"Disposeofmeasthouwilt!"
Zanonistoodinsilenceforsomemoments:hesawthestrugglewhichthegirlthoughtsheconcealedsowell;hemadeaninvoluntarymovementtowardsher,andpressedherhandtohislips;itwasthefirsttimehehadeverdepartedevensofarfromacertainausteritywhichperhapsmadeherfearhimandherownthoughtstheless。
"Viola,"saidhe,andhisvoicetrembled,"thedangerthatIcanavertnomore,ifthoulingerstillinNaples,comeshourlynearandneartothee!Onthethirddayfromthisthyfatemustbedecided。Iacceptthypromise。Beforethelasthourofthatday,comewhatmay,Ishallseetheeagain,HERE,atthineownhouse。Tillthen,farewell!"
CHAPTER3。IV。
Betweentwoworldslifehoverslikeastar'Twixtnightandmorn。
Byron。
WhenGlyndonleftViola,asrecordedintheconcludingchapteroftheseconddivisionofthiswork,hewasabsorbedagaininthosemysticaldesiresandconjectureswhichthehauntingrecollectionofZanonialwaysservedtocreate。Andashewanderedthroughthestreets,hewasscarcelyconsciousofhisownmovementstill,inthemechanismofcustom,hefoundhimselfinthemidstofoneofthenoblecollectionsofpictureswhichformtheboastofthoseItaliancitieswhosegloryisinthepast。Thitherhehadbeenwont,almostdaily,torepair,forthegallerycontainedsomeofthefinestspecimensofamasterespeciallytheobjectofhisenthusiasmandstudy。There,beforetheworksofSalvator,hehadoftenpausedindeepandearnestreverence。Thestrikingcharacteristicofthatartististhe"VigourofWill;"voidoftheelevatedideaofabstractbeauty,whichfurnishesamodelandarchetypetothegeniusofmoreillustriousorder,thesingularenergyofthemanhewsoutoftherockadignityofhisown。Hisimageshavethemajesty,notofthegod,butthesavage;utterlyfree,likethesublimerschools,fromthecommon-placeofimitation,——apart,withthem,fromtheconventionallittlenessoftheReal,——hegraspstheimagination,andcompelsittofollowhim,nottotheheaven,butthroughallthatismostwildandfantasticuponearth;asorcery,notofthestarrymagian,butofthegloomywizard,——amanofromancewhoseheartbeatstrongly,gripingartwithahandofiron,andforcingittoidealisethescenesofhisactuallife。Beforethispowerfulwill,GlyndondrewbackmoreawedandadmiringthanbeforethecalmerbeautywhichrosefromthesoulofRaphael,likeVenusfromthedeep。
Andnow,asawakingfromhisreverie,hestoodoppositetothatwildandmagnificentgloomofNaturewhichfrownedonhimfromthecanvas,theveryleavesonthosegnome-like,distortedtreesseemedtorustlesibyllinesecretsinhisear。ThoseruggedandsombreApennines,thecataractthatdashedbetween,suited,morethantheactualsceneswouldhavedone,themoodandtemperofhismind。Thestern,uncouthformsatrestonthecragsbelow,anddwarfedbythegiantsizeoftheMatterthatreignedaroundthem,impressedhimwiththemightofNatureandthelittlenessofMan。Asingeniusofthemorespiritualcast,thelivingman,andthesoulthatlivesinhim,arestudiouslymadetheprominentimage;andthemereaccessoriesofscenekeptdown,andcastback,asiftoshowthattheexilefromparadiseisyetthemonarchoftheoutwardworld,——so,inthelandscapesofSalvator,thetree,themountain,thewaterfall,becometheprincipal,andmanhimselfdwindlestotheaccessory。TheMatterseemstoreignsupreme,anditstruelordtocreepbeneathitsstupendousshadow。Inertmattergivinginteresttotheimmortalman,nottheimmortalmantotheinertmatter。Aterriblephilosophyinart!
Whilesomethingofthesethoughtspassedthroughthemindofthepainter,hefelthisarmtouched,andsawNicotbyhisside。
"Agreatmaster,"saidNicot,"butIdonotlovetheschool。"
"Idonotlove,butIamawedbyit。Welovethebeautifulandserene,butwehaveafeelingasdeepaslovefortheterribleanddark。"
"True,"saidNicot,thoughtfully。"Andyetthatfeelingisonlyasuperstition。Thenursery,withitstalesofghostsandgoblins,isthecradleofmanyofourimpressionsintheworld。
Butartshouldnotseektopandertoourignorance;artshouldrepresentonlytruths。IconfessthatRaphaelpleasesmeless,becauseIhavenosympathywithhissubjects。Hissaintsandvirginsaretomeonlymenandwomen。"
"Andfromwhatsourceshouldpainting,then,takeitsthemes?"
"Fromhistory,withoutdoubt,"returnedNicot,pragmatically,——
"thosegreatRomanactionswhichinspiremenwithsentimentsoflibertyandvalour,withthevirtuesofarepublic。IwishthecartoonsofRaphaelhadillustratedthestoryoftheHoratii;butitremainsforFranceandherRepublictogivetoposteritythenewandthetrueschool,whichcouldneverhaveariseninacountryofpriestcraftanddelusion。"
"AndthesaintsandvirginsofRaphaelaretoyouonlymenandwomen?"repeatedGlyndon,goingbacktoNicot'scandidconfessioninamaze,andscarcelyhearingthedeductionstheFrenchmandrewfromhisproposition。
"Assuredly。Ha,ha!"andNicotlaughedhideously,"doyouaskmetobelieveinthecalendar,orwhat?"
"Buttheideal?"
"Theideal!"interruptedNicot。"Stuff!TheItaliancritics,andyourEnglishReynolds,haveturnedyourhead。Theyaresofondoftheir'gustogrande,'andtheir'idealbeautythatspeakstothesoul!'——soul!——ISthereasoul?Iunderstandamanwhenhetalksofcomposingforarefinedtaste,——foraneducatedandintelligentreason;forasensethatcomprehendstruths。Butasforthesoul,——bah!——wearebutmodificationsofmatter,andpaintingismodificationofmatteralso。"
GlyndonturnedhiseyesfromthepicturebeforehimtoNicot,andfromNicottothepicture。Thedogmatistgaveavoicetothethoughtswhichthesightofthepicturehadawakened。Heshookhisheadwithoutreply。
"Tellme,"saidNicot,abruptly,"thatimposter,——Zanoni!——oh!I
havenowlearnedhisnameandquackeries,forsooth,——whatdidhesaytotheeofme?"
"Ofthee?Nothing;buttowarnmeagainstthydoctrines。"
"Aha!wasthatall?"saidNicot。"Heisanotableinventor,andsince,whenwemetlast,Iunmaskedhisdelusions,Ithoughthemightretaliatebysometaleofslander。"
"Unmaskedhisdelusions!——how?"
"Adullandlongstory:hewishedtoteachanolddotingfriendofminehissecretsofprolongedlifeandphilosophicalalchemy。
Iadvisetheetorenouncesodiscreditableanacquaintance。"
WiththatNicotnoddedsignificantly,and,notwishingtobefurtherquestioned,wenthisway。
Glyndon'smindatthatmomenthadescapedtohisart,andthecommentsandpresenceofNicothadbeennowelcomeinterruption。
HeturnedfromthelandscapeofSalvator,andhiseyefallingonaNativitybyCoreggio,thecontrastbetweenthetworanksofgeniusstruckhimasadiscovery。Thatexquisiterepose,thatperfectsenseofbeauty,thatstrengthwithouteffort,thatbreathingmoralofhighart,whichspeakstothemindthroughtheeye,andraisesthethoughts,bytheaidoftendernessandlove,totheregionsofaweandwonder,——ay!THATwasthetrueschool。
Hequittedthegallerywithreluctantstepsandinspiredideas;
hesoughthisownhome。Here,pleasednottofindthesoberMervale,heleanedhisfaceonhishands,andendeavouredtorecallthewordsofZanoniintheirlastmeeting。Yes,hefeltNicot'stalkevenonartwascrime;itdebasedtheimaginationitselftomechanism。Couldhe,whosawnothinginthesoulbutacombinationofmatter,prateofschoolsthatshouldexcelaRaphael?Yes,artwasmagic;andasheownedthetruthoftheaphorism,hecouldcomprehendthatinmagictheremaybereligion,forreligionisanessentialtoart。Hisoldambition,freeingitselffromthefrigidprudencewithwhichMervalesoughttodesecrateallimageslesssubstantialthanthegoldencalfoftheworld,revived,andstirred,andkindled。Thesubtledetectionofwhatheconceivedtobeanerrorintheschoolhehadhithertoadopted,mademoremanifesttohimbythegrinningcommentaryofNicot,seemedtoopentohimanewworldofinvention。Heseizedthehappymoment,——heplacedbeforehimthecoloursandthecanvas。Lostinhisconceptionsofafreshideal,hismindwasliftedaloftintotheairyrealmsofbeauty;
darkthoughts,unhalloweddesires,vanished。Zanoniwasright:
thematerialworldshrunkfromhisgaze;heviewedNatureasfromamountain-topafar;andasthewavesofhisunquietheartbecamecalmandstill,againtheangeleyesofViolabeamedonthemasaholystar。
Lockinghimselfinhischamber,herefusedeventhevisitsofMervale。Intoxicatedwiththepureairofhisfreshexistence,heremainedforthreedays,andalmostnights,absorbedinhisemployment;butonthefourthmorningcamethatreactiontowhichalllabourisexposed。Hewokelistlessandfatigued;andashecasthiseyesonthecanvas,thegloryseemedtohavegonefromit。Humiliatingrecollectionsofthegreatmastersheaspiredtorivalforcedthemselvesuponhim;defectsbeforeunseenmagnifiedthemselvestodeformitiesinhislanguidanddiscontentedeyes。
Hetouchedandretouched,buthishandfailedhim;hethrewdownhisinstrumentsindespair;heopenedhiscasement:thedaywithoutwasbrightandlovely;thestreetwascrowdedwiththatlifewhichiseversojoyousandaffluentintheanimatedpopulationofNaples。Hesawthelover,ashepassed,conversingwithhismistressbythosemutegestureswhichhavesurvivedallchangesoflanguages,thesamenowaswhentheEtruscanpaintedyonvasesintheMuseoBorbonico。Lightfromwithoutbeckonedhisyouthtoitsmirthanditspleasures;andthedullwallswithin,latelylargeenoughtocompriseheavenandearth,seemednowcabinedandconfinedasafelon'sprison。HewelcomedthestepofMervaleathisthreshold,andunbarredthedoor。
"Andisthatallyouhavedone?"saidMervale,glancingdisdainfullyatthecanvas。"IsitforthisthatyouhaveshutyourselfoutfromthesunnydaysandmoonlitnightsofNaples?"
"Whilethefitwasonme,Ibaskedinabrightersun,andimbibedthevoluptuousluxuryofasoftermoon。"
"Youownthatthefitisover。Well,thatissomesignofreturningsense。Afterall,itisbettertodaubcanvasforthreedaysthanmakeafoolofyourselfforlife。Thislittlesiren?"
"Bedumb!Ihatetohearyounameher。"
MervaledrewhischairnearertoGlyndon's,thrusthishandsdeepinhisbreeches-pockets,stretchedhislegs,andwasabouttobeginaseriousstrainofexpostulation,whenaknockwasheardatthedoor,andNicot,withoutwaitingforleave,obtrudedhisuglyhead。
"Good-day,moncherconfrere。Iwishedtospeaktoyou。Hein!
youhavebeenatwork,Isee。Thisiswell,——verywell!Aboldoutline,——greatfreedominthatrighthand。But,hold!isthecompositiongood?Youhavenotgotthegreatpyramidalform。
Don'tyouthink,too,thatyouhavelosttheadvantageofcontrastinthisfigure;sincetherightlegisputforward,surelytherightarmshouldbeputback?Peste!butthatlittlefingerisveryfine!"
MervaledetestedNicot。Forallspeculators,Utopians,alterersoftheworld,andwanderersfromthehighroad,wereequallyhatefultohim;buthecouldhavehuggedtheFrenchmanatthatmoment。HesawinGlyndon'sexpressivecountenanceallthewearinessanddisgustheendured。Aftersowrappedastudy,tobepratedtoaboutpyramidalformsandrightarmsandrightlegs,theaccidenceoftheart,thewholeconceptiontobeoverlooked,andthecriticismtoendinapprovalofthelittlefinger!
"Oh,"saidGlyndon,peevishly,throwingtheclothoverhisdesign,"enoughofmypoorperformance。Whatisityouhavetosaytome?"
"Inthefirstplace,"saidNicot,huddlinghimselftogetheruponastool,——"inthefirstplace,thisSignorZanoni,——thissecondCagliostro,——whodisputesmydoctrines!nodoubtaspyofthemanCapetIamnotvindictive;asHelvetiussays,'ourerrorsarisefromourpassions。'Ikeepmineinorder;butitisvirtuoustohateinthecauseofmankind;IwouldIhadthedenouncingandthejudgingofSignorZanoniatParis。"AndNicot'ssmalleyesshotfire,andhegnashedhisteeth。
"Haveyouanynewcausetohatehim?"
"Yes,"saidNicot,fiercely。"Yes,IhearheiscourtingthegirlImeantomarry。"
"You!Whomdoyouspeakof?"
"ThecelebratedPisani!Sheisdivinelyhandsome。Shewouldmakemyfortuneinarepublic。Andarepublicweshallhavebeforetheyearisout。"
Mervalerubbedhishands,andchuckled。Glyndoncolouredwithrageandshame。
"DoyouknowtheSignoraPisani?Haveyoueverspokentoher?"
"Notyet。ButwhenImakeupmymindtoanything,itissoondone。IamabouttoreturntoParis。Theywritemewordthatahandsomewifeadvancesthecareerofapatriot。Theageofprejudiceisover。Thesublimervirtuesbegintobeunderstood。
IshalltakebackthehandsomestwifeinEurope。"
"Bequiet!Whatareyouabout?"saidMervale,seizingGlyndonashesawhimadvancetowardstheFrenchman,hiseyessparkling,andhishandsclenched。
"Sir!"saidGlyndon,betweenhisteeth,"youknownotofwhomyouthusspeak。DoyouaffecttosupposethatViolaPisaniwouldacceptYOU?"
"Notifshecouldgetabetteroffer,"saidMervale,lookinguptotheceiling。
"Abetteroffer?Youdon'tunderstandme,"saidNicot。"I,JeanNicot,proposetomarrythegirl;marryher!Othersmaymakehermoreliberaloffers,butnoone,Iapprehend,wouldmakeonesohonourable。Ialonehavepityonherfriendlesssituation。
Besides,accordingtothedawningstateofthings,onewillalways,inFrance,beabletogetridofawifewheneveronewishes。Weshallhavenewlawsofdivorce。DoyouimaginethatanItaliangirl——andinnocountryintheworldaremaidens,itseems,morechastethoughwivesmayconsolethemselveswithvirtuesmorephilosophical——wouldrefusethehandofanartistforthesettlementsofaprince?No;IthinkbetterofthePisanithanyoudo。Ishallhastentointroducemyselftoher。"
"Iwishyouallsuccess,MonsieurNicot,"saidMervale,rising,andshakinghimheartilybythehand。
Glyndoncastatthembothadisdainfulglance。
"Perhaps,MonsieurNicot,"saidhe,atlength,constraininghislipsintoabittersmile,——"perhapsyoumayhaverivals。"
"Somuchthebetter,"repliedMonsieurNicot,carelessly,kickinghisheelstogether,andappearingabsorbedinadmirationatthesizeofhislargefeet。
"ImyselfadmireViolaPisani。"
"Everypaintermust!"
"Imayofferhermarriageaswellasyourself。"
"Thatwouldbefollyinyou,thoughwisdominme。Youwouldnotknowhowtodrawprofitfromthespeculation!Cherconfrere,youhaveprejudices。"
"Youdonotdaretosayyouwouldmakeprofitfromyourownwife?"
"ThevirtuousCatolenthiswifetoafriend。Ilovevirtue,andIcannotdobetterthanimitateCato。Buttobeserious,——Idonotfearyouasarival。Youaregood-looking,andIamugly。
Butyouareirresolute,andIdecisive。Whileyouareutteringfinephrases,Ishallsay,simply,'Ihaveabonetat。Willyoumarryme?'Sodoyourworst,cherconfrere。Aurevoir,behindthescenes!"
Sosaying,Nicotrose,stretchedhislongarmsandshortlegs,yawnedtillheshowedallhisraggedteethfromeartoear,presseddownhiscaponhisshaggyheadwithanairofdefiance,andcastingoverhisleftshoulderaglanceoftriumphandmaliceattheindignantGlyndon,saunteredoutoftheroom。
Mervaleburstintoaviolentfitoflaughter。"SeehowyourViolaisestimatedbyyourfriend。Afinevictory,tocarryherofffromtheugliestdogbetweenLaplandandtheCalmucks。"
Glyndonwasyettooindignanttoanswer,whenanewvisitorarrived。ItwasZanonihimself。Mervale,onwhomtheappearanceandaspectofthispersonageimposedakindofreluctantdeference,whichhewasunwillingtoacknowledge,andstillmoretobetray,noddedtoGlyndon,andsaying,simply,"MorewhenI
seeyouagain,"leftthepainterandhisunexpectedvisitor。
"Isee,"saidZanoni,liftingtheclothfromthecanvas,"thatyouhavenotslightedtheadviceIgaveyou。Courage,youngartist;thisisanescapefromtheschools:thisisfulloftheboldself-confidenceofrealgenius。YouhadnoNicot——noMervale——atyourelbowwhenthisimageoftruebeautywasconceived!"
Charmedbacktohisartbythisunlooked-forpraise,Glyndonrepliedmodestly,"Ithoughtwellofmydesigntillthismorning;
andthenIwasdisenchantedofmyhappypersuasion。"
"Say,rather,that,unaccustomedtocontinuouslabour,youwerefatiguedwithyouremployment。"
"Thatistrue。ShallIconfessit?Ibegantomisstheworldwithout。Itseemedtomeasif,whileIlavishedmyheartandmyyouthuponvisionsofbeauty,Iwaslosingthebeautifulrealitiesofactuallife。AndIenviedthemerryfisherman,singingashepassedbelowmycasement,andtheloverconversingwithhismistress。"
"And,"saidZanoni,withanencouragingsmile,"doyoublameyourselfforthenaturalandnecessaryreturntoearth,inwhicheventhemosthabitualvisitoroftheHeavensofInventionseekshisrelaxationandrepose?Man'sgeniusisabirdthatcannotbealwaysonthewing;whenthecravingfortheactualworldisfelt,itisahungerthatmustbeappeased。Theywhocommandbesttheideal,enjoyevermostthereal。Seethetrueartist,whenabroadinmen'sthoroughfares,everobservant,everdivingintotheheart,everalivetotheleastastothegreatestofthecomplicatedtruthsofexistence;descendingtowhatpedantswouldcallthetrivialandthefrivolous。Fromeverymeshinthesocialweb,hecandisentangleagrace。Andforhimeachairygossamerfloatsinthegoldofthesunlight。Knowyounotthataroundtheanimalculethatsportsinthewaterthereshinesahalo,asaroundthestarThemonasmica,foundinthepurestpools,isencompassedwithahalo。Andthisisfrequentamongstmanyotherspeciesofanimalcule。thatrevolvesinbrightpastimethroughthespace?Trueartfindsbeautyeverywhere。Inthestreet,inthemarket-place,inthehovel,itgathersfoodforthehiveofitsthoughts。Inthemireofpolitics,DanteandMiltonselectedpearlsforthewreathofsong。
"WhoevertoldyouthatRaphaeldidnotenjoythelifewithout,carryingeverywherewithhimtheoneinwardideaofbeautywhichattractedandimbeddedinitsownambereverystrawthatthefeetofthedullmantrampledintomud?Assomelordoftheforestwandersabroadforitsprey,andscentsandfollowsitoverplainandhill,throughbrakeandjungle,but,seizingitatlast,bearsthequarrytoitsunwitnessedcave,——soGeniussearchesthroughwoodandwaste,untiringlyandeagerly,everysenseawake,everynervestrainedtospeedandstrength,forthescatteredandflyingimagesofmatter,thatitseizesatlastwithitsmightytalons,andbearsawaywithitintosolitudesnofootstepcaninvade。Go,seektheworldwithout;itisforarttheinexhaustiblepasture-groundandharvesttotheworldwithin!"
"Youcomfortme,"saidGlyndon,brightening。"Ihadimaginedmywearinessaproofofmydeficiency!ButnotnowwouldIspeaktoyouoftheselabours。Pardonme,ifIpassfromthetoiltothereward。Youhaveuttereddimpropheciesofmyfuture,ifIwedonewho,inthejudgmentofthesoberworld,wouldonlydarkenitsprospectsandobstructitsambition。Doyouspeakfromthewisdomwhichisexperience,orthatwhichaspirestoprediction?"
"Aretheynotallied?Isitnothebestaccustomedtocalculationwhocansolveataglanceanynewprobleminthearithmeticofchances?"
"Youevademyquestion。"
"No;butIwilladaptmyanswerthebettertoyourcomprehension,foritisuponthisverypointthatIhavesoughtyou。Listentome!"Zanonifixedhiseyesearnestlyonhislistener,andcontinued:"Fortheaccomplishmentofwhateverisgreatandlofty,theclearperceptionoftruthsisthefirstrequisite,——
truthsadaptedtotheobjectdesired。Thewarriorthusreducesthechancesofbattletocombinationsalmostofmathematics。Hecanpredictaresult,ifhecanbutdependuponthematerialsheisforcedtoemploy。Atsuchalosshecancrossthatbridge;insuchatimehecanreducethatfort。Stillmoreaccurately,forhedependslessonmaterialcausesthanideasathiscommand,canthecommanderofthepurerscienceordivinerart,ifheonceperceivethetruthsthatareinhimandaround,foretellwhathecanachieve,andinwhatheiscondemnedtofail。Butthisperceptionoftruthsisdisturbedbymanycauses,——vanity,passion,fear,indolenceinhimself,ignoranceofthefittingmeanswithouttoaccomplishwhathedesigns。Hemaymiscalculatehisownforces;hemayhavenochartofthecountryhewouldinvade。Itisonlyinapeculiarstateofthemindthatitiscapableofperceivingtruth;andthatstateisprofoundserenity。
Yourmindisfeveredbyadesirefortruth:youwouldcompelittoyourembraces;youwouldaskmetoimparttoyou,withoutordealorpreparation,thegrandestsecretsthatexistinNature。
Buttruthcannomorebeseenbythemindunpreparedforit,thanthesuncandawnuponthemidstofnight。Suchamindreceivestruthonlytopolluteit:tousethesimileofonewhohaswanderedneartothesecretofthesublimeGoetiaorthemagicthatlieswithinNature,aselectricitywithinthecloud,'Hewhopourswaterintothemuddywell,doesbutdisturbthemud。'"
"Iamb。deVit。Pythag。"
"Whatdoyoutendto?"
"This:thatyouhavefacultiesthatmayattaintosurpassingpower,thatmayrankyouamongthoseenchanterswho,greaterthanthemagian,leavebehindthemanenduringinfluence,worshippedwhereverbeautyiscomprehended,whereverthesoulissensibleofahigherworldthanthatinwhichmatterstrugglesforcrudeandincompleteexistence。
"Buttomakeavailablethosefaculties,needIbeaprophettotellyouthatyoumustlearntoconcentreupongreatobjectsallyourdesires?Theheartmustrest,thatthemindmaybeactive。
Atpresentyouwanderfromaimtoaim。Astheballasttotheship,sotothespiritarefaithandlove。Withyourwholeheart,affections,humanity,centredinoneobject,yourmindandaspirationswillbecomeequallysteadfastandinearnest。Violaisachildasyet;youdonotperceivethehighnaturethetrialsoflifewilldevelop。Pardonme,ifIsaythathersoul,purerandloftierthanyourown,willbearitupward,asasecrethymncarriesaloftthespiritsoftheworld。Yournaturewantstheharmony,themusicwhich,asthePythagoreanswiselytaught,atonceelevatesandsoothes。Iofferyouthatmusicinherlove。"
"ButamIsurethatshedoesloveme?"
"Artist,no;shelovesyounotatpresent;heraffectionsarefullofanother。ButifIcouldtransfertoyou,astheloadstonetransfersitsattractiontothemagnet,thelovethatshehasnowforme,——ifIcouldcausehertoseeinyoutheidealofherdreams——"
"Issuchagiftinthepowerofman?"
"Iofferittoyou,ifyourlovebelawful,ifyourfaithinvirtueandyourselfbedeepandloyal;ifnot,thinkyouthatI
woulddisenchantherwithtruthtomakeheradoreafalsehood?"
"Butif,"persistedGlyndon,——"ifshebeallthatyoutellme,andifsheloveyou,howcanyourobyourselfofsopricelessatreasure?"
"Oh,shallowandmeanheartofman!"exclaimedZanoni,withunaccustomedpassionandvehemence,"dostthouconceivesolittleofloveasnottoknowthatitsacrificesall——loveitself——forthehappinessofthethingitloves?Hearme!"AndZanoni'sfacegrewpale。"Hearme!Ipressthisuponyou,becauseIloveher,andbecauseIfearthatwithmeherfatewillbelessfairthanwithyourself。Why,——asknot,forIwillnottellyou。
Enough!Timepressesnowforyouranswer;itcannotlongbedelayed。Beforethenightofthethirddayfromthis,allchoicewillbeforbidyou!"
"But,"saidGlyndon,stilldoubtingandsuspicious,——"butwhythishaste?"
"Man,youarenotworthyofherwhenyouaskme。AllIcantellyouhere,youshouldhaveknownyourself。Thisravisher,thismanofwill,thissonoftheoldVisconti,unlikeyou,——
steadfast,resolute,earnesteveninhiscrimes,——neverrelinquishesanobject。Butonepassioncontrolshislust,——itishisavarice。ThedayafterhisattemptonViola,hisuncle,theCardinal——,fromwhomhehaslargeexpectationsoflandandgold,sentforhim,andforbadehim,onpainofforfeitingallthepossessionswhichhisschemesalreadyhadparcelledout,topursuewithdishonourabledesignsonewhomtheCardinalhadheededandlovedfromchildhood。Thisisthecauseofhispresentpausefromhispursuit。Whilewespeak,thecauseexpires。Beforethehandoftheclockreachesthehourofnoon,theCardinal——willbenomore。Atthisverymomentthyfriend,JeanNicot,iswiththePrincedi。"
"He!wherefore?"
"ToaskwhatdowershallgowithViolaPisani,themorningthatsheleavesthepalaceoftheprince。"
"Andhowdoyouknowallthis?"
"Fool!Itelltheeagain,becausealoverisawatcherbynightandday;becauseloveneversleepswhendangermenacesthebelovedone!"
"AndyouitwasthatinformedtheCardinal——?"
"Yes;andwhathasbeenmytaskmightaseasilyhavebeenthine。
Speak,——thineanswer!"
"Youshallhaveitonthethirddayfromthis。"
"Beitso。Putoff,poorwaverer,thyhappinesstothelasthour。Onthethirddayfromthis,Iwillasktheethyresolve。"
"Andwhereshallwemeet?"
"Beforemidnight,whereyoumayleastexpectme。Youcannotshunme,thoughyoumayseektodoso!"
"Stayonemoment!Youcondemnmeasdoubtful,irresolute,suspicious。HaveInocause?CanIyieldwithoutastruggletothestrangefascinationyouexertuponmymind?Whatinterestcanyouhaveinme,astranger,thatyoushouldthusdictatetomethegravestactioninthelifeofman?Doyousupposethatanyoneinhissenseswouldnotpause,anddeliberate,andaskhimself,'Whyshouldthisstrangercarethusforme?'"
"Andyet,"saidZanoni,"ifItoldtheethatIcouldinitiatetheeintothesecretsofthatmagicwhichthephilosophyofthewholeexistingworldtreatsasachimera,orimposture;ifI
promisedtoshowtheehowtocommandthebeingsofairandocean,howtoaccumulatewealthmoreeasilythanachildcangatherpebblesontheshore,toplaceinthyhandstheessenceoftheherbswhichprolonglifefromagetoage,themysteryofthatattractionbywhichtoawealldangeranddisarmallviolenceandsubduemanastheserpentcharmsthebird,——ifItoldtheethatalltheseitwasminetopossessandtocommunicate,thouwouldstlistentomethen,andobeymewithoutadoubt!"
"Itistrue;andIcanaccountforthisonlybytheimperfectassociationsofmychildhood,——bytraditionsinourhouseof——"
"Yourforefather,who,intherevivalofscience,soughtthesecretsofApolloniusandParacelsus。"
"What!"saidGlyndon,amazed,"areyousowellacquaintedwiththeannalsofanobscurelineage?"
"Tothemanwhoaspirestoknow,nomanwhohasbeenthemeaneststudentofknowledgeshouldbeunknown。YouaskmewhyIhaveshownthisinterestinyourfate?ThereisonereasonwhichI
havenotyettoldyou。Thereisafraternityastowhoselawsandwhosemysteriesthemostinquisitiveschoolmenareinthedark。Bythoselawsallarepledgedtowarn,toaid,andtoguideeventheremotestdescendantsofmenwhohavetoiled,thoughvainly,likeyourancestor,inthemysteriesoftheOrder。
Weareboundtoadvisethemtotheirwelfare;nay,more,——iftheycommandustoit,wemustacceptthemasourpupils。Iamasurvivorofthatmostancientandimmemorialunion。Thisitwasthatboundmetotheeatthefirst;this,perhaps,attractedthyselfunconsciously,SonofourBrotherhood,tome。"
"Ifthisbeso,Icommandthee,inthenameofthelawsthouobeyest,toreceivemeasthypupil!"
"Whatdoyouask?"saidZanoni,passionately。"Learn,first,theconditions。Noneophytemusthave,athisinitiation,oneaffectionordesirethatchainshimtotheworld。Hemustbepurefromtheloveofwoman,freefromavariceandambition,freefromthedreamsevenofart,orthehopeofearthlyfame。Thefirstsacrificethoumustmakeis——Violaherself。Andforwhat?
Foranordealthatthemostdaringcourageonlycanencounter,themostetherealnaturesalonesurvive!Thouartunfitforthesciencethathasmademeandotherswhatweareorhavebeen;forthywholenatureisonefear!"
"Fear!"criedGlyndon,colouringwithresentment,andrisingtothefullheightofhisstature。
"Fear!andtheworstfear,——fearoftheworld'sopinion;fearoftheNicotsandtheMervales;fearofthineownimpulseswhenmostgenerous;fearofthineownpowerswhenthygeniusismostbold;
fearthatvirtueisnoteternal;fearthatGoddoesnotliveinheaventokeepwatchonearth;fear,thefearoflittlemen;andthatfearisneverknowntothegreat。"
WiththesewordsZanoniabruptlylefttheartist,humbled,bewildered,andnotconvinced。Heremainedalonewithhisthoughtstillhewasarousedbythestrikingoftheclock;hethensuddenlyrememberedZanoni'spredictionoftheCardinal'sdeath;and,seizedwithanintensedesiretolearnitstruth,hehurriedintothestreets,——hegainedtheCardinal'spalace。FiveminutesbeforenoonhisEminencehadexpired,afteranillnessoflessthananhour。Zanoni'svisithadoccupiedmoretimethantheillnessoftheCardinal。Awedandperplexed,heturnedfromthepalace,andashewalkedthroughtheChiaja,hesawJeanNicotemergefromtheportalsofthePrincedi。
CHAPTER3。V。
TwolovesIhaveofcomfortanddespair,Whichliketwospiritsdosuggestmestill。
Shakespeare。
VenerableBrotherhood,sosacredandsolittleknown,fromwhosesecretandpreciousarchivesthematerialsforthishistoryhavebeendrawn;yewhohaveretained,fromcenturytocentury,allthattimehassparedoftheaugustandvenerablescience,——thankstoyou,ifnow,forthefirsttime,somerecordofthethoughtsandactionsofnofalseandself-styledluminaryofyourOrderbegiven,howeverimperfectly,totheworld。Manyhavecalledthemselvesofyourband;manyspuriouspretendershavebeenso-calledbythelearnedignorancewhichstill,baffledandperplexed,isdriventoconfessthatitknowsnothingofyourorigin,yourceremoniesordoctrines,norevenifyoustillhavelocalhabitationontheearth。ThankstoyouifI,theonlyoneofmycountry,inthisage,admitted,withaprofanefootstep,intoyourmysteriousAcademeThereaderwillhavethegoodnesstorememberthatthisissaidbytheauthoroftheoriginalMS。,notbytheeditor。,havebeenbyyouempoweredandinstructedtoadapttothecomprehensionoftheuninitiated,somefewofthestarrytruthswhichshoneonthegreatShemaiaoftheChaldeanLore,andgleameddimlythroughthedarkenedknowledgeoflatterdisciples,labouring,likePsellusandIamblichus,torevivetheembersofthefirewhichburnedintheHamarinoftheEast。
ThoughnottousofanagedandhoaryworldisvouchsafedtheNAMEwhich,sosaytheearliestoraclesoftheearth,"rushesintotheinfiniteworlds,"yetisitourstotracetherevivingtruths,througheachnewdiscoveryofthephilosopherandchemist。Thelawsofattraction,ofelectricity,andoftheyetmoremysteriousagencyofthatgreatprincipaloflife,which,ifdrawnfromtheuniverse,wouldleavetheuniverseagrave,werebutthecodeinwhichtheTheurgyofoldsoughttheguidesthatledittoalegislationandscienceofitsown。Torebuildonwordsthefragmentsofthishistory,itseemstomeasif,inasolemntrance,Iwasledthroughtheruinsofacitywhoseonlyremainsweretombs。FromthesarcophagusandtheurnIawakethegeniusTheGreekGeniusofDeath。oftheextinguishedTorch,andsocloselydoesitsshaperesembleEros,thatatmomentsI
scarcelyknowwhichofyedictatestome,——OLove!ODeath!
Anditstirredinthevirgin'sheart,——thisnew,unfathomable,anddivineemotion!Wasitonlytheordinaryaffectionofthepulseandthefancy,oftheeyetotheBeautiful,oftheeartotheEloquent,ordiditnotjustifythenotionsheherselfconceivedofit,——thatitwasbornnotofthesenses,thatitwaslessofearthlyandhumanlovethantheeffectofsomewondrousbutnotunholycharm?Isaidthat,fromthatdayinwhich,nolongerwithaweandtrembling,shesurrenderedherselftotheinfluenceofZanoni,shehadsoughttoputherthoughtsintowords。Letthethoughtsattesttheirownnature。
THESELFCONFESSIONAL。
"Isitthedaylightthatshinesonme,orthememoryofthypresence?WhereverIlook,theworldseemsfullofthee;ineveryraythattremblesonthewater,thatsmilesupontheleaves,Ibeholdbutalikenesstothineeyes。Whatisthischange,thataltersnotonlymyself,butthefaceofthewholeuniverse?……
Howinstantaneouslyleapedintolifethepowerwithwhichthouswayestmyheartinitsebbandflow。Thousandswerearoundme,andIsawbutthee。ThatwasthenightinwhichIfirstenteredupontheworldwhichcrowdslifeintoadrama,andhasnolanguagebutmusic。Howstrangelyandhowsuddenlywiththeebecamethatworldevermoreconnected!Whatthedelusionofthestagewastoothers,thypresencewastome。Mylife,too,seemedtocentreintothoseshorthours,andfromthylipsI
heardamusic,mutetoallearsbutmine。Isitintheroomwheremyfatherdwelt。Here,onthathappynight,forgettingwhyTHEYweresohappy,Ishrunkintotheshadow,andsoughttoguesswhatthouwerttome;andmymother'slowvoicewokeme,andI
crepttomyfather'sside,close——close,fromfearofmyownthoughts。
"Ah!sweetandsadwasthemorrowtothatnight,whenthylipswarnedmeofthefuture。Anorphannow,——whatistherethatlivesformetothinkof,todreamupon,torevere,butthou!
"Howtenderlythouhastrebukedmeforthegrievouswrongthatmythoughtsdidthee!WhyshouldIhaveshudderedtofeeltheeglancinguponmythoughtslikethebeamonthesolitarytree,towhichthoudidstoncelikenmesowell?Itwas——itwas,that,likethetree,Istruggledforthelight,andthelightcame。
Theytellmeoflove,andmyverylifeofthestagebreathesthelanguageofloveintomylips。No;againandagain,IknowTHAT
isnotthelovethatIfeelforthee!——itisnotapassion,itisathought!Iasknottobelovedagain。Imurmurnotthatthywordsaresternandthylooksarecold。IasknotifIhaverivals;Isighnottobefairinthineeyes。ItismySPIRIT
thatwouldblenditselfwiththine。Iwouldgiveworlds,thoughwewereapart,thoughoceansrolledbetweenus,toknowthehourinwhichthygazewasliftedtothestars,——inwhichthyheartpoureditselfinprayer。Theytellmethouartmorebeautifulthanthemarbleimagesthatarefairerthanallhumanforms;butIhaveneverdaredtogazesteadfastlyonthyface,thatmemorymightcomparetheewiththerest。Onlythineeyesandthysoft,calmsmilehauntme;aswhenIlookuponthemoon,allthatpassesintomyheartishersilentlight……
"Often,whentheairiscalm,IhavethoughtthatIhearthestrainsofmyfather'smusic;often,thoughlongstilledinthegrave,havetheywakedmefromthedreamsofthesolemnnight。
Methinks,erethoucomesttomethatIhearthemheraldthyapproach。MethinksIhearthemwailandmoan,whenIsinkbackintomyselfonseeingtheedepart。ThouartOFthatmusic,——itsspirit,itsgenius。Myfathermusthaveguessedattheeandthynativeregions,whenthewindshushedtolistentohistones,andtheworlddeemedhimmad!IhearwhereIsit,thefarmurmurofthesea。Murmuron,yeblessedwaters!Thewavesarethepulsesoftheshore。Theybeatwiththegladnessofthemorningwind,——
sobeatsmyheartinthefreshnessandlightthatmakeupthethoughtsofthee!……
"OfteninmychildhoodIhavemusedandaskedforwhatIwasborn;andmysoulansweredmyheartandsaid,'THOUWERTBORNTO
WORSHIP!'Yes;Iknowwhytherealworldhaseverseemedtomesofalseandcold。Iknowwhytheworldofthestagecharmedanddazzledme。Iknowwhyitwassosweettositapartandgazemywholebeingintothedistantheavens。Mynatureisnotformedforthislife,happythoughthatlifeseemtoothers。Itisitsverywanttohaveeverbeforeitsomeimageloftierthanitself!
Stranger,inwhatrealmabove,whenthegraveispast,shallmysoul,hourafterhour,worshipatthesamesourceasthine?……
"Inthegardensofmyneighbourthereisasmallfountain。I
stoodbyitthismorningaftersunrise。Howitsprungup,withitseagerspray,tothesunbeams!AndthenIthoughtthatI
shouldseetheeagainthisday,andsosprungmyhearttothenewmorningwhichthoubringestmefromtheskies……
"IHAVEseen,IhaveLISTENEDtotheeagain。HowboldIhavebecome!Iranonwithmychildlikethoughtsandstories,myrecollectionsofthepast,asifIhadknowntheefromaninfant。
Suddenlytheideaofmypresumptionstruckme。Istopped,andtimidlysoughtthineeyes。
"'Well,andwhenyoufoundthatthenightingalerefusedtosing?'——
"'Ah!'Isaid,'whattotheethishistoryoftheheartofachild?'
"'Viola,'didstthouanswer,withthatvoice,soinexpressiblycalmandearnest!——'Viola,thedarknessofachild'sheartisoftenbuttheshadowofastar。Speakon!Andthynightingale,whentheycaughtandcagedit,refusedtosing?'
"'AndIplacedthecageyonder,amidstthevine-leaves,andtookupmylute,andspoketoitonthestrings;forIthoughtthatallmusicwasitsnativelanguage,anditwouldunderstandthatI
soughttocomfortit。'
"'Yes,'saidstthou。'Andatlastitansweredthee,butnotwithsong,——inasharp,briefcry;somournful,thatthyhandsletfallthelute,andthetearsgushedfromthineeyes。Sosoftlydidstthouunbarthecage,andthenightingaleflewintoyonderthicket;andthouheardstthefoliagerustle,and,lookingthroughthemoonlight,thineeyessawthatithadfounditsmate。
Itsangtotheethenfromtheboughsalong,loud,joyousjubilee。Andmusing,thoudidstfeelthatitwasnotthevine-
leavesorthemoonlightthatmadethebirdgivemelodytonight,andthatthesecretofitsmusicwasthepresenceofathingbeloved。'
"HowdidstthouknowmythoughtsinthatchildliketimebetterthanIknewmyself!Howisthehumblelifeofmypastyears,withitsmeanevents,somysteriouslyfamiliartothee,brightstranger!Iwonder,——butIdonotagaindaretofearthee!……
"Oncethethoughtofhimoppressedandweighedmedown。Asaninfantthatlongsforthemoon,mybeingwasonevaguedesireforsomethingnevertobeattained。NowIfeelratherasiftothinkoftheesufficedtoremoveeveryfetterfrommyspirit。Ifloatinthestillseasoflight,andnothingseemstoohighformywings,toogloriousformyeyes。Itwasmineignorancethatmademefearthee。Aknowledgethatisnotinbooksseemstobreathearoundtheeasanatmosphere。HowlittlehaveIread!——howlittlehaveIlearned!Yetwhenthouartbymyside,itseemsasiftheveilwereliftedfromallwisdomandallNature。I
startlewhenIlookevenatthewordsIhavewritten;theyseemnottocomefrommyself,butarethesignsofanotherlanguagewhichthouhasttaughtmyheart,andwhichmyhandtracesrapidly,asatthydictation。Sometimes,whileIwriteormuse,IcouldfancythatIheardlightwingshoveringaroundme,andsawdimshapesofbeautyfloatinground,andvanishingastheysmileduponme。Nounquietandfearfuldreamevercomestomenowinsleep,yetsleepandwakingarealikebutasonedream。
InsleepIwanderwiththee,notthroughthepathsofearth,butthroughimpalpableair——anairwhichseemsamusic——upwardandupward,asthesoulmountsonthetonesofalyre!TillIknewthee,Iwasasaslavetotheearth。Thouhastgiventomethelibertyoftheuniverse!Before,itwaslife;itseemstomenowasifIhadcommencedeternity!
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