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第98章

  IsuspectedthatDonnaIgnaziaexpectedmetomakesomeattemptonherhonour,andfeelingsurethatshewouldresistforthesakeofappearance,Ideterminedtoleaveherinpeace。NextmorningIgotupandwentintotheirroominthehopeofplayingsometrickonthem。
  However,thebirdswereflown,andIhadnodoubtthattheyhadgonetohearmass。
  DonnaIgnaziacamehomebyherselfatteno’clock。Shefoundmealone,dressed,andwriting。Shetoldmeshehadbeeninthechurchforthreehours。
  "Youhavebeentoconfession,Isuppose?"
  "No;IwentlastSunday,andIshallwaittillnextSunday。"
  "IamverygladthatyourconfessionwillnotbelengthenedbyanysinsI
  havehelpedyoutocommit。"
  "Youarewrong。"
  "Wrong?Iunderstand;butyoumustknowthatIamnotgoingtobedamnedformeredesires。Idonotwishtotormentyouortobecomeamartyrmyself。Whatyougrantedmehasmademefalldeeplyinlovewithyou,anditmakesmeshudderwhenIimaginethatourlovehasbecomeasubjectofrepentancewithyou。Ihavehadabadnight;anditistimeformetothinkofmyhealth。Imustforgetyou,buttobringaboutthateffectI
  willseeyounolonger。Iwillkeeponthehouse,butIwillnotliveinit。Ifyourreligionisanintelligentone,youwillapproveofmyidea。
  TellyourconfessorofitnextSunday,andyouwillseethathewillapproveit。"
  "Youareright,butIcannotagreetoit。Youcangoawayifyoulike,andIshallsaynothing,butIshallbethemostunhappygirlinallMadrid。"
  Asshespokethesewords,twobigtearsrolleddownhercheeks,andherfacedropped;Iwasprofoundlymoved。
  "Iloveyou,dearestIgnazia,andIhopenottobedamnedformylove。I
  cannotseeyouwithoutlovingyouandtothislovesomepositiveproofisessential;otherwise,Iamunhappy。IfIgoyousayyouwillbeunhappy,andifIstayitisIthatwillbeunhappy,myhealthwillberuined。
  ButtellmewhichIshalldostayorgo?Say。"
  "Stay。"
  "Thenyoumustbeaslovingandtenderasyouwerebefore。"
  "Alas!Ipromisedtocommitthatsinnomore。Itellyoutostay,becauseIamsurethatineightortendaysweshallhavebecomesoaccustomedtooneanotherthatIshallbeabletoloveyoulikeafather,andyouwillbeabletotakemeinyourarmswithoutanyamoroussentiments。"
  "Areyousureofthis?"
  "Yes,dearest,quitesure。"
  "Youmakeamistake。"
  "Letmebemistaken,andbelievemeIshallbegladtobemistaken。"
  "Unhappydevotee!"
  "Whyunhappy?"
  "Nothing,nothing。Imaybetoolong,Ishallendanger……letussaynomoreaboutit。Iwillstay。"
  Iwentoutmorepainedwithherstatethanmyown,andIfeltthatthebestthingIcoulddowouldbetoforgether,"for,"saidItomyself,"evenifIdoenjoyheronce,Sundaywillcomeagain;shewillconfess,repent,andIshallhavetobeginalloveragain。Sheconfessedherlove,andflattersherselfthatshewillbeabletosubdueit——afoolishhope,whichcouldonlyexistinamindunderthedominionofprejudice。"
  Icamehomeatnoon,andDonDiegodinedwithme;hisdaughterdidnotappeartillthedessert。Ibeggedhertositdown,politely,butcoldly。
  HerfatheraskedherjestinglyifIhadpaidheravisitinthenight。
  "IneversuspectedDonJaimeofsuchathing,"shereplied,"andIonlyobjectedoutofshyness。"
  Iinterruptedherbypraisinghermodesty,andtellingherthatshewouldhavedonequiterighttobewareofme,ifmysenseofdutyhadnotbeenstrongerthananyvoluptuousdesiresinspiredbyhercharms。
  DonDiegopronouncedthisdeclarationofloveasgoodasanythingtobefoundinthe"Morted’Arthur。"
  HisdaughtersaidIwaslaughingather,butDonDiegosaidhewascertainthatIwasinearnest,andthatIhadknownherbeforetakinghertotheball。
  "Youareutterlymistaken,"saidDonnaIgnazia,withsomedegreeoffire。
  "Yourfatheriswiserthanyou,senora,"Ireplied。
  "What!Howandwhendidyouseeme?"
  "AtthechurchwhereIheardmass,andyoucommunicated,whenyouwentoutwithyourcousin。Ifollowedyouatsomedistance;youcanguesstherest。"
  Shewasspeechless,andherfatherenjoyedtheconsciousnessofhissuperiorintellect。
  "Iamgoingtoseethebullfight,"saidhe;"it’safineday,andallMadridwillbethere,soonemustgoearlytogetagoodplace。Iadviseyoutogo,asyouhaveneverseenabullfight;askDonJaimetotakeyouwithhim,Ignazia。"
  "Wouldyouliketohavemycompanionship?"saidshe,tenderly。
  "CertainlyIwould,butyoumustbringyourcousin,asIaminlovewithher。"
  DonDiegoburstoutlaughing,butIgnaziasaid,slyly,"Itisnotsoimpossibleafterall。"
  WewenttoseethesplendidbutbarbarousspectacleinwhichSpaniardstakesomuchdelight。Thetwogirlsplacedthemselvesinfrontoftheonlyvacantbox,andIsatbehindonthesecondbench,whichwasafootandahalfhigherthanthefirst。Therewerealreadytwoladiesthere,andmuchtomyamusementoneofthemwasthefamousDuchessofVilladorias。Shewasinfrontofme,andsatinsuchapositionthatherheadwasalmostbetweenmylegs。Sherecognizedme,andsaidwewerefortunateinmeetingoneanother;andthennoticingDonnaIgnazia,whowasclosetoher,shecongratulatedmeinFrenchonhercharms,andaskedmewhethershewasmymistressormywife。IrepliedthatshewasabeautybeforewhomIsighedinvain。Shereplied,withasmile,thatshewasratherascepticalperson;andturningtoDonnaIgnaziabeganapleasantandamorousdiscourse,thinkingthegirltobeaslearnedinthelawsofloveasherself。ShewhisperedsomethinginherearwhichmadeIgnaziablush,andtheduchess,becomingenthusiastic,toldmeIhadchosenthehandsomestgirlinMadrid,andthatshewouldbedelightedtoseeusbothathercountryhouse。
  Ipromisedtocome,asIwasobligedtodo,butIbeggedtobeexcusednamingtheday。Nevertheless,shemademepromisetocallonheratfouro’clockthenextday,tellingme,muchtomyterror,thatshewouldbealone。Shewasprettyenough,buttoonotoriousacharacter;andsuchavisitwouldhavegivenrisetotalk。
  Happilythefightbegan,andsilencebecamegeneral,fortheSpaniardsarepassionatelydevotedofbullfighting。
  Somuchhasbeenwrittenonthesubjectthatmyreaderswillpardonmygivingadetailedaccountofthefight。Imaysaythatthesportis,inmyopinion,amostbarbarousone,andlikelytooperateunfavourablyonthenationalmorals;thearenaissometimesdrenchedinthebloodofbulls,horses,andevenoftheunfortunatepicadoresandmatadores,whosesoledefenceistheredragwithwhichtheyirritatethebull。
  WhenitwasoverIescortedthegirls——whohadenjoyedthemselvesimmensely——backtothehouse,andmadetheuglycousinstaytosupper,asIforesawthattheywouldagainsleeptogether。
  Wesuppedtogether,butitwasamelancholyaffair,forDonDiegowasaway,andIdidnotfeelinthehumourtoamusemycompany。
  DonnaIgnaziabecamepensivewhen,inreplytoaquestionofhers,Isaidthatitwouldbeabsolutelyrudeofmenottogototheduchess’s。
  "Youwillcomewithmesomeday,"Iadded,"todineathercountryhouse。"
  "Youneednotlookforthat。"
  "Whynot?"
  "Becausesheisamadwoman。ShetalkedtomeinawaythatwouldhaveoffendedmeifIdidnotknowthatshefanciedshewashonouringmebylayingasideherrank。"
  Werosefromtable,andafterIhaddismissedmymanwesatonthebalconytowaitforDonDiegoandtoenjoythedeliciouseveningbreezes。
  Aswesatneartoeachotherinthetwilight,sofavourabletolovers’
  vows,IlookedintoDonnaIgnazia’seyes,andsawtherethatmyhourhadcome。Iclaspedhertomewithonearm,Iclungwithmylipstohers,andbythewayshetrembledIguessedtheflamewhichconsumedher。
  "Willyougoandseetheduchess?"
  "No,ifyouwillpromisemenottogotoconfessionnextSunday。"
  "ButwhatwillhesayifIdonotgo?"
  "Nothingatall,ifheunderstandshisbusiness。Butletustalkitoveralittle。"
  Weweresotightlyclaspedtogetherthatthecousin,likeagoodgirl,leftus,andwenttotheotherendofthebalcony,takingcaretolookawayfromus。
  Withoutchangingmyposition,inspiteofthetemptationtodoso,I
  askedherifshefeltinthehumourtorepentofthesinshewasreadytocommit。
  "Iwasnotthinkingofrepentancejustthen,butasyouremindmeofit,ImusttellyouthatIshallcertainlygotoconfession。"
  "Andafteryouhavebeentoconfessionwillyoulovemeasyoulovemenow?"
  "IhopeGodwillgivemestrengthtooffendHimnomore。"
  "IassureyouthatifyoucontinuelovingmeGodwillnotgiveyougrace,yetIfeelsurethatonSundayeveningyouwillrefusemethatwhichyouarenowreadytogrant。"
  "IndeedIwill,sweetheart;butwhyshouldwetalkofthatnow?"
  "BecauseifIabandonmyselftopleasurenowIshallbemoreinlovewithyouthanever,andconsequentlymoreunhappythanever,whenthedayofyourrepentancecomes。SopromisemethatyouwillnotgotoconfessionwhilstIremainatMadrid,orgivethefatalordernow,andbidmeleaveyou。Icannotabandonmyselftoloveto—dayknowingthatitwillberefusedmeonSunday。"
  AsIremonstratedthus,Iclaspedheraffectionatelyinmyarms,caressinghermostardently;butbeforecomingtothedecisiveactionI
  askedheragainwhethershewouldpromisenottogotoconfessionnextSunday。
  "Youarecruel,"saidshe,"Icannotmakeyouthatpromiseformyconsciencesake。"
  Atthisreply,whichIhadquiteexpected,Iremainedmotionless,feelingsurethatshemustbeinastateofdesperateirritationattheworkhalfbegunandnotconcluded。I,too,suffered,forIwasatthedoorofthesanctuary,andaslightmovementwouldhavesentmeintotheinmostshrine;butIknewthathertormentsmustbegreaterthanmine,andthatshecouldnotresistlong。
  DonnaIgnaziawasindeedinaterriblestate;Ihadnotrepulsedher,butIwasperfectlyinactive。Modestypreventedheraskingmeopenlytocontinue,butsheredoubledhercaresses,andplacedherselfinaneasierposition,reproachingmewithmycruelty。IdonotknowwhetherIcouldhaveheldoutmuchlonger,butjustthenthecousinturnedroundandtoldusthatDonDiegowascomingin。
  Wehastenedtoarrangeourtoilette,andtositinadecentposition。
  Thecousincameuptous,andDonDiego,aftermakingafewremarks,leftusonthebalcony,wishingusagoodnight。Imighthavebegunoveragain,butIclungtomysystemofrepression,andafterwishingthegirlsgoodnightwithamelancholyair,Iwenttobed。
  IhopedDonnaIgnaziawouldrepentandcomeandkeepmecompany,butI
  wasdisappointed。Theylefttheirroomearlyinthemorning,andatnoonDonDiegocametodinewithme,sayinghisdaughterhadsuchabadheadachethatshehadnotevengonetomass。
  "Wemustgethertoeatsomething。"
  "No,Ithinkabstinencewilldohergood,andintheeveningIdaresayshewillbeabletosupwithyou。"
  IwenttokeephercompanybyherbedsideafterIhadtakenmysiesta。
  Ididmybestforthreehourstoconvinceherofherfolly;butshekepthereyesclosed,andsaidnothing,onlysighingwhenIsaidsomethingverytouching。
  IlefthertowalkinSt。Jerome’sPark,andtoldherthatifshedidnotsupwithmeIshouldunderstandthatshedidnotwishtoseemeagain。
  Thisthreathaditseffect。Shecametotableatsupper—time,butshelookedpaleandexhausted。Sheatelittle,andsaidnothing,forsheknewnotwhattosay。Isawthatshewassuffering,andIpitiedherfrommyheart。
  BeforegoingtobedsheaskedmeifIhadbeentoseetheduchess。SheseemedsomewhatcheeredwhenIansweredinthenegative。ItoldherthatshemightsatisfyherselfofthetruthofmyreplybyaskingPhilippe,whohadtakenmynotebegginghergracetoexcusemeforthatday。
  "Butwillyougoanotherday?"
  "No,dearest,becauseIseeitwouldgrieveyou。"
  Shegaveasighofcontent,andIembracedhergently,andsheleftmeassadasIwas。
  IcouldseethatwhatIaskedofherwasagreatdeal;butIhadgoodgroundsforhope,asIknewherardentdisposition。ItwasnotGodandI
  thatweredisputingforher,butherconfessorandI。IfshehadnotbeenaCatholicIshouldhavewonherthefirstday。
  Shehadtoldmethatshewouldgetintotroublewithherconfessorifshedidnotgotohimasusual;shehadtoomuchoffineSpanishhonourinhertotellhimwhatwasnottrue,ortoendeavourtocombineherlovewithherreligion。
  TheFridayandtheSaturdaypassedwithoutanyeventsofconsequence。
  Herfather,whocouldnotblindhimselftoourloveanylonger,trusted,Isuppose,tohisdaughter’svirtue,andmadeherdineandsupwithmeeveryday。OnSaturdayeveningDonnaIgnazialeftmesadderthanever,andturnedherheadawaywhenIwouldhavekissedherasusual。
  Isawwhatwasthematter;shewasgoingtocommunicatethenextday。
  Iadmiredherconsistency,inspiteofmyself,andpitiedherheartily;
  forIcouldguessthestormthatmustberaginginherbreast。Ibegantorepenthavingdemandedall,andwishedIhadbeencontentedwithalittle。
  Iwishedtobesatisfiedwithmyowneyes,andgotupearlyonSundaymorningandfollowedher。Iknewthatshewouldcallforhercousin,soIwentontothechurch。Iplacedmyselfbythesacristy—door,whereI
  couldseewithoutbeingseen。
  Iwaitedaquarterofanhour,thentheycamein,andafterkneelingdownforafewmoments,separated,eachgoingtoherownconfessor。
  IonlynoticedDonnaIgnazia;Isawhergoingtotheconfessional,andtheconfessorturningtowardsher。
  Iwaitedpatiently。Ithoughttheconfessionwouldnevercometoanend。
  "Whatishesaying?"IrepeatedtomyselfasIsawtheconfessorspeakingtohernowandagain。
  Icouldbearitnolonger,andIwasonthepointofgoingawaywhenI
  sawherrisefromherknees。
  DonnaIgnazia,lookinglikeasaint,cametokneelinthechurch,butoutofmysight。IthoughtshewouldcomeforwardtoreceivetheHolyCommunionattheendoftheMassthatwasbeingsaid,butinsteadofthatshewenttowardsthedoor,rejoinedhercousinandtheyleftthechurch。
  Iwasastonished。Myheartwasseizedwithapangofremorse。
  "It’sallover,"Isaidtomyself。"Thepoorgirlhasmadeasincereandfullconfession,shehasavowedherlove,andthepriest’scrueldutyhasmadehimrefuseherabsolution。
  "Allislost。Whatwillcomeofit?"
  "Mypeaceofmindandhersrequiremetoleaveher。
  "WretchthatIam,tohavelostallforall!IshouldhavemadeallowanceforthepeculiarSpanishcharacter。
  "Imighthaveenjoyedherbysurprisenowandagain;thedifficultywouldhaveaddedpiquancytotheintrigue。IhavebehavedasifIwereoncemoretwenty,andIhavelostall。
  "Atdinnershewillbeallsadandtearful。Imustfindsomewayoutofthisterriblesituation。"
  Thussoliloquising,IcamehomeillpleasedwiththelineofconductI
  hadadopted。
  Myhairdresserwaswaitingforme,butIsenthimaway,andtoldmycooknottoservemydinnertillIorderedit;then,feelingtheneedofrest,Iflungmyselfonmybedandsleptprofoundlytilloneo’clock。
  Igotupandordereddinnertobebroughtin,andsentamessagetothefatheranddaughterthatIwasexpectingthem。
  MysurprisemaybeimaginedwhenDonnaIgnaziaappearedinacostumeofblackvelvet,adornedwithribbonsandlace。InmyopinionthereisnomoreseductivecostumeinEuropewhenthewearerispretty。
  Ialsonoticedthateveryfeatureofherfacebreathedpeaceandcalm;I
  hadneverseenherlookingsowell,andIcouldnothelpcongratulatingher。Sherepliedwithasmile,andIgaveherakiss,whichshetookasmeeklyasalamb。
  Philippearrived,andwesatdowntotable。IsawthatmyfairsweethearthadcrossedtheRubicon;thedaywaswon。
  "Iamgoingtobehappy,"saidshe,"butletussaynothing,anditwillcomeofitself。"
  However,Ididnotconcealmybliss,andmadelovetoherwhenevertheservantwasoutoftheroom。Shewasnotonlysubmissive,butevenardent。
  BeforeweleftthetablesheaskedmeifIstilllovedher。
  "Morethanever,darling;Iadoreyou。"
  "Thentakemetothebullfight。"
  "Quick!Fetchthehairdresser。"
  WhenmyhairwasdoneImadeanelaboratetoilette,andburningwithimpatiencewesetoutonfoot,asIwasafraidweshouldnotsecureagoodplaceifwewaitedtillthecarriagewasready。Wefoundafineboxwithonlytwopersonsinit,andIgnazia,afterglancinground,saidshewasgladthatthedetestableduchesswasnotanywherenearus。
  AftersomefinesportmymistressbeggedmetotakehertothePrado,whereallthebestpeopleinMadridaretobeseen。
  DonnaIgnazialeantonmyarm,seemedproudtobethoughtmine,andfilledmewithdelight。
  AllatoncewemettheVenetianambassadorandhisfavourite,Manucci。
  TheyhadjustarrivedfromAranjuez。WegreetedeachotherwithdueSpanishpoliteness,andtheambassadorpaidmeahighcomplimentonthebeautyofmycompanion。DonnaIgnaziapretendednottounderstand,butshepressedmyarmwithSpanishdelicacy。
  AfterwalkingashortdistancewithusM。deMocenigosaidhehopedI
  woulddinewithhimonthefollowingday,andafterIhadnoddedacquiescenceintheFrenchstyleweparted。
  Towardstheeveningwetooksomeicesandreturnedhome,andthegentlepressureofmyarmonthewaypreparedmefortheblissIwastoenjoy。
  WefoundDonDiegoonthebalconywaitingforus。Hecongratulatedhisdaughteronherpleasantappearanceandthepleasureshemusthavetakeninmysociety。
  Charmedwithpapa’sgoodhumour,Iaskedhimtosupwithus,andheaccepted,andamuseduswithhiswittyconversationandamultitudeoflittletalesthatpleasedmeexceedingly。Hemadethefollowingspeechonleavingus,whichIgivewordforword,butIcannotgivethereaderanyideaoftheinimitableSpanishgravitywithwhichitwasdelivered。
  "AmigoSeniorDonJaime,Ileaveyouheretoenjoythecoolairwithmydaughter。Iamdelightedatyourlovingher,andyoumaybeassuredthatIshallplacenoobstacleinthewayofyourbecomingmyson—in—lawassoonasyoucanshewyourtitlesofnobility。"
  Whenhewasgone,Isaidtohisdaughter,——
  "Ishouldbeonlytoohappy,ifitcouldbemanaged;butyoumustknowthatinmycountrytheyonlyarecallednobleswhohaveanhereditaryrighttorulethestate。IfIhadbeenborninSpainIshouldbenoble,butasitisIadoreyou,andIhopeyouwillmakemehappy。"
  "Yes,dearest,butwemustbehappytogether;Icannotsufferanyinfidelity。"
  "IgiveyoumywordofhonourthatIwillbewhollyfaithfultoyou。"
  "Comethen,’corazonmio’,letusgoin。"
  "No,letusputoutthelights,andstayhereaquarterofanhour。Tellme,myangel,whencecomesthisunexpectedhappiness?"
  "Youoweittoapieceoftyrannywhichdrovemetodesperation。Godisgood,andIamsureHewouldnothavemebecomemyownexecutioner。WhenItoldmyconfessorthatIcouldnothelplovingyou,butthatIcouldrestrainmyselffromallexcessoflove,herepliedthatthisself—
  confidencewasmisplaced,asIhadalreadyfallen。Hewantedmetopromisenevertobealonewithyouagain,andonmyrefusingtodosohewouldnotgivemeabsolution。
  Ihaveneverhadsuchapieceofshamecastonme,butIlaiditallinthehandsofGod,andsaid,’Thywillbedone。’
  "WhilstIheardmassmymindwasmadeup,andaslongasyoulovemeI
  shallbeyours,andyoursonly。WhenyouleaveSpainandabandonmetodespair,Ishallfindanotherconfessor。Myconscienceholdsmeguiltless;thisismycomfort。Mycousin,whomIhavetoldall,isastonished,butthensheisnotveryclever。"
  Afterthisdeclaration,whichputmequiteatmyease,andwouldhaverelievedmeofanyscruplesifIhadhadthem,Itookhertomybed。Inthemorning,sheleftmetiredout,butmoreinlovewithherthanever。
  EndExpelledfromSpainByJacquesCasanovaMEMOIRSOFJACQUESCASANOVAdeSEINGALT1725—1798
  SPANISHPASSIONS,Volume6b——EXPELLEDFROMSPAIN
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  WHICHHASBEENADDEDTHECHAPTERSDISCOVEREDBYARTHURSYMONS。
  EXPELLEDFROMSPAIN
  CHAPTERVII
  IMakeaMistakeandManucciBecomesMyMortalFoe——HisVengeance——
  ILeaveMadrid——Saragossa——Valentia——Nina——IArriveatBarcelonaIftheseMemoirs,onlywrittentoconsolemeinthedreadfulwearinesswhichisslowlykillingmeinBohemia——andwhich,perhaps,wouldkillmeanywhere,since,thoughmybodyisold,myspiritandmydesiresareasyoungasever——iftheseMemoirsareeverread,Irepeat,theywillonlybereadwhenIamgone,andallcensurewillbelostonme。
  Nevertheless,seeingthatmenaredividedintotwosections,theoneandbyfarthegreatercomposedoftheignorantandsuperficial,andtheotherofthelearnedandreflective,IbegtostatethatitistothelatterIwouldappeal。Theirjudgment,Ibelieve,willbeinfavourofmyveracity,and,indeed,whyshouldInotbeveracious?Amancanhavenoobjectindeceivinghimself,anditisformyselfthatIchieflywrite。
  HithertoIhavespokennothingbutthetruth,withoutconsideringwhetherthetruthisinmyfavourorno。Mybookisnotaworkofdogmatictheology,butIdonotthinkitwilldoharmtoanyone;whileIfancythatthosewhoknowhowtoimitatethebeeandtogethoneyfromeveryflowerwillbeabletoextractsomegoodfromthecatalogueofmyvicesandvirtues。
  Afterthisdigression(itmaybetoolong,butthatismybusinessandnoneother’s),ImustconfessthatneverhaveIhadsounpleasantatruthtosetdownasthatwhichIamgoingtorelate。Icommittedafatalactofindiscretion——anactwhichafteralltheseyearsstillgivesmyheartapangasIthinkofit。
  ThedayaftermyconquestIdinedwiththeVenetianambassador,andIhadthepleasureofhearingthatalltheministersandgrandeeswithwhomI
  hadassociatedhadthehighestpossibleopinionofme。Inthreeorfourdaystheking,theroyalfamily,andtheministerswouldreturntotown,andIexpectedtohavedailyconferenceswiththelatterrespectingthecolonyintheSierraMorena,whereIshouldmostprobablybegoing。
  Manucci,whocontinuedtotreatmeasavaluedfriend,proposedtoaccompanymeonmyjourney,andwouldbringwithhimanadventuress,whocalledherselfPorto—Carrero,pretendingtobethedaughterornieceofthelatecardinalofthatname,andthusobtainedagooddealofconsideration;thoughinrealityshewasonlythemistressoftheFrenchconsulatMadrid,theAbbeBigliardi。
  SuchwasthepromisingstateofmyprospectswhenmyevilgeniusbroughttoMadridanativeofLiege,BarondeFraiture,chiefhuntsmanoftheprincipality,andaprofligate,agamester,andacheat,likeallthosewhoproclaimtheirbeliefinhishonestynowadays。
  IhadunfortunatelymethimatSpa,andtoldhimIwaswasgoingtoPortugal。Hehadcomeafterme,hopingtousemeasameansofgettingintogoodsociety,andoffillinghispocketwiththemoneyofthedupesheaspiredtomake。
  Gamestershaveneverhadanyproofofmybelongingtotheirinfernalclique,buttheyhavealwayspersistedinbelievingthatItooama"Greek。"
  AssoonasthisbaronheardthatIwasinMadridhecalledonme,andbydintofpolitenessobligedmetoreceivehim。IthoughtanysmallcivilitiesImightsheworintroductionsImightgivecoulddomenoharm。Hehadatravellingcompaniontowhomheintroducedme。Hewasafat,ignorantfellow,butaFrenchman,andthereforeagreeable。A
  Frenchmanwhoknowshowtopresenthimself,whoiswelldressed,andhasthesocietyair,isusuallyacceptedwithoutdemurorscrutiny。Hehadbeenacavalrycaptain,buthadbeenfortunateenoughtoobtainaneverlastingfurlough。
  Fourorfivedaysafterhisappearancethebaronaskedmequietlyenoughtolendhimascoreoflouis,ashewashardup。Irepliedasquietly,thankinghimfortreatingmeasafriend,butinforminghimthatIreallycouldnotlendhimthemoney,asIwantedwhatlittleIhadformyownnecessities。
  "Butwecandogoodbusinesstogether,andyoucannotpossiblybemoneyless。"
  "Idonotknowanythingaboutgoodbusiness,butIdoknowthatIwantmymoneyandcannotpartwithit。"
  "Weareatourwits’endtoquietourlandlord;comeandspeaktohim。"
  "IfIweretodosoIshoulddoyoumoreharmthangood。HewouldaskmeifIwouldanswerforyou,andIshouldreplythatyouareoneofthosenoblemenwhostandinneedofnosurety。Allthesame,thelandlordwouldthinkthatifIdidnotstandyoursurety,itmustbefrommyentertainingdoubtsastoyoursolvency。"
  IhadintroducedFraituretoCountManucci,onthePando,andherequestedmetotakehimtoseethecount,towhichrequestIwasfoolishenoughtoaccede。
  AfewdayslaterthebaronopenedhissoultoManucci。
  HefoundtheVenetiandisposedtobeobliging,butwary。Herefusedtolendmoneyhimself,butintroducedthebarontosomeonewholenthimmoneyonpledgeswithoutinterest。
  Thebaronandhisfrienddidalittlegamingandwonalittlemoney,butIheldalooffromthemtothebestofmyability。
  IhadmycolonyandDonnaIgnazia,andwantedtolivepeacefully;andifIhadspentasinglenightawayfromhome,theinnocentgirlwouldhavebeenfilledwithalarm。
  AboutthattimeM。deMocenigowentasambassadortoFrance,andwasreplacedbyM。Querini。Queriniwasamanofletters,whileMocenigoonlylikedmusicandhisownpeculiarkindoflove。
  Thenewambassadorwasdistinctlyfavourabletome,andinafewdaysI
  hadreasontobelievethathewoulddomoreformethaneverMocenigowouldhavedone。
  Inthemeanwhile,thebaronandhisfriendbegantothinkofbeatingaretreattoFrance。Therewasnogamingattheambassador’sandnogamingattheCourt;theymustreturntoFrance,buttheyowedmoneytotheirlandlord,andtheywantedmoneyforthejourney。Icouldgivethemnothing,Manucciwouldgivethemnothing;webothpitiedthem,butourdutytoourselvesmadeuscrueltoeveryoneelse。However,hebroughttroubleonus。
  OnemorningManuccicametoseemeinevidentperturbation。
  "Whatisthematter?"saidI。
  "Idonotknowexactly。ForthelastweekIhaverefusedtoseetheBaronFraiture,asnotbeingabletogivehimmoney,hispresenceonlyweariedme。Hehaswrittenmealetter,inwhichhethreatenstoblowouthisbrainsto—dayifIwillnotlendhimahundredpistoles。"
  "Hesaidthesamethingtomethreedaysago;butIrepliedthatIwouldbettwohundredpistolesthathewoulddonothingofthekind。Thismadehimangry,andheproposedtofightaduelwithme;butIdeclinedonthepleathatashewasadesperatemaneitherhewouldhaveanadvantageovermeorI,overhim。Givehimthesameanswer,or,betterstill,noansweratall。"
  "Icannotfollowyouradvice。Herearethehundredpistoles。Takethemtohimandgetareceipt。"
  Iadmiredhisgenerosityandagreedtocarryouthiscommission。I
  calledonthebaron,whoseemedratheruncomfortablewhenIwalkedin;
  butconsideringhispositionIwasnotatallsurprised。
  IinformedhimthatIwasthebearerofathousandfrancsfromCountManucci,whotherebyplacedhiminapositiontoarrangehisaffairsandtoleaveMadrid。Hereceivedthemoneywithoutanysignsofpleasure,surprise,orgratitude,andwroteoutthereceipt。HeassuredmethatheandhisfriendwouldstartforBarcelonaandFranceonthefollowingday。
  IthentookthedocumenttoManucci,whowasevidentlysufferingfromsomementaltrouble;andIremainedtodinnerwiththeambassador。Itwasforthelasttime。
  ThreedaysafterIwenttodinewiththeambassadors(fortheyalldinedtogether),buttomyastonishmenttheportertoldmethathehadreceivedordersnottoadmitme。
  Theeffectofthissentenceonmewaslikethatofathunderbolt;I
  returnedhomelikeamaninadream。IimmediatelysatdownandwrotetoManucci,askinghimwhyIhadbeensubjectedtosuchaninsult;butPhilippe,myman,broughtmebacktheletterunopened。
  Thiswasanothersurprise;Ididnotknowwhattoexpectnext。
  "Whatcanbethematter?"Isaidtomyself。"Icannotimagine,butI
  willhaveanexplanation,orperish。"
  IdinedsadlywithDonnaIgnazia,withouttellingherthecauseofmytrouble,andjustasIwasgoingtotakemysiestaaservantofManucci’sbroughtmealetterfromhismasterandfledbeforeIcouldreadit。
  ThelettercontainedanenclosurewhichIreadfirst。ItwasfromBarondeFraiture。HeaskedManuccitolendhimahundredpistoles,promisingtoshewhimthemanwhomheheldforhisdearestfriendtobehisworstenemy。
  Manucci(honouringme,bytheway,withthetitleofungratefultraitor)
  saidthatthebaron’sletterhadexcitedhiscuriosityandhehehadmethiminSt。Jerome’sPark,wherethebaronhadclearlyprovedthisenemytobemyself,sinceIhadinformedthebaronthatthoughthenameofManucciwasgenuinethetitleofcountwasquiteapocryphal。
  AfterrecapitulatingtheinformationwhichFraiturehadgivenhim,andwhichcouldonlyhaveproceededfrommyself,headvisedmetoleaveMadridassoonaspossible,inaweekatlatest。
  Icangivethereadernoideaoftheshockthislettergaveme。ForthefirsttimeinmylifeIhadtoconfessmyselfguiltyoffolly,ingratitude,andcrime。Ifeltthatmyfaultwasbeyondforgiveness,anddidnotthinkofaskingManuccitopardonme;Icoulddonothingbutdespair。
  Nevertheless,inspiteofManucci’sjustindignation,Icouldnothelpseeingthathehadmadeagreatmistakeinadvisingme,insoinsultingamanner,toleaveMadridinaweek。Theyoungmanmighthaveknownthatmyself—respectwouldforbidmyfollowingsuchapieceofadvice。Hecouldnotcompelmetoobeyhiscounselorcommand;andtoleaveMadridwouldhavebeentocommitasecondbasenessworsethanthefirst。
  ApreytogriefIspentthedaywithouttakinganystepsonewayortheother,andIwenttobedwithoutsuppingandwithoutthecompanyofDonnaIgnazia。
  AfterasoundsleepIgotupandwrotetothefriendwhomIhadoffendedasincereandhumbleconfessionofmyfault。IconcludedmyletterbysayingthatIhopedthatthisevidenceofmysincereandheartfeltrepentancewouldsuffice,butifnotthatIwasreadytogivehimanyhonourablesatisfactioninmypower。
  "Youmay,"Isaid,"havemeassassinatedifyoulike,butIshallnotleaveMadridtillitssuitsmetodoso。"
  Iputacommonplacesealonmyletter,andhadtheaddresswrittenbyPhilippe,whosehandwasunknowntoManucci,andthenIsentittoPandowherethekinghadgone。
  Ikeptmyroomthewholeday;andDonnaIgnazia,seeingthatIhadrecoveredmyspiritstosomedegree,madenomoreenquiriesaboutthecauseofmydistress。Iwaitedinthewholeofthenextday,expectingareply,butinvain。
  Thethirdday,beingSunday,IwentouttocallonthePrincedellaCatolica。Mycarriagestoppedathisdoor,buttheportercameoutandtoldmeinapolitewhisperthathishighnesshadhisreasonsfornotreceivingmeanylonger。
  Thiswasanunexpectedblow,butafteritIwaspreparedforanything。
  IdrovetotheAbbeBigliardi,butthelackey,aftertakinginmyname,informedmethathismasterwasout。
  IgotintomycarriageandwenttoVarnier,whosaidhewantedtospeaktome。
  "Comeintomycarriage,"saidI,"wewillgoandhearmasstogether。"
  OnourwayhetoldmethattheVenetianambassador,Mocenigo,hadwarnedtheDukeofMedinaSidoniathatIwasadangerouscharacter。
  "Theduke,"headded,"repliedthathewouldceasetoknowyouassoonashefoundoutthebadnessofyourcharacterhimself。"
  Thesethreeshocks,followinginsuchquicksuccession,castmeintoastateofconfusion。Isaidnothingtillweheardmasstogether,butI
  believethatifIhadnotthentoldhimthewholestoryIshouldhavehadanapoplecticfit。
  Varnierpitiedme,andsaid,——
  "Sucharethewaysofthegreatwhentheyhaveabjuredallvirtueandhonesty。Nevertheless,Iadviseyoutokeepsilenceaboutit,unlessyouwouldirritateManuccistillfarther。"
  WhenIgothomeIwrotetoManuccibegginghimtosuspendhisvengeance,orelseIshouldbeobligedtotellthestorytoallthosewhoinsultedmefortheambassador’ssake。IsentthelettertoM。Soderini,thesecretaryoftheembassy,feelingsurethathewouldforwardittoManucci。
  Idinedwithmymistress,andtookhertothebullfight,whereIchancedtofindmyselfinaboxadjoiningthatinwhichManucciandthetwoambassadorswereseated。Imadethemabowwhichtheywereobligedtoreturn,anddidnotvouchsafethemanotherglancefortherestofthespectacle。
  ThenextdaytheMarquisGrimaldirefusedtoreceiveme,andIsawthatI
  shouldhavetoabandonallhope。TheDukeofLossadaremainedmyfriendonaccountofhisdisliketotheambassadorandhisunnaturaltastes;buthetoldmethathehadbeenrequestednottoreceiveme,andthathedidnotthinkIhadtheslightestchanceofobtaininganyemploymentatCourt。
  Icouldscarcelybelieveinsuchanextremityofvengeance:Manucciwasmakingaparadeoftheinfluencehepossessedoverhiswifetheambassador。Inhisinsanedesireforrevengehehadlaidallshameaside。
  IwascurioustoknowwhetherhehadforgottenDonEmmanueldeRodaandtheMarquisdelaMoras;Ifoundbothofthemhadbeenforewarnedagainstme。TherewasstilltheCountofAranda,andIwasjustgoingtoseehimwhenaservantofhishighness’scameandtoldmethathismasterwishedtoseeme。
  Ishuddered,forinmythenstateofmindIdrewthemostsinisterconclusionsfromthemessage。
  Ifoundthegreatmanalone,lookingperfectlycalm。Thismademepluckupaheart。Heaskedmetositdown——afavourhehadnothithertodoneme,andthisfurthercontributedtocheerme。
  "Whathaveyoubeendoingtooffendyourambassador?"hebegan。
  "Mylord,Ihavedonenothingtohimdirectly,butbyaninexcusableactofstupidityIhavewoundedhisdearfriendManucciinhistenderestpart。WiththemostinnocentintentionsIreposedmyconfidenceinacowardlyfellow,whosoldittoManucciforahundredpistoles。Inhisirritation,Manuccihasstirredupthegreatmanagainstme:’hincillaelacrimae’。"
  "Youhavebeenunwise,butwhatisdoneisdone。Iamsorryforyou,becausethereisanendtoallyourhopesofadvancement。Thefirstthingthekingwoulddowouldbetomakeenquiriesaboutyouoftheambassador。"
  "Ifeelittomysorrow,mylord,butmustIleaveMadrid?"
  "No。Theambassadordidhisbesttomakemesendyouway,butItoldhimthatIhadnopoweroveryousolongasyoudidnotinfringethelaws。"
  "’HehascalumniatedaVenetiansubjectwhomIamboundtoprotect,’saidhe。
  "’Inthatcase,’Ireplied,’youcanresorttotheordinarylaw,andpunishhimtothebestofyourability。’"
  "TheambassadorfinallybeggedmetoorderyounottomentionthemattertoanyVenetiansubjectsatMadrid,andIthinkyoucansafelypromisemethis。"
  "Mylord,Ihavemuchpleasureingivingyourexcellencymywordofhonournottodoso。"
  "Verygood。ThenyoucanstayatMadridaslongasyouplease;and,indeed,Mocenigowillbeleavinginthecourseofaweek。"
  >FromthatmomentImadeupmymindtoamusemyselfwithoutanythoughtofobtainingapositioninSpain。However,thetiesoffriendshipmademekeepupmyacquaintancewithVarnier,theDukeofMedinaSidonia,andthearchitect,Sabatini,whoalwaysgavemeawarmwelcome,asdidhiswife。
  DonnaIgnaziahadmoreofmycompanythanever,andcongratulatedmeonmyfreedomfromthecaresofbusiness。
  AfterthedepartureofMocenigoIthoughtIwouldgoandseeifQuerini,hisnephew,wasequallyprejudicedagainstme。Theportertoldmethathehadreceivedordersnottoadmitme,andIlaughedintheman’sface。
  SixorsevenweeksafterManucci’sdepartureI,too,leftMadrid。Ididsooncompulsion,inspiteofmyloveforIgnazia,forIhadnolongerhopesofdoinganythinginPortugal,andmypursewasnearlyexhausted。
  Ithoughtofsellingahandsomerepeaterandagoldsnuff—boxsoastoenablemetogotoMarseilles,whenceIthoughtofgoingtoConstantinopleandtryingmyfortunetherewithoutturningrenegade。
  Doubtless,Ishouldhavefoundtheplanunsuccessful,forIwasattaininganagewhenFortuneflies。Ihadnoreason,however,tocomplainofFortune,forshehadbeenlavishinhergiftstome,andIinmyturnhadalwaysabusedthem。
  InmystateofdistressthelearnedAbbePinziintroducedmetoaGenoesebookseller,namedCarrado,athoroughlyhonestman,whoseemedtohavebeencreatedthattheknaveryofmostoftheGenoesemightbepardoned。
  TohimIbroughtmywatchandsnuff—box,buttheworthyCarradonotonlyrefusedtobuythem,butwouldnottaketheminpledge。HegavemeseventeenhundredfrancswithnoothersecuritythanmywordthatIwouldrepayhimifIwereeverabletodoso。UnhappilyIhaveneverbeenabletorepaythisdebt,unlessmygratitudebeaccountedrepayment。
  Asnothingissweeterthanthecompanionshipbetweenamanandthewomanheadores,sonothingisbittererthantheseparation;thepleasurehasvanishedaway,andonlythepainremains。
  IspentmylastdaysatMadriddrinkingthecupofpleasurewhichwasembitteredbythethoughtofthepainthatwastofollow。TheworthyDiegowassadatthethoughtoflosingme,andcouldwithdifficultyrefrainfromtears。
  ForsometimemymanPhilippecontinuedtogivemenewsofDonnaIgnazia。
  Shebecamethebrideofarichshoemaker,thoughherfatherwasextremelymortifiedbyhermakingamarriagesomuchbeneathherstation。
  IhadpromisedtheMarquisdelasMorasandColonelRoyasthatIwouldcomeandseethematSaragossa,thecapitalofAragon,andIarrivedthereatthebeginningofSeptember。Mystaylastedforafortnight,duringwhichtimeIwasabletoexaminethemannersandcustomsoftheAragonese,whowerenotsubjecttotheordinancesoftheMarquisofAranda,aslongcloaksandlowhatsweretobeseenateverycorner。
  Theylookedlikedarkphantomsmorethanmen,forthecloakcoveredupatleasthalftheface。UnderneaththecloakwascarriedelSpadino,aswordofenormouslength。Personswhoworethiscostumeweretreatedwithgreatrespect,thoughtheyweremostlyarrantrogues;stilltheymightpossiblybepowerfulnoblemenindisguise。
  ThevisitortoSaragossashouldseethedevotionwhichispaidtoourLadydelPilar。Ihaveseenprocessionsgoingalongthestreetsinwhichwoodenstatuesofgiganticproportionswerecarried。Iwastakentothebestassemblies,wherethemonksswarmed。Iwasintroducedtoaladyofmonstroussize,who,Iwasinformed,wascousintothefamousPalafox,andIdidnotfeelmybosomswellwithprideaswasevidentlyexpected。
  IalsomadetheacquaintanceofCanonPignatelli,amanofItalianorigin。HewasPresidentoftheInquisition,andeverymorningheimprisonedtheprocuresswhohadfurnishedhimwiththegirlwithwhomhehadsuppedandslept。Hewouldwakeupinthemorningtiredoutwiththepleasuresofthenight;thegirlwouldbedrivenawayandtheprocuressimprisoned。Hethendressed,confessed,saidmass,andafteranexcellentbreakfastwithplentyofgoodwinehewouldsendoutforanothergirl,andthiswouldgoondayafterday。Nevertheless,hewasheldingreatrespectatSaragossa,forhewasamonk,acanon,andanInquisitor。
  ThebullfightswerefineratSaragossathanatMadrid——thatistosay,theyweredeadlier;andthechiefinterestofthisbarbarousspectacleliesinthesheddingofblood。TheMarquisdelasMorasandColonelRoyasgavemesomeexcellentdinners。ThemarquiswasoneofthepleasantestmenImetinSpain;hediedveryyoungtwoyearsafter。
  TheChurchofNuestraSenoradelPilarissituatedontherampartsofthetown,andtheAragonesefondlybelievethisportionofthetowndefencestobeimpregnable。
  IhadpromisedDonnaPellicciatogoandseeheratValentia,andonmywayIsawtheancienttownofSaguntumonahillatsomelittledistance。
  TherewasapriesttravellingwithmeandItoldhimandthedriver(whopreferredhismulestoalltheantiquitiesintheworld)thatIshouldliketogoandseethetown。Howthemuleteerandthepriestobjectedtothisproposal!
  "Thereareonlyruinsthere,senor。"
  "That’sjustwhatIwanttosee。"
  "WeshallnevergettoValentiato—night。"
  "Here’sacrown;weshallgetthereto—morrow。"
  Thecrownsettledeverything,andthemanexclaimed,"ValgameDios,esunhombredebuen!"(SohelpmeGod,thisisanhonestman!)AsubjectofhisCatholicmajestyknowsnoheartierpraisethanthis。
  Isawthemassivewallsstillstandingandingoodcondition,andyettheywerebuiltduringthesecondPunicWar。Isawontwoofthegatewaysinscriptionswhichtomeweremeaningless,butwhichSeguier,theoldfriendoftheMarquisMaffei,couldnodoubthavedeciphered。
  Thesightofthismonumenttothecourageofanancientrace,whopreferredtoperishintheflamesratherthansurrender,excitedmyaweandadmiration。Thepriestlaughedatme,andIamsurehewouldnothavepurchasedthisvenerablecityofthedeadifhecouldhavedonesobysayingamass。Theverynamehasperished;insteadofSaguntumitiscalledMurviedrofromtheLatin’muriveteres’(oldwalls);butTimethatdestroysmarbleandbrassdestroysalsotheverymemoryofwhathasbeen。
  "Thisplace,"saidthepriest,"isalwayscalledMurviedro。"
  "Itisridiculoustodoso,"Ireplied;"commonsenseforbidsuscallingathingoldwhichwasonceyoungenough。That’sasifyouwouldtellmethatNewCastilleisreallynew。"
  "Well,OldCastilleismoreancientthanNewCastille。"
  "Noso。NewCastillewasonlycalledsobecauseitwasthelatestconquest;butasamatteroffactitistheolderofthetwo。"
  Thepoorpriesttookrefugeinsilence;shakinghishead,andevidentlytakingmeforamadman。
  ItriedvainlytofindHannibal’shead,andtheinscriptioninhonourofCaesarClaudius,butIfoundouttheremainsoftheamphitheatre。
  ThenextdayIremarkedthemosaicpavement,whichhadbeendiscoveredtwentyyearsbefore。
  IreachedValentiaatnineo’clockinthemorning,andfoundthatI
  shouldhavetocontentmyselfwithabadlodging,asMarescalchi,theoperamanager,hadtakenallthebestroomsforthemembersofhiscompany。Marescalchiwasaccompaniedbyhisbrother,apriest,whomI
  founddecidedlylearnedforhisage。Wetookawalktogether,andhelaughedwhenIproposedgoingintoacafe,fortherewasnotsuchathinginthetown。Therewereonlytavernsofthelowestclasswherethewineisnotfittodrink。Icouldscarcelybelieveit,butSpainisapeculiarcountry。WhenIwasatValentia,agoodbottleofwinewasscarcelyobtainable,thoughMalagaandAlicantewerebothcloseathand。
  InthefirstthreedaysofmystayatValentia(thebirthplaceofAlexanderVI。),Isawalltheobjectsofinterestinthetown,andwasconfirmedinmyideathatwhatseemssoadmirableinthedescriptionsofwritersandthepicturesofartistslosesmuchofitscharmonactualinspection。
  ThoughValentiaisblessedwithanexcellentclimate,thoughitiswellwatered,situatedinthemidstofabeautifulcountry,fertileinallthechoicestproductsofnature,thoughitistheresidenceofmanyofthemostdistinguishedoftheSpanishnobility,thoughitswomenarethemosthandsomeinSpain,thoughithastheadvantageofbeingtheseatofanarchbishop;inspiteofallthesecommodities,itisamostdisagreeabletowntolivein。Oneisilllodgedandillfed,thereisnogoodwineandnogoodcompany,thereisnotevenanyintellectualprovision,forthoughthereisauniversity,letteredmenareabsolutelyunknown。
  Asforthebridges,churches,thearsenal,theexchange,thetownhall,thetwelvetowngates,andtherest,Icouldnottakepleasureinatownwherethestreetsarenotpaved,andwhereapublicpromenadeisconspicuousbyitsabsence。Outsidethetownthecountryisdelightful,especiallyonthesidetowardsthesea;buttheoutsideisnottheinside。
  Thefeaturewhichpleasedmemostwasthenumberofsmallone—horsevehicleswhichtransportthetravellerrapidlyfromonepointtoanother,ataveryslightexpense,andwillevenundertakeatwoorthreedays’
  journey。
  Ifmyframeofmindhadbeenamorepleasantone,IshouldhavetravelledthroughthekingdomsofMurciaandGrenada,whichsurpassItalyinbeautyandfertility。
  PoorSpaniards!Thisbeautyandfertilityofyourlandarethecauseofyourignorance,astheminesofPeruandPotosihavebroughtaboutthatfoolishprideandalltheprejudiceswhichdegradeyou。
  Spaniards,whenwilltheimpulsecome?whenwillyoushakeoffthatfatallethargy?Nowyouaretrulyuselesstoyourselves,andtherestoftheworld;whatisityouneed?
  Afuriousrevolution,aterribleshock,aconquestofregeneration;yourcaseispastgentlemethods,itneedsthecauteryandthefire。
  ThefirstcallIpaidwasonDonnaPelliccia。Thefirstperformancewastobegivenintwodays。Thiswasnotamatterofanydifficulty,asthesameoperasweretobepresentedashadbeenalreadyplayedatAranjuez,theEscurial,andtheGranja,fortheCountofArandawouldneverhavedaredtosanctiontheperformanceofanItaliancomicoperaatMadrid。
  Thenoveltywouldhavebeentoogreat,andtheInquisitionwouldhaveinterfered。
  Theballswereaconsiderableshock,andtwoyearsaftertheyweresuppressed。Spainwillnevermakeanyrealadvance,untiltheInquisitionissuppressedalso。
  AssoonasDonnaPellicciaarrived,shesentintheletterofintroductionshehadreceivedfromtheDukeofArcos,threemonthsbefore。ShehadnotseenthedukesincetheirmeetingatAranjuez。
  Madam,"saidDonDiego,thepersontowhomshewascommended,"Ihavecometoofferyoumyservices,andtotellyouoftheordershisgracehaslaidonme,ofwhichyoumaypossiblybeignorant。"
  "Ihope,sir,"shereplied,"thatIamnotputtingyoutoanyinconvenience,butIamextremelygratefultothedukeandtoyourself;
  andIshallhavethehonourofcallingonyoutogiveyoumythanks。"
  "Notatall;IhaveonlytosaythatIhaveorderstofurnishyouwithanysumsyoumayrequire,totheamountoftwenty—fivethousanddoubloons。"
  "Twenty—fivethousanddoubloons?"
  "Exactly,madam,twohundredandfiftythousandfrancsinFrenchmoney,andnomore。Kindlyreadhisgrace’sletter;youdonotseemtobeawareofitscontents。"
  Theletterwasabriefone:
  "DonDiego,——YouwillfurnishDonnaPellicciawithwhateversumsshemayrequire,notexceedingtwenty—fivethousanddoubloons,atmyaccount。
  "THEDUKEDOSARCOS"
  Weremainedinastateofperfectstupefaction。DonnaPellicciareturnedtheepistletothebanker,whobowedandtookhisleave。
  Thissoundsalmostincrediblegenerosity,butinSpainsuchthingsarenotuncommon。IhavealreadymentionedthemunificentgiftofMedina—
  CelitoMadamePichona。
  ThosewhoareunacquaintedwiththepeculiarSpanishcharacterandthevastrichesofsomeofthenobility,maypronouncesuchactsofgenerositytoberidiculousandpositivelyinjurious,buttheymakeamistake。Thespendthriftgivesandsquandersbyakindofinstinct,andsohewillcontinuetodoaslongashismeansremain。ButthesesplendidgiftsIhavedescribeddonotcomeunderthecategoryofsenselessprodigality。TheSpaniardischieflyambitiousofpraise,forpraisehewilldoanything;butthisverydesireforadmirationservestorestrainhimfromactionsbywhichhewouldincurblame。Hewantstobethoughtsuperiortohisfellows,astheSpanishnationissuperiortoallothernations;hewantstobethoughtworthyofathrone,andtobeconsideredasthepossessorofallthevirtues。
  ImayalsonotethatwhilesomeoftheSpanishnobilityareasrichastheEnglishlords,theformerhavenotsomanywaysofspendingtheirmoneyasthelatter,andthusareenabledtobeheroicallygenerousonoccasion。
  AssoonasDonDiegohadgone,webegantodiscusstheduke’snoblebehaviour。
  DonnaPellicciamaintainedthatthedukehadwishedtoshewhisconfidenceinherbydoingherthehonourofsupposingherincapableofabusinghisgenerosity;"atallevents,"sheconcluded,"IwouldratherdieofhungerthantakeasingledoubloonofDonDiego。"
  "Thedukewouldbeoffended,"saidaviolinist;"Ithinkyououghttotakesomething。"
  "Youmusttakeitall,"saidthehusband。
  Iwasofthelady’sopinion,andtoldherthatIwassurethedukewouldrewardherdelicacybymakingherfortune。
  Shefollowedmyadviceandherownimpulse,thoughthebankerremonstratedwithher。
  SuchistheperversityofthehumanmindthatnoonebelievedinDonnaPelliccia’sdelicacy。WhenthekingheardwhathadhappenedheorderedtheworthyactresstoleaveMadrid,topreventthedukeruininghimself。
  Suchisoftentherewardofvirtueherebelow,butthemaliciouspersonswhohadtriedtoinjureDonnaPellicciabycalumniatinghertothekingwerethemeansofmakingherfortune。
  Thedukewhohadonlyspokenonceortwicetotheactressinpublic,andhadneverspentapennyonher,tooktheking’scommandasaninsult,andonenottobeborne。Hewastooproudtosolicitthekingtorevoketheorderhehadgiven,andintheendbehavedinawaybefittingsonoble—
  mindedaman。ForthefirsttimehevisitedDonnaPellicciaatherownhouse,andbegginghertoforgivehimforhavingbeentheinnocentcauseofherdisgrace,askedhertoacceptarouleauandaletterwhichhelaidonthetable。
  Therouleaucontainedahundredgoldounceswiththewords"fortravellingexpenses,"andtheletterwasaddressedtoaRomanbank,andprovedtobeanorderfortwenty—fourthousandRomancrowns。
  Fortwenty—nineyearsthisworthywomankeptanestablishmentatRome,anddidsoinamannerwhichprovedherworthyofhergoodfortune。
  ThedayafterDonnaPelliccia’sdeparturethekingsawtheDukeofArcos,andtoldhimnottobesad,buttoforgetthewoman,whohadbeensentawayforhisowngood。
  "Bysendingheraway,yourmajestyobligedmetoturnfictionintofact,forIonlyknewherbyspeakingtoherinvariouspublicplaces,andI
  hadnevermadeherthesmallestpresent。"
  "Thenyounevergavehertwenty—fivethousanddoubloons?"
  "Sire,Igaveherdoublethatsum,butonlyonthedaybeforeyesterday。
  Yourmajestyhasabsolutepower,butifshehadnotreceivedherdismissalIshouldneverhavegonetoherhouse,norshouldIhavegivenherthesmallestpresent。"
  Thekingwasstupefiedandsilent;hewasprobablymeditatingontheamountofcreditamonarchshouldgivetothegossipthathiscourtiersbringhim。
  IheardaboutthisfromM。Monnino,whowasafterwardsknownunderthetitleofCastilledeFloridaBlanca,andisnowlivinginexileinMurcia,hisnativecountry。
  AfterMarescalchihadgone,andIwasmakingmypreparationsformyjourneytoBarcelona,Isawoneday,atthebullfight,awomanwhoseappearancehadastrangekindoffascinationaboutit。
  TherewasaknightofAlcantaraatmyside,andIaskedhimwhotheladywas。
  "SheisthefamousNina。"
  "Howfamous?"
  "Ifyoudonotknowherstory,itistoolongtobetoldhere。"
  Icouldnothelpgazingather,andtwominuteslateranill—lookingfellowbesidehercameuptomycompanionandwhisperedsomethinginhisear。
  TheknightturnedtowardsmeandinformedmeinthemostpolitemannerthattheladywhosenameIhadaskeddesiredtoknowmine。
  Iwassillyenoughtobeflatteredbyhercuriosity,andtoldthemessengerthatiftheladywouldallowmeIwouldcometoherboxandtellhermynameinpersonaftertheperformance。
  "FromyouraccentIshouldsupposeyouwereanItalian。"
  "IamaVenetian。"
  "Soisshe。"
  Whenhehadgoneawaymyneighbourseemedinclinedtobemorecommunicative,andinformedmethatNinawasadancerwhomtheCountdeRicla,theViceroyofBarcelona,waskeepingforsomeweeksatValentia,tillhecouldgetherbacktoBarcelona,whencethebishopofthediocesehadexpelledheronaccountofthescandalstowhichshegaverise。"Thecount,"headded,"ismadlyinlovewithher,andallowsherfiftydoubloonsaday。"
  "Ishouldhopeshedoesnotspendthem。"
  "Shecan’tdothat,butshedoesnotletadaypasswithoutcommittingsomeexpensiveactoffolly。"
  Ifeltcurioustoknowawomanofsuchapeculiarcharacter,andlongedfortheendofthebullfight,littlethinkinginwhattroublethisnewacquaintancewouldinvolveme。
  Shereceivedmewithgreatpoliteness,andasshegotintohercarriagedrawnbysixmules,shesaidshewouldbedelightedifIwouldbreakfastwithheratnineo’clockonthefollowingday。
  Ipromisedtocome,andIkeptmyword。
  Herhousewasjustoutsidethetownwalls,andwasaverylargebuilding。
  Itwasrichlyandtastefullyfurnished,andwassurroundedbyanenormousgarden。
  Thefirstthingthatstruckmewasthenumberofthelackeysandtherichnessoftheirliveries,andthemaidsinelegantattire,whoseemedtobegoingandcominginalldirections。
  AsIadvancedIheardanimperiousvoicescoldingsomeone。
  ThescoldwasNina,whowasabusinganastonished—lookingman,whowasstandingbyalargetablecoveredwithstuffsandlaces。
  "Excuseme,"saidshe,"butthisfoolofaSpaniardwantstopersuademethatthislaceisreallyhandsome。"
  SheaskedmewhatIthoughtofthelace,andthoughIprivatelythoughtitlaceofthefinestquality,Ididnotcaretocontradicther,andsorepliedthatIwasnojudge。
  "Madam,"saidthetradesman,"ifyoudonotlikethelace,leaveit;willyoukeepthestuffs?"
  "Yes,"shereplied;"andasforthelace,Iwillshewyouthatitisnotthemoneythatdetersme。"
  Sosayingthemadgirltookupapairofscissorsandcutthelaceintofragments。
  "Whatapity!"saidthemanwhohadspokentomeatthebullfight。
  "Peoplewillsaythatyouhavegoneoffyourhead。"
  "Besilent,youpimpingrogue!"saidshe,enforcingherwordswithasturdyboxontheear。
  Thefellowwentoff,callingherstrumpet,whichonlymadeherscreamwithlaughter;then,turningtotheSpaniard,shetoldhimtomakeouthisaccountdirectly。
  Themandidnotwanttellingtwice,andavengedhimselffortheabusehehadreceivedbytheinordinatelengthofhisbill。
  Shetookuptheaccountandplacedherinitialsatthebottomwithoutdeigningtolookattheitems,andsaid,——
  "GotoDonDiegoValencia;hewillpayyouimmediately。"
  Assoonaswewerealonethechocolatewasserved,andshesentamessagetothefellowwhoseearsshehadboxedtocometobreakfastdirectly。
  "Youneedn’tbesurprisedatmywayoftreatinghim,"shesaid。"He’sarascalwhomRiclahasplacedinmyhousetospyoutmyactions,andI
  treathimasyouhaveseen,sothathemayhaveplentyofnewstowritetohismaster。"
  IthoughtImustbedreaming;suchawomanseemedtomebeyondthelimitsofthepossible。
  Thepoorwretch,whocamefromBolognaandwasamusicianbyprofession,cameandsatdownwithuswithoutaword。HisnamewasMolinari。
  Assoonashehadfinishedhisbreakfasthelefttheroom,andNinaspentanhourwithmetalkingaboutSpain,Italy,andPortugal,whereshehadmarriedadancernamedBergonzi。
  "Myfather,"shesaid,"wasthefamouscharlatanPelandi;youmayhaveknownhimatVenice。"
  Afterthispieceofconfidence(andshedidnotseematallashamedofherparentage)sheaskedmetosupwithher,supperbeingherfavouritemeal。Ipromisedtocome,andIlefthertoreflectontheextraordinarycharacterofthewoman,andonthegoodfortunewhichshesoabused。
  Ninawaswonderfullybeautiful;butasithasalwaysbeenmyopinionthatmerebeautydoesnotgoformuch,Icouldnotunderstandhowaviceroycouldhavefalleninlovewithhertosuchanextent。AsforMolinari,afterwhichIhadseen,Icouldonlysethimdownasaninfamouswretch。
  Iwenttosupperwithherforamusement’ssake,for,withallherbeauty,shehadnottouchedmyheartintheslightestdegree。ItwasatthebeginningofOctober,butatValentiathethermometermarkedtwentydegreesReaumurintheshade。
  Ninawaswalkinginthegardenwithhercompanion,bothofthembeingverylightlyclad;indeed,Ninahadonlyherchemiseandalightpetticoat。
  Assoonasshesawmeshecameupandbeggedmetofollowtheirexampleinthewayofattire,butIbeggedtobeexcused。Thepresenceofthathatefulfellowrevoltedmeinthehighestdegree。
  IntheintervalbeforesupperNinaentertainedmewithanumberoflasciviousanecdotesofherexperiencesfromthetimeshebeganherpresentmodeoflivinguptotheageoftwenty—two,whichwasheragethen。
  IfithadnotbeenforthepresenceofthedisgustingArgus,nodoubtallthesestorieswouldhaveproducedtheirnaturaleffectonme;butasitwastheyhadnonewhatever。
  Wehadadelicatesupperandatewithappetite,andafteritwasoverI
  wouldhavegladlyleftthem;butNinawouldnotletmego。Thewinehadtakeneffect,andshewishedtohavealittleamusement。
  Afteralltheservantshadbeendismissed,thisMessalinaorderedMolinaritostripnaked,andshethenbegantotreathiminamannerwhichIcannotdescribewithoutdisgust。
  Therascalwasyoungandstrong,and,thoughhewasdrunk,Nina’streatmentsoonplacedhiminaheartycondition。Icouldseethatshewishedmetoplaymypartintherevels,butmydisgusthadutterlydeprivedmeofallmyamorousfaculties。
  Nina,too,hadundressed,andseeingthatIviewedtheorgycoldlysheproceededtosatiateherdesiresbymeansofMolinari。
  Ihadtobearwiththesightofthisbeautifulwomancouplingherselfwithananimal,whoseonlymeritlayinhisvirilemonstrosity,whichshenodoubtregardedaeabeauty。