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第13章

  "Farfromit。Itwasalwaysfortunateingoodhealth,andthemasterofmyownpassions;butallIsawinmyequalswasformeagoodschoolinwhichIhaveacquiredtheknowledgeofman,andlearnedtherealroadtohappiness。Thehappiestofmenisnotthemostvoluptuous,buttheonewhoknowshowtochoosethehigheststandardsofvoluptuousness,whichcanbefound,Isayagain,notinthepleasureswhichexciteoursenses,butinthosewhichgivegreaterreposetothesoul。"
  "Thatisthevoluptuousnesswhichyouconsiderunalloyed。"
  "Yes,andsuchisthesightofavastprairieallcoveredwithgrass。
  Thegreencolour,sostronglyrecommendedbyourdivineprophet,strikesmyeyes,andatthesamemomentIfeelthatmysouliswrappedupinacalmsodelightfulthatIfancymyselfnearertheCreator。Ienjoythesamepeace,thesamerepose,whenIamseatedonthebanksofariver,whenIlookuponthewatersoquiet,yetalwaysmoving,whichflowsconstantly,yetneverdisappearsfrommysight,neverlosesanyofitsclearnessinspiteofitsconstantmotion。Itstrikesmeastheimageofmyownexistence,andofthecalmwhichIrequireformylifeinordertoreach,likethewaterI
  amgazingupon,thegoalwhichIdonotsee,andwhichcanonlybefoundattheotherendofthejourney。"
  ThusdidtheTurkreason,andwepassedfourhoursinthissortofconversation。Hehadburiedtwowives,andhehadtwosonsandonedaughter。Theeldestson,havingreceivedhispatrimony,hadestablishedhimselfinthecityofSalonica,wherehewasawealthymerchant;theotherwasintheseraglio,intheserviceoftheGrandTurkandhisfortunewasinthehandsofatrustee。Hisdaughter,Zelmi,thenfifteenyearsofage,wastoinheritallhisremainingproperty。Hehadgivenheralltheaccomplishmentswhichcouldministertothehappinessofthemanwhomheavenhaddestinedforherhusband。Weshallhearmoreofthatdaughteranon。Themotherofthethreechildrenwasdead,andfiveyearsprevioustothetimeofmyvisit,Yusufhadtakenanotherwife,anativeofScio,youngandverybeautiful,buthetoldmehimselfthathewasnowtooold,andcouldnothopetohaveanychildbyher。Yethewasonlysixtyyearsofage。BeforeIleft,hemademepromisetospendatleastonedayeveryweekwithhim。
  Atsupper,Itoldthebailihowpleasantlythedayhadpassed。
  "Weenvyyou,"theysaid,"theprospectyouhavebeforeyouofspendingagreeablythreeorfourmonthsinthiscountry,while,inourqualityofministers,wemustpineawaywithmelancholy。"
  Afewdaysafterwards,M。deBonnevaltookmewithhimtodineatIsmail’shouse,whereIsawAsiaticluxuryonagrandscale,buttherewereagreatmanyguests,andtheconversationwasheldalmostentirelyintheTurkishlanguage——acircumstancewhichannoyedmeandM。deBonnevalalso。Ismailsawit,andheinvitedmetobreakfastwheneverIfeltdisposed,assuringmethathewouldhavemuchpleasureinreceivingme。Iacceptedtheinvitation,andIwenttenortwelvedaysafterwards。Whenwereachthatperiodmyreadersmustkindlyaccompanymetothebreakfast。ForthepresentImustreturntoYusufwho,duringmysecondvisit,displayedacharacterwhichinspired,mewiththegreatestesteemandthewarmestaffection。
  Wehaddinedaloneasbefore,and,conversationhappeningtoturnuponthefinearts,IgavemyopinionupononeofthepreceptsintheKoran,bywhichtheMahometansaredeprivedoftheinnocentenjoymentofpaintingsandstatues。HetoldmethatMahomet,averysagaciouslegislator,hadbeenrightinremovingallimagesfromthesightofthefollowersofIslam。
  "Recollect,myson,thatthenationstowhichtheprophetbroughttheknowledgeofthetrueGodwereallidolators。Menareweak;ifthedisciplesoftheprophethadcontinuedtoseethesameobjects,theymighthavefallenbackintotheirformererrors。"
  "Nooneeverworshippedanimageasanimage;thedeityofwhichtheimageisarepresentationiswhatisworshipped。"
  "Imaygrantthat,butGodcannotbematter,anditisrighttoremovefromthethoughtsofthevulgartheideaofamaterialdivinity。Youaretheonlymen,youChristians,whobelievethatyouseeGod。"
  "Itistrue,wearesureofit,butobservethatfaithalonegivesusthatcertainty。"
  "Iknowit;butyouareidolators,foryouseenothingbutamaterialrepresentation,andyetyouhaveacompletecertaintythatyouseeGod,unlessyoushouldtellmethatfaithdisaffirmsit。"
  "GodforbidIshouldtellyousuchathing!Faith,onthecontrary,affirmsourcertainty。"
  "WethankGodthatwehavenoneedofsuchself—delusion,andthereisnotonephilosopherintheworldwhocouldprovetomethatyourequireit。"
  "Thatwouldnotbetheprovinceofphilosophy,dearfather,butoftheology——averysuperiorscience。"
  "Youarenowspeakingthelanguageofourtheologians,whodifferfromyoursonlyinthis;theyusetheirsciencetomakeclearerthetruthsweoughttoknow,whilstyourtheologianstrytorenderthosetruthsmoreobscure。"
  "Recollect,dearfather,thattheyaremysteries。"
  "TheexistenceofGodisasufficientlyimportantmysterytopreventmenfromdaringtoaddanythingtoit。Godcanonlybesimple;anykindofcombinationwoulddestroyHisessence;suchistheGodannouncedbyourprophet,whomustbethesameforallmenandinalltimes。AgreewithmethatwecanaddnothingtothesimplicityofGod。WesaythatGodisone;thatistheimageofsimplicity。YousaythatHeisoneandthreeatthesametime,andsuchadefinitionstrikesusascontradictory,absurd,andimpious。"
  "Itisamystery。"
  "DoyoumeanGodorthedefinition?Iamspeakingonlyofthedefinition,whichoughtnottobeamysteryorabsurd。Commonsense,myson,mustconsiderasabsurdanassertionwhichsubstantiallvnonsensical。Provetomethatthreeisnotacompound,thatitcannotbeacompoundandIwillbecomeaChristianatonce。"
  "Myreligiontellsmetobelievewithoutarguing,andIshudder,mydearYusuf,whenIthinkthat,throughsomespeciousreasoning,I
  mightbeledtorenouncethecreedofmyfathers。Ifirstmustbeconvincedthattheylivedinerror。Tellmewhether,respectingmyfather’smemory,Ioughttohavesuchagoodopinionofmyselfastositinjudgementoverhim,withtheintentionofgivingmysentenceagainsthim?"
  MylivelyremonstrancemovedYusufdeeply,butafterafewinstantsofsilencehesaidtome,——
  "Withsuchfeelings,myson,youaresuretofindgraceintheeyesofGod,andyouare,therefore,oneoftheelect。Ifyouareinerror,Godalonecanconvinceyouofit,fornojustmanonearthcanrefutethesentimentyouhavejustgivenexpressionto。"
  Wespokeofmanyotherthingsinafriendlymanner,andintheeveningwepartedwiththeoftenrepeatedassuranceofthewarmestaffectionandofthemostperfectdevotion。
  Butmymindwasfullofourconversation,andasIwentonponderingoverthematter,IthoughtthatYusufmightberightinhisopinionastotheessenceofGod,foritseemedevidentthattheCreatorofallbeingsoughttobeperfectlysimple;butIthoughtatthesametimehowimpossibleitwouldbeforme,becausetheChristianreligionhadmadeamistake,toaccepttheTurkishcreed,whichmightperhapshavejustaconceptionofGod,butwhichcausedmetosmilewhenIrecollectedthatthemanwhohadgivenbirthtoithadbeenanarrantimposter。Ihadnottheslightestidea,however,thatYusufwishedtomakeaconvertofme。
  ThethirdtimeIdinedwithhimreligionwasagainthesubjectofconversation。
  "Doyoubelieve,dearfather,thatthereligionofMahometistheonlyoneinwhichsalvationcanbesecured?"
  "No,mydearson,Iamnotcertainofit,andnomancanhavesuchacertainty;butIamsurethattheChristianreligionisnotthetrueone,becauseitcannotbeuniversal。"
  "Whynot?"
  "Becausethereisneitherbreadnorwinetobefoundinthree—fourthsoftheworld。ObservethatthepreceptsoftheKorancanbefollowedeverywhere。"
  Ididnotknowhowtoanswer,andIwouldnotequivocate。
  "IfGodcannotbematter,"Isaid,"thenHemustbeaspirit?"
  "WeknowwhatHeisnotbutwedonotknowwhatHeis:mancannotaffirmthatGodisaspirit,becausehecanonlyrealizetheideainanabstractmanner。Godimmaterial;thatistheextentofourknowledgeanditcanneverbegreater。"
  IwasremindedofPlato,whohadsaidexactlythesameanmostcertainlyYusufneverreadPlato。
  HeaddedthattheexistenceofGodcouldbeusefulonlytothosewhodidnotentertainadoubtofthatexistence,andthat,asanaturalconsequence,Atheistsmustbethemostmiserableofmen。GodhasmadeinmanHisownimageinorderthat,amongstalltheanimalscreatedbyHim,thereshouldbeonethatcanunderstandandconfesstheexistenceoftheCreator。Withoutman,GodwouldhavenowitnessofHisownglory,andmanmustthereforeunderstandthathisfirstandhighestdutyistoglorifyGodbypractisingjusticeandtrustingtoHisprovidence。
  "Observe,myson,thatGodneverabandonsthemanwho,inthemidstofmisfortunes,fallsdowninprayerbeforeHim,andthatHeoftenallowsthewretchwhohasnofaithinprayertodiemiserably。"
  "YetwemeetwithAtheistswhoarefortunateandhappy。"
  "True;but,inspiteoftheirtranquillity,Ipitythembecausetheyhavenohopebeyondthislife,andareonalevelwithanimals。
  Besides,iftheyarephilosophers,theymustlingerindarkignorance,and,iftheyneverthink,theyhavenoconsolation,noresource,whenadversityreachesthem。GodhasmademaninsuchamannerthathecannotbehappyunlessheentertainsnodoubtoftheexistenceofhisDivineCreator;inallstationsoflifemanisnaturallypronetobelieveinthatexistence,otherwisemanwouldneverhaveadmittedoneGod,Creatorofallbeingsandofallthings。"
  "IshouldliketoknowwhyAtheismhasonlyexistedinthesystemsofthelearned,andneverasanationalcreed。"
  "Becausethepoorfeeltheirwantsmuchmorethantherich,ThereareamongstusagreatmanyimpiousmenwhoderidethetruebelieversbecausetheyhavefaithinthepilgrimagetoMecca。Wretchesthattheyare,theyoughttorespecttheancientcustomswhich,excitingthedevotionofferventsouls,feedreligiousprinciples,andimpartcourageunderallmisfortunes。Withoutsuchconsolation,peoplewouldgivewaytoalltheexcessofdespair。"
  MuchpleasedwiththeattentionIgavetoallhesaid,Yusufwouldthusyieldtotheinclinationhefelttoinstructme,and,onmyside,feelingmyselfdrawntowardshimbythecharmwhichamiablegoodnessexertsuponallhearts,Iwouldoftengoandspendthedaywithhim,evenwithoutanypreviousinvitation,andYusuf’sfriendshipsoonbecameoneofmymostprecioustreasures。
  Onemorning,ItoldmyjanissarytotakemetothepalaceofIsmailEffendi,inordertofulfilmypromisetobreakfastwithhim。Hegavemethemostfriendlywelcome,andafteranexcellentbreakfastheinvitedmetotakeawalkinhisgarden。Wefoundthereaprettysummer—housewhichweentered,andIsmailattemptedsomelibertieswhichwerenotatalltomytaste,andwhichIresentedbyrisinginaveryabruptmanner。SeeingthatIwasangry,theTurkaffectedtoapprovemyreserve,andsaidthathehadonlybeenjoking。Ilefthimafterafewminutes,withtheintentionofnotvisitinghimagain,butIwascompelledtodoso,asIwillexplainby—and—by。
  WhenIsawM。deBonnevalItoldhimwhathadhappenedandhesaidthat,accordingtoTurkishmanners,Ismailhadintendedtogivemeagreatproofofhisfriendship,butthatIneednotbeafraidoftheoffencebeingrepeated。HeaddedthatpolitenessrequiredthatI
  shouldvisithimagain,andthatIsmailwas,inspiteofhisfailing,aperfectgentleman,whohadathisdisposalthemostbeautifulfemaleslavesinTurkey。
  Fiveorsixweeksafterthecommencementofourintimacy,YusufaskedmeonedaywhetherIwasmarried。IansweredthatIwasnot;theconversationturneduponseveralmoralquestions,andatlastfelluponchastity,which,inhisopinion,couldbeaccountedavirtueonlyifconsideredfromonepointofview,namely,thatoftotalabstinence,butheaddedthatitcouldnotbeacceptabletoGod;
  becauseittransgressedagainsttheveryfirstpreceptHehadgiventoman。
  "Iwouldliketoknow,forinstance,"hesaid,"whatnamecanbegiventothechastityofyourknightsofMalta。Theytakeavowofchastity,butitdoesnotmeanthattheywillrenouncewomenaltogether,theyrenouncemarriageonly。Theirchastity,andthereforechastityingeneral,isviolatedonlybymarriage;yetI
  observethatmarriageisoneofyoursacraments。Therefore,thoseknightsofMaltapromisenottogivewaytolustfulincontinenceintheonlycaseinwhichGodmightforgiveit,buttheyreservethelicenseofbeinglustfulunlawfullyasoftenastheyplease,andwheneveranopportunitymayofferitself;andthatimmoral,illicitlicenseisgrantedtothemtosuchanextent,thattheyareallowedtoacknowledgelegallyachildwhichcanbeborntothemonlythroughadoublecrime!Themostrevoltingpartofitallisthatthesechildrenofcrime,whoareofcourseperfectlyinnocentthemselves,arecallednaturalchildren,asifchildrenborninwedlockcameintotheworldinanunnaturalmanner!Inoneword,mydearson,thevowofchastityissomuchopposedtoDivinepreceptsandtohumannaturethatitcanbeagreeableneithertoGodnortosociety,nortothosewhopledgethemselvestokeepit,andbeinginsuchoppositiontoeverydivineandhumanlaw,itmustbeacrime。"
  HeenquiredforthesecondtimewhetherIwasmarried;Irepliedinthenegative,andaddedthatIhadnoideaofevergettingmarried。
  "What!"heexclaimed;"Imustthenbelievethatyouarenotaperfectman,orthatyouintendtoworkoutyourowndamnation;unlessyoushouldtellmethatyouareaChristianonlyoutwardly。"
  "Iamamanintheverystrongestsenseoftheword,andIamatrueChristian。ImustevenconfessthatIadorewomen,andthatIhavenottheslightestideaofdeprivingmyselfofthemostdelightfulofallpleasures。"
  "Accordingtoyourreligion,damnationawaitsyou。"
  "Ifeelcertainofthecontrary,because,whenweconfessoursins,ourpriestsarecompelledtogiveusabsolution。"
  "Iknowit,butyoumustagreewithmethatitisabsurdtosupposethatGodwillforgiveacrimewhichyouwould,perhaps,notcommit,ifyoudidnotthinkthat,afterconfession,apriest,amanlikeyou,willgiveyouabsolution。Godforgivesonlytherepentingsinner。"
  "Nodoubtofit,andconfessionsupposesrepentance;withoutit,absolutionhasnoeffect。"
  "Isonanismacrimeamongstyou?"
  "Yes,evengreaterthanlustfulandillegitimatecopulation。"
  "Iwasawareofit,andithasalwayscausedmegreatsurprise,forthelegislatorwhoenactsalaw,theexecutionofwhichisimpossible,isafool。Amaningoodhealth,ifhecannothaveawoman,mustnecessarilyhaverecoursetoonanism,wheneverimperiousnaturedemandsit,andthemanwho,fromfearofpollutinghissoul,wouldabstainfromit,wouldonlydrawuponhimselfamortaldisease。"
  "Webelieveexactlythereverse;wethinkthatyoungpeopledestroytheirconstitutions,andshortentheirlivesthroughself—abuse。Inseveralcommunitiestheyarecloselywatched,andareasmuchaspossibledeprivedofeveryopportunityofindulginginthatcrime。"
  "Thosewhowatchthemareignorantfools,andthosewhopaythewatchersforsuchaserviceareevenmorestupid,becauseprohibitionmustexcitethewishtobreakthroughsuchatyrannicallaw,tosetatnoughtaninterdictionsocontrarytonature。"
  "Yetitseemstomethatself—abuseinexcessmustbeinjurioustohealth,foritmustweakenandenervate。"
  "Certainly,becauseexcessineverythingisprejudicialandpernicious;butallsuchexcessistheresultofoursevereprohibition。Ifgirlsarenotinterferedwithinthematterofself—
  abuse,Idonotseewhyboysshouldbe。"
  "Becausegirlsareveryfarfromrunningthesamerisk;theydonotloseagreatdealintheactionofself—abuse,andwhattheylosedoesnotcomefromthesamesourcewhenceflowsthegerminalliquidinmen。"
  "Idonotknow,butwehavesomephysicianswhosaythatchlorosisingirlsistheresultofthatpleasureindulgedintoexcess。"
  Aftermanysuchconversations,inwhichheseemedtoconsidermeasendowedwithreasonandtalent,evenwhenIwasnotofhisopinion,YusufAlisurprisedmegreatlyonedaybythefollowingproposition:
  "Ihavetwosonsandadaughter。Inolongerthinkofmysons,becausetheyhavereceivedtheirshareofmyfortune。Asfarasmydaughterisconcernedshewill,aftermydeath,inheritallmypossessions,andIam,besides,inapositionwhileIamalivetopromotethefortuneofthemanwhomaymarryher。FiveyearsagoI
  tookayoungwife,butshehasnotgivenmeanyprogeny,andIknowtoacertaintythatnooffspringwillblessourunion。Mydaughter,whosenameisZelmi,isnowfifteen;sheishandsome,hereyesareblackandlovelylikehermother’s,herhairisofthecolouroftheraven’swing,hercomplexionisanimatedalabaster;sheistall,wellmade,andofasweetdisposition;Ihavegivenheraneducationwhichwouldmakeherworthyofourmaster,theSultan。ShespeaksGreekandItalianfluently,shesingsdelightfully,andaccompaniesherselfontheharp;shecandrawandembroider,andisalwayscontentedandcheerful。Nolivingmancanboastofhavingseenherfeatures,andshelovesmesodearlythatmywillishers。Mydaughterisatreasure,andIofferhertoyouifyouwillconsenttogoforoneyeartoAdrianopletoresidewitharelativeofmine,whowillteachyouourreligion,ourlanguage,andourmanners。Youwillreturnattheendofoneyear,andassoonasyouhavebecomeaMussulmanmydaughtershallbeyourwife。Youwillfindahousereadyfurnished,slavesofyourown,andanincomewhichwillenableyoutoliveincomfort。Ihavenomoretosayatpresent。Idonotwishyoutoanswermeeitherto—day,orto—morrow,oronanyfixedday。Youwillgivemeyourdecisionwheneveryoufeelyourselfcalleduponbyyourgeniustogiveit,andyouneednotgivemeanyanswerunlessyouacceptmyoffer,for,shouldyourefuseit,itisnotnecessarythatthesubjectshouldbeagainmentioned。Idonotaskyoutogivefullconsiderationtomyproposal,fornowthatIhavethrowntheseedinyoursoulitmustfructify。Withouthurry,withoutdelay,withoutanxiety,youcanbutobeythedecreesofGodandfollowtheimmutabledecisionoffate。SuchasIknowyou,IbelievethatyouonlyrequirethepossessionofZelmitobecompetelyhappy,andthatyouwillbecomeoneofthepillarsoftheOttomanEmpire。"
  Sayingthosewords,Yusufpressedmeaffectionatelyinhisarms,andleftmebymyselftoavoidanyanswerImightbeinclinedtomake。I
  wentawayinsuchwonderatallIhadjustheard,thatIfoundmyselfattheVenetianEmbassywithoutknowinghowIhadreachedit。Thebailithoughtmeverypensive,andaskedwhetheranythingwasthematterwithme,butIdidnotfeeldisposedtogratifytheircuriosity。IfoundthatYusufhadindeedspokentruly:hisproposalwasofsuchimportancethatitwasmyduty,notonlynottomentionittoanyone,buteventoabstainfromthinkingitover,untilmymindhadrecovereditscalmsufficientlytogivemetheassurancethatnoexternalconsiderationwouldweighinthebalanceandinfluencemydecision。Ihadtosilenceallmypassions;prejudices,principlesalreadyformed,love,andevenself—interestweretoremaininastateofcompleteinaction。
  WhenIawokethenextmorningIbegantothinkthematterover,andI
  soondiscoveredthat,ifIwantedtocometoadecision,Ioughtnottoponderoverit,asthemoreIconsideredthelesslikelyIshouldbetodecide。Thiswastrulyacaseforthe’sequereDeum’oftheStoics。
  IdidnotvisitYusufforfourdays,andwhenIcalledonhimonthefifthday,wetalkedcheerfullywithoutoncementioninghisproposal,althoughitwasveryevidentthatwewereboththinkingofit。Weremainedthusforafortnight,withouteveralludingtothematterwhichengrossedallourthoughts,butoursilencewasnotcausedbydissimulation,orbyanyfeelingcontrarytoourmutualesteemandfriendship;andonedayYusufsuggestedthatverylikelyIhadcommunicatedhisproposaltosomewisefriend,inordertoobtaingoodadvice。Iimmediatelyassuredhimitwasnotso,andthatinamatterofsodelicateanatureIthoughtIoughtnottoaskanybody’sadvice。
  "IhaveabandonedmyselftoGod,dearYusuf,and,fullofconfidenceinHim,IfeelcertainthatIshalldecideforthebest,whetherI
  makeupmymindtobecomeyourson,orbelievethatIoughttoremainwhatIamnow。Inthemeantime,mymindpondersoveritdayandnight,wheneverIamquietandfeelmyselfcomposedandcollected。
  WhenIcometoadecision,Iwillimpartittoyoualone,andfromthatmomentyoushallhaveovermetheauthorityofafather。"
  AtthesewordstheworthyYusuf,hiseyeswetwithtears,placedhislefthandovermyhead,andthefirsttwofingersoftherighthandonmyforehead,saying:
  "Continuetoactinthatway,mydearson,andbecertainthatyoucanneveractwrongly。"
  "But,"Isaidtohim,"onethingmighthappen,Zelmimightnotacceptme。"
  "Havenoanxietyaboutthat。Mydaughterlovesyou;she,aswellasmywifeandhernurse,seesyoueverytimethatwedinetogether,andshelistenstoyouwithpleasure。"
  "Doessheknowthatyouarethinkingofgivinghertomeasmywife?"
  "SheknowsthatIardentlywishyoutobecomeatruebeliever,soastoenablemetolinkherdestinytoyours。"
  "Iamgladthatyourhabitsdonotpermityoutoletmeseeher,becauseshemightdazzlemewithherbeauty,andthenpassionwouldsoonhavetoomuchweightinthescale;Icouldnolongerflattermyselfthatmydecisionhadbeentakeninalltheunbiased,purityofmysoul。"
  Yusufwashighlydelightedathearingmespeakinthatmanner,andI
  spokeinperfectgoodfaith。ThemereideaofseeingZelmicausedmetoshudder。Ifeltthat,ifIhadfalleninlovewithher,IwouldhavebecomeaMussulmaninordertopossessher,andthatImightsoonhaverepentedsuchastep,forthereligionofMahometpresentedtomyeyesandtomymindnothingbutadisagreeablepicture,aswellforthislifeasforafutureone。Asforwealth,Ididnotthinkitdeservedtheimmensesacrificedemandedfromme。IcouldfindequalwealthinEurope,withoutstampingmyforeheadwiththeshamefulbrandofapostasy。Icareddeeplyfortheesteemofthepersonsofdistinctionwhoknewme,anddidnotwanttorendermyselfunworthyofit。Besides,Ifeltanimmensedesiretoobtainfameamongstcivilizedandpolitenations,eitherinthefineartsorinliterature,orinanyotherhonourableprofession,andIcouldnotreconcilemyselftotheideaofabandoningtomyequalsthetriumphwhichImightwinifIlivedamongstthem。Itseemedtome,andIamstillofthesameopinion,thatthedecisionofwearingtheturbanbefitsonlyaChristiandespairingofhimselfandattheendofhiswits,andfortunatelyIwaslostnotinthatpredicament。MygreatestobjectionwastospendayearinAdrianopletolearnalanguageforwhichIdidnotfeelanyliking,andwhichIshouldthereforehavelearnedbutimperfectly。HowcouldI,atmyage,renouncetheprerogative,sopleasanttomyvanity,ofbeingreputedafinetalker?andIhadsecuredthatreputationwhereverIwasknown。ThenIwouldoftenthinkthatZelmi,theeighthwonderofcreationintheeyesofherfathermightnotappearsuchinmyeyes,anditwouldhavebeenenoughtomakememiserable,forYusufwaslikelytolivetwentyyearslonger,andIfeltthatgratitude,aswellasrespect,wouldneverhavepermittedmetogivethatexcellentmananycauseforunhappinessbyceasingtoshewmyselfadevotedandfaithfulhusbandtohisdaughter。Suchweremythoughts,and,asYusufcouldnotguessthem,itwasuselesstomakeaconfidantofhim。
  Afewdaysafterwards,IdinedwiththePachaOsmanandmetmyEffendiIsmail。Hewasveryfriendlytome,andIreciprocatedhisattentions,thoughIpaidnoattentiontothereproachesheaddressedtomefornothavingcometobreakfastwithhimforsuchalongtime。
  IcouldnotrefusetodineathishousewithBonneval,andhetreatedmetoaverypleasingsight;Neapolitanslaves,menandwomen,performedapantomimeandsomeCalabriandances。M。deBonnevalhappenedtomentionthedancecalledforlana,andIsmailexpressingagreatwishtoknowit,ItoldhimthatIcouldgivehimthatpleasureifIhadaVenetianwomantodancewithandafiddlerwhoknewthetime。Itookaviolin,andplayedtheforlana,but,evenifthepartnerhadbeenfound,Icouldnotplayanddanceatthesametime。
  Ismailwhisperedafewwordstooneofhiseunuchs,whowentoutoftheroomandreturnedsoonwithsomemessagethathedeliveredtohim。TheeffenditoldmethathehadfoundthepartnerIwanted,andIansweredthatthemusiciancouldbehadeasily,ifhewouldsendanotetotheVenetianEmbassy,whichwasdoneatonce。TheBailoDonasentoneofhismenwhoplayedtheviolinwellenoughfordancingpurposes。Assoonasthemusicianwasready,adoorwasthrownopen,andafinelookingwomancamein,herfacecoveredwithablackvelvetmask,suchaswecallmorettainVenice。Theappearanceofthatbeautifulmaskedwomansurprisedanddelightedeveryoneoftheguests,foritwasimpossibletoimagineamoreinterestingobject,notonlyonaccountofthebeautyofthatpartofthefacewhichthemaskleftexposed,butalsofortheeleganceofhershape,theperfectionofherfigure,andtheexquisitetastedisplayedinhercostume。Thenymphtookherplace,Ididthesame,andwedancedtheforlanasixtimeswithoutstopping。
  Iwasinperspirationandoutofbreath,forthefoylanaisthemostviolentofournationaldances;butmybeautifulpartnerstoodnearmewithoutbetrayingtheslightestfatigue,andseemedtochallengemetoanewperformance。Attheroundofthedance,whichisthemostdifficultstep,sheseemedtohavewings。Iwasastounded,forIhadneverseenanyone,eveninVenice,dancetheforlanasosplendidly。Afterafewminutesrest,ratherashamedofmyfeelingtired,Iwentuptoher,andsaid,’Ancorasei,apoibasta,senonvoletevedermiamorire。’Shewouldhaveansweredmeifshehadbeenable,butsheworeoneofthosecruelmaskswhichforbidspeech。ButapressureofherhandwhichnobodycouldseemademeguessallI
  wantedtoknow。Themomentwefinisheddancingtheeunuchopenedthedoor,andmylovelypartnerdisappeared。
  Ismailcouldnotthankmeenough,butitwasIwhoowedhimmythanks,foritwastheonlyrealpleasurewhichIenjoyedinConstantinople。IaskedhimwhethertheladywasfromVenice,butheonlyansweredbyasignificantsmile。
  "TheworthyIsmail,"saidM。deBonnevaltome,aswewereleavingthehouselateintheevening,"hasbeento—daythedupeofhisvanity,andIhavenodoubtthatheissorryalreadyforwhathehasdone。Tobringouthisbeautifulslavetodancewithyou!Accordingtotheprejudicesofthiscountryitisinjurioustohisdignity,foryouaresuretohavekindledanamorousflameinthepoorgirl’sbreast。Iwouldadviseyoutobecarefulandtokeeponyourguard,becauseshewilltrytogetupsomeintriguewithyou;butbeprudent,forintriguesarealwaysdangerousinTurkey。"
  Ipromisedtobeprudent,butIdidnotkeepmypromise;for,threeorfourdaysafterwards,anoldslavewomanmetmeinthestreet,andofferedtosellmeforonepiasteratobacco—bagembroideredingold;
  andassheputitinmyhandshecontrivedtomakemefeelthattherewasaletterinthebag。
  Iobservedthatshetriedtoavoidtheeyesofthejanissarywhowaswalkingbehindme;Igaveheronepiaster,sheleftme,andI
  proceededtowardYusuf’shouse。Hewasnotathome,andIwenttohisgardentoreadtheletterwithperfectfreedom。Itwassealedandwithoutanyaddress,andtheslavemighthavemadeamistake;butmycuriositywasexcitedtothehighestpitch;Ibroketheseal,andfoundthefollowingnotewritteningoodenoughItalian:
  "Shouldyouwishtoseethepersonwithwhomyoudancedtheforlana,takeawalktowardseveninginthegardenbeyondthefountain,andcontrivetobecomeacquaintedwiththeoldservantofthegardenerbyaskingherforsomelemonade。Youmayperchancemanagetoseeyourpartnerintheforlanawithoutrunninganyrisk,evenifyoushouldhappentomeetIsmail;sheisanativeofVenice。Becarefulnottomentionthisinvitationtoanyhumanbeing。"
  "Iamnotsuchafool,mylovelycountrywoman,"Iexclaimed,asifshehadbeenpresent,andputtheletterinmypocket。Butatthatverymoment,afine—lookingelderlywomancameoutofathicket,pronouncedmyname,andenquiredwhatIwantedandhowIhadseenher。IansweredthatIhadbeenspeakingtothewind,notsupposingthatanyonecouldhearme,andwithoutanymorepreparation,sheabruptlytoldmethatshewasverygladoftheopportunityofspeakingwithme,thatshewasfromRome,thatshehadbroughtupZelmi,andhadtaughthertosingandtoplaytheharp。Shethenpraisedhighlythebeautyandtheexcellentqualitiesofherpupil,sayingthat,ifIsawher,Iwouldcertainlyfallinlovewithher,andexpressinghowmuchsheregrettedthatthelawshouldnotallowit。
  "Sheseesusatthisverymoment,"sheadded,"frombehindthatgreenwindow—blind,andweloveyoueversinceYusufhasinformedusthatyoumay,perhaps,becomeZelmi’shusband。"
  "MayImentionourconversationtoYusuf?"Ienquired。
  "No。"
  Heransweringinthenegativemademeunderstandthat,ifIhadpressedheralittle,shewouldhaveallowedmetoseeherlovelypupil,andperhapsitwaswiththatintentionthatshehadcontrivedtospeaktome,butIfeltgreatreluctancetodoanythingtodispleasemyworthyhost。Ihadanotherreasonofevengreaterimportance:Iwasafraidofenteringanintricatemazeinwhichthesightofaturbanhoveringovermemademeshudder。
  Yusufcamehome,andfarfrombeingangrywhenhesawmewiththewoman,heremarkedthatImusthavefoundmuchpleasureinconversingwithanativeofRome,andhecongratulatedmeuponthedelightI
  musthavefeltindancingwithoneofthebeautiesfromtheharemofthevoluptuousIsmail。
  "Thenitmustbeapleasureseldomenjoyed,ifitissomuchtalkedof?"
  "Veryseldomindeed,forthereisamongstusaninvincibleprejudiceagainstexposingourlovelywomentotheeyesofothermen;buteveryonemaydoashepleasesinhisownhouse:Ismailisaveryworthyandaveryintelligentman。"
  "IstheladywithwhomIdancedknown?"
  "Ibelievenot。Sheworeamask,andeverybodyknowsthatIsmailpossesseshalfadozenslavesofsurpassingbeauty。"
  IspentapleasantdaywithYusuf,andwhenIlefthim,IorderedmyjanissarytotakemetoIsmail’s。AsIwasknownbyhisservants,theyallowedmetogoin,andIproceededtothespotdescribedintheletter。Theeunuchcametome,informedmethathismasterwasout,butthathewouldbedelightedtohearofmyhavingtakenawalkinthegarden。ItoldhimthatIwouldlikeaglassoflemonade,andhetookmetothesummerhouse,whereIrecognizedtheoldwomanwhohadsoldmethetobacco—pouch。TheeunuchtoldhertogivemeaglassofsomeliquidwhichIfounddelicious,andwouldnotallowmetogiveheranymoney。Wethenwalkedtogethertowardsthefountain,buthetoldmeabruptlythatweweretogoback,ashesawthreeladiestowhomhepointed,addingthat,forthesakeofdecency,itwasnecessarytoavoidthem。Ithankedhimforhisattentions,leftmycomplimentsforIsmail,andwentawaynotdissatisfiedwithmyfirstattempt,andwiththehopeofbeingmorefortunateanothertime。
  ThenextmorningIreceivedaletterfromIsmailinvitingmetogofishingwithhimonthefollowingday,andstatingthatheintendedtoenjoythesportbymoonlight。Iimmediatelygavewaytomysuppositions,andIwentsofarastofancythatIsmailmightbecapableofarranginganinterviewbetweenmeandthelovelyVenetian。
  Ididnotmindhisbeingpresent。IbeggedpermissionofChevalierVeniertostopoutofthepalaceforonenight,buthegranteditwiththegreatestdifficulty,becausehewasafraidofsomeloveaffairandoftheresultsitmighthave。ItookcaretocalmhisanxietyasmuchasIcould,butwithoutacquaintinghimwithallthecircumstancesofthecase,forIthoughtIwaswiseinbeingdiscreet。
  Iwasexacttotheappointedtime,andIsmailreceivedmewiththeutmostcordiality,butIwassurprisedwhenIfoundmyselfalonewithhimintheboat。Wehadtworowersandamantosteer;wetooksomefish,friedinoil,andateitinthesummer—house。Themoonshonebrightly,andthenightwasdelightful。AlonewithIsmail,andknowinghisunnaturaltastes,Ididnotfeelverycomfortablefor,inspiteofwhatM。deBonnevalhadtoldme,IwasafraidlesttheTurkshouldtakeafancytogivemetoogreataproofofhisfriendship,andIdidnotrelishourtete—a—tete。Butmyfearsweregroundless。
  "Letusleavethisplacequietly,"saidIsmail,"Ihavejustheardaslightnoisewhichheraldssomethingthatwillamuseus。"
  Hedismissedhisattendants,andtookmyhand,saying,"Letusgotoasmallroom,thekeyofwhichIluckilyhavewithme,butletusbecarefulnottomakeanynoise。ThatroomhasawindowoverlookingthefountainwhereIthinkthattwoorthreeofmybeautieshavejustgonetobathe。Wewillseethemandenjoyaverypleasingsight,fortheydonotimaginethatanyoneislookingatthem。Theyknowthattheplaceisforbiddentoeverybodyexceptme。"
  Weenteredtheroom,wewenttothewindow,and,themoonshiningrightoverthebasinofthefountain,wesawthreenymphswho,nowswimming,nowstandingorsittingonthemarblesteps,offeredthemselvestooureyesineverypossibleposition,andinalltheattitudesofgracefulvoluptuousness。Dearreader,Imustnotpaintintoovividcoloursthedetailsofthatbeautifulpicture,butifnaturehasendowedyouwithanardentimaginationandwithequallyardentsenses,youwilleasilyimaginethefearfulhavocwhichthatunique,wonderful,andenchantingsightmusthavemadeuponmypoorbody。
  Afewdaysafterthatdelightfulfishingandbathingpartybymoonlight,IcalleduponYusufearlyinthemorning;asitwasraining,Icouldnotgotothegarden,andIwentintothedining—
  room,inwhichIhadneverseenanyone。ThemomentIenteredtheroom,acharmingfemaleformrose,coveringherfeatureswithathickveilwhichfelltothefeet。Aslavewassittingnearthewindow,doingsometambour—work,butshedidnotmove。Iapologized,andturnedtoleavetheroom,buttheladystoppedme,observing,withasweetvoice,thatYusufhadcommandedhertoentertainmebeforegoingout。Sheinvitedmetobeseated,pointingtoarichcushionplacedupontwolargerones,andIobeyed,while,crossingherlegs,shesatdownuponanothercushionoppositetome。IthoughtIwaslookinguponZelmi,andfanciedthatYusufhadmadeuphismindtoshewmethathewasnotlesscourageousthanIsmail。YetIwassurprised,for,bysuchaproceeding,hestronglycontradictedhismaxims,andrantheriskofimpairingtheunbiasedpurityofmyconsentbythrowingloveinthebalance。ButIhadnofearofthat,because,tobecomeenamoured,Ishouldhaverequiredtoseeherface。
  "Isuppose,"saidtheveiledbeauty,"thatyoudonotknowwhoIam?"
  "Icouldnotguess,ifItried。"
  "Ihavebeenforthelastfiveyearsthewifeofyourfriend,andI
  amanativeofScio。IwasthirteenyearsofagewhenIbecamehiswife。"
  IwasgreatlyastonishedtofindthatmyMussulmanphilosopherhadgonesofarastoallowmetoconversewithhiswife,butIfeltmoreateaseafterIhadreceivedthatinformation,andfanciedthatI
  mightcarrytheadventurefurther,butitwouldbenecessarytoseethelady’sface,forafinely—dressedbody,theheadofwhichisnotseen,excitesbutfeebledesires。Thefirelightedbyamorousdesiresislikeafireofstraw;themomentitburnsupitisnearitsend。Ihadbeforemeamagnificentappearance,butIcouldnotseethesouloftheimage,forathickgauzeconcealeditfrommyhungrygaze。Icouldseearmsaswhiteasalabaster,andhandslikethoseofAlcina,’dovenenodoappasiscenevenaaccede’,andmyactiveimaginationfanciedthatalltherestwasinharmonywiththosebeautifulspecimens,forthegracefulfoldsofthemuslin,leavingtheoutlineallitsperfection,hidfrommeonlythelivingsatinofthesurface;therewasnodoubtthateverythingwaslovely,butIwantedtosee,intheexpressionofhereyes,thatallthatmyimaginationcreatedhadlifeandwasendowedwithfeeling。TheOrientalcostumeisabeautifulvarnishplaceduponaporcelainvasetoprotectfromthetouchthecoloursoftheflowersandofthedesign,withoutlesseningthepleasureoftheeyes。Yusuf’swifewasnotdressedlikeasultana;sheworethecostumeofScio,withashortskirtwhichconcealedneithertheperfectionofthelegnortheroundformofthethigh,northevoluptuousplumpfallofthehips,northeslender,well—madewaistencompassedinasplendidbandembroideredinsilverandcoveredwitharabesques。Aboveallthosebeauties,IcouldseetheshapeoftwoglobeswhichApelleswouldhavetakenforthemodelofthoseofhislovelyVenus,andtherapid,inequalmovementofwhichprovedtomethatthoseravishinghillockswereanimated。Thesmallvalleyleftbetweenthem,andwhichmyeyesgreedilyfeastedupon,seemedtomealakeofnectar,inwhichmyburninglipslongedtoquenchtheirthirstwithmoreardourthantheywouldhavedrunkfromthecupofthegods。
  Enraptured,unabletocontrolmyself,Ithrustmyarmforwardbyamovementalmostindependentofmywill,andmyhand,tooaudacious,wasonthepointofliftingthehatefulveil,butshepreventedmebyraisingherselfquicklyontiptoe,upbraidingmeatthesametimeformyperfidiousboldness,withavoiceascommandingasherattitude。
  "Dostthoudeserve,"shesaid,"Yusuf’sfriendship,whenthouabusestthesacredlawsofhospitalitybyinsultinghiswife?"
  "Madam,youmustkindlyforgiveme,forIneverhadanyintentiontoinsultyou。Inmycountrythelowestofmenmayfixhiseyesuponthefaceofaqueen。"
  "Yes,buthecannottearoffherveil,ifshechoosestowearit。
  Yusufshallavengeme。"
  Thethreat,andthetoneinwhichitwaspronounced,frightenedme。
  Ithrewmyselfatherfeet,andsucceededincalmingheranger。
  "Takeaseat,"shesaid。
  Andshesatdownherself,crossingherlegswithsomuchfreedomthatIcaughtaglimpseofcharmswhichwouldhavecausedmetoloseallcontrolovermyselfifthedelightfulsighthadremainedonemomentlongerexposedtomyeyes。IthensawthatIhadgonethewrongwaytowork,andIfeltvexedwithmyself;butitwastoolate。
  "Artthouexcited?"shesaid。
  "HowcouldIbeotherwise,"Ianswered,"whenthouartscorchingmewithanardentfire?"
  Ihadbecomemoreprudent,andIseizedherhandwithoutthinkinganymoreofherface。
  "Hereismyhusband,"shesaid,andYusufcameintotheroom。Werose,Yusufembracedme,Icomplimentedhim,theslavelefttheroom。
  Yusufthankedhiswifeforhavingentertainedme,andofferedherhisarmtotakehertoherownapartment。Shetookit,butwhenshereachedthedoor,sheraisedherveil,andkissingherhusbandsheallowedmetoseeherlovelyfaceasifithadbeendoneunwittingly。
  IfollowedherwithmyeyesaslongasIcould,andYusuf,comingbacktome,saidwithalaughthathiswifehadofferedtodinewithus。
  "Ithought,"Isaidtohim,"thatIhadZelmibeforeme。"
  "Thatwouldhavebeentoomuchagainstourestablishedrules。WhatI
  havedoneisnotmuch,butIdonotknowanhonestmanwhowouldbeboldenoughtobringhisdaughterintothepresenceofastranger。"
  "Ithinkyourwifemustbehandsome;isshemorebeautifulthanZelmi?"
  "Mydaughter’sbeautyischeerful,sweet,andgentle;thatofSophiaisproudandhaughty。Shewillbehappyaftermydeath。Themanwhowillmarryherwillfindheravirgin。"
  IgaveanaccountofmyadventuretoM。deBonneval,somewhatexaggeratingthedangerIhadrunintryingtoraisetheveilofthehandsomedaughterofScio。
  "Shewaslaughingatyou,"saidthecount,"andyourannodanger。
  Shefeltverysorry,believeme,tohavetodealwithanovicelikeyou。YouhavebeenplayingthecomedyintheFrenchfashion,whenyououghttohavegonestraighttothepoint。Whatonearthdidyouwanttoseehernosefor?Sheknewverywellthatshewouldhavegainednothingbyallowingyoutoseeher。Yououghttohavesecuredtheessentialpoint。IfIwereyoungIwouldperhapsmanagetogiveherarevenge,andtopunishmyfriendYusuf。YouhavegiventhatlovelywomanapooropinionofItalianvalour。ThemostreservedofTurkishwomenhasnomodestyexceptonherface,and,withherveiloverit,sheknowstoacertaintythatshewillnotblushatanything。IamcertainthatyourbeautykeepsherfacecoveredwheneverourfriendYusufwishestojokewithher。"
  "Sheisyetavirgin。"
  "Ratheradifficultthingtoadmit,mygoodfriend;butIknowthedaughtersofScio;theyhaveatalentforcounterfeitingvirginity。"
  Yusufneverpaidmeasimilarcomplimentagain,andhewasquiteright。
  Afewdaysafter,IhappenedtobeintheshopofanArmenianmerchant,lookingatsomebeautifulgoods,whenYusufenteredtheshopandpraisedmytaste;but,althoughIhadadmiredagreatmanythings,Ididnotbuy,becauseIthoughttheyweretoodear。IsaidsotoYusuf,butheremarkedthattheywere,onthecontrary,verycheap,andhepurchasedthemall。Wepartedcompanyatthedoor,andthenextmorningIreceivedallthebeautifulthingshehadbought;
  itwasadelicateattentionofmyfriend,andtopreventmyrefusalofsuchasplendidpresent,hehadenclosedanotestatingthat,onmyarrivalinCorfu,hewouldletmeknowtowhomthegoodsweretobedelivered。HehadthussentmegoldandsilverfiligreesfromDamascus,portfolios,scarfs,belts,handkerchiefsandpipes,thewholeworthfourorfivehundredpiasters。WhenIcalledtothankhim,Icompelledhimtoconfessthatitwasapresentofferedbyhisfriendship。
  ThedaybeforemydeparturefromConstantinople,theexcellentmanburstintotearsasIbadehimadieu,andmygriefwasasgreatashisown。Hetoldmethat,bynotacceptingtheofferofhisdaughter’shand,IhadsostronglycaptivatedhisesteemthathisfeelingsformecouldnothavebeenwarmerifIhadbecomehisson。
  WhenIwentonboardshipwiththeBailoJeanDona,Ifoundanothercasegiventomebyhim,containingtwoquintalsofthebestMochacoffee,onehundredpoundsoftobaccoleaves,twolargeflagonsfilled,onewithZabanditobacco,theotherwithcamussa,andamagnificentpipetubeofjessaminewood,coveredwithgoldfiligrane,whichIsoldinCorfuforonehundredsequins。IhadnotitinmypowertogivemygenerousTurkanymarkofmygratitudeuntilI
  reachedCorfu,butthereIdidnotfailtodoso。Isoldallhisbeautifulpresents,whichmademethepossessorofasmallfortune。
  IsmailgavemealetterfortheChevalierdeLezze,butIcouldnotforwardittohimbecauseIunfortunatelylostit;hepresentedmewithabarrelofhydromel,whichIturnedlikewiseintomoney。
  M。deBonnevalgavemealetterforCardinalAcquaviva,whichIsenttoRomewithanaccountofmyjourney,buthiseminencedidnotthinkfittoacknowledgethereceiptofeither。BonnevalmademeapresentoftwelvebottlesofmalmseyfromRagusa,andoftwelvebottlesofgenuinescopolo——agreatrarity,withwhichImadeapresentinCorfuwhichprovedveryusefultome,asthereaderwilldiscover。
  TheonlyforeignministerIsawmuchinConstantinoplewasthelordmarshalofScotland,thecelebratedKeith,whorepresentedtheKingofPrussia,andwho,sixyearslaterwasofgreatservicetomeinParis。
  WesailedfromConstantinopleinthebeginningofSeptemberinthesameman—of—warwhichhadbroughtus,andwereachedCorfuinfourteendays。TheBailoDonadidnotland。HehadwithhimeightsplendidTurkishhorses;IsawtwoofthemstillaliveinGoriziaintheyear1773。
  AssoonasIhadlandedwithmyluggage,andhadengagedarathermeanlodging,IpresentedmyselftoM。AndreDolfin,theproveditore—generale,whopromisedmeagainthatIshouldsoonbepromotedtoalieutenancy。Aftermyvisittohim,IcalleduponM。
  Camporese,mycaptain,andwaswellreceivedbyhim。Mythirdvisitwastothecommanderofgalleases,M。D————R—————,towhomM。AntonioDolfin,withwhomIhadtravelledfromVenicetoCorfu,hadkindlyrecommendedme。Afterashortconversation,heaskedmeifIwouldremainwithhimwiththetitleofadjutant。Ididnothesitateoneinstant,butaccepted,sayinghowdeeplyhonouredIfeltbyhisoffer,andassuringhimthathewouldalwaysfindmereadytocarryouthisorders。Heimmediatelyhadmetakentomyroom,and,thenextday,Ifoundmyselfestablishedinhishouse。IobtainedfrommycaptainaFrenchsoldiertoserveme,andIwaswellpleasedwhenIfoundthatthemanwasahairdresserbytrade,andagreattalkerbynature,forhecouldtakecareofmybeautifulheadofhair,andI
  wantedtopractiseFrenchconversation。Hewasagood—for—nothingfellow,adrunkardandadebauchee,apeasantfromPicardy,andhecouldhardlyreadorwrite,butIdidnotmindallthat;allIwantedfromhimwastoserveme,andtotalktome,andhisFrenchwasprettygood。Hewasanamusingrogue,knowingbyheartaquantityoferoticsongsandofsmuttystorieswhichhecouldtellinthemostlaughablemanner。
  WhenIhadsoldmystockofgoodsfromConstantinople(exceptthewines),Ifoundmyselftheownerofnearlyfivehundredsequins。
  IredeemedallthearticleswhichIhadpledgedinthehandsofJews,andturnedintomoneyeverythingofwhichIhadnoneed。Iwasdeterminednottoplayanylongerasadupe,buttosecureingamblingalltheadvantageswhichaprudentyoungmancouldobtainwithoutsullyinghishonour。
  ImustnowmakemyreadersacquaintedwiththesortoflifewewereatthattimeleadinginCorfu。Astothecityitself,Iwillnotdescribeit,becausetherearealreadymanydescriptionsbetterthantheoneIcouldofferinthesepages。
  WehadtheninCorfuthe’proveditore—generale’whohadsovereignauthority,andlivedinastyleofgreatmagnificence。ThatpostwasthenfilledbyM。AndreDolfin,amansixtyyearsofage,strict,headstrong,andignorant。Henolongercaredforwomen,butlikedtobecourtedbythem。Hereceivedeveryevening,andthesupper—tablewasalwayslaidfortwenty—fourpersons。
  Wehadthreefield—officersofthemarineswhodiddutyonthegalleys,andthreefield—officersforthetroopsofthelineonboardthemen—of—war。Eachgaleasshadacaptaincalled’sopracomito’,andwehadtenofthosecaptains;wehadlikewisetencommanders,oneforeachman—of—war,includingthree’capidimare’,oradmirals。TheyallbelongedtothenobilityofVenice。TenyoungVenetiannoblemen,fromtwentytotwenty—twoyearsofage,wereatCorfuasmidshipmeninthenavy。Wehad,besides,aboutadozencivilclerksinthepoliceoftheisland,orintheadministrationofjustice,entitled’grandioffcialiditerra’。Thosewhowereblessedwithhandsomewiveshadthepleasureofseeingtheirhousesverymuchfrequentedbyadmirerswhoaspiredtowinthefavoursoftheladies,buttherewasnotmuchheroiclove—making,perhapsforthereasonthatthereweretheninCorfumanyAspasiaswhosefavourscouldbehadformoney。
  Gamblingwasallowedeverywhere,andthatallabsorbingpassionwasveryprejudicialtotheemotionsoftheheart。
  TheladywhowasthenmosteminentforbeautyandgallantrywasMadameF————。Herhusband,captainofagalley,hadcometoCorfuwithhertheyearbefore,andmadamhadgreatlyastonishedallthenavalofficers。Thinkingthatshehadtheprivilegeofthechoice,shehadgiventhepreferencetoM。D————R—————,andhaddismissedallthesuitorswhopresentedthemselves。M。F————hadmarriedherontheverydayshehadlefttheconvent;shewasonlyseventeenyearsofagethen,andhehadbroughtheronboardhisgalleyimmediatelyafterthemarriageceremony。
  Isawherforthefirsttimeatthedinner—tableontheverydayofmyinstallationatM。D————R—————’s,andshemadeagreatimpressionuponme。IthoughtIwasgazingatasupernaturalbeing,soinfinitelyaboveallthewomenIhadeverseen,thatitseemedimpossibletofallinlovewithherSheappearedtomeofanaturedifferentandsogreatlysuperiortominethatIdidnotseethepossibilityofrisinguptoher。IevenwentsofarastopersuademyselfthatnothingbutaPlatonicfriendshipcouldexistbetweenherandM。D————R—————,andthatM。F————wasquiterightnownottoshewanyjealousy。Yet,thatM。F————wasaperfectfool,andcertainlynotworthyofsuchawoman。TheimpressionmadeuponmebyMadameF————wastooridiculoustolastlong,andthenatureofitsoonchanged,butinanovelmanner,atleastasfarasIwasconcerned。
  MypositionasadjutantprocuredmethehonourofdiningatM。D————
  R—————’stable,butnothingmore。Theotheradjutant,likeme,anensigninthearmy,butthegreatestfoolIhadeverseen,sharedthathonourwithme。Wewerenot,however,consideredasguests,fornobodyeverspoketous,and,whatismore,nooneeverhonoureduswithalook。Itusedtoputmeinarage。Iknewverywellthatpeopleactedinthatmannerthroughnorealcontemptforus,butitwentveryhardwithme。Icouldverywellunderstandthatmycolleague,Sanzonio,shouldnotcomplainofsuchtreatment,becausehewasablockhead,butIdidnotfeeldisposedtoallowmyselftobeputonaparwithhim。Attheendofeightortendays,MadameF————,nothavingcondescendedtocastoneglanceuponmyperson,begantoappeardisagreeabletome。Ifeltpiqued,vexed,provoked,andthemoresobecauseIcouldnotsupposethattheladyactedinthatmannerwilfullyandpurposely;Iwouldhavebeenhighlypleasediftherehadbeenpremeditationonherpart。IfeltsatisfiedthatIwasanobodyinherestimation,andasIwasconsciousofbeingsomebody,Iwantedhertoknowit。Atlastacircumstanceoffereditselfinwhich,thinkingthatshecouldaddressme,shewascompelledtolookatme。
  M。D————R—————havingobservedthatavery,veryfineturkeyhadbeenplacedbeforeme,toldmetocarveit,andIimmediatelywenttowork。Iwasnotaskilfulcarver,andMadameF————,laughingatmywantofdexterity,toldmethat,ifIhadnotbeencertainofperformingmytaskwithcredittomyself,Ioughtnottohaveundertakenit。Fullofconfusion,andunabletoanswerherasmyangerprompted,Isatdown,withmyheartoverflowingwithspiteandhatredagainsther。Tocrownmyrage,havingonedaytoaddressme,sheaskedmewhatwasmyname。Shehadseenmeeverydayforafortnight,eversinceIhadbeentheadjutantofM。D————R—————;
  thereforesheoughttohaveknownmyname。Besides,Ihadbeenveryluckyatthegaming—table,andIhadbecomeratherfamousinCorfu。
  MyangeragainstMadameFwasatitsheight。
  IhadplacedmymoneyinthehandsofacertainMaroli,amajorinthearmyandagamesterbyprofession,whoheldthefarobankatthecoffee—house。Wewerepartners;Ihelpedhimwhenhedealt,andherenderedmethesameofficewhenIheldthecards,whichwasoftenthecase,becausehewasnotgenerallyliked。Heusedtoholdthecardsinawaywhichfrightenedthepunters;mymannerswereverydifferent,andIwasverylucky。BesidesIwaseasyandsmilingwhenmybankwaslosing,andIwonwithoutshewinganyavidity,andthatisamannerwhichalwayspleasesthepunters。
  ThisMaroliwasthemanwhohadwonallmymoneyduringmyfirststayinCorfu,andfinding,whenIreturned,thatIwasresolvednottobedupedanymore,hejudgedmeworthyofsharingthewisemaximswithoutwhichgamblingmustnecessarilyruinallthosewhomeddlewithit。ButasMarolihadwonmyconfidenceonlytoaveryslightextent,Iwasverycareful。Wemadeupouraccountseverynight,assoonasplayingwasover;thecashierkeptthecapitalofthebank,thewinningsweredivided,andeachtookhisshareaway。
  Luckyatplay,enjoyinggoodhealthandthefriendshipofmycomrades,who,whenevertheopportunityoffered,alwaysfoundmegenerousandreadytoservethem,IwouldhavebeenwellpleasedwithmypositionifIhadbeenalittlemoreconsideredatthetableofM。D————R—————,andtreatedwithlesshaughtinessbyhisladywho,withoutanyreason,seemeddisposedtohumiliateme。Myself—lovewasdeeplyhurt,Ihatedher,and,withsuchadispositionofmind,themoreIadmiredtheperfectionofhercharms,themoreIfoundherdeficientinwitandintelligence。Shemighthavemadetheconquestofmyheartwithoutbestowinghersuponme,forallIwantedwasnottobecompelledtohateher,andIcouldnotunderstandwhatpleasureitcouldbeforhertobedetested,whilewithonlyalittlekindnessshecouldhavebeenadored。Icouldnotascribehermannertoaspiritofcoquetry,forIhadnevergivenhertheslightestproofoftheopinionIentertainedofherbeauty,andIcouldnotthereforeattributeherbehaviourtoapassionwhichmighthaverenderedmedisagreeableinhereyes;M。D————R—————seemedtointerestheronlyinaveryslightmanner,andastoherhusband,shecarednothingforhim。Inshort,thatcharmingwomanmademeveryunhappy,andIwasangrywithmyselfbecauseIfeltthat,ifithadnotbeenforthemannerinwhichshetreatedme,Iwouldnothavethoughtofher,andmyvexationwasincreasedbythefeelingofhatredentertainedbymyheartagainsther,afeelingwhichuntilthenIhadneverknowntoexistinme,andthediscoveryofwhichoverwhelmedmewithconfusion。
  Onedayagentlemanhandedme,aswewereleavingthedinner—table,arollofgoldthathehadlostupontrust;MadameF————sawit,andshesaidtomeveryabruptly,——
  "Whatdoyoudowithyourmoney?"
  "Ikeepit,madam,asaprovisionagainstpossiblelosses。"
  "Butasyoudonotindulgeinanyexpenseitwouldbebetterforyounottoplay;itistimewasted。"
  "Timegiventopleasureisnevertimelost,madam;theonlytimewhichayoungmanwastesisthatwhichisconsumedinweariness,becausewhenheisapreytoennuiheislikelytofallapreytolove,andtobedespisedbytheobjectofhisaffection。"
  "Verylikely;butyouamuseyourselfwithhoardingupyourmoney,andshewyourselftobeamiser,andamiserisnotlesscontemptiblethanamaninlove。Whydoyounotbuyyourselfapairofgloves?"
  Youmaybesurethatatthesewordsthelaughterwasallonherside,andmyvexationwasallthegreaterbecauseIcouldnotdenythatshewasquiteright。Itwastheadjutant’sbusinesstogivetheladiesanarmtotheircarriages,anditwasnotpropertofulfilthatdutywithoutgloves。Ifeltmortified,andthereproachofavaricehurtmedeeply。Iwouldathousandtimesratherthatshehadlaidmyerrortoawantofeducation;andyet,sofullofcontradictionsisthehumanheart,insteadofmakingamendsbyadoptinganappearanceofelegancewhichthestateofmyfinancesenabledmetokeepup,I
  didnotpurchaseanygloves,andIresolvedtoavoidherandtoabandonhertotheinsipidanddullgallantryofSanzonio,whosportedgloves,butwhoseteethwererotten,whosebreathwasputrid,whoworeawig,andwhosefaceseemedtobecoveredwithshrivelledyellowparchment。
  Ispentmydaysinacontinualstateofrageandspite,andthemostabsurdpartofitallwasthatIfeltunhappybecauseIcouldnotcontrolmyhatredforthatwomanwhom,ingoodconscience,Icouldnotfindguiltyofanything。Shehadformeneitherlovenordislike,whichwasquitenatural;butbeingyounganddisposedtoenjoymyselfIhadbecome,withoutanywilfulmaliceonherpart,aneye—soretoherandthebuttofherbanteringjokes,whichmysensitivenessexaggeratedgreatly。ForallthatIhadanardentwishtopunishherandtomakeherrepent。Ithoughtofnothingelse。AtonetimeIwouldthinkofdevotingallmyintelligenceandallmymoneytokindlinganamorouspassioninherheart,andthentorevengemyselfbytreatingherwithcontempt。ButIsoonrealizedtheimpracticabilityofsuchaplan,forevensupposingthatIshouldsucceedinfindingmywaytoherheart,wasIthemantoresistmyownsuccesswithsuchawoman?IcertainlycouldnotflattermyselfthatIwassostrong—minded。ButIwasthepetchildoffortune,andmypositionwassuddenlyaltered。
  M。D————R————havingsentmewithdispatchestoM。deCondulmer,captainofa’galeazza’,Ihadtowaituntilmidnighttodeliverthem,andwhenIreturnedIfoundthatM。D————R————hadretiredtohisapartmentforthenight。AssoonashewasvisibleinthemorningIwenttohimtorenderanaccountofmymission。IhadbeenwithhimonlyafewminuteswhenhisvaletbroughtalettersayingthatMadameF————’sadjutantwaswaitingforananswer。M。D————
  R—————readthenote,toreittopieces,andinhisexcitementstampedwithhisfootuponthefragments。Hewalkedupanddowntheroomforalittletime,thenwroteananswerandrangfortheadjutant,towhomhedeliveredit。Hethenrecoveredhisusualcomposure,concludedtheperusalofthedispatchsentbyM。deCondulmer,andtoldmetowritealetter。Hewaslookingitoverwhenthevaletcamein,tellingmethatMadameF————desiredtoseeme。M。D————R————toldmethathedidnotrequiremyservicesanymoreforthepresent,andthatImightgo。Ilefttheroom,butI
  hadnotgonetenyardswhenhecalledmebacktoremindmethatmydutywastoknownothing;IbeggedtoassurehimthatIwaswellawareofthat。IrantoMadameF—————’shouse,veryeagertoknowwhatshewantedwithme。Iwasintroducedimmediately,andIwasgreatlysurprisedtofindhersittingupinbed,hercountenanceflushedandexcited,andhereyesredfromthetearsshehadevidentlyjustbeenshedding。Myheartwasbeatingquickly,yetI
  didnotknowwhy。
  "Praybeseated,"shesaid,"Iwishtospeakwithyou。"
  "Madam,"Ianswered,"Iamnotworthyofsogreatafavour,andI
  havenotyetdoneanythingtodeserveit;allowmetoremainstanding。"
  Sheverylikelyrecollectedthatshehadneverbeensopolitebefore,anddarednotpressmeanyfurther。Shecollectedherthoughtsforaninstantortwo,andsaidtome:
  "Lasteveningmyhusbandlosttwohundredsequinsupontrustatyourfarobank;hebelievedthatamounttobeinmyhands,andImustthereforegiveittohimimmediately,asheisboundinhonourtopayhislossesto—day。UnfortunatelyIhavedisposedofthemoney,andI
  amingreattrouble。IthoughtyoumighttellMarolithatIhavepaidyoutheamountlostbymyhusband。Hereisaringofsomevalue;keepituntilthe1stofJanuary,whenIwillreturnthetwohundredsequinsforwhichIamreadytogiveyoumynoteofhand。"
  "Iacceptthenoteofhand,madam,butIcannotconsenttodepriveyouofyourring。ImustalsotellyouthatM。F————mustgohimselftothebank,orsendsomeonethere,toredeemhisdebt。Withintenminutesyoushallhavetheamountyourequire。"
  Ileftherwithoutwaitingforananswer,andIreturnedwithinafewminuteswiththetwohundredducats,whichIhandedtoher,andputtinginmypockethernoteofhandwhichshehadjustwritten,I
  bowedtotakemyleave,butsheaddressedtomethesepreciouswords:
  "Ibelieve,sir,thatifIhadknownthatyouweresowelldisposedtoobligeme,Icouldnothavemadeupmymindtobegthatservicefromyou。"
  "Well,madam,forthefuturebequitecertainthatthereisnotamanintheworldcapableofrefusingyousuchaninsignificantservicewheneveryouwillcondescendtoaskforitinperson。"
  "Whatyousayisverycomplimentary,butItrustnevertofindmyselfagainunderthenecessityofmakingsuchacruelexperiment。"
  IleftMadameF—————,thinkingoftheshrewdnessofheranswer。ShehadnottoldmethatIwasmistaken,asIhadexpectedshewould,forthatwouldhavecausedhersomehumiliation:sheknewthatIwaswithM。D————R—————whentheadjutanthadbroughtherletter,andshecouldnotdoubtthatIwasawareoftherefusalshehadmetwith。
  Thefactofhernotmentioningitprovedtomethatshewasjealousofherowndignity;itaffordedmegreatgratification,andIthoughtherworthyofadoration。IsawclearlythatshecouldhavenoloveforM。D————R—————,andthatshewasnotlovedbyhim,andthediscoverymademeleapforjoy。FromthatmomentIfeltIwasinlovewithher,andIconceivedthehopethatshemightreturnmyardentaffection。
  ThefirstthingIdid,whenIreturnedtomyroom,wastocrossoutwithinkeverywordofhernoteofhand,excepthername,insuchamannerthatitwasimpossibletoguessatthecontents,andputtingitinanenvelopecarefullysealed,Idepositeditinthehandsofapublicnotarywhostated,inthereceipthegavemeoftheenvelope,thathewoulddeliveritonlytoMadameF—————,wheneversheshouldrequestitsdelivery。
  ThesameeveningM。F—————cametothebank,paidme,playedwithcashinhand,andwonsomefiftyducats。WhatcausedmethegreatestsurprisewasthatM。D————R—————continuedtobeverygracioustoMadameF————,andthatsheremainedexactlythesametowardshimassheusedtobebefore。Hedidnotevenenquirewhatshewantedwhenshehadsentforme。Butifshedidnotseemtochangehermannertowardsmymaster,itwasaverydifferentcasewithme,forwhenevershewasoppositetomeatdinner,sheoftenaddressedherselftome,andshethusgavememanyopportunitiesofshewingmyeducationandmywitinamusingstoriesorinremarks,inwhichItookcaretoblendinstructionwithwittyjests。AtthattimeF————hadthegreattalentofmakingotherslaughwhileIkeptaseriouscountenancemyself。IhadlearntthataccomplishmentfromM。deMalipiero,myfirstmasterintheartofgoodbreeding,whousedtosaytome,——
  "Ifyouwishyouraudiencetocry,youmustshedtearsyourself,butifyouwishtomakethemlaughyoumustcontrivetolookasseriousasajudge。"
  IneverythingIdid,ineverywordIuttered,inthepresenceofMadameF————,theonlyaimIhadwastopleaseher,butIdidnotwishhertosupposeso,andIneverlookedatherunlessshespoketome。Iwantedtoforcehercuriosity,tocompelhertosuspectnay,toguessmysecret,butwithoutgivingheranyadvantageoverme:itwasnecessaryformetoproceedbyslowdegrees。Inthemeantime,anduntilIshouldhaveagreaterhappiness,Iwasgladtoseethatmymoney,thatmagictalisman,andmygoodconduct,obtainedmeaconsiderationmuchgreaterthanIcouldhavehopedtoobtaineitherthroughmyposition,orfrommyage,orinconsequenceofanytalentImighthaveshewnintheprofessionIhadadopted。
  TowardsthemiddleofNovember,thesoldierwhoactedasmyservantwasattackedwithinflammationofthechest;Igavenoticeofittothecaptainofhiscompany,andhewascarriedtothehospital。OnthefourthdayIwastoldthathewouldnotrecover,andthathehadreceivedthelastsacraments;intheeveningIhappenedtobeathiscaptain’swhenthepriestwhohadattendedhimcametoannouncehisdeath,andtodeliverasmallparcelwhichthedyingmanhadentrustedtohimtobegivenuptohiscaptainonlyafterhisdeath。
  Theparcelcontainedabrasssealengravedwithducalarms,acertificateofbaptism,andasheetofpapercoveredwithwritinginFrench。CaptainCamporese,whoonlyspokeItalian,beggedmetotranslatethepaper,thecontentsofwhichwereasfollows:
  "Mywillisthatthispaper,whichIhavewrittenandsignedwithmyownhand,shallbedeliveredtomycaptainonlyafterIhavebreathedmylast:untilthen,myconfessorshallnotmakeanyuseofit,forI
  entrustittohishandsonlyunderthesealofconfession。Ientreatmycaptaintohavemeburiedinavaultfromwhichmybodycanbeexhumedincasetheduke,myfather,shouldrequestitsexhumation。
  Ientreathimlikewisetoforwardmycertificateofbaptism,thesealwiththearmorialbearingsofmyfamily,andalegalcertificateofmybirthtotheFrenchambassadorinVenice,whowillsendthewholetotheduke,myfather,myrightsofprimogeniturebelonging,aftermydemise,totheprince,mybrother。InfaithofwhichIhavesignedandsealedthesepresents:FrancoisVI。CharlesPhilippeLouisFoucaud,PrincedelaRochefoucault。"
  Thecertificateofbaptism,deliveredatSt。Sulpicegavethesamenames,andthetitleofthefatherwasFrancoisV。ThenameofthemotherwasGabrielleduPlessis。
  AsIwasconcludingmytranslationIcouldnothelpburstingintoloudlaughter;butthefoolishcaptain,whothoughtmymirthoutofplace,hurriedouttorenderanaccountoftheaffairtotheproveditore—generale,andIwenttothecoffee—house,notdoubtingforonemomentthathisexcellencywouldlaughatthecaptain,andthatthepost—mortembuffoonerywouldgreatlyamusethewholeofCorfu。