Ihadgoneupthestepstodomyhatefulworkamanfullofgrief,thoughoutwardlyunmoved。AsIcamedownagainIhadafeelingofincompleteness;itseemedasthoughhalfmyinwardshadbeenleftbehindwithNaisinthehollowofthestone,andtheirplacewastakenbyavoidwhichachedwearily;butstillIcarriedapassiveface,andmemorythatbeforealltheseprivatemattersstoodthecommandoftheHighCouncil,whichsatbeforetheArkoftheMysteries。
SoIwentandstoodbeforePhorenice,andsaidthewordswhichtheancientformsprescribedconcerningthecarryingoutofherwish。
"Then,now,"shesaid,"Iwillgivemyselftoyouaswife。Wearenotasothers,youandI,Deucalion。Thereisalawandaformsetdownforthemarryingoftheseotherpeople,butthatwouldbeuselessforourpurposes。Wewillhaveneitherpriestnorscribetojoinusandsetdowntheunion。IamthelawhereinAtlantis,andyousoonwillbepartofme。Wewillnotbedemeanedbyprofanerhands。Wewillmaketheceremonyforourselves,andforwitnesses,therearesufficientinwaiting。Afterwards,therecordshallbecutdeepinthegranitethroneyouhavebuiltforme,andtheletteringfilledinwithgold,sothatitshallendureandremainbrightforalways。"
"TheEmpresscandonowrong,"Isaidformally,andtookthehandsheofferedme,andhelpedhertorise。Wewalkedoutfromthescarletawningintotheglareofthesunshine,sheleaningonme,flushing,andsoradiantlylovelythatthepeoplebegantohailherwithrapturousshoutsof"AGoddess;ourGoddessPhorenice。"
Butformetheyhadnowelcomingword。Ithinkthesetgrimnessofmyfacebothscaredandrepelledthem。
Wewentupthestepswhichledtothethrone,thepeoplestillshouting,andIsatherintheroyalseatbeneaththesnake’soutstretchedhead,andshedrewmedowntositbesideher。
Sheraisedherjewelledhand,andasilencefellonthatgreatthrong,asthoughthebreathhadbeensuddenlycutshortforallofthem。
ThenPhorenicemadeproclamation:
"Hearme,Omypeople,andhearme,OHighGodsfromwhomIamcome。ItakethismanDeucalion,tobemyhusband,tosharewithmetheprosperityofAtlantis,andjoinmeinguardingourgreatpossession。Mayallourenemiesperishassheisnowperishingabovewhomwesit。"Andthensheputherarmsaroundmyneck,andkissedmehotlyonthemouth。
InturnIalsospoke:"Hearme,OmostHighGods,whoseservantIam,andhearmealso,Oyepeople。ItakethisEmpress,Phorenice,towife,tohelpwithhertheprosperityofAtlantis,andjoinwithheringuardingthewelfareofthatgreatpossession。
Mayalltheenemiesofthiscountryperishastheyhaveperishedinthepast。"
Andthen,Itoo,whohadnotbeenpermittedbythefatetotouchthelipsofmylove,bestowedthefirstkissIhadevergivenwomantoPhorenice,thatwasnowbeingmademywife。
Butwewerenotcompletelylinkedyet。
"Awomanisone,andmanisone,"sheproclaimed,followingforthefirsttimetheoldformofwords,"butinmarriagetheymerge,sothatwifeandhusbandarenomoreseparate,butoneconjointly。Intokenofthiswewillnowmakethesymbolicjoiningtogether,sothatallmayseeandremember。"Shetookherdagger,andprickingthebrawnonmyforearmtillaheadofbloodappeared,setherredlipstoit,andtookitintoherself。
"Ah,"shesaid,withhereyessparkling,"nowyouarepartofmeindeed,Deucalion,andIfeelyouhavestrengthenedmealready。"
Shepulleddowntheneckofherrobe。"Letmemakeyoumyreturn。"
Iprickedtheroundedwhitenessofhershoulder。Gods!whenIrememberedwhowasbeneathusaswesatonthatthrone,Icouldhavedriventhebladethroughtoherheart!AndthenI,too,putdownmylips,andtookthedropofherbloodthatwasyieldedtome。
Mytonguewasdry,mythroatwasparched,andmyfacesuffused,andIthoughtIshouldhavechoked。
ButtheEmpress,whowasordinarilysoacute,wasmisledthen。
"Itthrillsyou?"shecried。"Itburnswithinyoulikelivingfire?Ihavejustfeltit。Bymyface!Deucalion,ifIhadknownthepleasureitgivestobemadeawife,IdonotthinkIshouldhavewaitedthislongforyou。Ah,yes;butwithanothermanI
shouldhavehadnothrill。Imighthavegonethroughtheceremonywithanother,butitwouldhaveleftmecold。Well,theysaythisfeelingcomestoawomanbutonceinhertime,andIwouldnotchangeitforthegloryofallmyconquestsandthewhirlofallmypower。"Sheleanedinclosetomesothattheredcurlsofherhairsweptmycheek,andherbreathcamehotagainstmymouth。"Tastedyoueveranysweetsodeliciousasthisknowledgethatwearemadeonenow,Deucalion,pastallpossibledissolving?"
Icouldnotlietoheranymorejustthen。TheGodsknowhowhonestlyIhadstriventoplaythepartcommandedmeforAtlantis’
good,butthereisalimittohumanendurance,andminewasreached。Iwasnotallangertowardsher。Ihadsomepityforthispassionofhers,whichhadgrownofitselfcertainly,butwhichIhaddonenothingtocheck;andtheindecentfranknesswithwhichitwasdisplayedwasonlypartoftheliveryofpotentateswhoflauntwhatmeanerfolkwouldcoylyhide。Butalwaysbeforemyeyeswasapictureofthegirlonwhomherjealousyhadtakensuchabittervengeance,andtoinventspuriouslover’stalkthenwasathingmytonguerefusedtodo。
"Wordsarepoorthings,"Isaid,"andIamamanunusedtowomen,andhavebutasmallstockofanyphrasesexceptthedryest。
Remember,Phorenice,aweekagone,Ididnotknowwhatlovewas,andnowthatIhavelearnedthelesson,somewhatofthesuddenest,thelanguageremainsstilltocometome。Myinwardsspeak;indeedtheyarefullofspeech;butIcannottranslateintobaldcoldwordswhattheysay。"
Andhere,surelytheHighGodstookpityonmytiedtongueandmymisery,andmadeanopportunityforbringingtheceremonytoanend。Amanranintothesquareshouting,andshowingawoundthatdripped,andpresentlyallthatvastcrowdwhichstoodonthepavements,andthesidesofthepyramids,andtheroofsofthetemples,tookupthecry,andbegantofeelfortheirweapons。
"Therebelsarein!""Theyhaveburrowedapathintothecity!""Theyhavekilledthecave—tigersandtakenagate!""Theyareputtingthewholeplacetothestorm!""Theywillpresentlyleavenopoorsoulofusherealive!"
Therethenwasaterminationofourmarriagecooings。Withrebelsmerelybitingatthewalls,itwasfinetoputstrongtrustinthedefences,andeasytoaffectcontemptforthebesiegers’
powers,andtokeepthebusinessofpageantsandstatecraftandmarryingsturningoneasywheels。Butwithrebelsoldiersalreadyinsidethecity(andhordesofothersdoubtlesspressingontheirheels),theaffairstookadifferentlight。Itwasnomomentforfurtherdelay,andPhorenicewasthefirsttoadmitit。Theglowthathadbeeninhereyeschangedtotheglareofthefighter,asthefellowwhohadrunupsqualledouthistidings。
Istoodandstretchedmychest。Iseemedinneedofair。
"Here,"Isaid,"isworkthatIcanunderstandmoreclearly。I
willgoandsweepthisrabblebacktotheirburrows,Phorenice。"
"Butnotalone,sir。Icometoo。Itismycitystill。Nay,sir,wearetoonewlywedtobepartedyet。"
"Haveyourwill,"Isaid,andtogetherwewentdownthestepsofthethronetothepavementbelow。UndermybreathIsaidafarewelltoNais。
Ourarmour—bearersmetuswithweapons,andwesteppedintolitters,andtheslavestookusoffhotfoot。Thewoundedmanwhohadfirstbroughtthenewshadfalleninafaint,andnomoretidingswastobegotfromhim,butthegrowingdinofthefightgaveusthegeneraldirection,andpresentlywebegantomeetknotsofpeoplewhodweltneartheplaceofirruption,runningawayinwildpanic,loadeddownwiththeirhouseholdgoods。
Itwasuselesstostopthese,asfighttheycouldnot,andiftheyhadstayedtheywouldmerelyhavebeenslaughteredlikeflies,andwouldinalllikelihoodhaveimpededourownsoldiery。Andsoweletthemrunscreamingontheirblindway,butforcedthelittersthroughthemwithbutverylittleregardfortheircowardconvenience。
Nowtheadvantageoftherebels,whenitcametobelookeduponbyasoldier’seye,wasathingoflittleenoughimportance。
Theyhaddrivenatunnelfrombehindacoveringmound,beneaththewalls,andhadopeneditcleverlyenoughthroughthefloorofamiddle—classhouse。Theyhadcomethroughintothis,collectingtheirnumbersunderitsshelter,anddoubtlesshopingthatthemarriageoftheEmpress(ofwhichspieshadgiventheminformation)
wouldsapthewatchfulnessofthecityguards。Butitseemstheywerediscoveredandattackedbeforetheywerethoroughlyreadytoemerge,and,asafinebodyoftroopswerebarrackednearthespot,theirexterminationwouldhavebeenmerelyamatteroftime,evenifwehadnotcomeup。
Itdidnottakeatrainedeyelongtodecideonthis,andPhorenice,withalaugh,laybackonthecushionsofthelitter,andreturnedherweaponstothearmour—bearerwhocamepantinguptoreceivethem。"Wegrownervouswithourmarriedlife,myDeucalion,"shesaid。"Wearefearfullestthisnew—foundhappinessbetakenfromustoosuddenly。"
ButIwasnottoberobbedofmybreathing—spaceinthiswise。
"Letmecraveaweddinggiftofyou,"Isaid。
"Itisyoursbeforeyounameit。"
"Thengivemetroops,andsetmewideacitygateamileawayfromhere。"
"Youcangatherfivehundredasyougofromheretothegate,takingtwohundredofthosethatarehere。Ifyouwantmore,theymustbefetchedfromotherbarracksalongthewalls。Butwhereisyourplan?"
"Why,mypoorstrategyteachesmethis:thesefoolishrebelshavesetalltheirhopesonthismine,andalltheirexcitementonitspresentsuccess。IftheyarekeptoccupiedherebyaPhorenice,whowillgivethemsomedaintyfightingwithoutcheckingthemunduly,theywillpressontotheattackandforgetallelse,andneversomuchasdreamofasortie。Andmeanwhile,aDeucalionwithhistroopwillmarchoutofthecitywellawayfromhere,withouttuckofdrumorblareoftrumpet,andfallmostunpleasantlyupontheirrear。Afterwhich,aPhorenicewillburnthehousehereatthemine’shead,whichisofwood,andstrawthatched,todiscouragefurtheregress,andeithergotothewallstowatchthefightfromthere,orsallyoutalsoandspurontheroutasherfancydictates。"
"Yourschemeissopretty,IwouldIcouldrobyouofitformyowncredit’ssake,andasitis,Imustkissyouforyourcleverness。Butyougotmywordfirst,younaughtyfellow,andyoushallhavethemenanddoasyouask。Eh,sir,thisisasadbeginningofourweddedlife,ifyoubegintorobyourlittlewifeofallthesweetsofconquestfromtheoutset。"
Shetookbacktheweaponsandtargetshehadgiventothearmour—bearer,andsteppedoverthesideofthelittertotheground。"Butatleast,"shesaid,"ifyouaregoingtofight,youshallhavetroopsthatwilldocredittomydrill,"andthereuponproceededtotelloffthecompaniesofmen—at—armswhoweretoaccompanyme。Sheleftherselffewenoughtostemtheinfluxofrebelswhopouredceaselesslyinthroughthetunnel;butasIhadseen,withPhorenice,heavyoddsaddedonlytoherenjoyment。
ButfortheEmpress,Iwillownatthetimetohavegivenlittleenoughofthought。Myownpropergriefswererawwithinme,andIthirstedforthatforgetfulnessofallelsewhichbattlegives,sothatforawhileImighthavearestfromtheirgnawings。
Itmademybloodrunfreertohearoncemorethetrampofpractisedtroopsbehindme,andwhenallhadbeencollected,wemarchedoutthroughagateofthecity,andpresentlywerechargingthroughandthroughthestragglingrearoftheenemy。BytheGods!
forthemomentevenNaiswasblottedfrommyweariedmind。NeverhadIlovedmoretoletmyfiercenessrunmadlyriot。NeverhaveIgloatedmoreabundantlyovertheterriblejoyofbattle。
Naismustforgivemyweaknessinseekingtoforgetherevenforabreathing—space。Hadthatopportunitybeendeniedme,I
believetheagonyofrememberingwouldhavesnappedmybrain—stringsforalways。
14。AGAINTHEGODSMAKECHANGE
Nowitwouldbetedioustotellhowwithahandfulofhighlytrainedfightingmen,Ichargedandrecharged,andfinallybrokeupthathordeofrebelswhichoutnumberedusbyfifteentimes。Itmustberememberedthattheygrewsuddenlypanic—strickeninfindingthatofallthosewhowentinunderthecitywallsbythemineonwhichtheyhadsetsuchgreatstore,nonecameback,andthatthesoundsofpanicwhichhadfirstbrokenoutwithinthecitysoongavewaytocriesoftriumphandjoy。Anditmustbecarriedinmemoryalsothatthesewretchedrebelswerewithouttrainingworthyofthename,wereforthemostpartweaponedveryvilely,and,seeingthattheirsillyprinciplesmadeeachtheequalofhisneighbour,werepracticallywithoutheadsorleadersalso。
Sowhenthepanicbegan,itspreadlikeamalignantmurrainthroughalltheirraggedranks,andtherewerenonetorallytheflying,nonetodirectthoseofmoredesperatebraverywhostayedandfought。
Myschemeofattackwassimple。Ihuntedthemwithoutahalt。
Iandmyfellowsneverstoppedtoplaythedefensive。Weturnedoneflank,andchargedthroughacentre,andthenwewereharryingtheotherflank,andoncemorehackingourpassagethroughthesolidmass。Andsobyconstantlykeepingthemontherun,andinignoranceofwhencewouldcomethenextattack,panicbegantogrowamongstthemandferment,tillpresentlythoseintheouterlinescommencedtoscurryawaytowardstheforestsandthespoiledcorn—landsofthecountry,andthoseintheinnerpackswereonlywishfulofachancetofollowthem。
Itwasnofeatofarmsthisbreakingupoftherebelleaguer,andnopractisedsoldierwouldwishtoclaimitassuch。Itwassimplytakingadvantageofthechancesofthemoment,andassuchitwassuccessful。Givenanopenbattleontheirownground,thesedesperaterebelswouldhavefoughttillnonecouldstand,andbysheerferociousnumberswouldhavepulleddownanytrainedtroopsthatthecitycouldhavesentagainstthem,whethertheyhadadvancedinphalanxorwhatformationyouwill。Foritmustberememberedtheywerefarremovedfromcowards,beingAtlanteanall,justaswerethosewithinthecity,andwere,moreover,spurredtoextraordinarysavagenessanddesperationbytheoppressionunderwhichtheyhadgroaned,andthewrongstheyhadbeenforcedtoendure。
Still,asIsay,thepoorcreatureswerescattered,andthesiegewasraisedfromthatmoment,anditwasplaintoseethattherebellionmightbemadetoend,ifnounreasonableharshnesswasusedforitsfinalsuppression。Toogreatseverity,thoughperhapsitmaybejustlytheirportion,onlydrivessuchmalcontentstofurtherdesperations。
Now,followingupthesefugitives,tomakesurethattherewasnohaltintheirretreat,andtosendthelessonofpanicthoroughlyhometothem,hadledusalongdistancefromthecitywalls;andaswehadfoughtallthroughtheburningheatofthedayandmymenwereheavilywearied,Idecidedtohaltwherewewereforthenightamongstsomehalf—ruinedhouseswhichwouldmakeatemporaryfortification。Fortunately,adroveoflittlecloven—hoofedhorseswhichhadbeenscaredbysomeoftherebelsintheirflighthappenedtoblunderintoourlines,andaswekilledfivebeforetheywereclearagain,therewasasoldier’ssupperforus,andquicklythefireswerelitandcookingit。
Sentriespacedtheoutskirtsandmadetheircriestooneanother,andthewoundedsatbythefiresanddressedtheirhurts,andwiththeofficersItalkedovertheengagementsoftheday,andthemethodsofeachcharge,andtheotherdetailsofthefighting。
Itisthespecialperquisiteofsoldierstodallyoverthesematterswithgusto,thoughtheyareentirelywithoutinterestforlaymen。
Thehourdrewonforsleep,andsnoreswentupfromeveryside。Itwasclearthatallmyofficerswereweariedout,andonlycontinuedthetalkthroughdeferencetotheircommander。YetIhadafeverishdreadofbeingleftaloneagainwithmythoughts,andpressedthemonwithconversationremorselessly。Butintheendtheyweresavedtherudenessofdroppingoffintounconsciousnessduringmytalk。Asentrycameupandsaluted。"Mylord,"hereported。"thereisawomancomeupfromthecitywhomwehavecaughttryingtocomeintothebivouac。"
"Howisshenamed?"
"Shewillnotsay。"
"Hasshebusiness?’
"Shewillsaynone。Shedemandsonlytoseemylord。"
"Bringherheretothefire,"Iordered,andthenonsecondthoughtsrememberingthatthewoman,whoevershemightbe,hadnewslikelyenoughformyprivateear(orotherwiseshewouldnothavecometosouncoutharendezvous),Isaidtothesentry:"Stay,"
andgotupfromthegroundbesidethefire,andwentwithhimtotheouterline。
"Whereisshe?"Iasked。
"Mycomradesareholdingher。Shemightbeawenchbelongingtotheserebels,withdesignstoputaknifeintomylord’sheart,andthenwesentrieswouldsuffer。TheEmpress,"headdedsimply,"seemstosetgoodstoreuponmylordatpresent,andweknowtheclevernessofhertormentors。"
"Yourthoughtfulnessisfrank,"Isaid,andthenheshowedmethewoman。Shewasmuffledupinhoodandcloak,butonewholovedNaisasIlovedcouldnotmistaketheformofYlga,hertwinsister,becauseofmereswathings。SoItoldthesentriestoreleaseherwithoutaskingherforspeech,andthenledheroutfromthebivouacbeyondearshotoftheirlines。
"Itissomethingofthemostpressingthathasbroughtyououthere,Ylga?"
"Youknowme,then?Theremustbesomethingwarmerthantheordinarybetweenustwo,Deucalion,ifyoucouldguesswhowalkedbeneathallthesemufflings。"
Iletthatpass。"Butwhat’syourerrand,girl?"
"Aye,"shesaidbitterly,"there’smyreward。Allyourconcern’sforthemessage,noneforthecarrier。Well,goodmylord,youarehusbandtothedaintyPhorenicenolonger。"
"Thisisnews。"
"Andtrueenough,too。Shewillhavenomoreofyou,divorcesyou,spurnsyou,thrustsyoufromher,and,afterthefirstsplutterofwrathisdone,thencomepainsandpenalties。"
"TheEmpresscandonowrong。IwillhaveyouspeakrespectfulwordsoftheEmpress。"
"Oh,bedonewiththatoldfable!Itsickensme。Thewomanwasmadforloveofyou,andnowshe’smadwithjealousy。SheknowsthatyougaveNaissomeofyourpriest’smagic,andthatshesleepstillyouchoosetocomeandclaimher,eventhoughthedaybeacenturyfromthis。Andifyouwishtoknowthemethodofherenlightenment,itissimple。Thereisanotherairshaftnexttotheonedownwhichyoudidyourcooingandbilling,andthatleadstoanothercellinwhichlayanotherprisoner。Thewretchheardallthatpassed,andthoughttobuyenlargementbytellingit。
"Buthisnewscameatriflestale。Itseemsthatwiththepressureofthemorning’sceremonies,theyforgottobringaration,andwhenatlasthisgaolerdidrememberhim,itwasratherlate,seeingthatbythenPhorenicehadtiedherselfpubliclytoahusband,andpoorNaishaddoubtlesseatenhergreendrug。
However,thefoolsmustneedstryandbarterhistaleforwhatitwouldfetch;and,aswasnatural,hadsuchasillyheadchoppedoffforhispains;andafterthatyourPhorenicebehavedasyoumayguess。Andnowyoumaythankme,sir,forcomingtowarnyounottogobacktoAtlantis。"
"ButIshallgoback。AndiftheEmpresschoosestocutmyheadalsofromitspropercolumn,thatisastheHighGodswill。"
"YouaremoresickoflifethanIthought。ButIthink,sir,ourPhorenicejudgesyourcaseveryaccurately。Itwaspermittedmetoheartheoutburstingofthislady’srage。’ShallIhewoffhishead?’saidshe。’Pah!ShallIgivehimovertomytormentors,andstandbywhilsttheydotheirworst?Hewouldnotwrinklehisbrowattheirfiercestefforts。No;hemusthaveaheavierpunishmentthananyofthese,andonealsowhichwillendure。Ishalllopoffhisrighthandandhisleftfoot,sothathemaybeafightingmannolonger,andthenIshalldrivehimforthcrippledintothedangerouslands,wherehemaylearnFear。
Thebeastsshallhunthim,thefiresofthegroundshallspoilhisrest。Heshallknowhunger,andheshallbreathebadair。AndallthewhileheshallrememberthatIhaveNaisnearme,livingandlockedinhercoffinofstone,toplaywithasIchoose,andtogiveovertowhatinsultsmaycometomyfancy。’Thatiswhatshesaid,Deucalion。NowIaskyouagainwillyougobacktomeethervengeance?"
"No,"Isaid,"itisnopartofmyplantobemutilatedandlefttolive。"
"So,beingawomanofsomesense,Ijudged。And,moreover,havingsomesmallkindnessstillleftforyou,Ihavetakenituponmyselftomakeaplanforyourfurthermovementwhichmayfallinwithyourwhim。DoesthenameofTobcomebacktoyourmemory?"
"OnewhowasCaptainofTatho’snavy?"
"ThatsameTob。Agruff,rudefellow,andsmellingvileoftar,butseemingtohaveasturdyhonestyofhisown。Tobsailsawaythisnightforpartsunknown,presumablytofoundakingdomwithTobforking。ItseemshecanfindlittleenoughtoearnathiscraftinAtlantistheselatterdays,andhasscruplesatseeinghiswifeandyoungoneshungry。HetoldmethisattheharboursidewhenIputmyneckundertheaxebysayingIwantedcarriageforyou,sir,andsohavingmeunderhisthumb,hewasperhapsmoreloose—lippedthanusual。YouseemtohavemadeafineimpressiononTob,Deucalion。Hesaid——Irepeathisheartydisrespect——youwerejusttherecruithewanted,butwhetheryoujoinedhimornot,hewouldgotothenetherGodstodoyouservice。"
"Bythefellow’sside,Igainedsomeexperienceinfightingthegreaterseabeasts。"
"Well,goanddoitagain。Believeme,sir,itisyouronlychance。Itwouldgrievememuchtohearthesearing—ironhissonyourstumps。IbargainedwithTobtogetclearoftheharbourfortsbeforethechainwasupforthenight,andasheisaverydaringfellow,withnofearofnavigatingunderthedarkness,hehimselfsaidhewouldcometoapointoftheshorewhichweagreedupon,andthereawaityou。Come,Deucalion,letmeleadyoutotheplace。"
"Mygirl,"Isaid,"IseeIoweyoumanythanksforwhatyouhavedoneonmypoorbehalf。"
"Oh,yourthanks!"shesaid。"Youmaykeepthem。Ididnotcomeouthereinthedarkandthedangersformerethanks,thoughIknewwellenoughtherewouldbelittleelseoffered。"——Shepluckedatmysleeve。——"Nowshowmeyourwalkingpace,sir。Theywillbegintowantyourcountenanceinthecampdirectly,andweneedhankerafternotoonarrowinquiriesforwhat’salong。"
Sothereonwesetoff,YlgaandI,leavingthelightsofthebivouacbehindus,andsheshowedtheway,whilstIcarriedmyweaponsreadytowardoffattackswhetherfrombeastsorfrommen。
Fewwordswerepassedbetweenus,exceptthosewhichhadconcernwiththedangersnaturaltotheway。Onceonlydidwetouchoneanother,andthatwaswhereatree—trunkbridgedarivuletofscaldingwaterwhichflowedfromaboil—springtowardsthesea。
"Areyousureoffooting?"Iasked,forthenightwasdark,andtheheatofthewaterwouldpeelthefleshfromthebonesifoneslippedintoit。
"No,"shesaid,"Iamnot,"andreachedoutandtookmyhand。
Ihelpedheroverandthenloosedmygrip,andshesighed,andslowlyslippedherhandaway。Thenonagainwewentinsilence,sidebyside,hourafterhour,andleagueafterleague。
Butatlastwetoppedarise,andbelowusthroughthetreesIcouldseethegleamofthegreatestuaryonwhichthecityofAtlantisstands。Thegroundwassoggyandwetbeneathus,thetreeswerefullofbarbsandspines,thewaywasmonstroushard。
Ylga’sbreathwasbeginningtocomeinlabouredpants。ButwhenI
offeredtotakeherarm,andhelpher,assomereturnagainstwhatshehaddoneforme,sherepulsedmerudelyenough。"Iamnopoorweakling,"saidshe,"ifthatisyouronlyreasonforwantingtotouchme。"
Presently,however,wecameoutthroughthetrees,andtheroughestpartofourjourneywasdone。Wesawtheshipridingtoheranchorsinshoreamileaway,andaweirdenoughobjectshewasunderthefaintstarlight。Wemadeourwaytoheralongthelevelbeaches。
Tobwaskeepingakeenwatch。Wewerechallengedthemomentwecamewithinstoneorarrowshot,andbiddentohaltandreciteourbusiness;buthewascivilenoughwhenheheardwewerethosewhomheexpected。Hecalledacrewandslackedouthisanchor—ropetillhisshipgroundagainsttheshingle,andthenthrustouthistwosteeringoarstohelpusclamberaboard。
IturnedtoYlgawithwordsofthanksandfarewell。"Iwillneverforgetwhatyouhavedoneformethisnight;andshouldtheHighGodsseefittobringmebacktoAtlantisandpower,youshalltastemygratitude。"
"Idonotwanttoreturn。Iamsickofthisoldlifehere。"
"Butyouhaveyourpalaceinthecity,andyourservants,andyourwealth,andPhorenicewillnotdisturbyoufromtheirpossession。"
"Oh,asforthat,Icouldgobackandbefan—girltomorrow。
ButIdonotwanttogoback。"
"Letmetellyouitisnotimeforagentlynurturedladylikeyourselftogoforward。IhavebeenviceroyofYucatan,Ylga,andknowsomewhatofmakingafootholdinthesenewcountries。Andthatwasnothingcomparedwithwhatthiswillbe。Itellyouitentailshardships,andprivations,andsufferingswhichyoucouldnotguessat。Fewsurvivewhogotocoloniseinthebeginning,andthoseonlyofthehardiest,andtheyearnnewscarsandnewbatteringseveryday。"
"Idonotcare,and,besides,Icansharethework。Icancook,Icanshootagoodarrow,andIcanmakegarments,yes,thoughtheywerecutfromtheskinsofbeastsandhadtobesewnwithbackbonesinews。Becauseyoudespisefineclothes,andbecauseyouhaveseenmeonlydeckedoutasfan—girl,youthinkI
amuseless。Bah,Deucalion!Neverletpeoplepratetomeaboutyourperfection。Youknowlessaboutawomanthanaboynewfromschool。"
"IhavelearnedallIcaretoknowaboutonewoman,andbecauseofthememoryofher,Icouldnotpresumetoaskhersistertocomewithmenow。"
"Aye,"shesaidbitterly,"kickmypride。IknewwellenoughitwasonlysecondplacetoNaisIcouldgetallthetimeIwaswantingtocome。Yetnoonebutaboorwouldhaveremindedmeofit。Gods!andtothinkthathalfthemeninAtlantishavecourtedme,andnowIamarrivedatthis!"
"Imustgoalone。Itwouldhavemademehappiertotakeyouresteemwithme。Butasitis,IsupposeIshallcarryonlyyourhate。"
"Thatisthemosthumiliatingthingofall;Icannotbringmyselftohateyou。Ioughtto,Iknow,afterthebrutalwayyouhavescornedme。ButIdonot,andthereisthetruth。Iseemtogrowthefonderofyou,andifIthoughttherewasawayofkeepingyoualive,andunmutilated,hereinAtlantis,IdonotthinkI
shouldpointoutthatTobistiredofwaiting,andwillprobablybeoffwithoutyou。"Sheflungherarmssuddenlyaboutmyneck,andkissedmehotlyonthemouth。"There,thatisforgood—bye,dear。
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