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第9章

  SEG。
  AndwhatcareI?Sheismycousintoo:
  AndifyoubeaPrince——well,amnotI
  Lordoftheverysoilyoustandupon?
  Bythat,andbythatrightbesideofbloodThatlikeafieryfountainhithertoPentintherockleapstowardherathertouch,Mine,beforeallthecousinsinMuscovy!
  YoucallmePrinceofPoland,andyourselvesMysubjects——traitorsthereforetothishour,WholetmeperishallmyyouthawayChain'dthereamongthemountains;till,forsooth,Terrifiedatyourtreacheryforegone,Youspiritmeuphere,Iknownothow,Popinjay—likeinvestmelikeyourselves,ChokemewithscentandmusicthatIloathe,And,worsethanallthemusicandthescent,Withfalse,long—winded,fulsomecompliment,That'Oh,youaremysubjects!'andinwordReiteratingstillobedience,ThwartmeindeedateverystepItake:
  WhenjustabouttowreakajustrevengeUponthatoldarch—traitorofyouall,FilchfrommyvengeancehimIhate;andhimIloved——thefirstandonlyface——tillthis——
  Icaredtolookoninyouruglycourt——
  AndnowwhenpalpablyIgraspatlastWhathithertobutshadow'dinmydreams——
  Affiancesandinterferences,Thefirstwhodarestomeddlewithmemore——
  Princesandchamberlainsandcounsellors,Touchherwhodares!——
  AST。
  ThatdareI——
  SEG。(seizinghimbythethroat)。
  Youdare!
  CHAMB。
  MyLord!——
  ALORD。
  Hisstrength'salion's——
  (Voiceswithin。TheKing!TheKing!——)
  (EnterKing。)
  ALORD。
  AndonasuddenhowhestandsatgazeAsmightawolfjustfasten'donhisprey,Glaringatasuddenlyencounter'dlion。
  KING。
  AndIthathitherflewwithopenarmsTofoldthemroundmyson,mustnowreturnTopressthemtoanemptyheartagain!
  (Hesitsonthethrone。)
  SEG。
  ThatistheKing?——Myfather?
  (Afteralongpause。)
  IhaveheardThatsometimessomeblindinstincthasbeenknownTodrawtomutualrecognitionthoseOfthesameblood,beyondallmemoryDivided,orev'nnevermetbefore。
  Iknownothowthisis——perhapsinbrutesThatlivebykindlierinstincts——butIknowThatlookingnowuponthatheadwhosecrownPronounceshimasovereignking,IfeelNosettingofthecurrentinmybloodTow'rdhimassire。Howis'twithyou,oldman,Tow'rdhimtheycallyourson?——
  KING。
  Alas!Alas!
  SEG。
  Yoursorrow,then?
  KING。
  BeholdingwhatIdo。
  SEG。
  Ay,buthowknowthissorrowthathasgrownAndmouldedtothispresentshapeofman,Asofyourowncreation?
  KING。
  Ev'nfrombirth。
  SEG。
  Butfromthathourtothis,near,asIthink,SometwentysuchrenewalsoftheyearAstracethemselvesuponthebarrenrocks,Ineversawyou,noryoume——unless,Unless,indeed,throughoneofthosedarkmasksThroughwhichasonmightfailtorecognizeThebestoffathers。
  KING。
  Bethatasyouwill:
  But,nowweseeeachotherfacetoface,KnowmeasyouIknow;whichdidInot,Bywhatsoeversigns,assuredlyYouwerenotheretoproveitatmyrisk。
  SEG。
  Youaremyfather。
  Andisittruethen,asClotaldoswears,'TwasyouthatfromthedawningbirthofoneYourselfbroughtintobeing,——you,Isay,Whostolehisverybirthright;notaloneThatsecondaryandpeculiarrightOfsovereignty,buteventhatprimeInheritancethatallmensharealike,Andchain'dhim——chain'dhim!——likeawildbeast'swhelp。
  Amongassavagemountains,tothishour?
  Answerifthisbethus。
  KING。
  Oh,Segismund,InallthatIhavedonethatseemstoyou,And,withoutfurtherhearing,fairlyseems,Unnaturalandcruel——'twasnotI,ButOnewhowritesHisorderintheskyIdarednotmisinterpretnorneglect,Whoknowswithwhatreluctance——
  SEG。
  Oh,thosestars,Thosestars,thattoofarupfromhumanblameToclearthemselves,orcarelessofthecharge,StillbearupontheirshiningshouldersallTheguiltmenshiftuponthem!
  KING。
  Nay,butthink:
  Notonlyonthecommonscoreofkind,Butthatpeculiarcountofsovereignty——
  Ifnotbehindthebeastinbrainasheart,HowshouldIthusdealwithmyinnocentchild,Doublydesired,anddoublydearwhencome,Asthatsweetsecond—selfthatalldesire,Andprincesmorethanall,torootthemselvesBythatsuccessionintheirpeople'shearts,UnlessatthatsuperiorWill,towhichNotkingsalone,butsovereignnaturebows?
  SEG。
  AndwhathadthosesamestarstotellofmeThatshouldcompelafatherandakingSomuchagainstthatdoubleinstinct?
  KING。
  That,WhichIhavebroughtyouhither,atmyperil,Againsttheirwrittenwarning,todisprove,Byjustice,mercy,humankindliness。
  SEG。
  AndthereforemadeyourselftheirinstrumentTomakeyoursonthesavageandthebruteTheyonlyprophesied?——Areyounotafear'd,Lest,irrespectiveassuchcreaturesareOfsuchrelationship,thebruteyoumadeRevengethemanyoumarr'd——likesire,likeson。
  Todobyyouasyoubymehavedone?
  KING。
  Youneverhadasavageheartfromme;
  ImayappealtoPoland。
  SEG。
  Thenfromwhom?
  Ifpureinfountain,poison'dbyyourselfWhenscarcebeguntoflow。——TomakeamanNot,asIsee,degradedfromthemouldIcamefrom,norcomparedtothoseabout,Andthentothrowyourownfleshtothedogs!——
  Whynotatonce,Isay,ifterrifiedAtthepropheticomensofmybirth,Havedrown'dorstifledme,astheydowhelpsToocostlyortoodangeroustokeep?
  KING。
  That,living,youmightlearntolive,andruleYourselfandPoland。
  SEG。
  BythemeansyoutookTospoilforeither?
  KING。
  Nay,but,Segismund!
  Youknownot——cannotknow——happilywantingThesadexperienceonwhichknowledgegrows,HowthetooearlyconsciousnessofpowerSpoilsthebestblood;norwhetherforyourlongConstrain'ddisheritance(which,butforme,Remember,andformyrelentingloveBurstingthebondoffate,hadbeeneternal)
  Youhavenotnowafullindemnity;
  WearingtheblossomofyouryouthunspentInthevoluptuoussunshineofacourt,Thatoften,bytooearlyblossoming,Toosoondeflowerstheroseofroyalty。
  SEG。
  Ay,butwhatsomeprecociouswarmthmayspill,Maynotanearlyfrostassurelykill?
  KING。
  But,Segismund,myson,whosequickdiscourseProvesIhavenotextinguish'danddestroy'dTheManyouchargemewithextinguishing,HoweveritcondemnmeforthefaultOfkeepingagoodlightsolongeclipsed,Reflect!ThisisthemomentuponwhichThosestars,whoseeyes,althoughweseethemnot,Bydayaswellasnightareonusstill,HangwatchingupinthemeridianheavenWhichwaythebalanceturns;andiftoyou——