Wehadalsothereanotherlion,alioncub,entitledtoroaralittle,andofhimalsoImustsaysomething。CharlesO'Brienwasayoungman,abouttwenty-fiveyearsofage,whohadsentoutfromhisstudiointheprecedingyearacertainbust,supposedbyhisadmirerstobeunsurpassedbyanyeffortofancientormoderngenius。Iamnojudgeofsculpture,andwillnot,therefore,pronounceanopinion;butmanywhoconsideredthemselvestobejudges,declaredthatitwasa"goodishheadandshoulders,"andnothingmore。Imerelymentionthefact,asitwasonthestrengthofthatheadandshouldersthatO'BrienseparatedhimselffromathrongofotherssuchashimselfinRome,walkedsolitaryduringthedays,andthrewhimselfatthefeetofvariousladieswhenthedayswereover。Hehadriddenontheshouldersofhisbustintoaprominentplaceinourcircle,andthereencounteredmuchfeminineadmirationfromMrs。GeneralTalboysandothers。
SomeeighteenortwentyofususedtomeeteverySundayeveninginMrs。Mackinnon'sdrawing-room。Manyofus,indeed,wereinthehabitofseeingeachotherdaily,andofvisitingtogetherthehauntsinRomewhicharebestlovedbyart-lovingstrangers;buthere,inthisdrawing-room,weweresuretocometogether,andherebeforetheendofNovember,Mrs。Talboysmightalwaysbefound,notinanyaccustomedseat,butmovingabouttheroomasthedifferentmalementalattractionsofoursocietymightchancetomovethemselves。ShewasatfirstgreatlytakenbyMackinnon,whoalsowas,Ithink,alittlestirredbyheradmiration,thoughhestoutlydeniedthecharge。Shebecame,however,verydeartousallbeforesheleftus,andcertainlyweowedtoherourlove,forsheaddedinfinitelytothejoysofourwinter。
"Ihavecomeheretorefreshmyself,"shesaidtoMackinnononeeveningtoMackinnonandmyself;forwewerestandingtogether。
"ShallIgetyoutea?"saidI。
"Andwillyouhavesomethingtoeat?"Mackinnonasked。
"No,no,no;"sheanswered。"Tea,yes;butforHeaven'ssakeletnothingsoliddispeltheassociationsofsuchameetingasthis!"
"Ithoughtyoumighthavedinedearly,"saidMackinnon。NowMackinnonwasamanwhoseowndinnerwasverydeartohim。Ihaveseenhimbecomehastyandunpleasant,evenunderthepillarsoftheForum,whenhethoughtthatthepartywereplacinghisfishinjeopardybytheirdesiretolingertheretoolong。
"Early!Yes。No;Iknownotwhenitwas。Onedinesandsleepsinobediencetothatdullclaywhichweighsdownsogenerallytheparticleofourspirit。Buttheclaymaysometimesbeforgotten。
HereIcanalwaysforgetit。"
"Ithoughtyouaskedforrefreshment,"Isaid。Sheonlylookedatme,whosesmallattemptsatprosecompositionhad,uptothattime,beenaltogetherunsuccessful,andthenaddressedherselfinreplytoMackinnon。
"Itistheairwhichwebreathethatfillsourlungsandgivesuslifeandlight。Itisthatwhichrefreshesusifpure,orsinksusintostagnationifitbefoul。Letmeforawhileinhalethebreathofaninvigoratingliterature。Sitdown,Mr。Mackinnon;IhaveaquestionthatImustputtoyou。"Andthenshesucceededincarryinghimoffintoacorner。AsfarasIcouldseehewentwillinglyenoughatthattime,thoughhesoonbecameaversetoanylongretirementincompanywithMrs。Talboys。
Wenoneofusquiteunderstoodwhatwereherexactideasonthesubjectofrevealedreligion。Somebody,Ithink,hadtoldherthattherewereamongusoneortwowhoseopinionswerenotexactlyorthodoxaccordingtothedoctrinesoftheestablishedEnglishchurch。Ifso,shewasdeterminedtoshowusthatshealsowasadvancedbeyondtheprejudicesofanoldanddryschooloftheology。
"Ihavethrowndownallthebarriersofreligion,"shesaidtopoorMrs。Mackinnon,"andamlookingforthesentimentsofapureChristianity。"
"Throwndownallthebarriersofreligion!"saidMrs。Mackinnon,inatoneofhorrorwhichwasnotappreciated。
"Indeed,yes,"saidMrs。Talboys,withanexultingvoice。"Arenotthedaysforsuchtrammelsgoneby?"
"ButyetyouholdbyChristianity?"
"ApureChristianity,unstainedbybloodandperjury,byhypocrisyandverbosegenuflection。CanInotworshipandsaymyprayersamongtheclouds?"Andshepointedtotheloftyceilingandthehandsomechandelier。
"ButIdagoestochurch,"saidMrs。Mackinnon。IdaTalboyswasherdaughter。Now,itmaybeobserved,thatmanywhothrowdownthebarriersofreligion,sofarasthosebarriersmayaffectthemselves,stillmaintainthemonbehalfoftheirchildren。"Yes,"
saidMrs。Talboys;"dearIda!hersoftspiritisnotyetadaptedtoreceivetheperfecttruth。Weareobligedtogovernchildrenbythestrengthoftheirprejudices。"Andthenshemovedaway,foritwasseldomthatMrs。Talboysremainedlonginconversationwithanylady。
Mackinnon,Ibelieve,soonbecametiredofher。Helikedherflattery,andatfirstdeclaredthatshewascleverandnice;buthernicenesswastoopurelycelestialtosatisfyhismundanetastes。
Mackinnonhimselfcanrevelamongthecloudsinhisownwritings,andcanleaveussometimesindoubtwhetherheevermeanstocomebacktoearth;butwhenhisfootisonterrafirma,helovestofeeltheearthlysubstratumwhichsupportshisweight。Withwomenhelikesahandthatcanremainanunnecessarymomentwithinhisown,aneyethatcanglistenwiththesparkleofchampagne,aheartweakenoughtomakeitsowner'sarmtremblewithinhisownbeneaththemoonlightgloomoftheColiseumarches。Adashofsentimentthewhilemakesallthesethingsthesweeter;butthesentimentalonewillnotsufficeforhim。Mrs。Talboysdid,Ibelieve,drinkherglassofchampagne,asdootherladies;butwithherithadnosuchpleasingeffect。Itloosenedonlyhertongue,butneverhereye。
Herarm,Ithink,nevertrembled,andherhandneverlingered。TheGeneralwasalwayssafe,andhappy,perhaps,inhissolitarysafety。
Itsohappenedthatwehadunfortunatelyamongustwoartistswhohadquarrelledwiththeirwives。O'Brien,whomIhavebeforementioned,wasoneofthem。Inhiscase,Ibelievehimtohavebeenalmostasfreefromblameasamancanbewhosemarriagewasinitselfafault。However,hehadawifeinIrelandsometenyearsolderthanhimself;andthoughhemightsometimesalmostforgetthefact,hisfriendsandneighbourswerewellawareofit。Intheothercasethewholefaultprobablywaswiththehusband。Hewasanill-tempered,bad-heartedman,cleverenough,butwithoutprinciple;
andhewascontinuallyguiltyofthegreatsinofspeakingevilofthewomanwhosenameheshouldhavebeenanxioustoprotect。InbothcasesourfriendMrs。Talboystookawarminterest,andineachofthemshesympathisedwiththepresenthusbandagainsttheabsentwife。
OftheconsolationwhichsheofferedinthelatterinstanceweusedtohearsomethingfromMackinnon。Hewouldrepeattohiswife,andtomeandmywife,theconversationswhichshehadwithhim。"PoorBrown;"shewouldsay,"Ipityhim,withmyveryheart'sblood。"
"Youareawarethathehascomfortedhimselfinhisdesolation,"
Mackinnonreplied。
"Iknowverywelltowhatyouallude。IthinkImaysaythatIamconversantwithallthecircumstancesofthisheart-blightingsacrifice。"Mrs。Talboyswasapttoboastofthethoroughconfidencereposedinherbyallthoseinwhomshetookaninterest。