forhefelt,inhissoreperplexedheart,fullofindignationanddumbanger,asifhemustgoandhearsomethingwhichshouldexorcisetheunwontedlongingforrevengethatdisturbedhisgrief,andmadehimconsciousofthatgreatblankofconsolationwhichfaithfulnessproduces。Andforthetimehewasfaithless。HowcameGodtopermitsuchcruelinjusticeofman?
Permittingit,Hecouldnotbegood。Thenwhatwaslife,andwhatwasdeath,butwoeanddespair?Thebeautifulsolemnwordsoftheritualhaddonehimgood,andrestoredmuchofhisfaith。Thoughhecouldnotunder—standwhysuchsorrowhadbefallenhimanymorethanbefore,hehadcomebacktosomethingofhischildliketrust;hekeptsayingtohimselfinawhisper,ashemountedthewearysteps,'ItistheLord'sdoing;'andtherepetitionsoothedhimunspeakably。Behindthisoldcouplefollowedtheirchildren,grownmenandwomen,comefromdistantplaceorfarmhouseservice;theservantsatthevicarage,andmanyaneighbour,anxioustoshowtheirsympathy,andmostofthesailorsfromthecrewsofthevesselsinport,joinedinprocession,andfollowedthedeadbodyintothechurch。TherewastoogreatacrowdimmediatelywithinthedoorforSylviaandMollytogoinagain,andtheyaccordinglybetookthemselvestotheplacewherethedeepgravewaswaiting,wideandhungry,toreceiveitsdead。
There,leaningagainst,theheadstonesallaround,weremanystanding——lookingoverthebroadandplacidsea,andturnedtothesoftsaltairwhichblewontheirhoteyesandrigidfaces;fornoonespokeofallthatnumber。
Theywerethinkingoftheviolentdeathofhimoverwhomthesolemnwordswerenowbeingsaidinthegrayoldchurch,scarcelyoutoftheirhearing,hadnotthesoundbeenbrokenbythemeasuredlappingofthetidefarbeneath。Suddenlyeveryonelookedroundtowardsthepathfromthechurchyardsteps。
Twosailorsweresupportingaghastlyfigurethat,withfeeblemotions,wasdrawingneartheopengrave。'It'st'specksioneerastriedtosavehim!It'shimaswasleftfordead!'
thepeoplemurmuredround。'It'sCharleyKinraid,asI'masinner!'saidMolly,startingforwardtogreethercousin。Butashecameon,shesawthatallhisstrengthwasneededforthemereactionofwalking。Thesailors,intheirstrongsympathy,hadyieldedtohisearnestentreaty,andcarriedhimupthesteps,inorderthathemightseethelastofhismessmate。Theyplacedhimnearthegrave,restingagainstastone,andhewashardlytherebeforethevicarcameforthandthegreatcrowdpouredoutofthechurch,followingthebodytothegrave。Sylviawassomuchwraptupinthesolemnityoftheoccasion,thatshehadnothoughttospareatthefirstmomentforthepaleandhaggardfigureopposite;muchlesswassheawareofhercousinPhilip,whonowsinglingheroutforthefirsttimefromamongthecrowd,pressedtoherside,withanintentionofcompanionshipandprotection。Astheservicewenton,ill—checkedsobsrosefrombehindthetwogirls,whowereamongtheforemostinthecrowdandby—and—bythecryandthewailbecamegeneral。Sylvia'stearsraineddownherface,andherdistressbecamesoevidentthatitattractedtheattentionofmanyinthatinnercircle。Amongotherswhonoticedit,thespecksioneer'sholloweyeswerecaughtbythesightoftheinnocentbloomingchildlikefaceoppositetohim,andhewonderedifshewerearelation;yet,seeingthatsheborenobadgeofmourning,heratherconcludedthatshemusthavebeenasweetheartofthedeadman。Andnowallwasover:therattleofthegravelonthecoffin;thelastlong,lingeringlookoffriendsandlovers;therosemarysprigshadbeencastdownbyallwhowerefortunateenoughtohavebroughtthem——andoh!
howmuchSylviawishedshehadrememberedthislastactofrespect——andslowlytheouterrimofthecrowdbegantoslackenanddisappear。NowPhilipspoketoSylvia。'Ineverdreamtofseeingyouhere。IthoughtmyauntalwayswenttoKirkMoorside。''IcamewithMollyCorney,'saidSylvia。'Motherisstayingathomewithfeyther。''How'shisrheumatics?'askedPhilip。ButatthesamemomentMollytookholdofSylvia'shand,andsaid——'Awantt'getroundandspeaktoCharley。Mother'llbemainandgladtohearashe'sgettenout;though,forsure,helooksasthoughhe'dha'
beenbetterin'sbed。Come,Sylvia。'AndPhilip,faintokeepwithSylvia,hadtofollowthetwogirlscloseuptothespecksioneer,whowaspreparingforhisslowlaboriouswalkbacktohislodgings。Hestoppedonseeinghiscousin。'Well,Molly,'saidhe,faintly,puttingouthishand,buthiseyepassingherfacetolookatSylviainthebackground,hertear—stainedfacefullofshyadmirationofthenearestapproachtoaheroshehadeverseen。'Well,Charley,aniverwassotakenabackaswhenasawyo'theere,likeaghost,a—standin'aginagravestone。Howwhiteandwanyo'dolook!''Ay!'saidhe,wearily,'wanandweakenough。''ButIhopeyou'regettingbetter,sir,'saidSylvia,inalowvoice,longingtospeaktohim,andyetwonderingatherowntemerity。'Thankyou,mylass。I'mo'erth'worst。'Hesighedheavily。Philipnowspoke。'We'redoinghimnokindnessa—keepinghimstandingherei't'night—fall,andhimsotired。'Andhemadeasthoughhewouldturnaway。Kinraid'stwosailorfriendsbackedupPhilip'swordswithsuchurgency,that,somehow,Sylviathoughttheyhadbeentoblameinspeakingtohim,andblushedexcessivelywiththeidea。'Yo'llcomeandbenursedatMossBrow,Charley,'saidMolly;andSylviadroppedherlittlemaidenlycurtsey,andsaid,'Good—by;'andwentaway,wonderinghowMollycouldtalksofreelytosuchahero;butthen,tobesure,hewasacousin,andprobablyasweetheart,andthatwouldmakeagreatdealofdifference,ofcourse。Meanwhileherowncousinkeptclosebyherside。
chapter07CHAPTERVIITETE—A—TETE。——THEWILL'Andnowtellmeallaboutt'folkathome,'saidPhilip,evidentlypreparingtowalkbackwiththegirls。HegenerallycametoHaytersbankeverySundayafternoon,soSylviaknewwhatshehadtoexpectthemomentshebecameawareofhisneighbourhoodinthechurchyard。'Myfeyther'sbeensadlytroubledwithhisrheumaticsthisweekpast;buthe'savastbetternow,thankyoukindly。'Then,addressingherselftoMolly,sheasked,'Hasyourcousinadoctortolookafterhim?''Ay,forsure!'saidMolly,quickly;forthoughsheknewnothingaboutthematter,shewasdeterminedtosupposethathercousinhadeverythingbecominganinvalidaswellasahero。'He'swell—to—do,andcanaffordiverythingasheneeds,'continuedshe。'Hisfeyther'slefthimmoney,andhewereafarmeroutupi'Northumberland,andhe'sreckonedsuchaspecksioneerasniver,niverwas,andgetswhatwageheasksforandashareoneverywhaleheharpoonsbeside。''Ireckonhe'llhavetomakehimselfscarceonthiscoastforawhile,atanyrate,'saidPhilip。'An'whatforshouldhe?'askedMolly,whoneverlikedPhilipatthebestoftimes,andnow,ifhewasgoingtodisparagehercousininanyway,wasreadytotakeuparmsanddobattle。'Why,theydosayashefiredtheshotashaskilledsomeo'themen—o'—war'smen,and,ofcourse,ifhehas,he'llhavetostandhistrialifhe'scaught。''Whatliespeopledosay!'exclaimedMolly。'Heniverkillednoughtbutwhales,a'llbebound;or,ifhedid,itwereallrightandproperasheshould,whentheywereforstealinghiman'allt'others,anddidkillpoorDarleyaswecomefra'seem'buried。Asuppose,nowyo'resuchaQuakerthat,ifsomeonewastobreakthroughfra't'othersideo'thisdyke,andofferfortomurderSylviaandme,yo'dlookonwi'yo'rhandshangingbyyo'rside。''Butt'press—ganghadlawontheirside,andweredoingnoughtbutwhatthey'dwarrantfor。''Th'tender'sgoneaway,asifshewereashamedo'whatshe'ddone,'saidSylvia,'andt'flag'sdownfra'o'ertheRandyvowse。There'llbenomorepress—ganginghereawhile。''No;feythersays,'continuedMolly,'asthey'vemadet'placetoohott'hold'em,comingsostrongaforepeoplehadgettenusedtotheirwayso'catchin'uppoorladsjustcomefra't'Greenlandseas。T'folksha'
theirbloodsoupthey'dthinknoharmo'fighting'emi't'streets——ay,ando'killing'em,too,iftheywereforusingfire—arms,ast'Aurora'smendid。''Womenissofondo'bloodshed,'saidPhilip;'fort'hearyoutalk,who'dha'thoughtyou'djustcomefra'cryingowerthegraveofamanwhowaskilledbyviolence?Ishouldha'thoughtyou'dseenenoughofwhatsorrowcomeso'fighting。Why,themladso't'AuroraastheysayKinraidshotdownhadfathersandmothers,maybe,alookingoutforthemtocomehome。''Idon'tthinkhecouldha'killedthem,'saidSylvia;'helookedsogentle。'ButMollydidnotlikethishalf—and—halfviewofthecase。'Adaresayhedidkill'emdead;he'snotonetodothingsbyhalves。
Andathinkheserved'emreet,that'swhatado。''Isna'thisHester,asservesinFoster'sshop?'askedSylvia,inalowvoice,asayoungwomancamethroughastileinthestonewallbytheroadside,andsuddenlyappearedbeforethem。'Yes,'saidPhilip。'Why,Hester,wherehaveyoubeen?'heasked,astheydrewnear。Hesterreddenedalittle,andthenreplied,inherslow,quietway——'I'vebeensittingwithBetsyDarley——herthatisbed—ridden。Itwerelonesomeforherwhentheotherswereawayattheburying。'Andshemadeasthoughshewouldhavepassed;butSylvia,allhersympathiesalivefortherelationsofthemurderedman,wantedtoaskmorequestions,andputherhandonHester'sarmtodetainheramoment。Hestersuddenlydrewbackalittle,reddenedstillmore,andthenrepliedfullyandquietlytoallSylviaasked。Intheagriculturalcounties,andamongtheclasstowhichthesefourpersonsbelonged,thereislittleanalysisofmotiveorcomparisonofcharactersandactions,evenatthispresentdayofenlightenment。Sixtyorseventyyearsagotherewasstillless。IdonotmeanthatamongstthoughtfulandseriouspeopletherewasnotmuchreadingofsuchbooksasMasononSelf—Knowledge,andLaw'sSeriousCall,orthattherewerenottheexperiencesoftheWesleyans,thatwererelatedatclass—meetingfortheedificationofthehearers。But,takenasageneralride,itmaybesaidthatfewknewwhatmannerofmentheywere,comparedtothenumbersnowwhoarefullyconsciousoftheirvirtues,qualities,failings,andweaknesses,andwhogoaboutcomparingotherswiththemselvesnotinaspiritofPharisaismandarrogance,butwithavividself—consciousnessthatmorethananythingelsedeprivescharactersoffreshnessandoriginality。Toreturntothepartyweleftstandingonthehigh—raisedfootwaythatranalongsideofthebridle—roadtoHaytersbank。Sylviahadleisureinherhearttothink'howgoodHesterisforsittingwiththepoorbed—riddensisterofDarley!'withouthavingapangofself—depreciationinthecomparisonofherownconductwiththatshewascapableofsofullyappreciating。
Shehadgonetochurchfortheendsofvanity,andremainedtothefuneralforcuriosityandthepleasureoftheexcitement。Inthiswayamodernyoungladywouldhavecondemnedherself,andthereforelostthesimple,purifyingpleasureofadmirationofanother。Hesterpassedonwards,goingdownthehilltowardsthetown。Theotherthreewalkedslowlyon。Allweresilentforafewmoments,thenSylviasaid——'Howgoodsheis!'AndPhiliprepliedwithreadywarmth,——'Yes,sheis;nooneknowshowgoodbutus,wholiveinthesamehousewi'her。''HermotherisanoldQuakeress,bean'tshe?'Mollyinquired。'AliceRoseisaFriend,ifthatiswhatyoumean,'saidPhilip。'Well,well!somefolk'ssoparticular。IsWilliamCoulsonaQuaker,bywhichameanaFriend?''Yes;they'reallon'emright—downgoodfolk。''Dearyme!Whatawonderyo'canspeaktosuchsinnersasSylviaandme,afterkeepin'companywithsomuchgoodness,'saidMolly,whohadnotyetforgivenPhilipfordoubtingKinraid'spowerofkillingmen。'Isna'it,Sylvia?'ButSylviawastoohighlystrungforbanter。Ifshehadnotbeenoneofthosewhowenttomock,butremainedtopray,shehadgonetochurchwiththethoughtofthecloak—that—was—to—beuppermostinhermind,andshehadcomedownthelongchurchstairwithlifeanddeathsuddenlybecomerealtohermind,theenduringseaandhillsformingacontrastingbackgroundtothevanishingawayofman。Shewasfullofasolemnwonderastotheabiding—placeofthesoulsofthedead,andachildlikedreadlestthenumberoftheelectshouldbeaccomplishedbeforeshewasincludedtherein。
Howpeoplecouldeverbemerryagainaftertheyhadbeenatafuneral,shecouldnotimagine;sosheansweredgravely,andslightlybesidethequestion:'IwonderifIwasaFriendifIshouldbegood?''Gi'meyourredcloak,that'sall,whenyo'turnQuaker;they'llnonelettheewearscarlet,soit'llbeofnouset'thee。''Ithinkthou'rtgoodenoughasthouart,'saidPhilip,tenderly——atleastastenderlyashedurst,forheknewbyexperiencethatitdidnotdotoalarmhergirlishcoyness。EitheronespeechortheothermadeSylviasilent;
neitherwasaccordanttohermoodofmind,soperhapsbothcontributedtoherquietness。'FolksayWilliamCoulsonlookssweetonHesterRose,'saidMolly,alwaysupinMonkshavengossip。Itwasintheformofanassertion,butwassaidinthetoneofaquestion,andassuchPhiliprepliedtoit。'Yes,Ithinkhelikesheragooddeal;buthe'ssoquiet,Ineverfeelsure。JohnandJeremiahwouldlikethematch,I'veanotion。'AndnowtheycametothestilewhichhadfilledPhilip'seyeforsomeminutespast,thoughneitheroftheothershadperceivedtheyweresonearit;
thestilewhichledtoMossBrowfromtheroadintothefieldsthatslopeddowntoHaystersbank。HeretheywouldleaveMolly,andnowwouldbeginthedelicioustete—a—tetewalk,whichPhilipalwaystriedtomakeaslingeringaspossible。To—dayhewasanxioustoshowhissympathywithSylvia,asfarashecouldreadwhatwaspassinginhermind;buthowwashetoguessthemultitudeoftangledthoughtsinthatunseenreceptacle?
Aresolutiontobegood,ifshecould,andalwaystobethinkingondeath,sothatwhatseemedtohernowassimplyimpossible,mightcometrue——thatshemight'dreadthegraveaslittleasherbed;'awishthatPhilipwerenotcominghomewithher;awonderifthespecksioneerreallyhadkilledaman,anideawhichmadehershudder;yetfromtheawfulfascinationaboutit,herimaginationwascompelledtodwellonthetall,gauntfigure,andtrytorecallthewancountenance;ahatredanddesireofrevengeonthepress—gang,sovehementthatitsadlymilitatedagainstherintentionoftryingtobegood;allthesenotions,andwonders,andfancies,werewhirlingaboutinSylvia'sbrain,andatoneoftheirpromptingsshespoke,——'Howmanymilesawayist'Greenlandseas?——Imean,howlongdotheytaketoreach?''Idon'tknow;tendaysorafortnight,ormore,maybe。I'llask。''Oh!feyther'lltellmeallaboutit。He'sbeentheremanyatune。''Isay,Sylvie!MyauntsaidIweretogiveyoulessonsthiswinteri'
writingandciphering。Icanbegintocomeupnow,twoevenings,maybe,aweek。T'shopclosesearlyafterNovembercomesin。'Sylviadidnotlikelearning,anddidnotwanthimforherteacher;sosheansweredinadrylittletone,——'It'lluseadealo'candle—light;mother'llnotlikethat。Ican'tseetospellwi'outacandlecloseatmyelbow。''Nivermindaboutcandles。Icanbringupacandlewi'me,forIshouldbeburningoneatAliceRose's。'Sothatexcusewouldnotdo。Sylviabeatherbrainsforanother。'Writingcrampsmyhandso,Ican'tdoanysewingforadayafter;andfeytherwantshisshirtsverybad。''But,Sylvia,I'llteachyougeography,andeversuchavasto'finethingsaboutt'countries,ont'map。''Ist'Arcticseasdownont'map?'sheasked,inatoneofgreaterinterest。'Yes!Arctics,andtropics,andequator,andequinoctialline;we'lltake'emturnandturnabout;we'lldowritingandcipheringonenight,andgeographyt'other。'Philipspokewithpleasureattheprospect,butSylviarelaxedintoindifference。'I'mnoscholard;it'slikethrowingawaylabourtoteachme,I'msuchadunceatmybook。Nowthere'sBetsyCorney,thirdgirl,herasisyoungerthanMolly,she'dbeacredittoyou。Thereniverwassuchalassforpotteringowerbooks。'IfPhiliphadhadhiswitsabouthim,hewouldhavepre—tendedtolistentothispropositionofachangeofpupils,andthenpossiblySylviamighthaverepentedmakingit。Buthewastoomuchmortifiedtobediplomatic。'Myauntaskedmetoteachyouabit,notanyneighbour'slass。''Well!ifImunbetaught,Imun;butI'draytherbewhippedandha'donewithit,'wasSylvia'sungraciousreply。Amomentafterwards,sherepentedofherlittlespiritofunkindness,andthoughtthatsheshouldnotliketodiethatnightwithoutmakingfriends。
Suddendeathwasverypresentinherthoughtssincethefuneral。Sosheinstinctivelychosethebestmethodofmakingfriendsagain,andslippedherhandintohis,ashewalkedalittlesullenlyatherside。Shewashalfafraid,however,whenshefounditfirmlyheld,andthatshecouldnotdrawitawayagainwithoutmakingwhatshecalledinherownminda'fuss。'So,handinhand,theyslowlyandsilentlycameuptothedoorofHaytersbankFarm;notunseenbyBellRobson,whosateinthewindow—seat,withherBibleopenuponherknee。Shehadreadherchapteraloudtoherself,andnowshecouldseenolonger,evenifshehadwishedtoreadmore;butshegazedoutintothedarkeningair,andadimlookofcontentmentcamelikemoonshineoverherfacewhenshesawthecousinsapproach。'That'smyprayerdayandnight,'saidshetoherself。Buttherewasnounusualaspectofgladnessonherface,asshelightedthecandletogivethemamorecheerfulwelcome。'Wheere'sfeyther?'saidSylvia,lookingroundtheroomforDaniel。'He'sbeentoKirkMoorsideChurch,fort'seeabito'th'world,asheca'sit。Andsin'thenhe'sgoneouttoth'cattle;forKester'sta'enhisturnofplayinghissel',nowthatfather'sbetter。''I'vebeentalkingtoSylvia,'saidPhilip,hisheadstillfullofhispleasantplan,hishandstilltinglingfromthetouchofhers,'aboutturningschoolmaster,andcomingupheretwonightsaweekfort'teachherabito'writingandciphering。''Andgeography,'putinSylvia;'for,'thoughtshe,'ifI'mtolearnthemthingsIdon'tcareapinabout,anyhowI'lllearnwhatIdocaretoknow,ifit'lltellmeaboutt'Greenlandseas,andhowfarthey'reoff。'Thatsameevening,atrioalikeinmanyoutwardcircumstancessateinasmallneatroominahouseopeningoutofaconfinedcourtonthehillysideoftheHighStreetofMonkshaven——amother,heronlychild,andtheyoungmanwhosilentlylovedthatdaughter,andwasfavouredbyAliceRose,thoughnotbyHester。Whenthelatterreturnedfromherafternoon'sabsence,shestoodforaminuteortwoonthelittleflightofsteepsteps,whitenedtoasnowywhiteness;theaspectofthewholehousepartookofthesamecharacterofirreproachablecleanliness。Itwaswedgedupintoaspacewhichnecessitatedallsortsofoddprojectionsandirregularitiesinordertoobtainsufficientlightfortheinterior;andifeverthebeingsituatedinadusky,confinedcornermighthavebeenmadeanexcusefordirt,AliceRose'shousehadthatapology。Yetthesmalldiamondpanesofglassinthecasementwindowwerekeptsobrightandclearthatagreatsweet—scented—leavedgeraniumgrewandflourished,thoughitdidnotflowerprofusely。TheleavesseemedtofilltheairwithfragranceassoonasHestersummonedupenergyenoughtoopenthedoor。PerhapsthatwasbecausetheyoungQuaker,WilliamCoulson,wascrushingonebetweenhisfingerandthumb,whilewaitingtosetdownAlice'snextwords。Fortheoldwoman,wholookedasifmanyyearsofliferemainedinheryet,wassolemnlydictatingherlastwillandtestament。Ithadbeenonhermindformanymonths;forshehadsomethingtoleavebeyondthemerefurnitureofthehouse。Something——afewpounds——inthehandsofJohnandJeremiahFoster,hercousins:anditwastheywhohadsuggestedthedutyonwhichshewasengaged。ShehadaskedWilliamCoulsontowritedownherwishes,andhehadconsented,thoughwithsomefearandtrepidation;forhehadanideathathewasinfringingonalawyer'sprerogative,andthat,foraughtheknew,hemightbeprosecutedformakingawillwithoutalicence,justasamanmightbepunishedforsellingwineandspiritswithoutgoingthroughthepreliminarylegalformsthatgivepermissionforsuchasale。ButtohissuggestionthatAliceshouldemployalawyer,shehadreplied——'Thatwouldcostmefivepoundssterling;andtheecanstdoitaswell,ifthee'llbutattendtomywords。'Sohehadbought,atherdesire,ablack—edgedsheetoffine—wovepaper,andacoupleofgoodpens,onthepreviousSaturday;andwhilewaitingforhertobeginherdictation,andfullseriousthoughthimself,hehadalmostunconsciouslymadethegrandflourishatthetopofthepaperwhichhehadlearntatschool,andwhichwastherecalledaspread—eagle。'Whatarttheedoingthere?'askedAlice,suddenlyalivetohisproceedings。Withoutawordheshowedherhishandiwork。'It'savanity,'saidshe,'and'tmaymaket'willnotstand。FolkmaythinkIwerenainmyrightmind,iftheyseesuchfly—legsandcob—websa—top。Write,"Thisismydoing,WilliamCoulson,andnoneofAliceRose's,shebeinginhersoundmind。"''Idon'tthinkit'sneeded,'saidWilliam。Neverthelesshewrotedownthewords。'HasttheeputthatI'minmysoundmindandsevensenses?ThenmakethesignoftheTrinity,andwrite,"InthenameoftheFather,theSon,andtheHolyGhost。"''Isthattherightwayo'beginningawill?'saidCoulson,alittlestartled。'Myfather,andmyfather'sfather,andmyhusbandhadita—topoftheirs,andI'mnoanegoingfortoceasefra'followingafterthem,fortheyweregodlymen,thoughmyhusbandwereo't'episcopalpersuasion。''It'sdone,'saidWilliam。'Hasttheedatedit?'askedAlice。'Nay。''Thendateitthirdday,ninthmonth。Now,artready?'Coulsonnodded。'I,AliceRose,doleavemyfurniture(thatis,mybedandchesto'drawers,forthybedandthingsisthine,andnotmine),andsettle,andsaucepans,anddresser,andtable,andkettle,andalltherestofmyfurniture,tomylawfulandonlydaughter,HesterRose。Ithinkthat'ssafeforhertohaveall,is'tnot,William?''Ithinkso,too,'saidhe,writingonallthetime。'Andtheeshalthavet'rollerandpaste—board,becausethee'ssofondo'puddingsandcakes。It'llservethywifeafterI'mgone,andItrustshe'llboilherpastelongenough,forthat'sbeent'secreto'mine,andthee'llnoanebesoeasyt'please。''Idin'treckononmarriage,'saidWilliam。'Thee'llmarry,'saidAlice。'Theelikestohavethyvictualshotandcomfortable;
andthere'snoanemanybutawifeas'lllookafterthatfort'pleasethee。''Iknowwhocouldpleaseme,'sighedforthWilliam,'butIcan'tpleaseher。'Alicelookedsharplyathimfromoverherspectacles,whichshehadputonthebettertothinkaboutthedisposalofherproperty。'TheeartthinkingonourHester,'saidshe,plainlyout。Hestartedalittle,butlookedupatherandmethereyes。'Hestercaresnoaneforme,'saidhe,dejectedly。'Bideawhile,mylad,'saidAlice,kindly。'Youngwomendon'talwaysknowtheirownminds。Theeandherwouldmakeamarriageaftermyownheart;
andtheLordhasbeenverygoodtomehitherto,andIthinkHe'llbringitt'pass。Butdon'ttheeletonastheecaresforhersomuch。Isometimesthinkshewearieso'thylooksandthyways。Showupthymanlyheart,andmakeasthoughtheehadmuchelsetothinkon,andnoleisurefortodawdleafterher,andshe'llthinkadealmoreonthee。Andnowmendthypenforafreshstart。Igiveandbequeath——didtheeput"giveandbequeath,"atth'beginning?''Nay,'saidWilliam,lookingback。'Theedidstnottellme"giveandbequeath!"''Thenitwon'tbelegal,andmybito'furniture'llbetakentoLondon,andputintochancery,andHesterwillhavenoaneonit。''Icanwriteitover,'saidWilliam。'Well,writeitclearthen,andputalineunderittoshowthosearemyspecialwords。Hasttheedoneit?Thennowstartafresh。Igiveandbequeathmybooko'sermons,asisboundingoodcalfskin,andliesonthethirdshelfo'cornercupboardattherighthando't'fire—place,toPhilipHepburn;forIreckonhe'sasfondo'readingsermonsastheearto'light,well—boiledpaste,andI'dbegladforeachonyetohavesomewhatyelikefortoremembermeby。Isthatdown?There;nowformycousinsJohnandJeremiah。Theyarerichi'world'sgear,butthey'llprizewhatIleave'emifIcouldonlyonbethinkmewhattheywouldlike。Hearken!Isna'
thatourHester'sstep?Putitaway,quick!I'mnoaneforgrievingherwi'tellingherwhatI'vebeenabout。We'lltakeaturnatt'willnextFirstDay;itwillserveusforseveralSabbathstocome,andmaybeIcanthinkonsomethingaswillsuitcousinJohnandcousinJeremiahaforethen。'Hester,aswasmentioned,pausedaminuteortwobeforeliftingthelatchofthedoor。Whensheenteredtherewasnounusualsignofwritingabout;
onlyWillCoulsonlookingveryred,andcrushingandsmellingatthegeraniumleaf。Hestercameinbriskly,withthelittlestockofenforcedcheerfulnessshehadstoppedatthedoortoacquire。Butitfadedawayalongwiththefaintflushofcolourinhercheeks;andthemother'squickeyeimmediatelynotedthewanheavylookofcare。'Ihavekeptt'potint'oven;it'llhavea'mostgota't'goodnessoutoft'teabynow,forit'llbeanhoursinceImadeit。Poorlass,thoulook'stasifthouneededagoodcupo'tea。Itweredreeworksittingwi'BetsyDarley,wereit?Andhowdoesshelookonheraffliction?''Shetakesitsoretoheart,'saidHester,takingoffherhat,andfoldingandsmoothingawayhercloak,beforeputtingtheminthegreatoakchest(or'ark,'asitwascalled),inwhichtheywerelaidfromSundaytoSunday。Assheopenedthelidasweetscentofdriedlavenderandrose—leavescameout。Williamsteppedhastilyforwardstoholduptheheavylidforher。
Sheliftedupherhead,lookedathimfullwithhersereneeyes,andthankedhimforhislittleservice。Thenshetookacreepie—stoolandsatedownonthesideofthefireplace,havingherbacktothewindow。Thehearthwasofthesamespotlesswhitenessasthesteps;allthatwasblackaboutthegratewaspolishedtotheutmostextent;allthatwasofbrass,likethehandleoftheoven,wasburnishedbright。Hermotherplacedthelittleblackearthenwareteapot,inwhichtheteahadbeenstewing,onthetable,wherecupsandsaucerswerealreadysetforfour,andalargeplateofbreadandbuttercut。Thentheysateroundthetable,bowedtheirheads,andkeptsilenceforaminuteortwo。Whenthisgracewasended,andtheywereabouttobegin,Alicesaid,asifwithoutpremeditation,butinrealitywithakeenshrinkingofheartoutofsympathywithherchild——'Philipwouldhavebeenintohisteabynow,Ireckon,ifhe'dbeencoming。'WilliamlookedupsuddenlyatHester;hermothercarefullyturnedherheadanotherway。Butsheansweredquitequietly——'He'llbegonetohisaunt'satHaytersbank。Imethimatt'topo't'
Brow,withhiscousinandMollyCorney。''He'sadealthere,'saidWilliam。'Yes,'saidHester。'It'slikely;himandhisauntcomefromCarlisle—way,andmustneedsclingtogetherinthesestrangeparts。''IsawhimattheburyingofyonDarley,'saidWilliam。'Itwereavasto'peoplewentpastth'entryend,'saidAlice。'Itwerea'mostlikeelectiontime,Iwerejustcomebackfra'meetingwhentheywereallgoingupth'churchsteps。Imetyonsailoras,theysay,usedviolenceanddidmurder;helookedlikeaghost,thoughwhetheritwerehisbodilywounds,orthesenseofhissinsstirringwithinhim,it'snotformetosay。Andbyt'timeIwasbackhereandsettledtomyBible,t'folkwerereturning,anditweretramp,tramp,pastth'entryendforbetternoraquarterofanhour。''TheysayKinraidhasgettenslugsandgun—shotinhisside,'saidHester。'He'sniveroneCharleyKinraid,forsure,asIknowedatNewcastle,'saidWilliamCoulson,rousedtosuddenandenergeticcuriosity。'Idon'tknow,'repliedHester;'theycallhimjustKinraid;andBetsyDarleysayshe'st'mostdaringspecksioneerofallthatgooffthiscoasttot'Greenlandseas。Buthe'sbeeninNewcastle,forImindmeshesaidherpoorbrothermetwithhimthere。''Howdidsttheecometoknowhim?'inquiredAlice。'IcannotabidehimifitisCharley,'saidWilliam。'Hekeptcompanywithmypoorsisterasisdeadforbetternortwoyear,andthenheleftoffcomingtoseeherandwentwi'anothergirl,anditjustbrokeherheart。''Hedon'tlooknowasifheivercouldplayatthatgameagain,'saidAlice;
'hehashadawarningfra'theLord。Whetheritbeacallnoonecantell。
Buttomyeynehelooksasifhehadbeencalled,andwasgoing。''Thenhe'llmeetmysister,'saidWilliam,solemnly;'andIhopetheLordwillmakeitcleartohim,then,howhekilledher,assureasheshotdownyonsailors;an'ifthere'sagnashingo'teethformurderi'thatotherplace,Ireckonhe'llhavehisshareon't。He'sabadmanyon。''Betsysaidheweresuchafriendtoherbrotherasniverwas;andhe'ssentherwordandpromisedtogoandseeher,firstplacehegoesoutto。ButWilliamonlyshookhishead,andrepeatedhislastwords,——'He'sabadman,heis。'WhenPhilipcamehomethatSundaynight,hefoundonlyAliceuptoreceivehim。Theusualbedtimeinthehouseholdwasnineo'clock,anditwasbuttenminutespastthehour;butAlicelookeddispleasedandstern。'Theeartlate,lad,'saidshe,shortly。'I'msorry;it'salongwayfrommyuncle's,andIthinkclocksaredifferent,'
saidhe,takingouthiswatchtocompareitwiththeroundmoon'sfacethattoldthetimetoAlice。'Iknownoughtaboutthyuncle's,buttheeartlate。Takethycandle,andbegone。'IfAlicemadeanyreplytoPhilip's'good—night,'hedidnothearit。
chapter08CHAPTERVIIIATTRACTIONANDREPULSIONAfortnighthadpassedoverandwinterwasadvancingwithrapidstrides。
InbleaknorthernfarmsteadstherewasmuchtobedonebeforeNovemberweathershouldmaketheroadstooheavyforhalf—fedhorsestopullcartsthrough。Therewastheturf,pareduponthedistantmoors,andleftouttodry,tobecarriedhomeandstacked;thebrownfernwastobestoredupforwinterbeddingforthecattle;forstrawwasscarceanddearinthoseparts;evenforthatching,heather(orratherling)wasused。Thentherewasmeattosaltwhileitcouldbehad;for,indefaultofturnipsandmangoldwurzel,therewasagreatslaughteringofbarrencowsassoonasthesummerherbagefailed;andgoodhousewivesstoreduptheirChristmaspieceofbeefinpicklebeforeMartinmaswasover。Cornwastobegroundwhileyetitcouldbecarriedtothedistantmill;thegreatracksforoat—cake,thatswungatthetopofthekitchen,hadtobefilled。Andlastofallcamethepig—killing,whenthesecondfrostsetin。Forupinthenorththereisanideathattheicestoredinthefirstfrostwillmelt,andthemeatcuredthentaint;thefirstfrostisgoodfornothingbuttobethrownaway,astheyexpressit。Therecameabreathing—timeafterthislastevent。Thehousehadhaditslastautumncleaning,andwasneatandbrightfromtoptobottom,fromoneendtoanother。Theturfwasled;thecoalcartedupfromMonkshaven;
thewoodstored;thecornground;thepigkilled,andthehamsandheadandhandslyinginsalt。ThebutcherhadbeengladtotakethebestpartsofapigofDameRobson'scarefulfeeding;buttherewasunusualplentyintheHaytersbankpantry;andasBellsurveyeditonemorning,shesaidtoherhusband——'IwonderifyonpoorsickchapatMossBrowwouldfancysomeo'mysausages。
They'resomethingtocrackon,fortheyaremadefra'anoldCumberlandreceipt,asisnotknowni'Yorkshireyet。''Thou'sallayssosetupo'Cumberlandways!'saidherhusband,notdispleasedwiththesuggestion,however。'Still,whenfolk'ssicktheyhantheirfancies,andmaybeKinraid'llbeglado'thysausages。Iha'knownsickfolktak'
t'eatingsnails。'Thiswasnotcomplimentary,perhaps。ButDanielwentontosaythathedidnotmindifhesteppedoverwiththesausageshimself,whenitwastoolatetodoanythingelse。Sylvialongedtooffertoaccompanyherfather;
but,somehow,shedidnotliketoproposeit。Towardsduskshecametohermothertoaskforthekeyofthegreatbureauthatstoodinthehouse—placeasastatepieceoffurniture,althoughitsusewastocontainthefamily'sbestwearingapparel,andstoresoflinen,suchasmightbesupposedtobemoreneededupstairs。'Whatfordoyo'wantmykeys?'askedBell。'Onlyjusttogetoutoneoft'damasknapkins。''Thebestnapkins,asmymotherspan?''Yes!'saidSylvia,hercolourheightening。'Ithoughtashowitwouldsetofft'sausages。''Agoodcleanhomespunclothwillservethembetter,'saidBell,wonderinginherownmindwhatwascomeoverthegirl,tobethinkingofsettingoffsausagesthatweretobeeaten,nottobelookedatlikeapicture—book。
Shemighthavewonderedstillmore,ifshehadseenSylviastealroundtothelittleflowerbordershehadpersuadedKestertomakeunderthewallatthesunnysideofthehouse,andgatherthetwoorthreeMichaelmasdaisies,andtheonebudoftheChinarose,that,growingagainstthekitchenchimney,hadescapedthefrost;andthen,whenhermotherwasnotlooking,softlyopentheclothinsideofthe。littlebasketthatcontainedthesausagesandafresheggortwo,andlayherautumnblossomsinoneofthefoldsofthetowel。AfterDaniel,nowprettyclearofhisrheumatism,hadhadhisafternoonmeal(teawasaSundaytreat),hepreparedtosetoutonhiswalktoMossBrow;butashewastakinghisstickhecaughtthelookonSylvia'sface;
andunconsciouslyinterpreteditsdumbwistfulness。'Missus,'saidhe,'t'wenchhasnoughtmoret'do,hasshe?Shemayaswellputonhercloakandstepdownwi'me,andseeMollyabit;she'llbecompanylike。'Bellconsidered。'There'st'yarnforthystockingsasisyettospin;butshecango,forI'lldoabitat'tmysel',andthere'snoughtelseagate。''Putonthythingsinajiffy,then,andlet'sbeoff,'saidDaniel。AndSylviadidnotneedanotherword。Downshecameinatwinkling,dressedinhernewredcloakandhood,herfacepeepingoutofthefoldsofthelatter,brightandblushing。'Thoushould'stna'ha'putonthynewcloakforanightwalktoMossBrow,'
第5章