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第22章

  AsIhadnothingparticulartodo,IwenttoaFrenchbooksellerinwhoseshopImadetheacquaintanceofawittyhunchback,andImustsaythatahunchbackwithoutwitisaragaavis;Ihavefounditsoinallcountries。Ofcourseitisnotwitwhichgivesthehump,for,thankGod,allwittymenarenothumpbacked,butwemaywellsaythatasageneralrulethehumpgiveswit,fortheverysmallnumberofhunchbackswhohavelittleornowitonlyconfirmstherule:TheoneIwasalludingtojustnowwascalledDubois—Chateleraux。Hewasaskilfulengraver,anddirectoroftheMintofParmafortheInfante,althoughthatprincecouldnotboastofsuchaninstitution。
  Ispentanhourwiththewittyhunchback,whoshewedmeseveralofhisengravings,andIreturnedtothehotelwhereIfoundtheHungarianwaitingtoseeHenriette。Hedidnotknowthatshewouldthatmorningreceiveusintheattireofhersex。Thedoorwasthrownopen,andabeautiful,charmingwomanmetuswithacourtesyfullofgrace,whichnolongerremindedusofthestiffnessorofthetoogreatfreedomwhichbelongtothemilitarycostume。Hersuddenappearancecertainlyastonishedus,andwedidnotknowwhattosayorwhattodo。Sheinvitedustobeseated,lookedatthecaptaininafriendlymanner,andpressedmyhandwiththewarmestaffection,butwithoutgivingwayanymoretothatoutwardfamiliaritywhichayoungofficercanassume,butwhichdoesnotsuitawell—educatedlady。Hernobleandmodestbearingsooncompelledmetoputmyselfinunisonwithher,andIdidsowithoutdifficulty,forshewasnotactingapart,andthewayinwhichshehadresumedhernaturalcharactermadeiteasyformetofollowheronthatground。
  Iwasgazingatherwithadmiration,and,urgedbyafeelingwhichI
  didnottaketimetoanalyze,Itookherhandtokissitwithrespect,but,withoutgivingmeanopportunityofraisingittomylips,sheofferedmeherlovelymouth。Neverdidakisstastesodelicious。
  "AmInotthenalwaysthesame?"saidshetome,withdeepfeeling。
  "No,heavenlycreature,anditissotruethatyouarenolongerthesameinmyeyesthatIcouldnotnowuseanyfamiliaritytowardsyou。
  Youarenolongerthewitty,freeyoungofficerwhotoldMadameQueriniaboutthegameofPharaoh,endaboutthedepositsmadetoyourbankbythecaptaininsoniggardlyamannerthattheywerehardlyworthmentioning。"
  "Itisverytruethat,wearingthecostumeofmysex,Ishouldneverdaretouttersuchwords。Yet,dearestfriend,itdoesnotpreventmybeingyourHenriette——thatHenriettewhohasinherlifebeenguiltyofthreeescapades,thelastofwhichwouldhaveutterlyruinedmeifithadnotbeenforyou,butwhichIcalladelightfulerror,sinceithasbeenthecauseofmyknowingyou。"
  ThosewordsmovedmesodeeplythatIwasonthepointofthrowingmyselfatherfeet,toentreathertoforgivemefornothavingshewnhermorerespect,butHenriette,whosawthestateinwhichIwas,andwhowantedtoputanendtothepatheticscene,begantoshakeourpoorcaptain,whosatasmotionlessasastatue,andasifhehadbeenpetrified。Hefeltashamedathavingtreatedsuchawomanasanadventuress,forheknewthatwhathenowsawwasnotanillusion。
  Hekeptlookingatherwithgreatconfusion,andbowingmostrespectfully,asifhewantedtoatoneforhispastconducttowardsher。AsforHenriette,sheseemedtosaytohim,butwithouttheshadowofareproach;
  "Iamgladthatyouthinkmeworthmorethantensequins。"
  Wesatdowntodinner,andfromthatmomentshedidthehonoursofthetablewiththeperfecteaseofapersonwhoisaccustomedtofulfilthatdifficultduty。Shetreatedmelikeabelovedhusband,andthecaptainlikearespectedfriend。ThepoorHungarianbeggedmetotellherthatifhehadseenher,asshewasnow,inCivitaVecchia,whenshecameoutofthetartan,heshouldneverhavedreamedofdispatchinghisciceronetoherroom。
  "Oh!tellhimthatIdonotdoubtit。Butisitnotstrangethatapoorlittlefemaledressshouldcommandmorerespectthanthegarbofanofficer?"
  "Praydonotabusetheofficer’scostume,foritistoitthatIamindebtedformyhappiness。"
  "Yes,"shesaid,withalovingsmile,"asIoweminetothesbirriofCesena。"
  Weremainedforalongtimeatthetable,andourdelightfulconversationturneduponnoothertopicthanourmutualfelicity。
  Ifithadnotbeenfortheuneasinessofthepoorcaptain,whichatlaststruckus,weshouldneverhaveputastopeithertothedinnerorto,ourcharmingprattle。
  CHAPTERII
  IEngageaBoxattheOpera,inSpiteofHenriette’sReluctance——
  M。DuboisPaysUsaVisitandDineswithUs;MyDarlingPlaysHimaTrick——HenrietteArguesonHappiness——WeCallonDubois,andMyWifeDisplaysHerMarvellousTalent——M。DutillotTheCourtgivesaSplendidEntertainmentintheDucalGardens——AFatalMeeting——IHaveanInterviewwithM。D’Antoine,theFavouriteoftheInfanteofSpainThehappinessIwasenjoyingwastoocompletetolastlong。Iwasfatedtoloseit,butImustnotanticipateevents。MadamedeFrance,wifeoftheInfanteDonPhilip,havingarrivedinParma,theoperahousewasopened,andIengagedaprivatebox,tellingHenriettethatIintendedtotakehertothetheatreeverynight。
  Shehadseveraltimesconfessedthatshehadagreatpassionformusic,andIhadnodoubtthatshewouldbepleasedwithmyproposal。
  ShehadneveryetseenanItalianopera,andIfeltcertainthatshewishedtoascertainwhethertheItalianmusicdeserveditsuniversalfame。ButIwasindeedsurprisedwhensheexclaimed,"What,dearest!Youwishtogoeveryeveningtotheopera?"
  "Ithink,mylove,that,ifwedidnotgo,weshouldgivesomeexcuseforscandal—mongerstogossip。Yet,shouldyounotlikeit,youknowthatthereisnoneedforustogo。Donotthinkofme,forIpreferourpleasantchatinthisroomtotheheavenlyconcertoftheseraphs。"
  "Iampassionatelyfondofmusic,darling,butIcannothelptremblingattheideaofgoingout。"
  "Ifyoutremble,Imustshudder,butweoughttogototheoperaorleaveParma。LetusgotoLondonortoanyotherplace。Giveyourorders,Iamreadytodoanythingyoulike。"
  "Well,takeaprivateboxaslittleexposedaspossible。"
  "Howkindyouare!"
  TheboxIhadengagedwasinthesecondtier,butthetheatrebeingsmallitwasdifficultforaprettywomantoescapeobservation。
  Itoldherso。
  "Idonotthinkthereisanydanger,"sheanswered;"forIhavenotseenthenameofanypersonofmyacquaintanceinthelistofforeignerswhichyougavemetoread。"
  ThusdidHenriettegototheopera。Ihadtakencarethatourboxshouldnotbelightedup。Itwasanopera—buffa,themusicofBurellanowasexcellent,andthesingerswereverygood。
  Henriettemadenouseofheropera—glassexcepttolookonthestage,andnobodypaidanyattentiontous。Asshehadbeengreatlypleasedwiththefinaleofthesecondact,Ipromisedtogetitforher,andIaskedDuboistoprocureitforme。Thinkingthatshecouldplaytheharpsichord,Iofferedtogetone,butshetoldmethatshehadnevertouchedthatinstrument。
  OnthenightofthefourthorfifthperformanceM。Duboiscametoourbox,andasIdidnotwishtointroducehimtomyfriend,IonlyaskedwhatIcoulddoforhim。HethenhandedmethemusicIhadbeggedhimtopurchaseforme,andIpaidhimwhatithadcost,offeringhimmybestthanks。Aswewerejustoppositetheducalbox,Iaskedhim,forthesakeofsayingsomething,whetherhehadengravedtheportraitsoftheirhighnesses。Heansweredthathehadalreadyengravedtwomedals,andIgavehimanorderforboth,ingold。Hepromisedtoletmehavethem,andleftthebox。Henriettehadnotevenlookedathim,andthatwasaccordingtoallestablishedrules,asIhadnotintroducedhim,butthenextmorninghewasannouncedaswewereatdinner。M。delaHaye,whowasdiningwithus,complimentedusuponhavingmadetheacquaintanceofDubois,andintroducedhimtohispupilthemomenthecameintotheroom。ItwasthenrightforHenriettetowelcomehim,whichshedidmostgracefully。
  Aftershehadthankedhimforthe’partizione’,shebeggedhewouldgethersomeothermusic,andtheartistacceptedherrequestasafavourgrantedtohim。
  "Sir,"saidDuboistome,"Ihavetakenthelibertyofbringingthemedalsyouwishedtohave;heretheyare。"
  OnoneweretheportraitsoftheInfanteandhiswife,ontheotherwasengravedonlytheheadofDonPhilip。Theywerebothbeautifullyengraved,andweexpressedourjustadmiration。"Theworkmanshipisbeyondallprice,"saidHenriette,"butthegoldcanbebarteredforothergold。""Madam,"answeredthemodestartist,"themedalsweightsixteensequins。"Shegavehimtheamountimmediately,andinvitedhimtocallagainatdinner—time。Coffeewasjustbroughtinatthatmoment,andsheaskedhimtotakeitwithus。Beforesweeteninghiscup,sheenquiredwhetherhelikedhiscoffeeverysweet。
  "Yourtaste,madam,"answeredthehunchback,gallantly,"issuretobemine。"
  "ThenyouhaveguessedthatIalwaysdrinkcoffeewithoutsugar。I
  amgladwehavethattasteincommon。"
  Andshegracefullyofferedhimthecupofcoffeewithoutsugar。ShethenhelpedDelaHayeandme,notforgettingtoputplentyofsugarinourcups,andshepouredoutoneforherselfexactlyliketheoneshehandedtoDubois。Itwasmuchadoformenottolaugh,formymischievousFrench—woman,wholikedhercoffeeintheParisianfashion,thatistosayverysweet,wassippingthebitterbeveragewithanairofdelightwhichcompelledthedirectoroftheMinttosmileundertheinfliction。Butthecunninghunchbackwasevenwithher;acceptingthepenaltyofhisfoolishcompliment,andpraisingthegoodqualityofthecoffee,heboldlydeclaredthatitwastheonlywaytotastethedeliciousaromaofthepreciousberry。
  WhenDuboisandDelaHayehadleftus,webothlaughedatthetrick。
  "But,"saidItoHenriette,"youwillbethefirstvictimofyourmischief,forwheneverhedineswithus,youmustkeepupthejoke,inordernottobetrayyourself。"
  "Oh!Icaneasilycontrivetodrinkmycoffeewellsweetened,andtomakehimdrainthebittercup。"
  Attheendofonemonth,HenriettecouldspeakItalianfluently,anditwasowingmoretotheconstantpracticeshehadeverydaywithmycousinJeanneton,whoactedashermaid,thantothelessonsofProfessordelaHaye。Thelessonsonlytaughthertherules,andpracticeisnecessarytoacquirealanguage。Ihaveexperienceditmyself。IlearnedmoreFrenchduringthetooshortperiodthatI
  spentsohappilywithmycharmingHenriettethaninallthelessonsI
  hadtakenfromDalacqua。
  Wehadattendedtheoperatwentytimeswithoutmakinganyacquaintance,andourlifewasindeedsupremelyhappy。IneverwentoutwithoutHenriette,andalwaysinacarriage;weneverreceivedanyone,andnobodyknewus。Duboiswastheonlyperson,sincethedepartureofthegoodHungarian,whosometimesdinedwithus;IdonotreckonDelaHaye,whowasadailyguestatourtable。Duboisfeltgreatcuriosityaboutus,buthewascunninganddidnotshewhiscuriosity;wewerereservedwithoutaffectation,andhisinquisitivenesswasatfault。OnedayhementionedtousthatthecourtoftheInfanteofParmawasverybrilliantsincethearrivalofMadamedeFrance,andthatthereweremanyforeignersofbothsexesinthecity。Then,turningtowardsHenriette,hesaidtoher;
  "Mostoftheforeignladieswhomwehavehereareunknowntous。"
  "Verylikely,manyofthemwouldnotshewthemselvesiftheywereknown。"
  "Verylikely,madam,asyousay,butIcanassureyouthat,eveniftheirbeautyandtherichnessoftheirtoiletmadethemconspicuous,oursovereignswishforfreedom。Istillhope,madam,thatweshallhavethehappinessofseeingyouatthecourtoftheduke。"
  "Idonotthinkso,for,inmyopinion,itissuperlativelyridiculousforaladytogotothecourtwithoutbeingpresented,particularlyifshehasarighttobeso。"
  Thelastwords,onwhichHenriettehadlaidalittlemorestressthanuponthefirstpartofheranswer,struckourlittlehunchbackdumb,andmyfriend,improvingheropportunity,changedthesubjectofconversation。
  Whenhehadgoneweenjoyedthecheckshehadthusgiventotheinquisitivenessofourguest,butItoldHenriettethat,ingoodconscience,sheoughttoforgiveallthosewhomsherenderedcurious,because……shecutmywordsshortbycoveringmewithlovingkisses。
  Thussupremelyhappy,andfindinginoneanotherconstantsatisfaction,wewouldlaughatthosemorosephilosopherswhodenythatcompletehappinesscanbefoundonearth。
  "Whatdotheymean,darling——thosecrazyfools——bysayingthathappinessisnotlasting,andhowdotheyunderstandthatword?Iftheymeaneverlasting,immortal,unintermitting,ofcoursetheyareright,butthelifeofmannotbeingsuch,happiness,asanaturalconsequence,cannotbesucheither。Otherwise,everyhappinessislastingfortheveryreasonthatitdoesexist,andtobelastingitrequiresonlytoexist。Butifbycompletefelicitytheyunderstandaseriesofvariedandnever—interruptedpleasures,theyarewrong,because,byallowingaftereachpleasurethecalmwhichoughttofollowtheenjoymentofit,wehavetimetorealizehappinessinitsreality。Inotherwordsthosenecessaryperiodsofreposeareasourceoftrueenjoyment,because,thankstothem,weenjoythedelightofrecollectionwhichincreasestwofoldtherealityofhappiness。Mancanbehappyonlywheninhisownmindherealizeshishappiness,andcalmisnecessarytogivefullplaytohismind;
  thereforewithoutcalmmanwouldtrulyneverbecompletelyhappy,andpleasure,inordertobefelt,mustceasetobeactive。Thenwhatdotheymeanbythatwordlasting?
  "Everydaywereachamomentwhenwelongforsleep,and,althoughitbetheverylikenessofnon—existence,cananyonedenythatsleepisapleasure?No,atleastitseemstomethatitcannotbedeniedwithconsistency,for,themomentitcomestous,wegiveitthepreferenceoverallotherpleasures,andwearegratefultoitonlyafterithasleftus。
  "Thosewhosaythatnoonecanbehappythroughoutlifespeaklikewisefrivolously。Philosophyteachesthesecretofsecuringthathappiness,providedoneisfreefrombodilysufferings。Afelicitywhichwouldthuslastthroughoutlifecouldbecomparedtoanosegayformedofathousandflowerssobeautifully,soskillfullyblendedtogether,thatitwouldlookonesingleflower。Whyshoulditbeimpossibleforustospendherethewholeofourlifeaswehavespentthelastmonth,alwaysingoodhealth,alwayslovingoneanother,withouteverfeelinganyotherwantoranyweariness?Then,tocrownthathappiness,whichwouldcertainlybeimmense,allthatwouldbewantedwouldbetodietogether,inanadvancedage,speakingtothelastmomentofourpleasantrecollections。Surelythatfelicitywouldhavebeenlasting。Deathwouldnotinterruptit,fordeathwouldendit。Wecouldnot,eventhen,supposeourselvesunhappyunlesswedreadedunhappinessafterdeath,andsuchanideastrikesmeasabsurd,foritisacontradictionoftheideaofanalmightyandfatherlytenderness。"
  ItwasthusthatmybelovedHenriettewouldoftenmakemespenddelightfulhours,talkingphilosophicsentiment。HerlogicwasbetterthanthatofCiceroinhisTusculanDisputations,butsheadmittedthatsuchlastingfelicitycouldexistonlybetweentwobeingswholivedtogether,andlovedeachotherwithconstantaffection,healthyinmindandinbody,enlightened,sufficientlyrich,similarintastes,indisposition,andintemperament。Happyarethoseloverswho,whentheirsensesrequirerest,canfallbackupontheintellectualenjoymentsaffordedbythemind!Sweetsleepthencomes,andlastsuntilthebodyhasrecovereditsgeneralharmony。Onawaking,thesensesareagainactiveandalwaysreadytoresumetheiraction。
  Theconditionsofexistenceareexactlythesameformanasfortheuniverse,Imightalmostsaythatbetweenthemthereisperfectidentity,forifwetaketheuniverseaway,mankindnolongerexists,andifwetakemankindaway,thereisnolongeranuniverse;whocouldrealizetheideaoftheexistenceofinorganicmatter?Now,withoutthatidea,’nihilest’,sincetheideaistheessenceofeverything,andsincemanalonehasideas。Besides,ifweabstractthespecies,wecannolongerimaginetheexistenceofmatter,andviceversa。
  IderivedfromHenrietteasgreathappinessasthatcharmingwomanderivedfromme。Welovedoneanotherwithallthestrengthofourfaculties,andwewereeverythingtoeachother。ShewouldoftenrepeatthoseprettylinesofthegoodLa,Fontaine:
  ’Soyez—vousl’unal’autreunmondetoujoursbeau,Toujoursdivers,toujoursnouveau;
  Tenez—vouslieudetout;comptezpourrienlereste。’
  Andwedidnotfailtoputtheadviceintopractice,forneverdidaminuteofennuiorofweariness,neverdidtheslightesttrouble,disturbourbliss。
  Thedayafterthecloseoftheopera,Dubois,whowasdiningwithus,saidthatonthefollowingdayhewasentertainingthetwofirstartists,’primocantatore’and’primacantatrice’,andaddedthat,ifwelikedtocome,wewouldhearsomeoftheirbestpieces,whichtheyweretosinginaloftyhallofhiscountry—houseparticularlyadaptedtothedisplayofthehumanvoice。Henriettethankedhimwarmly,butshesaidthat,herhealthbeingverydelicate,shecouldnotengageherselfbeforehand,andshespokeofotherthings。
  Whenwewerealone,IaskedherwhyshehadrefusedthepleasureofferedbyDubois。
  "Ishouldaccepthisinvitation,"sheanswered,"andwithdelight,ifIwerenotafraidofmeetingathishousesomepersonwhomightknowme,andwoulddestroythehappinessIamnowenjoyingwithyou。"
  "Ifyouhaveanyfreshmotivefordreadingsuchanoccurrence,youarequiteright,butifitisonlyavague,groundlessfear,mylove,whyshouldyoudepriveyourselfofarealandinnocentpleasure?IfyouknewhowpleasedIamwhenIseeyouenjoyyourself,andparticularlywhenIwitnessyourecstacyinlisteningtofinemusic!"
  "Well,darling,Idonotwanttoshewmyselflessbravethanyou。Wewillgoimmediatelyafterdinner。Theartistswillnotsingbefore。
  Besides,ashedoesnotexpectus,heisnotlikelytohaveinvitedanypersoncurioustospeaktome。Wewillgowithoutgivinghimnoticeofourcoming,withoutbeingexpected,andasifwewantedtopayhimafriendlyvisit。Hetoldusthathewouldbeathiscountry—house,andCaudagnaknowswhereitis。"
  Herreasonswereamixtureofprudenceandoflove,twofeelingswhichareseldomblendedtogether。Myanswerwastokissherwithasmuchadmirationastenderness,andthenextdayatfouro’clockintheafternoonwepaidourvisittoM。Dubois。Weweremuchsurprised,forwefoundhimalonewithaveryprettygirl,whomhepresentedtousashisniece。
  "Iamdelightedtoseeyou,"hesaid,"butasIdidnotexpecttoseeyouIalteredmyarrangements,andinsteadofthedinnerIhadintendedtogiveIhaveinvitedmyfriendstosupper。Ihopeyouwillnotrefusemethehonourofyourcompany。Thetwovirtuosiwillsoonbehere。"
  Wewerecompelledtoaccepthisinvitation。
  "Willtherebemanyguests?"Ienquired。
  "Youwillfindyourselvesinthemidstofpeopleworthyofyou,"heanswered,triumphantly。"IamonlysorrythatIhavenotinvitedanyladies。"
  Thispoliteremark,whichwasintendedforHenriette,madeherdrophimacurtsy,whichsheaccompaniedwithasmile。Iwaspleasedtoreadcontentmentonhercountenance,but,alas!shewasconcealingthepainfulanxietywhichshefeltacutely。Hernoblemindrefusedtoshewanyuneasiness,andIcouldnotguessherinmostthoughtsbecauseIhadnoideathatshehadanythingtofear。
  IshouldhavethoughtandacteddifferentlyifIhadknownallherhistory。InsteadofremaininginParmaIshouldhavegonewithhertoLondon,andIknownowthatshewouldhavebeendelightedtogothere。
  Thetwoartistsarrivedsoonafterwards;theywerethe’primocantatore’Laschi,andthe’primadonna’Baglioni,thenaveryprettywoman。Theotherguestssoonfollowed;allofthemwereFrenchmenandSpaniardsofacertainage。Nointroductionstookplace,andI
  readthetactofthewittyhunchbackintheomission,butasalltheguestsweremenusedtothemannersofthecourt,thatneglectofetiquettedidnotpreventthemfrompayingeveryhonourtomylovelyfriend,whoreceivedtheircomplimentswiththateaseandgoodbreedingwhichareknownonlyinFrance,andeventhereonlyinthehighestsociety,withtheexception,however,ofafewFrenchprovincesinwhichthenobility,wronglycalledgoodsociety,shewrathertooopenlythehaughtinesswhichischaracteristicofthatclass。
  Theconcertbeganbyamagnificentsymphony,afterwhichLaschiandBaglionisangaduetwithgreattalentandmuchtaste。TheywerefollowedbyapupilofthecelebratedVandini,whoplayedaconcertoonthevioloncello,andwaswarmlyapplauded。
  TheapplausehadnotyetceasedwhenHenriette,leavingherseat,wentuptotheyoungartist,andtoldhim,withmodestconfidence,asshetookthevioloncellofromhim,thatshecouldbringoutthebeautifultoneoftheinstrumentstillbetter。Iwasstruckwithamazement。Shetooktheyoungman’sseat,placedthevioloncellobetweenherknees,andbeggedtheleaderoftheorchestratobegintheconcertoagain。Thedeepestsilenceprevailed。Iwastremblingallover,andalmostfainting。FortunatelyeverylookwasfixeduponHenriette,andnobodythoughtofme。Norwasshelookingtowardsme,shewouldnothavethenventuredevenoneglance,forshewouldhavelostcourage,ifshehadraisedherbeautifuleyestomyface。
  However,notseeingherdisposingherselftoplay,Iwasbeginningtoimaginethatshehadonlybeenindulginginajest,whenshesuddenlymadethestringsresound。MyheartwasbeatingwithsuchforcethatIthoughtIshoulddropdowndead。
  Butletthereaderimaginemysituationwhen,theconcertobeingover,well—meritedapplauseburstfromeverypartoftheroom!Therapidchangefromextremefeartoexcessivepleasurebroughtonanexcitementwhichwaslikeaviolentfever。TheapplausedidnotseemtohaveanyeffectuponHenriette,who,withoutraisinghereyesfromthenoteswhichshesawforthefirsttime,playedsixpieceswiththegreatestperfection。Assherosefromherseat,shedidnotthanktheguestsfortheirapplause,but,addressingtheyoungartistwithaffability,shetoldhim,withasweetsmile,thatshehadneverplayedonafinerinstrument。Then,curtsyingtotheaudience,shesaid,"Ientreatyourforgivenessforamovementofvanitywhichhasmademeencroachonyourpatienceforhalfanhour。"
  Thenobilityandgraceofthisremarkcompletelyupsetme,andIranouttoweeplikeachild,inthegardenwherenoonecouldseeme。
  "Whoisshe,thisHenriette?"Isaidtomyself,myheartbeating,andmyeyesswimmingwithtearsofemotion,"whatisthistreasureIhaveinmypossession?"
  MyhappinesswassoimmensethatIfeltmyselfunworthyofit。
  Lostinthesethoughtswhichenhancedthepleasureofanytears,I
  shouldhavestayedforalongtuneinthegardenifDuboishadnotcomeouttolookforme。Hefeltanxiousaboutme,owingtomysuddendisappearance,andIquietedhimbysayingthataslightgiddinesshadcompelledmetocomeouttobreathethefreshair。
  Beforere—enteringtheroom,Ihadtimetodrymytears,butmyeyelidswerestillred。Henriette,however,wastheonlyonetotakenoticeofit,andshesaidtome,"Iknow,mydarling,whyyouwentintothegarden"
  Sheknewmesowellthatshecouldeasilyguesstheimpressionmadeonmyheartbytheevening’soccurrence。
  Duboishadinvitedthemostamiablenoblemenofthecourt,andhissupperwasdaintyandwellarranged。IwasseatedoppositeHenriettewhowas,asamatterofcourse,monopolizingthegeneralattention,butshewouldhavemetwiththesamesuccessifshehadbeensurroundedbyacircleofladieswhomshewouldcertainlyhavethrownintotheshadebyherbeauty,herwit,andthedistinctionofhermanners。Shewasthecharmofthatsupperbytheanimationsheimpartedtotheconversation。M。Duboissaidnothing,buthewasproudtohavesuchalovelyguestinhishouse。Shecontrivedtosayafewgraciouswordstoeveryone,andwasshrewdenoughnevertouttersomethingwittywithoutmakingmetakeashareinit。Onmyside,Iopenlyshewedmysubmissiveness,mydeference,andmyrespectforthatdivinity,butitwasallinvain。ShewantedeverybodytoknowthatIwasherlordandmaster。Shemighthavebeentakenformywife,butmybehaviourtoherrenderedsuchasuppositionimprobable。
  TheconversationhavingfallenontherespectivemeritsoftheFrenchandSpanishnations,DuboiswasfoolishenoughtoaskHenriettetowhichshegavepreference。
  Itwouldhavebeendifficulttoaskamoreindiscreetquestion,consideringthatthecompanywascomposedalmostentirelyofFrenchmenandSpaniardsinaboutequalproportion。YetmyHenrietteturnedthedifficultysocleverlythattheFrenchmenwouldhavelikedtobeSpaniards,and’viceversa’。Dubois,nothingdaunted,beggedhertosaywhatshethoughtoftheItalians。Thequestionmademetremble。AcertainM。delaCombe,whowasseatednearme,shookhisheadintokenofdisapprobation,butHenriettedidnottrytoeludethequestion。
  "WhatcanIsayabouttheItalians,"sheanswered,"Iknowonlyone?
  IfIamtojudgethemallfromthatonemyjudgmentmustcertainlybemostfavourabletothem,butonesingleexampleisnotsufficienttoestablishtherule。"
  Itwasimpossibletogiveabetteranswer,butasmyreadersmaywellimagine,Ididnotappeartohaveheardit,andbeinganxioustopreventanymoreindiscreetquestionsfromDuboisIturnedtheconversationintoadifferentchannel。
  Thesubjectofmusicwasdiscussed,andaSpaniardaskedHenriettewhethershecouldplayanyotherinstrumentbesidesthevioloncello。
  "No,"sheanswered,"Ineverfeltanyinclinationforanyother。I
  learnedthevioloncelloattheconventtopleasemymother,whocanplayitprettywell,andwithoutanorderfrommyfather,sanctionedbythebishop,theabbesswouldneverhavegivenmepermissiontopractiseit。"
  "Whatobjectioncouldtheabbessmake?"
  "ThatdevoutspouseofourLordpretendedthatIcouldnotplaythatinstrumentwithoutassuminganindecentposition。"
  AtthistheSpanishguestsbittheirlips,buttheFrenchmenlaughedheartily,anddidnotsparetheirepigramsagainsttheover—
  particularabbess。
  Afterashortsilence,Henrietterose,andweallfollowedherexample。Itwasthesignalforbreakinguptheparty,andwesoontookourleave。
  Ilongedtofindmyselfalonewiththeidolofmysoul。Iaskedherahundredquestionswithoutwaitingfortheanswers。
  "Ah!youwereright,myownHenriette,whenyourefusedtogotothatconcert,foryouknewthatyouwouldraisemanyenemiesagainstme。Iamcertainthatallthosemenhateme,butwhatdoIcare?
  Youaremyuniverse!Crueldarling,youalmostkilledmewithyourvioloncello,because,havingnoideaofyourbeingamusician,I
  thoughtyouhadgonemad,andwhenIheardyouIwascompelledtoleavetheroominordertoweepundisturbed。Mytearsrelievedmyfearfuloppression。Oh!Ientreatyoutotellmewhatothertalentsyoupossess。Tellmecandidly,foryoumightkillmeifyoubroughtthemoutunexpectedly,asyouhavedonethisevening。"
  "Ihavenootheraccomplishments,mybestbeloved。Ihaveemptiedmybagallatonce。NowyouknowyourHenrietteentirely。Hadyounotchancedtotellmeaboutamonthagothatyouhadnotasteformusic,IwouldhavetoldyouthatIcouldplaythevioloncelloremarkablywell,butifIhadmentionedsuchathing,Iknowyouwellenoughtobecertainthatyouwouldhaveboughtaninstrumentimmediately,andIcouldnot,dearest,findpleasureinanythingthatwouldwearyyou。"
  Theverynextmorningshehadanexcellentvioloncello,and,farfromwearyingme,eachtimesheplayedshecausedmeanewandgreaterpleasure。Ibelievethatitwouldbeimpossibleeventoamandislikingmusicnottobecomepassionatelyfondofit,ifthatartwerepractisedtoperfectionbythewomanheadores。
  The’voxhumana’ofthevioloncello;thekingofinstruments,wenttomyhearteverytimethatmybelovedHenrietteperformeduponit。SheknewIlovedtohearherplay,andeverydaysheaffordedmethatpleasure。HertalentdelightedmesomuchthatIproposedtohertogivesomeconcerts,butshewasprudentenoughtorefusemyproposal。
  Butinspiteofallherprudencewehadnopowertohinderthedecreesoffate。
  Thefatalhunchbackcamethedayafterhisfinesuppertothankusandtoreceiveourwell—meritedpraisesofhisconcert,hissupper,andthedistinctionofhisguests。
  "Iforesee,madam,"hesaidtoHenriette,"allthedifficultyIshallhaveindefendingmyselfagainsttheprayersofallmyfriends,whowillbegofmetointroducethemtoyou。"
  "Youneednothavemuchtroubleonthatscore:youknowthatInever,receiveanyone。"
  Duboisdidnotagainventureuponspeakingofintroducinganyfriend。
  OnthesamedayIreceivedaletterfromyoungCapitani,inwhichheinformedmethat,beingtheownerofSt。Peter’sknifeandsheath,hehadcalledonFranziawithtwolearnedmagicianswhohadpromisedtoraisethetreasureoutoftheearth,andthattohisgreatsurpriseFranziahadrefusedtoreceivehim:Heentreatedmetowritetotheworthyfellow,andtogotohimmyselfifIwantedtohavemyshareofthetreasure。IneednotsaythatIdidnotcomplywithhiswishes,butIcanvouchfortherealpleasureIfeltinfindingthatIhadsucceededinsavingthathonestandsimplefarmerfromtheimpostorswhowouldhaveruinedhim。
  OnemonthwasgonesincethegreatsuppergivenbyDubois。Wehadpasseditinalltheenjoymentwhichcanbederivedbothfromthesensesandthemind,andneverhadonesingleinstantofwearinesscausedeitherofustobeguiltyofthatsadsymptomofmiserywhichiscalledayawn。Theonlypleasurewetookoutofdoorswasadriveoutsideofthecitywhentheweatherwasfine。Asweneverwalkedinthestreets,andneverfrequentedanypublicplace,noonehadsoughttomakeouracquaintance,oratleastnoonehadfoundanopportunityofdoingso,inspiteofallthecuriosityexcitedbyHenrietteamongstthepersonswhomwehadchancedtomeet,particularlyatthehouseofDubois。Henriettehadbecomemorecourageous,andImoreconfident,whenwefoundthatshehadnotbeenrecognizedbyanyoneeitheratthatsupperoratthetheatre。Sheonlydreadedpersonsbelongingtothehighnobility。
  OnedayasweweredrivingoutsidetheGateofColorno,wemetthedukeandduchesswhowerereturningtoParma。Immediatelyaftertheircarriageanothervehicledrovealong,inwhichwasDuboiswithanoblemanunknowntous。Ourcarriagehadonlygoneafewyardsfromtheirswhenoneofourhorsesbrokedown。ThecompanionofDuboisimmediatelyorderedhiscoachmantostopinordertosendtoourassistance。Whilstthehorsewasraisedagain,hecamepolitelytoourcarriage,andpaidsomecivilcomplimenttoHenriette。
  M。Dubois,alwaysashrewdcourtierandanxioustoshewoffattheexpenseofothers,lostnotimeinintroducinghimasM。Dutillot,theFrenchambassador。Mysweetheartgavetheconventionalbow。Thehorsebeingallrightagain,weproceededonourroadafterthankingthegentlemenfortheircourtesy。Suchanevery—dayoccurrencecouldnotbeexpectedtohaveanyseriousconsequences,butalas!themostimportanteventsareoftentheresultofverytriflingcircumstances!
  Thenextday,Duboisbreakfastedwithus。HetoldusfranklythatM。Dutillothadbeendelightedatthefortunatechancewhichhadaffordedhimanopportunityofmakingouracquaintance,andthathehadentreatedhimtoaskourpermissiontocallonus。
  "Onmadamoronme?"Iaskedatonce。
  "Onboth。"
  "Verywell,butoneatatime。Madam,asyouknow,hasherownroomandIhavemine。"
  "Yes,buttheyaresoneareachother!"
  "Granted,yetImusttellyouthat,asfarasIamconcerned,I
  shouldhavemuchpleasureinwaitinguponhisexcellencyifheshouldeverwishtocommunicatewithme,andyouwillobligemebylettinghimknowit。Asformadam,sheishere,speaktoher,mydearM。
  Dubois,forIamonlyherveryhumbleservant。"
  Henrietteassumedanairofcheerfulpoliteness,andsaidtohim,"Sir,IbegyouwilloffermythankstoM。Dutillot,andenquirefromhimwhetherheknowsme。"
  "Iamcertain,madam,"saidthehunchback,"thathedoesnot。"
  "Youseehedoesnotknowme,andyethewishestocallonme。YoumustagreewithmethatifIacceptedhisvisitsIshouldgivehimasingularopinionofmycharacter。Begoodenoughtotellhimthat,althoughknowntonooneandknowingnoone,Iamnotanadventuress,andthereforeImustdeclinethehonourofhisvisits。"
  Duboisfeltthathehadtakenafalsestep,andremainedsilent。Weneveraskedhimhowtheambassadorhadreceivedourrefusal。
  Threeweeksafterthelastoccurrence,theducalcourtresidingthenatColorno,agreatentertainmentwasgiveninthegardenswhichweretobeilluminatedallnight。Everybodyhadpermissiontowalkaboutthegardens。Dubois,thefatalhunchbackappointedbydestiny,spokesomuchofthatfestival,thatwetookafancytoseeit。AlwaysthesamestoryofAdam’sapple。Duboisaccompaniedus。WewenttoColornothedaybeforetheentertainment,andputupataninn。
  Intheeveningwewalkedthroughthegardens,inwhichwehappenedtomeettheducalfamilyandsuite。AccordingtotheetiquetteoftheFrenchcourt,MadamedeFrancewasthefirsttocurtsytoHenriette,withoutstopping。MyeyesfelluponagentlemanwalkingbythesideofDonLouis,whowaslookingatmyfriendveryattentively。Afewminutesafter,aswewereretracingoursteps,wecameacrossthesamegentlemanwho,afterbowingrespectfullytous,tookDuboisaside。Theyconversedtogetherforaquarterofanhour,followingusallthetime,andwewerepassingoutofthegardens,whenthegentleman,comingforward,andpolitelyapologizingtome,askedHenriettewhetherhehadthehonourtobeknowntoher。
  "Idonotrecollecthavingeverhadthehonourofseeingyoubefore。"
  "Thatisenough,madam,andIentreatyoutoforgiveme。"
  DuboisinformedusthatthegentlemanwastheintimatefriendoftheInfanteDonLouis,andthat,believingheknewmadam,hehadbeggedtobeintroduced。DuboishadansweredthathernamewasD’Arci,andthat,ifhewasknowntothelady,herequirednointroduction。
  M。d’AntoinesaidthatthenameofD’Arciwasunknowntohim,andthathewasafraidofmakingamistake。"Inthatstateofdoubt,"
  addedDubois,"andwishingtoclearit,heintroducedhimself,butnowhemustseethathewasmistaken。"
  Aftersupper,Henrietteappearedanxious。IaskedherwhethershehadonlypretendednottoknowM。d’Antoine。
  "No,dearest,Icanassureyou。IknowhisnamewhichbelongstoanillustriousfamilyofProvence,butIhaveneverseenhimbefore。"
  "Perhapshemayknowyou?"
  "Hemighthaveseenme,butIamcertainthatheneverspoketome,orIwouldhaverecollectedhim。"
  "Thatmeetingcausesmegreatanxiety,anditseemstohavetroubledyou。"
  "Iconfessithasdisturbedmymind。"
  "LetusleaveParmaatonceandproceedtoGenoa。WewillgotoVeniceassoonasmyaffairstherearesettled。"
  "Yes,mydearfriend,weshallthenfeelmorecomfortable。ButIdonotthinkweneedbeinanyhurry。"
  WereturnedtoParma,andtwodaysafterwardsmyservanthandedmealetter,sayingthatthefootmanwhohadbroughtitwaswaitingintheante—room。
  "Thisletter,"IsaidtoHenriette,"troublesme。"
  Shetookit,andaftershehadreadit——shegaveitbacktome,saying,"IthinkM。d’Antoineisamanofhonour,andIhopethatwemayhavenothingtofear。"
  Theletterranas,follows:
  "Eitheratyourhoteloratmyresidence,oratanyotherplaceyoumaywishtoappoint,Ientreatyou,sir,togivemeanopportunityofconversingwithyouonasubjectwhichmustbeofthegreatestimportancetoyou。
  "Ihavethehonourtobe,etc。
  "D’ANTOINE。"
  ItwasaddressedM。Farusi。
  "IthinkImustseehim,"Isaid,"butwhere?"
  "Neitherherenorathisresidence,butintheducalgardens。Youranswermustnameonlytheplaceandthehourofthemeeting。"
  IwrotetoM。d’AntoinethatIwouldseehimathalf—pastelevenintheducalgardens,onlyrequestinghimtoappointanotherhourincaseminewasnotconvenienttohim。
  Idressedmyselfatonceinordertobeingoodtime,andmeanwhilewebothendeavoured,HenrietteandI,tokeepacheerfulcountenance,butwecouldnotsilenceoursadforebodings。IwasexacttomyappointmentandfoundM。d’Antoinewaitingforme。Assoonasweweretogether,hesaidtome,"Ihavebeencompelled,sir,tobegfromyouthefavourofaninterview,becauseIcouldnotimagineanysurerwaytogetthislettertoMadamed’Arci’shands。Ientreatyoutodeliverittoher,andtoexcusemeifIgiveityousealed。ShouldIbemistaken,myletterwillnotevenrequireananswer,butshouldIberight,Madamed’Arcialonecanjudgewhethersheoughttocommunicateittoyou。
  Thatismyreasonforgivingittoyousealed。Ifyouaretrulyherfriend,thecontentsofthatlettermustbeasinterestingtoyouastoher。MayIhope,sir,thatyouwillbegoodenoughtodeliverittoher?"
  "Sir,onmyhonourIwilldoit。"
  Webowedrespectfullytoeachother,andpartedcompany。Ihurriedbacktothehotel。
  CHAPTERIII
  HenrietteReceivestheVisitofM。d’AntoineIAccompanyHerasFarasGenevaandThenILoseHer——ICrosstheSt。Bernard,andReturntoParma——ALetterfromHensiette——MyDespairDeLaHayeBecomesAttachedtoMe——UnpleasantAdventurewithanActressandItsConsequences——ITurnaThoroughBigot——Bavois——IMystifyaBraggingOfficer。
  AssoonasIhadreachedourapartment,myheartburstingwithanxiety,IrepeatedtoHenrietteeverywordspokenbyM。d’Antoine,anddeliveredhisletterwhichcontainedfourpagesofwriting。Shereaditattentivelywithvisibleemotion,andthenshesaid,"Dearestfriend,donotbeoffended,butthehonouroftwofamiliesdoesnotallowofmyimpartingtoyouthecontentsofthisletter。I
  amcompelledtoreceiveM。d’Antoine,whorepresentshimselfasbeingoneofmyrelatives。"
  "Ah!"Iexclaimed,"thisisthebeginningoftheend!Whatadreadfulthought!Iamneartheendofafelicitywhichwastoogreattolast!WretchthatIhavebeen!WhydidItarrysolonginParma?Whatfatalblindness!Ofallthecitiesinthewholeworld,exceptFrance,ParmawastheonlyoneIhadtofear,anditisherethatIhavebroughtyou,whenIcouldhavetakenyouanywhereelse,foryouhadnowillbutmine!Iamallthemoreguiltythatyouneverconcealedyourfearsfromme。WhydidIintroducethatfatalDuboishere?OughtInottohaveguessedthathiscuriositywouldsoonerorlaterproveinjurioustous?AndyetIcannotcondemnthatcuriosity,foritis,alas!anaturalfeeling。IcanonlyaccusealltheperfectionswhichHeavenhasbestoweduponyou!——perfectionswhichhavecausedmyhappiness,andwhichwillplungemeinanabyssofdespair,for,alas!Iforeseeafutureoffearfulmisery。"
  "Ientreatyou,dearest,toforeseenothing,andtocalmyourself。
  Letusavailourselvesofallourreasoninordertoproveourselvessuperiortocircumstances,whatevertheymaybe。Icannotanswerthisletter,butyoumustwritetoM。d’Antoinetocallheretomorrowandtosenduphisname。"
  "Alas!youcompelmetoperformapainfultask。"
  "Youaremybest,myonlyfriend;Idemandnothing,Iimposenotaskuponyou,butcanyourefuseme?"
  "No,never,nomatterwhatyouask。Disposeofme,Iamyoursinlifeanddeath。"
  "Iknewwhatyouwouldanswer。YoumustbewithmewhenM。
  d’Antoinecalls,butafterafewminutesgiventoetiquette,willyoufindsomepretexttogotoyourroom,andleaveusalone?
  M。d’Antoineknowsallmyhistory;heknowsinwhatIhavedonewrong,inwhatIhavebeenright;asamanofhonour,asmyrelative,hemustsheltermefromallaffront。Heshallnotdoanythingagainstmywill,andifheattemptstodeviatefromtheconditionsI
  willdictatetohim,IwillrefusetogotoFrance,Iwillfollowyouanywhere,anddevotetoyoutheremainderofmylife。Yet,mydarling,recollectthatsomefatalcircumstancesmaycompelustoconsiderourseparationasthewisestcoursetoadopt,thatwemusthusbandallourcouragetoadoptit,ifnecessary,andtoendeavournottobetoounhappy。
  Haveconfidenceinme,andbequitecertainthatIshalltakecaretoreserveformyselfthesmallportionofhappinesswhichIcanbeallowedtoenjoywithoutthemanwhoalonehaswonallmydevotedlove。Youwillhave,Itrust,andIexpectitfromyourgeneroussoul,thesamecareofyourfuture,andIfeelcertainthatyoumustsucceed。Inthemeantime,letusdriveawayallthesadforebodingswhichmightdarkenthehourswehaveyetbeforeus。"
  "Ah!whydidwenotgoawayimmediatelyafterwehadmetthataccursedfavouriteoftheInfante!"
  "Wemighthavemademattersmuchworse;forinthatcaseM。d’Antoinemighthavemadeuphismindtogivemyfamilyaproofofhiszealbyinstitutingasearchtodiscoverourplaceofresidence,andIshouldthenhavebeenexposedtoviolentproceedingswhichyouwouldnothaveendured。Itwouldhavebeenfataltobothofus。"
  Idideverythingsheaskedme。Fromthatmomentourlovebecamesad,andsadnessisadiseasewhichgivesthedeath—blowtoaffection。Wewouldoftenremainawholehouroppositeeachotherwithoutexchangingasingleword,andoursighswouldbeheardwhateverwedidtohushthem。
  Thenextday,whenM。d’Antoinecalled,Ifollowedexactlytheinstructionsshehadgivenme,andforsixmortalhoursIremainedalone,pretendingtowrite。
  Thedoorofmyroomwasopen,andalargelooking—glassallowedustoseeeachother。Theyspentthosesixhoursinwriting,occasionallystoppingtotalkofIdonotknowwhat,buttheirconversationwasevidentlyadecisiveone。ThereadercaneasilyrealizehowmuchI
  sufferedduringthatlongtorture,forIcouldexpectnothingbutthetotalwreckofmyhappiness。
  AssoonastheterribleM。d’Antoinehadtakenleaveofher,Henriettecametome,andobservingthathereyeswereredIheavedadeepsigh,butshetriedtosmile。
  "Shallwegoawayto—morrow,dearest?"
  "Oh!yes,Iamready。Wheredoyouwishmetotakeyou?"
  "Anywhereyoulike,butwemustbehereinafortnight。"
  "Here!Oh,fatalillusion!"
  "Alas!itisso。IhavepromisedtobeheretoreceivetheanswertoaletterIhavejustwritten。Wehavenoviolentproceedingstofear,butIcannotbeartoremaininParma。"
  "Ah!Icursethehourwhichbroughtustothiscity。WouldyouliketogotoMilan?"
  "Yes。"
  "Asweareunfortunatelycompelledtocomeback,wemayaswelltakewithusCaudagnaandhissister。"
  "Asyouplease。"
  "Letmearrangeeverything。Iwillorderacarriageforthem,andtheywilltakechargeofyourvioloncello。DoyounotthinkthatyououghttoletM。d’Antoineknowwherewearegoing?"
  "No,itseemstome,onthecontrary,thatIneednotaccounttohimforanyofmyproceedings。Somuchtheworseforhimifheshould,evenforonemoment,doubtmyword。"
  Thenextmorning,weleftParma,takingonlywhatwewantedforanabsenceofafortnight。WearrivedinMilanwithoutaccident,butbothverysad,andwespentthefollowingfifteendaysinconstanttete—a—tete,withoutspeakingtoanyone,exceptthelandlordofthehotelandtoadressmaker。IpresentedmybelovedHenriettewithamagnificentpelissemadeoflynxfur——apresentwhichsheprizedhighly。
  Outofdelicacy,shehadneverenquiredaboutmymeans,andIfeltgratefultoherforthatreserve。Iwasverycarefultoconcealfromherthefactthatmypursewasgettingverylight。WhenwecamebacktoParmaIhadonlythreeorfourhundredsequins。
  ThedayafterourreturnM。d’Antoineinvitedhimselftodinewithus,andafterwehaddrunkcoffee,IlefthimalonewithHenriette。
  Theirinterviewwasaslongasthefirst,andourseparationwasdecided。Sheinformedmeofit,immediatelyafterthedepartureofM。d’Antoine,andforalongtimeweremainedfoldedineachother’sarms,silent,andblendingourbittertears。
  "WhenshallIhavetopartfromyou,mybeloved,alas!toomuchbelovedone?"
  "Becalm,dearest,onlywhenwereachGeneva,whitheryouaregoingtoaccompanyme。Willyoutrytofindmearespectablemaidbyto—morrow?ShewillaccompanymefromGenevatotheplacewhereIamboundtogo。"
  "Oh!then,weshallspendafewdaysmoretogether!IknownoonebutDuboiswhomIcouldtrusttoprocureagoodfemme—de—chambre;
  onlyIdonotwanthimtolearnfromherwhatyoumightnotwishhimtoknow。"
  "Thatwillnotbethecase,forIwilltakeanothermaidassoonasI
  aminFrance。"
  Threedaysafterwards,Dubois,whohadgladlyundertakenthecommission,presentedtoHenrietteawomanalreadysomewhatadvancedinyears,prettywelldressedandrespectable—looking,who,beingpoor,wasgladofanopportunityofgoingbacktoFrance,hernativecountry。Herhusband,anoldmilitaryofficer,haddiedafewmonthsbefore,leavinghertotallyunprovidedfor。Henrietteengagedher,andtoldhertokeepherselfreadytostartwheneverM。Duboisshouldgivehernotice。Thedaybeforetheonefixedforourdeparture,M。
  d’Antoinedinedwithus,and,beforetakingleaveofus,hegaveHenrietteasealedletterforGeneva。
  WeleftParmalateintheevening,andstoppedonlytwohoursinTurin,inordertoengageamanservantwhoseserviceswerequiredasfarasGeneva。ThenextdayweascendedMontCenisinsedan—chairs,andwedescendedtotheNovalaiseinmountain—sledges。OnthefifthdaywereachedGeneva,andweputupattheHoteldesBalances。Thenextmorning,HenriettegavemealetterforthebankerTronchin,who,whenhehadreadit,toldmethathewouldcallhimselfatthehotel,andbringmeonethousandlouisd’or。
  Icamebackandwesatdowntodinner。Wehadnotfinishedourmealwhenthebankerwasannounced。Hehadbroughtthethousandlouisd’or,andtoldHenriettethathewouldgivehertwomenwhomhecouldrecommendineveryway。
  SheansweredthatshewouldleaveGenevaassoonasshehadthecarriagewhichhewastoprovideforher,accordingtotheletterI
  haddeliveredtohim。Hepromisedthateverythingwouldbereadyforthefollowingday,andheleftus。Itwasindeedaterriblemoment!
  Griefalmostbenumbedusboth。Weremainedmotionless,speechless,wrappedupinthemostprofounddespair。
  IbrokethatsadsilencetotellherthatthecarriagewhichM。
  Tronchinwouldprovidecouldnotpossiblybeascomfortableandassafeasmine,andIentreatedhertotakeit,assuringherthatbyacceptingitshewouldgivemealastproofofheraffection。
  "Iwilltakeinexchange,mydearestlove,thecarriagesentbythebanker。"
  "Iacceptthechange,darling,"sheanswered,"itwillbeagreatconsolationtopossesssomethingwhichhasbelongedtoyou。"
  Asshesaidthesewords,sheslippedinmypocketfiverollscontainingeachonehundredlouisd’or——aslightconsolationformyheart,whichwasalmostbrokenbyourcruelseparation!Duringthelasttwenty—fourhourswecouldboastofnoothereloquencebutthatwhichfindsexpressionintears,insobs,andinthosehackneyedbutenergeticexclamations,whichtwohappyloversaresuretoaddresstoreason,wheninitssternnessitcompelsthemtopartfromoneanotherintheveryheightoftheirfelicity。Henriettedidnotendeavourtoluremewithanyhopeforthefuture,inordertoallaymysorrow!Farfromthat,shesaidtome,"Oncewearepartedbyfate,mybestandonlyfriend,neverenquireafterme,and,shouldchancethrowyouinmyway,donotappeartoknowme。"
  ShegavemealetterforM。d’Antoine,withoutaskingmewhetherI
  intendedtogobacktoParma,but,evenifsuchhadnotbeenmyintention,Ishouldhavedeterminedatonceuponreturningtothatcity。ShelikewiseentreatedmenottoleaveGenevauntilIhadreceivedaletterwhichshepromisedto,writetomefromthefirststageonherjourney。Shestartedatday—break,havingwithheramaid,afootmanontheboxofthecarriage,andbeingprecededbyacourieronhorseback。IfollowedherwithmyeyesaslongasI
  could,seehercarriage,andIwasstillstandingonthesamespotlongaftermyeyeshadlostsightofit。AllmythoughtswerewrappedupinthebelovedobjectIhadlostforever。Theworldwasablank!
  Iwentbacktomyroom,orderedthewaiternottodisturbmeuntilthereturnofthehorseswhichhaddrawnHenriette’scarriage,andI
  laydownonmybedinthehopethatsleepwouldforatimesilenceagriefwhichtearscouldnotdrown。
  ThepostillionwhohaddrivenHenriettedidnotreturntillthenextday;hehadgoneasfarasChatillon。HebroughtmealetterinwhichIfoundonesingleword:Adieu!HetoldmethattheyhadreachedChatillonwithoutaccident,andthattheladyhadimmediatelycontinuedherjourneytowardsLyons。AsIcouldnotleaveGenevauntilthefollowingday,Ispentaloneinmyroomsomeofthemostmelancholyhoursofmylife。IsawononeofthepanesofglassofawindowthesewordswhichshehadtracedwiththepointofadiamondI
  hadgivenher:"YouwillforgetHenriette。"Thatprophecywasnotlikelytoaffordmeanyconsolation。Buthadsheattacheditsfullmeaningtotheword"forget?"No;shecouldonlymeanthattimewouldatlasthealthedeepwoundsofmyheart,andsheoughtnottohavemadeitdeeperbyleavingbehindherthosewordswhichsoundedlikeareproach。No,Ihavenotforgottenher,forevennow,whenmyheadiscoveredwithwhitehair,therecollectionofherisstillasourceofhappinessformyheart!WhenIthinkthatinmyoldageI
  derivehappinessonlyfrommyrecollectionsofthepast,Ifindthatmylonglifemusthavecountedmorebrightthandarkdays,andofferingmythankstoGod,theGiverofall,Icongratulatemyself,andconfessthatlifeisagreatblessing。
  ThenextdayIsetoffagainforItalywithaservantrecommendedbyM。Tronchin,andalthoughtheseasonwasnotfavourableItooktheroadoverMontSt。Bernard,whichIcrossedinthreedays,withsevenmulescarryingme,myservant,myluggage,andthecarriagesentbythebankertothebelovedwomannowforeverlosttome。Oneoftheadvantagesofagreatsorrowisthatnothingelseseemspainful。Itisasortofdespairwhichisnotwithoutsomesweetness。DuringthatjourneyIneverfelteitherhungerorthirst,orthecoldwhichissointenseinthatpartoftheAlpsthatthewholeofnatureseemstoturntoice,orthefatigueinseparablefromsuchadifficultanddangerousjourney。
  IarrivedinParmainprettygoodhealth,andtookupmyquartersatasmallinn,inthehopethatinsuchaplaceIshouldnotmeetanyacquaintanceofmine。ButIwasmuchdisappointed,forIfoundinthatinnM。delaHaye,whohadaroomnexttomine。Surprisedatseeingme,hepaidmealongcompliment,tryingtomakemespeak,butIeludedhiscuriositybytellinghimthatIwastired,andthatwewouldseeeachotheragain。
  OnthefollowingdayIcalleduponM。d’Antoine,anddeliveredtheletterwhichHenriettehadwrittentohim。Heopeneditinmypresence,andfindinganothertomyaddressenclosedinhis,hehandedittomewithoutreadingit,althoughitwasnotsealed。
  Thinking,however,thatitmighthavebeenHenriette’sintentionthatheshouldreaditbecauseitwasopen,heaskedmypermissiontodoso,whichIgrantedwithpleasureassoonasIhadmyselfperusedit。
  Hehandeditbacktomeafterhehadreadit,tellingmeveryfeelinglythatIcouldineverythingrelyuponhimanduponhisinfluenceandcredit。
  HereisHenriette’sletter’ItisI,dearestandbestfriend,whohavebeencompelledtoabandonyou,butdonotletyourgriefbeincreasedbyanythoughtofmysorrow。Letusbewiseenoughtosupposethatwehavehadahappydream,andnottocomplainofdestiny,forneverdidsobeautifuladreamlastsolong!Letusbeproudoftheconsciousnessthatforthreemonthswegaveoneanotherthemostperfectfelicity。Fewhumanbeingscanboastofsomuch!Letusswearnevertoforgetoneanother,andtooftenrememberthehappyhoursofourlove,inordertorenewtheminoursouls,which,althoughdivided,willenjoythemasacutelyasifourheartswerebeatingoneagainsttheother。Donotmakeanyenquiriesaboutme,andifchanceshouldletyouknowwhoIam,forgetitforever。IfeelcertainthatyouwillbegladtohearthatIhavearrangedmyaffairssowellthatIshall,fortheremainderofmylife,beashappyasIcanpossiblybewithoutyou,dearfriend,bymyside。Idonotknowwhoyouare,butIamcertainthatnooneintheworldknowsyoubetterthanIdo。IshallnothaveanotherloveraslongasIlive,butIdonotwishyoutoimitateme。OnthecontraryIhopethatyouwillloveagain,andI
  trustthatagoodfairywillbringalongyourpathanotherHenriette。
  Farewell……farewell。"……
  Imetthatadorablewomanfifteenyearslater;thereaderwillseewhereandhow,whenwecometothatperiodofmylife……
  Iwentbacktomyroom,carelessofthefuture,brokendownbythedeepestofsorrows,Ilockedmyselfin,andwenttobed。IfeltsolowinspiritsthatIwasstunned。Lifewasnotaburden,butonlybecauseIdidnotgiveathoughttolife。InfactIwasinastateofcompleteapathy,moralandphysical。SixyearslaterIfoundmyselfinasimilarpredicament,butthattimelovewasnotthecauseofmysorrow;itwasthehorribleandtoofamousprisonofTheLeads,inVenice。
  Iwasnotmuchbettereitherin1768,whenIwaslodgedintheprisonofBuenRetiro,inMadrid,butImustnotanticipateevents。
  Attheendoftwenty—fourhours,myexhaustionwasverygreat,butI
  didnotfindthesensationdisagreeable,and,inthestateofmindinwhichIwasthen,Iwaspleasedwiththeideathat,byincreasing,thatweaknesswouldatlastkillme。Iwasdelightedtoseethatnoonedisturbedmetooffermesomefood,andIcongratulatedmyselfuponhavingdismissedmyservant。Twenty—fourmorehourspassedby,andmyweaknessbecamecompleteinanition。
  IwasinthatstatewhenDelaHayeknockedatmydoor。Iwouldnothaveansweredifhehadnotsaidthatsomeoneinsisteduponseeingme。Igotoutofbed,and,scarcelyabletostand,Iopenedmydoor,afterwhichIgotintobedagain。
  "Thereisastrangerhere,"hesaid,"who,beinginwantofacarriage,offerstobuyyours"
  "Idonotwanttosellit。"
  "ExcusemeifIhavedisturbedyou,butyoulookill。"
  "Yes,Iwishtobeleftalone。"
  "Whatisthematterwithyou?"
  Comingnearermybed,hetookmyhand,andfoundmypulseextremelylowandweak。
  "Whatdidyoueatyesterday?"
  "Ihaveeatennothing,thankGodIfortwodays。"
  Guessingtherealstateofthings,DelaHayebecameanxious,andentreatedmetotakesomebroth。Hethrewsomuchkindness,somuchunction,intohisentreatiesthat,throughweaknessandweariness,I
  allowedmyselftobepersuaded。Then,withoutevermentioningthenameofHenriette,hetreatedmetoasermonuponthelifetocome,uponthevanityofthethingsofthislifewhichwearefoolishenoughtoprefer,anduponthenecessityofrespectingourexistence,whichdoesnotbelongtous。
  Iwaslisteningwithoutansweringoneword,but,afterall,Iwaslistening,andDelaHaye,perceivinghisadvantage,wouldnotleaveme,andordereddinner。Ihadneitherthewillnorthestrengthtoresist,andwhenthedinnerwasserved,Iatesomething。ThenDelaHavesawthathehadconquered,andfortheremainderofthedaydevotedhimselftoamusingmebyhischeerfulconversation。
  Thenextdaythetableswereturned,foritwasIwhoinvitedhimtokeepmecompanyandtodinewithme。ItseemedtomethatIhadnotlostaparticleofmysadness,butlifeappearedtomeoncemorepreferabletodeath,and,thinkingthatIwasindebtedtohimforthepreservationofmylife,Imadeagreatfriendofhim。Myreaderswillseepresentlythatmyaffectionforhimwentveryfar,andtheywill,likeme,marvelatthecauseofthatfriendship,andatthemeansthroughwhichitwasbroughtabout。
  Threeorfourdaysafterwards,Dubois,whohadbeeninformedofeverythingbyDelaHaye,calledonme,andpersuadedmetogoout。
  Iwenttothetheatre,whereImadetheacquaintanceofseveralCorsicanofficers,whohadservedinFrance,intheRoyalItalianregiment。IalsometayoungmanfromSicily,namedPaterno,thewildestandmostheedlessfellowitwaspossibletosee。Hewasinlovewithanactresswhomadeafoolofhim。Heamusedmewiththeenumerationofallheradorablequalities,andofallthecrueltiesshewaspractisinguponhim,for,althoughshereceivedhimatallhours,sherepulsedhimharshlywheneverhetriedtostealtheslightestfavour。Inthemeantime,sheruinedhimbymakinghimpayconstantlyforexcellentdinnersandsuppers,whichwereeatenbyherfamily,butwhichdidnotadvancehimoneinchtowardsthefulfilmentofhiswishes。
  Hesucceededatlastinexcitingmycuriosity。Iexaminedtheactressonthestage,andfindingthatshewasnotwithoutbeautyI
  expressedawishtoknowher。Paternowasdelightedtointroducemetoher。
  Ifoundthatshewasoftolerablyeasyvirtue,and,knowingthatshewasveryfarfromrollinginriches,Ihadnodoubtthatfifteenortwentysequinswouldbequitesufficienttomakehercompliant。I
  communicatedmythoughtstoPaterno,buthelaughedandtoldmethat,ifIdaredtomakesuchapropositiontoher,shewouldcertainlyshutherdooragainstme。Henamedseveralofficerswhomshehadrefusedtoreceiveagain,becausetheyhadmadesimilaroffers。
  "Yet,"addedtheyoungman,"Iwishyouwouldmaketheattempt,andtellmetheresultcandidly。"
  Ifeltpiqued,andpromisedtodoit。
  Ipaidheravisitinherdressing—roomatthetheatre,andasshehappenedduringourconversationtopraisethebeautyofmywatch,I
  toldherthatshecouldeasilyobtainpossessionofit,andIsaidatwhatprice。Sheanswered,accordingtothecatechismofherprofession,thatanhonourablemanhadnorighttomakesuchanoffertoarespectablegirl。
  "Iofferonlyoneducat,"saidI,"tothosewhoarenotrespectable。"
  AndIlefther。
  WhenItoldPaternowhathadoccurred,hefairlyjumpedforjoy,butIknewwhattothinkofitall,for’cosisonotutte’,andinspiteofallhisentreaties,Ideclinedtobepresentathissuppers,whichwerefarfromamusing,andgavethefamilyoftheactressanopportunityoflaughingatthepoorfoolwhowaspayingforthem。
  Sevenoreightdaysafterwards,PaternotoldmethattheactresshadrelatedtheaffairtohimexactlyinthesamewordswhichIhadused,andshehadaddedthat,ifIhadceasedmyvisits,itwasonlybecauseIwasafraidofhertakingmeatmywordincaseIshouldrenewmyproposal。IcommissionedhimtotellherthatIwouldpayheranothervisit,nottorenewmyoffer,buttoshewmycontemptforanyproposalshemightmakemeherself。
  Theheedlessfellowfulfilledhiscommissionsowellthattheactress,feelinginsulted,toldhimthatshedaredmetocallonher。
  PerfectlydeterminedtoshewthatIdespisedher,Iwenttoherdressing—roomthesameevening,afterthesecondactofaplayinwhichshehadnottoappearagain。Shedismissedthosewhowerewithher,sayingthatshewantedtospeakwithme,and,aftershehadboltedthedoor,shesatdowngracefullyonmyknees,askingmewhetheritwastruethatIdespisedhersomuch。
  Insuchapositionamanhasnotthecouragetoinsultawoman,and,insteadofanswering,Isettoworkatonce,withoutmeetingevenwiththatshowofresistancewhichsharpenstheappetite。Inspiteofthat,dupeasIalwayswasofafeelingtrulyabsurdwhenanintelligentmanhastodealwithsuchcreatures,Igavehertwentysequins,andIconfessthatitwaspayingdearlyforverysmartingregrets。WebothlaughedatthestupidityofPaterno,whodidnotseemtoknowhowsuchchallengesgenerallyend。
  IsawtheunluckysonofSicilythenextmorning,andItoldhimthat,havingfoundtheactressverydull,Iwouldnotseeheragain。
  Suchwastrulymyintention,butaveryimportantreason,whichnaturetookcaretoexplaintomethreedaysafterwards,compelledmetokeepmywordthroughamuchmoreseriousmotivethanasimpledislikeforthewoman。
  However,althoughIwasdeeplygrievedtofindmyselfinsuchadisgracefulposition,IdidnotthinkIhadanyrighttocomplain。
  Onthecontrary,Iconsideredthatmymisfortunetobeajustandwell—deservedpunishmentforhavingabandonedmyselftoaLais,afterIhadenjoyedthefelicityofpossessingawomanlikeHenriette。