THEWELL—BELOVED
IwayedbystarandplanetshineTowardsthedearone'shomeAtKingsbere,theretomakehermineWhenthenextsunupclomb。
IedgedtheancienthillandwoodBesidetheIklingWay,NighwherethePagantemplestoodIntheworld'searlierday。
AndasIquickandquickerwalkedOngravelandongreen,Isangtosky,andtree,ortalkedOfherIcalledmyqueen。
—"Ofaultlessisherdaintyform,Andluminoushermind;
SheistheGod—creatednormOfperfectwomankind!"
Ashapewhereononestar—blinkgleamedGlodesoftlybymyside,Awoman's;andhermotionseemedThemotionofmybride。
Andyetmethoughtshe'ddrawnerstwhileAdowntheancientleaze,WhereoncewerepileandperistyleFormen'sidolatries。
—"Omaidenlitheandlone,whatmayThynameandlineagebe,WhosoresemblestbythisrayMydarling?—Artthoushe?"
TheShape:"ThybrideremainswithinHerfather'sgrangeandgrove。"
—"Thouspeakestrightly,"Ibrokein,"ThouartnotsheIlove。"
—"Nay:thoughthybrideremainsinsideHerfather'swalls,"saidshe,"Theonemostdeariswiththeehere,Forthoudostlovebutme。"
ThenI:"Butshe,myonlychoice,IsnowatKingsbereGrove?"
Againhersoftmysteriousvoice:
"IamthyonlyLove。"
Thusstillshevouched,andstillIsaid,"Osprite,thatcannotbe!"
Itwasasifmybosombled,Somuchshetroubledme。
Thespriteresumed:"ThouhasttransferredToherdullformawhileMybeauty,fame,anddeed,andword,Mygesturesandmysmile。
"Ofatuousman,thistruthinfer,Bridesarenotwhattheyseem;
Thoulovestwhatthoudreamesther;
Iamthyverydream!"
—"Othen,"Iansweredmiserably,SpeakingasscarceIknew,"Mylovedone,ImustwedwiththeeIfwhatthousay'stbetrue!"
She,proudly,thinninginthegloom:
"Though,sincetroth—plightbegan,I'veeverstoodasbridetogroom,Iwednomortalman!"
ThereatshevanishedbytheCrossThat,enteringKingsberetown,Thetwolonglanesform,nearthefosseBelowthefanelessDown。
—WhenIarrivedandmetmybride,Herlookwaspinchedandthin,Asifhersoulhadshrunkanddied,Andleftawastewithin。
HERREPROACH
Conthedeadpageas'twerelivelove:presson!
Coldwisdom'swordswilleasethytrackforthee;
Aye,go;castoffsweetways,andleavemewanTobitingblaststhatareintentonme。
ButifthyobjectFame'sfarsummitsbe,Whoseinclinesmanyaskeletono'erliesThatmissedbothdreamandsubstance,stopandseeHowabsencewearsthesecheeksanddimstheseeyes!
ItsurelyisfarsweeterandmorewiseTowaterlove,thantoiltoleaveanonAnamewhoseglory—gleamwillbutadviseInvidiousmindstoquenchitwiththeirown,AndoverwhichthekindliestwillbutstayAmoment,musing,"He,too,hadhisday!"
WESTBOURNEPARKVILLAS,1867。
THEINCONSISTENT
Isay,"Shewasasgoodasfair,"
Whenstandingbyhermound;
"Suchpassingsweetness,"Ideclare,"Nolongertreadstheground。"
Isay,"WhatlivingLovecancatchHerbloomandbonhomie,AndwhatinnewermaidensmatchHeroldenwarmthtome!"
—Therestandswithinyonvestry—nookWherebondedloverssign,HernameuponafadedbookWithonethatisnotmine。
TohimshebreathedthetendervowSheoncehadbreathedtome,ButyetIsay,"Olove,evennowWouldIhaddiedforthee!"
ABROKENAPPOINTMENT
Youdidnotcome,AndmarchingTimedrewon,andworemenumb。
YetlessforlossofyourdearpresencethereThanthatIthusfoundlackinginyourmakeThathighcompassionwhichcanoverbearReluctanceforpurelovingkindness'sakeGrievedI,when,asthehope—hourstrokeditssum,Youdidnotcome。
Youlovenotme,Andlovealonecanlendyouloyalty;
—Iknowandknewit。But,untothestoreOfhumandeedsdivineinallbutname,WasitnotworthalittlehourormoreToaddyetthis:Once,you,awoman,cameTosootheatime—tornman;eventhoughitbeYoulovenotme?
"BETWEENUSNOW"
Betweenusnowandhere
TwothrowntogetherWhoarenotwonttowearLife'sflushestfeather
Whoseethescenesslidepast,Thedaytimesdimmingfast,Lettherebetruthatlast,Evenifdespair。
SothoroughlyandlongHaveyounowknownme,SorealinfaithandstrongHaveInowshownme,ThatnothingneedsdisguiseFurtherinanywise,OrasksorjustifiesAguardedtongue。
Faceuntoface,then,say,Eyesmineownmeeting,Isyourheartfaraway,Orwithminebeating?
Whenfalsethingsarebroughtlow,Andswiftthingshavegrownslow,Feigninglikefrothshallgo,Faithbeforaye。
"HOWGREATMYGRIEF"
(TRIOLET)
Howgreatmygrief,myjoyshowfew,Sincefirstitwasmyfatetoknowthee!
—HavetheslowyearsnotbroughttoviewHowgreatmygrief,myjoyshowfew,Normemoryshapedoldtimesanew,Norloving—kindnesshelpedtoshowtheeHowgreatmygrief,myjoyshowfew,Sincefirstitwasmyfatetoknowthee?
"INEEDNOTGO"
IneednotgoThroughsleetandsnowTowhereIknowShewaitsforme;
ShewillwaitmethereTillIfinditfair,AndhavetimetospareFromcompany。
WhenI'veovergotTheworldsomewhat,WhenthingscostnotSuchstressandstrain,IssoonenoughBycypresssoughTotellmyLoveIamcomeagain。
Andifsomeday,Whennonecriesnay,IstilldelayToseekherside,(ThoughamplemeasureOffittingleisureAwaitmypleasure)
Shewillriotchide。
What—notupbraidmeThatIdelayedme,NoraskwhatstayedmeSolong?Ah,no!
Newcaresmayclaimme,Newlovesinflameme,Shewillnotblameme,Butsufferitso。
THECOQUETTE,ANDAFTER
(TRIOLETS)
I
ForlongthecruelwishIknewThatyourfreeheartshouldacheformeWhilemineshouldbearnoacheforyou;
For,long—thecruelwish!—IknewHowmencanfeel,andcravedtoviewMytriumph—fatednottobeForlong!ThecruelwishIknewThatyourfreeheartshouldacheforme!
II
Atlastonepaysthepenalty
Thewoman—womenalwaysdo。
Myfarce,Ifound,wastragedyAtlast!—OnepaysthepenaltyWithinterestwhenone,fancy—free,Learnslove,learnsshameOfsinnerstwoAtlastONEpaysthepenalty
Thewoman—womenalwaysdo!
ASPOT
Inyearsdefacedandlost,Twosathere,transport—tossed,LitbyalivingloveThewiltedworldknewnothingof:
ScaredmomentlyBygaingivings,ThenhopingthingsThatcouldnotbe。
OfloveandusnotraceAbidesupontheplace;
Thesunandshadowswheel,Seasonandseasonserewardsteal;
FouldaysandfairHere,too,prevail,AndgustandgaleAseverywhere。
ButlonelyshepherdsoulsWhobaskamidtheseknollsMaycatchafaerysoundOnsleepynoontidesfromtheground:
"OnotagainTillEarthoutwearsShallloveliketheirsSuffusethisglen!"
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