehaggard,heavy,sulphurousair,hotwiththeconflagrationrushingtowardusfrombehind。Andthesecoruscationsformed,onthesurfaceofthemoltenruby,literallytheshapeofarose,itsleavesmadedistinctintheiroutlinesbysparksofemeraldanddiamondandsapphire。
  Evenwhilegazingonthisanimatedliquidluster,abuoyantdelightseemedinfusedintomysenses。allterrorsconceivedbeforewereannulled。thephantoms,whosearmieshadfilledthewidespacesinfront,wereforgotten。thecrashoftheforestbehindwasunheard。
  Inthereflectionofthatglory,Margrave’swancheekseemedalreadyrestoredtotheradianceitworewhenIsawitfirstintheframeworkofblooms。
  AsIgazed,thusenchanted,acoldhandtouchedmyown。
  Hush!whisperedAyesha,fromtheblackveil,againstwhichtheraysofthecaldronfellblunt,andabsorbedintoDark。Behindus,thelightofthecircleisextinct。butthere,weareguardedfromallsavethebrutalandsoullessdestroyers。But,before!——
  but,before!——see,twoofthelampshavediedout!——seetheblankofthegapinthering!Guardthatbreach——therethedemonswillenter。
  Notadropisthereleftinthisvesselbywhichtoreplenishthelampsonthering。
  Advance,then。thouhaststillthelightofthesoul,andthedemonsmayrecoilbeforeasoulthatisdauntlessandguiltless。
  Ifnot,Threearelost!——asitis,Oneisdoomed。
  Thusadjured,silently,involuntarily,IpassedfromtheVeiledWoman’sside,overthesearlinesontheturfwhichhadbeentracedbythetrianglesoflightlongsinceextinguished,andtowardthevergeofthecircle。AsIadvanced,overheadrushedadarkcloudofwings——birdsdislodgedfromtheforestonfire,andscreaming,indissonantterror,astheyflewtowardthefarthermostmountains。
  closebymyfeethissedandglidedthesnakes,drivenforthfromtheirblazingcoverts,andglancingthroughthering,unscaredbyitswaninglamps。allundulatingbyme,bright-eyed,andhissing,allmadeinnocuousbyfear——eventheterribleDeath-adder,whichI
  trampledonasIhaltedatthevergeofthecircle,didnotturntobite,butcreptharmlessaway。Ihaltedatthegapbetweenthetwodeadlamps,andbowedmyheadtolookagainintothecrystalvessel。Werethere,indeed,nolingeringdropsyetleft,ifbuttorecruitthelampsforsomepricelessminutesmore?AsIthusstood,rightintothegapbetweenthetwodeadlampsstrodeagiganticFoot。Alltherestoftheformwasunseen。only,asvolumeaftervolumeofsmokepouredonfromtheburninglandbehind,itseemedasifonegreatcolumnofvapor,eddyinground,settleditselfaloftfromthecircle,andthatoutfromthatcolumnstrodethegiantFoot。And,asstrodetheFoot,sowithitcame,likethesoundofitstread,arollofmutteredthunder。
  Irecoiled,withacrythatrangloudthroughtheluridair。
  Courage!saidthevoiceofAyesha。Tremblingsoul,yieldnotaninchtothedemon!
  Atthecharm,thewonderfulcharm,inthetoneoftheVeiledWoman’svoice,mywillseemedtotakeaforcemoresublimethanitsown。Ifoldedmyarmsonmybreast,andstoodasifrootedtothespot,confrontingthecolumnofsmokeandthestrideofthegiantFoot。AndtheFoothalted,mute。
  Again,inthemomentaryhushofthatsuspense,Iheardavoice——itwasMargrave’s。
  Thelasthourexpires——theworkisaccomplished!Come!come!Aidmetotakethecaldronfromthefire。and,quick!——oradropmaybewastedinvapor——theElixirofLifefromthecaldron!
  AtthatcryIreceded,andtheFootadvanced。
  Andatthatmoment,suddenly,unawares,frombehind,Iwasstrickendown。Overme,asIlay,sweptawhirlwindoftramplinghoofsandglancinghorns。Theherds,intheirflightfromtheburningpastures,hadrushedoverthebedofthewatercourse,scaledtheslopesofthebanks。Snortingandbellowing,theyplungedtheirblindwaytothemountains。Onecryalone,morewildthantheirownsavageblare,piercedthereekthroughwhichtheBruteHurricaneswept。AtthatcryofwrathanddespairIstruggledtorise,againdashedtoearthbythehoofsandthehorns。Butwasitthedreamlikedeceitofmyreelingsenses,ordidIseethatgiantFootstridepastthroughtheclose-serriedranksofthemaddeningherds?DidIhear,distinctthroughallthehugeuproarofanimalterror,therolloflowthunderwhichfollowedthestrideofthatFoot?
  X
  Whenmysensehadrecovereditsshock,andmyeyeslookeddizzilyround,thechargeofthebeastshadsweptby。andofallthewildtribeswhichhadinvadedthemagicalcircle,theonlylingererwasthebrownDeath-adder,coiledclosebythespotwheremyheadhadrested。Besidetheextinguishedlampswhichthehoofshadconfusedlyscattered,thefire,arrestedbythewatercourse,hadconsumedthegrassesthatfedit,andtheretheplainsstretchedblackanddesertasthePhlegraeanFieldofthePoet’sHell。Butthefirestillragedintheforestbeyond——whiteflames,soaringupfromthetrunksofthetallesttrees,andforming,throughthesullendarkofthesmokereck,innumerablepillarsoffire,likethehallsinthecityoffiends。
  Gatheringmyselfup,Iturnedmyeyesfromtheterriblepompoftheluridforest,andlookedfearfullydownonthehoof-trampledswardformytwocompanions。
  IsawthedarkimageofAyeshastillseated,stillbending,asI
  hadseenitlast。Isawapalehandfeeblygraspingtherimofthemagicalcaldron,whichlay,hurleddownfromitstripodbytherushofthebeasts,yardsawayfromthedim,fadingembersofthescatteredwoodpyre。Isawthefaintwrithingsofafrail,wastedframe,overwhichtheVeiledWomanwasbending。Isaw,asImovedwithbruisedlimbstotheplace,closebythelipsofthedyingmagician,theflashoftherubylikeessencespilledonthesward,and,meteor-like,sparklingupfromthetorntuftsofherbage。
  InowreachedMargrave’sside。BendingoverhimastheVeiledWomanbent,andasIsoughtgentlytoraisehim,heturnedhisface,fiercelyfalteringout,Touchmenot,robmenot!YOUsharewithme!Never,never!Thesegloriousdropsareallmine!Dieallelse!Iwilllive,Iwilllive!Writhinghimselffrommypityingarms,heplungedhisfaceamidstthebeautiful,playfulflameoftheessence,asiftolaptheelixirwithlipsscorchedawayfromitsintolerableburning。Suddenly,withalowshriek,hefellback,hisfaceupturnedtomine,andonthatfaceunmistakablyreignedDeath。
  ThenAyeshatenderly,silently,drewtheyoungheadtoherlap,anditvanishedfrommysightbehindherblackveil。
  Ikneltbesideher,murmuringsometritewordsofcomfort。butsheheededmenot,rockingherselftoandfroasthemotherwhocradlesachildtosleep。Soonthefast-flickeringsparklesofthelostelixirdiedoutonthegrass。andwiththeirlastsportivediamond-
  liketrembleoflight,up,inallthesuddennessofAustralianday,rosethesun,liftinghimselfroyallyabovethemountaintops,andfrontingthemeanerblazeoftheforestasayoungkingfrontshisrebels。Andasthere,wherethebushfireshadravaged,allwasadesert,sothere,wheretheirfuryhadnotspread,allwasagarden。Afar,atthefootofthemountains,thefugitiveherdsweregrazing。thecranes,flockingbacktothepools,renewedthestrangegraceoftheirgambols。andthegreatkingfisher,whoselaugh,halfinmirth,halfinmockery,leadsthechoirthatwelcomethemorn——whichinEuropeisnight——alightedboldontheroofofthecavern,whosefloorswerestillwhitewiththebonesofraces,extinctbefore——sohelplessthroughinstincts,soroyalthroughSoul——roseMAN!
  Butthere,onthegroundwherethedazzlingelixirhadwasteditsvirtues——theretheherbagealreadyhadafreshnessofverdurewhich,amidthedullerswardroundit,waslikeanoasisofgreeninadesert。And,there,wildflowers,whosechillhuestheeyewouldhavescarcelydistinguishedthedaybefore,nowglitteredforthinbloomsofunfamiliarbeauty。Towardthatspotwereattractedmyriadsofhappyinsects,whosehumofintensejoywasmusicallyloud。Buttheformofthelife-seekingsorcererlayrigidandstark。blindtothebloomofthewildflowers,deaftothegleeoftheinsects——onehandstillrestingheavilyontherimoftheemptiedcaldron,andthefacestillhidbehindtheBlackVeil。What!thewondrouselixir,soughtwithsuchhopeandwell-
  nighachievedthroughsuchdread,fleetingbacktotheearthfromwhichitsmaterialwasdrawntogivebloom,indeed——buttoherbs。
  joyindeed——buttoinsects!
  Andnow,intheflashofthesun,slowlywounduptheslopesthatledtothecircle,thesamebarbaricprocessionwhichhadsunkintothevalleyundertherayofthemoon。Thearmedmencamefirst,stalwartandtall,theirvestsbravewithcrimsonandgoldenlace,theirweaponsgaylygleamingwithholidaysilver。Afterthem,theBlackLitter。Astheycametotheplace,Ayesha,notraisingherhead,spoketotheminherownEasterntongue。Awailwasheranswer。Thearmedmenboundedforward,andthebearersleftthelitter。
  AllgatheredroundthedeadformwiththefaceconcealedundertheBlackVeil。allknelt,andallwept。Farinthedistance,atthefootofthebluemountains,acrowdofthesavagenativeshadrisenupasiffromtheearth。theystoodmotionlessleaningontheirclubsandspears,andlookingtowardthespotonwhichwewere——
  strangelythusbroughtintothelandscape,asiftheytoo,thewilddwellersonthevergewhichHumanityguardsfromtheBrute,wereamongthemournersforthemysteriousChildofmysteriousNature!
  Andstill,intheherbage,hummedthesmallinsects,andstill,fromthecavern,laughedthegreatkingfisher。IsaidtoAyesha,Farewell!yourlovemournsthedead,minecallsmetotheliving。
  Youarenowwithyourownpeople,theymayconsoleyou——sayifI
  canassist。
  Thereisnoconsolationforme!Whatmournercanbeconsoledifthedeaddieforever?Nothingforhimisleftbutagrave。thatgraveshallbeinthelandwherethesongofAyeshafirstlulledhimtosleep。ThouassistME——thou,thewisemanofEurope!Frommeaskassistance。Whatroadwiltthoutaketothyhome?
  Thereisbutoneroadknowntomethroughthemazeofthesolitude——thatwhichwetooktothisupland。
  OnthatroadDeathlurks,andawaitsthee!Blinddupe,couldstthouthinkthatifthegrandsecretoflifehadbeenwon,hewhoseheadrestsonmylapwouldhaveyieldedtheeonepettydropoftheessencewhichhadfilchedfromhisstoreoflifebutamoment?Me,whosolovedandsocherishedhim——mehewouldhavedoomedtothepitilesscordofmyservant,theStrangler,ifmydeathcouldhavelengthenedahairbreadththespanofhisbeing。Butwhatmatterstomehiscrimeorhismadness?Ilovedhim,Ilovedhim!
  Shebowedherveiledheadlowerandlower。perhapsundertheveilherlipskissedthelipsofthedead。Thenshesaidwhisperingly:
  JumatheStrangler,whosewordneverfailedtohismaster,whosepreyneverslippedfromhissnare,waitsthystepontheroadtothyhome!Butthydeathcannotnowprofitthedead,thebeloved。
  Andthouhasthadpityforhimwhotookbutthineaidtodesignthydestruction。Hislifeislost,thineissaved!
  ShespokenomoreinthetonguethatIcouldinterpret。Shespoke,inthelanguageunknown,afewmurmuredwordstoherswarthyattendants。thenthearmedmen,stillweeping,rose,andmadeadumbsigntometogowiththem。IunderstoodbythesignthatAyeshahadtoldthemtoguardmeonmyway。butshegavenoreplytomypartingthanks。
  XI
  Idescendedintothevalley。thearmedmenfollowed。Thepath,onthatsideofthewatercoursenotreachedbytheflames,woundthroughmeadowsstillgreen,oramidstgrovesstillunscathed。AsaturninginthewaybroughtinfrontofmysighttheplaceIhadleftbehind,Ibeheldtheblacklittercreepingdownthedescent,withitscurtainsclosed,andtheVeiledWomanwalkingbyitsside。
  Butsoonthefuneralprocessionwaslosttomyeyes,andthethoughtsthatitrousedwereerased。Thewavesinman’sbrainarelikethoseofthesea,rushingon,rushingoverthewrecksofthevesselsthatrodeontheirsurface,tosink,afterstorm,intheirdeeps。Onethoughtcastforthintothefuturenowmasteredallinthepast:WasLilianlivingstill?Absorbedinthegloomofthatthought,hurriedonbythegoadthatmyheart,initstorturedimpatience,gavetomyfootstep,Ioutstrippedtheslowstrideofthearmedmen,and,midwaybetweentheplaceIhadleftandthehomewhichIspedto,came,farinadvanceofmyguards,intothethicketinwhichtheBushmenhadstartedupinmypathonthenightthatLilianhadwatchedformycoming。Theearthatmyfeetwasrifewithcreepingplantsandmany-coloredflowers,theskyoverheadwashalfhidbymotionlesspines。Suddenly,whethercrawlingoutfromtheherbageordroppingdownfromthetrees,bymysidestoodthewhite-robedandskeletonform——Ayesha’sattendanttheStrangler。
  Isprangfromhimshuddering,thenhaltedandfacedhim。Thehideouscreaturecrepttowardme,cringingandfawning,makingsignsofhumblegoodwillandservileobeisance。AgainIrecoiled——
  wrathfully,loathingly,turnedmyfacehomeward,andfledon。I
  thoughtIhadbaffledhischase,when,justatthemouthofthethicket,hedroppedfromaboughinmypathclosebehindme。
  BeforeIcouldturn,somedarkmufflingsubstancefellbetweenmysightandthesun,andIfeltafiercestrainatmythroat。ButthewordsofAyeshahadwarnedme。withonerapidhandIseizedthenoosebeforeitcouldtightentooclosely,withtheotherItorethebandageawayfrommyeyes,and,wheelingroundonthedastardlyfoe,struckhimdownwithonespurnofmyfoot。Hishand,ashefell,relaxeditsholdonthenoose。Ifreedmythroatfromtheknot,andsprangfromthecopseintothebroadsunlitplain。IsawnomoreofthearmedmenortheStrangler。Pantingandbreathless,Ipausedatlastbeforethefence,fragrantwithblossoms,thatdividedmyhomefromthesolitude。
  ThewindowsofLilian’sroomweredarkened。allwithinthehouseseemedstill。
  Darkenedandsilencedhome,withthelightandsoundsofthejocunddayallaroundit。WasthereyethopeintheUniverseforme?AlltowhichIhadtrustedHopehadbrokendown。theanchorsIhadforgedforherholdinthebedsoftheocean,herstayfromthedriftsofthestorm,hadsnappedlikethereedswhichpiercethesidethatleansonthebarboftheirpoints,andconfidesinthestrengthoftheirstems。Nohopeinthebaffledresourcesofrecognizedknowledge!NohopeinthedaringadventuresofMindintoregionsunknown。vainalikethecalmloreofthepracticedphysician,andthemagicalartsofthefatedEnchanter!IhadfledfromthecommonplaceteachingsofNature,toexploreinherShadowlandmarvelsatvariancewithreason。Madebravebythegrandeuroflove,IhadopposedwithoutquailingthestrideoftheDemon,andmyhope,whenfruitionseemednearest,hadbeentroddenintodustbythehoofsofthebeast!Andyet,allthewhile,Ihadscorned,asadream,morewildthanthewordofasorcerer,thehopethattheoldmanandthechild,thewiseandtheignorant,tookfromtheirsoulsasinborn。Manandfiendhadalikefailedamind,notignoble,notskill-less,notabjectlycraven。alikefailedaheartnotfeebleandselfish,notdeadtothehero’sdevotion,willingtoshedeverydropofitsbloodforasomethingmoredearthanananimal’slifeforitself!Whatremained——whatremainedforman’shope?——man’smindandman’sheartthusexhaustingtheirallwithnootherresultbutdespair!Whatremainedbutthemysteryofmysteries,socleartothesunriseofchildhood,thesunsetofage,onlydimmedbythecloudswhichcollectroundthenoonofourmanhood?WhereyetwasHopefound?
  Inthesoul。initsevery-dayimpulsetosupplicatecomfortandlight,fromtheGiverofsoul,wherevertheheartisafflicted,themindisobscured。
  ThenthewordsofAyesharushedoverme:Whatmournercanbeconsoled,ifthedeaddieforever?Througheverypulseofmyframethrobbedthatdreadquestion。allNaturearoundseemedtomurmurit。Andsuddenly,asbyaflashfromheaven,thegrandtruthinFaber’sgrandreasoningshoneonme,andlightedupall,withinandwithout。Manalone,ofallearthlycreatures,asks,Canthedeaddieforever?andtheinstinctthaturgesthequestionisGod’sanswertoman。Noinstinctisgiveninvain。
  Andbornwiththeinstinctofsoulistheinstinctthatleadsthesoulfromtheseentotheunseen,fromtimetoeternity,fromthetorrentthatfoamstowardtheOceanofDeath,tothesourceofitsstream,faraloftfromtheOcean。
  Knowthyself,saidthePythianofold。ThatpreceptdescendedfromHeaven。Knowthyself!Isthatmaximwise?Ifso,knowthysoul。Butneveryetdidmancometothethoroughconvictionofsoulbutwhatheacknowledgedthesovereignnecessityofprayer。
  Inmyawe,inmyrapture,allmythoughtsseemedenlargedandillumedandexalted。Iprayed——allmysoulseemedoneprayer。Allmypast,withitsprideandpresumptionandfolly,grewdistinctastheformofapenitent,kneelingforpardonbeforesettingforthonthepilgrimagevowedtoashrine。And,surenow,inthedeepsofasoulfirstrevealedtomyself,thattheDeaddonotdieforever,myhumanlovesoaredbeyonditsbrieftrialofterrorandsorrow。
  DaringnottoaskfromHeaven’swisdomthatLilian,formysake,mightnotyetpassawayfromtheearth,IprayedthatmysoulmightbefittedtobearwithsubmissionwhatevermyMakermightordain。
  Andifsurvivingher——withoutwhomnobeamfromyonmaterialsuncouldeverwarmintojoyamorrowinhumanlife——sotoguidemystepsthattheymightrejoinheratlast,andinrejoining,regainforever!
  Howtrivialnowbecametheweirdriddle,that,alittlewhilebefore,hadbeenclothedinsosolemnanawe!WhatmatteredittothevastinterestsinvolvedintheclearrecognitionofSoulandHereafter,whetherornotmybodilysense,foramoment,obscuredthefaceoftheNatureIshouldonedaybeholdasaspirit?
  Doubtlessthesightsandthesoundswhichhadhauntedthelastgloomynight,thecalmreasonofFaberwouldstripoftheirmagicalseemings。theEyesinthespaceandtheFootinthecirclemightbethoseofnoterribleDemons,butofthewild’ssavagechildrenwhomIhadseen,halting,curiousandmute,inthelightofthemorning。
  Thetremorofthegroundifnot,asheretofore,explicablebytheillusoryimpressionofmyowntreacheroussensesmightbebutthenaturaleffectofelementsstrugglingyetunderasoilunmistakablycharredbyvolcanoes。Theluminousatomsdissolvedinthecaldronmightaslittlebefraughtwithavitalelixirasarethesplendorsofnaphthaorphosphor。Asitwas,theweirdritehadnomagicresult。Themagicianwasnotrentlimbfromlimbbythefiends。
  Bycausesasnaturalaseverextinguishedlife’ssparkinthefraillampofclay,hehaddiedoutofsight——undertheblackveil。
  WhatmatteredhenceforthtoFaith,initsfargranderquestionsandanswers,whetherReason,inFaber,orFancy,inme,suppliedthemoreprobableguessatahieroglyphwhich,ifconstruedaright,wasbutawordofsmallmarkinthemysticallanguageofNature?IfalltheartsofenchantmentrecordedbyFablewereattestedbyfactswhichSageswereforcedtoacknowledge,Sageswouldsoonerorlaterfindsomecauseforsuchportents——notsupernatural。ButwhatSage,withoutcausesupernatural,bothwithoutandwithinhim,canguessatthewondersheviewsinthegrowthofabladeofgrass,orthetintsonaninsect’swing?WhateverartMancanachieveinhisprogressthroughtime,Man’sreason,intime,cansufficetoexplain。ButthewondersofGod?ThesebelongtotheInfinite。andthese,OImmortal!willbutdevelopnewwonderonwonder,thoughthysightbeaspirit’s,andthyleisuretotrackandtosolveaneternity。
  AsIraisedmyfacefrommyclaspedhands,myeyesfellfulluponaformstandingintheopendoorway。There,whereonthenightinwhichLilian’slongstruggleforreasonandlifehadbegun,theLuminousShadowhadbeenbeheldinthedoubtfullightofadyingmoonandayethazydawn。there,onthethreshold,gatheringroundherbrightlockstheaureoleoftheglorioussun,stoodAmy,theblessedchild!AndasIgazed,drawingnearerandnearertothesilencedhouse,andthatImageofPeaceonitsthreshold,IfeltthatHopemetmeatthedoor——Hopeinthechild’ssteadfasteyes,Hopeinthechild’swelcomingsmile!
  Iwasatwatchforyou,whisperedAmy。Alliswell。
  Shelivesstill——shelives!ThankGod,thankGod!
  Shelives——shewillrecover!saidanothervoice,asmyheadsunkonFaber’sshoulder。Forsomehoursinthenighthersleepwasdisturbed,convulsed。Ifeared,then,theworst。Suddenly,justbeforethedawn,shecalledoutaloud,stillinsleep:
  ’ThecoldanddarkshadowhaspassedawayfrommeandfromAllen——
  passedawayfromusbothforever!’
  Andfromthatmomentthefeverlefther。thebreathingbecamesoft,thepulsesteady,andthecolorstolegraduallybacktohercheek。Thecrisisispast。Nature’sbenignDisposerhaspermittedNaturetorestoreyourlife’sgentlepartner,hearttoheart,mindtomind——
  Andsoultosoul,Icriedinmysolemnjoy。Aboveasbelow,soultosoul!Then,atasignfromFaber,thechildtookmebythehandandledmeupthestairsintoLilian’sroom。
  Againthosedeararmsclosedaroundmeinwifelikeandholylove,andthosetruelipskissedawaymytears——evenasnow,atthedistanceofyearsfromthathappymorn,whileIwritethelastwordsofthisStrangeStory,thesamefaithfularmsclosearoundme,thesametenderlipskissawaymytears。
  ThomasDeQuinceyTheAvengerWhycallestthoumemurderer,andnotratherthewrathofGodburningafterthestepsoftheoppressor,andcleansingtheearthwhenitiswetwithblood?