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第10章

  Aroundthehousetheflakesflyfaster,AndalltheberriesnowaregoneFromhollyandcotoneasterAroundthehouse。Theflakesfly!—fasterShuttingindoorsthatcrumb—outcasterWeusedtoseeuponthelawnAroundthehouse。Theflakesflyfaster,Andalltheberriesnowaregone!
  MAXGATE。
  THEPUZZLEDGAME—BIRDS
  (TRIOLET)
  TheyarenotthosewhousedtofeedusWhenwewereyoung—theycannotbe
  Theseshapesthatnowbereaveandbleedus?
  Theyarenotthosewhousedtofeedus,
  Forwouldtheynotfairtermsconcedeus?
  —IfheartscanhousesuchtreacheryTheyarenotthosewhousedtofeedusWhenwewereyoung—theycannotbe!
  WINTERINDURNOVERFIELD
  SCENE。—Awidestretchoffallowgroundrecentlysownwithwheat,andfrozentoironhardness。Threelargebirdswalkingaboutthereon,andwistfullyeyeingthesurface。Windkeenfromnorth—east:skyadullgrey。
  (TRIOLET)
  Rook。—ThroughoutthefieldIfindnograin;
  Thecruelfrostencruststhecornland!
  Starling。—Aye:patientpeckingnowisvainThroughoutthefield,Ifind
  Rook。—Nograin!
  Pigeon。—Norwillbe,comrade,tillitrain,OrgenialthawingsloosethelornlandThroughoutthefield。
  Rook。—Ifindnograin:
  Thecruelfrostencruststhecornland!
  THELASTCHRYSANTHEMUM
  WhyshouldthisflowerdelaysolongToshowitstremulousplumes?
  Nowisthetimeofplaintiverobin—song,Whenflowersareintheirtombs。
  Throughtheslowsummer,whenthesunCalledtoeachfrondandwhorlThatallhecouldforflowerswasbeingdone,Whydiditnotuncurl?
  ItmusthavefeltthatfervidcallAlthoughittooknoheed,Wakingbutnow,whenleaveslikecorpsesfall,Andsapsallretrocede。
  Toolateitsbeauty,lonelything,Theseason'sshineisspent,NothingremainsforitbutshiveringIntempeststurbulent。
  Haditareasonfordelay,DreaminginwitlessnessThatforabloomsodelicatelygayWinterwouldstayitsstress?
  —ItalkasifthethingwerebornWithsensetoworkitsmind;
  YetitisbutonemaskofmanywornBytheGreatFacebehind。
  THEDARKLINGTHRUSH
  IleantuponacoppicegateWhenFrostwasspectre—gray,AndWinter'sdregsmadedesolateTheweakeningeyeofday。
  Thetangledbine—stemsscoredtheskyLikestringsfrombrokenlyres,AndallmankindthathauntednighHadsoughttheirhouseholdfires。
  Theland'ssharpfeaturesseemedtobeTheCentury'scorpseoutleant,Hiscryptthecloudycanopy,Thewindhisdeath—lament。
  TheancientpulseofgermandbirthWasshrunkenhardanddry,AndeveryspirituponearthSeemedfervourlessasI。
  AtonceavoiceoutburstamongThebleaktwigsoverheadInafull—heartedevensongOfjoyillimited;
  Anagedthrush,frail,gaunt,andsmall,Inblast—beruffledplume,HadchosenthustoflinghissoulUponthegrowinggloom。
  SolittlecauseforcarollingsOfsuchecstaticsoundWaswrittenonterrestrialthingsAfarornigharound,ThatIcouldthinktheretrembledthroughHishappygood—nightairSomeblessedHope,whereofheknewAndIwasunaware。
  December1900。
  THECOMETATYALBURYORYELL'HAM
  I
  ItbendsfaroverYell'hamPlain,Andwe,fromYell'hamHeight,Standandregarditsfierytrain,Sosoontoswimfromsight。
  II
  Itwillreturnlongyearshence,whenAsnowitsstrangeswiftshineWillfallonYell'ham;butnotthenOnthatsweetformofthine。
  MADJUDY
  WhenthehamlethailedabirthJudyusedtocry:
  WhensheheardourchristeningmirthShewouldkneelandsigh。
  Shewascrazed,weknew,andweHumouredherinfirmity。
  WhenthedaughtersandthesonsGatheredthemtowed,Andwelike—intendingonesDancedtilldawnwasred,Shewouldrockandmutter,"MoreComerstothisstonyshore!"
  WhenoldHeadsmanDeathlaidhandsOnababeortwain,Shewouldfeast,andbyherbrandsSinghersongsagain。
  Whatshelikedweletherdo,Judywasinsane,weknew。
  AWASTEDILLNESS
  Throughvaultsofpain,Enribbedandwroughtwithgroinsofghastliness,Ipassed,andgarishspectresmovedmybrainTodiredistress。
  Andhammerings,Andquakes,andshoots,andstiflinghotness,blentWithwebbywaxingthingsandwaningthingsAsonIwent。
  "WhereliestheendTothisfoulway?"Iaskedwithweakeningbreath。
  ThereonaheadIsawadoorextend
  Thedoortodeath。
  Itloomedmoreclear:
  "Atlast!"Icried。"Theall—deliveringdoor!"
  Andthen,Iknewnothow,itgrewlessnearThantheretofore。
  AndbackslidI
  AlongthegalleriesbywhichIcame,Andtediouslythedayreturned,andsky,Andlife—thesame。
  Andallwaswell:
  Oldcircumstanceresumeditsformershow,AndonmyheadthedewsofcomfortfellAseremywoe。
  Iroamanew,ScarceconsciousofmylatedistressAndyetThosebackwardstepsthroughpainIcannotviewWithoutregret。
  ForthatdiretrainOfwaxingshapesandwaning,passedbefore,Andthosegrimaisles,mustbetraversedagainToreachthatdoor。
  AMAN
  (INMEMORYOFH。OFM。)
  I
  InCasterbridgetherestoodanoblepile,Wroughtwithpilaster,bay,andbalustradeIntactfultimeswhenshrewdElizaswayed。
  Onburgher,squire,andclownItsmiledthelongstreetdownfornearamileII
  Butevildaysbesetthatdomicile;
  ThestatelybeautiesofitsroofandwallPassedintosordidhands。CondemnedtofallWerecornice,quoin,andcove,Andallthatarthadwoveinantiquestyle。
  III
  AmongthehireddismantlersenteredthereOnetillthemomentofhistaskuntold。
  Whenchargedtherewithhegazed,andansweredbold:
  "BeneedyIorno,Iwillnothelplaylowahousesofair!
  IV
  "Hungerishard。Butsincethetermsbesuch
  Nowage,orlabourstainedwiththedisgraceOfwreckingwhatouragecannotreplaceTosaveitstastelesssoul
  I'lldowithoutyourdole。Lifeisnotmuch!
  V
  Dismissedwithsneershebackedhistoolsandwent,Andwanderedworkless;foritseemedunwiseToclosewithonewhodaredtocriticizeAndcarponpointsoftaste:
  Toworkwheretheywereplacedrudemenweremeant。
  VI
  Yearswhiled。Heaged,sank,sickened,andwasnot:
  Anditwassaid,"AmanintractableAndcurstisgone。"Nonesighedtohearhisknell,Nonesoughthischurchyard—place;
  Hisname,hisruggedface,weresoonforgot。
  VII
  Thestonesofthatfairhallliefarandwide,Andbutafewrecallitsancientmould;
  YetwhenIpassthespotIlongtoholdAstruthwhatfancysaith:
  "Hisprotestliveswheredeathlessthingsabide!"
  THEDAMEOFATHELHALL
  I
  "Soul!ShallIseethyface,"shesaid,"Inonebriefhour?
  AndawaywiththeefromalovelessbedToafar—offsun,toavine—wraptbower,Andbethineownunseparated,Andchallengetheworld'swhiteglower?
  II
  Shequickenedherfeet,andmethimwhereTheyhadpredesigned:
  Andtheyclasped,andmounted,andclefttheairUponwhirlingwheels;tillthewilltobindHerlifewithhismadethemomentsthereEffacetheyearsbehind。
  III
  Milesslid,andthesightoftheportupgrewAstheyspedon;
  WhenslippingitsbondthebraceletflewFromherfondledarm。Replacedanon,ItscameooftheabjuredonedrewHermusingsthereupon。
  IV
  ThegaudwithhisimageoncehadbeenAgiftfromhim:
  AndsoitwasthatitscarvingkeenRefurbishedmemorieswearingdim,Whichsetinhersoulathroeofteen,Andatearonherlashes'brim。