PARTI
Suchadaymadegladtheheart。AlltheflagsofJulywerewaving;
thesunandthepoppiesflaming;whitebutterfliesspiringupandtwining,andthebeesbusyonthesnapdragons。Thelime—treeswerecomingintoflower。Tallwhiteliliesinthegardenbedsalreadyrivaledthedelphiniums;theYorkandLancasterroseswerefull—blownroundtheirgoldenhearts。Therewasagentlebreeze,andaswishandstirandhumroseandfellabovetheheadofEdwardPierson,comingbackfromhislonelyrambleoverTinternAbbey。HehadarrivedatKestrel,hisbrotherRobert’shomeonthebankoftheWyeonlythatmorning,havingstayedatBathonthewaydown;andnowhehadgothisfaceburntinthatparti—colouredwaypeculiartothefacesofthosewhohavebeentoolonginLondon。Ashecamealongthenarrow,ratherovergrownavenue,thesoundofawaltzthrummedoutonapianofellonhisears,andhesmiled,formusicwasthegreatestpassionhehad。Hisdarkgrizzledhairwaspushedbackoffhishotbrow,whichhefannedwithhisstrawhat。Thoughnotbroad,thatbrowwasthebroadestpartofanarrowovalfacewhoselengthwasincreasedbyashort,dark,pointedbeard——avisagesuchasVandykmighthavepainted,graveandgentle,butforitsbrightgreyeyes,cinder—lashed。andcrow’s—footed,anditsstrangelookofnotseeingwhatwasbeforeit。Hewalkedquickly,thoughhewastiredandhot;tall,upright,andthin,inagreyparsonicalsuit,onwhoseblackkerseymerevestalittlegoldcrossdangled。
Abovehisbrother’shouse,whoseslopinggardenrandowntotherailwaylineandriver,alargeroomhadbeenbuiltoutapart。
Piersonstoodwheretheavenueforked,enjoyingthesoundofthewaltz,andthecoolwhippingofthebreezeinthesycamoresandbirches。Amanoffifty,withasenseofbeauty,bornandbredinthecountry,suffersfearfullyfromnostalgiaduringalongunbrokenspellofLondon;sothathisafternoonintheoldAbbeyhadbeenalmostholy。Hehadlethissensessinkintothesunlitgreeneryofthetoweringwoodsopposite;hehadwatchedthespidersandthelittleshiningbeetles,theflycatchers,andsparrowsintheivy;
touchedthemossesandthelichens;lookedthespeedwellsintheeye;
dreamedofheknewnotwhat。Ahawkhadbeenwheelingupthereabovethewoods,andhehadbeenuptherewithitintheblue。Hehadtakenarealspiritualbath,andwashedthedustyfretofLondonoffhissoul。
Forayearhehadbeenworkinghisparishsingle—handed——nojoke——
forhiscuratehadgoneforachaplain;andthiswashisfirstrealholidaysincethewarbegan,twoyearsago;hisfirstvisit,too,tohisbrother’shome。Helookeddownatthegarden,andupatthetreesoftheavenue。BobhadfoundaperfectretreatafterhisquarterofacenturyinCeylon。DearoldBob!Andhesmiledatthethoughtofhiselderbrother,whoseburntfaceandfiercegreywhiskerssomewhatrecalledaBengaltiger;thekindestfellowthateverbreathed!Yes,hehadfoundaperfecthomeforThirzaandhimself。AndEdwardPiersonsighed。Hetoohadoncehadaperfecthome,aperfectwife;thewoundofwhosedeath,fifteenyearsago,stillbledalittleinhisheart。Theirtwodaughters,GratianandNoel,hadnot"takenafter"her;Gratianwaslikehisownmother,andNoel’sfairhairandbiggreyeyesalwaysremindedhimofhiscousinLeila,who——poorthing!——hadmadethatsadmessofherlife,andnow,hehadheard,wassingingforaliving,inSouthAfrica。Ah!WhataprettygirlshehadbeenDrawnbythateternalwaltztunehereachedthedoorwayofthemusic—
room。Achintzcurtainhungthere,andtothesoundoffeetslippingonpolishedboards,hesawhisdaughterNoelwaltzingslowlyinthearmsofayoungofficerinkhaki:Roundandroundtheywent,circling,backing,movingsidewayswithcuriousstepswhichseemedtohavecomeinrecently,forhedidnotrecognisethem。AtthepianosathisnieceEve,withateasingsmileonherrosyface。ButitwasathisyoungdaughterthatEdwardPiersonlooked。Hereyeswerehalf—closed,hercheeksratherpale,andherfairhair,cutquiteshort,curledintoherslimroundneck。Quitecoolsheseemed,thoughtheyoungmaninwhosearmsshewasglidingalonglookedfieryhot;ahandsomeboy,withblueeyesandalittlegoldendownontheupperlipofhissunnyred—cheekedface。EdwardPiersonthought:
’Nicecouple!’Andhadamoment’svisionofhimselfandLeila,dancingatthatlong—agoCambridgeMayWeek——onherseventeenthbirthday,heremembered,sothatshemusthavebeenayearyoungerthanNolliewasnow!Thiswouldbetheyoungmanshehadtalkedofinherlettersduringthelastthreeweeks。Weretheynevergoingtostop?
Hepassedintoviewofthosewithin,andsaid:
"Aren’tyouveryhot,Nollie?"
Sheblewhimakiss;theyoungmanlookedstartledandself—
conscious,andEvecalledout:
"It’sabet,Uncle。They’vegottodancemedown。"
Piersonsaidmildly:
"Abet?Mydears!"
Noelmurmuredoverhershoulder:
"It’sallright,Daddy!"Andtheyoungmangasped:
"She’sbetusoneofherpuppiesagainstoneofmine,sir!"
Piersonsatdown,alittlehypnotizedbythesleepystrumming,theslowgiddymovementofthedancers,andthosehalf—closedswimmingeyesofhisyoungdaughter,lookingathimoverhershoulderasshewentby。Hesatwithasmileonhislips。Nolliewasgrowingup!
NowthatGratianwasmarried,shehadbecomeagreatresponsibility。
Ifonlyhisdearwifehadlived!Thesmilefadedfromhislips;helookedsuddenlyverytired。Thestruggle,physicalandspiritual,hehadbeenthrough,thesefifteenyears,sometimesweighedhimalmosttotheground:Mostmenwouldhavemarriedagain,buthehadalwaysfeltitwouldbesacrilege。Realunionswereforever,eventhoughtheChurchpermittedremarriage。
Hewatchedhisyoungdaughterwithamixtureofaestheticpleasureandperplexity。Couldthisbegoodforher?Togoondancingindefinitelywithoneyoungmancouldthatpossiblybegoodforher?
Buttheylookedveryhappy;andtherewassomuchinyoungcreaturesthathedidnotunderstand。Noel,soaffectionate,anddreamy,seemedsometimespossessedofalittledevil。EdwardPiersonwasnaif;attributedthoseoutburstsofdemonicpossessiontothelossofhermotherwhenshewassuchamite;Gratian,buttwoyearsolder,hadnevertakenamother’splace。Thathadbeenlefttohimself,andhewasmoreorlessconsciousoffailure。
Hesattherelookingupatherwithasortofwhimsicaldistress。
And,suddenly,inthatdaintyvoiceofhers,whichseemedtospurneachwordalittle,shesaid:
"I’mgoingtostop!"and,sittingdownbesidehim,tookuphishattofanherself。
Evestruckatriumphantchord。"HurrahI’vewon!"
Theyoungmanmuttered:
"Isay,Noel,weweren’thalfdone!"
"Iknow;butDaddywasgettingbored,weren’tyou,dear?ThisisCyrilMorland。"
Piersonshooktheyoungman’shand。
"Daddy,yournoseisburnt!"
"Mydear;Iknow。"
"Icangiveyousomewhitestuffforit。Youhavetosleepwithitonallnight。UncleandAuntiebothuseit。"
"Nollie!"
"Well,Evesaysso。Ifyou’regoingtobathe,Cyril,lookoutforthatcurrent!"
Theyoungman,gazingatherwithundisguisedadoration,muttered:
"Rather!"andwentout。
Noel’seyeslingeredafterhim;Evebrokeasilence。
"Ifyou’regoingtohaveabathbeforetea,Nollie,you’dbetterhurryup。"
"Allright。WasitjollyintheAbbey,Daddy?"
"Lovely;likeagreatpieceofmusic。"
"Daddyalwaysputseverythingintomusic。Yououghttoseeitbymoonlight;it’sgorgeousthen。Allright,Eve;I’mcoming。"Butshedidnotgetup,andwhenEvewasgone,cuddledherarmthroughherfather’sandmurmured:
"Whatd’youthinkofCyril?"
"Mydear,howcanItell?Heseemsanice—lookingyoungman。"
"Allright,Daddy;don’tstrainyourself。It’sjollydownhere,isn’tit?"Shegotup,stretchedherselfalittle,andmovedaway,lookinglikeaverytallchild,withhershorthaircurlinginroundherhead。
Pierson,watchinghervanishpastthecurtain,thought:’Whatalovelythingsheis!’Andhegotuptoo,butinsteadoffollowing,wenttothepiano,andbegantoplayMendelssohn’sPreludeandFugueinEminor。Hehadafinetouch,andplayedwithasortofdreamypassion。Itwashiswayoutofperplexities,regrets,andlongings;
awaywhichneverquitefailedhim。
AtCambridge,hehadintendedtotakeupmusicasaprofession,butfamilytraditionhaddestinedhimforHolyOrders,andanemotionalChurchrevivalofthatdayhadcaughthiminitsstream。Hehadalwayshadprivatemeans,andthoseearlyyearsbeforehemarriedhadpassedhappilyinanEast—Endparish。Tohavenotonlyopportunitybutpowertohelpinthelivesofthepoorhadbeenfascinating;
simplehimself,thesimplefolkofhisparishhadtakenholdofhisheart。When,however,hemarriedAgnesHeriot,hewasgivenaparishofhisownonthebordersofEastandWest,wherehehadbeeneversince,evenafterherdeathhadnearlykilledhim。Itwasbettertogoonwhereworkandallremindedhimofonewhomhehadresolvednevertoforgetinotherties。Butheknewthathisworkhadnotthezestitusedtohaveinherday,orevenbeforeherday。Itmaywellbedoubtedwhetherhe,whohadbeeninHolyOrderstwenty—sixyears,quiteknewnowwhathebelieved。Everythinghadbecomecircumscribed,andfixed,bythousandsofhisownutterances;tohavetakenfreshstockofhisfaith,tohavegonedeepintoitsroots,wouldhavebeenliketakingupthefoundationsofastill—standinghouse。Somemennaturallyrootthemselvesintheinexpressible——forwhichoneformulaismuchthesameasanother;thoughEdwardPierson,gentlydogmatic,undoubtedlypreferredhisHigh—Churchstatementoftheinexpressibletothatof,say,theZoroastrians。Thesubtletiesofchange,themodificationsbyscience,leftlittlesenseofinconsistencyortreasononhissoul。Sensitive,charitable,andonlycombativedeepdown,heinstinctivelyavoideddiscussiononmatterswherehemighthurtothersortheyhurthim。And,sinceexplanationwasthelastthingwhichocouldbeexpectedofonewhodidnotbasehimselfonReason,hehadfoundbutscantoccasionevertoexamineanything。JustasintheoldAbbeyhehadsoaredoffintotheinfinitewiththehawk,thebeetles,andthegrasses,sonow,atthepiano,bythesesoundsofhisownmaking,hewascaughtawayagainintoemotionalism,withoutrealisingthathewasinoneofhis,mostreligiousmoods。
"Aren’tyoucomingtotea,Edward?"
Thewomanstandingbehindhim,inalilac—colouredgown,hadoneofthosefaceswhichremaininnocenttotheendofthechapter,inspiteofthecompleteknowledgeoflifewhichappertainstomothers。Indaysofsufferingandanxiety,liketheseofthegreatwar,ThirzaPiersonwasavaluableperson。Withouteverexpressinganopiniononcosmicmatters,shereconfirmedcertaincosmictruths,suchasthatthoughthewholeworldwasatwar,therewassuchathingaspeace;
thatthoughallthesonsofmotherswerebeingkilled,thereremainedsuchathingasmotherhood;thatwhileeverybodywaslivingforthefuture,thepresentstillexisted。Hertranquil,tender,matter—of—
factbusyness,andthedewinhereyes,hadbeenproofagainsttwenty—threeyearsoflifeonatea—plantationinthehotpartofCeylon;againstBobPierson;againsttheanxietyofhavingtwosonsatthefront,andtheconfidencesofnearlyeveryoneshecameacross。Nothingdisturbedher。Shewaslikeapaintingof"Goodness"byanOldMaster,restoredbyKateGreenaway。Sheneverwenttomeetlife,butwhenitcame,madethebestofit。Thiswashersecret,andPiersonalwaysfeltrestedinherpresence。
Herose,andmovedbyherside,overthelawn,towardsthebigtreeatthebottomofthegarden。
"Howd’youthinkNoelislooking,Edward?"
"Verypretty。Thatyoungman,Thirza?"
"Yes;I’mafraidhe’soverheadandearsinlovewithher。"
Atthedismayedsoundheuttered,sheslippedhersoftroundarmwithinhis。"He’sgoingtothefrontsoon,poorboy!"
"Havetheytalkedtoyou?"
"Hehas。Nolliehasn’tyet。"
"Nollieisaqueerchild,Thirza。"
"Nollieisadarling,butratheradesperatecharacter,Edward。"
Piersonsighed。
Inaswingunderthetree,wherethetea—thingsweresetout,the"ratherdesperatecharacter"wasswaying。"Whatapicturesheis!"
hesaid,andsighedagain。
Thevoiceofhisbrothercametothem,——highandsteamy,asthoughcorruptedbytheclimateofCeylon:
"Youincorrigibledreamychap,Ted!We’veeatenalltheraspberries。
Eve,givehimsomejam;hemustbedead!Phew!theheat!Comeon,mydear,andpourouthistea。Hallo,Cyril!Hadagoodbathe?ByGeorge,wishmyheadwaswet!Squattez—vousdownoverthere,byNollie;she’llswing,andkeepthefliesoffyou。"
"Givemeacigarette,UncleBob——"
"What!Yourfatherdoesn’t——"
"Justfortheflies。Youdon’tmind,Daddy?"
"Notifit’snecessary,mydear。"
Noelsmiled,showingherupperteeth,andhereyesseemedtoswimundertheirlonglashes。
"Itisn’tnecessary,butit’snice。"
"Ah,ha!"saidBobPierson。"Hereyouare,Nollie!"
ButNoelshookherhead。Atthatmomentshestruckherfatherasstartlinglygrown—up—socomposed,swayingabovethatyoungmanatherfeet,whosesunnyfacewasalladoration。’Nolongerachild!’hethought。’DearNollie!’
II
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Awakenedbythatdailycruelty,theadventofhotwater,EdwardPiersonlayinhischintz—curtainedroom,fancyinghimselfbackinLondon。Awildbeehuntinghoneyfromthebowlofflowersonthewindow—sill,andthescentofsweetbrier,shatteredthatillusion。
Hedrewthecurtain,and,kneelingonthewindow—seatthrusthisheadoutintothemorning。Theairwasintoxicatinglysweet。Hazeclungovertheriverandthewoodsbeyond;thelawnsparkledwithdew,andtwowagtailsstruttedinthedewysunshine。’ThankGodforloveliness!’hethought。’Thosepoorboysatthefront!’Andkneelingwithhiselbowsonthesill,hebegantosayhisprayers。
Thesamefeelingwhichmadehimbeautifyhischurch,usevestments,goodmusic,andincense,filledhimnow。GodwasinthelovelinessofHisworld,aswellasinHischurches。OnecouldworshipHiminagroveofbeechtrees,inabeautifulgarden,onahighhill,bythebanksofabrightriver。Godwasintherustleoftheleaves,andthehumofabee,inthedewonthegrass,andthescentofflowers;
Godwasineverything!Andheaddedtohisusualprayerthiswhisper:"IgiveTheethanksformysenses,OLord。Inallofus,keepthembright,andgratefulforbeauty。"Thenheremainedmotionless,preytoasortofhappyyearningverynear,tomelancholy。Greatbeautyeverhadthateffectonhim。Onecouldcapturesolittleofit——couldneverenjoyitenough!Whowasithadsaidnotlongago:"Loveofbeautyisreallyonlythesexinstinct,whichnothingbutcompleteunionsatisfies。"Ah!yes,George——
Gratian’shusband。GeorgeLaird!Andalittlefrowncamebetweenhisbrows,asthoughatsomethornintheflesh。PoorGeorge!Butthen,alldoctorswerematerialistsatheart——splendidfellows,though;afinefellow,George,workinghimselftodeathoutthereinFrance。Onemustnottakethemtooseriously。Hepluckedabitofsweetbrierandputittohisnose,whichstillretainedtheshineofthatbleachingointmentNoelhadinsistedonhisusing。Thesweetsmellofthoselittleroughleavesstirredupanacuteaching。Hedroppedthem,anddrewback。Nolongings,nomelancholy;oneoughttobeout,thisbeautifulmorning!
ItwasSunday;buthehadnottotakethreeServicesandpreachatleastonesermon;thisdayofrestwasreallytobehisown,foronce。Itwasalmostdisconcerting;hehadsolongfeltlikethecabhorsewhocouldnotbetakenoutoftheshaftslestheshouldfalldown。Hedressedwithextraordinarydeliberation,andhadnotquitefinishedwhentherecameaknockonhisdoor,andNoel’svoicesaid:
"CanIcomein,Daddy?"
Inherflax—bluefrock,withaGloiredeDijonrosepinnedwhereitmetonherfaintlybrownedneck,sheseemedtoherfatheraperfectvisionoffreshness。
"Here’saletterfromGratian;Georgehasbeensenthomeill,andhe’sgonetoourhouse。She’sgotleavefromherhospitaltocomehomeandnursehim。"
Piersonreadtheletter。"PoorGeorge!"
"Whenareyougoingtoletmebeanurse,Daddy?"
"Wemustwaittillyou’reeighteen,Nollie。"
"IcouldeasilysayIwas。It’sonlyamonth;andIlookmuchmore。"
Piersonsmiled。
"Don’tI?"
"Youmightbeanythingfromfifteentotwenty—five,mydear,accordingasyoubehave。"
"Iwanttogooutasnearthefrontaspossible。"
Herheadwaspoisedsothatthesunlightframedherface,whichwasratherbroad——thebrowrathertoobroad——underthewavinglight—brownhair,thenoseshortandindeterminate;cheeksstillroundfromyouth,almostwaxen—pale,andfaintlyhollowedundertheeyes。Itwasherlips,daintyyetloving,andaboveallhergreyeyes,biganddreamilyalive,whichmadeheraswan。Hecouldnotimagineherinnurse’sgarb。
"Thisisnew,isn’tit,Nollie?"
"CyrilMorland’ssistersarebothout;andhe’llbegoingsoon。
Everybodygoes。"
"Gratianhasn’tgotoutyet:Ittakesalongtimetogettrained。"
"Iknow;allthemorereasontobegin。"
Shegotup,lookedathim,lookedatherhands,seemedabouttospeak,butdidnot。Alittlecolourhadcomeintohercheeks。Then,obviouslymakingconversation,sheasked:
"Areyougoingtochurch?It’sworthanythingtohearUncleBobreadtheLessons,especiallywhenheloseshisplace。No;you’renottoputonyourlongcoattilljustbeforechurchtime。Iwon’thaveit!"
ObedientlyPiersonresignedhislongcoat。
"Now,yousee,youcanhavemyrose。Yournoseisbetter!"Shekissedhisnose,andtransferredherrosetothebuttonholeofhisshortcoat。"That’sall。Comealong!"Andwithherarmthroughhis,theywentdown。Butheknewshehadcometosaysomethingwhichshehadnotsaid。
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BobPierson,invirtueofgreaterwealththantherestofthecongregation,alwaysreadtheLessons,inhishighsteamyvoice,hisbreathingneveradjustedtothelengthofanyperiod。Thecongregation,accustomed,heardnothingpeculiar;hewasthenecessarygentrywiththenecessaryfingerinthepie。Itwashisownfamilywhomheperturbed。Inthesecondrow,Noel,staringsolemnlyattheprofileofherfatherinthefrontrow,wasthinking:
’PoorDaddy!Hiseyeslookasiftheywerecomingout。Oh,Daddy!
Smile!orit’llhurtyou!’YoungMorlandbesideher,rigidinhistunic,wasthinking:’Sheisn’tthinkingofme!’Andjustthenherlittlefingercrookedintohis。EdwardPiersonwasthinking:’Oh!MydearoldBob!Oh!’And,besidehim,Thirzathought:’PoordearTedI
howniceforhimtobehavingacompleterest!Imustmakehimeathe’ssothin!’AndEvewasthinking:’Oh,Father!Mercy!’ButBobPiersonwasthinking:’Cheeroh!Onlyanotherthreeverses!’Noel’slittlefingerunhookeditself,buthereyesstoleroundtoyoungMorland’seyes,andtherewasalightinthemwhichlingeredthroughthesingingandtheprayers。Atlast,inthereverentialrustleofthesettlingcongregation,asurplicedfiguremountedthepulpit。
"IcomenottobringPeace,butasword。"
Piersonlookedup。Hefeltdeeprestfulness。Therewasapleasantlightinthischurch;thehumofacountrybluebottlemadeallthedifferencetothequalityofsilence。Nocriticalthoughtstirredwithinhim,noranyexcitement。Hewasthinking:’NowIshallhearsomethingformygood;afinetext;whendidIpreachfromitlast?’
Turnedalittleawayfromtheothers,hesawnothingbutthepreacher’shomelyfaceupthereabovethecarvedoak;itwassolongsincehehadbeenpreachedto,solongsincehehadhadarest!Thewordscameforth,droppedonhisforehead,penetrated,metsomethingwhichabsorbedthem,anddisappeared。’Agoodplainsermon!’hethought。’IsupposeI’mstale;Idon’tseem——’"Letusnot,dearbrethren,"dronedthepreacher’searnestvoice,"thinkthatourdearLord,insayingthatHebroughtasword,referredtoaphysicalsword。ItwastheswordofthespirittowhichHewasundoubtedlyreferring,thatbrightswordofthespiritwhichinallageshascleaveditswaythroughthefettersimposedonmenthemselvesbytheirowndesires,imposedbymenonothermeningratificationoftheirambitions,aswehavehadsostrikinganexampleintheinvasionbyourcruelenemiesofalittleneighbouringcountrywhichhaddonethemnoharm。Dearbrethren,wemayallbringswords。"
Pierson’schinjerked;heraisedhishandquicklyandpasseditoverhisface。’Allbringswords,’hethought,’swords——Iwasn’tasleep——
surely!’"Butletusbesurethatourswordsarebright;brightwithhope,andbrightwithfaith,thatwemayseethemflashingamongthecarnaldesiresofthismortallife,carvingapathforustowardsthatheavenlykingdomwherealoneispeace,perfectpeace。Letuspray。"
Piersondidnotshuthiseyes;heopenedthemashefellonhisknees。Intheseatbehind,NoelandyoungMorlandhadalsofallenontheirkneestheirfacescoveredeachwithasinglehand;butherlefthandandhisrighthungattheirsides。Theyprayedalittlelongerthananyothersand,onrising,sangthehymnalittlelouder。
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NopapercameonSundays——noteventhelocalpaper,whichhadsolongandsonoblydoneitsbitwithheadlinestowinthewar。Nonewswhatevercame,ofmenblownup,toenliventhehushofthehotJulyafternoon,orthesenseofdrugging——whichfollowedAuntThirza’sSundaylunch。Someslept,somethoughttheywereawake;butNoelandyoungMorlandwalkedupwardthroughthewoodstowardsahighcommonofheathandfurze,crownedbywhatwasknownasKestrelrocks。
Betweenthesetwoyoungpeoplenoactualwordoflovehadyetbeenspoken。Theirloveringhadadvancedbyglanceandtouchalone。
YoungMorlandwasaschoolandcollegefriendofthetwoPiersonboysnowatthefront。Hehadnohomeofhisown,forhisparentsweredead;andthiswasnothisfirstvisittoKestrel。Arrivingthreeweeksago,forhisfinalleavebeforeheshouldgoout,hehadfoundagirlsittinginalittlewagonetteoutsidethestation,andhadknownhisfateatonce。ButwhoknowswhenNoelfellinlove?Shewas——onesupposes——justreadyforthatsensation。Forthelasttwoyearsshehadbeenatoneofthosehigh—classfinishingestablishmentswhere,inspiteofthehealthycurriculum,perhapsbecauseofit,thereiseveranundercurrentofinterestintheopposingsex;andnoteventhegravesteffortstoeliminateinstinctarequitesuccessful。Thedisappearanceofeveryyoungmalethingintothemawofthemilitarymachineputapremiumoninstinct。ThethoughtsofNoelandherschoolcompanionswereturned,perforce,tothatwhich,inpre—warfreedomofopportunitytheycouldaffordtoregardasofsecondaryinterest。LoveandMarriageandMotherhood,fixedasthelotofwomenbythecountlessages,werethreatenedfortheseyoungcreatures。Theynotunnaturallypursuedwhattheyfelttobereceding。
WhenyoungMorlandshowed,byfollowingheraboutwithhiseyes,whatwashappeningtohim,Noelwaspleased。Frombeingpleased,shebecamealittleexcited;frombeingexcitedshebecamedreamy。Then,aboutaweekbeforeherfather’sarrival,shesecretlybegantofollowtheyoungmanaboutwithhereyes;becamecapricioustoo,andalittlecruel。Iftherehadbeenanotheryoungmantofavour——buttherewasnot;andshefavouredUncleBob’sredsetter。CyrilMorlandgrewdesperate。Duringthosethreedaysthedemonherfatherdreadedcertainlypossessedher。Andthen,oneevening,whiletheywalkedbacktogetherfromthehay—fields,shegavehimasidelongglance;andhegaspedout:"Oh!Noel,whathaveIdone?"Shecaughthishand,andgaveitaquicksqueeze。Whatachange!Whatblissfulalterationeversince!
ThroughthewoodyoungMorlandmountedsilently,screwinghimselfuptoputthingstothetouch。Noeltoomountedsilently,thinking:’I
willkisshimifhekissesme!’Eagerness,andasortoflanguor,wererunninginherveins;shedidnotlookathimfromunderhershadyhat。Sunlightpoureddownthrougheverychinkinthefoliage;
madethegreennessofthesteepwoodmarvellouslyvividandalive;
flashedonbeechleaves,ashleaves,birchleaves;fellonthegroundinlittlerunlets;paintedbrightpatchesontrunksandgrass,thebeechmast,theferns;butterflieschasedeachotherinthatsunlight,andmyriadsofantsandgnatsandfliesseemedpossessedbyafrenzyoflife。Thewholewoodseemedpossessed,asifthesunshinewereahappyBeingwhichhadcometodwelltherein。Atahalf—wayspot,wherethetreesopenedandtheycouldsee,farbelowthem,thegleamoftheriver,shesatdownontheboleofabeech—
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