CHARLESDARWINTOMISSC。DARWIN。
Valparaiso,November8,1834。
MydearCatherine,Mylastletterwasratheragloomyone,forIwasnotverywellwhenI
wroteit。Noweverythingisasbrightassunshine。Iamquitewellagainafterbeingasecondtimeinbedforafortnight。CaptainFitz—Royverygenerouslyhasdelayedtheshiptendaysonmyaccount,andwithoutatthetimetellingmeforwhatreason。
Wehavehadsomestrangeproceedingsonboardthe"Beagle",butwhichhaveendedmostcapitallyforallhands。CaptainFitz—RoyhasforthelasttwomonthsbeenworkingEXTREMELYhard,andatthesametimeconstantlyannoyedbyinterruptionsfromofficersofotherships;thesellingtheschooneranditsconsequenceswereveryvexatious;thecoldmannertheAdmiralty(solelyIbelievebecauseheisaTory)havetreatedhim,andathousandother,etc。etc。’s,hasmadehimverythinandunwell。Thiswasaccompaniedbyamorbiddepressionofspirits,andalossofalldecisionandresolution……
AllthatBynoe[theSurgeon]couldsay,thatitwasmerelytheeffectofbodilyhealthandexhaustionaftersuchapplication,wouldnotdo;heinvalided,andWickhamwasappointedtothecommand。BytheinstructionsWickhamcouldonlyfinishthesurveyofthesouthernpart,andwouldthenhavebeenobligedtoreturndirecttoEngland。Thegriefonboardthe"Beagle"abouttheCaptain’sdecisionwasuniversalanddeeplyfelt;onegreatsourceofhisannoymentwasthefeelingitimpossibletofulfilthewholeinstructions;fromhisstateofminditneveroccurredtohimthattheveryinstructionsorderedhimtodoasmuchoftheWestcoastASHEHAS
TIMEFOR,andthenproceedacrossthePacific。
Wickham(verydisinterestedlygivinguphisownpromotion)urgedthismoststrongly,statedthatwhenhetookthecommandnothingshouldinducehimtogotoTierradelFuegoagain;andthenaskedtheCaptainwhatwouldbegainedbyhisresignation?whynotdothemoreusefulpart,andreturnascommandedbythePacific。TheCaptainatlast,toeveryone’sjoy,consented,andtheresignationwaswithdrawn。
Hurrah!hurrah!itisfixedthe"Beagle"shallnotgoonemilesouthofCapeTresMontes(about200milessouthofChiloe),andfromthatpointtoValparaisowillbefinishedinaboutfivemonths。WeshallexaminetheChonosArchipelago,entirelyunknown,andthecuriousinlandseabehindChiloe。Formeitisglorious。CapeTresMontesisthemostsouthernpointwherethereismuchgeologicalinterest,astherethemodernbedsend。TheCaptainthentalksofcrossingthePacific;butIthinkweshallpersuadehimtofinishtheCoastofPeru,wheretheclimateisdelightful,thecountryhideouslysterile,butaboundingwiththehighestinteresttoageologist。ForthefirsttimesinceleavingEnglandInowseeaclearandnotsodistantprospectofreturningtoyouall:crossingthePacific,andfromSydneyhome,willnottakemuchtime。
AssoonastheCaptaininvalidedIatoncedeterminedtoleavethe"Beagle",butitwasquiteabsurdwhatarevolutioninfiveminuteswaseffectedinallmyfeelings。Ihavelongbeengrievedandmostsorryattheinterminablelengthofthevoyage(althoughIneverwouldhavequittedit);buttheminuteitwasallover,Icouldnotmakeupmymindtoreturn。
IcouldnotgiveupallthegeologicalcastlesintheairwhichIhadbeenbuildingupforthelasttwoyears。OnewholenightItriedtothinkoverthepleasureofseeingShrewsburyagain,butthebarrenplainsofPerugainedtheday。Imadethefollowingscheme(Iknowyouwillabuseme,andperhapsifIhadputitinexecution,myfatherwouldhavesentamandamusafterme);itwastoexaminetheCordillerasofChiliduringthissummer,andinwintergofromporttoportonthecoastofPerutoLima,returningthistimenextyeartoValparaiso,crosstheCordillerastoBuenosAyres,andtakeshiptoEngland。Wouldnotthishavebeenafineexcursion,andinsixteenmonthsIshouldhavebeenwithyouall?TohaveenduredTierradelFuegoandnotseenthePacificwouldhavebeenmiserable……
Igoonboardto—morrow;IhavebeenforthelastsixweeksinCorfield’shouse。YoucannotimaginewhatakindfriendIhavefoundhim。Heisuniversallyliked,andrespectedbythenativesandforeigners。SeveralChilenoSignoritasareveryobliginglyanxioustobecomethesignorasofthishouse。TellmyfatherIhavekeptmypromiseofbeingextravagantinChili。Ihavedrawnabillof100pounds(haditnotbetterbenotifiedtoMessrs。Robarts&Co。);50poundsgoestotheCaptainfortheensuingyear,and30poundsItaketoseaforthesmallports;sothatbonafideIhavenotspent180poundsduringtheselastfourmonths。Ihopenottodrawanotherbillforsixmonths。Alltheforegoingparticularswereonlysettledyesterday。Ithasdonememoregoodthanapintofmedicine,andI
havenotbeensohappyforthelastyear。Ifithadnotbeenformyillness,thesefourmonthsinChiliwouldhavebeenverypleasant。Ihavehadillluck,however,inonlyonelittleearthquakehavinghappened。I
waslyinginbedwhentherewasapartyatdinnerinthehouse;onasuddenIheardsuchahubbubinthedining—room;withoutawordbeingspoken,itwasdeviltakethehindmostwhoshouldgetoutfirst;atthesamemomentI
feltmybedSLIGHTLYvibrateinalateraldirection。Thepartywereoldstagers,andheardthenoisewhichalwaysprecedesashock;andnooldstagerlooksatanearthquakewithphilosophicaleyes……
Good—byetoyouall;youwillnothaveanotherletterforsometime。
MydearCatherine,Yoursaffectionately,CHAS。DARWIN。
Mybestlovetomyfather,andallofyou。LovetoNancy。
CHARLESDARWINTOMISSS。DARWIN。
Valparaiso,April23,1835。
MydearSusan,Ireceived,afewdayssince,yourletterofNovember;thethreeletterswhichIbeforementionedareyetmissing,butIdonotdoubttheywillcometolife。IreturnedaweekagofrommyexcursionacrosstheAndestoMendoza。SinceleavingEnglandIhavenevermadesosuccessfulajourney;
ithas,however,beenveryexpensive。Iamsuremyfatherwouldnotregretit,ifhecouldknowhowdeeplyIhaveenjoyedit:itwassomethingmorethanenjoyment;IcannotexpressthedelightwhichIfeltatsuchafamouswinding—upofallmygeologyinSouthAmerica。Iliterallycouldhardlysleepatnightsforthinkingovermyday’swork。Thescenerywassonew,andsomajestic;everythingatanelevationof12,000feetbearssodifferentanaspectfromthatinalowercountry。Ihaveseenmanyviewsmorebeautiful,butnonewithsostronglymarkedacharacter。Toageologist,also,therearesuchmanifestproofsofexcessiveviolence;thestrataofthehighestpinnaclesaretossedaboutlikethecrustofabrokenpie。
IcrossedbythePortilloPass,whichatthistimeoftheyearisapttobedangerous,socouldnotaffordtodelaythere。AfterstayingadayinthestupidtownofMendoza,IbeganmyreturnbyUspallate,whichIdidveryleisurely。Mywholetriponlytookuptwenty—twodays。Itravelledwith,forme,uncommoncomfort,asIcarriedaBED!MypartyconsistedoftwoPeonsandtenmules,twoofwhichwerewithbaggage,orratherfood,incaseofbeingsnowedup。Everything,however,favouredme;notevenaspeckofthisyear’ssnowhadfallenontheroad。Idonotsupposeanyofyoucanbemuchinterestedingeologicaldetails,butIwilljustmentionmyprincipalresults:——Besidesunderstandingtoacertainextentthedescriptionandmanneroftheforcewhichhaselevatedthisgreatlineofmountains,Icanclearlydemonstratethatonepartofthedoublelineisofanagelongposteriortotheother。Inthemoreancientline,whichisthetruechainoftheAndes,Icandescribethesortandorderoftherockswhichcomposeit。Thesearechieflyremarkablebycontainingabedofgypsumnearly2000feetthick——aquantityofthissubstanceIshouldthinkunparalleledintheworld。Whatisofmuchgreaterconsequence,Ihaveprocuredfossilshells(fromanelevationof12,000feet)。Ithinkanexaminationofthesewillgiveanapproximateagetothesemountains,ascomparedtothestrataofEurope。IntheotherlineoftheCordillerasthereisastrongpresumption(inmyownmind,conviction)thattheenormousmassofmountains,thepeaksofwhichriseto13,000and14,000
feet,aresoverymodernastobecontemporaneouswiththeplainsofPatagonia(oraboutwiththeUPPERstrataoftheIsleofWight)。Ifthisresultshallbeconsideredasproved(Theimportanceoftheseresultshasbeenfullyrecognisedbygeologists。),itisaveryimportantfactinthetheoryoftheformationoftheworld;because,ifsuchwonderfulchangeshavetakenplacesorecentlyinthecrustoftheglobe,therecanbenoreasonforsupposingformerepochsofexcessiveviolence。Thesemodernstrataareveryremarkablebybeingthreadedwithmetallicveinsofsilver,gold,copper,etc。;hithertothesehavebeenconsideredasappertainingtoolderformations。Inthesesamebeds,andclosetoagoldmine,Ifoundaclumpofpetrifiedtrees,standingupright,withlayersoffinesandstonedepositedroundthem,bearingtheimpressionoftheirbark。Thesetreesarecoveredbyothersandstonesandstreamsoflavatothethicknessofseveralthousandfeet。Theserockshavebeendepositedbeneathwater;yetitisclearthespotwherethetreesgrewmustoncehavebeenabovethelevelofthesea,sothatitiscertainthelandmusthavebeendepressedbyatleastasmanythousandfeetasthesuperincumbentsubaqueousdepositsarethick。ButIamafraidyouwilltellmeIamprosywithmygeologicaldescriptionsandtheories……
YouraccountofErasmus’visittoCambridgehasmademelongtobebackthere。IcannotfancyanythingmoredelightfulthanhisSundayroundofKing’s,Trinity,andthosetalkinggiants,WhewellandSedgwick;Ihopeyourmusicaltastescontinueindueforce。Ishallberavenousforthepianoforte……
IhavenotquitedeterminedwhetherIwillsleepatthe’Lion’thefirstnightwhenIarriveper’Wonder,’ordisturbyouallinthedeadofnight;
everythingshortofthatisabsolutelyplanned。EverythingaboutShrewsburyisgrowinginmymindbiggerandmorebeautiful;Iamcertaintheacaciaandcopperbeecharetwosuperbtrees;Ishallknoweverybush,andIwilltroubleyouyoungladies,wheneachofyoucutdownyourtree,tospareafew。Asfortheviewbehindthehouse,Ihaveseennothinglikeit。ItisthesamewithNorthWales;Snowdon,tomymind,looksmuchhigherandmuchmorebeautifulthananypeakintheCordilleras。Soyouwillsay,withmybenightedfaculties,itistimetoreturn,andsoitis,andIlongtobewithyou。Whateverthetreesare,IknowwhatIshallfindallyou。Iamwritingnonsense,sofarewell。Mymostaffectionatelovetoall,andIprayforgivenessfrommyfather。
Yoursmostaffectionately,CHARLESDARWIN。
CHARLESDARWINTOW。D。FOX。
Lima,July,1835。
MydearFox,Ihavelatelyreceivedtwoofyourletters,onedatedJuneandtheotherNovember,1834(theyreachedme,however,inaninvertedorder)。Iwasverygladtoreceiveahistoryofthismostimportantyearinyourlife。
PreviouslyIhadonlyheardtheplainfactthatyouweremarried。YouareatrueChristianandreturngoodforevil,tosendtwosuchletterstosobadacorrespondentasIhavebeen。Godblessyouforwritingsokindlyandaffectionately;ifitisapleasuretohavefriendsinEngland,itisdoublysotothinkandknowthatoneisnotforgottenbecauseabsent。Thisvoyageisterriblylong。Idosoearnestlydesiretoreturn,yetIdarehardlylookforwardtothefuture,forIdonotknowwhatwillbecomeofme。Yoursituationisaboveenvy:Idonotventureeventoframesuchhappyvisions。Toapersonfittotaketheoffice,thelifeofaclergymanisatypeofallthatisrespectableandhappy。Youtemptmebytalkingofyourfireside,whereasitisasortofsceneIneveroughttothinkabout。
IsawtheotherdayavesselsailforEngland;itwasquitedangeroustoknowhoweasilyImightturndeserter。AsforanEnglishlady,Ihavealmostforgottenwhatsheis——somethingveryangelicandgood。Asforthewomeninthesecountries,theywearcapsandpetticoats,andaveryfewhaveprettyfaces,andthenallissaid。Butifwearenotwreckedonsomeunluckyreef,IwillsitbythatsamefiresideinValeCottageandtellsomeofthewonderfulstories,whichyouseemtoanticipateand,Ipresume,arenotveryreadytobelieve。Graciasadios,theprospectofsuchtimesisrathershorterthanformerly。
>Fromthismostwretched’CityoftheKings’wesailinafortnight,fromthencetoGuayaquil,Galapagos,Marquesas,SocietyIslands,etc。,etc。I
lookforwardtotheGalapagoswithmoreinterestthananyotherpartofthevoyage。Theyaboundwithactivevolcanoes,and,Ishouldhope,containTertiarystrata。IamgladtohearyouhavesomethoughtsofbeginningGeology。Ihopeyouwill;thereissomuchlargerafieldforthoughtthanintheotherbranchesofNaturalHistory。IambecomeazealousdiscipleofMr。Lyell’sviews,asknowninhisadmirablebook。GeologisinginSouthAmerica,Iamtemptedtocarrypartstoagreaterextenteventhanhedoes。
Geologyisacapitalsciencetobegin,asitrequiresnothingbutalittlereading,thinking,andhammering。Ihaveaconsiderablebodyofnotestogether;butitisaconstantsubjectofperplexitytome,whethertheyareofsufficientvalueforallthetimeIhavespentaboutthem,orwhetheranimalswouldnothavebeenofmorecertainvalue。
IshallindeedbegladonceagaintoseeyouandtellyouhowgratefulI
feelforyoursteadyfriendship。Godblessyou,myverydearFox。
Believeme,Yoursaffectionately,CHAS。DARWIN。
CHARLESDARWINTOJ。S。HENSLOW。
Sydney,January,1836。
MydearHenslow,ThisisthelastopportunityofcommunicatingwithyoubeforethatjoyfuldaywhenIshallreachCambridge。Ihaveverylittletosay:butImustwriteifitisonlytoexpressmyjoythatthelastyearisconcluded,andthatthepresentone,inwhichthe"Beagle"willreturn,isglidingonwards。Wehaveallbeendisappointedhereinnotfindingevenasingleletter;weare,indeed,ratherbeforeourexpectedtime,otherwise,Idaresay,Ishouldhaveseenyourhandwriting。Imustfeeduponthefuture,anditisbeyondboundsdelightfultofeelthecertaintythatwithineightmonthsIshallberesidingonceagainmostquietlyinCambridge。
Certainly,Ineverwasintendedforatraveller;mythoughtsarealwaysramblingoverpastorfuturescenes;Icannotenjoythepresenthappinessforanticipatingthefuture,whichisaboutasfoolishasthedogwhodroppedtherealboneforitsshadow……
InourpassageacrossthePacificweonlytouchedatTahitiandNewZealand;atneitheroftheseplacesoratseahadImuchopportunityofworking。Tahitiisamostcharmingspot。Everythingwhichformernavigatorshavewrittenistrue。’AnewCytheraeahasrisenfromtheocean。’Deliciousscenery,climate,mannersofthepeopleareallinharmony。Itis,moreover,admirabletobeholdwhatthemissionariesbothhereandatNewZealandhaveeffected。Ifirmlybelievetheyaregoodmenworkingforthesakeofagoodcause。Imuchsuspectthatthosewhohaveabusedorsneeredatthemissionarieshavegenerallybeensuchaswerenotveryanxioustofindthenativesmoralandintelligentbeings。Duringtheremainderofourvoyageweshallonlyvisitplacesgenerallyacknowledgedascivilised,andnearlyallundertheBritishflag。ThesewillbeapoorfieldforNaturalHistory,andwithoutitIhavelatelydiscoveredthatthepleasureofseeingnewplacesisasnothing。Imustreturntomyoldresourceandthinkofthefuture,butthatImaynotbecomemoreprosy,I
willsayfarewelltillthedayarrives,whenIshallseemyMasterinNaturalHistory,andcantellhimhowgratefulIfeelforhiskindnessandfriendship。
Believeme,dearHenslow,Everyours,mostfaithfully,CHAS。DARWIN。
CHARLESDARWINTOMISSS。DARWIN。
Bahia,Brazil,August4[1836]。
MydearSusan,IwilljustwriteafewlinestoexplainthecauseofthisletterbeingdatedonthecoastofSouthAmerica。SomesingulardisagreementsinthelongitudesmadeCaptainFitz—Royanxioustocompletethecircleinthesouthernhemisphere,andthenretraceourstepsbyourfirstlinetoEngland。Thiszigzagmannerofproceedingisverygrievous;ithasputthefinishingstroketomyfeelings。Iloathe,Iabhortheseaandallshipswhichsailonit。ButIyetbelieveweshallreachEnglandinthelatterhalfofOctober。AtAscensionIreceivedCatherine’sletterofOctober,andyoursofNovember;theletterattheCapewasofalaterdate,butlettersofallsortsareinestimabletreasures,andIthankyoubothforthem。Thedesert,volcanicrocks,andwildseaofAscension,assoonasI
knewtherewasnewsfromhome,suddenlyworeapleasingaspect,andIsettoworkwithagood—willatmyoldworkofGeology。Youwouldbesurprisedtoknowhowentirelythepleasureinarrivingatanewplacedependsonletters。WeonlystayedfourdaysatAscension,andthenmadeaverygoodpassagetoBahia。
IlittlethoughttohaveputmyfootonSouthAmericancoastagain。Ithasbeenalmostpainfultofindhowmuchgoodenthusiasmhasbeenevaporatedduringthelastfouryears。IcannowwalksoberlythroughaBrazilianforest;notbutwhatitisexquisitelybeautiful,butnow,insteadofseekingforsplendidcontrasts,Icomparethestatelymangotreeswiththehorse—chestnutsofEngland。Althoughthiszigzaghaslostusatleastafortnight,insomerespectsIamgladofit。IthinkIshallbeabletocarryawayonevividpictureofinter—tropicalscenery。WegofromhencetotheCapedeVerds;thatis,ifthewindsortheEquatorialcalmswillallowus。IhavesomefainthopesthatasteadyfoulwindmightinducetheCaptaintoproceeddirecttotheAzores。ForwhichmostuntowardeventI
heartilypray。
Bothyourletterswerefullofgoodnews;especiallytheexpressionswhichyoutellmeProfessorSedgwickusedaboutmycollections。Iconfesstheyaredeeplygratifying——Itrustonepartatleastwillturnouttrue,andthatIshallactasInowthink——asamanwhodarestowasteonehouroftimehasnotdiscoveredthevalueoflife。ProfessorSedgwickmentioningmynameatallgivesmehopesthathewillassistmewithhisadvice,ofwhich,inmygeologicalquestions,Istandmuchinneed。ItisuselesstotellyoufromtheshamefulstateofthisscribblethatIamwritingagainsttime,havingbeenoutallmorning,andnowtherearesomestrangersonboardtowhomImustgodownandtalkcivility。Moreover,asthislettergoesbyaforeignship,itisdoubtfulwhetheritwilleverarrive。
Farewell,myverydearSusanandallofyou。Good—bye。
C。DARWIN。
CHARLESDARWINTOJ。S。HENSLOW。
St。Helena,July9,1836。
MydearHenslow,Iamgoingtoaskyoutodomeafavour。IamveryanxioustobelongtotheGeologicalSociety。Idonotknow,butIsupposeitisnecessarytobeproposedsometimebeforebeingballottedfor;ifsuchisthecase,wouldyoubegoodenoughtotaketheproperpreparatorysteps?ProfessorSedgwickverykindlyofferedtoproposemebeforeleavingEngland,ifheshouldhappentobeinLondon。Idaresayhewouldyetdoso。
Ihaveverylittletowriteabout。Wehaveneitherseen,done,orheardofanythingparticularforalongtimepast;andindeedifatpresentthewondersofanotherplanetcouldbedisplayedbeforeus,Ibelieveweshouldunanimouslyexclaim,whataconsummateplague。Noschoolboyseversungthehalfsentimentalandhalfjovialstrainof’dulcedomum’withmorefervour,thanweallfeelinclinedtodo。Butthewholesubjectof’dulcedomum,’
andthedelightofseeingone’sfriends,ismostdangerous,itmustinfalliblymakeoneveryprosyorveryboisterous。Oh,thedegreetowhichIlongtobeonceagainlivingquietlywithnotonesinglenovelobjectnearme!Noonecanimagineittillhehasbeenwhirledroundtheworldduringfivelongyearsinaten—gun—brig。Iamatpresentlivinginasmallhouse(amongsttheclouds)inthecentreoftheisland,andwithinstone’sthrowofNapoleon’stomb。Itisblowingagaleofwindwithheavyrainandwretchedlycold;ifNapoleon’sghosthauntshisdrearyplaceofconfinement,thiswouldbeamostexcellentnightforsuchwanderingspirits。Iftheweatherchoosestopermitme,IhopetoseealittleoftheGeology(sooftenpartiallydescribed)oftheisland。Isuspectthatdifferentlyfrommostvolcanicislandsitsstructureisrathercomplicated。
Itseemsstrangethatthislittlecentreofadistinctcreationshould,asisasserted,bearmarksofrecentelevation。
The"Beagle"proceedsfromthisplacetoAscension,thentotheCapedeVerds(whatmiserableplaces!)totheAzorestoPlymouth,andthentohome。
Thatmostgloriousofalldaysinmylifewillnot,however,arrivetillthemiddleofOctober。SometimeinthatmonthyouwillseemeatCambridge,whereImustdirectlycometoreportmyselftoyou,asmyfirstLordoftheAdmiralty。AttheCapeofGoodHopeweallonboardsufferedabitterdisappointmentinmissingninemonths’letters,whicharechasingusfromonesideoftheglobetotheother。Idaresayamongstthemtherewasaletterfromyou;itislongsinceIhaveseenyourhandwriting,butI
shallsoonseeyouyourself,whichisfarbetter。AsIamyourpupil,youareboundtoundertakethetaskofcriticisingandscoldingmeforallthethingsilldoneandnotdoneatall,whichIfearIshallneedmuch;butI
hopeforthebest,andIamsureIhaveagoodifnottooeasytaskmaster。
AttheCapeCaptainFitz—RoyandmyselfenjoyedamemorablepieceofgoodfortuneinmeetingSirJ。Herschel。Wedinedathishouseandsawhimafewtimesbesides。Hewasexceedinglygoodnatured,buthismannersatfirstappearedtomeratherawful。Heislivinginaverycomfortablecountryhouse,surroundedbyfirandoaktrees,whichaloneinsoopenacountry,giveamostcharmingairofseclusionandcomfort。Heappearstofindtimeforeverything;heshowedusaprettygardenfullofCapebulbsofhisowncollecting,andIafterwardsunderstoodthateverythingwastheworkofhisownhands……Iamverystupid,andIhavenothingmoretosay;
thewindiswhistlingsomournfullyoverthebleakhills,thatIshallgotobedanddreamofEngland。
Goodnight,mydearHenslow,Yoursmosttrulyobligedandaffectionately,CHAS。DARWIN。
CHARLESDARWINTOJ。S。HENSLOW。
Shrewsbury,Thursday,October6,[1836]。
MydearHenslow,Iamsureyouwillcongratulatemeonthedelightofonceagainbeinghome。
The"Beagle"arrivedatFalmouthonSundayevening,andIreachedShrewsburyyesterdaymorning。Iamexceedinglyanxioustoseeyou,andasitwillbenecessaryinfourorfivedaystoreturntoLondontogetmygoodsandchattelsoutofthe"Beagle",itappearstomemybestplantopassthroughCambridge。Iwantyouradviceonmanypoints;indeedIamintheclouds,andneitherknowwhattodoorwheretogo。Mychiefpuzzleisaboutthegeologicalspecimens——whowillhavethecharitytohelpmeindescribingtheirmineralogicalnature?WillyoubekindenoughtowritetomeonelinebyRETURNOFPOST,sayingwhetheryouarenowatCambridge?I
amdoubtfultillIhearfromCaptainFitz—RoywhetherIshallnotbeobligedtostartbeforetheanswercanarrive,butpraytrythechance。MydearHenslow,Idolongtoseeyou;youhavebeenthekindestfriendtomethatevermanpossessed。Icanwritenomore,forIamgiddywithjoyandconfusion。
Farewellforthepresent,Yoursmosttrulyobliged,CHARLESDARWIN。
CHARLESDARWINTOR。FITZ—ROY。
Shrewsbury,Thursdaymorning,October6,[1836]。
MydearFitz—Roy,Iarrivedhereyesterdaymorningatbreakfasttime,and,thankGod,foundallmydeargoodsistersandfatherquitewell。MyfatherappearsmorecheerfulandverylittleolderthanwhenIleft。MysistersassuremeIdonotlooktheleastdifferent,andIamabletoreturnthecompliment。
Indeed,allEnglandappearschangedexceptingthegoodoldtownofShrewsburyanditsinhabitants,which,forallIcanseetothecontrary,maygoonastheynowaretoDoomsday。IwishwithallmyheartIwaswritingtoyouamongstyourfriendsinsteadofatthathorridPlymouth。
Butthedaywillsooncome,andyouwillbeashappyasInowam。IdoassureyouIamaverygreatmanathome;thefiveyears’voyagehascertainlyraisedmeahundredpercent。Ifearsuchgreatnessmustexperienceafall。
Iamthoroughlyashamedofmyselfinwhatadead—and—half—alivestateI
spentthefewlastdaysonboard;myonlyexcuseisthatcertainlyIwasnotquitewell。Thefirstdayinthemailtiredme,butasIdrewnearertoShrewsburyeverythinglookedmorebeautifulandcheerful。InpassingGloucestershireandWorcestershireIwishedmuchforyoutoadmirethefields,woods,andorchards。Thestupidpeopleonthecoachdidnotseemtothinkthefieldsonebitgreenerthanusual;butIamsureweshouldhavethoroughlyagreedthatthewideworlddoesnotcontainsohappyaprospectastherichcultivatedlandofEngland。
Ihopeyouwillnotforgettosendmeanotetellingmehowyougoon。I
doindeedhopeallyourvexationsandtroublewithrespecttoourvoyage,whichwenowknowHASanend,havecometoaclose。IfyoudonotreceivemuchsatisfactionforallthementalandbodilyenergyyouhaveexpendedinHisMajesty’sservice,youwillbemosthardlytreated。Iputmyradicalsistersintoanuproaratsomeoftheprudent(iftheywerenothonestWhigs,Iwouldsayshabby)proceedingsofourGovernment。Bytheway,I
musttellyouforthehonourandgloryofthefamilythatmyfatherhasalargeengravingofKingGeorgeIV。putupinhissitting—room。ButIamnorenegade,andbythetimewemeetmypoliticswillbeasfirmlyfixedandaswiselyfoundedasevertheywere。
IthoughtwhenIbeganthisletterIwouldconvinceyouwhatasteadyandsoberframeofmindIwasin。ButIfindIamwritingmostpreciousnonsense。TwoorthreeofourlabourersyesterdayimmediatelysettoworkandgotmostexcessivelydrunkinhonourofthearrivalofMasterCharles。
WhothenshallgainsayifMasterCharleshimselfchoosestomakehimselfafool。Good—bye。Godblessyou!Ihopeyouareashappy,butmuchwiser,thanyourmostsincerebutunworthyphilosopher,CHAS。DARWIN。
CHAPTER1。VII。
LONDONANDCAMBRIDGE。
1836—1842。
[Theperiodillustratedbythefollowinglettersincludestheyearsbetweenmyfather’sreturnfromthevoyageofthe"Beagle"andhissettlingatDown。ItismarkedbythegradualappearanceofthatweaknessofhealthwhichultimatelyforcedhimtoleaveLondonandtakeuphisabodefortherestofhislifeinaquietcountryhouse。InJune,1841,hewritestoLyell:"MyfatherscarcelyseemstoexpectthatIshallbecomestrongforsomeyears;ithasbeenabittermortificationformetodigesttheconclusionthatthe’raceisforthestrong,’andthatIshallprobablydolittlemorebutbecontenttoadmirethestridesothersmakeinscience。"
Thereisnoevidenceofanyintentionofenteringaprofessionafterhisreturnfromthevoyage,andearlyin1840hewrotetoFitz—Roy:"Ihavenothingtowishfor,exceptingstrongerhealthtogoonwiththesubjectstowhichIhavejoyfullydeterminedtodevotemylife。"
Thesetwoconditions——permanentill—healthandapassionateloveofscientificworkforitsownsake——determinedthusearlyinhiscareer,thecharacterofhiswholefuturelife。Theyimpelledhimtoleadaretiredlifeofconstantlabour,carriedontotheutmostlimitsofhisphysicalpower,alifewhichsignallyfalsifiedhismelancholyprophecy。
TheendofthelastchaptersawmyfathersafelyarrivedatShrewsburyonOctober4,1836,"afteranabsenceoffiveyearsandtwodays。"HewrotetoFox:"Youcannotimaginehowgloriouslydelightfulmyfirstvisitwasathome;itwasworththebanishment。"Butitwasapleasurethathecouldnotlongenjoy,forinthelastdaysofOctoberhewasatGreenwichunpackingspecimensfromthe"Beagle"。Astothedestinationofthecollectionshewrites,somewhatdespondingly,toHenslow:——
"Ihavenotmademuchprogresswiththegreatmen。Ifind,asyoutoldme,thattheyarealloverwhelmedwiththeirownbusiness。Mr。Lyellhasentered,intheMOSTgood—naturedmanner,andalmostwithoutbeingasked,intoallmyplans。Hetellsme,however,thesamestory,thatImustdoallmyself。Mr。Owenseemsanxioustodissectsomeoftheanimalsinspirits,and,besidesthesetwo,Ihavescarcelymetanyonewhoseemstowishtopossessanyofmyspecimens。ImustexceptDr。Grant,whoiswillingtoexaminesomeofthecorallines。Iseeitisquiteunreasonabletohopeforaminutethatanymanwillundertaketheexaminationofawholeorder。Itisclearthecollectorssomuchoutnumbertherealnaturaliststhatthelatterhavenotimetospare。
"IdonotevenfindthattheCollectionscareforreceivingtheunnamedspecimens。TheZoologicalMuseum(TheMuseumoftheZoologicalSociety,thenat33BrutonStreet。Thecollectionwassomeyearslaterbrokenupanddispersed。)isnearlyfull,andupwardsofathousandspecimensremainunmounted。IdaresaytheBritishMuseumwouldreceivethem,butIcannotfeel,fromallIhear,anygreatrespectevenforthepresentstateofthatestablishment。Yourplanwillbenotonlythebest,buttheonlyone,namely,tocomedowntoCambridge,arrangeandgrouptogetherthedifferentfamilies,andthenwaittillpeople,whoarealreadyworkingindifferentbranches,maywantspecimens。Butitappearstome[that]todothisitwillbealmostnecessarytoresideinLondon。AsfarasIcanyetseemybestplanwillbetospendseveralmonthsinCambridge,andthenwhen,byyourassistance,IknowonwhatgroundIstand,toemigratetoLondon,whereIcancompletemyGeologyandtrytopushontheZoology。IassureyouIgrievetofindhowmanythingsmakemeseethenecessityoflivingforsometimeinthisdirty,odiousLondon。ForeveninGeologyIsuspectmuchassistanceandcommunicationwillbenecessaryinthisquarter,forinstance,infossilbones,ofwhichnoneexceptingthefragmentsofMegatheriumhavebeenlookedat,andIclearlyseethatwithoutmypresencetheyneverwouldbe……
"IonlywishIhadknowntheBotanistscaredsomuchforspecimens(A
passageinasubsequentlettershowsthathisplantsalsogavehimsomeanxiety。"ImetMr。Brownafewdaysafteryouhadcalledonhim;heaskedmeinratheranominousmannerwhatImeanttodowithmyplants。InthecourseofconversationMr。Broderip,whowaspresent,remarkedtohim,’YouforgethowlongitissinceCaptainKing’sexpedition。’Heanswered,’Indeed,IhavesomethingintheshapeofCaptainKing’sundescribedplantstomakemerecollectit。’Couldabetterreasonbegiven,ifIhadbeenasked,byme,fornotgivingtheplantstotheBritishMuseum?")andtheZoologistssolittle;theproportionalnumberofspecimensinthetwobranchesshouldhavehadaverydifferentappearance。IamoutofpatiencewiththeZoologists,notbecausetheyareoverworked,butfortheirmean,quarrelsomespirit。IwenttheothereveningtotheZoologicalSociety,wherethespeakersweresnarlingateachotherinamanneranythingbutlikethatofgentlemen。ThankHeavens!aslongasIremaininCambridgetherewillnotbeanydangeroffallingintoanysuchcontemptiblequarrels,whilstinLondonIdonotseehowitistobeavoided。OftheNaturalists,F。HopeisoutofLondon;WestwoodIhavenotseen,soaboutmyinsectsIknownothing。IhaveseenMr。Yarrelltwice,butheissoevidentlyoppressedwithbusinessthatitistooselfishtoplaguehimwithmyconcerns。HehasaskedmetodinewiththeLinneanonTuesday,andonWednesdayIdinewiththeGeological,sothatIshallseeallthegreatmen。Mr。Bell,Ihear,issomuchoccupiedthatthereisnochanceofhiswishingforspecimensofreptiles。IhaveforgottentomentionMr。
Lonsdale(WilliamLonsdale,1794—1871,wasoriginallyinthearmy,andservedatthebattlesofSalamancaandWaterloo。Afterthewarhelefttheserviceandgavehimselfuptoscience。HeactedasassistantsecretarytotheGeologicalSocietyfrom1829—42,whenheresigned,owingtoillhealth。),whogavemeamostcordialreception,andwithwhomIhadmuchmostinterestingconversation。IfIwasnotmuchmoreinclinedforgeologythantheotherbranchesofNaturalHistory,IamsureMr。Lyell’sandLonsdale’skindnessoughttofixme。Youcannotconceiveanythingmorethoroughlygood—naturedthantheheart—and—soulmannerinwhichheputhimselfinmyplaceandthoughtwhatwouldbebesttodo。AtfirsthewasallforLondonversusCambridge,butatlastImadehimconfessthat,forsometimeatleast,thelatterwouldbeformemuchthebest。ThereisnotanothersoulwhomIcouldask,exceptingyourself,towadethroughandcriticisesomeofthosepaperswhichIhaveleftwithyou。Mr。Lyellownedthat,secondtoLondon,therewasnoplaceinEnglandsogoodforaNaturalistasCambridge。UponmywordIamashamedofwritingsomanyfoolishdetails,noyoungladyeverdescribedherfirstballwithmoreparticularity。"
Afewdayslaterhewritesmorecheerfully:"IbecameacquaintedwithMr。