首页 >出版文学> Locrine — A Tragedy>第5章
  LOCRINE。
  Thyfearisdarker,child,thanherdesire。
  ESTRILD。
  Ifearnotheratall:IwouldnotfearTheonethingfearfultomeyet,whohereSitwalledaroundwithwatersandwithwoodsFromallthingsfearfulbutthefearofchange。
  LOCRINE。
  Fearthounotthat:fornothingborneludesTime;andthejoyweresorrowfulandstrangeThatshouldendureforever。Yea,IthinkSuchjoywouldprayforsorrow’scuptodrink,Suchconstancydesireanend,formereLongwearinessofwatching。ThouandI
  Haveallourwilloflifeandlovinghere,—
  Aheavenlierheavenonearth:butweshalldie,Andifwediednot,lovewemightoutliveAsnowshallloveoutliveus。
  ESTRILD。
  We?
  LOCRINE。
  Forgive!
  ESTRILD。
  King!andIheldtheemorethanman!
  LOCRINE。
  Godwot,ThouartmorethanI——morestrongandwise;
  IknowThoucouldstnotliveonehouriflovewerenot。
  ESTRILD
  Andthou?—
  LOCRINE。
  Iwouldnot。Alltheworldwerewoe,Andallthedaynight,iftheloveIbeartheeWerepluckedoutofthelifewhereinIweartheeAscrownandcomfortofitsnightsanddays。
  ESTRILD。
  Thouliest——forlove’ssakeandformine——andI
  Lienot,whoswearbytheewhereonIgazeIholdnotruthsohallowedasthelieWherewithmyloveredeemsmefromthesnareDarkdoubthadsettotakeme。
  LOCRINE。
  Wiltthouswear—Bywhatthouwiltsoever——bythesunThatseesus——bythelightofalltheseflowers—
  Bythisfullstreamwhosewaveswehearnotrun—
  Byallthatisnorminenorthine,butours—
  Thatthoudidsteverdoubtindeed?ordreamThatdoubt,whosebreathbidsloveoflovemisdeem,Wereotherthanthechildofhateandhell,Theliarfirst—bornoffalsehood?
  ESTRILD。
  Nay——Ithink—
  Godhelpme!——hardly。Never?canItell?
  WhenhalfoursoulandalloursensessinkFromdreamtodreamdowndeathward,slainwithsleep,Howmayfaithholdassurancefast,orkeepHerpowertocastoutfearforlove’ssake?
  LOCRINE。
  Coulddoubtnotthee,wakingorsleeping。
  ESTRILD。
  No—
  Thouartnotmad。HowshouldthesunlitskyBetraythesun?castoutthesunshine?SoArtthoutomeaslighttoheaven:shouldlightDie,werenotheavenashellandnoonasnight?
  AndwhereforeshouldIholdmoredearthanlifeDeath?CouldIlive,andlackthee?Thou,Oking,Hastlandsandlordships——andaroyalwife—
  Andruleofseasthattiretheseamew’swing—
  Andfameasfarasfamecantravel;I,WhathaveIsavethishomewhereintodie,Exceptthouloveme?Nay,norhomewerethis,Noplacetodieorlivein,wereIsureThoudidstnotloveme。SwearnotbythiskissThatloveliveslonger——faithmaymoreendure—
  ThanonepoorkissthatpasseswiththebreathOflipsthatgaveitlifeatonceanddeath。
  Whyshouldstthouswear,andwhereforeshouldItrust?
  Whendayshalldrivenotnightfromheaven,andnightShallchasenotdaytodeathward,thenshalldustBeconstant——andthestarsendurethesightOfdawnthatshallnotslaythem。
  LOCRINE。
  Bythineeyes—Turnedstormiernowthanstarsinbare—blownskiesWherethroughthewindringsmenace,——IwillswearNought:soshallfear,mistrust,andjealoushateLiefoodless,ifnotfangless。Thou,sofairThatheavenmightchangefortheethesealoffate,Howdarestthoudoubtthypoweronsoulsofmen?
  ESTRILD。
  WhatvowswerethosethatwontheeGuendolen?
  LOCRINE。
  Iswarenotsotoher。Thouknowest—
  ESTRILD。
  NotI。
  ThouknowestthatIknownothing。
  LOCRINE。
  Nay,IknowThatnothinglivesunderthesweetblueskyWorththysweetheeding,wouldstthouthinkbutso,Savelove——wherewiththouseestthyworldfulfilled。
  ESTRILD。
  Ay,——wouldIseebutwiththineeyes。
  LOCRINE。
  Estrild,Estrild!
  ESTRILD。
  NosoftreiteranceofmynameCansingmysorrowdownthatcomesandgoesAndcolourshopewithfearandlovewithshame。
  Rosehastthoucalledme:wereIliketherose,HappierwereIthanwoman:shesurvivesNotbyonehour,likeusoflongerlives,ThesunshelivesinandthelovehegivesAndtakesaway:butwe,whenlovegrowssere,Liveyet,whiletrustinlovenolongerlives,NordrinkforcomfortwiththedyingyearDeath。
  LOCRINE。
  WouldstthoudrinkforgetfulnessforwineTohealthineheartoflovetowardme?
  ESTRILD。
  Locrine,Locrine!
  LOCRINE。
  Thouwouldstnot:donotmockmethen,Sayingoutofevilheart,ineviljest,Thytrustisdeadtomeward。
  ESTRILD。
  Kingofmen,Wouldstthou,beingonlyofallmenlordliest,Belordofwomen’sthoughtsandlovingfears?
  Nay,wertthoulessthanlordofworldsandyears,Ofstarsandsunsandseasons,couldstthoudreamTotakesuchempireonthee?
  LOCRINE。
  Nay,notI—
  NomorethanshethereplayingbesidethestreamToslipwithinastormierstreamanddie。
  ESTRILD。
  Sherunstoonearthebrink。Sabrina!
  LOCRINE。
  See,Herhandsarelily—laden:letthembeAflower—sweetsymbolforus。
  EnterSABRINA。
  SABRINA。
  Sire!Osire,Seewhatfreshflowers——youknewnotthesebefore—
  Thespringhasbrought,toservemyheart’sdesire,Forthoftheriver’sbarrenbed!nomoreWillIrebukethesebanksforsterileslothWhenspringrestoresthewoodlands。Bymytroth,Ihopednot,whenyoucameagain,tobringSolargeatributeworthsofullasmile。
  LOCRINE。
  Child!howshouldItotheepaytribute?
  ESTRILD。
  King,Thouhastnotkissedher。
  LOCRINE。
  DaremylipsdefileHeaven?Omylove,insightofherandtheeImarvelhowthesunshouldlookonmeAndsparetoturnhisbeamstofire。
  ESTRILD。
  ThechildHears,andistroubled。
  SABRINA。
  DidIwrong,tosay’Sire?’butyoubademesayso。Heismild,Andwillnotchideme。Father!
  ESTRILD。
  Hear’stthou?
  LOCRINE。
  Yea—
  Ihear。IwouldtheworldbeyondoursightWeredeadasworldsforgotten。
  ESTRILD。
  WouldstthoufrightHer?
  LOCRINE。
  Hathallsenseforsakenme?Sabrina,Thoudostnotfearme?
  SABRINA。
  No。ButwhenyoureyesWaxredanddark,withflaughtsoffirebetween,Ifearthem——ortheyfrightme。
  LOCRINE。
  Wertthouwise,Theywouldnot。NeverhaveIlookedontheeSo。
  SABRINA。
  Nay——Ifearnotwhatmightfallonme。
  Herelaughsmyfather——heremymothersmiles—
  Heresmilesandlaughsthewater——whatshouldI
  Fear?
  LOCRINE。
  Noughtmorefearfulthanthewater’swiles—
  Whichwhosofearsnoterehefearshalldie。
  SABRINA。
  Die?andisdeathnolessanillthandread?
  Ihadlieferdiethanbenorquicknordead。
  Ithinkthereisnodeathbutfearofdeath。
  LOCRINE。
  OfdeathorlifeoranythingbutloveWhatknowestthou?
  SABRINA。
  Lessthanthese,mymothersaith—
  LessthantheflowersthatseeingallheavenaboveFadeandwaxhoarordarken,losetheirtrustAndleavetheirjoyandlettheirgloriesrustAnddieforfearerewinterwoundthem:weLivenolessgladofsnowtimethanofspring:
  Itcannotchangemyfather’sfaceformeNorturnfrommineawaymymother’s。KingTheycallthee:haththykingshipmadetheelessInheightofheartthanweare?
  LOCRINE。
  No,andyes。
  Heresitsmyheartatheightofhersandthine,Laughingforlove:herenotthequiringbirdsSinghigherthansingsmyspirit:IamhereLocrine,Whomnosoundvexeshereofswordsorwords,Nocloudofthoughtorthunder:weremylifeCrownedbutaslordandsireofchildandwife,Thronedbutasprinceofwoodland,bankandbower,Myjoyswerethenimperial,andmystateFirmasastar,thatnowisasaflower。
  SABRINA。
  Thoushouldstnotthen——ifjoygrowheresogreat—
  Partfromus。
  LOCRINE。
  No:forjoygrowselsewherescant。
  SABRINA。
  IwouldfainseethetowersofTroynovant。
  LOCRINE。
  Godkeepthineeyesfulfilledwithsweetersights,Andthisonefromthemever!
  SABRINA。
  Why?MensayThinehallsarefullofguests,princesandknights,Andlordlymustersofsuperbarray;
  Whyarewethencealone,andalway?
  ESTRILD。
  Peace,Child:letthybabblechangeitsnote,orceaseHere;isthysirenotwiser——byGod’sgrace—
  ThanIorthou?
  LOCRINE。
  WouldstthoutooseefulfilledThefearwhoseshadowfallenonjoy’sfairfaceStrikesitmoresadthansorrow’sown?Estrild,WastthouthenhappiererethiswildwoodshrineHidtheefromhomage,lefttheebutLocrineForworshipperlessworthygraceoftheeThanthosethysometimesuppliants?
  ESTRILD。
  Nay;mylordTakestoomuchthought——iftonguesringtrue——forme。
  LOCRINE。
  SuchtonguesringfalserthanabrokenchordWhosejardistunesthemusic。
  ESTRILD。
  WiltthoustayButthreenightshere?
  LOCRINE。
  Ihadneedbehencetoday。
  ESTRILD。
  Go。
  SABRINA。
  ButIbidtheetarry;whatamI
  ThatthoushouldstheednotwhatIbidthee?
  LOCRINE。
  QueenAndempressmoreimperiousandmorehighAndregentroyallerthantimehathseenAndmightiermistressofthysireandthrall:
  YetmustIgo。ButerethenextmoonfallAgainwillIgrowhappy。
  ESTRILD。
  Whocansay?
  LOCRINE。
  SomuchcanI——exceptthestarscombineUnseasonablytostayme。
  ESTRILD。
  LetthemstayThetides,theseasonsrather。Love!Locrine!
  Ineverpartedfromthee,norshallpart,Savewithafiremorekeenthanfireatheart:
  Butnowthepangthatwringsme,soulandsense,Andturnsfairdaytodarknessdeepashell,Warnsme,thewordthatsealsthypartinghence—
  ’Farewell’——shallbidusnevermorefarewell。
  SABRINA。
  Lo!shetoobidstheetarry;dostthounotHear?
  LOCRINE。
  MightIchoose,smallneedwerehers,Godwot,Orthine,tobidmetarry。WhenIcomeAgain—
  SABRINA。
  Thoushaltnotseeme:IwillhideFromsightofsuchasire——orbowdowndumbBeforehim——strongandhardasheinpride—
  Andsothoushaltnothearme。
  LOCRINE。
  Whocantell?
  SonowsayI。
  ESTRILD。
  Godkeepmylord!
  LOCRINE。
  Farewell。
  [Exeunt。
  SCENEII。——Troynovant。ARoominthePalace。
  EnterGUENDOLENandMADAN。
  GUENDOLEN。
  Comeclose,andlookuponme。Childorman,—
  Iknownothowtocallthee,beingmychild,Whoknownothowmyselfamcalled,norcan—
  Godwitness——telltheewhatshouldshebestyledWhobearsthebrandandburdensetonherThatmanhathsetonme——thelandsarewildWhencelateIbadetheehither,swiftofspurAshethatridestoguardhismother’slife;
  Thouhastfoundnoughtloathlierthere,noughthate—fullerInallthewildsthatseethewithfluctuantstrife,Thanherebesetsthineadvent。Son,ifthouBesonofmine,andIthyfather’swife—
  MADAN。
  Ifheavenbeheaven,andGodbeGod。
  GUENDOLEN。
  AsnowWeknownotiftheybe。Givemethinehand。
  Thouhastmineeyesbeneaththyfather’sbrow,—
  Andthereforebearsitnotthetraitor’sbrand。
  Swear——ButIwouldnotbidtheeswearinvainNorbindtheeerethineownsoulunderstand,Erethineownheartbemoltenwithmypain,TodosuchworkforbitterloveofmeAshaply,knowingmyheart,thouwertnotfain—
  Eventhou——totakeuponthee——bindonthee—
  Setallthysoultodoordie。
  MADAN。
  Iswear。
  GUENDOLEN。
  Andthoughthousworestnot,yetthethingshouldbe。
  TheburdenfoundformesosoretobearWhyshouldIlayonanyhandbutmine,Orbidthineowntakeparttherein,andwearAfather’sblooduponit——here——forsign?
  Ay,nowthoupluck’stitforthofherstowhomThousworestandgavestitplighted。OLocrine,Thyseeditwasthatsprangwithinmywomb,Thine,andnoneother——traitorbornandliar,False—faced,false—tongued——thefireofhellconsumeMe,thee,andhimforever!
  MADAN。
  HathmysireWrongedthee?
  GUENDOLEN。
  Thysire?mylord?theflowerofmen?
  How?
  MADAN。
  Forthytonguewastippedbutnowwithfire—
  Withfireofhell——againsthim。
  GUENDOLEN。
  Now,andthen,Aretwain;thouknowestnotwomen,howtheirtongueTakesfire,andstraightlearnspatience:GuendolenIstherenomorethancrownlesswoman,wrungAtheartwithanguish,andinutterancemadAseventhemeanestwhomasnakehathstungSoneartheheartthatallthepulseithadGrowspalpitatingpoison。WiltthouknowWhence?
  MADAN。
  CouldIhealit,thenmineownwereglad。
  GUENDOLEN。
  Whatthink’stthouwerethebitterestwrong,thewoeLeastbearablebywoman,worstofallThatmanmightlayuponher?Nay,thouartslow:
  Speak:thoughthouspeakbutfolly。Silent?CallTomindwhatsothouhasteverheardofillMostmonstrous,thatshouldturntofireandgallThemilkandbloodofmaidormother——stillThoushaltnotfind,Ithink,whathehathdone—
  WhatIendure,anddienot。FormywillItisthatholdsmeyetalive,Oson,Tillallmywrongbewroken,heretokeepFastwatch,alivingsoulbeforethesun,Anhungeredandathirstfornightandsleep,ThatwillnotslaketheravinofherthirstNorquenchherfireofhunger,tillshereapTheharvestlovedofallmen,lastasfirst—
  Vengeance。
  MADAN。
  Whatwrongisthishehathdonethee?WordsAreedgelessweapons:liveweblestorcurst,NojotthemoreofevilorgoodengirdsThelifewithbitterestcursescompassedroundOrgirtaboutwithblessing。HindsandherdsWagethreatsandbrawlandwrangle:windandsoundSufficetheirsoulsforvengeance:werequireDeeds,andtillplacefortheseandtimebefoundSilence。Whatbidstheebidmeslaymysire?
  GUENDOLEN。
  Ipraisethegodsthatgavemethee:thineheartIsnoneofhis,nochangeling’sindesire,Nocoward’saswhobegatthee:minethouartAll,andmineonly。Lendmenowthineear:
  Thouknowest—
  MADAN。
  WhatanguishholdsthylipsapartAndstrikestheesilent?AmIboundtohearWhatthoutospeakartboundnot?