首页 >出版文学> Saint’s Progress>第1章
  PARTI
  Suchadaymadegladtheheart。AlltheflagsofJulywerewaving;
  thesunandthepoppiesflaming;whitebutterfliesspiringupandtwining,andthebeesbusyonthesnapdragons。Thelime—treeswerecomingintoflower。Tallwhiteliliesinthegardenbedsalreadyrivaledthedelphiniums;theYorkandLancasterroseswerefull—blownroundtheirgoldenhearts。Therewasagentlebreeze,andaswishandstirandhumroseandfellabovetheheadofEdwardPierson,comingbackfromhislonelyrambleoverTinternAbbey。HehadarrivedatKestrel,hisbrotherRobert’shomeonthebankoftheWyeonlythatmorning,havingstayedatBathonthewaydown;andnowhehadgothisfaceburntinthatparti—colouredwaypeculiartothefacesofthosewhohavebeentoolonginLondon。Ashecamealongthenarrow,ratherovergrownavenue,thesoundofawaltzthrummedoutonapianofellonhisears,andhesmiled,formusicwasthegreatestpassionhehad。Hisdarkgrizzledhairwaspushedbackoffhishotbrow,whichhefannedwithhisstrawhat。Thoughnotbroad,thatbrowwasthebroadestpartofanarrowovalfacewhoselengthwasincreasedbyashort,dark,pointedbeard——avisagesuchasVandykmighthavepainted,graveandgentle,butforitsbrightgreyeyes,cinder—lashed。andcrow’s—footed,anditsstrangelookofnotseeingwhatwasbeforeit。Hewalkedquickly,thoughhewastiredandhot;tall,upright,andthin,inagreyparsonicalsuit,onwhoseblackkerseymerevestalittlegoldcrossdangled。
  Abovehisbrother’shouse,whoseslopinggardenrandowntotherailwaylineandriver,alargeroomhadbeenbuiltoutapart。
  Piersonstoodwheretheavenueforked,enjoyingthesoundofthewaltz,andthecoolwhippingofthebreezeinthesycamoresandbirches。Amanoffifty,withasenseofbeauty,bornandbredinthecountry,suffersfearfullyfromnostalgiaduringalongunbrokenspellofLondon;sothathisafternoonintheoldAbbeyhadbeenalmostholy。Hehadlethissensessinkintothesunlitgreeneryofthetoweringwoodsopposite;hehadwatchedthespidersandthelittleshiningbeetles,theflycatchers,andsparrowsintheivy;
  touchedthemossesandthelichens;lookedthespeedwellsintheeye;
  dreamedofheknewnotwhat。Ahawkhadbeenwheelingupthereabovethewoods,andhehadbeenuptherewithitintheblue。Hehadtakenarealspiritualbath,andwashedthedustyfretofLondonoffhissoul。
  Forayearhehadbeenworkinghisparishsingle—handed——nojoke——
  forhiscuratehadgoneforachaplain;andthiswashisfirstrealholidaysincethewarbegan,twoyearsago;hisfirstvisit,too,tohisbrother’shome。Helookeddownatthegarden,andupatthetreesoftheavenue。BobhadfoundaperfectretreatafterhisquarterofacenturyinCeylon。DearoldBob!Andhesmiledatthethoughtofhiselderbrother,whoseburntfaceandfiercegreywhiskerssomewhatrecalledaBengaltiger;thekindestfellowthateverbreathed!Yes,hehadfoundaperfecthomeforThirzaandhimself。AndEdwardPiersonsighed。Hetoohadoncehadaperfecthome,aperfectwife;thewoundofwhosedeath,fifteenyearsago,stillbledalittleinhisheart。Theirtwodaughters,GratianandNoel,hadnot"takenafter"her;Gratianwaslikehisownmother,andNoel’sfairhairandbiggreyeyesalwaysremindedhimofhiscousinLeila,who——poorthing!——hadmadethatsadmessofherlife,andnow,hehadheard,wassingingforaliving,inSouthAfrica。Ah!WhataprettygirlshehadbeenDrawnbythateternalwaltztunehereachedthedoorwayofthemusic—
  room。Achintzcurtainhungthere,andtothesoundoffeetslippingonpolishedboards,hesawhisdaughterNoelwaltzingslowlyinthearmsofayoungofficerinkhaki:Roundandroundtheywent,circling,backing,movingsidewayswithcuriousstepswhichseemedtohavecomeinrecently,forhedidnotrecognisethem。AtthepianosathisnieceEve,withateasingsmileonherrosyface。ButitwasathisyoungdaughterthatEdwardPiersonlooked。Hereyeswerehalf—closed,hercheeksratherpale,andherfairhair,cutquiteshort,curledintoherslimroundneck。Quitecoolsheseemed,thoughtheyoungmaninwhosearmsshewasglidingalonglookedfieryhot;ahandsomeboy,withblueeyesandalittlegoldendownontheupperlipofhissunnyred—cheekedface。EdwardPiersonthought:
  ’Nicecouple!’Andhadamoment’svisionofhimselfandLeila,dancingatthatlong—agoCambridgeMayWeek——onherseventeenthbirthday,heremembered,sothatshemusthavebeenayearyoungerthanNolliewasnow!Thiswouldbetheyoungmanshehadtalkedofinherlettersduringthelastthreeweeks。Weretheynevergoingtostop?
  Hepassedintoviewofthosewithin,andsaid:
  "Aren’tyouveryhot,Nollie?"
  Sheblewhimakiss;theyoungmanlookedstartledandself—
  conscious,andEvecalledout:
  "It’sabet,Uncle。They’vegottodancemedown。"
  Piersonsaidmildly:
  "Abet?Mydears!"
  Noelmurmuredoverhershoulder:
  "It’sallright,Daddy!"Andtheyoungmangasped:
  "She’sbetusoneofherpuppiesagainstoneofmine,sir!"
  Piersonsatdown,alittlehypnotizedbythesleepystrumming,theslowgiddymovementofthedancers,andthosehalf—closedswimmingeyesofhisyoungdaughter,lookingathimoverhershoulderasshewentby。Hesatwithasmileonhislips。Nolliewasgrowingup!
  NowthatGratianwasmarried,shehadbecomeagreatresponsibility。
  Ifonlyhisdearwifehadlived!Thesmilefadedfromhislips;helookedsuddenlyverytired。Thestruggle,physicalandspiritual,hehadbeenthrough,thesefifteenyears,sometimesweighedhimalmosttotheground:Mostmenwouldhavemarriedagain,buthehadalwaysfeltitwouldbesacrilege。Realunionswereforever,eventhoughtheChurchpermittedremarriage。
  Hewatchedhisyoungdaughterwithamixtureofaestheticpleasureandperplexity。Couldthisbegoodforher?Togoondancingindefinitelywithoneyoungmancouldthatpossiblybegoodforher?
  Buttheylookedveryhappy;andtherewassomuchinyoungcreaturesthathedidnotunderstand。Noel,soaffectionate,anddreamy,seemedsometimespossessedofalittledevil。EdwardPiersonwasnaif;attributedthoseoutburstsofdemonicpossessiontothelossofhermotherwhenshewassuchamite;Gratian,buttwoyearsolder,hadnevertakenamother’splace。Thathadbeenlefttohimself,andhewasmoreorlessconsciousoffailure。
  Hesattherelookingupatherwithasortofwhimsicaldistress。
  And,suddenly,inthatdaintyvoiceofhers,whichseemedtospurneachwordalittle,shesaid:
  "I’mgoingtostop!"and,sittingdownbesidehim,tookuphishattofanherself。
  Evestruckatriumphantchord。"HurrahI’vewon!"
  Theyoungmanmuttered:
  "Isay,Noel,weweren’thalfdone!"
  "Iknow;butDaddywasgettingbored,weren’tyou,dear?ThisisCyrilMorland。"
  Piersonshooktheyoungman’shand。
  "Daddy,yournoseisburnt!"
  "Mydear;Iknow。"
  "Icangiveyousomewhitestuffforit。Youhavetosleepwithitonallnight。UncleandAuntiebothuseit。"
  "Nollie!"
  "Well,Evesaysso。Ifyou’regoingtobathe,Cyril,lookoutforthatcurrent!"
  Theyoungman,gazingatherwithundisguisedadoration,muttered:
  "Rather!"andwentout。
  Noel’seyeslingeredafterhim;Evebrokeasilence。
  "Ifyou’regoingtohaveabathbeforetea,Nollie,you’dbetterhurryup。"
  "Allright。WasitjollyintheAbbey,Daddy?"
  "Lovely;likeagreatpieceofmusic。"
  "Daddyalwaysputseverythingintomusic。Yououghttoseeitbymoonlight;it’sgorgeousthen。Allright,Eve;I’mcoming。"Butshedidnotgetup,andwhenEvewasgone,cuddledherarmthroughherfather’sandmurmured:
  "Whatd’youthinkofCyril?"
  "Mydear,howcanItell?Heseemsanice—lookingyoungman。"
  "Allright,Daddy;don’tstrainyourself。It’sjollydownhere,isn’tit?"Shegotup,stretchedherselfalittle,andmovedaway,lookinglikeaverytallchild,withhershorthaircurlinginroundherhead。
  Pierson,watchinghervanishpastthecurtain,thought:’Whatalovelythingsheis!’Andhegotuptoo,butinsteadoffollowing,wenttothepiano,andbegantoplayMendelssohn’sPreludeandFugueinEminor。Hehadafinetouch,andplayedwithasortofdreamypassion。Itwashiswayoutofperplexities,regrets,andlongings;
  awaywhichneverquitefailedhim。
  AtCambridge,hehadintendedtotakeupmusicasaprofession,butfamilytraditionhaddestinedhimforHolyOrders,andanemotionalChurchrevivalofthatdayhadcaughthiminitsstream。Hehadalwayshadprivatemeans,andthoseearlyyearsbeforehemarriedhadpassedhappilyinanEast—Endparish。Tohavenotonlyopportunitybutpowertohelpinthelivesofthepoorhadbeenfascinating;
  simplehimself,thesimplefolkofhisparishhadtakenholdofhisheart。When,however,hemarriedAgnesHeriot,hewasgivenaparishofhisownonthebordersofEastandWest,wherehehadbeeneversince,evenafterherdeathhadnearlykilledhim。Itwasbettertogoonwhereworkandallremindedhimofonewhomhehadresolvednevertoforgetinotherties。Butheknewthathisworkhadnotthezestitusedtohaveinherday,orevenbeforeherday。Itmaywellbedoubtedwhetherhe,whohadbeeninHolyOrderstwenty—sixyears,quiteknewnowwhathebelieved。Everythinghadbecomecircumscribed,andfixed,bythousandsofhisownutterances;tohavetakenfreshstockofhisfaith,tohavegonedeepintoitsroots,wouldhavebeenliketakingupthefoundationsofastill—standinghouse。Somemennaturallyrootthemselvesintheinexpressible——forwhichoneformulaismuchthesameasanother;thoughEdwardPierson,gentlydogmatic,undoubtedlypreferredhisHigh—Churchstatementoftheinexpressibletothatof,say,theZoroastrians。Thesubtletiesofchange,themodificationsbyscience,leftlittlesenseofinconsistencyortreasononhissoul。Sensitive,charitable,andonlycombativedeepdown,heinstinctivelyavoideddiscussiononmatterswherehemighthurtothersortheyhurthim。And,sinceexplanationwasthelastthingwhichocouldbeexpectedofonewhodidnotbasehimselfonReason,hehadfoundbutscantoccasionevertoexamineanything。JustasintheoldAbbeyhehadsoaredoffintotheinfinitewiththehawk,thebeetles,andthegrasses,sonow,atthepiano,bythesesoundsofhisownmaking,hewascaughtawayagainintoemotionalism,withoutrealisingthathewasinoneofhis,mostreligiousmoods。
  "Aren’tyoucomingtotea,Edward?"
  Thewomanstandingbehindhim,inalilac—colouredgown,hadoneofthosefaceswhichremaininnocenttotheendofthechapter,inspiteofthecompleteknowledgeoflifewhichappertainstomothers。Indaysofsufferingandanxiety,liketheseofthegreatwar,ThirzaPiersonwasavaluableperson。Withouteverexpressinganopiniononcosmicmatters,shereconfirmedcertaincosmictruths,suchasthatthoughthewholeworldwasatwar,therewassuchathingaspeace;
  thatthoughallthesonsofmotherswerebeingkilled,thereremainedsuchathingasmotherhood;thatwhileeverybodywaslivingforthefuture,thepresentstillexisted。Hertranquil,tender,matter—of—
  factbusyness,andthedewinhereyes,hadbeenproofagainsttwenty—threeyearsoflifeonatea—plantationinthehotpartofCeylon;againstBobPierson;againsttheanxietyofhavingtwosonsatthefront,andtheconfidencesofnearlyeveryoneshecameacross。Nothingdisturbedher。Shewaslikeapaintingof"Goodness"byanOldMaster,restoredbyKateGreenaway。Sheneverwenttomeetlife,butwhenitcame,madethebestofit。Thiswashersecret,andPiersonalwaysfeltrestedinherpresence。
  Herose,andmovedbyherside,overthelawn,towardsthebigtreeatthebottomofthegarden。
  "Howd’youthinkNoelislooking,Edward?"
  "Verypretty。Thatyoungman,Thirza?"
  "Yes;I’mafraidhe’soverheadandearsinlovewithher。"
  Atthedismayedsoundheuttered,sheslippedhersoftroundarmwithinhis。"He’sgoingtothefrontsoon,poorboy!"
  "Havetheytalkedtoyou?"
  "Hehas。Nolliehasn’tyet。"
  "Nollieisaqueerchild,Thirza。"
  "Nollieisadarling,butratheradesperatecharacter,Edward。"
  Piersonsighed。
  Inaswingunderthetree,wherethetea—thingsweresetout,the"ratherdesperatecharacter"wasswaying。"Whatapicturesheis!"
  hesaid,andsighedagain。
  Thevoiceofhisbrothercametothem,——highandsteamy,asthoughcorruptedbytheclimateofCeylon:
  "Youincorrigibledreamychap,Ted!We’veeatenalltheraspberries。
  Eve,givehimsomejam;hemustbedead!Phew!theheat!Comeon,mydear,andpourouthistea。Hallo,Cyril!Hadagoodbathe?ByGeorge,wishmyheadwaswet!Squattez—vousdownoverthere,byNollie;she’llswing,andkeepthefliesoffyou。"
  "Givemeacigarette,UncleBob——"
  "What!Yourfatherdoesn’t——"
  "Justfortheflies。Youdon’tmind,Daddy?"
  "Notifit’snecessary,mydear。"
  Noelsmiled,showingherupperteeth,andhereyesseemedtoswimundertheirlonglashes。
  "Itisn’tnecessary,butit’snice。"
  "Ah,ha!"saidBobPierson。"Hereyouare,Nollie!"
  ButNoelshookherhead。Atthatmomentshestruckherfatherasstartlinglygrown—up—socomposed,swayingabovethatyoungmanatherfeet,whosesunnyfacewasalladoration。’Nolongerachild!’hethought。’DearNollie!’
  II
  1
  Awakenedbythatdailycruelty,theadventofhotwater,EdwardPiersonlayinhischintz—curtainedroom,fancyinghimselfbackinLondon。Awildbeehuntinghoneyfromthebowlofflowersonthewindow—sill,andthescentofsweetbrier,shatteredthatillusion。
  Hedrewthecurtain,and,kneelingonthewindow—seatthrusthisheadoutintothemorning。Theairwasintoxicatinglysweet。Hazeclungovertheriverandthewoodsbeyond;thelawnsparkledwithdew,andtwowagtailsstruttedinthedewysunshine。’ThankGodforloveliness!’hethought。’Thosepoorboysatthefront!’Andkneelingwithhiselbowsonthesill,hebegantosayhisprayers。
  Thesamefeelingwhichmadehimbeautifyhischurch,usevestments,goodmusic,andincense,filledhimnow。GodwasinthelovelinessofHisworld,aswellasinHischurches。OnecouldworshipHiminagroveofbeechtrees,inabeautifulgarden,onahighhill,bythebanksofabrightriver。Godwasintherustleoftheleaves,andthehumofabee,inthedewonthegrass,andthescentofflowers;
  Godwasineverything!Andheaddedtohisusualprayerthiswhisper:"IgiveTheethanksformysenses,OLord。Inallofus,keepthembright,andgratefulforbeauty。"Thenheremainedmotionless,preytoasortofhappyyearningverynear,tomelancholy。Greatbeautyeverhadthateffectonhim。Onecouldcapturesolittleofit——couldneverenjoyitenough!Whowasithadsaidnotlongago:"Loveofbeautyisreallyonlythesexinstinct,whichnothingbutcompleteunionsatisfies。"Ah!yes,George——
  Gratian’shusband。GeorgeLaird!Andalittlefrowncamebetweenhisbrows,asthoughatsomethornintheflesh。PoorGeorge!Butthen,alldoctorswerematerialistsatheart——splendidfellows,though;afinefellow,George,workinghimselftodeathoutthereinFrance。Onemustnottakethemtooseriously。Hepluckedabitofsweetbrierandputittohisnose,whichstillretainedtheshineofthatbleachingointmentNoelhadinsistedonhisusing。Thesweetsmellofthoselittleroughleavesstirredupanacuteaching。Hedroppedthem,anddrewback。Nolongings,nomelancholy;oneoughttobeout,thisbeautifulmorning!
  ItwasSunday;buthehadnottotakethreeServicesandpreachatleastonesermon;thisdayofrestwasreallytobehisown,foronce。Itwasalmostdisconcerting;hehadsolongfeltlikethecabhorsewhocouldnotbetakenoutoftheshaftslestheshouldfalldown。Hedressedwithextraordinarydeliberation,andhadnotquitefinishedwhentherecameaknockonhisdoor,andNoel’svoicesaid:
  "CanIcomein,Daddy?"
  Inherflax—bluefrock,withaGloiredeDijonrosepinnedwhereitmetonherfaintlybrownedneck,sheseemedtoherfatheraperfectvisionoffreshness。
  "Here’saletterfromGratian;Georgehasbeensenthomeill,andhe’sgonetoourhouse。She’sgotleavefromherhospitaltocomehomeandnursehim。"
  Piersonreadtheletter。"PoorGeorge!"
  "Whenareyougoingtoletmebeanurse,Daddy?"
  "Wemustwaittillyou’reeighteen,Nollie。"
  "IcouldeasilysayIwas。It’sonlyamonth;andIlookmuchmore。"
  Piersonsmiled。
  "Don’tI?"
  "Youmightbeanythingfromfifteentotwenty—five,mydear,accordingasyoubehave。"
  "Iwanttogooutasnearthefrontaspossible。"
  Herheadwaspoisedsothatthesunlightframedherface,whichwasratherbroad——thebrowrathertoobroad——underthewavinglight—brownhair,thenoseshortandindeterminate;cheeksstillroundfromyouth,almostwaxen—pale,andfaintlyhollowedundertheeyes。Itwasherlips,daintyyetloving,andaboveallhergreyeyes,biganddreamilyalive,whichmadeheraswan。Hecouldnotimagineherinnurse’sgarb。
  "Thisisnew,isn’tit,Nollie?"
  "CyrilMorland’ssistersarebothout;andhe’llbegoingsoon。
  Everybodygoes。"
  "Gratianhasn’tgotoutyet:Ittakesalongtimetogettrained。"
  "Iknow;allthemorereasontobegin。"
  Shegotup,lookedathim,lookedatherhands,seemedabouttospeak,butdidnot。Alittlecolourhadcomeintohercheeks。Then,obviouslymakingconversation,sheasked:
  "Areyougoingtochurch?It’sworthanythingtohearUncleBobreadtheLessons,especiallywhenheloseshisplace。No;you’renottoputonyourlongcoattilljustbeforechurchtime。Iwon’thaveit!"
  ObedientlyPiersonresignedhislongcoat。
  "Now,yousee,youcanhavemyrose。Yournoseisbetter!"Shekissedhisnose,andtransferredherrosetothebuttonholeofhisshortcoat。"That’sall。Comealong!"Andwithherarmthroughhis,theywentdown。Butheknewshehadcometosaysomethingwhichshehadnotsaid。
  2
  BobPierson,invirtueofgreaterwealththantherestofthecongregation,alwaysreadtheLessons,inhishighsteamyvoice,hisbreathingneveradjustedtothelengthofanyperiod。Thecongregation,accustomed,heardnothingpeculiar;hewasthenecessarygentrywiththenecessaryfingerinthepie。Itwashisownfamilywhomheperturbed。Inthesecondrow,Noel,staringsolemnlyattheprofileofherfatherinthefrontrow,wasthinking:
  ’PoorDaddy!Hiseyeslookasiftheywerecomingout。Oh,Daddy!
  Smile!orit’llhurtyou!’YoungMorlandbesideher,rigidinhistunic,wasthinking:’Sheisn’tthinkingofme!’Andjustthenherlittlefingercrookedintohis。EdwardPiersonwasthinking:’Oh!MydearoldBob!Oh!’And,besidehim,Thirzathought:’PoordearTedI
  howniceforhimtobehavingacompleterest!Imustmakehimeathe’ssothin!’AndEvewasthinking:’Oh,Father!Mercy!’ButBobPiersonwasthinking:’Cheeroh!Onlyanotherthreeverses!’Noel’slittlefingerunhookeditself,buthereyesstoleroundtoyoungMorland’seyes,andtherewasalightinthemwhichlingeredthroughthesingingandtheprayers。Atlast,inthereverentialrustleofthesettlingcongregation,asurplicedfiguremountedthepulpit。
  "IcomenottobringPeace,butasword。"
  Piersonlookedup。Hefeltdeeprestfulness。Therewasapleasantlightinthischurch;thehumofacountrybluebottlemadeallthedifferencetothequalityofsilence。Nocriticalthoughtstirredwithinhim,noranyexcitement。Hewasthinking:’NowIshallhearsomethingformygood;afinetext;whendidIpreachfromitlast?’
  Turnedalittleawayfromtheothers,hesawnothingbutthepreacher’shomelyfaceupthereabovethecarvedoak;itwassolongsincehehadbeenpreachedto,solongsincehehadhadarest!Thewordscameforth,droppedonhisforehead,penetrated,metsomethingwhichabsorbedthem,anddisappeared。’Agoodplainsermon!’hethought。’IsupposeI’mstale;Idon’tseem——’"Letusnot,dearbrethren,"dronedthepreacher’searnestvoice,"thinkthatourdearLord,insayingthatHebroughtasword,referredtoaphysicalsword。ItwastheswordofthespirittowhichHewasundoubtedlyreferring,thatbrightswordofthespiritwhichinallageshascleaveditswaythroughthefettersimposedonmenthemselvesbytheirowndesires,imposedbymenonothermeningratificationoftheirambitions,aswehavehadsostrikinganexampleintheinvasionbyourcruelenemiesofalittleneighbouringcountrywhichhaddonethemnoharm。Dearbrethren,wemayallbringswords。"
  Pierson’schinjerked;heraisedhishandquicklyandpasseditoverhisface。’Allbringswords,’hethought,’swords——Iwasn’tasleep——
  surely!’"Butletusbesurethatourswordsarebright;brightwithhope,andbrightwithfaith,thatwemayseethemflashingamongthecarnaldesiresofthismortallife,carvingapathforustowardsthatheavenlykingdomwherealoneispeace,perfectpeace。Letuspray。"
  Piersondidnotshuthiseyes;heopenedthemashefellonhisknees。Intheseatbehind,NoelandyoungMorlandhadalsofallenontheirkneestheirfacescoveredeachwithasinglehand;butherlefthandandhisrighthungattheirsides。Theyprayedalittlelongerthananyothersand,onrising,sangthehymnalittlelouder。
  3
  NopapercameonSundays——noteventhelocalpaper,whichhadsolongandsonoblydoneitsbitwithheadlinestowinthewar。Nonewswhatevercame,ofmenblownup,toenliventhehushofthehotJulyafternoon,orthesenseofdrugging——whichfollowedAuntThirza’sSundaylunch。Someslept,somethoughttheywereawake;butNoelandyoungMorlandwalkedupwardthroughthewoodstowardsahighcommonofheathandfurze,crownedbywhatwasknownasKestrelrocks。
  Betweenthesetwoyoungpeoplenoactualwordoflovehadyetbeenspoken。Theirloveringhadadvancedbyglanceandtouchalone。
  YoungMorlandwasaschoolandcollegefriendofthetwoPiersonboysnowatthefront。Hehadnohomeofhisown,forhisparentsweredead;andthiswasnothisfirstvisittoKestrel。Arrivingthreeweeksago,forhisfinalleavebeforeheshouldgoout,hehadfoundagirlsittinginalittlewagonetteoutsidethestation,andhadknownhisfateatonce。ButwhoknowswhenNoelfellinlove?Shewas——onesupposes——justreadyforthatsensation。Forthelasttwoyearsshehadbeenatoneofthosehigh—classfinishingestablishmentswhere,inspiteofthehealthycurriculum,perhapsbecauseofit,thereiseveranundercurrentofinterestintheopposingsex;andnoteventhegravesteffortstoeliminateinstinctarequitesuccessful。Thedisappearanceofeveryyoungmalethingintothemawofthemilitarymachineputapremiumoninstinct。ThethoughtsofNoelandherschoolcompanionswereturned,perforce,tothatwhich,inpre—warfreedomofopportunitytheycouldaffordtoregardasofsecondaryinterest。LoveandMarriageandMotherhood,fixedasthelotofwomenbythecountlessages,werethreatenedfortheseyoungcreatures。Theynotunnaturallypursuedwhattheyfelttobereceding。
  WhenyoungMorlandshowed,byfollowingheraboutwithhiseyes,whatwashappeningtohim,Noelwaspleased。Frombeingpleased,shebecamealittleexcited;frombeingexcitedshebecamedreamy。Then,aboutaweekbeforeherfather’sarrival,shesecretlybegantofollowtheyoungmanaboutwithhereyes;becamecapricioustoo,andalittlecruel。Iftherehadbeenanotheryoungmantofavour——buttherewasnot;andshefavouredUncleBob’sredsetter。CyrilMorlandgrewdesperate。Duringthosethreedaysthedemonherfatherdreadedcertainlypossessedher。Andthen,oneevening,whiletheywalkedbacktogetherfromthehay—fields,shegavehimasidelongglance;andhegaspedout:"Oh!Noel,whathaveIdone?"Shecaughthishand,andgaveitaquicksqueeze。Whatachange!Whatblissfulalterationeversince!
  ThroughthewoodyoungMorlandmountedsilently,screwinghimselfuptoputthingstothetouch。Noeltoomountedsilently,thinking:’I
  willkisshimifhekissesme!’Eagerness,andasortoflanguor,wererunninginherveins;shedidnotlookathimfromunderhershadyhat。Sunlightpoureddownthrougheverychinkinthefoliage;
  madethegreennessofthesteepwoodmarvellouslyvividandalive;
  flashedonbeechleaves,ashleaves,birchleaves;fellonthegroundinlittlerunlets;paintedbrightpatchesontrunksandgrass,thebeechmast,theferns;butterflieschasedeachotherinthatsunlight,andmyriadsofantsandgnatsandfliesseemedpossessedbyafrenzyoflife。Thewholewoodseemedpossessed,asifthesunshinewereahappyBeingwhichhadcometodwelltherein。Atahalf—wayspot,wherethetreesopenedandtheycouldsee,farbelowthem,thegleamoftheriver,shesatdownontheboleofabeech—